Amendment Literary and Art Journal 2013

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120 Minutes of Sodom by C.F. Molina

time is it? sick again this fucking monkey on my back I got an abcess the last time fuck it, so tired been nodding before it’s a warm feeling heating up the spoon now let’s up the dose a bit stamp bag with a picture of Mickey Mouse on it viscous fluid spoon I forget how everything started, but I know how this ends I know a guy who lost an arm I mean, he didn’t lose the arm, but he passed out on it They put 60 staples in his arm and now it just kind of hangs there All the muscle’s gone He had to talk the doctor out of removing it stupid, but he can pretend that he didn’t lose his arm you pretend that you’re okay then you go get more boy belt around arm; You don’t actually need a belt but I’m trying to help you imagine Anyway, I’m tightening it and flexing, it helps with finding the veins don’t actually remember pushing the plunger what it feels like when you OD: warm warmer WARMEST Pins and needles 69

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