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I also noted that not all people like thrillers. Some people like them and this says much about these people. I suspect that an astrological design of the people is influencing much their preference for thrillers. Also how much their mind is fragmented, how much of restricted anger do they keep inside. I noticed many times that after I have been subjected to harm physical or mental by others, I was attracted to violence in movies. Watching movies with some action and violence felt pleasant and healing, especially if there was a positive resolution. I don’t really know if this was really healing long term, but there was a sense of recovery right away. Also alcohol helped much to tolerate harm done by others and by the system. I stopped using the alcohol because I realized that it messes up my energies. After learning Reiki healing I realized that alcohol is interfering with my healing and self-healing abilities. Even smoking seems to remove some protection and expose me to negative energy influences, so I don’t do alcohol and smoking anymore.

On other hand, it really depends on the work, level of trouble and needs. Smoking tobacco certainly helps short term, it increases my attention span and helps tolerate unpleasant work. I used to smoke when writing grant applications: I smoked every time I wrote a grant application. Now, I know better to avoid smoking since it harms me middle term bringing 236