AN AWARENOW MUSIC EVENT
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CALY BEVIER
Vocals: CALY BEVIER
Guitar: SHAWN CORCHADO
Instrumentalist: DEREK MORGAN
Spoken Word: ALLIÉ MCGUIRE
Executive Producer: JACK MCGUIRE
Produced by: AWARENOW MEDIA
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N O T L I V I N G R I G H T D E M O N S W A T E R S T R A N G E R T H E O N L Y E X C E P T I O N S A Y Y O U ’ R E M I N E I N T E R M I S S I O N P R E S C R I P T I O N A L I E N S B E A L R I G H T F I R E ( N E V E R D I E S ) H E A D H E L D H I G H
Don't put borders around what you are capable of.
N O T L I V I N G R I G H T
I know I do it to myself but I cannot admit it
Woke up at 8 am again
Took all my healthy supplements
Swear I’m getting better
1 steps forwards
3 steps backwards
Overwhelmed when things start taking shape
Telling everyone I’ll be okay
All these little white lies
Running circles round my mind
Lost in a dream again
Losing my mind again
I've seen so many things
And nothing is making sense
I’m fighting fire with fire
And no where I look is there water
So I’m burning down
Picture perfect
Wish that I could smile
Gonna lose it
I been up for hours
Swear I’m getting better
1 step forwards
3 steps backwards
Help me find out
Wheres my hidden power
Sitting picking petals off of flowers
Swear I’m getting better
I’m not living right
I’m not living right, right, right, right
Lost in a dream again
I’m losing my mind again
I’ve seen so many things
And nothing is making sense
I’m fighting fire with fire
And no where I look is there water
So I’m burning down
Down
I know I do it to myself but I cannot admit it
Lost in a dream again
I’m losing my mind
I’ve seen so many things
And nothing is making sense
I’m fighting fire with fire
And no where I look is there water
So I’m burning down
D E M O N S
You should know not to come around this time
My demons they come out in plain sight
We like to join hands under moonlight
All my loneliness burns like a fire
Keep me company through the dark hours
Help me to realize my power
All these paintings on the walls
They speak to me
When I try to fall sleep
They’re in my dreams
Not gonna run
I'll play along I'll play along
Not gonna run
I'll play along I'll play along
All this talking bout me getting so loud
Prolly best if I just keep my head down
I been stuck in this hell for a bit too long
If you think I care
You’re wrong
All my loneliness burns like a fire
Keep me company through the dark hours
Help me to realize my power
All these paintings on the walls
They speak to me
When I try to fall sleep
They’re in my dreams
Not gonna run
I'll play along I'll play along
Not gonna run
I'll play along I'll play along
You won’t see my on the town
But in my room I burn it down
So much power in one place
Give your tongue and you shall taste
The sweet sweet air chaos creates
All these paintings on the walls
They speak to me
When I try to fall sleep
They’re in my dreams
Not gonna run
I'll play along I'll play along
Not gonna run
I'll play along I'll play along
W A T E R
F# E B
Float on
Flowing through life
Letting it take me
One day at a time
Hold on Learning to ride
Know it won’t save I gotta keep tryin
I put my feet into the shallow end and it keeps rising
Ain't gonna stop because I'm scared of it
Reaches my neck I’m taking one deep breath then going under I realize that I’ve been used to this
So I'm gonna tread lightly
One kick at a time
And I'm using the context
To keep me alive
I can feel the rip current slowly growing stronger I might find more peace if I go under Im using the context to keep me alive
Reading all the signs
Reading all the signs
Shadows
Glimmering waves
Under the weight of A million rains
Swallow
I choked on the pain
Then spit up the past cuz
It gave me no strength
So I’m gonna tread lightly
One kick at a time
And I'm using the context
To keep me alive
And I can feel the rip current slowly growing stronger
I might find more peace if I go under Im using the context to keep me alive
Reading all the signs
Readings all the signs
Little fish pass me by Saying hi
There’s nothing to worry about
S T R A N G E R
Saw you every morning in October
Black trench coat and a green pin clover
Always got a coffee from the 46th store
I wonder if I catch your eye
Maybe youre going to
Soho or to to the lower east side
If I ask you id get tongued tied, I been too shy all my life
I like staying in my corner
After 17
Never got older
Let my mind drift and wonder
Why I never got to know ya
Why you’re still a stranger
Just another stranger
Don’t wanna be strangers
New Years eve it and it finally hit me
Haven’t seen your face in the past 15 weeks
Subway singers don’t make it easy
Hearing whisky lullaby
Should be heading to the west side for this party I won’t like But I hop off 46th street, maybe you’ll see me this time
I don’t wanna be a loner
But I'm alone
And the city getting colder
Let my my drift and wander
Why I never got to know you
Why I’m still a stranger
Just another stranger
Don’t wanna be strangers
A million faces passing by But its you that I wanna run into Wish I could dim the lights outside
So you’d see all the way to my bedroom
A million thoughts are passing by But its you that I wanna hold onto Wish I could turn up all the lights
To see you next to me in my bedroom
Just another stranger
Don’t wanna be strangers
T H E O N L Y E X C E P T I O N
When I was younger, I saw My daddy cry and curse at the wind
He broke his own heart and I watched As he tried to reassemble it
And my mama swore that she would Never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist
But, darling, you are the only exception You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
Maybe I know somewhere
Deep in my soul that love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now, I had sworn
To myself that I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
s a y y o u ' r e m i n e
I can see your Colors like a rainbow
Feel you with my eyes closed
Pull me in Feels like floating
I keep losing focus
Im high off your potion
Say you’re mine
Say You’re mine
Dancing in the middle of the street
No shoes, it's 30 degrees
The way you’re looking at me
You’re making it hard for me to breathe
You’re the oxygen I need
You keep me on my feet
I can’t go another minute
Without telling you I care cuz I do
Loving you seems possible
The more it grow
The more it shows
Even flowers let me know that
Things take time they Take time
Take time
Baby you should know that I don’t mind
I don’t mind
If it takes time
We don’t have to rush we have all night
I can see your Colors like a rainbow
Feel you with my eyes closed
Pull me in
Feels like floating
I keep losing focus
I’m high off your potion
Say you’re mine
Say you’re mine
Even though you’re shy
You can take your time
Imma spend the night with ya
I can see your light
Even when you hide
Im just tryna shine with ya
Hold my hand tonight
You can feel the vibe
I’m just tryna ride with ya
I got something to say if that’s alright
Get it off my chest and out my mind
I can see your Colors like a rainbow
Feel you with my eyes closed
Pull me in
Feels like floating
I keep losing focus
I’m high off your potion
Say you’re mine
Say you’re mine
Say you’re mine
Say you’re mine <3
p r e s c r i p t i o n
Everything goes white
I can feel the breeze
Euphoric delight
Only you and me
Pour your honey
Sickly sweet
Keeps me coming
Got me weak
You could kill me
I’d still be
Dialing ur number
6 feet deep
Gonna be real hard to break this habit
It’s like I want you 24/7
When I’m without you I feel sick
Think you work better than my prescription
Nothing feels as good as you do
If you ever leave I’ll be real sad
Let’s both hope that it don’t get to that
Pour your honey
Sickly sweet
Keeps me coming Got me weak
You could kill me
I’d still be
Dialing ur number
6 feet deep
Gonna be real hard to break this habit
It’s like I want you 24/7
When I’m without you I feel sick
Think you work better than my prescription
Better than my prescription
Everything goes white I can feel the breeze
Gonna be real hard to break this habit
It’s like I want you 24/7
When I’m without you I feel sick
Think you work better than my prescription
A L I E N S
I walked past your place
You were getting your drink on Saw somebody but I don’t want to think
Why’s it so goddamn hard
To let it go
You’re out there in the world
And I’m so far from
Feeling okay
Forgetting your face
It's nothing new
Made another mistake
I came in peace
But ultimately
Now were enemies
So I'll stay up here in the stars
And make friends with Venus and Mars
And hold onto hope that you will come and find me
This galaxy could’ve been ours
But here I come free falling down Into your world
I'm wishing I never found you
Time keeps moving on
I get stuck in my day dream
Places between what is and could’ve been
And I always thought we would make it
Getting high in your backseat
You said you believed in me
Feeling okay
Forgetting your face
It's nothing new
Made another mistake
I came in peace
But ultimately
Now were enemies
So I'll stay up here in the stars
And make friends with Venus and Mars
And hold onto hope that you will come and find me
This galaxy could’ve been ours
But here I come free falling down Into your world
I'm wishing I never found you
Lights out on
You and me
Thought we’d have our legacy
I swore everything was exactly as its supposed to be
But you gave me what I need
Something difficult to see
So now I’m out here floating in the atmosphere
So I'll stay up here in the stars
And make friends with Venus and Mars
And hold onto hope that you will come and find me
This galaxy could’ve been ours
But here I come free falling down Into your world
I'm wishing I never found you
B E A L R I G H T
Sweepin’ it under the rug
Is what we’re best at
Would you just give me a hug
Let’s turn the lights out
Tell me that you want me tonight
Is this the silent treatment
are you just being quiet
Now I feel just like my mug
In a thousand pieces
Broken glass and shattered vases
Old pictures and happy faces I can steer us back nice n’ easy
If you chose not to leave me
Cuz you pick your mood like a deck of cards
But time after time I’m the queen of your heart
After the fight is when the love starts
Bah da da da
Bah da, bah da, bah da, bah da da da
Bah da, bah da, bah da, bah da da da
Call me crazy
I do my best
To not f*cking be obnoxious
But you got me
All in my head
All these feelings hit the hardest
Oh
After the fight
Know we’re gonna be alright
After tonight
Will you hold me tight
Relationships always sink
Better head to dry land
Just you and me in the sea
Dont let go of my hand
But if you sink like DiCaprio
I’ll never forget that I was your Rose
After the fightin where does love go?
Bah da da da
Bah da, bah da, bah da, bah da da da
Bah da, bah da, bah da, bah da da da
Call me crazy
I do my best
To not f*cking be obnoxious
But you got me
All in my head
All these feelings hit the hardest Oh
After the fight
Know we’re gonna be alright
After tonight
Will you hold me
F I R E ( N E V E R D I E S )
Do you remember
Dancing in the snow in December
F*ck, my hands were cold
But it’s better
Better than dancing alone
Do you remember
Driving down country roads
Screaming freedom
Thinking we had it all
We were too young
We were outta control
There’s a piece of my heart somewhere miles away
And I hope that it’s glowin on your vanity
I think about you all the time
My fire
For you it never dies
For you it never dies
For you it never dies
Let’s burn it up tonight
And I know that I’m only here for the night
So I’m using what I got to give you all my time
And I’ll let you win just to break the tie
It ain’t losing if I already got the prize
You’re the prize
My fire
For you it never dies
There’s a piece of my heart somewhere miles away
And I hope that it’s glowin on your vanity
I think about you all the time
My fire
For you it never dies
For you it never dies
For you it never dies
Let’s burn it up tonight
Even if it was the last time
I’ll always dance in the moonlight
Hold on tight
My fire for you it never dies
There’s a piece of my heart somewhere miles away
And I hope that it’s glowin on your vanity
I think about you all the time
My fire
For you it never dies
For you it never dies
For you it never dies
For you it never dies For you it never dies
Let’s burn it up tonight
h e a d h e l d h i g h
Racing empty boulevards (there I go)
Tryna make this life an art (Picasso)
Found a story in the scars
Not afraid to look back
But I don't gotta look back
On the edge of something that I've never seen before Could be beautiful
Is it possible?
To see a flower standing in the middle of the storm
All I know is
With my head held high
I'll be the last one standing
In these shattered walls
With my head held high
I'll brace for the crash landing
Not scared to fall
With my head held
High, high, high
With my head held
With my head held high
Winning hand I've got these cards (this battle)
Played it right and found my heart (not fragile)
Went through hell and left my mark
Not afraid to look back
But I don't gotta look back
On the edge of something that I've never seen before Could be beautiful
Is it possible?
To see a flower standing in the middle of a storm
All I know is
With my head held high
I'll be the last one standing
In these shattered walls
With my head held high
I'll brace for the crash landing
Not scared to fall
With my head held high (high)
With my head held high (high)
With my head held high (high)
With my head held
With my head held high
On the edge of something that I've never seen before
I'm a flower standing in the middle of the storm
With my head held high
I'll be the last one standing
(The last one standing)
In these shattered walls
With my head held high
I'll brace for the crash landing
Not scared to fall
With my head held high (high)
With my head held high (high)
With my head held high (high)
With my head held high
With my head held high
CALY BEVIER SINGER & SONGWRITER
Caly Bevier was born and raised in Toledo, Ohio After fighting stage 3 ovarian cancer at 15, Caly packed up her things to chase her dreams and start a new music driven journey in Los Angeles She strives to include messages of being unapologetically herself in her music, so that her listeners can feel comfortable in their own skin and feel less alone in whatever they’re going through. Being influenced by a myriad of genres, Caly loves to blend all sorts of sounds into her songs. She won’t be put into a box, she doesn’t even know what that is
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SHAWN CORCHADO
MULTI-INSTRUMENTALIST
Born in Mexico City, Shawn Corchado was always inspired by the art all around him After traveling down many creative paths, he decided the path of music spoke to him the loudest After many trials and life changing events he moved to Los Angeles to pursue the dream of being on stage. Shawn, aka Scorch, shines bright behind a drum kit. His guitar playing helps to amplify the sounds of the song while he strums to the beat. He has played for chart topping artists, and has graced stages and rooftops around Los Angeles Shawn leaves the audience in awe with his natural talent and energy that draws listeners in
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Original artwork in this collection is generously donated by artists for auctioning to raise awareness for causes and funds for nonprofits awarenow.us/art-auction
"I wanted to express something in this painting that I hope resonates with people. We're all connected... invariably and intrinsically connected. As long as the horrors of inhumane acts exist, we're all darker. We need to find the light."
Sage Gallon
Artist & AwareNow Ambassador
'NO MORE RUNNING'
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"From the 'Blowing in the Wind' Series, this piece speaks to the storms we face. No matter how hard the winds blow and no matter how fierce the storm, we can still STAND TALL and not allow the storm to blow us over or away."
'YOUNG CAT'
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Sage Gallon
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by some 500 people In early 2014, Sage Gallon was named in, NBC's The Grio as One of the 40 Artists to Watch' and he has not disappointed With successful shows in both Los Angeles as well as in New York, Sage was one of the featured Artists at Miami's Art Basel.
Sage serves as an AwareNow Official Ambassador and has generously donated the two featured original paintings, 'No More Running' and 'Young Cat' to be auctioned by AwareNow Proceeds from the auction will be donated to Owosso Pride
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