BUTTERFLIES IN WINTER

You gave me butterflies in the winter, Warming my body like a flame with its flicker.

Colored my world with the wise words you speak. Rosy pink, like the color of your cheeks.

We spent nights under the moon. Talking about college and how we would go off soon.

I saw that sparkle in your eyes, When you spoke your truth not having to lie.

I fell in love with that infectious laughter. The one that creates creases on my face the moment after.

Always smiling, my cheeks are sore. Because how can I not adore?

Someone so kind, Who is constantly on my mind.

In love with the way light filters through your hair, making it bright and brown. Or how your long curls create a crown.

Stared into your deep brown eyes. Showed you what hid behind mine.

My gaze was fixed upon you. But I should have taken the clue.

Because your eyes were locked onto someone new. Something I could never undo.

Your heart was latched to hers. I was jealous, but her happiness was yours.

You have fallen for her beauty and mind. I’ll admit it: she is pretty, and she is kind.

Boys don’t get flowers, and I have no more power. So no doubt she will be getting your flowers.

I wish we had more time. But you’re in love and I cannot take that love which is not mine.

Butterflies in Winter