The End to My Beginning

Him, who did not love me but proclaimed to the world about how much he does

Him, who left me on delivered or read for days

Him, who told me he liked me while wanting attention from any girl he thought was pretty

Him, who claimed to hate calling but goes talking to another for hours

Him, who did not dare to put in any effort

I, who was shamefully hopeful

I, who was embarrassingly holding onto nothing I, who wanted to be loved and cared for I, who now knows that I have dug myself a hole

I, who cries silently in my class because of Him

I, who waited for Him to reply to my messages

I, who waited for him to give me the love that I wished for

I, who ended up being a fool and giving my heart for someone who didn’t care but…

You still held my hand and walked in the dark with me

You risked your heart for me, trying to heal mine

You shed your tears for me, while trying to wipe mine

You take care of me even though you can’t see me

You make me feel so warm, even though you can’t touch me

You make me feel so happy, even though we can’t be together

You opened my heart up, after I closed it because I lost hope

You took my worries away, because you said you will carry them with me

You showed me how it was to have unconditional love

You showed me how it feels to be loved unconditionally

You gave that love to me

You, you are now my hope

You are my life, my universe

You bring me so much happiness I can’t even believe it’s real

The Beginning of you and I.