MY HARLEY QUINN

For Valentine

She is no bougie diva but she can sure master playing the part. She laughs at meaningless peddlers of fl esh, silicone and bo-tox. Her class and elegance are her most lethal weapons. We are each other’s lifeline of inspiration. She is part of my soul. The part that tells my ego to shut up and choke. If she needed my blood I would slice my wrist for her survival. She would do the same for me. I am her clumsy beast. She is my beauty. My Harley Quinn.

She seizes my imagination. I breath again just looking at her. I see her. She is my symphony. She is my “Moonlight Sonata”. I hear her. She is the one that gives me the strength to let her go peacefully even if she was to not love me back. It’s ok. She is connected to the living Creator. We hear Him through each other. Rain or shine, we can dance. We are as close to heaven, angels and God Himself when we are next to each other. 10,000 dates don’t come close to being with her. Time and space are insignifi cant to our bond. We are each other’s madness and each other’s wisdom. She is my fi re. She is my water. She is the oxygen in my air. She is ruthless. She is fi erce. She is also the sweetest heart. What else about her brings life to the alpha protector in me? Her virtues, her self-respect, her self-control, manners, listening skills, kindness, confi dence, and solid healthy boundaries to name a few. She has no need to advertise herself. We feel purpose protecting and guarding our bond. I am safe with her. She is safe with me.

I have silently called her for a lifetime. I looked for her through a maze of souls. I thought they were her only to fi nd they were all part of my journey towards her. I bless these souls for what they shared with me leading me to her. She is my tower to climb. She is my mountain to conquer. She is my “Daenerys Stormborn” and dragon master. Demons fear her. They whisper to me “surely she will abandon you and crush your heart”. They know even if she was to abandon me, I would still thrive. I am my own and she knows it. She is her own and I know it. I “cleaned my room” as Dr. Peterson would prescribe and I keep it clean! We put our worth in the depth of our awareness. Not in the visible.

She is my muse. I am her warrior. She kicks my ass when I need it. I have her back and she trusts that when I call her BS it is because I love her. We answer to one King. We are not superior or inferior to each other or to anyone else. We are by each other’s side. We are not in competition. We conquer together. We build each other up. We lift each other up. Her beauty so blinding my soul feels the fi ngerprints of divinity within her. My inspiration for her fuels my heart with purpose. She is my mountain. She is my tower. She is my crazy. She is my peace. She is my kryptonite. She is happy with a wedding band. Not a diamond in the world and not a castle is her concern. She wants the diamonds of my heart. The rough, the impure and the clearest ones all together. She fearlessly smiles at my scars. She points towards wars I won rather than

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reminding me of battles I lost getting here. She makes me want to bear all her wounds. We are resilient. We create life and pleasures of life for those around us by serving each other and others. We forgive and we inspire to forgive. We do not judge. All are safe with her. She is self-aware. Together we are far less toxic than the multitude of self-proclaimed saints. We seek knowledge together. We relentlessly pursue growth. We see beauty where most fail to. We don’t need to numb our pain. We embrace what it wants to teach us. Hurricane? No problem. I will stand by her side and cover her. I will take her through the highest winds and storms to see her smile so angels can hear her laughter. I fear not her weakest moments. I stand by her shielding her from demonic arrows of the most evil ones. We don’t listen to “respond” to each other. We patiently

listen to “understand” each other. We own our mistakes, we deal with it and we leave it in the past. We make no excuses. She is the one I call in my darkest hours. I am the one she calls in her most vulnerable times.

So who is your Harley Quinn you will say? Well, that’s a good question. I don’t know. Not sure. I wonder. Maybe I’m looking at her and I can’t see her. Maybe she is next to me and she does not yet see me. Maybe she does and is waiting for me to see her? Maybe I met her and lost her? Maybe I met her and she lost me? Maybe we’re just both in diff erent countries or space and about to cross paths? Either way I’m good with whatever. If she however happens to read this, know dear one that I am here standing by and I wish you the most amazing valentine. I am thankful for you and how you have inspired my dreams. I’m fi ne with or without you, you are fi ne with or without me and that is beautiful! Bottom-line here is, hurry up so we can freaking ride this life without ever looking back!

Hello, I’m Yusileidi Ortiz better known as la fl aka de Tampa, I’m currently 19 years old and the proud owner of a black and purple 2011 Suzuki GSXR750, currently I’m a member of a women’s group called Las Insoportables, even though my roots are with Los Rompe Corillos, I’m very thankful for the growth that they have given me. My passion started and became a fi re as in the group there weren’t many women riding and that sparked a fl ame, I got my own bike a 2006 Suzuki GSXR-750 without even knowing how to ride, I went to an empty parking lot, got the hang of it and riding it home fell about a block away, the next weekend when with the group to Orlando. Ever since then I’ve pushed myself to learn more and more, and now I’m getting good at racing my bike but I still remember when no one would want to except my close friends including Carlos R. Candelario which may he rest in peace, he was the best racer out there and was one of the little people that were willing to show me and made me a better rider. He inspired me and many others, and now I want to pay it forward and inspire many other riders and push them to break the expectation. I feel empowered as a female rider and I want my other female riders to remember to always be a Strong Woman!