rilebi rneliT es nakeTobebi SesaZloa, arcTu ise Rirebuli da unaklo iyo, Tumca iqamdec da Semdegac misTvis rkinis damuSavebis codna cxovrebaSi gacilebiT umniSvnelo aRmoCnda, vidre grdemlTan muSaobisas gaxurebuli rkinis mier gamocemuli jadosnuri xmebi da aseve pirveli yvelaze saamayo gancda, gansakuTrebiT mamakacisTvis: `me maSin ukve viyavi damoukidebeli adamiani. Tqven gesmiT, es ras niSnavs? yovelTvis kargia, roca Svils aZlev damoukideblobas, magram ara Tavgasulobis uflebas. me xom imas ar vambob, rom wigni wavikiTxe aTasi... Semdeg esec iyo, magram videqi grdemlTan da SemeZlo, raRac gamekeTebina. grdemli saocari ram aris, sadac ar unda daartya CaquCi, yvelgan sxvadasxvagvar xmebs gamoscems, milioni bgera aqvs da gansakuTrebiT maSin, rodesac masze gaxurebuli rkina devs. warmoidgine, Sen Wedav, saqmes akeTeb da am dros gesmis musika, SesaZloa, mas ar aqvs harmonia, melodia, maram, merwmuneT, es musikaa bunebaSi arsebuli~. mas Semdeg `sano~ aTasgvar dasartyam instruments agrovebs ucnauri xmebiT, maT Sorisaa mis mierve mogonili didi xis mori `asormocdaaTiani~ lursmniT~. `koncertze mqonda waRebuli erTi didi mori, romelsac vaWedebdi lursmans, Tan mikrofoni mqonda midebuli da vicodi, sadamde unda damertya... yvela dartymas sxvadasxva xma hqonda. am aRmoCenam amerikelebic gaaoca~. ase iqca hobi cxovrebaSi mTavar saqmed. da is Seeba uRelSi, romelic Tavidan bolomde Seerwya mis xasiaTs. dRes merab sanoZe, igive `sano~, saqarTveloSi erTerTi damoukidebeli xmis Camweri studiis mflobelia. rogorc Tavad ambobs, cnobadi da ara cnobili musikosi da araerTi gaxmaurebuli
proeqtis avtori, magram iqamde is `mouxda Tbiliss~ da mis mierve aRmoCenil bednierebas...
`me daWrili var, rogorc xoxobi, da TbilisSi var Camovardnili~
`Tbiliss ki ar unda moergo, unda mouxde... fantastiuri Tbilisi damxvda. studenti rom gavxvdi, samma megobarma simRerebi gavakeTeT, ubralo simRerebi iyo sam xmaSi, `Wyinti yvelis Wama miyvars~ da aseTi tipis. stipendia 40 maneTi mqonda da megobrebi yovelTve restoran `afxazeTSi~ davdiodiT, davlevdiT xolme erT boTls da vmRerodiT, Cxubi iq ar iyo da araferi. da iciT, bolos, ra xdeboda? ocdaaTi boTli Rvino saCuqrad gvqonda da sufra gadaxdili gaxldaT... mere am Rvinos an sxvebs vugzavnidiT an vanaxvinebdiT... ai, aseTi iyo Tbilisi, axla msgavsi raRacebi ar xdeba...~ me ukeTess getyviT, batono merab, aseTi raRacebi ara mxolod aRar xdeba, aramed qalsac ki SeiZleba gadaaxdevinon fuli mamakacebma da sakmaod cnobadebmac. samwuxaroa, magram faqtia...
`gardaqmnili~ politeqnikuri instituti da bedis gulmowyaleba
rodesac bedi gulmowyalea, adamians sibrZne akldeba, Tumca ara yovelTvis. `me davamTavre saxelmwifo politeqnikuri institutis samSeneblo fakulteti. Tavidanve gamimarTla, radgan pirvelive kursze movxvdi kapelaSi, Semdeg ansambl `SvidkacaSi~ da weliwadSi sam-oTxjer miwevda sazRvargareT siaruli. sxvaTa Soris, am institutma gacilebiT meti niWieri musikosi aRzarda, vidre konservatoriam. Semdeg iyo ansambli `adio~. pirvelad germaniis federaciul respublikaSi 1984 wels movxvdi. maxsovs, moskovSi sxvadasxva zomis dana-Canglisa da xelsaxocis xmarebasac ki gvaswavlidnen. Tavidanve vecade, kapitalisturi samyarodan is unar-Cvevebi ameRo, rac Semdeg aq bevrisTvis rTulad dasaZlevi aRmoCnda, gacilebiT adre gavige yvelaferi, risi gagebac mindoda da, albaT, es damexmara Semdeg germaniaSi arcTu ise martivi cxovrebis dros~. miuxedavad imisa, rom merab sanoZes qarTuli iumedobisa da dausrulebeli mo足lodinis wlebi ar gauvlia, Cavardnili dRevandelobis `gaTeTreba~ mainc dasWirda, am dros is germaniaSi cxovrobda da misTvis mTavari idea ocneba da kvlav miwaze dabruneba iyo. maSin man aseve pirvelad igrZno sakuTari Zala da `meore naxevari~... da maT gadawyvites keTili da warmatebuli cxovreba. pirveli mTlianad Sinagani moTxovnileba aRmoCnda, meore ki _ ZalisxmeviT misaRwevi.
`davqorwindi Tu ara, wavedi germaniaSi da mas Semdeg erTi dRe ar micxovria ojaxis gareSe, arc macxovros RmerTma. Tavidan Zalian gviWirda. me da Cemma meuRlem 9 Tve mxolod Caisa da purze gavatareT. me ki Cavjeqi da vmecadineobdi, Cems meuRles ki erTxelac ar dauwuwunebia, erTad gavdiodiT `riTmikas~, Cven vicodiT, rom raRac SegveZlo da gvqonda Sansi. dRes Tu vinmes SeuZlia, Tqvas, musikosi varo, mec Tamamad SemiZlia ganvacxado amis Sesaxeb.
eniT unda migvetana. ormocdaTerTmeti diski, Tqven iciT, es ras niSnavs? da am yvelafers patriarqi xelmZRvanelobda. marTla sagonebelSi var Cavardnili, radgan ar vici, amaze Rirebuls gavakeTeb Tu ara rames cxovrebaSi.
cxovrebis gamocdileba da RirebulebaTa Skala
musikosis garda, merab sanoZe iRbliani biznesmeni da `qalTmcodnec~ aRmoCnda. Tumca mxolod goneba da moqarguli ena ar kmara imisTvis, rom siyvaruli darCes... rCeba mxolod suli, nervi da energia, energia moTminebisa da patiebis... `Cems meuRles Zalian bevri ram dauTmia, rac dro gadis, miT ufro vrwmundebi amaSi. Tu romelimem ar daTmo, yvelaze sayvareli ojaxic ki daiSleba. ar arsebobs qali, romlis moxibvlac ar SeiZleba. mTavaria, mamakacs hqondes amis Sno. bevri nacnobi myavs, romelic qals siyvarulSi ver utydeba, uaris SiSis gamo. uars getyvis? kidev midi, mesamed midi. Tu uari gaSinebs, ese igi ar gyvarebia. yovelTvis mec ar gammarTlebia, magram ar movSvebivar da mainc mimiyvania saqme bolomde. iciT, Cems meuRles siyvaruli rogor avuxseni? TvalebSi miyure da mismine-meTqi, Zalian miyvarxar da minda erTi bude SevqmnaTmeTqi, erTi suli maqvs, Cems mklavze rodis daiZineb-meTqi... gaognebuli miyurebda. rodesac Cemi meuRle TbilisSi Camodioda da werils mwerda, erTi xe mqonda amorCeuli haidelbergSi, vijeqi marto da imis CrdilSi vkiTxulobdi. Tqven ar iciT, rogor surnels vgrZnobdi konvertis gaxsnisas da ramxela emocia iyo misi kiTxva. dRes ase aRar xdeba. ara, cudi ki ar aris, rom cxovreba aCqarda, RmerTma nu qnas, rom mis temps ver avyveT, magram is emocia gaqra.
`adixar, adixar da isev vardebi, Zalian iSviaTia, rom raRac xazs zeviT didxans darCe, musikaSic asea. magaliTad, maikl jeksoni xom popis mefea, magram axla Camovardnilia. cxovreba aCqarda, xalxs wignis kiTxvis, urTierTobis dro aRar aqvs. saSinelebaa, amas rom vambob, magram asea... adre Tu nebismieri saSualo SeZlebis ojaxi aT kacs stumrad miiRebda, dRes saxlSi vinmes iSviaTad patiJeben, xalxi Zalian daRlilia... rac ar unda didi msaxiobi, reJisori an musikosi iyo, Tu adamianad ar vargixar, kapikic ki ar aris Seni fasi. rodesac poziciurad isedac zemoT xar da kidev `zemodan uyureb~ vinmes, Zalian amazrzeni da autaneli xdebi. verafriT veguebi umadurobas. ai, es aris, rac Wkuidan mSlis, Tumca Cemi Tavic damiWeria msgavs saqcielSi da bodiSi momixdia. bodiSis moxda sircxvili ar aris. ubralod, amis Sno unda gqondes. arajansaRi ambicia damRupvelia, amitom uamravi adamianisTvis miTqvams: wadi, Svilo, sxva saqme gaakeTe, me Sen ar Cagwer-meTqi. Cemi simarTlis gamo bevrs ar vuyvarvar, gulSi boRmas ar videb, magram imdeni adamiani unda dakargo, ramdenic dasakargia. ver veguebi, rodesac vinmeze amboben _ cnobili, gamoCenili... iciT, cnobili da gamoCenili vin aris? vinc raRac Rirebuli datova. vinc Tavs raRaciT gvacnobs, is aris cnobadi... me cnobadi musikosi var. me ar minda prezidenti miyvardes an ar miyvardes, ar minda vicode, vin aris parlamentis Tavmjdomare, me minda miyvardes qali da Cemi saqme. mieciT adamianebs saqme, romelsac siyvaruliT gaakeTeben da yvelaferi dalagdeba.
`sano~ da misive saxelobis gabrendebuli studia
saharis udabnoSi napovni qarTuli aguri...
`qalTmcodne~ `sano~ da sayvareli qalis mier gamogzavnili werilebis surneli
`1992 wels wavedi da 2000-Si Camovedi. mivxvdi, rom potenciali aris da vifiqre, ar SeiZleba, am niWier xalxs ar hqondes iseTi Canawerebi, rogorc evropaSi aqvTmeTqi... Tqven ver moZebniT iseT adamians, vinc ityvis, `sano~ ar damexmarao. mTeli Cemi kapitali Cavde am saqmeSi. marTalia, neli biznesia, magram ar vnanob~. garda amisa, merab sanoZisTvis arsebobs proeqtebi, sadac biznesukugebas aranairi mniSvneloba ar aqvs. garedan mosuli aTasi iniciativis tyveobaSi mas raRac uxilavi Zala aucileblad gansaxorcielebel saqmeebs karnaxobs. `aris marTla iseTi proeqtebi, romliTac me da sxva kerZo studiebi fuls ver viSovniT, magram es udidesi saqmeebi unda gakeTdes. me ar vici, vefxistyaosnisa da bibliis Caweraze ufro dids cxovrebaSi ras unda SevWidebodi. am dros Sedga Cemi da batoni gogi xarabaZis tandemi. udidesi Sroma Caido, is idga studiaSi, rogorc scenaze, TeTri perangiT, TeTri TmebiT. marto wyali edga magidaze da saaTobiT muSaobda. 3 weli midioda bibliaze muSaoba. Cven xom es msmenelamde adamianuri
`qarTvelebs yvelaferi uceb gvinda, Tumca 20 weli ukve epoqaa da rTulia, yovelTvis raRacis Tavidan dawyeba. rodesac Sens garSemo bevri adamiani cudad aris, es saSinelebaa, am dros maT boRmis marcvali uCndebaT, magram me rodesac `melodiaSi~ pirvelad Sevedi, vTqvi: ra kargia, aseTs mec gavakeTeb-meTqi. ar vici, sadme amomikiTxavs Tu gamigia, magram bavSvobidan da studentobidan amas vambob: saharis udabnoSi rom Camagdo, iqac amovTxri da vipovni qarTul agurs, romelic yvela agurisgan gansxvavdeba msoflioSi-meTqi. ai, Tu yvela ase miudgeba Tavis saqmes, xom xvdebiT, ra moxdeba. xom warmoudgenelia? magram iqac vipovi qarTul agurs. me movrCi...~ man daasrula da aRarc me mqonda raime saTqmeli. ubralod, am adamianTan saubrisas erTi aRmoCena gavakeTe. ra Tqma unda, is cdilobda misi warmatebis misave cxovrebis wesTan gaigivebas da kargadac gaarTva Tavi, Tumca mTavari es ar aris. mTavaria, rom is ar miekuTvneba adamianTa iseT naturas, romelic cxovrebasTan oms waagebs...
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