

i still hear you is this for certain this isnt reality im not in this without you i morti will come and may wash away this greif life goes on and i rot again long for the sweet of your delicate gaze dreading forever in ever changing pain reign of woes the fodder duplicates paralysis stays souls once here now astray
I could walk out right now
Onto the damp lanes
Lined with pavement sleepers
Beneath the midnight sky
Drained of all its wishes, untaken
(The offer won't last forever)
And make my long, lonely way
Toward the old almond orchards
Where I once devoured chianti
As a fat owl flapped its wings
Over the narrow canal,
Where the moonlight splashed, Dancing like a known drunk
That was when the almond shells fell
I grabbed them, flung them far
Far as these bruised arms could take
Listened to the song of new, found chance
And in such a state, a wild eruption
Of frantic doves, fleeing together, Rang on into the twin cloudless sky, Echoing from my blistered mouth
Yes (don't be fooled), that was my laughter
The Conversion
by Jacob Reina
It was here where it happened: The irises of your chestnut eyes Grayed as a lonely woman grays When she is left alone in a dorm Full of withered white daisies.
It was here, in this jaundiced field Along the river, beneath the bridge Of passing trains full of smiles And tears, where the horses Bowed to mourn your fall, Where your little body Lay limp in my arms.
And you were sixteen, But you were six and sixty And lost and eternal, All at once.
It was here, where the dirt And sweat and bruises And cuts all teamed Together Mocking my prayer;
For as the wind picked up, As the dust filled the air And cycloned your breath Far, far away, toward That fleeing realm I am too low to reach From where hearts Are moulded and woven With cruel plans Justice blared my echo, But we were met with silence.
Listen to the soundtrack of Jesus Christ Superstar, for even nonbelievers can be moved by cinematic masterpieces. Play volleyball with your closest friends, release all your worries and troubles with every hit.
Nap like a fluffy cat in a beam of sunshine, embrace sweet slumber without a care in the world.
Drink a coffee for bursts of energy and a tea for inner peace, let the swirling, earthy elixirs revive you from within.
Have a silly dance party with your little, cherish the innocence of her youth before it fades away.
Hang up sticky notes on your “okay wall, ” leave positive messages to uplift you and your kin.
Delve into worship music, for if the Lord exists, his music and presence will comfort you and honor your praise
Walk outside and bask in the rays of Vitamin D, for nature’s warm serenity will calm and heal you.
Revisit your favorite shows, like Star Trek, always remember “ad astra per aspera” and “live long and prosper.” Watch something funny to boost your mood, endlessly laugh at Wayne’s World and The Mask.
Ground yourself in nature, sink your feet into the dirt, get all itchy and embrace the beauty of the Earth.
Binge-watch movies you loved as a child, feel the nostalgia of Finding Nemo and The Little Mermaid.
Pet your sable shepherd and black kitten, caress their soft fur and hold them close as they nuzzle you and cover you in kisses. Take a reckless stage dive, Yogi and The Boo-Boos, turn your embarrassment into joyous memories
by Jacquelyn Mejia
Guilty, you thought
Equal signs of open and close
Constrict the heart
Maybe, you could ignore it and sleep, maybe
Or Or
Or Sunday
You could puzzle what’s gone wrong and sick in the brain during prayer
Watch the helpless flapping of your Michael at the edges of clouds
You could drink the wine and sleep later
You should want nothing to preserve your devotion
Pick yourself up from the pews
Dented from countless pleas
Count each diminished chord
Notice the temperature?
It's happening again.
Most believe that the Sun and the Moon are opposites, while’s that’s true they also share much in common
They both shoulder great responsibility to everything in their orbits Placed into roles of significance
But where is the time for joy?
Happiness from fulfilling one’s role can only go so far
Does the Sun wish to see the stars at night? Does the Moon crave rainbow’s light?
There are times like the sunset and the sunrise, Dusk and Dawn Always crossing yet never truly meeting
This goes on for eternity.
hold that feeling: believe it has a reason, see it in the briefest glance of the sun, who is somehow pin-pricked within the sky, one of many who don’t ask for a stage but revel in it; i figure i can be the same blinding sight: distinct by nature an inspiration who exists purely to guide: be etched into more: be made whole by taking a moment.
FOUND COLLAPSED OUTSIDE THE VIPER ROOM ON HALLOWEEN NIGHT.
CAUSE OF DEATH: SPEEDBALL HIS LAST WORDS: “bob, i don't feel so good "
31-Jan-2025
t’s okay to die. r itsooner than later. lease don’tletme die alone
Cover: Charlie Hazel
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