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Earth: the Beloved by William Rand

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Earth: The Beloved William Alden Scott Rand 2021


The Intentions:

To name the harm we have inflicted on our planet. To renew and repair our relationship with Mother Earth To unite the wisdom of the Earth with our own bodies, hearts, minds, and souls. To fall into the love that surrounds us in the womb of life.


With unending gratitude for all of those who walked with me on this journey…

Viveka Hall-Holt

Evan Strong

Mom and Dad (Tom and Elizabeth Rand)

Renée Audette

Alistair Rand

Elijah Schouten

Jorge Lockward

Grandmother and Grandaddy (Bill and Ginny Scott)

Katie Reimer

Barbara Coleman

Tesfa Wondemagegnehu

Christy, Olaf, and Elle Hall-Holt

Sannah Arvidson-Hicks

Charles Taliaferro

Jorie Van Nest

Justin Merritt

Gratitude for the teachers, guides, mystics, and poets that I encountered in writing, song, and prayer… John Phillip Newell Christ of the Celts Jan Richardson Circles of Grace John O’Donohue To Bless the Space Between Us Christine Vaulters Painter Earth: Our Original Monastery Thomas Merton New Seeds of Contemplation Robin Wall Kimmerer Braiding Sweetgrass Margaret Silf Inner Compass Peter London Drawing Closer to Nature Douglas Christie The Blue Sapphire of the Mind Joby Talbot Path of Miracles Craig Hella Johnson Considering Matthew Shepard Iain Stuart Earth: The Biography INSTRUMENTATION Soprano, Mezzo Soprano, Tenor, and Bass Solo SSSAATTBB Chorus* Divided into a double chorus in the final movement (SSATB, SSATB)

Percussion Timpani (2), Crotales, Bell Tree, Djembe, Triangle, Tubular Bells, Glockenspiel Clarinet English Horn Violin 1 Violin 2 Cello Double Bass Harp Piano


Libretto 1.

Invocation

O Ground of Life O Sky of Lights O Teacher of the Way O Mother Earth Sacred Birth We beseech you.

2. Out of Chaos In the beginning Out of chaos. Earth was a formless void. Chaos covered the face of the deep. Chaos crying out for you. I cry out for You.

In the beginning, Earth was formless chaos bleeding violence Crying out for birth All life is born from chaos Begotten of the beginning infused with breath and encircled in light

3. Do You Remember When? Do you remember when you were born? Do You Remember when? Do you remember when the skies carried you? When the tall grass cradled you? Do You Remember when? When the sea bore your soul to life? When the sunlight slowly lifted your eyelids? Do You Remember when? Do you remember when the womb held you close? When the sphere of life moved you from home to home? Do You Remember when? I bet your bones do. Your body stores memory. Your heart remembers when it first beat. Do You Remember? Do you remember when the song sang you into life? Do you remember when love knit you together? Do You Remember when? Do you remember when we lived in the garden? When we tended and cared with all life. Do you remember harmony? Do you remember the sound of your birth song?

Life enfolds chaos Chaos suffering is life suffering Violence erupts from the depths Longing for life

Do you remember when?

Crying out for birth

Do you remember when this became our story? When we chose this as our story? (schism)

How long, O God? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me? How long must I bear this pain in my soul?

When we were thrown out of the garden? When we were told that we don’t belong?

When we forgot the song of our birth?

4. Ground of Life: Molten solid In the beginning, Chaos covered the face of the deep and a wind from God and a sound swept across the face of the waters. “LET THERE BE LIGHT” Born of chaos. All who are created are sacred. Sacred birth.

O Ground of Life Where we are born Space for all life to dance and grow Ground of life, sacred stone, You who stores the secrets of all time Trouble us with your story Igneous rock from the heart of the world


magma that cools solid made of crystals resembling core light storms wear away each layer of love making new what is old, making old what is new Sedimentary rock bears the scars of the land of weather, death, and decay. carrying the stories of land rock that was once born of magma buries these stories deep in the earth. In time these fragments of old Metamorphosize with heat and pressure building new mountains moving the land with ground made new This storied ground is born of core for all ground is sacred born of light and fire bearing stories of eternity carrying songs of creation solid in center molten in essence forever moving and changing shaping the world to become. O Ground of Life, teach us to love with hearts that are strong yet soft in their depth Teach us to live sustained by our core moving in grace, hearing the sound of creation, and living with gratitude for new and old

5. The Song of the Wind and Waters

6. Song of the Seasons

(Awake the sound and come alive)... Of life’s first breath Spiritus Novus! Spring sprouts of hope Of luscious green. My work is slow Yet waxes effusive My showers grow flowers And flowers grow showers Blooms abound meadows And forests sing of new. All of life is new. Song of the Summer I am bright light. Heat waves. Loud storms. Rejuvenation. Peak season of life. An ode to trees: breathing life. You are gentle, yet mighty. Towering over all of life. A gazing fortress in the sky. Sanctuary of love. You are tall saints of power. Living your purpose throughout time. You balance the whole web of life. You are the still center. Your leaves are the guardians of the air. We breathe your labors. You make space for all of life simply by breathing. You are shade for the weary Those who are lost and afraid. For the wanderers and wonderers. You are protection

Song of the Spring Awake, the ground and come alive. I come with warmth and promised birth.

You are gentle, yet mighty. Towering over all of life. A gazing fortress in the sky. Sanctuary of love.

My seeds at rest take root and nest in slumberous brown my life roots down

You are ancient strength Forever praising Always praying Ever breathing.

In anchored ground I find the sound

Life for the world To breathe.


I am in motion I am Autumn I move upon the trees and raise their true colors to light I am soft, golden light and crisp cool mornings. I am gentle change ever so slowly releasing the tired trees. I mean no harm but I cannot be resisted I come in the rhythms of the air. Do not dread me Do not fear me. I bring the promise of coming rest for life dearly needs to sleep I release in a blaze of light an illumination of glory a spectacle of color gold, tiger, and ruby Falling Slowly Gently In peace. Rest easy, good and faithful servants. Take heart, dear ones, and look into the golden light. I am winter. I am rest.

slow snow gently protecting the dead. hardening icing closing waiting Rest from labors of life from breathing. Death from life from life from death. Finished.

7.

Song of the Sky

Sky Light Star light Sunlight The home of Light Unfailing light Eternal light Cradling light Sky Light Star light Sunlight Deep pool of blue Azure Sapphire hue Nebulous realm Everlasting, Infinite sphere A place to dream To wonder To soar She says Lose yourself in awe, wonder reverence She cries Be brave Be light Be hope Song of the Sunset Be violet Be mauve Be lilac Be moonlight. Be dark. Pass through the night. And unravel in your shadow. 8. Song of Lament

Human being remembering their inner child presence: Oh mother Earth, I have done you wrong. Forgive my forgetting soul.


Come home. Mother Earth in deep pain, who looks at the child with still compassionate eyes: Oh my child, be still. Be held in my calm waves. Let my slow breeze cool your anxiety. Let my gentle waves caress your weary soul. Let my tall mountains give you courage. Let my clear skies give you hope. The Community of Human Beings: Oh mother Earth, we have done you wrong. Forgive our consuming souls. Mother Earth: I must speak honestly You have forgotten me. We have been torn apart. You have hurt me deeply. My soil is lifeless I am burning faster I am choking in plastic My beloved creatures are dying.

The despairing, human child: Oh mother Earth, We have done you wrong. Forgive our severing souls. Mother Earth: Please hear my still small voice. My cry is silence My tears fall as rain My anger roars in thunder Please listen to me.

There I stood in the citadel of my soul the waters of life calling my name These, the waters of the womb waters breathing through me waters of Mother Earth within me calling me back to me What must I shed so that I may float, enwombed in these waters?

My fear? My control? My disconnection from Love itself? Love is the Water, the sound of creation The birth that I choose Surrounded by all of life. Love is the chaos of creation Swirling as I shed what no longer serves me Returning to my own Sacred birth. Cry out! In the beginning… Out of chaos… What no longer serves me…

Listen, dear child to me Remember me as I remember you. Let me welcome you home again. I am calling you back to you

Darkness and first light and rocks of cooled magma and rivers and mountains and valleys.

The whole Earth community: I remember you/Please remember me.

We are all birth songs and blue skies and tall grass and oceans and sunlight and heartbeat.

9. Sacred Birth Deep pool of blue azure sapphire. The waters came to life Calling, “remember” Out of the deep, I heard my name Spoken softly gently

We are all seeds and all tall trees and dead leaves and blossoms that open at first light. Whale songs and bird calls and Butterflies dancing We are all kin. I see all of life before me. All life is beautiful. Mothers and fathers and flocks, hives, voleries, and Siblings, grandmothers, Grandfathers.


Beloveds and kindreds and dears ones and wild ones connected as One. All of life is one being. We are beloveds, Creating with all life, And held in a love beyond breathing.

I see you, I breathe you, I smell you, I feel you, I touch you, I taste you, I know you, I remember You. O Ground of Life, O Sky of Lights, O Teacher of the Way, O Mother Earth, breathless love, womb of life Sacred Birth. We return to you.

-William Rand October 29, 2021 Northfield, Minnesota


I. Invocation William Rand Stage Directions: The soloists may stand in any visible place. The choir is invited to process in at m. 10

 = 66

1 singer ad lib.

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9

Perc.

B♭ Cl.

Vln.

O

seech you.

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 

    

16 S.

T.

B.

B♭ Cl.

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

To Triangle

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

 

 



 

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(Ah)

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 

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

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Sky of lights,

O

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Vln. 2

Vc.

teach er

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3

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Moth er

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Earth,

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 

(Oh)

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   

O

Ground of Life,

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Ground

O

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Ground of Life,

of

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      O

Ground of Life,

  

Life,

Sa cred

     

Birth,

    

We be

1.

seech you.

    

Sky of lights,

Sky of lights,

Sky

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O

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O

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Sky of lights,

of

Lights

6

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teach er

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teach er

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of the

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teach er

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of the

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of the

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Way.

O

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of

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the

Way

     

       

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         

       

© 2021 William Rand. All Rights Reserved.

         

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  

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(Oh)

       

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of the

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E. Hn.

Vln.

 

(Ooh)

A.

tutti

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    

O

Vln. 2

Vc.

Ground of Life,

2.

  1  

E. Hn.

  

2 more singers join in a visible space to the audience.

         

       


    

S.

Moth er Earth,

B.

  

Moth

Trgl.

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

E. Hn.

Vln.

2

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  

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er

  

er

Moth

3

  

  

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 

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er

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er

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Sac

red

Birth,

  

red

Birth

 

Moth er

We be

 

We be

Moth er

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   

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Earth

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    

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 

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3

Moth er

Earth.

O

Earth.

Earth.





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O

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O

 



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Sus. Cymbal O



   



Slightly slower With increasing  passion

3

  

  

   

3

  

  

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  

     

     

    

    

   

    

  

 

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Earth.

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      



Timpani

      

   

seech you.

      

Earth.



seech you.

Earth

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

seech you.

    

   



We be

 

mmm.

 

Birth,



     



seech you.

Birth.

 

Earth.

er, Moth

  

   

Earth.

       

 

 

Earth,



 

     

We be

red

  

Birth, Sac

poco rit. - - - - A Tempo

     



Sac

         

Vln. 2

Pno.

  

Moth er Earth,

 1  

Vc.

  

       

T.

B♭ Cl.

Sac red

  

Earth,

    

         

Moth

Timp.

A.

B.

Earth,

Earth,

er

28 S.

Moth er

Moth er

Sac red

    

 

T.

Earth,

 

Moth er Earth,

      

Moth er

   

A.



 

23

poco rit. - - - - A Tempo



  



 


    

35 S.

Ground of

A.

    Ground of

T.

Life,

    Ground of

B.

Life,

Life,

        Ground of

Life,

 

O

 

O

 

O

   

    

Sky

of

lights,

O

of

   

lights,

of

lights,

   

S.

Birth,

A.

 

Birth,

T.

  

Birth

B.

  

Birth.

 

      

  

O

teach er

   

of lights,

poco rit. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

41

teach er

   

  

Sky

  

O

  

Sky

teach er

  

Sky

  

   

  

teach er

 

 

of

Way.

of

of

the

the

 

the

 

of

the

Way.

Way.

 

Way.

    

O

     

We

be

seech

We

be

seech

We

We

be

be

seech

seech

you.



you.



you.



you.

er

O

   



er

Moth

   

A Tempo

Moth



O



Moth

Moth

er

er



Earth,



Moth



er

Earth,

Earth,

Moth

er

Earth,

Moth

Earth

 

er



 

Sac



 

Earth,

Sac



Earth

Sac



Earth,

 

 

red

 

 

red

 

   

red

3


II. Out of Chaos  = 80 Timpani

Percussion

Violoncello

Contrabass

Piano

6 Perc.

Vc.

Cb.

Pno.

 

  

 

 

Vc.

Cb.

Pno.

 

 

 

     

 

 

 

chaotic

gliss.

 

sub.

sub.

sub.

 

(Oh)



               

                                               

chaotic



  

gliss.



                               

                               

   

  

(Oh)

Perc.

 

T.

B.

10 A.

    

hard felt mallets

Will Rand

 poco cresc. sempre gliss.

 poco cresc. sempre gliss.

 poco cresc. sempre

(Oh)

 

 


poco rall. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

 

18 S.

A.

B.

Perc.

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 1

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 1

2



gliss.

gliss.

 

(Ah)

(Ah)





gliss.

(Ah)







 

 



      

In

the

be

In

the

 

be

the

be



In





 



 

gin

  

gin

  

gin



 





  

   

    



ning.

 

ning.

ning.

 

 



 

ning.

 

 

 

Be

Be



 

gin

gin

ning.



 

     



 

gin

In

the

be

  



     

 

In

In

 

be

 



the

the

be

gin

ning.

  



gin

ning.





ning.

  

 

 

 

 

 

Ah





Ah

 

ning.

  

 

 



ning.



be





the







In

gin

ning.

gin

 



 

 

gin

 

be

be



the

the





In



 

   



 



In



 

 

 



 

(Ah)



  

Vc.

Pno.

 

Vln. 2

Cb.

gliss.

gliss.

gliss.

(Oh)

T.

Perc.



gliss.

 

A.

B.



gliss.

25 S.



gliss.

 

Vc.

Pno.

  

Vln. 2

Cb.

 

T.

Tempo Primo

molto rall. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

  

        


     

   

32 S.

   

A.

  

T.

B.

Perc.

Vc.

Cb.

In

the

In

the

  

  



   

Vc.

Cb.

Pno.

Out



   



    

  

5

 

of

 5



cha os,

   

5



gin

A.

T.

B.

Vc.

Cb.

Pno.

ning.









 

 5

 



 

     5

 

 

5







was

a







 

5

5

  

5

 

  

5

5

 

and

os



and

  



cha



   

form

5

co

 



cha

vered

os

co

vered

 

5

5

  

 

5



 

 

5



 

5

 

5



 

5





 



the

face





the

of

face

5

5

    5

5

                       

5

 

5

void.

  

5

  

5

 

   

5

 

5





5

  



5



 

5

 

5



 

 gliss.

(Ah)

 

the

deep.

of

   

5

pizz.

  



 5



                     





5





 

less





 = 80

less

  





  



form

5



5





       5





                                      5

  



a

3



3

was

 



earth

earth





 





 brass mallets





 

 

 To   Crotales  





47 S.



ning.





cha os,

    

be



of



 



(Oh)

gin







Out

A.



 

43

 

 



be



(Oh)

  



   

  





   

Pno.

S.



 

 

the

deep.

                                                                                        5 5 5 5                                 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5  5 5 5 5                                                                                            

   5

 5

 5

5

5

5

5

5

5

5

5

5

5

5

5

5

gliss.

5

5

5

5

3


 

52 S.

 

A.

gliss.

T.

B.

Crot.

Vc.

Cb.

Pno.

S.

   

 

  

 

I

   I

  

 

  

cry,.

  

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

Pno.

4

I

 

   

To Timpani



 I



cresc.

(Ah)

I



cresc.



(Ah)

I

I

 

                                                                                               

cry,

Vln. 1

 

B♭ Cl.

       

Timp.

 

gliss.



gliss.

                                                                                               

cry,

B.

              I cry,

T.

55

A.

cresc.

gliss.

(Ah)

gliss.



Rall. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  = 72

       

      

            cry,

I

     cry,

I

  

cry,

I

     cry,



I

      

sub.

cry

cha os

  

cry

cha os

  

sub.

cry

    

sub.



ing,

cry

ing,

      

cha os

cry

ing,

sub.

  

    

cry,

cha os



cha

 

brighter inflection

cry,

 

cry

ing,

cha



os

cry

 

os,

   

cha

 

cha

os,

os,

  

   

 

  

   

  

 

 

cry

 

ing,

cry

 

ing,

cry

     

cry

 

cry

 



 

ing,

cry

 

cry



ing

ing

ing

ing

 

ing,

 

    

  

out

    for

  

cry

out

    

    

  

  

Molto rall A tempo

 

 

(Ah)

cry

  

cry

out

   

  



cry



















 





 

   

you.





 

 



 

 

you.

 



 

for

Out of

    

for

 

   

Out of

cha os,

   

cha os, out of

cha os,

       sim.          

 

         

you.

    

 

    

out

you.

for

   

  

  

   

 

 


64 S. Solo

S.

A.

             

  

Crot.

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

cha

os, Out

out

of

cha

os

out

Vln. 1

Vln. 2



Pno.

cha

os



of

cha

of

cha

   

out

of

os

of

 

  

3



Out

of

Out

of

3

cha

os.

cha

os

 



cha

 

3

3

   

out of

os out of

3



cha os

out of

6

 



 

  

pizz.

6

  

  

  

3

 

 

6

     

6

6

6

3

 

cha os

out of

cha

     



cha

os, Out of

 



cha

    



os

  



of

cha os.

 

Out

of

  

Out

  

6

6



6

6

 

6

 

Out

 

        

gliss.

 

  

Out

  

3

 

cha os.

of

cha

of

cha

    

 

os.

 

os.

        

      

 

  

      



3

  

3

    

 

     

 

 

cha os

os

3



os out of

cha

of

cha os.

  

3

of

Out

  

  

gliss.

 



3



6

3

                                                  6

Out of

 

                            

6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6                                                        pizz.                           

 

cha os.

     

 

6

          

Out

os

    

6

os out of





  

  

os

cha

                                                 6

os.

os, Out of

3

 

cha

cha

of

cha

    

of

3

Out

Out of



Out

cha

cha os.

     

 

  

          

os, Out of

  

cha



cha

os

 

  

Out of

of

        

os

           

Out

 

cha

  

  

 

os, Out

out

a few voices

   

  

 

Vc.

Cb.

of

Out

        

T.

B♭ Cl.

os.

                    

A.

B.

cha

 

69 S.

of

To Crotales

Vc.

Cb.

of

    

        

T.

B.

Out

  

Out

  

Out

  

Out

  

Out



 

of

of



of

of

    

    

5


74 S. Solo

      

S.

cha os.

I

 

   

A.

cha os.

 

T.

cha

  

B.

cha

Crot.

  

 

cry

os.

out

cry

 

cry

  

Vc.

Cb.

for

you for



cantabile

 

   

for you for you

   

you.

 



   

for you for you

for you for you

   

for

you

for

you











 





 

 

  

you

  

you

for

 

for you for you

for

for you for you

   

for you for you

   

for you for you

   

   

for you for you

you.

you

you

 

gliss.

out

    

  

out

cry

Vln. 2

os.

cry

subtle

for

out

for

cry

         I

out

 *tremolo slowing consistently    

Vln. 1

I

  

(cry)

 

     

I

 



1 singer







'Life enfolds chaos "In the beginning,

Monologue: repeat continuously until each section has been spoken.

A.

      How

 





 





long?

How

A.



  

  

 

 

T.

   

B.

Vln. 1

Pno.

6

long?



 

 

             How

103

S.

long?

  



long?

Pno.

Violence erupts from the depths

infused with breath

          

  



How

B.

bleeding violence

Longing for life

Crying out for birth..."

  

T.

Chaos suffering is life suffering

Begotten of the beginning

and encircled in light..." out for birth"                   Crying                                                                                 

95 S.

Earth was formless chaos

  = 63

83

Pno.

"All life is born from chaos

2

2

long, O

     2

         

2

How

  



 

  



 

long?

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     

  

Will you

   

       

 

                       

long?

 

       

How

       

How

               

How



long?



       

long?

arco





How



 

long?



arco



rhythm only



*tap rhythm on available surface

Pno.

long?

Cb.

How long

How

Vc.

long?

 

How long

long?

 

Djem

God?

How long

T.

O

Vln. 2

How

Vln. 1

  

 

A.

E. Hn.

God

B♭ Cl.

How

B.

God

134 S.

     

Vc.

Pno.

 

long,

  

Vln. 2

Cb.

O

   

God

  

 

T.

God

  

 

A.

 

     

   



for



long?

long?

 



        long?



 

               

   

       

 

            



               

get me for ev er?

  

          

How long will you hide

your face from me?

 

How


            

139 S.

long must I bear this pain

 

A.

 

B.

Vln. 1

 

Cb.

Pno.

       

 

play

long,

   How

long,

    How

  

 

How

long,

    

long,

long, O God How long O God?

          

 

long?

 

How

long?







long, O God How long O God?

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

long?

How

long?









How

long?



How



How

long?



long?

How

long?

 

 

      



     

 

How

                       

How

           

  

T.



          

     

A.

long, O God How long O God?

           

 

How

How

          

How

Pno.

O God How long O God? How

long, O God How long O God?

           

 

 

 

                      

147

Cb.

       

Vc.

Vc.

O God How long O God? How

Vln. 2

Djem

           

 

  

E. Hn.

B.

How long,

       

 

B♭ Cl.

S.

  

Djem

in my soul? How long,

T.

   







O

God?



O

God?





   

God?

   



God?



  

             



 

                 





To Glockenspiel

 

  



  



  



  



  



  

    

   



                                                                                   

  

       



 



 

  

9


   

( = ) 162 S.

  

A.

In

T.

B.

Glock.

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

 

 

  

Timp.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

   

         

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

Pno.

10

   

cry

     

 

 

    



ing,

ing,

 

cha

 

cha

 

ing,

cha

 



os

os,

In

 

   



cry

ing,

 

cry

ing,

 

os,

cry

 

ing,

 



Molto Rall

cry

 

cry

 

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ing

cry

ing

 

cry

ing

 

   

  





ning

 

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 

cha os.

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

 = 80

  

  

Cry

 



                                          

  

 



you!

you!



 

for

you!

for

you!

 

 

 

  



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



 

 

  



for



for





cha os

  

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   

sub.

out

   



   

cry

cha os

 





cry



  

  

I

 

sub.

out

out



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cha os

  

Cry



 

   

   

cry,.

sub.

  





I

cha os

cry

    I

cry,

sub.

   

I

   

  

  

cry,

out

          I

  

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I

   

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cry,

I

 

I

    



ning



ning

In the beg in

     

   

     

ing,

the beg in

cry

os,

    

   

cha

ing,

  

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ning.

 

cry

B.

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cry

T.

 

in

cry

A.

beg

  

170 S.

the

         



 



 


    

   

175 S.

  

out

  

T.

Cry

B.

Timp.

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Vln. 1

Vc.

Pno.

 

 

for

out

for

 

  

 



 

 



 

 

S. Solo

S.

 

B.

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Vc.

Cb.

Pno.

  



   



And

a

And







 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

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 

 

wind



a

wind



a

 

 

                                                                                                           



from



from



wind

from



wind

 

 





you!



a

   



And

    





you!



  

T.

 

   

A.

 

                                                         

179 ( = )



you!



out



    

Vln. 2

Cb.

Cry

 

for

 

   



you!



out



 

for

 

Cry

   

 



Cry

A.

  



from





God.

God.



God.



God.

   

 

 

  

      

 

and

   

a sound

 



(Ah)

 

 

(Ah)

 



       

 



 







 

 

(Ah)



(Ah)

    

           

11


        

  = 50

          

185 S. Solo

dancing

(Ah)

     

S.

    

A.

   

    

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

     

        

  

  

S.

(Ah)





3

Swept

a

    



 



     

    

        3

cross

the

3

face of the



wa

face of the

       

                    

3



In the be gin ning.

3

Swept

S. 4

A.

T.

B.

Timp.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

12

  

Let

there

be

 

 

       Let

there be

3

              

3

3

3

(Ah)

3



   



3

   

3

 

3



be

3

      

       3

3

3

3

 

3

3

       3

cross

3

Swept

3

the

a

face of the

    3

  

cross

Swept

a

3

the

   cross

3

Swept

a

light

        3

 

To Suspended Cymbal with brushes

3

      

      

there

       

3

 

Let

3

3

 

light.

      

      

Let there be light

       

  

      

 



3

3

3

3

Let there be light.

 

light

   

  

3

     

   

S. 3

3

a

S. 2

   

3

(Ah)

3

3

     

 

Let there be light.

      

      

3

     

3

     

     

       

3

3

    

3

Letthere be light



     

      

(Ah)



(Ah)



      

ters.



     

 

3             

     

  

    

 = ) ( 

wa ters.

        

 

the

     

(Ah)



   

  



a cross

           



   



     

cantabile

192 S. Solo



swept

            

    

           



B.





T.





 



    

3

     

      3

3


197 S. Solo

S.

S. 2

S. 3

S. 4

A.

T.

B.

Cym.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

   



wa

 

cross

 

ters.

3

    

face of the wa

3

the

3

 

face of the wa

sempre cresc.

Let

 

    

ters.



there

be

sempre cresc.

 

Let

       3

3



3

there

be

  

light

  

light

    3

 

 

 3

 

 

be

light.





Let



3

there



Let

3

there

floating

Let there be light



be

sempre cresc.

         

sempre cresc.

3

3

 

3

Let there

       

(Ah)

ters.

 

3

3

3

 

sempre cresc.

3

3

      

    

       

 

face of the wa

the

3

(Ah)

3

3

       

       3

ters.

    

  



light.

Let



be



light.

Let

sempre. cresc.

 

3

    

Let there

be

 

    

3

Let there

 

3

Let there

be

light.

light

be

 

3

light







 3

3

Let there

    

    

be



3

there

3

there



be

light.

   

be



   

3

Let

there

Let

there

light.

be

3

Timpani

         



 

  

light

Let



 



 

3

3

   

be

light.

be

light.

   

 

   

   

3

there be

3

3

       



   

there

  

light.



there

Let



3

Let

3

3

    

    

 

13


      

202 S. Solo

S.

(Ah)

 

3

3

 

3

Let

there

   

molto cresc.



be

light.

   

be



molto cresc.

light.

Perc.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Cb.

3

   

3

    

All

  

T.

B.

Perc.

 

 

 

Vc.

  

Cb.

14

  

All

 





a

cre

3



 

ted

ted

      

be

3

3

a

a

       cre

  

a

there

Let

  

light.

Let

   

ted

 

ted

 



   

 

  



 

are

are

 



3

 

 

    

sac

 

sac

        

3 3     

   

 

light.

born of cha os

  



  

  

red.

 

red.

be

 

 





 

              

   

light.

         3

3

born of cha

os

 



 

 

  

       cred

        Sa

cred

        



 

 

3

born of cha os



     

 





birth.

birth.

 

red

os

         3

born of cha



3

os

        

          

Sac

born of cha

3



3

3

3





Sac

3

3

3

3

        

      3  3

 



Sa

      3

 

light.

born of cha os



3 3     

 

be



 

light.



 

red.

there

   

be

   

    

cred.

 

 

sac

sac

Let



    

   

there

  

     3

 

be

 

Let

there

   

 

there

light.

be

    

there

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  

    

be

    

who are cre

3

3

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sound.

who are cre

All

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 

there

   

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    

     

  

A.

 

210 S.

       

Vln. 2

Vc.

be

3



 



light.

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B.

3

   

  

molto cresc.

light.

there be

  

3

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there be

3

there

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3

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T.

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A.

3



    

S. 2

        molto cresc.

 

birth.

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red

red

     Sac

red

birth.

birth.



birth.

 

 

 

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       

 

 

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           


III. Do You Remember When? Mezzo Soprano Solo

Choir

Percussion

9

Solo

Choir

A Tempo

 

         

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16 Solo

Choir

tall

    

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    

  

24

Solo

Choir

Cym.

Vln. 1

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      

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   

Choir

Vc.

Cb.

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grass

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re mem ber

     

 

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

when?



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you?

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

you.

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     

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lids.

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sea

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the

 2020 William Rand

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you.

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

when?

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womb

 

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when?

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 

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born.

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of

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 

youwere

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when?

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when the

 

when?

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mem ber when

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re mem ber

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when?

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re mem ber

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    



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re

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sub. 

when?

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 

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

   

when the

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lif

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

when?

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mem

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ten.

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

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   

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A Tempo

      light

 

Tubular Bells

  

when?

   

 

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poco rall

close.

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

when?

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 

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To Suspended Cymbal

33 Solo

 

 = 80

William Rand poco rall

 

  


Solo

S.

  

A.

moved you

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B.

Cym.

Vc.

Cb.

   

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Cme.

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

bones

    

(Ooh)

  

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dy

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when?

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2

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46

to

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37

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 

Solo

Choir

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heart

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Vc.

   

  

     

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59

Solo

Choir

Vc.

Cb.

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

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you

pizz.

    

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3

life?

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 

life?

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Vln. 1

Vc.

 

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Cb.

    3

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3

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you

beat,



re

 

 

first

 

 

 

beat,

 

you

   

arco



Do



 

em





 

rem

beat.



arco

first

 

 

  

         

64

Solo



 



it

 

 

when

 



  

bers

 

  

mem

    

Cb.

re

(Ooh)

        

Vln. 1



54

ther?



ther?



    

Tempo Primo

Do you

 

re

  

ther?

 

 





ther?

 

 



  3


   

69 Solo

Choir

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

mem

Choir

Cme.

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

4

ber

when we

      

(Oh)

  

  

  

            

   

 

        

  

 

3

3

  





 

mo

re mem ber

  

 

O Ground of

  

ny?

3





   

  

When we

 

when?



Life!

 



3

har mon y, har mo ny,har mon y, har mo ny

Do you

  

  

har

 

To Timpani



3

mo

ny?

 

 

   

 

 



 

  

 3



  gliss.    



with all

Do you

re

ber

   

 3



whoa

ooh

      

mem

    

    

   

    

3

mo ny!

     

Re

  





        

3



   

  

        

3

 

ber?

    

   

har



 

     





 gliss.     

   

  

life?

      

cared

      

cared

re mem

3

 

 

      

  

ten ded and

when

 

   

                 

3

  

 3

Do you re mem ber



 

 

har

     

Do you

3



gar den?

               

a

                         

mem ber



   

in



Soprano Soloist

  

lived

Doyou re

  

 

3 3 3 3               

76

Solo

 

3

 

      pizz

               


        

82 Solo

S.

A.

T.

B.

Timp.

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

  

mem

 

 

  

 

 

 

  

 

   

  

    

     ber?

  

The sound

 

   

Sound,

Sound,



3



your

3

T.

3

3

har mon y, sound

of

   

 

B.

  

sound

Timp.

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 1

 

      

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

 

   

of



your

 

your

 



birth

har mon y, har mon y, har mon y, har mon y,

     

har mon y, har mon y, har mon

 

3

3

birth

 

 

    

  

 

 

 

 



(Ooh)



Do 



Do 

Do



Do

        





3

   3

you

re

3

you

re

3

you

3

you

re

re

                    

     

3

3

3

3



3

   

   

  

 

The

 

   

  

 

  

 

y,

           



The

3

  



3

3

sound



 

song?



The

har mon y, har mon y, har mon

 

song?

birth

  

song.

your

3

3

 

3

birth



 

3

har mon y, har mon y,

3

   

    

of

                 

song.



your

sound

   

song.

 

y,

The

birth

of

 

har mon y, har mon y, song.

sound

The



 

The

3

3

              3

3

 

         

of



 

song?

 



birth





 

   



sound

A.

y,



3





3

3

3

your



of

har mon y, har mon y, har mon



        

88 S.

poco rall - - - - - - - - - A Tempo

3

3

3

3

3

3

 

3

 

 

5


  

S.

mem

ber

 

A.

ber

 

    mem ber               mem

B.

Pno.

Solo

Choir

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Pno.

6

ber

3

3

   

 

 

gar

den?

gar

den?



  

7

 





     3

  

  

7

 



  

7

 



tenor soloist

 



when

 

3

    7   

3

95

Vc.

Cb.



when

mem

T.

92

 

   

we

were

thrown

were

thrown

   

When

we were told that



   

When





   

we were told that

   

 

thrown

 

7

 

  

 



don't







we

don't

 

3

3

we

 



 

of

out

of

out

of

 

 



  

 

the

7

  

the

7

  

 

 

  

spoken in a hiss



schi



sm

long.



7

 

  the

long.

  

  the

 





3

7

  

be





7

be

3

of

 

thrown

3



 

out

out

  3

 

 

  3

we

 

  3

 

  

7

  

 

7

  


98 Solo

 

Choir

(Soprano)

(Alto)

T.

 Tenor  

Do

Timp.

Vln. 1

  

Vc.

Cb.

Pno.

Choir

T.

B.

Cme.

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

Pno.

    

   

sto

7

   

ry?

  

you

ber





mem

ber

 

 



ber

    



  

 

 

when

when

 

  

 

when

when opt.

when

when

this

be

  

came



this

be

came

this

be

came

our

 

 



we

chose



we

chose

we

chose



 

    this

   this

this

  

 

  

as

as

   

our

as

  

      

 

our

  

our

 

  

sto

sto

 

sto

ry?

ry?

  

ry?

spoken

spoken

spoken

  

other voices





  

  

schi sm

  

schi sm

  

schi sm

  



  

   



 

  

schi sm

  

schi sm

  

schi sm

    





When we

  

for

     

 

schi sm

 

    

  





schi sm

    



    

 

To Tubular Bells

this as our

 



 



 

ry?

 

 

 

sto



chose

 

ry?

 

   

our

ry?

      sto

 

we

     sto

   

    

 



our

 

    

 

 

 

7

 

  

  

mem

re



103 Solo

re

 

you



 

Do

 

mem

re

   Do

 

Vln. 2

you

  

Bass

B.

    

  

 

  

7


  

107 Solo

Choir

T.

B.

Cme.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

8

 

       

      

  

got

     

       

the

       

sound

  of

       

our

birth.

  

 

       

Soprano

Alto

 



when we chose 



when we chose

when we chose

   

  

         this

this

         

    

this

as

   

as

as

   

  

our

our



our

     sto ry?

   sto ry?

     



sto ry?

   

 



  

  

 

  

 

   pizz     

    

  

pizz

   pizz

pizz

 

 

   




Soloists and Choir

IV. Ground of Life Tenor Solo

   

 = 70

  

Violoncello

Contrabass

O

  

Vo.

      

B♭ Cl.

grow.

  Vln. 1      

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

18

Vo.

Vc.

Cb.

   

  

          

are born.

      

pizz.

              

                         

    



 

 



life,

  

    



sa cred



stone.



    

You who store the

3

      

        

  

 



3

   

  

se

3

crets



3

3

           

  

pizz

  



             



             

 Tenor  Solo         rall.

   





    

3

Ig ne ous

 

  

3





    

  



3                        3 3 3

3

3

of all time.

      pizz.

   

    

pizz.

 



    

 

arco

Sopranos and Altos

life to dance and

 

      

3

3



arco

A Tempo

 

rock

 



  

 



espressivo              



   

Ig ne ous





Bass Solo 3

              

3   3                                      Trou ble us with your sto ry Trou ble us with your sto ry. 3              3 3                             3 3 3 3                       

12

Vo.

3

Space for all

pizz.



              

Tutti Altos

Ground of

  

where we

            

         

                                     

                     

6

Ground of Life

   

O

Ground of Life

   

  

        

Bass Solo 

O Ground of Life

  Violin 1    Violin 2

  

William Rand

rall. - - - - - - - - - -

  

        

rock

poco rit; ad. lib.

        

       

in the

3

heart ofthe

 

  


   

24

Vo.

B♭ Cl.

 

A Tempo

world.

  

Vc.

Cb.

Mag ma that

 

        

 

31

Vo.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

 

  

 

41

Vo.

Vc.

Cb.

2

Storms



 

 

  

wear a

way

 

                           

stals

   

     

each

lay er

of love.

 

 

                     

 

 

 

 

what is

old,

 

       

di men ta

 

ry

 



what is

          





new.







 

            

  

                        

  

A Tempo

  

ma king old

new.

     

  

  

rock

    

what is

 



ma king old

poco rall; ad lib

  

old,

  

  

3



what is

 

      



           

 

Se

            

 

  

light.

   

                 

                



new



core

   

Mak ing new

 

  

  

 

   

    



re sem bling



     

  

cry

      

made of

 

  



lid.

 

   



 

so

          

cools

                

Vln. 2

 

             3

     Vln. 1   E. Hn.

    

sub.

 



 





   3         3

3                           3                       

   

bearsthe scars of the

3


 

50

Vo.

  Vln. 1   Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

B♭ Cl.

land

of

  

   

 



once



Vln. 2

born of mag ma.

Vc.

Cb.

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 2

Cb.

 



    

  

 

       

 



               3   3

3

bur ies these sto ries deep in

the

Earth.

  

 



3

3

         3

Car ry ing

  



 

 

 

 

                                   

    

 





  

3

land.

Rock that was

 

   

 

   

   

 

     

   

of the

        

3



3

  

   



ries

  

sto

   3   

                             3 3 3

              

3

3

In time these frag ments of



  

 

  



 

old



    

 

  

      

  

  

     

  

With

    

me

ta mor pho size.

heat

     and

me

pres

ta

sure.

mor pho size.

Heat

me

and

 

       

ta

mor pho size,

pres

sure.

   

  

 

  

Heat

met

and

   

   

  

  

a

mor pho size.

pres

  

sure.

3

Build ing

 



     

 

      

poco a poco accelerando e cresc.- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - A Tempo

Vc.





      Vln. 1   E. Hn.



       



64

Vo.





 







pizz

         pizz

     

 

cay.



  Vln. 1   E. Hn.

wea ther, death and de

  

55

Vo.

3        

    

new

  

3

    

3


   

68

Vo.

B♭ Cl.

 

moun

3

tains

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

    

T.

B.

B♭ Cl.

  

Vc.

Cb.

4

3

Mo ving the

  

light

  

 

 

ground



 





and



fire,

 

   



is

      

 

born of



sa

cred,



       

light



 

and

   

fire.



   

 



  

 

 

   



3

  









 





       

 

  

 

Bea ring

  

Bea ring

 

fire,

and

isborn of

     

        

This sto ried ground

 

    

        

light

of

 

born



 

3

 

          

 



 



 

new.

         





       

 





 

    



3

3

with ground made

 



      

   

all

 

 

For

 

 

 

3

   

10

land

 

 Vln. 1   

Vln. 2

79

Vo.

3

core.

B♭ Cl.

10

74

Vo.

    

 leggiero                     

     Vln. 1    E. Hn.

    3

sto

born

of



  

of

ries

of

3

ries

   

sto

 


3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3                                                      

 stagger breathe

86

S.

e ter ni ty e ter ni ty

 

3

3

e ter ni ty e ter ni ty

e ter ni

T.

 

3

  

e

Vc.

Cb.

ty

ter

E. Hn.

e ter ni ty e ter ni ty e ter ni ty 3

e

B.

ty

ter

   

  

3

3

cre

a

3

3

A.

tion cre

a

tion cre

3

cre

a

3

ty.

ni

tion cre

a

tion cre

 

  

 a

cre

B♭ Cl.

Vc.

Cb.

    

e ter ni ty

3

tion cre

a

tion

3

 a

a

tion cre

a

tion

3



cre

a

3

tion cre

a

tion cre

3

a

3

tion cre

a

tion

            3

3

cre

a

tion cre

a



tion.



tion.



3

3

tion cre

   3

a

tion cre

a

tion

e ter ni ty e ter ni ty e ter ni ty

           3

3

3

   3

of

Car ry ing songs

3

e ter ni ty e ter ni ty e ter ni ty

Car ry ing songs

            3

e ter ni ty

3

e ter ni ty

ty.



3

cre

B.

e ter ni ty 3

             

T.

a

3

              

3

e ter ni ty

ni

3

e ter ni ty e ter ni ty e ter ni ty

90

S.

e ter ni ty

                                  

 3

A.

e ter ni

 

of

            3

cre

a

tion cre

3

a

3

tion cre

a

3

tion cre

a

tion

            3

3

cre

a

tion cre

a

3

3

tion cre

a

tion cre

a

tion

 

   

3

      3

3

5


              3

3

3

3

93

S.

cre a tion cre a tion cre a tion cre a tion

             3

A.

3

3

3

cre a tion cre a tion cre a tion cre a tion

B.

Timp.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vc.

Cb.

     

 

T.

3

so lid in

   

  

  

3

  

 

3

cen ter,

A.

T.

B.

Timp.

Vc.

Cb.

6



                

 

  

  

and

chan ging,







 

 

sha ping the world to

sha ping the world to

   

be

be



come.

   



 

chan ging,

 

for ev er mo ving

come.

 

  

for ev er mo ving

 



 



      

 

      

 

and







chan ging,

sha ping the world to

be

and

chan ging,



sha ping the world to

 

be



 







   

Sha ping the world to



come.



     

for ev er mo ving

 

come.



 







for ev er mo ving

         







                     



                  

                       

                  and

sence.





 

                   

  

  

es

   

mol ten in

100

S.

        

mol ten in

     

so lid in



3

cen ter,



be

 

come.

      

sha ping the world to

 

be


 

107

S.

A.

 

Vc.





 

yet

           

sub.



soft

             yet

soft

       

 

strong,

 

S.

A.

T.

 

core

  

core.

B.

Timp.

Cb.

    

yet

core our

core.

 

sub.

122

sub.

strong,

soft



with gravity

core

 

sus

  

  

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 

grace.

core.

grace.



our

core.

grace.

   3

in





O

 

O

 

O

Ground of Life.

      

Ground of Life.

   

their

their

their



 





depth.

depth.

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their



core

depth.



depth.



 

sus

tained 3

   

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    3

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3

 

teach us to

teach us to





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to

to

      

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

core

live,

live,



and



  

     

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3

3

3

3

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       3

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3

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tained



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  

3

li ving with grat it

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sus

   

grace.

3

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our

by

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by

tained

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sus

stained

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stained

sus

   

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live

   

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

             live,

 



sus

li ving with grat it

3

live

to

 

3

hearts that are



to

     



hearts that are

Teach us 

love,

     3



  

   

3

love with hearts that are

3

love,

           

Teach us

by

love,

teach us to

  

 

with hearts that are

            

      

   

love,

 3                      

      

3        

 = 66

  

Ground of Life

 

           

     

poco a poco crescendo

tained by 3

  

Ground of Life.

           

     in

O

    

     in

 

            

rit. - - - - - - - - -

 

Ground of Life

     in

          

O

    

     

         

soft

yet

                    

B.

             

strong,

T.

sub.

A.

 

strong,

O Ground of Life

 

  

114

  

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come.

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S.

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T.

B.

   

 = 72



 

7


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        

                   old.

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3

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the

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sound of

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      

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3

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A.

      

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3

129

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Piano

V. Song of the Wind and the Waters       

  

11

Pno.

Pno.

  

 

Pno.

Pno.



 

                  

William Rand

                                               ( =  )

           

                                                                           

  



                        

A Tempo                                          2                        





3

    

 

   

 

   

 

   

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 

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 

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 

 

 

 

 

3

3

3



 

 

 

 

                    Molto  rall.                                                       



  

  

  

 

 

(Oh)

   

   

 

 

3     3 3 3

3

                                     

3 3 3 3    3  3                3 3 3 3  3 3

3

          (triplet  = ) 3 3 3 3 3 3 3                                                 3 3 3 3 3 3                         3 3 3 3 3    

 

 3

   

 

3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3                                                      3 decresc. 3  3 3 3 3 3   3 3 3                                 3 3 3

53

Ch.

  

43

Ch.

pedal harmonically

36

Pno.

       17    

30

Pno.

poco rall

24

Pno.

 = 72

  



 



  = 60



  



 

 

 

 

 









    



(Nnn)



                     



                                                      © 2020 William Rand

 

(Nnn)

(Oh)

  

                 


  

  

57

Ch.

Pno.

 



(Ooh)



   

Pno.

(Oh)

Pno.

 

Pno.

    

Pno.

2



  

 (Oh)

 

 

   





 

  

 

 

 

 

 

 

(Oh)

                                   

 

  



 



 

 

  

 

 

 

     

 

 





 

         

     

           Calm waters

(Oh)

 

poco rall.

 

 

     

 

                                                                   ( =  )



                                               

    

                       

 

(Nnn)

                         



(Nnn)

                                                        

73

Ch.



  

66

Ch.



                                                                         

63

Ch.

(Ah)

 

60

Ch.



© 2020 William Rand

      

 

 

    

(Oh)

   



                



   

   

  



   

                                              

       


    

 

82

Ch.

Pno.

     

  

(Ah)



     

  

Pno.

 

Pno.

Pno.

 

Pno.

 











  





 



 

(Ah)

 

 

 



 

 

3

3

         

3

3

3

3

3

3

3

   

   



 

   

 

 

 

3





3

 



     



   

 

    

  

 

3

3

3

3

3

3

   

   

3

3

3

 

               



 

 

3

3

3

3

3

3

3

3

3

3

3

 3

3

   

 

3

3

 

    3

 

    3

 

    3

 

 

 

3

 

 

 

3

 

 

 

3

 

 

3

 3

 

3

3

 

3

 

3

3

 

3

 

3

3

 





 

            

3 3     3                3 3 3 3  3 3

3

(Oh)

                

3

             



   

                                                   



(Oh)



   

 

poco rall

                     3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3                                     3 3 3 3 3

3



(Whoa)

           decresc. 3  3  3   3                3







        (triplet  = )                              





  

 

3 3 3 3 3 3  3                

   



  



(Ooh)





                                 

(Oh)



 

107

Ch.





                            2                  

A Tempo

101

Ch.











(Nnn)



(Oh)



94

Ch.

                     

87

Ch.

3

 



 

 

  

                                     Molto   rall.                                                                                          

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3


VI. Song of the Seasons Will Rand

SPRING

  



 = 80

Tubular Bells

Chimes

B♭ Clarinet

English Horn

Violin 1

                                                                             

                                                               

Violin 2

  

Violoncello

Contrabass

Cme.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

   

Cme.

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

 

 

 



5

 

 

5

pizz



 

                                                                pizz                      arco              5    

 

Sopranos and Altos

A

  

wake,

              

 

the

       

  

pizz.

 

 

    

 

 

ground

 

and

  

   

pizz.

                                

arco

arco

come

5

 

pizz

a

5

   

live!

                         

5

                                

5

Solo

 

3

       



   

pizz.

  

                           

 


8

Solo

Cme.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

 

A.

B.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

2

    

   

 = 72

  

brown,

 

       

   

  



Rall

my life roots

       

   

   

    

prom

 

ised

     



down.



  

 

 = 60

   

   

  

     3 voices

In

an chored

    



     

at

  

  

 

       

 

           



 

 

1 voice

 3

 



(Ah)

sound.

         

  

  

3

A

10

   

pizz.

I find the

pizz.



pizz.

    

wake thesound

  

takeroots at

 

   

 

last.

In slum brous

 

     

    

   

 

 

   

  

  

arco

   

 

         

live.

   

 

 

  

       

of life'sfirst









   

 

and come a

        Suddenly Slowing

   

   

rest

           

ground,

Myseeds

               





     

birth.

       

     

   

 

 

 

and

   

            

13

S.

 

I come with warmth

                  

Vc.

Solo

Vln. 2

Cb.

        

     


 

20

Solo

S.

A.

T.

B.

Cme.

Vln. 1

   

  

Spi ri tus

     

   

S.

Spi ri tus

A.

T.

Spi ri tus

B.

Djem.

Spi ri tus

No

vus.

No

vus.

        No

vus.

       

No

vus.

 

hope

S.

vus.

      

A.

Spi ri tus No

vus.

     

T.

Spi ri tus No

vus.

       

B.

Djem.

Vln. 2

Vc.

 

 

Spi ri tus No

vus.

vus.

 

   



 

   

Spi ri tus No

3

  

Spi ri tus

 

vus.

      

  

vus.

       vus.

       

 

Spi ri tus

No

green.

vus.

vus.

 

Spi ri tus No

vus.

    

vus.

Spi ri tus No

vus.

 

     

Spi ri tus No

Spi ri tus No

  

vus.

 

  

No

No

No

No

vus.

To Djembe

vus.

vus.

Spi ri tus No

  

Spi ri tus

Spi ri tus No

my work is

vus.

     vus.

    

Spi ri tus No

vus.

 

vus.

    

Spi ri tus No

  

vus.

    

Spi ri tus No

vus.

  

 

No

Spring sprouts

  

vus.

No

vus.

  

       No

vus.

  

        

Spi ri tus

No

vus.

 = 130

of

  

      

Spi ri tus



3                    

     

Spi ri tus No

  

   

  

Spi ri tus No

vus.

    

Rall - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

  

       

       

       

Spi ri tus

  

vus.

vus.

    

  

   

Spi ri tus

vus.

     

      

     

vus.

    

Spi ri tus No

  

Spi ri tus

Spi ri tus

  

      

    

Spi ri tus No

  

Spi ri tus

vus.

     

Spi ri tus No

Spi ri tus No

       

    

Spi ri tus No

     



vus.

  

No

Spi ri tus No

vus.

3

  

     

    

vus.

No

Spi ri tus No

vus.

Spi ri tus

      

   

Spi ri tus No

  

       

  

breath.

vus.

      

No

of life's first

     

Spi ri tus No



vus.

2 voices

   

(Ah)

Spi ri tus

and lus cious

  

Spi ri tus No

  

 

  

  

birth

  



warmth and pro mised

      

       Spi ri tus No

No

    

29

Solo

vus.

       

Spi ri tus

No

     

         

Spi ri tus

vus.

  

Spi ri tus

No

  

Spi ri tus

vus.

    

25

Solo

No

breath.

 

slow, yet...

3

wax es ef fu sive







   



  

             3

3


 

35

S.

 

B.

 

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 2

       

Vc.

41

S.

 3    

E. Hn.

Solo

3

fu sive ef fu sive ef fu sive my

          3

A.

3

3

fu sive ef fu sive ef fu sive my

T.

          3

3

3

fu sive ef fu sive ef fu sive

B.

Trgl.

4

           3 3 3 

fu sive ef fu sive ef fu sive

  

 

    

show ers

     

show ers

  

= 70



grow

grow

      

flow ers

my

    

flow ers

  

my

      

ef fu sive

 3

3

wax es

ef fu sive

 3                3

3

wax es

wax es

wax es

fu sive.

ef

fu sive.

      

3

ef fu sive

ef fu sive ef fu sive ef

3 3 3  3               

ef

3

             3

      

flow ers

    

flow ers

  



grow

grow

  

     

   



show ers

   

my

show ers



my

3



All

      

show ers

    

show ers



All

  

             ef

fu sive ef fu sive ef fu sive ef

3

3

3

Glockenspiel

grow

 

of

      

flow ers

my

    

flow ers



  

my

 

of

life



 

  

grow

3



3

fu sive ef fu sive ef fu sive ef

3

   

3

3

ef

      

3

ef fu sive ef fu sive ef

wax es

3

ef fu sive

3

 3     

 3

           

       

In one

           

     

3

Poco rallentando

3

Triangle

wax es

 3      

 3

Djem.

T.

3

3

wax es ef fu sive

A.

      

life

 

      

flow ers

    

flow ers

  



grow

grow

  

is

is

     

show ers

   

show ers

  



my

my

 

new.

new.


 

50

S.

A.

        

show ers grow

      

show ers grow

T.

B.

Glock.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.



    

     

 

 

 

     

59

S.

mea dows and

A.

    

mea dows and

T.

    

mea dows and

B.

     

mea dows and

Glock.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

     

 

flow ers

      

my

flow ers

 

   

 

 

for ests sing of

 

for ests sing of

 

for ests sing of

 

for ests sing of

     

my





      

show ers

    

life

life

 

grow



is

is

     

     



flow er

show ers

           



new.

   

new. of new



  

new.



new.

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Timpani

   



  













 

my

  

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   





my

show ers

of

show ers

of



    

my

   



flow ers

my



new.

new.

 

  

                       

                 

 

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

     

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 

my

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   

flow ers

   

grow

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 

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   

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   

my

show ers

my

 

 

                         

     

flow ers

   

flow ers

 



my

blooms



show er

  

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   

my

blooms



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blooms



my

blooms

show ers

   

grow

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   

flow ers

   

my

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flow ers

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my



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  

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

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          

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  

          

   

      

       



show ers

grow

    

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grow

 



of

 

of

     

                 

                                              

5


       

S.

flow ers

A.

my

    

B.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

A.

                      

         

      



show ers

grow

      

show ers

T.

B.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

6

is

my



 

grow

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

new.

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  

        

     

new.

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flow ers

my

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my



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my

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     

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grow

    

   life is new.                    

75

S.

life

 



show ers



show ers



my

   

grow

      



show ers

flow ers





grow

    

my

     



flow ers

flow ers

T.

      



68

      

life

       





 

show ers

    

show ers

 

grow

grow



flow ers

   

flow ers

 



                     

         

         


 = 70 81 Sub.   

SUMMER

S.

A.

Cym.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

  

  

                

      

    

  

Cym.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

  

  gliss. 

 s.    glis  

  

  

light.

 

  



   gliss.    gliss.

     

 

 



   

gliss.

gliss.

  



 

(sop. 2 no decresc.)

Sum

Sum

  

  

  

     

heat

waves



Loud

heat



waves

storms!

 

 

    

heat

 gliss.     gliss.    

waves

Loud

 

 

To Timpani



 gliss.   

 gliss.  

gliss.



 gliss.  

    

gliss.

gliss.

 

 

gliss.

 gliss.   



 

 

 

juv

en

 

 

3

Re 

Re

3

juv

 

I am

storms!

  

storms!

Loud

 

I am

storms!

Loud

 

 

    

mer



  

 gliss.  

   

mer

  

 gliss.  

 gli ss.  gliss.   gliss.   gliss.   gliss.  gliss.  

  



  

     

  





     gliss.    sul tasto



sul tasto

 

Djembe

sul tasto

 

sun

B.

light.

T.

sul tasto

   

sun

A.

     

91

S.

      

To Suspended Cymbal

        

Vc.

Cb.

en

3

a

tion

3

a

 

tion

 

Peak

6

   

   

   

7


 

100

S.

A.

an ode to trees...

    

T.

3

sea son of life.

 

B.

 

Hrp.

  

S.

          

fort ress

in

the sky.

           

A.

fort ress

in

T.

fort ress

in

the sky

             fort ress

the sky

the whole web of

 

the whole web of

the whole web of

     

124

space for all

 

space

T.

B.

space

  

space

8

life.

           bal lance

A.

        

S.

life.

life.

B.

  

the whole web of

bal ance

life.

life.

 

life.

 

life.

  3

  3

gen tle,

 

gen tle,

      

love.

life, life.Sim ply by breath ing.



breath ing.

breath ing.



tall saints

        You are

Rall - - -

cen ter.

cen ter.



     3

 

 

     

 



Your leaves

Your leaves

 

   

Your leaves

 

   

breath ing.

    

breath ing.

 

breath ing.

    

in

car nate.

   

in

 

in

car nate.

 

car nate.

   

in

car nate.

Tow er ing ov er all

life.

of

   

    

Tow er ing ov er all

     3

3     



out

Li ving your pur pose through

     

3

3







Li ving your pur pose through

   

air.

air,

air.

  

air.

for the wea ry,

for the wea

 

wea

  

ry

  

ry

You

You

time.

  

time.

You

 

la bors.

You

   

You make

   

la bors.

        la bors.

You make

   

la bors.

those who are

for the wea ry, wea ry wea ry

nn

time.

    

 

   

        

We breathe your

  



       

out

air. We breathe your

time.

We breathe your

      

A ga zing

out

out

life.

Li ving your pur pose through

     



of

Li ving your pur pose through

air,

    

3



migh ty.

           

shade

A ga zing

            

 

     

life.

                  nnn

A ga zing

3

Tow er ing ov er all

You are

3

You are shade

of

migh ty.

       3

A ga zing

          

 

guar di ans of the

life.

3

      

     

of

                   

 

 3     

     

Tow er ing ov er all

migh ty.

are guar di ans of the 

 

3

migh ty.

are guar di ans of the

Your leaves are 

yet

           

 

are guar di ans of the

     

 

gen tle,

A Tempo

poco rall

 3       

A Tempo

Sim ply by breath ing.

  

 

tall saints

 

Ooh

 

tall saints

You are



       



tall saints

You are

Ooh

 

        



You are

You are

yet

love.

 

yet

       

You are the still

Sim ply by breath ing.

You are

You are the still

        

You are

love. 

yet

        

love.

     

       

life,

tu a ry of

            bal lance

T.

Sanc

(Ooh)

A.

3

bal ance

      3 

 

        

117

S.

in

tu a ry of

(Ooh)

B.

3

 

gen tle,

               

Sanc

         

           3

the sky.

You are



109

 

              = 50

    lost

and a

       

(Ooh)

    

Lost

and a

    

Lost

and a


  

133

S.

fraid.

A.

 

For the

        (Ooh)

T.

  

fraid.

B.

  

fraid.

   

poco rall

141

S.

migh ty.

A.

  

migh ty.

T.

  

migh ty.

B.

     

migh ty.

S.

  

For the

 

     

prais ing,

T.

B.

wan der ers

 

   

and the won der ers,

  

 

wan der ers

  

and the won der ers,

  

  

and the won der ers,

 

  

and the

A Tempo

         Tow er ing ov er all

of

life.

You are pro

      

tec tion

You are pro

        

you are pro

ers,

tec tion

of

life.

        3

of

   

tec tion

3

of



tec

fort ress

in

fort ress

in

the sky.

A ga zing

fort ress

in

the sky

              

life.

tion (Ooh)



A ga zing

fort ress

in

the sky

Sanc



tu a ry of

      3

3

Sanc

tu a ry of

  

(Ooh)



tion (Ooh)

(Ooh)



(Ooh)

You are

  

gen tle, yet

     

gen tle, yet

  

      

gen tle, yet

         

You are

       

love

You are

    

love

You

      

  

A Tempo

tec tion.

tion (Ooh)

the sky.

  

You are pro

  

tec

             

  

        

tion



  

life.

tec

tec

A ga zing



               

poco rall - - - - -

       

3                             3

A ga zing

Tow er ing ov er all

der

tec tion

                   

Tow er ing ov er all



you are pro



 3        Tow er ing ov er all

won

  

3

    

 

 

pray ing,

 

 

al ways 

al ways

 

prais ing,

   

prais ing

ev

  

molto

    

For ev er

an cient strength.

 

cient strength.

gen tle, yet

For ev er

    

ev

 

er brea thing ev

er brea thing.

        3 3

thing.

 



 

thing.

thing.

Life for the wor ld to

     

        molto

er

    molto

pray ing ev

er brea thing,

brea

ev er

pray ing ev

er brea thing, ev

          

ev er molto

pray ing,

          

A Tempo

Molto rall

prais ing,

A.

wan der ers

 

             

2 or 4 sopranos

149

So.

For the

  

er

brea

 

brea



brea

   

thing.

Life for the wor ld to

      3

3

Life for the wor ld to

         3 3

3

3

Life for the wor ld to

   

breathe.



    

Breathe. 



breathe.

Breathe.

   

breathe.



breathe.

 

Breathe.



Breathe.

9


 

156

So.

S.

A.

T.

B.

Hrp.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.



Breathe.



 

Breathe.

   

 

  

3      

mo

S.

tion

    

T.

B.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

10

   

                 

  

 

I

am in

3

tion I am in mo

tion

mo

tion I am in

      

3

3

I am in mo

      

3

3

    

tion



slow tremolo

I

mo

 I



3

am 3

 3

am



in mo

  

    



in mo

am

in

mo

tion

tion I

am in mo tion

     

  

3

   

*close mouth

              I am aut umn, I am

aut

umn,

 

umn,



    

 pizz     

   

  

pizz

  

pizz

      

pizz

 

  

              



aut



   

I am in

     



3



   

 (open)                    3

3

*

3

tion.

   

 

               I am aut umn,

tion

3

tion I



 

3

slow tremolo

                6

slow tremolo

3

        

slow tremolo

I am in mo



  

3

  

        



6



     

3

gliss. gliss.

3

gliss.



       

3

I am in mo

A.



165

Alto Solo

 = 60



So.

en dehor





                

  









Breathe.





   

stagger breathe.

  

Breathe.

AUTUMN

3

6

   


     

170

S.

aut

umn,

   aut

umn,

    

T.

aut

umn,

   

*

B.

   

aut

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

umn,



   

    

Vc.

    

   

177

  

  

trees

B.

   

trees

Timp.

  

   

   

Vln. 2

Vc.

  

6



*





aut umn



 *

      

  

   

andraise their

   

andraise their

            

 

            

pizz

  

col ors

  

true

true

 

col ors

  

to

light!

     3

move u pon the

      

5



am

soft subito

   



  

subito

am

move u pon the

 



flautando

        

3

      

I



   

I

I

     

                     

To Glockenspiel

 

 

    

3

I

light!

       



(Ooh)

 

3

I am in mo tion

3

light!

  

3

 

 

to

 

mo tion(nnn)

   

to

I am in

 

col ors

3



3

I am in mo tion (nnn)

      

 

3

I am in mo tion

       3

       

3

            

flautando

I am in mo tion

pizz

 

3

3         

  arco      

       3

 

pizz



 



 



aut umn

arco

flautando

Vln. 1

arco

pizz

T.

arco

pizz

A.



 

  

Vln. 2

S.





                             pizz

Cb.

*

au tumn

poco ad. lib

pizz

Vln. 1

 

aut umn

*(closed)

  

 *

(open)

A.

 

(open)

soft

 

subito

soft







        

morn ing

light,

      

morn ing

light,

and

morn ing

light,

and

        













 

 

 

 

 

 

11


  

 

183

So.

A.

Hrp.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

morn ings.

 

crisp, cool

morn ings.

 

 

      

  

Cb.

 

189

T.

B.

Hrp.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

12

 

harm,

 

3

gen tle change



         

but I can not be re

3

3

sis ted.

3

         

3

3

        

off the string

theair.

        

off the string

      weakly

   

        

 

dread me.

   

       

sub.

               

   

I mean no

               

      

 

                                        

trees.

        

Do notdread me.

  

    

rhy thms of

3

 

I come in

the tir ed

    

   

3             3

3

(Ooh)

3

  

sing.

sing.

Bass Soloist



3

3

3

Ev er slow ly re lea

  

3

3

  

mo tion(Ooh)

3

3

3

mo tion(Ooh)

Ev er slow ly re lea

3

         

3

3

3

Suspended Cymbal

             I am in

     

3

3

I am

3

I am in mo tion I am in



(Ooh)

              

 

                    

   

crisp, cool

 

Vc.

So.

  

     

B.

    

T.

Glock.

 

S.





             

Donot fear me.

I bringthe

             





Donot fear me.

   

   





I bringthe

   

   


 

195

Solo

S.

T.

  

    

prom ise

B.

Hrp.

       

  

  

    

lease,

  

T.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

ing

rest.

  

 

   

  

  

       

  

  



For

 

I re



  

  



flautando

   

     

lease

I re

 

   

lilting



in a

lease

in a

        

lease.

 

Re

   

lease

      Re

 

lease

       

       

                     

     

of light.



  

blaze

of light.

 

 

  

of light.

 



 



of light.



  

blaze

blaze



blaze





Re

             

lease.

      

lease

lilting

     

 



  



  

sleep.

Ooh

  





 

(Ooh)







I re













I re

lease,



life dear lyneeds to

       



lease,

 

    

Ooh

 

re

 

 



   

 

In a

 



blaze

of

 



 

(Ooh)







    









 

 

       

light

 

ss. gli

                     

I re





(Ooh)

         

       



 



(Ooh)

  



 

(Ooh)

ss. gli

B♭ Cl.

ofcom

 

          

A.

Hrp.

rest.



  

I re

Cym.

ing

    

lease,

B.

ofcom

208

S.

           

Vc.

Cb.

  

        

 

Vln. 2

 

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 1

prom ise

 

 

13


S.

 

A.

B.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

   gliss.

 

 

 

A.

 

T.

B.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

14

ss. gli

B♭ Cl.

 

  

 

A

  

 

spec

A

spec

A

   

A

An

il

lum

in

il

lum

in

il

  

An

 

3 3

spec

 

 

spec

ta

 

ta 3

cle

 

ta 3

cle

cle

 

ta

(C - C#)

cle



 

of

col

or.



of



of

3

col

 3

col

or. Spec



 3

col

 

or. Spec

     

     

tion.

il lum

An

il lum

3

3

 

ta cle

   

of col or.

      3

ta cle

of col or.

            

3

      

a

tion.

 



 





 

in

    

      

tion.

ss. gli

  

      

a

in

    

  

tion.

An

 

a

or.

 

3

tion.

a

    



a

  

    



  

    

of

 

in

lum

tion.

  

ss. gli

                

     

  

    

                        

a

          Gold,

ti

ger and ru

by

Gold,

ti

ger and ru

by

Gold,

ti

ger and ru

by

Gold,

ti

ger and ru

by

         

               

A spec 3 ta cle

                  3 

ss. gli

Hrp.

  

  

                

     

216

S.

                      

Vc.

Cb.

in

D,E,F#,G#,A,B, C

lum

    

  

ss. gli

B♭ Cl.

  

il

  

An

An

ss. gli

Hrp.

 

T.

  

gli ss.

  = 80  

214

ss. gli

 

pizz

pizz

pizz



 

A spec ta cle

 

gli ss.





    



 

     


  

S.

  

T.

B.

Hrp.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

 

3

 

iss .

spec 3 ta cle of

  

A

of co

lor.

A

   

ss. gli







spec

 

     of co

  

T.

lor.

 

B.

Cym.

Hrp.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

spec

   gli

ss.

     

 

ti

     

3

       Spec 3 ta cle

lor.

co

 

3

lor.

Spec ta cle

3

of col

or.

3

spec 3 ta cle

of col

or.

       3

spec 3 ta cle

3



 

 

lor.spec ta cle



 

   

lor.

of col

or.

3

of col

or.

    

 

3

of

 

co



   





 

 

lor.

  of

Spec

co

3

    lor.

ta cle

s. glis

 

 

      Subito  = 60

Fal ling slow ly, gent ly,

 

 



pizz



pizz

     



co

Fal ling slow ly, gent ly,

in peace.

      

in peace.

  

 

 

 

  

   

Fal ling slow ly,

Fal ling slow ly, gent ly,

 

      

lor.





gli ss.



 

in peace. Fal ling slow ly, gent ly,

lor.

To Chimes

    

 

co

 

3

of

of

spec 3 ta cle

3

gli ss.

co

3

 

3

lor. of

  

lor. Spec 3 ta cle

co

  

Spec 3 ta cle

of

 

3

   

 

lor.

   

3

gli ss.

co

 

lor. Spec 3 ta cle

Spec 3 ta cle

                  3 3           

      



3

     

spec 3 ta cle

3

of

co

ss. gli

of

      

ta cle of co

by

 

3

Spec 3 ta cle of co

by

ger and ru

            

ss. gli

Gold,

ger and ru

3

lor.

     

3

  

3

3

 

co

of

  

     

spec 3 ta cle of co

  

ta cle

3

ti

  

lor.

3

of

3      

A.

  

 

3

pizz

of co

lor.

Gold,

glis s.

 

222

S.

 

spec 3 ta cle

  

co





 

lor.

3

lor.



co

    

of co

   gl

spec ta cle of

a

    3

3

     

       

3

a

 

A.

      

 

219

  

 

   arco

15


  

226

S.

Fal ling slow ly,

    

A.

            

gent ly, in peace.

  

T.

B.

Vc.

in peace.

 

   

S.

Vln. 1

 

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

  

  

variable tremolo speeds sul pont

  

in peace.

  

 

  

 

 

 

  

 

    

  



Rest well, 

    I

am



 

 

ter,



  

 

ones, and

ones, and

 

ones, and



look



 

rest.

 

 



 

   

To Vibraphone

 

  

strumming as fast and lightly as possible

 

 











   



gol den light.



  

  

look

am

  

I

look

look in to the

    

   

simile



 

ones, and

dear

 

dear

Rest well,

win

     

dear

  

1 voice

 

Rest well,

Solo

dear

 



 

Rest well,

   

 



in peace.

  

ly,

with brushes



 

ly,

gent ly, inpeace.

        

slow ly, gent

To Suspended Cymbal

in peace. Fal ling slow ly,

        

 

ly,

Fal ling slow ly, gent

  

A.

Vln. 1

244

Hrp.

 

Vc.

Cym.

Fal ling

  with increasing vibrato   

Vln. 2

Cb.

 = 60 ( = )

  

234

16

 

gent

     

   

 


 

252

S.

A.

T.

Vib.

Hrp.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

Solo

  

A.

T.

B.

Vib.

Hrp.

B♭ Cl.

E. Hn.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

       

  

  

 

  

 

 

 

   

 

  

  

am

win

I

am

I

am

take breaths as needed

 

I

take breaths as needed



ly

 

 



   





 

win





am

with brushes

I

gent

 

 

  

     

 

bowed

pizz strumming

 

To Suspended Cymbal

 

 

snow

  

  

slow

snow

Slow

263

S.

Solo

win

win

ter,

ter,

ter,

ter,

 

to sul pont 

 

    

prot

 



  

  

I

am

I

am

I

 I

 

  

am

am

rest.

 

 

  

the





  

   

  

 

 





 

snow,

snow,

Slow

Slow

 

dead.



rest.

 

gradually increase/decrease speed

rest.

ing

rest.



 

 

ect

  

 

 

 

(harmonic gliss.)

 

ss. gli

gli ss.

17


 

slow

A.

T.

B.

Cym.

Hrp.

B♭ Cl.

  

slow

  

 

Vln. 2

Cb.

    gliss. 

gli ss.

Vln. 1

 

    

281

S.

A.

T.

B.

B♭ Cl.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

18

  

 

  

gli ss.

   

gli ss.

en





gli ss.

 

cing.

Clo

  

 

I



  

cing.

  

sing.



  

         

 

gliss .



Clo

   

sing.

sing.





  

 

ss. gli

  

 

Wai





ss. gli

 

gli ss.



ting.

   

 

 

Wai





Wai

Wai

 with a triangle beater scrape  

 gli ss.





To Cymbal

sing.



s. glis

Clo



cing.

    

I

I

dead.

ing,

gli ss.

Clo

en

gli ss.

cing.

ing,



dead.

the



ting

I

en

Hard

 

ing,

ss. gli

ting

the

ing,



 

ting

en

Hard

 

tec

ting

Hard



pro



 

tec

Hard

ss. gli



 

 

 

bowed

gli ss.

tly

To Vibraphone



pro

tly

gen

  

 

snow,

gen

E. Hn.

snow,

gli ss.

gli ss.

S.

gli ss.

  

271

ting.

 

ting.



ting.

  





 

      


    

292

T.

B.

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

  

Rest

         

   

B.

Hrp.

  

Vln. 2

Cb.

B.

Hrp.

Vln. 2

Cb.



  

  

     

of



life,

 

life,

 

brea

from

 

 

Death



from

brea

 

death.

death.

 



 



 

 

from

 

 

 

from

brea

from

brea



thing,

thing,

life,

 

life,



 

 

from



thing,

thing,

brea

from



thing

from

Death

 



thing



life,

from

brea

from

from



from

   

    

 

  

  

la bors

  

306

T.

from the

    

  



300

T.

1 voice

  

spoken, hushed

 

Fin ished

spoken, hushed

 

Fin ished

   

19


VII. Sky of Lights    

  = 60

Violin 1

Violoncello

Harp

Piano

8 S/A

Crot.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

Hrp.

 

con sord. pizz

  

   

 

     

 



   

  

Crot.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Hrp.



pizz.

 

pizz.



sul pont.



  

 

  

    



      



 





 





       flautando 

flautando



flautando arco

                                                      

poco accel - - - - - - - -

  = 70

 

 

(ah)



Sky



                                              

 



light,



 





light,







star

 







Sun

light.

                                                                                                                                                                                       

 



 













  









                                                                                     



    



 

  





   



Sky

 

light,

  

          



star

light,



sun

                                                

(  = .)

  

          

light.



                                                                         

                                                                                               

  



             

Vc.

Cb.





sul pont.

                                                                                         

  

  

arco

con sord.

15 S/A

       

Violin 2

Contrabass

con sord.

William Rand

  







 

pizz.

 

 

                                        

 

                                      



arco

 

                   





                         


  

22 S/A

T/B

Vln. 1

     

T/B

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

Pno.

T/B

Vln. 1



Un

 falsesetto as needed





fail

ing











light,

Un

      

pizz.

       



E





light



nal



light,

cantabile                        



ter

ing

                                               

                                         

fail

  



  

E



 



              

Crad

nal

light



en dehor

  

     l



Crad







           



        



Cb.

Hrp.

Pno.

2

ing

   

 

 

 

ing

 

light.

 

   

 

Sky

                                            

light,

 

 

star

light,





  

sun



                                                                                                                             

 

 

                        



                                     

                                            

Vc.

l

Vln. 2

                                                                              

   

ter

                                                                                

37 S/A



  

light.

    

  

of

  



                    

30 S/A

home

   

Vc.

Hrp.

The



Vln. 2

Cb.







pizz.



 

                         

                                        

 



arco

 

                   

    

                     

                     

                                  


   



44 S/A

T/B

Crot.

Vln. 1

     

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

Hrp.

Pno.

T/B

Crot.

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Hrp.

Pno.



   

          

           

 

 

 

Home

2

of

light











senza sord.

senza sord.



senza sord.

    

 



           



senza sord.

 

                                   

                                        

  

Az

ure

  

 

   Az

 



 

ure



Timpani

   

pool

of

  

 

pool

of

 

                         

              

  

 

 

  

 

                         

                                 

Deep

  





Deep

                                   

 



                                   

blue.

blue.

 

 

   



           

                        

  



Sap



     

phire

    

 

    

                                                       

Vc.

Cb.



  



                

51 S/A



light.

    

   

   

    

     

       

                                                      



  

  

   

   

   

 

 

   

    

 

    

 

 

                                                                          

3


     

57 S/A

Deep

pool

   

Vln. 1

Vc.

Hrp.

Pno.

  

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

Hrp.

Pno.

    

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

Hrp.

Pno.

4

 

  



 

 

 



   

 

Az

 

ure.

Az

   

ure

 

 

Sap

    

 

phire

  



Sap

 

4





 





 





  

 



phire

  

phire



hue.





4

         

 





 

       Altos

 

     

   

      

  

          

 

 



Tenors

ting space.

In







   

 



 

fin ite

 

             

 

( = )

  

 

sphere.

 



    

A

place

to

   

               

  

 

   



 

                



dream,











   a

 

Sopranos

 

Neb

   



 



 

 

 

to

dream

 

               



ul ous realm,



  







  

 

            

to

               





place

               

                                                                  

4

                                   



  







Sap

  

                                                    

ev er las

T/B



   

69 S/A

 

4

 

hue.

T/B

  

                                                                                      

64 S/A

blue

    

4

Cb.

 

      

                                                                                 

Vln. 2

  

of

  

T/B

  



    

 


 

73 S/A

won

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

Hrp.

der,

   

to

T/B

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

 

  

 

   3 3 3   3             6

6

  

     

  

6

 

3



in



in

    

     

 



3





3

won

 

She says



  

 

won

6

der

 

der

6

 

 

  

lose your self



S/A

T/B

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

                    

Vc.

  

  

Cb.

Hrp.

 

         

        







  



  

 

in

 

in

 

                                 

flautando





rev

erence.

in

rev

erence.



 



in





 



 

pizz



                                               



  2

She cries

   

                                           

lose your self



4

     



2

  2

  2



be

 





brave,

be











 

6

                                 

                                                  

85

6

  

flautando

6

6

 





Hrp.

 

6

                                                    

Cb.

3

6

 

           

      awe     

6

6



Vc.

6

 

  

                             6

                                                             6 6 6

Vln. 2

 

 

soar!

 

 

awe

Vln. 1

to

T/B



82 ( = )  S/A

 

                                  

  

der,



 

won

77 S/A





light.





 

2

she

   

cries

2 2

 

   

 



 

 



 

 

5


  



89 S/A

be

T/B

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Cb.

Hrp.

Pno.

brave,

     

Vc.

T/B

Vln. 1

 



 

Hrp.

Pno.

be

T/B

Vln. 1

Pno.

2

6

 

2



be



be









brave,

light,











4



arco











 

  

She

 

2

2

 

cries







she

2

2

cries





be







brave,



 





be



2

                

molto crescendo poco a poco

light



2

2

2

hope.

   

  



 





     Be

     

 

light.

 

  

   Be

 







2

                    

2

2

           

2



        

2





 

be



Cb.







   

Vc.

cries





light,







  

be



                                                                             

  

Vln. 2

 

she





brave,

97 S/A





     

 



Cb.

   

Vc.

2

                          

Vln. 2





 

light,





93 S/A



be



  

 



 attacca

  

 

 

 

brave,

 

 

   



light.



 















 

2

2



 



be



2

2







    

 

                                      

 

 

 



 

           

                             

2



 

2

 





 




                                                                             

 

103 Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Vc.

Cb.

   





2

   



        Vio

           

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

    

Vc.

Cb.

Hrp.

    

     

  

T/B

Vln. 1

       

Vc.

Cb.

Pno.

   

2

 

be



 



 



blossom

 

  



mauve.



  



   



Be

                                   

  

 







 

 

   



    

  

  









 

 

   











  Be

  

dark.

     

         

 



                       

light.

         



  

moon

 

Vln. 2



2



     

 

2

  

 



 

    

   li

lac.

  

   





Be



 

                         

    

                         



pizz

                                                            

110 S/A

 

let,

T/B

                                      

 

107 S/A

2

                        

 



 



              

  Be



dark.

      

     



  

                                                                                         

7


    

  

115 S/A

Pass

A.

T/B

Vln. 1

Vln. 2

Pno.

Pass

      ord.   

Vc.

Cb.



  

through

 

through

A.

Vln. 1

Cb.

Pno.

8



the

 

Pass



night.



 



gliss.

(Ah)

 S.P.





gliss.

through the

  



night.

 

gliss.



night



       pizz

     

gliss.

 

 

night

 



3

pizz

    

 



Pass

gliss.

night

Pass

  

 

Pass

 



through

 

the



    

     

the

 

 

    

through

the

 

 

 

through

 

  

 

    

     

     

                                                                                                                           

    night.  





night.

  

     

 



Vc.

night.



   

Vln. 2

the

night.

T/B

   



120 S/A



  

 

           

and

un ra vel,

 

     



 

un ra vel,

un ra vel

un ra

  



vel

            pizz

      

 

         

un ra vel

un ra vel,

     



in

un ra vel



 

your

  

shad ow.



  



2

in 2 your

         

                        

                                

            

           

un ra vel

           pizz

  

 

 



 





                     



                

shad ow.

 

                     

                

      

 

 


VII. Song of Lament  

  

 

  

 

  

 = 48

Soloists

English Horn

Harp

Piano

8

Solo

Vc.

Cb.

Pno.

  

Hrp.

    

I

 

waves.

havedone you

 

3

A Tempo

 

  

            

15

 

  

  

Solo

 

Vc.

  

  

Let



    

simile

 

3

 



3

3

 



 

7





7





Soprano

soul.

  



7







 

7



   

    O

             3

   an xi

              

3

 

e

ty.

7

  

    3

3

3

     

  

7



  

      

my

child be still.

  



3

3





 

      

 

Let 7

 

   



        

  

my gen tle waves

    

in my calm



  



held



 7

Be

  

3



              poco rit.         

poco

3                  3       

3



7



    7    7  7   7  7  7                

    

my slow breeze cool your

3

 

                               3 3 3 3 3 simile





3 3 3 3                           simile                                3

    7 

  



Cb.



Earth

For give my for get ting

3

 

  

sub.

                             

ther

3   3           

wrong.

3

Mo

   

O

3  3  3   Vln. 1                 simile

Vln. 2

 rall - - - A Tempo         

poco

Mezzo Soprano

                              poco

William Rand

  

 

car

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3

3

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31

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Pno.

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26

Vc.

  

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         

34

Solo

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3

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47

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40

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3

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62

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118

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  Vln. 1   Vln. 2

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me

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Cb.

me.

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home.

Vln. 2

to

Vc.

child

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dear

  

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124

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ten,

   

you.

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3

3

3

7


IX. Sacred Birth Soprano

Alto

Tenor

Bass

Timpani

Violin

Violoncello

Contrabass

   

 

    

 





 

 = 50

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S.

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T.

B.

Timp.

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 

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

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  

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      

 

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pool of

blue.

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 

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   

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pool of

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pool of

    

blue.

came to life

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life

cal ling,"rem em

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life

 

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ber."

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blue.



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  



pool of

simile                                     (segue...) 3 3 3 3 3    3 3                                      simile                           3 3 3 3 3 3 3

8 

William Rand

  

of

the

   of

the

  of

the

  

of

the

 

deep,



deep,



deep,



deep,

 

    

               


 

S.

Hrp.

Vln.

Vln.

Vc.

Cb.

heard,

I

I

I

I

 



 

S.

  

A.

T.

B.

Timp.

Hrp.

Vln.

Vc.

2

   

heard

name.

my

name.

my

name.

               

         

loo doo loo doo loo doo loo doo

soft

ly,



1 voice

                  

gent

ly.

  

       

spo ken

soft ly,

 

  

     

loo doo loo doo loo doo loo doo

 

 

spo ken

soft ly,

  

  

 

"Come 

"Come

 

"Come

 



   

"Come

home."

home."

home."

 

home."

      

"Come

"Come

    

  

home."

home."

home."

home."

"Come



   

     

      

 

 



"Come

home."

"Come

home."

   

spo ken

Poco piú mosso  = 58

  

  

  

"Come

   

   

 

  

 

loodoo

loo doo loo doo loo doo loo doo

            

                       

 

     

tly.

 

loo doo loo doo loo doo loo doo

                         gen

 

 only a few voices on top split

 

 



  

my

loo doo loo doo loo doo loo doo

                            

I

20

S. Solo

heard

 

 

heard,

heard

   

  

loo doo loo doo loo doo loo doo

   

heard,

I

my

     

heard,

I

heard

  

 

  

T.

B.

I

A.

    molto legato                                                        

  

15



 

       

   


26

S. Solo





Spoken: There I stood



bend pitch down

Cry

in the citadel of my soul the waters of life calling my name These, the waters of the womb waters breathing through me waters of Mother Earth within me calling me back to me

What must I shed so that I may float, enwombed in these waters? My fear? My control? My disconnection from Love itself?

Love is the Water, the sound of creation The birth that I choose Surrounded by all of life.

Pno.

Timp.

Hrp.

Vln.

Vln.

Vc.

Cb.

... Returning to my own

Love is the chaos of creation Swirling as I shed what no longer serves me...

 

   

 

  

    



     

     



   

  

scrape

                                

  

  

gliss.

 

    

                               

lowest note

 

wait for final word of monologue

Cymbal  ToSuspended    

dampen quickly tempo can fluctuate quite fluidly ad. lib.

Sacred birth.

 



gliss.

gliss.

To Timpani

 

 

 

gliss.

gliss.

 

gliss.

gliss.

gliss.

gliss.

scrape

6

scrape

6

     

       

3


29

S. Solo

S.

A.

Pno.

B♭ Cl.

Timp.

Cb.

4

 

 

 

In

the

be

spoken

spoken

Out

of

gin

cha

os

What

no

lon

6

 

ger

ning.

serves

 

sound of

me.

5

 

cre at

ion

                                                               

                                                                                        

  

  

s. glis

Vc.



out!

ss. gli

Hrp.

 





gliss.

gliss. gliss.

 

 

gliss.

gliss.

 

 

5

5

gliss.

gliss.

 

 

gliss.

gliss.

  

 

gliss.

gliss. gliss.

 

 

gliss.

gliss.

 

 

gliss.

gliss.

 

 

gliss.

gliss.


S.

31 

Pno.

E. Hn.

B♭ Cl.

Timp.

Vln.

Vc.

Cb.

 

sound of

 

 

spoken

   

  

  

 

sound of

 

5

 

cre

5

cre

at

at

ion

Rem

em

em

ber

3

Rem

ion

3

  

ber



                               

 

 

  

gliss.



gliss.

gliss.

  



       

 

gliss.

gliss.

gliss.

 

 

 

gliss.

gliss.

  

 

 gliss.  

 gliss.  

To Bell Tree

     

 

 

 

 



                                

ss. gli

Vln.

spoken

ss. gli

Hrp.

 

T.

B.

A.

Tempo primo  = 50



gliss.  

 

 



gliss.  

 



              

random bell plates



  

5


 

35

S.

A.

    

   

Dark ness

and first light

   

    

Dark ness

T.

B.

E. Hn.

B♭ Cl.

Vln.

Vln.

Vc.

Cb.

S.

41 

  

      

  

 

    

and first light

and rocks

ofcooled mag ma

and

riv ers

and moun tains

and

val leys.

and rocks

ofcooled mag ma

and

riv ers

and moun tains

and

val leys.

    

and first light

B.

 

       

 

oce ans and sun light and

3

S.

heart beat.

heart beat.

     

but

3

3

ter

3

3

We are all

We are all

   

  3

flies dan cing...



We

3

   

all



3

tall trees and

kin. (Doo)

3

   I

3

A.

T.

B.

6

 

 

but

ter

but

ter

but

ter

3

3

  3

flies dan cing...

 

 

3

flies dan cing...

3

flies dan cing...

  



   



   

We



We

We

are

all

   



kin.

are

all

kin.

are

all

kin.

3

3

 

3

see

 

3



of

3

3

(Doo)

3

op en at first light.

     

      3

 

life

    

  

   3

3





  3

 

3

 

     3

3

     3

3

     3

3

Whale songs and bird calls and

be fore me.

3

3

Whale songs and bird calls and

3

op en at first light.

3

Whale songs and bird calls and

3

op en at first light.

    

Whale songs and bird calls and

3

          3

(Doo)

3

(Doo)

3

    

     

 

      3

3

3

3

3

all

     

blue skies and tall grass and

op en at first light.



3

blue skies and tall grass and

3

3

We are all birth songs and



3

 

3

     

S. 2

3

     

dead leaves and blos soms that

      

3

blue skies and tall grass and

dead leaves and blos soms that

  

are

seeds and all tall trees and

We are all birth songs and

3

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15


A companion essay to Earth: The Beloved Will Rand Spring 2021 Retelling Our Stories: Finding Oneness with All Life Wilderness is the essence of Earth’s very being: the ground of life’s beginning, thriving, suffering, and returning. This untamed space is regenerative and chaotic. In the wilderness, everything cycles in the biotic community with equitable right to breathe, consume, reproduce, be consumed by another, and share the world. For humankind, this wild space has been a source of curious intrigue that devolved into trepidation, ultimately becoming a subject to struggle against and subdue at perilous cost to the web of life. Through the ages, humanity has created a buffer between itself and the natural world by building safe containers to protect people from having to encounter the ever-changing nature of the wild outdoors. This divisive attitude has positioned humans in a perilous disconnection from the rest of the biotic community to the ultimate peril of humanity itself. In addition, the stories that humanity has continued to tell assume a posture outside and above the natural world. This position is perhaps founded on other stories that espouse fears of scarcity and facing unknown forces that threaten humanity’s self-centrism. Such fears belie a different story: one of longing for the wilderness and the connection to all of life. Spiritual life force is enmeshed in the heart of the human soul and glimmers steadfastly underneath a web of ensnared fear that defiantly drowns out the sounds of its own life force by beating a drumbeat of selfassured destruction of the wild. Ultimately, humankind is destroying the wild spaces of Earth out of fear rooted in separation. This separation has led to a crisis that requires a spiritual awakening through contemplative ecology drawing humankind into awareness of the oneness of all life. The tendrils of the fear of wilderness stretch deep into our ancestry. They reach back to the earliest stories that we have ever told. In the course of our lifetime, we find moments when this fear comes alive in us like a violent summer storm erupting over a rolling prairies. One such moment is documented by Peter London, an artist and ecologist who facilitates Encountering Nature retreats to invoke a sense of intimacy between his participants and the Earth. On one particular retreat, London recounts that he invited the participants to engage in a partner activity where one person closed their eyes and was guided by their senses and another person to encounter nature in a different manner. London shares that one participant froze and became deeply upset by the activity. She cried out, “I can’t do this. I can’t close my eyes… [out here]. I can hardly breathe thinking that without my eyes open to warn me, something from the forest will come out and—I know this is juvenile—hurt me.” London finishes retelling this story by simply stating, “Do not be afraid” (London 44-45). This story bears to light the fear place that erupts when the safety of sight is taken away in the woods. This plunges us into dark vulnerability and we perceive an opportunity for the unknown to attack. By saying, “I know this is juvenile”, we find the personal roots of this fear. We first encounter our fear of wild places when we are young and vulnerable to all the big, bad dangers of the world. Undergirding this early experience in the world are the formational stories that we were told when we were children. These stories often shape how we interact with the world for the rest of our lives. There is no more powerful a story for a collective people than their cosmology: the story of their origin on the Earth. Robin Wall Kimmerer shares, “Like Creation stories everywhere, cosmologies are a source of identity and orientation to the world” (Kimmerer 7). Many societies find their origin story rooted in their religious traditions. In the Western Christian tradition, the story of Genesis is the collectively shared cosmology. According to the common telling of the story, the world begins with a benevolent, creative Source who evokes light, water, land, living creatures, and bountiful vegetation within a sustaining humus. The storytelling


hits the rocks when it is considered that Adam, the original man, was to have complete dominion over the Earth. Moreover, it is told that Eve, the original woman, disobeyed her Creator, tricked the innocent first man, and became the cause of humankind’s banishment from paradise (NRSV, Genesis 1). The way that this story materialized over the centuries engendered grounds for Christianity to be dogmatically anthropocentric. Lynn White Jr. comments on Christianity’s particular focus on dominion, disobeying God, and banishment from paradise. He claims that Western Christianity (stemming from the Latin church in particular), carried a dualistic banner isolating “man as separate from nature” (White 59). Through the ages, children learned of the fall from paradise and the bleak imagery of Adam and Eve, “exile[s], just passing through an alien world on a rough road to [their] real home in heaven” (Kimmerer 7). Thus the western Christian philosophy became a story that proclaimed people to be wretches who disobeyed a once benevolent God and who journey through a wild, unforgiving Earth. The dogma of salvation proclaims that with proper belief and ritual, believers can redeem themselves enough for afterlife in heaven. The common identity adopted through the telling of this story was ultimately separateness from Earth and from God with the underlying given that humans were yet made in the image of God with rights for dominion over the Earth. In contrast to the potentially polarizing and dualistic elements of the Genesis story, there are multitudes of other cosmologies that have defined other cultural identities around the world. One such cosmology was shared by indigenous tribes of people across the Great Lakes Region: the story of Skywoman Falling. In essence, Skywoman fell to Earth to co-create a new land with the creatures of the Earth. The creatures of the water hospitably brought elements of the humus from under the water to help build a land for Skywoman to dwell upon. Skywoman and the animals built the land together by utilizing each of their gifts. In thanksgiving for their work together, Skywoman shared the seeds of life with all of the creatures so they could grow the ground into a plentiful place where they could live together. (Kimmerer 5-7). Robin Kimmerer describes how this story shaped the identity of many peoples who originally lived with the land in a much more intimate and abundant way knowing that their care for the Earth would nurture them as well. The story of Skywoman and the story of Adam and Eve had to dialogue with each other when the people carrying both stories met on the same land. Many bloody trails of tears commemorate this meeting. To be clear, it is important to discourage any notion that the Western Christian tradition was dichotomous to the living ways of Native Americans. The relationships between individuals and their environments are much more nuanced than the the macro characterizations ascribed to different groups of people and their traditions. That being said, the overarching stories that have defined these two different cultures have left behind vastly different historical imprints. In particular, the scars of the meeting between the people carrying Adam and Eves’ story and those who were defined by Skywoman’s still haunt the American identity as a whole. Perhaps this can be best illustrated by looking at the dominating culture between these two in the aftermath of hundreds of years of massacres, wars, treaties, segregation, and sequestering. Different disciplines would attribute the dominance of white culture as a result of newer technologies, biological warfare of diseases brought over from Europe, and economic reinforcement for the charge into Native American territory. Underneath these claims there is an underlying cultural philosophy: the people that were banished from Eden held the axiom that conquering the wild world was succeeding to fight off a punishing landscape while holding fast to a faith that their toil would lead them to an eventual salvation. It is almost as if the more one struggled against such an environment, the more one would prove to God that they were worthy of eternal life with God. Whether mowing down tribes of people or grasslands, the mindset of the conquerer was instilled from the closing of the gates of Eden. Two more compounding factors draw out this story further. For one, the story of Genesis first introduced the doctrine of original sin. It is claimed that Eve’s disobedience to God’s command is the original sin, which led to the banishment from the garden


and the “fall from Grace” into a world of pain and suffering. J. Philip Newell extrapolates on the historical implications by claiming, “the doctrine of original sin was a convenient ‘truth’ for the builders of empire. They could continue to conquer the world and subdue peoples” (Newell 20). This haunting indictment of the Roman Empire begins to show the wider political motivations of perpetuating such a story in this way. Another compelling element of the expulsion from Eden was the pressure to produce enough to consume. In other words, the world was not seen as a place that was naturally sustaining and reproducing in abundance, rather it was seen as a hard and unpredictable land that must be tamed to yield enough to survive. Kimmerer explains, “In order to eat, [Adam] was instructed to subdue the wilderness into which she was cast” (7). The bearers of the story of Genesis lived in an economy of scarcity. As a result, humans in this tradition turned to the Earth as a resource, a commodity, and a wild landscape destined for taming. These cosmological stories that define cultural identity have a sublimated a pervasive entrenchment in the ethos of a culture. The resulting actions from these stories create a lasting impact on the wellbeing of the world. The very future of human life hangs in the balance as a result. The totality of destruction to wild spaces on Earth is almost immeasurable. Humans have destroyed layers of the atmosphere, every biome of the land, the oceans, waterways, and many species of life. I propose that this amount of destruction has transpired, in large part, because of a people invested in conquering out of fear of scarcity and who destroy out of a self ostracism from the Earth community. The magnitude of the damage can be illustrated in a few sobering examples of critical destruction to the biotic environment. The first illustration is the destruction of the soil. Soil is the basic foundation for life on land. Nutrients, root systems, and microorganisms of all kinds make this land a stable biome for life. The soil also traps carbon dioxide through the roots of plants thereby acting as a balancing force for the climate, according to Kristin Ohlson. Industrialized farming has been a death sentence for the integrity of the soil. Farming practices, such as tilling, tear the soil apart. Industrial agriculture sprays chemical pesticides, which kills a healthy microbiome in the soil. As the tilling pulls the soil apart, the chemicals kill all of the nutrients that infuse the crops grown by the soil. Thus, the need to genetically modify the plants to be less dependent on organic nutrients in the soil to grow. Kiss the Ground, a movement that has grown up in the wake of the documentary by the same name, seeks to educate farmers about healthier farming practices that support the ecosystem and increase their crop yield. According to this organization, the United States contracted with Friz Haber, the chemist who concocted the gas that murdered millions during the Holocaust. Haber created the first chemical fertilizer as well as the first chemical pesticides, which were also utilized as chemical weapons in World War II (12:00-14:00). The rapid rise of agricultural industrialization went on to create factory farms that separated farm animals from their grazing lands and confined them to small, crowded paddocks. Farming fields became streamlined machines that produced a single crop in a yield: the age of the monoculture. In essence, the industrialized farm worked against the rhythms of the Earth in order to serve efficiency and push the possibilities of commerce to higher levels. The fear of running out of food fueled a toxic process of enslaving the land and suffocating any remaining life out of the soil. Over time, this lifeless farming practice has worn the soil into a fine dirt in the long-term process of desertification. The once fertile heartlands of bounty are wilting into barren deserts. Another example of destruction of critical habitat can be found in the waters of the Earth. The oceans are the cradle of life itself. As large wombs of new life, the oceans are the origins of the entire land ecosystem. They also stabilize the entire climate system by absorbing carbon in phytoplankton and forests of sea plants. Healthy oceans create a vital and healthy Earth community. At the moment, the oceans are rapidly becoming more diseased as the pH levels lower, plastic pollution chokes the life from multitudes of creatures, and overfishing threatens the basic vitality of coral reefs. Industrial fishing groups are one of the greatest threats to the ocean because removing fish from the ocean in such a rapid rate is equivalent to deforesting on land in levels of biotic destruction and carbon release. According to the investigative journalism


of the recent controversial1 documentary Seaspiracy, “per acre, marine plants can store up to 20 times more carbon than plants on land”. (41:20) On a global level, the oceans store 93 percent of the world’s carbon. For perspective, 25 million acres of forest are lost per year as opposed to 3.9 billion acres of sea floor demolished by large trawling fishing nets alone (42:00). Not only is the release of carbon devastating to the climate, but the loss of 20 pounds of bycatch to every 1 pound of target species catch is utterly destroying entire ecosystems (SeaWeb para 10). In addition to the devastation of over-fishing, the acidification of the oceans, primarily perpetrated by the top 88 oil companies around the globe, is leading to coral bleaching and the perishing of sea creatures with exoskeletons (Licker para 8). This catastrophic damage to wild environments in the ocean is perilous to the future of life on Earth. Many scientists and climate change activists have been scrambling to find solutions to begin to repair the significant damage. In rebuttal to proposals that humans should simply refrain from consuming seafood, critics highlight that most underdeveloped nations around the world depend on a steady diet from the oceans and redirect the scrutiny of harvesting practices to monopolizing multi-national fishing corporations (Allen 11). There are layers of complexity to untangle in understanding the level of trauma inflicted on the oceans, but it is abundantly clear that the place of life’s first awakening on this planet is in absolute danger of collapse. The fear of scarcity has perhaps driven humanity into a plundering frenzy to the peril of the very spaces where the future of human life is dependent: the soil and the water. After gazing over the wreckage of a demolished wild, it seems impossible to have the courage or the even the will to even lift one’s head. The totality of the chaotic forces of destruction at the hands of our very own species leaves one in absolute despair. It is here where one wonders: what are we missing? The answer only begins to become clear when the murky waters that continue telling old stories in monolithic ways begin to still and let the sediment settle to the bottom. Only then is the heart fully open and deep longings are free to rise and be heard. These longings perhaps do not come with words. John O’Donohue expresses, “what is nearest to the heart is often farthest from the word” (XIV). Perhaps it is a moment to return to the earlier critique of imperialist Christianity and look at a different story unfolding. A quiet, yet persistent corner within the history of Genesis unfolding in the larger Western Christian community. The Genesis story that was most pervasive in the history of Christianity was not the only one told and internalized by some cultures. The Celts in particular took a completely different approach to their internalization of this story. The teachers of Celtic spirituality opposed the otherwise widely accepted doctrine of original sin. “One of the earliest Christian writers in the Celtic world, Pelagius from Wales, foresaw the consequences [of the doctrine of the original sin] in the fourth century”, writes J. Phillip Newell. He was concerned that the church would define humans as basically sinful, which would undermine and pervert our self image and damage our journey to wholeness. (Newell 19). The profundity of this recollection of an early Celtic Christian writer reveals that there was noncompliance to blindly following in the imperial path of the church in the early centuries. It is possible to see how Pelagius’ warning translated into future centuries of societies acting out of the imperial Christian doctrine on two different levels: the level of the empire operating out of an almost divine right to conquer and subdue at will, and the level of the human unconscious narrative of self-worthlessness. The empire at large was not pleased at Pelagius’ rejection of their doctrine, and thus they began a series of actions to banish Pelagius from the public sphere. The Roman Empire called multiple imperial councils to deliberate charges for disturbing the peace and eventually excommunicate him. Ultimately, their final weapon was to publicly misrepresent Pelagius as someone who he was not 1

This source has been considered controversial for the conclusions that it draws. Other scholars have claimed that the facts presented are still important to the elevation of the important issue of ocean protection. (McVeigh para 17)


(Newell 20-21). This demonstrated both the willpower of the empire to subdue any force that undermined its very foundations of power and authority along with the stubborn and quiet perseverance of one who saw beyond the doctrinal power plays of the empire. It can also be determined that Pelagius was not easy to put down by the empire due to a large number of supporters who were moved by his teachings. This might indicate a broader narrative of what it means to be in spiritual community in the early centuries, which complicates the homogenous narratives of Christian doctrine that were enforced by the empire. We can follow this story a bit further. The Celtic image of a Creating One inspired a different, counter-cultural story that managed to continue breathing and teaching in the midst of vastly different empirical regimes. This refutes the claims made earlier by Lynn White Jr. in reference to Christianity being a singly-faceted entity. In reference to White’s strong claims about the proliferation of a singular telling of Genesis, Peter Harrison remarks that, “White’s thesis is not concerned with the meaning of the text as such, with how it was understood by the community in which it first appeared, or with what modern biblical scholars have made of it, but rather with what the text was taken to mean at certain periods of history,… how it came to sanction a particular attitude toward the natural world.” (Harrison 89). While White does extol the natural integration between the life and teaching of St. Francis of Assisi (White 61), he overlooks a whole culture of people led by spiritual teachers who understood that the natural world was deeply intertwined with the spiritual world in total opposition to the dominating narratives of the church. To illustrate this further, in the ninth century, John Scotus Eriugena invited the Celtic tradition to celebrate the relationship between nature and grace. He says that nature is, “the gift of being,”, whereas grace is, “the gift of well-being,”. Newell synthesizes that “nature and grace are viewed as flowing together from God,” (Newell 9). This is perhaps an answer to the question: what are we missing? The Celts might suggest that we are not listening to an inner presence, a deep wellspring of wisdom that is not entirely our own. A “still small voice” that perhaps sounds like the song of a chickadee or the trickle of a mountain stream; a glimmering spiritual center created of nature and grace. This calling from the wild that resonates deep inside us dares to ask: what are we really afraid of? The multi-faceted crisis at hand can viewed in one sweep as a crisis of inner deafness. There is a lack of listening to the inner wisdom of our bodies and spiritual centers. The way we have told the old stories along with the prevalence of harmful societal norms have created a thick smog within the soul that prevents us from sensing the deeper resonances that make up our core. Douglas Christie laments that, “much of contemporary discourse about the meaning of the ecological crisis is often framed almost exclusively in terms of biological, economic, or political necessities, sometimes in ways that deny the spiritual dimension of our relationship with nature altogether,” (3). The absence of spiritual awareness as a valuable dimension for addressing life’s necessities may be detrimental to combatting the crisis of wilderness destruction. Christie suggests that a means of reintegrating spirituality into our consciousness may come in the adoption of a contemplative ecology. The very act of contemplation for spiritual mystics is layered with complexity and specificity. Thomas Merton wrote of contemplation, “it is a deep resonance in the inmost center of our spirit in which our very life loses its separate voice and re-sounds with the majesty and the mercy of the Hidden and Living One…this answer is divine life, divine creativity, making all things new” (Merton 3). In other words, contemplation is a spiritual act of deep and probing awareness to the presence of God in our innermost lives. Contemplation requires practice, patience, and quietude in order to find a place of center and absolute awareness. Merton warns that cogito ergo sum (I think, therefore I am, attributed to Descartes) is an absolute antithesis to contemplation. “This is the declaration of an alienated being, in exile form his own spiritual depths, compelled to seek some comfort in a proof of his own existence based the observation that he ‘thinks’,” (Merton 8). This challenge provokes the common enlightened human that seeks to absolve all discrepancies in the head. Merton insists on a deeper consciousness: one that makes all things new.


Defining contemplation in such specific ways does not exclude the absolute necessity of integration. Indeed, finding solutions to such complex problems demands complex and amalgamative answers. Christie asserts that pursuing contemplative ecology does not negate the absolute importance of scientific ecology. “[contemplation] takes seriously both the ecology of organisms in their environment and the web of associations and meanings arising from careful attention to this ecological reality,” (Christie 5). Christine Vaulters-Painter teaches that, “Earth is the original monastery, the original teacher of contemplative practice…Everything in creation becomes a catalyst for my deepened self-understanding,” (Painter xiii; x). The image of Earth as our teacher is profoundly helpful in providing a new orientation towards the living world. Seeing all natural things as teachers that can deepen our own self awareness is a practice of living that begins a mutually-sustaining healing journey. Christie offers that, “One could learn to live in the world as a healing presence, attentive and responsive to the lives of other beings and capable of helping to reknit the torn fabric of existence,” (Christie 7). This practice invites a spirit of healing to overtake all that is hurting in the world. Contemplative ecology looks like radical awareness to the presence of the life of the world. Such awareness requires practice and gentleness. David Whyte queries, “Why are we the one terrible part of creation privileged to refuse our own flowering” (351). This call to awareness points towards our most natural instincts and our deepest desires. Perhaps the refusal to flower is rooted in the same fear that keeps us from interacting with our deepest spiritual callings. Contemplative ecology gently moves the human soul in the pursuit of liberation from fear. Christie defines the nature of this awareness as he explains, “to give one’s conscious attention fully and deeply to a place, an animal, a tree, or a river is already to open oneself to relationship and intimacy with another… To experience this Other as part of “a larger whole”,…a vibrant and complex ecology,” (8). This radical awareness, attention, and openness gently wears away at the obstructive obscurity of all that blocks our spiritual core. Building relationship with the Earth by observing a contemplative ecology purposefully deepens our connection with our inner spiritual self. We may find that this deepening is also a broadening of our awareness of our relationship with the larger whole. In other words, a dawning realization that all of life is deeply interconnected. Returning to the question “what are we afraid of?”, we might pursue the possibility that our fear originates in a deep sense of separation. Our core separation from all of life places the rest of the living world in the category of other. We fear what we feel disconnected from. We see ourselves as above and apart from the fabric of the Earth community. Peter London emphasizes, “We have cut ourselves off from Nature in our minds, our hearts, and our bodies…This schism is killing all of us,” (31). Indeed this schism of sorts is our greatest crisis. Our separation from the “biotic community” (as Aldo Leopold refers to) is killing all of the life on this planet. We are on a collision course that seems to hurtle forward at greater velocities by the day due to our catastrophic practice of destruction of the natural world. If we would see ourselves as a shared partner in the cycles of life along with all other living creatures, we would learn to thrive together. Christie emphasizes that,“What it is to become aware of oneself as alive in the living world and how to cultivate this awareness for the sake of the world remains one of the most pressing spiritual concerns of our time,” (6). We can indeed play a part in the healing work that is awareness of the resonances of all life if we simply return from our separateness into a place of Oneness with the biotic community. This may be the essential secret to living on our planet. Awareness begins with remembering. Remembering draws us back to our beginnings, to our first stories. Craig Hella Johnson reminds us why these stories have so much meaning. “We tell each other stories so that we will remember Try and find the meaning in the living of our days. Always telling stories, wanting to remember Where and whom we came from


Who we are … We’re listening and confessing What we have forgotten In the story of us all - Craig Hella Johnson The stories that begin our lives are the stories that carry us to the end of our lives. We choose how to interact with these stories and how we will change these stories. However, the first task of the journey is to remember our stories and where we came from. When we remember the stories, we remember our origins, our own creation stories. These stories also show us our first encounters with the Earth. Reliving these encounters draws us closer to nature and to our deeper selves. Growing a contemplative ecology begins with the revelation of these stories. They restore our memory, our roots, and our relationship to the land. Robin Kimmerer brilliantly explains, “we can’t meaningfully proceed with healing, with restoration, without ‘re-story-ation2.’ In other words, our relationship with land cannot heal until we hear its stories,” (9). Kimmerer invites us to consider retelling our stories. Remembering and contemplating does not stop with the memories and the awareness. Rather, a response is invited: a retelling of the story in a new way that unifies our consciousness with that of the living land. In the same vain, it is critical to remember and retell our collective stories. As a whole, the Celtic spiritual teachers spoke of a unitive source between grace and nature. The Celts, along with St. Francis of Assisi particularly preached a gospel of the wild. For the collective western Christian culture at large, it is critical to retell the story of Genesis in a way that restores our relationship with the land rather than continuing along the path of destruction. Peter London shares, in contrast to an origin of exile from the garden, “We have yet to compose a story in which humans are entwined with the rest of creation in a new mutuality, in a story that has us still at home, still living in a garden, in the midst of an infinite web of life,” (London 40). This retelling has the power to undo the fear born of separateness that has threatened the fabric of life. There is power in a new story of unity and mutuality that can become a common, shared cosmology. The mantle of retelling an ancient story falls heavy on the shoulders of all who care about a sustained future on planet Earth. One may even wonder how to begin or who has the authority to take up such a mighty task. My answer is that each and every person has the power of re-weaving this story within the fabric of their own story to make a new, creating story. Artists, storytellers, politicians, economists, philosophers, scholars, scientists all have the opportunity to share their story enmeshed with a new creating story for the thriving of all life. Kimmerer shares that such a retelling, “…is an intertwining of science, spirit, and story—old stories and new ones that can be medicine for our broken relationship with Earth…healing stories that allow us to imagine a different relationship, in which people and land are good medicine for each other,” (x). This reinforces that we are absolutely meant to be here. We simply have to remember why and return to our place in the biosphere as equal partners with all members of life. Re-story-ing our relationship with Earth begins with the work of contemplative ecology, a work that seeks to unearth our inner spiritual awareness of all life around us and the stories that make us who we are. The wild is a part of us and we cannot separate from it. We can only draw near and realize we are one with all the wild spaces. Wilderness is not simply critical space for the physical bio-diverse existence of creatures and climate systems on the Earth, it is also absolutely crucial for our own shared living experience. Simply put, if the wilderness dies, then so do we, for we are inseparable from all that is alive.

2 1 “Re-story-ing” is attributed to Gary Nabhan.


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