Staci Baldwin (a.k.a. Chocolate), Heroin No More

Heroin, I choose to use you NO MORE. You kept me many times from answering the knock at opportunity’s door. You kept me paralyzed and lost for 22 years and because of you I acquired many unwanted fears.

I tried to fight you back but every time I tried the degree of physical, emotional and mental pain you inflicted on me laid me flat on my back.

You brainwashed me and you helped me to hurt my family and friends, and because of that, I wanted my life to end.

But guess what, Heroin??

I fear you no more, no more, no more, no more!

Guess what? Opportunity has knocked again and this time, Motherf---r, I am going to open and walk through that door.

Guess what, Heroin? I found someone who’s going to help me whip your ass, because just for today I know I can’t whip you alone.

This morning, I prayed to God for you to leave me alone and you know what I was told?

If I don’t f--k with you you won’t kill me.