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n this edition of FIZZY magazine we take a closer look at discussing the subject matter of love, and gear up for Halloween, with special memoir s, love letter s, a shor t stor y and features on exper iencing depression and the DARK FEELINGS many people encounter dur ing trouled times. There is also a Cinderella theme to the publication this month, and loads to read. We have a special feature on cer tain Psychological conditions which may effect our reader s such as Borderline Disorder Per sonality and also a profile feature on model Sun Fei Fei.

Editor of FIZZY magazine Ms Faiza Mir za

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PROFI LE The fir st far - easter n model to become the face of Estee Lauder and Valentino. Wor ldwide Ver sace campaigns, and adver ts for Zar a. So what's next for model Sun Fei Fei ? Wr itten by Ms Faiza Mir za.

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It's been a decade of Chinese proper ity and good for tune for model Sun Fei Fei. Based in New York City the model has an accolade of acheivements . It seems she was hand- picked by Karl Lager feld himself, then gained an oppur tunity to model for CHANEL's Par is- Shanghai fashion show in 2009. It was an instant success which led to fur ther work .Next up was an inter national r unway debut walking for Chr istopher Kane @ London Fashion Week a year later. The model who is 5''10 is represented by Stor m Model Management and Elite Models . Since her inter natinal debut with Kane things have gone smoothly for model Sun Fei Fei or Fei Fei Sun, who is seen as a viable, credible, exciting and per fect addition to 'fashion's fastest lane' as dubbed by jour nalists at The Telegr aph

Str ike a pose? She has many. The face of Valentino , Pr ada, Estee Lauder. Louise Vuitton and most recently Chr istian Dior. She has also appeared on the front cover of Vogue magazine more than once. Sun Fei Fei has also appeared in numerous beauty campaigns such as Chanel, Gior gio Ar mani and most notably DKNY and Pr ada. Sun Fei Fei has since worked with designer s such as Alexander Wang, Dolce and Gabbana, Dsquared2, Ver a Wang and Chanel beauty and Calvin Klein beauty and much much more. She has a massive under ground and social media following too, with countless websites on the inter net that feature snippets of any infor mation they can find, quotes, inter viewsd and pictures of the New York based model. 'I like mascar a, in the deepest black' was just one par t of may inter views found posted on the inter net, with die hard fans inter viewing her themselves on ther own pesonal social media sites, compiling inter views, images, photogr aphs and youtube clips onto their per sonal websites. Despite her carefully preened image she still has a cult like status with fans who say she can do no wrong.

Today is the last day of March 2020, and Sun Fei Fei has aready accoplished work wih a var iety of established designer s, receiving the following credits from fashion houses such as MaxMar a, Etro, Salvatore Fer regamo, Valentino, Longchamp, Marc Jacobs, Anna Sui and Ver a Wang. Meaning that yes she has already accomplished work with them and is already leaning toward her next proffessional venture. Working with some of the biggest photogr apher s in the world doesn't look out of place or out of Sun Fei Fei's reach either. Sun Fei Fei has worked with some of the biggest photogr apher s in the world such as Josh Olins, Steven Meisel and Patr ick Demarchalier. Sun Fei Fei has had a head star t here too and this feat was no problem either as she mar r ied photogr apher Liang Zi in 2017. In fact Sun Fei Fei has the world revolving around her sometimes.

'Sun Fei Fei h as w ork ed w i th some of th e bi ggest ph otograph ers i n th e w orl d such as Josh Ol i ns, Stev en M ei sel and Patri k Demarch al i er...'

The girl about town...

t al k a bout l ov e

ove lifts us up wher e we belong, all we need is love? Sounds like something from a naff movie, that's not real. Love is meant to be when two kindred souls meet through great fr iendship and shared interests. Like a best fr iend thought Estella, who can make me laugh! She thought she was awkward looking at School, with legs that were too long she thought to her self. After she left School things were different in her new town. The same isolation followed there too, but it was different. Liber ating she thought to her self as she glossed her lips with something from Mac. She wasn't mater ialistic and super ficial, but she still had quality products in her bag, which she bought without putting much thought into her purchases.. You should always think from the hear t, and buy cosmetics in the same way too she would giggle to her self.

On the other side some guy was cr azy about her. You look like Naomi, he shouted once as she crossed the small roads somewhere near Regent's Street. He never for got the way she looked to him, like a million dollar s, like a swan. I know she is meant to be for me he thought as their paths crossed in a r are and precious moment. It was no big deal for her, wolf whistling was an ever yday occur ance, if he had just talked to me like a human being and not a Super model maybe we could have been something, he didn't so she simply swanned past his life, probably never seeing him again. Attr acting men was no problem, and there will always be another tomor row she would think more than once about men who were attr acted to her. As usual she slipped off her high heels when retur ning home and wished someone like him would make her a delicious cup of cocoa.

Nah man, I didn't catch her name...the boys in town wondered what his was too. Anything she's called I think...I said she looked like Naomi. I just can't get her out of my mind, you know. OK assured the boys, we will find out her name, we will.

The anguish of not seeing her ever again was so ser ious. Maybe she is too fly for me, maybe I'll never see her again? I don't care if she does'nt like me, I will make it happen between us, cos she is soo fly, so sweet, so beautiful. If I could just get a girl like that I would change my life. He was lying to his homeboys, he was a millionaire, who wanted a girl like her. Oh he's seen her around alr ight, he tr acked her down after bumping into her more than once. She was tall, slim, and elegant and just what he wanted.

He thought she was a Supermodel, and when she walked into his life he was everything a lad could dream of. Big mistake for him, as this throttled her. She had never cared to make friends at School, and had zero social skills apart from posing around looking beautiful, every guy's heart skipped a beat for her, but everytime it did it reminded her of their verbal abuse, psychological abuse, taunting, jeering, and a non stop desire to beat her in class. His demeanor reminded her of the same School bullies who upset her daily at School, and she thought he would do exactly the same. I think I'll pass as she ignored his wolf whistling that night, he wants to impress his mates, and not me she thought. Luckily for her that night he thought something to himself too - I don't take no for an answer. She knew he would react this way, she could hear his strong thundering heart just thinking this. He'll catch up with his feelings within two weeks I think, and if it's by tomorrow then I might be a lucky girl. So matcho, aren't you she smirked to herself...

The good life, he thought to himself. He knew she was poor, that's why she knocked back my advances. She can't even afford a sandwich and wants to come to the same bars as me. You made me laugh though, you definately are Estella though, but I'm no PIP for your legs, bet that was he first time she ever visited London. No it wasn't she doesn't live further than Zone 1, deep down she lives alone answered back his friends after a night of partying. So what was the deal with that chick then? Which one asked his friend, too hungover to care. You know that tall one, Naomi. He threw a empty can at him and rolled back to sleep on his friends sofa, he however was fully awake and alert. I think he's already fallen in love said the other friend. She knows your Uncle though, the one from Cyprus, she's definately mixed race too.

He went shopping for designer clothes straight away, in fact he was out at 10am. There was a beautiful breeze that morning that complimented his aftershave. He smelt fresh, clean and very alert. Looking sharp said the store assistant, anything I can help you with today? For the first time he felt gentlemanly around the store assistant, but also drained at her advances. She smirked back and then understood he wanted to have a look around himself. Today he was extra alert at his purchases, bouncing around the clothes with extra consideration today, and more conscious about his appearance than usual. He held his chin in his hands as he took a closer look at the designer clothes. The store assistant watched him in the store, now with a male companion. I think he met someone last night. I might never see her ever again thought the millionaire who looked like a model., as he overheard them talking and looking in his direction.

Estella was laid back the next morning, and as usual went to have a look around at some shopping, It was the same feeling in the air, time to go shopping she smirked. Hmm the smell of aftershave and another heart skipping a beat, this early in the morning? She became expectant for something, some attention from a handsome young male? You never know this one might not be meeting his girlfriend today. She went shopping to try on some jeans, she looked amazing today. Her skin was glowing and looked like bright cream. As she strolled out of the stores without any shopping she knew something was in the air. There was a buzz about town and she knew there was someone attractive around the corner, maybe that guy who I saw last night, it definately was the same type of thundering heart, but it seems as if he looked better today, if that is him around the corner. She just had an intuition about things. For a short while her hear skipped a beat too, then she shrugged off her feelings, it always ends in misery she thought, I won't even dream about it anymore.

It's like he knew she was around the corner and was 'thinking like this'. It was nearly midday and he didn't feel hungry in the slightest. He thought about the girl in the bar last night despite him shrugging off her memory. She wouldn't leave his mind. Every time he saw a girl that day, he looked twice to see if it was her. As much as he denied it he couldn't help falling in love. He was a it nervous all day long and couldn't help thinking about her until his attention became directed towards her. All afternoon he pined for her, I wish I could see her again. He wondered if she could even afford a sandwich and laughed as he finally bought some lunch. He didn't know why but he bought two, one for her and one for him. He sat stupidly at the sandwich bar not able to eat one thing.

She sauntered past, there he is she thought. I just knew it would be him. She couldn't stop thinking about him either. However she ignored her hearts cry for him, as he didn't speak to her last night, too bothered about male machismo. He was sitting back in his chair, with a whole load of shopping bags. Not for me she thought, only window shopping here. He ran out of empty cafe to speak to her, get to know her name, smell her perfume. Exactly what she wished for too, and as a crisp smell of aftershave came closer and closer to her, she began to smirk. Luckily she was clean today, and her hair smelt beautiful, matching and complimenting his aftershave. It was like when the air meets the sea or ocean. I wish it was him, then gave up, dreaming she imagined his advances too, she smirked as she walked past his designer store imagining perfectly what he was mouthing. 'I want to know your name', she wished.

She pl ayed wi t h t he pi ece of paper he gave her wi t h hi s number . He was t he f i r st guy wi t hout a busi ness car d, t hi nks I ' m ugl y? ' I bet you don' t have exper i ence' he sai d as he r ead my mi nd. Cut e boys can' t sweet t al k, ei t her , must be shy she t hought , secr et l y angr y at hi m, as i t was me who was meant t o be shy, not you pr i ssy boy. She l ooked t o see i f he was wear i ng a past el col our ed j umper or

somet hi ng- he wasn' t he j ust l ooked amazi ng.

'...She wouldn't leave his mind. Every time he saw a girl that day, he looked twice to see if it was her. As much as he denied it he couldn't help falling in love. He was a bit nervous all day long and couldn't help thinking about her until his attention became directed towards her. All afternoon he pined for her, I wish I could see her again..he thought to himself, she did too, and he knew that in his heart and that she was just around the corner waiting...'

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BOW BIGBOWHEA TIED MEANS BLACK H E A R T B R E A K HEARTS Got your self a bow tied black hear t? A hear t br oken black hear t can emer ge after a br eak- up or not enough affection. What to do if you get this affliction of the hear t and calumny of the spirit? Ms Faiza Mir za calculates what to do next.

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Stuck in a r ut with a black bow tied hear t? Haven't we all sometime? There's nothing wor se than the feeling of losing someone you deeply admire and love to someone better ? Well, that's life? It really shouldn't be. When a cr isis in love like this occur s you should pull out all of the stops and investigate why you feel this way? You may have it all out of perspective. When you are in a great relationship there's nothing better than the great times you spent together. Looking amazing on a night out, keeping the ticket in your jeweller y box as a sentimental reminder and the smell of the per fume you wore that night. It all adds up, creating an unfor gettable recollection in your mind. These are some of the special memor ies that spark romance fur ther, and can even make or break a great relationship. If the relationship has moments of simplicity too, like shopping together, shar ing an ice- cream or a cigarette on a r ainy day, and picking up the mess after a fight, then a break- up is even more messier than usual as you were so damn lucky. The thought of losing your boyfr iend to a woman who tower s above you is probably one of the wor st exper iences you could go through. Especially if she looks like Giselle, and you can only look like a fr ump, because he's made sure of it? Life has dealt you with the card of black death, and a black bow tied hear t makes the tear s even more poignant and hear tbreaking. In the end all you will have is the faint echo of an audience who used to care. That's an example of how you can over- exagger ate a scenar io like this in your head, and the 'other ' girl always tower s above you like Giselle if you see things in this way. When a relationship breaks down it's natur al for your hear t to pang for the same magic even when things have come to a natur al end. Throughout the relationship, memor ies such as the fir st date, the fir st time you smelt his after shave are all stimuli within your br ain which connect with the deep feelings of love exper ienced dur ing

that time. It may be seen by many Psychologists as a automatic response by the body to create feelings of loss and emotional pain to ensure you find a way to safe keep your love. It can also be seen as a fight or flight situation where a per son can exper ience feelings of panic which lead to only two roads - star ting a fight, or fighting to get your love life back on tr ack or simply r unning away - probably on the quickest flight out of the situation to clear the mind and find a remedy or simply leave. You can speak to a counsellor or find out more about exper iencing panic attacks from your doctor, G.P or ask for a counselling appointment from your doctor who can refer you to a specialist. This is for severe cases of tr auma or panic with feelings of depression, headaches. ir regular hear tbeat, difficulty breathing and wild feelings of panic which may even include suicide. The easiest initial option would be to take flight and leave your town immediately, where there are no tr aces of memor ies or any chances of walking over some automatic stimuli which reminds you of your relationship and swings you back to feelings of despair at not having your relationship intact. Ask your self too why you feel this way? Why do you feel this bad? It may be reasons like I miss my boyfr iend, I won't find anything better, he won't retur n to me. It may well be the ver y reason why you feel so depressed, hopeless, and full of despair. This accentuates your sense of loss and depression and your feelings can get wor se. Your palms may begin to sweat, your hear tbeat may become er r atic, and that simply makes you feel wor se and wor sens the scr ipt in your head. A scr ipt is an automatic response to loss, or any emotion which we create our selves to get us through hard times, or simply under stand life, or even enjoy our selves more. It is for mulated our selves and is an authomatic response and way of under standing what is going on around us. So in summar y it's the stuff we tell our selves, our own automatic scr ipt which is a sequence of codes and stimulus which leads to cer tain reactions and ways of thinking which leads to consequent actions.

stop an d th in k!

amet. If you're bow tied hear t is in trouble, and the pain of a break- up is br inging you down, tr y and stop to assess the whole situation. Just stop and think! What exactly happened? Did he say something to upset you and make you under stand things the wrong way around? Has he left you properly or are you on a break? Maybe he wants you to speak to him more, and beg him to retur n? Think about the situation and tr y and calmly clar ify what happened, and then slowly assess the situation without judgement. Sometimes it's impor tant to confide in fr iends and family, and sometimes that's the wor st thing to do. If you have been in a relationship you can count on your par tner to at least speak to you about what happened instead of their counsel as he has spent time in a relationship with you and has enjoyed your company, even for a shor t while. Ask to speak to him, and tell him to tell you the tr uth.

By now you should be ale to assess the entire situation fully. You should be able to identify and pinpoint problem areas, and especially seper ate the big problems from the smaller insignificant ones. If your boyfr iend claims that it's not you it's him, ask him fur ther what he means. Re- assure him that you won't fly off the handle and anything he tells you is between him and you. He may open up about why he's breaking up with you, and what circumstances have bought this about? Ask him where the problem areas lie, for instance, it may be that you are about to embark on a romantic affair which may feel like a relationship but isn't, and all you can think about is breaking up. That is just bad luck, and doesnt help things. Nobody wants that looming over their heads when going on a date, so why don't you just lighten up and take things as they are and simply enjoy your self ? You should identify other problems in this way too, and use the same method.

ch an ge problem areas + vow to m ove forw ard!

iden tify big problem areas!

When you are ready you should realise which areas you need to work upon, which areas you can live without. Assess the whole situation, identify big problem areas and also smaller insignificant ones if you're sensitive, sentimental or if they are simply a big deal for you and can't be ignored. When you realise which areas upset you or hur t you or make you react in a cer tain way, then you can star t to work out what to change, and tr y and under stand how to change those things. Some things you may destroy, and other other s you may keep. With areas you are happy with in youor life, tr y and vow to move for ward with them too, and make adjustments so they are par t of your future life with or without your boyfr iend, and things you can update and refresh as things move for ward. Whether you want to tr y again and move deeper into your relationship or split and create closure you need to under stand how to vow to move for ward with your upset and unsettled hear t and how this will effect you and help you move for ward properly.

Memoi r s of a mascar a addi ct - i f i t was r ead by ef f y st onem - SKI NS

Loveandheartbreak? The t wo wor ds ar e synonymousl y l i nked, r ul i ng t he way we per cei ve l ove f or ever . An et er nal l y ent wi ni ng and downwar d l ooki ng spi r al l i ke t hi s can make vi ci ous ci r cl es of ' poi sonous t r ust ' . Of cour se i f t he pai n i sn' t sat i at ed t he spi r al s of hear t r eak can become so i mmence and i nescapabl e t hat undout edl y your hear t won' t even l eed anymor e. You wi l l awake and ar i se l i ke a dead cor pse, wonder i ng wher e t he next st ab of sweet pai n wi l l come. Too much hear t br eak can' t be cur t ai l ed or swept asi de ei t her , so don' t deval ue t he power of l ove. Event ual l y a poi sonous sat ur at i on begi ns wi t hi n t he hear t r eady t o spi t out at al l cul pr i t s. Pl ayi ng t he cr yi ng game wi t h someone' s hear t i s a r i sky busi ness, especi al l y i f a f ew wor ds can f l oor you. Then t ake LOVE HEARTS event ual l y t ur ni ng i nt o LOVE HURTS. LOVE HEARTS a l i l ac col our ed sweet i e t hat we al l know can f al l f r om gr ace when i nnocent expect at i ons t ur n i nt o a br eedi ng gr ound f or hat r ed and mi st r ust . At omi c Ki t t en t he pop band once sai d t hat l ove shoul dn' t have t o hur t i n t hei r l yr i cs - t hat ' s t r ue. So why don' t we know t hat ?

TRAGIC HEROI NE?

I t used to be a thing of the past, but now it's become a life choice, and newest label for distinguishing emotional upset and imbalance? People suffering from this 'persona' have no where to turn to, as it doesn't exist within the NHS. W r itten by Ms Faiza Mir za

hen tr agedy str ikes it hits us in different ways. We get upset, we panic, we cr y or we simply shut down? That's only just off the top of my head. There are many different feelings a per son can exper ience when tr agedy str ikes, and people deal with things in many different ways. But what if you invited the trouble, to say become a super star ? A tr agic heroine, who lives around the cor ner of the local pub? She's just down the road, and ever ybody knows she lives next door to a spinster too? Tr agic Heroine anybody? Attention seeking is not something out of bounds on a Psychologists's couch. In fact it may be the best par t of their day. Thousands of people seek solace in the 'imagined ar ms' of a tr usted Psychologist, especially when money isn't an issue. In fact attention seeking makes the world go round, with signs of the epidemic as early as the fir st day of a baby's bir th, up until the day of your death for many, despite how macabre that sounds. The image on the left with a beautiful girl, who is vuner able and sensitive could be seen as a per fect way of encapsulating to other s what a 'Tr agic Heroine' would really look like. It's a classic image which makes the world go around for people ready to pander to all their whims and desires. There really is nothing better, but what if there was trouble in this par adise too, and that the girl on the left page has actually orchestr ated her entire life to get attention?

In the case of 'Zor ro' the word 'tr agic hero or heroine' means a centr al char acter or protagonist that is still essentially a good guy/girl who let's failure enter their stor y due to a desire to do good or remain with dignity, where other 's don't do their par t. In a world where ever yone drops their responsibilities to remain good, a tr agic hero or heroine will simply keep the wheel tur ning by creating or sur facing their own flawed char acter. By doing this they may be r idiculed or laughed at, but they essentially keep the whole of soceital expectations alive, by focusing on their flaws where other s fail - people who ditch being good for evil in order to get ahead in life. They essentially save the day and keep people's admir ation and expectations in tact and save the purer par t of their hear ts. A saintly act, one which ar ises without prompting, but instead from the most selfless par t of their hear ts. The question is this? Do you think that a per son under stands this, at a cr ucial point in their lives, and well invites trouble and their 'char acter flaws' in order to fall into a life which will ultimately fail them in light of their peer s in order to appear like a saintly saviour ? Is this possible? So let me get this r ight? Someone you knew at School got great gr ades ever yday, was great at spor ts and was attr active and popular, do you think she would happily get pregnant so her lacklustre fr iends could get ahead just so she could appear 'saintly'? This type of altr uism is completely possible, and there is no doubt in my mind nearly ever y family has at least one incident, of someone close to you in this way.

Hamlet? Shakespeare's magnetic and fatally flawed centr al char acter is seen as a 'Tr agic Hero' who contemplates whether he should resign to what he sees as his fate discreetly within the soliloquay famously through the following words- 'to be or not to be, that is the question'. It is a cr ucial point in the play after a death and shocking news that Hamlet is said to have considered suicide and giving in to his fate, or is 'wear y flesh'. Is it at this point that a per son under stands that although they may give in to future loss, they will ultimately win if they also give in to char acter flaws and an acceptance of tr agedy which will ensue if they 'give up the ghost' at this point in their lives. Whilst other s choose to usur p what they can in the famous Shakespearean tr agedy, Hamlet decides that it would be more 'mor al' to avenge his father 's death like the 'ghost' told him. Could this be tr ue of many celebr ities too? It could later on, but it is impor tant here to pinpoint Hamlet's main char acter flaw that people gener ally want to get along, live healthily and be happy. It is a centr al dr ive for many of us, and Hamlet's need to become a flawed tr agic hero is not as great as the people who ditch a 'rewarding' life instead for a life that 'cashes in'. This is something that is not beneath them. Celebr ity life is like this too, with countless acts and stunts to gain and create fame with a small payment thank you. Just take a look at Cher yl Cole's famous front cover shot on many tabloids, where she was cited as a victim looking glamorous, and playing the par t per fectly. She was later on for given for giving a hard up cleaner r acial abuse, amongst other scandals. She is still the darling of the UK press in a way Posh Spice couldn't even dream of becoming. In fact her fame is unchallenged in many spheres.

Is it wrong to assume that you are in fact an attention seeker if you take this step without knowing? How many people would believe you were? Many Psychologists believe that attention seeking in itself is not a Psychological disposition. In fact it is simply a means for many men and women of attaining pr aise, recognition and validiction. This is something we are all guilty of, and is something impor tant within Psychology, but is actually a different sphere of Psychology altogether and needs to be addressed seper ately. However it may be ter med as a 'negative' for m of attaining validiction, as opposed to let's say a positive one such as tr aining to become a singer and being thr illed by a crowd cheer ing after a per for mance. A negative for m of attention seeking would be classed as someone faking an illness, or even visiting a Psychologist to gain attention by over exagger r ating a bad histor y of mental health, or pretending you will kill your self perhaps if you don't stir up worldwide trouble on social media today, and gain more fr iends than your nearest competition. So what's the deal with attention seeker s and attention seeking? Well, Psychologists tend to agree that most attention seeker s are people who usually suffer from low esteem, fr agile ego's and infer ior ity complexes, which may stem from childhood, or an incompetency encountered later on in life such as not going through the stages of puber ty properly and simply growing up and dealing with the facts of life. There also may be studies into the idea of attention seeking stemming from other for ms of inadequacy such as jealousy. This would be a ground- breaking move for Psychologists to research, as for many that would be an unethical star ting point, and blaming the babylon or simply validating a wrong emotion such as jealousy may wreak havoc and most impor tantly be simply a wrong star t. Whatever the consensus it would require an exper t Psychologist who could look into beahviour al problems.

HISTRIONIC PERSONA LITY DISORDER -

Sel f - cent er edness, f eel i ng uncomf or t abl e when not t he cent er of at t ent i on Const ant l y seeki ng r eassur ance or appr oval I nappr opr i at el y seduct i ve appear ance or behavi or Rapi dl y shi f t i ng emot i onal st at es t hat appear shal l ow t o ot her s Over l y concer ned wi t h PHYSI CAL APPEARANCE.

BORDERLINE PERSONA LITY DISORDER - di st or t ed sel f - i mage - del usi onal t hi nki ng - i sol at i on and l onel i ness - bor edom and empt i ness - sudden and sever e mood swi ngs - f eel i ngs of anxi et y - l oss of i nt er est i n r out i ne act i vi t i es - sui ci dal t hought s

NA RCISSISTIC PERSONA LITY DISORDER - exagger at i ng t he t r ut h and showi ng of f - f ar f et ched i deas on per sonal achi evement s and boast i ng - Monopol i si ng conver sat i ons - Fr agi l e sel f eseem and i mpat i ent and al ways angr y

'Borderl i ne Personal i ty Di sorder, Hi stri oni c Personal i ty Di sorder and Narci ssm are al l di sorders w h i ch may h el p to ex pl ai n th e root causes of attenti on seek i ng beh av i our, and may al so prov i de a cure or i nsi gh t i nto th e probl em'

So have you ever descr ibed someone as a ?tr agic heroine?? Maybe someone on the screen when watching a movie, or someone on the front cover of a magazine or newspaper. Maybe after a scandalous celebr ity break- up, which involved domestic abuse or violence? Maybe you know someone who fits the bill, or someone notor ious enough to be a ver y well known ?tr agic heroine?- someone we all know, or have at least crossed paths with at least once in our life, an unfor gettable face which we don?t know why, we just all can never for get. Yes, that is exactly what she wants ? the ?tr agic heroine?. There is always that one woman everybody knows, a repeat offender. All her relationships end up breaking up, all her fr iends steal her boyfr iend, and ever ything always goes wrong. To top it off, she gets accused of being an attention seeker, and the only thing she can do is like it and lump it to stay out of the mental asylum, and to keep the peace. Is it r ight to call someone who has tr agedy wr itten on their palms an attention seeker ? We may have to, as there is no real subsection of society, which deals with this type of ostr acisation. It is cr uel and unmonitored, due to the fact that the woman in question ? the ?tr agic heroine?is usually glamorous, beautiful, well kept and r ich. These subsections of society mean that she is capable of looking after her self and other s and is not someone who would be classed as a char ity case. Although this may be tr ue on file, none of these categor ies really exemplifies or label what it means to be a ?tr agic heroine? apar t from humour ing the situation and descr ibing it something only tr ue for a fictional char acter and ?not real life?.

So maybe she has a Psychological disorder then. Psychological disorder, just because no one cares to categor ise her ? Yes, I?m afr aid so ? says the mind?s eye from the tr agedy of Hamlet ? a Shakespearean play based on the archetypal Tr agic Hero Hamlet who was fatally flawed when he decided to listen to a ghost and ?avenge his father ?s death?. He famously ask his wear y flesh if it should consider the following ? ?to be or not to be, that is the question?, creating a sea of possibilities about consider ing this and that, and asking what is the meaning of life discreetly and ambiguously through a soliloquy. Attention seeking is not untalked about in the world of Psychology. In fact, it is one of the best days for many Psychologists when they find a patient is suffer ing from an acute disorder, which involves some tr ace of attention seeking which opens up a new path of possibilities for their patient. So in essence the symptom of ?attention seeking?in itself is not classed as a Psychological disorder str ictly speaking, but it does cue us to other Psychological models and studies which include it as a great pre- cur sor for fur ther investigations into someone?s mental health. A result of cer tain Psychological disorder s or an indicator of fur ther or similar troubles with a per son?s mental health and how they deal with thedisplaced platform, which leads them to attention seek. That initial ?displaced platfor m?may well be their sense of self, ego, self- esteem, an infer ior ity complex, loneliness, or a ser iously ignored per sonality disorder.Many Psychologists agree that it is a result and action by a human being to gain some for m of acceptance or positive reinforcement in their lives such as fr iendship, compliments, laughter or notor iety.

Excessive or maladaptive attention seeking is seen as a centr al component of many Psychological studies. Key are two areas of Psychology for any attention seeker ? ?Histr ionic per sonality disorder ?or ?Borderline per sonality disorder ', but more impor tantly is the discover y that our r uthless and firece competitor, you know the one that always wins even if they feel like str ipping your skin with bleach, or scr atching the sur face of a piece of iron is actually slightly cr azy? You might be shocked to hear that there is a cer tain section of soceity that is classed as mentally ill. Succesful, r ich and always looking amazing there is always something completely per fect about them. Unemotional and cold sometimes, only if your a loser ! When faced with a big task they seem to revel in the excitement, and although many Psychologists would claim they suffer from delusions of gr andeur they still pull through and acheive something big. They are classed as people suffer ing from Narcissism or Narcisissists and are doign ver y well, thank you ver y much.

WHAT TO DO IF YOU FEEL THAT YOU SUFFER FROM ATTENTION SEEKING BEHAVIOUR?

Histr ionic and Borderline Per sonality Disorder are also quite similar, and make the per son suffer or 'not suffer ' as the per son exper iencing delusional thinking may feel that these 'symptoms' are actually something to be proud of. They may be r ight, many Psychological studies are relatively new, and haven't been tr ied and tested ver y r igourously, as the nature of this area is limited to a few deter mining factor s sometimes.

4. Keep a diar y. Wr ite down how you feel each day and from moment to moment. There will be a great sense of acheivement for someone upset if they can continue to wr ite how they feel for a long per iod of time.

Could it be easier to simply look at the facts - that someone is not just feeling isolated but is isolated, and there's not much the church or NHS can do about someone you think is faking it, and is tr ying to get attention by labelling themselves as a tr agic heroine? It may be someone close to you too, who you wr ite off as someone desper ate for attention, maybe there is something ser iously wrong.

1. Check what it means to be an attention seeker by reading up about the issue. You can use self- help books, features in magazines, or call a help line who are happy to speak to you for as long as you want. Do you fit the description? 2. Speak to your doctor and ask for some counselling. Your doctor can ascertain from a few enquiries whether or not you are suitable for counselling. 3. Whilst you are waiting for a counselling appointment take up a hobby which helps you to pur ge out your emotions in one way or another. You can also think about star ting regular excercise classes as counselling is ver y heavy, and can dr ain and bore you. If you are par ticularly vuner able you should think about this carefully as counselling can be ver y sensitive for some people, and talking about their emotions may stop them altogether.

5. if your counseller feels that you are ser iously in trouble, let's say if they see that you exper ience severe or chronic episodes of panic attacks or delusional thinking they may get you sectioned or refer you to a Psychiatr ist. If you are refer red to a Psychiatr ist or are sectioned speak up then and ask for help then. The infor mation stored here will stay on your medical file and help your doctor to help you back to nor mal mental health.

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HOW TO SOLV E HEA RTA CHE I N 30 DA YS

Can you get over a br eak- up in one month? Faiza Mir za tr ies to solve it...

It's impossible to forget. Forget what is what someone will inevitably ask?Hopefully... W ho can forget the first time that someone breaks your heart?W hen you had to swallow the cruel pill of rejection? Then finding out that in fact the reality is this, everybody has felt the cruel blow of rejection more than once in their life, and have accepted it and well moved on. Life is tough, you just gotta handle it?W hat? You couldn't even dream of the handlebarsof lifeavailable for more than half the world at any given time.

Well first things first one must always ask what the problem is, and more importantly where the problem lies. Both these factors can be different and in opposition to each other. So let's take a problem in love and start from there..anything you like said the Psychiatrist's voice which is in my head and someone I I haven't even met yet, like a fictional character who is just sweetly swish and a complete perfect initiation or prelude for what is inevitable to follow, the perfect lead-in for what is to commence.

And what is to commence - a voice has to ask this or else things get confusing in the mind's eye, you know. Well the problem is that I have just found out the boy crush I thought would one day be my boyfriend is now dating another frenemy posed as someone concerned about me to bag his friendship and then his ardent feelings for me. Let's break it down and see if this can be resolved in 30 days time?

So calm down and clear up what happened?You should ask yourself questions like this?- Did I imagine what I saw today, is my problem real or me being paranoid?Maybe they were holding hands for another reason?Maybe they are just friends?W hen facing any problem you should first identify what the problem is, to clear up the mess in your head, to help you find a solution and also to take off some of the confusion experienced especially in matters of the heart.

Ask yourself how you really feel?Are you facing up to how depressed and helpless you feel?Or maybe you are making a mountain out of molehill?Maybe it's a recurring problem because you deal with this the same way?Is there anything you can do to solve the problems or hurt you're facing or have you exhausted all options and are really stuck?These are the questions you should be asking about your emotional state during times of a crisis or emotional heartbreak.

Can you give yourself a break?Can you afford a holiday where you can indulge your displaced emotional state? Have you got the time available to listen to some music that mirrors how you feel?Do you know how to let off steam in the gym?W hen a crisis occurs rushing to the gym to get your circulation pumping as well as a good clean could be a life saver sometimes, especially the comforting feeling of cleanliness you experience after exercise. Take advantage of increased serotonin levels which have been pumped up by a session in the gym. Increased serotonin can be accentuated by a clean body and the smell of perfume inside many good cleansing products such as shampoo, conditioner, moisturiser and good quality body sprays. Try something zingy and fresh smelling like products with the scent of tangerines and lemons which are in harmony with this, instead of soothing camomile teas which although relax you can drag your feelings down further, unless you are livid and angry and need some much needed clarity to assess your situation and what is upsetting you.

Start a diary. For exactly 30 days write down everything you feel from start to finish. W hen things clear up you'll find it's remarkable how you feel and what you can learn about yourself by reading in hindsight. Even nicer is to pin the perfect pictures to describe and portray your feelings in a scrapbook, when things calm down later and you reach the last week of the month you will be amazed by your results. If anything it's a chance to create a keepsake for an emotional and turbulent time in your life, and the more you care about yourself during times of crisis the better. You can add colours and paints to describe how you were feeling at the time, maybe you won't make the same mistake again, or maybe that's exactly what you want. Taking pictures and keeping the date in a diary or scrapbook will help you keep stock of the memories of this time too.

In the space of 30 days you can achieve huge amounts of progress if heartbreak normally holds you back, and you need convincing that it's worth it's while. If you can try and turn things around within 30 days you may feel better and hopefully get over your boycrush. Even if you don't matters of the heart are important to all of us, so what better excuse to pick up some new good habits and some solutions to problems?It'll put you in good stead for the future.

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This look is amazing with smoky eyes or winged eyes, and a touch of pink on the lips.

Muted deep greens are a great choice for chiffon r uffles or fr ills. As long as the rest of your outfit dr aws attention to fr ills and r uffles as the main attr action you can really create a stand out style. You could dare to wear a colour such as shocking pink too, with nude lips and smoky eyes, or maybe even deep pur ple, or best of all classic black.

STILL A CLASSIC These nearly calf-length black woolen boots are intense and still trendy. A fashion staple. Written by Ms Faiza Mirza Created by Antonio Ber adi these woolen boots look amazing with the r ight outfit. On trend, the black boots are a war m and deep black colour and have an intensity about them which is simply unsur passed. The woolen black boots are just above the ankle, and are nearly calf length if you squint your eyes. The nifty boots have plenty of zip detail and buckled detail, with pretty little thin black leather str aps and something that looks like appliqued woolen sections on the boots. Like a high heel with black socks growing over them, they are super swish and stylish accentuating an intense black which also temper s the boots and inevitably your entire outfit for real style.

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Cr eate a cr ystal ball gather ing dur ing your Halloween par ty to enter tain guests. Ask any question r egar ding love, soulmates and r elationships and you will find the answer dur ing this time of year. Your guests will have a gr eat time and you will always r emember your spooky psychic r eading. It is a gr eat par ty idea for shy guests too who get bor ed of laughing and scr eaming guests. It's better than a 300 hour fr antic phone call to Pychic TV when your boyfr iend dumps you for a week.

Visit Disneyland, Par is, Fr ance dur ing the Halloween and Bonfir e Night per iod. Ther e ar e loads of things to do, and enter tainment to choose fr om, with a special r etur n for Disney char acter Pluto, it is not to be missed. Don't miss out on Disney's Halloween festival either which star ts fr om the 26th September 2020 - 31st October 2020. You can visit the Twilight Zone Tower of Ter r or or a chance to meet the Disney villains who ar e hiding somewher e in Disneyland. You can also get the chance to tr y a potion on the dr inks menu or tr ead the cr eaky boar ds of the Phantom Manor.

Ser ve FIZZ WIZZ for your guests at a par ty. It's a nostalgic tr eat or new addition to your sweets cabinet. You can cr eate a whole r ange of amazing r ecipes with the candy that will keep you ener gised and giggly, per fect with a can of helium too!

Giant Pumpkin sear ch - go and look far and wide for the biggest pumpkin you can find. It's ver satile when used in a pumpkin car ving contest. You can find a Pumpkin Car ving Kit in LIDL for ÂŁ 4.99, which is easy to use and ver satile. With a big pumpkin you can cr eate a Cinder ella themed play or ball , and if you sear ch for a giant pumpkin you can see if you can fit inside! If that's not for you, then tr y LIDL for a gr eat r ange in mini and lar ge pumpkins. You can keep with the cinder ella theme and gr ab some CINDER TOFFEE coffee fr om Beanies, ther e's PUMPKIN SPICE flavour coffee too. Visit Deals- O- Saur to buy the Ultimate Lifelike Talking Pumpkin for a pumpkin that talks and scar es you in the dar k.

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Lear n how to make toffee apples as they ar e scar ce in shops now. You can cr eate black or pur ple toffee apples which look gr eat and ar e loads of fun.

Tr y to meet someone - Halloween has so much fun and loads of enter taining things to do and see. Take advantage of this and set up potential tr aps for someone you like. Halloween par ties, tr ick or tr eat, fancy dr ess, and bonfir e night! It's a dar k but exciting time of year, with gr eat Halloween hats and make- up you can even be a allur ing Halloween witch!

Go and watch something spooky or a tr agedy dur ing the time of Halloween. Tr y The Phantom of the Oper a, Hamlet, Macbeth or something else along these themes. Alter natively, if you can br ave it, you can book a night to watch a gr eat flick at the pop up scr een cinema in Peckham www.popupscr een.co.uk

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A RI ES

Ari es i s the fi rst si gn of the zodi ac, and i s ruled by the planet Mars. Thi s i s the planet that rules thi ngs li ke sex, w ar, passi on and love. It i s associ ated w i th the colour red. Mars m akes

Ari es qui te tem peram ental and also qui te fi ery. They put a lot of effort i nto the affai rs of the heart, and are rom anti c and passi onate about li fe. Ari es i s a fi re si gn w hi ch m eans that they enjoy li fe, are very soci able and have a great sense of hum our. Ari es has a short tem per som eti m es, and li ke to keep li fe upbeat and i nteresti ng. Ari es li kes to be seen as popular and fun.

The month for Scor pions ends in a interesting way, as Venus enter s Sagittar ius, another fire sign. That may be for tunate for many Ar ians. That's if they can take scope and advantage of the planets, although it may be harder as the Sun is looking towards Water sign Scor pio on the 24th October 2020. Mar s is in the sign of Ar ies near this time too. It means that the planet of War of Sex is in Ar ies, and the Sun is in Mar s's other sign, Scor pio. It's time to see what this has to offer ? Tempestuous ways and r ash decisions are for titious for Scor pio at the moment, as Mar s their r uling planet is in it's element, and Mar tian ener gy is spread between two signs, although Ar ies in cur rently going through a retrogr ade until mid- November. This month tr y to be more calculating and more distant with your plans, you may get lucky dur ing Halloween. Ar ies shows another appear ance by the end of Scor pio's bir thday as the moon is in Ar ies as the Sun leaves Scor pio, and star ts to look towards Sagittar ius. Thinking and perception has an Ar ian scope on things. You may star t feeling more intense, discreet and emotional about things by 26th October 2020. If there's something ver y dr amatic going on in your life, this is a great time to uncover the tr uth as the Sun is in Scor pio and Mar s is in Ar ies. Affair s of the hear t, or something that has been upsetting you for a ver y long time may explode in a dr amtic manner although your stoic and responsible per sonality may soften the blow, Ar ies. Dur ing this time you find a better way of under standing your relationship, and maybe you care too much? Putting other s fir st is an altr uistic quality, yes that's tr ue and so is being kinder to your self, because when you feel better, then your world natur ally reflects this. In your love life you may exper ience a more passionate ardency, or unescapable feelings as Mar s is in Ar ies, a tempestuous sign which is fiesty and full of vitality. Use this time to invent something new in your love life, something that will uncover your passionate side. The moon is also in Ar ies near the 26th October, a good time to uproot any problems with passion, love and sex, and finding out the tr uth or simply inventing something new. You have lot's of ener gy and enthusiasm for life, but sometimes it misses the spot, tr y and use this time to channel your ener gy more on the things you really want in life, which should keep you happy and motivated and thr illed with life. It takes a few moments to define what it is you really adore and like, str ive for that.

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US Taurus i s the second si gn of the zodi ac and i s ruled by the planet Venus. Venus i s the ruler of love, rom ance, m ateri al possessi ons and m oney. Taurus enjoys everythi ng Venus can offer such as beauty, art, rom ance, love and as m any possesi ons m oney can buy. Taurus i s a possesi ve partner and good w i th the hom e and m arri age. They are stable, loyal and trustw orthy w i th thei r true fri ends w ho also share the sam e i nterests as thei r ow n i ndulgent hearts. Taurus i s very rom anti c, and a very fai thful lover.

Ur anus is in Taur us around the 24th October 2020. This gives Taur us the chance or oppor tunity to get inventive and perhaps add something ingenious to their lives. It may be buying a new gadget or inventing something new within their lives. Affair s of the hear t may be less car nal and more detached, helping br ing some light and clar ity to your life. Maybe you have a constant problem with your love life? As Ur anus the r uling sign for Aqaur ius is dancing with your sign, you may be able to under stand why things go wrong? Maybe you dont care enough for love? Maybe it's something you like thinking about, but are detached from the physical and emotional side of your love life? Anything like this may r ing tr ue dur ing this time, and a good think always br ings a clearer pathway, Taur us. This could be tr ue for other areas of your love- life too. Venus in in fellow ear th sign Vir go by the 24th October, and then home to Libr a who also shares Venus with you to then end up with Scor pio your polar opposite in Astrology, this may create an unmistakable synastr y, That uproots dur ing the time of Sagittar ius as the Sun enter s this fire sign, and Venus the planet of love is smoulder ing as it is in the sign of Scor pio, the water sign r uling sex, passion and war. Problems with money and possesions will finally be uprooted and long lasting problems will finally come to fr uition too if you want as Venus, the r uling planet for Taur us ends the month in Scor pio anything you have been working towards for a long time will sur face, after a histor y of deter mination and conviction, that's how Venus in Scor pio likes a challenge, Taur us's opposite sign. Taur us loves things to look beautiful so why not look amazing at a Halloween par ty to dazzle a Taurean? Halloween is Taur us opposite sign, so there's plenty of attr action for them dur ing this time. It's also a great time for Taur us the family man, as spending time to create a great par ty is a constr uctive and good par t of their enter tainment. At the moment create something with great quality and something inventive o spark Taur us attention, you never know they might take an interest in what you have to offer ?

GEM I N

Gem i ni i s the thi rd si gn of the zodi ac. Gem i ni i s ruled by the planet Mercury w hi ch i s the fastest orbi ti ng planet around the Sun. Thi s m eans Gem i ni 's w i th Mercuri an energy are fast paced, qui ck w i tted and qui ck thi nk i ng, have excellent com m uni cati on sk i lls and are full of energy and zest. Gem i ni 's are very versati le people and can put thei r m i nd to anythi ng qui ck ly. Many say Gem i ni i s a tw o-faced si gn, thi s i s not the case. They see thi ngs di fferently at di fferent ti m es w i th di fferent people.

Mercur y, Gemini's r uling sign is in Scor pio from around the 24th October 2020. This is a time to use your ener gy to think a little bit more deeper than usual, and face up to the darker matter s of life, which are sur faced honestly when Mercur y the planet r uling communication is in the sign of dark water sign Scor pio. Scor pio meets the Sun dur ing the time of Halloween and that means Mercur y the planet closest to the Sun which is in the same sign at the moment is favour ing Scor pio too, whilst in Ar ies, home of one of Scor pio's r uling planets - Mar s. Mar s r ules War and passion, and is strongest when at home with it's sign, both Ar ies and Scor pio are r uled by this planet. Affair s of the hear t may be bother ing you, or something else that troubles you. Whatever emotional issues you have Scor pio is not shocked by anything, and whilst Mercur y, Gemini's r uling planet is in Scor pio dur ing the time the Sun is in Scor pio you can steer your endevour s in a way that takes advantage of this patter n, ensur ing orchestr ation of affair s with anything Scor pion is par amount and impor tant, especially dur ing the time of Halloween. Dur ing this time Venus, the planet of love is in Vir go. This means romance and money should be viewed with meticulous detail and analysis, and that should hopefully sur face great results. Using this time can be full of for tune for Gemini as Mercur y is at home with one of the signs it r ules. It means that Gemini can take advantage of the quick thinking and action needed when Mercur y is in one of it's own signs, which for a few days is in Vir go, an ear th sign r uled by Mercur y. This is for titious for Gemini and a good time to re- assess problems with money and finances. If you want to extend the ways in which you make money, you should seek advice from someone who can go through the fine pr int with you on these days. That can take advantage of this aspect extremely well. If you are also eager to look this aspect more you should take into the last time Mercur y made an appear ance with Scor pio, which was a few year s back. Any problems encountered in a way r uled by Scor pio or Vir go would have been on the cards and decisions and actions from that time should now sur face.

CA NCE

Cancer i s the fourth si gn of the zodi ac. Cancer i s ruled by the Moon w hi ch rules ferti li ty, em oti ons, and depth. Canceri ans are very sensi ti ve and k i nd people w i th a deep heart and em oti ons. Cancer i s a w ater si gn w hi ch m eans they fall i n love deeply, as deep as the Sea or Ocean. Thei r heart i s li ke a deep w orld of love for the ri ght partner, som eone w ho understands they are sensi ti ve and fussy. Cancer has to respect your golden heart too, otherw i se there i s no poi nt i n love som eti m es. Don't hurt a Canceri an, as they are crabby.

The moon, Cancer 's r uling planet will be in Aquar ius on the 24th October 2020. This means Cancer ian thinking will be less emotional and more focused on facts and unemotional ways of thinking. You may feel more inventive, or iginal, unconventional or even innovational or more resourceful. Whatever you feel, it is likely you feel less emotional about things, and more ready to create something, or do something pr actical with your time. Thinking too much is impor tant to Cancer, but so is br inging those thoughts into action. It will give you a break from feeling so miser able Cancer, and so cr abby and possesive. As you use your thoughts to better your life, you may feel less clingy and more spr ingy about life in gener al. As Neptune is in Pisces for a long time, it is a good time for Water signs to really under stand what makes them tick, especially in ter ms of emotions and moods. Dur ing the 24th Octoer - 24th November it is a good time to concentr ate on your darker mood swings too, and what upsets you and makes you angr y. You may find there are many upheavals in ter ms of romance and love, this is a good time to look at how this affects you, as well as reflecting on the brexit changes, and how they reflect your per sonal life. Find out what is your double stor y? Remember that this is a massive world change, and this can cause upheaval and force changes ever ywhere, if you suddenly find that your life has changed since you last checked, it may be due to Brexit. You can use this type of thought patter n to adjust how you see things, and become less sensitive too. As Halloween near s you will come to a realisation that things finish and new door s open. As the moon is in Taur us on the 31st October 2020, new hor izons are clear especially dur ing Halloween celebr ations, where problems with love and mar r iage may come to a head, and you may be able to sur face problems. If a par tner is too possesive or too mater ialistic things may sur face and ar guments may ensue dur ing the Halloween per iod. Just remember fireworks night is around the cor ner so if anything looks too dismal, there are chances for fun and frolics and celebr ations as ever yone celebr ates Bonfire Night. Any ar guments should be cur tailed dur ing this time for the sake of other s.

LEO

Leo i s the fi fth si gn of the zodi ac and i s ruled by the Sun. The Sun i s the bri ghtest star i n the solar system , and all the planets revolve around the Sun i n orbi t. Leo's are natural rulers and people tend to revolve thei r w orld's around them and serve them . Thi s i s alw ays good, as no one can understand how Leo sti ck sw ays. Som ethi ng about bei ng the num ber one spot, and not getti ng enough respect and adm i rati on. The bi g cats w elcom e and charm sychophants and real adm i rati on very w ell, and that's the bare m i ni m um . On the other si de they are full of real class, charm , and austeri ty.

As the Sun enter s Scor pio on the 24th October 2020, it is a great time for Leo's too, as Scor pio is a fixed sign like Leo. This means they are loyal, ver y r arely unpredictale, patient, deter mined and if the hear t is set upon something they stick to their plans. The Sun which is Leo's r uling planet or star is a fixed sign, and has a great affinity with Scor pio's fixed nature and plans. Scor pio is a water sign, which means it is emotional and moody where Leo is not. That may be key for a Leo who doesnt under stand how a Scor pion can help me? Leo is ever ything hubr is sometimes, and plans they make can be over seen by Vir go and sur faced by Scor pio who can have the say in closing the door and saying goodbye to welcoming the new. As Mar s enter s Ar ies and Neptune is in Pisces two big planets are in their home sign, as the Sun is in Scor pio, r uler of death and tr ansfor mation. It's a time to put problems behind you, as the moon is still in Cancer, and enter s Leo in early December. That's a real time for Leo to take into account what issues are troubling them or emotionally upsetting them, other wise Leo's care ver y little about things, and will sur face them at the cor rect time which will be December 5th and 6th 2020, and more impor tantly again on Januar y 1st 2021. Whatever troubles you will sur face for Leo on the fir st day of 2021, it may not be something bad, But it may be a symbol of long bubbling troubles, or maybe your waiting for a breakthrough on New Year 's Eve? Whatever happens there is a great moon for you Leo to star t the year with a bang! So what midnight moon is in store for Leo's Cinderella that year ? Maybe you should plan to go to a Cinderella themed ball this year ? If the midnight moon for New Year 's Eve is your 's this year Leo why not make a song and dance about it? Why don't you prepare a feast and invite other similar fr iends to your New Year 's Eve par ty Leo? How much fun would that be? Leo's are always the life and soul of the par ty, so make sure you outshine the rest! As Venus enter s Scor pio on the 24th November whilst the Sun is in fire sign Sagittar ius, it means it is a good time to sur face plans you have been working on for a long time. If you can seal a deal by the November you may see something sur face that you deser ve properly, and something you have worked hard upon to achieve. You may see the fr uits of your labour by early November, but that's if you play your cards r ight, and really have something substantial and tr ue, if not if may go awr y for you Leo, and the onus may swing towards the next fire sign which is Sagittar ius who can achieve milestones within minutes, especially dur ing their bir thday time.

V I RGO

O Vi rgo i s the si xth si gn of the zodi ac and i s ruled by Mercury, one of the fastest planets orbi ti ng around the Sun. Thi s m akes Vi rgo extrem ely fast paced, qui ck to thi nk and act, and m akes them people w ho are bored extrem ely easi ly.Vi rgo i s a rare star-si gn w hi ch has i t's si gn represented by a fem ale Vi rgi n, as opposed to an ani m al or object such as Li bra.Vi rgo's have a m eti culous eye for detai l and thi s m akes them i ncredi ly hum orous and i roni c som eti m es, as perfect as they are li fe si m ply i sn't som eti m es.

Venus is in Vir go on from the 24th October, meaning Scor pio the sign that r ules love, sex and war star ts it's bir thday per iod with ear th sign Vir go in the area r uling love, money and possesions as the Sun spends time in the water sign. It means that Vir go who has an excellent eye for detail will be influenced by the sign of Scor pio. It means that Vir go is able to get to the root of the problem, or dive in deeply. That means their analysis in any area can go much fur ther and deeper, as well as being able to check the fine pr int, which is something Scor pio isn't bothered about sometimes, as they prefer to think deeply and immer se themselves in their emotions, which can many times produce the same results as someone who checks ever y detail with care and caution. This is a good ener gy for Vir go if they use it cor rectly and with caution. As Satur n spends time with it's r uling sign Capr icor n, affair s with money, enter pr ise and business are in good for tune. You will feel that you are better equipped than usual to tackle the business side of life, With Vir go's acute sense and attention to detail, this is a great time to take advantage of this alignment and the ener gy it produces which is good for Vir go if looking to veer within any area that is r uled by Capr icor n and good for ear th signs gener ally. On Halloween Taur us another ear th sign is in Ur anus, the planet that r ules Aquar ius. This gives Taur us an inventive edge, especially for Halloween par ties. With Satur n in Capr icor n and Venus in Vir go you can use these planets to work together to create a business idea that may create waves in the future, especially with a Halloween audience. Out with the old and in with the new. All your hard work and analysis may be what helps you invent something br and new Vir go, if you encapsulate what's available through planetar y ener gy and impor tant alignments. and use it accordingly. On the 11th November the moon is in Vir go for a few days, which means any problems that Vir go is facing may be discussed and sur faced on this date. If you have any emotional problems these may be sur faced within these days, as it is a good time to under stand how you feel, especially if there are problems.

LI BRA

Li bra i s the seventh si gn of the zodi ac and i s ruled by Venus, the planet that rules love and m ateri al possesi ons. Li bra's sense of peace com es from acqui ri ng m ateri al gai ns and luxury products. Li bra i s an Ai r si gn w hi ch m eans that they are cerebral and have li ght em oti ons, and dont li ke to be w ei ghed dow n, or thei r scales m i ght ti p out of balance. They are qui te unem oti onal about thi ngs, and have a sense of justi ce w i thout hum an connecti on, w hi ch m eans they don't understand others very w ell.

Venus is in Libr a on the 28th of October as Halloween near s. Taur us which has Venus as a r uling planet is in the sign of Aquar ius as Halloween looms. It means affair s with money and business should be a bit more inventive and or iginal, and you should think with clar ity about what type of business you have and if there is anything humanitar ian about the way you handle your money? It may be a time to let go of the value you hold with mater ialistic gains only, and perhaps steer any business or money into an area where there is a reward for effor ts in ter ms of char ity work or community work? If you choose to do this now, you can really get stuck in and face the darkest par t of your mater ialism, which may cut cor ner s in order to make ends meet, and of cour se have a good time. Mercur y is in Libr a on the 1st November 2020, which means communicationis essentially the Libr an way , and what could go wrong? Probably nothing. The moon which r ules our emotional ener gies and what should concer n us is in Taur us. This doesn't mean that Taur us has the upper hand over someone, in fact it means that something may trouble you, and the moon is a means of finding out what is hur ting you, or what makes you tick, or how you think. It's a case of are you thinking what I am thinking, as Venus makes an entr y more than once through both Libr a and Taur us, as well as Ur anus and Mercur y the planet of communication. Things may be troubling you again by the 13th November as the moon enter s Libr a. This is a time to ensure you take stock of your darker side and dark emotions, and if you can sur face problems now it would be a great time for you to do this.

SCORP

PI O Scorpi o i s the ei gth si gn of the zodi ac, and i s ruled by the planet Mars and also by Pluto. Thi s m eans that Scorpi o has a fi ery and passi onate si de w hi ch i s tem pered by an aloof and di stant planet called Pluto. Pluto i s the m ost m ysteri ous planet of the zodi ac, and the furthest aw ay from the Sun. Pluto i s the m ost i ntense planet and cares about people's feeli ngs. Scorpi o i s a dark w ater si gn w hi ch m eans thei r em oti ons are as deep as the Sea, and they are also as dark as the deepest part of the Ocean. Rem em ber, sti ll w aters run deep.

Happy Bir thday Scor pio as this is a special year. On the 24th October Scor pions with an Aquar ius moon are in unison with the sparkly star s above, as the moon is in Aquar ius. It's a great time to get to the bottom of things, and analyse how you feel and what you think about things. If you have a humanitar ian streak now is a great time to sur face your thoughts as Mercur y, the planet of communication spends time in Scor pio. Mercur y the closest planet to the Sun is in water sign Scor pio from the 24th October 2020, meaning communication is in the silent and myster ious sign of Scor pio, which r ules deep and dark emotional ener gy, tr ansfor mation, death and re- bir th, especially around the time of Halloween. Visiting a Psycic medium dur ing this time will be amazing, as well as a cr ystal all reading or anything occult which needs to contact the dead or spir its. If you don't want to meddle too much you can plan something in advance so you don't get caught unannounced. A year since the Brexit deadline, there have been collosal changes within the world, all taken in Scor pio's str ide. It may also be why they chose this date to reflect this process of change which is one of the facets of Scor pion r ule. Scor pio is obsessed with the macabre process of death and re- bir th, and saying goodbye to the old and welcoming in the new. Scor pio should be saying hello to good for tune this year as their lucky number is 7. Whatever Mar s has planned and initiated in ter ms of love and romance may sur face dur ing the time of Scor pio, as Venus the r uler of love, possessions and money finally enter s Scor pio on the 24th November 2020. If you have been working towards something and have been str iving hard you will have the chance to sur face plots and plans as Venus enter s Scor pio on the 24th November, so think carefully about the seeds you sow as anything star ted under the shadow of Venus in Scor pio will be an extremely hard task, with ver y little rewards, but eventually you will come through and become victor ious at the end. This is only for people who enjoy a challenge with ver y little rewards, and a rocky road.

SA GI TT

A RI US Sagi ttari us i s the ni nth si gn of the zodi ac and i s ruled by Jupi ter. Jupi ter rules good luck , health, expansi on, and hum our. Jupi ter rules seek i ng and attai ni ng k now ledge. Thi s m eans that Sagi ttari us w hi ch i s a fi re si gn i s alw ays look i ng for the li fe and soul of the party, and i n doi ng so becom es one. Sagi ttari ans are generous spi ri ted, fri endly, and li ke bei ng popular. They are free spi ri ted and li ke to keep busy and li fe exci ti ng. They are k i nd and fi ery and have a sereni ty i n thei r step i f they laugh.

This Halloween Sagittar ius is having a tough time? This year tr y to lear n how to do things from another per son's per spective, and not your way. It maybe that your views and outlook don't have a place all of the time in the big scheme of things, and that you may want to calm down and think clearly. Taking people's advice is a good idea at the moment, and so is listening to other people, and simply obser ving how they live their lives. It maybe ver y different from your s, and something that you haven't noticed at all. People approach things in different ways, and view things ver y differently sometimes, which may seem alien to you or odd. Tr y and accept that people are different if you haven't given them a screening test fir st, or your per sonal seal of approval. Post Halloween is a time to dig up the dir t anyway, so don't take this ser iously, that's what the planets have in store at the moment, so take it in your str ide. The unconventional and inventive is cosying up with conventional Taur us, which means that you can't hide from the new, dur ing Halloween this is especially the case as the old has to be for gotten and the new has to be welcomed, and this Halloween there is no exception. As Mar s enter s Ar ies near Halloween time, you can bet there is loads of fun just around the cor ner. Make sure you get a slice of the action, as it will be a fellow fire sign who has the onus on what the par ty's gonna be about, and how much fun can we have? With Neptune in Pisces, Venus in Libr a and Mar s in Ar ies it's a great time for romance. Tr y something inventive to attr act love into your life. Definately a great time to meet someone through a Halloween par ty, or a great night with someone you care about. Keep it light and unfussy, and loads of fun and you may have a better time. Halloween should be a good night to create lots of fun, and from there maybe some kind of business venture, as the planets have for tune in store for Pluto, Scor pio's r uling planet which is in ear th sign Capr icor n on Halloween.

CA PRI C

CORN Capri corn i s the tenth si gn of the zodi ac and i s ruled by planet Saturn. Saturn also k now n as the teacher planet rules di sci pli ne, Wi th a colossus li ke Saturn ruli ng an i m portant earth si gn li ke Capri corn com es a process w here Capri corn certai nly m akes a m ark i n term s of am bi ti on. They are excellent w i th m oney, enterpri se and i nvestm ent and are norm ally shy and goati sh, w hi ch m eans thei r plans and m oney-m ak i ng schem es can go unnoti ced i n the w ork place.

It's been quite a while now that Satur n the planet that r ules Capr icor n has been in Pluto. Pluto is the discreet planet which is fur thest away from the Sun, and is Scor pios r uling planet. Dur ing Halloween, Pluto br ings darkness and discretion to Scor pio, as well as a myster ious air. It is also aloof and also distant, creating a magical atmosphere dur ing Halloween. Capr icor n, the sign r uling business, enter pr ise, money and entrepreneur ship is in the sign of Pluto, and has been for a while. This means that Capr icor n endevour s such as business and commerce will thr ive dur ing the time of Halloween. If you are star ting a new business or are looking for business funding then maybe you should think about it dur ing this time. Creating something new and inventive can work over Halloween, as well as testing the water s with an audience present dur ing the Halloween per iod. Capr icor n is also in Jupiter the planet br inging 'good luck' and of expansion. Jupiter br ings great popular ity, fun and humour to any par ty, and with a wr y Capr icor n humour, Halloween par ties could be a blast. Amitious Halloween par ties and tr icks may get noticed by someone looking to invest in something new, as Aquar ius is in Taur us, hopefully shaking up conventional and mater ialistic Taur us whose obsession with possesions is due to his love of romancing his par tner. Halloween is a great time to use this type of ener gy to br ing this into your own life Capr icor n, espcially in business. There are plenty of oppor tunities for money making schemes this Halloween, so think and plan in advance. As the final Brexit deadline looms, people's hang ups and nor mal routine's have been thrown out of the window, as they leave for the E.U. This may mean that if they don't nor mally associate their business affair s with you, they may at the last minute before they leave. Wor th a tr y Capr icor n. Tr ying a new approach for old conventions is a good idea too, as well as adding a new twist to old ways of making money.

A QUA R

RI US Aquari us i s the eleventh star-si gn of the zodi ac and i s ruled by Saturn and Uranus. Saturn i s also the ruli ng planet for Earth si gn Capri corn and rules di sci pli ne, teachi ng, m oney and enterpri se. Uranus rules Aquari us too, an ai r si gn, w hi ch m eans Aquari us i s i nventi ve, ori gi nal, and can thi nk radi cally, unli ke Capri corn w ho are conventi onal and calculati ng. Aquari us i s uni que and very i ndi vi duali sti c, and also cold and unem oti onal as they are an Ai r si gn w hi ch i s cerebral at i t's centre.

On Halloween, Aquar ius the sign that r ules new inventions and new conventions is in the sign of Taur us. This br ings with it a love of money, ar t, possesions and romance to Aquar ius, a cerebr al air sign. Aquar ius thinks cr itically about ever ything Taur us has to consider, and is more detached from worldly affair s then ear th sign Taur us, whose main concer n is mater ialism and indulgence. Aquar ius is the sign that r ules Humanitar ianism, Philanthropy and Social Activism, in a detached and cold way. They are analytical then abhor the emotional side of whatever makes them really tick, feeling it is an indulgent waste of money and time. They prefer to live on a scarce diet of thinking, contemplating and analysing without any mater ial rewards. They only have one indulgence and that is ser ving other s without any reward or sense of ego. They don't believe having a house is ver y impor tant, as it may be 'unethical' to have one whilst other s star ve, and being good to your family is 'self ser ving' until other s have their greed satisfied and satiated. This Halloween Aquar ius' r uling planet Ur anus is in Taur us, which should be useful for money, romance, love and any pur suit of the ar ts. The moon is also in ear th sign Taur us on Halloween, which means that the way you think may be ver y different. You may have an interest in visiting a par ty which is cor rect for your par tner 's wishes fir st, or some kind of money making scheme associated when buying a ticket. Maybe you want to set up your own par ty, with a fixed guest list you may anticipate big funds! With so many people watching, you can add some dr ama or real enter tainment to your par ty, something people will always remember to make your name., or add more dimension to a great reputation. Maybe you are the only one responsible and talented enough to create something astounding, stagger ing, or simply out of this world. With such a good talent and making money, Taur us is always good at keeping guests enter tained, and always good at thinking about all consequences. It is a great time to use Taur us moon to visit a medium, or invite a wacky fr iend to a par ty, you may get an accur ate reading this year. If something has been upsetting you, or giving you emotional tur moil, you may find a solution is there already, taking into account your behaviour in order to predict what is next Aqaur ius.

PI SCES

S Pi sces i s the tw elfth si gn of the zodi ac, m ak i ng i t also the last si gn of the zodi ac. Pi sces i s ruled by the planet Neptune and the star-si gn i s tradi onally sym boli sed by tw o fi sh. Neptune i s the planet ruli ng the Sea, w hi ch m eans i t also rules deep em oti ons. Neptune also rules the i m agi nati on, creati vi ty, i deali sm , soul-m ate connecti ons, psychi c abi li ty and deep love, and tw i n souls. Pi sces i s a w ater si gn w hi ch m akes them very sensi ti ve. They crave escapi sm and daydream beauti fully.

Neptune is now fully at home with it's own star sign, as the planet is spending time with water sign Pisces. This means that both planet and astrological sign are meeting, as both have a share in r uling Pisces, and vice ver sa. Pisces is the last sign of the zodiac, so has an innate sense of foreboding and also clar ity, that other star- signs simply don't have. This is the case on Halloween too, as the night of calling the dead is jam packed with oppor tunities for fun and frolics. With a coronavir us scare Pisces is careful enough without seeming cr uel or ostr asizing anyone. There are many chances to visit a Psychic medium, or ar r ange other enter tainment and Pisces will have no prolem creating a par ty that includes ever yone and keeps people on their toes. This is a ver y big planet and alignment and it's scope is vaster than you would imagine. Scor pio is a water sign hosting Halloween annually, and has to become more tempered due to another water sign going through a collosal home coming exper ience. This means Halloween plans should take a more emotional slant on things, and not waste this beautiful ener gy. Tr y nicer Halloween make- up with more style, or be nicer to green jellied Halloween tr icks. It will make your exper ience on Halloween a bit more connected and make you a bit happier. With Venus, Neptune and Satur n all retur ning to their roots and Mar s in Ar ies dur ing this year 's Halloween, there is more har mony in the Astroloical calender, and your fun should reflect this to other s too. It is also an extremely impor tant time, and will undoubtedly effect ever yone.

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