Volume 91, Issue 7, Feb. 4, 2021

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Volume 91, Issue 7

February 4, 2021

Freshman overcomes obstacles By KENNEDY ROYAL Staff Reporter

Kaitlyn Wade, a freshman at Amarillo College, said that last semester, anxiety was her greatest obstacle. The nursing major said she often felt too anxious to eat regular meals, complete her class work or handle many basic aspects of daily life. Wade said she wouldn’t eat for days, sometimes as many as three days at a time. “I promise I’m not starving myself,” Wade said. “I’m just not hungry, and if I eat, I feel like I’m going to throw up.” Now as spring semester is in full swing, the Randall High School graduate is working to overcome her anxiety and end the mental and physical toll it has taken on her life. “I just needed to find a rhythm for college and I’m starting to,” she said. One of Wade’s greatest supporters in overcoming her anxiety has been her boyfriend, Samuel Archer. Archer said he tries to surround her with positive energy. He said loving her with his actions like buying her a coffee, or taking her on a drive means more to her than words. Sometimes it’s hard for Wade to see herself the way others do. Archer said he wants to show her that, “I see her, simply, as beautiful.” Wade said she believes her issues with anxiety stem from the deaths of more than

two dozen friends and family members over the course of her lifetime. The 19-year-old said these losses left her feeling abandoned by her loved ones, including her grandmother. She said the many losses have left her with doubt, guilt and low self-esteem. “I’ve just lost like so many people, relationship-wise, and they always made me feel like it was my fault.” Starting college in the midst of a pandemic fueled Wade’s anxiety. She said that she felt paralyzed by a lack of motivation and dropped several classes without telling her parents. Wade knew her parents had noticed something wasn’t right. Wade’s parents grew increasingly concerned as they watched their daughter struggling. They decided to have an intervention, but even under their intense interrogation, she kept silent. “I just started crying and lost it, and I still didn’t tell them what was wrong,” she said. She was taking classes at AC, working full time at Roasters and was responsible for paying for her education, her car and for her pets. Wade had hit her breaking point. That’s when she slowly began to tackle her anxiety and move forward. Wes Wade, her father, said that he sees a lot of himself in her and is proud of the woman she is. “When she makes up her mind, her mind is pretty much made up,” he said. SHAWN McCREA | The Ranger

Badgers share goals for spring semester From learning and getting better grades to winning awards, students and faculty are setting their sights on a successful semester. ANAHI GOMEZ

LUKEE DIVINA

BRENT CAVANAUGH

“My goal is to continue my education and learn new things that I can take back and use at my job. I also started a new program and I’d like to start strong with good grades.”

“I want to find a wellsuitied drafting job and place at state for the Student Government Association.”

“Inspire and teach my students to take great photographs.”

JACKY MARTINEZ

HEAVEN LOPEZ

COURTNEY MILLESON

“What excites me about my future career is being a valuable asset in a hospital setting and being part of somebody’s care plan.”

“My goals are to be on the Honor Roll and maintain high grades. I also want to stop stressing so much.”

“My professional goals are to support my students as they work toward their academic goals.”

Business Administration

Nursing

Drafting

Business Administration

Photography Instructor, Program Coordinator of Visual Arts

Speech Instructor


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