Fighting an Unknown Battle by Porschia T. Guess This was my story. I was going along with life, as I knew it to be normal, when one day; I discovered that I had been enlisted in a war that I never signed up for. I’d always known that the enemy sought to keep me from my destiny, but this time he went for blood. He attacked the one area of my life that I thought was untouchable. The enemy went back to my childhood and dug up oppressions that I’d already overcome; they were now taunting me. Here I was battling low self-esteem, depression, rejection, and abandonment. I was heartbroken. I wanted answers. Why me? I became angry, outraged, and wanted revenge... But God said, “No.” I told God if He didn’t help me, I was going to lose my mind. Immediately, the Holy Ghost brought Philippians 2:5,Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus, to my remembrance. If I was going to persevere, I had to have the mind of Christ. I had to lose my mind in order to maintain my sanity! When I understood this concept, I began to study God’s Word more, pray harder, praise intensely, and worship like a woman gone mad. I had gone to war. Ready! Aim! Fire! Things kept happening, but I kept going. I became a wounded warrior, but I never quit fighting. Although I’ve overcome that battle, I’m still fighting in the war. However, this time, I’m guarded and no matter what happens, I will not fret. I will not become weary in well doing. I won’t relent because purpose won’t let me quit. Just like me, someone else needs to be reminded, that whatever it is you’re facing, you can handle it. Cast your cares on Him because He cares about the things concerning you. When the enemy comes in like a flood, the Spirit of the Lord will step in and raise a standard. He’s your banner of protection, and He will never leave nor forsake you. Even in what seems He is with you always. Just remember, whatever your test, you’ve got IT, because He I just preached to myself...
to be your darkest hour, He’s there. Behold, got you!
About Porschia T. Guess the Author: Porschia T. Guess is married to Rashed C. Guess, Sr. and they have four wonderful children- Adeyla Guess, 11; Rashed C. Guess, Jr., 10; Csiairé A. Guess, 4; R’Chai A. Guess, 2. They are natives of St. Petersburg, FL, now reside in Atlanta, GA. Porschia is known for setting atmospheres of worship and making the presence of the Lord known while her husband is a warrior minstrel on the stringed instruments. She is currently getting ready to release her debut single entitled, Never Leave Me Lonely, produced by none other than her husband. Keep your eyes and ears open for this pure sound of worship.
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K.I.S.H. Magazine | Spring/Summer 2016