What If? Emily Uss They vary from big to small, But none of them can be answered in one sentence Because that would be too easy. What am I going to be when I grow up? Or what will be my major for college? Why does she favor them over me? Is it me? Or them? Or even her? And it’s because I have been going to progressive schools for my entire life, That I ask myself “Why?” I think about things like this too much, But I have to The answers to these questions are going to determine who I’m going to be And it’s not fair Why can’t I go back And live life differently? It would make me so happy To know that I decided something with every possible outcome in mind But then again, I always tell myself to live life in the moment, But sometimes I wonder, What if? What if my overthinking prevents myself from being something great? What if she favored me and not them? What if I choose the wrong college? But I lock them up, turn the key, and continue on.
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