AN EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW WITH BESTSELLING AUTHOR, JASON LAVELLE

Thank you so much. The journey to making Flutter a reality was quite long. The oldest story in the collection, Her Dance, was written while I was in college fifteen years ago. Over the years I've written short stories in

between novels, and some have been published in magazines or entered in contests, but I've always wanted to present them in one large volume. As a young reader, I loved Stephen King's collections of stories and novellas, and so I think for me this project has been the completion of a circle started long ago. Three Furies Press made the stressful process of editing and publishing this book much more manageable for me than I had expected. With a manuscript the size of this one, an author could easily get lost for many months revising and editing and formatting, and so I credit the publisher with making it all possible. As an author, we're always more critical of our own work than anyone else, but I'm very proud of this collection.

Many times life itself is my weapon. Life can be mundane, and it is certainly "everyday." My stories take place in our world because I want readers to feel like any of these fantastic events could actually take place. I want people to know that on any given day something might happen that changes their world forever. I think the realism I strive for is what makes my stories more disturbing, because it isn't possible for readers to put distance between their world and mine. More specifically, though, in one story, honey is used as an elixir to transfer a malevolent spirit to a human. Despite the honey, the story is anything but sweet.

I get many of my ideas from idle daydreaming while I should be working, a lot of "what if" type thoughts, or standing in the shower with hot water pounding on me. Some have much deeper meaning to me though, inspired by work, or by people I've spoken to, or even by wild dreams my wife has had. In all my writing, both novels and short fiction, I use as much truth as possible to strengthen the backbone of the story, so I'll take bits and pieces of real life and weave them into the fiction to create a unique and disturbing mix. One story, Watching And Waiting, was inspired by legendary serial killer H.H. Holmes. I love true crime, and history, and I like the idea of exploring historical events from different viewpoints, in this case, a little girl who is fascinated by a strange man.

The Life Of Pets may be my favorite. I work in a veterinary hospital, so I see and do many things the general public aren't privy to. Some of these things are questionable for me, morally and ethically, yet I'm required to do them, and they are widely accepted as normal, and humane. In this story, I explore my doubts and my misgivings about the way we treat those we think are beneath us. I also challenge the idea of ownership when it comes to another living creature. It is a story that many have described as "horrific," and in fact several of my coworkers told me they questioned whether or not they'd ever come to work again after reading it. At the same time, it is more than a horror story to me, it is my statement, my petition, my tiny rebellion.

I think that "scary" is a subjective thing. We all have things that frighten us. For some it may be a creeping spider, for others it may be loneliness or isolation. The story, Searching For Forever is about a young, neurodivergent girl who is trying and failing to adapt to a rapidly changing world. She's confused, alone, and haunted. I cried when I wrote the story, and even now I can't think of it without feeling a little prickle in my heart. It isn't a typical horror story, but I think that readers appreciate that fear and desperation cast their own unique and terrible shadows.

Well, short stories are easier, in that they take much less time to create. I'm a slow writer, so a novel may take me a year or two to write, while a short story might only take a few days or weeks. So when writing a short story, the gratification comes much sooner, and a lot of times the stories themselves may have a bit more punch than a novel. However, and it's a big however, writing a good short story is hard. I think that average novel length is about 80k, so there's a lot of time and space with which to create characters that readers will connect with, and then to craft a plot to entertain them (or torture them, in my case). A short story forces me to compress plot and character development into only a few thousand words. It's a challenge, but one I enjoy. To accomplish this, I strip out everything but the raw emotions, and most essential plot elements. This leaves a story that isn't as sweeping or smooth, but one that can still deliver a hard punch to the gut.

Suffering. As a person who has lived with depression for many years, suffering and pain are old friends. So when I write, I share that pain with my characters. My stories aren't always heavy, and they aren't always dark, but I think that some element of human suffering runs through them all. Pain and grief, sadness and despair, these are things that all humans can relate to, connect with, and I think that's why my readers really connect with the characters, because we all know those feelings, as terrible as they are.

My intention with short fiction, like that found in Flutter, is always to get under the reader's skin. I want to shock them, or scare them, or make their skin crawl. I want to make my readers think about things they never have before, and probably never want to again. I don't necessarily write about monsters, but rather the monsters within all of us.

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