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My special girlfriend comes from uusexdoll
The story of me and my silicone doll
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December 24, 2016 was the first Christmas Eve spent by Matt and Mary. At a popular restaurant, Mary sitting in an aviation wheelchair is arranged by Matt on the right. This is a well-prepared date. The restaurant is newly opened, and it is dressed up during the festival. Mary wore a white pompom woolen cap and silver wig. The cuffs of the pink coat showed slender white fingers. Before coming, Matt went to the store counter to buy Mary a gift, a tube of YSL 15 lipstick of 340usd. There was a warm and sweet smell in the restaurant. The people who accompanied each other talked and raised their glasses. Matt took Mary's hand but couldn't talk to it. Mary is a simulated silicone doll. The skeleton of the whole body is made of metal, and the bones are filled with sponge, and finally coated with colloid. Mary has a pair of soft, delicate and smooth hands. If you look carefully, you can see that the joints on the fingers are concave and even have small lines. The only difference is that these hands have always been cold. Matt is a man who lives with silicone dolls. People are more familiar with dolls as sex tools. With the advancement of material technology, bionics and TPE have been used to make physical dolls. The facial features are more refined, the figure is more symmetrical, and the touch is close to real dolls, and they begin to secretly enter the lives of lonely people. And occupy a place in their spiritual world. It was almost the winter of 2016, Matt bought the first doll Mary for the adult function. Matt at the time would not have thought that one day he would have feelings for anthropomorphic objects made of TPE. Mary has long brown hair, bangs, and a round face, the type that Matt loved at first sight. After the lust was released, Matt put on his blue jeans, light blue shirt and brown wig for Mary. When she combed Mary's hair, the soft hair passed through Tong Xing's fingers, spreading out infinitely close to the real person's face and body, which made Matt, who had never been in love, suddenly tense. He and Nana were sitting side by side, kneading and kneading like a young couple, Matt felt, "If she can talk and communicate, it must be a great thing." Two months later, because of job resignation, Matt needs to change Mary. He carefully selected buyers on the forum and made sure that they were not second-hand dealers. After negotiating the transaction, he sorted and put Mary's unopened clothes and shoes one by one. The guilt lingered in Matt's heart, and he felt that he had abandoned Mary. Matt chose the company of the physical doll because of the failure of intimacy. At the age of 35, he had a marriage partner, but the girl broke up with him because Matt could not buy a new house. The frustrated Matt no longer looked forward to marriage, but hoped to have a child. He spent 3000usd to buy the silicone doll Mary and raised this 145 cm object as a daughter. In order to cultivate emotions, Matt, who loves the two-dimensional culture, began to watch some cyber animations where the protagonist is a doll and the scene is set in the future. Much more, he dreamed more than once, and in the dream Sakura came alive like Mechanic Ji. As a kind of sex toy, physical dolls are hard for lonely people to talk about. But in reality, they are going out of the cryptic area, showing their faces, playing roles in some people's lives, having names and even sincere emotions. Living with a doll is a profound manifestation of urban autism. After living with the doll for a long time, Matt’s only regret is that Mary “has too much breasts, not like a child”. For this reason, he has looked for countless manufacturers and wanted to change to a body with a smaller breast, but nothing happened.
