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© Taiteilijat / Artists ISSN 1796-587X www.kutikuti.com
Toimitus ja julkaisija / Editorial & publisher Päätoimitus & käännökset / Editor-in-chief & translations Petra Virtanen Avustava toimittaja / Assistant editor Tommi Musturi Taitto / Layout Väinö Sirén Kansikuva / Cover Klaudia Denisov Painos / Print-run 5 000 Kirjapaino / Printer Printall AS Mainosmyynti / Ad sales kutimagazine@gmail.com
Tässä numerossa / In this issue Lucie Lucanská, Barbora Müllerová, Barbora Satranská & Anna Vohralíková
Tšekin kulttuuriministeriö on tukenut tämän julkaisun toteuttamista. / This publication has been supported by the Ministry of Culture of the Czech Republic.
Kuti-lehteä julkaiseva Kutikuti ry on vuonna 2005 perustettu nykysarjakuvaan erikoistunut yleishyödyllinen ja taiteilijavetoinen yhdistys. Voit tilata Kuti-lehden myös kotiisi. Suomeen neljä numeroa sisältävän vuositilauksen hinta on 20 euroa, ulkomaille 26 euroa. Teet tilauksen kätevimmin kotisivuillamme osoitteessa www.kutikuti.com. Kuti-lehden seuraava numero ilmestyy maaliskuussa 2026.








ANNI KINNUNEN 6.-25.1.2026 MIKKO PAAKKONEN 30.1.-22.2.2026
JAEA CHANG 27.2.-22.3.2026
PEETU LIESINEN 27.3.-19.4.2026
EETU KEVARINMÄKI 24.4.-17.5.2026
MIKKO ÄNGESLEVÄ 22.5.-14.6.2026








AUTUMN,
A precisely exact list of attempts to forget / A house on wheels, a cart with a chimney / Inside: A light and shallow, sightless abyss of pain, longing, and yearning / Outside: wars, autumn, elections. / Last year, when I was here, I hardly went for any walks (only a few dozen meters to pick parasol mushrooms for food) because my period had just started; right after returning to Prague – boxes, moving.

It seems I have just exhausted all the prescribed methods to forget you, my dear: / an LSD trip / a beautiful funeral for your socks on a meadow after the rain at sunset, where I dug a small grave and covered the mound with turf / activating a profile on a dating app / abandoning thoughts of revenge (the keys in the exhaust, scratching the motorcycle paint with a potato) / crying over finding your photo among the developed photos from the deserted island / calming knitting and a Buddhist podcast / tea. tea. coffee. tea.

There’s so much I didn’t get to say, and I probably never will. The unwanted words choke me in the throat. / A person writing an unsolicited love letter to someone who doesn’t care and who is by now probably beyond seven mountains, seven seas. / Those who stay have it harder than those who leave.

A walk around a pond. / The path interrupted by a pasture. / Firing up the stove, delight, overheated. / A spring, a chapel, I erase a tarot reading from my phone. /


What is it like in autumn, perhaps on the fjords? / I keep eating pasta with sun-dried tomatoes, I’m sure you’d make a face at it. / I’m not combing my hair as a sign of grief, - - kidding I simply just forgot. Then I send the brushed-out tufts flying in the wind. / I’m warming up my cold hands, and for a while I have no idea how you hurt me



Coming vs. forgetting / field paths, hollow ways, rusted little crosses / I sit and stare and do nothing, I am / hay bales / I go on being / I masturbate / I pick at my scabs / I avoid the mirror / bushes, googlemaps / I’m pushing the pram in the garden, lulling the baby to sleep. / Later I watch the same baby, putting a banana in the mouth for the first time in life.








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1 Magical little moment. 2 I tried to capture it, but then... 3

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1 When we finally saw the forest road to safety... 2 ...something ran out from the forest. 3 A mother boar with a piglet.

1 Scared... 2 ...and confused. 3 They stopped at the exact same distance from the forest road as we were standing. 4 Apparently, they were afraid to cross our way as well as we didn't want to cross theirs.

1 In this second of hesitation, we looked into each other's eyes... 2 ...and saw we were pretty much the same. 3 Scared adult females taking care of smaller animals. 4 It was probably a second, but to me it felt much longer.

1 I wanted to be down to the valley as soon as possible, but they were in a bigger hurry. 2 Run, run for your life, my friends!


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1 Not in a religious way — more like, narratively essential. 2 They said I was a handful of possibilities. 3 They said I was a superhero.

1 And yeah — I fought monsters. Vampires. All sorts of parasites that called themselves “opportunities”. 2 And I always won. 3 And I carried hope.

1 And I saved lives. 2 And saving — that’s supposed to have a purpose, right? 3 But then something crept in. Silently, invisibly.

I mean… yeah, there had been hints. / But I was too occupied being indispensable. / Oh, my friend. The tiredness — I couldn’t fight that one.

1 They said, “Take a break.” As if that’s not how cracks start. You stop for one second, and suddenly you’re soft. 2 But yes, I napped, then fought again. And sure, I won — but my muscles wept for months. 3 And I got scared. Because who saves them if not me? People needed me.

1 But time went on. And the world kept spinning, obnoxiously ordinary, without me. 2 And maybe that’s what I was in the end. 3 Not chosen. / Not super. / Nor a hero.

1 I think I was never saving the world. I think I just never knew what else to do with my hands. 2 And now… What’s left? 3 I am going for these mental health walks.























