Yesterday’s Word

By Hameed Nelson

I’m frozen lying next to you the fire in my lungs gone cold I mutter my softest verse but that’s just yesterday’s forgotten words we talk like buildings fall the first time I apologized jumping over broken bridges in my mind you say the fire’s getting low my love’s a million lies ago we fought the tears back together but that’s for yesterday’s forgotten words

Can we laugh? we’re both broken and forgotten in yesterday’s words

I want to see us together were both part of something far beyond yesterday’s words

By 5.sinces

im self destructive and good at self sabotaging. im not good at the things i want to be. im not good at being loved or accepting what im not used to. i may be pretty but im not worthy.

i like to be spontaneous and do whatever i want. i miss the days i were a kid, cause i dont remember growing up i hate the life ive grown to live, i keep on fucking up i feel i am unworthy of this, unworthy to be loved.

i see your side of things, it seems, more often than you see mine. they say once you stop looking, what you want youll surely find i dont know why you love me, and its not your fault its mine. im filled with rage, and healing the little girl inside i dont think i can fill your cup, way up to the brim i have so many intrusive thoughts that my heart cant seem to swim through the dreadful waters that we refer to as love baby, i love you dearly, but im just not worthy enough.