Penn Review: Spring 2010

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THE PENN REVIEW SPRING 2010



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What to do with all the things we don’t have a place to put but cannot throw away? Lay out the words on a picnic blanket, on grassy sharp shadows? You kept me snowing. Snowglobing, snapping lines like chop sticks. Dragging my lines through you. Couldn’t take my heart out while chiseling expanses that contain. Sentences are like daddy longlegs, multiple touches on multiple surfaces. Every day drops off beneath me--we are airplane feet leaping into air. Sometimes you brush my air. Mostly “I” wanders about trying to find “am”, tracing blood’s breath, digging fossils out of skin. Recapping, or rearranging, reoccurring, reaping, reappearing tongue a beaded door of dreamwork. You’re taking forever, probably whisper bound? Hell, I’m off to the dream market with my wicker basket. Gonna get some citronella candles to keep off the mosquitoes and a headlamp. I’m not afraid of leaving where I’m housed. Poke my damn soul already, will you? I’m holding a dollar down your throat. Dropping below the neckline now-

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Today in the weight of rain, the mountain has once again collapsed, its grey-robed choirs insensibly spilling. Perhaps tomorrow it will not turn its cheek away.

My coat sleeves are drab and patient as dogs, each one obedient to its peg, each creased with quarry dust and the skirmish of the river’s roiling.

My knife is indentured to the canvas that strains—the bowl unsustainably mortgaged to the slant of light, the throat of the unabashed figure in the corner—my wife who is my prop, my gristmill, my martyr who sits humbly for me, damning that paint for being paint and me for every lie. ) The Penn Review


North sheds light onto the pour of the teapot on the table’s hard swill, stroked by my brush gold, then impasto of long-gone sovereignty. River stones and grass, the juggernaut of honey that harbors the sting.

The three skulls in the corner sweat like mules under the lash. My heavy-lidded plaster Cupid—helplessly committed.

Dust motes sift. In the vase, a mutiny of wilting—orange blossoms, peonies, yellow tulips, open roses, mindful only of their own cut stems. Flowers! I’ve had enough.

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Without my eyes you won’t know it’s there, slicing the dark air warmed by your breath into neat spiral shavings, winding around our tangled limbs and tangled tongues grown heavy with sleep even our fingers entwined, save my one free hand, even our hair When was it woven, this web, its soft silver strings sown with needles, their touch light as spiders’ feet, when we were still simple friends? while you rest, satisfied, I lay tracing the strands, untangle the thread with my eyes Trying to find where it starts, where it ends

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Were they people or were they places/ we could listen to? In two more months/ did they get out to drown in the field or was there no field,/ but only compromise? When her tongue licked him imaginary,/ engendering gender in him, did he/ waver just under momentarily? When they found/ distorted figures outside his field of hallucination, did/ he remain there, counting brown on her arms with his fingertips,/ wired muscles feeling now so covering-and/ or-revealing. There are things/ that know more about you/ than other things. There’s/ a frost that comes every two days and/ under the wall it whispers something, yes, tongue, teeth and, maybe, the boats.

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city of. purple jeweled metal bracelets from urban outfitters on thirty-fourth not thirty-second where the anatomy lab is where room one. a is always history of philosophy where we. always move we only stop we go dancing on saturday night with heraclitus and parmenides our tee-shirts are black as. rain [the rain is a voyeur] the downstairs bathroom faces the outside the last week he is small in the sheets there is a hole [in the wall] the size of a silver metalled doorknob jawed as the line where we break it oh. but this is the town we meet each other at the movies we kiss on the lips bonjour bonjour we abandon our passionate identities we rush our ghosts three times dante lifts whole sections from the kingdom of the dead we’re too. two as in too bad or believe too [much] excuse me pardon me forgive me this is difficult for those of you who are younger than the death of. just as we start reading the books which we get from tourists we celebrate something happens are we. happy now back. again from. dust to city of. always running [fivesevenfive] every portrait wants to be. golden we. sing the signs you. are only creating more and more. problems you. are weakening this. is an elegy

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Allison Zuckerman Please, oh Please, Stop Throwing Those Uppercuts

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Allison Zuckerman I Seant It!...And It Ain’t Natural

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Nate Adler A Hungarian Chess Match

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C<8EE< >8C< 8 J?8;FN LE;<I K?< FG<E JBP That cold morning, as I floated corpse-like across the leafy ground, a shadow under the open sky, I should have said something to you, something simple. But, instead, I died slowly as I walked along, back into the hungry throng. I remember the one time I did something right, it was when I was alive, but you, ashen and half-lost to the eternal Somewhere— and I said the right thing, knowing there was nothing right to say, and I pressed the right spot, soft under your Adam ribs— can you forgive me for dying on you this time? and can you love me for it?

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9I@KK8EP PFLE> E<N <E>C8E; I plow the shriveled pipe, a dental scrape on a sappy honey stick. Astute farmers grope raspberries and gooseberries, dimpled old faces. Sandy sea-salted skins wallow on the naked shore. Pallid Yankees stare as the ocean bears beach-goers, the bikinied edition of the rise of man from the primordial depths. Cocoa-creamed children tease their mothers, abduct anchored mollusks lapping on the shore. I am beached between this mental region and your face— the obstinate granules caught at the nail bed. Plate tectonics pull taut the latitude, my worn smile. Fault lines repel as the rift amplifies.

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held it up to the light so its contrast screams and landscape slips out of legs, lines loosing their endpoints against the sorry float down to site the peak ciched, pocketed, lens wiped. (On sight: See above, against, through. In.) Finished. oh to contain oh in a border inside body tissue paper

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A<== 8P8IJ 8 E@>?K 8K B8=B8ËJ When I awoke Saturday morning from unsettling dreams, I found myself changed into a monstrous vermin. It was then I promised myself that seriously, without a doubt, this would be the last time I’d sacrifice a night’s rest for an “emergency sleep-over” at Franz Kafka’s apartment. To tell you the truth, it wasn’t even the nominal fact that he had crafted me into a paper-mache insect while in the midst of my slumber—I’ve dealt with this before. No, the source of my despair lay in the way he employed his superfluous collection of only the most atrocious comic strips as he impishly molded me into a pasty vermin. Alas, it was my fate to have the mind-numbing chronicles of Rex Morgan, M.D., burned into my retinas as I floundered pathetically over the side of Franz’s top bunk. Looking past the hours it took to exhume myself from the chalky pile of splintered beetle, regardless of the ensuing nightmare that was once my body, my purpose is not to criticize Franz Kafka’s boisterous antics, but rather to explain to you that such a personality even exists within him. As I read through the critiques of Kafka by my contemporaries, I find myself altogether frustrated with this popular, and let me assure you, utterly bogus, “wet blanket” reputation that Kafka has been cursed with. The most common misconception about my friend of twenty-some odd years is that his temperament is altogether depressing and anxious—for in fact he is a rather talkative and sociable fellow. I think it suffices to say that a gloomy man could never have momentarily convinced me that the birthday cake he was making me was one part batter and the other parts rainbows, giggles and fairy dust (soon thereafter, I had a suspicious presentiment seeing only a gourmet slue of eggs, salt, and backwashed whiskey). Frequently, the content of Kafka’s writing falls under intense scrutiny and analysis, which is, as I discovered, simply amusing to him. “I’m not sure where exactly I was commenting on ‘man’s anxiety in the presence of an anonymous, ubiquitous enemy,’ frankly I think I fudged the last four chapters. Perhaps next time I’ll express my misanthropic rage through the point of view of a socially-retarded house-cat. At any rate, if any of this is left around for posterity, I’m sure some kid will find himself jamming pencils through his ears trying to figure it out,” he said in a playfully hostile tone. While he may laugh at those who ascribe such potency to his every word, that isn’t to say, that Kafka is not a clever man. When dining out last Tuesday evening, Kafka looked up at me mischievously from his redundant spaghetti noodle twirling, and immediately I recognized that rascally look in his eye. “My friend, if I may, I’d like to ask a favor of you. When this whole tuberculosis thing is done ravaging my body, I’d like all my works and scribbling destroyed. Of course, you needn’t have any intention of fulfilling this ++ The Penn Review


request—in fact, see to it that you don’t. But you just have to make it appear as if you’re acting alone and defying my dying wishes. I feel sure the public will then feel an ineffable desire to revere my works forever.” He continued to aimlessly toil with his spaghetti—it seemed he hadn’t been eating since the tuberculosis had worsened. He saw me carnally eyeing the wasted cuisine. “As for the tuberculosis, it’s not so bad. Despite what the doctor says, I think I could stomach a good meal.” “So why don’t you eat then?” “Because I simply can’t find any food that I like.”

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Jessie Hornung Stories From Laos

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Jessie Hornung Stories From Vietnam

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I want your pharmakon! Could you solicit me something in the same vein That’s less poisonous than the last prescription? Resurrect me, shadow dancer And shine on my illicit appendages— Pinned on, awkward tales of asses at birthday parties. Last time, the high was so fucking good, We were above this world and the next And I could see, I mean, you know, really, really see None of that phony nonsense. See, C’s at it again and its making me boat-sick. Slim, you lack a Real body this time You’re bound to crumble, cookie monstrosity. Lets whirl around the world. I’m coming to dig this etherized nightmare. L: Latent Laziness Loves Lofty Literary Lapses Laundry Later? My dear, you put a red sock in with the whites And washed away the insufferable brightness. Now we’re all wearing pink. Its cute! Please prescribe me a signifier for this post-modern condition Because my hangover won’t allow Me to think straight, and it’s throbbing. Melodrama suits me Blue balling Yes, yes! Pick your words as carefully as you pick your apples It’s not autumn, though, so something isn’t matching up In the equation, and 1 to 1 doesn’t work in this place. One, toot, enough.

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But the sky is still blue, and the water is too Except when it rains and the pond reflects That nothing-color. Ours was a fleeting love, but we knew that from the start. Speed and Machine: botched future thrust That yellow rollercoaster to hell, We took it down the throat, laughing in surreal enjoyment That was so sincere it burned. Next time, lets try and drop that dialectical ball Because its only fun when we miss the hoop. Bounce it back to me Check it in triple duple time— One-and, two-and, three-and We’re wired up and ready for takeoff But the engine’s exploded And everyone down below Thinks its just another star blown out hard One billion light-years ago

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Tenyana Anue Iguana

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John Evans Weight of the World

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