An absurt visualisation of having a narcissistic parent and living with its consequences. Wanting to belong,lookingforvalidation, asking to be liked leads to living my life cramped. InmybicycleparadiseIimmerse myself in bright colours and seek for the nonsense of understanding. Or some way to build better looking muscles.
storyteller & design Megan van engelen Photography & edit Annika Hagen @Kaatjeziet graphic design clothing James Whistler regie Megan van Engelen & stefan droger Model Lotte zuidema special thanks mama caitlynn schijff martina parhan iris zegwaard roomil putrus & de rode winkel Sophie von behren Velodrome sportpark amsterdam