Evidence by Diana Matar

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Diana Matar Evidence Years ago Diana’s father-in-law Jaballa, a Libyan opposition leader, was kidnapped by the Egyptian secret service and handed over to the Gaddafi regime; he has been missing since. Crafted as an homage to one man, this beautiful and very personal book shows the cruel effects of dictatorship on intimate relationships and family life.


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D I AN A

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E V I D E N C E

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D I AN A

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For H , M and Z.


For H , M and Z.


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Easter 2005. Cairo.

This is a man’s house, even though your wife has lived here alone for the past 20 years. She has the custom of

rearranging the living and dining areas each few months, and every time I visit

the configuration is decidedly different. Yet with each of these moves there

remains a chair, a place setting, ready for you at the head of the table.


Easter 2005. Cairo.

This is a man’s house, even though your wife has lived here alone for the past 20 years. She has the custom of

rearranging the living and dining areas each few months, and every time I visit

the configuration is decidedly different. Yet with each of these moves there

remains a chair, a place setting, ready for you at the head of the table.


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I imagine you light and agile, always greeting the maid with respect.

I imagine men pausing in conversation,

waiting for you to speak, and your wife wanting to make things graceful for

you; your shirts ironed, your salads

well seasoned, your papers dusted but left undisturbed.

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I imagine you light and agile, always greeting the maid with respect.

I imagine men pausing in conversation,

waiting for you to speak, and your wife wanting to make things graceful for

you; your shirts ironed, your salads

well seasoned, your papers dusted but left undisturbed.

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October 2005. Cairo.

I think I see the form of your foot

in the outline of my husband’s feet.

I know this slight detail of DNA must come from you because my husband and his brother have the same lean feet with a second toe longer than the

first. Their mother’s foot is wide with soft plump toes that descend, each one shorter than the one before.


October 2005. Cairo.

I think I see the form of your foot

in the outline of my husband’s feet.

I know this slight detail of DNA must come from you because my husband and his brother have the same lean feet with a second toe longer than the

first. Their mother’s foot is wide with soft plump toes that descend, each one shorter than the one before.


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