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OCD By Rebecca Amenta All I think about. black black black Cakes the corners damages demolishes destroys Endlessly failure fatigue frantic Growing inside of me harried helpless hollow I imagine escape from my jaded jilted journey Kindled disorder lavish lewd lost My mind is my cage needy nervous noisy Owned by the obsessions please please please Quilted into my life rabid repetition resisting Stopping to count tick tick trapped Useless compulsive organizing vexing victim volatile Waiting for the magic three xenophobic xenon xeroxed You cannot save me zzz