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Editors' note Spring has sprung, and with it comes Mother's Day. This is a time to celebrate all mothers, both living and deceased. It is also a time for reading. Reading helps us connect with our innermost thoughts and feelings. It can also show us new ways of looking at the world. Reading can be a form of self-care, a way to relax and unwind after a long day. It can also be a way to learn new things and expand our horizons. So, this spring, Intellectual Ink Magazine is bringing a mix of seasoned and newbie writers to entertain, educate and uplift.

Our Feature this month is Coach Coco aka MackMama, and she tells of her extraordinary journey from incarceration to inspiration. In #writenews we have conversations with Pat G'orge-walker, Niyya Moore, and Elizabeth Johnson. In business we #bossup with Catitude. In #healthandwellness we explore Meditation Madness with Kiva Vera. Erick S. Gray discusses the slap heard around the world, and Haikeem Stokes discusses "Creating Pyramids out of Ant Hills" with Nigel Carrington.

We hope you enjoy reading this issue as much as we enjoyed producing it. In these turbulent times, we implore you to celebrate and honor your mother (or the mother figures in your life) on Mother's Day.

Love & Light Most of all, love yourself!

Julia Press Simmons EDITOR-IN-CHIEF

Allison Grace MANAGING EDITOR

Charlotte Young Foye CREATIVE DIRECTOR

CONTENTS 3. EDITOR'S NOTE 5. WRITE NEWS~ A CONVERSATION WITH PAT G'ORGE-WALKER 10. WHO'S NEXT ~ ELIZABETH JOHNSON 12. FLASH FICTION ~ A MOTHER'S DAY GIFT 26. DLW BOOK REVIEW ~ TALES OF AN ORIGINAL BAD GIRL 29. CHARLOTTE'S CLOSET ~ MUVA MAY I 32. HEALTH & WELLNESS ~ KIVA VERA WATERS 34. FLASH FICTION ~ FIRST DATE 38. BOSS UP ~ CATITUDE

16.COACH COCO AKA MACKMAMA SHARES HER EXTRAORDINARY JOURNEY FROM INCARCERATION TO INSPIRATION 53. APRIL HOROSCOPE

42.WRITE NEWS ~ AUTHOR NIYAH MOORE 35. A&R ~CREATING PYRAMIDS OUT OF ANT HILLS A CONVERSATION WITH ILLUSTRATIVE CREATOR, NIGEL CARRINGTON 39. WTF ~ THE SLAP HEARD 'ROUND THE WORLD

AUTHOR PAT G'ORGE-WALKER

Essence and National Bestselling AuthorComedienne

BY JULIA PRESS SIMMONS

When did you first consider yourself a writer?

I was fascinated with words before I entered Elementary school. I would lay on the floor and create stories based on the cartoons. I would figure out certain words and sounds, and I already knew how to read and sound out more words than my classmates in kindergarten. In that sense, I can say l I’ve always wanted to be a writer. Whether it was song lyrics,

poetry, fiction, or whatever words I could put to paper, doing so made me happy.

One memorable confirmation came from my thirdgrade teacher, who reconnected with me several years ago. According to her, these were her words— “Patricia, I am not surprised you became a writer. You were the biggest liar I had in the third grade. Instead of joining recess like the other children, you would follow me around the classroom telling some of the most outlandish stories.” So, if you take the word of the Late Mrs. Bobby Madison-Mackey, being a big liar or a child with a crazy imagination had set me on the road to becoming a writer. It was a blessing to see her a few times during this journey, and I gifted her with a new book and saw her at one of my comedy performances.

As an adult, one of the opportunities to hone my writing skills came during my time working promotions and marketing for Epic/Columbia and Def Jam records. I’ve also written for Broadway and film legend Sandra ReavesPhillips.

However, after being a producer on a Ruff house Records album for Kulcha don featuring the Fugees during the early nineties. It was short-lived because the record label shelved it to make room for a new girls group signed to Columbia Records. You might’ve heard of them, and they were called Destiny’s Child and, again, forced to go in another direction.

After reflection and boohooing to several friends, one of them, who wrote the novel, Soul Food, got tired of my pity party. LaJoyce suggested I gather myself, pray and see what more I could with my time.

And that’s when God showed His sense of humor. For years, I’d performed comedy routines about this old fraud who insisted on helping God her way and instead always found herself in His way.

I self-published a short story titled “Sister Betty! God’s Calling You!” and “Sister Connie Fuse Makes a Grave Mistake.” They were part of a satire collection of short stories I’d worked on for many years. Using the skillset and experience I’d gained from the record industry and a lot of prayers, I took the leap of faith. From introducing my little twenty-two-page comedy story about the congregation of the ‘Ain’t Nobody Right but Us—All Others Goin’ to Hell,’ and signed to a major publishing company.

I’ve been with Kensington Publishers for more than twenty years.

After receiving numerous Literary awards, including one for creating a new genre of fiction, i.e., Christian comedy —I took a deep breath and declared, “Thank You, Father, I’m now a Natural and Essence best-selling, awardwinning author.

Tell us about your artistic process. How do you get from idea to finished project?

When it comes to my Christian comedy, my process is simple. I attend church. Both of my parents were preachers and pastors. My mother was Pentecostal, and my father was Baptist. Trust me, and there was no lack of material. I can go from witnessing a particular event to simply dreaming about something. Whatever it is, I ask God to lead me. I am not trying to clown the church. My message has always been, “how can you say you love a God you’ve never seen and yet hate your fellow human who

you can see?” I’m able to present these situations in a comedic way.

Is the process different for your novels, shows, and skits?

I cannot say the process varies too much. Of course, when I’m writing a novel, there is a different format to follow, and the reader is allowed to read the printed, Ebook, and audio version of the story. However, the creative process is a solitary one for all three. I prefer to be alone and let the Lord guide my creativity. It’s hard to do when you must compete with the demands of a family, dogs, and social media.

I’m off the page and onto the stage as far as my shows and skits are concerned. There are costumes, music/musicians, and some audience participation involved, and I adlib a lot. I travel more than as a featured author at a book conference or signing. On another level, I also write skits by various churches and other organizations for fundraising purposes and other events.

The one common thread in all my ventures is prayer. I do my ministry, and I will always treat it as such.

What was your favorite project/character?

Of course, in her mind, that old gal, God’s right-hand’ is one of my all-time favorites.

I’ve always felt free portraying her, whether in a novel, on stage, or a skit. She is the sum of so many ‘Aints who call themselves Saints. She is a flawed old gal, and I love her redemption process as she struggles to get it right with God. Her problem is that she’s always in a situation where she stays on the Redemption treadmill. ☺ What are you working on now, and when can readers expect it?

A novel from the Queens of the Castle series, co-written by the National bestselling author, JL Campbell, and me, hit #1 on the Amazon Hot New Releases in March. I also released my Biography/Inspiration titled “Choices.” It, too, was number one in the Inspirational/Self Help category. Both books are available in Ebook and print format.

I’m a bit past my deadline, but I am working on a novel called “Affluence.”

Japanese/Jamaican, Shariya Sato is the only child of Hirono Sato, a wealthy Banking magnet, and her mother, Cyllene, a corporate attorney. Despite a strict upbringing, she disobeyed her parents and went to prison after one wrong decision. Shariya, an exconvict, finished her sentence. Aided by a wealthy friend of her father’s, gives her a second chance. However, not everyone wants her to remain free. The struggle to survive her past is fraught with danger caused by the wealthy daughter of an Italian mob head, the current wife of Shariya’s ex-husband. When Shariya is accused this time of the murder, the fight to prove her innocence on her own is not enough. She’s prison-bound again and needs help, but who will come to her aid?

Certifiable is a comedy series surrounding the whacky and chaotic lives and marriage of Adam and Eva Thirstee. This middle-aged couple owns the Thirstee Investigations, located in Harlem, NY. Their hilarious misadventures and deadlier stunts show why they are the ones needing investigation and are certifiably crazy. They may get on each other’s nerves, but they will always have each other’s back, sometimes with a knife.

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As Sam uncovers disturbing details, she’s conflicted. When her personal safety is threatened, she must either pretend not to know the implications of this nefarious plot, or speak up and bring down a hailstorm of publicity. Danger also stalks her to Jamaica in the form of an assassination attempt.

Kingston “King” Coburn is content to support his woman’s endeavors, but when work impacts her well-being, he draws the line. Instead of pulling her back from the edge of a dark abyss, he’s drawn into the world of power brokers, who will do anything to increase their wealth.

Only the couple’s combined skills and access to a safe haven will keep them alive at the end of their harrowing search for the truth.

Each Queen book is a standalone, NO cliffhangers These powerful women, brought together for a higher purpose, change lives by providing safety for those who cannot protect themselves; care for those from tragic backgrounds, and make an impact on their families, communities, and the world at large.

The Kings laid the foundation; the Knights created a bridge of hope between continents; but the Queens will change the world.

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Elizabeth Johnson

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Brooklyn, New York native, Elizabeth Johnson is a break-out author with a very promising writing career ahead of her. Signed with PlaTy Multimedia & Publishing, Elizabeth is introducing her first work to the world of children’s books on May 16, 2021. Her debut title, Just Like my Dad, is co-authored with the already wellestablished author, Tyrell Plair. Elizabeth is currently the Director of Marketing with PlaTy Multimedia and Publishing. Elizabeth was named the 2021 Author’s Porch and PULSE magazine’s Author of the Year.

Elizabeth’s resume boasts an Associate of Science in Early Childhood Education and an Associate of Arts in General Education, and she is currently pursuing her Bachelor of Science in Organizational Management. Currently residing in Palm Bay, Florida with her husband and son Elizabeth spends her spare time baking, watching football, traveling, honing her skills as a photographer, and volunteering in the church and her local community.

Tell us about Platy Multimedia and your role as Director Of Marketing.

PlaTy Multimedia and Publishing Company are a Multimedia and Publishing company with an outstanding roster of authors who cover all genres of reading. PlaTy Multimedia and Publishing strives to engage the community through book signing events, motivational speaking, and mentoring programs. The company strives to promote literacy and encourage all ages with books that can and will encourage reading as both a learning and a recreational experience. The company places a heavy emphasis on our mentoring programs for the youth and adults as well. We strive to strengthen the community and create a total sense of empowerment within the community. As a company, PlaTy Multimedia and Publishing provides motivational speaking for our guests to engage in.

As the Marketing Director of PlaTy Multimedia and Publishing Company, my main purpose is to engage and promote the company to the consumer. This is done through social media campaigns such as Facebook, Tik Tok, and Instagram, letterwriting campaigns, magazine and news interviews, and radio interviews. My job is to set these outlets up for authors and be certain that the authors participate in promoting themselves and the company. I reach out to venues to set up events and research to find ways for the company to expand. I talk to and correspond to local mayors and city dignitaries to promote products and releases of the company. One of the most important aspects of the job is engaging the children and the young minds.

Seeing their faces light up with amazement helps to make my job fulfilling and makes its purpose gratifying. Finally, always follow up with contacts to keep connections fresh and relevant. This helps to elevate the business on a consistent basis.

Can you tell us about your writing journey?

How did it begin, and where do you want it to go?

My dream has always been to write a book and publish a magazine for women. I always keep a journal book by my bed to write down ideas, and quotes. My brother told me about a publishing company he was working with and wanted to introduce me to the CEO of the company Tyrell Plair.

I reached out to Tyrell Plair of PlaTy Multimedia and Publishing to discuss writing a book of inspirational quotes. Initially, he denied my request because the book was not what they were looking for at the time. I later received a call stating he had another project that he felt I could bring a lot to. Little did I know, this would be the opening to the creation of a literary work called, Just like My Dad. What can readers expect next?

Readers can expect Just like My Dad 2, the audiobook, and curriculum. Also an inspirational book of quotes and daily affirmations. This will allow my dreams or writing to come full circle.

A Mother's Day Gift

She stood before the mirror admiring her baby bump. It was growing rounder and heavier each day. I thought she was the most picture-perfect pregnant girlfriend ever. I came up behind her and kissed the top of her head. She smiled sweetly. With my hands hugging her belly, I watched her reflection. It was our first time being pregnant but she was handling it like a pro. The morning sickness, the cravings, everything. I buried my face in her neck and inhaled, her bubbly giggle a pleasant sound. I whispered a prayer that our baby girl would have her infectious laugh. We didn’t know the gender of our baby yet.

We had agreed to be surprised at its birth but I hoped for a little girl that was the spitted image of Becca while she wanted a boy.

We were together four years now and I didn’t need a day over to know I wanted to be with her all my life. Having a baby together just sealed the deal. No way was I leaving her to parent our kid on her own or have another man father my child. She was everything to me and I made every effort to let her know I was going to be there with her all the way. As the baby developed, Becca had a more and more difficult time adjusting. She was having to do less and rest more. This was not her nature. Naturally, her body was heavier and it was harder for her to move around the way she was used to. The complaints mounted. It was too hot, her ankles were swollen, her clothes didn’t fit, and she couldn’t find a comfortable position to sleep in. I hated that she faced such discomfort and to make her feel better I waited on her so that she didn’t have to walk around doing her usual house duties that got her warm and sweating. I got my apron on and cleaned the kitchen. With gloves elbow high, I scrubbed the bathroom. I was terrible at folding clothes but I did the laundry and put them away into drawers as neatly as I could. Becca thought it hilarious.

“You’re just so focused on doing it.” She would laugh.

After bathing her, I massaged her feet and sat behind her so that she was propped up whenever she felt sleepy. She slept more comfortably in a half-lying position. My legs were numb but for the fact that she slept so deeply, I didn’t mind.

I remember when we first heard our baby’s heartbeat, Becca cried. She had made a pregnancy journal.

In it, she recorded the date, pasted the ultrasound in, and wrote the emotions she felt at first hearing the sound and feeling the movement of life inside her. Whenever she was overwhelmed with the challenges of being pregnant, she drew for the cute book and, skipping through the pages, was filled with an elation that was so clearly evident in her eyes. She would close it and call out to me.

“Derrick! We’re having a baby!” She screamed excitedly as though it was fresh news. It made me laugh.

Her moods were like the weather. At times she was beaming, other times she wept fitfully. It was not an easy journey going through the changes but Becca adored the little being she was bringing into the world and along with her body, it was changing her outlook on life itself. She was a throw-caution-tothe-wind kind of girl, one of the reasons I fell in love with her, but gradually that changed and she planned more. I was right by her side and we bounced ideas off each other discussing different parenting styles and the future we wanted for our little one. Becca was so together. She balanced the

pregnancy along with the other aspects of her life so well. Of course, it was not without struggles.

“Thanks for keeping me positive.” She often told me but in truth, it was she who kept me positive.

She was a huge inspiration and by her grit alone, I was motivated to be the best I could be for both her and my coming baby.

As slowly as it felt time was passing, it flew by and soon we were in our third trimester. Becca was heavier than I imagined she could ever be. It amazed me how rapidly her stomach had grown and I was consumed with excited impatience. Becca was tired. Her energy was not as high as it was in the earlier stages.

“I can’t wait to hold you.” She’d say wearily as she lay falling asleep between my legs. She was ready to welcome our baby into the world. The weight was beginning to get unbearable on her back and feet.

She waddled.

One night, I was awakened by a tight grip in the crotch. I flew up, flicked the light on, and looked over at Becca. She was writhing in pain and the sheets where she lay were soaked through. I grabbed my cell and phoned the hospital where we were booked to give birth. The baby was coming. I pocketed my keys and picked her up as quickly and gently as I could.

“Ten minutes, muffin,” I grunted as I turned sideways through the door with her in my arms.

I placed Becca in the backseat. Our bags were already packed and kept in the car for convenience and what a convenience it was. Becca’s contractions were very close together. Any delay and I would have had to pull over and deliver the baby myself like the very brave men in the movies, and I didn’t have that kind of pluck. The baby was early. We weren’t expecting to go into labor until another week. We pulled up to the hospital and were greeted by a nurse waiting at the entrance with a wheelchair ready to receive us. Becca was breathing roughly from the pain. We rushed her into the room and lifted her onto the bed. The doctor checked how dilated she was and a look of surprise spread over her face.

“The baby is right there,” She exclaimed. “Get ready to push.”

Holding Becca’s hand, I watched her in the most miraculous act. She squeezed her eyes shut and held her breath as she obeyed the doctor’s first command. With all her might, she pushed. Sweat beads formed on her forehead and she crushed my hand. Tears spilled from her eyes, I wanted so much to kiss them away. The doctor informed us that we were doing very well and that the baby would be out in one last push. Becca looked up at me, her eyes tired but filled with love. Taking a deep breath, she gave one last big push and the piercing cry of a baby boy filled the room.

“Congratulations, you did beautifully.” The doctor smiled as the nurse received the baby in a blue blanket.

After the doctor was finished with Becca, the nurse cleaned her up. She lay exhausted on her pillow. I kissed her forehead and stared down into her shining eyes.

“You’re amazing,” I whispered. Becca smiled lovingly.

“I’m sorry you didn’t get your girl.” She told me in a gentle voice. I shook my head.

“I couldn’t be happier that you got your boy,” I responded, the respect I had for her multiplying.

Just then, the nurse approached us with the little bundle of blue. She placed him in Becca’s arms and her eyes watered. She looked at him, then at me with pure awe and adoration in her eyes.

My eyes caught the time. It was thirteen minutes after twelve, May 8th.

“Happy Mother’s Day,” I said caressing her shoulder. The tears brimmed over swimming down her face and, stretching her lips up toward me, she kissed me lightly.

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FEATURE

COACH COCO

AKA MACKMAMA Ink Mag: You are constantly reinventing yourself; from Natoka to Mack Mama, to Coach Coco. Tell us about the early days when

SITS WITH INTELLECTUAL INK TO TALK ABOUT HER INCREDIBLE JOURNEY FROM INCARCERATION TO INSPIRATION

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Natoka became Mack Mama and when Mack Mama became Coach Coco, the Life Coach who Cares?

Coach: Whew! Ok, that question is a tongue twister lol. I was born Natoka and I don’t like that name, because it represents a wild side of me, that the judicial system has judged for decades. It was what I was known as, in the streets of Brooklyn, in the late ’80s and early ’90s. A hustler, who wasn’t afraid to defend herself from the wolves.

A young girl who lost her way and learned to be the leader of the pack. I morphed into Mack Mama when I started rapping. It was a name given to me when I had a short stint as a madam. That is an interesting story, too long for this interview, however, I discuss it at length in my autobiography “Tales of an Original Bad Girl.” I love music and started rapping in 2003. I have written books accompanied by soundtracks under that moniker. My friends call me Mack, my family calls me Coco, and when I began my career as a Life Coach, I decided to use Coach Coco, it has a friendly, kind, ring to it. I branded Coach Coco Cares because that is the energy I want to put out in the universe. I truly am concerned about people, especially the elderly, the addicted, and the sick and suffering.

Ink Mag: How many books do you have to date?

And do you have a favorite? If so, which one?

Coach: I have five and one that I have been working on for 9 years, it will finally be delivered by the start of this summer. I have written my autobiography, and a fiction called “Daisy Jones” under Mack Mama and three selfhelp books under my Coach Coco pseudonym.

One of the self-help books is an erotic series of stories, that are designed to help bring the sparks back into your relationship. I am currently finishing up the long-awaited sequel to Daisy Jones called “Mistress.” My favorite book to date is Daisy Jones, it was my first stab at writing fiction, and I knocked it out of the park. That book is my baby!

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It has strong female characters, plenty of action, steamy love scenes, and a shocking ending, which is why I am slow baking the sequel it must be better. I won’t allow it not to, so I had to be in the right state of mind. My life is a roller coaster, and I didn’t have much downtime to dedicate to its conception. I am almost finished and trust me Mistress is worth the wait!

Ink Mag: One of your self-help books is about losing loved ones. Explain how this topic pertains to you?

Coach: It is called “How to Survive the Loss of a Loved One: A Caretaker’s Journey” This book is a collection of my experiences, caring for my mother who suffered and died from the AIDS VIRUS, my godmother, who suffered from Alzheimer’s Disease, my best friend who suffered and died from Colon Cancer, and finally my grandmother who was labeled a Covid-19 casualty. I share my personal angst and coping skills in this extremely touching self-help book. If you are a caretaker of a family member or patient, it is a must-have.

It includes a journal section where you can record your feelings, a calendar, and a section to record your medications, doctor appointments, and your loved one’s mood.

Ink Mag: That Erotic book looks spicy. What makes it helpful for relationships?

Coach: This book is unique because it is a hybrid of two genres fiction and self-help. I wrote a series of short erotic stories that touch on fetishes, masochism, erotic asphyxiation, and threesomes. I shared the stories with a couple that I was coaching because they expressed that they had stopped having sex, they loved each other dearly, but simply had lost the sparks in their bedroom. After reading my stories and discussing the main character, and exploring their unknown fetishes in our sessions, they renewed their love life. That was when I decided to add an additional interactive section to the book that gives tips, questions, and suggestions about areas of erotica that are sometimes taboo in relationships. I find that most of my couples, whom I coach, that suffer in their love life, are afraid to express their carnal desires to each other, and would rather step out of their relationship out of shame than communicate what they want in the bedroom to their mates.

Thus, “Erotic stories that will Ignite Sparks in your Relationship” was born.

Ink Mag: I just finished reading one of your selfhelp books “How to Survive Incarceration from a Woman’s Perspective” and I want to say Kudos

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to you. That book should be in schools, libraries, and prisons, not just as a guide on what to do, but also as a deterrent on what not to do. There were so many things that this book touched on.

One that stuck out to me was addictions. Money addiction in particular. First, describe money addiction and then expound on why you feel it should be recognized by the judicial system?

Coach: Thanks, I appreciate that review,

freedom, for the love of obtaining money illegally.

because I haven’t received one yet, so it makes

It is akin to an AA or NA group. If anyone needs

me warm inside to know that you think my

assistance in staying clean and living a straight

little self-help nugget should be on the shelves

and legal lifestyle, I encourage them to go to my

you mentioned. I feel the same way, my

website coachcococares.com and join the group.

motivation for writing about this subject was

It is completely anonymous.

because I was sitting in a cell wondering how a woman that had never experienced that

Ink Mag: This is the Mother’s day issue, so please

abnormality would be able to survive. Me, being

tell the family members of women who are doing

exposed to that element knew the A-Z’s, so I

time how hard Mother’s day can be behind bars.

decided to write about it. I started interviewing the ladies that were incarcerated with me and

Coach: I encourage all the family members of a

realized that although most of them were

mother, daughter, or sister incarcerated to go

stricken with drug addictions there were a few

and visit them. Spending Mother’s Day on a visit

of us, that was addicted to money, and we

isn’t ideal, but it would brighten up a woman’s

weren’t privy to the resources, that the women

day. Women do not receive visits on a regular

who had drug addictions were given.

basis as men do. It is sad but true, I never understood that. When you go on a visit to a

The courts would grant those that suffered

Men’s facility the floor is packed. That is not so,

from drug addictions programs in lieu of jail

for women, and it is a shame. There is very little

time. While the shoplifters, Identity thieves,

support for the mothers, so please, if you can go

wire fraud, pickpockets, scammers, and white-

pay someone you may know a visit, do so.

collar criminals were made to do time. Those particular crimes are driven by an addiction to

To get the details on life on the inside, from a

money. There are triggers associated with

woman’s perspective, read my book it will open

money addiction, people, places, and the

your eyes and your mind, to a society that will

environment. Those who are afflicted, know

either make you or break you. Fortunately, for

that they are no better than an addict addicted

me, it made me stronger and more empathetic

to heroin or crack. They crave a fix that is even

toward other women with horrific sob stories. It

more addictive. MONEY. People kill for it, rob,

is unimaginable what most women go through,

steal, and do hard time for it. Chasing money

before, during, and after prison. That is a huge

illegally will ruin your life if not checked. The

reason I became a life coach. I literally held

glamorization of the lifestyles of a money

sessions behind bars and coached so many

addict, misleads people, from recognizing the

women, whom I have encountered. So much so, I

disease.

decided to get certified in 2013 and became a Life and Recovery Coach. I then went on to get my

I have a money addiction group, that serves as a

certification in grief counseling.

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Ink Mag: As a certified Life Coach what are some changes that you would like to see initiated in the judicial and penal system?

Coach: Surprisingly, I was employed by an organization that gave opportunities to exfelons, and I worked on Riker’s Island with incarcerated clients. My job was to teach a curriculum that was intended to stop violence and recidivism. More of those programs are needed in woman’s facilities, geared more toward parenting skills, money addiction, financial literacy, and curriculum focused on skills to obtain employment. Also, needed is a course to teach entrepreneurial skills that a client may have to start their own business upon release, and writing groups that teach how to write and self-publish their books. I created a curriculum for my money addiction group, it is just a matter of picking a relevant subject that is needed to aid in recidivism and implementing it into the system. In my opinion, they don’t focus on teaching the right skills needed to adapt to society, especially in the age of technology, cryptocurrency, and NFT’s.

I love the interactive Q&A section at the end of your book. Tell our readers what services you offer and where they can find you?

Coach: Thanks that is my thing, I love to make my self-help books interactive, that is from the skills I acquired creating curriculums and running workshops.

I offer grief counseling, and relationship coaching, that pertains to lovers of all sexualities and genders, families, adolescents,

and toxic friendships that are worth saving. I

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After surviving over 13 years of incarceration, Coach Coco reinvented herself and became certified as a life coach and recovery coach in 2013. She is well known from her autobiography “Tales of an Original Bad Girl” by Mack Mama. She mentored at-risk youth throughout New York City and the tri-state area.

Her passion is helping people by sharing her coping skills and life hacks that helped her overcome, depression, money addiction, grief, and rage. Coach Coco is revered for her relationship and grief counseling sessions.

Her latest self-help books are “How to Survive Incarceration from a Woman’s Perspective” and “How to Survive the Loss of a loved One-A Caretaker’s Journey” To book a session or purchase books go to www.coachcococares.com iamcoachcoco

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GENRE: Autobiography Publisher: StarStatus Entertainment 238 pages

Four Purple Diamonds Enter the world of Natoka "Mack Mama" Williams, the self appointed Original Bad Girl. Born to a heroin addicted mother, her early years were hard. Shoplifting and violence became a way of life, especially after her mother succumbed to AIDS, at a young age. She was rewarded with numerous stints in prison, which resulted in time away from her daughter. The personal messages to her daughter, encourage her (and other young women) to not repeat the same mistakes. At no point in this book, did I believe the author was glorifying her troubled past, but using it as proof that anyone can change. After life has beat you up so many times, it is up to you to make a difference. Mack Mama did that! I would recommend that this book be included in all Women's Correctional Facilities, shelters, halfway homes and homes for troubled youth. Hopefully, they'll see past the minor errors and get the inspirational message behind the story. This was my first read by the author (thankfully, books don't have an expiration date), and I'm looking forward to reading more.

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Welcome To Charlotte's Closet

Hey, now Closet Crew, Happy May to one and all.

Oh, how I love me some May, the perfect time to put the jackets away, dress up and celebrate one of my favorite holidays, Mother's Day or as I like to call it Muvas Day!!! Before I get into it, I would like to salute all of my ladies that don't have children by either choice or circumstance.

This day may hit different for you, and that's okay. This article is for you too, just know that Muva loves you and honors you, not just today but every day.

With that being said, this month’s column and this entire issue is dedicated to the most disrespected, the most unprotected, and the most neglected person in America, The Black Woman. This irrefutable fact was given to us by the Honorable ElHajj Malik El-Shabazz, aka Malcolm X, in 1962, and 60 years later, it remains a sad truth.

However, we do what we have always done since the beginning of time. We take everything that’s dumped on us as mothers, sisters, daughters, nieces, counselors, wives, doctors, and therapists, and we make that shit look good. We're out here literally saving lives and drowning at the same time.

You know the saying, "Thank God I don't look like what I've been through?"

Well, I'm here to testify that there are no lies detected. I am covered in God's grace and my ancestors' glory.

Although I've been through plenty of storms, I don't look like it. That’s how I can show up any and everywhere as unapologetically me no matter my size, the venue, or the company. My power is my own bequeathed to me by a long list of Queens whose strength and tenacity allowed me to be who you see.

Starting with My Queen Mother Valroy Milan, who has survived so many things that would have folded a lesser woman. She can still dress me under the table at sixty-eight years old.

Her mother, my Superfly ever Fabulous grandmother Mary Turner 1929- 1983 aka The Duchess. Her spirit, fashion, and style are written on my soul, which is why our physical likeness is so uncanny.

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My Great Grandmother Mary Ford 1910unknown. Her Mother Savannah Maggett 1876-unknown. Her Mother Martha Stith Birth Unknown to Unknown. Lastly, but certainly not least, the Lady Herself, the epitome of true transformation and tenacity, my Great Great Great Great Grandmother Eliza Drewry 1815-1896 whose name was found in a slave ledger owned by John Drewry of Drews Ville, South Hampton Virginia. It is the same place as the First Slave Rebellion led by Nat Turner. My Great Great Great Great Grandmother was valued at $300 which equates to about $9,000 today. That is mind-blowing.

I can imagine the life she must have lived, the pain and humiliation she endured. My God, she lived to be eightyone which means she lived through the slave rebellion, not only did she live, but she also survived eighty-one long years and birthed fourteen children. It is her DNA that sustains me. I honor her and all those who came after for withstanding the hell they endured to bring about me so that I can chase Heaven. The halffocused half-crazy always vocal unapologetically me. I have lived so many lives for others that I forgot I had a life to live and a dream to dream.

Speaking of dreams... The Alchemist, one of my favorite books, says once you have realized your "Personal Legend," it's impossible to ignore. The book shows us how the universe will work with you to make sure you obtain your dreams as long as you don't give up. As I strive to take up more space and advocate for inclusivity in this social media sphere, I realize that the journey can get rough.

You can feel swallowed up in a sea of women whose bodies are genetically modified to fit the status quo.

I am a black plus-sized woman over forty with a big mouth and a big butt, and that's not always in style. I get down some days where I don't know how I'm going to get back up, but I do get back up.

In the last two years, I've done more for myself and my dreams than I have done in a long time by remembering and reclaiming the power of getting back up.

I went from being a columnist and holding several legitimate press credentials to being an award-winning Fashion and Beauty Editor and newly appointed Creative Director. I have executive produced a web series and podcast, and now you can add event planner, business owner, model, and all-around Boss Lady to my resume. My dream repertoire expands continuously, all while holding down my 9 to 5 and being the primary caregiver for my entire family as well as a shoulder to cry on and a champion for whoever needs championing.

I am constantly amazed by my progress and process, and I am learning to celebrate all of my wins. Tressa Azarel Smallwood, CEO of MegaMind Media said it best. "When you are in the mix and creating, you barely even notice the victories, but every now and again, it hits you like yessss I did that!!!!" You must celebrate all your wins because they help you keep faith in your storms and low moments.

I was going through a storm and experiencing a low moment when the universe provided my latest blessing.

The good folk of Telfar Global, yes that Telfar, the global black-owned brand, slid into my DMs. Telfar Clemens is a Liberian American fashion designer and the founder of the label TELFAR. Clemens has won the 2017 CFDA/Vogue Fashion Fund,

the CFDA American Accessories 2019, and the CFDA American Accessories 2020.

The creators of the affordable but always sold-out Bushwick Birkin rocked by Queen Bey herself aka the Telfeezy reached out to me to be featured in their ad for the critically acclaimed Pin-Up Magazine for architectural design.

Telfar's national ad campaign will feature your good sis showcasing one of her favorite Telfar. And, baby, let me tell you, not only did Telfar feature me, but they also gifted me with the Telfar shopper of my choice, and of course, I chose the same one that broke Beyoncé's internet rocked by my Virgo sista Queen Bey herself. The medium white shopping bag is my new bestie and a reminder from the universe to keep going even when it feels like you can't because, when you do, the universe is sure to accommodate you.

Now, instead of saying I can't, and doubting myself, I remember from whence I came, and my God-given power. I remember the great words of Queen Maya Angelou “I am the hope and the dream of the slave.” When I think I can't, I call on the spirits of Lady Eliza Drewry, Martha Stith, Savannah Magett, Mary Pearl Ford, and my Mommas Mama Mary Turner who I look the most like. And much like the game, we played as children called Mother May I? Of course, my mind changes it to Muva May I. I stand on the knowledge that my ancestors wrote in my DNA, and I ask Muva, may I? And, for all they have endured to get me to where I am, they respond in a resounding, YES YOU MAY!

I hope you've enjoyed these Closet Clicks and the spirits they embody, and to all my Muvas and closet crew across the globe, I say AYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Happy Muvas Day

KIVA VERA WATERS KIVA VERA WATERS, Esq., @KivaTube, is the epitome of universal love and Brooklyn (NY) seriousness!

A proud CUNY School of Law, NYU & Stuyvesant HS graduate, Kiva is a writer, lawyer, and yogini, all wrapped up in a short, sweet bundle of passion. Her experience with consumer law is extensive and her ability to re-connect good people to peace is unmatched. Moreover, Kiva’s compassionate style of organizing and leading is unforgettable. She is a wife, grand/mother & author of MEDITATION MADNESS, the first in a series of self-help “tool books” by Het Hru Publishing @MeditationMadnessTheBook & @HetHruPublishing or www.HetHruPublishing.com.

Tell us about your artistic process. How did you get from the idea to the finished product?

Meditation Madness began as a simple letter to my first granddaughter, Alani aka Lala. She's seven now, and I wanted to ensure that she had the tools to make a joyful, peaceful life - especially the tools missing from my box as a child.

What is the most difficult part of your process?

EDITING!!! It takes tons of edits and time and eyes to get a project to where I feel comfortable releasing it.

Does writing energize or exhaust you? In what way?

Both! I feel exhilarated when I'm writing at sunrise but if a sentence or theme or scheme hits me while I'm dozing off after a full day it can get exhausting, too.

What are you working on now?

My sophomore project of course! Look out for that next self-care tool book this Fall!

How can readers find you and your work?

In-person in Brooklyn at Urban Asanas yoga studio & in DC at Sankofa Cafe & Book Shop, online, everywhere books are sold including Amazon, Kindle, Nook, Barnes&Nobles, literally everywhere!

Het Hru's "Meditation Madness" is a toolbook created to help you find your true self.

This is a book for good people all around the world. It will help guide you to accept who you are and realize that what you say to yourself affects your mental state. If you're beating yourself up all the time it will be clear from the outside. The question is how do you start accepting yourself?

This guidebook is the first in a series that introduces readers to practical ways of improving their lives. From yoga to meditation styles and even to your daily thought habits, Kiva Waters gives you the tools to improve your mental state.

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First Date ROMANCE FLASH FICTION

He was always close to me, within my reach, yet the proper term for our relationship was "friendship," and we weren't even close. Brandon was an attractive man, and most of all I was attracted to his vivacious personality. I would see him interacting with the friends we had in common, and my heart would leap for joy, but sadness would come seconds later for not daring to approach him. For me it was mission impossible, to have to go up to him and initiate a conversation. Maybe he saw me as one of the boys. I wasn't entirely feminine, but I did like to dress up from time to time. However, the main reason for my fear was that he already had someone else. I could tell that we saw each other often in meetings, at college, and I had never seen him with any other girl, but still, you never know. Brandon would only say hello to me, and then I would never talk to him again. I thought that no one knew my secret, the problem was that I didn't want it to be a secret, I wanted my feelings to come out as soon as possible.

At a party that my friends and I were having at my house, Brandon came, he was alone as usual, and I knew that I had to gather the courage to tell him something, anything that would give a little light to the darkness I had plunged into without him knowing it. I walked over to where he was. Suddenly I had no idea what to do with my arms dangling on either side of my body in an almost silly way, and when I reached him, I was overcome with panic for a few seconds before courage kicked in.

"Hey, Brandon," I said, and he greeted me with a kiss on the cheek.

"Hi, Corinne, excellent party!" he replied with his characteristic vivacity.

I took a breath and confessed to him that I wanted to be on a date with him, I was direct. Nerves urged me to be as if to hurry something extremely difficult. The words came out in a rush, and he looked at me in confusion. Then, as he understood the meaning of my words, he responded with a compassionate expression. My eyes were getting wider and wider as he went on with his explanation, I had arrived too late: he was leaving the country that Monday. I could not believe my ears. Many of the young people in our country were leaving for different reasons, but I was not aware that Brandon was considering doing the same. I smiled at him to hide my frustration and walked away. I had taken too long to say anything to him, and I deeply regretted it. There was no time left, he would leave. When everyone had left, and I was calmer, I remembered Brandon's distressed face. That must mean something, had he felt something similar? If that was the case, why hadn't he come to me? It was true that I pretended a lot when Brandon was present. Perhaps for fear that someone would notice. I had wasted my time being afraid, and now Brandon would go to another country, and most likely I would never see him again.

Months passed, and nothing was the same without him, so I didn't go out much anymore. I missed him, and I would see him sharing pictures in different cities on different social networks, which broke my heart. I wanted to be by his side and see those remote places with him. We hadn't had a first date, there wasn't time for that, my confession was just that, but I kept thinking about the expression Brandon had adopted, and I had to say that it made me uneasy.

One afternoon I opted to go shopping. It was a Saturday, and it was a beautiful day, which for me was a waste since I didn't have someone to share it with. As I was walking down the street, a message came on my phone. I didn't usually chat on social media, but it was Brandon. I stopped dead in my tracks in the middle of the street, and screamed with excitement, drawing the attention of the passersby closest to me. He texted me, he took a few minutes to do so, and my joy grew more and more. From that bright afternoon on, Brandon and I kept in touch. We became closer than we were when we shared the same zip code, and our relationship grew to be more than just a friendship.

I would wake up crying sometimes because I missed him so much. Nowadays it was by far a worse situation. He was showing interest in me, yet he was in another country. Things were only getting worse. Every day I wanted him more and more, and the hope that he would come back was almost nil.

Time did not standstill. It passed relentlessly, and a year went by like water through my fingers. The long-awaited message from Brandon arrived: he was coming back to the country. My reaction was so intense that I stood with the phone barely suspended in one hand and my eyes fixed on the void. He was coming back, his intentions were direct, and we would normally have a first date. A long-awaited first date. Brandon would be in town soon, and I prepared as best I could to greet him, as soon as he arrived, we would go out for dinner, or whatever else he had arranged. To be completely honest, I didn't care what activity we did, I just wanted to see him, and have our first date. After a year of writing to each other, and calling each other almost daily, our relationship was imminent. I hoped I wouldn't be so nervous about the date.

That weekend, Brandon would arrive, we would have our date on Saturday, and I got as dressed up as I could. He was going to pick me up at home, and upon seeing him, my heart stopped, we hugged for a long time, and I let the happy tears flow, which I managed to hide, and he picked me up off the floor. It was as if we were seeing each other for the first time, and at the same time it was as if time had not passed, and all those months we had spoken in person. We went to dinner, we went dancing, we went for cocktails... We had the full experience, the conversation was unnerving. I had a few stumbles because of nerves, but for the most part, my senses were focused on Brandon. It was a romantic date, where Brandon behaved like a gentleman, complimenting my outfit, and telling me how beautiful I looked that night. Brandon looked amazing, I had never seen him look so handsome. We were having so much fun, I didn't want to go home, at least not until it was totally necessary.

I had waited a long time for this date, and it had exceeded all my expectations. Brandon hadn't changed at all, the trip he had taken, living in another country, hadn't changed him, he was still the cheerful, charismatic guy he had always been. Our transition felt so natural, it was hard for both of us to believe we hadn't acted before. We missed no opportunity to brush our arms, our hands, seemingly by accident.

I was blushing and Brandon just smiled at the sight.

"The important thing is that I've opened my eyes. There's no use regretting it. You're here, and of course, I'm not going anywhere." We both laughed at that last.

We had fun like I never thought a person could have. The night flew by, it was almost dawn, I was surprised to see the sun peeking over the horizon. Brandon drove me home, alarmed at how the hours had passed, and we hadn't realized it. The brightness of the day warned us of that inconvenience. It was time to go to sleep, and Brandon stopped the car in front of my house, he looked at me taking my hands between his to bring them to his lips for a kiss, my heart melted, though I wished the goodnight kiss somewhere else.

"Thank you for such an amazing night, Corinne. It was worth the wait." He said to me with my hands still between his. His eyes sparkled and looked at me with intensity.

He opened the car door for me, and together we walked up the driveway to my house, at which point Brandon held my face and kissed me tenderly, but without stopping. That kiss was turning into something very passionate, and regardless of the sunbathing us with its rays, we continued kissing. He put his fingers in my hair, I felt the warmth of his body, and my legs trembled. I never wanted to let go of him, and for the moment to last no matter how many days passed. None of that mattered, just Brandon and I melting in a kiss.

A dreamy first date, with the man of my dreams

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Tell us how you came to be a photographer.

Photography saved my life. At 11 someone tried to throw me off a roof but I fought for my life and I got away. I would not go outside afterward. My godfather came over one day and handed me a camera and said “you can’t become a female Gordon Parks hiding in your room. No one will ever touch you again I got your six.

We went out a few days later and you couldn’t tell me I wasn’t clicking like Mr. Parks. Got back to my godfather’s place and he had a dark room. He developed my negatives looked at them and threw them in the garbage. I was crushed. He handed me another roll of film which was only 12 exposures and he said, “now, let’s go out again this time capture what you see.”

What new skills did you have to acquire for your business?

Photography has changed since 1971 when I used film, a darkroom, and chemicals to develop my images.

Now everything is digital, so I enrolled in a class because I was lost with all this new terminology.

Snapping the button or composing the pictures was the least of my problem. The confusion began when I sent a photo to a magazine and was told the resolution was too low for the picture to be used and they needed it for the cover.

How many hats do you have to wear?

How many hats do I wear? I have a very small head, but a big heart, and although I can wear many hats: teacher, mentor, photographer, wife, dog mother, sister, aunt and loyal friend, I am a person that will give my hat to the next person to wear. My morals and values allow me to be a true teammate who sits back while pushing others to the forefront, a team player that believes if I eat, we all eat.

Do you find it hard to navigate in a pandemic? How have you adjusted?

I do not find it hard to navigate this pandemic because I limit who I am around and am very selective. Besides I have my Partner, Wendell Mike Kennedy, and my nephew Calvin West along with a new person we are mentoring to stand in whenever I feel I need to step back. This will be my 51st year of taking pictures. However, I didn’t consider myself a photographer until my 1st exhibit 10 years ago.

Although people have always admired my work, I didn’t see what they see and truth be told, I still don’t but I must be doing something right for I have repeat clients.

If you had one piece of advice to someone just starting out, what would it be?

My one piece of advice is never let anyone put you in a box. Stand on your beliefs in your art for that is what photography is…ART! Learn to take criticism, it will make you a better photographer. Do not be afraid to ask for help and take classes. YouTube is cool but learning about other photographers and their work, it’s nothing like it.

My name is Cynthia A. Taylor, and most people call me CAT. My mom would say, “that’s my attitude child” One of my sisters started saying yeah Cat with attitude with her moody ass CATITUDE was born. I am the next to the youngest of 5 children born and raised in HARLEM U.S OF A. I am 61 years young and turning 62 in May. Married to my wife Kandi Snowden Taylor who I have been with for almost 30 years. We have a fur baby Mecka and a proud Auntie to all my nieces and nephews that are my kids.

Retired from the postal service, and have a BA in Psychology and a minor in English. I love photography, I only click when the beauty through my looking glass allows me to create its true essence...CATITUDE catitudephotography catitude_photography_

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In The Memory Librarian: And Other Stories of Dirty Computer, singer-songwriter, actor, fashion icon, activist, and worldwide superstar Janelle Monáe brings to the written page the Afrofuturistic world of one of her critically acclaimed albums, exploring how different threads of liberation—queerness, race, gender plurality, and love—become tangled with future possibilities of memory and time in such a totalitarian landscape…and what the costs might be when trying to unravel and weave them into freedoms.

Whoever controls our memories controls the future.

Janelle Monáe and an incredible array of talented collaborating creators have written a collection of tales comprising the bold vision and powerful themes that have made Monáe such a compelling and celebrated storyteller. Dirty Computer introduced a world in which thoughts —as a means of self-conception—could be controlled or erased by a select few. And whether human, A.I., or other, your life and sentience was dictated by those who’d convinced themselves they had the right to decide your fate.

That was until Jane 57821 decided to remember and break free.

Expanding from that mythos, these stories fully explore what it’s like to live in such a totalitarian existence…and what it takes to get out of it.

Building off the traditions of speculative writers such as Octavia Butler, Ted Chiang, Becky Chambers, and Nnedi Okorafor—and filled with the artistic genius and powerful themes that have made Monáe a worldwide icon in the first place—The Memory Librarian serves readers tales grounded in the human trials of identity expression, technology, and love, but also reaching through to the worlds of memory and time within, and the stakes and power that exists there.

5.0 out of 5 stars A Surprisingly Joyous Tour of a Memetic Dystopia This book was a treat. I usually find books that take place in dystopian situations to be a terrible drag, as they spend so much time on the dread of the now, and nothing upon the power of what might yet be. This book, by contrast, is very forward looking, and the dread is tempered by joy; the joy of defiance, and the joy of what we might build in a brighter future. I loved it.

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Author Niyah Moore

A Sacramento, California native, Niyah's love affair with the written word began early. By the age of nine, she was fully immersed in the possibilities of prose.

Under the subtle urging and guidance of her literary mentors, Niyah embarked on a professional writing career.

A true contemporary artist, Niyah's foray into the literary world began in 2007 with the social media platform Myspace, where she submitted her writing to be included in select anthologies. Niyah has since secured multiple independent and major publishing deals, as well as having been included in several anthologies such as Outlaw Mamis, Zane's Busy Bodies: Chocolate Flava 4, and Anna J's Lies Told in the Bedroom.

Niyah has a special way with words, which keeps her readers anticipating new arrivals.

Her noteworthy novels include Zane Strebor's Quickies: Pigalle Palace and Thunderstorm, Beneath the Bayou, and Major Jazz.

Niyah was an honoree for the 2013 Exceptional Women of Color Award of Northern California. She is a two-time recipient of the African American Literary Award for Best Anthology and the 2015 AAMBC Literary Award nominee for Best Digital Publisher.

In 2014, Niyah signed her first major twobook publishing deal with Simon & Schuster, under New York Times Bestselling Author Zane's imprint, Strebor Books. Niyah's first release was Pigalle Palace, which was featured by Ebony.com.

In 2019, she signed her second major 6book publishing deal with Kensington Publishing, under New York Times Bestselling Author Carl Weber's imprint, Urban Renaissance. Her releases under Urban Books / Urban Renaissance include Sand Cove, Sand Cove 2, The Queen's Diamond, and Young Gucci.

Congratulations on celebrating 14 years in the industry. How would you describe your publishing journey thus far?

Thank you so much. I would describe my journey as an exciting roller coaster ride. It's the kind that I've anticipated since I was a little girl, and finally, I got my chance to ride the biggest ride. There are times when there are drops that feel scary but then there are twists and turns that are thrilling.

It's a ride that I never ever want to end. I can see myself publishing and writing books for years to come. I love being an author. It truly is a dream come true.

What is the most difficult part of your writing process?

The most difficult part would be when I am not inspired and have writer's block. I do not like to force out anything.

I like to write when I have a flow and my words sing, much like lyrics to a song. If I don't feel that, I cannot write. When that snap happens, there's no stopping me.

Whom do you trust for objective and constructive criticism of your work?

My sister, Koko, and my best friend, Tanera.

They give me some of the dopest advice and they are brutally honest when it comes to my work.

They don't sugarcoat anything. I have been mentored by some of the best authors in the industry, but I can call Karen E. Quinones Miller for anything. She was the one who helped me with my query letters when trying to find an agent early in my career. I also have some of the dopest editors that get me.

Tell us about My Hustler, My Enemy: Rise of a Street Queen

My Enemy was originally published as the Nobody's Side Piece series. Once I got my deal with Carl Weber, it was brought up that I should revamp it and combine the series into one book.

It's a story of a woman who is the daughter of an incarcerated kingpin, and she's dating a rising drug dealer who is trying to fill her father's shoes on the streets. The problem is her man has no idea who her father is/was, hence why he's her hustler, yet also her enemy. I don't want to give too much away because there are so many surprises in this story.

NiyahMoore niyahreadmoore In two-time African American Literary Award-winning author Niyah Moore’s latest Urban novel, crime kingpins learn the hard way to, “Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer…”

Mylah is so in love with Rome, but Rome is a kingpin who is more concerned with taking the TL’s from his competition, Blaze. Rome and his crew don’t realize just how close his enemy is. Blaze is the most feared man around, but he’s a ghost because no one has ever seen him. While Rome’s on a hunt to find Blaze, he’s hit with fatal surprise after fatal surprise. His empire comes tumbling down, and he finally comes to face to face with Blaze.

Kane is Blaze’s hitter, the reason everyone fears Blaze. Kane has roughed up anybody who has a problem with Blaze, but as a single father, keeping his daughter out of harm’s way is becoming harder. He does everything he can to keep their street team in line regardless of what’s being said about Blaze’s identity, but as Rome’s crew gets closer to finding Blaze, Kane has no other choice but to go to war for Blaze by any means necessary.

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Creating Pyramids Out of Ant Hills A Conversation with Illustrative Creator, Nigel Carrington

BY HAIKEEM STOKES The awesome artist Nigel Carrington was born and raised in magnificent Trinidad and Tobago which is a dual island in the Caribbean, located between Grenada and Venezuela. Although Nigel presently lives in Rochester, New York, Trinidad, and Tobago forever reside in his heart.

As an adolescent, Nigel was naturally drawn to drawing. He loved the authenticity of utilizing a pencil, the feel of sketch paper, the smell of graphite, and the sound of a traveling pencil were very blissful. Once it became second nature he began to draw extensively.

He and his friends would enhance each other’s skills by challenging one another to be extremely detailed in their depictions.

He said these intense sessions are what keep his talents sharp to this very day. He shared that once he asked his uncle, who was an extremely talented artist, to sketch him a drawing of a particular comic strip. After waiting for several weeks, young Nigel decided to attempt it himself. And through those trials and errors, Mr. Carrington became enthralled with comic book art and cartoon drawing.

During his early twenties, Nigel moved to New York and began the mission of becoming a successful comic book illustrator. While interning for several reputable comic book publications,

it occurred to him that his talents would be best served by becoming an independent illustrative creator. After freelancing, networking, and collaborating with other talented artists, Nigel developed his own brand, “Starr Skills Universe” which showcases all his pursuits in one place.

One of Mr. Carrington’s first comic book creations is, “Ant Hill.” Comic book creation afforded him the opportunity to develop over 20 characters to date. Nigel spent many painstaking hours in the lab developing various figures until he thought it was everything he needed them to be. Not so much to appease the minds of the countless critics afoot, but more so to satisfy himself by exhausting his abilities and talents. Now with over two decades and a multitude of experience in all aspects of his profession, Nigel still gravitates toward the next new technology regarding his craft. Nigel has created several other comic books, “Gun”, “The Guardians”, “The Truth Amongst the Bones”, “Terrifying Trinity”, “The Scarlet Ibis”, and countless other collaborative efforts with some incredible illustrators alike.

“Ultimate Force” is a recent work that features an illustrious array of heroes fighting for one common cause.

Nigel usually displays his work at two to three Comic-Cons each year; just to mix and mingle with his artist comrades, up and coming artists, and the enthusiastic lovers of everything remotely connected to comic books. He especially appreciates those moments when he speaks with a young person attending Comic-Con for the very first time. He welcomes the light in their eyes and the positive spirit the youth convey as they’re having a conversation with an actual comic book illustrator. Nigel pleas with his many counterparts to be more accessible and

engaging with the youth, so they may continue in the lost art of comic book collecting. Mr. Carrington conveyed that he loves to do various Art & Culture workshops with children in an effort to enhance their artistic abilities.

Mr. Carrington reflected on his inception into the marvelous world of cartoon illustrating and how there were nowhere near as many people of color involved in the industry as it is today. He says, “it’s encouraging to witness the diversity and opportunity with hopes that it continues.” Nigel relishes the fact that he’s an independent comic book creator because he controls his own voice and guides his career in the direction that pleases him. He notes that it forced him to master every aspect of the business, which was extremely taxing, but every accomplishment gave him the confidence he needed to proceed with his dream.

On another note, Mr. Carrington shared a few things that he missed about “Old New York” such as: riding the subways everywhere, Brooklyn block parties, J’ouvert (The Labor Day Parades), the Coney Island Boardwalk, Flatbush Ave., Bedstuy, and New York hip hop of the ’90s. He says that there are many other things he misses about “Old New York” but those few things immediately come to mind.

Mr. Carrington embraces his rich Caribbean heritage and loving family which is why he visits Trinidad and Tobago as often as possible.

Nigel relishes the fact that he’s an independent comic book creator because he controls his own voice and guides his career in the direction that pleases him.

Mainly to recharge his mind, eating authentic island cuisine, swimming in crystal clear water, relaxing on the sand, and listening to lots of Roots and Culture music. He wishes to establish a center there for the young creatives so they can explore a gambit of the arts and exploit their capabilities.

The advice the marvelously talented Mr. Nigel Carrington has for the youth, “is to never let anyone dictate to you who or how you’re supposed to be simply because of your denomination, heritage, or place of origin. Study extensively, practice constantly, and prepare rigorously. Don’t expect life to hand you your dreams. Believe in yourself and your abilities. If there are no examples currently in your field to show you the way; this simply means that you’ll have to be the first to show the world your best.”

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BY ERICK S. GRAY What the “Eff” is going on? Did Will Smith smack Chris Rock at the Academy Awards? Yes, he did. Like millions of people, I was shocked and caught off guard by Will Smith’s impulsive actions at one of the most prestigious award shows to date—but I’ll take the BET or NAACP Image awards any day over the Academy. Of course, I heard about “The Slap” secondhand because I don’t watch or follow the Academy Awards. I feel the Academy awards are biased. Since the Academy began in 1929, it has handed out 3,140 acting trophies. With over 3,100 awards distributed in its 94-year history, only 19 Oscars have been awarded to performances by black actresses, actors, and directors. Talk about lopsided. But this isn’t just a piece about the Academy Awards and its prejudice history. I want to talk about the backlash behind Smith’s actions.

But most importantly, I want to discuss how men like Noble Johnson, George Perry Johnson, Oscar Micheaux, who became the first prominent black filmmaker in the United States, and Hattie McDaniel helped pave the way for actors like Will Smith to thrive to success. Now, I don’t condone Will Smith’s action. But I believed that man was going through some personal issues, and Rocks’ egregious joke was the straw that broke the camel’s back.

I always said, “Fuck” the Oscars; we don’t need them. They never chose to recognize black talent anyway. And a majority of black roles throughout the early 20th century were limited to maids, mammies, butlers, enslaved people, and buffoonery. Characters like Amos and Andy became the titular and stereotypical amusement for Hollywood. But Oscar Micheaux became a quintessential filmmaker for African Americans and helped dismiss the stereotype of Black people as childlike or the White man’s burden. He was the first African-American to produce a feature-length film titled “The Homesteader,” subsequently producing twenty-two silent films and fifteen talking pictures under his own company-- the Micheaux Film and Book Company of Sioux City. He became one of the most influential figures in African American silent cinema. And he achieved this with no help from the white-owned film studios. Remember that this achievement happened in the early 20th century when racism, prejudice, lynching, and subjugation were prevalent in the states.

What sickens me is the continued criticism about that smack with journalists, condemning Smith for being a violent man because he made a poor choice at the wrong event...

My hat goes off to this man, this prominent filmmaker, because his films emphasized the everyday lives of African-Americans and the racial prejudices they faced. And they were made during a time of significant change in the African-American community. One of his themes was about Black people realizing their potential and succeeding in areas where they had not felt they could. Amen, my brother. Sad though, his name has not always been well recognized.

Now, back to the 21st century, “The Slap,” and the severity of the sanctions placed on Will Smith by the Academy, which are the results of its Standard of Conduct. What sickens me is the continued criticism about that smack with journalists, condemning Smith for being a violent man because he made a poor choice at the wrong event. Yet, what many people find difficult is that despite the existence of Standards of Conduct, Woody Allen, Mel Gibson, Kevin Spacey, and others who have been accused of sexual assault and domestic violence remain members of the Academy.

Many folks believe that Will Smith is being harshly punished for a lesser offense. He gave us decades of entertainment. He’s a father, a husband, despite how you feel about Jada, and commits to philanthropy. And I put Will Smith up there with men like Oscar Micheaux, who brightened African Americans' talents and abilities for Hollywood to see, taking us seriously. But fifteen seconds of a human moment and a bad decision is costing him severely, and the controversy from his action is far from over. Unfortunately, every action has a consequence.

And that’s what the “Eff” is going on!

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MONTHLY HOROSCOPE MAY AQUARIUS The month of May is a great time for Aquarius to focus on their career and professional goals. There are plenty of opportunities available, and Aquarius should take advantage of them. They may also find themselves in a position of authority this month, so they should be prepared to lead by example. Financially, things are looking good for Aquarius this month, so they should invest any extra money wisely. romantically, things are looking good for Aquarius as well. They may find themselves in a new and exciting relationship this month.

PISCES The month of May is a time for Pisces to focus on their personal relationships. You will have plenty of opportunities to strengthen your bonds with the people you care about. This is also a good time to work on any issues that may have arisen in your relationships. Be sure to communicate openly and honestly with your loved ones. If you are able to resolve any problems early on, it will make for a more peaceful and harmonious month.

ARIES Aries, your zodiac sign is that of a warrior. You are courageous, confident and always up for a new challenge.

In the month of May you will be feeling extra energetic and ambitious. You may be feeling a strong desire to take on new projects and make some big changes in your life. This is an excellent time for you to start new endeavors but be sure to stay balanced and don't overwork yourself. There is also potential for some exciting travel opportunities in May so keep your eyes open for any deals that come your way. Enjoy this dynamic month!

TAURUS This month brings a time of change and growth. You may feel more ambitious than usual and ready to take on new challenges. However, it's important to stay grounded and realistic in your goals. Don't let your ambition turn into arrogance or greed. Work hard but also enjoy the good things in life. This is a time of positive growth and expansion, so embrace it!

GEMINI The month of May will be a good time for Geminis to focus on their relationships. You may have some disagreements with loved ones, but it is important to remember that these can be resolved through open communication. You will also need to stay alert and focused in your professional life, as there may be some challenging tasks thrown your way. Be sure to take some time for yourself to relax and recharge your batteries.

CANCER The month may be a difficult one for you. You may have to confront some problems and face some challenges head-on. However, if you are able to stay positive and keep your head up, you can overcome these obstacles.

There are also some good things in store for you this month. You may receive good news or make some progress on projects that you have been working on.

LEO You will find that the planetary alignment is in your favor. You will feel more confident and optimistic this month. Things are likely to be going well for you, and you should take advantage of this positive energy by pursuing your goals. This is a good time to make new connections and expand your network. Be social and outgoing this month; the more people you meet, the better!

VIRGO This month is a time for you to focus on your own needs. You may feel like you need some time alone to reflect and figure out what you want out of life. This is a good time for you to set some goals for yourself and work towards achieving them. You may also find yourself attracted to someone who is quite different from you, and this could be a challenge but also a learning experience. Make sure to stay positive and take things one step at a time this month.

LIBRA In the month of May, Libras can anticipate good news in their personal lives. New opportunities will arise, and existing relationships will blossom. Work may be a bit hectic, but it is nothing that a little hard work can't fix.

Financially, this is a good month to invest in long-term projects.

SCORPIO This month may be a time of change for Scorpios. You may find yourself drawn to new things, people, or experiences. You may be feeling restless and ready to explore new horizons. This can be an exciting time, but it can also bring some challenges. You'll need to stay flexible and open to new possibilities if you want to make the most of this month. Be careful not to let your restlessness lead you into risky situations. If you're willing to take some risks, though, this can be a very rewarding month.

SAGITARIUS This year, the Sagittarius horoscope for May predicts a time of growth and progress. You will be feeling especially optimistic and confident during this time, so make the most of it! You may find yourself taking on new challenges or opportunities that come your way. Be sure to stay open-minded and stay focused on your goals. This is a great time to put your positive attitude into practice and achieve great things.

CAPRICORN The month of May is a time to focus on their professional lives. You may be feeling especially ambitious and motivated to achieve your goals. Keep your head down and stay focused on your work, and you should see progress in your career. You may also find yourself in a position of leadership this month, so be prepared to take on more responsibility. If you’re single, this could be a good time to start looking for love. Be aggressive and put yourself out there; you may be surprised at the results. All in all, May is a good month for Capricorns!