Queen's Joy March edition

Queen's Joy MARCH 2022 EDITION

SPIRITUAL LEADERSHIP

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BY TANYA HADZHIEVA

£3.99

REBIRTH

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BY DR. ROY MARTINA

ENERGY THE UNIVERSAL LANGUAGE ................................................

BY BECKY BRIAN

DREAM LIFE QUANTUM MANIFESTATION ............................................................

BY DR. JOY MARTINA

FINDING BALANCE WITH FENG SHUI ........................................................

BY CYNTHIA YOUNG

Spread Your Wings

BY STACEY PIEDRAHITA

TABLE OF CONTENTS Welcome Queens & Kings...............................................................................................................................3 Spread Your Wings.........................................................................................................................................4-6 Spiritual Leadership.......................................................................................................................................7-9 Rebirth...................................................................................................................................................................10-11 Dream Life Quantum Manifestation................................................................................................12-14 Finding Balance with Feng Shui..........................................................................................................15-19 Light The Way Goods......................................................................................................................................20 What Are Mental Exercises?................................................................................................................21-22 The Outlaw Psychic..................................................................................................................................23-25 Rebirth...............................................................................................................................................................26-27 The Awakened Life....................................................................................................................................28-29 Lion's Gate Amazing Revelations....................................................................................................30-32 Magnify Your Magnificence................................................................................................................33-35 Spiritual Healing..........................................................................................................................................36-37 Energy The Universal Language......................................................................................................38-40 Your Soul Doctor..........................................................................................................................................41-42 Live Your Potential................................................................................................................................... 43-45 Discover The Magick Within..............................................................................................................46-49 Walking The Path.......................................................................................................................................50-53

HAPPY

International

Women's Day MARCH

2022

Consider the issue of Queen's Joy as a source of infinite inspiration. I have a passion for storytelling, especially when it comes to spirituality and alternative medicine. It all started with my own transformation, let these stories inspire you to go within for answers that will transform your life for the better.

We are stepping into a new paradigm in which exercising our free will, living our purpose with integrity and loving unconditionally are key ingredients for our ascension. It is time for starseeds and lightworkers to shine their powers and help Earth's transition.

Let's co-create together!

Creator,

Tanya Hadzhieva (LEO CRYSTAL QUEEN)

DESIGNED BY ROSE ANN GREGORIO

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Spreading My Wings: MY TRANSFORMATION STORY If you had told me a little over a year ago that I was about to walk into the most radical transformative year of my life, become an intuitive healer, and that my vulnerability would ultimately become my biggest strength; I wouldn’t have believed you.

Stacey

My life has completely changed following my near-death experience. This is when I realized that the spark of God lives in me.

There’s something that instantly shifts within you when you have to tell your husband and children that you feel like you won’t make it through the night. I knew that I was rapidly declining after multiple hospital visits over a four year period that led to no answers regarding my “mystery” illness (I later learned that my saline breast implants were poisoning me, along with unresolved trauma). I was in critical condition and receiving 24/7 care. I told God, “If this is your will, then okay. But I really don’t want it to be.”

The unconditional love I felt encompassing me in these moments showed me that I would heal myself through the power of love.

After running from God for 45 years, my numbness, shame and pain were taken away instantly. I realized that it all came down to loving myself first. I was determined to heal my body through self-love and my connection with God. I told my husband, “I’m going to heal.” I was still in critical condition, what I thought was the end, was just the beginning.

It was that night that I had my near-death experience. I woke up and saw the most beautiful white light. I felt this feeling in my heart — the only way I can describe it is unconditional love. I knew I was with God (a God of my understanding, you may refer to this entity as Spirit, Jesus, Buddah, the Universe). I felt an overwhelming feeling of peacefulness that is truly indescribable. I asked many questions about my life, and every puzzle piece suddenly seemed to fit.

It didn’t take me long to understand that my magic is in the mess. Even though I was still deathly ill, I convinced myself I would heal. My near-death experience allowed me to see life through a new set of eyes. And because of divine intervention — I had lifesaving emergency surgery a week later. Almost 10 months later, I am still living a life beyond my wildest dreams.

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QUEEN'S JOY Because I’ve been given the opportunity to continue to live this beautiful life and share my story, I want to spread awareness about unresolved trauma and mental health which led to my Breast Implant Illness. I don’t want another woman to go through what I did. I was told that my symptoms were all in my head. The doctors didn’t seem to take me seriously until it was almost too late.

EDMR THEORY played a significant role in my butterfly transformation story. It truly was the best decision I ever made. It allowed me to release my inner child and give myself the love I never thought I deserved before. I never felt worthy. I never felt I deserved love because of all of my trust and abandonment issues. Therapy and an amazing, supportive husband gave me the strength to become my own hero and healer.

I also want everyone to understand that there’s magic in the mess. I learned so much about myself throughout my healing journey. My newfound spirit, mind and body connection allowed me to fully love myself and find a higher purpose in this world. If you feel like you’re broken and there’s no way out, I urge you to find ways to show yourself some love. Find a community of like minded women. It’s empowering to acknowledge that you’re broken and finding the beauty in the brokenness. My brokenness made me beautiful. I am so thankful for my scars, without them, I would have never known God's love.

I’m now a beautiful butterfly who’s living a magical, beautiful life. Every day I have the ability to shift into higher levels of consciousness, become more compassionate, and become more connected with God. My pain is now a million miles away.

When I was in the midst of my near-death experience, God told me that it wasn’t my time to go into the light. He wanted me to be a light in this world. The light of love. Twenty seven years as a nurse, I’ve always been someone who wants to help people. God opened up an entirely new world for me when he gave me a message to share with the world. I’m now helping people in a different way, more profoundly than I ever thought possible.

I will be the change I want to see in this world and I will hold every hand moving forward.

God lives in me, and he loves me exactly as I am. Now that my pain is a million miles away, I’m dedicated to sharing my story and spreading my light and love with all of you.

My butterfly transformation story may have begun with a near-death experience, but I want you to know that you can also have a spiritual metamorphosis (without almost dying).

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Everyone’s path will look different, but I believe healing starts with loving yourself down to your core. Having a divine connection with your soul.

I healed myself through the power of love — the love I have for God and the love I now have for myself. All that matters now is how I am viewed

by God, Not others. That divine spark of God now lives in me permanently.

The light in me sees the light in you. Whatever step of your journey you’re currently on — look for the magic in the mess and never stop believing in you, most of all, never stop sparkling.

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Spiritual LEADERSHIP I believe all of us are starting to wake up and understanding there is more to life than just the physical. For me the Wake Up Call I had was after I lost my grandma 11 years ago, my spiritual journey began by studying astrology, numerology, crystals, healing, and many more like feng shui. I thought I new a lot back then in 2016 only to realize I have only scratched the surface of my spiritual journey. In order to be a great Spiritual Leader first you have to work on your shadows learn the lessons of why they are there, what they represent and heal them.

Let’s look at the meaning of spiritual leader qualities and see if they are correct.

Giving love to your shadow side is the key to awakening. We live in duality matrix by the energies are raising right now as our human consciousness is ready to upgrade to what we call Unity Consciousness where duality melts and turns into Unconditional Love. I am driven to help by guiding people how to get there and as I advance in my spirituality with every day, I am happy to guide you find your inner power you were born with to shine in this world. We so often look on the outside world to define us and give us validation that we forget it works the other way around. The moment you shift the inner world, the outside world will reflect and manifest. I use many modalities to guide as there is not just one solution to a problem, the most important for me is to listen and assess the information to be able to correctly respond.

I love speaking and inspiring people as by doing so we spread more love and light which helps not only our lives, but the whole planet.

WHAT ARE THE QUALITIES OF A SPIRITUAL LEADER? Here are six characteristics that identify most spiritual leaders: They lead others into their own encounters with God. My encounter with God was made thought my ayahuasca journeys, most people encounter God when they are in a near dead experience or in a deep meditation They lead others to discover their own purpose and identity.

Yes, indeed that is the primal purpose is to find your inner power and identity. Not what society told you are or your parents, friends, etc.

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QUEEN'S JOY A great start to begin is knowing your Human Design that really helped me a lot as all my life I was constantly dealing with projections of my parents. I was excellent student, but it was never enough for them no matter I would do.

Once I move to live in US I discovered that I am a Self-Projected Projector and that change the course of my life. It made it so much easy for me to integrate in a society full of Generators it is hard to be a Projector. But what is a projector you might ask?

They lead others into transformation— not just production.

Leaving in a world of constant action and distraction it is easy to focus only on the outside world instead within. A spiritual leader will encourage you to do the opposite.

LEADERSHIP

They help people see old things in new ways.

I am here to bring new solutions and guide to rebuild the world as we all see the old systems are failing.

One of the greatest tips I would like to give is first help yourself to thrive before jump and rescue anyone else! Once you unlock your potential and start on your journey then you can help others along, we often try to solve people’s problems which is not our business.

Spiritual leaders can guide but will not do it for you as that by itself mean we are underestimating the strength of your being. If you are experiencing a challenge in your life right now, remember your High Self chose that for your own good and soul growth. I have suffered a lot during my first 30 years in my life constantly in hospitals I have visited any doctor that possible exists out there and I was wondering why certain things are happening in my life until I realised, I need to look within that is where I found all my answers to my suffering. A great leader is formed though great suffering and self-discovery. A diamond cost a lot but not until is polished. It is time for you to first realize you have one and then the journey begins!

Projector Human Design Type - Projectors are able to see into the energy of others and experience people in unique ways which allows them to be great leaders. Their wisdom comes from seeing others, seeing a system, or seeing a concept in a new way.

They are only 20% of the population on earth.

It is time for Projectors to be seen as Leaders and be respected for the great work they put out to the world. Though them we can really change the world as they bring the new ideas, but we need the Generators to full fill the ideas, Manifestors to manifest and of course Reflectors to reflect our work and see if it is working in our advantage. We are starting to use more and more technology in our daily lives, but if we keep the spirituality at blind side and only focus on the technology we might be falling just as the Lost City of Atlantis. We are in the precipice of the Age of Aquarius which is connected to the Golden Age where we all manifest our pure desires from our heart.

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QUEEN'S JOY To get there we need more Spiritual Leaders to engage and educate humankind for the pitfalls and the benefits we can implement to improve our daily lives.

LEADERSHIP

Most people understand God only though their religious beliefs, it seems all our lives we have looked at life though a keyhole. As there is so much more than religion, I am born 1992 and I have always had hard times fallowing rules and structures as I could see even from young age they do not work in favour to the people.

Somehow, we have continued to life like that for so long that we forgot we are Divine beings with Free Will and we are here to do great, not only the small talk and the small jobs. Do you feel it too? Deep in your core that you were made for more. I am here to tell you the time is now to discover our talents and gifts as the veil is lifting and we will be more sensitive to connecting with Source!

MY MOTTO IS...

No one is you and that is your power to change the world.

Imagine all of us finding purpose in one day this world will change and we will be vibrating on such a high frequency that fear will automatically disappear.

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REBIRTH

Dr. Roy Martina is a renowned European holistic MD, author of 88 books, business and Life Coach and international trainer/speaker. One of his best-known international bestsellers is Emotional Balance (Hay-House).

LEADERSHIP

He has worked and given workshops with Deepak Chopra, Bruce Lipton, Eric Pearl and Masaru Emoto, among others. He has developed several new holistic therapies such as Omega Healing, Emotional Balance and Remote Chi. He has developed more than 1,000 natural remedies sold in the USA, China and Europe.

He has been a holistic physician for more than 40 years and has trained more than 250,000 therapists, physicians and managers. Of his 88 books, millions have been sold.

He is a world-renowned keynote speaker at conferences and seminars and gives lectures and workshops around the world.

His passion is sharing his knowledge and research.

As a Quantum Mystic, he is a passionate student of quantum laws.

His wife Dr. Joy Martina, Ph.D., is a psychic psychologist, bestselling author, and trainer.

Together and separately, they give lifechanging workshops and retreats around the world.

DR. ROY MARTINA

Their most recent fascinating creation is the 100-day Masterclass Quantum Extrasensory Perception, also known as Channeling.

is a Medical Doctor, specialized in holistic medicine with 44 years of experience. A prolific bestselling author and researcher of the quantum laws. He teaches worldwide and is married with Joy Martina a psychic psychologist.

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TESTIMONIAL Dr. Joy and Roy Martina are as beautiful and authentic off camera as they are on camera.

They're the real deal. I dove into their Brain Training and WOW... it transforms my waking hours.

LISA SASEVICH Entrepreneur, Speaker, 'Queen of Sales Conversion'

https://quantummultiverse.world/

is a Medical Doctor, specialized in holistic medicine with 44 years of experience. A prolific bestselling author and researcher of the quantum laws. He teaches worldwide and is married with Joy Martina a psychic psychologist.

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I spent years battling depression, insomnia and all the other side effects of people pleasing. I was working so hard to be perfect and meet the needs of the people around me that I forgot about myself, my dreams and my passion.

LEADERSHIP

It took driving from my beautiful home in my fancy car, in my expensive dress to my glamorous job one morning, and noticing the thought: “I wish I could just drive this car against a wall and be done”, to awaken. I knew I would never do that to my kids. But still… I knew I needed to rise and find my innate joy for life again.

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DR. MA R T I NA

So I went on a deep inner quest, consulted therapists, studied countless programs and books to find ways to rekindle my joy for life; and discover my reason for being.

DREAM LIFE QUANTUM

I defined my mission “to spread JOY while I help myself an others thrive” and learnt the power of Quantum Manifestation.

MANIFESTATION

Meanwhile I think I have the best job in the world and I feel congruent with my name.

You are is a great, infinite and eternal being and you are on Earth to discover who you really are.

You are here to enjoy the ride and not work yourself to the bone while sacrificing your happiness.

Your hearts desires are the rocket fuel for your success To amplify our results in manifestation and to do so in a graceful and joyful way (instead of forcing your way with willpower) we must connect to our hearts. To the love that is the essence of who we are. But many of us are empaths, who have spent often decades struggling in a harsh, competitive environment and are doubting the power of our hearts. The prison of painful emotions prevents us from achieving our dream of an easeful and joyful life, and lowers our success in manifestation.

If you’re like me, you didn’t grow up knowing all that. You might have sometimes wondered what love really is.

It took me a while to really own my name JOY. I was given the name because my parents were told they couldn’t conceive, and yet here I am. I remember being a very happy child but when puberty hit I lost connection with my true self and started struggling.

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QUEEN'S JOY HERE ARE MY 5 BEST TIPS TO MANIFESTING WITH THE POWER OF THE HEART:

Waking up from your coma You are here for a reason. You are will wake you up sooner or later to become who you really are. The moment of awakening will allow you to encounter all your limitations (limiting beliefs, past trauma, emotional attachment) and you get to break through those upper limits.

You might now be strongly attached to who you believe you are and all the different roles you play that you might have forgotten about your true potential.

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By getting a sense of your Quantum Self as I call it (that most evolved version of you) and letting go of all learned conditioning, you can open your heart more and more; and increase your power of manifestation.

When you give the leadership to your heart (instead of your brain), you will automatically attract more of what you desire, because your heart is 60x stronger electrically and 6000x stronger magnetically than your brain.

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New Times, New Rules Earth is evolving. Humanity has the opportunity to do the same. We have access to more knowledge than ever before and yet we will only rise if we realize our responsibility as creatrix of life; connect to the power of our hearts, and work with the Quantum Field.

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Quantum Science The fastest way of manifestation happens when we send out our intentions and heart desires via high frequencies (from our heart) without a shadow of doubt. By tuning into the future where you have mastered those higher frequencies, and you are the person you desire to be, you manifest at an accelerated rate.

Time lines collapse and you are practicing Quantum Manifestation.

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Take more time for yourself. Make yourself a priority to love first. Start your day in silence and away from your screens to set your intention for the day.

Learn to say NO gracefully. Tune into your heart and ask: Is this a hell yes or a hell no? And if it’s a no: Say so!

Forgive and release joyfully. Ask yourself: What else could my challenges and painful experiences mean? How did they serve me and help me become stronger? Don’t allow the past to influence you future by giving away your power to the people who caused you pain. Cut the links and move on. Check out this free 5 day process to help you: LINK hearthealing revolution.

Own your desires. Stop judging your big, juicy dreams as impossible or inappropriate and instead tune into them!

Ask yourself: Why is it so easy for me to tune into my heart and manifest with grace, ease and joy? What would I do if I knew I couldn’t fail?

Connect to your Quantum Self. How would you feel if all your struggles were behind you and you knew “I did it!”. Create a snapshot in your mind of that moment.

Where are you? What are you wearing?

How big is that smile on your face? What are the thoughts you are thinking? The more you focus on this moment in time, the stronger your elevated emotions are… the more energy you are sending out to make just that happen for you.

QUEEN'S JOY LET’S START THE PROCESS QUANTUM MANIFESTATION BY PLACING OUR HANDS ON OUR HEARTS AS AFFIRMING:

I am love. I am eternal. I am infinite. I flow the energy through me that serves my highest good and connects me to my Quantum Self now.

Thank you. So it is. So it shall be. Or something even better.

May you create a life where you feel safe, healthy and happy; and are manifesting your hearts desires with ease. And if you’d like to join us to dive deep into the Power of the Heart…

Rebirth Training March live online or in person.

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Join the Joy Tribe & Start Living Your Best Life Now!

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ABOUT

Cynthia YOUNG

Cynthia Young is a Feng Shui Practitioner and Meditation Instructor living in Arizona, United States. She works with groups, individuals and business owners to help them better understand how to support their authenticity through creating a supportive environment. Her business is called Asteya Studios and can be found at Asteyastudios.com

We create a supportive environment for ourselves with each of these tools. Everything we surround ourselves with, seen and unseen, should support our deepest success.

Cynthia is a certified Essential Feng Shui Practitioner and is a graduate of the Western School of Feng Shui. She has also earned certificates in Non-Violent Communication practitioner training. She specializes in residential, business and landscape consulting and is the creator of Asteya Studios, which is a marriage of meditation instruction and Feng Shui guidance. Cynthia is a trained meditation facilitator who studied and practiced near Boston for many years. The business is named after the ethical yoga tenet Asteya, which means non-stealing in Sanskrit, and calls us to live with integrity and reciprocity.

Cynthia has also been a well-known photographer in the East since 2011. Her macro flower work has been featured at regional conferences and she spent several years teaching to camera clubs. Her comprehensive photo portfolio can be viewed here. She believes the connection between creativity and personal transformation is undeniable and encourages people to open to the process.

Cynthia’s work is curated by Artlifting, Inc, and her artist page can be found here.

Our stories are our tapestry, the winding form and color of all our collective circumstances. We reveal our authentic self in the images we make and share.

We need to work together to be present for each other. All that we say and do should help to lift others. We should not link our worthiness and identity to accomplishment.

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For the past 10 years, Cynthia has guided her own transformational journey and has helped others through the study of meditation and one-pointed awareness breath work.

Originally trained in Massachusetts, she now teaches out of her home in Arizona and online.

She believes there is an intense connection between self-worth and creating a supportive, non-chaotic environment.

Like the body, the mind and soul need time to digest and assimilate. Like the body, the mind and soul need time to rest. We create this rest by allowing space that we can breathe in. Not more clutter, but more space, space to reflect, space to journal, space for closure, space for imagination, and space to feel the calling of the life force within us.

DEBORAH ADELE, YAMAS & NIYAMAS: EXPLORING YOGA’S ETHICAL PRACTICE As an Essential Feng Shui Practitioner, I help people feel and understand the living energy in their home. Through our work together we increase the energy to become aligned with promoting balance and harmony. We start to see ourselves as part of a larger cycle that begins and ends in our bodies, the universe and in energy as a whole.

Through this work I help clients understand the embrace and safety of their space and help them thrive in abundance. My goal is to help clients go beyond the floor plan, walls and colors that are compartmentalized. I help them to recognize the abundance in themselves and give them the tools to continually come back to understanding that they are part of a whole and that there is no separation between themselves, their space and the universe.

My work in Feng Shui is a direct result of my own healing journey and spiritual transformation.

Implementing Feng Shui services is an act of trusting the process the Universe has set in motion for you.

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WHAT

I

DO:

Your space affects your physiology, your well-being and your relationships.

Everything is alive with Qi. Qi (pronounced “chi”) refers to the energy in a space. In Feng Shui we draw on the essence of a space’s location and surroundings to understand the energy.

Then, focusing inward, work to balance the environment.

Feng Shui translates to “wind and water”. It is derived from an historical Chinese text that describes how human life can flow and be in harmony with the environment that surrounds it. Put simply, Feng Shui is understanding the energy of a space and your relationship in it and to it. It teaches how to understand the supportive or nonsupportive energy and arrange things so balance and harmony are achieved and the energy supports you. Feng Shui works with intentional placement and action that creates our highest quality of living.

Does your environment irritate, confuse or overwhelm you? Little things repeated become big things. Feng Shui gives you the capacity to observe small things before they become big things. Feng Shui helps us manage our actions, behaviors and attitudes that get us back into the natural flow that is always present.

In my work, I can assist home buyers, home owners, real estate professionals and businesses wanting to provide a supportive high-vibration working environment for their employees.

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THE JOURNEY

Finding Balance with Feng Shui

AWAKENING

I believe that living your truth and living in contentment requires an alchemy of self-love and shadow work. Accepting, being curious about, and working with our dark emotions and flaws allows us to see ourselves as a whole as opposed to a “good me” and a “bad me”. It allows for acceptance where we’d normally feel failure or imperfection. The more we sit and have tea with the things we think are unlovable about ourselves, the gentler we become. Truly we are a living Yin Yang philosophy and trying to become that gentle curved line in between: Contentment.

Everything changed after September, 1974. I still remember my mom carrying me to my father’s arms as my left side went limp. A stroke at age 6 left me with left side hemiplegia and a great container for compassion. Not surprisingly, after that day safety in my environment became priority. Looking back now as a Certified Feng Shui Practitioner, I can identify things in my prior environments that triggered anxiety and chaos for me. Your space should support you and ultimately your goals and desires. Growing up disabled meant having to be in alignment with my environment or risk injury.

After moving across the United States in 2018, I began to study Feng Shui. During my time living alone on the East Coast, I noticed that within my living space I had created calm, pretty areas of arranged things: a group of flowers and a photo, a series of pretty vases, spiritual guides and statues. I call them “small scenes of joy”. Moving to a larger space inspired me again to create small spaces of calm and grace. My interest in Feng Shui grew out of that and I obtained my Essential Feng Shui Certification from the Western School of Feng Shui in 2021. It has been my dream to share the art of graceful arranging with clients: I love sharing the philosophy with people who were just like me, in my previous living space, in their own chaotic and heavy spaces.

My spiritual work really began when my interest in photography blossomed. As my first marriage was ending I became immersed in photography and meditation. I began a consistent home meditation practice; upon opening my eyes one night, I noticed everything around me had changed. The apartment was more tidy, my “stuff” was organized and not in chaos and I felt deeply rooted in who I was uncovering (as a newly independent soul). I began teaching at the studio I was trained at and meditation became the constant that was able to draw from.

As I got deeper into my meditation practices, I began to create new boundaries for myself.

True self love is knowing what you will and won’t tolerate in your life. I dropped a few unhealthy behaviors and communicated to the Universe that I was ready for behavior and relationships that I was worthy of. I met my current husband in 2015. When you are searching for a life partner make sure it’s someone who knows you won’t compromise your boundaries or beliefs and admires that about you.

WIND AND WATER The Authentic Ask of Feng Shui is simple: treat your space and everything you own with gratitude. Touch it, interact with it, love it, live in it and breathe when it breathes. It’s alive with energy. In turn, the reciprocal relationship with your space supports you and allows you to live the life you love.

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QUEEN'S JOY My husband and I often do a house walk through where we thank each part of our home for supporting us. It was a bit awkward at first to say “thank you refrigerator for providing nourishment to us.”, but it became natural over time. Shadow work is required in this process as well. You can thank the less beautiful spaces in your house like your garage and your bathroom; they support you as well.

Life Ceremonies and crystal grid healing ceremonies are also part of my services with the focus being on connecting intimately with what is before us.

Find details at

asteyastudios.com

and contact me at asteyastudios@gmail.com or 978 771 1002

As I study Feng Shui more deeply, I realize it is not only about the space you live in. Feng Shui means uncovering the essence of who we are and realizing that we become stuck by not paying attention to our environment. Our divine connection to seen and unseen forces winds like a whisper and flows through our spaces.

It’s our job to keep that flow going and unobstructed. Feng Shui touches every area of our lives and of our beings from our thoughts to our actions. Energy flows where our attention goes, so we must be clear with our intentions.

Asteyastudios-Feng Shui and Meditation

A Mantra for the Journey by my favorite author Deborah Adele “When we engage in the joy and challenge of building ourselves, we automatically serve the world rather than steal from it.”

The Business Name and What I Offer The Sanskrit word “Asteya” means non stealing and is one of the yoga tenets defined in Deborah Adele’s book The Yamas and Niyamas.

Every time we give up a boundary, every time we compromise a goal, each time we deplete ourselves to please someone else, we steal from ourselves. I chose the name for my business for that reason. As a Feng Shui practitioner I can guide people towards not only creating a balanced space, but creating an energy where we recognize the places in our homes that need more gratitude and attention.

I also offer Energy assessments of landscapes to ensure the home energy is in alignment with nature and creates a natural embrace.

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Hi! My Name is

Theresa

and I am the owner of

Light

The

Way

G o o ds,

a small candle business in Richardson, Texas.

I started making candles in 2021. To my surprise, I found myself immensely involved and in love with the process. I specialize in making intention candles. Intention candles are candles infused or charged with the energy of your intention and can be used in rituals, meditation and on altars to manifest those intentions to life. My candles are infused with real crystals and gemstones, this really enhances the manifestation effect you can receive from the candles.

Link to my Etsy Page: www.Etsy.com/lightthewayGoods

Link to my Facebook Page: www.Facebook.com/lightthewayGoods

It wasn’t until I had my first intention candle that I noticed not only how beautiful the crystals and stones look but this feeling of pure energy radiating from the candle and crystals themselves. I have always had an interest for crystals and gemstones since I was a child. My mother had a huge collection and I remember how amazed I was at their beauty and how they would feel in my hands while I was holding them.

My interest and appreciation for them grew over the years, I learned that crystals vibrate at different frequencies therefore their energy/vibration is able to moderate the energy/vibration around them making them a very helpful spiritual tool in our lives.

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I believe intention is everything. What you believe will be your reality simply due to manifesting our desires and wants. The intention candles can be of service when we are faced with conflicting thoughts, negativity, blockages, etc, they can gently remind us of our inner potential and redirect us towards our goals.

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What are mental exercises and why are they just as important as physical exercises?

Growing up the importance of exercises was instilled at an early age from parents, school, tv, and magazines. I watched my mom do Jane Fonda videos, go for walks or belly dance to maintain a healthy body and keep physically fit.

In school, I had gym a couple times a week and recess till I hit junior high. Gym in middle school was spent walking around the football field and trying to get out of the gym because I didn’t want to change in front of the other girls. TV and magazines..media and physical fitness…

What unreal expectations!! I won’t go off on a rant about that just now.

Here are 6 things that you can do to start mentally exercising.

1. Create an adequate sleep schedule. Going to bed at 11pm/midnight and getting up at 5am/6am is not getting adequate sleep. They say most adults need at least 8 hours a night.

It doesn't matter if you need 6, 8 or 10, if you don’t do all the things to make sure you sleep well, it doesn't matter how much you sleep, you will still feel sleep deprived.

2. Journaling allows you to get out of your head what is bothering you or what you wish for?

Writing and reflecting on your day or your experience gives you the opportunity to reflect on them, see what you need to learn or what your patterns are that need to be changed so that you can have a more calm and happy life.

The old saying of I wish I knew then what I know now is so true. If I had been taught to do mental exercises, the physical exercising would have come more naturally. I have learned that mental exercises are not about math and word problems. They are about calming the mind, taking in uplifting content and learning to listen to the consciousness that is encouraging and loving.

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QUEEN'S JOY 3. Practicing gratitude for what you already have everyday will shift your life in a direction to be even more grateful. I know it is easier said than done, especially if you are coming from a place of lack. If you feel you have nothing to be thankful for, you won’t have anything to be thankful for. So start small. Go into deep detail.

For example…Be thankful for the pen that you hold, that it has ink, that it has black ink, that it glides across the paper so smoothly like butter glides onto the knife. Be thankful that the clicky part click and you can close your pen or that the cap fits tightly so that ink doesn't spill onto your shirt or into your bag. Be thankful for the beautiful words that it writes. Have gratitude for everything and gratitude will come back to you.

I tell my clients, you are worth spending your time on and mental exercise is self-care, it is deliberate self-care. It is needed on a daily basis. Find the time to add these mental exercises into your day. If you don’t think we have time, you can do 5 at once while on a walk and that walk will help you to sleep better.

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4. Meditation is said by beginners to be hard…of course it is, it's new, your mind hasn’t done it before. Meditation isn’t always about sitting with your thoughts in complete silence or trying not to think. It is more about being in the present moment. Listening to what is going on around you and what is going on in your head. It is a good idea to get into the habit of meditating, then journaling. You will be surprised by what you write about.

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5. Reading uplifting materials is another way to do mental exercising. Reading positive posts, learning something new or enjoying a good mystery book will allow you to use your imagination or broaden your scope of thinking.

6. Walking, while walking is a physical action, it helps mentally as well. It is easy on the body.

While walking for mental exercise, you are not trying to complete a certain number of steps or for any other reason than to help clear a path for your mind to be a little more clear. You can listen to a book while walking, do walking meditation, dictate into a digital journal and practice gratitude all while walking.

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Melissa BRYAN

Well, it has been quite the ride as “The Outlaw Psychic.”

I am the Owner/CEO/COO of Outlaw Life Psychic Enterprises and Golden West Paranormal.

I have 43 years in the field and up to (not exceeding) 90% accuracy.

I am cut from the cloth of the Old West.

It flows in my veins.

I am the blood relation of the West’s most notorious names.

They have guided me and have been my rock.

My most newsworthy cases were The Kit Carson Co Op Robbery Case, The Holy Cross Convent Fire and Murder Case, and the Allsup’s Gas Station Murder Case, out of Taos, NM. All are listed in The Taos News, Taos, NM. I am currently assisting with the Gabby Petito/Brian Laundrie Case.

Unfortunately, more often than not, I had to go to Law Enforcement with my Info, rather than them coming to me.

Nobody believes me because I am not well known enough to really get any attention for my work.

The only thing I can count on, is my accuracy.

I knew about my Ability (I don’t call it a “gift”). This comes with a double edge to it.

Sometimes having this, can ruin your life, as it has mine.

At an earlier time in my life, I really didn’t believe in all this stuff.

I wasn’t ready to step into or accept my Truth.

My Ancestors came from Spirit when I turned 21, and explained everything to me.

Color me shocked!

They were training me as a Shamanic Worker, as the Ancestral lines had proven to be.

There have not been any Awards or recognitions for my work and my Hellfire life, except for one Award for my Book; “Born Into Shamanism,” (Kindle/Amazon).

I do lay out tips and tricks for those with the same ability.

I do however, hold two Masters’ Degrees.

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QUEEN'S JOY One for the Subject of Shamanism, the other for Metaphysical Healing; one Certificate in Astrology/Parapsychology, Certificates from International Ghost Hunters; Society, (where I am a Life Member and Class Course Instructor); in Paranormal Studies, as well as my only current affiliation, and an Associate of Arts in Santa Clausology.

At that point, I am often too busy concentrating on things in my own life.

Us Psychic Mediums have real lives outside our work too.

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My life does not afford me the chance to work with bigger names. I am not yet well enough known.

What I can do for them though, were this to ever happen, is guide them on matters of career.

Really, my work is my whole life.

I have nothing else.

There are things that I used to love to do, that got taken away from me.

I am married, for 25 years.

No children (unless you count my Tribe of fur babies), due to infertility issues.

My life to this point, has never been conducive to children.

My “Ability” is indeed Genetic and spans through Roots dating back to Pre Christ.

The Pros of this are the satisfaction of seeing your work validated.

The Cons, Obsessed Stalkers that can often become dangerous, just as I have personally encountered, that has laid ruin and waste to my own life.

Excerpt from my Book: Tombstone!

I had gone with my family as a fun vacation to Arizona and New Mexico. One of those stops was the Legendary Tombstone, AZ. I honestly did not expect anything to happen. Well, just my luck, something did happen. I had gone to the Bird Cage Theater (what is now known to be the Hub of all Paranormal Activity), for the town of Tombstone. It was supposed to be a typical casual tourist visit, but it turned out to be so much more. I heard things begin to move behind the bar, glasses clinking and being wiped down.

Curly Bill Brocious was the Bartender. Another Cousin of mine, on the Clanton line. I then heard someone come up behind me. It was my Cousin Ike Clanton. “Ma’am, can I show you a good time?” I informed him that “I am with my family, I am doing just fine on my own and I will thank you to leave me be.” My 9th Great Cousins, Wyatt, Morgan and Virgil Earp, with Doc Holliday, came up about 100 feet to my right. They asked: “Ma’am, is Ike bothering you?”

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You may choose to hire a Private Investigator.

If all else fails, hire me or someone like me.

I rarely, if ever, give out info in public. I will just hand someone my card, have them call me, on getting them a message.

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QUEEN'S JOY I informed Wyatt: “I have everything under control and that I will call on you if I need assistance.” Just then, I felt an arm come around my waist and cold steel to my temple. I heard the cocking back of the hammer on a gun.

I prayed everything that I could think of to make it go away. It didn’t do any good. While I was being held captive by my unseen but very much tangible assailant, I heard Wyatt, Morgan, Virgil and Doc come toward me, but closer. I heard Wyatt call out to Ike: “Ike – Drop the Gun!” I then heard hammers of Firearms cocking back, all pointed at my assailant. A second time: “Ike! Drop the Damn Gun!” I heard Ike whine at Wyatt (you don’t forget the high – pitched, nasally voice that is Ike Clanton), “Aw, but Wyatt; I was just wanting to show the Lady a good time!” Ike dropped me and the gun, I ran for safety. All I heard on both sides, was Gunfire. Needless to say, is that back then, it did scare me. A few minutes later, after the gunfire stopped, I returned to where I had just experienced a Spirit assault, trying to wrap my brain around what had just happened.

Wyatt, Morgan, Virgil Earp and Doc Holliday came back up to me and asked my permission to escort me through Tombstone upon each of my visits. I consented. I Thanked them for their kindness. From that time on, they have protected and helped me. We have been known to clear boardwalks and drop jaws. I just wish that my Clanton Cousins had made a more formal and polite introduction.

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REBIRTH Meliss Jakubovic Rebirth is a theme that constantly resurfaces with the unpredictable waves of entrepreneurship. Ups and downs in life and in business are inevitable and knowing this, you can create a strategy that feels in alignment to where you are now, where you want to go, and how you are feeling in the moment.

As things change, it is easy to fall into old habits, negative mindsets, and heavy doubt but I encourage you to look at challenges as opportunities.

3. GET BACK ON TRACK It’s okay to stay stuck or feel sorry for yourself as long as you don’t stay there. One thing I have learned from all the hardships I’ve been through and from running a successful online business for over 8 years, is that if something isn’t making you happy, change it. Simple as that.

Are people draining your energy? Separate yourself from them. Is your body aching because of sitting all day, get up. Are you tired of not reaching your goals? Tap into communities with goal-driven people.

If you have been stuck in a rut, here are some things you can do to make an impact: 1. RECOGNIZE THAT THIS IS NATURAL Instead of fighting the feeling, give yourself permission to lean into your emotions.

2. TAKE THE TIME AWAY THAT YOU NEED

4. ASK FOR HELP

If this means not showing up in your business for a few days so you can sit in bed and watch Netflix, then do that. If this means putting your kids in front of the TV for an hour so you can take a nap or a bath, do that. If this means not answering your calls and texts for a little while, do that. Do whatever you need to do to give YOURSELF the love and care it needs.

I wouldn’t be where I am today if I didn’t ask for help along the way. Asking for help isn’t showing weakness, it’s actually showing your strength because you do what it takes to get the job done- even if not by yourself. Everyone in this world who is successful, did it with help. I run my company with a team of over 20 people. I started as a 1-woman show, but I knew that if I wanted to scale, I couldn’t do it all alone. As a single mom, I have learned to lean on others with helping hands.

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5. KNOW THAT YOU ARE MEANT FOR GREATNESS

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Whatever your passions in life are, allow them to take you for the ride of your life. I never would have thought that I would be running a successful marketing agency for coaches and healers but I knew I was meant for more. So I put one foot in front of the other and never stopped. I also didn’t let others stand in my way. You are meant for greatness and you deserve to become the version of yourself that you desire.

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6. ALLOW Allow all the pieces to fall into place the way they do. Don’t overthink. Don’t self-sabotage.

Sometimes it will be tough but if you just relax into it and know that you are supported no matter what, everything will work out. I was a dancer. Then I ran an art studio. Soon after, I owned a yoga studio. Then I took my business online and started as a health and life coach.

Before long, I grew my business successfully online and other coaches and healers asked me how I did it. My friends asked me to help them grow their businesses and eventually everything I did morphed into the marketing side of things.

The rest is history. I allowed the next parts of life to unfold.

Each new season is a time to reflect on what has been working and where you want to improve. Take this time to rebirth yourself, your business, your relationships and remove what no longer serves you. The strongest version of yourself is waiting for you to meet her.

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Some (the lazy) rely on Google or Wikipedia for their view of the world, but the best source of true knowledge is to do what ancient spiritual masters have always told us and that is to go within. However, this is impossible if we are semi-conscious and sleepwalking our way through life as so many do. Therefore the most important thing if we are to find truth, must be to first awaken from our deep slumber and move from ignorance to true knowledge of ourselves, life and the world around us.

The Awakened Life

That’s why for many years now I’ve been obsessed with the notion of awakening and knowing the ultimate truth. The Buddha called it Enlightenment but it simply means to see the truth clearly and live in the reality of that truth.

This is what I call living the awakened life and it is the antidote to all the fear, negativity and disinformation we’re being bombarded with.

So what is the ultimate truth? After years of searching as a Christian minister, a Zen Buddhist and now a practicing yogi, I came to discover that the ultimate truth is that we are not separate from God, we’re not separate from each other and we’re not separate from nature. So in other words, the ultimate truth is that we are all one and separation just like physical life is an illusion.

MARK YANSEN In this age of chaos and confusion, where we’re constantly being bombarded with disinformation and fake news, it can be difficult to know what is true. This is especially so when for the last two years we’ve been hearing from our governments that there is a dangerous worldwide pandemic and the only way to save ourselves is by getting an experimental jab. Conversely, renegade doctors and scientists who’ve broken away from the mainstream narrative are telling us that we’re not in any danger and the vaccine is worse than the actual virus. In the midst of all this confusion, how can one separate fact from fiction and discern truth from lies?

When we truly awaken, the walls of separation disappear and we see there is one ultimate reality; the religious might call it God or Brahman, scientists could call it the creative energy of the universe and the poets if they were awakened would call it love. But no matter what name we give to it, this oneness, it is the one reality and when we awaken we live in harmony with this reality then life flows with effortless ease.

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QUEEN'S JOY So in other words, when we awaken we live in a state of love and truth, thus no matter what is taking place in the outside world, nothing can disturb our inner peace and joy.

This is the challenge for us today, to discern truth and live in that truth even though we might see fear and negativity in the world around us. This is not so easy, as we are according to the media we are still in the middle of a worldwide deadly pandemic, we could soon have war in Ukraine which may escalate in Europe, we’re facing economic meltdown, we’re destroying our environment, climate change is causing droughts, floods, and extreme weather is making food shortages leading to famine. The list is endless.

Mark is a former university lecturer, Christian minister and now aspiring yogi who uses plant medicines in order to help people with their journey of awakening into higher consciousness in order to help heal the planet.

For many these hard times cause fear, stress, depression, mental health problems and the more difficult things become, the more many fall apart. But this does not have to be so. The more we awaken, the more we realise that this life is nothing but a game to be enjoyed. It is a game of self-discovery for us to wake up and realise we are gods playing a game of remembering who we really are. Often times the more difficulties that life throws at us, the more life is offering us an opportunity to wake up and remember who we really are and why we are here.

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We often forget we always have a choice at how to respond to what life throws at us. We can either believe the negativity, thus live in fear and ignorance or we can choose to use these difficulties to force us into awakening. When we awaken we live in light (truth) and love, so no matter what is taking place in the outer world, nothing can bring us down because we can see it is not real. We live in love because that’s the ultimate reality and that’s who we really are.

And this (for me) is living the awakened life.

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Lion's Gate Amazing Revelations DAVID RIDDLE During August 2021, we had a big day for the Lion's Gate portal. This is event happens every year from July 28-Aug 12. The peak of energies occur on Aug 8 and is when the powers are increased and higher dimensions can be reached. It is an astrological event mirrored by the pyramids of Giza and the Sphinx. The pyramids line up with the Belt of Orion while a conjuction of the Sun and Star Sirius are welcomed by the Sphinx at sunrise. 2021's Lion's Gate had additional strength since August 8th fell upon a new moon.

Social media was absolutely filled with info and activities surrounding this event like never before. I had heard the 2021 Lion's Gate was a continuation from 2020. This had extreme significance for a particular meditation I participated in this year which tied both years together for me.

At the beginning of this journey, we were told to follow a path to find our guide. At first nothing out of the ordinary happened while on that path.

But all of a sudden I found myself in a very well lit underground cavern. My guide was ahead leading me through the small corridor, which I intuitively knew was below a pyramid.

Rewinding to the Lion's Gate in 2020, I had an absolute 10 out of 10 experience. There was a Full Moon Meditation and Shamanic Journey which was scheduled a few days before the peak on 8/8/20. During the class, we were given information on how to proceed for the journey. As we braced our backs on yoga bolsters to open our hearts, the shamanic drumming music began.

There was no set goal or destination, it was given that our guides would bring us to what or where we were needed. There was no intent of around the Lion's Gate portal itself and no one in the class had anywhere near a similar experience to mine.

We came upon a door, which my guide opened for me to see. Inside was a room filled to the brim with extremely shining gold items such as cups, plates, coins and other items. It was so full, it was impossible to enter or even see all of the shiny objects. Next I was brought to another door.

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QUEEN'S JOY When this one was opened, there was a large room filled with the reddest gem rubies cut to perfection in many different sizes. There was no logic as to why the rubies did not fall to the floor as the doorway opened. I was then brought further down the tightly enclosed hallway. The next room was completely white and empty. I was guided to enter alone and walked to the center of the room. The ceiling emanated a white wonderous glow of which I had never seen before. Then appeared a white light vortex with swirls which had a cloud like appearance. I was lifted into this cloud and could sense the presence of an Angel ahead of me. The ride in this energy cloud was near instantaneous and I found myself standing on hill during nighttime.

It became obvious this was likely one of my other lifetimes. There was a lot I learned about this other world in my short time as that being.

This was a world that did not have lack. The beings who resided there were in a constant state of joy and love of their world and of other worlds. There was not any greed or anger.

There was not a shadow side, they lived in the light. They were born as embodied souls who did not lose the memory from where they came.

They were all part of God and they knew they and everything were all connected. In this world they had no moon, it was not needed to keep the world from being stagnant. The tides are necessary on Earth, but not here as prayer and contemplation is the flow and keeps everything else in the flow too. The tides on Earth are due to the moon, and churning of the oceans (water=emotions) and the water within ourselves. On Earth our emotions can change along with the phases of the moon. Not here on this planet. There is no disruption to the continuous connection to God, to Self and every living being. Now these revelations had been given to me, it was time to come back to my present body.

At first I was not sure where I was, but it seemed to have the same vegetative features as Earth. It was an open area on a hillside under a star covered sky. I noticed all the stars in the sky and thought how wonderful it was to be looking above from here. Then thought to myself, "I wonder where the moon is?", and heard a reply within that told me "There is no moon". It was then I knew this was not Earth.

The shaman was now guiding us back. At her suggestion I found the appropriate path and immediately found myself floating high above Giza where the three main pyramids are located.

These are representative of Orion's Belt. I then put it all together. I had just been transported to my starseed life on Sirius. There I had witnessed and become a past/current/or future life.

At that point I looked down the hill and noticed there was another person or being about 50 yards away sitting on the hill. Within a flash, I morphed into him and became him. I could now pick up his thoughts and feelings as I looked through his eyes and felt his heart. Now here I was, as that being, sitting on a hill at night looking at the vastness of space and all the stars and different worlds. I sat there contemplating and just connecting with vibration each star. It seemed I was connecting to all other lives of my existence in all other galaxies. My heart was filled with Love, Gratitude and Wonderment.

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QUEEN'S JOY Fast forward to the 2021 Lion's Gate weekend where I did multiple activations and meditations around the Lion's Gate 8/8 portal. One of these meditations was run by someone who had been doing her own Lion's Gate meditations for over two decades. I won't go over the whole meditation details, but it was very powerful. It was uncanny how the meditation had so many similarities as my journey the year before.

In this meditation we did Merkaba activations, and then were guided to go to the Great Pyramid in Giza. It was there we entered the base and walked below the pyramid in a cavern.

We came upon a room where we were to go to a platform in the center of the room with a white ceiling. We were greeted by an Angel who we were told would be either Archangel Michael or Metatron. Then we were transported by the Angel at the speed of light or greater to the vortex within the Sirius B star/sun. While I was sitting in this meditation, it all came together how my journey last year was exactly how some others envision the methods used to connect to Sirius through the pyramids and even Angels! In this meditation we did not transport to the planet like my previous journey, but that was not the purpose. We went to the star Sirius itself where a major vortex resides.

It was spectacular.

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This experience is completely contradictory to modern archeology. Although there have never been any actual tombs discovered within the pyramids of Giza, there are still claims by authorities their purpose are as burial chambers. The Lion's Gates of the last two years were confirmations to me of the REAL power and purpose of the pyramids of Giza.

There is so much more to life than what we are being told!

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MARISA FERRERA is the #1 Bestselling author of “Magnify Your Magnificence: Your Pathway to the Life & Relationships You Truly Desire.” Her gift is helping individuals connect with their authentic selves. Marisa’s passion is to empower others to create healthy boundaries and harmonious family relationships while being true to who they are.

She shows others how to transform conflict into opportunities to heal and create deeper and more meaningful relationships. Marisa has been featured on a number of podcasts, blogs and online magazines. You can get her complimentary Create Healthy Boundaries Guide and other free resources at:

I can remember when, even at the young age of 6 or 7, I quietly walked around the dinner table taking off all the knives and hiding them in a drawer. I did this every time I sensed my father was about to explode…just to make sure he wouldn’t grab one and throw it without thinking.

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As a teenager and young adult I had no self confidence, no self esteem and no voice. I felt unhappy, alone and unlovable.

From Voiceless to Empowered

If someone would have told me at that time that I would one day forgive my father and develop a loving relationship with him AND I would end up living a life that I absolutely love while being blessed to share my life with the love of my life, I would have thought they were crazy.

Although my Bio may be interesting, what you really need to know about me is that I grew up in a physically and emotionally abusive environment. I was terrified of my father, never knowing if his uncontrollable anger and rage would accidentally lead to my death or the death of my sisters or mother.

People often tell me how lucky I am to be living the life I’m living today. But, I didn’t get to where I am because of luck. I am where I am because of the choices and decisions I made throughout my life…many of which were extremely difficult ones.

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QUEEN'S JOY As I share a small part of my life journey with you, my hope is that you’ll walk away feeling inspired to make more empowering choices that can support you in recreating your life and relationships to match your heart’s desires.

I also decided to get some counseling to begin unravelling and healing from my painful past.

Working on myself has been an ongoing process ever since. My commitment to doing my “inner work” including forgiving my father, has made a significant and positive impact in my life and led me to the work I’m doing today.

Life-Changing Experiences

Another profound turning point in my life was in my early twenties when I ended my engagement, even though I already paid a deposit on my wedding dress, the reception hall was booked and I was still deeply in love with my fiancé.

One of the first experiences that changed the trajectory of my life happened when I was 18 years old. I left home to go to college believing that a changed environment would change my life.

You might be wondering why in the world I would do such a thing, especially when I was in love.

Well, the truth is, I intuitively felt that my fiancé wasn’t ready for marriage. My inner guidance kept telling me that getting married to this man would not result in the marital bliss I dreamed about.

Little did I understand at that time that I was carrying all my emotional baggage with me and my fear of rejection was holding me back. My first year of college was depressing. Even though I wasn’t in daily fear of being abused, I still had no friends. I realized after this first year that unless I was willing to step out of my comfort zone, I was destined to live a very lonely and sad life.

The messages I received from my guides were confirmed when after telling my fiancé about my decision, he admitted he wasn’t ready to get married and wished he could put me away for a while and come back to get me when he was ready.

I made a conscious decision when I started my second year to put my fears aside and take the initiative in making friends. This might not seem like a big deal to you but for me, it was a huge step that put me on my path of self empowerment.

Many years later, I was faced with another difficult decision…to end my 10 year marriage.

Even though we still loved one another, we were moving in different directions and neither one of us was happy. Once again, I was intuitively guided to end this relationship and because I did so with love in my heart, it was a very amicable divorce.

What I learned through that experience is that stepping out of our comfort zone opens up unlimited possibilities for us. I also learned that if we want our lives to change, we need to take responsibility for changing it and not rely on others or wait for external circumstances to change.

If I didn’t follow my inner guidance throughout the years and if I didn’t work on healing from my past and forgiving my father for all the pain he caused me and my family, I never would have attracted the love of my life, Randie.

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QUEEN'S JOY Randie and I left our home country of Canada and moved to Colombia, South America where we live in our dream home with a magnificent view of the Andes Mountains. We’ve been together since 2001 and our relationship is beyond what either of us ever thought was possible.

How You Can Transform Your Life The current quality of your life and your relationships are not just based on your past experiences but on all the choices you’ve made up until this point, both conscious and unconscious.

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If you’re not in love with yourself and your life and if you’re struggling with some of your relationships or haven’t attracted your dream partner into your life (if this is something you want), then I invite you to…

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work on healing your past wounds get really clear about what you want pay close attention to your inner guidance system make a conscious choice to follow your guidance one step at a time and don’t let fear stop you be loving and compassionate with yourself along the way

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FREEMAN

The time was approaching for my oldest son to graduate high school. Graduation symbolizes a time for things to come to an end. And like with all endings, something new will begin. I couldn’t help but think about things that I wished I had done. My regrets.

All the could haves, should haves and would haves but did not haves. There were so many things I still wanted in life. I was not happy. I really couldn’t remember a time when I was happy. Yes, I had happy moments but had been chronically depressed on and off the majority of my life.

I began to contemplate life more and more. And as I lay in bed at night I often thought about death. Not suicide. More about the afterlife and what it actually means to live life. Laying there I just couldn’t understand what was the point of being here on this earth to just be miserable and depressed. I couldn’t come up with a good reason. I knew there had to be more to life than just to exist. I set out to find those answers.

Why am I here? I wanted to know and I wanted to know it all.

In the podcast they said one way to communicate with spirit is to write a letter with your questions and put it under your pillow when you go to sleep. That night I did just that. And my grandmother came through but I did not get quite the answers I was looking for at that moment but I have found that God and the Universe does everything in divine timing. A month later a family was renting the lake house next door and the mother and daughter joined us one afternoon to swim and play. After just a few moments of talking she lets me know that she is a psychic medium. Although I am thrilled I did not want to intrude on her during her vacation. I didn’t need to say anything. She began to tell me of a message from not only my grandmother, but my father too. She knew about the dream and questions I had asked in my letter. Not only that she had answers!

Answers about my life, career and future partner that I would meet and the different signs I would see along the way. Although I had the answers to several important questions, more than anything I now had hope.

On my way to work one morning I was listening to a podcast about spirit guides and guardian angels. They spoke about various ways of communicating with them particularly through dreams. I have been visited by my grandmother and others who have passed away in my dreams several times over the years. But one person who I longed to see or hear again was my father who had died when I was 7 years old.

I knew that I had not ever properly grieved and healed from his passing at a young age.

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QUEEN'S JOY That began my spiritual awakening process. I began to see the signs in everything and everybody I met. I knew I wanted to help others.

But before I could help others I had to heal myself first. As I began to heal I noticed my own psychic abilities coming forward. I learned that the chronic pain and problems that I had endured my whole life were not even mine to begin with. I knew I was an empath but did not realize how strong and sensitive I was. Not only can I pick up on one’s emotions and what they are feeling I was picking up on people who had passed away. I literally was feeling the way people had died. As you can imagine it was very painful. I threw myself into learning as much as I could about healing the body naturally. That led me to becoming certified as a Reiki Practitioner.

I threw myself into learning everything I could. I’m still learning more and more everyday and I love every minute of it. I love life now and I also have a purpose. And all I want is to share that with others any way that I can.

I am not a medical professional. But I may offer a different solution or alternative to what someone has already tried. I also have been able to offer services in aiding those who have missing loved ones. My message is one of hope.

To bring hope and healing to those who seek it.

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BECKY BRIAN

My mum said to me in the most loving way, “don’t be so silly, nothing has happened just walk inside”. She finally convinced me to walk through the door and to our hotel room but she knew I didn't make a fuss like that often, so she spoke to the receptionist about it. The receptionist later told my Mum that the hotel used to be a Nazi headquarters.

Energy The Universal Language.

I was always a sensitive child; I was the child alone, happily making perfumes in the garden with the neighbour’s flowers. Nature was always my happy place. I was the youngest child born to two very stereotypically cool parents and a sister to two very stereotypically cool brothers. What they did for fun was sports, pubs and socialising. I don’t even think they knew what energy was and they definitely didn't believe in spirits, well... not before I came along. Even though they are beautiful people they were shocked to have a daughter that at the age of 3 would ask her mum why she never says goodnight to the people who stand at the end of her bed. Yes, as a child I was hearing, seeing and having best friends no one else could see.

It's so strange how energy created from traumatic events can be stuck in the walls of a building even after hundreds of years and through that energy you can still feel the fear, the sadness and the pain. These events kept happening throughout my childhood and it always scared and shocked me (and everyone around me).

In my late teens and throughout my twenties I did not want to be emotionally or energetically sensitive any more and I tried desperately hard to suppress this part of myself. I was sure this would help me function better in society.

I remember at the age of 12 we went to Budapest and we stayed in a lovely 5 star hotel. But when I walked through the door I froze, my heart had a sudden pain, my body felt cold and tears of fear and grief ran down my face. I felt like it was impossible to walk fully through the door of the hotel.

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QUEEN'S JOY I went on to work in healthcare as a children’s nurse. I worked in healthcare for over 10 years.

During this time I always felt like I was overcompensating in a world that did not and would not accept me. Now I realise that it was never the world not accepting me; it was me who refused to give love to any part of myself that was sensitive. Especially in my job as a nurse I would run around in my fight and flight mode, using my unconscious sympathetic nervous system attempting to get everything done. I was trying to prove my worth to myself and those around me but never feeling good enough.

So that's what I did, I learnt Reiki and connected back to the one thing that always gave me peace; nature. I learnt Reiki levels 1, 2 and 3.

I opened my reiki business at the start of the year and every reiki session I have done has confirmed my love and joy for giving reiki. I truly feel honoured that I can help people’s health and wellbeing, but this time in a holistic way that does not suppress my true nature.

So I guess I wrote all of the above to express how I am learning to love and accept myself more each day and I have now made it my mission to support others to do the same.

Until one day I went past a chinese medicine shop. At that moment in my life I was at an all time low, I knew that the life I was currently living had to change. So I went inside the shop and requested a massage. The only person that was working that day was an older Chinese man. I don't usually have massages from men but to this day I am so glad and blessed that I did. He tapped my whole body and twisted my arms rapidly around while he shouted that my energy was blocked. I think he was shouting because his English was a little bit broken and he must have wanted to make sure I understood him clearly. (It was that or he was trying to shout my blocked energy out of the room hehehehohoho)

Although Albert Einstein said that everything in this universe is made up of energy, making everything connected on an energetic level we are also all beautifully unique. So I don’t know whether spirits are here with us in a physical form but I believe you can connect with them through the energy they create as this energy can travel through time and space. All the spirits that I have seen, I am pretty sure that I perceived them in a physical form to help me process and understand what I was feeling.

Although their physical form looked so real, sometimes scary and sometimes peaceful, deep down I knew that I was communicating to them on an energetic level.

I stepped out of that Chinese medicine shop as a different person, or maybe the same person but a version of me that no longer would reject myself. Later that year I fell in love with a Colombian man and two years later I made a big life change and moved to Colombia, South America. I then went on to meet a lovely friend who suggested I learn Reiki after I gave her a healing hug one day.

Similarly, people experience reiki energy in different forms in a way that they are able to understand and process it as each human being interprets information, and ultimately energy, differently. Following our own truth is the hardest but best decision we can make.

Even though Reiki is received differently from different people; whether that be the feeling you're flying, waves moving up your back to releasing energy through tears and feelings of deep peace. Just know that it always works in your highest good.

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If anyone is interested in trying Reiki with Becky, my website is www.reikiwithbecky.com and my instagram is Reikiwithbecky. Love to you all.

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I come from a humble background, a small village in Central Java, Indonesia.

I am the eldest of my six siblings. Because of my circumstances, I had to mature and grow up faster than other kids my age; I grew up putting others ahead of myself, always thoughtful and understanding.

I literally kept working from a very young age to help earn money for my parents. I grew up in a lack mentality or poverty consciousness, so I naturally developed the belief that I am not good enough at whatever I wanted to do, which led me to believe that I needed to prove my worth in the form of material achievement before I could feel worthy.

My first milestone was changing my then domestic helper into an accountant in an office, which is considered a very rare opportunity in Singapore.

In the year 1998, I took an opportunity job offer to work overseas as a domestic helper, which in Singapore allowed me to earn a 100 times higher salary compared to Indonesia.

The turning point was when I stumbled upon Antony Robin's book, "Awaken The Giant Within."

I resonated with the story of Antony Robin back then, in the year 2004. If I remember correctly, I was so inspired that I could not see any limitations to making myself be like Antony Robin.

I started selling snacks during my school days to help my parents pay for my own school fees.

After school, I helped my parents sell snacks in different villages whenever there was an event.

As I can remember, I started my entrepreneurial journey at the age of 8 years old.

My 2nd milestone was when I got myself certified in Neuro-Linguistic Programming to help me change my poverty mindset into a winner mindset.

While working for a Chinese family in Singapore for five years, I saved up some money for myself after I contributed 4 years of my salary to my parents to rebuild the house and purchase land. I decided to further my education so that I could have a better future if I upgraded my education certificate.

Taking NLP was the first step in becoming a life coach. My initial intention was to help myself to shift my mindset from a poverty mindset into a successful mindset.

After years of studying, I graduated with a Distinction Diploma. I remember I had a mixture of feelings that day; I was excited and very tired that day.

My 3rd milestone was when I jumped into entrepreneurship 10 years ago with my husband to provide an online marketing agency helping trainers in Singapore to scale their business into the overseas market.

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QUEEN'S JOY My 4th milestone was 2 years ago when I received the call to walk the path of my spiritual coaching, helping conscious entrepreneurs to release the energy blocks and unleash their potential.

When I connected my experiences and expertise from the last 24 years of my life, I decided to integrate my divine gifts with my expertise, which is Soul Expansion and Energetic Marketing, to help my clients with the alignment of their energy and strategy to scale their business.

Understanding yourself is the key to unlocking your true potential, followed by knowing your soul's gift will lead you to passion in your life.

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Kubra OZGUVENC ARE YOU READY TO LIVE A LIFE AT POTENTIAL? We believe that we need to heal, transmute and change ourselves to live our dream life. Well, Kubra has an interesting perspective that might spark a light for that change in your life.

From Paralysis to Happiness Alchemist

How did I change my perspective from science to spirituality?

My dream was to become a scientist when I was in high school. I became one too. I studied chemistry and specialized in nuclear medicine as my passion is helping people on their healing journey. I must confess that I'd never thought spirituality could become my path one day. But paralyzing 3 times starting at age 19 was pretty convincing.

I was in the lesson of my favorite professor, Turan. He was talking about the subatomic world. That amazed me because I saw that Newtonian Laws are not working in the microsystems. Well, a while after, I took Quantum Chemistry classes and some other staff that made me get from skeptical to a curious state. This is how I met with energy healing. After my first Usui Reiki experience, my life literally changed. Though it took 2 years or so for me to understand what was going on.

Well, I have to confess in the beginning, I read a lot and tried other spiritual things to find proof that these things are superstitions. Later on, all I could see was science and spirituality collaborates. When I finally figured it out, I took many different trainings. Since then, each book and training took me where I am today;

The first time that happened, I was at my parents' place, and I thought I had a stroke in my sleep, just like my grandma and her entire family. But it turned into I was stressing out, and my body wasn't able to regulate it. It took me 1 month of daily shots, pills, and other relaxants. Also, it gave me an inspiring story so that today I work with beautiful people to make them see their gifts and potential.

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QUEEN'S JOY A chemist A Happiness Alchemist A worthiness expert Energy healer Astrologer A Coach

In this part, we decrypt the critical points of how the universe talks to you, how it directs you from one path to another, how you would know if the choices you made take you to your life purpose or not. Remember universe has a mission; guide you through your life purpose (AKA your highest potential!)

What did these practices change in my life?

PILLAR 2:

I attracted my soulmate and changed my life by releasing fears and transmuting limiting beliefs.

I changed where I live and my profession. I am really good at seeing connections between things, so today, I serve people by that skill, seeing through them what their gifts are and how they can actively use that gift in a way that aligns with their nature.

Define the tapping points of your energy What is the tapping point?

Once you understand how the universe talks to you, you are ready for the next big step. The wounds you see as a pity actually can be the part you rise from your ashes.

How do I support my clients?

PILLAR 3:

The way I shifted my reality, I have helped my clients shift theirs' ever since. I collected those methods under a coaching system I developed: "SHIFT YOUR REALITY."

Change your inner energy

What you have outside is a manifestation of your inner energy. With step 3, you experience how changing your inner energy can significantly change your outer reality!

Shift Your Reality has four pillars.

Understanding and allowing these four pillars help you reflect on a reality that you dream of or even more. Because when we were kids, we all made some being choices. Those choices are the reason for the abundance level we experience today. Because just as a radio, having a being choice is like turning on a radio channel. You can not listen to a different type of music by staying on the same channel.

PILLAR 4: Let the real you shine!

Once you reconnect to your inner-self, you are ready to reveal Real You! It is where you will have your dream Job, Relationship, Life.

So let's see the pillars:

Understand and learn the way the universe talks to you

As this system has helped me beautify many lives by now, I started a movement based on "the Shift Your Reality" coaching system, and it's called "Be Boldly You Movement."

You were born at a certain energy level, and your mission is simple; transforming your vibration into a higher state.

In this 5 steps of movement, you learn how to align with your nature and live up to your highest potential.

PILLAR 1:

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QUEEN'S JOY It will support you to notice your nature and accept your flaws compassionately, have more self-love and self-worth so that you can dare to recognize and live your potential.

Last but not least, no matter how old you are or how far you are from your gift and purpose, it's your time now!

Ready to take your first step?

https://www.kubraozguvenc.com/beboldlyyoumovement https://www.instagram.com/kubraozguvenc/

www.kubraozguvenc.com

The Shift Your Reality Podcast

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Isabella Rose is the founder of

Bella Rose Healing Hands.

She is passionate about the healing arts and helping others. Bella helps others discover the magick within to heal, transform, and create a life they love..

She improves people's lives and the world through her creativity, writing, and healing work by touching upon the innermost emotions, desires, and dreams held deep in their hearts, encouraging and inspiring their own creativity and movement toward healing and achieving their full potential.

Isabella builds community by bringing likeminded people together in her interactive, hands-on workshops, making everyone feel safe, comfortable, and included. Isabella has a diverse and extensive background in various alternative-healing modalities, including Angel Energy Healing, Reiki, Aromatherapy, Braintap Technology, and Warrior Goddess Training. As a holistic health practitioner and Master Life Coach, she specializes in empowerment and recovery, combining different healing and creative-art modalities with her clients and in her workshops for a unique experience tailored to the individual needs of those she works with.

She is the author of the upcoming book Coming Home: A Journey into Love. She has appeared on the Angel Realms Radio Show, the Enlightened World Network, and the Global Transformation Summit (as an expert speaker on Angels and Angel Energy Healing).

Isabella lives in a small town near Plymouth, Massachusetts, where she finds much inspiration for her writing and creative arts. She enjoys spending time in nature and with loved ones. She is an advocate for those who feel they have no voice and loves volunteering for nonprofit organizations close to her heart.

Isabella is an inspirational writer and bestselling author of the poetic memoir, Behind the Masked Smile: A Survivor's Quest for Love. She Is also a contributing author to the bestselling 365 Book Series volumes 2-5 , Calling All Earth Angels and Healers by Dr. Geri Magee, Life is a Gift: Loving You compiled by Karamet and is featured in the bestselling book Soul-Hearted Living: A Year of Sacred Reflections and Affirmations for Women by Dr. Debra Reble.

Isabella can be found online at: www.bellarosehealinghands.com email:bella@belalrosehealinghands.com Facebook: Bella Rose Healing Hands and Isabella Rose Author, Artist, and Healer

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DISCOVER THE MAGICK WITHIN with

Isabella Rose As a young child, I always knew I had a special connection to God, the angels, the Spiritual realm, and nature. I was raised in the Protestant faith, believing that God is loving.

Whenever I felt scared or alone (which was quite frequently, growing up in a “perfect” dysfunctional, alcoholic family), I found solace and nurturing in my Grammie, nature, and the night sky (the feminine/motherly aspect of deity), as well as through visions and connection with the Divine. When I spoke of these experiences to my parents, however, I was repeatedly told, “You are just a child; no one will believe you.” Slowly, I began to hide my gifts.

I could no longer relate to God as I had known him and began exploring my Pagan roots.

My passion for living an all-natural lifestyle begin my early 20s, what is our nutritionist, began reading books by Elson Haas, and participated in a weekly yoga class. Several years later I started reading books on aromatherapy and was introduced to reiki. In my mid-30s, I began reconnecting to my soul the angelic realm, and magick. This was also the time that I wanted to become more involved in the alternative health field, and although I still had my doubts, I started to consider a career in it. I became reiki one certified and began attending occasional meditation classes. As I learned more about myself and connecting to my soul, the angelic realm, and my spirituality I decided to go back to school. I began taking aromatherapy classes at an online career school. I took Angel-meditation and aroma state therapy classes while continuing to study other holistic health modalities.

In seventh grade, I began to question if everything I had learned in Sunday school was true and started to shift my perspective to believe that God was judging. In youth group, we were asked to draw a picture of how we saw our family in the future. I drew three children, one of whom was handicapped. My teacher reacted with shock, questioning how I could possibly draw one of my children as handicapped. Her disapproval contradicted my firm belief that we are all perfect in the eyes of God. After that, I stopped spreading the word of Love.

After communication with my late aunt, four months after she was murdered in 2013, I committed to healing my body, mind, and spirit.

In early 2015, I discovered the magick within to heal and transform my life; taking back my power and learning to love myself fully and completely. I prayed and set that as my Full Moon intention. Three days later, I received the Divine 2x4, I had prayed for, that gave me the courage and strength I needed to leave an abusive and toxic relationship and commit to healing and loving myself.

A year later, at the age of 14, I was raped by an upperclassman. My father had me talk to his priest, who placed all fault and blame on me.

With each traumatic experience, I became closer to the feminine/motherly archetype of deity and more disconnected from the male archetype of deity.

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QUEEN'S JOY I continued to connect to my soul, my angels and continued my studies of the Angels with Doreen Virtue and Melanie Beckler. About 6 months after leaving this toxic and abusive relationship, my clear senses broke wide open again. Around the same time, I discovered HeatherAsh Amara and Warrior Goddess Training. Talk about divine timing. I then began my studies with her and learned to love and accept myself even more. Not only that, I began to live an empowered life. I began making my childhood dreams too, the first one being becoming a published author. Little did, I that this was would be the beginning of my writing career and the beginning of my inspiring others and helping others to discover the magick within to heal and transform their own life.

I reconnected to the loving God and replanted my roots into Oneness.

Not only had my aorta collapsing for several places in my lung collapsed I also had a fractured shoulder, a broken humerus, a broken elbow, and for broken ribs, in addition to severe inner trauma.

My dominant arm was in a sling to allow gravity to pull my broken bones back into place, so I wasn’t able to use it for weeks. Things that were once easy for me-such as writing, zipping my jacket, putting evening my shirt, or opening bottles-now required me to get creative or ask for help. I had an occupational therapist coming to my home to help me adjust to daily living with my temporary limitations. I enjoyed visits and shared many things with her, including my passion for holistic health in my training in various alternative healing on modalities, including reiki, Angel energy healing, and aromatherapy. She encouraged me to put my knowledge and training to use by healing myself, which I immediately started to do.

I know without out a doubt, I am here for a Divine purpose and plan. One doctor even told me, “God, has a plan for you. You should not have survived that car accident. You should be dead. Some of your injuries were similar to Princess Diana’s.” All doctors say, that my aorta collapsing and tearing in several places alone should have killed me not to mention all the other internal trauma, my lung collapsing etc. After impact, I sat up in my seat and tried to take three deep breaths and could not. I started to panic.

I also told her about my interest in enrolling in the PhD program at Quantum University in my two previous attempts in completing the admissions process: the first time, I doubted myself, and the second time, I started the process but wasn’t able to complete it due to unexpected life circumstances. She told me I had what it takes and would make an excellent doctor, and my fiancé parentheses who was also part of the divine intervention that saved my life the night of the car accident) reinforced this message.

Remember your angels crossed my mind.

Angels, I called out in my mind. Then the words of Archangel Michael came into my mind, gentle yet powerful, don’t panic, you are safe and protected. Everything is going to be ok. My late fiancé was also part of the Divine intervention that saved my life.

With their encouragement and loving support, a completed the admissions process and was accepted into the program! The car accident not only gave me the gift of life a second time but also a lifetime of gifts to share my passion for holistic health and natural medicine to heal myself, others, and the world.

While I was recovering from what should have been a cop fail car accident for me.

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QUEEN'S JOY I have loved witnessing those I have worked with find their own magick within to heal, empower, and transform their lives. Whether it be through reiki and Angel energy healing, connecting them with loved ones, finding their creative expression and authentic voice through cosmic smash booking, and finding freedom and the true authentic self and warrior Goddess training and and warrior heart practice as well as one-on-one coaching.

There is nothing like bringing people together and seeing and witnessing the transformation.

To see their own dreams coming true and to help be that catalyst to help make that happen to give them the tools the courage and the strength to do that.

My services and offerings are for those who want to discover the magic within themselves and the universe to co-create a life they love.

To those who want to commit to themselves and their own journey to living a love they love.

You can read more about Bella’s transformational journey from trauma to triumphant in her poetic memoir, Behind the Masked Smile: A Survivor’s Quest for Love available on Amazon.

It is here she breaks the silence, inviting the reader into the real world behind the mask of happiness into the raw, painful moments of her past that led her transformational healing journey of love, hope, faith, and freedom.

To witness the the magic and manifestation of one woman and her dreams through unmask your soul desires cosmic smash book was incredible. She reconnected to her dreams and make them come true. Buying an oceanfront room on an island was one of those dreams and it came through. Another woman through my Angel energy reiki healing session instantly felt the effects. Others who have gone through my worry about is training warrior heart practice programs have also healed and empowered themselves to make their dreams come true; one woman listened to her heart and hesitancy in her own holistic wellness business.

It lights me up to see other women voicing themselves for the first time and to see them being there to authentic selves and feeling safe doing it there’s just no words. One of my cosmic smash book students mentioned how much cosmic smash booking has changed her life at one of my author talks this past summer at the library and that opened up doors for me to teach cosmic smash booking in-person again after almost two years of covid.

If you would like to work with Bella please visit her website Bella Rose Healing Hands

www.bellarosehealinghands.com

or reach out to her at

bella@bellarosehealinghands.com Want to stay connected with her? Find her on Facebook at Bella Rose Healing Hands or on Isabella Rose, Author, Artist, Healer Facebook and on Instagram @Bellarosehealinghands.

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Seantell Conley Walking the Path My journey with spirituality like many others started at a young age. I was always drawn to the magic of witchcraft, Gods and Goddesses, the knowledge of the stars and Universe and the wisdom of tarot. Life beyond the physical mundane world of my everyday existence seemed more real than anything that was a headed of me, and there was always this voice that told me that I needed to search for meaning and for truth in the unseen.

Like most black children in the south I come from a pretty Christian upbringing, church was important to my mother and we would spend some of our Sundays fellowshipping with others, always praising his good name and talking about what works God has built into our lives. While I believe fully in a power greater then myself I couldn’t give in 100 percent to the words that spilled out forcefully on the pages of the bible but as a child I felt my choice in the matter was already determined for me, and my fantasy of magic and manifestation was just that.

I came from and pretty tumultuous home, a mother who was a constant victim and a father her abuser and tormentor, things were volatile and I never felt the safety and security I longed for, I wouldn’t realize the effects this had over me until much later in life and the strength I would need to summon from within to preserver in spite of it was not yet within my reach, but for a moment hearing the words that there is a force guiding me, and a law dedicated to letting me attract not just the bad but the incredible abundance of my wildest dreams, seemed all to true and all to real then anything that the spiritual world had to offer before. I knew I had to find a way to walk this path and live in purpose. It was imprinted in my soul, and though I stayed locked into my Christian ways, stuck in fear of damnation and continued to let my life happen to me instead of taking the reigns for many years after that first introduction to Manifesting, it stayed with me like an imprint on my Soul, its whispers creeping up every so often, calling me home.

Manifesting that word was something that I didn’t realize I already knew all too well, it wasn’t until I stumbled across The Secret by Rhonda Byrne that my eyes were starting to open. I felt it then a glimpse of something I already had seen but long forgot, the truth to what it means to create the life I wanted instead of just surviving the life I had.

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QUEEN'S JOY While I may for the moment seemed done with the Universe and decide to settle into growing up in the life handed to me the Universe wasn’t done with Me, There will be many times thought out my life where I would be faced with what seemed like the unexplainable. Whether it be dreams that would play out in waking life, visits from those dead and gone and times of clairsentience, of just knowing something was true with out knowing why are how and it seemly be correct. MY biggest triumph with Magic and Manifesting came in the form of my WHY. As a child I was fascinated with twins I wanted to be a Twin I wished it so bad but seeing as how I was already born that felt life a tall order to ask for and settled on the next best thing, having them myself, I was 9 years old planning my future children knowing that it would be my reality and leaving it at that, it wasn’t till some years later as the nurse asked me during my ultra sound if I knew what I was having my responds “ yeah a baby” she laughed and said “not just one” I was speechless, Twins! How could this be? There were no twins in my family nor in my partners at the times family yet here I am pregnant with two children. I could barely take care of myself, in fact I was living with family no job, or home of my own. The next ten years was filled with me struggling to survive living in hotels with my children, praying every week that I would make just enough to survive and every week that is all I made, because that is all I asked for.

I knew it was possible I did it on a huge scale, there were so many moments of my life that were proof of it. I also knew from the gurus I spent my days listening to like Wayne dryer and Lisa Nicholas that in order to change the outside world I must first go within. That sent me on the Journey to Self-love, Self-healing, Self-growth and Self manifesting. The power to Manifest comes from the power in me and I needed to learn who I needed to become in order to be do and have my ideal life.

I decide to run an experiment, I went and asked for help and started living with my Mother once more in Louisiana, a small little town where nothing happened to anyone and I started to look at my relationship to Christianity and spirit.

I told myself if I can manifest an Ideal partner then I truly have found some secret to real Magic. I started changing my mindset on love, growing up seeing love as a dangerous unnecessary evil I knew I had a lot of inner work to do, but I was determined to see if what they say in the spiritual community was true, you can intentionally change your Life! I started using tools and developing my on routine to manifest love, and in 1 year of starting the experiment I found it. I am now engaged to the very man I asked the Universe for! I knew I could help others find and keep love for themselves, hell I knew I could manifest even more then Love. I dug deeper into healing, into feeling worthy into loving me and realized my calling was to help others do the same. I started Manifest the Moon to help women find their Magic.

One night as I laid in the bed I shared with my children in a small hotel room, cartoons playing in the back ground, the wrappers of noodles and chips of the nights dinner still sprawled out across the table, I began to take a look at myself, I knew I could change my life and was determined to figure out how to truly harness the power of Manifesting once and for all.

The journey was far from easy I know in this short recap of my life it I seemed to have just stumbled across the answers but in fact finding out who you truly are, healing the parts of you that are hurting and learning to Love YOU in spite of everything because you are Worthy of it is the hardest thing I ever had to do, it’s a path that is not easy to walk and I still must walk it daily, but I chose to create a life of Magic

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QUEEN'S JOY and I want to share this revelation with others, we are all lovable and worthy of our dreams and with Manifest the Moon I use Tarot, astrology and Human design along with spells, and rituals to help give clear guidance and real strategies to truly help you harness the magic of your inner truth to Manifest what is important in your life. The truth is Manifesting is Hard but not impossible and I want to show all those who have that whispering voice telling them that they are meant for more, who seek wisdom in the unseen, who feel magic and purpose calling to them just outside their reach, who long to be true to their souls authentic self, who knows beyond reason an who lives in the wonder that the Universe provides, Your ideal life is waiting for you Meet it with Courage, acceptance and Love and watch as the whole world unfolds to greet you.

I am Seantell Antionette I've been in love with spirituality, self-realization, and romantic relationships for as far back as I can remember. I was one of those people who strangers just spoke their hearts to. I knew then that I loved being a friend, guide, and coach to those I loved. I dedicated myself to finding meaning, passion, and true love along the way. I discovered that the soulmate I was looking for was myself and the moment I realized my selfworth I was able to attract a true partner and I got to experience love truly, fully and without fear. I decided to share my love for listening and coaching others, while using the strategies I learned on my journey to self-love and true love, and help others find their own version of happiness!

Manifest the Moon

I am a Manifestation Witch, Love & Relationship Coach, Life Coach, Somatic Sex Educator, Intuitive/Spiritual Coach & Energy Healer. My goal is to give you love, nature your own wisdom, motivate you to inspired action, hold you through trauma, and celebrate your triumphs & victories!

In the End you will have a customized practice, tools to use to help you through challenges, and keep you motivated to grow. You will have better clarity on who you are and will finally take action towards your goals and towards your dream life and ideal love!

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QUEEN'S JOY Find me at

Manifestthemoon.etsy.com Instagram at

selfmoonMagic

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