Ashamed by Jesse Lee Rademacher

Ashamed

by Jesse Lee Rademacher

My mind aches with a fever tonight

My life has been laid out on the dissection table

Staked out with pins for examination

A forensic analysis of my composition

It seems I am the subject of much discourse

You discuss me like a textbook

Philosophizing about my existence

While I sit mulling of the reality of myself

I feel I am a monster

But could the Lord create a monster

Or have I evolved to some lesser form

I am ashamed of me