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Da r kAu t u mnNi g h t s I s h o u l dn o t h a v et h o u g h t I c o u l d ’ v es t o p p e d wh a t I k n e wt ob et r u e Y o ua l wa y sg r o wt oh a t ewh o e v e ry o ud a t e t h a t sj u s t y o u I s k a t e dt h r o u g hmyh o me t o wnwi t h o u t y o u I s i g h e d , d a r ka u t u mnn i g h t s , a r e n ’ t t h e yn i c e ?

Y o us a i dy o us a wah u mp b a c kwh a l ep l a y i n gi nt h es e a Th o u g hi t d i dn o t c o mp a r et of a l l i n ga s l e e po nt h ec o u c hwi t hme I wa n d e r e dt h r o u g hmyh o me t o wnwi t h o u t y o u I s i g h e d , d a r ka u t u mnn i g h t s , a r e n ’ t t h e yn i c e ? I s h o u l dn o t h a v et h o u g h t I c o u l d ’ v es t o p p e dl o v i n gy o u B u t I me t s o me b o d yn e w, wh a t s h o u l dI d o ? I s t u mb l e dt h r o u g hmyh o me t o wnwi t h o u t y o u , d a r ka u t u mnn i g h t s , a r e n ’ t t h e yn i c e ? I s i g h e d S h es a i ds h es a wah u mp b a c kwh a l es wi mmi n gi nt h es e a B u t I ’ v ea l wa y sg r o wnt oh a t ewh o e v e rI d a t e , t h a t ’ sj u s t me I wa l k e do nt h r o u g hmyh o me t o wnwi t h o u t y o u I s i g h e d , d a r ka u t u mnn i g h t s , a r e n ’ t t h e yn i c e ?


Yousai dt ol i veyourl i f ebutIcan’ tst opdr eami ng.Yous I t sl i ket hi sever ydayandI ’ m af r ai dI ’ m wast i ngmyl i f ei s

I ’ m st r uggl i ngt owakeupt hedayskeepget t i n’ dar ker .I Andi t ’ sl i ket hi sever ydayandI ’ m af r ai dt hatwai t i ng,f or Wi t houtyou.

Iwi shyouwer ear oundImi sshear i ngyourl aught erbut I ’ m st r uggl i ngt owakeupt hedayskeepdyi n’ f ast er .Iwi Andyou.

Yousai dt ol i veyourl i f ebutIcan’ thel pdr eami ng.Yous Andi t sl i ket hatever ydayandI ’ m af r ai dI ’ m wast i ng,my Foryou.


s ai dy oumus twakeupbutIc an’ thel ps l eepi ng. i si tok ayt ol i ear oundj us twai t i ng,f ory ou.

.Iwi s hy ouwer ear oundImi s st hes oundofl aught er . ory oui t snotok ayt ol i ear oundj us twas t i ngaway .

uty ou’ r eont heot her s i de,t hegr as sher ei smuc hdar k er . wi s hy ouwer ear oundImi s st hes oundofl aught er .

s ai dy oumus twak eupbutIc an’ ts t ops l eepi ng. yl i f ei t snotok ayt ol i ear oundj us twai t i ng.


Iknowt hatnow, Ihur ty oui r r epar abl y It ooky ourhear ther e Di dn’ tbot hert obr i ngi tbac kwi t hme Y ous ai dCr ai g, don’ tl eav e Wher eI ’ m goi ngy ous houl dn’ ts ee I nt oanot her sar ms , Ial r eadyl aycomf or t abl y ou’ dt hi nkbynow, Icoul ds peakf r enchper f ect l y Y Y ou’ dexpectbynow, Icoul dl ov ey ouf ai t hf ul l y Is ai dCr ai g, don’ tl eav e Wher eI ’ m goi ngs hes houl dn’ ts ee I nt oanot her sar ms , Ial r eadyl aycomf or t abl y Iknowt hatnow, myi nt er nalhypocr i s y Wi l lf or ev erkeep, mef r om l ov i ngpr oper l y Is ai dIcan’ tbr eat he, wher eI ’ m goi ngt hey’ l lnev ers ee I nt oanot her sar ms , Ial r eadyl aypeacef ul l y


Coming used to be the worst part I used to make love with my heart Now all I seem to do is focus on How my dick will feel when I come So don’t make me come It will only encourage The kind of behaviour I have come to hate I want to love you And to be loved in return So don’t make me come But coming used to be the best thing I’d grown accustomed to the sting Of pleasure by ones own hand and what that brings A kind of hollow shame that I grew addicted to So don’t make me come, it will only encourage The kind of behaviour, I must not tolerate I want to love you and to be loved in return So don’t make me come Don’t make me come I don’t need to come (all the time) Don’t make me come So don’t make me come It will only encourage, the kind of behaviour I have grown to hate I want to love you and to be loved in return So don’t make me come


In e e ds o me t i me Toma k e y o umi n e Th e nt ot h r o wy o ua wa y , t h r o wy o ua wa y Yo uwi l l h a v e n o b o d ye l s e Th a t ’ s wh a t Is a ya n dwh a t Is a yi s wh a t Id o Th a t i s wh oIa m Iwi l l b e n o b o d ye l s e No wI ’ m24n o t mu c hmo r e t h a nawh o r e An dIwi l l n o t c h a n g e , t h a t ’ s wh a t Is a y Iwi l l b e n o b o d ye l s e Ij u s t n e e ds o me t i me Toma k e y o umi n e Th e nt ot h r o wy o ua wa y , t h r o wy o ua wa y e ny o u ’ l l h a v e n o b o d ye l s e Th


Myl a s tn i g h ti nMo n t r e a l , I g o td r u n ka n da t es o mec h e e s e An dt r i e dt os t e a l ab o a t , I d o n ’ tk n o wwh y I t h i n kI t h o u g h tI c o u l dr e t u r nt ot h ep e o p l eI h u r t Bu tt h eb r i d g e sI ’ v eb u r n e d , o ht h eb r i d g e sI ’ v eb u r n e d Myl a s td a yi nGl a s g o w, I p a c k e du pa n dl e f t , c o mp l e t e l ya l o n e I t h i n kI ’ dh o p e dt h e ywo u l dr e t u r n , t h ep e o p l eI y e a r n e d Th eb r i d g e sI ’ v eb u r n e d , o ht h eb r i d g e sI ’ v eb u r n e d


Thi scoul dbet heend, mynewes tf r i end Igotangr ywheny oucal l edme As t ubbor nman Thi scoul dbet heend, mycl os es tf r i ends Igotangr ywhent heycal l edme As t ubbor nmanandIwon’ tl eti tgo I ’ v egotachi ponmys houl der Achi ponmys houl der Achi ponmys houl der Achi ponmys houl der Igotangr ywheny oucal l edme As t ubbor nman, nowIwon’ tl eti tgo I ’ v egotachi ponmys houl der Achi ponmys houl der Achi ponmys houl der ( andIwon’ tl eti tgo) Achi ponmys houl der ( Iwon’ tl eti tgo) NowIwon’ tl eti tgo Iwon’ tl eti tgo


Iam aman

Though s ometi mesIthi nkli kean ani mal I n anotherli feIthi nkIwasan ani mal Iam aman Though Ithi nkli kean ani mal


Thi ngsma ynotbeast heys eem, ha veIs pentt ool ongi nmydr eams ? Iha vel aughedandIha vecr i ed. Oneda yIex pect , mybodywi l ldi e. Buti t ’ soka yi fyouhat et hewor l d, i t ’ soka yi fyoul ovet hegi r l I t ’ soka yi fyoudi ei nyours l eep, i t ’ soka y Fr i endst heycomeandf r i endst heygo Butt r us t , youmus t , wi t houtf r i endsyou’ l lnevergr ow m ynotbeast Thi ngsma heys eem I nawor l dt hats eemst obewi t houtdr eams I t ’ soka yi fyouhat et hatwor l d, i t ’ soka yi fyoul ovet hatgi r l I t ’ soka yi fyoudi ei nyours l eep, i t ’ soka y Al lyourl i f eyou’ vebeent ol d St a yyoung, s t a ydumbanddon’ tgr ow ol d ButI ’ l lgr ow ol d, unl es sIdon’ t I t ’ soka yi fyouhat et hi swor l d, i t ’ soka yi fyoul ovet hi sgi r l I t ’ soka yi fyoudi ei nyours l eep, i t ’ soka y I t ’ soka y .


Dark Autumn Nights, a collaboration.  

Here a few pages from my notebooks. A little work who've been done in the same time as Dark Autumn Nights by December '91. We've decided to...

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