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CONSCIOUSNESS Magazine ™ 2011 Vol. 7 Issue 4

Feature Contents 8 Sounds of Blackness

Grammy Award-winning Music Director and Producer, Gary Hines discuss the groups 40th anniversary and latest happenings

1 2 Hosea Chanchez 1 4 Leading Green Job Websites 1 9 Michael Uslan “The Genius Behind Batman” 2 0 Tito Jackson “Exclusive Interview”

Star of The Game enlightens the readers of his life on and off the stage

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Hollywood Executive Film Producer shares his personal memoirs

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Legendary icon is honored as Ambassador to Kenya

2 6 K Michelle 2 9 Rayco Saunders: “Overcoming Adversities” 3 0 Shannon Brown: Strength Ambition and Motivation 3 9 Tell Somebody It Happened To Me Singer/songwriter speaks about her latest music projects

Professional Boxer beat the odds

2 Time NBA Champion Fly’s High in the Community

Minister and author Nancy Flowers insightful Book Review on child molestation prevention

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4 0 Bob Knowling: “A Reason to Shine”

From an impoverished childhood, leading African American CEO provides insightful and valuable information of reaching goals

Regular Content Always Together

By Dorothy Robinson

Like two tree stuck together Like bees to a flower in the spring Even through the storm and the rain No matter what comes They’re always with each other Even through the night when the Moon shines its light through the cloudy sky They are like birds on a lem Holding tight when the wind Is high Even through the hottest day They give each other shade No matter what the season is They always agree with each other Cover Photo: Tito Jackson / Graphic Design: AR Arts & Graphics

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4 Editor’s Page 5 Letters/ Awareness 11 Business/ Technology Words of Encouragement 14 Environmental/ Earth Talk CM Corner 15 Health Solutions 29 Sports Community 34 Album Review(s) 38 Book Review(s) 39 Know Your Rights Teen:College Spirit Section 40 Legends

Withstanding Life Challenges

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Founder & Editor Aaron Robinson

“Roll with the punches” is a phrase I would always hear when things began to become complicated in life. Looking back at the past at the trials and errors we have endured, we sometimes realize that the things that we’ve experienced and been through are not only to mold our character or make us into the person we are, but also enables us to share that testimony with others along our life journey. I realize that these factors are a test to withstand the challenge.

There have been many people who have been fortunate to share their testimony with others, while some seemed to never overcome the problems they’ve encountered due to harsh reality, remaining in an unpleasant situation.

However, it’s never too late to overcome.

In this edition of Consciousness Magazine, we have been fortunate to interview some of the most prolific individuals in the world. These children of God overcame many obstacles before them. They not only bettered themselves, but later came to understand what it is like to make a contribution in life by giving and sharing there gift, love and heart of kindness to others, despite the situations that they have been through in life.

I’m encouraged that this edition of Consciousness Magazine may help you along your journey, in hopes that you may come to the realization that you have a purpose in life, if you have not already come to know so. I pray that you continue to have faith. I’m confident that the articles and information shared in this inspiring publication will be a blessing to you and strengthen you through your endeavors and your life.

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About Consciousness Magazine™ “Keeping our Pen on the Pulse of the Community” Consciousness Magazine “Urban Inspiration,” is committed to raising the level of consciousness of the residents in our community. The mission of Consciousness Magazine is to promote understanding, make a difference in society, touch hearts, as well as, emphasize positive celebrities and significant social figures through strong articles and compelling visuals. This publication embraces ethnicity and diversity, in hopes of bringing different cultures together in peace and friendship.

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Letters Speading the Good Word

Consciousness Awareness:

Congratulations on bringing out such a great magazine that relates to everyone no matter what walks of life you're enduring. This is a magazine that touches inner souls and encourages one to know that there are all kinds of resources for everyone. This magazine lets one know that they can achieve to be the best they can be and not to let the pressure of the world pull them down. When knowing that someone else has achieved it. I can achieve it too. Big ups! Keep spreading your good works.

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“Defining Possibilities�

Consciousness Magazine is different from any other magazine that I've read. I love the way the magazine presents real life stories. I can turn page after page and see images and read stories that do not degrade my race. I really enjoy this magazine. I know it will give me the opportunity to read about how other people are trying to change the community and how I can be a part of that.

'Defining Possibilities". This story was so much similar to our family life. My son rarely picks up magazines for that matter including a book. He mentioned that the cover of the magazine and the titles of the articles inspired him to flip through the publication. Consciousness thank you so much for reaching a young heart and for letting him know that there is hope out there in spite of poverty.

Tierra Brown North Carolina

George and Melody Young Chicago, IL

SARCOIDOSIS is a disease due to inflammation. The disease can attack any organ of the body in any location.

The disease is characterized by the presence of granulomas, small areas of inflamed cells. They can be either inside the body or on the body's exterior, appearing as sores on the face or shins. But sarcoidosis is most frequently found in the lungs. Pulmonary sarcoidosis can cause loss of lung volume (the amount of air the lungs can hold) and abnormal lung stiffness.

Granulomas can appear on the walls of the alveoli (small air sacs in the lungs) or on the walls of the bronchioles (breathing tubes in the lungs).

They also appear in the lymph nodes in the chest, causing them to enlarge.

In pulmonary sarcoidosis, patients may have a dry cough (without sputum), shortness of breath, or mild chest pain.

In those cases where symptoms do appear outside the lung, they can include a scaly rash, red bumps on the legs, fever, soreness of the eyes, and pain and swelling of the ankles. There can also be more general symptoms like fatigue, fever, weakness, and weight loss. These symptoms are common in many other lung diseases, so diagnosis may be difficult.

A Community Publication

Encouraged

A community magazine is inspiring to me and shows me that someone cares about doing something positive in our community. It takes a lot of motivation and hard work to get a magazine started but it will be resourceful for our community.

Where a newspaper focus on current events; a community magazine can cover current events and explore the history in the community. I hope Consciousness will inspire others in the community to use their talents and be aware and active in the community.

Thank you very much for my complimentary copy of Consciousness Magazine. I have read it and it is very interesting, informative and a good publication. It has everything a magazine needs. I have been encouraged by the article written by the founder himself. May God continue to use him to reach others.

Nobody, I really mean nobody knows what anybody is going through in this world but almighty God. A simple word or words can encourage, give hope, inspire, and change the course of one’s destiny.

Greater things are in store.

Tommy Lowery Chicago, IL

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Sarcoidosis is found throughout the world among almost all races and ages and in both sexes. However, it is most common among African Americans and northern European whites. Sarcoidosis is mainly a disease of young adults patients between the ages of 20 and 40 although a few persons past 60 have been known to contract it. In the United States, a higher percentage of African Americans than whites has sarcoidosis, and the disease is usually more serious in them. The prevalence of sarcoidosis is eight times greater in African Americans than in whites in the U.S. Ninety percent of the cases of sarcoidosis are found in the lungs. Other commonly affected sites are: liver, skin, lymph glands, eyes, spleen, nervous system, including the brain, musculoskeletal system, heart and kidneys. (http://www.arthritis.org/)

Interviewed and written by Tocarra Eldridge

fter losing his grandfather, Chad Bullock took notice of how many other people died from smoke related diseases; he took a stand and became an anti-tobacco activist. Undertaking a great endeavor at a young age, the Durham, North Carolina native was very determined and eventually able to make a substantial difference in society years later after being selected and winning the DoSomething.org Award, which consisted of a cash money prize. The awards were presented at the tenth annual “Teen Choice Awards” presented by actress Scarlett Johansson. Now having one of the largest youth-led anti-tobacco activisms in the nation, helloChange.org, Chad has since reached tens of thousands of young people with his campaign.

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things I like to do, things I don’t like, etc. My main reason that I recommend college is because even if you don’t learn anything academic wise, you learn so much about yourself and the world you live in. No matter how you look at it…it’s beneficial regardless. The experience

Some of Chad accomplishments were making the Durham Bulls Arena a smoke free facility, in which he was successful achieving. He has also attended Nyack College, where he majored in communication: Film/TV productions.

It was a pleasure to have a one on one conversation with the young and confident, Chad Bullock, as he shared some insight regarding his role as an antitobacco activist and entrepreneur.

Tocarra Eldridge: When did the moment kick in when you felt that you had had enough of people dying of cancer from cigarettes and that you felt that it was you that had to take a stand to make a difference in society?

Chad Bullock: That’s a good question. The moment I realized it was back when I was in 9th grade in high school. That was when I first realized I needed to do something and that I could do something. In high school in North Carolina, I was all around tobacco plants; it was everywhere. I saw so many people smoking…my peers and stuff. I lost my great grandfather from lung cancer.

After he died is when I really realized tobacco really kills people. That’s when I decided to get involved and take a stand.

TE: As an anti-tobacco activist and entrepreneur, how important is your college education to pursuing your business goals?

CB: Honestly, college is like....well, I went to college for two reasons. My first reason is of course to further my education and have some type of base to go on in life from.

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gave me a better sense of who I am and the world I live in.

TE: What message do you want students to leave with after speaking to them at their school or college?

CB: I want them to leave knowing that tobacco is my cause.

This is something that I care about and that they can too find their cause…what they care about…and do something about it. I want to encourage them to find what they are passionate about. Honestly, at first I didn’t care about tobacco; it wasn’t my passion. But that developed as my passion over time. I want them to know that you can find your passion and go for it and grow with it.

TE: Not too many young people your age have ambitions

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such as yours. What do you think separated you from others your age while following your vision?

CB: When I first started I was pretty shy, not confident in my stuff. After getting involved, I felt a sense of empowerment and power inside of me that I never felt before. It felt good to be confident. So, I started applying for different grants and such. I stuck with it and stayed persistent.

TE: Do you have any advice for young entrepreneurs or individuals with a vision who may not know how to make their endeavor become a reality?

CB: You really have to take time, plan it out and Don’t Be Afraid to Fail! When we first started out we only had two campaigns, and they were not successful.

But, we used that as motivation. We didn’t let that stop us. Just don’t be afraid to fail.

You also have to be willing to humble yourself. You have to just go out there and ask things…put yourself out there on a limb.

football (laugh). To me you can look at it like that, because you have to plan out your different moves, what position you play and what’s next.

TE: How may an individual become involved in your anti-tobacco crusade?

CB: You can just go to our website at helloChange.org. Or, if you really want to help us out by picking up cigarette butts, that would be great. Our main campaign this year is to pick up a million cigarette butts this year. Go to billionsofbutts.com.

Going to our website is the easiest way to get involved, and request information and free materials.

TE: What can we expect in the future form Mr. Chad Bullock?

CB: Last year we received a $250,000 grant from Pepsi. We go on tour this year and next year – on a national school tour.

The tour dates are on our website. Another thing is, I’m starting a new organization geared towards different drugs that young people use; it includes weed, marijuana, crack, and prescription drugs that young people use.

TE: Thank you so much for the interview. It was a pleasure speaking with you.

CB: Thank you!

TE: As a recipient of the Do Something Award, do you have any key advice for applying for scholarships?

CB: Scholarship awards are very competitive. So, it’s important that you try to set yourself apart from the rest. You know, we all have so many things in common. Don’t focus on what you have in common with others. Instead, focus on what sets you apart from others. For example, when I would apply, if the award was typically for white people and mostly white people were applying, I would make sure that I let them know that I’m an African American male. Whatever area it’s geared towards…pull out your strengths in that area. Find what puts you in a different category. It’s almost like the game of 7

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Interviewed and written by Aaron Robinson

s a child, I have always been inspired by the Grammy Award Winning group, Sounds of Blackness. They have not only inspired and uplifted my spirit, but have done the same for millions of people around the world, sharing a strong message in their music. The group has been known for performing many genres of music such as gospel, soul, R&B, classical, blues, hip-hop, and so on. Over the years, they have been recognized for their talents, receiving three Grammy Awards and four stellar Awards.

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This year marks the vocal and ensemble 40th year anniversary as they recently have signed to Malaco Music Group. They will release their self-titled album Sounds of Blackness, featuring several Grammy-AwardWinning and guest artist from around the world.

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A few years ago, Consciousness Magazine has had the opportunity to speak with music director and producer of SOB, Gary Hines as he shared valuable and insightful information to our readers in regards to the group’s history. Today, I had the privilege to speak to my friend Mr. Gary Hines, who again speaks on behalf of Sounds of Blackness. He shares the latest happenings and how the group remains humble on their music and spiritual journey.

Aaron Robinson: What are some of the accomplishments and goals that you have achieved since you last spoke with Consciousness Magazine?

Gary Hines: Well um, right here at Atomic K Records in Minneapolis/St. Paul‌we just recorded, mixed and mastered our first self-titled album, of course, titled

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Sounds of Blackness. We signed with Malaco Music Group. We released our first single titled “Fly Again.”

So, it’s been a lot of shakin’ going on…as they say.

AR: Tell us a little about the self-titled album Sounds of Blackness.

GH: Well, there’s a lot to tell you about Sounds of Blackness. We look at it as a celebration of the 40th

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vessels that God’s allowed to be used to bring music to his people. We know it’s not about us; it’s about HIM! AR: Do you have anything that you would like to add before we close?

GH: We’d like all supporters of Sounds of Blackness to stay in touch with us at www.soundsofblackness.com.

Our first self-titled CD Sounds of Blackness is in stores.

We stay humble by acknowledging that we are just vessels that God’s allowed to be used to bring music to his people.

anniversary of Sounds of Blackness. We’ve got several additional special guests. We’ve got Grammy Award Winners Jazz Grets and Norman Brown. We’ve got jazz legend Doris Hines. We also have Jamecia Bennet who is the daughter of former member of Sounds of Blackness, Ann Nesby. We’ve got Japan and India artists, and the rapper “Crown.” So, it’s quite a mixture. Sounds of Blackness means every sound of blackness…jazz, blues, gospel, classical, hip-hop, reggae and rock. It’s a mixture of all.

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AR: Gary, like always, it’s very inspiring speaking to you. Thank you so much for the interview.

GH: Thank you so much my brother! It’s always a pleasure.

AR: Did you do anything new that you haven’t done before with this album?

GH: Actually we have. We incorporated some arrangements of some classics. One is the Beatles classic, “Hey Jude.” We actually used this for a fundraiser. We have incorporated arrangements. We took the Beatles classic and put a Sounds of Blackness spin on it with our band.

We featured our band more than ever on this CD. We want the world to know that our band is actually full fledge members of the group.

AR: What are some of the challenges you’ve had while putting the album together?

GH: Well, the main thing was just keeping our focus – keeping everything cohesive. Sounds of Blackness consist of a wide variety of styles. So, as we do that, it’s always a challenge to make sure there’s consistency and that they flow together and compliment one another.

AR: Do you receive recognition as far as being the originator of combining various genres of music?

GH: Sometimes we do. More so, overseas in Europe, Asia, Africa and South America, than we do at home sometimes. But, that’s okay! We appreciate the love no matter where it comes from.

AR: How do you stay humble through all of your success?

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Bob Knowling: I am not naïve A lot of business books offer the promise of guaranteed success if only you do “exactly what I did the way I did it.” I don’t believe that. My success is a function of hard work, skill, timing, experience and execution. My experiences are and will be different from yours -- informed by a childhood spent in poverty that opened pathways where other people might only see obstacles. I know the value of people, and of how they intervened in my life. There are other externals that define your potential for success. It depends on who you are, where you are, and how you have prepared.

The question is whether you will recognize these opportunities and understand how to get the most from them.

Winning, then, is in your hands, no matter the challenge. Most likely, you already have what you need, depending on the goal.

The will to win must be the goal at the heart of your career.

Everyone has assets. I found them in my own life, with a great deal of help and mentoring over time, and they became the tools I have used consistently in a very successful career. I have drive. I have persistence. I love the company of people I respect. I have a need to find effective ways to reach my goals, and I take great joy in helping other people find their stride to reach their goals.

This approach lifted me from the kind of poverty that has crushed people for generations. It carried me into the intense competition of high school sports, where I learned invaluable lessons about paying attention to my coaches, the voices of experience and wisdom. It gave me choices when it came time to pick a college.

When I went to work, that drive planted the seeds of leadership in me from my first day on the job.

Most important of all, the belief that you must always strive to win fueled everything I have done in my business life, from the day I walked into Indiana Bell so many years ago and decided I need to know everyone’s job to be a good boss to my latest assignments as the principal at Eagles Landing Partners with clients in Thailand, Brunei, Mexico, Japan and the United States.

The most important person in defining how you are perceived is you, no one else. The choices you make and the way you pursue them build the image you present. If you are not honest and fair in your relationships with your coworkers, people will easily and quickly know that about you and you will pay a price.

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Business Profile It may not be comfortable speaking truth to power, but dishonesty is at the heart of so much business wreckage that the value of ethical behavior and honesty should be apparent to everyone.

It enhances everything about a career. One of the achievements I am most proud of after decades on the job at many levels, bottom to top, is that there is an army of people who will always be eager to work with me if I have a job to offer.

In their careers, I have been able to help them focus on what had to be done, to help them lead and win, too. You turn around organizations, in most cases, by turning around individuals. At many points in your career, that process starts with you and the decision to lead and to win.

Did I always succeed? No. Did I ever stop trying? No. There are no mysteries here. That may well be the beauty of it.

I have lived an honest and ethical life. That doesn’t mean I have lived an easy life.

I made a choice.

I have chosen to win. And so can you. I wish you the best of luck.

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Written by Aaron Robinson

hen CW/BET picked up the comedy-drama, The Game, millions of viewers tuned in to watch another season of the talented actor, Hosea Chanchez, who plays the role of Malik Wright.

The young actor is loved by many fans around the world.

If the San Antonio Sabers were not a fictitious team, there’s no doubt that many fans would purchase seasonal tickets to come out and watch the quarterback Malik Wright in action with his co-players Jason Pitts (Coby Bell) and Derwin Davis (Pooch Hall).

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During Hosea’s earlier acting career, he landed a regular role as the delivery guy in For Your Love and the series Robbery Homicide Division as Travis Holms.

Hosea has also appeared in films such as The Guardian Kit and Jack & Bobby. His background includes theater, where he has played roles in The Wiz and Shop Life, just to name a few.

I had the opportunity to interview the young actor and ask him some questions in regards to his acting career and life outside of acting.

Aaron Robinson: You have a straightforward character in the hit series, The Game. Does any part of Malik Wright’s character resemble yours in real life?

Hosea Chanchez: No, not really. Other than the fact that we both have single moms, I’d have to say negative to that.

AR: A while back we interviewed Coby Bell and the teen sensation Erica Gluck. How is Coby and your relationship on the set w h i l e working?

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HC: We’re really good friends. We see each other all the time, or as much as possible because he’s on the other show. Our friendship is so solid that it makes our working relationship that much better.

AR: What are some of the things you enjoy doing when the cameras are not rolling?

HC: Well, right now, I’m mostly enjoying working on my foundation WatchMeWin. AR: The WATCHMEWIN Foundation helps enrich the lives of urban youth to encourage and empower them.

What were your influences behind developing this foundation?

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HC: Growing up with a similar value system that my grandparents instilled in me. It’s my gift to the world for those who will want to listen.

AR: You wear T.I. clothing brand AKOO. What attracted you to this popular fashion?

HC: Well, the fact that they are conscious of building a brand that is based around positivity and good things, because that’s kind of what I’m building my character off of. It’s a good-natured brand and they’re socially economical and conscious.

AR: As a successful actor, what advice will you give to the youth who are going into your line of work?

HC: Don’t take no for an answer.

AR: What were some of the struggles in which you had to face to become a well-recognized actor?

HC: Rejection. That’s the biggest one and everybody has to go through that one.

AR: Do you have anything that you would like to add before we close the interview?

HC: No. AR: Thank you so much for your time.

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oung, charming, full of character and sure to capture his audience with his amazing voice and many talents (acting, modeling and dancing), it’s evident that singer/songwriter, El-Jay, stands confident as a recording artist. As the son of multi-platinum artist Rome, El-Jay has always had it in his heart to sing and follow in his father’s footsteps, later having the opportunity to perform and sing on his father’s independent album, "To the Highest." While progressing and having individuals in the film industry to recognize his talents, El-Jay would soon appear in Disney television shows, such as Sonny with a Chance, Hannah Montana, and Zeek and Luther. However, it didn’t stop there.

El-Jay’s other goal was to create positive music to reach the young generation. Solidifying a place in the music elite, he released his first song “Next To You” from his debut album TMA-That’s The Main Attraction.

I had the opportunity to interview the young and vibrant singer as he enlightens the readers about his singing career and his many endeavors. This is what he had to say.

Tocarra Eldridge: As an artist, do you feel as though you’re following in the footsteps of your father, Rome?

El-Jay: Definitely! I feel like I’m following in the footsteps of my father. It’s kinda funny (laugh)…he started in a group and then he went solo. And the same thing happened to me. I started in a group and went single. So, it’s like the exact same footsteps.

TE: Was singing always something that you wanted to pursue?

El-Jay: Yes, singing was definitely always something that I wanted to do. I was singing at a very young age. I also do modeling, acting, and dancing as well. I’ve been doing all this since a very young age.

TE: What are your goals as a new artist?

El-Jay: For one, when the Grammy’s come up…to win the new artist of the year award at the Grammy’s. And also to go

global and international and bring our positive and real good music back that the industry is missing nowadays. Also to show that I am unique and that although I’m following in my father’s footsteps, I am unique and that El-Jay has his own style.

TE: What are some of the challenges that you’ve experienced while working on your new album?

El-Jay: Not too many. I think it really comes down to just really trying to put out good music. You just gotta put in the hard work. I’m a firm believer in hard work pays off. So, I’ve been just grinding, working on my craft, my music and my voice.

TE: Would you like to add anything else before we close the interview?

El-Jay: I’d like to say that this past weekend my father had an 86 class reunion. I went and helped out at that and catered back to the community. I also recently had my first live radio interview, and three of my songs are in rotation in the Benton Harbor area. 105.3 showed me much love. My radio experience was amazing!

TE: Thank you so much for the interview El-Jay El-Jay: You’re welcome. Thank you!

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Inspiration Quote by Adolfo “Shabba Doo” Quinones At some point you have to say to yourself, "You know, how bad do you want this, how much of a desire do you have to tell your story and how much of a passion do you have to overcome the adversities in your life?” These 13

are the questions that each of us are faced with that could only be answered by the individual, not by me or you or anyone else.

Don't allow people to tell you what you can't do!

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Environmental: EarthTalk

Eco.org, a leading green jobs website

With the environment now high atop the public agenda, green jobs are more popular than ever. Defined by eco.org (a leading green jobs website) as any job in any company where the primary focus is on reducing the impacts of our activities or products on the environment, green jobs serve to maximize efficient use of resources while minimizing degradation of the planet from pollution and waste. “Eco-jobs can range from engineering a photovoltaic solar cell to designing a building for more energy efficiency to landscaping a yard to minimize erosion to finding more sustainable forestry techniques,” reports eco.org.

While you may be hard pressed to find environmental job opportunities on general employment search websites, sites like eco.org that specialize in green job listings can make your search easy. Also, many general environmental sites have employment sub-sections.

Green job seekers and employers alike use these websites to find each other and get their work done, whether in the non-profit or for-profit worlds.

thousands of green job seekers and employers, and also keeps its audience engaged through social networking.

nities. Still other places to look for green jobs include EcoEmploy.com and the Environmental Career Center.

Another leader in the field is the nonprofit Green Jobs Network, which provides online services including a green job board and a 20,000 member group on the professional networking site LinkedIn. The group also uses its GreenJobs.net website as a platform for

Another site, Greenjobs.com, focuses on job opportunities specifically in the renewable energy sector. Jobseekers can use the website to apply for jobs, post their resume, obtain guidance on finding and applying for jobs, gain background information on the renewable energy sector, and access a directory of relevant companies and organizations.

Employers can take advantage of the firm’s recruitment services.

webinars, and is the home of the frequently updated Green Collar Blog, which provides career resources and information on the green jobs sector.

Eco.org prides itself on hosting a wide range of listings from colleges, environmental and other nonprofit groups, media outlets and government agencies.

With Google and Bing listing the site first for the search term “eco,” the website generates hundreds of thousands of page visits per month from

Environmental Career Opportunities (ecojobs.com) is another tried and true source for green job listings. Some 50,000 targeted job seekers subscribe to the company’s bi-weekly newsletter that contains unique green job opportu-

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Browsing job listings at other more general environmental websites could also turn up that perfect o p p o r t u n i t y .

SustainableBusiness.com and the U.S. Green Building Council feature extensive green job listings as sub-sections of their websites.

And yet another way to find a green job is to sniff around the website of a company, organization or institution in your field of interest for specific job listings— or better yet, call them on the phone to find out if there are any openings.

-----------------------------------CONTACTS: Eco.org, www.eco.org; Environmental Career Opportunities, www.ecojobs.com; EcoEmploy.com. www.ecoemploy.com; Environmental Career Center, www.environmentalcareer.com; Green Jobs Network, www.greenjobs.net; GreenJobs, www.greenjobs.com; SustainableBusiness.com, www.sustainablebusiness.com; U.S. Green Building Council, www.usgbc.org.

Remembering NBA Legend: Norman Allen Van Lier III (April 1, 1947 - February 26, 2009)

Hello, my name is Tocarra Eldridge, I am a writer for Consciousness Magazine. While waiting on a pizza outside Giordanos Pizzeria, located downtown Chicago, I had the opportunity to meet the late, Norm Van Lier, (television broadcaster and 14

former NBA player). He had a great attitude and took the time out to take a picture with me, as he calmly walked the streets of downtown Chicago.

Rest in peace Norn Van Lier; you will be missed.

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pproximately 3 to 5 percent of all cancer patients in the United States have head and neck cancers, a disease that is mainly caused by tobacco and alcohol use.

These cancers are usually more common in men and in people over the age of 50, more so than woman. Other risk factors of head and neck cancer include oral cavity, salivary glands, paranasal sinuses and nasal cavity, nasopharynx, oropharynx, hypopharynx and larynx.

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Head and neck cancer is usually diagnosed by a doctor evaluating an individual’s medical history, performing a physical examination and ordering diagnostic tests. Some of the test and exams that may be useful are endoscopy, laboratory tests, X-rays, CT (or CAT scan), magnetic resonance imaging (MRI), PET scan and biopsy. This disease is usually treated by numerous options (surgery, radiation therapy, chemotherapy) depending on the location of the tumor, stage of the cancer and the individual’s age and health. Unfortunately, many people die from this disease each year. However, many are cured and capable of living a quality life with this disease.

Denise DeSimone was told by her doctor that she had 3 months to live, after being diagnosed with Stage IV head and neck cancer. 6 years later this extraordinary woman has had an astonishing testimony to tell, as it was the gift of God that kept her alive. Courage, strength and inspiration are the words that define her life story.

As an ordained Interfaith Minister, singer, author and motivational speaker, Denise touches many lives throughout the country with her powerful testimony. I (Consciousness Magazine) had the opportunity to talk with this miraculous

woman, Denise Desimone, in hopes that she will enlighten and give us insight on Stage IV head and neck cancer, as well as the steps and practices that she has taken to live and cope with this disease.

Tocarra Eldridge: For those who may not know Denise DeSimone, would you mind telling us a little about yourself?

Denise DeSimone: I’m 56 years old. I was once in Corporate America for 30 years in sales and marketing. For the last 15 years I’ve studied Alternative Healing Therapy. I have practiced doing sound healing work for 8 or 9 of those 15 years. I’ve been a spiritual seeker for 20-25 years. And I’ve had a strong meditation practice for 30 years.

TE: What were some of the symptoms that you encountered before being diagnosed with stage IV throat and neck cancer?

DD: Well, I was very tired. I was curious about a lump that was on the side of my neck. The doctor kept telling me it was nothing…that it was just a gland swollen from having a cold that would retreat, and it never did. So, that went on for about 2 ½ months. I was training to participate in the PMC. I was very tired and felt very worn. My Dr. never saw me; I kept seeing the Nurse Practitioner, because my doctor was busy. I finally got in to see him [my doctor] and he told me that he thought I had cancer and needed to have a biopsy of the lump on the side of my neck. He was very apologetic for taking so long to see me.

And it turned out to be cancer, just as he thought.

TE: How did you feel when the doctor told you that you only had 3 months to live?

DD: My first thought was like anyone else who would be diagnosed. I realized what was the most important aspects of my life. Nothing in my life seemed as important as the people in my life. That was it! We tend to go through life collecting all these toys, cars, homes, etc. It was like…take it all away; none of that matters! The only thing that mattered was me spending time with the people in my life.

TE: What kind of treatment, support or therapy did you use to cope with the fact of having cancer?

DD: I had some chemo. They wanted to do many rounds of chemo with me. I did one round of chemo and I said I don’t think this is for me. I think it’s going to kill more of the good Cont. on page 36

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Interviewed by Aaron Robinson

hicago Native, Ci Ci Foster, is sure to inspire and empower you with her message as she continues to take on countless positive endeavors in her life. With a B.A. in psychology and minor in theater, Ci Ci eventually followed her heart and her dreams with the gifts she received from God. Today, the multi-talented “Wonder Woman” has risen to a great level of success in her career, as she continues to achieve her accomplishments as an entrepreneur, film producer, actress, model, author and Online TV Show host of Digg Into Books. Ci Ci’s writing focuses on self-empowerment and healing as she explores the ups-and-downs in romantic relationships. She has recently released Sunny Rain and is currently working on her new novel, Hollywoodn’t. Ci Ci is the proud co-owner of Flower Goddess Productions with fellow actress Mashari Laila Bain. Together, they gear their company toward developing and highlighting strong roles for women and actors of color in the film industry. Some of Ci Ci’s films include Wages of Sin, This is the Remix and the Piano Lesson.

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some of the inspiring and encouraging things she had to share.

Aaron Robinson: As a businesswoman, what are some of the challenges that you face in the film industry?

Ci Ci Foster: The film industry is really difficult to break into because it is so saturated and newcomers are viewed as high risks. Studios don’t want to gamble on unknown talent, they want a sure thing to fill those seats. So in the beginning when I was starting my career as an actress, the challenge was just getting auditions. As I fought year after year to just get small roles, I realized that sitting around waiting on the phone to ring, like every other actor I knew was doing, would not get me very far. I then decided to focus more on creating my own projects.

Now the challenge is getting the projects I create into a wider audience. Without the audience to support your work, it’s almost impossible to move to that next level.

AR: What motivated you to produce the documentary, I Heart Hollywood?

CF: I became motivated to produce I Heart Hollywood after a conversation with a fellow

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actress, Mashari Laila Bain. We were talking about how hard it is to find roles for Black actresses and needing a platform to give actors a chance to tell their stories. So, we formed Flower Goddess Productions with the mission to give minorities opportunities and support in the industry. Our first project was I Heart Hollywood, a documentary that gives a glimpse into the lives of 14 actresses in Hollywood. After watching it, you will get a better understanding of what it takes to be successful in the industry. Our documentary inspires people from all walks of life to follow their dreams no matter how big or small.

AR: What is your ultimate goal or mission that you feel that God has set you out to pursue within the entertainment arena?

CF: My ultimate goal in the entertainment industry is to produce films that we have not yet seen by African Americans. If you look at the kind of movies that we produce, you will see the gangster flicks, the romantic comedies, or the slap stick comedies. Now, don’t get me wrong, I am not saying that there is anything wrong with these kinds of movies, I am saying we need more variety.

We need more action films, horror, and thrillers. When was the last time you saw a Black thriller? You probably can’t think of one. That’s the point I’m trying to make.

I’d like to challenge all filmmakers to think outside the box and make films that you feel need to be told.

AR: As a Hollywood producer and actress, do you feel as though Hollywood is degrading or belittling many Black women’s morals in order for them to partake in particular roles?

CF: I don’t think Black women’s morals are being degraded by Hollywood, but something needs to be said regarding the types of roles we are typically offered.

Hollywood has changed a lot, but we still have a long way to go. Although there are more Black actresses working in Hollywood now than ever before, they usually play stereotypical roles in Hollywood films, and I would love to see more empowering roles for us. One of my goals as a film producer is to create strong, positive characters that show Black women in a different light, and to create roles that tell a different story about the Black woman’s experience.

AR: Do you have any advice that you would like to share that may empower women who feel as though they cannot reach a certain level of success in their life due to some self-esteem factors in which they may be dealing with?

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CF: Our self esteem affects virtually everything we think, say, and do. When we have healthy self esteem, the sky is the limit. I would encourage women struggling with low self worth to first explore the root of the problem.

If low self esteem stems from a lover saying negative things, get rid of him. If it comes from seeing perfect looking women in magazines, maybe you need to find something else to read. Regardless of the root of the problem, women need to make the commitment to do self esteem boosting activities daily. Some of the ones I

Having the right mindset is key for those who have a lot on their plate.

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use are: saying positive affirmations, setting realistic goals, and avoiding toxic people. Little by little, women will learn to accept themselves as they are, faults and all.

AR: You undertake many projects. What are some of the goals or pointers that you would like to share with those who may think that they do not have enough time in the day to accomplish their goals?

CF: Having the right mindset is key for those who have a lot on their plate. Sometimes thinking about all that we have to do can be a little overwhelming, but if we look at it in pieces, it won’t seem as scary. What helps me is when I write everything down and set a time limit from there. Sometimes I have so much to do that I map out my day hour by hour. I prioritize the most important tasks, get them done first, and keep going from there. I am a firm believer in you can have it all and do it all, it just boils down to how bad you want it because you’ll find a way to get it done.

AR: Would you like to add anything else before we close the interview?

CF: I would like to ask all those passionate about literature, as I am, to join me on my newest mission to keep literature alive. My husband and I produced a web show titled, ‘Digg Into Books’ to showcase book clubs all across America. This is a first of its kind reality based show that connects readers to authors on a fun and intimate level. The show is being pitched to networks right now, but we need the hits to prove to them that there is an audience for this type of show, Digg Into Books’ first episode can be viewed online at www.diggintobooks.com.

AR: Ci Ci, thank you so much for this interview.

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hen t h e n a m e o f th e s u p erh ero B atma n c o mes up in a discussion, it’s impossible to escape the dialog as we often perceive the crime-fighting vigilante with his side kick, Robin. Over the years, Batman has been a hero to many children as well as adults who took interest in watching the films, collecting action figures and comic-book series - whether past or present.

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At a young age, New Jersey native, Michael Ulsan, took an interest in collecting comic books and comic writing, looking to someday bring the dark and serious character Batman to the silver screen. As one of the most respected top ranking gross paid film and television producers, it’s no doubt that Michael Uslan is a genius at his craft.

Michael Uslan has been responsible for producing and having an executive role in modern Batman films such as, Batman, Batman Forever, Batman Returns, Batman Begins, Batman and Robin, The Dark Knight (one of the second highest grossing films of all time), and so on. Some of his television films include Three Sovereigns for Sarah, Swamp Thing, and Catwoman, just to name a few.

Over the years, the super-producer has been recognized for his works, receiving a Peoples Choice Award for the movie Batman, an Annie Award for his animated movie Batman Beyond: Return of The Joker, and an Emmy Award as Executive Producer of the children series Where on Earth is Carmen Sandiego.

I am honored and privileged that Mr. Ulsan considered an interview with Consciousness Magazine, as we are grateful to shed light on his career, endeavors and far most, he as an individual, in hopes to inspire many readers around the world.

Aaron Robinson: Looking back over your career as a film producer, how does it feel to be one of the highest grossing movie producers of all times?

Michael Ulsan: What feels great is to be doing something I love that I’ve made into my work in life. My job can be summed up thusly: Every day, I report to a sandbox and play with my favorite toys.

AR: As a well-known and respected film producer and writer, are there any struggles or challenges that you face in regards to the film industry?

MU: Yes. Don’t believe them when they tell you how bad you are and how awful your ideas are, and then don’t believe them when they tell you how wonderful you are and how great your ideas are. Just believe in yourself and your work and you’ll do just fine.

AR: Is there anything in particular that you want readers to take with them or remain with them after reading your memoir, The Boy Who Loved Batman?

MU: Anyone can make their dreams come true if they just do what I did: Get up off your butt; discover your passion and pursue it with vigor and with a high threshold for frustration; doors will slam in your face and just knock on them again and again until your knuckles bleed. The dark and serious Batman franchise of movies was built on my bloody knuckles.

AR: You’ve written a number of comic books and have numerous syndicated comic strips. What inspired your writing background for comics?

MU: Not “what,” but rather “who”… Stan Lee, Julius Schwartz, Otto Binder, Bill Finger, Denny O’Neil, and Gardner Fox, my favorite comic book writers growing up.

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AR: What captured your interest to collect comic books when you were a youth?

MU: Escapist fantasy fare embodying wish fulfillment with a modern day mythology as told in a colorful and beautiful graphic story-telling format.

AR: What was the thing that fascinated you about the batman character?

MU: He had no super-powers. His greatest super-power was his humanity and I so identified with him! Plus, Batman had the greatest super-villains in history, the coolest car, and an origin story so primal and powerful that it made Bruce Wayne unforgettable.

AR: What advice would you give to an aspiring film producer who is looking to further or build on to his career?

MU: Persevere. “Go West, young man or woman,” as L.A. is where the action is in this industry. Network like mad. Never lose touch with your childhood. Never lose touch with the people in between New York and L.A. so you have a feel for what types of films they would love to see.

AR: Does “The Comic Book in America” course at Indiana University still exist? If so, what is the main thing that you would like students to leave with after completing this spectacular course?

MU: My course still exists at Indiana University! The most important things I wanted my students to learn were: Comic books are a legitimate American art form, as indigenous to this country as jazz; Comic books comprise our modern-day American folklore and are our contemporary mythology. (The ancient gods of Greece, Rome and Egypt still exist…only today they wear spandex and capes.); and comic books reflect a changing American culture over the decades and they mirror our society.

AR: Do you have anything that you would like to add before we close the interview?

MU: THE BOY WHO LOVED BATMAN (theboywholovedbatman.com) is the story of my journey to make my dreams come true even though I was just a blue collar kid from Jersey with no money to buy my way into Hollywood, with no relatives in Hollywood, and not knowing anyone in Hollywood.

If I could find the way to make my dreams come true, so can anyone else who doesn’t feel entitled and as if the world owes him or her something.

AR: Mr. Uslan, thank you so much for your time and for considering this interview!

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Interviewed and written by Elder Lee M. Harris, Sr. eternalchoice2@yahoo.com

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t is very important that we as human beings understand that God has placed every living soul on this earth with a mission and a purpose. Some may feel that someone else’s or even their own reasons for being here are much greater or smaller than another. We sometimes find as we travel the up and down journeys of the world, that a gift or talent as a package deal has the same weight for all of us.

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to keep you from going the wrong way. We found music as a sport. That kept us grounded as so were our father, which was a strong hand at keeping all his boys liable, which kept us from joining gangs and other troubles that were surrounding us. I take my hat off to that. Sometimes I felt like we got a bad shake, and I think about that all the time. Life is much longer than your childhood. My father basically prepared us for life.

A very young talented singing group of five young African American kids from Gary, Indiana, shocked the musical sound waves of the entire world before most kids figured out what they wanted to be in life. In the mid sixties, The Jackson Five, “Jackie, Tito, Jermaine, Marlon, Michael,” and later Randy, turned the world of music upside down simply because of hard work and their natural ability to sing and dance. Also there were very talented sisters, Rebbie, La Toya and Janet who has become a Mega Solo Artist over the years.

When I think about Gary, I just know that its home no matter what and that’s where the heart is. It puts you in mind where when you’re going back to your old front. It’s just a magical time to just remember…you know, when you can remember your brothers and when you were young and everybody were together…it was just the thought.

The Jackson Five was led by younger brother Michael who later became an icon all over the world before and after his strange and untimely death in 2009. Every member of the group had a special gift that was perfected every time they hit the stage in front of millions of fans over the entirety of their careers.

Being the second oldest member of the group and better known for his Guitar picking, Tito always appeared to be the quieter and more laid back personality of the five brothers. Today, many years later and shortly after the death of his brother Michael, the non-laid back voice of Tito Jackson has been heard clean across the world in a country many of us know very little about Kenya, Africa.

EH: As a young kid, would you consider yourself being the quiet type of guy or would you say that in order to learn, you first have to be able to listen?

TJ: I was a listener. I only spoke when I was spoken to or asked my opinion or my view. I was more of a listener, the quiet type guy.

As writer and interviewer for Consciousness Magazine, I highly accept the sincere pleasure of talking with not only a member of The Legendary Jackson Five, and Michael Jackson’s older brother, but Ambassador to Kenya and Honorary Citizen, “Mr. Tito Jackson.”

Elder Harris: Hello Tito, how’s it going?

Tito Jackson: Fine, how are you Lee? EH: I’m fine! Do you have sunshine out there today?

TJ: Oh yes, out in Calabasas.

EH: We are actually dealing with a recovery period here in Carolina after the tornados tore up a lot of stuff.

TJ: Yes, I’ve been watching a lot of that on the news.

EH: You come from what most of us would consider a pretty large family. Tell us a little about growing up in Gary, Indiana as far as school and the community is concerned.

TJ: Gary, Indiana is a small town on the out skirts of the south side of Chicago. I grew up in times of poverty; there were some tough times when we moved there. You had to hustle as a kid and as an adult as well, to make ends meet; it was just a rough place. For us, our outlet was musical sports. We were singing in a group before we became the Jackson Five.

EH: So like many, you had to make ends meet at that time?

TJ: Yea, you had to find things to keep you occupied as a kid

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LH: So it brings it all back?

TJ: It brings it all back!

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EH: What were your overall thoughts about becoming a musician? And did you ever think it would ever reach the level it did for you and your brothers?

TJ: When I was in Gary, my father and his brother had us singing and playing around the house. I wanted to be like my father; he mostly played guitar. When my father would be at work, I would play his guitar all day and put it back in the closet before he got home. He finally got me for it and then he put it in my lap and said, “Alright, show me what you know!”

So, when I started playing for him, his mouth flew open and then he took me to the pawn shop and brought me a guitar. After I started playing and learning everything on the radio, Jermaine was singing with me. We were doing three part harmony, just the three of us. We used to get Michael and Marlon out the room because they were little. They were bugging us while we were trying to sing; they were trying to play. They were playing with little trucks and stuff and then came running up to us saying, “I wanna be in the group!” We went to this play and heard Michael singing at the play. We couldn’t believe what we were hearing.

We were missing that all that time. So we put him in the group right away, even before we let Marlon in the group. When my father would be at work, our mother would sing with us, “Cotton Fields Back Home,” do you remember that song?

EH: Oh yea!

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TJ: That’s the kind of stuff my mother would sometimes sing with us.

EH: When you heard Michael sing in front of you guys, you basically answered this question already, but, how did you guys really feel about him asking?

TJ: Yes, those were some exciting times. We knew we had something! He was something; he was just a little boy, 4 or 5 years old when he started singing. It was almost like nobody had to teach him; he was a natural!

EH: My mother used to sit and watch you guys perform and she would just laugh with joy and shake her head. Then she would say, “I can’t wait to see my boys doing good things together like these kids!” Did you ever feel the positive impact of what you guys brought to the hearts of your fans?

TJ: It took a lot of work, a lot of traveling and a lot of disappointments during our whole career. I always tell people that we had a career before The Jackson Five…before Motown. We were strong for a couple of years. We were first known as, “Ripples & Waves, then The Jackson and then The Jackson Five.” Our first recording was a song called “You’re a Big Boy Now,” and the flip side was called “You don’t have to be 21 to fall in love.” All this was prior to signing with Motown.

EH: Michael used to sing that music like he was a grown man or like he had been in love before or something.

TJ: Yea, that’s why we used to open up for Jackie Wilson, James Brown and those people. Michael would just do his thing. He just loved everything they did when he was just a little boy. I mean everything they did on stage!

EH: Over the years of performing in front of mega crowds of people, somewhere inside you and your family, I’m feeling was a real soft spot for poor and

underprivileged people. I could hear it in much of the music.

What’s your comment about this?

TJ: Always, because, we remember when we weren’t as far as we are today. We helped poor people who didn’t have much, gave to organizations and just kind of helped them along the way. There was no certain reason for it. We all just gave of our time and efforts as much as we could.

EH: Songs like, “Man of War,” “With a Child’s Heart” and then later;” “Man in the Mirror”, and “Heal the World” by Michael, just says it all about the hearts of the Jackson Family.

TJ: “Can you Feel It” also, and “We can Change the World” from the Victory Tour.

EH: Yes, but speaking through the music with the words saying everything, it told me and should have told others of the love you guys have for other people.

TJ: Well, we’ve always done a lot of things for charity, whether they are little things or big things. We not only gave money, but our time to the sick, our shows or flying supplies and all types of things. We have done things for the richest of the rich and the poorest of the poor, but realizing that The Jacksons were between the two of them. Doing this makes your heart feel more for the poorer people that don’t have a fighting chance without your help. So, that’s what it’s about; I’ve been very fortunate and have had a chance to feel their pain all my life, so this made me want to be there for other people.

Elder Lee M. Harris commentary Coming to Michael’s defense, the public media continued to make accusations about Michael’s friendship with young kids by criticizing him with evil scrutiny. At the end of the day, no one ever saw any wrong doing from Michael, he just wanted to feel the joy of being a grown up, but living with a child’s heart for children. NeverLand was a childhood place of fantasy and dreams that any child would love to go and was truly a blessing to many children.

The truth is, Michael and his sibling’s life as children were basically traded in for preparation for a better and wiser life as adults. Joseph and Catherine were truly great parents and the fruit of their labor shows today in their children.

In the song, “With a Child’s Heart,” Michael would sing his heart out trying to get the world to understand that if we keep just a little kid inside us in our everyday walk in life, we will never get so serious about the ways of the world that we forget how to have fun and live. As the song reads, “With a child’s heart, go face the worries of the day, with a child’s heart, turns each problem into play, no need to worry!” This explains Michael Jackson, “What a special guy he was!”

EH: Tito, although still dealing with the very shocking death of your younger brother Michael, what would you say is the main thing that keeps you giving your all to the people of this world?

TJ: And we do; with all the new projects that have come, major fortunes of it have gone to organizations of major charities like the Heal the World Foundation. We have to continue to do that.

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Tito Jackson receiving JOOF Ambassadorship Photo: Prime Minister Odinga, Tito Jackson and Kenya Ambassador to the U.S. Dr. Wenwa Akinyi Oranga

Photo: April Sutton, television personality and JOOF board of Trustee member and Tito Jackson

Dealing with life we have to be strong. We challenge each day with our good will and you realize that strong minds, we all have in our own ways. We have to realize that there are people that really need our help and appreciate our help. You also have to choose your friends and choose your enemies, because when you mean well and do well to yourself and those around you, you become more of a natural being I believe.

some kind of hospitals or finances made available for them?

TJ: That depends on what type of programs we run, and what type of funds they provide. Right now, we are raising funds and doing what we can to help, starting with the donations and with the supplies. Hopefully, they can have their own hospitals, doctors and staff.

EH: Tito, you have very recently been named JOOF Ambassador to Kenya and Honorary Citizen by Kenya’s Rt. Honorary Prime Minister Raila Amolo Odinga. When did this interest in Kenya begin for you and how did this appointment come about?

TJ: Well, I’ve been to the African Nation on many occasions. I remember on my first trip to Africa, I went to Ouagadougou.

My heart went out to the people because of seeing their suffering from being without some of the simplest things we have here in America, such as water supply and things of that nature. Also they are without food supplies, so these people have nothing; they don’t even have bathrooms. So, when I was offered the Ambassadorship, it is something you can’t ignore.

I think the Prime Minister had heard of many of the other goodwill things my family does as well as, Marlon being involved in some of the projects in Nigeria. So, I accepted the task and like I said earlier in the interview, there are a lot of things I can bring to the table, such as, clean water, medical supplies, technology and things of that nature. I feel like I can make a difference and we all should have that attitude. I do want to make a difference and I believe I can make a difference.

EH: It makes us feel good when we can give back to the communities and to the people.

TJ: Exactly! We’re rewarded in so many other things, whether it’s everyday life or whatever. You don’t look for a reward for doing it, just to get to do it is a reward in itself. That’s the way you have to look at it.

EH: In an article, I read where you talked about the Health and Education of the Kenyan people. You spoke of Life threatening diseases including HIV/AIDS. Will your organization provide education and awareness only or is there

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EH: Would you say that although people such as the people of Kenya that have major struggles in their everyday way of life are better off to a large degree than we are right here in the United States because of our lack of unity among each other?

TJ: No, I wouldn’t say they’re better off. As it is here, there are ways here to better your life and live stress free. For them, they are struggling for a better life so there are many disappointments, so they’re not better off.

EH: Do they basically stand together in unity though Tito?

TJ: Well, they have all those things such as standing together in unity, but things that seem simple for us seem difficult for them.

EH: Tito, tell us some of the other things about your new appointment to Kenya that we may not have covered that is of great importance to mention.

TJ: Lee, you know, we’re just going to spark things out. I’m going to be looking at some things such as doing some shows to raise funds. We are going to be autographing Michael Jackson’s shirts that he had as another way of raisings funds and putting together lively programs. So, this is basically where we’re standing right now.

EH: So, you do have a band right now that’s going to be performing?

TJ: Yes, I have a band. I have a lot of other artist as well that are willing to help us out, which makes it a little easier.

EH: Does your appointment as Ambassador allow recruitment through you into The JOOF? TJ: Yes, there will be people! Absolutely, and like anyone that has knowledge of things like medical supplies, food, papers and anything that will be helpful.

EH: With the love, the gift and the talent for music already in

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your heart Tito, regardless to your new position; you have a new CD released or due to be released as we speak. Tell us about your CD, and where we can get a copy.

TJ: My new CD is called “So Far So Good”, and my new single is titled: “We Made It!” You can download it on I-tunes and other sites. That’s basically where I am right now. I recorded my CD now for two years, because I had taken a break after Michael’s death. Now I’m finishing it up and releasing it.

EH: To the best of your knowledge Tito, are any of your brothers doing any music projects at this time?

TJ: Well, Jackie has a few projects with his son Siggy. Other than that, I’m going to have a conference later today with my brothers and we’re going to talk about some things. Jermaine was working on some things a couple of months back, but we’re all going to be doing some things with the show.

EH: Tito, everything we accomplish has its own price in one way or another. What would you like to say to upcoming entertainers that will prepare them for this new way of life?

TJ: Well, some things have changed over the years. We now have such things as the computer, which wasn’t there when I came up. Now there’s writing, and other programs available, so there wasn’t a whole lot of monkeying in the studio because of

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When you mean well and do well to yourself and those around you, you become more of a natural.

the high cost of studio time each day. That’s what makes it so easy for these writers now, because you just have the good stuff and you can put it on I-tunes, YouTube, your own website… there’s a lot of music that has become very popular that way.

Now that’s the good thing about it. The bad thing about it is who the company you’re with is. There is so many free downloads and things of that nature. Basically, there is no way for the artist to promote in order to drive the audiences to your live performances. For the musicians, it shows that they really have talent; they have the love for the music and are doing their thing. So it’s nothing wrong with it.

EH: I just want to tell you from my heart that being Michael’s age, I have always loved you guys and your music. I must also say that sometimes we get caught up in what we receive from people instead of looking into the hearts of them.

When Michael sang the song, “With a Childs Heart,” I knew where he was coming from because we sometimes allow ourselves to grow up too fast and before we know it, we have already stopped living. Nobody has to tell you that Michael was a beautiful person; I also know that Mike got his lead from you, Jackie, Jermaine, Marlon and Randy while sharing your love around the world.

TJ: Thank you very much, I really appreciate that!

EH: I would ask that you tell your family that I love them and I’m there in heart and spirit with the loss of Michael. Your father and mother raised a great group of kids and it wasn’t all

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about the music to say, but most of all it was and still is about the love and care you all have for others; God Bless the Jackson Family and bless your quest to assist the People of Kenya and their needs.

TJ: I would also like to tell the people that we thank them very much for what they’re doing and we love them very much for that and God Bless them!

EH: Thank you so much Tito!

TJ: Thank you also and God Bless!

2300 Jackson Street, “I’ll always find my way back home!”

As my wife and I stood outside the door of the Holy Terrance where Michael Jackson is laid to rest, passages of his life flowed through my mind of some of the sad moments in his life.

Barely viewing the tomb that held his remains, the darkness of his resting place caused a heavy weighing on my heart.

I thought about how Michael has basically had to live his life in darkness because of media and public opinion that really knew nothing about this man, “Michael Jackson.” I just couldn’t help but pain for him even in his death, being placed in darkness away from the rest of the world he was born in.

When I think of, “2300 Jackson Street,” a song that was performed by The Jackson Family, singing about them being raised up in the small town of Gary, Indiana and how as Tito say, “Gary will always be home!”, something very touching came over my mind.

I and many other fans of this very special and blessed Jackson family feel that it would be of great dedication to Michael if he was to be returned to Gary, Indiana for permanent burial, “Back to where they started from!” Sometimes the life we live has a way of wrapping us into the world of public expectancy, but when it all ends for us, we should at least be rewarded with a resting peace into the light and outside of darkness.

Tito and the rest of his family is now the only gateway to who Michael Jackson really was as a person and they deserve the right to be able to lay him to rest where and how they choose.

With the fact that no other human being on earth had drawn the attention, love, joy and finally the sadness after passing through this world, it is my opinion that Michael Jackson was then and is still the most loved, famous, and popular person of all times. There has been many great people according to their works, but Michael was a special man which his credits has to be given to his entire family from the teaching, love and tough love of his parents, to the love, unity and camaraderie of his brothers and sisters. So many would love to know that Michael Jackson, “The man, The person, The brother, The son, The King of Pop,” was back home, “2300 Jackson Street!”

Let’s continue to bless the Jackson Family with our prayers and support and become a part of the new mission Tito has accepted as, “Ambassador to Kenya.”

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-Elder Lee M. Harris

Written by Aaron Robinson

ometimes in life when it seems as if the burdens are too hard to carry, we feel as though we should throw in the towel. As the old saying goes, “what doesn’t kill you will only make you stronger,” is the quote some people live by. Sometimes only the little strength and encouragement from others combined with your own encouragement can pick you up and allow you to make it through the obstacles and challenges you may be facing. Sometimes it only takes love from others and belief in ourselves.

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ently approaching the Memphis Tennessee native, K Michelle, with her manager, she greets the Consciousness Magazine journalists and I with a warm hand shake and open hug, as she recently comes off the stage after giving an energetic performance at the Woodstars Musical Festival. “It was cool! It was hot out there, but it was for a good cause.” I could feel the realness and appreciation in her sole, as another accomplishment is completed, while being involved in a fundraiser event. Enthused about her career, we sit and begin to have a chat about her anticipated tour, “Next year I plan to go back out [on tour]. I don’t know the definite date, but I’ll keep everyone posted,” says the young and lively R&B singer and writer as the flashing lights from the camera are impending from all directions of the Proviso East High School hallway.

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Kindly and compassionate, she begins to talk about her new album while giving us her complete attention.

“My new album is titled

Pain Medicine. My executive producer is R Kelly.

It’s amazing [working with him]! He’s my friend. I learn a lot from him,” exclaimed the confident single mother. Oncoming fans and media counterparts began to take notice of the talented singer as they tend to stand around the vigorous ore, becoming more intrigued in her presence and dialogue.

She begins to give advice to the youth who’s goal is to make it in the music industry.

“I’m from Memphis. To the youth I would tell them to walk away from conflict and for parents to keep them (youth) in something that they love. Keep them focused! A lot of role models on TV stay focused and shows that.

But it all starts at home.”

She becomes inspired by her challenges as she ends the one on one interview with Consciousness Magazine. “You just have to keep on fighting through the struggle.

Me…being a new artist, I feel that if you don’t have a struggle, then you don’t have a story to tell.”

Shavone Owens, a.k.a. Miss Bling or Konfidient Miss Bling, is a prime example that a person can overcome situations and still pursue their vision. It wasn’t always easy for Miss Bling as she pursued her broadcasting career to become a radio personality and fashion designer.

During the early stages of her journey, Miss Bling started handcrafting items as a hobby. She became her own marketing tool and went out in the world with faith and hope that her creativity would pave the way for her dreams.

Ambitious and determined, having a love for fashion, nonetheless broadcasting, she uses Swarovski Crystals to customize T-shirts, cups, glasses, gym shoes, cell phones, exterior of vehicles and anything that she can handcraft symbols and place words on. In the clubs or where ever she was embraced to showcase her product, her clientele began to build as

family and friends continued to give her support. With her unique and stylish touch, nevertheless a motivation to be persistent, doors opened up to allow her to design for celebrities such as Twista, Snoop Dogg, Gino Baby, just to name a few. She also created the opportunity to design a gift package which was hand delivered to Beyonce after her concert.

Miss Bling has also ventured into fashion, starting her own clothing line, Konfident Diva Kouture. Bling has had cameo appearances on Mutombo, starring Michael Blackson.

Prior, she started her own show “The Bling Show” and “Extreme TV Show.”

In 1995 she created the Bling Radio Show which is operated independently by Miss Bling.

Life wasn’t always easy for Miss Bling as she build up her craft attending Illinois Center for Broadcasting, where she graduated with her broadcasting degree. Previously, she lost her brother who had love for music, far most, who came to the studio with her every day when she had her internship. He was her influence.

Today, Miss Bling continues to pursue her passion, reaching millions all across the world from the Bling Radio Show on Chicago Power 92's Raw TV Radio Blingy 411, where she has interviewed local and national celebrities.

Visit Miss Bling at www.blingradioshow.com

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A 2011 JET Magazine interview with model and actress Yaya DaCosta states plays are living breathing art. For upcoming Chicago native, athlete, model, actor, producer, foremost man of GOD Richard Gallion, it is films that are the utmost expression for an actor’s playground.

“Acting allows you to create the character. You take in how the actor/actress talks and how responsive [he or she] is towards situations and make these [elements] your own,” mentions the prolific actor of the inspiring respective film and play Black Butterfly and All My Single Ladies.

“You take the character and become the character.” This article sheds on the brilliance of Gallion sharing his perspective on modeling, acting in plays vs. acting in films, the entertainment industry, and him as a unique talent.

Richard Gallion…

On his first true love Basketball is my first true love. I felt basketball was going to get me out of the hood. I do not come from the best neighborhood. It was pretty tough growing up in a single parent household being welfare [recipients]. However, an injury [while playing] got the best of me. Though I do not play as much, I never lost the love for the game. [Basketball] helped me cope with life.

On modeling Reginald Armstrong is credited for my modeling career. This great [individual] helped me get in college to play college basketball. He happened to call a coach who started a clothing line and asked me to model it. [At first], I did not want to model thinking it would interfere with my basketball career. [However], he wanted an image for his brand and eventually we shot the pictures. He promoted the clothing line. Based on the pictures, I was requested by many to model for fashion shows [including Ebony]. Fashion shows opened the avenue for my modeling career.

On acting in plays vs. acting in films There is a completely different style of acting when it comes to plays and films. With stage plays, you have to make things bigger in the theatre especially for that person that is seated in the very last row so they can see. The acting on

stage plays displays live [presentation] and you can directly receive feedback from an audience.

With films, you do not have that help from the audience. It is a different environment [because] the camera reads the [actors/actresses] facial expressions and body language. It is more body language and less dialogue. These [elements] tell the story or [plot] of the film. [Overall], acting in both scenarios can be challenging. As an [actor/actress], you have to place yourself in the shoes of that character.

On how unique of a talent he is in the entertainment industry One, I acknowledge who GOD is and I know what HE has done for me. I include him in every script I lay my hands on. Before I get involved with any project whether play or film, I pray about it. If I happened to get a role, I have to do a fast. A fast is something sacred between GOD and I. [In addition], people do not practice their craft. I would spend ten to twelve hours reading a script and rehearsing the character. I am not sure if other actors/actresses do what I do or have a relationship with HIM. I think my relationship with GOD is what separates me from others.

Thoughts on the entertainment industry The entertainment industry is the devil’s playground. It is demonic. I am very careful on the different roles I play. What is pleasing to the world is not pleasing to me. I do not share the same viewpoints as others. People would blackball and bad mouth me by saying I think I am too good because I do not want to take on a certain role or be apart of a project. As my first time producing and directing a play, I was nervous not knowing what people were going to say or think. People wanted for me to fail.

Sometimes I feel a role does not have a message behind it so it is difficult to constantly find work within this industry while still being able to stand on my beliefs. Money cannot buy me and cannot buy you. It is just a past time. It is tough. [However], I take everything I learned and move forward. These [experiences motivate] me to work harder.

People in this industry can be so selfish. They are not humble. If Jesus can humble himself Cont. on page 36

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Interviewed and written by Tocarra Eldridge

f it was the Golden Era of Hip-Hop, its no doubt that the Chicago Native, Precise, would be mentioned in the top ten of my favorite MC‘s. As the underground Chicago hip-hop scene continues to make its transition, Precise is proof that he can still hold his own. He shines his thought provoking lyrical content in which he writes from within, while taking full responsibility for his rhymes delivered. When I first met Precise at the House Of Blues in 2010, I knew that he was passionate about his musical gift and that he had a lot to offer outside of entertainment.

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Precise received his introduction to music by attending his father’s band rehearsals. His father was a guitarist and saxophonist. Precise later ventured into becoming a DJ. After entering into a talent contest and getting great feedback, he knew that it was his dream to rap. Later he, Chris Rice a.k.a. “Ideal” and Victor Moore a.k.a.

“Creole,” formed the group Nubearth. My Life is his first solo project, which includes the lead single “It’s On Me.” I (Consciousness Magazine) had the opportunity to catch up with Eddy “Precise” Lamarre, in hopes that he can share some positive

Precise: Right now it’s just that. At some point a few years ago, I was going through a trying time…a divorce, changing jobs, etc. At this point in my life I had to understand that any changes that are going to come had to start with me. I had to make those changes and make it happen.

TE: What are some of the sacrifices that you’ve made to get to this point of your career?

Precise: I don’t want to use the word sacrifice. I would say I had to make changes. I just had to change my mindset and get out of the negative mindset. I had to make these changes in order to be able to move to the next level. This interview is an example of that. I had to sacrifice the negativity for positivity to move to the next level.

Staying focused, staying positive and productive is the key. aspects of his life and music career to the readers.

Tocarra Eldridge: Besides being a recording artist, what are some things that many may not know about the talented artist that we know as Precise (Eddie Lamarre)?

Precise: Well I do some producing. I’m also a writer. I have three sons. I’m a personal banker. Music is my profession. Outside of that, I like to read books that motivate people.

TE: You are a very spiritual person and come across very conscious in many aspects of your life. What do you feel is your ultimate goal or purpose?

Precise: Through music, I feel my goal is to make people aware of the power that all of us have…to make them aware, so that they may tap into the source in which we are all connected. Some may call it God, Allah, etc. I feel as though my goal is to make people aware of this and let them know that all things are possible.

TE: For any up-and-coming artists who are struggling to reach a certain pinnacle in their career in the music industry, what advice or insight would you give them in hopes to encourage them along their journey?

Precise: The main insight that I would give is – just stay the course, stay true to who you are, never give up and do not let anyone get you off track from what you are trying to accomplish.

Patience and understanding who you are eternally and knowing that everything will happen in due time is what I would promote to any up and coming artist. Staying focused, staying positive and productive is the key.

TE: Do you have anything that you would like to add before we close?

Precise: I am working on a mixtape [Ladies Love Mixtape] with one of the producers Tyehill of The Produktionix. It is geared towards the ladies and it’s about love and relationships. The Ladies Love Mixtape will be dropping before the It’s On Me album.

TE: What organizations have you been a part of, whether inside or outside of your community?

Precise: Right now I’m a part of JustFM365. It’s an ensemble who brings the world arts and entertainment all year round.

I would like to thank you for taking out the time to interview me.

I really appreciate it! Stay focused, positive and productive!

Thanks again.

TE: What is the inspiration behind your new album It’s On Me?

TE: You’re welcome.

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Sports Community

Interviewed by Tocarra Eldridge

hat do you do when it seems as though bad things occur one after another in your life? Do you stay in the “fight,” or do you throw the boxing gloves in when you feel as though there is no hope. Sometimes we have no control over the situations that are welcomed into our lives; however, we have a choice. Many situations could either mold us into that character that God intended us to be, in hopes of giving us the opportunity to share our testimony with others, or those situations can destroy us if we accept them.

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TE: Besides being a professional boxer, what are some of the contributions that you have made to society or your community?

RS: I’ve always been involved in things in my community. I talk to people and children all the time about some of the things that you’ve just asked me about. When I go out and talk to them…they look up to me. I’m a street guy; I’m going to always be a street guy. But, they look up to me because of the things I’ve been through and how I made it through.

For Rayco “War” Saunders, professional boxer, early life wasn’t always “peaches and cream” as he experienced unimaginable moments from childhood to adulthood on the Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania streets. Born into the world of a 17 year old single mother who he witnessed overdose on drugs, serving 20 months in a juvenile facility for a homicide arrest and later being set free, getting arrest for numerous illegal street issues, and being shot in the chest - it’s evident that Rayco is truly a man that has been blessed.

TE: You wrote a book about your life called Blessed or Cursed.

What would you like people to take away after reading your amazing life story?

RS: I would say when people read it, it’s not about what I would like them to take away. Actually, they have no choice but to come away with hope, learning that you can turn any negative into a positive as long as you have that never die, never give up attitude.

It’s not necessarily what I want them to get out of it; like I said I think they have no choice but to leave with the perception that you can turn anything negative into a positive.

Having an intriguing story to share that could inspire many peoples’ lives, I am privileged to speak to Rayco Saunders, who is considered far most a Champion, Hero and a Warrior, because he has survived many unfavorable events and struggles that could have effected or ended his life. Today he is here with Consciousness Magazine to share his testimony.

TE: Do you have anything else that you would like to add before we close?

RS: Go get the book! First of all I’d like to say it’s a great book!

I put so much knowledge into the book – I talked about the law system, how they are teaching kids these days that’s affecting their intelligence. It’s just an excellent read!

Tocarra Eldridge: What advice would you give to young black males that glamorize the street life conglomerate?

Rayco Saunders: The advice that I would give is – Learn who you are. Look at any particular positives. Learn from studying others. Me, myself, I wanted to know who I was, who my people were, where they came from. Me being around other races, you know, I wanted to know what am I? Who am I? You should always look at somebody who is positive, study them and learn from them.

TE: What would you suggest to the youth who think that they have no way out of harsh reality?

RS: Well…first I’d like to say there’s always a way out! There’s always a way out of anything! At first I was going to say the only thing there’s no way out of is death. But, that’s not even true.

There’s even a way out of death. The scriptures tell us that we will be resurrected. Always think positive. I ALWAYS think positive.

I never think negative! If something negative happens to me, I try to take the positive out of it. If something negative happens – there’s always a lesson behind it. You should always try to stay positive and learn from that lesson.

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By Tocarra Eldridge te_rp@yahoo.com Photos and design by Aaron Robinson

hannon Brown, it seems approaches basketball the way most fans would think he would – devoting to bettering himself, supporting youth organizations, remaining humble despite clearly possessing undeniable athletic ability and not taking anything for granted because his road to the NBA was quite bumpy and uncertain at times. Along the route, Brown faced many challenges and obstacles on and off the court. From as a young teenager losing his 14 year old cousin to a senseless shooting, to a close friend of Brown’s getting killed while attending Proviso East High School (located in his hometown of Maywood, IL), to eventually losing yet another childhood friend while a student at Michigan State University, he continued to persevere.

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Brown nearly found himself out of the NBA before he actually got a chance to get started due to a series of DLeague demotions. However, through all of Brown’s obstacles and adversities, he chose to take his challenges head on, enabling him to pursue his goals. Although, often wondering why he was not getting the opportunity he desired, Brown never gave up hope, and always believed in himself and his ability to play the game.

After bouncing between five NBA teams in his first several seasons in the league, Brown landed a home in Los Angeles with the Lakers.

Humbleness and appreciation for Brown’s abilities are certainly praiseworthy, as he has a natural God-given ability to dunk. He continues to work diligently on all aspects of his game. It’s this unquestioning devotion to improve his skills that’s helped Brown blossom into one of the league’s bright young talents. However, it's his commitment to getting better that is most commendable.

He provides ridiculous takeoffs from the paint leaving the crowd in awe as he makes thunderous dunks.

Nevertheless, Brown wants to be categorized as much more than simply a dunker when it's all said and done.

From destroying opposing defenders everywhere on the floor to adding his offensive spark when needed, Brown remains hungry to get better. He is truly a great asset on the court.

I [Consciousness Magazine] had the privilege to catch up with the young and vibrant L.A. Laker, Shannon Brown, at the Wood Stars Festival, where he teamed up with Michael Finley to put on a fun and entertaining family oriented event. It was a pleasure to sit and chat with the high-flying guard as he calmly welcomed my interview.

Tocarra Eldridge: What obstacles have you faced as a player in the NBA?

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Shannon Brown: It’s a lot of obstacles you go through.

There are a lot of guys, a lot of veterans to compete with… all fighting for the same goal. You just got to maintain being positive and continue trying to get better.

That’s the main thing.

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present the Wood Stars Summer Carnival and Music Festival, what other things do you do in the community?

SB: I throw a camp in July that’s free for the kids, promoting fitness and teamwork. We feed them; we teach them basketball skills, teach them about mental health

Just keep working at it! Whether it is basketball, singing, rapping, etc., just work hard at it.

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[Many fail to realize that Brown’s road to the NBA was not an easy path. He went through several D-League demotions, before finally beating the odds and becoming a solid NBA player, now holding two NBA championship rings.]

TE: As a well recognized franchise, you guys [Los Angeles Lakers] always bring the best out of your opponents. Tell us what it’s like being a member of this Los Angeles Lakers team?

SB: Well, we got the second most championships in history. Being a Laker – each night you step out on the court, the opponents give you their best. So, it’s a big challenge! You get to play against the best of the best. All I can say is I’m blessed to be apart of it all. It’s a great feeling to be a Laker. It’s amazing!

and physical health. We just have them come out and have a great time. At the end of the camp we give them trophies and prizes…just to try and keep them motivated.

It’s for a great cause.

TE: What advice would you give to the youth whose goal is to become a professional basketball player?

SB: Just keep working at it! Whether it is basketball, singing, rapping, etc., just work hard at it. That’s what it takes. Just go to school and keep your head in the books.

TE: Thank you so much for the interview Shannon.

SB: No problem.

Shannon Brown

TE: What is it like having Kobe Bryant as a teammate?

SB: It’s great! I’ve learned a lot from him. He teaches me a lot…on and off the court. He’s a great teammate; he’s a great person.

[When Brown was traded from Charlotte to the Los Angeles Lakers in 2009, Kobe Bryant was the first Lakers player to give Shannon an official warm welcome to the team.]

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Franchise: L.A. Lakers Position: Guard Height: 6-4 Weight: 205 lbs.

Born: November 29, 1985 in Maywood, Illinois High School: Proviso East in Maywood, Illinois College: Michigan State University Draft: Cleveland Cavaliers, 1st round (25th pick, 25th overall), 2006 NBA Draft NBA Debut: November 7, 2006 Age: 25 years, 256 days Experience: 5 years D-League: 12 G, 22.6 PPG, 5.4 RPG, 3.3 APG

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he word renaissance is a movement or period of vigorous artistic and intellectual activity [rebirth or revival]. Without any uncertainty, that’s absolutely what the creative and imaginative Maywood, Illinois rapper, Renaissance, represents. As an independent artist, Renaissance is progressively building his empire, First Avenue Music, with friend and business partner Shannon Brown (NBA Player) and Keoki Allen, to not only receive appreciation as an artist, but to also leave an unforgettable legacy in the music industry as a prodigy.

I was grateful to have interviewed such a true talent in Hip Hop who is filled with personality. Here is what Renaissance had to say, while sitting peaceful, accepting a heartwarming one on one interview with Consciousness Magazine.

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Renaissance: Being able to break as big as I’d like to. Some of the obstacles I’ve faced include getting radio play, support, etc. At the end of the day you have Faith as an artist and that’s what keeps you going.

TE: When promoting yourself, is there a challenge differentiating the business side from the creative side?

Renaissance: Absolutely. As an artist you want to do what you want to do and act how you want to act, but there’s an image that you must uphold. For example, I got the song “I Like It” out there…it’s a very friendly and catchy song, but not as edgy as some of my other stuff. “I Like It” is a song that is clean, and that’ll be played on BET and so on. When you think business, you have to think different.

But, if a song makes it from the streets and happens to break radio and commercials…great!

Tocarra Eldridge: What captivated your Try not to put your messages out there the same way. We all interest of wanting to become a rapper? have similar stories, but tell your stories different from others. Be Renaissance: Um! I used to play sports. To me I think sports and music go hand in different and don’t be scared to venture out and try new stuff. hand. You know I always wrote as well. I always envisioned myself as TE: Has there been any sacrifices or changes in your life to get to being a basketball player or something. As I got older I realized sports where you are today? weren’t for me. Then to be truthful, my concerns and focus kind of Renaissance: Absolutely man! I sacrifice a lot! I’ve done went elsewhere…like towards girls and the streets during high school. jobs…worked terrible jobs. I’ve sacrificed time with my kids to travBut, I still kept close to it [rapping]. My friend Shannon [Brown] and el. For the people who don’t know, they probably think particular artist Dee [Brown] went on and went to the NBA and so on. That’s when blew up over night. But, they probably have been working for ten I realized I had to use my gift before it’s too late - after I realized I years. I put a lot into it myself. So, if somebody say “he a one hit wonder or he blew up over night,” NO! I worked hard for that one hit! wasn’t going to be in the NBA. Those guys inspired me.

(Laugh) I honor those guys who didn’t go as far and those who are that TE: What’s the message or implication behind your stage name, one hit wonder. I appreciate it because it’s hard out here. And for you to just get people’s attention or for people to just buy a ticket to come Renaissance?

Renaissance: It’s more so just telling people to be diverse. The see you perform, it shows that however hard you worked, it paid off. definition of Renaissance is a new birth, being born again. I consider myself a fresh sound, doing the same thing, just in a different way. So TE: What is your relation with NBA player Shannon Brown? it’s a new birth.

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TE: Do you feel as though you have a responsibility with your lyrical content?

[Renaissance sits confident, while enjoying the present moment, articulating his thoughts.]

Renaissance: Absolutely! You don’t want to put poison out to people or influence the youth in a negative way. You have to be mindful of whom your fans are. You don’t want your image to be portrayed as not good.

TE: During your music career, what has been some of the challenges that you’ve faced?

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[Renaissance reminisces, thinking of how blessed he is to have a good friend around him.]

Renaissance: We’re partners. Shannon is one of my close friends. It started in high school. I’ve been doing music for a long time now. In any business it takes money to make money. So, Shannon and I devised a plan and said let’s do something. He’s been a supporter since he knew I did music.

TE: Would you like to share anything else that we haven’t covered?

Renaissance: I appreciate ya’ll people for the support. I have a couple projects coming up. I got a couple mix tapes – Chronic Break and This Is What I Do, hosted by Sean Mac. In 2012, I plan on releasing everything.

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Album REVIEW ADD-2: Tale of Two’s Cities Vol. 4: Better Days Hip-hop at its deathly zenith becomes an obsolescent haulage of skullcap word power finesse.

It was not until a sleeping giant hip-hop head Add-2 makes his riotous landmark of stuff that makes a legend in the praised Tale of TwoÊs City Vol. 4: Better Days.

Add-2, the very few hip-hop acts to not lose focus throughout the album, cleverly sticks to the formulaic theme of living Better Days; providing hip-hop singles and concepts that brusquely blows storm clouds of tumultuous life in darkest hour of a bright sunlit day.

Add-2 extends the concept of DMX’s “Damien” as he plays DevilÊs Advocate shedding conversation with the prince of darkness of how the earth is at desolation in the genius “As The World Burns.” The feel of this single makes the hairs of the neck curl up making one visualize retribution and the afterworld. The scribing of docile and evocative poetics becomes what Nas once stated, “words pass the margin(s)” in the noteworthy “Me And My Rhymes.” This single coincides with the malodorous “Cassette Tapes” that serves to be a “T.R.O.Y. (They Reminisce Over You),” or an ode to hip-hop and the significance it had in the hip-hop artist’s life trying to recapture a youthful innocence and comeliness, but “The Feeling Is Gone.” In

this essence, the hip-hop artist heckles his rap peers to a royal mic battle to win back “The Crown” jewel of the musical legacy of the genre, delivering the masses from music industry suicide and leading into better times and Better Days.

The Chi City hip-hop artist becomes the best in the art of storytelling with the narratives “Dream Chaser” and “Ghetto Rain” that recounts three different verses of individuals living the 1994 TLC “Waterfalls” lifestyle. Upliftment without degradation is what our women in society need and Add-2 offers female empowerment in “Brown Skin Girl,” a sensitive subject regarding women labeled as 1999’s TLC “Unpretty,” which offers Better Days and hope to women that go overboard in pleasing others falling short to societal norms. He continues to offer Better Days to hustlers, women, foremost the children with “D.G.K. (Dirty Ghetto Kids),” a tribute to the youth from becoming unrecovering victims of the system.

A rarity for a hip-hop album to have potential singles and street bangers and with Tales of Two CityÊs Vol. 4 Better Days, it goes beyond expectations where every track is viewed as monstrous. He delivers his best work without shambles providing harrowing production alongside relic sharp-shooting lyrical aptitude. Vol. 4 Better Days is hip-hop’s street operetta.

By Hector De La Rosa 5hiphopelements@gmail.com

Pennjamin Bannekar: Heartbeat As socially-lyrically inept artists clog the main artery of the heart of hip-hop with deadly toxins of corny “Dumb It Down” lyrical blockage and inflammatory music production, it is likely to say hiphop is at the brinks of her untimely death critically in need for someone to salvage her before flatlining. Luckily, a Windy City native and emcee skilled like a surgeon equipped with the proper scalpels and medical treatment (controversial lyrical content, silver-tongued and effervescent swagger, musical bravado, and a flow as treacherous as botulism and reminiscent of a young and cocky Jay-Z) revives hip-hop’s Heartbeat. Pennjamin Bannekar M.D. (master decipher) stints the heart of hip-hop with distinguished wordplay and superb artistry.

After hip-hop’s bypass and on the road to recovery, her heartbeat begins to dully pulsate evident in the “Intro” and album/title track “Heartbeat.” Nevertheless, the heart beats strongly throughout the entire album with each track without disappointing- a milestone for an artist since the average album consist of one to two bangers and the rest are album trash fillers. Bannekar avoids the obvious. As “Why” is to Jadakiss, „Is It Too Late‰ is BannekarÊs insightful track that lyrically questions the essence of life, „Is it too late to get on/ Is it too late too grow up/ Is it too late to make something of myself/ I just want

to make it before I stop breathing.‰ The brief “Show Business” narrates the difference between Bannekar and his emcee counterparts as they waste their time partying hard and not put in the effort into their careers, Bannekar works hard in getting that hip-hop promotion.

“Counterfeit” is the new vocabulary word. The word usually applies to money but in this case it is directed towards lame hip-hop acts with no skill that grasp a mic in feminine manners. Bannekar, Omen, and Phil G. go H.A.M. on the feeble heartlessly assaulting in rhymes that give massive strokes and heart attacks to fake rappers that are an imitation of dollars that burn in red flames like the ones in Rush Hour 2. The cunning “Fast Cars” has slick wordplay in comparing different makes and models of cars to a different woman he has sexual pleasures with having the momentum of Fast Five. The soulful “Illwrite” takes uncensored shots at the Illuminati theory while affirms his arrival as a fresh to def emcee. The opulent anthem “Go” bangs to car speakers in any car driving from Lake Shore Drive to Cali’s Crenshaw Blvd. Heartbeat robustly and modestly closes out with Bannekar’s “Acceptance Speech,” a single that decrees his presence of a brilliant artist at an awards ceremony winning the “M. D. Award” for his efforts in giving hip-hop her heart transplant.

If the music were any indication of Pennjamin Bannekar’s legato musicology, his ecstatic, euphoric, and silhouette Heartbeat album cover is razor-edge artform that captures the essence of ordained hip-hop apprenticeship.

By Hector De La Rosa 5hiphopelements@gmail.com

Parental Advisory: Views and opinions expressed in album reviews within this publication reflect the opinion of their respective author and do not necessarily represent those of the publisher and editors.

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any people came together to have a fun, entertaining and safe occasion at the The Woodstars Summer Carnival and Musical Festival 2011. The event was organized by the Shannon Brown Foundation, founded by two times NBA Champion Shannon Brown, who plays for the Los Angeles Lakers and the Michael Finley foundation, founded by former NBA player Michael Finley. The organizations presented the Summer Carnival for a fun filled day of entertainment for family and friends to enjoy, along with the Music Festival which consisted of a lineup of well-known and respected celebrities who performed, giving their best to the exhilarated audience.

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The event lasted for four days with the Carnival kicking off the first day on Thursday. The schedule of events followed as the Old School hip-hop began Friday with unforgettable performances that included Slick Rick, Big Daddy Kane, MC Lyte, Yo-Yo, Naughty by Nature and much more. The New School Concert followed the day after, which included electrifying performances by Twista, Juelz Santana, Renaissance, K Michelle. Jon B, Faith Evans, Silk, Chico DeBarge, Tweet and Carl Thomas, who all gave a magnificent performance at the R&B Soul Concert. On Sunday, the event ended with a Gospel Concert with performances that included praise and worship by James Fortune, Tami Haddon, Isaac Carree and N’Tegri-T. A Finale Concert followed with special performances by Ace Hood, Olivia, Nelly, Jadakiss and so on.

The event benefited the Shannon Brown Foundation, the Michael Finley foundation and Proviso East High School.

Sponsors included Fererra Pan Candy Lemonhead, American Family Insurance, Clear Channel and Michigan State University, just to name a few. Many thanks to the vendors, supporters, and everyone who attended this magnificent event, in hopes that you will attend the Woodstars Summer Carnival & Musical Festival next year.

The Power of Black Love

By Dr. Shanessa Fenner

There is nothing more beautiful than the love between a Black man and a Black woman. The security and love that a Black man gives the Black woman is breathtaking.

We are living in a society that focuses on the breakdown or dismantling of the Black Family structure instead of focusing on the positive aspects. Black love does exist and will live forever despite the depiction of what society says about Black love.

Black love exemplifies strength, forgiveness, communication, growing together, trust, reciprocity, unconditional love and loving each other until your very last breath. There are couples that are the epitome of Black love such as Bill and Camille Cosby, Will and Jada Smith, Ossie Davis and Ruby Dee, President Barack and Michelle Obama and the list goes on. There is a certain chemistry that Black love emits and others can see and feel it too.

It is important for our children to see the power of Black love so they can have a healthy knowledge of what true love represents.

With 60% of Black households being led by Black women, many children are not able to see healthy relationships between a man and a woman. Healthy relationships are comprised of trust, honesty and respect.

Some Black men are reaching out and marrying women of other ethnicities for various reasons. This action decreases the chance of the Black woman to love and marry a Black man. It also poses the question is our race giving up on Black love? Is there a feeling that love and happiness is found elsewhere as in other races? I used to always think that a Black man’s first love was his mother. He watched his mother go through all kinds of trials, tribulations and struggles so therefore he would want a strong, Black woman and would know how to treat her due to his experiences of learning what his mother endured.

Maybe I was wrong because it seems to go opposite nowadays.

There are so many beautiful Black women who should be loved and treated like queens.

We are a beautiful race with a history that should have cemented our people to learn how to stand together, support, and love our own. The power of Black love is amazing and I do believe it will stand the test of time.

Touching Hearts with a Powerful Testimony stuff in me, rather than help me. So, I did 40 treatments of radiation to my head and neck. I had stage 4; it was all over my neck.

TE: What words-of-encouragement would you share with people who may have recently been diagnosed with cancer?

DD: To look at cancer as a friend instead of battling it. That’s what I did. I befriended cancer instead of battling it. I wrote my book to let people know that there’s a way to learn from things that battles us and how to befriend it instead of trying to push it away. Cancer is one of those things that society says you have to fight and battle. I agree with that in some ways, but I think you find strength inside of yourself to learn what it is that has you at a state of disrupted ease. It’s important when you are diagnosed to learn what has disrupted that ease.

I would encourage people to dialogue with your cancer and dialogue with what’s challenging you. I learned some incredible things during that time. My cancer said the more

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you love yourself the less I will be around. I would encourage them to get to a soft place and be gentle and easy with themselves and learn that they didn’t do anything wrong.

TE: In your recent memoir From Stage IV to Center Stage, what do you want people to acquire after reading it?

DD: I want them to take whatever lessons that they can from my book and apply them to whatever challenges they are having in their life. I want them to feel inspired, joy filled and get to whatever it is that is getting in their way of living a completely happy life.

TE: Would you like to share anything that we may have missed?

DD: Well, everyone can get my book at my website www.DeniseDeSimone.com, Amazon, Barnes and Noble and at most book stores. However, if you purchase it from my website I will give them a personalized autographed copy of the book.

Richard Gallion Cont. from page 27 why they could not do the same? I always share this [thought] with everybody. To maintain in an industry so corrupt, I would pray. I got to constantly stay in prayer. I can easily get discouraged, but prayer keeps me grounded. I continuously talk with my pastor and surround myself with positive people.

Advice to actors/actresses and models Study the [artform] and know the industry you are currently indulged. If you do this you would not bump your head and get as many bruises. Also, be ready to work. For some people, it may take a year for others it may take ten to fifteen years to get to that [success ladder]. It is all about your drive and not 36

giving up on what you love or on what you were called to do.

Have integrity and morals. Do not fall for anything.

[Ultimately], have a relationship with GOD. Life-long goal I would like to help the children throughout the world. I put in a lot of focus on the youth since I produced and directed Cassandra Bell’s A Hard Knock Life play. I feel we as adults who have been through the harsh roads of life can guide and direct the children in the right path. It takes a village to raise them other than their mothers and fathers. I want to help the youth and I will.

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Celebrity Reality Shows Vs. True Talent!

An Interview with Adylia-Rhenee Interviewed and written by Aaron Robinson

re Americans being obsessed with the latest celebrity reality shows? Philadelphia based Adylia-Rhenee Gutierrez believes so and has her views on reality shows that have no education, value, meaning or real substance, that are tainting the thoughts, decisions, and self-esteem of viewers. The 20 years old Temple College student has launched an international campaign and her own war on trashy celebrity reality shows in hopes to clean up America's culture. She argues that people are putting their love of reality television before a real person. Her campaign Yhorlife.com is an online community that celebrates hard work, shared values, and offers sound advice to those searching for a higher standard.

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What are the extremes that an icon (marriage, divorce, lies and deceit) would go though to be recognized? “Where is the true talent?” Adylia-Rhenee voices, exclaiming that the world looks over true talent.” Adylia-Rhenee gets on celebrities like the Kardashians who has no talented at all, expressing that Kim Kardashian has made sex tapes and how these television personalities became famous for no reason. “They [Kardashians] don’t give back to the community. They are like consumption, consumption, consumption…It’s all about me. They have no talent and can’t act, calling and looking for paparazzi to always gain publicity. If they do give back it was just for a publicity stunt.”

feel hopeless as if they don’t have a voice and can’t be successful.

People are blind, feeling as if they have no other alternative. Some students don’t want to finish school and don’t care about a degree.

People don’t like to work…truly work, but like the award. They get mad and take shortcuts. However, shortcuts will catch up to you.

Look at individuals like J-Lo, Beyonce, Margarita or Janet Jackson. They have true talent, they are artist and they are truly business women. They are educated and always give back.” She continues, “I love shows that have informal messages like Extreme Make Makeover: Home Editions. Not shows that is not simply giving back or perpetuate negativity.

People try to live up to an image. People try to outdo others, making a mockery and laughing at others. If people stop living like the Joneses things would be better. Let’s get back to “Leave it to Beaver” where we can trust our neighbors.”

Adylia-Rhenee continues to voice her viewpoints. “The media don’t do enough to give exposure to women working hard in the industry and truly giving back to the community.” She gives example of On the Hill, a reality show where television personality Lauren Conrad who’s going to school and working and eventually leave the show when her peers began fighting and faking relationships. “They started backstabbing; overlooking positivity. This is when the show received more viewers.”

Adylia-Rhenee is devastated of how the world looks up to these celebrities with no values as opposed to established actors and actress who have a difficult times now getting work. “Young individuals look up to these celebrities in hopes to make money the easy way. 19 years old young women goes into porn for money, thinking they don’t have any other options. These reality shows are affecting their self-esteem. This makes people

Adylia-Rhenee objective is to give people a wakeup call, stating, “People can have fun but stay on track. There should be more showcases for true talent, along with education training.” In regards to her campaign, “No challenges, No resistance…100% positive,” excitingly, says Adylia-Rhenee.

For more information visit YhorLife.com

Next time you’re online, be sure to tune into Coffee Break, a talk show that has been getting many rave reviews. This new and exciting talk show features today’s hottest topics and is geared toward entrepreneurs, enabling everyday people and celebrities to have a voice. The greatest thing about this talk show is that it is an interactive lounge where the viewers can interact live through the Video Blog with the show host. Some of the topics discussed include relationships, health, fashion, entertainment, music, religion, family and so on, allowing the guest to discuss topics that are important to them.

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The show producers and hosts are Sharifah Hardie (Author, Radio Host and Business Consultant) and Eric Seats (Drummer and Creator/ Executive Producer of Next Generation Drummer). Together they balance the show with their sense of humor and professionalism, inviting the audience and talented guests to their vivid discussions and intriguing interviews. Some of the recent guests include Robert “Buddy” Lewis, Gabrielle Lewis, and Jon Mayer, just to name a few. Be sure to tune into Coffee Break at www.OnAcoffeeBreak.com.

Q: When did you realize that you had what it takes to be an author?

A: Well I’ve been perfecting my craft on writing well before my high school years. If I had to nail down a specific timeframe, I would say about a little over a year ago. Up until then, I just wrote short stories for leisure and my personal entertainment. One day on a whim, I let a close and personal friend of mine, who works in the publishing business, read the first few chapters that I started for LadiesÊ Man. I figured she would say it was okay, but instead she loved the beginning.

Actually, she convinced me to finish penning the novel and market it to a target audience. Since then I haven’t looked back.

Q: In your new novel, LadiesÊ Man, what message are you trying to get across to your readers?

A: I want to specifically tell the ultimate love story from a male-perspective. A lot of times men are perceived as having no feelings, cannot make commitments or simply play games when it comes to love. In my novel, it is totally opposite for the main character who is Damien Hardy.

He’s passionate about love and romance until his girlfriend breaks his heart.

Q: What was your motivation to write LadiesÊ Man? A: I felt the storyline would be interesting and appeasing to my overall target audience who are women. I want women to see the emotional side of a man through the main character (Damien Hardy) in the book. Yes ladies, men have an emotional side.

Q: Did you portray any of your real life experiences in any of the characters that you may have encountered with women?

A: Ironically, most of the people who had a chance to read the advance copy of the book seemed to associate Damien Hardy with myself, but the answer is no. Indirectly, I can relate how the main character feels about love and the pain to try to find that right woman that you want to put the “ring” on.

Q: Do you have any personal or business struggles, that you may have overcome prior to, or after the completion of LadiesÊ Man? A: I would say not really. When I graduated from college, I moved to Atlanta and went to work for a small independent record label. It was in the 90’s when there was no social media and the internet was just getting started (imagine that!).

Yeah, we actually had to pound the pavement,

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make phone calls and meet with people in person.

It was truly a grass-root effort back then but I loved it. While working in the music industry I learned a lot about the business side and publishing. Since then, I always kept that “business” attitude first in everything I do.

The only major struggles I have with the completion of Ladies’ Man are probably the fact that I have to wear a lot of hats on the business side.

I elected to go the self-publishing route so that I could be in full control of my publishing rights and future in the literary world. I have a great personal assistant who assists me with business dealings, events and marketing to help alleviate the stress. But in the end, I wouldn’t have it any other way because I love staying busy.

Q: What future project can we expect from you in the near future?

A: Right now it’s all about my new hot love novel Ladies’ Man. Just expect a lot of events and book signings to help market and promote the book.

Currently, I’m in negotiations with a production company to platform my novel into Ladies’ Man: The Play. Also, I’m working on my second love novel right now titled Eye Candy: Because Everything That Glitters IsnÊt Gold! This book is set to be released in February 2012. Finally, I want to brand Frederick Germaine in more than just novels, so I’m not just one-dimensional.

Other avenues I’m trying to pursue are films, a publishing company to help other authors showcase their works and of course more novels. I know it won’t happen overnight but I just have to remain persistent and have a little patience.

Q: Would you like to share any advice on relationships?

A: I don’t want to be known as a relationship expert. I want people to remain objective when they read LadiesÊ Man. It allows the reader to know that there are indeed setbacks in love. But maybe love always prevails or does it? You’ll have to read the book to find out.

Q: Would you like to share anything else before we close the interview?

A: Many thanks to Consciousness Magazine for the interview spot! LadiesÊ Man can be purchased at all major on-line retailers in paperback and eBook format. To find out more about my book or me please visit my website: www.frederickgermaine.com

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ell Somebody It Happened To Me,”

by Nancy Flowers is an engaging book that every family should definitely own. It is a great tool to help parents discuss the topic of inappropriate physical contact with their children. It walks readers through a very difficult subject that sometimes parents would avoid completely because of its sensitive nature; however, making the subject quite easy to discuss. While reading the book, children will immediately learn that nice people shouldn’t be allowed to touch certain places on their bodies, also giving children an understanding that it is okay to tell someone and that there’s no need to feel bad about doing so. The book has massive potential for teaching a great number of children how to protect their innocence. It is well illustrated and very suitable for children, giving parents a structured way to speak to their kids, while providing children with a visual aid to follow along, with very informative text.

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Scholarship, Opportunity, Successs he need for financial assistance is becoming a major stressor for parents that have children that are eager to attend college.

Although many students receive Financial Aid and qualify for loans, many are not taking advantage of scholarships. After doing research on my own to find scholarships upon entering my freshman year of college, I found that the problem was not finding scholarships but applying for them. If you follow these steps your process of filling out an application will be an easy one.

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When applying for scholarships it is important to read the application thoroughly. After you have gained general knowledge of each question, take time out to brainstorm.

Compose a list of all your goals and accomplishments. This compilation the end will be the major component of your essay.

Know Your Rights!

The Community Reinvestment Act requires federal agencies to encourage depository financial institutions to help meet the credit needs of their communities, including low- and moderateincome neighborhoods. The regulatory agencies assess the institutions' records of meeting those credit needs by preparing a written evaluation of the institutions and assigning a rating with

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Author Nancy Flowers

Teen/College Spirit Section When composing your essay make sure that all of your sentences are in complete form and are as detailed as possible.

After the essay is complete remember the key word, proofread.

This essay is a writing sample of who you are and your academic ability. Look over it carefully to correct any errors. It is also good to have someone else critique your essay.

The last step is submitting the essay. Once you submit the essay you are on your way. If you don't get the scholarship don't give up, keep applying, you have nothing to lose.

So don't feel threatened when it comes to applying for a scholarship; the process is simple. Don't miss an opportunity that can financially help you in higher education.

The Community Reinvestment Act facts supporting the conclusions. Such ratings shall be disclosed to the public for examinations beginning July 1, 1990. The Act also requires regulatory agencies to consider an institution's record of helping to meet community credit needs when evaluating certain corporate applications, such as permission to establish a branch, to relocate a branch or home office, or to merge.

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Interviewed by Aaron Robinson

s an improvised child, life wasn’t always grand for Mr. Bob Knowling, who believed in hard work and taking numerous challenges as he eventually became one of the most successful and leading African American CEO’s. On his path in life, he continues to remain humble by treating people fairly and being truthful, whether in his everyday life activity or at his place of business. While upholding various entrepreneur obligations, Mr. Knowling continues to find a way to advocate for change in both business and academic areas. He is the co-founder of the Indiana Bell Black Managers Association, with fellow business colleagues.

Together, they created the Leadership Academy, a program educating New York City’s public school principals. He also made broadband Internet accessible to low income communities, while working with Bill Clinton. Knowling recently published “You Can Get There From Here: My Journal From Struggle to Success.” He is touring the country and partnering with the YMCA organization.

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It is a privilege to have interviewed a man with such knowledge, filled with wisdom, as I could relate to his life story, enabling me to overcome the adversities set before me by believing, setting goals and inheriting a self-drive.

Aaron Robinson: How important was it for you to set goals in your life in order to get to where you are today?

Bob Knowling: I never set goals or understood the power of goals until I was 13 years old and was exposed to legendary high school basketball coach Ben Bowles. I’ll never forget the day he called my name after we had run what seemed like a hundred suicides. Coach asked me if I had written down any goals for the upcoming season. I told him no. He then explained that people who write down their goals have a higher degree of success than those who don’t write them down. He told me that I should consider what goals I wanted to see the team achieve and what goals I personally wanted

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to accomplish. He told me to be very specific about each goal as it’s important that you be able to measure the goal. He then said to put these goals somewhere so that I could see them often. He never had to ask me about goals again. In fact, his typical pre-season question to me was a matter of fact question about what team and personal goals had I set. I’ve made this process of setting goals part of my operating mechanism since I was 13 years old and I believe it has been vital to my progress thru school and in my business journey.

AR: What was the motivation behind releasing your new book, “You Can Get there From Here: My Journey From Struggle to Success?”

BK: Several people over the years have encouraged me to write my life story…Michael Brimm from INSEAD, Noel Tichy from the University of Michigan and my very close friend Carra Wallace to name a few. I always responded to these subtle pushes by saying that I didn’t have anything worth reading and that wasn’t a flip answer; it was the honest truth.

Things started to change in 2004 when Adrian Zackheim walked up to me at a book signing event for Noel Tichy’s “Judgment” book and told me that I had a book in me and that I should seriously consider writing it. This was the second time that Adrian had said something like this to me and this time, I started to consider it, but the very thought of me writing a book was very intimidating. I spent some time with Noel talking about the process and asking him how do you know if you have something worthy of being in print. I decided to go for it after having lunch with my friend Carly Fiorina where she explained how she approached her book project.

AR: Being motivated, along with inspiring many people around the world, what are some of the quotes you live by?

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quote but if you internalize “your response” it actually forces you to think more clearly. As far as quotes, I do know that every day that I leave home for work I think about the sign over the doorway of the Notre Dame locker room that says “Play Like A Champion”. I would visualize my kids and tell myself to play like a champion for Jenni, Aimi, Audrey and Jason. Another favorite I live by is “No Whining”. So, focus on the “response” more so than what happened. Put your helmet on, buckle your chin-strap and just go get it done every day you enter the arena, and there is just no place for whining.

AR: Disciplining and applying ourselves is only a couple aspects of achieving what we want in life. Did you have a natural drive and motivation, or was it instilled in you somewhere down the line?

BK: I think we are products of the environment we grow up in and the things that we experience in our childhood influence how we approach adulthood and this applies to everyone regardless of their socio-economic station. Adversity and a

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work. The peer pressure to belong, to be accepted, is a very big deal. I don’t think young people need to pick one or the other in terms of belonging to a group or being serious about the school work. I’d say to any young person, “do both”. Let me leave you with a quick story. Several years ago, a delivery person stopped at my home and my daughter answered the bell.

He asked her which team her father played for. Our society has conditioned many people to think that the only way a person of color could live in the homes that I have lived is by being a professional athlete or recording artist. My advice to young black males is that there are many more roads to success than the narrow industries of professional sports and music and you don’t have to be gifted to get there.

AR: As a businessman, what were some of your weaknesses that you’ve strengthened in order to position yourself in challenging situations?

BK: Public speaking was a major flaw early in my career. My voice would quiver whenever I would speak up in a large

My faith in a higher authority and not being episodic about my religion is a key factor in helping me overcome challenges.

strong desire to change the outcome for my mother fueled a lot of my drive. I didn’t have the answer or a game plan most of the time, but that never mattered to me because I knew that hard work and great performance eventually counts for something. The easiest thing to do in life is to give up on a dream, to settle for less.

AR: What are some of the ways or tactics that you’ve used to overcome many of the adversities in your life?

BK: I struggle to maintain focus just like anyone else when life’s challenges make their visit to my door. Something that helps me move forward and persevere is the constant visit to the goals that I’ve written down for myself. That’s the magic in writing down the goals and looking at them every day. It’s hard to wallow in problems when you are looking at aspiration goals every day. My faith in a higher authority and not being episodic about my religion is a key factor in helping me overcome challenges. In the book, I’m very open about my belief in God, which shapes and informs so much of who I am.

AR: What advice would you give to young African American males in hopes that they could be successful on their journey in life and with their endeavors?

BK: First and foremost, school matters. When I was writing “You Can Get There From Here,” and I look back over my life, the period of being in school is such a small window in my life; but to young people, it’s essentially their entire life, so it’s hard for them to understand that in the longer scheme of things, this period of “school” will be overshadowed with other life events. And my advocacy about working harder in school has nothing to do with grades. Opening yourself up to learning, forcing yourself to read until it becomes a passion, etc., positions one to become a lifelong learner. Formal school stops when we turn age 21 but the learning process has to cover a lifetime. It is so “un-cool” for young black males to be scholars and to openly show a love and commitment to school

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meeting. I not only got help with solving this speaking problem, I actually improved to the point where today this is one of my greatest strengths. My ability to articulate a vision for success and to enlist people to join me on a journey has served me well over the years. I’ve spent a large portion of my career in the technical parts of an enterprise and when you have not actually performed the craft of the people whom you supervise, it can be quite a dilemma. So I’ve made it mission critical that I learn as much about the technology and how the work is done as quickly as possible in order to bring myself to a level where I can have dialogue with the people with credibility. There is quite a bit of discussion about this in the book, like when I was working for Indiana Bell and I would ride along with the cable technicians as they went on house calls.

AR: Would you like to add anything else before we close the interview?

BK: “You Can Get There From Here” is not a paint-by-number book. What worked for me may not work for others and people who are looking for the roadmap to success will probably not find it in my book. What you will find in the pages are numerous stories of a journey that started with a bleak picture and not much ambition to a destination that I’ve still not reached, but it is so far from what anyone would have thought possible. The stories are warm, sometimes raw, but always shared in a manner where the reader can appreciate the full scope of how one keeps moving ahead regardless of the situation. The admiration that I have for my mother drove me to push beyond pain, rejection, prejudice and even evil, to change the end game for my family. When asked by a friend who I felt my audience was when writing the book, I said that I wanted adults to read my story and when complete, to hand it to their child and say, “this is something you should read”.

AR: Thank you so much Mr. Knowling, you are a great inspiration to me.

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