Happy Monthsary
Celebrating another month with you is yet another reminder of how truly blessed I am to have you in my life. Time really flies we’re already nearing our second year together. Looking back, we’ve gone through so much just to get here. So many memories of joy, laughter, sadness, and everything in between
Words can't fully express how grateful I am that you allowed me to be a part of your life Honestly, I'm running out of ideas on how to make my letters even more heartwarming—how to truly let you feel how much I appreciate you. I feel like I’m just repeating myself every month HAHAH.
When you finally arrived back here, It was truly a dream come true to finally feel you, hold you, and look into your eyes. At that moment, I wished time would just stop… to be buried in your embrace, to be enveloped by your surreal presence.
Those days we spent together, every second of them, brought me peace I hadn’t felt in a long time.
All the noise, the voices that clouded me when we were apart— finally stopped. For once, my mind felt quiet.
I’d never get tired of spending time with you, even though my body says otherwise (pagod na pag-uwi tayo, HAHAH). I wish we could’ve just stayed like that forever.
I wished the voices would finally stop for good.
You are so beautiful.
I feel addicted to your whole being
When our time was up and you had to go back home to New Zealand, I wanted to beg you to stay and just live here with me HAHAH.
I felt like I was slowly losing a part of myself.
Taking your luggage out of the Grab car felt so heavy not physically, but emotionally. Every time I pushed our cart, it was as if I was crumbling inside And when it was finally time for us to part ways, I felt so weak
I stopped myself from trembling, because every time you came back to fix your luggage, it felt like God was playing with me letting me see you return only to leave again
But even as we said goodbye once more, I reminded myself: this pain, this ache it only exists because what we have is real. Because you matter that much to me And despite the distance, despite the silence that now fills the spaces where your laughter once echoed I hold on to the truth that love like ours doesn’t fade. It only grows.
Every day apart from you is another day closer to being with you again And until that time comes, I’ll continue to love you just as fiercely from afar. I’ll carry your warmth in every sunrise, your voice in every quiet night, and your soul in every beat of mine.
Happy monthsary, love. Thank you for choosing me again and again. I’ll never stop choosing you no matter the miles, no matter the waiting.
Forever yours,
Jon Andrew
Future husband
Happy Monthsary