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SOMETHING TO REMEMBER “One of my favorite Becky May, Kaylee Schaffer, McKenna Mathews, Celine Carlton memories is getting my car stuck on the beach during my hall retreat. Being from California, I was amazed that I could actually drive on the beach, which the Oregonians thought was no big deal. Long story short, we got stuck on the beach, lost our ice cream cones, witnessed the death of a bird, and had to be towed by a random man who wanted some money. My advice: drive on the sand only if you know how.” - McKenna Mathews
“Some of my favorite memories have come from travelling with Corban. I was able to do AMBEX and travel Europe, as well as be an RA in South Africa for Camp 10. In fact, I have never travelled internationally without the trip being a Corban trip. When I was in Ireland during AMBEX, I did a bike tour of Killarney Ireland. A group of us decided to rent bikes and travel out to the local castle. It was pouring rain, and we were so cold, but it was so pretty that we really did not mind much. On our way to the castle, we stopped to see the ruins of an old church and cemetary. While we were there, a group of horses came up from a nearby field and let us pet them.” -Bradley Trull
“Being who God made you to be is a gift, so press on to know Him, and He will show you your true self. Being made more like Christ doesn’t mean we will look more like each other. If people look down on you for who you are, remember that people hate what they don’t understand. People are afraid of what they don’t understand. Don’t let people make you feel like a problem to be fixed, you’re a person, not a problem.” -Bryson Gobel
“My advice for students is to find the balance between schoolwork and a personal life. I think one of my favorite memories is receiving support from professors when I wanted to study abroad. They encouraged me to pursue it, and I ended up becoming more independent due to the experience. Thanks to their support, I was able to grow personally and spiritually, while also experiencing new cultures.” -Lisa White
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R. A. Sam Baggenstos’ hall members in Balyo, were the 2015 Lumberjack Games champions. “We were the first Balyo hall to ever win the Lumberjack Games. We worked hard to win, and it was thanks to the efforts of everyone in the hall.” -Robert Chang
“I’ll never forget traveling around Europe, staying in hostels, eating too much good food and seeing new things every day.” -Maddie Tapp
p. 4 - Women of Grit conference encourages perseverance
p. 6-7 - A year in review: big discussions, changes and celebrations
p. 8 - Emotional support animals help several students on campus
p. 11 - Second annual Golden Warrior Awards honor standout-athletes
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Brianna Ashmore VP of Marketing & Communication Why are you passionate about serving through ASB? I’m passionate about serving on ASB because I want to help make students feel included in the Corban community, engaged in what’s happening on campus, aware of what occurs in ASB, and invested in personally.
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Editorial: Let’s cultivate ‘Fruit’ instead of success So, you’re burnt out? There are only two weeks left of school and honestly, are you surprised? The year passed quickly, but the finesse of the clock doesn’t mean we don’t feel every single second in our knotted shoulders and pen-calloused fingers. We worked hard to get here, and we should celebrate that – in two weeks, of course. But when the partying begins, let’s not get too caught up; there’s something difficult we need to talk about. We need to talk about where our work ethics stem from and the value we place on success. Often, instead of letting our joy in Christ lead to hard work, we force our hard work to lead to joy. Friends, we have it backward. Galatians 5:22-23 reminds us, “The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law.” As believers, we can be confident that our fruitful lives will yield these things. Do you notice which words aren’t there, though? Busyness. Success. Career. Work ethic. Those words, according to God, aren’t outcomes of the Spirit in our lives. It is true that a fruitful life will lead to a strong work ethic, but we must stop viewing work as a means to an end. If we live Spirit-filled lives, our fruits will encourage us to work hard and enjoy God’s goodness. We have to ask ourselves these questions, too: When did work and enjoying God’s goodness become mutually exclusive? When did
Staff Column: Let’s hear it for the old folks!
My position juggles a lot of different responsibilities, and the work I do is very public. It can feel like a lot of pressure, but it’s also a lot of fun.
What is the most influential advice you have ever been given? My youth pastor once told me that relationships are the most important thing in life. Only the people around us are eternal and will last when everything else fades away. Therefore, if loving God and the people around me is not my priority, the rest of my pursuits are ultimately without purpose.
What song would you sing at karaoke night? I would sing the song “Close to You” by the Carpenters.
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we start cultivating success instead of joy? Career goals instead of peace? Good grades instead of health? God wants us to live healthy lives, and that includes taking care of our bodies. This means we must be patient with ourselves. We must be kind to our minds and take breaks when we need breaks. We need sleep. We need refreshment and rest. We need the Sabbath. On numerous occasions, Jesus talks about giving us rest, but He never talks about busyness. Not once does He proclaim that we should glorify burning ourselves out for the “sake of the Kingdom.” That was never part of the plan. He and his disciples worked very hard to accomplish their goals and fulfill their responsibilities, but their achievements were never put before spiritual health. They slept. They participated in celebrations and ceremonies and feasts. They took breaks when they needed them. And that’s because they worked, not for the sake of success, but because they were filled with love for God and because they bore good fruit. We are all tired, and we should be excited about what we’ve accomplished this year. But as we go about our summers, and, as we begin whatever work we have next, let us always remember why we are working and who we are working for. When we remember that, we experience true fulfillment, true success. “And whatever you do, in word or deed, do everything in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him” (Colossians 3:17).
relegates the role of the elderly to a recliner was gathered to his people.” in the living room, baking cookies and rapGod called Abraham later in his life and idly dying. continued to work through him and Sarah The saddest part about our negligent atti- until their deaths. tude toward the elderly is that we do not alBut Abraham is not the only example. ways treat them as valuable people who can Moses was 80 years old when God spoke to still be used powerfully by God. From their him at the burning bush; Aaron was 83 when recliners. From their he went before Pharaoh; homes. From their stoElizabeth and Zechariah But God does not see ries. were “advanced in years” But God does not when they had John the elderly people the see elderly people the Baptist; the prophetess same way we do. In same way we do. In Anna was over 84 years fact, He consistentold when she finally saw fact, He consistently ly uses older people Jesus; John was near the uses older people to to start His work and end of his life when he change the course of wrote Revelation. start His work and history. It’s true that we as the change the course of Abraham and Sarah young people have the poare two of the most obtential to be world-changhistory. vious examples. Abraers. We know the influham was called to leave ence a change in thinking his homeland when he was 75 years old; he can have on society. We need to prioritize entered into a covenant with God, and his changing the way our elderly are viewed in name was changed at 99; Sarah was 90 when our world. We need to listen to their wisGod promised her a son. Even though Abra- dom, share the gospel with those who do ham lived a lot longer than we do today, 75 not believe, cherish their advice and invest years is a long time to wait for God’s calling. in their potential. Genesis 25:7-8 tells us, “These are the days The elderly are also the world-changers, of the years of Abraham’s life: 175 years. the justice warriors, the missionaries, the Abraham breathed his last and died at a pastors, the evangelists and the entrepregood old age, an old man full of years, and neurs. They are worth our time.
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By Ashlyn Rollins Editor-in-Chief
I’ve been thinking about old people a lot lately. My senior research paper was about malnutrition and dehydration in nursing homes, and I have spent hours poring over stories about the abuses nursing home residents face. They are countless. It is exhausting, frustrating and disheartening. It isn’t trendy to talk about old people. People would rather talk about hot-button political issues like immigration, gun control or human trafficking. People get uncomfortable when we talk about how poorly the elderly are treated in our country. They don’t want to admit it. Society speaks often of the younger generations as the world-changers, the justice warriors, the missionaries, the pastors, the evangelists and the entrepreneurs, and it
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The difficult necessity of vulnerability
By Parker Hollingshead Guest Writer
“Strength.” When I hear this word, a collection of superheroes pop into my head. You know — the impervious kind, with really cool superpowers and macho catchphrases. When they’re fighting off evil, they’re almost oblivious to danger entirely. In reality, though, different people are simply trying to do well in life and that kind of naïve avoidance of danger doesn’t appear to exist. We’re broken people living in a fallen world, scared of what it means to truly find strength through vulnerability. Unless we admit our weaknesses, we’ll never truly find strength. Pride has no place in healing because our human strength, unlike superhero strength, comes only after we lay our cards out on the table, leaving everything – every unspoken thought, every sin and every fear – before God. We have to remember: God is playing this
game with us. He will not move to strike us down, but will enlighten us, so that we may work for his glory. Once we admit our weaknesses, we then can say to the only One who can give us the power to keep on, “I give up. Without you, God, I can’t do it.” The strongest people I know have been in the some of the most broken and painful places. These people are my true role models. Yet, when I tell them how strong they are and want so badly for them to see themselves how I see them, they respond humbly. One of them once said to me about her strength: “No, I’m not. I am weak. I don’t know what I’m doing or where I’m going. I just know I can’t do it on my own.” There! That’s it. Strength. The idea of strength being revealed in our weakness and humility is all over the Bible. James 4:6 reminds us, “God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble.” His grace — the unmerited favor we receive through faith — is like a well of strength. It helps us to remember that, although we shouldn’t be oblivious to any threat, we can rest assured that he has already given us the victory. I want to offer a word of encouragement: If you’re struggling with something and it feels like you can’t move until you get it off your chest, please, feel free to lay your cards down on the table. Be vulnerable. Don’t be afraid to express your brokenness. It’s not a sign of weakness, but a sign that you’re ready to let him in, so that he can renew your strength. You’re not the only broken one. We’re all working toward healing and true humility. It’s how we get closer to God — our only source of true strength.
Overcoming challenges in US
By Arso Gombo Guest Writer
In January 2016, I came to Salem, Oregon, from Wamena, Papua. It was freezing cold. Before I came to America, I had never experienced this weather that surprised me. I faced several challenges when I moved to America, such as weather, food, language, culture and lifestyle. All of these were the hardest things I faced. First, weather was one of the hardest things, because there is a big difference between America and Papua. In fact, America has four different seasons: summer, winter, fall and spring, but Papua has only two seasons: wet and dry. When I was in Papua, I often wore a coat, but ever since I came to Corban, I have worn two layers of clothing. In America, summer is really hot, and winter is really cold, but in Papua seasons are opposite. Second, food is one of the hardest things to adjust to because my stomach needed to adapt to American food. Papuan food and American food are totally different because the main foods in America include ham-
burgers, pizza, bread, salad, etc. In contrast, the basic foods of Papua are sweet potatoes, rice, papeda, kao-kao, etc. I was not able to acclimate to American foods as fast as my Papuan friends. The third challenge I faced was the language barrier. The English language was also hard to learn because English has such a wide range of vocabulary; for example, in English the same words often have two meanings, such as the word “right,” which is a direction and also means to choose good, not bad. Developing language skills is hard, and I have been confused many times. When I was in Indonesia, I learned some English vocabulary, but there is a big difference between actually knowing words and speaking the language. When I first came to America, I could not speak English well. One time I spoke to my American friends, but they could not understand, so I had to spell the word, and then they were able to understand me. The last challenges I faced were culture and lifestyle differences. All Americans wear clothes, but some Papuans still wear traditional clothing called koteka and sally, traditional clothes for the indigenous Papuan tribes. Koteka are made out of gourd for men, and sallys are made from a special grass for women. The family living situations are also different. In Papua, families live together and depend on each other, while in America, families live separately. In Papua, extended families all live in the same home. While I faced numerous challenges, I was able to conform to a new culture, very different weather, food, language and lifestyle. I have learned to always be willing to face new challenges.
Should we interact with depravity, sin in creating art?
By Tim Ethell Guest Writer
Why should we care about sin in our art? Here is a rhetorical counter-question: why would God write the Bible if we were not supposed to interact with, and combat, depravity? Of all people, why is it that Christians are the most afraid of sin? We Christians read a holy text that is saturated in stories of sin. How do we interact with such biblical stories as the rape of Tamar? Or the murder of Abel? Or Abraham’s mistrust of God’s providence by siring Ishmael with Hagar? It is through facing these sad truths that God’s providence and wisdom seep into our lives. This is one area in which the evangelical, Protestant church (to which I belong) has forgotten the importance of art in the believer’s life. By interacting with difficult issues, the Holy Spirit ministers to us and weaves into our consciences a deeper understanding of who God is and how He is redeeming us. Our job as Christians is to understand the importance of beauty in the midst of sin and to actively point to Jesus. This is no longer an issue of stating the cliché; it is an issue of engaging with the redemptive power of Jesus Christ in our vi-
sual culture. Here are some questions that cut to the issue along with some answers I see in the Scriptures: So what is art? Plato was partially right. God did make the ideal. We see it throughout Genesis chapter one. When God spoke, physical things came into being; those things were given names; those things were given conceptual (spiritual?) meaning. In fact, God spoke creation into existence (Gen 1:3, 5-6, 8-11, 14-15, 20, 22, 24), and then He called it “good” (Gen 1:3, 10, 12, 18, 21, 25). And this ideal included physical, linguistic (worded/named) and conceptual reality. When God created humankind, He gave us physical form, making male and female humans from the already “good” earth (Gen 1:27, 2:7, 21-22). He named mankind: Adam. Man and woman were created with a conceptual, spiritual, beautiful side in the likeness of God’s spiritual side, as God breathed his breath into them (Gen 2:7). We as humans were given the ability to do three types of things: create, or repurpose things from the already good earth; name those things; and conceptualize these things, as we form words about and relate to our creations. In a sense, art starts from the heart (Luke 6:45). Art is how we relate to God and the world around us. Art is hopefully the creation of beauty produced as we live out the Imago Dei in us. So what is beauty? My great uncle, a photographer for the U.S. military, was assigned to take original photos at Auschwitz. Somehow, my father ended up with a copy of some of the photos from that assignment. I nearly heave every time my dad pulls out that photo album. It smells like mothballs and has a horribly generic title: “Family Album.” But I know that tucked inside it is black and white evidence of depravity — the gory proof that humans are fallible and destroy each other in gruesome ways. The horrors around us that haunt our souls and
mar our world make the truth so much brighter. Good art points those of us inside that horror toward the beauty that is found in the truth. Good and timeless art unifies the three aspects of creativity in truth. As Christians, we know truth is found in Jesus (John 14:6) and the Bible is true. Good art allows us as humans to grapple with that truth, even if, at times, that truth is really ugly. The rape of Tamar, for instance, is one of those ugly stories that accounts for the cyclical, domino effect that sin has on humanity. If I were asked to interpret the rape of Tamar as an artist, I would not paint the explicit act. That would be inappropriate and would create a piece of art shrouded in a singular physical representation: sin. On the contrary, I would paint the emotional and psychological damage of the act, showing how the consequences of David’s sin with Bathsheba cycled down through his children. (Sin begets sin.) I would paint the chilling, grey expression of the violated Tamar, the ashamed fire in her father David’s eyes, the mourning reflected in the eyes of Bathsheba, God’s judgement upon Amnon and the revenge broiling over in the eyes of Absalom. I would reveal the truth that God hates sin. Good art speaks—even if the language we read in it is not through words, but through emotional, psychological and painted forms. Good art speaks to my need for truth: that I am broken and I need Jesus continually. As Christians, we get to understand and live in that truth, in the one Who is our source of beauty (Rom 1:16). We are intentionally made to live within that ideal, and we find beauty within our relationships with Jesus who redeems us and repurposes us (2 Cor 5:17-21). But what should our relationship be to art that depicts depravity? First, all art is an opportunity for us to engage with truth, yet we must be wary as we do so. The postmodern philosophy of “follow your heart”
should be rephrased as “follow your conscience” (Rom 1:25). Second, viewing art in community allows us to grow conscious of our viewing habits. I sometimes have to go to art museums and movies with friends. Although the introvert in me screams at this activity, it is helpful to have “art appreciation buddies” who will help me keep my conversation and mind wise as I take in many messages. It is important to find someone, or some persons, who will help us process and think through what art is being consumed (Rom. 6). In this way, it is integral for the Church to understand the value of art and encourage the body of believers to engage in it carefully, so that through it we may practice our righteousness together (Rom 6:15-23). By empowering our Church as a community to engage in art, we give the Holy Spirit room to work in our hearts individually. Whether we like it or not, we still have to realize that we are each living pieces of art made to create and experience the repurposing of our own selves by our Creator. This human desire to understand beauty exposes a deeper need for purpose. The postmodern epidemic of throwing out rules has created a culture within the Church that craves meaning (John 18:36-38). This yearning for desire naturally allows the Church to actively illustrate the redemption we have found in Jesus. Art has the ability to transcend the political, racial and even cultural barriers. Thus, art is integral to personal and community restoration. Good art shows broken people the limits of the miniscule purpose they can find in messages divergent from God’s word. I leave you with these questions, as you engage with the truth of the gospel and practice your Imago Dei: Who are you listening to? Who is listening to or watching you? How are you bringing beauty into the space God has you in right now?
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Women of Grit opens eyes, inspires Jeslyn Pool Staff Writer
Pam Teschner, Associate Provost for Academics, prayed straight out of Ephesians 1:18 to open Corban’s Women of Grit conference on April 5: “I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which He has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in his holy people.” Over 200 women attended, the majority were Corban students and staff, but many visitors came as well. The theme of this third annual Women of Grit was perseverance. Teschner spoke for an hour, sharing pieces of her personal testimony, and gave the women in the audience advice. “Suffering is the ground on which perseverance grows,” Teschner said. Amity Duke appreciated hearing wisdom from someone older than she. “I felt like her story went really well with the theme of hope, since it kind of showed that no matter what position you are in, you can have hope that one day you will get out of it and end up in a great place in your life, as Pam did,” Duke said. “Having hope isn’t pointless. Eventually it does work out in the end.” Following the first hour, small groups discussed questions together and prayed for each other. In a 10-minute video, Corban men gave heartfelt messages to encourage the women of Corban and remind them they are valued on this campus. “I just liked hearing what guys had to say,” Alicia Uchytil said. “and hearing them honestly speak about what [the men] wanted to say to women.” Following the group discussion and vid-
eo, Erna Hackett, author of the blog Feisty Thoughts, spoke out of Luke. Focusing on the needs of the women present at the conference, her goal was to help them find where they needed healing and how Jesus was the answer to all healing. Hackett discussed the woman in Luke 8 who reached out to touch the hem of Jesus’ robes to find her healing. “What’s getting her there is desperation and a small amount of hope,” Hackett said. Hope was a big topic of discussion for the evening, as hope is often the only thing that carries people through times of suffering and offers them the ability to persevere. “Hope,” Teschner said. “H-O-P-E: Hold On Pain Ends.” In the final discussion time, one visiting woman shared about needing hope while her brother struggled through addiction and how
the only place to find that hope was in Christ. Other women shared about the personal pain they were waiting for to end, the uncertainty of the future, the extreme stress of the present, abusive relationships and struggling through self-worth after difficult diagnoses. “He spoke to me,” Teschner said, “and He revealed Himself to me. There is a part of God that can only be seen in the darkness.” A few women at the conference said they felt the prayer at the beginning had been answered. As in Ephesians, they felt the eyes of their hearts were enlightened so that they could know the hope to which He called them. The purpose of this evening, according to ASB President Helena Miller, was “to hear truth about what God says about women and to create space to be vulnerable and respond to this truth.”
For years, the university has been recognized as one of the safest universities in Oregon, partly because Corban has never experienced a shooting or life-threatening event. But are we immune? Are we ready? With recent and consistent school shootings throughout the country, “We can’t be prepared enough,” Mike Roth, director of Campus Safety, said. According to the Corban Emergency Guide – which can be found at inside.corban.edu under “Campus Safety” – students should take certain steps if they receive a warning of an active shooter on campus. Running is the first defense. “Run from the area if possible,” Roth said. “If that is not an option, hide from the shooter. Take shelter inside a building, closing and locking doors and windows, turning off lights, closing blinds and curtains, and staying away from windows. Silence your cell phone and call or text 911 for help. If you are not able to stay hidden, improvise a weapon with whatever is around you to fight back.” In dorms, propping doors open is not allowed, as it could give way for a dangerous persons to barricade themselves inside a building. It’s unfortunate that most people must experience a fearful moment themselves before
One of the engines on Southwest flight 1380 blew out on April 17 as the aircraft was making its way to Dallas, Texas. Seven people were treated for minor injuries, while one was pronounced dead at the scene. Passengers in the plane say the woman who died was partially sucked out near the hole that the engine created. Authorities are currently unaware of the reason the engine blew, causing the plane to make an emergency landing in Philadelphia.
‘Just show up for one more mile’ Desiree Linden, two time Olympian, was the first American female to take the women’s first place title at the Boston Marathon since 1985. In an interview with The Boston Globe, Linden said she had thought about quitting the race, but told herself to “show up for one more mile,” and she did — taking second place overall. Photo by Michaela Sanderson Students gathered for a night of worship and teaching at the second annual Women of Grit conference.
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they feel the need to prepare for it, Roth said. “Students should read the emergency guide we’ve put together but remember it’s general,” he said. “When you give somebody else your responsibility for your safety, you’re less safe. We’ve made resources available to help start the conversation but safety is everybody’s individual responsibility.” Roth recommends that students think through their schedules and make their own plans, asking themselves specific questions: What am I going to do if an earthquake strikes while I’m driving? What am I going to do if my dorm room is on fire? What am I going to do if I get an alert about an active shooter while I’m walking outside?, among other scenarios. Specifically, with the threat of an active shooter, it is critical that students know to speak to Campus Safety, even if just to report any negative feeling about an individual, Roth said. In many cases of shootings, some individuals were suspicious of a person who posed a threat, but didn’t feel comfortable reporting. As the saying goes, “Better safe than sorry,” Roth said. “And we keep information as discreet as possible,” he said. Roth has been trained through a nationally recognized and sought-after threat-assessment program started and practiced by the Salem Keizer school district. In other words, he has access to tools to identify a dangerous
person. Students are encouraged to go to him if suspicious of any warning signs. “Trust your instincts,” he said. While the majority of Oregon higher education campuses restrict the carrying of firearms on their campuses, even by officers, Corban is different. “We are armed and will respond to active threats,” Roth confirmed. Erica Glavnik, Campus Safety supervisor, warns students trusting social media post from other students in the situation of a shooter. “When an incident is actively occurring, don’t get caught up in the reaction of others online,” she said. “Often in the cases of emergencies, a lot of wrong information is spread. Trust Campus Safety or official resources like updates from the police.” While the Corban emergency text messaging alerts are currently part of an opt-in system – with only half of the students receiving these alerts – the system will change this fall to an opt-out system. All students will receive emergency alerts unless they choose to unsubscribe. The available emergency guide also references what students should do in case of a fire, bomb threat, flood or other situations. TV monitors throughout campus will also provide information in an emergency.
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Starbucks criticized after racial dispute Starbucks is planning to close 8,000 company-owned businesses for an afternoon next month to educate their employees about racial bias after two African-American men at a Philadelphia Starbucks were arrested. The men asked to use the restroom but weren’t purchasing anything, leading a Starbucks employee to refuse their request if they didn’t purchase something. The men didn’t leave, but sat at a table inside the store. The police were called, and the two men were arrested for trespassing. The controversial arrests sparked outrage and protests in the city earlier this week.
Hilltop print wins Award of Excellence For the first time in Corban’s history, The Hilltop, the university’s student newspaper, took the Award of Excellence at the Evangelical Press Association’s conference in early April held in Orlando, Florida. The Hilltop took this honor, topping other universities that included California Baptist, Cedarville and John Brown Universities, among others. Editor-in-chief Ashlyn Rollins and Managing Editor Charlotte Van Werven were overwhelmed by the award. “It felt surreal to find out we won this award at the EPA Convention,” said Van Werven, who attended the conference. ”It’s a big honor for a small paper like The Hilltop, and we are extremely proud of all the hard work everyone put in to achieve this.”
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ASB Cabinet 2018-2019 1. Why did you run for office? 2. What are you most looking forward to next year? 3. What do you hope to accomplish? 4. If you had just won the Nobel Peace Prize, what would the first sentence of your speech be? 5. Velcro or light-up shoes? Morgan Schmidt: President 1. I ran for office because I have loved serving on ASB so far and wanted the privilege of leading the team next year. I desire to see the members of ASB use their varied God-given gifts to accomplish our mission, which is to encourage student involvement, validate individual voices, and promote servanthood. We are here for the students, and I want that to be known and utilized. 2. I am looking forward to the new team, the new school year, and the joys and challenges we will be presented with. ASB is in a unique position where we attempt to navigate the pulse of the student body and its needs and act on it. I am excited to see what that’ll entail this next year. 3. Something I hope to do next year is to implement more ways in which we can ensure that the voice of the students is actually heard and represented by ASB on a variety of different matters. I am not sure what that looks like yet, but I am excited to find out! 4. It would probably be a joke about how short I am compared to the podium — that’s usually how it goes. 5. Velcro. They’re extra enough, but not too extra. Aric Wood: Vice President 1. It’s all a question of where can God do the best work with you right now. I had a lot of conversations this year about whether or not I was going to run again, and there was no guarantee that I was. What sealed the deal was the housing policy and the reminder to everyone at Corban that this place is better when students are active in policy conversations. Boring maybe, but exactly where God has commanded me to be. 2. Lots of learning opportunities this year when it came to the ASB Senate. Next year I really think I can make the Senate a real force for students on this campus, making sure there is money for community activities and speaking up for under-represented groups on Campus. Next year is going to be a really exciting time to watch the Senate. 3. I am looking forward to outsourcing as much of ASB as possible to the student community. I think that we, as an institution on campus, have struggled with being good representatives. Doubly so for international students and others who don’t feel quite fully apart of our culture. Inviting as many students into the conversation as possible is a must for me personally next year. 4. Lord, kill my pride and if need be take me with it. 5. I. Am. A. Grown. Man. ... of course, velcro.
Lea Huizenga: Vice President of Finance and Administration 1. I chose to run for ASB for a chance to contribute to Corban in an active way. The position gives me a chance to do what I love, for a place that I love. It works out great! 2. I am most looking forward to all the learning that will take place next year. The position I will be in requires a lot of detailed and accurate work. I’m excited for this challenge, and the opportunity to tackle it with such an amazing team by my side! 3. In this job, consistency is a very good thing. Unlike my fellow cabinet members, it will be my job to leave room for as little change as possible. Sure, I want to make sure we have the most efficient accounting system we can, however, consistency is the best way to ensure accuracy. I hope to accurately keep track of your money and ensure that it is being used in the best way possible. 4. The first sentences of my Nobel Peace Prize speech would be these: “Oh my goodness, I totally didn’t expect to win this! Let me quickly pull out my speech notes.” 5. Both! You get function and fashion. How great is that?!
Joshua Gillis: Vice President of Marketing and Communications 1. I decided to run for office because I have been impressed by the involvement of the Associated Student Body this past year. The leadership served a great role in my acclimation to life here at Corban, and I want to help pass that on to the next class of freshmen. 2. I am excited to serve in an administrative capacity and see how my personality and skillset will contribute to the environment of next year’s ASB team. I really enjoy pursuing different communication streams, and I can’t wait to see how I will get to assist the students as we move into next semester. I am also excited to work with my team and get to know them better. 3. The short answer for this is that I want to glorify God through my work and encourage student involvement by making the ASB activities and decisions more transparent and exciting. More specifically, though, I want to do right by my team, co-cabinet members and the rest of the student body. We all have something to share as we work jointly to make this campus inviting and full of good Christian fellowship. This is a job for all of the students, and I want to encourage them as best I can. 4. Who decides who gets this thing? 5. Light up shoes, because I have a strong and passionate basic streak with a tendency toward being as extra as possible.
Taren Ikea-Mario: Vice President of Student Initiatives 1. I ran for office, again, because I want see the changes I’m making all the way through. I also want to better equip the future initiative branches and those involved in clubs. The potential is abundant; it just needs to be fully tapped into and be guided by direction. That’s what I hope to do next year! 2. I’m looking forward to getting to serve with ASB again and being able to work with the great people in Student Life. 3. I hope the clubs are more well known. It has been difficult this year, but I think this next year will be better yet because I’m coming in with more knowledge about my branch and how it operates. 4. Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet, tea — susie asado. 5. Light up shoes. What I mean by this is that they glow in the dark. That would be cool!
Eugene Song: Vice President of Student Ministries 1. I ran for office because I saw it as an opportunity to serve the community of Corban in a way that is unique and opportunity-filled. The Student Ministries position will be an exciting endeavor and step for me, as I continue searching for ways for God to use my gifts in the student community. 2. I believe God is moving through the student body of Corban in a way that is calling for steadfast believers and perseverant hearts. I am excited for how Corban University’s spiritual life will grow and how it will impact those within the community and around it. 3. Initially, I struggled in accepting this opportunity to run for the Student Ministries position. I felt ill-prepared and insufficient to fulfill what I believed God was calling me to do through such a daunting task. Yet, as I was going through my first semester, it became apparent to me that I was not alone. I didn’t have it all together any more than those around me, and I don’t believe God ever calls someone to a task that he/she can fulfill on his/her own. Using this position God has blessed me with, my goal is to make intentionality an end goal for each student when interacting with others, making the most of the time we have with each other and seeking to cultivate and empower one another spiritually. 4. I could never be more undeserving of a gift like this because it’s only through the transforming power of His love that I have inspired others. 5. Um... I think that question should be reworded. “Light-up or lit shoes?” Light up shoes for the win.
Jake DeVries: Community Engagement 1. I ran for office because I wanted to make a difference in our Corban and Salem communities. I think Corban can make a huge impact in Salem for Jesus. 2. I’m looking forward to hearing more from students about what they want to accomplish in the community this next year. 3. I hope to see a change in Corban’s view of our community and a change in Salem’s view of Corban. I want Corban to be known as the university that serves and cares for its community. 4. We’ve accomplished a lot, but there is still more to be done. 5. Velcro because when I’m bored I can play with it.
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B On Oct. 1, 2017, numerous Americans died at a country music festival when a shooter caused modern history’s most deadly mass shooting to Las Vegas. It also directly affected a few Corban students. “I was stunned,” Devin Desmond, of Henderson, Nevada, said. “In high school, people would always talk about worrying the Strip would get hit, and now it was real. I spent the rest of that day texting my friends, making sure everyone I knew was okay at least physi-
cally.” “When I first heard about the shooting, a wave of horror washed over me and a giant knot formed in my stomach,” Hope Evans, who is from Las Vegas, said. “You always hear about this kind of thing on the news, but it seemed surreal that it could happen to my hometown, a place I went to for concerts and field trips. A place I lived 20 minutes away from, a place I drove by all the time.”
A new agricultural concentration was announced for the 2018-19 school year. The agribusiness program is designed to help students develop skills to cultivate land and produce food for the masses, according to Griff Lindell, dean of the Hoff School of Business. “We are in the Willamette Valley. This is God’s right
After a decade, AMBEX, the study abroad program based in Regensburg, Germany, will no longer be offered to Corban students due to a lack of interest. Although AMBEX is leaving Corban, students who attended continue to appreciate the program. “AMBEX was so amazing and worth it, because of the travel experience paired with relevant academic studies,” Crystal Reifschneider, who went
to AMBEX in fall semester of 2016, said. “Dr. Wilson played a huge part in this because we were able to study literature from the countries we were visiting and relate this information to our travels. He brought the literature to life through the environment and experiences.” “It was a fantastic program, and, hopefully, something similar will rise from the ashes,” Wilson said.
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Avery Phillips, Holly Nygren, Serena Koch, Joey Weaver, Grace McDonald, McKinlee Ford, Ivy Catledge and Bradley Gundlach pose like Martin Luther in Wittenberg, Germany.
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place and time, and we are situated to meet a need,” Lindell said. Corban will be the only Christian university to offer such a program on the West Coast. It will require six hours of internship credit, along with science and business classes. Fifteen new students are needed for the program to begin.
On March 14, the first “assessment day” replaced morning classes for students. The intention was to obtain accurate feedback about how Corban is doing a sa whole. Students took a variety of tests and surveys, according to their year in school.
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Student Life has implemented a text-in reporting method for students and staff to respond to sexual assault, harassment or discrimination. Anyone who sends the key phrase “not alone” to 41411 will receive an automated response to let them know their report has been received. “The main concern is that peo-
Student Life notified students in January that the on-campus housing policy would change to a juniorive in requirement. “As students coming nto this school, we know hings can change, but so many people planned out what they were going to do with their money careully, so they’re being good stewards of their finances,” Amanda Dewart said. On March 15, however, Brenda Roth, VP of Stu-
dent Life, sent out an email announcing to students that fall 2018 enrollment projects had improved. “Therefore, the President’s Cabinet has agreed that for the 2018-19 academic year, we will continue functioning under the current housing policy,” Roth said. Roth also noted in the email that the discussion about student involvement in policy development would continue.
dents were notified on March via email by Associate Provost Enrollment Management Chris ter that general education rerements have changed. These nges include: educing general education rerements from 69 to 60 credit rs educing Bible and theology rerements to 18 credit hours
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ple know it’s not anonymous,” said Brenda Roth, VP of Student Life and Title IX coordinator. “We don’t want anyone feeling blindsided when we are able to reply to them,” Roth added. “But we do hope the accessibility will make people feel safer and more inclined to report, so we can support them in any way they need.”
• Bible and theology requirements will be prorated based on transfer credits • Removing the human performance requirements • Replacing American/World Thought and Culture “All currently enrolled students have the option to move to the new program worksheets but are not required to move,” Vetter said.
The “#MeToo” movement began more than 10 years ago when activist Tarana Burke saw a need for survivors of sexual assault to have a place to empathize with other survivors. She coined the catchphrase to be used among survivors so they would know they were not alone. Burke’s idea was prodded into action when, on Oct. 15, Alyssa Milano tweeted a message that when survivors of sexual assault and harassment tweeted “#MeToo,” “we would have a better idea of how many people
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The athletic department announced a plan for a $6 million sports center.
Baseball Jarett Thoren NAIA’s Student-Athlete Advisory Committee representative for the 2018 College Sports Information Directors of America (CoSIDA) Convention Softball Sabrina Boyd Pitched no-hitter against Northwest Christian University Cascade Collegiate Conference (CCC) Pitcher of the Week Basketball Maci Bozett First-Team All-CCC award winner
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Corban’s spring play, “Alice,” was exceptional because it was directed and written by Corban alumna Rachel Ost.
experienced sexual violence.” Millions responded, including Corban students. “I was raped on Corban’s campus by a former Corban student in December 2016,” said one anonymous student. “I have experienced sexual assault and harassment several times. Once was on this campus,” said another anonymous student. “I was surprised to see that both my brother and father posted about being sexually assaulted by men” was another anonymous response.
Finish at Nationals All-CCC Honors Robert Swoboda All-CCC plaudits Ninth in CCC Championships Second-fastest time for male runner at nationals; ran without a shoe and with a broken toe Golf Bethany Bullers First place at Costal Collegiate Classic First place at Vikes Shootout Second place at Warner Pacific Invitatioanl
Joel Johnson First-Team CoSIDA Academic All-American First-Team All-CCC plaudits
Devery Stewart First place at Warner Pacific Invitational Soccer Tied for medalist honors as top golfer at Warner Pacific Invitational
Cross Country Sydney Nichol Assisted in program record with 16th-Place
Track & Field Kristi Childers First place in 100 meter hurdles at Wil-
lamette Opener First place in 100 400 meters at Saints Open Nate Martin School record for 110 meter hurdles School record for 100 meters Qualified for NAIA National Championship Volleyball Amber Parker NAIA All-American Volleyball Team American Volleyball Coaches Association First-Team All-Northwest Region accolades Soccer Holly Martinez Moorman CoSIDA Academic AllAmerican CoSIDA Academic AllDistrict Team Second-Team All-CCC Timur Zhividze CCC Offensive Player of the Year NAIA All-American Honorable-Mention
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April 18, 2018 | The Hilltop
Tay-ke it Students and emotional support pets or leave it By Jeslyn Pool
Staff Writer
By Taylor Shaw Columnist
What kind of coffee would Jesus drink? Jesus would probably drink an Americano because Jesus was a blond-haired blue-eyed American. Sike! Although a lot of historical art seems to believe that. But in retrospect, Jesus would probably drink a classic coffee with cream and sugar. Peter would probably be all about those java frappacinos. And if Jesus ever finishes a pot of coffee, Hebrews a new one. What are the five love languages and how do I practice them? The five love languages are: Acts of service: I waited in line for burrito for you Quality time: Let’s get burritos together. Physical Touch: Let’s hold hands while we wait for burritos. Words of Affirmation: You make me happier than burritos do. Giving/Receiving Gifts: I made you this burrito. These are important to share, but do not confuse them with the five like languages.
“God knew I needed it and opened the door,” Jasmine Heberlein said, holding her emotional support hedgehog, Rajah, close. Heberlein is one of several students on campus who have emotional support pets to help them get through the day to day. “I just find that having a companion that is always with you, very comforting,” Heberlein said. “You know what I mean? Just taking her to class and rubbing her while I’m sitting in class has a calming effect. She is very, very affectionate, which is surprising for a hedgehog.” There are many kinds of emotional support pets here, and they come in all shapes and sizes, including hedgehogs, cat, dogs and even the occasional spider. “I have a tarantula as my support pet,” Breanna Stone-Adent said. “Its name is Waffles.” Stone-Adent also explained, “any animal could be a support pet, I was honestly even thinking about getting a goose for one,” she said. “When I hold and play with my tarantula it helps bring me out of the state of anxiety. I will always have anxiety, even if I had a cat or dog, having a support pet won’t cure that. But having a support pet helps you to not be so deep into anxiety and depression.” Heberlein understands that a hedgehog isn’t the average pet but she loves her oddly affection-
ate, unusually social little pet and believes that Rajah is an answer to prayer. She was looking for a hedgehog online because she had wanted a hedgehog since she was two years old. “And she [Rajah] popped up-her little picture-- and I was like ‘that’s the one! I want that one!” Heberlein said. Rajah was the only baby hedgehog left and as Heberlein prayed for a way to be able to afford her, the owner offered to ship Rajah for cheaper than she had any of the others. The sum was the exact amount that Heberlein had to spend and she felt it was definitely a door opened by God. Heberlein doesn’t feel that she’s had too many negative reactions to her hedgehog, but others, like Stone-Adent, feel misunderstood. “My opinion on having a support animal is you have to really need one.” she said. “Like I hear people all the time on campus say, ‘I want a dog for my room. I should apply so I can get one.’ And, as a person who needs a support pet, that really hurts. People don’t see how much pain we are in and what an emotional support pet does to help us. It makes us who have needs for an animal feel as if people don’t really take us seriously.” Heberlein feels this issue is serious all around. “I’m a very big activist about ‘you need to actually take care of yourself; don’t just shove emotional problems under the rug,’” she said. “I did that for years and
Why do mission trip crushes happen/how do I navigate? In my experience mission trip crushes happen because you get to see your brothers/sisters in Christ serving Jesus and looking like Jesus. Also on mission trips you often get to the end and are physically/emotionally/spiritually spent, which adds to the debacle. To navigate these potential feelings, it helps to vent about it to God (and maybe a close friend) and try to see them as your brother/sister in Christ, and respect and serve them as such. And also remember if you’re on a mission trip, it’s about Jesus, not about you.
How do I avoid losing my mind on dead/finals week? Try to make sure you are not just a lifeless, soulless study machine, and remember that it’s okay to take time to rest. Spend time with Jesus, take a study break with people who fill you up or take a nap. A good, old-fashioned barbaric yawp is always good too. And try to remember to receive people in love, because they’re probably just as burnt out as you are.
I got sick from it. So the population needs to understand that yes, there are people who deal with emotional things very easily and don’t have issues with it. But there’s also part of the population that has been diagnosed with things like depression or bipolar and they need something. And sometimes medication isn’t enough. Sometimes you need a physical companion all the time. It’s more basically being aware that people do deal with things differently.” Ramona Hernandez has an emotional support dog and wanted to advise Corban students to remember to reach out to people and not be intimidated because
they have a support animal. “If you are curious,” Hernandez said. “just ask and make friends with the person. Just ask them, ‘Why do you have a pet?’ Because I think sometimes people might be wary of talking to someone with an emotional support animal. Don’t let that hinder you from making friends with them, because there are some really great people who have emotional support animals. And it kind of stinks, too-- well it’s great to have one-- but it kind of stinks to know that you need one because you’re still working through things. It can be lonely. So always know to make friends with them.”
Campus Safety, police investigating after break-ins By Ashlyn Rollins Editor-in-Chief
What are the five like languages? The five like languages are: Sharing food (like burritos). Asking someone if they want to go on a coffee run with you. Playful teasing/pranking. Sharing a Netflix show together. Sending memes. Extra Credit: Giving a ride to the airport.
Photo by Michaela Sanderson Ramona Hernandez plays with her emotional support dog Asa during her Media and Society class. Asa helps Hernandez cope with her anxiety.
Students received an email from Director of Campus Safety Mike Roth on April 11 warning students about vehicle break-ins and theft from dorm rooms. Campus Safety and the Salem Police Department are investigating the break-ins, and the police are compiling data with the hope of identifying suspect(s). Jazmin Heberlein’s dorm room was broken into twice. “At the beginning of this semester, I had put $260.00 in my dresser so I would not spend it all at once,” Herbelein said. “I bought a hedgehog which took up $200.00 and a week later I looked and there was nothing left. Monday, April 9, I went to all my classes and came back to my room to find my purse open with my
wallet dumped out on the floor.” Heberlein contacted Campus Safety and the police. “My advice is keep your windows closed when you aren’t there if you reside on the first floor,” she said. “Lock your doors. If you’re in Balyo and Davidson, you are not exempt. The robber took key fobs.” Noah Cook experienced a vehicle breakin on campus. His wallet, car keys and spare change were taken on March 20. “I was not feeling well the night before,” Cook said. “Normally, I take my keys out and lock the door, but I must have got out and left them. I put my wallet in the door at the gas station and left it there. When I came out in the morning, my wallet and keys were gone. When I heard later that cars were stolen, I was surprised they took my keys not the car.” Cook also reported the incident to Campus
Safety and the police. He noticed that his card was used at a restaurant but video footage was not able to be obtained. A potentially stolen car with Corban stickers on the rear window was found in a field in Turner with the tires missing. Tips from Campus Safety to prevent breakins include: • Lock your door. • Keep your car clean. • Conceal things of value. • Hide things before you park. • Completely close windows or sunroofs. • Get a car alarm. • Stick with your original stereo. • Park for visibility in well-lit areas. Roth is encouraging students to get in touch with Campus Safety if students have any information or see suspicious activity by calling 503-510-6430 or emailing safety@corban.edu.
Stinky Bagels hosts year-end poetry competition Hilltop Staff
With only days before finals, several students took a break to share some poetry and compete for prizes. The Stinky Bagels poetry club hosted the annual competition April 17. A small club, Stinky Bagels hoped to get more students involved. The theme of the competition was “Looking Forward, Looking Back,” and it was judged by recent graduates Gabby Kupfer, Seth Danley and Daniel Elkins. “The contest was a way for us to connect with campus, to encourage the poetic voices of students who don’t normally have time to be part of the club, but who still have something to share,” Rachel Thorn, president of Stinky Bagels, said. Many of the contestants were not Stinky Bagels members. Olivia Wall, who won first
place for her poem “DTR with Death,” is not a club member. In fact, this was the first time she participated in a poetry reading. Her first place prize was $50 to BookBin. Nathanael Schellenberg won second place and $35 to Dutch Bros., while Charlotte Van Werven won third place and $25 to Broadway Coffeehouse. “It’s cool to see how everyone can contribute something different even when they have the same prompt,” Schellenberg said. According to Thorn, engaging in art is a good way for artists to improve. “At Stinky Bagels, we try to help people build their confidence and provide a safe place to experiment and grow in our craft,” she said. “That’s what this event is about.” About 15 poets shared their interpretations of the theme, and the judges said it was “a tough call.”
David Giglio attended the competition and noted that it was “the best poetry contest I’ve ever been to,” he said. “There were so many high caliber poems.” “It was great to see more than just English majors at the event,” Charlotte Van Werven said. “Poetry has a lot of power because it is so emotive and universal, and I think it’s awesome that Corban students — regardless of focus of study — acknowledge that.” The goal of the contest was to encourage students to create more. “We really hope this encouraged students to continue to create, write, and be poetic,” Thorn said. “It’s so important to have an atmosphere where we can share art with one another, because art captures feelings and parts of the soul that could not be shared in any other way,” Wall said.
The Hilltop | April 18, 2018
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Grads share future plans and reflect Jess sayin’ By Caitlin Connell Staff Writer
With graduation looming, the class of 2018 is in the process of preparing and finalizing plans. From attending graduate school to teaching, students share both excitement and worry about the next phase of their lives. Kyrie Schroeder, a pre-counseling psychology major, was accepted into the School Counseling Graduate program at George Fox University. “I am especially indebted to Tim Anderson (ministry professor),” Schroeder said, “for being like a campus dad to me and to Corey Gilbert (psychology professor) for being a personal mentor during my last two years here. Both are caring, wise and godly men who invested in me and my education in a way I will forever be grateful for. Corban gave me life skills, not just academic knowledge.” Lauren Richter, an accounting major, secured a job following graduation as a staff accountant at Grove, Mueller, & Swank, P.C, in Salem. Richter showed appreciation for Bryce Bernard, professor of accounting. “Accounting is hard no matter how much training you get,” Richter said. “But Dr. Bernard told me once that accounting is simply a means to live out the gospel, and that is what I plan to do.” Kimberly Ruiz will be graduating with a major in elementary education and an endorsement in Bilingual and English for Speakers of Other Languages (ESOL). “Dr. Jesse Payne and professor Jen Kleiber (education)] are the kind of teachers I want to be for my kiddos,” Ruiz said. “They personally know us, they know and see the kind of teachers we can be in the classroom
and the kind of impact we can have with our kids.” Ruiz will be staying in Salem to work for the Salem Keizer School district as a bilingual elementary school teacher. “[Corban’s professors] bring us back to earth and remind us over and over again that we are just starting,” Ruiz said. “We are not supposed to have all the answers.” Ashlyn Rollins, a political science major, plans to attend Stanford to get a master’s in journalism following graduation. “I have wanted to go to Stanford since I was little,” Rollins said. “When I got my acceptance letter, I cried. My mom cried. My dad cried. It was pretty surreal, and it still kind of is.” Rollins mentioned some of the struggles she faced in finding the confidence to apply to Stanford. “I thought maybe I would not be accepted because I was a Christian or because my school was not very prestigious,” Rollins said. “But I hope my experience can inspire others and show students that they are not limited because they chose to come to a Christian university. If students are willing to put in the hard work necessary and trust God, they can achieve great things.” Graduating from college is no small feat, and this year’s seniors, especially, recognize that. “I had to learn to trust God when my life was swallowing me, and the stress got the best of me,” Rollins said. “I just hope that Corban students dream big and are not afraid of failure. That’s how I want to live my life.” Sabrina Boyd, an accounting major with a criminal justice minor, plans to be working for Moss Adams Accounting Firm in Eugene by October.
“It is a little deceiving how hard it is to get a job,” Boyd said. “I have learned it is a process and a process we have to stay determined through to the hire. I learned you have to work really hard to sell yourself and your abilities.” Boyd showed an appreciation for Alan Scharn, assistant professor of criminal justice. “He goes above and beyond, and he is always doing what’s best for his students,” Boyd said. “He has inspired me and has shown me what a giver looks like. He is always giving, giving, giving.” Senior Lea Shuholm will be attending Azusa Pacific University in its Doctor of Physical Therapy program. “The most frustrating/difficult part of figuring out post-graduation plans has been the waiting,” Shuholm said. “I started filling out applications to PT school in June, turned them in starting the first of October, and did not hear about my acceptance until Thursday of spring break. So, the process is very long, and it definitely builds patience.” Shuholm shared some of her struggles during her time at Corban and left some advice for Corban students. “We have been fed that life after graduating college kind of stops or settles down,” Shuholm said. “God keeps us on our toes and wants to challenge us continually. Often this means not staying in one place or job or life situation for very long.” With commencement taking place May 5, the class of 2018 continues to prepare for life following graduation. “My hopes from here on out after graduation,” Boyd said, “are to take the influence and impact that the Corban community has given me and build that wherever I go.”
First Stone talks about healthy sexuality By Megan Trahan
said. “The victims feel as if it is their fault and that they are in this darkness where they can’t ever be free because their peers just see them as people who brought it on themselves.” First Stone is a new ministry emerging on campus. The leaders This is where the ministry of First Stone steps in. are focusing on creating a strong foundation, but are hoping to get “[We will] give you the tools and the understanding and the knowlstarted this semester to create a helpful and relational resource and edge that shame is something that can be taken away,” Arnold said. presence. “And once it is taken away, it’s so freeing and so beautiful and so “Our purpose is to preach the gospel specifically to sexuality,” Kait- weightless because the weight is finally taken off your shoulders.” lyn Arnold, a member of the leadership team, said. Heisey noticed Christians sometimes struggle to show grace in this Josh Heisey, the founder and facilitator of First Stone, saw a prob- area. He challenged students and all Christians “to love them relem on campus and hopes First Stone will heal it. gardless of anything.” “The topics of pornography and sexuality are such First Stone is hosting a worship night “I firmly believe if we are just looking at taboos at Corban,” Heisey said. “They are so sur- including information on the ministry’s people as the things they have done and rounded by shame and fear.” mission and goals. Political science pro- nothing more, that’s sin,” Heisey said. “We As Heisey has grown in his relationship with fessor Tom Mann will also speak with a are all made in the image of God, and Christ Christ, his vision for First Stone has grown as time of Q&A. died for every single one of us. So are we well. going to just ignore that? That’s not what “As God has been showing me who He is, what When: Friday, April 20, 8:30 p.m. we are supposed to do as Christians.” Christ has done and how as Christians we are Where: Davidson – second floor The name First Stone originated from the supposed to interact and love others,” Heisey said, John 8 account of a woman caught in adul“[First Stone] has developed a heart [that is] less tery in John 8:7, where Jesus says, “Let him about the issues and more about the people.” who is without sin among you be the first to throw the first stone.” Will Evans, who is on the First Stone team, believes it is important Heisey said the name prompts “the realization that all of us are broto speak of sexuality in the right way instead of simply ignoring it. ken and all of us need to be loved, not condemned.” “Sex is talked about through this country a lot,” Evans said. “And “As God has been showing me more about what the gospel is and the thing is it’s not talked about in the proper context. We don’t talk what Christ has done for me, it has become more about how to best about what sexuality really is based on the Bible and the gospel.” pursue God and how to best spread the gospel,” Heisey said. “BeShame is one of the biggest issues that First Stone is trying to tack- cause at the heart of everything, the gospel has to be there, and le. “We don’t like to talk about sexual brokenness and the struggles that’s what you should be striving for.” people have because there is an element of shame with it,” Arnold Staff Writer
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“What are your summer plans?” - Apa saja rencanamu dimusim panas? “Do you want to study for finals together?” - Apakah kamu ingin belajar untuk ujian bersama? “Have a good summer!” - Selamat menikmati musim panas! “What’s your favorite book?” - Apa buku kesukaanmu?
By Jessica Abbott Columnist
Impending doom is hanging out with its buddies, loathing and apathy, just around the corner, taunting each of us with the harsh reality that everything is temporary and time is a human construct intended to hold us accountable to deadlines that ultimately mean nothing because we’re all going to die anyway. No, I don’t mean the third world war that’s marching straight at us. Turn your head slightly to the left. . . Keep turning. . . There! The end of the semester. It’s a time of stress, anxiety, and frustration. Those semester-long projects you told yourself not to worry about in January because you would do them in April taunt you with their deadlines and the realization that it is April. Cumulative exams are staring at you menacingly with the knowledge you forgot you learned in January. Research and term papers are popping out of Converge, professors assuming you paid attention to their syllabi and have been preparing for them all semester. To get through this trying time, I have a few tips: 1. Listen to some solid jams. Music can help you de-stress. At a time with nothing but stress streaming into our lives, this is a crucial part of survival. So open up Spotify, Apple Music or a request for your roommate to play “Cotton-Eye Joe,” a baritone saxophone, close your eyes, and reeeeelaaaaax. 2. Go for a drive. There’s something soothing about driving. Rush hour traffic? Prime time to release all of that pentup aggression that you shouldn’t take out on your friends, enemies or professors. So honk that horn and yell at the cars that can’t hear you; it’s better than destroying every relationship with everyone you love. Or, more reasonably, take a drive down a backroad where you likely won’t encounter many other cars. Just enjoy the road. 3. Don’t forget to eat. I don’t know about you, but I frequently make the mistake of replacing meals with coffee when in high-stress circumstances. (I’ve only had 10 real meals this semester. Please send help.) Take a break and make yourself eat regularly, even if you don’t feel like it. It will help your studying and your sanity. 4. Spend time with friends. Dead week and finals are when you’re probably most likely to isolate yourself, which may be why you should be more intentional in making time to be with others. Plus, we’re all parting ways for the next few months in a few short weeks – make the most of this time together. I recommend combining this with points two and three and going for a nice drive with some friends to Grant’s Pass for In-N-Out on a Tuesday night. I’ve heard it’s a good time. 5. Breathe. Shallowly and quickly. 6. Treat yo’ self. As Donna and Tom from Parks & Rec would say, “Treat yo’ self.” Be reckless, like God’s love. Spend your money like God’s grace, fully and without reservation. You want coffee? Treat yo’ self. That new hat, even though you’re not a hat-person? Treat yo’ self. All of Winco’s chocolate covered espresso beans? Treat yo’ self. In all seriousness, though, please take care of yourself. Avoid prolonged isolation. Make time for brain-breaks. Prioritize your time. Eat properly. You’re almost there; just try not to limp over the finish line.
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TV: Your favorites Is ‘Ready Player One’ biblical? By Lily Shaver
By Lexie DiRezze
Staff Writer
Staff Writer
It is 11 p.m. and you are exhausted—but you have tons of homework. Of course you pull yourself together and finish it. Or do you? Now it’s midnight and your homework is not done. Your laptop is glowing in the dark (because your roommate is sleeping) and you have headphones on. But instead of listening to a motivational playlist to cheer you on with your homework, “The Office” is making you chuckle under your breath. You know that you have cost yourself an early morning to catch up on things last minute, but you cannot help yourself. Welcome to reality. Let’s face it, college is rough. It is hard to do homework nonstop without a break. Breaks are wonderful, and many students find their solace in a variety of TV shows. Here are some TV show suggestions for your next late night:
Based on Ernest Cline’s book, the movie “Ready Player One” is a box office hit, with already making $397.60 million since its release date on March 29. Directed by Steven Spielberg, the film is set in a 2045 chaotic world full of sinful behavior. In the midst of the chaos, people find refuge in the OASIS, a virtual reality where characters can find redemption from their world by becoming virtual avatars. As the film advances, readers learn the creator of the OASIS, James Halliday, left a three-part fortune and total control of OASIS within the virtual reality for whoever finds the easter egg. The main character, Wade Watts, attempts to find the treasure, against everyone else, amid the mystery of the virtual universe. Watt searches for the treasure through his avatar, “Parzival”, which refers to the mythical “seeker of the Holy Grail.” The film teaches us a lot about our world today. Spielberg might be hinting that we live in our virtual worlds more than we do in our actual worlds. This film portrays technology in a positive way, something our culture doesn’t always agree on — going so far as to call certain age groups “screenagers.” What Spielberg might be suggesting is the positive aspect technology has on society. Those critics who chose to be inspired by the film, say that the corrupt world Watts lives in symbolizes the sinful fall of man, while the OASIS resembles Jesus’ redemption and salvation, and the three-part treasure hunt symbolizes the Holy Trinity. Far-fetched, seeing that this is a movie about a video game, or it might make complete sense because the film resembles a lot of what our world is today. Before Jesus sacrificed Himself on the cross, sin corrupted us like a cancer\ and there was no way to ever pay our debt on our own. Likewise, the world Watts lives in might symbolize the corruption of sin that infects everything. The OASIS that Watts escapes to gives him salvation and refuge, which is something Jesus gives us. We find assurance in Him, and He wipes our sins clean, just as OASIS gives characters a clean set of eyes to see themselves through. It’s interesting that there are three parts to the creator’s OA-
1. “Friends”
This show, which began airing in 1994, follows six friends who navigate their way through adulthood together. According to Teagan White, “Friends” is “binge worthy.” “I can start wherever I want in the show,” she said. “It’s relatable and lighthearted. It is a ‘feel good’ TV show, regardless of the mood I’m in.”
2. “Grey’s Anatomy”
“Grey’s Anatomy” is the story of the drama and tragedy surrounding a hospital in the Seattle area. It follows the doctors’ relationships with each other and their patients and the many hardships they face. “I like the drama,” Larick said. “When my life’s falling apart I just watch ‘Grey’s Anatomy,’ and I think ‘My life isn’t so bad.’” Sara Malesich had a different take. “I love the medical stuff in Grey’s Anatomy,” she said. “It keeps my attention and fascinates me with its weirdness.”
3. “Gilmore Girls”
Witty banter characterizes this show about a mother and daughter relationship and how it changes over time. “It pulls your heart in every direction,” Ellyn Hamon said.
4. “I Love Lucy”
This 1950s sitcom stars redhead Lucille Ball who, with her friend Ethel, always manages to find some trouble. “Lucille Ball was an iconic woman in TV comedy,” White said. “She’s sassy, I like that.” “She was very important for the media,” Amity Duke said. “She’s insane, I love her crazy antics. No matter how crazy she gets, her husband still loves her.”
5. “Gilligan’s Island”
Another old show that aired in the 1960s follows the adventures of Skipper and his friends. Levi Heiser calls it “one of the top 10 sitcoms of all time.” “It’s a classic, one that everybody should watch,” he said. “It’s the better version of ‘Lost.’ It’s somehow believable.”
6. “This is Us”
‘This is Us’ explores themes of loyalty, meaning, heartache, regret and perseverance as the Pearson family experiences the best and worst situations life can throw at them. “This is Us” is emotionally taxing and it immediately immerses you in the story,” White said. “It’s an emotional roller coaster.” Now that you have binge watched one (or more) of these shows, it’s time to cram in that homework you’ve avoided for so long. As the clock blinks 7 a.m. you roll out of bed and face the day. Someday you’ll do better with getting homework done. But it is not this day. Off to your 8 a.m. class you go. Quietly you excuse yourself as to go watch yet another episode of “Once Upon a Time.” Homework Graphic By Zoe Manley can wait.
Photo courtesy of “Ready Player One” Facebook Page
SIS treasure, and this could symbolize the finding of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. We need to believe in all three parts of the Trinity to have full faith and assurance. Lastly, the treasure may symbolize the gift we have in Jesus and eternity with Him. Watts’ longing for something more indicates he needs Jesus to fill his needs, so Jesus could symbolize the treasure he’s looking for. “Ready Player One” proves to be a substantial film, making its way up the box office charts. It’s hard to say whether its faithbased foundation was intended, but its wholesome framework makes it a movie suitable for everyone.
Review: Las Palomas leftovers tossable By Heather Bellinger Guest writer
I had two lunches that Monday: fresh Mexican cuisine from Las Palomas and a strawberry Chobani to aid my stomach afterwards. The family-friendly restaurant, Las Palomas, is a great place to receive a warm “hola,” smile at personal and traditional Mexican décor and have a laugh with the employees. However, my Chobani-healed stomach and I would not agree with the four-star rating the restaurant has framed in their front lobby. According to its website, Las Palomas is still “Salem’s newest and most exciting restaurant!” Compared to the neighboring Subway and Thai Beer restaurant, maybe? Inside, the place was pleasantly welcoming with mosaic archways, eraser-pink walls, and plants lounging by every few tables. Some of us in Professor Collette Tennant’s persuasive theory and writing class played “Eye Spy” with various soccer trophies, pastel banners and a stack of traditional sombreros that reminded me of leftover Chobani cups. Although we energized the place with hilarious stories and hearing who was ordering hamburgers (there were some), I could still hear opera music playing from the speakers and semi-trucks at the Chevron gas station. The staff guided us past a trio of the
backs of stuffed dolls playing peek-a-boo with the wall. It was those subtle quirks that I probably enjoyed most here; they even helped distract me from craving Chobani. Tables were pushed together into what looked like a massive exclamation point (perfect for a writing class), and menus and silverware were laid out as if ready for afternoon tea. A petite waiter kindly directed us to our seats. For the most part, Las Palomas was ready for Dr. Tennant and her critics of the rectangular table, until a student arrived a few minutes late. I eaves dropped behind my menu as the waiter squeezed in one more chair, continued taking orders and jumped when the student asked for a menu and water. I caught a nervous smile as she scurried back and forth with drinks, while another continued collecting orders. She seemed a bit dizzy when she reached me and asked, “Senorita, what will you have?” I smiled and pointed to the shredded beef tostadas. Of the few dishes I’ve tried at Mexican restaurants, tostadas have typically been a go-to with their fresh vegetables and almost chip-like corn tortilla. What I got for $7.49, however, made me dream about Chobani. I tasted water first. At least the lettuce had been washed. The shredded beef was juicy (although some of that came from the grease) and not too spicy, but
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if only it hadn’t been peeking out from under a heap of sour cream. If only it was Chobani instead. By the time I found the corn tortilla, it was soggy from the dripping lettuce, greasy beef and spicy secret sauce that no one had informed me about. I politely ate half until heavenly take-out boxes were passed around. By then, my stomach was squirming. Mexican cuisine may not be my favorite, but feeling a sickly heavy weight in my stomach after Las Palomas did not help convince me it was a four-star restaurant. It is certainly not the “newest and most exciting” eatery in town, but they do offer a family-style aesthetic and friendly service. Normally I don’t throw fresh leftovers into the garbage when they were served forty minutes earlier. At least the Chobani helped me that afternoon, although it did remind me of sour cream. A counter review from Ellen Kersey: I prefer La Palomas to any yogurt (even Chobani!) any day! I often have lunch at this Mexican restaurant and enjoy their specials or something from the regular lunch menu. Their food is served attractively, tastes great and is not overly expensive. My favorite (here my sweet tooth is speaking) is the sugary, cinnamony crisp tortilla served as dessert with whipped cream and a drop of strawberry sauce.
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Winners of the 2018 Golden Warriors Awards display their accolades at the end of the ceremony.
Golden Warrior Awards honor student athletes By Olivia Schmidt Staff Writer
Outstanding student-athletes took center stage at the second annual Golden Warrior Awards at the Elsinore Theater Monday, April.. The theatre was buzzing with the voices of students, faculty and friends dressed up and ready to celebrate excellence in the Athletic Department. Students Joanna Fields and Seth Larson emceed the night, providing humorous commentary for both the highlight reel and the funny clips captured throughout the year at games, matches and competitions. Many honors were awarded with both individual and team accomplishments being recognized. The first award was the “Mighty Warrior” award, given to Sabrina Boyd for her excellence on and off the softball field. More than athletic ability was taken into account for these awards, the next being “Student Athlete of the Year.” This award went to Joel Johnson, basketball player, who kept a 4.0 GPA in college and did that along with being a very successful player on the court. The women’s cross country team earned the “Highest Team GPA” award. Michael “Beeb” Gerlicher, a sports fan who was at almost every competition, cheering on the athletes, encouraging them and loving them, was awarded “Best Fan.” Although he was not there to receive the award himself, Fields read a text fromGerlicher saying, “How honored I am to receive this award,” and to remind everyone: “#beeblovescorban.” Maci Bozzet, the only senior on this year’s women’s basketball team, and Jason Brackett, a senior on the track and field team, were recognized for their excellence in “Individual Performance.” Bethany Filapenko, a volleyball player, who was awarded the “Unsung Hero” award, said, “It
was a really special experience to accept this award surrounded and supported by all my teammates and friends. The night was memorable with everyone looking their finest, awards highlighting people’s dedication to their sport and studies, and the recognition of the success Corban athletics has had recently.” The male and female “Newcomer of the Year” awards went to Robert Swoboda and Sydney Nichol, both freshmen on the cross country team. The “Breakthrough Athlete of the Year” award was given to Daniel Freiburg, a baseball player; “Best Play” was awarded to Lexi McQueary, a junior soccer player, for a killer goal. “Most Inspirational Athlete” went to Ashlyn Englehorn, a softball player. The Mark Nuestral award was given to junior golfer Landon Joy, for his overall good character and his excellence on and off the course. The volleyball team won the “Best Comeback” award in recognition of their dramatic win over Southern Oregon in a five-set match, with the final score 16-14. The “Best Game” award went to men’s soccer for their defeat of crosstown rivals, Willamette University, and the “Most Outstanding Team” went to softball for their success as a team both on the field and in the classroom. Abigail Farmer, head softball coach, received the “Head Coach of the Year” award. Alaina Gentilli, a senior volleyball player, took the Miss Corban award as the player who exemplified good character, a hard work ethic and excellence in all aspects of being a student athlete, while soccer player Jordan Farr was named Mr. Corban. Farr, who was unable to be present, sent a video response because he is currently playing professional soccer in Indiana. “It’s such an honor to even be nominated for this award, so when Danny (Day, director of Athletic Communications) told me I won it, I just…WOW!,” Farr said. “I’m so glad I’ve been able to leave a little mark on this school because this school has left a crazy mark on me.”
Athletes awarded for on-field and academic accomplishments Lexie DiRezze Staff Writer
Maintaining a 3.5 GPA as a junior or senior might be stressful, but 25 Corban athletes have earned their titles as Scholar Athletes through the National Association of Intercollegiate Athletic (NAIA). One of the athletes being recognized is AJ Monterossi, a senior, who has played basketball at Corban for four years. While it’s extremely challenging at times, Monterossi says it is rewarding. “Being able to balance both academics and basketball has taught me a great deal and has established a work ethic in my life that I will continue outside of college,” Monterossi said. He claims balancing school and athletics can be stressful. “In the midst of a great opportunity that many do not get to have, I get to have the opportunity to live out my young kid dream of being a college hooper,” he said. Holly Martinz Moorman, a soccer and softball player, is another scholar athlete who believes “being a good student helps
to set us up to be better athletes by having good time management skills that allow the time we need for academics, as well as practicing for our sports.” Travel time is one of the biggest challenges with being a student athlete, according to Moorman. Having to miss classes to make it to games doesn’t allow for much time to do homework, so student-athletes must be intentionally studious, she said. While student athletes fill their time with athletics and schoolwork, runner Kristina Yzaguirre, another student athlete, has learned to balance her time with rest. “Something I do about once a week is spend at least an hour on a project,” Yzaguirre said. “I call this repurposing time, and I work toward developing a skill that is not school- or running related. This has been an incredibly healthy and beneficial outlet for me.” Being a student athlete might be challenging time-wise, but encouragement from family, friends and coaches can benefit these students. Scholar athlete and runner Annabel Guptill said that encouragement from her family and friends has kept her motivated,
but prayer has helped as well. “I pray every day that I am glorifying God through all I do, so part of my motivation comes from wanting to use the gifts God has given me to the best of my ability,” Guptill said. Drew Larabee, another scholar athlete runner, also finds his motivation from honoring God. “I honestly believe we should strive for excellence in everything we do because God is honored when we do not settle for mediocrity and just doing enough to ‘get by,’” Larabee said. “My character and work ethic affect my testimony, so if it takes some extra effort to do a good job, then I think it’s worth it.” Other Scholar Athletes include Sheyenne Brusven, Taylor McLaughlin, Macy Goodwin, Emma Kosmala, Ashlyn van der Linden, Nathaniel Cheney, Cedar Robertson and Stephen Anderson, all soccer players; Zane West, Jonathan Griffes, Sam King, Helena Miller, Brooklyn Baker, Hannah Clarizio, Abigail Forrest, all track team members; and Caleb Dozier, Joel Johnson, Jake Love, Lindsay Asplund and Maci Bozett, all basketball players.
was shocked by the work.” Despite the challenges that came with adjusting to NAIA, Falardeau took first place in her first heptathlon. “I didn’t think it was attainable,” she said. “It was my confidence and ability that made the difference.” Teammate Kendra Murphy ties Falardeau’s heptathlon win to her ambition. “She’s got work ethic and the drive if she’s willing to do that many events,” she said. Falardeau believes a “successful athlete is someone who puts in more than what’s expected in training.” Assistant Coach Jordan Hatfield believes she possesses the “successful athlete” quality. “Sarah strives to do her best in everything she does, and, when it doesn’t look perfect or feel good, she will let you know,” he said. “She has what it takes to be successful because she doesn’t give anything less than her best.” Hatfield and Murphy spoke positively of Falardeau’s overall performance. “Sarah is different from other athletes in regard to her pursuit of perfection,” he said. “Sarah is not one of those people who
will do the bare minimum and get by.” “She has a ceiling she could break through,” Murphy said. “She just has to be patient. In addition to her drive and ambition, her teammates appreciate her personality. “Sarah is what I would call a ‘wildflower.’ teammate Alicia Walter said. “She is fun, outgoing and always willing to talk or listen. She is definitely a people person” “She brings a lot of laughter to the team. She brings this lightness that’s needed in every team,” Murphy said. “The Bible tells us to do everything we do to bring glory to God,” Hatfield said. “In Sarah’s pursuit of perfection, she has shown that she is willing to do what it takes to do her best and bring glory to God through her athletic ability.” Through her improvements and successes, Falardeau ultimately gives the glory to Christ. “God blessed me with athleticism and I couldn’t be more thankful,” she said.
Athlete settles for track and field, excels By Chiara Romero Staff Writer
With blonde hair and blue eyes, and at 5 ft. 7 in., she enters the room with a confident smile — the same way she begins track practice every day. In high school, Sarah Falardeau competed in basketball, volleyball and track and field. She settled on track and field because it was “easier to see improvement.” Three years ago, Falardeau tore all three of her ligaments in her knee and had to have reconstructive surgery. This setback taught her how to overcome adversity and eventually cultivated her passion for track. Fresh out of high school, Falardeau went to Chemeketa, but had to train with Mount Hood Community College because Chemeketa didn’t have a track program. For Falardeau, the workouts at Corban were a major change compared to the workouts done at Mount Hood. “Suddenly I was constantly running up hills and training five days a week versus a couple times a week,” she said. “My body
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H U M A N S of C O R B A N RACHAEL YOUNG
“For the longest time, I felt worthless. The concept of God as my Father was so hard for me to grasp because my biological father abused me and the rest of my family in many ways. It was so much easier to just focus on Jesus, instead of the Father. I wondered how a loving God could allow this to happen to me. This perception didn’t change until last year when I came to realize that God the Father understands my pain and that everything happens for a reason. Through my pain I’ve realized that I don’t want a husband like my father. I want a man who loves God and is willing to admit his wrongs. My difficult childhood has shown me that I don’t want my future children to have to deal with adult situations at a young age. When my youngest brother was born, my siblings and I essentially raised him for a while because my mother was in and out of the hospital becl, and my father was always gone. I remember being 11 years old and packing up my things because we were being evicted around the same time that my parents got divorced. I was in such a state of confusion. Things got bad so quickly, I could barely catch my breath. I told God I hated Him, but then I heard Him say over and over again that He loves me, that everything happens for a reason and that I was going to be OK. It was the first time I ever felt God. It was so strong and so real.”
JOHN CROCKER
“One thing I’ve learned is that it’s okay to ask for help. In fact, it’s encouraged. You don’t have to do everything on your own. I learned this by failing a class. I switched from majoring in intercultural studies and creative writing to music, and in one of my music classes I didn’t do as well as I had hoped. I felt terrible because I thought I should have been able to pass it, but I didn’t ask for help, and I dug myself into a little grave of failure. That’s what professors and tutors are there for. We’re not perfect, and we don’t have everything figured out. In a weird way, that’s the joy of life, as frustrating as that may be. The great thing about Corban is that there’s an atmosphere of people who actually care about how you’re doing. My friends have been there for me about the really deep stuff, but also to give me advice on how to get a certain girl’s attention. We have to remember that we aren’t alone. Being alone, isolated and uncared for is one of my greatest fears. It’s not always in the back of my mind, but I do think about it. In the moment, it sucks, but, even though I might be feeling alone at times, I know that’s not the case because Christ is with me through it all. That gives me comfort. There is always hope in the end,”
FITRI JIKWA
“In my family, I’m the only one who left home. My parents agreed that I could go to the United States from the beginning, but the day before I left, my father almost changed his mind. My cousins had been telling him that I should stay home because I’m a girl and something bad might happen to me. They still say this now. My father asked me if I was sure about leaving Papua and suggested that I think twice, but I told him that I was sure. If my dad says ‘no,’ it means ‘no,’ but he believed me, so I was able to go. I think my parents have believed in me because I respect them. I just wish I could talk with them more often. I’d like to talk with them every week, but the time between phone calls ranges from one to three months because of the bad network connections. Many times I just want to be able to tell my mom how my day was. I think the hardest thing about leaving Papua was that I wasn’t used to being alone. Back home, I was always surrounded by people, but when I came to Corban I didn’t know anyone, and it was hard to make friends at first. Now I love it here. Before I came to Corban, I cared too much about what people thought of me. Sometimes people I know from back home will leave rude comments on my Facebook and Instagram, but I have learned to ignore them.”