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dmñVd Am{U Iar Amho hr OmUrd ìhm`bm bmJVo. Ë`mVyZ ‘ZmMr Xma§ BVam§À`m ‘XVrgmR>r Iwbr ìhm`bm bmJVmV Am{U H¥$VkVoMr ^mdZm dmT>m`bm bmJVo. WmoS>çmem gamdmZo, Aä`mgmZo H$ZdmiynUm hm Vw‘À`m ñd^mdmM§ AVyQ> A§J ~ZdVm `oV§. nU Ë`mgmR>r XmoZ Jmoï>tMr Amdí`H$Vm AgVo. n{hbr åhUOo BÀN>m qH$dm hoVy Am{U Xwgar åhUOo àË`j H¥$Vr. ‘r, ‘mP§, ‘mÂ`mgmR>r hm ‘`m©{XV narK ‘moR>m H$éZ Ë`mV BVam§Zm gm‘mdyZ KoU§ gwê$ Pmb§ H$s BÀN>meº$sbm nmbdr ’w$Q>m`bm bmJVo. øm BÀN>obm dmQ> H$éZ Úm`bm H¥$VrMr OmoS> {‘im`bmM hdr. Vwåhmbm EImX§ gm‘m{OH$ H$m`© AmdS>V Agob Va Ë`mgmR>r {Z`‘rVnUo WmoS>m doi qH$dm Am{W©H$ ghmæ` qH$dm XmoÝhr XodyZ H¥$VrerbVoMm lrJUoem H$aVm `oB©b. BWo H$m` H$aVm qH$dm H$m` XoVm ho {VVH$g§ ‘hÎdmM§ Zmhr Va àË`j H¥$Vr H$aVm` ho ‘hÎdmM§. añË`mV ^oQ>Umè`m AZmoiIr ‘mUgm§H$S>o ~KyZ WmoS>g§ pñ‘Vhmñ` H$éZ qH$dm ew^oÀN>m XodyZhr ho gmÜ` H$aVm `oB©b. ""øm OJmV ‘moR>çm Jmoï>r H$aU§ àË`oH$mbm O‘Uma Zmhr. nU N>moQ>çm-N>moQ>çm Jmoï>r ‘moR>çm ào‘mZ§ H$aU§ ‘mÌ Z¸$sM eŠ` Amhog,'' Ag§ ‘Xa Q>oaogm åhUVmV Vo AJXr Ia§ Amho. bhmZ-bhmZ Jmoï>tMm ZH$mo VoìhT>çm Jm§^r`m©Zo {dMma H$am`Mr AZoH$m§Zm ImoS> AgVo. ‘ZmV H$ZdmiynUmMm A§Hy$a ’w$bm`bm bmJbm H$s qMVm H$‘r hmodyZ H¥$VkVm dmT>m`bm bmJVo. AZoH$ M‘ËH$mam§M§ ^a^éZ XmZ na‘oœamZo Vw‘À`m nXar Q>mH$b§ Amho. Vwåhmbm {XgV§, EoHy$ `oV§, ‘ZmgmaI§ hbVm `oV§ ho Am{U Ago {H$VrVar M‘ËH$ma Vwåhr amoOM AZw^dV AgVm. "N>moQ>çm-N>moQ>çm Jmoï>tMm ~mD$ H$é ZH$m' Ag§ ho M‘ËH$ma Vwåhmbm gm§JV AgVmV. Ë`mH$S>o Xwb©j H$am`Mm H$a§Q>onUm ‘mÌ H$am`bm ZH$mo. ¡¡¡

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7 ‘ܶo ‘ܶo ~mobo Vmo EH$ ‘yI©...

Amnb§ åhUU§ `mo½` [aVrZo, {dZm AS>Wim ‘m§S>U§ hm g‘moaÀ`mMm h¸$ AgVmo. Vmo Ë`mbm Úm`bmM hdm. Ë`mM§ dmŠ` nyU© H$aÊ`mMm {eð>nUm VwåhrVar H$é ZH$m. g‘moaÀ¶mM§ ~mobU§ ‘ܶoM VmoS>U§ åhUOo Vmo ‘mUyg VmoS>U§ ho {dgé ZH$m! g‘moaMm ‘mUyg ~mobV AgVmZm Vo ‘ܶoM VmoSy>Z Amnb§ ~mobU§ gwê$ H$am`M§ qH$dm Ë`mM§ åhUU§ AmnUM nyU© H$am`M§ hr A{Ve` dmB©Q> gd` Amho. ~hþVoH$m§Zm Vr AgVo(M!) Am{U AmnU MwH$Vmo` ho Ë`m§À`m bjmVhr `oV Zmhr. qH$dm Amb§ Var Vr gmoS>m`Mr Ë`m§Mr V`mar ZgVo. ‘rhr ømbm AndmX ZìhVmo ho H$mhr dfm©nyduM (gwX¡dmZo) ‘mÂ`m bjmV Amb§. hr gd` {H$Vr ^`mZH$ Amho ho g‘Oë`mda ‘bm Y¸$mM ~gbm. g‘moaÀ`mM§ ~mobU§ ‘ܶoM VmoS>ë`mZo qH$dm ‘rM nyU© Ho$ë`mZo Vmo ‘mÂ`mnmgyZ ‘ZmZo XwamdV hmoVm, Ë`mMm ‘mÂ`m~Ôb J¡ag‘O hmoV hmoVm, ‘r Ë`mMm ZH$iV An‘mZ H$aV hmoVmo øm Am{U Aem AZoH$ Jmoï>r ‘mÂ`m bjmVM `oV ZìhË`m.

BWo AmUIr EH$ ‘hÎdmMr Jmoï> gm§JVmo. øm gd`r‘wio ‘mZ{gH$eº$shr {dZmH$maU IM© hmoV AgVo. H$maU, EH$mMdoir g‘moaMm H$m` åhUVmo` Am{U ‘bm H$m` åhUm`M§` øm XmoÝhr Jmoï>r S>moŠ`mV R>odmì`m bmJVmV. XmoZ KmoS>çm§da EH$mMdoir ~gÊ`mEdT>§ ho AdKS> AgV§. øm gd`rMm ZH$iV AmUIr EH$ n[aUm‘ hmoV AgVmo. ~mobUmam Am{U EoH$Umam, XmoKohr, {dMmamV Am{U ~mobÊ`mV KmB© H$am`bm bmJVmV. H$m‘mÀ`m AmoÂ`mImbr X~boë`m 26 & AmZ§XmV OJm`M§`? ...’$maM gmoßn§`!

AZoH$ ‘mUgm§‘ܶo hm ~Xb àm‘w»`mZo OmUdm`bm bmJVmo. Ë`m‘wio XmoKohrOU AñdñW hmoVmV, {MS>{MS>o ~ZVmV Am{U AmVë`mAmV Yw‘gm`bm bmJVmV. Amnb§ ~mobU§ ZrQ> EoHy$Z KoVb§ Zmhr Va Hw$Umbmhr amJ `oUmamM. øm amJmVyZ AZoH$ dmX-{ddmXhr OÝ‘mbm `oVmV. Vwåhr ‘ܶoM ~mobm`bm bmJbmV H$s Vw‘M§ EoH$U§ AmnmoAmn ~§X ìhm`Mr eŠ`Vm AgVo, ho bjmV R>odm. ho gJi§ Q>mim`M§ Agob Va g‘moaÀ`mbm Ë`mM§ ~mobU§ nyU© H$é Úm. Vo ZrQ> EoHy$Z KoU§ XmoKm§À`mhr {hVmM§M AgV§. g‘moaMr ì`º$s ~mobV AgVmZm AmnU ‘ܶoM ~mobm`bm bmJbmo` ho Vw‘À`m bjmV `oVmjUr Vwåhmbm EH$ dmñVd CbJS>ob. "‘mÂ`mVhr hr H$mdo~mO MoQ>H$sU X~m YéZ ~gbr hmoVr nU ‘r ‘mÌ {Vbm gmYr, gmoÁdi gd` g‘Om`Mr MyH$ H$aV hmoVmo,' hoM Vo dmñVd. ho dmñVd g‘OyZ Amb§ H$s nwT>M§ H$m‘ gmon§ hmoV§. ho dmñVd ZOaoAmS> ìhm`bm bmJb§ H$s nwÝhm Vo COi H$am`M§ BVH§$M Vwåhmbm H$am`M`. g§^mfU Mmby H$aÊ`mnydu ‘Zmbm WmoS>m Yra Yam`bm gm§Jm. "g‘moaMr ì`º$s ~mobV AgVmZm Vy Vo em§VnUo, {dZmì`Ë`` EoHy$Z ¿`m`M§ Amhog Am{U VwPr doi Amë`mdaM Vy ~mobm`M§ Amhog,' Ag§ ñdV:À`m ‘Zmbm g‘OmdyZ gm§Jm. hr gmYr dmQ>Umar nU A{Ve` ‘hÎdmMr I~aXmar ¿`m`bm bmJë`mda AZoH$ Mm§Jbo ~Xb Vwåhmbm OmUdm`bm bmJVrb. BVam§~amo~aMm Vw‘Mm g§dmX gwYmam`bm bmJob. Vwåhr ‘ZmnmgyZ Am{U em§VnUo EoH$V AgVm Ë`mdoir ~mobUmè`mÀ¶m ‘ZmdaMm VmU Zmhrgm hmoVmo, Vmohr em§VnUo ~mobm`bm bmJVmo. g§dmX ì`dpñWV ìhm`bm bmJë`mda VUmd Zgë`mZo Vw‘M§ ~r. nr hr Zm°‘©bM amhmV§. KmB©-JS>~S> Z Ho$ë`m‘wio XmoKohrOU g§dmXmV ag ¿`m`bm bmJVmV. Vwåhmbm em§V, g‘mYmZr Am{U AmZ§Xr ‘mUyg ~Zm`M§ Agob Va hr gmYr-gmonr `wº$s AmOnmgyZM AmMaUmV AmUm`bm gwédmV H$am. ¡¡¡

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12 Vwåhr åhUVm` Vo ~amo~aM Amho..... åhUU§ Ia§ H$éZ XmIdÊ`mÀ`m ZmXmV ‘mUg§ XwamdU§ åhUOo qOHy$Zhr hmaU§ AgV§ Am{U `eñdr ‘mKma KodyZ ‘mUg§ OmoS>U§ åhUOo hméZhr qOH$U§ AgV§. Vwåhmbm H$m` hd`? qOHy$Z hmaU§ H$s hméZhr qOH$U§? bmI‘mo b mMm EH$ àý Vw å hr ñdV:bm {dMmam`Mm`. ""‘bm ‘mP§ åhUU§ Ia§ H$éZ XmIdm`M§ ` H$s g‘mYmZ Am{U AmZ§ X {‘idm`Mm`?'' ~è`mMdoim Vwåhmbm XmoÝhrhr hd§ AgV§ H$maU n{hb§ {‘idb§ H$s Xwga§ {‘iVM Ag§ Vwåhr g‘OVm. XwX£dmZo, Vw‘Mr g‘OyV {VVH$ser ~amo~a Zmhr. H$m, Vo gm§JVmo. Amnb§M åhUU§ ~amo~a Amho, AmnbrM ^y{‘H$m `mo½` Amho ho Xwgè`mbm nQ>dÊ`mÀ`m ZmXmV ZH$iVnUo XmoZ Jmoï>r KS>V AgVmV. n{hbr åhUOo øm à`ËZmV Vw‘Mr ~arM ‘mZ{gH$ eº$s IM© hmoV AgVo Am{U Xwgar åhUOo Vwåhr ‘mUgm§nmgyZ qH$dm ‘mUg§ Vw‘À`mnmgyZ XwamdV AgVmV. BWo Vwåhr Am{U g‘moaMm Ago XmoKohr Amnmnë`m ^y{‘H$m§Mm ~Mmd H$aÊ`mÀ`m n{dÍ`mV AgVm. "‘mP§ ~amo~a Amho' øm dmŠ`mVyZ "Vy MwH$sMm Amhog' Ag§M XmoKm§Zmhr gm§Jm`M§ AgV§. ho nQ>dVmZm VmaodaMr H$gaV H$amdr bmJVo, eãXm§Mr AmoT>mVmU H$amdr bmJVo. AZoH$Xm eãX ho eãX Z amhmVm eó ~ZVmV Am{U AmoaIS>o CR>Ê`mEodOr OI‘m H$aVmV. ho H$iV AgyZhr Vwåhr ñdV:M§ åhUU§ gmoS>m`bm V`ma AmZ§XmV OJm`M§`? ...’$maM gmoßn§`! & 39

ZgVm. ~è`mM OUm§Mm Agm (J¡a)g‘O AgVmo H$s Amnb§ åhUU§ qH$dm ^y{‘H$m g‘moaÀ`mbm nQ>dyZ {Xë`mZo Ë`mMm ’$m`XmM hmoB©b Am{U Vmo Vg§ ~mobyZhr XmIdob Am{U BWoM Vo KmoS>MyH$ H$aV AgVmV! WmoS§> AmR>dyZ ~Km. EImÚmZo Vw‘M§ åhUU§ ImoSy>Z H$mTy>Z Ë`mM§ åhUU§ ~amo~a Agë`mM§ Vwåhmbm nQ>dyZ {Xb§ Amho. Aemdoir, ""’$ma Mm§Jb§ Pmb§. ‘mP§ åhUU§ MwH$sM§ Amho ho Vwåhr XmIdyZ {Xb§V. Vwåhr Ia§M J«oQ> AmhmV!'' Ag§ Vwåhr EH$Xm Var (MwHy$Z H$m hmoB©Zm!) åhQ>ë`mM§ Vwåhmbm Var AmR>dV` H$m? qH$dm, Vwåhr Xwgè`mMr MyH$ XmIdyZ {XbrV åhUyZ Iyf hmodyZ Ë`mZo Vw‘Mo Am^ma ‘mZë`mM§ Var Vwåhmbm AmR>dV` H$m? CÎma ""Zmhr'' Ag§M AgUma H$maU Amnbr MyH$ XmIdbr OmU§ Hw$UmbmM ‘ZmnmgyZ AmdS>V Zmhr.

Amnb§ åhUU§, ‘J Vo ~amo~a Agmo H$s MyH$, Xwgè`mZo EoHy$Z ¿`md§ Am{U ‘mÝ` H$amd§ Aer àË`oH$mMrM BÀN>m AgVo. Oo g‘moaÀ`mM§ EoHy$Z KoVmV Vo AmnmoAmn {à` Am{U AmXaUr` ~ZVmV. CbQ>, Á`m§Zm "‘rM ~amo~a Amho' ho XmIdm`Mr Iw‘Iw‘r AgVo Ë`m§À`m~Ôb ‘ZmV K¥Um {Z‘m©U hmoVo Am{U Ë`m§Zm Q>mib§ OmV§. ømMm AW© Agm ¿`m`Mm H$m H$s Amnbr ^y{‘H$m ~amo~a Amho, AmnbM§ åhUU§ `mo½` Amho ho nQ>dm`Mm à`ËZM H$am`Mm Zmhr? Adí` H$am nU JaO Am{U n[apñWVr ~KyZM H$am Ag§ ‘r AmdOy©Z gm§JoZ. EImÚm {df`mda Vw‘Mr ñdV:Mr Aer VmpËdH$ ^y{‘H$m AgVo. CXmhaUmW©, Ym{‘©H$ ~m~r AgVrb, amï´>r` YmoaUmÀ`m ~m~r AgVrb qH$dm gm‘m{OH$ àý AgVrb. Aemdoir, Vw‘Mr ‘V§ ñnï>nUo ~mobyZ XmIdU§, Vr ~amo~a AmhoV ho nQ>dU§ ho `mo½`M Amho. BWo, AmnU VËdmH$aVm nQ>dm`Mm à`ËZ H$aVmo` H$s Ah§H$mambm gwImdÊ`mH$aVm PJS>Vmo` ømM§ ^mZ ’$ma ‘hÎdmM§ AgV§.

‘Z em§V amhmd§ Ag§ dmQ>V Agob, bmoH$m§Zm AmnU hdogo dmQ>md§ Aer Vw‘Mr BÀN>m Agob, Amnb§ dmJU§ BVam§Zm AmdS>md§ Agm Vw‘Mm à`ËZ Agob Va gmYr `wº$s gm§JVmo. Xwgè`mbm ~moby Úm. ~mobÊ`mVyZ, gm§JÊ`mVyZ {‘iUmam AmZ§X Ë`mbm Cn^moJy Úm. Ë`mbm ‘ܶoM AS>dZy Ë`mÀ`m MwH$m XwéñV H$aÊ`mM§ Q>mim. ‘ܶoM AS>dZy Xwgè`mM§ åhUU§ ImoS>yZ H$mT>m`Mr qH$dm Amnb§ ‘V ‘m§S>m`Mr ~hþVHo $m§Zm gd` AgVoM. hr gd` ’$ma hÅ>r AgVo. OmVm OmV Zmhr nU Varhr à`ËZ Ho$bmV H$s Ë`mda Vm~m R>do Vm `oBb © . Agm à`ËZ Adí` H$amM. 40 & AmZ§XmV OJm`M§`? ...’$maM gmoßn§`!

""ho Ag§ H$aU§..qH$dm Vg§ H$aU§ ’$ma ‘hÎdmM§ Amho...'' Ag§ g‘moaMm gm§Jm`bm bmJob Voìhm,''Ë`mÀ`mnojm Vy Ag§ H$a qH$dm Vg§ H$a..H$maU Vo OmñV ‘hÎdmM§ Amho'' Ag§ gm§Jm`Mr Iw‘Iw‘r Vw‘À`m ‘ZmV {Z‘m©U hmoB©b. {Vbm bJoM Amda Kmbm. Ë`mbm Ë`mMm {dMma ~mobyZ XmIdy Xo. Ag§ H$am`bm bmJbmV H$s g‘moaMr ì`ŠVr Vw‘À`mer OmñV ào‘mZo, ‘moH$ionUmZo Am{U {dœmgmZo ~mobm`bm bmJVo. {VÀ`m ‘ZmV Vw‘À`m~Ôb AmXa {Z‘m©U hmoVmo. hm ~Xb Vwåhmbmhr AZno{jV AgVmo. ñdV:Mm Ah§H$ma gwImdë`mZo {‘iUmè`m g‘mYmZmnojm Xwgè`mÀ`m AmZ§XmV gh^mJr Pmë`mZo {‘iUmao g‘mYmZ doJiohr AgVo Am{U loð>hr AgVo hohr Vwåhmbm OmUdm`bm bmJob. Vw‘À`m VËdm§Zm Am{U Z¡{VH$ ‘yë`m§Zm ‘waS> Z KmbVmhr g‘moaMm "~amo~a' Amho ho ‘mÝ` H$éZ Vwåhmbm ‘mKma KoVm `oVo. eŠ` Agob Voìhm Vr ¿`m`bm bmOy ZH$m. Ë`mVyZ Vw‘Mm ’$m`XmM hmoUma Amho. ~è`mMdoim, "Vwåhr åhUVm` Vo ~amo~a Amho, nU...' Ag§ åhUV `m "nU' Z§Va ñdV:À`m ‘VmM§ KmoS§> nwT>o Xm‘Q>Ê`mMr C~i ‘ZmV `oB©b. Vr Amdam H$maU hm "nU' AmYrÀ`m `emda h‘Img ~moim {’$adob! ¡¡¡

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15 n{hbo Amn... ñdm{^‘mZ Am{U Ah§H$ma ømV nwgQ> aofm AgVo. Vr AmoiIm`bm {eH$m Am{U dmX {‘Q>dÊ`mgmR>r Ah§H$ma ~mOybm gméZ n{hb§ nmD$b Q>mH$m`Mr V`mar XmIdm. Xwgam "~amo~a' R>aë`mZo Vwåhr "MyH$' R>aV ZgVm ho bjmV ¿`m. amJ, g§Vmn, MrS> øm à{V{H«$`m AmhoV. Ë`mMr àV, Vrd«Vm doJdoJir Agob nU Ë`m Amnë`m ñd^mdmMm A{d^mÁ` ^mJ AgVmV. EImXr ÌmgXm`H$ KQ>Zm, ‘mJÀ`m dmB©Q> n[apñWVrMr AmR>dU, J¡ag‘O, dmX-{ddmX Aem H$moUË`mhr H$maUmZo hr ^mdZm OmJr hmoVo, C’$miyZ `oVo. BWo dmX-{ddmX, n[apñWVr qH$dm KQ>ZoMm amJ `oV ZgVmo Va Ë`m‘mJÀ`m ì`º$s~Ôb MrS> {Z‘m©U Pmbobr AgVo. Ë`m‘wio ‘¡ÌrV, ZmË`mV, ì`mdgm{`H$ g§~§YmV VUmd {Z‘m©U hmoVmo. Vmo VUmd qH$dm Vr Xar H$‘r H$aÊ`mgmR>r Ë`m ì`º$sZoM nwT>mH$ma ¿`m`bm hdm, ~mobm`bm hd§ Aer Amnbr Anojm AgVo Am{U øm Anojoda AmnU ZH$mo {VVHo$ R>m‘ dgVmo. ‘mÂ`m AmoiIrÀ`m EH$ ~mB© AmhoV. ‘Ü`‘ d`mÀ`m, Mm§Jë`m KamVë`m Am{U gw{e{jV. gÜ`m àH¥$Vr R>rH$ ZgVo Ag§ ~mobVm ~mobVm ‘bm åhUmë`m.

Jßnm§À`m AmoKmV Ag§ bjmV Amb§ H$s øm ~mB© Jobr VrZ dfª Amnë`m EHw$bË`m ‘wbmer EH$ eãXhr ~mobë`m ZmhrV. Mma dfmªnydu ‘wbmM§ b¾ Pmb§. BVaÌ KS>V§ Vg§M Ë`m§À`m KamVhr KS>b§.

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doJio g§ñH$ma Am{U doJio {dMma øm‘wio gmgy-gwZo‘ܶo Xar {Z‘m©U Pmbr. dmX dmT>m`bm ZH$moV åhUyZ ‘wbmZo Amnb§ doJi§ {~èhmS> WmQ>b§. g§dmX nyU©nUo VwQ>bm. Vmo nwÝhm Mmby ìhm`Mm Agob Va ‘wbmZo àW‘ ~mobm`bm hd§ hr Ë`m§Mr Anojm. "Vwåhr nwT>mH$ma ¿`m Am{U Ë`mÀ`mer ~mobm`bm gwédmV H$am' Ag§ ‘r Ë`m§Zm gwMdë`mda, ""Vo eŠ` Zmhr. ‘bm Ë`m§M§ Vm|S>hr ~Km`M§ Zmhr'' Ag§ Ë`m CgiyZ ~mobyZ Joë`m. Ë`m§Zm em§V Ho$ë`mda Am{U WmoS>r g‘OyV KmVë`mda Ë`m nwT>mH$ma KodyZ ‘wbmer ’$moZda ~mobm`bm V`ma Pmë`m. ‘wbmbm ’$moZ Ho$ë`mda Ë`m§Zm gwIX Y¸$m ~gbm. ’$moZ KoVë`m KoVë`mM ‘wbmZo Ë`m§Mr ‘ZmnmgyZ j‘m ‘m{JVbr hmoVr! BWo XmoK§hr qOH$bo hmoVo. AmB©Zo nwT>mH$ma KoÊ`mgmR>r ‘ZmMm ‘moR>onUm XmIdbm hmoVm Am{U ‘wbmZo ñdV:hÿZ j‘m ‘mJyZ VwQ>bobm g§dmX Am{U Xwamdbobr AmB© naV {‘idbr hmoVr! ‘ZmV amJmZo Ka Ho$b§, AT>r {Z‘m©U Pmbr H$s N>moQ>çm MwH$mhr Kmoa AnamY dmQ>m`bm bmJVmV Am{U bhmZ àýhr JhZ g‘ñ`m dmQ>m`bm bmJVo. Amnë`m dmJÊ`m-~mobÊ`mV ~Xb ìhm`bm bmJVmo. ‘mZ{gH$ em§Vr, g‘mYmZmnojm Amnbr à{Vð>m, nX, {dMma ‘hÎdmMo dmQ>m`bm bmJVmV Am{U Zo‘H$s BWoM MyH$ hmoV AgVo. ñdV:bm "~amo~a' {gÕ H$aÊ`mnojm ‘mZ{gH$ em§Vr ‘hÎdmMr AgVo ho Vw‘À`m bjmV Amb§ H$s Vw‘M§ dmJU§ ~Xbob. ‘mZ{gH$ g‘mYmZ hd§ Agob Va jw„H$ Jmoï>r gmoSy>Z Úm`bm {eH$m. ñdm{^‘mZ Am{U Ah§H$ma ømV nwgQ> aofm AgVo. Vr AmoiIm`bm {eH$m Am{U dmX {‘Q>dÊ`mgmR>r Ah§H$ma ~mOybm gméZ n{hb§ nmD$b Q>mH$m`Mr V`mar XmIdm. Xwgam "~amo~a' R>aë`mZo Vwåhr "MyH$' R>aV ZgVm ho bjmV ¿`m. ho O‘m`bm bmJb§ H$s AZoH$ g‘ñ`m AmnmoAmn gwQ>V OmVrb. BWo XmoK§hr Iyf AgVmV. g‘moaMm "AmnU ~amo~a AmhmoV' øm ^mdZo‘wio Am{U Vwåhr ‘mZ{gH$ em§Vr Am{U g‘mYmZ {‘idë`m‘wio! ømVyZ Z {XgUmao AZoH$ ’$m`Xohr hmoV AgVmV. "~amo~a' R>aë`mZo g‘moaÀ`mMm AmH«$‘H$nUm qH$dm AmH«$ñVmionUm AmnmoAmn gm¡å` hmoVmo. Vmohr ‘mKma ¿`m`À`m n{dÍ`mV OmVmo Am{U XwX£dmZo Vg§ KS>b§ ZmhrM Varhr H$mhr {~KS>V Zmhr H$maU AmnU Amnb§ H$m‘ Ho$ë`mM§ g‘mYmZ Var Vw‘À`m nXar nS>bob§ AgV§. ¡¡¡ AmZ§XmV OJm`M§`? ...’$maM gmoßn§`! & 47