PEPPER Magazine / June 2022 by PEPPER.magazine

PEPPER JUNE 2022

SA / TX / US

June 8 Editor’s Note : Opening a Dialogue

arts.

10 Nicola Brayan 15 Wayfarer : Alain Gakwaya 22 Khereddine Khaldoun

business.

32 Every Day is Sunday at the Canopy

fashion.

42 Endless Summer 52 Man in Motion : Urban Comfort & Street Wear 57 Gone Sailing

habitat.

68 The High Life / Highlight : Gentlemen’s Weekend

savor.

71 The Number 9 : Chef Joe of NOVEM Cuisine 79 Domingo

culture.

86 For My Father : In the Face of War 89 All the Little Stars : Tamara Adira 97 The Pursuit : Caleb Catoe

165

101 The Groom

Rx.

111 Fit to a T. 116 Changing Faces : Itxia

psych.

125 Intimate Affairs : Libido 128 The Journal

PEPPER I S S U E

no.1 prodigy.

133 Cradle to the Canvas

lit.

143 Details in the Fabric

get involved. 150 Unseen Artists

156 Bamunanika Childrens Home

disquiet. 165 HU LIE

173 Disrupted : Ukrainian Refugee

directory.

181 Cover Artist : K. Day Gomez 185 Staff Bios 192 A Note from Angela Michelle 193 Caleb Catoe on Photojournalism & Travel

PEPPER Magazine

Est. 2022 SA / TX / US arts • culture • business web directory msha.ke/peppermagazine website hellopepper.weebly.com email hello.pepper@outlook.com office on Broadway in Alamo Heights San Antonio, Texas 78209 copyright K. Day Gomez PEPPER Magazine *Always open to submissions & story leads. Worldwide. No deadline. See website for guidelines.

our staff. Editor in Chief K. Day Gomez CFO Joe A. Gomez III columnists. Empowerment Maven & Intimacy Alchemist Angela Michelle Poet Laureate Andrea Vocab Sanderson Sustainable Fashion & Lifestyle Expert Becky Witte-Marsh Nutritionist & Fitness Expert Tina Sena contributors. Photojournalists Caleb Catoe, Stacey R. OlivaresGarcia Documentarian Michael Cirlos III Director & Cinematographer Michael Avila Christman Networking Liaisons Melanie Alison - Austin, TX, Kat Short, San Antonio, TX

EDITORIAL OFFICE Located in Alamo Heights on Broadway San Antonio, TX 78209 hellopepper.weebly.com Main Web Directory msha.ke/peppermagazine

INQUIRIES hello.pepper@outlook.com @hello.peppermagazine on Instagram Global publication Est. 2022 SA / TX / US

PEPPER arts • culture • business

In Response to the Uvalde School Shooting AND IN CONJUNCTION WITH EDITOR IN CHIEF K. DAY GOMEZ & HER SON, AIDEN GAMEZ - AGE 12 LINK : theimaginariumwonderemporium.com/collections/art-prints • BOTH NEURODIVERGENT ARTISTS • “Aiden and I are donating the proceeds from all of our art print sales to the collective Uvalde Relief Fund created by the GoFundMe platform. Please consider showing your support.” You can also follow Pepper Magazine to receive continuous updates on how to get involved.

PEPPER Magazine OPENING A DIALOGUE

EDITOR’S NOTE Established by author / professional creative K. Day Gomez in magical St. Anthony.

“I'll be placing a strong emphasis on community, sustainability, conscientious businesses, activism, human rights, mental health, inclusion and facilitating a safe space for open discussion of difficult issues. There is no other publication like what I'm formatting here in San Antonio and its surrounding areas. I intend to lean heavily on my experience as a mental health professional just as much as my skill as a photojournalist to curate raw, beautiful, messy, emotional and uplifting stories from people of all walks and professions. As a female autist with ADHD and being part of the LGBTQ community, I intend to highlight marginalized communities and those living with disabilities and varied neurotypes as well. Essentially creating an artful mirror that offers another way to look at each other and build compassion and interest. And of course it won’t be heavy all the time. There will be features exploring local businesses, hip eats, entertainment and creative hubs. Essentially everything San Antonio is about, as well as arts, music and performance submissions nationally and globally.” - K. Day Gomez Editor in Chief

“Life is art. Every gritty imperfect detail. I've been chasing the odd angles, documenting every occurrence whether enticing or mundane in search of the underlying meaning of things. It's about the story. Art tells a story. The way people go about their lives or conduct their business or mobilize in activism tells a story. I like to shine a light on the parts that go unnoticed in the chaos. It's a symphony; I'm here to dissect the notes." -KDG

DARK P H O T O G R A P H E R

M I C H A E L

A V I L A

C H R I S T M A N

@DARKHORSEPHOTOGRAPHYSA

photojournalist K. Day Gomez

WAYFARER

The Amazing Traveling Life of Alain Gakwaya On the outskirts of San Antonio’s magical downtown stands a creative hub called Hausmann Millworks. A business, gallery space and warehouse full of studios to some of SA’s most well known artists. Inside the main building, amid a giant old saw, famous contemporary art remnants and the hum of the railroad tracks you’ll find the studio of Rwandan artist Alain Gakwaya. As a child growing up in Kigali, Rwanda’s capital, Alain began his art education through the mediums of drawing and sculpting. He found a passion for wood carving as well.

“I was 17 when I started messing with paint,” he tells us. Mixed media became Gakwaya’s favorite because it allows him to touch on a wide range of subjects. “It’s not flat.” He feels the textures allow him to express who he is more. Alain came to the United States at the age of 16, initially for school in pursuit of a continued general education. He has since procured his green card granting him duel citizenship. This will prove important for his humanitarian goals in the future.

arts. Alain’s art is unique, a style not common to our area, which was largely inspired by American artist, Jean-Michel Basquiat. A professor in school remarked of similarities between styles and suggested a book on Basquait when he happened upon young Alain painting a door. Like his favorite artist, Alain Gakwaya’s work resembles the Neoexpressionism movement pioneered in the ‘80’s. As a whole, his art tells the story of his life, his journey. It expresses sociological and political happenings Alain is affected by or happen to catch his interest. He’s currently pursuing his bachelor’s degree in art at UTSA. In his free time, Alain preps his Toyota Chinook for van life, a lifestyle that brings him much joy. He’s outside as often as he can be. “I’m able to ground myself. I breathe better. It connects me to back home.” Alain references his home Rwanda and the natural beauty and forestation. Here in San Antonio, Texas he’s found a sanctuary in Brackenridge Park, a leisure spot famous for its winding trails, majestic trees and vicinity to downtown. He makes mention of the big trees with a sort of fondness in his voice, his joy of life and living is intrinsic to who he is. This is also represented in his nomadic lifestyle. Alain has traveled to many places throughout the US from New Mexico to Colorado, Wyoming, Oregon, California, Louisiana, New York… He mentions his favorites in no particular order as being: Denver, Colorado New Orleans, Louisiana

Venice Beach in California Brooklyn and Harlem in New York His favorite gallery, however, is located right here in San Antonio. “In the Eye of the Beholder is the first black gallery here. It’s a safe space for black artists,” Gakwaya explains. “It’s a very important space.” And though his work has generally been received well, Alain is no stranger to bias due to his young age. “Older artists insert their opinions (at times). I’ve been told I should frame my work.” He finds traditional methods surrounding art confining, rigid. Alain’s work is liberated, dynamic and not to be confined. This friction is very seldom, however, as placing his portfolio and website link on Instagram has garnered global attention. The majority of curators and galleries he’s been invited to have found him through this avenue. For Alain, success is “having enough for myself and enough left to give back to others. Success is FREEDOM.” In the future, he plans “to help friends back home in Rwanda. There is so much talent there. I want to build a gallery and studio, bring them supplies.” Ideally, he’d like to become an international resource and use his industry connections to “give back to my people, because my people deserve it the most.” His advice to artists of any age struggling to get their art seen is, “appreciate your own work first. Put it out there. Social media, whatever avenue. It’s universal. PEPPER

“Don’t give up—keep going. Never stop moving. If you’re always moving, there is growth.”

Much like his art, his words hold power. And that is what Alain is here to do. Empower. Encourage. To make the world around him a better place. We believe he will.

The World in a Bubble A CLOSE LOOK INTO THE CONCEPTUAL ART OF KHIREDDINE KHALDOUN photographic work of Khireddine Khaldoun author K. Day Gomez

Photographers are storytellers. They quietly direct our eye, while their images speak directly to our hearts. I imagine that is who Khireddine Khaldoun really is to his core…a storyteller. Like any great storyteller of eras past, travel has been the biggest influence in the dialogue Khireddine creates through his photographic work. “I am lucky to be born in Algeria! This beautiful country which is my source of inspiration. I started traveling and exploring the world in 2011 when I visited Turkey. The trips were chained

thereafter…France, Spain, Lebanon, Tunisia, the USA, Morocco, Switzerland... During my travels, I‘m interested in and focus on my art. I take it as an opportunity to visit museums, discover local artists. The reason for my travels is often artistic discoveries, to see how people live.” This is evident in the documentary style of his images. “I traveled to the USA in 2015 and I must admit that it was one of the best trips I have made. I visited New York and Washington DC.” PEPPER | 23

the arts. Khaldoun’s interest in art emerged as a young child at the age of six. “My family, my parents and brothers and sisters encouraged me a lot to practice art. I was always rewarded with paints, drawing sheets, color pencils, drawing materials... The support of my family helped me a lot and made me who I am today.” That support impacted who he would become; an honest and at times whimsical artist curious about the world around him, whose work ranges from candid to playful. His use of a camera, however, would come later as an adult. “My passion for photography began in 2006 when I started working as a director. I was in contact with ‘the image’. My first shots were of architecture.” He’s a television director for the public channel Canal Algérie. “I produce several TV shows. The project that I am currently running is a program with the Algerian community living abroad. I travel to meet the Algerian diaspora. Canal Algérie is a Frenchspeaking Algerian channel.” Khaldoun is first a humanitarian which goes hand in hand with his art and purpose. “I am a very ambitious and positive person. I intend to see my art reach society, help people understand life better, bring smiles to those who have lost it, restore hope to those who despair. My art installations have always brought positivity.” A noble mission. One that we believe wholeheartedly he will continue to accomplish. When asked if he remembers any favorite stories or teachers along the way through his journey, Khireddine replies, “all the days that God makes are beautiful stories! When I walk in the street, I look at the faces of people. In their eyes stories are told. I love that! I like to raise my head to see the architecture. This urban poetry inspires me. I have no teacher or reference... I have the street that inspires me.”

“Each of my artworks is a part of me. But my two works that have marked me the most are the photographic installation 'The power' and the metal installation 'VLOUNTATUM'.

’THE POWER’ IS A REFLECTION AROUND THE ARCHITECTURE OF MY CITY ALGIERS, THIS URBAN POETRY THAT NEVER CEASES TO SEDUCE ME! I DID THIS INSTALLATION LIKE A MECHANICAL SYSTEM THAT CONDITIONS US TO LOVE ALGIERS.” His passion is apparent in the way Khireddine speaks about his city. That passion permeates his work in every medium. ”I don't have a favorite medium. Its all about feelings and moods. Each medium allows me to express myself differently. But lately, I have been very interested in sculpture with the metal grid. when I touch metal, it gives me this feeling of creating the future. I love when I discover the work.” It seems in a way the work is discovering Khireddine too.

Like a living thing. In his own methodical way, he does breath life into everything he touches. Or at the very least it can be said he breathes pieces of his own life into the materials. “For the metallic installation 'voluntatum', I was inspired by human willingness. How man can create his own movement with his willingness. This installation is interactive, people come and move the spirals, once they touch a spiral, they will cause movement in all the other spirals.” Kinetics. Life in motion…

Khireddine shares with us another of his favorite photographic series, ‘Obsession’. It’s a montage of monochromatic journalistic captures that reflect our relationship with the common objects and places in our daily lives. From his thesis:

ABOUT OBSESSION “AND IF LIFE WAS JUST A SUCCESSION OF OBSESSIONS . . . MY PHOTOGRAPHIC SERIES IS A METAPHOR / THE MEANING OF OUR LIFE. WHAT MAKES OUR LIFE ? WHERE ? WHEN ? HOW ? Powerful questions that further illustrate the deeper underlying meaning to everything he puts out into the world. Everything Khaldoun does is intentional, well thought out. And yet, the candid moments are spontaneous, not something which could be easily staged. The way shadows fall on the wall at a certain hour of the day, the motion of a person walking by or a passing car viewed through the holes of a fence, laundry hanging to dry…

”MY FATHER ALWAYS TOLD ME 'TRAVEL BUILDS PERSONALITY'. I LEARNED A LOT FROM MY TRIPS. THE BEAUTIFUL ENCOUNTERS, THE DISCOVERY OF NEW CULTURES, THE OPEN-MINDEDNESS... THESE ARE THINGS THAT I ACQUIRED DURING MY TRAVELS.”

Khireddine somehow makes these ordinary things exciting to the viewer. Gives an electric movement to the stillness of the printed frames. His artistic film work is much the same. “I participated in film and video festivals with my short art film ENCYCLIA. This short film / art installation is a reflection around the body and movement and how our feelings of inferiority can make us react. I participated with this short film in several contemporary art festivals and biennials.”

2018 / Uganda - Film festival 'The Seven Days of the Seventh Art' 2018 / Biennial of Contemporary Art in Casablanca, Morocco 2019 - 'The Very Short' festival in Egypt 2021 - Mesopotania Arab Film Festival Ireland 2020 - Contemporary Dance Festival, Tyro Art, Lebanon He shares with us a final sentiment of personal inspiration. “Among the people who inspire me the most in my creations, there is the Algerian artist, Baya. This artist has created a garden of love and spirit inside her person. She has transformed her sorrow into a joy thanks to her art. Her work is positive.” It has been an honor capturing Khireddine’s story. One can view Khaldoun’s portfolio and reach him online [see our directory].

EVERY DAY IS SUNDAY AT THE

CANOPY

The hip riverfront Canopy Hotel, one of Hilton Hotel’s newest concepts is taking San Antonio’s downtown experience to new heights. We take you inside the hotel, its restaurant Domingo and terrace bar Otro

An urban oasis located right on the banks of San Antonio’s winding Riverwalk in the heart of downtown across from the famous Aztec Theatre, tucked high into the treetops. Hilton is known for creating elevated hotel concepts, but there is something absolutely unique about this modern inner-city escape. It’s definitely not just for tourists. Canopy is ideal for staycations and their culinary and bar / lounge options coupled with prime event space is fast making them a go-to leisure spot among the locals.

Hotel not only made it through, but in the aftermath they’re now prospering. “It was a ghost town,” food & beverage manager / enthusiast Brian Vitale recalls. “It was strange seeing the empty streets and the still waters of the river.” Brian, a Boston native, has been with the company since before opening [April 22, 2021].

Even prior to the Covid surge, there wasn’t much drawing hip crowds to the Riverwalk area over the last decade. “It Opening during the pandemic was was very tourist driven. It‘s been exciting the last thing the company anticipated. seeing locals drawn back here when we Unlike the catestrophic effects suffered by opened up something a little different, a most businesses during that time, Canopy little new.”

photojournalist K. Day Gomez

business.

Historically the area was a fish market. About the building, Brian explains, “it was a one-story building. The limestone walls are from the original structure. They built the hotel on top of it. Our fresh water cistern which is what that circular brick feature is,” he says pointing to the middle of Domingo’s patio area across from where we sit, “that’s our one historical item. When building, they had a historian here. They had to remove it brick by brick and once the concrete was poured they had to come back out here and rebuild it exactly as it was.”

History is important here. Just as important as our friendly, welcoming demeanor and our myriad of cultures. The company preserves a tailored work environment by establishing what they call a ‘positively yours’ culture. The staff take on the moniker of ’enthusiasts’ in any given position. “The Canopy brand is awesome and the idea behind it is really really cool. The business traveler and the leisure traveler has changed a lot in the last 1520 years. People are looking for more experiencial stays rather than consistent stays. I think Hilton’s done a really good job with Canopy to kind of let us do our thing and make it ‘San Antonio’.” The brand is being placed in cities with a flare for hip art and gastronomical culinary scenes.

“THEY GAVE US THE FOUR WALLS TO WORK WITH AND WE GOT TO ESSENTIALLY CREATE WHAT WE THINK SAN ANTONIO IS.”

For our American and global readers who may be unfamiliar, SA has a strong Latin cultural base which is generally what people imagine the city to be. There is simultaneously a very European [German, French, British, Italian, Spanish] and African, Puerto Rican, Jewish, Ukrainian and even Muslim base here, making it a melting pot of cultures that culminate into its own signature vibe. There truly is no other place like it. “We try not to be lumped in with just one

cultural element. For instance (in relation to their hotel restaurant, Domingo), there’s the corn bread…it has a little Creole flair to it. It’s a marrying of different flavors coming all together.” The same holds true in regard to the dynamic architecture and decor. The interior dining nook of Domingo is affectionately called ‘The Broom Room’ on account of the photographs of old brooms artist Chuck Ramirez hand-dyed and procured in Mexico. The hotel curates

original work and prints from many local artists, including Cruz Ortiz. The overall aesthetic is modern. There are touches of concrete and texture, well-planned lighting, geometric patterns and eclectic art that serve to enliven the minimalist architecture. Our hotel tour guide, marketing manager enthusiast Lauren Garza points out that the amenities are built into the walls, carefully hidden. The water and ice machines, like something out of a science fiction film. These concepts which are commonplace in Japan and other forward thinking parts of the world are brand new to San Antonio. In fact, Canopy may be the first place to design in this way. The end result is this impressive reimagined space that dares to be new and unexpected while still honoring the past. The old intermingled with the technological now in a way that inspires nostalgia and creative passion all at once. The owner, San Antonio native Chris Hill [who also owns The Esquire next door] was careful to plan in a way that preserved this rich historical element without feeling arcane and stuffy. In direct juxtaposition to the space age walls with built-in appliances, the wooden wall behind the bar is from the original fish market. More of those preserved elements are dappled throughout the rooms as well. “We‘re ideal for guests who pass through on business stays. People on the go. Everything is state of the art, including the gym,” Lauren explains. The large lobby and lounge area is equipped with games and cozy seating. They’ve also got nooks with meeting tables for those who need to take a business meeting. On the same floor is Otro, the balcony bar and patio. It’s positioned directly above the river and also faces the city, street side. The view is perfect, the seating sprawling. It’s the kind of swanky place you don’t forget. And the details are just as important there. Like the exquisite custom laid tile work and

and leather upholstered bar stools. And you don’t have to be a guest in order to enjoy cocktails at the bar, lounge in the comfy open gaming area or engulfed in the delicious multicultural cuisine. Canopy is a destination for urban work and relaxation. If you reside in the San Antonio area or just happen to be passing through, consider stopping in. For a hotel that has some for everybody, you won’t be disappointed.

CHRIS HILL HAS CREATED SOMETHING EDGY, CONTEMPORARY, BOLD AND UPSCALE. IT’S INSTANTLY BECOME YET ANOTHER PLACE THAT MAKES SA/TX SO ENTICING.

STACEYRAE

gone sailing A Nautical Excursion with Sustainable Fashionista

Becky Witte-Marsh

photojournalist K. Day Gomez with documentary reference to the book Naurical Chic by Amber Jane Butchart

sustainable fashion & decor

I grew up by the water. We lived on a little fishing lake which had a small beach that just happened to be at the end of our driveway. I watched the water change colors as the light reflected on it throughout the day from green, to blue, to almost lavender at sunset. It mesmerized me, it calmed me, it fueled my dreams. Most of us have some connection to water, often times stemming from family vacations as a child. Fun times had by, on or in the water. The lake, the river, the pool, the sea. All creating fond memories, fuzzy feelings and a lust for at least a teeny bit of adventure. Whether you realize it or not, that connection can inspire your style choices today, both at home and in your wardrobe.

history. The history of nautical fashion harkens back to France, the U.S. and Britain, where naval uniforms and nautical clothing have been part of the working class for centuries. The romanticism of life by the sea has been translated many times throughout history and remains a core inspiration for many designers today.

fashion.

elements of fashion & nautical style. When I found the book – “Nautical Chic” by Amber Jane Butchart, my stylist’s heart set sail! Every page charted a new nautical course of inspiration and inspired me to add my own ideas about nautical fashion. There are key details that speak to the many facets of nautical fashion. • Gold buttons and epaulettes define a high style Officer’s look. • Sailor collars & bell bottoms create a more everyday chic. • Navy blue & white stripes exude comfortable, classic details that can be dressed up or down, perfect for work or play. • White pants, shorts & skirts, bathing suits and deck shoes all represent the water sporting life.

• Tattoos also have a strong nautical history, but I think I will save that for another column.

elements of fashion & nautical style. Becky’s picks… • Satin, lace & rhinestones create a “Titanic” type of romance at sea look. • For pure adventure, you can’t beat a pirate party of full sleeves, velvets, thick leather belts, swash buckling boots and of course the ubiquitous – Skull & Cross Bones – my fave!!!!

elements of nautical home style. Our love affair with all things Nautical shows up in our homes as well. Whether it be a simple palette of blue and white, or more elaborate details, such as the obvious: • Nautical themed artwork • Shells • Mermaids • Anchors • Ship’s brass • Anything to do with fish or fishing • Ship models & sailboats Or the not so obvious: • Vintage buoys • Green, blue & aqua pottery • Nautical rope • Sailboat canvas • Nautical maps • Chippy white paint • Wicker

Shown are items in Becky’s home which she has thrifted, curated & repurposed with her husband who is also a craftsman.

What speaks to your nautical heart? Once you connect with an inspiration, the adventure really begins! The Thrill of the Hunt! The perfect places to hunt down these treasures can be found right here in our own San Antonio back yard.

let’s go thrifting… Here in San Antonio, Texas, Craftiques Mall on N.W. Military (second location on Bandera) was a recent treasure haunt that yielded a lot of Nautical Booty! *as shown here and previous page. Max’s Haus in New Braunfels always has amazing nautical accents. Of course, coastal towns like Galveston and Corpus Christi are always good places to look for nautical pieces since they are part of the local vernacular. Check out local thrift and vintage stores where you live, or on your next vacation as well. Nautical is an easy style to sustainably collect and curate, something I am all about!

Personal style is the way you communicate who you are through what you wear and the elements you choose to decorate the life around you.

I am your guide to bringing in the joy that comes from living in an environment that is totally you. So, have fun playing around with the mermaid, pirate, sailor or bathing beauty that you are! Share thoughts, questions and inspiration with me on Instagram at @beckwittemarsh. Until we sail again! As the sailors say,

“May you have fair winds and following seas.”

Curate original art!

artist. Sarah Mills Bailey is a New Orleans native residing in San Antonio, TX. More about Sarah coming up in our August issue.

You can contact Sarah and purchase her art on her website at sarahmillsbailey.com.

POUT MedSpa PA-C & Certified Injector • Bilingual Clinician “I help enhance your natural beauty.” -Itxia Lee

@pout_itxialee

poutmedspa.com

Servicing San Antonio, TX

Melanie Allison MELANIEALLISONGALLERY.COM

THE

PEPPER

HIGH LIFE WITH LIFESTYLE CONTRIBUTOR JOE A. GOMEZ III In lieu of father’s day Month, here are Joe’s top picks for

THE PERFECT

HIGHLIGHT

GENTLEMAN’S WEEKEND Let’s be honest…not every guy wants to be stuck behind a hot BBQ pit all weekend long. The modern man has a more elevated sensibility. Give dad a break this holiday—here are several ways to treat him to luxury. You don’t even have to live in San Antonio, Texas. Just apply the same ideas wherever in the world you reside.

THE HAIRCUT So many hip modern Barber Shoppes are popping up everywhere with fun & leisurely amenities. With features like adult beverages, billiards—even massage & facials, any gent can feel like a million bucks. 1 of One Barber Shop on Broadway

THE LOOK Fashion can be just as important to men. When we look good, we feel good. Remember, summer doesn’t have to mean muscle tees & gym shorts. Dress to impress even when the sun is in full swing.

Satel’s on Broadway

habitat. THE GIFT

The Humidor on San Pedro

Be real; the days of giving ye ‘old socks as gifts died out in the 50’s. Start a tradition of gifting him something he can actually enjoy. Not a smoker? How about a timeless chess set, cuff links or a sleek tech gift? Think outside the {cigar} box!

“Real fashion

change comes

from changes in

real life.

Everything else is

just decoration.”

-TOM FORD

THE TREAT Bars are alright; but saloons and pubs are more authentic, less predictable. And who doesn’t enjoy a little light day drinking from time to time? It always feels like being on vacation. For those who aren’t drinkers, there’s nothing like a tasty pub burger or plate of fish ‘n chips to round out the perfect daytime leisure outing.

The Menger Bar downtown

Tina Sena

Whole Heart Foods

Have you heard? Nutritionist & Fitness Expert Tina Sena has her own line of health snacks…

e r ’ y e h t d an ! s u o i c i l e d

tinasena.org

The Number

Meet Joe A.GomezIII, San Antonio born chef who is disrupting the way we dine at home, by simply making it nice.

photojournalist K. Day Gomez

NOVEM Cuisine is fast becoming a sensation and with good reason. Aside from the top notch photography (if I do say so myself), it’s the subject matter—or rather the taste of the subject matter—that has folks in Texas raving. An all-American boy born and raised in San Antonio, Joe A. Gomez III has been a strong community leader, a humanitarian and a true lover of life. A former city councilman having served on the board of the San Marcos Chamber of Commerce for several years, he's also the founder of JAG Enterprises with over 23 years of management experience. A chef to rival most, despite not having been classically trained, Joe's culinary expertise is impeccable. Enough so that over time he began to develop the ground work for what is now called NOVEM Cuisine. The moniker is the Latin word for the number "nine", on account of having lost his right index finger, leaving him with only nine digits. As an amputee and near-fatal car accident survivor, his deep appreciation of life permeates and enriches everything he does. It's the basis for his company which is meant to be not only a personal chef service, but an experience full of flavor, romance and an all around 'joie de vivre'. This ideal became the premise behind the addition of NOVEM Living, the lifestyle services he offers which includes his floral design and decorating advisory. Since the founding of NOVEM, chef Joe's recipes have become more diverse and in turn, the public attention has grown. This has led to multiple international publications, to include London and Manchester, UK. And if you have the luck of tasting his food you'll understand why. There is no detail that escapes him, and the care he puts into the preparation and plating of every meal is nothing shy of five-star dining. The pièce de résistance is having him prepare it right from the comfort of the best restaurant in town; your own home.

“What formula? I never had one, so I couldn’t say what the main ingredient is. I think everybody who’s successful in this business has one common ingredient—the talent God gave us. The rest depends upon how it’s used.” – Frank Sinatra

savor. Joe’s interest in all things business stems back as far as he can remember. Even as a kid in high school he can recall charging classmates to attend house parties he helped plan. He was on the Young Banker’s Council, not to mention holding the title of Class Vice President all four years. Directly after graduating from San Marcos High School he enrolled in St. Mary’s University with the intention of pursuing a law degree. Finding formal education stifling to his creative nature, he opted to find his way in the world of retail instead. This began his 23 year career with Cavenders Boot City. In this time, Joe helped the company to grow from a 20-store operation in Texas to 90 stores across the nation.

The San Marcos location, being Joe’s home base, grew to a multi million dollar operation in 17 years. In July of 2017, he decided to hang up the retail boots and opened his world to many more opportunities. He segued into real estate until the pandemic turned the world upside down in 2020. One could say NOVEM came as the answer to several questions. The main one of course being how does one make a living when the whole world is “closed”? Joe sat down and began writing up an outline. He said, “one thing that will never change is that there will always be birthdays, anniversaries, celebrations to be had.” And if the restaurants were closed, why not bring the experience of the restaurant to people’ homes. So quietly and strategically he began to build the model which would become NOVEM Cuisine as it exists today. A full-service, white plate,

4-course gourmet meal in the company of family and friends. Imagine, a gorgeous set table, fresh flowers, custom menus laid at each place setting… Every course brought to you by waitstaff while chef continues to prepare each dish for you in the kitchen. Just as busy, just as meticulous and just as discerning as any restaurant chef in the culinary industry. That is the kind of tailored service that keeps patrons coming back for more. The majority of chef Joe’s clients are repeat customers. Word of mouth has proven equally effective as social media and his website. And as if a successful business model and being able to work solely for himself wasn’t enough, Joe has big plans for the future of his company. From signature bottled sauces and marinades to his own wine label, he’s keen on curating a variety of offerings which will surely elevate an already amazing service. If you ask Joe, culinary is only one branch of a very big tree. Over time, he’ll develop NOVEM Living, his lifestyle concept to include design and curated home decor. As well as fashion and leisure wear. Its a safe bet to say Joe Gomez is truly a renaissance man in every sense of the phrase. And if you pay attention to the intricacies of his plating techniques, you can see how his

masterful design sense comes into play. This is further amplified by his constant study of the masters. He spends hours a week learning from online tutorials, lectures and seminars given by the likes of chefs Gordon Ramsay, Wolfgang Puck, and his favorite of late, Swiss chef Daniel Humm of 11 Madison Park. What he finds most alluring about 11 Madison Park is its simplicity, elegance and the innovative strategies Daniel Humm employs to create a tailored experience that surprises patrons and has earned them the title of the number 1 restaurant in the world. It’s the blending of classic tradition with the modern and surprising that Joe desires to create for himself in his own region of South Texas, then later the US and the world. And though there may be a lot of private chefs out there, Joe Gomez is truly pioneering something unique, something special. If you’re ever in Texas, you should consider seeing for yourself.

“The visual aspect of a dish is so important; the shapes and colors and overall design have to strike the right mood and convey the right idea.” -Daniel Humm

savor.

The food isn't the only thing that takes center stage at Domingo...the hospitality and staff love what they do and excel in making guests and visitors feel right at home, while away from home.

PEPPER | 79

photojournalist K. Day Gomez

AN URBAN OASIS Domingo is named after the founder of the Riverwalk himself, Santiago Domingo. Quite appropriate as its main patio dining area was built right on the riverbank. Its vicinity to the water allows patrons to watch the river boats go by, eager crowds of tourists pass and lively music from street performers on rare occasion. Like a living theatre.

Taking the spotlight is the delectable multicultural faire. Everything on the menu has a traditional Latin base, with a modern twist. Chef Arturo Treviño has successfully created an infusion of South Texas and even Creole flavors making Domingo’s menu absolutely one of a kind. Locals who are accustomed to time tested Mexican cuisine are pleasantly surprised to find something altogether new here.

savor.

ioneering something new in an area steeped in tradition is always risky. But chef Arturo has proven it not only

can be done, but done well. So well in fact that

Two thirds of the restaurant is outdoor seating, including much of the bar. A prominent feature is the original cistern which sits in the center of the establishment, exactly where it stood in the original structure of the historical fish market. Now it’s a unique dome round-about bench seating area beautifully decorated in black and white striping, ready to seat several parties with half a dozen round

he’s since won the 2022 Open Table ‘Diner’s Choice’ Award. With selections like Wagyu Taquitos, Cilantro Marinated Halibut, and Tuna Tostada, it’s easy to see why.

tables lining the circumference. On a personal note, the welcoming staff took excellent care of us when we covered this feature. The amount of care and dedication they each put into their jobs -be it serving, managing or marketing- is above and beyond what one might expect for a busy hotel restaurant. We plan to be back as often as possible.

A very special thank you to the staff of Domingo, & to chef Arturo for creating something magical.

Becky Witte-Marsh

sustainable stylist

fashion

•. home

@beckywittemarsh

•

set

marshbecky17@gmail.com

culture.

FOR MY FATHER, IN THE FACE OF WAR. photojournalist Nastya Buzinayeva

This is a story about my dad, a man whose hobby is his whole life. Does dad do what he likes all his life, or does he like everything he does? While working on this story I found answers to some of my questions and at the same time asked new questions that I will have to deal with in the future. Dad was born in 1963 in Siberia. And 7 months later the family moved to Belarus, to my grandmother's homeland. In his youth my father's hobbies didn’t differ much from the hobbies of other Soviet guys. Bicycles; they rode around the city, went swimming to the nearest lakes with an overnight stay and, of course, modernized the bicycles with their own hands and improvised means. Excavations in the places of dried-up

swamps, in winter - skates and hockey. My father also loved to read and from his school years was fond of history. He still remembers how he was one of the whole school who went on extracurricular activities with Semyon Maksimovich, a history teacher, and listened with admiration to his stories. After serving properly for two years in the army in the city of St. Petersburg, dad returned to Bobruisk with a plaster copy of his head which was made by his colleague and which was his only property by that time. He got a job as a loader, met my mother, got married and then I was born. A year later dad received the title of "loader of the year" and was sent on a tourist trip to Jordan as a reward. It was from that moment that my father's life began in his special style.

After a trip to this completely new world for him, at that time dad developed some kind of his own scheme or installation —which he stubbornly continues to follow to this day. Dozens of ideas and plans are constantly floating in his head, some of which seem ridiculous to most people and not worth wasting time and resources on. He himself realizes far more than all of them. He is not afraid to resist the pressure of those around him who don’t believe in him.

Every new activity—be it sewing clothes for my sister and my dolls, baking bread, making a new bike route for his friends from a refugee camp in Belgium, opening an antique shop in Bobruisk or building a house— dad treats it like something very important. With great enthusiasm, courage and responsibility. And everything works out for him. EVERYTHING works out. And most importantly, he himself receives tremendous pleasure from what he does. Dad ended up in a refugee camp in connection with another matter of his life which he treated and still treats with all his heart. I am rooting for him and believe in a positive outcome. Dad dreams of a free and

happy Belarus. In 2011, he served 15 days for his views under the then not famous article 23.34 and then for reasons of his own safety he decided to leave the country. And there, alone in a foreign country, not knowing either French or English, dad didn’t despair. He got a job in a bicycle repair shop. He designed, organized and conducted bicycle trips around the neighborhood for his temporary neighbors from different countries. He also learned and fell in love with cooking cabbage soup and began to collect antiques for his future store in Belarus.

This material was created as part of the educational course "Visual History: From Idea to Realization" organized by the Center for Training Media Specialists "Mediatrainer". Nastya Buzinayeva is a 37 year old engineer by education residing in Bobruisk, Belarus.

In the last two years dad completely rebuilt with his own hands the house in which our grandparents once lived. Now we live in it with my mother, a dog and a cat. The work isn’t finished yet, but the difference can already be seen.

Today my dad is once again forced into immigration far away from us. We are all looking forward to the moment when he can safely return home and implement his new ideas. And it will definitely be something unusual, something necessary for this world, and when I will talk about my father's new venture, my friend Zhenya will again say "Your dad is cool!".

In addition, she’s mastered many more professions—a nanny, a bartender, a tourist trip coordinator, a cook, an HR manager, a shoe restorer. “I am currently studying journalism. I’m an aspiring documentary photojournalist.”

ALL THE LITTLE STARS An Education in Humanity with Tamara Adira

Tamara Adira is an exceptional culturally-minded artist who is in tune with her heritage which is one of the first things that captivated me about her. I found most intriguing her ability to marry her Jewish ancestry and the art of Flamenco in an uncommon way. ”It began with ballet when I was 4," she starts, her bare feet folded under her Indian style atop her chair. "The art of Flamenco," she went on to tell me, "was born of three entities: the gypsies (the Roma people) who came through what at the time was known as Hindustan (modern day India), the Muslims (the Moors) and the Jews. The gypsies produced the more visual aspects of Flamenco, the theatrics and the hand work---the hands are the expression of temperament or seduction and it tells the story. The Moors gave to the art of Flamenco the rhythm," clapping her hands in time, she robustly illustrates such a rhythm to me. "The Jews were said to have contributed the element of song." PEPPER | 89

author & photojournalist K. Day Gomez

After the brief background explanation, she illuminates, "When I first came upon Flamenco, I was a young adult and I didn't know what I was looking at. All I knew was that I had to be a part of it, immediately. I was in New Orleans watching a Flamenco show at The Red Room. It is, believe it or not, a club that was at one time the top of the Eiffel Tower which they shipped to the United States during the Louisiana Purchase. It was lined entirely with red carpet, red velvet, red roses...red everything. I didn't know what I was going to see, didn't even know what Flamenco was, and when I saw it I was just mesmerized. And that was it. And I took one class a week. And then two classes a week which turned into five classes a week and then I couldn't stop, and I haven't stopped. And that was it."

"Prior to learning the art," Tamara recalls, "I had no idea of the connections it had to my own genetic identity. Maybe me getting caught up in it so instantly was some sort of ancestral connection. But who's to say?" I expressed what a beautiful sentiment that is and part of the mysticism of it all---less about what you know and more about what you 'feel'. The first performer she saw that day in The Red Room became her first instructor and they remain close to this day. She moved on to study under Teo Morca who over time became more of a father figure. Soon it wasn't about an 'art of dance' anymore. He would teach her a way of life. Even now, Tamara seeks to honor her master in her performances. “I remember one day when I was on stage at the Carver about to do a classical piece and I heard Teo's voice in my head say, 'Well, ok...You said you were going to do it. Hope it's good.' (in a cynical tone), and I'm thinking, 'BE QUIET!!!" yelling to emphasize the internal angst she felt. "I'm never fully satisfied with what I do. But I'm more satisfied with what I do when I compose it. And when I do Teo's choreography I always feel a pinch because I want to keep his work alive. I also know that nobody will ever do it like him again." This elicits a tear which she holds back, recentering herself in her chair. She battles herself, she explains, in trying to take her work from the drawing board to the street. Over-perfectionism can become crippling. Tamara came to realize that isn't the point---that "it doesn't have to be perfect. It just has to be good.” People can't relate to perfect. They idealize perfect, like to see it in their celebrities, but when it comes to art, perfectionism can cause it to flop, to fall short of the art's intended message. Things that are raw, that are even ugly or messy, those are the things that touch people

"It's funny you say that, because Flamenco and dance saved my life. I'm a survivor of domestic violence and they say that one of the best cures for narcissism is art. And I think that's what redeemed me in the end because I really went through some terrible stuff. I'm still going through it." Her performance titled ‘Angel of Gravity’ was born of this very concept; a project about narcissism and love. "It was about loving somebody and not being loved in return. Being suspended in this longing, in a sense where you're in love with the idea of being in love and the other person kind of lets you do that because it serves them. That piece was really beautiful. Doing 'Angel of Gravity' was like giving a gift that comes straight from my soul because it's based on what I've gone through and I wanted them to feel it." Dance is a vehicle for Tamara to tell her story. To teach and to inspire. San Antonio is a place ripe and thick with culture where the artists really lead, as opposed to those who curate the art taking control. That's not very common. In other regions, typically artists seek approval from their patrons, their financial backers, their community base. They have little to no connection to what the common person, the 'layman' thinks about what they are producing. I like to see that here, it is the opinion of the common man that matters over the opinion of the expert, the patron, the professor, the critic. The question then becomes "when you look at this piece that I've made, what does it make you feel? Is it relatable?" I say this because Tamara produces alot of work that is open to the public, often times free, extending herself so that the community of all classes can experience her art form. In the past it was a more exclusive genre only dedicated to the privileged. "Only the elite could witness this sort of thing," she tells me. As such, she is an advocate for the community which has recently garnered a grant from the city for her dance troupe, Arte y Pasion, as a result. This brings me to what originally drew me to Tamara Adira: her public performance for the ancestors of Holocaust survivors, "Estrellas".

"This for me was the start of doing art installations in a concert with my dancing. I had to first install it (from the ground up) and then perform it. It was extremely strenuous. It was going to be an 18 hour project easily, and that was not counting the repetitive motion of crafting and painting each Jewish star." She breaks down the concept behind the installation. "Estrellas" (which means stars) was about the genetic memory of the descendants of the Holocaust survivors, and the survivors of World War II. It was multimedia and I derived alot of inspiration from Darian Thomas after his amazing installation called 'Move On, Get Over It' which was about what it means to be a black person in America." Darian ultimately was the voice of certainty who gave her the confidence to "just do it". On each star I silk screened the word 'Jude' which is the word the Jews had to wear. I also silk screened the word 'Mexicano' and the word 'Muslim' because I wanted everyone to see the universality of the star."

She needed this to be personal to the audience, to be more impactful. "Our country is going in that direction. And that's why I chose to do this. I really felt that it was time. And I want to perform this piece again and again." Tamara isn't interested in popularity. This is an EDUCATION.

“A Rabbi said in the high holy days when we were young and I'll never forget it...he said 'Prayer is not magic. We are instruments of God. And we're here with our minds and our hands---we're here to manifest. So when we pray, we need to manifest the things that we want.' Certainty is key to all of it."

Estrellas was the first piece that Tamara would present which was a definitive subject, concise and deliberate. So she knew that in order to yield her desired results, she had to carry that certainty with her. "Thank you!" She says, "One thing you mentioned was genocide. I had to meditate a whole lot on what it means to be and ancestor of the people who survived." We began touching on what Tamara refers to as genetic memory. "There was a type of Jew who was willing to sell out other Jews in order to survive. They had children, these notso-nice Jews. And they had grandchildren..." She alludes to a very bloodstained legacy, cupping her bowed forehead in a mixture of shame and sadness.

"Why was I a black sheep in my family? I realize I was a black sheep in a world full of wolves."

"That's not something that's easy to look at. Something that happened in history affected me today, in 2017. I've been ashamed to talk about it." She explains her sense of responsibility, "I don't want to see that happen to anybody else. It already happened to my people."

Enough. The most powerful word in the English language. It's only when we decide that we've had enough that healing can begin. It takes courage. To me, Tamara Adira is courageous beyond measure. "I hope to instill in others a sense of responsibility infused with their own flavor."

I am profoundly honored that Tamara took the time to tell her story. THIS is why I do what I do. I sincerely hope that the reader is as touched by the truths she has shared as I have been.

”This account was originally recorded on video at Tamara’s home in 2017. It was one of the most profound interviews I’ve ever experienced and continues to be so to this day. My interest in her story was entirely based on my own curiosity for capturing human interest pieces for photojournalistic purposes. An educational hobby. Now, in 2022 with the creation of PEPPER Magazine, this and other archival pieces have a chance to be digested by readers from all over the world. Just as they were meant to be. This was and continues to be my mission. I very much look forward to sharing stories old and new for many years to come.” -K. Day Gomez Editor in Chief

photos of original Estrellas performance by photographers Nicole Marie Moore and Oscar Moreno

THE PURSUIT

When we search for more, we neglect what we have, and many times find truths we could have lived without. Ignorance is literally bliss. What they don't tell you is ignorance is also the start of a journey. We start that journey trying to find an endpoint, where we can finish, to find a result. Ultimately that will lead to nothing but unhappiness.

An Existential Essay photojournalist Caleb Catoe

But in the end it's about the journey and how we grow, not where we finished. Because in the end, nothing finishes.

NOMADIC

2 497

We pass the torch hoping the next traveler learns faster [and more] than we did. Ambition is it's own curse. Never trying is in many ways one hundred times worse. What are you willing to live without? To live with? What sacrifices are you willing to make for goals that were never fully understood or realized? For outcomes that would never be planned but always ‘meant to be’? Home is not where the heart is… It is what we carry in our heart. And what we are willing to do to hold on to what we believe in. What we choose. What we choose to love, to fight for. The pursuit of ‘why we are here’, to find true purpose. It’s about the journey, not the destination. Live and love in the moment. The journey might be much sweeter than if you’d only focused on what you don't have instead of what you do. Life—the journey—is a blessing. We should treat it as such. Stay gnarly. Find your path. Thanks for reading.

the groom

TENERIFE, SPAIN

an exploration of self love & the new masculine

photographer & creative director Seigar model Joan Expósito Núñez makeup artist Elizabeth Izquierdo

101

thesis This photo-narrative explores the concepts of new masculinities and self-love. In the series, we can see the model Joan wearing a wedding veil as a modern groom defying the conventions and rules attached to his identity and claiming love toward every single part of himself. Both his body and mind, and getting to know and accept that we need to love ourselves first to then be able to love others. This work is part of the conceptual visualization of artist, Seigar on identity in his quest to go deep into the pieces that compose our human puzzle.

102

103

about the artist Seigar is a passionate travel, street, social-documentary, conceptual, and pop visual artist based in Tenerife, Spain. He has an obsession with pop culture that shows in his works. He has explored photography, video art, writing, and collage. He’s written for some media. His main inspirations are travel and people. Seigar’s aim as an artist is to tell stories with his camera, creating a continuous storyline from his trips and encounters. He is a philologist and works as a secondary school teacher. A self-taught visual artist, having also completed a two year course in advanced photography and one year in cinema and television. He has participated in several international exhibitions, festivals, and cultural events. Seigar’s works have been featured in numerous publications worldwide. His latest interests are documenting identity and spreading the message of the Latin phrase: Carpe Diem. Recently, he received the Rafael Ramos García International Photography Award. He now shares art and culture in his blog: Pop Sonality.

109

INTUITIVE LIFE COACH alchemistandbutterfly.weebly.com @kathleen.day.official

Every day I still get to reframe the way I identify myself. The power of the phrase “I Am” and the importance of what we place behind it has never mattered more to me than it does now. K. DAY GOMEZ

FATHER’S DAY ISSUE

Fit to a T. WITH NUTRITIONIST & FITNESS EXPERT TINA SENA

Expert Health Advice Nutrition at any age, the best foods for all bodies.

Lifestyle Tips & Resources Links, great products and places to try.

Fitness Techniques Things you can try at home or at the gym.

Plus! YOU CAN REACH OUT TO TINA DIRECTLY…

photographer K. Day Gomez

Since our inaugural publication is coming out in June, I thought it would be appropriate to write my first health and wellness article geared specifically toward all our male readers out there. Don’t stop reading yet ladies. We’re going to talk about sex, baby! We’re going to talk about hormones and all the literal ups and downs we experience not only as we start to age but, in some cases, younger generations as well. Hormone imbalance can cause numerous health issues that stem far outside the bedroom. Because we’re limited on space, I’m going to focus on some of the top issues we face as a society today and how we can get help. 112

Let’s first discuss the most important hormone for men. Testosterone! Testosterone is a sex hormone that plays important roles in the body. In men, it is thought to regulate sex drive (libido), bone mass, fat distribution, muscle mass and strength, and production of red blood cells and sperm. For women, testosterone combined with estrogen helps with growth maintenance and repair of women’s reproductive tissues, bone mass and human behaviors. Low testosterone can have damaging effects on both men and women’s health and sex drive. Unfortunately, low testosterone or ‘Low T’ has

become a rising problem in our society these days. It used to be thought that this was just an issue for those over the age of 50, but it actually effects many young people as well. Most times we are the cause of our hormone imbalances.

What are the causes of low T? Great question… Injury or trauma to the testes, chemotherapy for cancer, metabolic disorders, too much iron in the body, or dysfunction of tumors in the pituitary glands.

Low T AFFECTS BOTH MEN & WOMEN.

Here are some of the symptoms to look for that might mean you have low T: • low sex drive • fatigue • reduced lean muscle mass • irritability • erectile dysfunction • depression The first thing that I always talk about with my clients is their blood work. This is something that we should all be getting checked annually. We should know our baseline and numbers of our hormones. Here’s what you can do immediately to start getting yourself back into balance.

The top 8 ways to increase your testosterone levels today are: • Exercise and Lifting weights • Eat good protein, fats and. Carbs • Minimize stress and cortisol levels • Get some sun and vitamin D supplements • Take vitamin and mineral supplements • Get plenty of restful, high quality sleep • Take some natural testosterone boosters (listed below) • Follow a healthy lifestyle and avoid estrogen like compounds

I'm also a big fan of Hormone replacement therapy or ‘HRT’.

113

pictured is Tina’s husband Mike Sena

Some HRT consists of injections, creams, tablets, patches or pellets. You will consult a reputable hormone specialist and after blood work is done, determine what the best treatment plan is for you.

Here’s the bottom line y’all. Hormone imbalance is a REAL thing and effects young and old alike. Now you know that there are some circumstances that are out of our control to cause this imbalance. But typically it’s our own lack of self-care that can put us in unnecessary poor health. We must take accountability for ourselves. Your body is meant to move and food is supposed to be what fuel’s us! Being more mindful of what we are consuming is the best place to start. I am here if you need help getting started. I have also listed some resources below that can be of great help. I would love to hear from you, so please email me with any questions, comments or concerns. Health and Happiness,

Tina

Find Tina online at tinasenaofficial.org or Instagram at @tinasenaofficial Tina recommends vitasanasa.com if you are in San Antonio or surrounding areas.

CHANGING FACES WITH CLINICIAN ITXIA LEE ACEVEDO OF

POUT MEDSPA

Rx.

ITXIA LEE ACEVEDO NATURAL COSMETIC INJECTIONS ARE ACTUALLY 'A THING', AND BUSINESS IS BOOMING. I SAT DOWN IN ITXIA'S PINK CHAIR AND THIS IS WHAT I LEARNED.

In a time when body modification, aesthetics and cosmetic injections are more accessible to the public than ever before, the biggest question is where do you go? Who do you trust? It’s something I’d personally always been curious about, but hadn’t really looked into. That is until I won an internet contest on Instagram for a free injection service from POUT MedSpa clinician Itxia Lee Acevedo. During that first discovery call with her I was very nervous and felt a little foolish asking questions. Itxia was immediately warm and reassuring. Extremely informative and well versed in her craft, she helped me to figure out what I would like to try first and plan where we could go from there. The Chin Slim would be the first service we’d start with, then we’d move on to the lips. I worked up a digital rendering of my desired results to present to her. When I arrived, she sat me down in the chair and explained the process as well as proper after-care. As she prepped me with her white pen, I asked her to share her story from the beginning. The first thing I asked was how old she was when she knew she’d want to have a career in beauty…

photojournalist K. Day Gomez ”Beauty has been important to me since I was young. I remember when I was 9 or 10 years old, I was in this pageant in Puerto Rico. I remember wearing this beautiful red dress and I felt so great. They did so many things to make the girls feel beautiful. It was really the beginning for me.” When Itxia moved to the United States, she recalls having a hard time adjusting to learning the English language. Mind you, as an adult, her English is perfect and seasoned with her beautiful Latin accent. “My sister and I, it was always important to us that we look good. In high school, I suffered through gaining weight. In college I learned that if I feel good about myself and my appearance, then everything else falls into place. I decided to go to PA school after getting my Bachelor’s. I knew that I wanted to help people. When I had the opportunity to learn about the world of aesthetics, and how

117

I could help people feel better about themselves and enhance their natural beauty by doing this as a PA, it was just a no-brainer for me.” Acevedo stays booked with a growing clientele and her results are amazing. She is absolutely achieving what she set out to do on a regular basis…help people look beautiful. And you can tell she loves her job and her clients. A little more back-story: Itxia received her Master’s at Texas Tech as a Physician’s Assistant. Her career started in the Emergency department directly after graduation. It wasn’t until 2 1/2 years ago that she began training in aesthetics. She was given the opportunity to franchise through POUT MedSpa. ”It really opened doors for me to work for myself,” she explains. About her goal going into aesthetics, she tells me, “I don’t want to make people look like what social media or the world dictates as beauty standards. Instead, I focus on making them feel good about themselves by playing off of the features they already have. Last year I did my first aesthetic procedure on myself for my chin filler and my double chin. I always had these feelings that my double chin made me feel very unhappy. Afterward, it made a huge difference. The moment I saw that I actually have a chin and don’t have to go get plastic surgery—because it was something I had considered—this changed everything for me. So I said, ok, this is what I want to do. To help others feel as good about themselves as I do.” This is huge information. That she is personally invested; it’s not just a job for her. It’s a service, one born from a need she felt and the real results she experienced

“It’s been a great journey. And then I get to meet people like you!” 118

model & client Allie Victoria Guillen

when trying the injections herself.

one of the things I never really envisioned— being a ‘mom boss’, you know? It’s been a huge change for me.” Itxia has a beautiful three year old daughter and supportive husband who is rooting her on and even helps her set up for events. “I think in a couple of months from now I’ll start to develop a better work / life balance because I’ll be able to focus on doing this and being with my little one more often. I’ll be able to do what I love regularly.” Her trajectory has her ending her career in the ER by the end of 2022, allowing her to work only for herself full time. In contrast, she recalls that it was difficult for her at first, getting seen by potential clients. “I had never had to ‘sell’ before. Trying to learn how to market has been completely new to me. It’s a learning experience. I want to target not just women, but people in general who want to feel better about themselves.” Enter Babes Support Babes, a

Although her statement elicited a giggle from me, I knew what she meant. People who are interesting, from various career paths who have something new to share and to learn. Itxia is just as interested in people’s stories as I am. Back to her story, she shares more about where she came from. “Puerto Rico is a beautiful country. Just a very beautiful place.“ Upon transitioning stateside, Acevedo and her family received great benefits. Puerto Ricans are born American citizens. It made the process seamless for them. An important factor is that she maintained her Spanish and is bilingual, making her a valuable asset especially here in San Antonio. I asked how her quality of life has changed since she began working primarily for herself. “Right now I’m kind of wearing multiple hats. Taking on my own business from start-up was definitely difficult. That’s

woman-run SA-based networking group whose main goal is to help femme-identifying entrepreneurs succeed. “I joined BSB in February and it’s a sisterhood of women helping women. I’ve been able to attend some of the events and definitely plan to attend more.” Networking with the group has helped her business to expand. “It feels good working with other women who have the same drive and vision, and want to grow while being there for their children and also be a boss. And be PROUD to be a boss! I’ve met such great people. I want to empower them too.” Through these connections, Itxia has collaborated together with The Glow Clinic. “She is amazing at what she does—a master of her art. She does body sculpting, wood therapy, detox. Her services are noninvasive. So in conjunction with my services, for instance the Chin Slim and the weight loss

service that I offer, the combination really elevates the overall results to a different level. Good Ivy does marketing material and printing. I work with her to put together fund raisers like the #DStrong event helping to raise money for fellow mompreneuer Danielle’s cancer treatments. [Danielle’s company is called Brilliant Creations and she makes tees and cups and hats…] I also work with PEA Studio in Helotes, who do lashes and nails and other beauty services. I set up pop ups at their studio as well. There are so many others!”

Itxia points out that Good Ivy is responsible for her wonderful POUT MedSpa print merchandise she offers at her pop up events. Key chains, zip pouches, even her tall standing banner. As a last sentiment, Itxia Lee explains why she recommends going the injections route before considering plastic surgery. “We build on what is naturally there. It can be safer. The key is getting to know your clinician first. Make sure they’re passionate about their work and they are in it out of an authentic concern for their patients.” Itxia is noticeably passionate person. A little insight into the chemical components in the injections…POUT uses Galderma products. Majority comprised of chemicals naturally produced by the body; hyaluronic acid for example, which is found in all their fillers. “Dysport is a natural tox which doesn’t freeze the muscle the way other toxes do. The acid used in the Chin Slim injection is actually the same acid found in the stomach. It breaks the fatty cells down.” All in all, Itxia Lee Acevedo is an enthusiastic medical professional who has made a living out of making people feel better about themselves. And who could ask for more?

122

ITXIA LEE ACEVEDO :

I DON’T WANT TO MAKE PEOPLE LOOK LIKE WHAT SOCIAL MEDIA OR THE WORLD DICTATES AS BEAUTY STANDARDS. I FOCUS ON MAKING THEM FEEL GOOD …BY PLAYING OFF OF THE FEATURES THEY ALREADY HAVE. Get in touch with Itxia directly through Instagram and Facebook. Information located in our back Directory.

NOVEM Cuisine

NOVEMCUISINE.weebly.com

@novem.cuisine

(512)965-3383

125

photographer Angela Michelle / model Liam King

Intimate Affairs The Libido

Empowerment Maven & Intimacy Alchemist Angela Michelle Since this issue is centered on men’s issues, for this first column I decided to focus misconceptions around men’s libidos. As a certified sexologist I can say that while many of my clients are women, I also have my fair share of male clientele that struggle with sex and intimacy. Many of us are well aware of the dangers of unrealistic expectations around sex. Porn often depicts sex and the bodies that have them in a way that does not reflect the reality or experience of sex that many of us have. Unfortunately, media has not done a great job either. Couples seem to effortlessly fall into bed without conversations around consent or safety precautions and then they simultaneously have orgasms before collapsing in post sex bliss. But this isn’t real. It’s fictional sex and to treat it as anything other than fiction leaves a lot of room for confusion and shame when our realities don’t match up with

126

above photo by Jacinta Christos Melbourne, Australia

what we have been conditioned to think is “normal”. While both genders can have impractical expectations due to those representations, today I am focusing on male libido. It is not uncommon for men to have unreasonable assumptions about sex and put extra pressure on themselves to “perform” as a result. This can lead to a cascade of sexual issues (many of which will be future topics). Regionally this is exasperated in our male machismo dominated culture that is prevalent here in South Central Texas. There is a pervasive myth that all men have high sex drives. While that is certainly is true for some men, it can also be true of some women. And just as some women feel less interested in sex there are men that will have a lower libido. Sexuality is a spectrum, and our libido can and does change over our lives. One of the reasons couples work with me is because they have mismatched libidos but it’s not always the men with the higher sex drive. In fact, in my own personal experience with clients, it’s often the reverse. The cultural expectation that men want sex all the time can be distressing for the couple. The man can feel stressed and shame which can result in additional

sexual issues while the man’s partner can have feelings of turmoil as they wonder why their partner isn’t as interested as society has told us they should be. In reality men’s sexual appetite can vary just like women and agender individuals. Men can also be asexual or demisexual. Asexual is the lack of sexual attraction to others, or a low interest in sexual activity. Demisexual people only feel sexually attracted to someone when they have an emotional bond with the person. Of course, an individual need not be asexual or demisexual to experience a deviation from cultural expectations around sex. Sexual desire can ebb and flow throughout our lives and certain life circumstances can play a role in those changes. Men can also face stress, medical issues, mental health challenges, side effects from medications, body image concerns, etc... All of these can and do impact sexual desire. There are ways to navigate the challenges of low libido for those that seek to but first a person has to be vulnerable and communicate with their partner. Whether you are a man—or in a relationship with a man—the most powerful gifts to offer a person is grace, recognize that we all experience sexuality differently and it changes at different points in our lives. There is no one way to be a man and rather than limit others and ourselves with narrow molds I invite us to see and accept the diversity of the human sexual experience. It can look a lot of different ways. Focus on communication skills in and out of the bedroom because without communication there can be disconnect between partners. Communication isn’t always easy though, especially because it requires that vulnerability. And again, as a culture we haven’t given men, especially, a whole lot of room to be vulnerable. True intimacy requires vulnerability from all parties. We must collectively and individually release preconceived notions around photographer Angela Michelle

masculinity and sex if we want to find deeper intimacy in our relationships. Stay kind, stay curious, stay compassionate… -Angela Michelle

“There is a pervasive myth that all men have high sex drives…Sexuality is a spectrum.”

The Journal AN ESSAY ON MENTAL HEALTH

photojournalist Stacey Rae Olivares-Garcia

Dear Journal, Day One

“I see those videos you post.”

May is mental health awareness month.

So I can’t live? Can’t step in when I feel completely whole? Immerse myself in the moment?

I have found that the biggest challenge in my life is me. I like to think that I am an outgoing and outspoken person, but when asked to rise to it, I immediately become insecure. So for the whole month of May, I am challenging myself to take self-portraits and post them to my feed filling it up with me, myself, and I.

It’s why I chose this dress. It’s to symbolize the outward self battling the inner self of staying inside, but wanting to still be apart of the outside. Remember that.

Why? Because I want you to see that you are art. I am art. It’s not perfect. You don’t have to understand it. I just need to know it’s there. And if my Father in heaven admires it, so should I.

Dear Journal, Day Two A hurdle is feeling like we can’t be happy. Not the “woe is me, I’ll never make it …” More of the “well you sure looked happy yesterday when we were out.” Or “I don’t understand why you’re canceling. Yesterday you were fine.” It’s like we set ourselves up for future events or celebrations when we have to retreat, and rest. The struggle is, “but you’re so outgoing.”

Remember when someone you love was all in one day but the next, they were resting. Processing. Affirming oneself again. Remember.

Dear Journal, Day Three Have you ever thought about, “why May?” As in, why did they choose May to be the month

129

for awareness? My thoughts have complied into two. May is the end of many things. School, jobs, programs, seasons, etc. It is also the beginning. Graduation, summer programs, vacations. It closes one door and enters through another. And as exciting as that may be, it is also so overwhelming. There is an unsaid rush and haste. The date that you thought you had so much time before…is approaching…is now here, and you are running around trying to meet all the expectations so that you are able to make memories and moments last. Exhausted and overwhelmed and the feeling of needing to scream in your car. Feeling stupid for the muffled cry because it's just SO MUCH at ONE TIME!

130

That’s why May. It’s like God knew that we needed an out. A reason to remind ourselves, “Hey, it’s okay you are hiding. It’s a lot. This month is to remind you, that you need to stop, sit, and reflect.

I can see him looking under the table at me. Arms around legs with my face on my knees crying quietly saying, “It’s just too much. It’s just too much.” And like a parent, He crawls under the table with me with one arm around me rubbing me and pulling me into His shoulder saying, “yeah. It is.” It is dear friend. It is.

Dear Journal, Day Four You know I am a horrible speller? I can butcher a word on paper like a talent. Those close to me know this. They just smile and know my heart. I had a teacher who bullied me. They would single me out when I would cry because I didn’t understand. My father worked three jobs, and my

mother was my grandparent's caregiver. From our house, you could walk to The Malt House. Innercity. That’s what we were called. “I doubt you will make it to High School. Dropout. You’re not tough enough.” Second grade and that is what they would tell me. This is the grade you have spelling drills. Big first-word quizzes. I would practice with my dad and he and I would laugh at how good I was. “You’re cheating. There is no way you know how to spell this word.” The cerebral cortex is beautiful. It’s like the mainframe of a computer server. It’s where electricity generates itself. It’s motor function, touch sensation, constantly planning and processing. It’s also language processing. People with mental illness are not simply born

You’re not done. You are beginning. Every day, Stacey. You are beginning.

into it. It’s trauma. It is a series of traumatic events that damages our brains. What we need is people who will surround us and encourage us, be faithful to us, pull us up, and tell us, “I believe in you!” More than “You can do this!” “I BELIEVE IN YOU!” Kat Day Gomez, Editor in Cheif of PEPPER Magazine believed in me. I hope you read this and see that although Mental Illness will have a place in my book, it will not be the titles of my chapters. Only the victories will. Because in the end, God has taught me to ask for help. He’s pruned my pride so I can say out loud, “I’m not okay today. I can’t today. Please come over and sit with me. I’m scared.” He has taught me to be honest with my family. Especially my husband and kids. He’s placed His hand in my chest and removed the guilt when I tell them, “I can’t go with you to the park today. I’m hurting and I don’t know why. Forgive me?” He has given me the courage to talk to a therapist, who has planted me on a foundation of I am broken, but I am not done!”

Congratulations Andrea!

prodigy.

JUNE 2022

CANVAS C R A D L E

A R T I S T

T O

A I D E N

T H E

G A M E Z

How a 3 year old neurodivegent child began his art career ahead of the curve. photojournalist K. Day Gomez

KID ART NOT YOUR AVERAGE

At the age of 3, Aiden Gamez began painting abstract art to rival adult artists in the genre. Diagnosed with low verbal autism and a cognitive disability, he seemed to speak through his art where words alluded him. His connection to the local art community in his hometown of San Antonio, Texas was established by his mother, a creative professional of many years. His debut into the scene would be a photography project whereby he modeled for contemporary artist Rex Hausmann’s Gucci Gundam series. One of his photographs were showcased alongside Rex’s famous tire donuts in the store windows of Neiman Marcus. Aiden would make his first art sale shortly after.

prodigy.

PEPPER Magazine

inevitably contribute to the self-assured young man he’d later become.

Process THE

Mom

Rex Hausmann

Soon Aiden’s technological attention shifted from watching educational shows and Sesame Street to art technique tutorials on YOUTUBE. Having an on-hand art teacher in his mother wasn’t enough to satiate his growing curiosity. By four and five, the techniques he’d been learning online began to surface in his artistic process. Textures were richer, color blending more elaborate…he even asked for help creating drip effects with spray paint since his tiny hands lacked the strength to hold down the nozzle and grip the can at the same time. Not many artists can attest that some of their most exciting work came from their toddler years. And of course, as is natural, with the development of his mind came the gradual development in his art. There are several shifts in the type of work he produced as a painter, vs. the mixed media he began to create and later by age

It was immediately evident by the look on 3 year old Aiden’s face the amount of confidence he felt upon that first art sale. He understood it. That someone valued his work enough to exchange money to own it for themselves. This was an important milestone for him, both cognitively and professionally. With the full support of his family and growing attention from other creatives and art enthusiasts, young Gamez continued to paint, now with purpose. He relished the idea of being able to buy his own STEM toys, books and more art supplies. It was this early lesson in self reliance which would

5, the beginnings of his digital art and animation work [which he taught himself]. One aspect of his style, however, has remained throughout. It’s a tell-tale style of strokes in his blending.

Jouney AN INCREDIBLE

It’s interesting to go back and view an artist’s journey from the very beginning. Even more so now that technology has made it commonplace for people to be photographed from the time we’re born onward. There is merit in documenting everything, and in the unique case of Aiden Gamez, it has proven to be invaluable.

138

“You can make anything. You’ll do good. It can look like anything. It doesn’t have to be perfect. It just has to be true.” -Aiden Gamez

lit.

DETAILS IN THE FABRIC POET LAUREATE ANDREA 'VOCAB' SANDERSON / SAN ANTONIO TX ARTIST ALEENA SHARIF / PAKISTAN

143

er curves hurt. She feels swollen, purple plum plump Flesh as tender as the fruit The ache is ripening

Nothing fits her like she wants She struggles, the agitation of stretching stubborn fabric across skin. She groans at her reflection Her voice wavering like static on a screen She grapples with the white noise of her thoughts, a congregation of Negative Nancies chattering all at once She is a carousel in the mirror Pivot turns on a merry-go-round of regret for what she has swallowed Counter clockwise spins Scrutinizing every obtuse angle Wrapping the fabric around her spheres with unsteady fingers Constricting her bust line, trying to figure-eight her physique Sucking it all in and bursting with disappointment. She shimmies into the dark wash denim moans at the reflection. Frustration placing a thin crimson layer on the surface of her cheeks a checkered gingham of humiliation She heaves a sigh, heavy as a burlap bag, air escaping in cross stitch patterns of breath She steps away from the frame of ornate brass nailed to the ivory wall.

She clasps her neck squeezing her skin so tautly, pinching the excess. Frowning at the evidence of time. Looking over her lines Whining for a new normal of perfection that

144

trends daily. No one will blue check mark her body. There are no subscribers to the musings or commiserations of her mind. No faces wincing with disapproval either. She counts backwards from one memory-- to the next, the time she felt shame and let it shave her scalp bald. She cries in her own personal sandbox. She lets the soot erode her esteem, erase the smile from her skin and dampen her lashes. Her heart is moist with pain and she is putting her sorrow on a pedestal. She exalts all of her flaws and black lights her insecurities, let them glow in the dark.

145

“EXPRESSIONS ARE MADE MANIFEST THROUGH WORDS... SO SPEAK TO ME.” -ANDREA ‘VOCAB’ SANDERSON

Vocab once again delivers a powerfully vulnerable message via her poetic introspective critique.

Her insults are as smudge proof as her mascara. Her cruelty is a landmine; and she has shrapnel sticking out of the words that she utters towards her reflection, underneath Agent Orange breath. No matter how many compliments she is paid, it will never undo the curses she heaps upon herself. No matter how many praises she is given, it will never uproot the hexes she piles upon herself. Only she can reverse the curses and retrain her tongue to stop speaking bullets. Only she can refrain from the doomsday lullaby, the epitaph, the benediction and the bullseye she has painted on herself. I pray that this poem can help. Help, herself.

Aleena Sharif is a 26 year old artist residing in Pakistan. She works primarily with oil and canvas. In juxtaposition to Andrea’s vulnerable poem which touches on body Dysmorphia, Aleena’s work actually intends to celebrate the body, in all its imperfections.

“I WORK TO NORMALISE CONFIDENCE AND MOVE AWAY FROM THIS UNFORGIVING STEREOTYPE AGAINST WOMEN”. 146

-ALEENA SHARIF

DETAILS IN THE FABRIC

Simply Existing, Oil On Canvas, 42x50

147

INSTAGRAM

@CREATIVE.CONSULTANT.KDAY

It’s your brand’s time to shine; time for a

CREATIVE BRAND CONSULTANT Let Kat Day Gomez get you started today!

ARTISTKDAY.WEEBLY.COM

UNSEEN ARTISTS

Craftsman Darryl Dunn on this impactful project from The Art of Four Initiative photojournalist K. Day Gomez

get involved.

June 2022

This beautiful soul right here is Mr. Darryl Dunn of The Art of Four, an initiative of In the Eye of the Beholder art gallery. Dunn’s Unseen Artists project is as an initiative to give the black creative community a unified voice in the San Antonio art scene. SA is known to be a city of artists, but too often professionals of color are overlooked. As his proposal was accepted by Centro San Antonio, Darryl and the other incredible Unseen Artists will unveil the first five of ten benches to represent the ten districts of San Antonio, presented by In the Eye of the Beholder gallery curator Maria Williams downtown at Lagacy Park on Juneteenth. These unique benches will later be placed in each of the districts to remain a symbol of solidarity and encourage community involvement. Each bench will also have a clearly visible QR code which will lead the public to the respective artists’ portfolios and websites. This encourages further support of the arts, creates awareness and guarantees exposure. All of which are imperative for their continued growth and livelihood. Let’s Talk About Representation …And why it matters. “Research has shown Black representation is lacking in the U.S. art museum sector. Black people account for 1.2 percent of the work in these museums. By contrast, 85.4 percent come from white artists and 87.4 percent are men. Clearly, there is an overall lack of representation when it comes to artists of color in U.S. museums. Not only should there be more representation, but we also need to acknowledge that artists of color don’t always need to speak to their experiences or cater their work for a white audience. It is, of course, important to create work that reveals the history and experiences of minorities that have been suppressed in this country. However, it is unproductive to only uplift Black stories when they express racial trauma.” - Yassie Buchanan Opinions Columnist for The Daily Iowan cited from “We need representations of Black Joy in Art”

“The arts are strong within this city. And we want to make it even across the board by showing that there are black artists in San Antonio. Which is only going to make all of us stronger. That’s the goal.” - Darryl Dunn Stand with the artists by following them, be present and support, become a patron of their work, spread the word and keep a look out for the follow-up editorial in our July issue of PEPPER.

152

About Juneteenth For our global readers and others who may not be familiar, “Juneteenth is a federal holiday in the United States commemorating the emancipation of enslaved African-Americans. It is also often observed for celebrating AfricanAmerican culture. Originating in Galveston, Texas, it has been celebrated annually on June 19 in various parts of the United States since 1865.” - Wikipedia

SOME KIND OF

GRACE One Woman’s Mission to Turn Hope Into a HOME

THE STORY OF BAMUNANIKA CHILDRENS HOME Educator and matron Brenda Nalyazi • journalist K. Day Gomez

157

IT STARTED WITH A LETTER… that read as follows: ”Greetings in the name of Jesus Christ. I am called Brenda, from Uganda—east Africa—it’s really so nice to meet you here.

In the year 2022 and the following years, may God grant you his favor, protection, prosperity and great health, showered by God's choicest blessings upon all works of your hands and mind. Sending greetings from me and the kids.” This message showed up in my inbox not many days after I made the public announcement that we were launching PEPPER Magazine. Often times when emails are received from charities and nonprofits, people tend to turn a blind eye. It’s a knee-jerk reaction we’ve developed due to being inundated by ads coupled with a degree of sociological desensitization. But this message struck me as one I should answer. In case you’re wondering, yes, it was the small inclusion at the end…”and the kids.” I didn’t waste time beating around the bush. My response was concise and straight to the point. PERRER MAGAZINE

“It would be wonderful to tell your story in my magazine…” and on I went to explain our process. In this initial interaction I could not have known the impact it would leave on me, coming to know Brenda and vicariously, the children. “Sister Kathleen, I am a missionary and a volunteer in our community,” she went on to explain. “I am taking care of orphans and street kids here at the home.“ Next, my inbox was filled with beautiful little faces, smiling despite the harshness of their surrounding environment. This is such an important factor—the smiling—as it

160

speaks to the point that these children feel safe and loved where they are. Love amidst hardship can be scarce. And yet, despite the lack Bamunanika Childrens Home faces, there is clear evidence of an abundance of compassion.

throat…

HOW MANY MORE CHILDREN COULD THERE BE? HOW MANY SUFFERING WITHOUT THE Her story continued, “we PROTECTION & are currently renting a small hut. Our children are living all SHELTER OF THE together in one room. All ORPHANAGE? cooking is done outside and there is no community latrine. HOW MANY CAST TO We are praying for any contribution toward our THE STREETS STILL GoFundMe to build a better WAITING TO FIND home where we could bring more children in from the HOME? streets to live with us.” That sinking feeling lumped in my

Too many. Because just one child suffering is too many. ”The oldest kid is called Sseggawa (he is a boy) and the youngest is called Nabbossa (she is one and a half years). There are currently 25 kids at our home…their parents have all died.” Her name is Brenda Nalyazi. I’d learn that she’s not only the matron of the orphanage. She also teaches the children to the best of her ability. Education is important though their general needs take president during this critical time of poverty. ”The kids are studying but we are facing a problem of paying for school We still do everything we can to help these kids study. The hospitals are far but, we walk there when needed.” As illuminating as her correspondence was, I was naturally curious about Brenda’s motives in taking on such painstaking work that most people wouldn’t be able to handle on a daily basis. “I am an orphan,” she tells me. “I grew up on streets and l suffered so much as a young kid.” Nalyazi was no stranger to the horrors and desperation of street life. It was a profound personal devotion that led her to where she is now as a young adult. “I decided to take care of orphans. It’s both spiritual journey and God’s calling.” They intend to place the donations they receive toward the things most of us take for granted. “We’ll be able to pay school fees for and stock food for the kids. We shall be able to pay medical bills.”

“UNFORTUNATELY, THE STORE WHERE WE KEEP FOOD IS TOTALLY EMPTY. WE ARE FACING NOW A CHALLENGE OF INADEQUATE MEALS TO FEED THE KIDS. I’M WORRIED THEY MAY STARVE.”

To say the situation they now face is dyer, is a vast understatement. The media wields so much power and influence. And with that power should come a degree of civic responsibility. It was my aim going into journalism to not only tell people’s stories, but to be of help as often as I can, in whatever way I can. That mission has developed into PEPPER. Stories like this are why this platform was created in the first place.

About Bamunanika “Bamunanika Children’s Home was founded by Nalyazi Brenda. Brenda knows what it means to lose your family and live on the streets, spending each day searching for something to eat, and a place to lay your head. She has taken these children in and is caring for them, providing food, clothing, shelter, and education with support through donations. She also shares with the needy children in villages, including help for their education. With the increased numbers of Ugandan orphans sleeping on an empty stomach, poor children whose parents can‘t afford school fees, or even the very basic needs, every donation no matter how small, makes a difference. The website invites us all to “Be that change...today. Give from your heart, and you will surely be blessed! You can also help via our fundraising to provide a home for the orphans and clean drinking water for the community. Together, we can make a difference in the life of a child.” Their website is located at bamunanikachildrenshome.org and their current GoFundMe campaign is at gofund.me/2ab4b2f6 .

PEPPER Magazine

Open Art Call Photography Prose & Essays

ARTS Art submissions in every medium from painting to sculpture to mixed media to photography. Including performing arts, film & music.

www.reallygreatsite.com

CULTURE Essays, articles, creative writing on culture and places. Sociological, historical and current issues, stories, tradition…authentic representations of who we are.

www.reallygreatsite.com

BUSINESS Stories, essays, biographical profiles on businesses and figures worthy of mention. Entreprenuers, freelancers, movers and shakers. Mom and www.reallygreatsite.com pops to top dogs in their industries, we want to know about them.

hellopepper.weebly.com

HU LIE HU(MANITY) IS A LIE.

How French art activist Matthieu Sené has turned his brush into a sword.

165

journalist K. Day Gomez

IMAGINE for a moment, if you will, that you’re a creative individual, very observant in regard to social issues around you, tired of feeling helpless to do anything about it. For French artist Matthieu Sené, that was the beginning of his venture into graffiti art. As a young man from Bordeaux in the early 90's, Sené‘s first canvases were urban elements—whatever was accessible. A far cry from the paintings and installations of today. One thing that has held true then and now is his inquisitive nature toward the world around him.

166

“It’s always fascinated me,” he refers to humanity. Originally self-taught, Matthieu has since graduated from the Faculty of Plastic Arts in Strasbourg. He is said to “move on his path by sharing pictorial traces, ephemeral matter and militant emotions.” Now, at 47, his next exhibition will take place at the Boulevard des Potes Cultural Center in Bordeaux, France from September 19 to October 7, 2022. At first glance, Sené‘s work is vibrant and

approachable. Somewhat reminiscent of the iconic pop art work of neurodivegent artist Andy Warhol. Upon closer examination, however, it becomes apparent that these often mouthless figures have a lot to say.

THE ALIAS ‘Hu Lie’ stands for “Hu(manity) is a lie.” It came first as a project name, and later the artist’s signature. “It symbolizes an introspective and expansive creative program.” A vehicle through

which Matthieu, as Hu Lie, can broach the subjects that frustrate, inspire or sadden him. It acts a a platform for his own unique brand of artivism.

N O G N I K TA … ’ N A M E ‘TH 167

denounce the fantasy of consumerism in the face of the human dignity of people who are oppressed. There is no room for neatness and perfection in the contours of faces and looks. Each brush stroke, each cut, each color is committed and reveals the cracks. He puts a final touch to his paintings with a knife where he spreads more material. This is his way of expressing his anger at so much injustice. And yet, simultaneously the respect and admiration he has for each of the stories he paints. Hue Lie has decided to share his painting to encourage awareness, however small, through each glance at his work.” That is the core purpose of activism in art: To pose a question whose answer may disturb. To create awareness. To provoke. To stir talk of revolt. To ignite tempers and in doing so, catalyze real change.

THE PROPOSAL for his latest project, ‘Pursuit of Dignity’, begins as a manifesto. “Hu Lie, you lie… It is this suffering that we do not perceive… It is this fracture which characterizes this insane world which surrounds us… It is the need to express a feeling of revolt in the face of a watered-down reality.” The author of his thesis summarizes the purpose of this particular series. ”Indignant about the futility of our society's concerns, Hu Lie pays tribute to the men, women and children whose lives are a struggle and who show an uncommon courage to survive and finally live, like us. Inspired by their rage to live, he uses his art to

170

Hu Lie is very much a catalyst. He plans to continue to use art as his proverbial soap box on into the future. Already, he has planned the groundwork for

new plastic installations that he intends to carry out in places that resemble who he is :

RESPONSIBLE, COMMITTED AND ACCESSIBLE.

If you’re in France, consider making the trip to Bordeaux to see his next exhibitions. [website & information found in Directory]

171

disquiet.

“THOSE WHO ARE SILENT WHEN OTHERS ARE OPPRESSED ARE GUILTY OF OPPRESSION THEMSELVES” -DR. MARTIN LUTHER KING JR.

172

DISRUPTED

UKRAINIAN REFUGEE OLEXANDRA KULIKOVSKA’S STORY OF LIFE ON THE RUN as told through her art.

“I am Olexandra Kulikovska. I’m 20 years old. I'm a queer artist from Ukraine. Now I am forced to immigrate to Dresden (Germany) with my future wife, my transgender father and my queer sister because of the war. I’m collage and mixed media artist from Ukraine. The main themes I explore are war, violence, fear and mental illness. I am very glad to have the opportunity to tell my story.”

173

Imagine being forced to flee your life, your home and workplace and supermarkets destroyed, your loved ones dying all around you and being hunted like animals… For 20 year old Ukrainian artist, Olexandra Kulikovska, and so many others, this is the current reality. Kulikovska documents her journey from her home, through Romania and finally, Dresden, Germany where she and her family seek asylum from the bombs they left behind. It is her hope that the truths she shares through her art helps to shake the world out of its apathy. In this age of information and vast technology right at our fingertips, it’s what we do next that

determines the course of humanity’s collective evolution. Even before the political fall-out, she made it her mission to be a voice for mental strife and the stigmas surrounding imbalance. Her work is chaotic, uncomfortable. It aims to pull the viewer in and cause them to feel the disruption she feels navigating the world around her as a queer individual. All of this becomes much more pronounced when faced with displacement now, as a refugee. Thesis: ”How to find the present and believe in the future? After February 24, 2022, the life of Ukrainians was divided into before and after. There is a past that cannot be forgotten and a future full of uncertainty. The present is as if it has disappeared somewhere. There is no happiness in the present. As a result of reflecting on this theme, I created mixed media artworks. In the artwork, the past - my old black and white collages on paper, and the future colored digital elements combine as a top layer. This is how the present comes into being.”

“Only the dead have seen the end of the war.“ -George Santayana

PEPPER Magazine

cover artist.

June 2022

K. DAY GOMEZ

'22

Atomic Blonde | gold foil on 9x11” magazine page collage | circa 2017

EPPER Magazine’s ‘fearless leader’, editor in chief K. Day Gomez is an internationally published multidisciplinary contemporary artist residing in the Alamo Heights district of San Antonio, Texas. Collage is a medium she’s gravitated toward since middle school in the ‘90’s.

Over time, Day Gomez would learn basic design principles which led to creating elaborate art pieces depicting teenage angst, rebellion and controversial issues. Artist Web Directory msha.ke/kdaygomez/

p. 181

“It kind of started with teen magazines and comic books. I’d dismantle and reassemble

pages into vision boards before I even knew what that really meant. I’d also reconfigure words and images into new ‘pretend’ reimagined magazines of my own design. It became a compulsion.”

1998 / 1999

2020 / 2021

“My mom hated it. It wasn’t cute and sweet like my drawings or paintings from my earlier childhood. It wasn’t meant to be. If I’m hones, collage became the first media I used to truly express myself. Or rather, to process the hurt and confusion of trauma or disillusionment or the inner conflict ion that stemmed form being noticeably ‘different’ from my peers.” Curiosity led to the study of art history in relation to analog collage artists. The Dadaist movement became a prominent influence in her visual / literary expression. ”I combined words, mostly poems or short autobiographical essays with my art. That was a whole new level of art therapy for me. I could be as abrasive as I felt

cover artist.

inside and yet mixing those hard truths with creative imagery seemed to soften my message. I think that’s sort of the point sometimes. Art can be more shocking or impactful when dark subject matter is presented in juxtaposition to vibrant imagery.” Though her pieces would become more refined and even whimsical over time, they still retain a bit of the edgy moodiness Day Gomez’s collage art is known for. Her works have been exhibited in galleries throughout the US and other countries including China, the UK, Italy, Germany and the Netherlands, and published in many more places.

“There really are no rules. I think that’s what I like most about collage. Anything goes. If it’s bad, you can add to it or start over.” - K. DAY GOMEZ

Follow Kat’s Instagram to view her latest art contributions and publications | @artist.kday

PEPPER |

184

PEPPER

STAFF

varied abilities / disabilities by creating a safe space for all to be heard. Thank you for taking the time to learn about our mission. I anticipate great things for the future.”

DAY

GOMEZ

EDITOR IN CHIEF Who is our fearless leader? “My name is Kathleen. I am a neurodivegent mother, wife and wearer of many hats. My career life is a bit of a juggling act. I’m an internationally published artist, author, creative consultant and intuitive life coach. I also sit on the Advisory Board of the Alora Farm nonprofit for adult autists. I’ve been a photojournalist, art illustrator and content writer for various publications and blogs for over two decades. I formerly held a modeling career for over 17 years that led to acting and directing, which I still may pursue in the future. I always seek to be of the most help to our community and global humanitarian issues any way I can. It was with this intention that I founded PEPPER Magazine. As a neurodivergent creative, and member of the LGBTQ community, it is also my intent that the publication be inclusive, diverse and support marginalized communities and those with

JOE

GOMEZ

III

CFO & KEY LIFESTYLE CONTRIBUTOR An all-American Texas boy born and raised in San Antonio, Joe A. Gomez III has been a strong community leader, a humanitarian and a true lover of life. A former city councilman having served on the board of the San Marcos Chamber of Commerce for several years, he's also the founder of JAG Enterprises with over 23 years of management experience. He is now PEPPER Magazine's CFO & Key Lifestyle Contributor.

staff. A chef to rival most, despite not having been classically trained, Joe's culinary expertise is impeccable. Enough so that over time he began to develop the ground work for what is now called NOVEM Cuisine. Since the founding of NOVEM, chef Joe's recipes have become more diverse and in turn, the public attention has grown. This has led to multiple international publications, to include London and Manchester, UK. And if you have the luck of tasting his food you'll understand why. There is no detail that escapes him, and the care he puts into the preparation and plating of every meal is nothing shy of five-star dining. The pièce de résistance is having him prepare it right from the comfort of the best restaurant in town; your own home.

Angela Michelle is a sexologist from The Sexology Institute. She specializes as an intimacy & body image coach and is also an empowerment photographer. Her portfolio is expansive covering almost two decades. As an inclusive yoga instructor, she also provides modified yoga lessons for those who need it. Angela is a speaker, educator, mentor and advocate who raises awareness on a variety of topics she is passionate about. We are honored to have her unique and empowering insight on the PEPPER Magazine board of staff contributors.

ANDREA

‘ VOCAB’

SANDERSON

POET LAUREATE Poet Laureate 2020-2023, performs as “Vocab” in her hometown of San Antonio, Texas.

ANGELA

MICHELLE

EMPOWERMENT MAVEN & INTIMACY ALCHEMIST

”Watching her perform, the word “hero” comes to mind. And not “hero” for the sake of just skill, but for her work in her community: Sanderson teaches poetry workshops, mentors, builds up and encourages artists to pursue their art, and gives them platforms to showcase their talent. Sanderson’s interest in other people’s art and artistic development became a passion of hers, and she started curating her own shows and

staff. creating platforms for other artists to hone their craft by hosting open mics.” -The San Antonio Current, Jan. 16, 2018 She received awards, Performer of the Year, Influencer of the Year, from Project Forward, and Dream Voice, from the Dream Week Commission. Sanderson is the winner of the 2019 People’s Choice Award, awarded by Luminaria Artist Foundation (formerly known as: Artist Foundation of San Antonio). In May of 2020 she was awarded Best Live Entertainment/Band Musician of the Year by the SEA Awards.

TINA

SENA

NUTRITIONIST & FITNESS EXPERT “Hi, my name is Tina Sena and it has been my passion to motivate, inspire and encourage others to achieve health and wellness physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. For 24 years now I have been doing personal training, nutrition consulting, kids programs, developing a protein line of sweet treats and running my own businesses. I am a spouse and also a real estate business partner with my husband Michael, and we have a beautiful 13 year old daughter named Mia.

It is my desire to build a community where we can share with others all the knowledge we have accumulated over the years to help create total health and wellness in their lives. I was an only child who grew up in a home with a mentally ill father and a mother who, although very strong, was also riddled with fear and anxiety while working all the time to provide for our family. We had very little so I was terribly ridiculed in school. I saw my first therapist at the age of 10. My father passed away at 44 and as a very independent 20 year old I was on a mission to help others to not suffer in all the ways myself and my family did physically, mentally and emotionally. I became a personal trainer about 24 years ago while I was working as a model and living a completely unhealthy lifestyle. I wanted so much to have lean, sexy muscles which was a no no back then in that world. So I hired my first personal trainer who taught me how to lift weights and eat properly. I never felt better! My body, mind and health completely changed and off I went. I began training for triathlons and fitness competitions with some of the best trainers and decided that was it - I wanted to do for others what they had all done for me. So off to work I went. I am now an upscale fitness facility owner, protein treats line developer and I organize a nonprofit program changing the course for kids! I believe that we all have the power within us to get past the pain we endure in life. We just need the proper guidance and resources to get us there! It means everything to me to help my community to be encouraged and feel love and support through what might be their most challenging journey.....working on ourselves!!!”

continued…

staff.

MICHAEL

CIRLOS

III

DOCUMENTARIAN Documentarian and photojournalist Michael Cirlos is well known in the San Antonio community for capturing the stories of people from all walks of life in the downtown area. His education into the field began with volunteer efforts through Webster University Thailand where he studied International Relations and Buddhism. A UTSA graduate, Cirlos founded an impactful initiative with the directive of promoting and uplifting SA’s culture and city life in real time. He has photobooks available and has been published many times, in addition to being a best-selling author at Trinity University Press. Michael continues his search for truth and the human perspective in every facet of his work. We are enriched by his involvement with our inclusive publication.

BECKY

WITTE-MARSH

SUSTAINABLE FASHION & LIFESTYLE EXPERT Becky found her passion for sustainable fashion and home furnishings at an early age when being sustainable was a necessity. A lifetime of creating her own personal style through sustainable sources, got the attention of those around her. Today her innovative creations using vintage, thrift and self-made items will inspire a new way to look at dressing and styling your home. Becky will help you turn style sustainability from an inconvenience into an ADVENTURE!

staff.

STACEY

RAE

OLIVARES-GARCIA

PHOTOJOURNALIST

CALEB

CATOE

PHOTOJOURNALIST Caleb Catoe is a natural storyteller who uses perspective photography to express more than what is seen by the eye. His mission is to capture the deeper meaning and emotional depth in landscapes, city scapes, human interaction and still objects. A nomadic photo hobbyist of many years, he’s cultivated a large journalistic body of work which has now led to his position here at PEPPER Magazine. He is a remote asset, working from Maryland with the open possibility of more travel in the future. We’re excited to watch his journey unfold and share his stories along the way.

Stacey is a San Antonio native, growing up down the road from Karam's Mexican Restaurant and The Malt House. While residing in Austin, Stacey began to grow her passion for photojournalism by capturing the heart of the person behind the lens. She wanted to bring this fresh outlook with her to San Antonio. Returning to her hometown allowed her to focus on the art in a person's story. Stacey's work has been featured in several magazines such as; Entertainment Tonight Online, Voyage Houston, and S.A. Scene Magazine. She has captured photos for multiple businesses across various industries including Luzianne Tea and August Ink. Her creative eye and ability to capture her subjects’ stories with grace and dignity makes Olivares-Garcia the perfect addition to the PEPPER team.

staff.

MELANIE

ALLISON

NETWORKING LIASON / AUSTIN, TX MICHAEL

AVILA

CHRISTMAN

DIRECTOR & CINEMATOGRAPHER Founder of Darkhorse Photography, his photographic and media company, San Antonio native creative professional Michael Avila Christman is a fixture here. His projects range from short film to documentary to commercials to editorial fashion photography. He’s worked with well known models, designers, makeup artists, musicians, local celebrities and other professionals throughout his expansive career. Now, Michael is taking his passion for journalism and theatrical storytelling to new heights by collaborating with PEPPER Magazine and taking on a staff contributor role. He will be responsible for the majority of commercial video content for the publication through his tenure to come.

“One day, I decided to take life by the (long)horns and got back to my roots by modeling and painting again. I wanted to break the fashion industry standards and stigmas by creating a need for a petite and classic model. I started working with local photographers in the Austin area, building a new portfolio. Soon I discovered independent magazines and learned how to submit my work. I was finally published and on the cover of a magazine for the first time in October 2016. Soon after that, I was signed with TL Modeling Agency in Houston, Texas. But things don’t always go as planned. After enduring occasional rejection from magazine editors, I founded my own art & fashion magazine called Bevie in November 2016. My mission with Bevie was to showcase emerging, local and international talent such as artists, models, photographers, designers, and other creatives. By making a sophisticated

staff. publication more approachable, I was able to help my fellow colleagues get established or further along in their career. After two years of publishing my bimonthly mag, I decided to go back to work full-time and the last issue was released in December 2018. Bevie still has quite the following today! Today, I am now focused on creating mixed media art, establishing my networking event, turned group called Girl Flock Party, and becoming a part of the local artist community. It has been an amazing journey and I am grateful for every experience along the way!” Melanie is a great asset to the PEPPER team and provides valuable guidance, lead finding and creative / marketing advice from her home base in the Georgetown / Austin area. MORE

ABOUT

MISSION STATEMENT We are an INCLUSIVE publishing firm. PEPPER is the first international arts, culture and business magazine to be based in San Antonio, Texas. We place heavy emphasis upon the underlying human story in every subject we cover. A collection of intimate editorial biographies, rich with creative and documentary imagery.

OPEN ROLLING SUBMISSIONS & STAFF POSITIONS AVAILABLE Consider submitting to Pepper Magazine - open to ALL artists, entrepreneurs and anyone with a great story. NO submission fees. NO deadlines. WORLDWIDE.

OUR STAFF IS GROWING. . . More staff contributors & professionals will be named in issues to come as slots continue to fill.

hellopepper.weebly.com/submit.html OR kavyar.com/pepper-magazine

DON’T CALL ANGELA A SEX COLUMNIST As a sexologist, sure, Angela Michelle specializes in intimate affairs —which is of course the reason for her monthly column title in PEPPER. But there is so much more to sex than just, well, the ‘sex’ part. Angela is also an Intimacy Coach and specializes in Body Image. Enough to teach classes on the subject to individuals and groups alike. Taking on a columnist role for our publication was completely new territory for her. But we’re so very glad she’s shown up with a soft but mighty wrecking ball to smash through the various stereotypes and misconceptions that surround sex and human sexuality on whole. Because this topic is psychological as much as it is physical (we dare say more so), you’ll find her advice and research in the ‘psych.’ section of the magazine. On starting a new position with us, Angela had this to say: ”Starting is always the hardest part, they say, and that’s certainly true for myself. When I was first invited to be a columnist for PEPPER, I was thrilled— then immediately terrified.

“expert”.

photographer Teri Ledgerwood

While I may have invested thousands of hours into my education on the topics I will address, I know there is always more to learn and I am committed to doing so. I recognize that culture and our individual lives are always changing. When we know better, we have the opportunity to be better. First, a confession…. I have major My goal is to sprinkle what I have learned through my formal anxiety about writing. I know I‘m not an education and experiences and hopefully inspire you. I invite exceptional writer. And of course, I know you all to stay kind, stay curious and stay compassionate as anytime I offer up insights I am judged. we embark on this journey together.” So here is where I‘m at… I am here because I am passionate about these Forthcoming, compassionate and authentic. Precisely topics. My commitment is that I will the reason we’re so happy to have her as part of this diverse always write with my heart (and head) and inclusive team of creatives, professionals and but I never claim to be the end-all-be-all experienced humanitarians.

192

CALEB CATOE ON WHY IT’S NOT ABOUTTHE DESTINATION

Editor in Chief K. Day Gomez posed a Q&A format interview with our Maryland based photojournalist, Caleb Catoe. This is what we found out… Q : You’ve lived a nomadic life. How much of that has fed into your photojournalistic hobby? Do you have some favorite places or places that have surprised you along the way? A : “I was on a road trip to Tennessee— Chattanooga—with my old mentor, Christian Graham, and a few other friends. A bunch of us packed into a big 12-seater van. We departed from Kent Island, Maryland and started on our trip. I

was born in Chattanooga, but when my family left my birthplace I was 2-3 years young. A bit too young to remember anything other than rolling a big red ball with a chimpanzee in the Chattanooga Zoo between the bars. So, I went back to see where my parents met. The collage where they found each other…it was not hard to understand how their romance could unfold in such a beautiful place. Mountains circle the city in a collage that reminded me of an old Southern castle. And lofty dorm rooms where you could look over the city. Not to mention the most beautiful purple sunset I had ever seen. The light just laid on the mist that wrapped around a few of the peeks. It seemed like a place that overflowed with history and

193

natural beauty. Not to mention some of the best Mongolian cuisine I had ever had. I cannot remember the name of that grub shop to save my life. Many times, places are only as good as the people that occupied them. Chattanooga reminded me of a place lost to a time when life was a kinder and warmer endeavor. Not lost to innovation and the kinder side of what people could be when a place can mold the individual. This patch of land surrounded by mountains is its own fairy tale, or at least that’s how I perceived it and how I like remembering it. I did not spend to much time with Christian on the trip but it is probably one of my favorite memories. Just being able to step into mine and my family’s past was an experience all its own. Side note—Christian Graham, anything I could not figure out or teach myself regarding my photography, he would teach and assist me with. I consider him a lifelong friend and second father figure.” Q : What got you started in photography? How old were you when you first experimented with photography? A : “I don’t remember how old I was when my parents James and Shayne Catoe gifted me my first camera on Christmas in the mid 90’s…I was maybe 6 or 7 years old. It was an old Polaroid; you know, the one that would print the photo after taking it. I would have to shake this little white square before my photo would fade into view. Back then it was fascinating to me to be able to freeze life on a patch of paper. My passion grew from there.” Q : Were you encouraged by your family as a young photographer; did you have a strong support system for your creative ambitions, or the opposite? Did you face obstacles in pursuing it? A : “My dad had this old film Canon-81 that he bought in Fussa, Japan on Yakota Air base wile he served in the Air force a good 10 years or so before I was even a thought. I was always staring at that camera asking to use it. My dad was very hesitant, but he would always say yes. It never really occurred to me how nostalgic he is so I started writing this.

My mother had a Pentax black and white camera. It had this old piece of Scotch tape on it that had been there since she had traveled to Nepal in India in her teens. It was her favorite camera. One year, I was five years old and she handed it to me because I asked to take pictures of the family on vacation. She still has those photos to this day. A few years later, my dad wanted to fix the camera for her and my mom never wanted him to remove this little piece of Scotch tape. She was so scared it would break. But my dad decided to try and fix it. When he removed the Scotch tape, it broke. Not before my family could make so many memories and in many ways encourage me to follow this passion that was seated in me when I was so young. My family has been very supportive of my dreams.” Q : What are the most important things you learned in the process of your journey as a photojournalist? A : “Do not live your life behind the view finder. A picture can say a thousand words. But enjoying the moment can say a million more. Don’t drop your camera off a cliff . you will miss your rig. A good edit can make all the difference . Be okay with rejection. If you love what your capturing, it will show in your process. A good photo invokes emotions and questions. What question is most important for you to ask and why? For me the question I try to answer is ‘where is the beauty in the dark and brutal? Where is the light in the darkness?’ That question has defined my life and a camera lens is the only way I have been able to come close to answering it. I don’t think I will ever stop trying to answer that question. Most of your photos will be crap, so take more until you find what you are trying to say. Cultivating a relationship with your subject is important— weather it’s a person, group, event or a landscape. Understand and respect the subject of what and who you are capturing in these moments. That intimacy will show in your work. Whether it's a fox in nature with its young or a model, in a courtroom, at the club down the street…respect your process, respect your subject. Do your best to understand where they

are so you can better capture WHO they are and what they are.” Q :Where can the common collector procure your original photos? Do you have any aspirations of one day providing prints and merchandise? A : ”There are a few places one can acquire some of my original works, yes. Some of my work is online at Getty Images, as well as platform called eyeem.com available for purchase. I would absolutely love to provide prints and/or merchandise. Maybe even have a gallery of my own one day. To be invited to show my art at a show—that would be fantastic. I would love the opportunity to do that. I think the reason I haven't is because I've made excuses and I haven't put 100% into this until now. I’m very willing to learn and pursue it at the right time. [Reference to acquire images: 90 Caleb Catoe Photos and Premium High Res Pictures - Getty Images @catoe pictures | Curated Photography on EyeEm Caleb Catoe (@icarus.imagez) • Instagram photos and videos.] Q : What is your vision for your photography and creative or introspective writing in the future? Can you tell us what other cities, states and countries you’d like to showcase your work in? A : “My work has not yet been shown in any gallery or show anywhere. It's not even something I considered until this last year. Honestly I didn't think I was good enough or even talented enough for my work to be seen in that light. Not until recently, longtime friends and family have come around me and really shown me that they believe in me. The only person who hasn't is me. Much of my introspective writing in many ways has just been a personal journal that I posted online. I never thought of it as more. It's a device that allows me to channel things that I don't know how to say in any other way. But truly, I would love to write about more than just myself …tell the stories of other people. Life, tragedy, history in the making, the story of man today…that's where I would like to take my writing. And I would love start doing underwater shoots, more events… just start telling more stories that are worth telling, that mean something today and yesterday and many days to come.” Q : What is your favorite medium to work with and why?

A : ”For writing, I prefer my journal. But if I want be productive, I need to use my laptop. I think my favorite camera is my Sony A6000. It’s a mirrorless camera. I love how it can capture things closer to how we actually see them.”

Q : Do you have any good stories or personal memories from your life journey involving photography and travel? Mentors who helped or inspired you, people you met along the way who impacted your journey or left an impression? A : “I do have one story that in many ways changed my life. I had just lost my job working for a company I was doing sales for and I hopped on a plane and went to Los Angeles, CA. No plan, no real destination in mind, or aspiration as to why… I just had this need to go. I can't really explain it any other way. My mother's oldest closest friend who I consider my ‘West Coast mom’—her name is Lily Bauer— I had never met her before but in many ways she could be considered my aunt or my godmother. I was in a bad way and kind of lost. It had been a strange year for me. I went through something very heartbreaking wich kind of put me on a path to find myself again. She lent me her Cannon camera and I went exploring all over Los Angeles, Santa Monica, Venice beach, Tujunga. In many ways I had never seen a more beautiful

place then California. It seemed like the whole world was right there. But I knew I wasn't ready so I left. One step in a long path, I guess you could say in many ways it led me here. Christian Graham is probably someone who is most responsible for teaching me things and walking me through how to do certain things that I couldn't before with photography. There was a time when I was homeless and very wayward, very angry. Complaining, wishing things were better. He came beside me and decided to take me on a trip to Virginia. All I had was an old film camera I had bought at a pawnshop, and at the time, not too much film, not a lot of battery. But we hiked to the top of Skyline Drive and we waited for the sun to set. We just sat there. It was peaceful just watching the lights turn out in the sky and just the brisk fall air in the Virginia mountains. I don't know how high up we were but it seemed like I could see the edge of the world. I realized how insignificant I was and that if anything was ever going to work for me—my dreams, my hopes, my aspirations—if anything was ever going to be positive in my life, it had to start then. I took a picture with my phone of my film camera just to see what it looked like. A shooting star passed by. I know it sounds silly, but for a very long time I was hopeless. Finding beautiful things in a world that had treated me in a very ugly way for a very long time…I just found hope in the scenery and my company. Christian Graham is a lifelong friend a mentor. He’s a

good man. He will give you the shirt off his back even if he doesn't have another one. I’ve never seen a kinder or more selfless person in my life. He taught me a lot about myself in just a couple of days without really saying much at all. Photography in many ways taught me the value of family and friends. Family and friends are the most important thing to me though I'm not always the best at being there for them. There are people who deserve so much more than what they've been given. I don't mind that they don't have it. Christian showed me the value of a photo and the value of life beyond it. Because no matter what, there are certain things in this life that just can't be caught on film or pixel. That's beauty.” Q : Do you have favorites among your own work? A : “I do have a few… I just can't stop looking at one I took during my time in California. I still have a hard time describing that experience. I was in Santa Monica and I had just left the pier. There was a homeless man with a sign, begging on the pier with a big backpack. I could tell he’d been on the streets for a long time (as a lot of people have been in Los Angeles). So much struck me about what I was seeing— this man was begging for food. He had a lot of opinions written on his sign that were interesting to say the least. There was a beach full of people living it up behind him and a Ferris wheel not 40 yards away. People were paying anywhere from $15 to $20 just to ride it. Yet almost no one was paying attention to this homeless veteran. I called him Mickey because I couldn't understand what he was saying. I took his photo and I gave him a couple bucks. Just something about the contrast of life and circumstance in that moment was so clear to me. That you could be living it up one day and have nothing the next. It was sobering and awe inspiring. I wish I could have done more for the vet who I called Mickey.” Q : Who are your biggest influences, your heroes, the people or figures who have inspired you or influenced your style? A : “Growing up my family went through quite an ordeal around when I was eight or nine. Most of my photography and writing journey has come from extremely hard experience, much heartbreak and a lot of rejection. I knew it meant something though. I don't know if I've ever told him this, but my father, James Catoe is my hero. I'm aware that's cliché. Many men and many boys see their father as their hero at some point or another in their life. The only other

person that I‘ve had in my life other than Christian has been my father.

guess.”

He is a selfless person who has tenacity to do the right thing no matter how painful it is. He's my dad he's my hero.

Q : Do you have any favorite charities, nonprofits or community efforts you’d like us and our readers to learn more about and get involved in? A : “I definitely do.

He never gave up on his family no matter how hard, distraught or painful things became. I wish I was half as humble as he is. I wish I had faith like he does. My dad is my hero because he taught me the value of never letting anyone or anything beat you past the point of no return. He taught me not to change because of my environment, but to change my environment…to never cut corners…to be loyal…to be strong…to love those who need it the most even when they don't deserve it. He might not have taught me how to take a photo but he taught me how to live so that I can take photos.” Q : Would you say that you capture what you feel rather than just what you see? Do you use photography and writing as self therapy? A : “Don’t get me wrong— it is therapeutic

There's an organization that is founded and run by a woman named Christine Cain. She is an entrepreneur and a pastor. Her organization is called A21. They offer an out for men, women and children who have been victims of slave and sex trafficking. They give people a safe place to go and give them a new start. Human trafficking is the number one industry in the world. We look at all these Forbes lists of the richest people around…if you were to look at the criminals that run these organizations that use people as currency, they‘re more fiscally wealthy than anyone else on record. And it's disgusting. Don’t get me wrong—there's nothing wrong with being wealthy. What some do with it though…human trafficking, it's horrible and it's sick and it is everywhere. If given the opportunity to wipe the world clean of this horrible disease, I would drop everything to do my part. I think we all deserve better.”

But you're doing something you enjoy and it isn't some type of therapy, you're doing it wrong. I don't think that's my main intention when I write or snap a shot somewhere. I see something I like, I have a thought I feel like I need to get out. Over the last few years it has been more introspective. But I think we look within ourselves to truly see what's out in front of us. It’s not about therapy; it's about the path being followed. No need for a destination, just the growth in between. What we see and how we perceive it is a mirror of who we are. So understanding the process in turn helps me understand me. I'm always chasing myself, I

“It’s about the path being followed. No need for a destination, just the growth in between.

Understanding the process in turn helps me understand me.

I'm always chasing myself…”

directory. Credits, Locations & Contact 8

Introduction by editor in

chief K. Day Gomez / San Antonio, Texas / Instagram @creative.consultant.kday /

email hello.pepper@outlook.com / web directory

32 Canopy Hotel, a Hilton Hotels concept with restaurant Domingo & balcony bar Otro / 123 N St. Mary's St, San Antonio, TX 78205 / (210)404-7516 / guestreservations.com/canop y-by-hilton-san-antonioriverwalk / Instagram @canopysatx / photojournalist K. Day Gomez

msha.ke/kathleendaygomez 10.

Artist Nicola Brayan /

Australia / Instagram @an.aesthetic.mirror 15

Artist Alain Gakwaya /

Rwanda - San Antonio, Texas / web directory

alaingakwaya.com/links /

52 Man in Motion / San Diego, California / model Stephan Adam • Instagram @stephanrock3s / photographer Joyce Sanchez • Instagram @jjas.tin / photographer KDigitals • website krisaguilar.com • Instagram @k_digitals

Instagram @alain.boris / For Hausmann Millworks / website hausmannmillworks.com / Instagram @hausmann_millworks / photojournalist K. Day Gomez 22

Conceptual artist &

photographer Khireddine Khaldoun / Algeria / director,

presenter & producer for Canal Algérie TV / email khalo1981@hotmail.com / Instagram @khireddine.khaldoun / journalist K. Day Gomez

ON THE COVER Artist K. Day Gomez / San Antonio, Texas / website artistkday.weebly.com / Instagram @artist.kday [on back cover too]

42 Endless Summer / San Antonio, Texas / photographer Michael Avila Christman • Instagram @darkhorsephotographysa / model Jenny Jane • website sunflowerstills.com • Instagram @sunflowerstills

57 Gone Sailing / San Antonio, Texas - sustainable fashion & lifestyle expert Becky Witte-Marsh / Instagram @beckywittemarsh / photojournalist K. Day Gomez - with reference to the book Nautical Chic by Amber Jane Butchart / images as displayed in order : 1. Photo: Anthea Simms, Designer: Balmain, spring/summer 2009 2. Photo: Anthea Simms, Designer: Kenzo, Spring/Summer 2006

directory. 57

Gone Sailing [continued] :

1. Photo: Guy Aroch, Archival 2. The one look on the left Photo: Anthea Simms, Designer: Jean-Charles de Castelbajac, 1996 & The two looks at right - Photo:

Monica Feudi, Designer: Yohji Yamamoto Femme, Spring/Summer 2007 3. Photo: Courtesy Moschino, Designer:Moschino, Autumn/Winter 2012 Thrift finds at Craftiques Mall / 2375 NW Military Hwy / website craftiquesmall.com / Instagram @craftiquesmall - with original art by Sarah Mills Bailey / website sarahmillsbailey.com /

Instagram @smbaileyart 66

The High Life / Highlight

with lifestyle contributor Joe A. Gomez III / website jagent.weebly.com / Instagram @jag.enterprises / Businesses referenced in order:

71 The Number 9 : chef Joe of NOVEM Cuisine / San Antonio, Texas / novemcuisine.weebly.com / Instagram @novem.cuisine / email jagomezthree@icloud.com / photojournalist K. Day Gomez 79 Every Day is Sunday at Domingo / 123 N St Mary's St, San Antonio, TX 78205 / (210) 404-7516 / domingorestaurant.com Special thanks & acknowledgment to our gracious hosts: Lauren Garza, Marketing Manager Enthusiast Brian Vitale, Lead Food & Drink Enthusiast Dominic Sanchez-Vaca, Food and Drink Enthusiast Kyle, Food and Drink Enthusiast -you all did such an amazing job of going above and beyond in making our team from PEPPER feel welcome. / photojournalist K. Day Gomez

1. 1 of One Barber Shop • 3609 Broadway, San Antonio, TX 78209 • (210) 858-3112

2. Satel’s • 5100 Broadway, San Antonio, TX 78209 • (210) 822-3376 • satels.com 3. The Humidor • 7074 San Pedro Ave, San Antonio, TX 78216 • (210) 824-1209 • clubhumidor.com 4. The Menger Bar • 204 Alamo Plaza, San Antonio, TX 78205 • (210) 223-4361 • mengerhotel.com journalist K. Day Gomez

101

86 For My Father : In the Face of War / Bobruisk, Belarus / author & photojournalist Nastya Buzinayeva / Instagram @4ipoliz 89 All the Little Stars : An Education in Humanity with Tamara Adira / San Antonio, Texas / archival human interest article circa 2017 by photojournalist K. Day Gomez / Flamenco Dancer & Performance Artist Tamara Adira / @tamara.adira &

directory. 128 The Journal : an Essay on Mental Health / San Antonio, Texas / photojournalist Stacey Rae Olivares-Garcia / Instagram @staceyraeofficial

@arte.y.pasion / arte-ypasion.com 101

The Groom : An

Exploration of Self Love and the New Masculine / Santa Cruz de Tenerife, Spain / photographer

111

& creative director Seigar • seigar.wordpress.com • Instagram @jseigar / model Joan Exposito Núñez • Instagram @joancexnu / makeup artist Elizabeth Izquierdo • Instagram @98_aries / Facilitated for Mister Canarias Online inclusive beauty contest 111

Fit to a T. - Men’s Health :

116

About the T. / New Braunfels, Texas / nutritionist & fitness expert Tina Sena / tinasen.org / Instagram @tinasenaofficial 116

Changing Faces : with

Clinician Itxia Lee Acevedo of POUT MedSpa / San Antonio, Texas • poutmedspa.com • Instagram @pout_itxialee / model Allie Victoria Guillen •

125

Instagram @allieviictoria / with authentic reference images provided by photojournalist K. Day Gomez of actual results 125

Intimate Affairs : The

Libido / San Antonio, Texas / author & photographer empowerment maven & intimacy alchemist Angela Michelle • thelovemaven.com • Instagram @intimacy.alchemist / model Liam King

128

133 Cradle to the Canvas [part 1] / San Antonio, Texas / artist Aiden Gamez / msha.ke/artistaideng / Instagram @i.am.aiden.g / mentioned - artist Rex Hausmann • rexhausmann.com • Instagram @rex_hausmann / photojournalist K. Day Gomez 143 Details in the Fabric / poet laureate Andrea ‘Vocab‘ Sanderson • San Antonio, Texas • linktr.ee/vocabulous • Instagram @vocabulus / artist Aleena Sharif • Pakistan • Instagram @aleenasharif_art 150 Unseen Artists / San Antonio, Texas / artist & wood craftsman Darryl Dunn • Dunnswood.com • Instagram @dunnswood / The Art of Four initiative • Instagram @the.art.of.four / Unseen Artists project • Instagram @the_unseenartists / In the Eye of the Beholder gallery • intheeye2021.wixsite.com/gall ery • Instagram @eotb_gallery / Centro San Antonio • centrosanantonio.org • Instagram @centrosanantonio / photojournalist K. Day Gomez 156 Some Kind of Grace : One Woman’s Mission to Turn Hope Into a Home / Bamunanika, Uganda, Africa /

directory. source - educator & matron Brenda Nalyazi / bamunainikachildrenshome.or g / Instagram @bamunanika_childrens_home / journalist K. Day Gomez 165

133

Hu Lie : How French art

activist Matthieu Sené has turned his brush into a sword. / Bordeaux, France / Instagram @hu_lie_art / journalist K. Day Gomez 173

Disrupted : Ukrainian

Refugee Olexandra Kulikovska’s Story of Life on the Run / Ukraine to Dresden, Germany 185

143

PEPPER Staff / Contact

Information : 1. Editor in Chief - K. Day Gomez / Alamo Heights, Texas / msha.ke/kathleendaygomez / Instagram @creative.consultant.kday / email artist.katday@outlook.com

150

2. CFO & Key Lifestyle Contributor - Joe A. Gomez III / Alamo Heights, Texas / novemcuisine.weebly.com / jagent.weebly.com / Instagram @novem.cuisine & @jag.enterprises / email jagomezthree@icloud.com 3. Empowerment Maven & Intimacy Alchemist - Angela Michelle / San Antonio, Texas / thelovemaven.com / ravenredmaven.com /

156

1. Our Staff 2. continued… 3. Instagram @intimacy.alchemist & @heyangelamichelle 4. Poet Laureate - Andrea ‘Vocab’ Sanderson / San Antonio, Texas / linktr.ee/vocabulous / Instagram @vovabulous 5. Nutritionist & Fitness Expert - Tina Sena / New Braunfels, Texas / tinasena.org / @tinasenaofficial 6. Documentarian - Michael Cirlos III / San Antonio, Texas / Instagram @humansofsa 7. Sustainable Fashion & Lifestyle Expert - Becky Witte-Marsh / Instagram @beckywittemarsh 8. Photojournalist - Caleb Catoe / Maryland / gettyimages.com/photos/ caleb-catoe / Instagram @icarus.imagez 9. Photojournalist - Stacey Rae Olivares-Garcia / cloverbudphotography.co m / Instagram @staceyraeofficial 10. Director & Cinematographer Michael Avila Christman / San Antonio, Texas / Instagram @darkhorsephotographys a & @heliosmediatx 11. Networking Liaison Melanie Alison / Austin, Texas / melanieallisongaller.com / Instagram @melanieallisongallery & @girlflockparty

directory. ADVERTISERS 5

Clear Light Coffee Co. /

12656 west ave, bldg 3. Sa, Tx, 78216 / www.clear light.coffee / Instagram @clearlightcoffeeco / About: Opened August of 2021 A privately owned shop

focused on fine quality food, organic ingredients, amazing coffee & teas We want to provide an amazing experience for anyone looking to break away from the stressors of the day. Forward focus plans will include a wine bar extension, seasonality chef prepared lunch/dinner

menus menus. that supports charity events & great causes across San Antonio. / photographer Caleb Russell • Queensland Australia / ad created by K. Day Gomez Art for Uvalde / Worldwide /

artists K. Day Gomez & Aiden

Gamez are an autistic mother & son team of creatives / theimaginariumwonderempori

Darkhorse Photography /

servicing San Antonio & Texas / Instagram @darkhorsephotographysa / model Renee Cottrell • Instagram @_reneecottrell / ad created by K. Day Gomez

66 Clinician Itxia Lee Acevedo of POUT MedSpa / San Antonio, Texas / poutmedspa.com / Instagram @pout_itxialee / ad created by K. Day Gomez 67 Artist Melanie Alison / Austin, Texas / melanieallisongallery.com / Instagram @melanieallisongallery / ad created by K. Day Gomez

um.com/collections/art-prints 9

40 Designing with A&Z / Buda, Texas artist Andrea Hernandez / designingwitha-z.com / Instagram @designingwithaz 41 Stacey Rae Photography / cloverbudphotography.com / Instagram @staceyraeofficial / model Daniela Cavazos Madrigal of Fruity Poms • Instagram @fruitypoms

Continuing to be a place

30 - 31 Brian and Charles / United Kingdom / “Brian and Charles is a 2022 British comedy film directed by Jim Archer in his feature debut from a screenplay by David Earl and Chris Hayward, who also star in the film. It is a feature-length adaptation of the trio's 2017 short film of the same name. The film premiered at the 2022 Sundance Film Festival.” Wikipedia / Focus Features / Instagram @focusfeatures

70 Whole Heart Foods / Nutritionist & Fitness Expert Tina Sena / New Braunfels,

directory. ADVERTISERS […continued.] Texas / tinasena.org / Instagram @tinasenaofficial / ad created by K. Day Gomez 85

Sustainable Fashion &

Lifestyle Expert - Becky WitteMarsh / Instagram @beckywittemarsh / ad created by K. Day Gomez 110

Intuitive Life Coach K. Day

Gomez / Worldwide / alchemistandbutterfly.weebly.c om / Instagram @kathleen.day.official / photographer Joe A. Gomez III 124

NOVEM Cuisine / San

149 Creative Brand Consultant K. Day Gomez / Worldwide / artistkatday.weebly.com / Instagram @creative.consultant.kday / email artist.katday@outlook.com 180 SUBMIT to PEPPER Magazine / Worldwide / web directory msha.ke/peppermagazine / Instagram @hello.peppermagazine / email hello.pepper@outlook.com / SUBMIT via KAVYAR at kavyar.com/peppermagazine/submissions/julyissue-arts-culture-fashionculinary-business

Antonio & Texas - will travel Worldwide / chef Joe A. Gomez III / novemcuisine.weebly.com / Instagram @novem.cuisine / email jagomezthree@icloud.com / photographer & ad designer K. Day Gomez 132

Poet Laureate Andrea

124

‘Vocab Sanderson’s Investiture Ceremony for 2020-2023 Poet

A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO OUR READERS - IN SAN ANTONIO, TEXAS WHERE WE ARE BASED, THE UNITED STATES & AROUND THE WORLD.

Laureate at the San Antonio

YOU ARE THE REASON WE ARE HERE.

City Council Chambers / 114 W Commerce St. / June 14, 2022 @ 6pm-8:30pm / ad created by K. Day Gomez with official city council stamp 142

Artist Aiden Gamez /

msha.ke/artistaideng / Instagram @i.am.aiden.g

132

WE WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU.

DONATE at gofundme.com/f/a-new-orphanage-neues-waisenhaus-uganda

CONSIDER

ADVERTISING WITH US

BECOME A SPONSOR

Email our team at hello.pepper@outlook.com to inquire about our pricing.

PEPPER Magazine / June 2022

Articles inside

PEPPER Magazine / June 2022