CONVERSATION
What counts is kamikaze
I believe it’s only despair that makes us act, or rather react against our condition as human beings who are, against our will, immersed in a life that is no more than a ‘waiting room’... No need, nor appeal, nor aim... As despair is nothing more than pride in disguise and vice versa, it is mainly out of pride that that we are seeking an ‘emergency exit’, well aware that nobody is getting out of here alive. Which is, in fact, something that I myself approve of. It is not the painter who chooses the canvas, rather it is the canvas that chooses the painter. One is never sure what is going to happen. As far as I am concerned, there comes a time when I find myself before a kind of apparition. The canvas appears, but I don’t know it. I don’t recognize it. It’s hard for me to take in. So, I have to exercise patience, and acknowledge that I may be entirely mistaken, and that it may well be acceptable after all. I believe that each painter who wants to push his limits to the extreme, if not exceed them, first and foremost needs to wait. The painting gesture itself counts for little in these mechanisms. It is simply the concretisation, through matter, of something that belongs to the sphere of the spirit and that must be translated into light; an activity work that principally attempts to unveil the invisible, but dazzling presence hidden behind matter. ‘Art is a wound turned into light’, as Braque said. The image that I create is an attempt to come and fill the lack inherent in life. It’s the hand that works The painting gesture is the conclusion of a process... It is like an incontrovertible final stop in the whole structure of thoughts and emotions that inhabit the artist. Furthermore, the moment when I stop the canvas is the most important, because it is definitive. Painting is a complex and disintegrating activity, as it goes against the grain of the rules of everyday life. One can talk about the pleasure of painting, but this pleasure only exists when the painting works properly. But it works only every now and then! And often one is not even aware of it working. Thus the painter gets licked at each attempt.
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