May 2020 | Vol. 6 Iss. 05
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FROM CHAOS TO JOY: AN ADDICTION SUCCESS STORY By Linnea Lundgren | linnea.l@mycityjournals.com
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hen looking back on 10 years of drug and alcohol addiction, Bryce Astill doesn’t dwell in regret. “So much of my life I saw as pathetic. It seemed worthless and meaningless, all the suffering,” said the 38-year-old Astill, who grew up in Sugar House and Salt Lake. “Then the narrative flipped. I realized all that suffering had a purpose, a potential to get one person out of suffering for a moment, to feel what it’s like to just be.” The present moment is where Astill strives to live. The practice of mindfulness—purposefully paying attention to the present moment—has taken him down a new life path, one that he says helps him understand the nature of the mind and work with it. Now he finds connection and joy in teaching others the practice of mindfulness.
Years of addiction
His addiction started in junior high, a time when his family was “falling to pieces without direction.” Each of his four siblings ended up coping with the chaos in their own way. He took the rebellious route. Astill started smoking pot and drinking alcohol which allowed him to relax in social settings and gave him a sense of belonging. He then graduated to taking acid and mushrooms. “Natural drugs,” he quipped. Soon he was steadily using and selling Lortab, Percocet and Oxycontin, long before the opioid crisis was Bryce Astill finds joy in teaching others mainstream mindfulness at Tune In Mindfulness in downtown Salt Lake City. (Photo courtesy of Emily Ryberg) Continued page 11 part of the lexicon.
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