CMD333: on-the-road project
7baNk Chotichoey 53270910
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CMD333: on-the-road project
7baNk Chotichoey 53270910
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CMD333: on-the-road project
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Volkieʼs cold night Winter wind slap my face. Reminds me that its almost dark. The sun has already settled down on the horizon. I’m started to feel the cool through my shirt. I know that I can only sit on the rooftop of my place for another 5 minutes. Sounds from car driving on highway is going to be noisy because they’re going back home after work. I feel like I have to go back inside too. So I leave, with an emptiness in my heart; down and alone through out the day. My boyfriend, from the same collage as me, hurts me so many times with his word and action. He is my first love since high-school that I put all in. And now, He is completely different. The night is peaceful and silent as it usual. I feel more comfortable to go out to the place that gives me more relax, the road. I’m always happy, whenever I go night driving with my old friend since I was born “Volkie”. The street is almost empty now on midnight except taxi. It makes me know that I’m not the one who lonely. I’m getter better. But then, I drove passed Central World. Everything surrounding me are immediately disappear. Memories come rushing up to my head: his eyes, his breath, his heartbeat, his word, his move, our first date and the anniversary. I’m lost in my mind. I don't really know how to move on. He made me so hurt. Maybe, I have to leave. I’m so worry about my life. Why i’ve become so dependent like this. I cant find any hope between us. I can’t, I can’t stand this feeling anymore. So I drive, rushing fast to his place. I don’t care any car or any traffic light anymore. If I wont cut him out of my life tonight. I don’t really know how long I have to wait for the miracle and stuck as a fool like this. Its enough! I don’t wanna waste my time anymore. Finally I got to his place. I got out of my car and facing a cold weather outside, in front of his door. It’s quite here, everything moves slowly. Though his door is closed but I can see the light through his windows. I can also hear a little voice came out through them. Maybe he’s enjoy playing with another girl. There’s no turning back. I smile. Now i’m sure that his life and my, are parallel, like the lines that wont meet each other again. So I breakthrough the window...