wish me luck!
I THINK A LOT A B O U T TRYING TO BE BETTER, BUT IN ALL HONESTY, I’M NOT SO SURE THINKING ABOUT IT IS DOING ALL THAT MUCH
i have been thinking about tremendous pressure for weeks - about how i live in a room and need to do everything in the room and that is who i am. i become the room. the room and i melt into each other. the room is a candle and i, a curious five year old, dip my fingers into the hot wax and pick it off over and over again. the room and i are one, sitting on a swingset. the room and i go to the beach and hold hands. the room and i lay flowers on each others’ graves. he puts sunflowers on my tomb. i hate him.
this comes as no surprise…………
sure isn’t easy, though!
was it something i said?
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good luck!