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Contributors Cover Artist: Rog Howard Cover Logo: Jake Bishop Game Page: Dank By Design Fun Page: Jake Bishop Photography/ Images: Courtesy of Sekondtry via Old Salt Union / Tyler Gustafson via One Way Traffic / Cory Woodruff via Bottoms Up Blues Gang / Michelle Szwedo via Tip Belz (pages 16-25), Glenn McCoy / Kevin Pickard / SPACES (pages 26-29), Susan Norsigian (pages 36-38) All material in this publication and its affiiated on-line content are copyrighted to the individual contributors or Gesso Magazine and may not be reproduced without written consent. We are very grateful to those who have submitted material to be considered for publication. However, the opinions and views of those contributing content to Gesso do not necessarily reflect those of Gesso Magazine.
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Cover Artist Rog
I am a self-trained artist that speciali father of 4 wonderful children. I was St. Louis, MO.
I started off drawing with just a num skills rapidly developed, I started usin charcoal. I then graduated on to usin not my beginning process, but over ti imagery of facial expressions, blemis development of the eyes that always
Recently, I began to experiment with was more and more passionate abou studying and, of course, mistakes. Al not a hobby, by far. It is a gift that ha passion for my creativity has reached born to express myself through my a to share this strong desire to create f I produce. I’m a perfectionist; so, not value with each creation manifested breathe and sleep art because ART IS
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The Day the Music Died by Gesso Magazine Columnist, Kim Vrooman It was March 5th. A group of fun-loving volunteers from the nonprofit Tapestry of Community Offerings met in the upper room of the bar and grill Seven in Belleville, Illinois. They were planning a benefit full of art and music. Five bands would be donating their time to play this weekend-long fest. Volunteers were putting together raffle baskets and day of show logistical plans. Little did organizers know that just a few days later all of the plans they were putting in place for the 17th annual Herstory Weekend would be stalled- brought to a complete halt, because of this thing called COVID-19. As the fundraiser drew closer the organizers thought it best to warn 16
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all participating musicians that the gig was not likely to happen. I was one of those musicians. It was a heavy day. I felt like I was living the lyrics to that old song by Don McLean. In some ways this day felt like the day the music died. As time passed, we started to realize that this wasn’t going to be just one canceled gig, but a change in lifestyle-a shift at the very core of our lives. And for artists and musicians who count on daily, weekly, and monthly gigs to sustain not only their spirits but also their bank accounts, this shift was unexpected and consequential. Now nearly half of a year has passed and seasoned musicians are challenged to find a way forward in order to preserve their art and even their lives. I reached out to a few local musicians from
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Bottoms Up Blues Gang, One Way Traffic, Old Salt Union as well as harmonica player Tip Belz, a part time ringleader to an impressive revolving cast of musicians in the region who get together to play local clubs. I wanted to better understand the influence that COVID-19 has made on their artform and ambition. What I discovered was impactful. This pandemic has taken a toll on the arts community, and most importantly on the individual lives of those who make up that community. Still, through interviewing these friends in service, I can feel the magic of the human soul pressing forward in order to adjust to the “new normal” and finding meaningful ways to connect with one another despite this uncertain time.
She explains, “We’ve taken a huge hit this year as a band. 2019 was our introductory year. Our name was starting to be known and we were starting to play bigger venues and big festivals.” She notes how the pandemic has shifted the trajectory of the band’s future, “We lost out on about 6 months of traveling and playing for folks across the country. To me that’s the biggest effect.”
The arts have taken a beating in our community over the past six months. I talked with Leah Osborne from One Way Traffic about how this pandemic has affected her and her band’s ability to play for others.
Jesse Farrar, from the band Old Salt Union explains, “It’s no longer as easy as showing up to a bar in a town where people have never heard of you and then hoping they latch on to your performance. The
These aren’t just hobby artists, such as myself, playing the occasional weekend for fun and therapy. These folks are full-time musicians playing anywhere from 12 to 15 gigs per month most months and they count on income from gigs to sustain them financially.
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pandemic has forced people to actively seek out the music they want to see, as there aren’t a whole lot of options to do so.” Speaking also with Kari Liston from Bottoms Up Blues Gang on the same topic, Liston admits, “ I have not played in public since March 18
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7, 2020. At first, venues were closed, so there wasn’t an option. Now, some places are open but I don’t feel comfortable playing. She continues, “It’s annihilated my desire to play with others. I don’t feel safe and I don’t feel it’s worth the risk.”
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Over 233,000 people have died from, and nearly 9.52 million have been infected with COVID-19 in the United States at the time of the publication of this article. This is a reality for any musician who is considering face to face gigs at this time. Unfortunately before the pandemic, solid acts full of talent were underpaid by most venues in the region. COVID-19 has only compounded the issue and as Liston puts it, “I feel my life is worth more than $100 or so for 4 hours.” While many of these artists count on these live gigs for livelihood, the lack of opportunity is also impacting them in a spiritual way and getting to the core mission of their art. Farrar notes, “It hasn’t been a very inspiring time to write. I think from the outside in - it seems like the perfect time to write and reflect, but in reality it’s been a very mundane and drab
time creatively and literally.” Farrar believes from personal experience that when all of this is in the rear-view mirror it will be easier to write about this time in our shared history. Bottom Up Blues Gang’s Liston feels similarly uninspired, “I’ve basically stopped playing at all, even practicing.” So does One Way Traffic’s Osborne, “Personally, I’ve had a really bad case of writer’s block. I think it’s due to not feeling grounded. I’m stressed, anxious, and full of questions not being answered.” And Old Salt Union’s Farrar agrees, “When we’re not playing as much - the lack of confidence, at least on my end, is very prevalent. When you’re playing every night, you fall into a muscle memory blanket. So a lot of second guessing your pitch and playing abilities these days.”
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The pandemic has struck all of us in some way-some of us in much more dire ways. Still, there can be positive side effects caused by the pandemic on the lives of artists. Osborne shares, “As a band our desire is still all there but I think we’ve grown so used to this “new way” of living that we have almost naturally slowed down. Which in our case was good. This gave us a chance to write our second album. We haven’t lost the desire in any way, just shifted things I suppose.” She continues, “We didn’t see each other for about two months. But practice started to happen again and so did all the songs. This time gave us, in particular bandmate Sam Avery, the chance to hone in on songwriting.” Osborne shares that we will hear all the new songs soon enough. One Way Traffic has recently been in the studio and Osborne stresses how the band has grown
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closer having gone through this together. She notes, “It makes me feel really confident knowing we’ve made it through what seems to be the toughest part of all this. I find comfort in that. We are a solid family. That goes a long way.” Liston of Bottoms Up Blues Gang does see some optimism, but of a little different flavor. She admits, “I have a greater respect and gratitude for my art.” Farrar is grateful the band has been able to play a couple of live shows recently. He says he didn’t realize how much playing live means to him. “Before it was just “something we did” and now I realize it’s “something I need.” We are all learning to navigate this new normal. Most of the artists I interviewed have played their share of virtual festivals this summer finding innovative ways to connect. And most have started to shift back to playing a few live
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shows here and there in parking lots, blocked off streets, and drive in movie theaters, but the way they play live has changed. Practicing social distancing as a band and looking out to an audience who is doing the same, the way band members bond with one another and their audiences has shifted. And winter is coming. How can we support our favorite artists during this uncertain time? Most acts have music for sale and
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some are live streaming concerts. Most take payment through Venmo, PayPal, and/or Cash App. Consider offering to host an online watch party in their honor and collect donations. Visit an artist’s/ band’s individual website to learn more. Keep up with bands on social media, and check in with Gesso Magazine and KDHX Events Calendar to find ways to support these artists. You can also find organizations who help musicians and venues navigate. Billboard. com hosts a state by state guide sharing resources available to artists. What does the future of entertainment hold? The answers are not easy to come by, but in our voices and in the hum of our instruments there is humanity. And be it by Zoom or in a parking lot in Bellevegas, there is a spiritual connection between artists and their art, and artists and their patrons. This connection will endure.
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Local harmonica player, Tip Belz, puts it best when he says, “As an artist, I have gained a new and improved appreciation for how having other people in your life makes you a better artist / person all around. People need people. Art is meant to be shared and is meaningless without people.” So those volunteers who were meeting at Seven in Belleville back in March of 2020 will now be meeting online to plan the return of Herstory Weekend for 2021. And it might look and sound different. But one truth remains: art brings people together and helps us be better human beings. We must pick up the instruments and continue to play and sing like our lives depend on it. Because they do. Photo credits: One Way Traffic: Tyler Gustafson
Note about the Columnist: Kim Vrooman is a seasoned educator, communications professional, researcher, advocate, nonprofit, and for-profit business founder, entertainer, and community builder. In the early 2000s she was a guest columnist in St. Louis Sound Magazine and is now creating her columns for Gesso Magazine. Kim invites the readers to reach out to her with arts news and kid-centric events, and she will be delighted to consider these items for the calendar and / or a feature. You may reach her at kimvrooman@ gmail.com
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Monsters & Music
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The new SPACES venue and art gallery is just a few bloc Gallery. This intriguing space hosted its first art exhibition ‘Monsters and Music’ exhibit was a joint venture of t
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Getting Through the HolidaysUsing Art Therapy Ideas for the Family Susan Norsigian, LCPC …And we are still here! Seven months of a drastically changed lifestyle. Before I go further, I would like to extend my deepest sympathy to anyone who has lost a loved one to Covid-19. Please seek help if you are struggling with your feelings. Talking to a mental health professional, your pastor or a worker on a hotline can help more than you realize.
Make a family “quilt.” This can be done with construction paper, or a large sheet of craft paper, or if you want something that’s going to really last, use fabric and fabric markers or paint. Having someone in the family who knows how to sew helps with the last one. Here’s the idea:
Each person in the family makes 2, 3, 4 or however many pieces for the quilt. On the paper or material, they illustrate something for which they are thankful. Symbols, words, pictures, anything goes (one “quilt” I worked on used construction paper to “collage” the images and glue the pieces onto the quilt square.) So, each family member can do their own I want to talk about the holidays, but thing, then bring everything together to Thanksgiving in particular, because it will form a “quilt.” If you happen to want to be the first time we, as a country, have use a large piece of craft paper, family had to cope with a pandemic during this members can either make designs one at special time. You may be wondering what a time directly on the paper, or glue their there is to be thankful for. I understand quilt pieces onto the craft paper. Find a that, I have those thoughts myself. Know way to attach the pieces, using tape or that it’s OK to have your feelings, to grieve glue or staples. You can also “sew” paper what we have lost, and express those using yarn or embroidery thread. If using feelings. It’s also important to try to find fabric, sew the pieces together. You can something for which to be thankful. Here get fancy and embroider or applique. are some ideas for projects you can work on as a family. Here is my favorite: 36
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I recommend putting the quilt up when *The image example provided here is a it’s finished and giving each person in the quilt made by young children at a crisis family a turn to talk about their pieces shelter. in a family discussion. And if you put the quilt up in the house, it will be a positive reminder, plus it will probably look really cool.
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Some other ideas: Make a family drawing or painting using a poster-board or large paper. Decide on a theme for the drawing, and jump in. You may want to set up some “rules� to avoid chaos. This is a way to practice taking turns and cooperating. Have a family talent show. Singing, dancing, poetry, short stories, playing an instrument, or showing off another talent are some ideas. Video it! Take a walk as a family. This helps promote appreciation of nature. Have a mask-making party, or design tshirts using fabric markers or paint. Make history...document this challenging time with a video. You can look back when this is all over and share with the next generation.
Susan Norsigian is a Licensed Clinical Professional Counselor in private practice in the StL Metro area. She can be reached at 618-223-4502 or snorsigian@gmail.com. www.norsigiancounseling.com
You can have a history lesson as a family. Learn about just how hard it was for the pilgrims to live. They had none of our conveniences. Something as simple as basic cleanliness was a challenge. Compare what you have to other places in the world now, in the present.
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Attention Gesso Readers: This Holiday Season and All Year Around, We are So Very Grateful to You and to
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People are Like Rivers... 4/9/2020
“Above all Siddartha learned from the river how to listen, to listen with a still heart, with a waiting, open soul, without passion, without desire, without judgments, without opinions.” ― Hermann Hesse (Ozark Spring Creek, 6X12 Oil on board)
People are like rivers. We start out no more than a trickle and as we age (grow, mature) we widen and deepen. Sometimes we burst our banks, when we are full of ourselves. Other times we may stagnate or even dry out. Sometimes others want to dam us up, confine us and use us for their own purposes.
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Have you ever given rivers much thought? They are always there. We cross them all the time in our travels without giving them much thought. “A river is a river, always there, and yet the water flowing through it is never the same water and is never still. It’s always changing and is always on the move.”* 42
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I’m a river person wanting to flow free making my own way through life. Sometimes my life runs clear and true and other times it becomes muddied or even eddies back on myself. I have lived most of my life in the Ozarks and love the Ozarks because of its rivers. Every time I cross a river, or even a small creek, I slow down to take a look. I want to know how it is living in the moment.
Garry McMichael Fine Art, 1926 Allen Avenue, St. Louis, MO 63104 garry@garrymcmichael.com Join Garry’s Blog at: http://www.garrymcmichael.com/blog
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(Confluence Sunset on the Missouri River 18X24 Acrylic on Canvas)
Today, in our real lives, we are caught up in a flood. A flood so great we cannot even imagine our future. Envision yourself a droplet of river water, have faith this too shall pass, and we once again find our place in life. *Aidan Chambers, This is All: The Pillow Book of Cordelia Kenn
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John Dorroh John Dorroh, “J.D.,” taught high school science for almost 30 years and lived to tell about it. He is a writer who has had some success with White Trash Nekid poetry, micro-fiction, and poetry. He has also written for a regional newspaper as a weekly business columnist. He lost the county spelling bee in the 6th grade to Connie Dick and went on to become a recognized swimmer and Moon Pie-eating contestant. John is the Gesso Magazine Poet Laureate.
“When You Die” I want to be here when you die, when your soul leaves your body and your energy enters into that big chemical equation that controls the Universe. I want to have one hand on your heart and another on your throat so I can shove your essence back into your body. (I don’t want you to leave before I do and I will do almost anything to make that happen). Once you have given in to the Great Passing, I will be here alone to cope and sniff your bed and closet for whatever might be left. I will collect your hair and dead skin and put it into gold envelopes that I will store in books with your name. I will make deals with Jesus and Mary and all the blessed saints that think they have custody of all things yours. I will kick and scream and burn down buildings; create havoc and block stories about other people because you are the only one that ever mattered. They can throw me in jail or institutionalize me, but I promise to never stop hanging your name on banners in the sky. 44
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Jake Bishop More of Jake’s work can be found at Facebook.com/JakeBishopArt
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Governor French Gallery Exhibition
Dreaming in Color Textile Arts by
Jacque Davis Governor French Gallery 219 West Main Street Belleville IL 62221 Due to the Covid quarantine, the Gallery is closed. Due This exhibit is continued indefinitely. “You can’t come in, but... you can see the exhibit through the windows.”
Sponsored and Curated by Gesso Magazine Regular Gallery Hours: 8am-4pm Monday through Friday or by appointment