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Editors’Note

HappyApril!Theairiswarming,thebirdsarechirping, thirdquarterisalmostover,andweareproudtopresenttoyou thesecondissueofTheApricotJournal!Ourstaffhasbeen workingverydiligentlyoverthispastmonthtocompilethese amazingpiecesofwriting!Insidethispublication,youwillfind awiderangeofpoetry,shortstories,vignettes,andourfirst satiricalessay.Wehopethat,asyouread,youwillbeimmersed intotheworldsthatourauthorshavecreatedandexperience theemotionthattheyportraythroughtheirwork.

Behindthescenes,wehavehadtomakesomechangesdue tothehybridlearningschedule,specificallyregardingour writingworkshops.Goingforward,theywillbeheldon Tuesdaysduringthelunchclubblock,from10:43-11:10.We hopeyoucanallattendandmaybe,aswearewriting,youcan createsomethingtosubmittotheJournal!

WehopeyouenjoythesecondissueofTheApricot Journal!

Allthebest,

TheGreatDaisy

Theantonymofacumen.

Stuckonlyinthepast, thepresentandthefuturesointricately cast.

Hopingthatsoonatlast…

HewouldholdDaisyonceagain. Yearswerespentbuildinguptheperfect imageofherpaintinghisownMonet. Dreamingoftheday… thathewouldhold“TheGreatDaisy” onceagain.

Hewentonthinkingshewashissanity; wheninfact,itwasshewhodrovehim crazy.

Gatsby’straits: Nostalgic,romantic,driven? Hewasn’tanyofthose. Moreappropriatewordswouldinclude: Stagnant,stuck,frozen…anditshows! Nevergrowing Imprisonedbyanimpossible, yetdesireddream.

Thegreenlightheyearnedafter, WhileDaisymovedon,chapterby chapter.

Thatincandescentlightstoodasasymbol…of theirlove.

Sothataslongasthestarsshinedabove, therewasachance…

Hewouldfindhisprecious,pure,unchanged lamb-

Anunalteredhologram.

Ifhethoughtthatwastrue, hewasdestinedtobedamned.

Hismindtoldhimthathismake-believereality, trulydidexist.

Thatbeyondthemist, Daisyalwaysdreamedofhimandthefirsttime theykissed.

Thatwasnotentirelytrue.

Hehadfollowedthe“pictureofperfection”… ThatAmericahadpaintedforhim; steppingforwardtothechallengeinhisown forem.

Thatwaswhatmadehimblind.

Andinhisattemptforpeaceofmind, thatsucculentfuturehethoughthecouldfind… Throughmoney,persuasion,andtheintentto confuse.

Wouldreallyjustbethematchlightingthefuse. Toafuturethatdidn’tmeasureyoubyloveor wealth.

WellGatsbythought“WhatcouldIlose?”

Theanswer:Alot… (Daybreak)

*Gunshot*

Impermanence

SoIsithere

Inachairthatwillcrumbleand break

Tricklingthoughtsontothislittle pieceofpaper.

Apaperwithnomeaning

Thatwillbeforgotteninmany years’time

Writingphrasesandlines

Thatwillbecomefaded,then gone

Withthispencilthatwillsnap

Bethrownawayanddisappear.

Evenmythoughts:

Littlethoughtsthatvanishso quick.

Thiswillallbegonesomeday

Itspiecesfloatingonthewindof time

Andtheworldwillspin,tides crawlingin,out

Then,whenthosewatersreachout again

Someonewillsithere

Inachairthatwillcrumbleand break

Eventheirthoughts:

Littlethoughtsthatvanishsoquick. Andthetidewillrecede

Oncemore.

Againandagain

Time’sbreezewillflow

Whirlingthepresentintopast Continualchange

Impermanentforever.

Storm

Treesthrash

Twirlingandfierce

Aghostlywaltzintherain.

Rainspits

Ferociousandstrong

Asilentapplauseinthestorm.

Cloudsloom

Dramaticandthick

Overlordsofthechaos.

Thestormmoves

Adevastatingduet Ofrainandwind. Nothing Canwithstand

Thisawfuldance.

InescapableEyes

CW:paranoia,beingwatched,impostor syndrome

TheyareWatching,alwaysWatchingyou. Everybodysaysit’sallinyourheadbutyouknow better.AllEyesonyounow,inescapable. TheirjudgementalGazesarefocusedonthesweat beadingguiltilyonyourforehead.Whatareyou hiding?Everyoneknowsyouaren’twhoyousay youare.Telluswhoyouare.TheyKnow.Even youaren’tsurewhatitis,thatterriblesecret,but TheyKnowit.

TheyKnow,andtheyarejudgingyoufor it.You’resureofit.Thismoment,youarealone, butyouarenevertrulyalone,areyou?Look around.CheckforEyes.Checkforplaceswhere theycouldbeWatchingyoufrom.Lookinevery corner,ateveryposter.

Lookatthebirdsoutside.TheycannotSee yourglasswindows,onlyyourterribleheart, blackandwitheredandwrong,Exposedtothe world.TheyareWatchingyou.Thespideronthe ceiling,spinningitsperchfromwhichtoStareat you.IthasnottwoEyes,buteight,andallare trainedonyou.WhatdotheyKnow?

Youtellme,wretchedbeing.Whatareyou tryingtokeepfromtheworld?Youcannothide fromthoseUnseeingwhoKnowyouinsideand out,whoKnoweverythoughtyouhave.Theyare everywhereyougo.Theyareinyourbedroom, hidingineverycrevice.Theyhauntyourdreams, butyoualreadyknewthat.

Youwakeupinacoldsweatfroma nightmareoftheirbulgingEyescoveringevery wall,ceilingandfloor.Underyourshoestheyare unflinching,Watchingyoufrombelow,from above,fromeverydirection,becauseyoucannot hidefromthosewhoKnow.

Itisduringthedayyoupretendtheyare notwithyou,Watchingeverystepyoutake.You Seethemeverywherenow,andyouhopetheyare onlyyourdreamsechoinginyourimagination. Theyarereal,andtheySeeyou.

Itdoesnotmatterhowmuchyousquirm undertheirGazes.Thereisnowhereyoucango thattheydonotSeeyou,Watchyou,Knowyou. TheyarealwaysWatching.

Youcannotrunfromthem,youfoolish child.Topanicdrawsmoreattention,moreEyes onyou.No,staycalm,pretendyourskindoesn’t crawlaseverypasserbyturnstoStare.Who wouldn’tStareatyou?You,anabomination,a disgustingparodyofaperson.

AllEyesturntoyou,horrifiedbywhat theySee,butstilltheydonotLookAway.Maybe theyareincapable,butyouwishmorethan anythingthattheywouldjuststopWatchingyou. WhywouldanyonewanttoLookatyou?Plain, uninteresting,boring.Aliar.Whoareyoureally? WhatdotheyKnow?Whatdon’tyouKnow? Whywon’ttheyjuststop?Youwanttoscream, butnoiseattractsEyes,butyoucanstifleitno longer,andthesound,shrillandpiercingand horrible,clawsitswayoutofyourthroat,andyou areanythingbutalone.Youhaveneverbeenless aloneinallyourwastedyears,Seenandjudged fromeveryside,voicegonenow,desperately clawingatyourownEyes,becausemaybeifyou can’tSeethemtheywillstop,goaway,stop Watching,telluswhoyouare,stoplyingto yourself,whydoyoupretendtobeimportant?All youareischeapentertainment,amessforthe worldtoBeholdasyoucrumble,andtheworld willremainunchanged,forwhoareyoutomakea difference?

Yoursisafutileeffort.Ofallthings,Eyes? Theyhavetheminendlesssupplies.Itiskindness, really,tomakeyouWatchallthepeople,the thingswhoWatchyou.Don’tyouwanttoKnow whenthey’reLooking?Don’tyouwanttoSeethe thingsthatsproutfromeverywall?

ThereisnoescapefromcuriousGlances, fromjudgementalStares,fromthedisgustthat greetsyouineverynewface,inthefamiliarEyes whoLookatyoutimeandtimeagainandhate you.

It’sallinyourhead,theytellyou,butyou Knowbetter.TheywantyoutoforgettheLook intheirEyeswhentheySeeyourworthlessform approach.TheyareWatching,alwaysWatching you.

RationalImpulses

mostpeopleunderstandthatwhenitrains, yougoinside butkidswillfrolic, bootssplashingmudcarelessly noworriesbuthowdeepthenextpuddleis hoodsfallingoffofheads andclearlaughterringingaswaterstreams inrivuletsdownhair butmothersworryabouthowtogetthe stainsout orifthecoldmedicinewilllasttheweek knowingthatthe drip drip drippingofnoseswillblowthroughschool likeahurricane

mostpeopleunderstandthatwhenitsnows, yougoinside butkidsstillromp snowballshittingtrees,friends,windows. guardingtheirfortwithsnow-dusted mittens, readytolaydowntheirlivesinprotectionof theirleaning,crumblingigloo. butfathersworryabouttheredcheeks, andthethrown-too-hardprojectiles, sendingtears drip drip drippingdowncheeks.

mostpeopleunderstandthatthat’showkids are contraryfornoreasonbuttoreachpeak enjoyment carelessbecausefunistheiruniversal language consequencesaresomethingforadults, liketaxes andconversationsabouttheweather andadults? well,adultsareboring imagination drip drip drippingoutoftheirbrains

lettingroutineconsumethem androtawaythememoriesofwhentheytoo werekids andsoworrydictatesactions. whendidbeingmaturebecomebeing boring whydoeshavingresponsibilityslowly creep creep creep andtakeovertheimpulses whosaidyoucan’tplayintherain andthengotothegrocerystore orthrowsnowballs andrationthecoldmedicine whosaidit’soneortheother,adultorkid? spontaneityorresponsibility whathappenedtoacompromise, thebestofbothworlds, achildandanadult withknowledgeandcarelessness, theyoungesthappiness andtheoldestautonomy.

WhenMemoriesFlower

“Whatisyourname?”

“Idon’tknow.”

“Whatyearisit?”

“Idon’tremember.”

“Whoisthepresident?”

“Idon’tknow.”

Thedoctorsignaledthenurse.Shelefttheroom andranbackinwithalistofmorequestionsto asktheconcussedpatient. Thepatientlooked aroundtheroomshewasin.Therewerevasesof differentflowerseverywhere.Theywereallin perfectcondition.Asiftheyhadbeenclipped fromagardenjustthen.Theroomwas surroundedbybeepingmachinesandtubes extendingfromherbody.Herbloodhadaslight tintofbrowntoit;shefigureditwasnormalfora sickpatientlikeherinahospital.

Thedoctorclearedhisthroat,andasked,“Who areyourparents?”

“Idon’tknow.”

Hewentdownthelistandthebrokenrecord continuouslyplayed.

“Whatisyouraddress?”

“I-”

Thedoorswungopenandatoweringwoman walkedthrough.Herhairwasperfectlyparted downthemiddle.Sheheldaleatherhoboinone handandadocumentintheother.Shewasa perfectmotherlyfigure.Shewasreadyatany moment.Shemarchedforwardandhandedthe document.Thedoctorscannedtheartifactwhich perfectlymatchedthedescriptionofthegirlin thedeathbed.Hescannedthewoman,smiled, andcontinuedtosignthedischargepapersforthe hospital.

“TashaMathewssss,”exhaledthedoctor,“Iam gladyourdaughtersurvivedtheautomobile crash!”

Tashabrushedpastthedoctorandcametothe rightsideofherlegaldaughter.Shepettedher hair.

“Rose…don’teverabandonmelikethat.Youare neverleavingthehousewithouttellingme.”

ThedoctorwalkedbetweenRoseandTashaand instructedTashato“Givethenoticetotheclerk beforeyouleave,weneedtorecordwhosigned Roseoutofthehospital.”

“Ofcourse,doctor,wewillgothererightaway.”

ThedoctorgavethereleasenotetoTashaandleft theroom.Rosewhimperedandtearedup.She wasconfused.Whowassheintheroomwith?She thoughtshewouldrememberherpast,but nothingseemedtoclick.Shelookedupanddown thewomanintheroom.Whohadshebeen addressedto?RosenoticedTasha’sgestures-it wasafamiliarfeeling,butthelookwasn’t.The kisses,hugs,wordssoundedliketheywerefroma motherlyfigure,buttheupanddownstaring scaredRose.Howlonghadshebeengonefor?

Everybodylookedforeign.Shefigureditwasfrom theaccidentthatthedoctormentioned.She didn’twanttoworrythewomanintheroom,so Rosepulledherselfupandsaid,“Mom…What happenedtome?”

“RoseMathews,mysweetlittlegirl.Youlookjust likebefore.Soinnocent,andcurious,”Tasha smiled.“Now,youshouldn’toverwhelmyourself overwhathappened.Iwilltellyouassoonasyou getbetter.Anyways,thememorieswillstart comingbackwhenyouarrivehome.”Rosenever foundheranswerinthehospital,orathome,or fromhermemories.

TashabeamedoverRose.Shewasalmostsixfeet tall.RoseadmiredTasha.Rosewasreadytogetrid ofthemedicine,hospitalfood,andclothes.She wantedtobeinthecomfortofhermother’shome. SherealizedhowbeautifulTashawas.Rose managedtopushherselfupfromthetubesand lookedatherselfinthemirror.Wassheas beautifulashermother?Shewasmetwithhazel eyes,blackhair,abuttonnose,andbright-redlips. Tashahadsimilarfeatures,excepttheywere different.Rosedidn’tnoticeitatfirst,butmany peoplehavethesefeatures;evenastrangercould havehazeleyes,blackhair,abuttonnose,and bright-redlips.

AnursewalkedinandtookRose’sIVsout.She leftaprescriptionforheadachepills.Thenurse said,“Youwillhaveaheadacheasyoustartto remembermore,takeonetonumbyourhead whenthathappens.”ThenurseleftandRosewas readytoleave.Rosewasinherhospitalclothes. Shewasreadytowalkout,butTashapulledher backin.

“Don’tyouremember,Ibroughtyouyourfavorite dress.”

Tashabroughtoutayellowdressthathaddaisies ontheskirt.Rosetriediton,butitreachedher ankles.Rosewaslessthanfivefeet.

“See,itlooksperfectonyou!”Tashaseemedto missthebottomhalfofthedresswhichsweptthe floor.Rosedidn’tmind,shewashappytogetaway fromthehospital.

AssoonasRosewalkedoutoftheroom,her headachebegan.Tashawentpasttheclerk’sdesk soRoseremindedhertogivethepapers.

“Wealreadygavethemtotheladyatthedesk,don’t youremember?”TashareassuredRosethattheyhad stoppedbytheclerk’sdesk.

Rosewasconfused;thepaperwasinTasha’sbag.Or wasitanotherkindofpaperandhadtheyalready giventheclerkthereleasepapers?

Rosedevelopedaheadacheassoonasshesawthe automobilesdriveacrossthehighway.Hermother pulledherarmbackinthehospitalandshowedher someblackshadedglasses.

“Here,thedoctorinstructedyoutowearthesefor whenyougooutside,”insistedTasha.

Immediately,theworldwentblack.Rose’sheadache wentawayandshekeptthemon.Shewasgladto havesuchacaringmother.Thecarsflewbyand Rosesteppedonthepetalsofherdress.Herfeet becametangledandshedevelopedanunstablewalk. Rose’sclenchedeyesleftherintheguideofarookie servicedog.Shethoughtshewasgettingguidedto thewoman’scar.Carsmovedleftandright,she heardcarkeys,andshehearddoorsopenandclosein sync.Sheevenfeltaflamenearherankleand thoughtitwastheexhaustpipeofacar.Inreality, herhandwastightlygripped,andshewasheaded towardared-brickedhouse.Theflamenearher anklewasadevelopinggreenrash.

“Welcomehome,Rose.”

Rosewassurprised.Sheletgoofthewoman’shand andrevealedhersweatyhand.Rosetookoffthe glassesandbegantoseeakaleidoscopethroughher eyes.Shebecamedizzyandfellonaflowerbedof tulips.Tashadashedstraighttowardsherandpulled Roseoutoftheflowerbed.

“ROSE…becarefulwhereyouaresitting...sweetie,” snappedTasha,“Youwouldn’twanttohurtyour fellowfriends,wouldyou?”

Tashafeltthepainoftheflowers.Manylives weresacrificedtomakethatflowerbed.Itwas Tasha’spassiontogrowflowersandRoseruined it.TashamadeachoicetosacrificeRose’swhole lifefortheflowerbed.IfTashadidn'tactfast enough,thewholegardenwouldgotowaste.

Rosewentmute.Shedidn’tunderstandthe worldaroundher.Differentcolorsandshapes appearedinfrontofher.Tashabentdownand smelledherhair.

“Rose…areyouok?Mommywillbringyoua fountainofwater,ok?”

WhileRoselaidontheground,shesawflowers sproutfromtheground.First,aleafbroke though,thenapartofthestemcamewithit.It wasaloud,bone-crunchingsound.

Shefelthermouthbecomedry,andherhands shriveledup.Shewasreadytopullherselfupand gethelp,butshesawapairofrubberbootswalk towardher.ItwasTasha.

“Comeonsweetie,drinkthefountain,youwill feelbetterrightaway.”

“Mmmoomm,whatttishaapeningtomee,” stuttered Rose,“CanIha-havesomewater?”

TashaignoredthequestionandhandedRosea glassofmuddywater.Rightwhenthedropletof liquidhitRose’stongue,everythingdisappeared. Theshapes,colors,andforeignobjectsallfaded away.Rosemanagedtoriseupandstoodon bothlegs.Atthesametime,thepetalsofadaisy felltotheground.Roselookedaroundatthe flowerssurroundingher.Therewasacircleof flower-allinperfectharmony.Though,onlyone daisywasleftbarewithjustastem.

“Thisisbeautiful,wherearewe?”

“We’reathome,don’tyouremember?”

NothingcamebacktoRose,everythingwas stillnewtoher.Shedidn’twanttohurtthe woman’sfeelings,soshesaid,“OfcourseIdo,I loveithere.”

TashashowedRosearoundthehouse.

“Rememberthis,youweresolittlewhenwe plantedthis.”

Rosedidn’tremember.Although,shehadseen theflowerinthehospitalroom,onethat anyonecouldhaveplaced.Rose’svisionbecame crystalclear,shecouldseeeverythingthat approachedher.Shefeltasmallbeeonthetip ofhernose.Shetriedtoslapitaway,butit didn’tbudge.Itpinchedhernoseandflew away.Rosedidn’ttellTasha,shewasworried aboutbreakingherhappiness.Butthenshe startedtoregainsomeofhermemories.Her firstmemorythatcametomindwasthecar crashscene.Rosesatontheedgeofthegarden whilesherememberedherpast.Tashawas adjacenttoher.ShesmiledatRose.

Meanwhile,Rosewasstruckwithatragedy. Sherememberedthetoughgriponhersteering wheel.Shehadgottenlostandwastryingto findherwayoutofthestrangetown-untilshe crashedintoTasha.

“Mom,mom,howareyou?Whydidn’tyoutell meyouwereinthecarcrash?”

“WHAT!Whatcarcrashareyoutalking about?”

“Iremembernow.Igotlostandcrashedinto you.Howweirdisitthatwewerebothinthe same-”TashacutRoseoff.

“Oh,that’snotimportant,theimportantpart isthatyouarehere,withme.”

Rosewantedtofigureoutwhatleftherinthisstate ofamnesia.Shedranktheglassofwaterandasked Tashaforarefill.Rosebegantothink.What happenedbeforethisso-called“automobile accident”?Rosethought,shescannedforanyclues. Sheremembered.Rosewascominghomefrom schoolandlosttheroadwhileonherway.She stumbledonthisstrangepathfilledwithflowers. Shewalkedouttosmellthemuntilafigurebuilt likeTasha’sdrovetowardRose.

“Shecouldn’thave,sheismy-”

“Rose,whatareyouwhisperingtoyourself?”

“Getawayfromme!”

“Why,what’swrong,”frownedTasha,“I’myour mommy,don’tyouremember.”

“Maybeyouare,butyouranmeover.”

“WhywouldIdosuchathing?It’sthose medicationsthataremakingyouthinkthis.Come on,let'sgositneartheflowerbunches.”

Rosecouldn’tresist.Theflowersweresobeautiful. Rosebegantofeellight-headedagain.Asthey walkedover,RoselookedatTasha.Shehadnoglass ofwaterinherhand.Rosedesperatelyneeded water.Herthroatbegantodry,again.Shefainted again.

Rosewokeup.Thistime,therewerenoshapesand colorsthatappeared,justagreyTasha.

“Don’tyoulovethesmellofposies?”

TashafilledRose’spocketswithsmallbunchesof flowers.Rosepulledthemout,scaredthatthey werethecauseofherstateofdistress.

“Rose,mydear,youneedtogrow,likeyourfriends, leavetheposiesinyourpockets.”

Rose’sbodysproutedintorashes.Shefeltherface turnablisteringred.Therashonthearmswasa darkgreen,thecolorofaflower’sstem.Tasha smiledatRose.

“Youaregrowing,mydear!”

Untitled

“Itwillendshortly”

Thatiswhattheytoldus

Hownaivewewere

Tothinkit’dbesofast

Wehopedtheywouldcomesopromptly

Thedaysoffunwe’ddiscuss

Andalthoughthosewarmdayspassedinablur

Forever,itseemeditwouldlast

Wethenfoundourselvesasking “Williteverend?”

Attachedtoourscreensanddevices

Andimprisonedintheplaceswecalledourhomes

Soonwe’dhaditwiththeacting

Nolongercouldwepretend

Thatwe’dcontinuepayingtheprices

Ofbeingtrappedinourfrigiddrearydomes

Butaswewereabouttobreak

Lightcrackedthroughthedarkness

Becauseamiraclehadcame Withthis,allwouldmend

Andthiswasnomistake

Throughthebreezyairranghappiness

Becauseitwasclearwecouldacclaim

“Itwillend”

SolvingOurNation’sTroubles

Desperatetimescallfordesperate measures.Andthesesurelyaredesperate times.Inthelastfewmonthswehavehad membersofcongressexpressingdeath threats,oneofthemostcontentious electionsinAmerica’shistory,andariotin theCapitolbuilding.Clearlysomethingis wrongwithAmericandemocracy,and thosethingsincludelegislativedeadlock, partisanship,anoutdatedelectoralsystem, andanoutdatedcourtsystem;justto nameafew.Peoplehaveproposedmany changestothegovernmenttotrytosolve theseproblemsovertheyearsranging fromminorchangesoramorecentralized orfederalgovernment,tomilitary dictatorshiporcommunism.Butallthese ideashaveflaws.Thereisonesystem, however,thatstandsabovetherestin termsofsolvingAmerica’sproblems: monarchy.

Well,whydoweneedachangein governmentinthefirstplace?Well,asyou mayhavenoticed,Americandemocracy hasn’tbeendoingsowelltheselastfew years.However,whatyoumaynothave noticedaretheunderlyingcausesofthese issues.Caseinpoint,legislativedeadlock. Duetoacombinationofourbicameral system(theSenateandtheHousevery rarelyagreeonanything),andthe filibusterintheSenate(duetothis positivelyancientpractice,ittakes60 votestopassmostthingsintheSenate); nothingevergetspastCongress.

Thisresultsinanever-growingrolefor thePresident,whichwouldbefine,except forthefactthatchangesmadevia executivefiataretemporary:thenext Presidentcanjustgetridofthem. Secondly,thereistheproblemof partisanship.Clashesbetweentheparties havegottensoheatedthattheyare basicallyincapableofworkingtogether, exacerbatingthedeadlockandleadingto polarisation.Thirdly,therearethetwin problemsofanoutdatedelectoralsystem andanoutdatedmethodofappointing federaljudges.TheElectoralCollege frustratesthepeopletonoendwithits oddsystemandoccasionaldisregardfor thepeople’swill.Thewayinwhichwe appointjudges(namely,bythePresident andforlife)leadstoimportantdecisions beingpredicatedonthelifespanofthe justicesofthecourts.Allofthisis ridiculous.America’spoliticalsystemis broken.Changesmustbemade. Clearlysomethingmustchange.But what?Overtheyears,manydifferent peopleinmanydifferentcountrieswith similarproblemshavehadideasabout whattodo.However,inAmerica’scase, noneoftheseareadequate.First,some peoplehavesuggestedminorchangesto theAmericanpoliticalsystem,suchas termlimitsforSenatorsandjustices,or eliminatingtheElectoralCollege.These willnotwork,asimplementingthem wouldrequirebipartisansupport,which isanimpossibility.

Similarly,devolvingpowertothe statesorpromotingittothePresident wouldberidiculouslyhard.Clearly,change needstooccurthroughsomesortofarmed insurrection.So,whataboutamilitary coup?Unfortunately,militarydictatorships canneverstirupthesortofcivicpride neededfortheregimetolastbeyondafew decades.Then,thereiscommunism. However,Americaissopolitically conservativethatsuchasystemcouldnever getofftheground.Anothersolutionmust befound.

Thatsolutionismonarchy.A monarchyavoidstheproblemsofallthe previoussuggestions:Itcouldbesetupby themilitary,bypassingpartisanship;a monarchycaninspirecivicpride,lending theregimelongevity;anditispolitically conservative,whichwillavoidtheproblems thatfar-leftideashaveinAmerica. Additionally,monarchiesbydefinitionhave aclearwaytodealwithsuccession.Forthe questionofwhowilltakeupthisrole,well, IthinkagoodoptionwouldbePrince Harry.Manywillsaythis,however:Would Americanreallysupportamonarchy?

Theypurporttohatethem.However, theTrumperahasshownusthatAmericans aregullibleandwillacceptnearlyanythingif youspinittherightwayandgettheright personalitytosaythelines.Americasure doesloveafigurehead.Believingotherwiseis justAmericanexceptionalismatitsmost egregious.Monarchyisthewaytogofor America.ItwillsolveAmerica’sproblems andkeepthemthatway.

Oftentimes,America’sproblemsdonot havesolutions.Butthankfully,thisonedoes. Theissuesoflegislativedeadlock, partisanship,anoutdatedelectoralsystem, andanoutdatedcourtsystemcanbesolved viamonarchy.Althoughsomemayadvocate forsolutionssuchasminorchanges, devolution,consolidation,militaryrule,or communism;allofthesehaveissues. Monarchyistheonlyway.

Note:Thisessaywaswritteninthecontextofpoliticalsatire.

TheSinger

Walkingdownthestreet,John Delafortrelishedinthecolorfullights andloudcitynoisesofthedowntown. Thecoldaircooledhimdownand madehimfeelateasewithhis surroundings,butinsideheremained excited.Johnhadneverbeentothis nightclub,noranyothernightclubs really,himbeingcaughtupatworkall thetime.Buttonightwasdifferent.He wasgoingtoenjoyhimself. Thisnightclubwaswellknown forhavingoneparticularfemalesinger perform,andshewasquitewellknown becauseofit.Johnwascuriousasto whyshewassohighlyspoken,andso whenhefirststeppedinsidethestuffy andnoisyclub,hewasastonished.On stagestoodashort,black-hairedwoman inablacksequineddressandafluffy, whitescarfaroundherneck.Behind heronstagestoodagrandepiano,a saxophone,abassandaguitar.Eachwas quitebeautiful,bothinstructureandin play,butshestoodoutmost, illuminatedbythespotlightonthe polishedstage.Hervoicewasrichand powerful,andcombinedwiththe instrumentsbehindher,itsoundedlike viscoushoneypouringaroundhim; sweet,butluxuriousallthesame.

Thepianist'shandsdriftedover thekeys,creatingsmoothmelodies withthesinger’slusciousvoice.The basskeptadeeptempotothemusic, withtheguitaraddingaflourishasan accompaniment.Hervoicedriftedin andoutoftheliltingsaxophone tunes,strayingawayandthencoming backtocomplementitsslowand movingtones.

Thewholenightclubwasalive withthemusic,peopleswayingtothe beat.Theairwasloud,yetsoftatthe sametime,witheachgroupofpeople havingtheirownprivate conversations.Johnwasmesmerized. Hehadneverfeltthiscalmand movedeverbefore.Themusicwas poignantandfullofemotion,and madehimwanttomovetoherwarm tones.

Thewholescenewasformal,yet relaxed.Johnlovedit;thedynamic feelingcombinedwiththecalmyet energeticatmospheremadehimfeel morevivaciousthanever.Hesworeto himselfthathewouldcomeback againtolistentothesingeronce more.

TheEnd

Everythinghasitsend

Howthedayendswithabeautifulnight

OrtheyearbeginsinJanuaryandendsinDecember, Itcanallendsoonerorlater Nightorday

Whenyouleastexpectit,itcomes Sadnessturnstohappiness

Thegirlhasgrownupandverysoonshewillleave, shemovesawayfromthefamilytowardssomething newthatshewillface,

Youdon'tknowwhenorwhy Whatyoulivedbecomesthepast

Thepastbecomeshistory

Andthestoriesaregraduallybeingforgotten.

Todayyouareathome

Likeabirdinthenest

Inafewyearsyouwillgoouttoexplore, Youwilllearntoflyonyourown

Youstartwithonestep

Youenduprunning

Youarebornandyoudie

Itisacyclewhereeverythinghasanend.

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