by Gabe Edamura

Gabriel. The name is translated to "God is my strength" in Hebrew. To many people it is a biblical name. Gabriel is the ark angel who was famous for telling the people that Jesus is coming. A name that is power and strength. He is hope as he carries messages from god to the people. A message to hold on, that something good is coming. He is purity and love but to me, it’s just me. Me with my flaws and imperfections. Me with my insecurities and feelings of hopelessness. Everything that makes me, me.

Akira. That's my middle name. Everybody is insecure about theirs. Mine means bright in Japanese. Like a light of hope. Or a light of guidance. To me, it represents my culture. My roots to Japan and my ideals. My belief to be a bright spot in people's lives. I want to be there to guide those who need it. Or be a ray of hope in someone's life. Or the light peeking through the clouds on a rainy day to someone. But I'm me. Me with my flaws and imperfections. But I'm getting there.

Edamura. The name passed through my family. The name that connects me to my family. A blood promise to always be there for them. Sometimes the expectation crushes me. Sometimes it drowns me. A wild undercurrent waiting for me to make a wrong move and sweep me under every chance it gets. Other times the current provides life for me and support. My name, Gabriel Akira Edamura, represents all of me.