Portrait, Samantha Scattini ’21, digital photography
and no one wants to be seen as an outlier. She sighs and pauses briefly, shaking her head You want this culture so badly, but you don’t realize what it will cost you! Right now you are at the place I strived my whole life to achieve through myself and your father; you are white. You don’t have to explain yourself or your culture to anyone, because there is nothing to explain. That is a luxury I wish I had. And you’re taking it for granted. She says exasperatedly Don’t you see this is a gift we’ve given you? You are normal, finally, normal! ANNE Normal? Is that how you see being asian, as abnormal? It’s not a disease Gram. God, this town is so messed up it made you think that you were an
outcast just because you were different - And now - now you don’t even see it! UGH!! Your heritage -- it’s -- it’s supposed to be a part of me, and I feel like it’s not and I really want you to help me understand it but you’re -- you’re not even willing to try! *Pause* Anne has tears of anger in her eyes and is looking down. Ama walks over to Anne, puts her hands on Anne’s crossed arms, and speaks softly. AMA (Gram) I want you to succeed, I want you to succeed in this American world, and teaching you about mine won’t do you any good. Anne doesn’t look up. ANNE Why do you have to see it that way? It’s not all bad.
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