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nksigj dh rh[kh /kwi vka[kksa esa dkaVs cudj pqHk jgh Fkh- isV dh vkarsa Hkh Hkw[k ls dqycqyk jgh Fkh- lqcg ls dqN Hkh ugha [kk;k Fkk mlus- cl ,d di pk; ih Fkh ;kno Vh LVky ij- mlds ckn tks dke ij fudyk Fkk rks vc ykSV jgk Fkk- Hkw[k vkSj xehZ dh otg ls og [kh>k gqvk Fkk- og lksp jgk Fkk yksx Hkh fdrus dkbZ;ka gksrs gSa- dVjk ls pkSd rd dk ,d #i;k nsrs gSa --- lkys- ghy gqTtr djks rks xkfy;ka nsrs gSa- ,d #i;k nsdj Hkh le>rs gSa fjD’ks okys us ywV fy;k- dHkh&dHkh og lksprk gS] fjD’kk pykuk NksM+dj dksbZ nwljk dke dj ys- de ls de ca/kh&ca/kkbZ etnwjh rks feysxh- ;gka rks dHkh&dHkh fnu Hkj esa ikap #i;s Hkh ugha curs gSabafM;u iszl ds lkeus isM+ dh Nk;k rys mlus fjD’kk [kM+k dj fn;k- FkksM+k lqLrk ysus ds ckn pysxk- /kwi rks lkyh yxrk gS tku ysdj jgsxh bl ckj- yw ds FkisM+ksa ls flj pDdj [kk tkrk gS- isV Hkjk gks rks lnhZ&xehZ lHkh lg ysrk gS vknehfjD’kk [kM+k djus ds ckn og ogha ,d iRFkj ij cSB x;k- lM+d ij bDdk&nqDdk yksx vk tk jgs Fks- ikl gh ,d yM+dk xUus dk jl csap jgk Fkkeu gqvk ,d fxykl jl gh ih ys- tsc VVksydj ns[kh mlus- dsoy vkB #i;s ckjg vkus Fks- lqcg ls nksigj rd dh dekbZ- mlus yM+ds ls ,d NksVk fxykl nsus ds fy, dgk- ckjg vkus mlesa pys tk,axs- vkB #i;s cpsaxs- rhu #i;s dk [kkuk [kk ysus ds ckn dsoy ikap #i;s cpsaxs- ’kke rd vkSj dekbZ ugha gqbZ rks og Hkh ugha cpsaxsMky ds ia{kh %% 13

,d fxykl jl ihdj og fQj py iM+k- vkxs <yku ij mlus fjD’kk eqDr NksM+ fn;k- <yku ij fjD’kk cgqr rsth ls nkSM+ jgk Fkk- mls yxk fd og vkleku esa ia{kh dh rjg mM+ jgk Fkk- dk’k] og vkleku esa mM+ ikrk dHkh- fQj mlus lkspk] ,slh vfHkyk"kk,a ikyuk fujh ew[kZrk Fkh- bl /kjrh ij py ikuk gh fdruk eqf’dy gS vkSj og vkleku esa mM+us ds dqykcs feykrk fQj jgk Fkk- og eu gh eu vius fopkjksa ij galkduZyxat b.VjehfM,V dWkyst ikj dj ysus ds ckn gh mlus iSMy ij ikao ekjs- vkxs lM+d dkQ+h [k+jkc Fkh- yxrk Fkk] o"kksaZ ls ejEer ugha gqbZ Fkh- fxfê;ka m[kM+dj b/kj&m/kj fc[kjh iM+h Fkh- fxfê;ksa ij mldk fjD’kk [kM+[kM+kus yxk Fkkmlus eu gh eu egkuxj ikfydk okyksa dks ,d Hkíh xkyh nh- lkys] lc ?kwl[kksj ljdkjh ukSdjh esa ?kqls iM+s gSa- turk dh rdyhQ+ksa dk mUgsa dqN [+;ky gh ugha gSdSls gks\ mudh tscsa rks uksVksa ls Hkjh gh gSa- rj eky mM+krs gSa- vkSj D;k pkfg, mUgsa\ turk tk, HkkM+ esa- dksbZ Bsdk ys j[kk gS mUgksaus turk dh rdyhQ+ksa dks nwj djus dk- vkSj fQj ,d rdyhQ+ gks rks lkspsa Hkh- mudh viuh rdyhQ+sa gh nwj ugh gks ikrh gSa--- choh dh] cPpksa dh- ljdkjh dke dh rjQ /;ku nsa Hkh rks dSls\ gksVy esa [kkuk [kkus ds ckn tc og viuh dksBjh esa igqapk rc Hkh /kwi vPNh&[kklh rst Fkh- vYykiqj dh ,d NksVh cLrh u;k xkao esa mlus ,d [kijSy dh dksBjh fdjk, ij ys j[kh Fkh- fjD’kk mlus dksBjh ds lkeus xyh esa [kM+k dj fn;k Fkk- rkyk [kksydj vanj ?kqlus okyk gh Fkk fd ihNs ls jtuh dh vkokt mlds dkuksa esa iM+h] ^^gs] dgka bruh nsj dj nh js\ eSa dc ls rsjs bUrtkj esa fcuk [kk,&fi, cSBh gwa\** ^^D;ksa--- D;k rw esjh C;kgrk gS] tks esjs fy, [kkuk&ihuk NksM+dj bUrtkj esa cSBh Fkh\** jtuh dks ikl ikdj mldh lkjh Fkdku nwj gks xbZ Fkh- vkSjr dk u’kk gh dqN ,slk gksrk gSs fd vkneh vius lkjs nq[k&nnZ vkSj rdyhQ+sa Hkwy tkrk gS mldks djhc ikdjjtuh edku ekfyd dh csVh Fkh- iwjh toku gks pqdh Fkh] ijUrq vHkh rd ’kknh ugha gqbZ Fkh- mu nksuksa esa vDlj galh&etkd vkSj uksd&>ksad pyrh jgrh Fkh- enu ls og rw&rdkj esa gh ckr djrh Fkh- mls Hkh vPNk yxrk Fkk^^gs] dgs nsrh gwa--- etkd ugha- C;kgrk gksxh esjh twrh- rsjs tSls enksaZ dks rks eSa Bsaxs ij upkrh gwa- le> D;k j[kk gS\ eSa D;k dksbZ ,sjh&xSjh vkSjr gwa\** 14 %% Mky ds ia{kh

^ûgha] vki rks y[kuÅ ds uokc dh csxe gSa- Hkxoku us ’kDy&lwjr Hkh vPNh&[kklh ns j[kh gS- ysfdu esjh dYyks] bruk ?ke.M Bhd ugha gksrk- ’kknh rks blh /kjrh ij djksxh fd rqEgkjs fy, LoxZ ds nsork mrj dj vk,axs-** og jtuh dks dYyks dgdj gh cqykrk Fkk- og Hkh cqjk ugha ekurh Fkh^^gs] dgs nsrh gwa- xqLlk er fnykvks eq>s] ojuk eSa vHkh pyh tkÅaxh- fQj jksrs jgksxs vius deksaZ dks-** mlus eqag Qqykdj dgkog gal iM+k vkSj dksBjh ds vUnj ?kql x;k- pkjikbZ ij yEch rkudj ysV x;k- fQj cksyk] ^^vPNk] vc xqLlk ugha fnykÅaxk- cksyks--- fdl fy, rqe esjk bUrtkj dj jgh Fkh\** ^^gka] vc vk, u jkg ij-** og Hkh mlds ihNs&ihNs vUnj vk xbZ Fkh] ^^vkt eSaus xqM+ dh [khj cukbZ gS- cM+h vPNh cuh gS- rw [kk,xk rks [kq’k gks tk,xk-** ^^Nh--- xqM+ dh [khj- ;g dkSu lh user gS- phuh ugha Fkh tks xqM+ dh [khj cukbZ-** mlus cqjk lk eqag cukdj dgk^^gka] rsjk cki dekdj j[k x;k Fkk u] tks phuh dh [khj cukrh- cM+s vk, ykV~ lkgc dgha ds- xqM+ rks ulhc gksrk ugha vkSj phuh ds [okc ns[k jgs gSaugha [kkuh rks er [kkvks- eSaus rks fdrus vjeku ls rqEgkjs fy, FkksM+h lh cpkdj j[kh Fkh- gksVy esa mYVk&lh/kk [kkrs gks] blfy, eq>s rjl vk tkrk gS- ojuk rqe esjs gksrs dkSu gks tks eSa rqEgkjs fy, lkspwa-** bl ckj jtuh lpeqp xaHkhj gks xbZ Fkhog mBdj pkjikbZ ij cSB x;k^^vksg] ukjkt gks xbZ esjh dYyks- eSaus rks ;wa gh etkd esa dg fn;k Fkkrqe lpeqp cqjk eku xbZ- vPNk tkvks vkSj QVkQV [khj ys vkvks- ns[kwa rks dSlh cukbZ gS rqeus- cM+h iz’kalk dj jgh gks-** mlus I;kj ls mls eukrs gq, dgkjtuh fcuk dqN cksys ckgj pyh xbZ vkSj dqNsd feuVksa esa gh ,d dVksjs esa [khj ysdj vk xbZ[khj [kkrs gq, mlus xaHkhjrk ls dgk] ^^rw D;ksa eq> ij bruk I;kj trkrh gS js\ eSa rks ,slk BwaB gwa] ftl ij dHkh gjh ifRr;ka yx gh ugha ldrh- ohjku jsfxLrku lk gS esjk thou- rirh jsr esa ;g nks&pkj I;kj dh cwansa Vidkdj D;ksa rw eq>s rM+ikrh jgrh gS\** ^êSa D;ksa rq> I;kj trkÅaxh js!** jtuh us galrs gq, dgk- mldk ewM fQj Bhd gks x;k Fkk- mlh fet+kt ls cksyh] ^êsjs fy, D;k ,d rw gh ejn cpk gS\ esjs ?kj esa jgrk gS] blfy, rsjh lq[k&lqfo/kk dk [+;ky j[krh gwa] cl-** Mky ds ia{kh %% 15

og ,dVd jtuh dk eqga rkdrk jg x;k- fdruk fu’Ny vkSj Hkksyk O;ogkj gS mldk- dHkh&dHkh mls Mj yxrk gS] dgha >wBh vk’kk,a u cka/k ys og\ vkSj fQj tc ,d fnu mldh vk’kk,a dPph nhokj dh rjg HkjHkjkdj fxj iM+saxh rks og D;k djsxk- eu dh ckr vyx gS- mls le>k;k tk ldrk gS- ijUrq vxj fny fdlh ls yx tk, rks eqf’dy ls gh ekurk gS- fny ds ikl foosd ugha gksrk gS- eu rks papy gksrk gS- ;gka ugha] dgha vkSj yx tk,xk- ijUrq dgha mlds lkFk fny yxus tSlh ckr gks xbZ rks---\ mlus ,dk,d fopkjksa dks >Vd fn;kmlds ikl fny yxkus dh Qqjlr gh dgka gSmldh vka[kksa ds lkeus cw<+s eka&cki vkSj NksVh cgu dk psgjk ?kwe x;kfdruh vk’kk,a yxk j[kh gSa mu lcus mlls- toku csVk gS] eka&cki dh rdyhQ+sa nwj dj nsxk- NksVh cgu dh /kwe&/kke ls ’kknh djsxk- blhfy, rks xkao NksM+dj ’kgj vk;k gS- xkao esa rhu #i;s jkst dh etnwjh esa iwjk ugha iM+rk Fkk- lkspk Fkk] ’kgj tkdj <sj lkjs #i;s dek,xk] ijUrq vlfy;r dk irk rks mls ’kgj vkdj gh py ldk Fkk- <ksy tc rd nwj ls ctrs lqukbZ iM+rs gSa] rHkh rd d.kZfiz; yxrs gSaog vDlj lksprk gS--- ’kgj esa Hkh vxj fnu esa nl&ikap dh gh dekbZ gksrh jgh rks og D;k cpk ik,xk- nks eghus gks x, Fks mls ;gka vk, gq, vkSj vHkh rd lkS #i;s Hkh ugha cpk ik;k Fkk- ?kj Hksts Hkh rks D;k Hksts\ mldh le> esa ugha vkrk gS fd dkSu lk ,slk dke djs] ftlls <sjksa #i;k mldh >ksyh esa Hkj tk, vkSj eka&cki ds lkjs vjeku iwjs gks tk,avius lkFkh fjD’kkokyksa dks ns[krk gS rks mls vk’p;Z gksrk gS- lkys] gjkeh-- lHkh pednkj diMs+ igurs gSa- xys esa jsfM;ks yVdkdj ?kwers gSa- jkst flusek ns[krs gSa vkSj nk: ihdj ukpuk&xkuk rks mudk /keZ gS- dgka ls bruk iSlk ykrs gSa og lc\ og le> ugha ikrk gS- >d ekjrk gS] [kh>dj jg tkrk gS( ijUrq thou dk vFkZxf.kr mldh le> esa ugha vkrk gSFkksM+k vkjke dj ysus ds ckn og fQj fjD’kk ysdj fudy iM+k- lM+d ij vkdj og dqN nsj rd iku dh nqdku ds ikl [kM+k jgk- ’kk;n dksbZ lokjh fey tk,- yksxksa dh vkok&tkgh ’kq: gks xbZ Fkh- og mEehn ls mudh rjQ rkdrk] ijUrq yksx mldh rjQ ls mnklhu pys tk jgs Fks] tSls mUgsa dgha tkus dh tYnh ugha Fkh- vkjke ls Vgyrs gq, tk,axs- fjD’kk ysdj iSls D;ksa cjckn djsadkQh nsj rd tc mls dksbZ lokjh ugha feyh rks og [kkyh gh iz;kx LVs’ku 16 %% Mky ds ia{kh

dh rjQ py iM+k- vkt m/kj fdLer vktek dj ns[ksxk- ’kke dks m/kj ls dbZ xkfM+;kaa xqtjrh gSajkLrs esa mls Jhjke fey x;k- og Hkh [kkyh fjD’kk ysdj tk jgk Fkk- enu fopkjksa esa [kks;k gqvk Fkk--- mls ns[k ugha ik;k- Jhjke us gh mls vkokt nsdj Vksadk] ^^gs enu] fd?kj py jgk gS\** og fopkjksa ls pkSaddj tkxk- eqM+dj ns[kk] Jhjke Fkk- cksyk] ^^vjs] rqe gks! fd/kj py jgs gks\** ^^;gha rks eSa rqe ls iwN jgk gwa-** Jhjke galdj cksyk] ^^vktdy fn[kkbZ ugha iM+rs gks\ fd/kj jgrs gks\** ^^vktdy eSa taD’ku dh rjQ tk jgk gwa] ijUrq ogka Hkh ogha <kd ds rhu ikr- lkyh fdLer gh [kjkc gS- pkgs tgka tkvks] dekbZ esa dksbZ Q+dZ ugha iM+rk gS-** ^^vjs HkkbZ] ;gka rks lkyksa ls fjD’kk pyk jgs gSa- iwjs ’kgj dks Nku ekjk gS] ysfdu dekbZ gj txg ,d tSlh gksrh gS- blhfy, vc rks eSaus b/kj&m/kj nkSM+uk NksM+ fn;k gS-** ^^dgrs rks rqe Bhd gks] ijUrq fny ugha ekurk- lksprk jgrk gS] ;gka ugha rks ogka dekbZ gksxh- blh mEehn esa ;gka&ogka nkSM+rk jgrk gwa-** mlus fujk’k Loj esa tokc fn;k^^eu rks nkSM+kus ls nkSM+rk gS] vius vki rks ugha- HkkbZ] eSa rks bruk tkurk gaw] FkksM+h&cgqr tks dekbZ gks] mlh esa vkneh dks [kq’k jguk pkfg,- T;knk dk ykyp ge djsa gh D;ksa\** ^^ykyp dgka djrs gSa- cl viuh t:jr ds eqrkfcd gh dekuk pkgrs gSaftruk dekrs gSa] mrus esa vxj gekjh t:jrsa iwjh gks tk,a rks ge T;knk dh ykylk D;ksa j[ksaxs- ysfdu gekjh dqN ftEesnkfj;ka gksrh gSa] Q+tZ gksrs gSa- mUgsa rks iwjk djuk gh iM+rk gS- vkSj rqEgha crkvks] fcuk iSls ds D;k vkneh vius Q+tZ vnk dj ldrk gS--- ftEesankfj;ka fuHkk ldrk gS\** enu dh ckr lqudj Jhjke csrgk’kk galus yxkenu mldk eqag rkdus yxk- Jhjke galrs gq, gh cksyk& ^^rqe Hkh dSls vged gks ;kj] tks Q+tZ vkSj ftEesnkfj;ksa ds pDdj esa Qals gq, gks- ftUnxh ekSt&eLrh ds fy, gS] u fd csdkj dh ckrksa ds pDdj esa vius dks cw<+k dj nsus ds fy,- eq>s ns[kks ge nl HkkbZ&cgu gSa] pkj HkkbZ vkSj N% cgusa- lkjs HkkbZ eka&cki ls vyx gks x, gSa- ,d dsoy eSa gwa muds lkFk- ysfdu Mky ds ia{kh %% 17

eq>s Hkh fpUrk ugha gS- cki dt+Z ys&ysdj cguksa dh ’kknh djrk gS- fQj mls vnk djus ds fy, Bkdqj ds ;gka et+nwjh djrk gS- ejrs ne rd djsxk--- djus nkseSa D;ksa cguksa dh ’kknh vkSj eka&cki dks lgkjk nsus dh fpUrk esa vius dks nqcyk djrk fQ:a] tc nwljs HkkbZ gh fpark ugha djrs** Jhjke dh ckrsa lqudj enu HkkSpa Ddk jg x;k- D;k dksbZ vkneh vius eka&cki ds ckjs esa bl rjg Hkh lksp ldrk gS\ dksbZ fpark] dksbZ drZO; Hkkouk ugha- cl ft+Unxh dks vius rjhds ls thrs pys tkuk- ;g Hkh dksbZ ckr gqbZ\ eka&cki tUe ls ysdj cPps ds cM+k gksus rd u tkus fdruh rdyhQ+sa lgrs gSa- mudk cnyk D;k bl rjg pqdk;k tkrk gS\ [kSj] ;g rks vkneh ds lkspus vkSj le>us dk viuk ut+fj;k gS- gj vkneh pkgs Hkh rks ,d leku ugha lksp ldrk gSmlus Jhjke dh ckrksa dk dksbZ t+okc ugha fn;k- cl] ,d ckj ?kwjdj mls ns[kk vkSj pqipki fjD’kk pykus yxknksuksa tSls ,d nwljs ds eu dh ckr le> jgs Fks fd mUgsa dgka tkuk Fkkckrksa&ckrksa esa iz;kx LVs’ku vk x;k Fkk- nksuksa vU; fjD’kkokyksa ds ikl tkdj ,d fdukjs [kM+s gks x, Fks- muesa fQj dksbZ ckr ugha gqbZ- enu viuh gh fpUrkvksa esa Mwc&mrjk jgk Fkk- vU; ckrksa dh rjQ+ lkspus dk u rks mlds ikl le; Fkku oSlh dksbZ pkgr mlds eu esa iui jgh Fkhcgu dh ’kknh blh lky djuh gS- de ls de ikap&N% gt+kj [k+pkZ gks tk,xk- ;g lc mls gh tqVkuk gS- dgka ls tqVk ik,xk\ #i;k dekuk D;k bruk vklku dke gS\ tc og xkao esa Fkk] mls yxrk Fkk fd ’kgj esa iSlk cgqr vklkuh ls dek;k tk ldrk Fkk- ijUrq vc mls irk py x;k Fkk fd fdrus x+yr lius ns[kk djrk Fkk ogenu tc fjD’kk pyk jgk gksrk gS rks mlds lkspus dk ut+fj;k dqN vkSj gksrk gS- vkSj tc og jtuh ds lkfu/; esa jgrk gS] rks nwljs <ax ls lksprk gSdHkh&dHkh mls yxrk gS fd og nksgjh ft+Unxh th jgk Fkk- ,d ft+Unxh mls d"V iznku djrh gS rks nwljh mlds larki&xzLr efLr"d dks jkgr iznku djrh gSrc mls yxrk gS] ftl izdkj lw[ks e#LFky esa o"kkZ dk ty rki dks de dj nsrk gS] mlh izdkj jtuh mlds ohjku lw[ks thou esa ve`r dh nks cwansa Vidkdj eu esa thou ds izfr ,d pkg vkSj mRlkg mRiUu djrh gSjtuh mls vPNh yxrh Fkh- ysfdu mldh ilUn ;k ukilUn ml oDr csekuh gks tkrh Fkh] tc mldh vka[kksa ds lkeus cw<+s eka&cki vkSj toku gksrh NksVh cgu 18 %% Mky ds ia{kh

dk psgjk ?kwe tkrk Fkk- yM+fd;ka Hkh fdruh tYnh toku gks tkrh gSa--- irk gha ugha py ikrk gS- vkt pM~<h igus vkSj ckag ls ukd iksaNrh xfy;ksa esa nkSM+ jgh gksrh gSa] rks dy lkM+h igus ’keZ ls psgjk uhpk fd, mUgha jkgksa ij py jgh gksrh gSamls yxrk gS] xjhc dh csfV;ka dqN T;knk gh rsth ls c<+rh gSajk/kk mlls ikap&N% lky rks NksVh gksxh gh] ijUrq mej esa mlls cM+h yxrh gS- irk ugha yM+fd;ksa ds ’kjhj esa dkSu lk rRo gksrk gS] tks xjhch vkSj vHkkoksa esa Hkh mudh ck<+ dk;e j[krk gS- ,d iq#"k gS tks fpUrkvksa ds cks> ls lw[kdj dkaVk gks tkrk gSHkxoku us yM+fd;ksa dks cuk;k gh fdlfy, gS\ og ugha gksrha rks nqfu;k esa dkSu lh d;ker vk tkrh\ mlus lkspk] fQj vius ew[kZrkiw.kZ fopkj ij eu gh eu galk- yM+fd;ka ugha gksrha rks og Hkh ugha gksrk- fL=;ka gSa] blhfy, iq#"kksa dk Hkh vfLrRo gS- lp rks ;g gS fd ,d nwljs ds dkj.k gh nksuksa dk vfLrRo gS- ,d ds fcuk nwljs dh dYiuk Hkh ugha dh tk ldrh gSog dqN T;knk gh lkspus yxk gS vktdy- og T;knk i<+k&fy[kk ugha gSrks Hkh mls yxrk gS fd gj {ks= ds ckjs esa mls dkQh Kku gS- og lksp&le> ldrk gS] ,d i<+s&fy[ks O;fDr dh rjg- cSy dh rjg gj dke djrs tkus dh mls vknr ugha gS- vius foosd dk bLrseky djds gh og fdlh dke esa gkFk Mkyrk gS- fjD’kk pykus ds ckjs esa Hkh mlus dkQ+h lksp&fopkj dj fu.kZ; fy;k Fkk- ;g vyx ckr Fkh fd blesa vk’kk ds vuq:i dekbZ ugha gks ik jgh Fkhblesa mldk dksbZ dlwj ugha Fkk- og Hkjiwj esgur djrk Fkk- Qy feysxk gh fdlh u fdlh fnu- T;knk deZ djus ls D;k T;knk dekbZ gks ldrh gS\ og vDlj lksprk gS- fnu dh dekbZ rks cgqr lhfer gksrh gS- mlesa FkksM+h c<+ksrjh djus ds fy, D;k jkr esa fjD’kk pykuk izkjEHk dj ns og\ mlus r; fd;k] fnu esa iz;kx] dVjk ;k fdlh flusek ds ikl fjD’kk [kM+k fd;k djsxk vkSj jkr esa taD’ku dh rjQ tk;k djsxk- [kkuk vc gksVy esa ugha [kk;k djsxk] cfYd [kqn cuk fy;k djsxk- flusek igys Hkh ugha ns[krk Fkk- vc rks loky gh iSnk ugha gksrk Fkk- gj laHko rjhds ls og T;knk ls T;knk iSls cpk ysuk pkgrk Fkk( rkfd cgu dh ’kknh /kwe/kke ls u lgh rks de ls de vPNs ?kj vkSj oj ds lkFk dj lds- ;g mlds thou dh ,dek= vfHkyk"kk Fkhmldh fnu jkr dh vuFkd esgur ns[kdj jtuh FkksM+k fpfUrr gks xbZ,d fnu lqcg tc og dke ij tkus dh rS;kjh dj jgk Fkk] rks jtuh mldh Mky ds ia{kh %% 19

dksBjh esa vkbZ- og vaxhBh ij jksfV;ka lsad jgk Fkk- nky cu pqdh Fkh- lqcg nky&jksVh gh [kkdj tkrk Fkk og- lCth dHkh&dHkkj gh cukrk Fkk- D;k Qk;nk-- tc nky&jksVh ls gh isV Hkj tkrk gS rks lCth dh D;k t:jr gS- ;g lkspdj og vius fny dks rlYyh ns ysrk Fkk^^D;k gks x;k js rq>s\ vktdy dc vkrk gS] dc tkrk gS] irk gh ugha pyrk gS\ dgka jgrk gS jkr&jkr Hkj\** jtuh ls og dqN Hkh ugha fNikrk Fkk- ,d ogha rks Fkh ftlls ckrsa djds og vius fny dk cks> gYdk dj ysrk Fkk- mlus lc dqN mldks crk fn;kdqN Hkh ugha fNik;k- fNikus dh ckr gh D;k Fkh\ og dksbZ pksjh&cnek’kh rks ugha djus tkrk Fkk jkr esa- esgur djus esa cqjkbZ D;k Fkh\ ysfdu jtuh mldh ckrksa ls lger ugha Fkh- mldk dguk Fkk] vkneh bruh esgur Hkh D;ksa djs fd ’kjhj dk dksbZ [;ky gh u jgs- vkf[kj vkneh dekrk blhfy, gS fd isV dh jksVh dk tqxkM+ gks lds] lsgr Bhd&Bkd jgs vkSj ru dks <dus ds fy, <ax dk diM+k ulhc gksrk jgs- tc ’kjhj gh Bhd ugha jgsxk rks dekus ls D;k Qk;nk- eka&cki dks lgkjk ge mruk gh ns ldrs gSa] ftruh gekjh lkeF;Z gksrh gS- mlls vkxs vxj ge vius thou dk mRlxZ Hkh dj nsa] rks D;k eka&cki dh vkRek dks ’kkfUr fey ldrh gS--- dnkfi ugha^^rw rks ,dne ?kksa?kk gS js- lkjk fnekx csapdj [kk x;k gS D;k\ vius ’kjhj dh rjQ Hkh ns[kk gS dHkh rwus\ vxj ejuk pkgrk gS rks Bhd gS- eSa dqN ugha cksywaxh- ysfdu ftUnk jgus dh rfud Hkh pkg gS rsjs eu esa rks <ax ls [kk;k&fi;k dj- mruk gh dke dj ftrus ls rsjs ’kjhj dks Hkh vkjke feys vkSj isV dh jksVh Hkh pyrh jgs- nqfu;k esa gj xjhc dh cgu&csVh dh ’kknh gksrh gS] dksbZ dqavkjh ugha jgrh- ysfdu dksbZ muds fy, viuh tku ugha ns nsrk- ,d rw gh viuh cgu dh ’kknh ugha djus tk jgk gS--- gwa-** jtuh us eqag fcpdkdj mldh rjQ ns[kk vkSj fQj mlds dke esa gkFk caVkus yxhdkQh nsj rd og dqN ugha cksyk rks jtuh mldh rjQ eqM+h] ^^D;k gqvk js] esjh ckr [kjkc yxh D;k\** ^^ugha dYyks] ,slh ckr ugha gS- ckr lR; gks rks cqjh ugha yxrh- rqEgha crkvks] eSa D;k d:a\** ^^dgk rks] tku nsuk pkgrs gks rks fnu&jkr esgur djks- lw[kh jksfV;ka pckvks vkSj viuk [kwu tykrs jgks- ,d fnu vius vki gh lkjs dke Bhd gks tk,axs-** 20 %% Mky ds ia{kh

^^rqe rks et+kd djrh gks- FkksM+k xaHkhj gks dj lkspks- esjs eka&cki vc bl yk;d ugha gSa fd ,d iSlk tek dj ldsa- rks D;k esjk QtZ ugha curk fd mudh gj lq[k&lqfo/kk dk [;ky j[kwa- cq<+kis essa mUgsa dksbZ rdyhQ u gksus nwa\** ^^dkSu dgrk gS fd rqe eka&cki dh lsok u djks- ysfdu viuk Hkh rks [;ky j[kks- tc rqEgha u jgksxs rks mudh lsok dkSu djsxk\ D;k rqEgkjk Hkwr\** jtuh [kjh [kksVh ckr dgus esa fo’okl djrh Fkh- ykx&yisV mldks fcydqy ilUn ugha Fkh- lPph ckr dgus esa dksbZ cqjkbZ ugha gksrh] ,slk og le>rh Fkhmldh ckrksa dk enu ds Åij dksbZ vlj gqvk ;k ugha- ;g rks jtuh dks ml oDr irk ugha pyk- mldk igys okyk joS;k csyxke pyrk jgk- bl ckr ls jtuh ds fny dks Bsl igqaphog ,d fnu xqLls esa ml ij cjl gh rks iM+h& ^^le> esa ugha vkrk] rqEgkjs fnekx esa D;k Hkjk gqvk gS\ vxj esjh ckrsa rqEgsa cqjh yxrh gSa rks Bhd gS--- vkt ls eSa rqEgsa dqN ugha dgwaxh- gka] bruk dgs nsrh gwa] [kkuk Bhd ls [kk;k djks- :[kh&lw[kh jksfV;ka [kkrs gks] ;g eq>ls cnkZ’r ugha gksrk--- le>s\** mldh vkokt ls yx jgk Fkk fd og cgqr Hkkoqd gks xbZ Fkh- enu mlds djhc vkdj cksyk] ^^ugha jtuh---** vkt igyh ckj mlus mls jtuh dgdj cqyk;k Fkk] ^^rqe ,slk D;ksa lksprh gks\ ckr cqjh yxus dh ugha gS- eSa Hkh pkgrk gwa] [kwc cf<+;k [kkuk cukdj [kkÅa- ysfdu rqe ns[k gh jgh gks] fdruh Qqjlr feyrh gS eq>s- cukus&[kkus esa gh viuk le; cjckn dj nwaxk rks dke ij dc tkÅaxk\** ^^vksg~ rks ykWV~ lkgc dks jkt&dkt ls gh Qqjlr ugha feyrh fd [kkus&ihus dh rjQ /;ku ns ldsa- vPNk] dksbZ ckr ugha- vkidh nklh lsok ds fy, gkftj gS- lqcg&’kke vkdj [kkuk cuk fn;k djsxh- eatwj gS----\** jtuh us vthc rjhds ls viuk flj fgyk;k^^D;ksa etkd djrh gS\ rw esjk [kkuk cuk,xh rks D;k eka&cki dqN ugha dgsxa \s iM+kls h Hkh rjg&rjg dh ckrsa djus yxsxa -s rqe dqv a kjh yM+dh gks] ’kknh&C;kg djuk gS- cnukeh eksy ysuk Bhd ugha gS-** mlus lathnk Loj esa dgk^^eka&ckiw dh rqe fpUrk er djks- eka ls eSaus iwN fy;k gS- vkSj jgs iM+kslh] rks muds ikl dke gh D;k gS- fdlds ?kj esa D;k gksrk gS] D;k eSa ugha tkurh\ fdlh us pha&piM+ dh rks lcdk Hkk.Mk QksM+dj j[k nwaxh- ysfdu gka] ,d ckr dk /;ku j[kuk- eSa lw[kh jksfV;ka ugha lsdawxh- jkst [kkus esa nky&lCth t:j gksuh Mky ds ia{kh %% 21

pkfg,- ojuk rqe viuk dkjksckj laHkkyks- [kqn gh cukvks&[kkvks- vPNk gksxk] vxj <kcs ls nks jksfV;ka ysdj [kk fy;k djks- ?kj esa pwYgk Qwadus dk >a>V gh D;ksa djrs gks\** jtuh dh ckrsa lqudj enu gal iM+k- cksyk] ^^rw rks yxrk gS] eq>s mtkM+dj jgsxh- iwjk jktlh [kkuk f[kyk,xh- fQj Hkh rsjh ckr rks ekuuh gh iMs+xh- dgha dku idM+dj vius ?kj ls fudku ckgj u dj ns- bl ckr dk Mj gS eq>s-** ^^gqag--- rw NksM+dj tkus okyk gS ;g ?kj\ rhl #iYyh esa ,slk ?kj dgha feysxk rq>s tks rw NksM+dj tk,xk\ Åij ls [kkuk cukus okyh ukSdjkuh eq¶r esa fey xbZ gS- lksp] ,slk lq[k rq>s vkSj dgka feysxk\** ^^gka] ;g ckr rks gS-** og gYds ls eqLdjk;k- jtuh Hkh mldh rjQ duf[k;ksa ls ns[kdj eqLdjk iM+h- enu dks yxk] dgha iVk[ks QwV jgs Fks- jtuh dh I;kjh ckrksa ls u tkus dSlk ehBk nnZ og vius fny esa eglwl dj jgk Fkkjtuh dh eka ls enu dh cgqr de ckrsa gks ikrh Fkha- ,d rks og lqcg tYnh pyk tkrk Fkk vkSj jkr dks nsj ls okil ykSVrk Fkk- muls HksaV gh cgqr eqf’dy ls gksrh Fkh- tc dHkh HksaV gksrh rks b/kj&m/kj dh nks&pkj ckrksa ds flok vkSj dksbZ [kkl ckrsa ugha gksrhgka] b/kj jtuh ’kk;n mlds ckjs esa ?kj esa ft+Ø djus yxh Fkh- rHkh rks ,d fnu tc mldh HksaV jtuh dh eka ls gqbZ rks iwN cSBha& ^^D;ksa csVk] ns[krh gwa vktdy rqe cgqr esgur dj jgs gks- [kkus&ihus dh rjQ /;ku de nsrs gks- ;g Bhd ckr ugha gS- vkneh tks dekrk gS] [kkus&ihus ds fy, gh- vHkh rks rqeus thou ’kq: gh fd;k gS- bruh xaHkhjrk vks<+ yksxs rks dSls ftvksx\s esgur djus dks eSa euk ugha djrh] ysfdu [kkus&ihus esa dksbZ dksrkgh ugha cjruk- dksbZ rdyhQ+ gks rks dgus esa ladksp er djuk-** ml fnu mldh rch;r dqN [kjkc Fkh- lqcg mBus esa gh nsj gks xbZ Fkhcnu esa gjkjr Fkh- jtuh tc [kkuk cukus vkbZ Fkh] rc og fcLrj ij ysVk gqvk Fkk- mlus jtuh ls cgkuk cuk fn;k Fkk fd vkt dke ij ugha tk,xkog ;g lkspdj ykSV xbZ Fkh fd tc dke ij ugha tkuk gSs rks tYnh [kkuk cukdj D;k gksxk- ckn esa vkdj cuk nsxh- rch;r [kjkc gksus dh ckr mlus jtuh ls ugha crkbZ FkhdkQ+h fnu p<+s og mBk Fkk- nSfud fØ;kvksa ls fuo‘r gksus ds ckn ckgj fudyk Fkk- rHkh jtuh dh eka ls eqykdkr gks xbZ Fkh22 %% Mky ds ia{kh

mlus flj >qdkdj dgk] ^^pkphth] vki Hkh jtuh dh ckrksa ij fo’okl djrh gSa- og rks f[kyk&f[kykdj ekj nsuk pkgrh gS- vki gh crkb,] vkneh mruk gh rks [kk,xk] ftruh mlds isV esa txg gksxh- nwljksa dks f[kykus&fiykus ds vykok rks mls vkSj dqN lw>rk gh ugha gS-** jtuh vUnj ls ’kk;n mldh ckrsa lqu jgh Fkh- vka/kh dh rjg ckgj vkbZ vkSj rerekrs gq, cksyh] ^^D;k cqjkbZ gks jgh gS esjh\** ^^vjs] dqN ugha csVh] ;wa gh enu ls ckrsa dj jgh Fkh-** ^^eq>s cgyk jgh gks tSls eSa dksbZ nw?k ihrh cPph gwa- ;g t:j esjh cqjkbZ dj jgk Fkk-** jtuh ds cnys gq, rsoj ns[kdj enu dks dqN dgus dh fgEer ugha gqbZog /khjs ls f[kld dj dksBjh esa vk x;k- vUnj ?kqlrs&?kqlrs mlus jtuh dh eka dks dgrs lquk] ^^og Hkyk rsjh cqjkbZ D;ksa djsxk\ fdruk Hkyk rks yM+dk gS-** blds ckn mlus ugha lquk fd eka&csVh esa D;k&D;k ckrsa gqbZamldk eu rks ugha Fkk] ijUrq ?kj esa cSBdj Hkh D;k djrk\ vr% mlus dke ij tkus dk eu cuk fy;k- ,d fnu ukxk gks tkus ls de ls de nl&chl #i;s dk uqdlku rks gksxk gh- brus #i;s dk vkd"k.kZ mlds fy, tku ls Hkh c<+dj FkkfQj vpkud mls ;kn vk;k--- jtuh ls mlus dke ij u tkus dk cgkuk cuk fn;k Fkk- vc rks og [kkuk Hkh cukus ugha vk,xh- vkSj vxj dke ij fcuk crk, pyk x;k rks ’kke dks mldh [kSj ugha- vPNh rjg mldh [kcj yh tk,xhvktdy og jtuh dh gj ckr eku ysrk Fkk- /khjs&/khjs ekufld :i ls og mlh ij fuHkZj gksrk tk jgk Fkk- viuk rks tSls mlds ikl fnekx gh ugha Fkk- gj dke og jtuh ds fnekx ls djrk Fkk- vkt vxj mlus vius fnekx ls dke fy;k rks gaxkek [kM+k gksus dh iwjh xkjaVh FkhvUrr% mlus dke ij u tkuk gh mfpr le>knksigj ds djhc jtuh vkbZ- og Hkw[ks isV fcLrj ij ysVk gqvk Fkk- jtuh ds vkrs gh og eqag nwljh rjQ djds ysV x;k^^rw D;k le>rk gS] eSaus dqN lquk ugha Fkk\ eka ls tks&tks rwus dgk Fkk] lc lquk Fkk eSaus- cksy rwus oSlk D;ksa dgk Fkk\** dejs esa ?kqlrs gh jtuh us dgk^^vjs] rw ukjkt dkgs gksrh gS\ eSa dksbZ rsjk nq’eu rks ugha gwa- cksy vxj eka ds lkeus vxj eSa dgrk fd [kkuk Bhd ls ugha [kkrk gwa rks D;k vPNk yxrkMky ds ia{kh %% 23

rw Hkh ,slh cq)w gS] eq>s ekywe u Fkk- lqqu Hkh fy;k Fkk rks dkSu lk rwQku vk x;k Fkk tks rqe pqi u jg ldh- ckn esa ge le> ysrs-** ^^vPNk] vPNk--- jgus ns- ckrsa u cuk- eSa lc le>rh gwa-** mlus rqud dj dgk- fQj vius dke esa tqV xbZ- enu pkjikbZ ij ysVk gqvk jtuh dks dke djrs gq, ns[krk jgk Fkk- jtuh dks tSls vpkud ;kn vk;k- mldh rjQ eqM+dj cksyh& ^^vjs gka] eSa rks iwNuk gh Hkwy xbZ Fkh- rqe vkt dke ij D;ksa ugha x,\** mlus ’kafdr gksdj enu dh vka[kksa esa >kadk- og /khjs ls eqLdjk;kenu dqN ugha cksyk rks jtuh us vpkud mldk ck;ka gkFk idM+ fy;kdqN nsj Fkkesa jgus ds ckn cksyh] ^^vjs] rqEgsa rks cq[kkj yxrk gS\** og ykijokgh ls cksyk] ^^dqN ugha gS- FkksM+k lnhZ yx xbZ gS- mlh dh otg ls cnu esa gjkjr gS-** ^^vPNk--- dqN ugha gS\ tc fueksfu;k gks tk,xk rks irk pysxk- tkdj MkWDVj dks D;ksa ugha fn[kkrs\ ;gha ikl esa gh rks gS ,d MkWDVj-** ^^vjs] rw fpUrk D;ksa djrh gS- dqN ugha gksxk eq>s- jkr esa fjD’kk pykus ls B.Mh gok yx xbZ gS- tq[kke gh rks gS- ,d fnu esa Bhd gks tk,xk** ^^rks ejks-** jtuh us xqLls esa mldk gkFk NksM+ fn;k vkSj [kkuk cukus dk izcU/k djus yxhenu mlh rjg pkjikbZ ij ysVk mls ns[kdj eqLdjk, tk jgk FkkdbZ iyksa rd muds chp pqIih fojkteku jgh- enu dks tc yxk fd og dqN ugha cksysxh rks og mBdj pkjikbZ ij cSB x;k- fQj cksyk] ^^,d dke dj dYyks- ns[k] fdlh fMCcs esa dkyhfepZ gksxh- gYnh ds lkFk mls ihldj dk<+k cuk ns- ,d fxykl ihrs gh lkjh lnhZ nwj gks tk,xh-** ^^eSa dksbZ rqEgkjh ykSaMh gwa tks rqEgkjh gj QjekbZ’k iwjh d:a- bruk gh ’kkSd gS rks dksbZ ukSdjkuh j[k yks- fQj tks ethZ vk, [kkuk&ihuk-** og /khjs ls galdj cksyk] ^^bl rjg ugha cksyrs- iM+kslh lqusaxs rks le>saxs] fe;ka&choh esa >xM+k gks jgk gS-** og reddj mldh rjQ iyVh- mldh vka[kksa esa vkx Hkjh gqbZ Fkh] ^^gaqg-- cM+s vk, fe;ka cuus okys- lwjr ns[kh gS dHkh viuh vkbZus esa\ fQj dHkh ,slk dgk rks eq>ls cqjk dksbZ ugha gksxk- le> ysuk--- gka-** mlus /kedh nsrs gq, dgk^^vPNk] fQj dHkh ,slh ckr ugha dgwaxk- ijUrq dk<+k rks cuk nks** 24 %% Mky ds ia{kh

^^cukrh gwa- jsyxkM+h ugha NwV jgh gS-** mlus eqag cukrs gq, dgkog galrk gqvk fQj pkjikbZ ij ysV x;k- Nr dh rjQ rkdrk gqvk fopkjksa esa yhu gks x;kjtuh vxj blh rjg mlls feyrh&tqyrh jgh vkSj pqgyckth djrh jgh rks og fnu nwj ugha tc mu nksuksa ds chp dh lkjh nwfj;ka fleV tk,axh- enu blh lc ls cpuk pkgrk Fkk- ijUrq gksuh dks dkSu Vky ldrk gS\

nks gkbZ Ldwy djus ds ckn enu dh i<+kbZ BIi gks xbZ Fkh- og vkxs i<+uk pkgrk Fkk] ijUrq iSls ds vHkko esa ,slk laHko ugha Fkk- ?kj dh gkyr mlls fNih gqbZ ugha Fkh- tehu ds uke ij rks ,d bap VqdM+k Hkh ugha Fkk muds ikl- ckiw ,d Bkdqj ds ;gka gyokgh djrs Fks- eka [ksrksa esa fujkbZ&xqM+kbZ dk dke djrh Fkhcgu tc FkksM+k cM+h gqbZ rks og Hkh eka ds lkFk [ksrksa esa dke ij tkus yxh- fdlh rjg isV dkVdj mldh i<+kbZ dk [kpZ fudkyk tkrk Fkkmldk eu gjne dpksVrk jgrk Fkk- ckiw dks cq<+kis esa gy pykrs ns[krk rks yxrk tSls dksbZ mlds fny ij iRFkj j[kdj nck jgk gS- vr% gkbZ Ldwy ikl djus ds ckn mlus Lo;a gh ckiw dh txg dke ij tkuk ’kq: dj fn;k Fkk- eka&ckiw us FkksM+k vk’p;Z t:j O;Dr fd;k Fkk] ijUrq mlls fdlh us dqN ugha dgk Fkk- dgrs Hkh D;k--- csVk [kqn gh le>nkj Fkk- tks dqN og dj jgk Fkk] lksp&le>dj gh dj jgk gksxkrc rhu #i;s jkst ds fglkc ls etnwjh feyrh Fkh- bruh de etnwjh esa ,d ifjokj dk [kpZ cM+h eqf’dy ls pyrk Fkk- ijUrq pwafd ?kj dk gj lnL; dke djrk Fkk] blfy, FkksM+h de eqf’dy is’k vkrh Fkh- /kku vkSj xsgwa dh dVkbZ ds fnuksa esa lHkh feydj dVkbZ ds dke esa tqV tkrs Fks- blls vPNh vkenuh gks tkrh Fkhmls T;knk cksyus dh vknr ugha Fkh- vUreqZ[kh O;fDrRo Fkk mldk] ijUrq LoHkko ls fonzksgh Fkk- gyokgh esa mldk eu ugha yxrk Fkk- ijUrq og dj Hkh D;k ldrk Fkk- xkao esa dksbZ nwljk dke Hkh rks ugha Fkk- fonzkgs djrk Hkh rks fdlls\ pqipki ’kks"k.k dks cnkZ’r djus ds flok vkSj dksbZ jkLrk ugha FkkMky ds ia{kh %% 25

cgqr lkjs dVq vuqHko gSa tks mlds lhus esa n¶u gSa- xkao esa mlus ns[kk Fkk- lky esa ,d nks ckj rglhy rFkk ftyk eq[;ky; ls cM+s gkfde vk;k djrs Fks- lkFk esa ys[kiky Hkh gksrk Fkk- og lHkh lHkkifr dh pkSiky esa Bgjrs Fks vkSj rj eky mM+krs Fks- muds vkus ij lkjs xkao esa MqxMqxh fiVokbZ tkrh Fkh- MqxMqxh xkao dk ,dek= esgrj Qdhjk ihVrk Fkk- irk ugha bl dke dk mls dksbZ eqvkotk feyrk Fkk ;k ugha- ijUrq og viuh [kj[kjh vkokt esa cM+h yxu ls fpYykrk Fkk& ^^lquks--- lquks--- lquks--- lHkh xkao okyksa lquks- xkao esa cM+s gkfde i/kkjs gSa- vkt nksigj nks cts lHkkifr dh pkSiky esa ,d lHkk gksxh] ftlesa NksVs&cM+s lHkh yksxksa dks cqyk;k tkrk gS- vki lHkh ls fuosnu gS fd nksigj nks cts ds igys lHkkifr ckck dh pkSiky esa gkftj gks tk,a---** vius vfUre okD; dks Qdhjk dkQh [khapdj cksyrk Fkk- yksx mldh ?kks"k.kk lquus ds ckn Hkh mlls iwNrs Fks--- dSlh lHkk gksxh\ fdl ckjs esa fopkj&foe’kZ gksxk\--- vkfn vkfn- Qdhjk dks D;k ekywe fd gkfde fdlfy, xkao esa i/kkjs gSa- fQj Hkh yksx mlls iwNrs gh Fks- Hkys gh og fdlh ckr dk tokc u ns ikrk gks,slh fdruh gh ?kks"k.kk,a enu us lquh Fkha- ijUrq dHkh fdlh lHkk esa ugha x;k- mldk ckiw tkrk Fkk vkSj tks dqN Hkh lHkk esa gksrk Fkk] ns[k&lqudj ykSV vkrk Fkk- mlus ckiw ls dHkh bl ckjs esa dksbZ ckr ugha dh- ijUrq nwljs yksxksa ls mls irk py tkrk Fkk fd lHkk esa D;k gqvk Fkktks Hkh gksrk Fkk] mls lqudj mldk eu Øks/k ls Hkj mBrk Fkk- gkfde xjhcksa dh mUufr dh ;kstuk,a ysdj xkao esa vkrs Fks- tSls ljdkj us Hkwfeghuksa dks tehu iznku djus dh ;kstuk cukbZ gS--- xjhcksa] gfjtuksa vkfn dks HkSal ikyu] eqxhZ ikyu rFkk lqvj ikyu ds fy, dtZ nsuk r; fd;k gSljdkjh uhfr dk foLrkj ls o.kZu djus ds ckn xjhcksa] Hkwfeghuksa ls vftZ;ka yh tkrh Fkha- ijUrq mlus ns[kk Fkk fd xjhc vftZ;ka nsus ds ckn dtZ feyus vkSj tehu ij dCtk ysus dk bUrtkj gh djrs jg tkrs Fks- ljdkjh ;kstuk,a muds fy, dsoy vftZ;ka nsus rd gh lhfer gksrh Fkha- chp esa nwljs yksx Qk;nk mBkrs Fks- ljdkjh ;kstukvksa ds rgr fdrus gh vehj Bkdqj dtZ ysdj cSB x, FksdqN fnu ckn muds njokts ij ,dk,d ikap HkSalksa dh txg nl HkSals ca/kh utj vkrh Fkha;gha ugha--- xkao esa tks Hkwfe vkcaVu gksrk Fkk] og dsoy Bkdqjksa ds gd esa gksrk Fkk--- og Hkh csukeh- Hkwfeghu vkSj gfjtu vka[ksa >idkrs--- ns[krs gh 26 %% Mky ds ia{kh

jg tkrs Fks- mudks irk Hkh ugha pyrk Fkk fd Bkdqjksa dks tks tehu ckaVh tk jgh Fkh] og mUgha ds uke dh tehu gS- ljdkjh tknw dqN ,slk gksrk gS fd ns[krs&ns[krs [kkrksa esa og tehu Bkdqjksa ds uke p<+ tkrh Fkh- blesa ys[kiky ;k gkfdeksa dk D;k nks"k\ vc muesa tehu ij dCtk ysus dh rkdr ugha Fkh rks dksbZ D;k djs \ ftuds ikl rkdr Fkh] mUgksaus dCtk ys fy;k FkkBkdqjksa }kjk vius ;gka dke djus okys ukSdjksa dks xkyh nsuk vke ckr FkhdHkh&dHkh muds lkFk ekj&ihV Hkh djrs Fks- cspkjs eu ekjdj lc dqN lg ysrs Fks- enu ds lkFk Hkh ,d&nks ckj tc ,slh ?kVuk,a gqbZa] rks mldk eu fonzksg ij mrj vk;k- xkao ls mldk eu iwjh rjg mpV x;k- mlus r; dj fy;k] tc dke gh djuk gS rks bTtr ls D;ksa u djs- Bkdqj D;k eq¶r dk iSlk nsrs gSa\ lkjk fnu [kVrs gSa rks rhu #iYyh Fkekrs gSa- og Hkh nl ckj Vjdkus ds ckntku [kikdj dke djks] rc Hkh ;fn xkfy;ka [kkus dks feysa rks ,slh txg dke djus ls D;k Qk;nk\ mlds xkao ds nks&rhu yM+ds bykgkckn esa fjD’kk pykrs Fks- dHkh&dHkkj og xkao vkrs rks enu ls mudh ckrphr gksrh- /khjs&/khjs mldk eu Hkh ’kgj dh rjQ f[kapus yxk- eu gh eu mlus r; dj fy;k fd bykgkckn tkdj dksbZ dke& /kU/kk djsxk- xkao dh gyokgh mlds cl dh ckr ugha Fkh- vius eu dks iDdk djus ds ckn mlus eka&ckiw ls ckr dh- tkM+s dk ekSle Fkk- ’kke dks lHkh vyko ds fdukjs cSBdj vkx rki jgs Fks- rHkh mlus dgk Fkk& ^^eSa Bkdqj ds ;gka dke ugha d:axk-** ^D;ksa* ds Hkko ls eka&ckiw us mldh rjQ fugkjk Fkk- og tehu dh rjQ rkd jgk Fkk vkSj gkFk ls vkx ds fdukjs dh vkx dqjsnrk tk jgk Fkk- ckiw rks dqN ugha cksys Fks- eka us gh iwNk Fkk] ^^D;ksa----\** ^^D;ksa D;k----\ lkjk fnu cSy dh rjg [kVus ds ckn rhu #iYyh feyrs gSa- D;k gekjh gkM+ rksM+ esgur dh ;gha dher gS\ eSa dy ls dke ij ugha tkÅaxk-** mlus mRrsftr gksdj dgk Fkkeka us I;kj ls mls le>krs gq, dgk Fkk] ^^vjs] csVk] ,slk xtc er djuk] ojuk ge lc yksx eqlhcr esa iM+ tk,axs- lkspks] rqEgkjh NksVh cgu toku gks jgh gS- vxys lky mldh ’kknh djuh iMs+xh- Bkdqj ds ;gka dke NksM+ nsaxs rks mldh ’kknh dSls gksxh\** ^^D;ksa--- dSls ugha gksxh mldh ’kknh\ Bkdqj us gekjh cgu dh ’kknh djkus dk Bsdk ys j[kk gS D;k\** mlus utj mBkdj eka dh rjQ ns[kk Fkk- ckiw dh Mky ds ia{kh %% 27

rjQ ns[kus dh mldh fgEer ugha iM+h Fkh- og mudh cgqr bTtr djrk Fkk vkSj muds lkeus de gh ckrsa djrk Fkk^^vjs] og gekjs vUunkrk gSa- o"kksZa ls ge muds ;gka dke dj jgs gSagkjh&chekjh vkSj ’kknh&C;kg esa ogha gekjs dke vkrs gSa- gj txg #i;s iSls ls enn djrs gSa- rqEgkjh cgu dh ’kknh esa ogh rks dtZ nsaxs- vius ikl rks Hkwath Hkkax Hkh ugha gS-** ^^#i;s&iSls ls enn djrs gSa rks C;kt lfgr olwy Hkh djrs gSa- dksbZ ,glku rks ugha djrs- vkSj fQj lkjh nqfu;k esa D;k ogha ,d gSa tks gekjs isV dh jksVh pykrs gSa- ge rks xjhc etnwj gSa- tgka dke djsaxs] ogha nks twu dh jksVh dk tqxkM+ dj ysaxs-** ^^ysfdu csVk] mUgsa ukjkt djds ge xkao esa dSls jgsaxs\ xkao NksM+dj rks ge tkus ls jgs- rqe nwljs ds ;gka dke djksxs rks og vius [ksr&esM+ esa tkuk Hkh can dj nsaxs-** eka us n;uh; Loj esa dgkbu lkjh ckrksa ds njE;ku ckiw us ,d ’kCn Hkh ugha dgk Fkk- og pqipki iRuh vkSj csVs ds chp gks jgh ckrksa dks flj >qdkdj lqu jgs Fks- cl ,d ckj flj mBkdj csVs dh rjQ ns[kk Fkk^^eSa xkao esa fdlh vkSj ds ;gka dke ugha d:axk- ’kgj tkdj dqN d:axkogka bZaV&xkjk Hkh <ksÅaxk rks de ls de nl #i;s jkst rks feysaxs- xkao ds rhu #i;s ls ’kgj ds nl #i;s vPNs gksaxs-** bl ckj mlus ’kkfUr ls dgk Fkkmldh ’kgj tkus dh ckr ij eka pqi gksdj ckiw dh rjQ ns[kus yxh Fkhamlus Hkh ,d utj ckiw dh rjQ ns[kkog vHkh rd uhps tehu dh rjQ ns[k jgs Fkseka vkSj csVk pqi gksdj mUgha dh rjQ ns[k jgs Fks- mUgksaus /khesa ygts esa dgk] ^^vxj rqEgkjh ,slh gh bPNk gS rks Bhd gS- ysfdu ,d ckr dk [;ky j[kuk-- bl ?kj dh gkyr rqels fNih gqbZ ugha gS- rqEgkjh cgu Hkh toku gks pqdh gS- eSa rks vc bruk cw<+k gks pqdk gwa fd eqf’dy ls dksbZ dke dj ikrk gwa- lkjk Hkkj ,d rjg ls rqEgkjs gh dU/kksa ij vk fxjk gS- bls laHkkyus dh ftEesnkjh rqEgkjh gS- tks Hkh djuk] lksp&le>dj djuk- vkSj eSa rqels D;k dgwa\** bruk dgus ds ckn ckiw pqi gks x, Fks- ckiw dh /khj&xaHkhj ok.kh ls mldk ân; ekse dh rjg fi?ky x;k Fkk- yxk fd vc vkxs vxj ckiw us dqN dgk rks jks iMs+xk- ysfdu ckiw us vkxs dqN ugha dgk Fkk vkSj mlus ân; ds vUnj gh vkalqvksa dks tTc dj fy;k Fkk28 %% Mky ds ia{kh

nwljs fnu gh og bykgkckn pyk vk;k Fkk- lkFk esa xkao dk ,d vkSj yM+dk Fkk- og igys ls gh bykgkckn esa fjD’kk pykrk Fkk- mlh ds lkFk dqN fnuksa rd og Bgjk Fkk- jkr esa [kkyh lqulku txg ij fjD’kk pykuk lh[krk Fkk- fnu esa dksbZ NksVk&eksVk dke dj ysrk Fkk- isV Hkjus yk;d dekbZ gks tkrh Fkh- ;g rks vPNk Fkk fd mls dksbZ yr ugha Fkh- gkykafd ’kgj esa ftu yksxksa ls mldk ikyk iM+k Fkk] muesa dksbZ u dksbZ yr t:j Fkh- ’kke dks ’kjkc ihdj yM+kbZ&>xM+k djuk vke ckr Fkh- ysfdu og vius vkidks ,sls yksxksa ls nwj gh j[krk Fkkog lHkh yksx fjD’kk ekfyd ds ,d VwVs&QwVs edku ds cjkens esa jgrs Fksedku esa dsoy rhu dejs Fks- nks dejksa esa fdlh vkWfQl dk dksbZ pijklh jgrk Fkk- ,d dejs esa cgqr igys ls dqN fjD’kk pkyd jgrs Fks- u, vkus okys fjD’kk pkyd cjkens esa pkjikbZ ;k tehu ij gh dqN fcNkdj lks tkrs Fkscjkens ls yxk gqvk ,d ’ksM Fkk] ftlesa fjD’ks [kMs+ fd, tkrs Fks- mudh ftEesnkjh fjD’kkpkydksa ij] tks eq¶r esa ogka jgrs Fks] jgrh Fkh- og lHkh NMs+&NaVs Fks- fnu Hkj fjD’kk pykrs Fks vkSj jkr esa flusek ns[kuk] nk: ihdj ukp&xkuk djuk] T;knk u’ks dh gkyr esa yM+kbZ&>xM+k vkSj ekjihV djuk] ;gh mudk dke Fkk- og lc ns[krk vkSj lkFkh fjD’kkpkydksa dh n’kk ij eu gh eu vQlksl tkfgj djrkdqN fnu ckn tc mlus vPNh rjg fjD’kk pykuk lh[k fy;k] rks mlds lkFkh us viuh tekur ij fjD’kk ekfyd ls mldks ,d fjD’kk fnyok fn;k Fkkfu;fer :i ls fjD’kk pykuk ’kq: djus ds ckn Hkh og dkQh fnuksa rd vius lkFkh ds lkFk gh jgk Fkk] ijUrq ml lekt ls og fcydqy dVk gqvk jgrk Fkkogka ds rkSj&rjhdksa ls mls l[r uQ+jr Fkh- vr% tYn ls tYn ogka ls gV tkuk pkgrk FkkcM+h dksf’k’k djus ds ckn u;k xkao esa mls rhl #i;s ekgokj esa ,d dksBjh fdjk, ij fey xbZ Fkh- u;k xkao vYykiqj dh iqjkuh cLrh Fkh- uke ls Hkys gh u;k yxrk gks] ijUrq tc vYykiqj esa pkjksa rjQ dsoy >kfM+;ksa ds taxy Fks] rc ls ;g cLrh ;gka clh gSbl cLrh esa T;knkrj [kfVd jgrs Fks- [kijSyksa ds edku Fks- yksx xk;] HkSalas] lqvj rFkk cdfj;ka Hkh ikyrs Fks- vkl&ikl taxy Fkk gh- tkuojksa dks [kqyk NksM+ nsrs Fks- ’kke dks pjdj okil vk tkrs FksijUrq vc oSlh ckr ugha Fkh- pkjksa rjQ vYykiqj ds uke ls ubZ&ubZ cfLr;ka cl jgh Fkha- taxy dVrs tk jgs Fks- ’kgjh lH;rk xzkeh.k yksxksa ds thou esa izos’k Mky ds ia{kh %% 29

djrh tk jgh Fkh- rc Hkh yksxksa us tkuojksa dk ikyuk ugha NksM+k Fkku;k xkao ds mÙkj dh rjQ cka/k jksM Fkh] tks iz;kx vkSj nkjkxat dks tksM+rh Fkh- nf{k.k dh rjQ bykgkckn ls vyksih ckx vkSj lksgcfr;k ckx gksrs gq, ,d jksM nkjkxat tkrh Fkh- buds chp esa u;k xkao clk gqvk Fkk- vkl&ikl taxy jgs ugha] blfy, yksx vius tkuojksa dks xaxk dh dVjh dh rjQ ys tkrs Fksu;k xkao esa edku ikdj enu us jkgr dh yEch lkal yh Fkh] tsSls tsy ls NwVdj vk;k Fkk- rhl #i;s tsc ls tkus dk mls x+e ugha Fkk- vkneh dks ekufld lq[k&’kkfUr izkIr gks lds rks og #i;s&iSls dh ijokg ugha djrk gSiSlk blhfy, rks dek;k tkrk gS fd lq[k&pSu ulhc gks lds- nks twu dh jksVh eqgS¸;k gks lds- iSlk tehu esa xkM+dj j[kus ds fy, ugha dek;k tkrk gSmlds xkao ds yM+ds ekSt&eLrh esa O;Lr jgrs Fks- dekuk vkSj ’kkSd esa #i;s Qwaduk gh mudk ,dek= mís’; Fkk- tc ls mlus u;k dejk fdjk, ij fy;k Fkk] muls dHkh&dHkkj gh eqykdkr gks ikrh Fkh- og Hkh jkg pyrs&pyrs--- nks&pkj b/kj&m/kj dh ckrksa ds vykok og muls T;knk ckrsa ugha djrk Fkk- lHkh mlds xkonhiu ij rjl [kkrs] ijUrq og lqudj Hkh ,slk tkfgj djrk tSls bu lc ckrksa dk ml ij dksbZ vlj gh u gksrk gkstoku gksdj Hkh tks vkneh yM+fd;ksa dh ckrsa u djs] flusek u ns[ks] chM+h&flxjsV vkSj nk: u fi,] rks mldh tokuh dks f/kDdkj gS- mlds lkFkh tc feyrs] bUgha lc ckrksa dh ppkZ djrs Fks- lcdh ckrsa og pqipki lqurk vkSj eqLdjkdj Vky tkrk- mudh cqf) dk foLrkj vkSj thou dk mís’; bUgha ckrksa rd lhfer Fkkmls ,sls yksxksa ij rjl vkrk Fkk- ysfdu Åij ls fdlh dh ckrksa dk fojks/k djuk mlus ugha lh[kk Fkk- jtuh ds ckiw ljtw dh yscj pkSjkgs] ftls jkeyhyk eSnku Hkh dgrs Fks] esa lCth dh nwdku Fkh- dkQh vPNh vkenuh gksrh Fkh- tc og jtuh ds ?kj esa jgus yxk Fkk vkSj mu nksuksa esa dkQh izxk<+rk gks xbZ Fkh] rks og nksuksa vkil esa ?kj&ckgj lHkh izdkj dh ckrsa fd;k djrs Fks- ,sls gh ,d fnu [kkuk cukrs le; jtuh us mlls iwNk Fkk& ^^,d ckr crk,xk\** ^^D;k----\** og pkjikbZ ij cSBdj jtuh dh rjQ rkd jgk Fkk^^lp&lp crk,xk\** ^^gka] rw iwN u!** ^^vc rd fdrus iSls tksM+s gSa rwus\** ^^D;ksa] ’kknh djus dk bjknk gS D;k\** 30 %% Mky ds ia{kh

^^fQj rwus et+kd fd;k\ eSaus fdruh ckj dgk fd et+kd er fd;k dj esjs lkFk- eSa ;g lc ilUn ugha djrh-** ^^vPNk] vPNk--- ugha d:axk et+kd] ysfdu rq>s et+kd ls bl dnj uQ+jr D;ksa gS\ ,slh ckrsa lqudj rsjs eu esa xqnxqnh ugha gksrh gS\** ^ûgha vPNk yxrk] cl-** og fpM+fpMs+ Loj esa cksyh] ^ûgha crkuk rks er crk- eSa rks rsjs Hkys ds fy, iwN jgh Fkh-** ^êSa Hkh rks lquwa] dkSu lk Hkyk pkgrh gS rw esjk\** ^^rw igys crk u!** ^^vc eq>s D;k ;kn gS\ lkS #i;k ckiw dks Hkstrk gw-a [kkus&ihus esa Hkh lkS&ipkl [kpZ gks tkrs gksaxs- ckdh tks cprk gS] iksVyh esa cka/kdj cDls esa j[k nsrk gwaeSua s fxuk ugha gS- lkspk Fkk] tc <sj lkjs #i;s gks tk,axs rks bdV~Bk fxusxa -s vpkud ,d lkFk cgqr lkjs #i;s fxuus esa [kq’kh gksrh gS u!** bl ckj jtuh ds Loj esa [kq’kh Li"V Fkh] ^^rks fQj fxu u~! rc eSa crkÅaxh fd rq>s D;k djuk gS\** enu /khjs ls pkjikbZ ls mrj dj dksus esa j[ks cDls dh rjQ c<+k- mlesa dksbZ rkyk ugha Fkk- <Ddu mBkdj mlus ,d eSys diM+s dh iksVyh ckgj fudkyhmls pkjikbZ ij ys tkdj [kksyk vkSj jtuh dh rjQ+ ns[krs gq, cksyk] ^^vk rw gh fxu u!** ^ûgha ckck] nwljs dk iSlk esa ugha NqÅaxh- iki yxrk gS-** ^^vPNk--- iki yxrk gS\ D;k csodwQksa tSlh ckrsa dj jgh gS- esjh dksBjh dk dksuk&dkuk jkSanrh jgrh gS] esjk [kkuk cukrh gS] mlls dqN ugha gksrk vkSj esjk iSlk Nw ysus ls rq>s iki yxsxk- T;knk u[kjs er fn[kk- pqipki vkdj iSls fxu- y{eh dks ukjh dk gkFk yxuk ’kqHk gksrk gS-** og cukoVh xqLls ls cksykjtuh us iSls fxus- iwjs pkj lkS nl #i;s Fks- og [kq’kh ls fpYyk mBh] ^^cgqr gSa- brus esa rsjk dke gks tk,xk-** ^^ysfdu dke D;k gS\** mlus O;xzrk ls iwNk^^dke cgqr vPNk gS- cksy rw djsxk\** mlus pedrh vka[kksa ls enu dh rjQ ns[kk- mlds gksBksa esa ,d I;kjh eqLdjkgV ukp jgh Fkh- enu dh le> esa ;g igsyh ugha vk jgh Fkh- ekFks ij cy Mkydj mlus iwNk& ^^ysfdu dke D;k gS\ tc rd rw crk,xh ugha] eSa dSls dg ldrk gwa fd dke esjs cl dk gS ;k ugha\** ^^ns[k] rw i<+k&fy[kk gS- fglkc&fdrkc Hkyh izdkj dj ldrk gS- D;ksa u Mky ds ia{kh %% 31

fjD’kk pykuk NksM+dj rw lCth dh nwdku dj ys- vkenuh vPNh gksxh- lnhZ] xehZ vkSj cjlkr esa cSy dh rjg [kVuk rks ugha iM+sxk-** jtuh dh ckr lqudj og BBkdj gal iM+k- galrs gq, cksyk] ^^vjh] csodwQ yM+dh] bruh lh ckr ds fy, <sj lkjh igsfy;ka cq>kus dh D;k t:jr Fkh\ lh/ks&lh/ks ugha iwN ldrh Fkh fd eSa lCth dh nwdku d:axk- bruk ?kqek&fQjkdj ckr djus dh D;k t:jr Fkh\** ^êq>s [+;ky gh ugha vk;k fd lh/ks <ax ls Hkh bl ckr dks iwNk tk ldrk Fkk-** jtuh us cPpksa dh rjg eqag cukdj dgk^^[+;ky gh ugha vk;k-** enu us mldh udy mrkjdj mls fp<+k;k vkSj mldh BqM~<h idM+dj fgyk nh^^,s] ;s D;k djrk gS js\** jtuh us HkkSags pkSM+h djds mldh rjQ+ ns[kkog eqLdjkdj cksyk] ^^dqN ugha--- dqN ugha- ns[k jgk Fkk fd rsjh BqM~<h fgyrh Hkh gS ;k ugha-** enu dh ckr lqudj jtuh ’kjekdj jg xbZfQj og xaHkhj gksdj cksyk] ^êq>s ugha irk Fkk fd cfu;k dh vkSykn cfu;k dh rjg gh lksprh gS- rsjs fnekx esa bl rjg dk fopkj vk;k dSls\ ijUrq eq>s rks lansg gS fd eSa lCth dh nwdku dj ldrk gwa- uki&rkSy djus okyk /kU/kk eq>s fcydqy ilUn ugha gS-** ^^tc rd rw fjD’kk pyk,xk] ,sls gh lkspsxk- ,d ckj nwdku ij cSBdj rks ns[k- fQj lc Bhd gks tk,xk- rqe firkth ls ckr djds ns[kks- og /kU/ks ds lkjs xqj rqEgs fl[kk nsaxs-** ^^rwus ckr dh gS muls\** ^ûgha ckck--- eSa muls rsjh rjQ+nkjh d:axh rks irk ugha D;k lksp cSBsa og- rqe [kqn gh ckr djds ns[kks u-** jtuh us vkxzg Hkjs Loj esa dgk^îgys eq>s lkspus nks- rHkh tkdj eSa dqN Bhd&Bhd bl ckjs esa crk ldwaxk-** blds ckn mu nksuksa esa fQj dksbZ ckr ugha gqbZ- enu dks ’kadk Fkh- dgha lCth dh nwdku djus esa mldh tek&iwath Hkh u gkFk ls fudy tk,- og xkao dk lh/kk&lknk balku Fkk- /kU/kk&O;kikj mlds cki&nknksa us Hkh dHkh ugha fd;k Fkk- og djsxk rks lQy gksxk] bl ckr dh rks dksbZ xkj.Vh ugha Fkh- vkSj fQj ,d ckj ftl dke esa yx x;k] mlh dks tedj djs rks csgrj gksxk- b/kj& m/kj nkSM+us ls HkVdu lekIr ugha gksrh32 %% Mky ds ia{kh

vUrr% og vius eu dks bl dke ds fy, rS;kj ugha dj ldk- jtuh jkst mlls iwNrh- og Vky&eVksy djrk jgrk- eu esa Hkys gh mlus fuf’pr dj fy;k Fkk] ijUrq lkQ rkSj ij jtuh ls dqN dgus dh mldh fgEer ugha gks jgh Fkh- lp rks ;g Fkk] fjD’kk pykus esa mls etk vkus yxk Fkk- rjg&rjg ds yksx mlds fjD’ks esa cSBrs] rjg&rjg dh ckrsa djrs--- ;g ,d u;k vuqHko Fkk mlds fy,- cgqr lkjh ubZ ckrsa lh[kus dks feyrh Fkh mls- vr% og [kq’k Fkkblh chp mls irk pyk fd jkeizlkn xkao tkus okyk Fkk- og enu ds xkao dk gh jgus okyk Fkk rFkk mlh ds lkFk og bykgkckn vk;k Fkk- og FkksM+k fpfUrr gks x;k- jkeizlkn ds gkFk ?kj ds fy, dqN u dqN fHktokuk gh gksxk- lcds fy, ,d&,d tksM+h diM+k gks tkrk rks vPNk Fkk- xfeZ;ksa ds fnu xkao esa ’kknh&C;kg ds gksrs gSa- ckiw ds fy, ,d /kksrh vkSj dqrsZ dk diM+k Hkst nsrk rks dgha vkus&tkus esa mUgsa fnDd+r ugha gksxhjkeizlkn ds tkus esa dsoy nks fnu ckdh Fks- mlls feydj enu us ckr dj yh Fkh^^rqe ugha pyksxs\** feyus ij jkeizlkn us mlls iwNk Fkk^^eu rks djrk gS] ijUrq T;knk iSls gkFk esa ugha gSa- vkSj fQj vHkh ;gka vk, fnu gh fdrus gq, gSa- ?kj tkÅaxk rks tks lkS&ipkl #i;s cpk ik;k gwa] og Hkh [kre gks tk,axs-** ^^dbZ eghus rks gks x, rqEgsa vk, gq,- de ls de iUnzg fnu ds fy, gh ?kwe vkrs-** jkeizlkn us vkxzg fd;k^^ugha HkkbZ] vHkh ugha---** ^^tSlh rqEgkjh ethZ]** jkeizlkn us galdj dgk] ^^vHkh ’kknh ugha gqbZ gS u] blhfy, ?kj tkus dk eu ugha djrk- ’kknh gksus nks vkSj choh dks xkao esa j[kks- fQj ns[krk gwa] dSls ugha tkus dk uke ysrs- gj eghus ?kj tkuk u ’kq: dj nks rks viuk uke cny nwa-** enu ,d Qhdh galh galdj jg x;kckiw ds fy, ,d /kksrh] cfu;ku rFkk dqrsZ dk diM+k] eka ds fy, eksVh fdukjh dh /kksrh vkSj Cykmt dk diM+k rFkk cgu ds fy, lLrs lwr dh lkM+h] Cykmt rFkk lk;k dk diM+k [kjhnk Fkk mlus- ,d ntZu luykbV lkcqu dh cfê;ka rFkk vk/kk ntZu yDl lkcqu Hkh [kjhn fy;k Fkk- brus esa gh mlds rhu lkS ls Åij [kpZ gks x, Fks- eu rks djrk Fkk] lkjk ’kgj gh [kjhn dj eka&ckiw ds fy, Hkst ns- ijUrq bls og dsoy [okc esa gh dj ldrk Fkk- okLrfodrk vkSj [okc esa Mky ds ia{kh %% 33

cgqr vUrj gksrk gS- enu bl ckr dks Hkyh&Hkkafr tkurk Fkk- vr% tc Hkh ,sls fopkj mlds fnekx esa vkrs rks og eu gh eu galdj jg tkrk Fkklkeku ds lkFk&lkFk mlus lkS #i;s Hkh jkeizlkn ds gkFk ckiw dks fHktok fn, Fks- vc mldk gkFk fcydqy [kkyh Fkk- lCth dh nwdku djus dk dksbZ loky gh ugha mBrk Fkk- jtuh dks Hkh vHkh rd mlus dqN ugha crk;k Fkk- og pqi Fkk fd ftl fnu jtuh bl ckr dk ft+Ø djsxh] rHkh og lc dqN mls crk nsxkigys rks jtuh jkst gh ppkZ fd;k djrh Fkh- og dksbZ u dksbZ cgkuk cukdj Vky nsrk Fkk- fQj og Hkh ,dne pqi gks xbZ vkSj Hkwydj Hkh bl ckr dh ppkZ u djrh- ,slk ugha fd enu ls og ckrsa ugha djrh Fkh--- djrh Fkh- galh&et+kd Hkh muds chp pyrk jgrk Fkk- ijUrq tSls ml ckr dks og fljs ls gh Hkwy pqdh Fkh- ,slk yxrk Fkk tSls lCth dh nwdku dk ft+Ø gh dHkh muds chp ugha gqvk Fkkgkjdj enu us gh ,d fnu mlls lc dqN crk fn;k Fkk- lqudj jtuh cksyh Fkh] ^^rks blesa ijs’kku gksus dh D;k ckr gS\ eSa rks igys gh tkurh Fkh fd rw lCth dh nwdku dHkh ugha djus okyk- fjD’kk pykus dk et+k dqN vkSj gS,d ls ,d lqUnj yM+fd;ka cSBrh gSa fjD’ks ij- mudks ns[kus vkSj <ksdj ys tkus ls vka[k dh fdjfdjh nwj gks tkrh gS- lCth dh nwdku esa D;k gS\ cw<+s&[kwlV yksx vkrs gSa lCth [kjhnus- mUgsa ns[kdj rks rjktw Hkh ugha mBrk gS-** jtuh ds Loj esa ukjkt+xh Hkjh gqbZ Fkh- enu fQj BBkdj gal iM+k] ^^rq>s tyu gksrh gS D;k\** ^êq>s D;ksa tyu gksxh\** mlus vka[ksa rjsjdj dgk^êq>s rks ,slk gh yxrk gS- py vkt rq>s fjD’ks ij ?kqek ykrk gwa- tyu dqN de gks tk,xh- cksy dgka pysxh\ vktkn ikdZ--- gkFkh ikdZ--- [kql: ckx-- laxe--- ;wfuoflZVh--- ;k dgha vkSj---** ^^gwa] cM+k vk;k ?kqekus okyk- eq¶r esa rks fjD’kk rw ckgj lM+d rd Hkh u ys tk,xk- eq>s ’kgj ?kqekdj fn[kk,xk rks jkr Hkj uhan ugha vk,xh rq>s- jgus ns-** og dqN :Bus ds vankt esa cksyh^ûgha lp dgrk gwa jtuh- rw ,d ckj gka rks cksy- fQj ns[kuk] eSa rq>s lkjk ’kgj ?kqekdj fn[kkrk gwa fd ugha-** enu bl vankt+ esa cksyk] tSls viuh :Bh iszfedk dks eukus dh dksf’k’k dj jgk gks^^ysfdu dsoy ?kqekus Hkj ls dke ugha pysxk- dqN [kpZ Hkh djuk iMs+xk34 %% Mky ds ia{kh

cgqr fnuksa ls eSaus pkV ugha [kkbZ gS- vkt [kkus dk cM+k eu dj jgk gS- ckgj tkÅaxh rks [kk, fcuk ugha jgk tk,xk- cksy gSa rsjs ikl brus iSls fd eq> ij [kpZ dj lds- de ls de nl #i;s rks [kpZ gks gh tk,axs- lkFk esa ikuh okys crk’ks vkSj vkyw dh fVfd;k Hkh [kkÅaxh-** jtuh us iz’uokpd Hkko ls mldh rjQ ns[kk] ijUrq mldh vka[ksa eqLdjk jgh Fkha^^rw rks lp esa cM+h tkfye yM+dh gS- ,d rks /kU/ks ls esjh vkt lkjs fnu dh NqV~Vh] Åij ls [kpZ Hkh djk,xh- ;g dgka dk U;k; gS\** ^^rsjs /kU/ks dh eSa D;ksa fpUrk d:a\ rw gh rks eq>s ?kqekuk pkgrk gS- eSa D;k viuh ethZ ls tk jgh gwa- vkSj gka] ?kweus&fQjus dgha ugha tkuk gS- lkjk ’kgj esjk ns[kk gqvk gS- y{eh VkWdht+ esa ^ufn;k ds ikj* fiDpj py jgh gS- yksx dgrs gSa fd cgqr cf<+;k fiDpj gS- mls gh ns[kus tkÅaxh eSa rks-** og ftn~ djrs gq, cksyh^^rw esjs lkFk fiDpj ns[kus pysxh\** enu us vk’p;Z ls iwNk] ^^rsjh eka dqN ugha dgsaxh\** ^^eka dks rks eSa euk ywaxh- gka] ckiw dks fcydqy irk ugha pyuk pkfg,] ojuk ekj&ekjdj esjk HkqrkZ cuk nsaxs- esjk ckgj ?kweuk mUgsa fcydqy ilUn ugha gS-** vkf[kj ogha r; gqvk tks jtuh pkgrh Fkh- dgha ?kweuk Fkk ugha] blfy, enu us fjD’kk ugha fy;k- og nksuksa iSny gh x, Fks- jkLrs esa cgqr de ckrsa gqbZa Fkh mu nksuksa ds chp- enu ds ikl dqN Fkk gh ugha dgus dks- tks dqN Hkh dgk] jtuh us gh dgkog cl gka gwa djrk gqvk mldh ckrsa lqurk jgk FkkykSVrs le; og nksuksa fcydqy pqi Fks- ijUrq fnekx dh pDdh py jgh Fkhnksuksa ds fnyksfnekx esa fQ+Ye ds nks pfj= pUnu vkSj xqUtk Nk, gq, Fks- vka[ksa jkLrs ij t:j yxh Fkha] ijUrq fnekxh rkSj ij og dqN vkSj gh lksp jgs Fksnksuksa gh viuh rqyuk pUnu vkSj xqUtk ls dj jgs Fks vkSj eu gh eu ;g lkspdj [kq’k gks jgs Fks--- dk’k] mu nksuksa dh Hkh vkil esa ’kknh gks tkrh--- nksuksa gh chp&chp esa duf[k;ksa ls ,d nwljs dh rjQ ns[k ysrs FksÅijh rkSj ij Hkys gh og ,d nwljs ds fopkjksa ls vufHkK Fks- ijUrq muds eu ds fdlh dksus ls ;g vkokt+ vk jgh Fkh fd og nksuksa ,d gh ckr lksp jgs Fks- nksuksa gh pkgrs Fks fd ,d nwljs ij vius Hkkoksa dks izdV djsa] ijUrq igy djus dh fgEer fdlh dh ugha gks jgh Fkhenu dh og jkr lq[kn liuksa esa chrh- lksrs&tkxrs og jtuh ds gh lius Mky ds ia{kh %% 35

ns[krk jgk- dHkh ns[krk] lqulku jkLrs esa og jtuh ds gkFk esa gkFk Mkys fdlh vutku eaft+y dh rjQ c<+k tk jgk gS- jkLrs ds nksuksa rjQ Åaps&Åaps isM+ gSapkjksa rjQ xgu lUukVk fc[kjk gqvk gS- fuLrC/krk ds chp dsoy muds ân; dh /kM+dusa gh lqukbZ ns jgh gSa- vutku izns’k gS vkSj mUgsa irk ugha gSa fd vius ’kgj ls fdruh nwj pys vk, gSa rFkk eaft+y muds dneksa ls fdruh nwj gSfQj og ns[krk gS fd jtuh ds lkFk og vkdk’k esa mM+k tk jgk gS-- fcuk ia[kksa ds- dkQh nsj ckn og nksuksa ,d futZu izns’k esa mrjrs gSa- mlus pkjksa rjQ ,d fogaxe n‘f"V Mkyh--- ,d rjQ Åaps&uhps gjs&Hkjs igkM+ Fks rFkk nwljh rjQ ,d fo’kky nynyh eSnku Fkk- nyny ds fdukjs&fdukjs dkal vkSj irokj ds Åaps ikS/ks mxs gq, Fks- dgha dksbZ jkLrk mls ut+j ugha vk jgk Fkk- nwj&nwj rd dksbZ cLrh Hkh ut+j ugha vk jgh Fkh- jtuh dk gkFk vius gkFkksa esa Fkkesa og lksp jgk Fkk--- fd/kj tk,] fd/kj u tk,- fQj Hkh mlds ikl fgEer Fkh- jtuh ds I;kj dh xehZ mlds mRlkg dks cjdjkj j[ks gq, Fkh- jtuh lkFk gS rks gj eqf’dy jkLrs dks og vklkuh ls ikj dj viuh eaft+y rd igqap ldrk FkkvkSj og jtuh dk gkFk Fkkesa ;wa gh ,d rjQ py nsrk gSenu lius cgqr de ns[rk Fkk- ns[krk Hkh rks mUgsa T;knk egRo u nsrkmldk ;FkkFkZ bruk dM+ok Fkk fd mlds thou esa liuksa ds fy, dksbZ LFkku u Fkk- nq%[k] rd+yhQ+] vHkko vkSj ihM+k us mlds thou esa dqN bl dnj vM~Mk tek j[kk Fkk fd vc ogka fdlh nwljh pht ds fy, izos’k ikuk cgqr eqf’dy Fkk- lius ns[kuk lHkh ilUn djrs gSa- og Hkh viokn ugha Fkk- lius rHkh rd vkidks Hkze esa j[k ldrs gSa tc rd og VwVrs ugha gSa- lius ,d ckj VwV tk,a rks fQj euq"; mudh rjQ nqckjk ns[kuk Hkh xokjk ugha djsxk- rks D;k gekjs fy, ;g csgrj ugha gS fd ge >wBs lius u ns[ksa- nq[kh gksus dh ukScr gh ugha vk,xhijUrq dqN lius ,sls gkssrs gSa ftUgsa u pkgrss gq, Hkh euq"; dks ns[kuk iM+rk gS- I;kj dk liuk ,d ,slk gh liuk gS- liuk rks liuk gS- iwjk gksxk ;k ugha] bldh ijokg euq"; ugha djrk gS- og jaxhu liuksa dh nqfu;k esa ;FkkFkZ dks iwjh rjg Hkqykdj j[k nsrk gS- ml oDr og Hkwy tkrk gS fd lPpkbZ dk liuksa ls dksbZ ukrk ugha gksrk gS- rc mls lius gh lp yxrs gSa vkSj nqfu;k dh lPpkbZ ,d liukenu dqN ,sls gh liuksa esa Mwc mrjk jgk Fkk- og [kqn ugha tkurk Fkk fd mldk dksbZ liuk iwjk gksxk ;k ugha- eu esa dqN lksp ysuk vkSj ;FkkFkZ esa 36 %% Mky ds ia{kh

mls <kyuk nks vyx&vyx izfØ;k,a gSa- dksbZ t:jh ugha fd euq"; ,d lkFk nksuksa txg lQy gks gh tk,euq"; ftl ifjos’k esa iyrk gS] mlds thou esa ml ifjos’k dk vlj cgqr xgjs rd gksrk gS- gekjh fu.kZ; ’kfDr vkSj lkspus&le>us dk ut+fj;k cgqr gn rd mlls izHkkfor gksrk gS- enu ,d esgurd’k ifjokj dk yM+dk Fkk- esgur ls mldk tUe&tUe dk ukrk gS] bl ckr ls og Hkyh&Hkkafr ifjfpr Fkk- ckcw ;k vf/kdkjh cuuk u rks mlds HkkX; esa Fkk] u og ,sls lius gh ns[krk FkkijUrq I;kj ds lius rks gj vehj&xjhc ns[krk gS- vkt enu Hkh ns[k jgk Fkk rks mlesa dqN Hkh vLokHkkfod ugha Fkkgka] mlds dqN drZO; Fks- dgha I;kj dh okfn;ksa esa [kksdj og mUgsa Hkwy u tk,- bl ckr dk mls Mj Fkk- tc og bykgkckn vk;k Fkk] rc mlds eu esa dsoy ;g Fkk fd vius eka&cki dk og bdykSrk csVk Fkk- muds cq<+kis dk ogha ,d lgkjk Fkk- NksVh cgu dh ’kknh dh ftEesnkjh mlds gh dU/kksa ij gS- mldh ft+Eesnkfj;ka dksbZ pqVdh ctkus Hkj ls nwj gksus okyh ugha Fkh- jkLrk cgqr dfBu vkSj dkaVksa Hkjk Fkk] ftl ij pydj mls viuh eaft+y rd igqapuk Fkk- :ekuh I;kj dh mlds ân; esa dksbZ txg u Fkhjtuh ds djhc jgrs gq, Hkh og bl ckr dk [;ky j[krk Fkk fd mldks ysdj dgha og detksj u gks tk,- ijUrq ;g mldh Hkwy Fkh fd lpsr jgdj vkneh pkgs rks fdlh ls I;kj ugha dj ldrk Fkk- eu esa Hkkouk,a rks Lor% mitrh gS-a pkgdj Hkh vkneh muls viuk cpko ugha dj ldrk- I;kj D;k lksp&le>dj fd;k tkrk gS\ nwljh lqcg mlds efLr"d esa jkr dks ns[ks x, lius lkQ&lkQ vafdr Fksog mudk fo’ys"k.k djus yxk- D;k mls lpeqp jtuh ls I;kj gks x;k gS\ dgha ;g mldk Hkze u gks- lkFk&lkFk fiDpj ns[kus vkSj Lo;a rFkk jtuh dks fdlh fQYe ds uk;d&ukf;dk dh txg j[kdj ns[kus Hkj ls fdlh ls I;kj gks tkrk gS D;k\ dgha og >wBs lius rks ugha ns[k jgk Fkk\ vge~ pht rks ;g gS fd D;k jtuh Hkh mls I;kj djrh gS- gks ldrk gS] djrh gks- gks ldrk gS] u djrh gks- nksuksa esa ,sls fopkjksa dk rks dHkh vknku&iznku ugha gqvk gS- mls rks ;g Hkh irk ugha gS fd jtuh mls fdl n‘f"V ls ns[krh gS- nksuksa esa ?k.Vksa ckrsa gksrh gSagalh&et+kd pyrk gS- ijUrq bldk eryc ;g rks ugha fd jtuh mls I;kj gh djrh gks- gks ldrk gS] og mls ml ut+j ls u ns[krh gks] ftl ut+j ls ,d izsfedk vius iszeh dks ns[krh gSMky ds ia{kh %% 37

jtuh ds gko&Hkko rFkk ckr&O;ogkj ls og ;g fu.kZ; ugha dj ikrk gS fd D;k mlds ân; esa enu ds fy, isze tSlk dksbZ Hkko gS- fdlh {k.k mldk I;kj eka tSlk yxrk gS rks vxys gh iy og cw<+h nknh dh rjg cu tkrh gSdHkh&dHkh mldh ckrsa ,d iRuh dh rjg yxrh gSa tks vius ifr dks fgnk;rsa nsrh gS] ^;g er djks] og djks* rc mls yxrk gS fd jtuh og ’kS gS ftls le> ikuk mlds cl dh ckr ugha gSog jtuh ls [kqydj iwN Hkh rks ugha ldrk- fQYeh uk;dksa dh rjg mlds ân; esa mruk lkgl ugha gS- og ,d lh/kk&lknk xzkeh.k O;fDr gS--- vius dke ls dke ugha rks jke&jke lhrkjke- yPNsnkj ckrsa djds mls fdlh dks cgykuk ugha vkrk- ojuk D;k brus fnu lkFk jgrs gq, og jtuh ls bruk u dg ikrk] ^eSa rqEgsa cgqr I;kj djrk gw]a jtuh- jkrksa dks rqEgkjs gh lius ns[krk gw-a mBrs&cSBrs rqEgkjk gh [;ky vkrk gS- lp] rqe eq> ij fo’okl djks- tc Hkh rqEgsa ns[krk gwa] eSa Lo;a dks Hkwy tkrk gwa- vka[kksa esa cl rqEgkjh gh ewfrZ fojkteku jgrh gS-*--- vkfn vkfnysfdu og ;g ckr ugha dg ldrk- lkgl gh ugha gS- lkgl gksrk rks Hkh I;kj dks brus lrgh rjhds ls ugha ysrk- I;kj D;k dsoy ckrksa ls gh izdV gksrk gS\ blds fy, rks vka[kksa esa rSjus okys lius vkSj ân; dh Hkkouk,a gh dkQh gSa- lPpk I;kj gks rks og vudgs gh okafNr O;fDr ij izdV gks tkrk gScgjgky og dqN fu.kZ; ugha dj ldk fd og jtuh dks lpeqp I;kj djrk gS- og le> ugha ik;k fd jtuh Hkh mls I;kj djrh gS ;k ugha- lkFk mBus&cSBus ls HkkoukRed yxko gksuk vyx ckr gS- bl yxko dks og ml ut+j ls ugha ns[k ldrk gS] ftl ut+j ls ,d ;qod fdlh ;qorh dks ns[krk gS- jtuh mldk [kkuk cukrh gS] mldh NksVh&eksVh ckrksa dk [;ky j[krh gS rks bldk eryc ;g ugha fd og enu dks I;kj djus yxh gS- mldks fdlh Hkqykos esa ugha thuk pkfg,;g lkspus ds lkFk gh mlds eu dks ,d ije ’kkfUr dh vuqHkwfr gqbZ-

rhu dkQh fnuksa ckn mldh Jhjke ls HksaV gqbZ Fkh- og VSxksj Vkmu ls vYykiqj dh rjQ ykSV jgk Fkk- gkSyh ds ikl mls Jhjke tkrk gqvk fn[k x;k- og vius fjD’ks dks ?klhVrk gqvk iSny py jgk Fkk- enu mlds djhc vk;k rks irk pyk 38 %% Mky ds ia{kh

fd Jhjke ds fjD’ks dk vxyk ifg;k cqjh rjg dqpydj Vs<+k gks x;k Fkkikl igqapdj mlus iwNk] ^^vjs] HkkbZ] D;k gqvk rqEgkjs fjD’ks dks\ dgha dksbZ VDdj&oDdj ekj nh gS D;k\** Jhjke us eqM+dj ns[kk rks cxy esa enu vius fjD’ks ij mlds lkFk&lkFk py jgk Fkk- og #ddj cksyk] ^^vjs] enu HkkbZ] ;s dkj okys rks vius vkidks [kqnk le>rs gS-a vka[k ewna dj xkM+h pykrs gSa- ge rks I;kjs fjD’ks okys gSa--- ukyh ds dhM+s- gekjk thou bu dkj okyksa dh ut+jksa esa dksbZ egRo ugha j[krk- dkj ds uhps vkdj dksbZ dqpy tk,] ej tk,] mudh cyk ls- lM+d tSls muds cki dh gS- nwljksa dks ml ij pyus dk gd+ gh ugha gS-** ^^cgqr xqLls esa gks\ vkf[kj gqvk D;k gS\** ^^vkSj D;k gksrk] HkkbZ- ;g dgks] ft+Unxh ds dqN fnu ckdh Fks- blhfy, rqEgkjs lkeus bl oDr lgh lyker [kM+k gwa] ojuk vkt rks esjh ft+Unxh dk [k+krek gh gks x;k Fkk-** ^^rqEgkjh ckrsa esjh le> esa ugha vk jgh gSa- dqN [kqydj Hkh crkvksxs fd ;wa gh igsfy;ka cq>krs jgksxs\** ckrphr djrs gq, nksuksa gkSyh ds lkeus [kMs+ gks x, Fks- vUnj yksxksa dk te?kV Fkk- dPph nk: ds isx ij isx p<+k, tk jgs Fks- rjg rjg dh vkoktsa mu rd igqpa jgh Fkha] ijUrq mu lc ls fufoZdkj og nksuksa viuh ckrksa esa e’kxwy Fks^^lquuk gh pkgrs gks rks lqu yks- ysfdu ,d ckr dk gjne [;ky j[kukrqEgsa dHkh vxj ekSdk feys rks vehj dqÙkksa ij jge ugha djuk- og ,sls yksx gSa tks gekjk [kwu pwl&pwldj vehj cu x, gSa vkSj vc ;g Hkh ugha pkgrs fd ge ,d jksVh dek&[kk ldsa-** enu us mls Vksadk] ^^ns[kks] rqe fQj yhd ls gVdj ckr dj jgs gks- tc rd iwjh ckr ugha crkvksxs] esjh le> esa dqN ugha vk,xk-** Jhjke fujk’kk Hkjs Loj esa cksyk] ^^D;k crkÅa enu HkkbZ- ppZ ysu dh rjQ ls eSa uhps mrj jgk Fkk- rqEgsa rks ekywe gh gS] gkf’keiqj dh rjQ vkrs gq, ml lM+d ij dkQh <yku gS- eSa rks [kSj fjD’ks esa cszd yxkdj uhps mrj jgk Fkkj¶rkj dkQh de Fkh] ijUrq pkSjkgs ij igqapdj eSaus ns[kk fd ckbZa rjQ ls ,d dkj cgqr rsth ds lkFk vk jgh Fkh- ;g r; Fkk fd fjD’kk vkSj dkj vkeus&lkeus iM+ tkrs] cszd yxkus ds ckotwn Hkh- dksbZ vkSj jkLrk ugha Fkk- eSaus rsth ls fjD’kk ,d rjQ eksM+ fn;k- dkj ds lkFk VDdj rks eSaus cpk yh] ijUrq vius fjD’ks Mky ds ia{kh %% 39

dks VwVus ls ugha cpk ldk- vxyk ifg;k VªSfQd iqfyl ds [kaHks ls tk Vdjk;k vkSj rqe ns[k gh jgs gks] fjD’ks dh D;k gkyr gks xbZ gS\** ^^gka] dkQh uqdlku gks x;k gS-** ^^xyrh esjh tjk Hkh ugha Fkh- eSa ?k.Vh ctkrs gq, pkSjkgk ikj dj jgk Fkk] tcfd dkj okys us ,d ckj Hkh gkuZ ugha fn;k Fkk- frl ij mldh j¶rkj Hkh dkQh rst Fkh- fjD’kk lkeus vkrk ns[kdj Hkh mlus dkj tjk lk lkbM t:j dh Fkh] ijUrq u rks cszd ekjh] u gh #dk- mlh j¶rkj ls og fudy Hkkxk- vc rqEgha crkvks] dkj okys vxj iSny pyus okyksa dks vkneh le>sa rks D;k vka/kh&rwQku dh rjg xkM+h pyk,axs\** enu iy Hkj ds fy, pqi jgk- fQj cksyk] ^^bl nqfu;k esa gj rjg ds vkneh gSa--- vPNs vkSj cqjs- dksbZ t:jh ugha fd gekjk ikyk dsoy vPNs yksxksa ls gh iM+s- lp rks ;g gS fd cqjs yksxksa ls gh gekjk okLrk T;knk iM+rk gS- ysfdu balkfu;r rks ;gha dgrh gS fd tks gekjk cqjk pkgs] mldk Hkh ge Hkyk pkgsadksbZ vxj gesa nq%[k igqapkrk gS rks Hkxoku mldk dHkh Hkyk ugha dj ldrs- vkSj fQj bl thou esa ge cqjkb;kas ls dgka rd yM+rs jgsaxs\ os rks varghu gSa-** Jhjke mRrsftr gksdj cksyk] ^^vjs] ;g lc dgus dh ckrsa gS-a dSlh balkfu;r] dSlk Hkxoku- ’kk;n rqEgkjk dHkh ’kks"k.k ugha gqvk gS tks ,slh ckrsa dj jgs gksvkneh ds :i esa eSaus ,sls vtxj ns[ks gSa tks xjhcksa dks ftUnk fuxy tkrs gSa vkSj Mdkj rd ugha ysrs- esjk rks th djrk gS] bl lalkj esa ftrus Hkh cqjs vkneh gS] ,d&,d dj lcdk xyk nck nwa-** dgrs&dgrs mlus nkar fdVfdVk dj xyk nckus dk vfHku; fd;kenu gal iM+k] ^^rqEgkjh ckrsa rks et+snkj gSa] ysfdu muls lger ugha gqvk tk ldrk gS- ge yksx rks lh/ks&lkns vkneh gSa- jksth&jksVh dh fpUrk esa gh lkjk thou xqtj tkrk gS- gekjs ikl u rks rkdr gS vkSj u gh gkSlyk fd cqjs yksxksa dk lQk;k dj ldsa- vius ikl bruh fpUrk,a gSa fd nwljh ckrksa dh rjQ /;ku gh ugha tkrk- nqfu;k dqN Hkh djrh gks] djrh jgs- gesa mlls D;k ysuk&nsuk\ vehjksa ls [kkj [kk, cSBs jgsaxs rks D;k gesa dksbZ lq[k fey tk,xk\ csdkj dh ckrksa ds ihNs D;ksa vius eu dh lq[k&’kkafr cjckn djrs fQj jgs gks\** ^^;g csdkj dh ckrsa gSa\ dksbZ gesa ekj Mkyus dh dksf’k’k djs vkSj ge pqi cSBs jg tk,a] ;g dgka dh Hkyeulkgr gS\ vijk/kh ds fy, rks dkuwu esa Hkh ltk gS- dkj okys us rks eq>s ekj Mkyus esa dksbZ dlj ugha NksM+h Fkh- og rks dgks] esjk HkkX; vPNk Fkk tks cp x;k-** 40 %% Mky ds ia{kh

^^vc blesa dkj okys dh D;k xYrh gS\ og dksbZ tku&cw>dj rks rqEgsa ekjuk ugha pkgrk Fkk\** ^^gka] og eq>s ekjuk ugha pkgrk Fkk- ysfdu ;g Hkh rks lp gS fd xkM+h rst pykus ls nq?kVZuk gks ldrh gS- nq?kVZuk [krjukd Hkh gks ldrh gS- mlesa nks&pkj tkusa Hkh tk ldrh gSa- ;g lc tkurs&cw>rs gq, Hkh vxj dksbZ xkM+h rst pyk, rks xyrh fdldh gS\ esjs [;ky ls dqpydj ejus okys dh rks ugha\** ^^gka] vxj og tku&cw>dj xkM+h ds uhps u vk;k gks rks\** ^êsjk thou Qkyrw gS u tks eSa tku&cw>dj xkM+h ds uhps vk tkÅaxk-** Jhjke fp<+dj cksyk^^vjs HkbZ] eSa dksbZ rqEgkjs ckjs esa FkksM+s dg jgk gwa- ;g ckr rks lHkh ij ykxw gksrh gS-** og nksuksa [kM+s&[kMs+ ckrsa dj jgs Fks- dkQh nsj gks xbZ rks enu cksyk] ^êsjk [;ky gS] ;gka [kM+s&[kMs+ ckrsa djuk Bhd ugha gS- rqe fjD’kk dgka Bhd djokvksxs\ pyks] ogha pydj cSBrs gSa- ckrksa ds lkFk&lkFk fjD’kk Hkh Bhd gksrk jgsxk-** Jhjke mldh ckr ls lger gks x;k- nksuksa fQj py iM+s- Jhjke igys dh rjg gh fjD’kk ?klhVrk gqvk py jgk Fkk- enu Hkh mlds lkFk iSny py jgk Fkk ,d gkFk ls fjD’kk Fkkesa gq,dqN nwj vkxs gh lk;fdy&fjD’kk dh ,d nwdku Fkh- ogka fjD’kk Bhd djkus ds fy, nsdj nksuksa ,d pk; dh nwdku ij tkdj cSB x,- nksigj gks pqdh Fkhenu ;g lkspdj ?kj tk jgk Fkk fd FkksM+h nsj vkjke djus ds ckn fQj fudysxkijUrq jkLrs esa Jhjke ls HksaV gks tkus ls mldk izksxzke xM+cM+k x;k Fkkpk; ds lkFk&lkFk nksuksa ckrsa djus yxsJhjke cksyk] ^^nksLr] rqe ugha tkurs- eSaus vius NksVs ls thou esa vufxur ijs’kkfu;ka >syh gSa- nq%[k mBk, gSa- nks"k eSa fdldks nwa\ esjk cki gh esjk lcls cM+k nq’eu Fkk- eSa i<+uk pkgrk Fkk] ijUrq mlus eq>s Bkdqj ds ;gka tkuoj pjkus ds dke ij yxk fn;k- nks twu dh jksVh vkSj lky esa ,d ckj nks tksM+h diMs+ feyrs Fks- FkksM+k cM+k gqvk rks gyokgh ds dke esa yx x;k- rhu #i;s jkst feyrs Fks- rqEgha lkspks] rhu #i;s esa dgha ifjokj pyrs gSa- esjk cki Hkh dke djrk Fkkysfdu ’kknh&C;kg ds fy, egktu ;k Bkdqj ls dtZ ysuk iM+rk Fkk^êSaus lkS #i;s ds cnys cki dks gtkj #i;s Hkjrs ns[kk gS- rc Hkh mldk lkS #i;s dk dtZ pkan&lwjt dh rjg vVy jgrk gS- [kRe gksus dk uke gh ugha ysrk- vc rqEgha crkvks] D;k ;g ’kks"k.k ugha gS- esjk cki ew[kZ gS- tokuh ls ysdj Mky ds ia{kh %% 41

cq<+kis rd ,d gh dksYgw esa fil jgk gS- mlls tku NqM+kus dh ckcr lksprk gh ugha- eSa rks vius dU/ks ls tqvka mrkjdj Qsad vk;k- vc dHkh xkao ugha tkÅaxk-** ;g igyk ekSdk ugha Fkk] tc Jhjke mlds lkeus bl rjg dh ckrsa dj jgk Fkk- enu us vuqHko fd;k Fkk] tc rc Jhjke dh ckrksa esa Bkdqjksa] vehjksa] egktuksa vkfn ds izfr vkØks’k mHkj vkrk Fkk- mlds eu esa ,slk vkØks’k D;ksa gS--- enu ugha tkurk\ lp rks ;g Fkk fd Jhjke dh fiNyh ftUnxh ds ckjs esa mls cgqr de ckrsa irk Fkha- [kksn&[kksndj iwNus dh vknr mlesa ugha Fkhojuk vc rd Jhjke D;k mlds iqj[kksa rd dk bfrgkl mls ekywe gks x;k gksrkcgqr yksxksa esa ,slh vknr gksrh gS fd lkeus okys dk lw{e ,Dl&js djds gh ne ysrs gSa- pkgs ml lcls mudk dksbZ eryc gks ;k ugha- mUgsa rks cl ,d ftKklk gksrh gS nwljksa ds ckjs esa tkuus dhenu dks mlls gkfnZd lgkuqHkwfr Fkh- mlus [kqn viuh ftUnxh esa vlguh; vieku] frjLdkj vkSj rdyhQsa+ >syh Fkha- ijUrq Jhjke dh rjg mYVh ckrsa djus dh mldh vknr ugha Fkh- lc dqN og vUnj gh vUnj tTc dj tkrk Fkkftl&frl ls ckrsa djrs gq, my> iM+us dh vknr rks Jhjke esa Hkh ugha Fkh- viuh cjkcjh ds yksxksa ds chp gh og viuk vkØks’k izdV djrk Fkk- rc mlds eqag ls csrgk’kk xkfy;ka fudyrh Fkha- dqN mlls lgkuqHkwfr izdV djrs] dqN mldh ckrsa lqudj galus yxrs- vius Åij galus okyksa ls Hkh og my> iM+rkfpYykdj dgrk Fkk& ^^rqe lkys lc fudEes gks--- xyh ds dqÙks ftudks gj NksVk&cM+k jkgxhj nks&pkj iRFkj ekjdj pyk tkrk gS- rqe muds Åij HkkSad Hkh ugha ldrs- cl nqe nckdj dw&a dwa djrs gq, fNi tkrs gks- D;k Qk;nk gS ,slh ftUnxh ls--- cksyks\** dksbZ dqN ugha cksyrk--- cksy Hkh D;k ldrs Fks\ viuh gSfl;r dk irk mu lHkh dks Fkk- og vPNh rjg tkurs Fks fd dqÙkksa dh rjg HkkSaddj jkgxhjksa dks Mjk ikuk muds cwrs dh ckr ugha Fkh- fQj O;FkZ HkkSaddj viuh ’kkjhfjd ’kfDr dk fouk’k djus ls D;k Qk;nk gksrk\ bl izfØ;k esa viuh ekufld lq[k&’kkafr Hkh og xaok cSBrs- brus ew[kZ rks ml rcds ds yksx ugha FksJhjke bl ckr dks ugha le>rk Fkk- mls le>k;k Hkh ugha tk ldrk Fkkmlds pfj= esa dqN ,slh ckrsa Fkha] ftudks nwj dj ikuk fdlh ds o’k dh ckr ugha Fkh- og toku Fkk- ,slk Hkh ugha fd mlds lkfFk;ksa esa vkSj dksbZ toku ugha Fkk- ijUrq mldh tokuh dqN nwljk gh jax ysdj vkbZ Fkh- vc mlesa Jhjke dk 42 %% Mky ds ia{kh

D;k nks"k Fkk fd og gj oDr ’kks"k.k] vR;kpkj vkSj Økafr dh ckrsa djrk Fkkysfdu ftl lekt ls og tqM+k gqvk Fkk] mlesa mldh ckrsa le>us okys cgqr de yksx Fks- tks le>rs Fks] og Hkh mu ij vey djrs gksa] ,slk ugha dgk tk ldrk Fkkpk; [kRe gks xbZ Fkh- nksuksa dqN nsj rd pqipki cSBs jgsenu us iSls pqdk,- fQj Jhjke ls iwNk]^^vc fd/kj tk,xk rw\ fjD’kk rks ’kke rd feysxk\** ^^tkuk dgka\ vM~Ms ij tkdj vkjke d:axk- vkt rks vPNh [kklh pir yx xbZ-** mlus vQlksl Hkjs Loj esa dgknwdku ls fudydj nksuksa efV;kjk jksM gksrs gq, vius vM~Ms dh rjQ py fn,- u;k xkao ls FkksM+k vkxs gh Jhjke jgrk Fkk- enu ogka dqN fnu jg pqdk FkkjkLrs esa mu nksuksa esa dksbZ [kkl ckr ugha gqbZ- vkjksX; lnu ls Jhjke vkxs pyk x;k vkSj enu viuh xyh esa eqM+ x;kjtuh vkaxu esa gh cSBdj viuh eka ds ckyksa ls tq,a fudky jgh Fkh- enu dks ns[kdj vUnj gh vUnj [kq’k gqbZ] ijUrq Åijh rkSj ij iwNk] ^^D;k gqvk\ vkt bruh tYnh vk x,\** mlus galdj dgk] ^^dksbZ [kkl ckr ugha- vkjke djus dk fny dj jgk Fkk] blfy, pyk vk;k-** fjD’kk [kM+k djus ds ckn og Hkh jtuh dh eka ds ikl vkdj cSB x;k^^D;ksa js] vktdy dqN T;knk gh dekbZ gksus yxh D;k tks fnu esa Hkh vkjke djus dh lkspus yxk-** jtuh us fp<+kus okys vankt+ esa dgk^^gka]** mlus Hkh migkl dk et+k ysrs gq, t+okc fn;k^^fdruk tek dj fy;k gS vc rd----\** ^^vkt fxudj ns[kwaxk-** eka vHkh rd rVLFk Hkko ls mu nksuksa dh ckrsa lqu jgh Fkha- fQj cksyha] ^^rqe nksuksa ,sls gh p[k&p[k djrs jgrs gks ;k dksbZ dke dh Hkh ckr djrs gks dHkh\** ^^pkph] vkidh ykM+yh csVh gS u- og dsoy dke djrh gS] dke dh ckras ugha- vkSj bldk dke gS eq>s fp<+kuk vkSj ijs’kku djuk-** ^^vPNk] eSa rq>s ijs’kku djrh gwa] Bhd gS] ns[krh gwa] vkt jkr dk [kkuk dkSu cukrk gS\ tc /kq,a esa eqag ?kqlkdj pwYgk Qawduk iM+sxk rks vkVs&nky dk Hkko ekywe gks tk,xk-** jtuh rquddj cksyh- lkQ+ tkfgj Fkk fd og >wB&ewB xqLlk Mky ds ia{kh %% 43

dj jgh Fkh^^vxj og rqEgsa ijs’kku djrh gS rks vkt eSa bls cdfj;ka pjkus Hkst nsrh gwa- ’kke rd muds ihNs nkSM+sxh rks [kqn ijs’kku gks tk,xh-** jtuh dh eka us dqN cdfj;ka iky j[kh Fkha- ,d xk; rFkk ,d HkSal Hkh Fkhmudh ns[kHkky dk ftEek jtuh dh eka ds Åij gh Fkk- nksuksa igj og mUgsa ysdj cka/k ij xaxk dh rjkbZ esa fudy tkrh Fkha- dHkh&dHkh jtuh Hkh tkrh Fkh- ysfdu cgqr de- og Hkh rc] tc mldh eka dh rch;r oxSjg [kjkc gks ;k og fdlh ,sls dke esa O;Lr gksa ftls jtuh u dj ldrh gkseka dh ckr lqudj og cMs+ tksjksa ls izfrokn dj cSBh] ^^eSa ugha tkÅaxh cdfj;ka pjkus- ’kuhpj dh tkr ijs’kku djds j[k nsrh gSa- esjs cl dk jksx ugha gS ;g-** ^^D;ksa] cdfj;ka pjkus esa D;k ijs’kkuh gS\** ^^ijs’kkuh D;ksa ugha gS\ [kkyh nkSM+krh jgrh gSa- ,d txg rks pjrh ugha,d eaqg b/kj ekjk rks nwljs ds fy, cM+h nwj rd Hkkxrh pyh tkrh gSa-** ^^rc rks pkph bldh ’kknh fdlh xkao esa djuk- ogka xk;&HkSal pjkus dk vuks[kk lq[k feysxk bls-** pkph mldh ckr ls lger gksrs gq, cksyha] ^^gka] csVk] eSa Hkh ;gha lksp jgh gwa-** yM+fd;ka pkgs fdruh Hkh vk/kqfud D;ksa u gksa] ’kknh dh ckr ij og NqbZ&eqbZ dh rjg ’kjekrh gSa- eka&cki ds lkeus og izk;% ,slh ppkZ ugha djrh gSa- nwljs Hkh djrs gSa rks og rqjUr ogka ls gV tkrh gSa- jtuh rks fQj Hkh T;knk i<+h&fy[kh ugha Fkh- eka vkSj enu ds chp viuh ’kknh dh ppkZ gksrs ns[k og rqjUr vUnj pyh xbZmls vUnj tkrs ns[kdj enu us galdj dgk] ^^vc dgka tkrh gks\ viuh ’kknh ds ckjs esa dksbZ jk; ugha nksxh D;k\** jtuh dqN u cksydj tYnh ls vUnj Hkkx xbZ- nksuksa galus yxsog nksuksa ogha cSBs ckrsa dj jgs Fks] rHkh jkeizlkn xyh ls vkrk gqvk fn[kkbZ fn;k- mlds gkFk esa ,d NksVh iksVyh Fkh- mlus Hkh enu dks cSBk gqvk ns[k fy;k Fkk- enu mBdj xyh rd pyk vk;k^^?kj ls dc vk,\** jkeizlkn ds ikl vkus ij mlus iwNk^^vkt gh--- lqcg dh xkM+h ls-** ^^xkao&?kj esa lc dq’ky&eaxy rks gS u\** 44 %% Mky ds ia{kh

^^gka] xkao esa lc Bhd&Bkd gS-** ^^eka&ckiw dSls gSa\** ^^vPNs gSa]** jkeizlkn us crk;k] ^^,d ch?kk [ksr vkSj rhl #i;s eghuk ij ,d Bkdqj ds ;gka dke ij tkrs gSa- [ksr esa xUuk yxk;k gS- cSBdj rks ?kj pysxk ugha- jk/kk ds fy, yM+dk Hkh ryk’k dj jgs gSa- nks&pkj yM+ds ns[ks gSa] ijUrq vHkh rd dgha ckr iDdh ugha gqbZ gS- nhokyh ij rqEgsa t:j ls t:j cqyk;k gS-** ^^nhokyh ij---** enu dqN lkspus yxk- vHkh rks lkou ’kq: gqvk gS- nhokyh rd dqN #i;s tksM+ ldk rks vo’; tk,xk] ojuk dsoy vkus&tkus ls D;k Qk;nk\ izR;{k esa mlus dgk] ^^ns[kwaxk---** ^^ns[kuk D;k\ rqe rS;kj jguk- eSa Hkh pywaxk-** jkeizlkn us mRlkfgr fd;k^^rqEgsa rks gj eghus tkuk pkfg,-** enu us galdj dgk] ^^vkf[kj choh rqEgkjs lgkjs gh rks xkao esa cSBh gS-** ^^gj eghus tkus ls [kpkZ ugha gksrk D;k\ dqN dekbZ Hkh rks gksuh pkfg, fd [kkyh choh ds n’kZu djus ls isV Hkj tk,xk\ fcuk iSls ds rks choh Hkh I;kj ugha djrh-** ^^mls ;gka ykdj lkFk D;ksa ugha j[krs\** ^^pkgrk rks eSa Hkh ;gha gwa- bl ckj lkspk Fkk] mls lkFk ysdj vkÅaxk- ijUrq pyus ds le; eka us lkjk ?kj flj ij mBk fy;k- choh dks lkFk ykus gh ugha fn;k-** jkeizlkn ek;wl gksdj cksyk^^D;ksa----\* ^^vjs ;kj] ;s eka&cki Hkh dsoy eryc ds lkFkh gksrs gSa- mUgsa rks cl iSlk pkfg,] cky&cPpksa dk lq[k ugha- eka dks Mj gS fd ,d ckj choh dks ysdj ’kgj pyk x;k rks eSa muds gkFk ls fudy tkÅaxk- mUgsa #i;s&iSls ugha Hkstwaxk- choh eq>s vius o’k esa dj ysxh- mlh dk dguk ekuwaxk vkSj eka&cki ds izfr vius drZO; dks Hkwy tkÅaxk- rqEgha crkvks] eka&cki ds izfr vxj esjk dksbZ Q+tZ+ gS rks D;k choh ds izfr ugha gS\ ijk, ?kj esa mldk ,dek= lgkjk dsoy enZ gh rks gksrk gS- vxj eka&cki dks ;gha Mj yxrk gS fd ’kknh ds ckn csVk gkFk ls fudy tk,xk rks mldh ’kknh gh D;ksa djrs gSa\ mez Hkj dqavkjk j[ksa vkSj viuh lsok djokrs jgsa-** ^^rqEgkjsa eka&cki lp gh dgrs gSa]** enu us dgk] ^^rqeus ns[kk gh gS- vius xkao ds dbZ yksx chfo;ksa dks ysdj ’kgj x, rks lkyksa rd ykSVdj ugha vk,Mky ds ia{kh %% 45

b/kj xkao esa cw<+s eka&cki vius ,dek= csVs ls cq<+kis dk lgkjk ikus dh mEehn fy, ej x,- yM+dk gh rks eka&cki ds cq<+kis dh ykBh gksrk gS- ogha vxj muls fNu tk, rks ejrs le; mudks ,d jksVh dkSu nsxk\ vFkhZ dks da/kk dkSu yxk,xk\ eka&cki ds izfr gekjk drZO; izeq[k gS- choh ds lkFk rks lkjh mej gh xqtkjuh gksrh gS- eka&cki fdrus fnu ds esgeku gksrs gSa\ blhfy, ftrus fnu Hkh og thrs gSa] mudh lsok djds gesa vius dks /kU; le>uk pkfg,-** ^^rw Hkh ;kj] lk/kw&lU;kfl;ksa dh rjg ckrsa djrk gS- ;g lkyh tokuh rks pkj fnu dh gksrh gS- vHkh vxj bldk et+k ugha fy;k rks D;k cq<+kis esa ysaxsvkSj fQj tc ?kj esa choh cSBh gS rks D;k mlls nwj jgk tk ldrk gS\ rwus vHkh ’kknh ugha dh gS] blhfy, eka&cki dh lsok djus dh odkyr djrk gS- ,d ckj ’kknh dj ys] fQj vxj rq>s choh ds flok dqN vkSj ut+j vk, rks esjk uke cny nsuk-** jkeizlkn us [kh>s gq, Loj esa dgk^^rsjk uke rks Bhd gh Bkd gS] mls D;k cnyuk\ gka] vxj cnyuk gh gS rks vius fopkjksa dks cny-** enu galdj cksyk] ^^vPNk] NksM+ ;g lc cdokl vkSj xkao ds gky&pky lquk-** ^^rq>s ;g lc cdokl yxrk gS- ftl fnu choh ls vyx jguk iMs+xk] ml fnu cPpw dks jksuk Hkh ;kn ugha vk,xk- [kkuk&ihuk] galuk&xkuk lc Hkwy tkvksxs- ut+jksa ds lkeus dsoy choh dk psgjk ukprk jgsxk-** ^^oSlh choh feysxh rc u- vxj dksbZ dkuh&[kksFkjh] dkyh HkSal fey xbZ rks mldh ;kn esa vkalw D;k cgkuk- vkjke ls vdsys ’kgj esa jgdj ekSt djsaxsog ?kj esa jgdj eka&cki dh lsok djsxh- mudks Hkh f’kdk;r ugha jgsxh vkSj csVk ’kgj esa eupkgh choh u feyus ds xe dks xyr djrk jgsxk-** ^^eq>s rks ijh tSlh choh feyh gS- blhfy, rks vyx gksus dk eu ugha djrk-** ^^lHkh yksx rsjs tSls HkkX;oku rks ugha gksrs-** jkeizlkn dqN ugha cksyk- og vka[ksa >idkrk enu dks ns[ks tk jgk FkkfQj tSls vpkud mls dqN ;kn vk;k- mlus gkFk esa idM+h iksVyh enu dks rjQ c<+krs gq, dgk] ^^;g ys] rsjh eka us Hkstk gS-** ^^D;k gS----\** mlus gkFk c<+kdj iksVyh ys yh^^[kksydj ns[k u-** mlus [kksydj ns[kk- [kks, dh cuh gqbZ ?kj dh feBkbZ Fkh- tgka rd ;kn iM+ jgk Fkk] ?kj dh HkSal nw/k ugha nsrh Fkh- xkfHku Fkh- Hkknksa rd fc;k,xh- fQj 46 %% Mky ds ia{kh

t:j [kks;k [kjhn dj yk;k x;k gksxkmls FkksM+h [kh> gqbZ- ;g eka Hkh csdkj esa iSlk cjckn djrh jgrh gSa- D;k t:jr Fkh [kks;k [kjhn dj feBkb;ka cukus dh\ D;k fcuk feBkbZ ds og ej tkrk\ vjs] :[kh&lw[kh [kk ds og ftank rks gS gh- jkst idoku rks [kkrk ugha gS- ,slk Hkh ugha fd idoku [kkus ds fy, gh og ’kgj dekus vk;k gks- mldk rks ,d gh /;s; gS fd ,d lky ds vUnj dqN #i;s tksM+dj cpk ys] rkfd cgu dh ’kknh fdlh vPNs [kkrs&ihrs ?kj esa dj ldsdgha nwljh txg ls dtZ u ysuk iMs+fQj mls yxk fd eka ds izfr ,slk lkspuk D;k mls ’kksHkk nsrk gS- eka rks eka gksrh gS- og gj lq[k&nq%[k esa vius cPpksa ds fy, lq[k&lqfo/kk,a vkSj vPNk [kkuk&ihuk tqVkus dk iz;Ru djrh gS- [kqn Hkw[kh jg tk,xh] ijUrq fdlh Hkh fLFkfr esa og vius cPpksa dks Hkw[kk ugha j[k ldrh- og [kqn Hkh rks eka&cki vkSj cgu ds fy, jkr&fnu ,d dj jgk gS- nsj&lcsj [kVrk gS vkSj isV dkVdj iSls cpkrk gS- vkf[kj fdlfy,----\ blhfy, u fd eka&cki vkSj cgu dks [kkus&ihus dh dksbZ rdyhQ u gks- cgu dh ’kknh gks tk,- mlds eu esa muds fy, I;kj gS] ihM+k gS] rHkh rks--- rc fQj eka mlds fy, D;ksa dqN ugha djsxhfQj mlus ,sls fopkjksa dks >Vd dj vius fnekx ls vyx dj fn;k- FkksM+h feBkbZ fudkydj dVksjh esa j[kdj jkeizlkn dks [kkus dks nh- FkksM+h Lo;a [kkbZ vkSj ckdh cka/kdj cDls ds vUnj j[k nhfnu <yus yxk Fkk- /kU/ks ij tkus dk fopkj mlus NksM+ fn;k Fkk- eu Hkh ugha dj jgk Fkk- fjD’ks dks mBkdj mlus vkaxu esa [kM+k dj fn;k Fkk- jtuh dh eka vHkh rd vkaxu esa cSBh Fkha- jtuh ’kk;n ?kj ds vUnj Fkh- pkph dks crkdj og jkeizlkn ds lkFk ckgj vk x;kftls og vM~Mk dgrs Fks] og edku&ekfyd dk VwVk&QwVk edku Fkk- txg dkQh Fkh] ijUrq Nr ds uke ij dsoy 15@10 QqV dk ,d dejk Fkk- tkMs+ ds fnuksa esa lHkh Q+’kZ ij fcLrj yxkdj lksrs Fks- pkjikb;ksa ds fy, txg de iM+rh Fkh- yksxksa dh la[;k Hkh dHkh nl ls de ugha gksrh Fkh- xehZ ds fnuksa esa [kqyk vkaxu rFkk cjkenk bl dke ds fy, bLrseky fd;k tkrk Fkkjgus okyksa dh la[;k le;kuqlkj cnyrh jgrh Fkh- xkao ls Hkkxdj vk, yM+dksa ds fy, fjD’kk pykuk nq"dj dk;Z Fkk] ijUrq pwafd vkSj dksbZ nwljk dke tYnh feyrk ugha Fkk] vr% bl dke esa O;Lr jgk tk ldrk Fkk- yM+ds bls djus ds fy, etcwj Fks- dqN rks LFkk;h :i ls bl dke esa yx tkrs Fks rFkk vM~Ms Mky ds ia{kh %% 47

esa jgrs Fks- dqN fjD’kk pykuk NksM+dj ckn esa vU; dkeksa esa yx tkrs Fks rFkk etnwjksa dh fdlh vU; Vksyh ds lkFk jguk izkjaHk dj nsrs Fks- dqN ,sls Hkh fjD’kkpkyd Fks tks le;&le; ij xkao ls vkdj fjD’kk pykrs Fks rFkk dVkbZ&cqvkbZ ds le; xkao tkdj [ksrh&ckM+h ds dke esa O;Lr gks tkrs FksvM~Ms ij dsoy Jhjke Fkk- cjkens esa pkjikbZ ij ysVk gqvk vkYgk dh fdrkc i<+ jgk Fkk- enu rFkk jkeizlkn dks vkrs ns[kdj og pkjikbZ ij mBdj cSB x;k- cksyk] ^^vkvks] cSBks]** mlus muds cSBus ds fy, txg cukbZ^^rqe fjD’kk ysus ugha x,\** enu us iwNk^^tkÅaxk] tYnh D;k gS\ vkt irk ugha D;ksa Fkdku eglwl gks jgh gS\ fjD’kk pykus dk eu ugha dj jgk gS- vc rqe vk x, gks rks cSBdj xIisa yM+kÅaxk-** jkeizlkn us lq>ko fn;k] ^^pyks] dksbZ fiDpj ns[k vkrs gSa- le; Hkh dV tk,xk- ;gka cSBdj Hkh D;k djsaxs\ oSls Hkh eq>s fiDpj ns[ks dkQh fnu gks x, gSa-** Jhjke dks lq>ko ilUn vk;k- og pViV mBdj [kM+k gks x;k] ^^gka] ;g Bhd jgsxk- dHkh&dHkh [kq+’kh Hkh eukuh pkfg,- fjD’kk dks ekjks xksyh- mls dy ys ywaxk-** vkSj og mBdj diM+s cnyus pyk x;kenu cM+h my>u esa Qal x;k- flusek ns[kus tkuk mls drbZ ilUn ugha Fkk- NksVs&eksVs euksjatuksa ds fy, Hkh og gkFk fldksM+ dj j[krk Fkk- ml fnu jtuh ds lkFk igyh ckj flusek ns[kk Fkk- jtuh dks Vky ugha ldk Fkk ogmlds o’k esa dqN Fkk Hkh ughavkt fQj oSlh gh eqf’dy mlds lkFk vk xbZ Fkh- ,dne ls euk djuk mlus equkflc ugha le>k- tc og u;k&u;k ’kgj esa vk;k Fkk] rc u tkus fdruh ckj mlds nksLrksa us mls flusek ys tkuk pkgk Fkk- rc buds lkFk gh jgrk Fkk- tcjnLrh djus ij Hkh ugha tkrk Fkk- ysfdu vc rks og muds lkFk ugha jgrk Fkk- os flusek pyus ds fy, dg jgs Fks] rks euk dSls dj ldrk Fkkmlus euk Hkh ugha fd;k- rhuksa iSny gh flusek ns[kus py iM+s- utnhd dksbZ flusek gkWy ugha Fkk- ckbZ dk ckx dqN ut+nhd iM+rk Fkk- ogha nks&rhu flusek gkWy Hkh Fks- ijUrq Jhjke us lq>ko fn;k fd pkSd pysaxs- ogha ij T;knk gkWy Hkh FksijUrq ml fnu fQ+Ye ns[kuk ’kk;n mudh fdLer esa ugha Fkk- muds igqapus ds igys gh lkjs gkWy Qqy gks pqds Fks- og eu elksg dj jg x,- vc ykSVus 48 %% Mky ds ia{kh

ds vykok vkSj dksbZ pkjk gh D;k Fkk \ ^^D;k djsa\ ykSV pysa\** jkeizlkn us iwNk^^rqEgkjk eu D;k dgrk gS\** Jhjke us enu ls iwNk- enu eu gh eu [kq’k gks jgk Fkk- og lksp jgk Fkk] Hkxoku tks djrk gS] vPNk gh djrk gSmldk eu fiDpj ns[kus dk Fkk Hkh ugha- cksyk] ^^vkSj D;k djsaxs\ ?kj pyrs gSa-** ^^Bhd gS] ?kj gh pyrs gSa- ijUrq tc ;gka rd vk x, gSa rks FkksM+k ?kwe&fQj ysrs gSa- jkst dksbZ b/kj vkuk rks gksrk ugha gS- pyks] rqEgsa ,d txg ys pyrs gSa-** Jhjke us duf[k;ksa ls jkeizlkn dh rjQ dksbZ b’kkjk fd;k- enu ugha ns[k ik;kmlus iwNk] ^^dgka pysasxs\** ^^rqEgsa [kqn gh irk py tk,xk- pyks---** Jhjke us eqLdjkdj dgk vkSj jkeizlkn dh rjQ ns[kus yxk- og Hkh Hksn Hkjs <ax ls eqLdjk jgk Fkk- enu dh le> esa dqN ugha vk;k- irk ugha D;k pDdj Fkk\ og muds ihNs py iM+k- HkhM+&HkM+Dds vkSj /kDde&isy okyh thjks jksM ls gksrs gq, og ?k.Vk?kj dh rjQ py iMs+- enu ,d nks ckj fjD’kk ysdj b/kj vk;k Fkk- bl lM+d ij yksx ,sls xqtjrs Fks tSls mUgsa fdlh cksry esa can dj fn;k x;k gks vkSj og ckgj fudyus ds fy, cspSu gksa- HkhM+ bruh T;knk gksrh gS fd lM+d ikj djus ds fy, Hkh lfU/k ugha feyrh gSdqN nsj b/kj&m/kj ?kwers jgus ds ckn og ,d xUnh cLrh esa ?kqls Fks- enu b/kj dHkh ugha vk;k Fkk- dqN nqdkuksa ds ckgj mlus ehjxat fy[kk gqvk ns[kkog ugha le> ik jgk Fkk fd Jhjke vkSj jkeizlkn dks ;gka D;k dke gks ldrk Fkk- fQj Hkh mlus iwNk ugha- pqipki muds ihNs pyrk jgkog ,d ladjh xyh eas ?kqls- cncw dk ,d HkHkdk muds uFkquksa esa lek x;k,slh ckr ugha fd cncw mlus ns[kh ugha Fkh ;k og cnkZ’r ugha dj ldrk Fkkog [kqn ftl xyh esa jgrk Fkk] og Hkh pkSchlksa ?kaVs cncw ls Hkjh jgrh Fkh- ijUrq ogka dh xfy;ka vis{kkd‘r pkSM+h Fkha rFkk lkQ+&lqFkjh Fkha- ;g xyh rks ujd dk thrk&tkxrk :i Fkh- xyh esa ?kqlrs gh og le> x;k Fkk fd og dgka vk x, Fks- mlus iz’uokpd Hkko ls Jhjke dh rjQ ns[kk] ijUrq og enu dh rjQ ls mnklhu Fkk ;k fn[kus dh dksf’k’k dj jgk Fkkenu dks iwNuk gh iM+k] ^^;g dgka tk jgs gSa ge yksx\** ^^vc Hkh ugha le>s\ jkeizlkn le>k ns bls- lkyk] vdsyk jgrk gS vkSj Mky ds ia{kh %% 49

vHkh rd bl xyh esa ugha vk;k- dSlk Hkksanw gS\** jkeizlkn dks le>kus dh t:jr ugha Fkh- og Lo;a le> jgk Fkk- ijUrq mls ?kksj vk’p;Z gks jgk Fkk- D;k og nksuksa vDlj ;gka vkrs jgrs gSa\ vxj gka rks Jhjke vkn’kZokn dh ckrsa D;ksa djrk gS\ vkSj jkeizlkn dh rks choh gS- og NBs&Nekls ?kj Hkh tkrk jgrk gS- fQj mls ,slh xanxh esa eqag Mqcksus dh t:jr D;ksa iM+rh gS\ mls lkspdj vk’p;Z ds lkFk&lkFk d"V Hkh gks jgk Fkkenu vius fopkjksa esa [kks;k gqvk Fkk vkSj og nksuksa xyh ds nksuksa rjQ njoktksa ij [kM+h vkSjrksa dh rjQ ns[k&ns[kdj viuh&viuh ilUn dk pquko dj jgs Fksgj jax vkSj mez dh vkSjrsa Fkha ogka- Hkís vkSj v’yhy b’kkjs dj jgh Fkha- fQYeksa ds lLrs&mRrstd xkus xk&xkdj yksxksa dks viuh rjQ vkdf"kZr djus dk iz;Ru dj jgh Fkha- muds ikmMj fyis psgjs ns[kdj enu dks mcdkbZ vk jgh Fkh ;k ’kk;n cncw dh ot+g ls og ,slk eglwl dj jgk Fkkog tYnh ls tYnh ogka ls fudy Hkkxuk pkgrk Fkk^^dksbZ ilUn vkbZ fd ugha\** Jhjke us mlls iwNk] ^îlUn vkbZ gks rks ckr d:a- iSls nks vkSj vUnj tkvks-** enu dk Hkze vkt gh VwVuk Fkk- Jhjke ds izfr mlds eu esa vknj dk Hkko Fkk- og mldh ckrksa dh ot+g ls mldh bTt+r djrk Fkk- vkt jsr dk cuk gqvk egy HkjHkjkdj VwV x;k Fkk^^rqe ;g Hkh djrs gks] eq>s irk ugha Fkk! ckrsa rks ,slh djrs gks tSls bl nqfu;k esa rqels T;knk vkn’kZ vkSj egku iq#"k vkSj dksbZ ugha gS- ij deZ ,sls dgka gSa\ vxj vkSjr dh bruh gh Hkw[k gS rks ’kknh D;ksa ugha dj ysrs gks\** enu dqN mRrsftr gks x;k Fkk^^vjs] mYyw---** Jhjke gal iM+k] ^êsjh ckrksa ls bldk D;k rkYyqd gS\ eSa ’kks"k.k djus okyksa ds f[kykQ+ cksyrk gwa- xjhcksa ds mRFkku ds fy, la?k"kZ djuk pkgrk gwa- ijUrq ;g ,d ,slh Hkw[k gS ftls gj fdlh dks] gj gky esa feVkuh iM+rh gS- isV dh Hkw[k ds ckn ;g ,slh nwljh Hkw[k gS tks euq"; dks ’kkUr djuh gh iM+rh gS- u djs rks ikxy gks tk,-** ^^blds fy, lekt us ’kknh dh O;oLFkk dh gS-** ^Î;kjs] ’kknh rks ,d ca/ku gS- FkksM+h nsj ds lq[k ds fy, ge lkjh mez ds fy, D;ksa fdlh vkSjr ds iYys esa ca/k tk,a\ mls [kkuk&diM+k nsr&s nsrs viuk fnokyk D;ksa fudky nsa\ ;gka rks ftruh nsj ge mlds lkFk jgrs gSa] mruh nsj dh gh dher gesa pqdkuh iM+rh gS- le>s] cq)wjke--- vc QVkQV crkvks] dkSu lh 50 %% Mky ds ia{kh

ilUn vkbZ gS rqEgsa\ esjh vkSj jkeizlkn dh rks igys ls gh ilUn dh gqbZ gSa] mUgha ds ikl tk,axs-** enu vkt pqi jgus okyk ugha Fkk- cksyk] ^^rks rqEgkjh le> esa ;g vkSjrksa dk ’kks"k.k ugha gS- ;g vkSjrsa rqEgkjh chfo;ka ugha gSa] fdlh dh cgu&csfV;ka gSarqe muds lkFk viuh ’kkjhfjd Hkw[k ’kkar djrs gks rks D;k ;g mudk ’kks"k.k ugha gS\** ^^ns[k] igyh ckr rks ;g gS fd geus bu vkSjrksa dks dksBs ij ugha fcBk;k gS- mudh viuh dqN etcwfj;ka gksaxh] ftuds pyrs og ;gka cSBus vkSj /ka/kk djus ij etcwj gqbZ gksaxh- mudks Hkh vius isV dh Hkw[k ’kkar djuh gksrh gS- mudks dekbZ dk ;gha tfj;k ilUn vk;k ;k muds ikl vkSj dksbZ pkjk ugha Fkk- nwljh ckr ;g gS fd ge muds lkFk le; xqtkjus dh iwjh dher nsrs gSa- vr% gekjs }kjk mudk ’kks"k.k djus dk dksbZ loky gh ugha mBrk- rhljs u rks ge lekt& lq/kkjd gSa] u gh jktusrk fd oS’;kvksa ds mRFkku vkSj mudks bl xUns is’ks ls ckgj fudkyus dh cgl esa iMs+a- ge rks xjhc fjD’kkokys gSa- esgur dh jksVh [kkrs gSa vkSj pSu dh ca’kh ctkrs gSa--- cl- vc pyks] cgl esa iM+us ls dksbZ Qk;nk ugha gS- viuk dke djrs gSa-** ^^rqe tkvks] eSa ugha tkrk-** dgdj og mYVs iSj ykSV iM+k- Jhjke us mls iqdkjdj jksduk pkgk] ijUrq fQj mlus ihNs eqM+dj Hkh ugha ns[kk?kj igqapk rks jtuh mldh izrh{kk esa ckgj [kM+h Fkh^^dgka Fks bruh nsj rd\** jtuh us mldks ns[krs gh loky nkx fn;k- eu fd;k mldk fd dksbZ tokc u ns- dkQh [kh>k gqvk Fkk] ijUrq jtuh ij xqLlk izdV djuk mlus mfpr ugha le>k^^;wa gh jkeizlkn ds lkFk pyk x;k Fkk- rqe ckgj D;ksa [kM+h gks\ ?kj esa eka ugha gSa D;k\** ^^gSa rks--- ijUrq eSa rqEgkjh jkg ns[k jgh Fkh-** dksBjh esa ?kqldj og pkjikbZ ij ysV x;k- vkt mls jtuh ls cksyuk Hkh vPNk ugha yx jgk Fkk- ijUrq mls ukjkt+ djus dk [krjk Hkh og ugha mBk ldrk Fkk- mlds lkFk gh vUnj vkdj og cksyh] ^^D;k ckr gS\ vkt rqEgkjk psgjk D;ksa mrjk gqvk gS\** og Qhdh galh galk] ^^rqe rks csdkj gh ijs’kku gks tkrh gks- ckgj ls vk jgk gwa- psgjk eqj>k,xk ugha rks D;k Qwy dh rjg f[ky tk,xk-** ^^gwa--- rqe eq>s Hkh cukus dh dksf’k’k djrs gks- D;k eSa le>rh ugha- brus Mky ds ia{kh %% 51

fnuksa ls rqEgsa ns[k jgh gwa- dc rqEgkjh rch;r [kjkc gksrh gS] dc rqe xqLlk djrs gks] dc Fkdku eglwl djrs gks--- lc le>rh gwa-** vkSj mlus lpeqp jtuh dks cukus dh dksf’k’k dh- galdj cksyk] ^^rqe rks esjh bl rjg fQ+dj djrh gks tSls esjh choh gks-** jtuh dks vkt mldh ckr cqjh ugha yxh- og xaHkhjrk ls cksyh] ^^dHkh vxj ,slk ekSdk vk, rks D;k eq>s viuh choh cukvksxs\** jtuh ds iwNus ds ygt+s ij og pfdr jg x;k- igys mlds gj et+kd ij og rqud tk;k djrh Fkh- vkt ,slk D;ksa ugha gqvk\ og D;ksa xaHkhj gS\ igys rks ,slk dHkh ugha gqvk\ mlds ân; esa enu ds fy, I;kj dk vadqj rks ugha QwV jgk gS \ vxj ,slh ckr gS rks mls lko/kku gks tkuk pkfg,jtuh dh ckr dk dksbZ tokc ugha fn;k mlus- cl QVh vka[kksa ls mls ?kwjrk jgk- iwNuk pkgrk Fkk fd D;k og xaHkhjrk ls ;g ckr iwN jgh Fkh- vxj gka] rks D;k Hkfo"; dh eqlhcrksa dk mls ,glkl gS\ I;kj djuk rks vklku gksrk gS] ijUrq mls eaft+y iznku djuk gj ,d ds cwrs dh ckr ugha gksrh gS- tkfr] /keZ vkSj Åap&uhp dh u tkus fdruh ck/kk,a ikj djuh iM+rh gSa- nks I;kj djus okys ck/kk,a ikj djus ds igys gh VwV tkrs gSajtuh dks ’kk;n fo’okl Fkk fd og mldh ckr dk dksbZ tokc nsxk- ijUrq tc mlus dksbZ tokc ugha fn;k] dsoy mls ?kwjdj ns[krk jgk rks mlus [kqn gh iwN fy;k] ^^D;k lksp jgs gks\ esjh ckr dk tokc ugha fn;k\** og Hkkoqd gks x;k] ^^dYyks] rsjh ckr dk dksbZ tokc ugha gks ldrk- vxj gks Hkh rks esjh le> esa ugha vk jgk gS- dHkh vk;k rks eSa vo’; nwaxk-** ^^eSa bartkj d:axh-** jtuh us cl bruk dgk vkSj fQj ckgj fudy xbZjtuh rks pyh xbZ] ijUrq vius ihNs ,d vkx NksM+ xbZ Fkh- enu dks ml vkx esa tyuk Fkk;k D;k fQj mu nksuksa ds thou esa clar dk vkxeu gksus okyk Fkk \ vkt dh ?kVukvksa ij mldk flj pdjkdj jg x;k Fkk- mldh le> esa ugha vk jgk Fkk fd ;g lc D;k gks jgk Fkk mlds lkFk- nqfu;k ds Ny&diV vkSj xgek&xgeh ls og ftruk nwj jguk pkgrk Fkk] yxrk Fkk] og mruk gh ml ?ksjs esa fleVrk tk jgk Fkk- vius lkfFk;ksa ds pky&pyu ij mls dHkh lansg ugha gqvk Fkk- ,slk og lksp Hkh ugha ldrk Fkk- ij vkt tc irk pyk rks mldk fny VwVdj jg x;k FkkvkSj jtuh--- D;k lpeqp og mls I;kj djus yxh Fkh\ vxj gka rks mls 52 %% Mky ds ia{kh

lrdZ gks tkuk pkfg,- isze ,d ,slk ’kCn gS ftls vkt Hkh fdlh ds ekrk&firk ilUn ugha djrs gSa- Hkys gh viuh tokuh esa og fookg&iwoZ isze ds i{k/kj jgs gksa- ijUrq cw<+s gksrs gh isze muds fy, vi’kCn cu tkrk gS- muds cPps isze djsa] ;g mUgsa drbZ ilUn ugha vkrk- vkSj isze&fookg rks ,slh pht gS ftls eka&cki gha ugha] lekt Hkh Lohd‘fr ugha nsrk- dkuwu dh ijokg dkSu djrk gS\ yksx dkuwu dk [;ky j[ksa rks nqfu;k esa dksbZ vijk/k gh u gksisze dh jkg esa /keZ] tkfr vkSj lekt] ;s lcls cM+h ck/kk,a gSa- gekjs lekt ds Bsdsnkj tkfr gh ugha] oju~ xks= Hkh ns[krs gSa- ,d gh tkfr esa tc dbZ xks= gksa rFkk gj ifjisz{; esa mudk vkSfpR; ns[kk tk, rks xSj tkfr esa rks ’kknh gksuk vlaHkkO; gSjtuh mldh tkfr dh ugha Fkh- rc mlds eka&cki enu ds lkFk mldh ’kknh djsaxs] ,slk lkspuk Hkh csekuh Fkk- blds vykok enu dk dksbZ #rck Hkh ugha Fkk- og ,d fjD’kkpkyd Fkk- yksxksa dh ut+jksa esa og dksbZ lEekfur /ka/kk ugha Fkk- [kqn jtuh dks mldk fjD’kk pykuk ilUn ugha Fkk- rc mlds eka&cki D;k viuh bdykSrh ykMyh csVh dk gkFk ,d fjD’kkpkyd ds gkFkksa esa nsuk ilUn djsaxs\ ’kk;n u djsa- jtuh vkSj enu esa t+ehu vkleku dk Q+dZ gS- nksuksa dk feyu dsoy lius esa laHko gks ldrk Fkk- rc----\ D;k og lkQ&lkQ jtuh dks crk ns fd og >wBs lius u ikys- gok dks cka/kdj j[kus dk tks’k eu esa gks rks D;k mls cka/kdj j[kk tk ldrk gS\ cgqr lkspus ds ckotwn og dqN fu.kZ; ugha dj ldk- [kqn mlds eu esa jtuh ds izfr detksjh Fkh] ijUrq og viuh Hkkouk,a fNikus esa leFkZ Fkk- tks jkg gekjs fy, u cuh gks] mldh rjQ #[k djuk gh O;FkZ Fkk- bl ckr ls og Hkyh&Hkkafr okfdQ+ FkkfQj Hkh jtuh ls lkQ&lkQ dqN dgus dh fgEer mlesa ugha Fkh- og mldk fny ugha nq[kkuk pkgrk Fkk- irk ugha og D;k lksps\ vkSj fQj og ;gka jgsxk fdrus fnu\ vf/kd ls vf/kd ,d lky- cgu dh ’kknh yk;d iSls tqVrs gh og bl ’kgj dks vyfonk dg nsxk- xkao esa dksbZ dke&/ka/kk djsxkvxj fdlh dkj.ko’k mls ’kgj esa gh jksth&jksVh <wa<+uh iM+h rks Hkjld dksf’k’k djsxk fd bl ’kgj esa nksckjk u vkuk iM+-s fdlh nwljs ’kgj esa tkdj vkthfodk dk lk/ku ryk’k djsxkvxj og Hkh laHko u gqvk rks fdlh nwljh txg tkdj jgsxk- mldks ysdj jtuh >wBs lius ns[ks rks D;k mldh vkRek dks ;g xokjk gksxkvr% tks Hkh nks&pkj fnu mls ;gka jguk gS] galh&[kq’kh jgdj fcrk ysog Mky ds ia{kh %% 53

Hkjld dksf’k’k djsxk fd jtuh dk >qdko mldh rjQ u gks- dqavkjs lius dHkh iwjs ugha gksrs- D;k jtuh dks ;g ckr irk gksxh\ ’kk;n u gks og ftruh lh/kh&lPph vkSj ljy gS] oSlh gkyr esa thou dh nqxZe ?kkfV;ksa dk irk ugha py ikrk gS- lkjs jkLrs likV vkSj daVd foghu ut+j vkrs gSa- mldh mej dh yM+fd;ksa ds fy, lius T;knk vgfe;r j[krs gSa- muds iwjs u gksus dk ,glkl mUgsa dkQh ckn esa gksrk gS- rc rd og cgqr dqN [kks pqdh gksrh gSajtuh ds lkFk ,slk dqN u gks] ;gha og pkgrk Fkk- tks yM+dh mlds lq[k&nq%[k dks ysdj ijs’kku jgrh gks] mls Hkqykos esa j[kdj Nyuk cgqr cM+k iki gksxk- ml iki ls og cp tk, rks mls [kq’kh gksxh-

pkj dbZ fnuksa ls ?ku?kksj ckfj’k gks jgh Fkh- Fkeus ds dksbZ vklkj ut+j ugha vk jgs Fks- enu cgqr fpfUrr Fkk- mldh dekbZ fcydqy Bi gks xbZ Fkh- ckgj fudy gh ugha ik jgk Fkk- tkuk rks pkgrk Fkk] ijUrq jtuh mls ckgj fudyus gh ugha nsrh Fkh- enu ds ckgj tkus dh ckr ij mlus mls MkaV fn;k Fkk& ^^ikxy gq, gks\ D;k ckfj’k esa Hkhxdj rch;r [kjkc djuh gS\** mlus jtuh dks eukus dh dksf’k’k Hkh dh Fkh] ^^ns[k] etnwj ds fy, D;k lnhZ] D;k xehZ vkSj D;k cjlkr- bl lcds pDdj esa og iMs+xk rks isV dh jksVh dSls dek,xk- nwljs yksx rks dke djuk NksMs+axs ugha- fQj ,d eSa gh fjD’kk pykuk can dj nwaxk rks nqfu;k dks Hkys gh blls dksbZ Q+dZ u iMs+] ijUrq eq>s rks Q+dZ iMs+xk gh- dekÅaxk ugha rks [kkÅaxk D;k\ cksy----\** ijUrq jtuh dks euk ikuk bruk vklku ugha Fkk- ,d ckj og tks Bku ysrh Fkh] mls iwjk djds gh ekurh Fkh- enu dks ?kj esa fcBkdj j[k fn;k Fkk mlus- mldh dekbZ&/kekbZ ls jtuh dks dqN ysuk&nsuk ugha FkkdksbZ dke&/ka/kk rks Fkk ugha mlds ikl- cl lkjk fnu dksBjh esa cSBk lksprk jgrk- jtuh chp&chp esa vkdj mldh e/kqj dYiukvksa dks fNUu&fHkUu dj tkrh Fkh- csyxke ckrsa djrh- ’kk;n mls ,sls gh volj dh ryk’k Fkh- enu tc dke ij tkrk Fkk] mlds ikl cgqr de le; gksrk Fkk- vc rks le; gh le; Fkkjkr&fnu nksuksa ,d nwljs ds ikl Fks- pkgs ftruh ckrsa djrs54 %% Mky ds ia{kh

ckfj’k ds ckotwn Hkh jtuh ds ckiw nqdku ij tkrs Fks- blhfy, og gjne enu ds ikl gh cuh jgrh Fkh- eka dh mls dksbZ ijokg ugha Fkh- ckiw ?kj esa gksrs rks og dHkh enu ds ikl ugha vkrh Fkh,d fnu og cksyh] ^^rqe eq>s vius lkFk xkao ys pyksxs\** dbZ fnuksa ls enu eglwl dj jgk Fkk fd jtuh ckrsa djrs le; vc rw&rdkj dk iz;ksx ugha djrh Fkh- mls rqe dgdj t:j cqykrh Fkh- ijUrq vc mldh ckrksa esa ’kkyhurk Fkh- bl ifjorZu dk dkj.k og le> ugha ldk Fkkckrksa dh lkSE;rk ls mls dksbZ vk’p;Z Hkh ugha gksrk Fkk- ijUrq vktdy og fofp= ckrsa djus yxh Fkh- jtuh dh vf/kdka’k cd&cd dks og dksbZ egRo ugha nsrk Fkk- ijUrq bu ckrksa dks og ut+jvankt+ Hkh ugha dj ldrk FkkiwNk] ^^rw vktdy ,slh ckrsa D;ksa djrh gS\** ^^D;ksa] D;k ckrsa djuk Hkh euk gS\** ^ûgha]** og >sia x;k] ^îjUrq ,slh ckrsa djuk mfpr ugha gS- rw rks le>nkj gS- fQj Hkh---** ^êSa dksbZ cqjh ckr rks ugha djrh\** vc enu bldk D;k tokc nsrk\ og [kqn ugha tkurk Fkk fd jtuh dh ckrksa esa [kjkch D;k Fkh\ vr% og pqi gh jgk^^rqEgkjk xkao dgka gS\** mlus iwNk- vkt rd mlus enu ls mlds xkao ds ckjs esa ugha iwNk Fkk^îzrkix<+ ftys esa gS-** enu us vueus Hkko ls tokc fn;k Fkk^^rc rks T;knk nwj ugha gS-** og gf"kZr gksrh gqbZ cksyhenu Hkdqvk dh rjg mldk eqag rkdrk jg x;k Fkk- jtuh dh vka[kksa esa ,d fo’ks"k ped vk xbZ Fkh- og cMs+ eksgd Hkko ls mls ns[k jgh Fkhvpkud eka dh vkokt dkuksa esa iM+h] ^^vjh] jTtks] dgka ej xbZ- ns[k rks lkjh nky ty xbZ gS- rw ogka cSBh xIisa gkad jgh gS vkSj ;gka pwYgs ij nky tyh tk jgh gS-** og ljiV Hkkx [kM+h gqbZ- pwYgs ij nky p<+kdj vkbZ Fkh- enu ds lkFk ckrksa esa yxdj Hkwy gh xbZ Fkh- tkdj ns[kk rks eka nky pwYgs ls mrkjdj uhps j[k pqdh Fkha rFkk Hkkr ds fy, vngu j[k fn;k Fkk- mls ns[kdj eka HkquHkqukbZa& ^^vjh] rq>s dqN [;ky Hkh jgrk gS ;k ugha\ igys [kkuk cuk ys] fQj pkgs ftruh ckrsa djuk-** muds Loj esa MkaV ls T;knk eeRo dk Hkko Fkk- jtuh mudh bdykSrh csVh Fkh- dksbZ csVk ugha Fkk- mls cM+s ykM+&I;kj ls ikyk&ikslk Fkk- mldh Mky ds ia{kh %% 55

gj ftn~ vkSj ekax iwjh dh tkrh Fkh- ?kj esa fdlh pht dh deh ugha Fkh- gkykafd jtuh cuko&flaxkj esa T;knk #fp ugha j[krh Fkh- ojuk vktdy dh yM+fd;ksa dks ikmMj&ykyh] fVdyh&fcanh vkSj lkM+h&Cykmt ls gh Qqjlr ugha feyrh gSjtuh pwYgs ds ikl tk cSBh- eka dh ckr dk mlus dksbZ tokc ugha fn;k[kkuk cuk rks jgh Fkh] ijUrq mldk /;ku enu ds ikl gh Fkk- mlh dss [;kyksa esa [kksbZ gqbZ Fkh^^eqbZ cjlkr dks Hkh >M+h yxkdj cjluk Fkk- lkjh cdfj;ka Hkw[kh ca/kh gSadgka ysdj tkÅa\ dgha Hkh rks lw[kh txg ugha gS-** eka ikl gh cSBdj cjlkr dks dkslus yxha- lp Hkh Fkk- lkjs dke&dkt Bi gks x, Fks- ckgj lM+dsa ikuh ls yckyc Hkjh gqbZ Fkha- vYykiqj fupyh cLrh gS- FkksMh+ cjlkr gksrs gh [kkyh LFkku ikuh ls Hkj tkrs gS-a fudkl dh mfpr O;oLFkk ugha gS^^rsjs ckiw dks fdruk d"V mBkuk iM+rk gS- lqcg Hkhxdj eaMh ls lfCt+;ka mBkdj ykrs gS-a Mjrh gw]a dgha rch;r u [kjkc gks tk,- bl mej esa bruh esgur djrs gSa- rsjk dksbZ HkkbZ gksrk rks mUgsa dqN vkjke feyrk- cq<+kis dk ’kjhj gS** eka dh vknr gh ,slh gS- tc&rc csVs dk jksuk ysdj cSB tkrh gSa- viuh fdLer dks dkslrh gSa- lkFk gh Hkxoku dks Hkh ugha c[’krha gSa- jtuh ,sls ekSds ij pqi lqurh jgrh gS- og dg Hkh D;k ldrh gS\ eka dks csVk ugha gqvk rks jtuh D;k djs--- D;k dgs\ gka] FkksM+h nsj jksdj eka viuk th gYdk dj ysrh gSajtuh dks eka esa dksbZ voxq.k ut+j ugha vkrk Fkk- lkjs xq.k gh xq.k Fks’kk;n blfy, fd mldh [kq’kh ds fy, eka lc dqN djrh Fkha- mls dHkh fdlh dke ds fy, jksdrh&Vksadrh ugha Fkha- og [kqn ns[krh Fkh fd iM+ksl dh yM+fd;kas ij fdruh ikcafn;ka Fkha- ml ij ,slh dksbZ ikcanh ugha Fkh- LoNUn ?kwerh Fkhftl&frl ds lkFk ckr dj ysrh Fkhog ;g Hkh tkurh Fkh fd ftu yM+fd;ka ij ikcafn;ka gksrh gSa] og pksjh fNis lc dqN djrh gSa vkSj eka&cki ds lkeus lPpfj= cuh jgrh gSa- jtuh ,sls ekeyksa esa muls yk[k xquk vPNh Fkh- eka dks ml ij fo’okl Fkk- blfy, ml ij ikcafn;ka ugha Fkha- mlus Hkh eka ds fo’okl dks vHkh rd ugha rksM+k Fkktgka rd enu dh ckr gS] eka mls csVs ds leku ekurh gSa- iq=foghu gksus ds dkj.k gj yM+dk mUgsa csVk gh yxrk gS- mldh gj lq[k&lqfo/kk dk [;ky j[krh gSa- ojuk ,d toku iq#"k ds lkFk yM+dh vdsyh jgs] ?k.Vksa ckrsa djrh jgs] ;g 56 %% Mky ds ia{kh

fdl eka&cki dks xokjk gksxk- eka dks viuh csVh ij ftruk fo’okl gS] mlls T;knk enu ij- ;gha dkj.k gS fd og mu nksuksa dks feyus&tqyus ls ugha jksdrhajtuh ds ckiw ljtw ;wa rks lCth csaprs Fks] ijUrq vkenuh vPNh&[kklh gks tkrh Fkh- dqN o"kksaZ esa gh iDdk edku cuok fy;k Fkk- choh&csVh ds fy, rjg&rjg ds xgus&diM+s cu x, Fks- [kkus&ihus dh dksbZ deh ugha Fkh- mldh eka us Hkh cdfj;ka vkSj ,d HkSal iky j[kh Fkh- ?kh&nw/k dh deh ugha FkhijUrq enu dh dksBjh vHkh rd dPph Fkh- bl lky mls Hkh iDdk djokus dk fopkj Fkk- igys mlesa cdfj;ka ca/kk djrh Fkha- ckn esa muds fy, vyx ls ,d ckM+k cu x;k Fkk- og dksBjh [kkyh gks xbZ Fkh] vr% mls fdjk, ij ns fn;k x;k Fkk- dksBjh iDdh ugha Fkh] blfy, fdjk;k de gh vkrk Fkkljtw viuh nwdku esa bruk O;Lr jgrs Fks fd ?kj ds vU; dkeksa dh rjQ mudk /;ku gh u tkrk Fkk- jtuh dh eka gh lc dqN ns[krh Fkha- lkjk ?kj mudh ns[k&js[k esa cuk Fkk- ?kj esa dc fdl pht+ dh t+:jr gS] ;g jtuh dh eka dks gh irk gksrk Fkk- ljtw lqcg eqag va/ksjs pys tkrs Fks vkSj jkr dks nl cts ds ckn gh nqdku cUn dj ds vkrs Fks- ;gha mudh fnup;kZ Fkh- jfookj dks Hkh nwdku cUn ugha djrs FksifjJe ls mUgksaus iSlk dek;k Fkk] ijUrq nhu&nq%[kh muds njokts ls fujk’k ugha ykSVrs Fks- jtuh dh eka tc&rc gj fdlh dh lgk;rk djrh jgrh Fkha- iSlk rks gkFk dk eSy gS] iq.; deZ gh ckn esa ;kn fd, tkrs gSaeka&cki dk LoHkko jtuh dks Hkh feyk Fkk- muls Hkh nks gkFk vkxs Fkh og[kqn Hkw[kh jg tkrh Fkh] ijUrq mlds lkeus dksbZ Hkw[kk ugha jg ldrk Fkkenu rks fQj Hkh mlds fy, nsork leku Fkk- mldk [;ky D;ksa u j[krh\ /khjs&/khjs fLFkfr ;g gks xbZ fd enu dk [kkuk gh jtuh ds ?kj ls vkus yxkmlds ;gka cukus dh t+:jr gh u iM+rh Fkh- dkQ+h fnu gks tkrs] ijUrq mlds ;gka pwYgk u tyrk- vUr esa ;g r; ik;k x;k fd enu dks viuh dksBjh esa pwYgk&pkSdk j[kus dh t+:jr ugha gS- [kkuk lcds lkFk cu tk;k djsxk- mls cl vkdj [kk tkuk gSfQj ;gha flyflyk py iM+kblh chp ,d fnu jkeizlkn vk;k- vM~Ms ij ’kke dks vkYgk Fkk- mls cqykus vk;k Fkk- ml le; og jtuh vkSj mldh eka ds lkFk cSBk xIisa yxk jgk Fkkjkeizlkn ds vkrs gh og nksuksa mBdj vUnj pyh xbZamuds tkrs gh jkeizlkn cksyk] ^^D;ksa js enuok! rwus D;k tknw pyk j[kk Mky ds ia{kh %% 57

gS bu eka&csVh ij\ tc vkrk gwa] rq>s bUgha ds lkFk cSBk gqvk ikrk gwa\** ^^blesa tknw D;k gS\ muds ?kj esa jgrk gwa- Qqjlr ds oDr muds lkFk cSB tkrk gwa- mudk Hkh le; dV tkrk gS] esjk Hkh- vkSj fQj bl cjlkr esa dgha fudyk Hkh rks ugha tk ldrk gS-** jkeizlkn ,d jgL;e;h galh galk- enu mldh galh dk eryc le> jgk Fkk] ijUrq cksyk dqN ugha^^’kke dks vkYgk dk izksxzke gS- vk tkuk-** jkeizlkn us cxSj fdlh Hkwfedk ds dgk^^ns[kwaxk---** mlus fufoZdkj Hkko ls dgk^^ns[kuk&os[kuk dqN ugha] vkuk gh iMsx+ k-** mlus ftn~ dhenu dqN lksprk gqvk cksyk] ^^vPNk vk tkÅaxk-** blds ckn muds chp ckrsa pqd xbZ-a ml fnu ds ckn vkt igyh ckj jkeizlkn ls eqykdkr gqbZ Fkh- nksuksa us tku&cw>dj ml ckr dk ft+Ø ugha fd;k Fkk- enu us ;g lkspdj dqN ugha dgk Fkk fd nwljs dqN Hkh djsa] mls D;k ysuk&nsuk- og fdlh dks f[kykrk&fiykrk ugha gS- fQj nwljs ds dke esa D;ksa Vkax vaM+k,\ tks tSlk djsxk] oSlk HkjsxkvkSj jkeizlkn le> x;k Fkk fd enu dks og lc ilUn ugha Fkk] vr% mlds lkFk oSlh ckrksa dk ft+Ø djuk gh csdkj FkkFkksM+h nsj ds ckn jtuh pk; cukdj ys vkbZ- mlds vkrs gh jkeizlkn dh vka[ksa pkSM+h gks xbZ- og ?kwj&?kwj dj mldks ns[kus yxkenu dks ;g lc vPNk ugha yx jgk Fkk- ijUrq og dqN cksyk ugha- jkeizlkn dh ut+jksa esa okluk ds Mksjs ygjk jgs Fks- jtuh pk; nsdj pyh xbZ rks jkeizlkn fQj dqfVyrk ls eqLdjkrk gqvk cksyk& ^^xq:] eky rks cM+k pkSpd Qalk;k gS- igys ,d gh >yd ns[kh Fkh- vHkh Hkj ut+j ns[kk rks rqEgkjh ilUn dk dk;y gks x;k-** enu us pkgk fd dksbZ dM+h ckr dg ns] ijUrq og Åij ls bruk lkglh ugha Fkk- eu gh eu Hkys gh HkquHkqukrk jgs- nwljs jkeizlkn mlds ;gka vk;k Fkk vkSj fQj nksuksa cpiu ds nksLr Fks- dqN mYVk&lh/kk dguk mlus mfpr ugha le>kcl bruk gh cksyk] ^^csdkj dh ckrsa er djks- pqipki pk; ih yks vkSj pyrs cuks- fdlh dh bTt+r ij dhpM+ mNkyuk vPNk ugha gksrk gS- lc gekjs tSls bUlku gSa- lcdh gekjh rjg bTt+r&vkc: gksrh gS-** 58 %% Mky ds ia{kh

enu dh ckr ij jkeizlkn us ,d yEck Bgkdk yxk;k- og eu gh eu ty&Hkqudj jg x;k^^’kknh djus dk bjknk gS D;k\** ^^’kknh u djsa rks Hkh D;k gj fdlh ds lkFk et+kd djuk mfpr gS\** ^^arqe t+:j mls I;kj djrs gks\** jkeizlkn us fo’okl ds lkFk dgk^^ugha rks---** vpkud mlds eqag ls fudy x;k- ijUrq ftl <ax ls mlus izfrokn fd;k Fkk] mlls lkQ+ t+kfgj gks jgk Fkk fd og jtuh dks I;kj djrk gS- jkeizlkn bruk ew[kZ ugha Fkk fd le> u ikrkog flj fgykdj vt+hc <ax ls eqLdjkus yxkmlds eqLdjkus ds <ax ls enu >saidj jg x;k^^gwa ---rks ;g ckr gS] ijUrq cPpw] rqEgkjs eka&cki xkao esa cM+h&cM+h vk’kk,a yxk, cSBs gS-a ;gka rqe lCt+ [okc ns[kksxs rks dSls dke pysxk\** jkeizlkn le>kus ds vUnkt+ esa cksyk^^rqe eq>s fl[kkrs gks\ rqe rks [kqn gh choh ds gksrs gq, j.Mhckth djrs gks- nk: vkSj vkSjrksa esa iSlk mM+krs gks- eSa ;g lc rks ugha djrk- eSa vPNh rjg tkurk gwa fd eka&cki ds fy, D;k djuk gS- csdkj esa ,d iSlk Hkh [kpZ ugha djrk-** enu xqLlk djrs gq, cksyk- eu esa HkM+kl Fkh gh] mls fudkyus dk ekSdk fey x;k Fkk^^rqe rks ukjkt+ gks x,- eSa dc dgrk gwa fd rqe csdkj iSlk Qawdrs gksiSlk rks [kpZ djus ds fy, gh dek;k tkrk gS- vkSj fQj vxj rqe ml yM+dh dks I;kj djrs gks rks blesa cqjkbZ D;k gS\** jkeizlkn dks mldh ckr vPNh ugha yxh Fkh] ijUrq enu vkSj T;knk xqLlk u gks tk,] blfy, le>kSrs dk ewM cukrs gq, ckr dks lekIr dj fn;kenu dks rqjUr viuh xyrh eglwl gqbZ- jkeizlkn us dqN xyr rks ugha dgk Fkk- mldk rS’k esa vkuk csot+g Fkk- vius vkidks la;r djrs gq, mlus dgk] ^^vPNk NksM+ks] bu lc ckrksa ls dksbZ ykHk ugha gksus okyk- dksbZ Hkh deZ ge viuh ekufld ’kkafr ds fy, djrs gS-a eq>s rqe ij vkjksi ugha yxkuk pkfg,gj fdlh dh viuh t:jrsa gSa- mUgsa iwjk rks djuk gh iM+rk gS- cqjk er ekuuk ;kj] nksLrh esa lc dqN pyrk gS-** ^^dksbZ ckr ugha--- eSa rsjh voLFkk le>rk gwa-** jkeizlkn us dgk] ^^cgu dh ’kknh dj ns- fQj rw Hkh fdlh ds lkFk ca/ku esa ca/k tk- ;g yM+dh Hkh cqjh ugha gS-** jkeizlkn vPNh rjg le> x;k Fkk fd enu jtuh dks I;kj djrk gSMky ds ia{kh %% 59

pkgs Åijh rkSj ij og Lohdkj u djs- nks toku fny ikl&ikl jgrs gksa vkSj muesa tokuh dh /kM+dusa u xwatsa] ;g dSls laHko Fkk- ,d nwljs dh rjQ vkdf"kZr gksuk foijhr fyaxh xq.k gS- jkeizlkn gj xq.k ls vPNh rjg ifjfpr Fkk- enu dh txg ij vkSj dksbZ gksrk rks jtuh mldh rjQ vkdf"kZr gks tkrh- I;kj esa O;fDr fo’ks"k dk egRo ugha gksrk gS- ;gka ifjfLFkfr;ka rFkk foijhr fyaxh iq#"k dk izHkko fo’ks"k :i ls iM+rk gSpyrs&pyrs og cksyk] ^^rks ;kn j[kuk] vkt ’kke vkuk ugha Hkwyuk-** ^^Bhd gS---** og mBrk gqvk cksykjkeizlkn rc rd njokts rd igqap x;k Fkk- ckgj ckfj’k dk tksj igys dh rjg Fkk- nhokj ds lgkjs fVdkdj j[kk mlus viuk Nkrk mBk;k vkSj vkf[kjh ckj enu dks ;kn fnykdj vkxs c<+ x;kenu dbZ iyksa rd njokts ij [kM+k mls tkrk gqvk ns[krk jgk] tSls mldh dksbZ fiz; pht+ mlls fcNM+ dj tk jgh gks- gkykafd ,slh ckr ugha Fkh- jkeizlkn dks ns[krs gq, dqN nwljs gh fopkj mlds efLr"d esa xwat jgs Fksvkneh dh Hkkouk,a fdl gn rd tk ldrh gSa\ fj’rksa ij fdl rjg vkjksi yxk;s tk ldrs gSa\ vkneh ds fdrus psgjs gksrs gSa\ bUgha ij og xkSj dj jgk Fkk- cgqr dVq vuqHko gks jgs Fks mls- ftu yksxksa ij mls fo’okl Fkk] ftuds ckjs esa mlus ,d et+cwr /kkj.kk vius eu esa cuk j[kh Fkh] ogha nksgjs pfj= okys lkfcr gq, Fks- mlds fo’okl dk iqy pjejkdj VwV x;k Fkk- fdl ij fo’okl djs og\ gj vkneh mls lQ+sniks’k vkSj eq[kkSVk p<+k, yxrk gS- lHkh dk pfj= ,d fcUnq ij vkdj detksj gks tkrk gS--- vkSj og gS ukjh- nwljksa dks nks"k D;ksa ns og\ og [kqn ukjh ds lkeus det+ksj gks tkrk gS- D;k jtuh ds izfr mlds eu esa det+ksjh ugha gS\--- gS] ijUrq og ml gn rd ugha fxj ldrk] ftruk uhps izk;% nwljs yksx fxj tkrs gSa- vkneh dks e;kZnkvksa dk ikyu rks djuk gh pkfg,og fopkjksa esa exu Fkk] rHkh jtuh vk /kedh- cksyh] ^^dkSu Fkk og\** ^^D;ksa--- rqe ugha tkurh D;k\ fdruh ckj rks vk pqdk gS ;gka\ esjs xkao dk jgus okyk gS-** og pkSadrs gq, cksyk^^cM+k gjkeh vkneh gS-** og dVqrk ls eqag cukrs gq, cksyh^^dSls----\ ** ^^ns[kk ugha----\ dSls ?kwj&?kwj dj eq>s ns[k jgk Fkk tSls ft+Unk gh uksapdj [kk tk,xk--- cs’keZ--- fuyZTt dgha dk-** ^^xkyh D;ksa nsrh gks\ fQj mlesa vkSj rqeesa Q+dZ D;k jg tk,xkog rqEgsa 60 %% Mky ds ia{kh

cs’kehZ ls ns[k jgk Fkk rks x+yr D;k Fkk- toku ejn vkSjr dks ?kwjdj ugha ns[ksxk rks dSls ns[ksxk-** og galdj cksyk^^gwa--- D;k mlds eka&cgu ugha gSa- eSa gh ,d vkSjr gwa D;k bl nqfu;k esa\ fdlh ds ;gka tkdj vka[ksa QkM+&QkM+dj vkSjrksa dks ?kwjuk D;k vPNh ckr gS\** ^^vPNh ckr rks ugha] ijUrq iq#"k dk eu vkSjrksa ds izfr cM+k papy gksrk gS- tgka dgha dksbZ yM+dh ns[kh] fQly x,- og Hkh toku gS vkSj rqe ij Hkh tokuh d;ker <k jgh gS- fQlyus ds fy, vkSj D;k pkfg,\** enu u tkus jtuh ds ckjs esa dSls ,slh ckr dg x;k- mldh ckr ij jtuh ds xky vkjä gks mBs- mlus ,d ckj frjNh ut+j ls mls ns[kk] fQj ’kjekdj nwljh rjQ eqag ?kqek fy;kenu dks FkksM+k vQ+lksl gqvk- mls ,slh ckr ugha dguh pkfg, Fkh- dgka rks og jkeizlkn dks mldh ckrksa ij mins’k ns jgk Fkk- vkSj dgka vc jtuh ds lkeus mldh rjQ+nkjh dj jgk Fkk- ysfdu djs Hkh rks D;k djs og\ fdlh dh cqjkbZ djuk mls vkrk ugha gS- vc vxj og jkeizlkn dks cpkus dh dksf’k’k dj jgk Fkk rks ;g mlds pfj= dk mTToy i{k gSdqN nsj rd mu nksuksa ds chp pqIih NkbZ jgh- vUr esa enu us dgk] ^^vkt ’kke vM~Ms ij tkuk gS- mlh ds fy, jkeizlkn cqykus vk;k Fkk- dgks rks pyk tkÅa\** ^^rqEgsa tkuk gks rks tkvks- esjs dgus ;k u dgus ls D;k Q+dZ iM+rk gSesjk dguk ekurs gks D;k\ vkSj fQj eSa dkSu gksrh gwa rqEgsa jksdus okyh\ eq>ls iwNdj rks gj dke djrs ugha\** ^^vks gks--- yxrk gS esjh dYyks ukjkt+ gks x;h gS- vPNk ckck] ekQ+ dj nks- fQj rqels et+kd ugha d:axk-** vkSj gkFk tksM+dj mlds lkeus [kM+k gks x;k^^gVks th] vkSjr ls ekQ+h ekaxrs gq, rqEgsa ’kje ugha vkrh\** jtuh ds dqN ,sls <ax ls dgk fd og vokd~ jg x;k- mldk fny csrgk’kk /kM+dus yxk- jtuh ds Loj esa ,d iRuh ds :Bus dk vankt+ Hkh Fkk rFkk I;kj vkSj vuqjkx dk ,slk vuwBk lfEeJ.k fd enu ds fny esa Qqy>fM+;ka QwV iM+ha- og pqipki pkjikbZ ij ysV x;k vkSj Nr dh vksj ns[kus yxk’kke dks og vkYgk lquus x;k] ijUrq ogka mldk eu ugha yxk- FkksM+h nsj #ddj og okil vk x;k- ?kj vkdj Hkh og isze vkSj drZO; ds pØO;wg esa iM+k Mky ds ia{kh %% 61

NViVkrk jgk- bl cspSuh dk mlds ikl dksbZ bykt+ ugha Fkk- pkgdj Hkh blls NqVdkjk ugha ik ldrk Fkk,d g¶rs ckn cjlkr dk tksj dqN de gqvk- fQj Hkh chp&chp esa cwna k&ckanh gks tkrh Fkh- ckny iwjh rjg ls NaVs ugha Fks- ijUrq ckgj fudyk tk ldrk Fkktc og fjD’kk ysdj ckgj fudyk rks lM+dksa dh n’kk ns[kdj pfdr jg x;kvf/kdka’k fupyh lM+dsa dhpM+&ikuh ls Hkjh gqbZ Fkha- dgha&dgha rks lM+dsa bl dnj VwV xbZ Fkha fd ogka ls fjD’kk fudky ikuk Hkh cgqr ef’dy FkkDokj ekl ’kq: gksrs gh ekSle lqgkouk gks x;k Fkk- fnu esa FkksM+h cgqr xehZ iM+rh Fkh] ijUrq jkrsa lq[kn] vkjkensg vkSj gYdh&gYdh B.Md iznku djus okyh Fkha- jkr esa fjD’kk pykuk vPNk yxrk Fkk- jkr esa dkQ+h nsj rd og fjD’kk pykrk Fkk- ;g ckr jtuh dks vPNh ugha yxrh Fkh] ijUrq og jtuh dh ijokg djrk rks dekbZ dgka ls gksrh,d fnu fjD’kk ysdj og taD’ku x;k Fkk- lokjh dks mrkj dj ogha fjD’kk ,d rjQ [kM+k djds vU; lokjh dh izrh{kk djus yxk Fkk- flfoy ykbUl dh rjQ fjD’kk [kM+k fd;k Fkk mlus- ogka dbZ yksx tkus&igpkus Fks- muls ckrsa djds le; ikl dj jgk Fkk- rHkh jkeizlkn Hkh ogka vk igqapk Fkk- mlds ikl fjD’kk [kM+k dj ds cksyk& ^^D;ksa HkkbZ] vktdy rks rqEgkjs n’kZu nqyZHk gks x;s gSa\ bruh ukjkt+xh fdl ckr dh\ dHkh&dHkh eqykdkr dj fy;k djks- ge rqEgkjs nq’eu rks gSa ugha\** ^^;gha ckr eSa rqels dgwa rks----\** og izR;qÙkj esa eqLdjkdj cksyk^^rc rks bldk esjs ikl dksbZ tokc ugha gS-** og Hkh gal iM+k- fQj mlds vkSj ut+nhd ljd dj cksyk] ^^dqN lquk rqeus----\** ^^D;k----\ ** ^^Jhjke Hkkx x;k----\** ^^D;k eryc gS rqEgkjk\** og pkSaddj cksyk^^deky gS--- bruk ut+nhd jgrs gks- lkFk&lkFk fjD’kk pykrs gks vkSj rqEgsa irk ugha pyk- rqe fdl nqfu;k esa jgrs gks\ xkao&?kj ds vkneh gks] gels dVdj dgka jgksxs\ dHkh&dHkh [kSj&[k+cj ysuh pkfg, u!** ^^Bhd gS] Bhd gS- mins’k ckn esa ns ysuk- igys vlyh ckr rks crkvks-** og [kh> Hkjs Loj esa cksykjkeizlkn tc rc ,sls gh mins’k nsus yxrk Fkk- mls vPNk ugha yxrk Fkkvkneh dks vkil esa ?kqy&feydj jguk pkfg,] ;g rks Bhd gS] ysfdu D;k t:jh 62 %% Mky ds ia{kh

gS fd ge mUgha yksxksa ls feysa&tqysa] ckrphr djsa tks gekjs xkao&tokj ds gksa- ge fdlh ds pfj= vkSj xq.kksa ls izHkkfor gksrs gSa] u fd xkao&tokj dk gksus dh ot+g ls^^rks rqEgsa fcydqy irk ugha\** ^^irk gksrk rks bruk tksj gh D;ksa nsrk\** ^^vPNk rks lquks] oks dgkor gS u fd pksj pksjh djrk gS rks Hkh lkr ?kj NksMd + j pksjh djrk gS] ysfdu lkyk Jhjke iM+kls esa gh pksjh djus yxk Fkk- cksyks] cxy ds ?kj esa lsa/k yxkvksxs rks D;k fdlh dks irk ugha pysxk fd dkSu lsa/k yxk dj pksjh djus dk iz;kl dj jgk gS-** ^^gka] ;g ckr rks lgh gS] ysfdu mlus pksjh dgka dh gS\** og cspSuh ds lkFk cksyk- mls vk’p;Z gks jgk Fkk fd Jhjke pksjh tSlk vijk/k Hkh dj ldrk Fkk^^arqe rks tkurs gks] gekjs iM+ksl esa Hkjksls jgrk gS- ogha tks fctyh foHkkx esa pijklh gS- mldh ,d yM+dh gS u! cq/kuh! mlds lkFk Jhjke dk pDdj dkQh fnuksa ls py jgk Fkk- lHkh dks irk Fkk ;g- ijUrq dksbZ D;k dj ldrk Fkk\ tc fe;ka&choh jkth rks D;k djsxk dkth\ eSaus rks mls dbZ ckj le>k;k,d gh edku esa jgdj ,slk djuk Bhd ugha gS] ijUrq og ekuk gh ugha- vHkh dqN fnu ihNs irk pyk fd cq/kuh ds iSj Hkkjh gSa- igys mldh eka dks irk pykfQj /khjs&/khjs ckr iM+kls esa QSyrh pyh x;h- cq/kuh ds cki us tc mls ekj&ihVdj iwNk fd fdldk iki mlds isV esa iy jgk Fkk rks lqurs gSa mlus Jhjke dk uke fy;k- cl mlh jkr dks Jhjke vM~Ms ls xk;c gks x;k- vHkh rd rks irk ugha pyk] dgka gS og\ [kSj ,slk rks gksuk gh Fkk** dgdj og pqi gks x;klqudj enu ldrs esa vk x;k- Jhjke ,slk Hkh dj ldrk gS] mls fo’okl ugha gks jgk Fkk- ysfdu jkeizlkn D;k mlls >wB cksysxk\ nksuksa vkil esa xgjs nksLr Fks- ,d nwljs dh varjx ckrsa tkurs Fks- ysfdu mldh le> esa ugha vk;k] tc mldk cq/kuh ds lkFk pDdj py jgk Fkk vkSj nksuksa esa ’kkjhfjd lacU/k Hkh Fks rks og ehjxat D;ksa tkrk Fkk\ D;k og vkSjr ds ’kjhj dk bruk T;knk Hkw[kk Fkk\ ;s Hkh gks ldrk gS fd cq/kuh ls gj jkst feyus dk ekSdk u fey ikrk jgk gksog rks lksp Hkh ugha ldrk Fkk fd Jhjke bruk uhps fxjk gqvk balku gks ldrk gS- ckgj dqN Hkh djrk] ijUrq ,d xjhc ds ?kj esa vkx rks u yxkrkxjhc dh csVh dks iki ds xrZ esa fxjk dj mlus rks {kf.kd lq[k ywV fy;k] ijUrq Mky ds ia{kh %% 63

yM+dh dh gj rjQ tks cnukeh gksxh] mldh dher D;k Jhjke pqdk ldsxk\ ugha] dHkh ugha- ,d xjhc dh gk; mls thou Hkj pSu ls ugha thus nsxhvQlksl Hkjs Loj esa og cksyk] ^^rqe vxj tkurs Fks rks mls jksdk D;ksa ugha\ cspkjh yM+dh dk thou cjckn djds j[k fn;k-** ^^eSa D;k djrk\ dgus Hkj dk esjk Q+tZ Fkk- eSaus dbZ ckj mls ,slk djus ls euk fd;k Fkk] ijUrq og ekurk rc u!** ^^cq/kuh ds eka&cki dks crk nsrs- og viuh yM+dh ij izfrca/k yxkrs] mls ckgj fudyus ls jksdrs rks vkt ;g ukScr gh D;ksa vkrh\** ^^rqeus Hkh [kwc dgh- rqe ugha tkurs] yM+dh ds eka&cki va/ks gksrs gSa- muls dgus dk eryc Fkk] vius Åij bYtke ysuk- NksVs vknfe;ksa esa ;gha rks ,d deh gksrh gS- rqe mudh deh crkvks vkSj mYVs og rqe ij gh bYtke Bksad nsaxs fd eSa mudh yM+dh dh cnukeh dj jgk gwa- viuh yM+dh dh xyrh og dHkh ugha Lohdkj djsaxs- mYVk eq>s gh Hkyk&cqjk dgrs- cq/kuh dh eka dks rks rqeus ns[kk gh gS- dSlh yM+kdw vkSjr gS- mls ikl&iM+ksl dh vkSjrksa ds lkFk xIisa yxkus ls gh Q+jq lr ugha feyrh- csVh dh rjQ /;ku dgka ls nsrh\ rqEgha crkvks] D;k toku csVh ds eka&cki viuh yM+dh dks xk;&HkSal dh rjg NqV~Vk j[krs gSa- yM+fd;ksa ij izfrca/k u gks rks mudk gky cq/kuh tSlk gh gksrk gS- mudks Qqlykus ds fy, yM+dksa dh D;k deh\** ^^gka] rqEgkjk dguk Hkh Bhd gS- ;gka ij cq/kuh vkSj Jhjke dk ftruk nks"k gS] mlls dgha T;knk yM+dh ds eka&cki dk gS- mUgsa viuh csVh ij ut+j rks j[kuh gh pkfg, Fkh-** ^^ysfdu eka&cki ,slk lkspsa] rc u!** enu /khjs ls cksyk] ^^eka&cki rks ckn esa lkspsaxs] igys rqEgkjs tSls HksfM+;ksa ls bl /kjrh dks eqDr djkuk gksxk-** dgrs&dgrs enu dh eq[keqnzk esa ifjorZu vk x;k] ^^rqe Hkh rks mrus gh nks"kh gks- Jhjke ds gj dke esa rqe mlds lk>hnkj Fks- rqe yksxksa esa ftLe dh Hkw[k bruh T;knk gS fd mlds fy, gj e;kZnk dk mya?ku dj ldrs gks- rqeus D;k cq/kuh ds lkFk pDdj pykus dh dksf’k’k u dh gksxhtc lQy ugha gq, rks lTtu cu x;s vkSj Jhjke dks ogha lc djus ls euk djus yxs tks rqe [kqn djuk pkgrs Fks- lp&lp crkvks] D;k ,slh ckr ugha gS\** og jkeizlkn dh ul&ul igpkurk Fkk- nksuksa lkFk&lkFk [ksy&dwn dj cM+s gq, Fks- lkFk&lkFk i<+kbZ dh Fkh vkSj vc lkFk&lkFk fjD’kk pykrs Fks- rc D;k mlds LoHkko ls ifjfpr u gksrk- pqi t:j jgrk Fkk] ijUrq vka[kksa ls rks lc 64 %% Mky ds ia{kh

dqN ns[krk gh Fkkenu dh ckr lqudj jkeizlkn f[kfl;k x;k] ^^gsa gsa** djrk gqvk gal iM+kenu xkSj ls mldk psgjk ns[kus yxkenu ckr djrs le; ’kk;n dqN tksj ls cksyus yxk Fkk- vkl&ikl dbZ fjD’kk okys bdV~Bk gks x;s Fks- ijUrq iwjh ckr mu yksxksa dh le> esa ugha vkbZ Fkh- muesa ls ,d cksyk] ^^D;k ckr gS] enu HkS;k\ usrk cuus dk fopkj gS D;k\ cM+k ysDpj ekj jgs gks-** enu eqLdjk dj cksyk] ^^HkkbZ] ;gka rks jksth&jksVh dh fpUrk ls gh Qqjlr ugha feyrh- usrk cuus dk rks liuk Hkh ugha vk ldrk gesa\** ^^gka HkS;k] ge yksxksa ds lkFk ;gha rks eqf’dy gS- jksth&jksVh dh fpUrk esa gh mej xqtj tkrh gS- vkSj ckrksa dh rjQ lkspus dk le; gh ugha feyrk gS-** nwljs fjD’ksokys us dgkigys okyk mRrsftr gksdj cksyk] ^^eqf’dy D;k gS] pkpk\ ge yksxksa esa ,drk ugha gS] lkgl ugha gS- ojuk D;k ge yksx viuk dksbZ vkneh pquko esa [kM+k ugha dj ldrs\ fey&tqy dj dke djus dh ckr gS- tc rd ,slk ugha gksxk] ge yksx xjhc ds xjhc gh jgsaxs- ns’k dk Hkkj vxj vehjksa ds dU/ks ij jgsxk rks og dHkh ugha pkgsaxs fd xjhc dks ,d twu dh jksVh eqgS;k gks- ge yksxksa dh le> ij iRFkj iMs+s gSa- vius LokFkZ ds vkxs vkSj dqN fn[kkbZ gh ugha nsrk-** ,d cw<+k fjD’kkokyk cM+s xkSj ls mudh ckrsa lqu jgk Fkk- cksyk] ^^rqe yksx vHkh toku gks- tokuh esa gj fdlh dks ,slh gh ckrsa lw>rh gSa- vkdk’k esa mM+us dk eu djrk gS- ysfdu dc rd--- ’kknh ds ckn tc uwu] rsy] ydM+h dh fpUrk lrkrh gS rks lkjs lius pwj&pwj gksdj fc[kj tkrs gSa- cPpksa] eSaus viuh tokuh bu lM+dksa ij fjD’kk pykrs gq, xqtkj nh gS- cq<+kis esa Hkh budk eksg ugha NwV jgk gS- eSaus vehj cuus ds lius dHkh ugha ns[ks- cPps gq, rks lkspk Fkk] mudks i<+k&fy[kk dj vkneh cukÅaxk- ,d fnu tc mudks ukSdjh fey tk;sxh rks dgsxa ]s ^ckiw] vc rqe vkjke djks] cgqr [kwu tyk fn;k- vc ge ukSdjh djrs gS]a vkjke ls ?kj esa cSBdj Hkxoku dk uke yks* ijUrq ,slk ugha gks ldk- csVksa dks i<+k&fy[kk dj cM+k fd;k] ’kknh dh- tc rd csdkj Fks] eka&cki ds nkeu esa flj Nqik;s jgsukSdjh yxrs gh iYyk >kM+dj vyx gks x;s] tSls eka&cki ls mudk dHkh dksbZ ukrk gh ugha Fkk- vc muds fy, choh gh lc dqN gS- mlh ds Åij lkjh dekbZ [kpZ djrs gSa- vc rqEgha lkspks] toku csVksa ds gksrs gq, ,d cw<+s cki dks fjD’kk pykuk iM+s] rks D;k og vkleku esa mM+us ds [okc ns[ksxkMky ds ia{kh %% 65

^^blhfy, eSa dgrk gwa fd esgur ls dke djks- ’kke dks nks jksfV;ka ulhc gks tk,a] Hkw[kk u lksuk iMs+ rks le> yks fd ft+Unxh ds lkjs lius iwjs gks x;susrk rks os curs gSa tks xkaB ds iwjs gksrs gSa vkSj ns’k rFkk xjhc turk ij ’kklu djuk pkgrs gSa- ge lc rks xjhc turk gSa- ge [kqn vius Åij ’kklu dSls dj ldrs gSa\** cw<+s ckck dh ok.kh esa ,slk nnZ Fkk vkSj df’k’k Fkh fd lkjs yksx lEeksfgr ls mudh ckrsa lqurs jgs- mudh ckr [kre gksus ij Hkh fdlh ds eqag ls dksbZ vkokt+ ugha fudyhdkQh nsj ckn enu us dgk] ^^ckck] vki lp dgrs gSa] viuh ft+Eesankfj;ksa dks fuHkkus ds flok ge dj Hkh D;k ldrs gSa- u rks gekjs ikl iSlk gS] u cqf)nks&pkj fdrkcsa i<+&fy[k dj D;k ge egkRek xka/kh cu ldrs gSa\ vxj xka/kh vkSj usg: cuuk gksrk rks D;k ge et+nwj ds ?kj iSnk gq, gksrs\** ^^/kUuk lsB ds ?kj iSnk gksus ls dksbZ cM+k vkneh ugha cu tkrk- vczkge fyadu dk mnkgj.k gekjs lkeus gS- og ,d ydM+gkjs ds ?kj esa tUe ysdj Hkh vesfjdk ds jk"Vªifr cus- rks fQj ge usrk D;ksa ugha cu ldrs-** ,d toku fjD’ksokyk mRrsftr gksdj cksyk^^vjs ?kksapw] vejhdk& vejhdk gS vkSj Hkkjr& Hkkjr- ;gka ukSdj ekfyd dHkh ugha cu ldrk-** nwljs us le>kus ds vankt+ esa dgk,d ckj cgl dk flyflyk pyk rks fQj #dus dks uke gh ugha ys jgk Fkk- lHkh mÙksftr gksdj ckrsa dj jgs Fks- ogha Åaph&Åaph ckrsa--- ftudk thou ls dksbZ okLrk ugha Fkk- lcds eu esa HkM+kl Fkh- mls ckgj mxyus dk ekSdk feyk Fkk D;ksa pwdrs\ ckrsa djds eu gYdk dj jgs FksijUrq mu lc dh ckrksa ls enu dk eu ?kcjkus yxk Fkk- og ogka ls gVdj ,d rjQ [kM+k gks x;k- dbZ yksxksa ds chp ckr djus esa mls ?kcjkgV gksrh Fkhtqcku yM+[kM+kus yxrh Fkh- ,slk D;ksa gksrk gS mlds lkFk\ mls [kqn le> esa ugha vkrk Fkk- ’kk;n ;g mldh tUetkr detksjh gks- mlds ckiw Hkh rks cgqr de ckrsa djrs gSa- dbZ yksx lkFk gksa rks dqN Hkh ugha cksyrsmlus b’kkjs ls jkeizlkn dks vius ikl cqyk fy;k- fQj mlls iwNk] ^^,d ckr lp&lp crkvks- D;k rqEgsa fcydqy irk ugha gS fd Jhjke dgka x;k gS\** enu us dqN bl <ax ls iwNk Fkk fd jkeizlkn ?kcjk dj jg x;k- enu mldk lPpk nksLr Fkk- Jhjke ls mldh varjaxrk t:j Fkh] ijUrq ogha rd] tgka rd nksuksa ds LokFkZ feyrs Fks- enu ls mldk dksbZ LokFkZ ugha Fkk- vr% ,d ckj 66 %% Mky ds ia{kh

mldk eu fd;k fd enu ls lc dqN lp&lp crk ns- >wB cksyus ls Qk;nk D;k Fkk\ mlus ,d ckj ut+j mBk dj enu dh rjQ ns[kkog mldh rjQ gh rkd jgk Fkk- mldh vka[kksa esa ,d ped Fkh tSls jkeizlkn ds fny dh ckr tku x;k gks- vc mlds ikl dksbZ pkjk ugha Fkk- pkjkaas rjQ ,d ljljh ut+j Mky dj cksyk] ^^vc rqels D;k fNikuk] ;kj\ ysfdu fdlh dks crkuk ugha- Jhjke blh ’kgj esa gS] ijUrq mlus fjD’kk pykuk NksM+ fn;k gS-** ^^vPNk] vc jgrk dgka gS\** ^^ppZysu esa mlds xkao ds ,d odhy jgrs gSa] usrk Hkh gSa- dqN fnukssa rd ,e- ih- Hkh jgs Fks- muds ;gka gh jgrk gS- mlds xkao ds dbZ yksx odhy lkgc ds ;gka dke djrs gSa- muds lkFk gh ukSdjksa ds dejs esa jgrk gS-** ^^odhy lkgc ls D;k mldh vPNh tku&igpku gS\** ^^gka] og vDlj dgk djrk Fkk fd odhy lkgc dks ml tSls vkneh dh t+:jr Fkh- mldh ckrksa ls og cgqr izHkkfor Fks- vr% pkgrs Fks fd Jhjke muds ikl gh jgdj ikVhZ ds dkeksa esa fgLlk ys- ,d fnu t+:j og cgqr cM+k usrk cusxk-** ^^vPNk rks vc og usrk cuus x;k gS!** enu us O;aX; ls dgk- mlds gksaBksa ij ,d fonwzi galh rSj x;h- eaqg dM+okgV ls Hkj x;k- og ,sls yksxksa ls l[r uQ+jr djrk Fkk tks fn[kkos dh ft+anxh thrs Fks- Jhjke muesa ls ,d Fkk- ;g lgh gS fd usrk cuus ds mlesa lkjs xq.k gSa] ijUrq D;k ,sls O;fDr;ksa ls ns’k esa lq/kkj dh vk’kk dh tk ldrh gS tks Lo;a pfj=ghu gksa] eklwe yM+fd;ksa dh bTtr vkSj fta+nxh ls f[kyokM+ djrs gksa- og usrk cuus ij D;k djsaxs] bldk lgt gh vuqeku yxkk;k tk ldrk gSmldk fny fd;k fd Jhjke ls ,d ckj fey dj mldks [kwc yrkM+s- mldh djuh ij mlds eqga ij Fkwd a ns- ij fQj mlus lkspk] mls bl lcls D;k ysuk&nsuk] og dkSu gksrk gS] Jhjke dks yrkM+us okyk\ og yM+dh mldh dkSu gksrh gS\ dksbZ Hkh rks ugha- fQj mls D;k iM+h gS fd [kke[okg nwljs ds QVs esa Vkax vaM+k,\ og fny elksg dj jg x;k- dk’k] og dqN dj ldrk\ og yM+dh vxj mldh viuh cgu gksrh rks D;k og bl rjg pqi jg tkrk\ Jhjke dh Vkax u rksM+ nsrk- gka] vo’; rksM+ nsrk- ijUrq vkneh dk [kwu vyx&vyx ifjfLFkfr;ksa esa vyx&vyx rjg ls [kkSyrk gS?kj dh rjQ ykSVrs gq, mlds fopkj Jhjke vkSj ml vuns[kh vutku yM+dh Mky ds ia{kh %% 67

ds bnZ&fxnZ gh ?kwe jgs Fks- yk[k dksf’k’k djus ds ckotwn Hkh og muls NqVdkjk ugha ik ldrk Fkk- ân; esa ykok mcy jgk Fkk- mls fudkyus dk ekSdk feyrk rks ’kk;n dqN jkgr fey ikrh] ijUrq ,slk dksbZ jkLrk ut+j ugha vk jgk Fkk mlsmldh mnklh jtuh ls Nqih u jg ldh- ,dkUr feyrs gh iwN fy;k] ^^D;k ckr gS] vkt fQj rqe dqN mnkl ls fn[k jgs gks\ irk ugha jkst&jkst rqEgkjs lkFk dkSu lh eqlhcr vku iM+rh gS fd rqEgkjk psgjk ges’kk yVdk jgrk gS- dHkh rks [kq’k jgus dh dksf’k’k fd;k djks-** og bl ckjs esa mlls dqN dguk ugha pkgrk Fkk] vr% Vkyus ds Hkko ls dg fn;k] ^^ugha ,slh dksbZ ckr ugha gS- vkt dqN T;knk gh esgur djuh iM+ xbZ- blhfy,--- vkSj dqN ugha---** og iyax ij ysV x;kirk ugha jtuh esa ,slh dkSu lh ckr Fkh fd enu ds Hkkoksa dks dkQh gn rd tku tkrh Fkh- og le> xbZ fd enu >wB cksy jgk Fkk^^vPNk] eq>s gh cukus dh dksf’k’k dj jgs gks- D;k eSa tkurh ugha fd rqe FkdkoV dh otg ls mnkl ugha gks- dksbZ vkSj dkj.k gS\ lp&lp crkvks] ckr D;k gS\** og iyax ds ikl vkdj [kM+h gks xbZ vkSj lh/kh ut+jksa ls mlds eqag dks fugkjus yxhenu mldh vka[kksa dk rst cnkZ’r ugha dj ldk- djoV cny dj cksyk] ^^rqe Hkh vthc yM+dh gks- gj oDr ftn~ djrh jgrh gks- dqN le>us dh dksf’k’k D;ksa ugha djrh gks\** ^^rqe Bhd ls le>krs dgka gks\** og gkSys ls eqLdjkbZjtuh ds eqLdjkus dh vnk! og ,dVd ns[krk gh jg x;k- le> esa u vk;k fd D;k dgs- cl /kM+drs fny dks laHkkyus dk iz;Ru djus yxkenu dh pqIih ls jtuh dks dks¶+r gks xbZ- og eqag fcxkM+dj cksyh] ^^gaqg] ugha crkuk pkgrs gks rks er crkvks- lksprs gksxs fd eSa dkSu gksrh gwa rqe ls tokc ryc djus okyh- dksbZ ckr ugha] tkvks- eSa Hkh rqe ls ckr ugha djrh** og >V pkjikbZ ls mBdj cSB x;k- mldh rjQ gkFk c<+kdj cksyk] ^^vjs] rqe rks cqjk eku xbZ- dqN rks [;ky fd;k djks esjk- dqN ,slh ckrsa gksrh gSa] tks rqels ugha crkbZ tk ldrha-** ^^vPNk] D;k eSa bruh cq)w gwa tks rqEgkjh ckr ugha le> ldrh\** og gkFk upkdj cksyh^^gka] rqe ugha le> ldrh-** og FkksM+k [kh>dj cksyk] ^^rqEgsa gj ckr esa Vkax vaM+kus dh vknr D;ksa iM+rh tk jgh gS\ rqe ugha le>rh] dqN ,slh ckrsa 68 %% Mky ds ia{kh

gksrh gSa tks dsoy enksZa ls gh dh tk ldrh gSa-** ^^rks ,slk D;ksa ugha dgrs fd I;kj&eksgCcr dh ckr gS- D;k rqEgsa fdlh yM+dh ls eksgCcr gks xbZ gS\ eq>s crkvks u mldk uke\** jtuh us [kq’kh dk Hkko tkfgj djrs gq, dgk] ijUrq vkokt ls yx jgk Fkk fd fny ds fdlh dksus esa bZ";kZ dk Hkko fNik gqvk Fkkenu dks cgkuk fey x;k- jtuh dks ckrksa esa my>k dj og vly eqís ls gV ldrk Fkk- mlus rqjUr dgk] ^^gka] vc tc rqe ftn~ dj jgh gks rks D;k Nqikuk- pyks] crk, nsrs gSa-** dgdj mlus ’kjkjrh ut+jksa ls jtuh dks ns[kkjtuh dqN cksyh ugha] cl mnkl ut+jksa ls mls rkdrh jgh- enu mlds fny dh gkyr le> jgk Fkk] ijUrq bl oDr og etkd ds ewM esa Fkk- Jhjke dks og dc dk Hkwy pqdk Fkk- og ;kn Hkh ugha djuk pkgrk Fkk- jtuh u gksrh rks ’kk;n og vkt jkr Hkj mldh ;knksa esa [kks;k jgrk- Bhd ls lks Hkh ugha ikrkog bUrtkj dj jgk Fkk fd jtuh dqN dgsxh- ij dbZ iy chr x,] og dqN cksyh gh ugha- vkf[kj mls gh dguk iM+k] ^^vc Hkh rqe tkuuk pkgrh gks esjh mnklh dk dkj.k\** ^^----!** vka[ksa t+ehu esa dqN ryk’k dj jgh Fkha^^,d yM+dh gS lqUnj lh] xksy&eVksy] ij FkksM+h dkyh lh- esjk cM+k [;ky j[krh gS- tc Hkh feyrk gwa mlls] NksM+us dk uke gh ugha ysrh- ckrsa rks cM+h I;kjh djrh gS] ijUrq esjh ukd esa ne Hkh dj nsrh gS- vkSj [kkuk rks bruk vPNk cukrh gS fd yksx maxfy;ka pkVrs jg tk,a- rqe ns[kksxh rks bZ";kZ ls ty&Hkqudj jk[k gks tkvksxh- cksyks] ns[kuk pkgksxh mls\** jtuh xqLls ls ckS[kykdj cksyh] ^^eSa mldk eqag u uksp ywa- crkvks] dgka jgrh gS og\ gaqg] cgqr vPNk [kkuk cukrh gS] cM+h I;kjh ckrsa djrh gS- rks ogha D;ksa ugha pys tkrs jgus ds fy,\ mldh xksnh esa flj fNik dj iMs+ jgk djksD;ksa vkrs gks ;gka\ ;gka rks rqEgkjk [;ky j[kus okyk dksbZ gS gh ugha\** xqLls ds vfrjsd esa mldh vkokt+ yM+[kM+kus yxh Fkh- og t+ehu ij cSBdj flldus yxhenu f[kyf[kykdj gal iM+k- pkjikbZ ls mBdj mlds ut+nhd vk;k- eu fd;k fd jtuh dks vkfyaxu esa dl ys- mlds eag ij ,d pqacu tM+ ns vkSj mlds vkalqvksa dks lq[kk ns^^vjh ixyh] bruk Hkh ugha le>rh \ tkdj vkbZuk ns[k] rw gh rks gS og yM+dh- crk] rsjs flok dkSu gS tks eq>s vPNk [kkuk cukdj f[kykrk gS ;gka\ dkSu ehBh&ehBh ckrsa djrk gS esjs lkFk vkSj lcls T;knk dkSu eq>s I;kj djrk gS\ Mky ds ia{kh %% 69

crk----\** jtuh dk fllduk ,dne can gks x;k- mlus viuh cM+h&cM+h dkyh iydsa mBk dj enu dh vksj ns[kk- mldh vka[kksa esa ’kjkjr dh >yd ikdj jtuh ykt ls fleV mBh- ?kqVus ds chp flj Nqik fy;k- og rqjUr uhps >qdk vkSj jtuh ds dU/kksa ij gkFk j[kdj mls Åij mBk fy;k- viuh ckgksa ds ca/ku esa tksjksa ls dl fy;k- jtuh ’kk;n blh {k.k dk bartkj dj jgh Fkh- gkSys ls viuk flj mlds dU/ks ij j[k fn;knksuksa dks yx jgk Fkk tSls thou dh gj [kq’kh mUgsa fey x;h gks- lalkj muds fy, O;FkZ Fkk] fu%lkj Fkk- I;kj og ’kS gS ftlds fy, gj NksVk&cM+k izk.kh rjlrk jgrk gS- I;kj u feys rks vkneh ikxy gks tk,- dqf.Br gksdj vkRegR;k tSlk ?k‘f.kr iki dj ysog nksuksa nhu&nqfu;k ls cs[kcj dbZ iyksa rd ,d nwljs ds vkfyaxu esa lek, jgs-

ikap nhikoyh ut+nhd vkrh tk jgh Fkh- enu us r; dj fy;k Fkk fd bl ckj nhikoyh ij ?kj vo’; tk,xk- jkeizlkn Hkh rS;kj Fkk- vHkh jtuh dks ;g ckr ugha crkbZ Fkh- lksp jgk Fkk] pyrs le; crk nsxkmUgha fnuksa] ,d fnu iz;kx ls ykSVrs le; mldh eqykdkr Jhjke ls gks xbZ- og fopkjksa esa exu <yoka jkLrs ij fcuk iSMy ekjs pyk vk jgk Fkk fd fdlh us ck;ha rjQ ls mls vkokt+ nh- og pkSaddj #dk- ck;ha rjQ pk; dh nwdku ij Jhjke dqN usrk Vkbi yksxksa ds lkFk cSBk gqvk Fkk- og fjD’kk ,d rjQ [kM+k djds nwdku ds vUnj igqapk^^vkvks] vkvks enu] dgka ls vk jgs gks\ cgqr fnuksa ckn fn[kkbZ iM+s gks\** enu us xkSj ls Jhjke dks ns[kk- dkQh ifjorZu vk x;k Fkk mlesa- [kknh dk dqrkZ&ik;tkek] ckyksa esa uQklr ls dh xbZ da?kh- igyh ut+j esa dksbZ igpku ugha ikrk fd og fjD’kk pykusokyk Jhjke Fkkenu ,d dqlhZ [khapdj mlds ikl cSB x;k- usrk Vkbi yksx mls bl rjg ns[k jgs Fks] tSls dksbZ vNwr muds chp vkdj cSB x;k gks- ijUrq mUgksaus dqN dgk ugha- ’kk;n] Jhjke dh vlfy;r ls okfdQ Fks70 %% Mky ds ia{kh

^^rqeus viuk /kU/kk cny fy;k gS rks fn[kkbZ dSls iM+rs-** enu us O;aX; ls dgk] ^^dgka rqe vkSj dgka eSa- nksuksa esa dksbZ esy gS D;k\ ge nksuksa foijhr fn’kk esa pyus okys yksx gSa- rqe ns’k pyk jgs gks vkSj eSa fjD’kk- rqEgkjh esjh j¶rkj esa tehu&vkleku dk vUrj gS-** mldh ckr lqudj Jhjke gal iM+k- ijUrq mlds lkFk cSBs yksxksa dh vka[ksa vk’p;Z ls QSyh jg xbZa tSls mUgsa fo’okl gh u Fkk fd ,d fjD’kk pykusokyk O;fDr ,slh xaHkhj ckrsa Hkh dj ldrk Fkkmuesa ls ,d vkneh us chp esa cksyrs gq, dgk] ^^HkkbZ lkgc] vki rks fopkjksa ls i<+s&fy[ks yxrs gSa] fQj----\** enu gksaB nkcdj eqLdjk;k] ^^vth ugha] ,slh fdLer dgka ge yksxksa dhi<+k&fy[kk gksrk rks lM+dksa ij fjD’kk D;ksa nkSM+krk\ dgha dksf’k’k djds ukSdjh u dj yh gksrh- ge yksx rks et+nwj gSa] et+nwj- et+nwj cudj iSnk gksrs gSa vkSj et+nwj jgdj ej tkrs gSa-** ^^ckrsa vki cgqr fnypLi djrs gSa- usrk gksrs rks cgqr lQy gksrs- vkidh ckrksa esa yksxksa dks izHkkfor djus dh ’kfDr gS-** ogha O;fDr cksyk] ^^vki gekjh ikVhZ D;ksa ugha Tokbu dj ysrs\** ^^D;ks]a D;k vyx ls fjD’kk ny cukuk gS\** og galk- fQj xaHkhjrk ls cksyk] ^^HkkbZ lkgc] nks ckrsa lqudj fdlh ds ckjs esa dksbZ jk; dk;e ugha dj ysuh pkfg,vkidks D;k irk esjh ifjfLFkfr;ka dSlh gSa\ fdl rjg eSa vius ?kj&ifjokj dk isV iky jgk gwa\ usrkxhjh rks [kkrs&ihrs yksxksa dk ’kkSd gS] dksbZ dke&/kU/kk ugha-** ^^vjs ;kj] rqe Hkh D;k ipM+k ys cSBs-** Jhjke us Vksadrs gq, dgk] ^^cgqr fnu ckn feys gSa] dqN gYdh&QqYdh ckrsa djks- usrkxhjh ds fy, lkjh mez iM+h gS- vkSj lqukvks] dSlk py jgk gS vktdy\** ^^esjh D;k gS] tSlh lw[ks lkou oSls Hkjs Hkknksa- lnhZ&xehZ lc ,d leku gSa esjs fy,] rqe lqukvks] D;k gky&pky gSa\ ns[k jgk gwa] dkQh ifjorZu vk x;k gS rqeesa\ yxrk gS] usrkxhjh vPNh rjg Qy&Qwy jgh gS\** ^^gka ;kj] cM+k vkjke gS usrkxhjh esa- gjZ yxs u fQVdjh vkSj jax pks[kkvkjke gh vkjke gS- ikVhZ ds pUns ls [kwc ,s’k djrs gSa- dgha lHkk ;k dUosU’ku gks rks vkSj etk vk tkrk gS- ikuh dh rjg iSlk cgrk gS- ftruk pkgks] cVksj yks- lkyk] esgur djds D;k feyrk gS\ ,d twu dh jksVh Hkh rks ugha tqV ikrhtc ns[kks [kkus ds ykys iM+s jgrs gSa- tsc esa chM+h rd ds iSls ugha jgrs- fQj Mky ds ia{kh %% 71

lkspks] dksbZ esgur D;ksa djs\ eSa rks HkbZ] rqEgsa Hkh lykg nwaxk fd fjD’kk pykuk NksM+dj gekjs lkFk vk tkvks- ets esa jgksxs-** enu dM+okgV ds lkFk cksyk] ^^vkjke dh jksVh rqEgsa gh ulhc gks- ge et+nwj ds csVs gSa vkSj et+nwjh djds viuk isV iky ysaxs- ,d ckr dk [;ky j[kuk] vxj blh rjg ls lcdks gjke dh jksVh [kkus dh lykg nsrs jgksxs rks lksp ysuk] ,d fnu ns’k esa Hkq[kejh vkSj xjhch ds flok vkSj dqN ugha jgsxkgekjh esgur dh cnkSyr gh ns’k dh vkfFkZd fLFkfr et+cwr jgrh gS vkSj rqe yksx gjke dh mM+krs gks-** Jhjke ds lkFk cSBs yksxksa dks enu dh ;g ckr ilUn ugha vkbZ Fkh- muesa ls ,d us eqag Vs<+k djds dgk] ^^vth] ge gjke dh mM+krs gSa rks ,slk dkSu gS tks gjke dh ugha mM+krk gS- vki Hkh fjD’kk pykrs gSa rks lokfj;ksa ls nks ds cnys pkj olwyrs gSa- dkSu bZekunkj gS ;gka] crk ldrs gks\ lc voljoknh gSa] tgka ekSdk feyrk gS] viuk LokFkZ fl) dj ysrs gSa-** ^^vki rks cqjk eku x;s-** enu galdj cksyk] ^^eSa vki ij dksbZ vk{ksi ;k vkjksi ugha yxk jgk gwa- ;g nqfu;k gh ,slh gS- vki dk dguk dqN gn rd lgh gS fd ge lc csbZeku gSa- dksbZ vius dke ds izfr csbZeku gS rks dksbZ nwljs ds lkFk csbZekuh djds viuk dke pykrk gS- ysfdu dqN bZekunkj Hkh gksaxs] ojuk bl nqfu;k esa csbZeku ’kCn gh ugha gksrk-** Jhjke us fQj chp eas Vksad fn;k] ^^HkbZ] ge ;gka jktuhfr esa cgl djus ds fy, ugha cSBs gSa- vki yksx FkksM+h nsj ds fy, pqi Hkh jgsa- eSa enu ls ckr djuk pkgrk gwa-** fQj mlus ckr dh /kkjk dks eksM+rs gq, iwNk] ^^?kj dc tk jgs gks] enu\** ^^nhokyh ij tkus dh lksp jgk gwa-** enu us gYdh vkokt esa dgkog tSls ’kfeZUnk gks fd mu yksxksa ls jktuhfr ij cgl djus yxk Fkk- jktuhfr mldk {ks= ugha gS- fQj D;ksa nwljksa ds chp esa Vkax vaM+kus yxrk gS\ u tkus D;k gks tkrk gS mls dHkh&dHkh\ tc Hkh csbZekuh vkSj Hkz"Vkpkj dh ckrsa lqurk gS] mldk [kwu [kkSyus yxrk gS- og cnkZ’r ugha dj ikrk gS vkSj dqN ,slh ckrsa dg tkrk gS tks nwljksa dks cqjh yxrh gSa- og Hkh D;k djs\ tc yksxksa esa lp cnkZ’r djus dh fgEer ugha gksrh rks cqjs dke djrs gh D;ksa gSaysfdu ,d mlds dgus ls D;k yksx lq/kj tk,axs\ dHkh ugha--- vdsyk puk D;k HkkM+ QksM+ ldrk gS\ mlds tSls u tkus fdrus vk, vkSj pys x;s- mudk uke ysus okyk rd ugha cpk gS dksbZ72 %% Mky ds ia{kh

enu [kkeks’k Fkk] ijUrq mlds fopkjksa dk dkjoka pyrk tk jgk Fkk- ’kk;n fiNys tue esa mlus Hk;adj iki fd;s Fks] tks xjhc et+nwj fdlku ds ?kj tUe fy;k Fkk] ojuk D;k lq[ke; thou fdlh dh cikSrh gS\ D;ksa ugha gS mldk thou lq[ke;\ nwljs yksx fo’ks"k rks ugha gksrs- lcdk tUe ,d gh rjg ls gksrk gSfQj ekuo&ekuo ds chp esa vlekurk,a D;ksa gSa\ fdldh ot+g ls gks jgk gS ;g lc\ bruk rks og tkurk gS fd vlekurk Hkxoku dh nh gqbZ pht ugha gS- ;g geha yksxksa us cukbZ gS] rkfd ,d euq"; nwljs ij ’kklu dj lds- dksbZ bl vlekurk dks lekIr ugha dj ldrk] D;ksafd tks bls nwj dj ldrk gS] og ’kkld gS vkSj ’kkld ugha pkgrk fd og lÙkkfoghu gksdj xfy;ksa dh /kwy Qkadus ij et+cwj gksokrkoj.k esa ruko lk O;kIr Fkk- Jhjke us mBrs gq, dgk] ^^pyks] vc pyk tk;s-** lHkh mBdj ckgj vk x,- enu us dgk] ^^pyrk gwa] fQj feywaxk- ekSdk feys rks dHkh vius iqjkus ;kj&nksLrksa ls Hkh fey tk;k djks- bl rjg fdukjk dj ysuk vPNk ugha gS- rqedks oksV rks geha yksxksa ls feysaxs-** Jhjke gal iM+k] ^^gka] dgrs rks rqe Bhd gks- vkÅaxk] t:j vkÅaxk-** enu dh cM+h bPNk Fkh fd ml yM+dh ds ckjs esa ckr djs] ijUrq mrus yksxksa ds chp ckr laHko ugha Fkh- nwljs ckrksa dk flyflyk Hkh ,d gh eqís ij vVdk iM+k jgk- enu dks ekSdk gh ugha feyk fd ml lacU/k esa ckrsa djrk- lkspk] fQj dHkh ckr dj ysxkfjD’kk mBkdj og lh/ks ?kj vk x;k- vc vkSj dgha tkus dk eu ugha Fkk?kj vk;k rks irk pyk fd jtuh ?kj ij ugha gS- mldh eka Fkha- jtuh cdfj;ka ysdj xaxk fdukjs pjkus xbZ Fkh- enu fny elksg dj jg x;k- ruko ds {k.kksa esa jtuh ls nks ehBh ckrsa djds og viuk th gYdk dj ysrk Fkk- vc rks ’kke rd bartkj djuk iM+sxk- mlds igys jtuh vkus okyh ugha FkhfjD’kk [kM+k djds og lh/kk jtuh ds ?kj ds vUnj ?kql x;k- eka ,d pkjikbZ ij ysVh vkjke dj jgh Fkha- cksyk] ^^D;k ckr gS pkph] rch;r Bhd ugha gS D;k\** ^^gka csVk] vkvks cSBks- ekSle cny jgk gS u! dqN gjkjr vkSj tq[kke lk yx jgk Fkk- blfy, vkt jtuh dks cdfj;ka pjkus Hkst fn;k-** og dguk rks pkgrk Fkk fd toku yM+dh dks bl rjg ckgj Hkstuk Bhd ugha gS] ijUrq dg u ldk- irk ugha pkph D;k lksprh\ fQj mldk jtuh ls lacU/k gh D;k Fkk tks mlds ckgj vkus&tkus ij jksd yxkrk- og tc feysxh Mky ds ia{kh %% 73

rks mlls gh ckr dj ysxkizdV esa mlus dgk] ^^dqN nokbZ yh fd ugha\** ^^dgka csVk] vkSj fQj ,slh dkSu lh cM+h chekjh gS- vius vki Bhd gks tk,xh- tq[kke gh rks gS-** ^^vki Hkh dSlh ckr djrh gSa- chekjh esa ykijokgh ugha cjruh pkfg,NksVh&NksVh chekfj;ka gh vkxs pydj cM+h chekjh cu tkrh gSa- eSa vHkh cq[kkj dh dksbZ fVfd;k ysdj vkrk gwa-** eka ds jksdus ds ckotwn og ckgj vk;k vkSj nok dh nwdku ls cq[kkj rFkk tq[kke dh fVfd;k [kjhn yk;k- [kqn fxykl esa ikuh Hkjdj fn;k vkSj tcjnLrh mUgsa ,d fVfd;k f[kyk nh^^cl] vc vki vkjke dhft,- ’kke rd vki gYdkiu eglwl djsaxh** ^^rqEgkjs tSlk csVk gj eka dks feys-** og iz’kalk djrs gq, cksyha] ^^u tkus fiNys tue esa dkSu ls iki fd;s Fks tks Hkxoku us eq>s csVk ugha fn;k-** og fQj csVs dk nq[kM+k jksus yxhaenu us mUgsa le>krs gq, dgk] ^^vktdy pkph] csVk&csVh esa dksbZ QdZ ugha gS- csVk Hkh gks vkSj ukyk;d fudy tk, rks fdl dke dk- Hkxoku us vxj vkidks ,d vPNh csVh gh nh rks dksbZ cqjk ugha fd;k- csVh&nkekn ls vkidk nq%[k tkrk jgsxk- vkSj fQj vkidks rks ,d gh csVh gS] mls gh csVk ekfu,- vkids lkjs vjeku iwjs gks tk;saxs- vc rks cl ,d gh dkeuk dhft, fd vPNk nkekn feys vkidks tks csVs dh lkjh deh iwjh dj ns-** ^^gka csVk] fny dks rlYyh rks nsuh gh iM+rh gS] ojuk D;k deh gS gesalc dqN rks gS- cl** mlds vkxs og pqi gks x;ha] tSls dqN lkspus yxh gksafQj FkksM+h nsj ckn mUgksaus dgk] ^^csVk] ns[kuk rqEgkjk [kkuk cuk j[kk gS[kk ysuk-** ^^vPNk]** dgdj og viuh dksBjh esa vk x;k[kkuk [kkdj FkksM+h nsj vkjke fd;k vkSj fQj fjD’kk ysdj iz;kx LVs’ku dh rjQ py fn;k’kke dks mldh eqykdkr jtuh ls gqbZ] ckr Hkh gqbZ- ijUrq og ckr u dg ldk tks mlds fny esa Fkh- dgrk Hkh dSls\ vDlj mldk fnekx bl my>u esa Qalk jgrk gS fd jtuh ij mldk vf/kdkj gh D;k gS\ vxj dksbZ gS rks fdl ukrs\ rks fQj fdl eqag ls mldks ckgj tkus ls euk djs\ tc mldh eka dks mlds ckgj tkus ij dksbZ ,rjkt ugha gS rks mls gh D;ksa gks\ og mldh C;kgrk 74 %% Mky ds ia{kh

rks gS ugha] eaxsrj Hkh ugha] rks fQj--- og D;ksa ijs’kku gksrk gS jtuh ds ckgj tkus lslp] jtuh mldh dksbZ ugha yxrh] ij D;k mu nksuksa ds chp fny dk fj’rk Hkh ugha gS\ ;g fj’rk rks lcls cM+k gksrk gS- ij og Hkh tkurk gS fd bl fj’rs dh dksbZ eaft+y ugha gS- mls [kqn irk ugha fd dgka ij tk tkdj #dsxk- dksbZ jkLrk] dksbZ eaft+y rks mls ut+j ugha vkrhmlds thou esa D;k cl ?kqyrs tkuk gh fy[kk gS\ dkSu tkus----\ dqN yksxksa ds fy, thou bruk uhjl D;ksa gksrk gS\ fcuk deZ fd, gh D;ksa dqN yksx thou ds lkjs lq[k Hkksxrs gSa\ dHkh&dHkh og vR;f/kd ijs’kku gks tkrk] ijUrq mlds cl esa D;k Fkk\ og ,d fruds ds leku lalkj :ih nfj;k esa cgrk tk jgk Fkk- cguk gh mldh fu;fr Fkh- D;k dHkh fdukjk Hkh fey ik,xk mls\ yxrk rks ugha gS’kgj esa mldk ne ?kqVrk Fkk- xkao esa dke ugha Fkk- og tk;s rks dgka tk;s\ FkksM+s cgqr iSls bdV~Bs gks pqds Fks- xkao gks vkrk rks fny dks FkksM+k lqdwu fey tkrk- nhokyh flj ij vk x;h Fkh- dqN diM+s&yÙks Hkh [kjhn dj j[k fy;s Fksjtuh ls dgk rks cksyh] ^^fdrus fnu esa ykSVksxs\** ^^cl ;gha iUnzg chl fnu esa ykSV vkÅaxk-** ^^vkvksxs rks t:j----\** jtuh us dqN ,sls iwNk] tSls mls enu dh ckr ij ;dhu u gks jgk gks^^ykSVwaxk D;ksa ugha\ xkao esa esjh dksbZ QSDVjh rks yxh ugha fd #d tkÅaxknks twu dh jksVh ds fy, ’kgj ls vPNh vkSj dkSu txg gks ldrh gS\** mls yxk tSls jtuh dqN ek;wl gks x;h Fkh- fQj Hkh og dqN cksyh ughamlus Hkh bl lacU/k esa T;knk ckr ugha dhvUrr% mlds ?kj tkus dk le; vk gh x;k- jkr dh xkM+h ls tkuk Fkknks&rhu yksx vkSj Hkh tk jgs Fks- r; gqvk fd LVs’ku ij lkjs yksx feysaxsenu dks dksbZ yEch rS;kjh rks djuh ugha Fkh- ,d lLrk ,vjcSx [kjhn fy;k Fkk- mlh esa lkjs diM+s&yÙks vk x, Fks- mlus eglwl fd;k] ml fnu jtuh cgqr mnkl Fkh- mlls T;knk ckr Hkh ugha dh- lkeus iM+rh rks ,d ut+j ns[kdj flj >qdk ysrh- enu lc dqN le> jgk Fkk] ijUrq og dj Hkh D;k ldrk Fkk\ jtuh dks dkSu le>k;s fd og lnk ds fy, ugha tk jgk Fkk- nhokyh ds ckn ykSV vk,xktkus ls FkksM+k igys jtuh mlds dejs esa vkbZ vkSj diM+s dh ,d iksVyh Mky ds ia{kh %% 75

mlds gkFkksa ij j[krh gqbZ cksyh] ^^bls j[k yks-** ^^D;k gS blesa\** mlus iwNk^^dqN ugha] cl jkLrs ds fy, dqN ijkaBs cka/k fn;s gSa] [kk ysuk- dgha ca/ks u jg tk;sa-** ^^jtuh] rqe fdruk [;ky j[krh gks esjk- rqEgkjh tc ’kknh gks tk,xh rks cgqr ;kn vkvksxh-** og xaHkhj Loj esa cksykjtuh us cl ,d ckj mldh rjQ ns[kk vkSj ut+jsa >qdk yha- og ,dVd mls ns[krk jgk- fQj cksyk] ^^rqe cgqr mnkl yxrh gks- ixyh] eSa lnSo ds fy, rks ugha tk jgk gwa- nhokyh ckn okil vk tkÅaxk-** ^^eq>s rks yxrk gS] rqe lnSo ds fy, tk jgs gks-** ^^,slk D;ksa yxrk gS rqEgsa\** ^^cl yxrk gS--- ** fQj og pqi gks x;hnksuksa ds chp cgqr dqN dgus dks Fkk] ijUrq ’kCn tSls dgha xqe gks x, Fkscl fny gh fny esa ckr dj jgs Fksmlds tkus dk le; Hkh gks x;k Fkk- mlus lkeku mBkrs gq, dgk] ^^rks pyrk gwa] rqe viuk [;ky j[kuk- eSa tYnh gh ykSV vkÅaxk-** og flj >qdk, lqurh jgh- og ckgj fudyk- jtuh dh eka ls feyk vkSj ,d ut+j jtuh ij Mkydj vius jkLrs py iM+k- mls irk Fkk] jtuh mls tkrs gq, ns[k jgh gksxh] ij mldh fgEer ugha gqbZ fd ,d ckj eqM+dj mldh rjQ ns[k ysrk- D;k irk] fQj dc feyuk gks\ dg rks jtuh ls vk;k Fkk fd nhokyh ckn ykSV vk,xk] ijUrq mldk fny Hkh u tkusa D;ksa ,slk dg jgk Fkk fd vc ’kk;n bu xfy;ksa esa ykSVdj vkuk u gks ik,- ge tks lksprs gSa] og gjne lp ugha gksrkmlds ikao cgqr Hkkjh gks x, Fks] tSls muesa tku gh u gksog vius dks cgqr Fkdk gqvk eglwl dj jgk Fkk- dne tSls ihNs dh vksj ykSV tkuk pkgrs Fks- xyh ds eksM+ ij vkf[kj mlus eqM+dj ns[k gh fy;k Fkk- jtuh rc Hkh mldks tkrk gqvk ns[k jgh Fkh- mlds dne dqN fBBds] fQj vkxs c<+ x,- jtuh vka[kksa ls vks>y gks xbZ Fkhmldk fny Mwc jgk Fkk- dne vkxs c<+us ls euk dj jgs Fks- ,d eu dj jgk Fkk] okil vk tk,- fQj eka&cki vkSj cgu dk [;ky vkrk- muls feys Hkh rks fdrus fnu gks x, Fks- ,d ckj fey vkrk rks og Hkh fdruk [kq’k gks tkrsvkf[kj og tks dek jgk Fkk] og mUgha ds fy, rks Fkk- muls mldk [kwu dk fj’rk 76 %% Mky ds ia{kh

Fkk- jtuh ls vkf[kj mldk fj’rk gh D;k gS\ dsoy Hkkouk dk gh u! Hkkouk,a mitrh gSa vkSj le; ikdj ej tkrh gSa- mu ij fdlh dk o’k ugha gksrk- ij muls nwj rks gqvk gh tk ldrk gS- jtuh dh ftUnxh mlds lkFk rks ca/kh ugha gS- fQj ,sls fj’rs ls D;k Qk;nk fd og thou Hkj iNrkos dh vkx esa tyrk jgsnqfo/kk esa Qalk og LVs’ku igqapk- fopkj mldk ihNk ugha NksM+ jgs Fks- bruk D;ksa lksprk gS og\ D;k Qk;nk gS- eu gh rks tyrk gSlkspus ls dksbZ jkgr ugha feyrh- dSls feysxh jkgr mlds eu dks\ D;ksa ugha nwljksa dh rjg og ft+Unxh dks gYds <ax ls ysrk gS\ thou ds gj {k.k dks vius esa vkRelkr djus ls dksbZ lq[k ugha feyrk- ekufld v’kkafr esa Qalk og ?kqyrk jgrk gS- vkneh dks bruk Hkkoqd ugha gksuk pkfg,- bruk nq%[kh og igys dHkh ugha gqvk Fkkmlds lkFkh igys gh LVs’ku ij igqap pqds Fks- xkM+h vkus esa vHkh FkksM+h nsj Fkh- mlds lHkh lkFkh vkil esa galh etkd dj jgs Fks- og ,d dksus esa cSBk pqipki [k;kykas esa xqe Fkk- nks&,d ckj fdlh us ckr djus dh dksf’k’k dh Hkh Fkh] ijUrq mlus gwa&gka djds Vky fn;k- mldh mnklhurk ns[kdj fQj fdlh us ckr djus dh dksf’k’k ugha dhxkM+h vkbZ- lc ,d fMCcs esa ?kql x,- [kklh HkhM+ Fkh- nhokyh esa lHkh ?kj tk jgs Fks- fo’ofo|ky; Hkh can gks pqdk Fkk- Nk= Hkh vius&vius ?kjksa dks ykSV jgs FksjkLrs esa mls jtuh ds ijkaBksa dk Hkh /;ku ugha vk;k- ;wa rks ?kj ls [kkuk [kkdj gh pyk Fkk- Hkw[k Hkh ugha Fkh- ckdh yksxksa us Hkh dqN ugha [kk;k- blfy, Hkh mls [kkus dk [k;ky ugha vk;k- galrs&cksyrs jkr dV xbZnwljs fnu lqcg xkM+h mlds xkao ds utnhd ds LVs’ku ij igqaph- lc vius&vius ?kj dh vksj py iM+s- tkuk&igpkuk jkLrk Fkk- lcds fny [kq’kh ls mNy jgs Fks- [ksrksa dh feV~Vh dh egd muds uFkquksa esa lek xbZiSny nks ?k.Vs dk jkLrk Fkk- bl nkSjku jkLrs esa pyrs gq, enu us t:j vius nksLrksa ls [kqydj ckr dhxkao igqapk rks fnu ds ukS ct jgs Fks- ?kj esa dksbZ ugha Fkk- lHkh yksx [ksr ij dke djus x, Fks- fdlh cPps us nkSM+dj mlds eka&cki dks [kcj dj nhcki rks rqjUr ugha vk;k] ijUrq eka&cgu rqjUr gh Hkkxdj ?kj ij vk xbZa- mlus Mky ds ia{kh %% 77

eka ds pj.k&Li’kZ fd,cgu us rqjUr [kks;s esa ’kDdj feykdj mlds lkeus j[k fn;k- [kkdj mlus ikuh fi;k- fQj iwNk] ^^?kj esa lc jkth [kq’kh gS\** ^^gka]** eka us tokc fn;k] ^^bl ckj rsjs ckiw us nks ch?kk [ksr vkSj cVkbZ ij fy;k gS-** ^^D;k ckiw bruh esgur dj ik,axs\** ^^djuh gh iM+sxh- bl lky jk/kk dh ’kknh Hkh rks djuh gS-** ^^’kknh dgha Bhd gqbZ fd ugha\** ^^dbZ txg ckr pyk j[kh gS- nhokyh ds ckn ,d txg fQj tkuk gS- yM+ds dk cki VkVk ¼te’ksniqj½ esa jgrk gS- ’kk;n yM+dk Hkh ogha dke djrk gS- ns[kks] ’kk;n ckr cu tk;s- rsjs QwQk ckr pyk jgs gSa-** mlus ,d ut+j viuh cgu dh rjQ ns[kk- fdruh cM+h gks xbZ gS- vc rd rks bldh ’kknh gks tkuh pkfg, FkhfQj og lkeku [kksydj lcdks fn[kkus yxk- ckiw ds fy, /kksrh] dqrsZ dk diM+k vkSj vaxkSNk] eka ds fy, lkM+h&Cykmt vkSj isVhdksV dk diM+k- ;gha diM+s jk/kk ds fy, Hkh Fks- ijUrq eka dh vis{kk dqN T;knk pV[k Fks- diM+s ns[kdj [kq’k gks x;h ogcSx esa ,d iksVyh Hkh Fkh- rc vpkud enu dks [;ky vk;k fd jtuh us pyrs le; dqN ijkBs cka/k fn, Fks- dgk Fkk] ^[kk ysuk] dgha ca/ks u jg tk;sa* vkSj lpeqp ca/ks gh jg x;s Fks- jkLrs esa mls Hkw[k Hkh ugha yxh Fkh] ojuk ;kn Hkh iM+ tkrkmls cgqr nq%[k gqvk- jtuh us fdrus I;kj ls ijkaBs cukdj fn, gksaxs vkSj mls jtuh ds fny dk rfud Hkh [;ky ugha vk;k- vc rd rks [kjkc Hkh gks x, gksaxs- fQj Hkh mudks Qsadus dk mldk eu ugha gqvk- iksVyh dks og ,sls lgyk jgk Fkk] tSls og jtuh dk lj gks vkSj mls Fkifd;ka ns nsdj dg jgk gks] ^eq>s ekQ dj nsuk] jtuh-* mlus /khjs ls iksVyh [kksyh- eka vkSj jk/kk cM+s xkSj ls mls ns[k jgh Fkha] ijUrq enu dk /;ku mudh rjQ ugha Fkk- iksVyh [kksyrs gh mldh ut+j ftl pht+ ij igys iM+h] mls ns[kdj mldh vka[ksa gSjr ls QVh jg xbZa- iksyhFkhu dh ,d NksVh FkSyh ds vUnj lkS&lkS #i;s ds dqN uksV j[ks Fks- mlus gM+cM+k dj uksV fudkys- fxus] dqy ikap lkS #i;s Fks- ikap lkS #i;s og ikap eghus esa Hkh ugha cpk ldrk Fkk78 %% Mky ds ia{kh

iy Hkj esa gh mlds fnekx esa vufxur [;ky vkdj pys x,- og fdlh fuf’pr er ij ugha igqapk- mlus lksp fy;k fd jtuh iSls ls mldh enn djuk pkgrh Fkh- ;wa nsrh rks og ysrk ugha] blfy, [kkus dh iksVyh esa fNikdj fn, Fks] rkfd tc mls jkLrs esa irk Hkh pys rks og mUgsa okil djus ds fy, dqN u dj ldsdkQh nsj rd og dqN u cksyk rks eka us gh iwN fy;k] ^^D;k gqvk] csVk\ D;k lksp jgs gks\** ^^dqN ugha---** mlus flj dks gYdk >Vdk fn;k vkSj lkekU; cuus dh dksf’k’k djrk gqvk iSls eka dks Fkek fn,] ^^bUgsa j[k yks eka] dqN vkSj Hkh iSls gSa] ckn esa fudkydj nsrk gwa-** og pqipki pkjikbZ ij ysV x;k- eu dj jgk Fkk] mM+dj jtuh ds ikl igqap tk;s- dldj mls ckagksa esa tdM+ ys- vkSj fQj--- vkSj fQj og liuksa esa [kks x;kdkfrZd dk eghuk Fkk- xquxquh /kwi vPNh yxrh Fkh- mldh eka us vkaxu esa pkjikbZ Mky nh Fkh- og ml ij fpr ysVdj vkleku dh rjQ ns[k jgk Fkkcnu dks /kwi t:j vPNh yxrh Fkh] ijUrq vka[kksa dks ugha] vr% mlus viuh vka[kksa dks /kwi ls cpkus ds fy, mu ij nksuksa gkFk vkM+s djds j[k fy, Fksmldh cgu NIij ds uhps flyoV ij elkyk ihl jgh Fkh- eka jlksbZ esa irk ugha dkSu ls idoku cukus dh rS;kjh dj jgh Fkhaeka dk fny cgqr cM+k gksrk gS- yM+dk ’kgj ls vk;k Fkk- og pkgrh Fkh fd nqfu;k Hkj dh usersa mls cukdj f[kyk ns] ’kgj esa irk ugha Hkj isV [kk;k Hkh gksxk fd ugha- vdsyk jgrk Fkk- dHkh cukdj [kk;k gksxk] dHkh ugha- ;wa gh isV nkcdj lks tkrk gksxkijUrq eka dks D;k irk Fkk fd ’kgj esa jtuh uke dh ,d ’kSrku yM+dh Fkh- og dHkh fdlh dks isV nkcdj lksus ugha nsrh Fkh- fQj Hkh eka rks eka gksrh gS- mls rks vius cPpksa dks HkjisV [kkuk f[kykuk gh gS- pkgs og [kk ihdj HkSalk gh D;ksa u gks jgk gksog fopkjksa esa eXu Fkk fd rHkh vpkud ?kj ds vUnj Bkdqj ohjiky us izos’k fd;k- og vkaxu rd ?kqlrs pys vk;s Fks tSls fd mudk viuk ?kj gksblesa dksbZ u;h ckr Hkh ugha Fkh- iwokZapy ds bu xkaoksa esa lfn;ksa ls ;gha gksrk pyk vk jgk Fkk- Bkdqj xjhc ds ?kj dks viuk ?kj le>rs Fks vkSj mudh cgw&csfV;ksa dks viuh j[kSyMky ds ia{kh %% 79

Bkdqj ohjiky dks ’kk;n irk ugha Fkk fd enu ’kgj ls vk;k gqvk Fkkog ?kj ds vUnj ?kqlrs gh tksj ls cksys] ^^jk/kk dh eka] dgka gks rqe\ vjs] okg] D;k [kq’kcw vk jgh gS\ D;k dksbZ esgeku vkus okyk gS\ jk/kk] cM+h [kq’k fn[k jgh gks- D;k rqEgkjs ns[kqvk ¼oj i{k ds yksx tc yM+dh dks ilan djus vkrs gSa rks mUgsa xkoksa esa ns[kqvk dgk tkrk gS½ vk jgs gSa\ rqEgkjh eka dgka gS\ vPNk] [kkuk cuk jgh gS-** cksyrs&cksyrs og jk/kk ds fcydqy lkeus tk [kM+s gq, Fks- rc rd enu mBdj pkjikbZ ij cSB x;k Fkk- Bkdqj lkgc dh ut+j vHkh rd enu ij ugha xbZ Fkh- og dqÙks dh rjg thHk yidkrs gq, jk/kk ds lhus dh rjQ ns[k jgs Fksenu dks cgqr xqLlk vk;k] ijUrq vius xqLls dks ihrs gq, cksyk] ^^jke jke] Bkdqj lkgc!** Bkdqj ohjiky pkSaddj enu dh rjQ eqMs+] ^^vjs] rqe dc vk;s enu\** ^^vkt gh vk;k gwa-** og pkjikbZ ls mBdj [kM+k gks x;k vkSj ckgj dh rjQ fudyrk gqvk cksyk] ^^vkb,] ckgj NIij ds uhps cSBrs gSa- dksbZ dke Fkk D;k\** Bkdqj lkgc >sai feVkrs gq, cksys] ^^vjs ugha] /kku ds [ksr dVus okys gSa u! mUgha ds fy, vk;k Fkk fd rqe yksx dc pyksxs [ksr dkVus\ pkSeklksa esa xsgwa Hkh cks;k tkus yxk gS-** fQj ckr cnyrs gq, cksys] ^^rqEgkjs ckiw fd/kj gSa\ muls gh ckr djuh Fkh-** ^^ckiw rks [ksr ls vHkh vk;s ugha- vki rks m/kj ls gh vk jgs gksaxs- feys ugha D;k [ksrksa esa\** rc rd enu ?kj ds ckgj vk x;k Fkk- Bkdqj lkgc Hkh etcwjh esa f[kfl;k, gq, ihNs&ihNs ckgj vk x;s- nkyku esa iM+h pkjikbZ dks Bhd djrs gq, enu us dgk] ^^cSfB,] Bkdqj lkgc!** ^^ugha] cSBus dk ekSdk ugha gS- rqEgkjs ckiw vk tk;sa rks muls dg nsuk fd ,d nks&fnu esa [ksr dkVus gSa-** dgrs gq, Bkdqj lkgc pys x;s- enu bRehuku dh lkal ysrk gqvk ?kj ds vUnj vk x;ktSls Hkh gks] cgu dh ’kknh bl ckj dj gh nsuh gS- xkao ds Bkdqjksa dk dksbZ Hkjkslk ugha- jk/kk rks Hkksyh&Hkkyh yM+dh gS- ?kj ls ckgj fudyuk gh iM+rk gS- gtkj dke gS-a dksbZ jktdqekjh rks gS ugha fd ijns esa gh cSBh jgs- ckgj fudysxh rks gtkj dehuksa ls ikyk iM+sxk- dksbZ Hkh mls I;kj ls cgyk&Qqlyk ldrk gS ;k Mj fn[kk dj mldh bTtr ds lkFk f[kyokM+ dj ldrk gS- xkao esa Bkdqj 80 %% Mky ds ia{kh

ohjiky tSls yksxksa dh deh gS D;k\ og lksprk pyk tkrk gS- f’kox<+ Bkdqj cgqy xkao gS- T;knkrj tehusa mUgha yksxksa ds ikl gSa- gfjtuksa vkSj fiNM+h tkfr;ksa ds ikl ;k rks mudk iq’rSuh /kU/kk gS ;k FkksM+h cgqr [ksfrgj tehu- vf/kdka’k rks Hkwfeghu gh gSa] tks Bkdqjksa ds [ksrksa esa dke djds thou&;kiu djrs gSa- Hkwfeghuksa dks tehusa ckaVus ds ljdkjh dk;ZØe dsoy Bkdqjksa rd gh lhfer gks dj jg x, Fks- gfjtuksa rFkk fiNM+h tkfr;ksa dks mu ;kstukvksa ls dksbZ Qk;nk ugha gqvk FkkBkdqj le>rs gSa fd mudks xjhc ?kj dh cgw&csfV;ksa dh bTtr ds lkFk f[kyokM+ djus dk tUefl) vf/kdkj izkIr gS- [kqysvke mudh bTtr ls [ksyrs gSa] dksbZ pha&piM+ ugha dj ldrk- vxj fdlh us vka[k mBkus dh fgEer dh rks ljsvke mldh fiVkbZ gksrh gS- mldk [ksrksa dh rjQ fudyuk can dj fn;k tkrk gS- vkf[kj lHkh dks [ksrksa dh rjQ fn’kk&eSnku ds fy, fudyuk gh iM+rk gS- tkuojksa ds pkjs&ikuh ds fy, [ksrksa esa ugha tk,axs rks vkSj dgka tk,axs vkSj D;k djsaxs- etcwjh esa Bkdqjksa dh T;knfr;ksa dks cnkZ’r djrs jgrs gSaxjhcksa dks ,d gh ckr ls larks"k feyrk gS fd Hkxoku us Bkdqjksa ds ?kjksa esa Hkh csfV;ka iSnk dh gSa- og Hkh toku gksrh gSa vkSj vke yM+fd;ksa dh rjg muds Hkh ikao fQlyrs gSa- xkao esa xjhcksa dh csfV;ksa rFkk cgqvksa dh bTtr vxj Bkdqjksa ds gkFk lqjf{kr ugha gS rks [kqn mudh csfV;ka xkao ds fuBYys vkSj cnek’k fdLe ds yM+dksa ds lkFk xqyNjsZ mM+krh gSaD;k bl xkao esa fdlh ls dqN fNik gS\ tks tSlk djrk gS] oSlk gh Hkjrk gSBkdqj ohjiky xkao ds nks&pkj fxus&pqus yksxksa esa ls Fks] ftuds ikl vFkkg iSlk Fkk- tehu&tk;nkn ls dek;k gqvk iSlk rks de gh Fkk- dgrs gSa fd muds iqj[kksa us viuh csfV;ksa dh llqjky dk eky gM+i dj fy;k Fkk- csfV;ksa dh llqjky esa caVokjk gksus dh fLFkfr esa yM+fd;ka pksjh ls lksuk&pkanh vius eka&cki ds ;gka j[k tkrh Fkh] rkfd caVokjs ds ckn dsoy mudks gh feys- ijUrq Bkdqj lkgc ds iqj[ks dksbZ gfj’pUnz dh vkSykn rks Fks ugha fd csfV;ksa dk eky pqipki okil dj nsrs- vekur esa [k;kur dj x, vkSj vkt mlh eky ij lkai dh rjg dq.Myh ekj dj nwljs Bkdqjksa dh rjg Bkdqj ohjiky flag Hkh cSBs gq, Fksdgrs gSa fd euq"; tks djrk gS] mldk Qy thou esa dHkh u dHkh mlds lkeus vk gh tkrk gS- ohjiky us Hkys [kqn viuh csfV;ksa dk eky ugha gM+i fd;k Fkk] ijUrq muds iqj[kksa us rks fd;k Fkk- vkt mlh dh cnkSyr og ,s’k Hkh dj Mky ds ia{kh %% 81

jgs Fks- viuh ijEijk dks vkxs c<+krs gq, mUgksaus Hkh nwljs dh cgw&csfV;ksa ij cqjh ut+j Mkyh Fkh- mldk urhtk muds lkeus cgqr tYnh gh vk x;k Fkkmudh nks yM+fd;ka Fkha- cM+h dh vc rks ’kknh gks pqdh gS- nwljh Hkh ’kknh ds yk;d gks pqdh gS- lcls NksVk ,d csVk gS- ;gha dksbZ ikpsd lky dk gksxkmls nqfu;knkjh ds ckjs esa vHkh dqN irk ugha gSohjiky dh cM+h csVh ’kksHkk us toku gksdj dqN ,sls ia[k QSyk, fd xkao okys gSjku jg x,- ckjg&rsjg lky dh mej ls gh ml ij tokuh vaxM+kb;ka ysus yxh Fkh- mldh [kwclwjrh taxy ds Qwy dh [kq’kcw dh rjg xkao ds dksus&dksus esa QSy xbZ- Bkdqj lkgc ftl le; vius [ksrksa esa dke djus okyh xjhc toku cgw&csfV;ksa ls galh&el[kjh dj jgs gksrs Fks] rks mudh csVh xkao ds Nksdjksa ds lkFk xqyNjsZ vkSj ,dkUr esa ekSt&eLrh dj jgh gkssrh Fkheka dh ml ij dksbZ jksd&Vksd ugha Fkh- BdqjkbZu gksus ds ukrs og ?kj ls ckgj dHkh ugha fudyrh Fkha- mUgsa irk gh ugha pyrk Fkk fd csVh dgka vkrh&tkrh Fkh vkSj dkSu ls xqy f[kyk jgh Fkh- og iM+ksl ds fdlh ?kj esa lgsyh ds ;gka tkus dk cgkuk cuk dj fudyrh vkSj yksxksa dh ut+jsa cpk dj xkao ds fdlh ,dkUr dksus esa vius iszeh dh ckgksa esa [kks tkrh- ;g flyflyk dkQh fnuksa rd pyrk jgk Fkk- ohjiky flag dks bl ckjs esa cgqr ckn esa irk pyk Fkkmldk ,d [kkl isez h Fkk oh:- og xkao dh ,dek= vkVk pDdh esa equhexhjh ds lkFk vU; dke Hkh djrk Fkk- tSls filkbZ rFkk ljlksa dh fijkbZ djuk- pfd;k ds nkar cukuk- batu esa dksbZ [kjkch vk tk, rks mls Bhd djuk vkfn&vkfneryc fd og gjQu&ekSyk FkkFkk rks og tkfr dk yks/k] ijUrq uSu&uD’k jktiwrksa tSls Fks- cu&Budj jgrk Fkk vkSj ckyksa dks laokj dj ,d yV ekFks ij Mkydj fQYeh /kqu ij lhVh ctkrk gqvk tc xkao dh xfy;ksa ls xqtjrk Fkk rks toku yM+fd;ka vkgsa Hkjus yxrh FkhavkVk pDdh xkao ds if’pe dh rjQ Fkh- mlds ckn [ksr gh [ksr Fks- chp esa dqN vke vkSj egq, ds ckx Hkh Fks- jkr esa iszfe;ksa ds feyu ds fy, og vkn’kZ txg Fkh- mu [ksrksa vkSj ckxksa esa u tkus fdrus iszeh&;qxyksa dk ’kkjhfjd feyu gqvk Fkk- fdruh gh uktk;t vkSyknksa dh nkb;ksa ds gkFkksa ogka iSnk gksus ds igys gh ekSrsa gqbZ Fkha- og bl lalkj esa vkus ds igys gh eknk ’kjhj ds Hkw[ks Øwj gR;kjksa }kjk egkiz;k.k ij fudyus dks etcwj dj fn, x, Fks’kke gksrs gh pDdh dk dke [kRe gks tkrk Fkk- oh: jkr dks pDdh ij 82 %% Mky ds ia{kh

gh jgrk Fkk- vr% ’kksHkk ls feyus esa mls dksbZ fnDdr ugha gksrh Fkh- og ?kj ls fn’kk&eSnku tkus dk cgkuk cukdj vdsys fudyrh Fkh vkSj eqag va/ksjs [ksrksa ds chp esa ;k ckx esa oh: ls feyrh Fkh- nksuksa ru dh vkx cq>krs vkSj vius&vius jkLrs py nsrs- xkaoksa esa isze dk eryc dsoy ’kkjhfjd feyu rd gh lhfer gksrk gS- ogka Hkkoqdrk Hkjh ckrksa vkSj yEcs laoknksa dk dksbZ LFkku ugha Fkk- le; dh ikcanh rks gksrh gh Fkh] yksxksa dh ut+jksa ls Hkh cpuk gksrk Fkk- D;k irk dc fdldh ut+jksa ds lkeus vk tk,a- nwljs yksx Hkh fn’kk&eSnku ds fy, ml rjQ fudyrs Fks- fdlh dh Hkh ut+j mu ij iM+ ldrh Fkh] blfy, ?k.Vksa ,d lkFk ugha xqtkj ldrs Fksftl izdkj cncw fdlh dh ukd ls cpdj ugha jg ldrh] mlh izdkj fdlh ds vuqfpr vkSj voS/k lacU/k Hkh vkt rd yksxksa dh ut+jksa ls fNidj ugha jg lds gSa’kksHkk ls xkao ds yM+dksa ds lkFk uktk;t lacU/kksa dh [kcj] [kkldj oh: ds lkFk] /khjs&/khjs ohjiky flag ds dkuksa rd Hkh igqaph- lHkh yM+dksa ds uke rks ohjiky flag dks Hkh ugha irk pys] D;ksafd muesa T;knkrj Bkdqjksa ds gh yM+ds Fks- dksbZ Hkh fdlh ds f[kykQ [kqydj ugha vk;k- oh: pwafd uhph tkfr dk yM+dk Fkk] mlds ckjs esa yksxksa us ued&fepZ yxkdj Bkdqj lkgc ds dku Hkj fn,lqudj ,dckjxh rks og HkkSapDds ls jg x,- muds vius ?kj esa ,slk va/ksj-- fpjkx rys va/ksjk- yksxksa dh bTtr og Lo;a uhyke djrs fQjrs Fks vkSj muds ?kj dh bTtr yksx ywVs fy, tk jgs Fks- Hkyk dSls cnkZ’r dj ldrs Fks og ;g lcØks/k ls mudk ’kjhj xje yksgs tSlk rius yxk- vkuu&Qkuu ?kj igqapsigys rks csVh dh tedj /kqukbZ dh vkSj mls ,d dejs esa can djds iRuh dks l[r fgnk;r nh fd ckgj u fudyus ik,- fudys Hkh rks fdlh u fdlh ds lkFk] ojuk ?kj esa fdlh dh [kSj ugha- iRuh dh le> esa dqN ugha vk;k fd csVh us ,slk D;k xqukg dj fn;k tks Bkdqj lkgc bl dnj csVh dh fiVkbZ dj cSBs[kSj] ckn esa Bdqjkbu dks Hkh irk py x;k Fkk fd mudh csVh D;k xqy f[kyk jgh Fkh xako&xyh esa,slk yksx dgrs gSa fd Bkdqj ohjiky us vius dqN [kkl yksxksa ls lykg&e’kfojk fd;k Fkk- Bkdqj ds ?kj dh bTtr dk loky Fkk- pqipki rks cSBk ugha tk ldrk Fkk- tku&cw>dj eD[kh rks ugha fuxyh tk ldrh Fkh- lcus ,der ls lykg nh Fkh fd yks/k ds cPps dk [kkRek dj fn;k tk,- ,sls yksx ’kksHkk ds fnytys Mky ds ia{kh %% 83

iszeh Fks- ijUrq Bkdqj lkgc bl ckr ls lger ugha gq,- dksVZ&dpgjh ds pDdjksa esa dkSu iMs+xk\ vUrr% r; ik;k x;k fd oh: dh gM~Mh&ilyh ,d dj nh tk,a;kstuk cuh fd jkr ds va/ksjs esa oh: dks idM+ dj lcd fl[kk;k tk,pDdh ij vdsyk jgrk Fkk- dksbZ vM+pu ugha Fkh- ohjiky us nks&pkj yM+dksa dks ;g dke lkSai fn;k Fkk fd mlh jkr dks ;g dke gks tkuk pkfg,- yM+dksa dks Hkh tYnh Fkh] D;ksafd og lc Hkh ’kksHkk dh ycyckrh tokuh ds rycxkj Fks] ijUrq oh: us ’kksHkk dks dqN bl rjg ls vius eksgik’k esa cka/k j[kk Fkk fd og vU; yM+dksa dks de gh ?kkl Mkyrh Fkhoh: dh fiVkbZ dk lkjk bartke gks pqdk Fkk- cl jkr gksus dk bartkj FkkI;kj esa va/ks oh: dks vkxs vkus okys [krjksa dk dksbZ Hkku ugha gqvk- ’kke dks og ’kksHkk ls feyus ds fy, ckx esa igqapk Fkk- fu/kkZfjr txg ij /kM+drs fny ls og viuh vfHklkfjdk dk bartkj dj jgk Fkk fd mlds flj ij dksbZ Hkkjh lh pht fxjh- og eqM+dj ns[krk fd dbZ gkFkksa us mls Åij mBk fy;k- fQj mls gks’k ugha vk;koh: dk vkt rd irk ugha py ldk Fkk- yksx dgrs gSa fd Bkdqj ohjiky ds dgus ij mls ekj dj mldh yk’k dgha xkM+ nh xbZ Fkh- dqN dgrs gSa fd fiVkbZ gksus ds ckn og Mj ds ekjs ’kgj Hkkx x;k Fkk- dqN yksx dgrs gSa fd fiVkbZ ls og vikfgt gks x;k Fkk vkSj vktdy dkuiqj esa cl LVs’ku ds ikl Hkh[k ekax dj xqtkjk dj jgk Fkk- ijUrq lp D;k Fkk] ;g rks Bkdqj ohjiky dks gh irk Fkk ;k muds xqxkZsa dks] ftUgksaus oh: dh fiVkbZ ;k vUrr% mldh gR;k dks vatke fn;k FkkmM+rh&mM+rh [kcj rks ;gka rd feyrh gS fd fiVkbZ djrs&djrs oh: ds izk.k&i[ks: mM+ x, Fks- blfy, mldh yk’k dks cgqr xgjs dgha fdlh tehu esa xkM+ fn;k x;k Fkk- oh: ds ?kj okys mls [kkstrs gh jg x, Fks- cspkjs xjhc vkneh Fks- ,d&nks ckj iqfyl Fkkus x, Fks] ijUrq nkjksxk us MkaV&MiVdj mUgsa Hkxk fn;k Fkk--- ;g dgrs gq, fd lkyk fdlh Nksdjh ds lkFk Hkkx x;k gksxk- eka&cki D;k djrs\ vius deksZa dks jksrs gq, pqipki vkdj ?kj esa cSB x, Fks- eu dks rlYyh nsrs fd ftUnk gksxk rks dHkh u dHkh ?kj vk,xk ghdgus okys rks ;gka rd dgrs gSa fd ohjiky us vPNh&[kklh jde nkjksxk dks f[kykbZ Fkh- blhfy, bl ekeys esa oh: ds eka&cki dqN ugha dj lds Fksmlh lky Bkdqj lkgc us ’kksHkk dh ’kknh dj nh FkhvkSj vc mudh nwljh yM+dh toku gks pqdh Fkh- viuh cgu dh rqyuk 84 %% Mky ds ia{kh

esa og vf/kd lqUnj Fkh- mlls xksjh Hkh T;knk Fkh- lQsn cQZ tSlk cnu Fkk mldk tSls lh/ks fgeky; ioZr ls mrj dj vk jgh Fkh- galrh rks tSls Qwy >jrs Fks eq[k ls- cM+h&cM+h vka[ksa mlds yEcwrjs psgjs ij xtc <krh Fkha- cnu tSls lkaps esa <ky dj fudkyk x;k Fkk- dej bruh iryh fd ,d gkFk dh eqV~Bh esa vk tk,ijUrq enu dks bu lc ls D;k ysuk&nsuk Fkk\ mlus dHkh Hkh xkao dh fdlh cgw&csVh dks cqjh ut+j ls ugha ns[kk Fkk- mlds vius dqN fl)kUr Fks] viuh dqN e;kZnk,a Fkha- mUgha ds vUnj mls jguk Fkkohjiky dh NksVh csVh dapu mlds ?kj vkrh tkrh Fkh- mlls ?kqydj ckrsa Hkh djrh Fkh] ijUrq mlds fny esa dHkh ugha vk;k fd mldks nwljh ut+j ls ns[ksm/kj nks toku csfV;ksa ds gksrs gq, Hkh Bkdqj ohjiky lkgc dh jfldrk esa dksbZ deh ugha vkbZ Fkh- u mUgksaus cM+h csVh dh xfYr;ksa ls dksbZ lcd lh[kk Fkkmudk viuk joS;k csyxke tkjh Fkk- tcfd mUgsa viuh NksVh csVh dh Hkh dksbZ fpUrk ugha Fkh- mUgsa bl ckr dh dksbZ ijokg ugha Fkh fd og ?kj ls ckgj fudyus yxh Fkh rFkk yM+dksa dh cqjh ut+jsa ml ij iM+us yxh Fkhadapu mlds ?kj fdlh u fdlh dke ds cgkus vkrh jgrh Fkh- dksbZ u dksbZ dke iM+rk gh jgrk Fkk] D;ksafd enu dk cki T;knkrj ohjiky ds [ksrksa esa gh dke djrk Fkk- mUgha ds [ksr caVkbZ ij ys j[ks Fks- bl cgkus ,d nwljs ds ?kj vkuk&tkuk cuk jgrk Fkk- dapu vkSj jk/kk esa dqN lgsfy;ksa tSlk crkZo Hkh Fkkvr% og Hkh enu ds ?kj vkus&tkus yxh Fkhtc rc dapu enu ls galh&etkd Hkh djrh Fkh] D;ksafd xkao ds fj’rs esa og enu dh cqvk yxrh Fkh- bl {ks= esa cqvk vkSj Hkrhts ds fj’rs esa galh&etkd tk;t gksrh gS] ijUrq mlus dapu ds etkdksa dks dHkh xaHkhjrk ls ugha fy;k Fkk,d rks og Bkdqj dh csVh Fkh] nwljs mlds [ksrksa esa eka&ckiw dke djrs Fks] vr% mldks fdlh >a>V esa iM+uk etwj ugha FkkBkdqj lkgc ipkl ds djhc igqap pqds Fks- nks toku csfV;ksa ds cki Fks] ijUrq dqavkjh yM+fd;ksa dks ns[kdj ,sls ykj Vidkrs Fks] tSls xehZ ds fnuksa esa dqÙkkvius ?kj dh bTtr ij pkgs dksbZ Mkdk gh Mky jgk gks] ijUrq [kqn nwljksa ds ?kjksa esa lsa/k yxkus ls ckt ugha vk jgs Fks- vkneh Hkh fdruk csodwQ gksrk gSmudh NksVh yM+dh ds iSj Hkh ?kj ds ckgj fudy pqds Fks] dHkh Hkh Mxexk ldrs Fks- blesa fdruh nsj yxrh gS- oh: tSls toku vHkh Hkh xkao esa cgqrsjs Fks;knksa dk ?kksM+k fdruk csyxke gksrk gS- u tkus dgka&dgka ls xqtj tkrk Mky ds ia{kh %% 85

gS- iyksa esa gh enu ds fnekx ls u tkus fdruh ;knsa xqtj xbZa Fkh- ;knksa ds izokg esa rc >Vdk yxk] tc mldh eka us pkjikbZ ds ikl vkdj dgk] ^^csVk] [kkuk rS;kj gS] pyks [kk yks-** enu bu lc fopkjksa dks >Vd dj pkjikbZ ij mB cSBk- vka[ksa fepfepk dj pkjksa rjQ ns[kk- eka mlds flj ij [kM+h Fkha- mlus iwNk] ^^ckiw vk x, D;k\** ^^ugha] vHkh rks ugha vk,- ijUrq rqEgsa Hkw[k yxh gksxh- dqN [kk yks- og vk tk,axs-** ^^vc nsj gh fdruh cph gS- ckiw dks vk tkus nks- lkFk gh [kk ysaxs** eka us fQj T;knk tksj ugha fn;k- enu dh vknr mUgsa irk Fkh- tks og Bku ysrk Fkk] ogha djrk Fkk- ckiw ls mls dqN T;knk gh Lusg Fkknksigj esa ckiw vk,- [kkuk [kk&ihdj ckrsa djus cSBs- enu us iwNk] ^^ckiw] yM+dk fdl xkao esa ns[kk gS jk/kk ds fy,\** ^^;gha lsefjgk esa gS- yM+dk gkbZ Ldwy ikl gS- vc cki ds lkFk VkVk esa fdlh QSDVjh esa dke djrk gS- ru[okg vPNh gS- xkao esa iDdk edku gS- [ksrh&ckM+h gS- eka xkao esa jgdj [ksrh laHkkyrh gS- cl ,d cgu gS- dksbZ HkkbZ ugha gSjk/kk [kq’k jgsxh ml ?kj esa] ijUrq ’kk;n ekax dqN T;knk gh djsaxs- yM+dk deklqr tks gS-** blesa dksbZ nks jk; ugha Fkh- enu bl ckr dks Hkyh&Hkkafr tkurk Fkk- yM+dh dh ’kknh djuk dksbZ galh&[ksy ugha Fkk- vPNs&vPNksa dh gok fudy tkrh gSenu ds ifjokj dh gSfl;r gh D;k Fkh\ fQj Hkh ’kknh rks djuh gh Fkh- jk/kk ?kj esa dqaokjh rks cSBh ugha jg ldrh Fkh^^mudh tks Hkh ekax gksxh] ns[kh tk,xh- igys yM+dk rks ns[k ysa- ckrphr dj ysrs gSa- ns[krs gSa oks yksx D;k dgrs gSa- vHkh rd rks mUgksaus dksbZ ekax rks dh ugha gS\** ^^ugha]** ckiw us crk;kr; gqvk fd nhokyh ds nks&rhu fnu ckn yM+dk ns[kus pysaxs- fcpokuh enu ds QwQk Fks- mudks [kcj dj nh xbZ- cnys esa mUgksaus yM+ds okykaas dks [kcj dj nh Fkh fd yM+dh okys vk,axs- enu us tkdj vius ekek dks Hkh [kcj dj nh Fkh fd jk/kk ds fy, yM+dk ns[kus pyuk gS- Qyka rkjh[k dks lqcg&losjs gh igqap tkuk- xkao ds nks&pkj cqtqxZ yksxksa dks vkeaf=r dj fy;k x;k Fkk- ’kknh&C;kg esa ,slk gh djuk iM+rk gS86 %% Mky ds ia{kh

N% bl rjg ,d fnu lkjs yksx lsefjgk igqaps- nksigj ds dqN igys gh igqap x;s Fks- dkfrZd dk eghuk Fkk- gok esa [kquxh Fkh- dgha /kku ds [ksr dV jgs Fks] rks dgha xsgwa dh cqvkbZ tkjh Fkh- dqN [ksr cks, tk pqds Fks rks dqN esa vHkh Hkh cqvkbZ dk dke py jgk Fkk- dbZ [ksrksa esa xsgwa mx vk, Fks- pkjksa rjQ gfj;kyh dk ekgkSy Fkk- lqgkus ekSle ds ut+kjs ns[krs gq, jkLrk cgqr vklkuh ls dV x;klHkh yksx lkbfdyksa ls x, FksyM+ds okyksa dh rjQ ls Hkh vkB&nl yksx bdV~Bk Fks- lc yksx lsgu esa iM+h pkjikb;kas ij tkdj cSB-s ckrphr ’kq: gqb-Z igys pk;&uk’rk gqvk- fQj yM+dk ns[kk x;kenu us ns[kk] yM+dk Bhd&Bkd Fkk- yEckbZ Hkh vPNh Fkh- f[kyrk gqvk jax Fkk- jk/kk ds lkFk mldh tksM+h cgqr vPNh yxrh- gkykafd jk/kk mlds eqdkcys esa xksjh gh ugha] lqUnj Hkh T;knk Fkh] ijUrq ’kknh ds ekeys esa yM+dh ds eqdkcys yM+ds dks dHkh bDdhl ugha gksuk pkfg,( ojuk llqjky esa yM+dh dk thuk nwHkj gks tkrk gS- yM+dk rks rkus ekjrk gh gS] lkl&uun Hkh mldh nqxZfr djus esa dksbZ dksj&dlj ugha NksM+rha- gka] cgw vPNk ngst ysdj vk, rks vkSj ckr gksrh gS- ijUrq jk/kk rks xjhc ?kj dh yM+dh Fkh- lqUnjrk ds vykok mlds ikl vkSj dksbZ ngst u Fkkenu dks yM+dk ilUn Fkk- lcus ,d nwljs dh rjQ b’kkjs ls ns[kk- ut+jksa ls yxk] lHkh dks yM+dk ilUn vk;k Fkk- vr% lcdh lgefr gksus ij yM+ds ds gkFk ij lok lkS #i;s ’kxqu ds rkSj ij j[k fn, x,;gka rd rks lc Bhd Fkk] enu us lkspk- ijUrq yM+ds okyksa dks Hkh rks yM+dh ilUn vkuh pkfg,- mlds QwQk dk rks dguk Fkk fd fj’rk r; gksus esa dksbZ dfBukbZ ugha vk,xh- ckr vxj dgha Qalsxh rks ysu&nsu dks ysdj gh- gkykafd yM+ds okyksa us vHkh rd nku&ngst ds ckjs esa dksbZ ckr ugha dh Fkhuk’rk&ikuh ds ckn ,d ckj fQj okrkZ dk nkSj pykysu&nsu dh ckr pyh rks yM+ds ds cki us dgk] ^^oSls rks gekjh dksbZ fo’ksÔ ekax ugha gS] ijUrq gekjh gSfl;r dks ns[krs gq, bruk rks vki yksx djsaxs gh fd ckjkrh ns[ksa rks dgas] okg! D;k ’kknh gqbZ gS!** ;gha og ’kCn gksrs gSa ftUgsa lqurs gh gj yM+dh ds cki ds fny dh /kM+du c<+ tkrh gS- irk ugha fdruh ekax gks] dksbZ lkQ&lkQ dgs rks dqN le> esa Mky ds ia{kh %% 87

Hkh vkrk gS- ojuk gSfl;r dk dksbZ iSekuk rks gksrk ugha gS- dy dks vki ckjkr ysdj yM+dh ds ?kj vk,a vkSj lcds lkeus dgsa fd gekjh gSfl;r ds fglkc ls ’kknh ugha gqbZ rks yM+dh okyk D;k djsxk- yM+ds okys dqN u ekax dj cgqr dqN ekax ysrs gSa--- gSfl;r dk gokyk nsdjenu ds ckiw us fgpfdpkrs gq, dgk] ^^fQj Hkh vxj vki dqN [kqydj dgsa rks vPNk jgsxk\** ^^gka] vkSj D;k\ ckr lkQ&lkQ gks tkuh pkfg,- yM+dk budks ilUn gStgka rd yM+dh dh ckr gS] og vkidks t:j ilUn vk,xh- blfy, ysu&nsu dh ckr iDdh gks tkuh pkfg,- dy dks fdlh ds eu esa dksbZ fxyk u jg tk, fd geus Qalk fn;k-** fcpokuh us dgk rks ckdh yksxksa us mudh ckr dk leFkZu fd;k fd ysu&nsu dh ckr igys gh iDdh gks tkuh pkfg,- ckjkr ds fnu bl ckr ij dksbZ yQM+k gks] rks mldks dkSu >sysxk\ yM+ds dk cki tksj ls galk] ^^vki Hkh dSlh ckr djrs gSa- vki rks gekjs fj’rsnkj gSa vkSj yM+dh okys vkids fj’rsnkj gSa- Qalkus okyh ckr dgka ls vkrh gS\** ngst dks ysdj ckrsa py jgh Fkha fd vUnj ls ?kjSfru dk cqykok vk;k?kjSfru paik nsoh cgqr rst vkSjr Fkha- tekus dh ul&ul igpkurh Fkha- vius yM+ds jes’k ds cki dks vUnj cqykdj dgk& ^^ysu&nsu ds ckjs esa D;k ckrsa dj jgs gks\ D;k vius ?kj esa yM+dh ugha gS\** ^^blls D;k gqvk\ gekjh yM+dh gS rks D;k ge vius yM+ds dh ’kknh esa ngst ugha ysaxs\ yM+ds dh ’kknh esa ngst ysaxs rHkh rks ge viuh yM+dh dh ’kknh esa ngst nsaxs- ;g rks nqfu;k dk nLrwj gS- fQj gekjk yM+dk deklqr gS- gekjh ,d gSfl;r gS- mldk eku rks j[kuk gh iM+sxk- ge ngst dh ekax ugha Hkh djsa] ijUrq yM+dh okykas dks gekjh gSfl;r ds vuq:i ’kknh esa nku&ngst rks nsuk gh pkfg,-** ^^vki rks cSy ds cSy gh jgksxs- yksgs ds dkj[kkus esa dke djrs&djrs lkjs fnekx esa yksgk gh Hkj x;k gS- viuh csVh ds fy, fdrus yM+ds ns[ks] ijUrq fdlh dks ilUn ugha vkbZ og\ Hkkjh ngst dk ykyp rd fn;k x;k] ijUrq dksbZ yM+ds okyk gekjh csVh ds lkFk ’kknh djus dks rS;kj ugha gqvk vHkh rd-** HkxkSrh ckcw eqag ck, iRuh dk psgjk rkdrs jg x;s- mudh csVh lq/kk jes’k ls dsoy ,d lky NksVh Fkh- igys mlh dh ’kknh ds fy, Hkkx&nkSM+ dj jgs Fks88 %% Mky ds ia{kh

u tkus fdruh txg yM+ds ns[ks Fks- yM+ds okys yM+dh ns[kus vkrs Fks] ijUrq fdlh dks yM+dh ilUn gh ugha vkrh Fkhlq/kk iDds jax dh Fkh- Åij ls pspd ds gYds nkx Hkh psgjs ij ut+j vkrs Fks- ;wa rks psgjs ds ukd&uD’k vPNs Fks] ijUrq gYds vkcuwlh jax vkSj psgjs ds nkxksa us mldh FkksMh+ &cgqr [kwclwjrh ij xzg.k yxk fn;k Fkk- ;g lq/kk dh cnfdLerh ugha rks vkSj D;k Fkh fd cpiu dh NksVh lh chekjh us mls cnlwjr cuk fn;k Fkk- cki vPNk&[kklk dekrk Fkk] ?kj esa fdlh pht dh deh ugha Fkh- yM+ds okyksa dks ngst Hkh vPNk&[kklk fn;k tkrk] ijUrq mldh ’kknh dgha Bhd ugha gks ik jgh Fkhgkj dj eka&cki us r; fd;k fd jes’k dh gh igys ’kknh dj nh tk,- blh flyflys esa yksxksa ls ckrsa djus ij mldk fj’rk enu dh cgu jk/kk ls r; gksus tk jgk FkkHkxkSrh ckcw dks viuh rjQ Hkdqvksa dh rjg rkdrs ns[k dj paik nsoh us dgk] ^^FkksM+k vdy ls Hkh dke fy;k djks- nqfu;knkjh ij ut+j j[kk djks- yk[k lj QksM+us ds ckotwn Hkh gekjh yM+dh ds fy, dksbZ fj’rk ugha fey ldk gSgesa FkksM+k le>nkjh ls dke ysuk pkfg,- gks ldrk gS] viuh csVh ds fy, ?kj cSBs ,d vPNk fj’rk fey tk,-** iRuh dh jkt Hkjh ckrsa HkxkSrh ckcw dh le> esa ugha vk ik jgh Fkha- og vk’p;Z ls iRuh dh rjQ ns[krs gq, cksys] ^^D;k dg jgh gks rqe\ esjh rks dqN le> esa ugha vk jgk gS- dqN [kqydj dgks u\** og eqLdjkrs gq, cksyha] ^^rqeus ns[kk ugha] yM+dh dk ,d HkkbZ Hkh gS\** ^^gka] ns[kk rks gS--- fQj----\** ^^vc Hkh rqEgkjh le> esa ugha vk;k\ ns[kks] jes’k ds fy, tks fj’rk vk;k gS] og cgqr vPNk gS- yM+dh cgqr [kwclwjr vkSj lq’khy gS] tSlk fd fcpokuh us crk;k gS( ijUrq yM+dh okys xjhc gSa- gekjh gSfl;r ds eqrkfcd ngst ugha ns ldrs- ijUrq og gekjs ;gka fj’rk djus ls badkj Hkh ugha dj ldrs] D;ksafd mudh csVh ds fy, fdlh Hkh gkyr esa gekjs tSlk ?kj&ifjokj vkSj oj ugha fey ldrk-** ^^rks blesa ,slk D;k gS tks----\** ^^ns[kks] ge ,d lkSnk djrs gSa- mudh yM+dh ge fcuk ngst ds vius ?kj esa ys vkrs gSa- og gekjs ,glku rys nc tk,axs] fQj cnys esa ge mudh etcwjh ls Qk;nk mBkrs gq, viuh yM+dh dh ’kknh dh ckr muds yM+ds ls pyk,axs- vkbZ Mky ds ia{kh %% 89

ckr le> esa\** ckr rks le> esa vk xbZ Fkh- HkxkSrh ckcw brus csodwQ Hkh ugha Fks] ijUrq mUgsa viuh choh ds fnekx dk yksgk ekuuk iM+k- fdruh nwj dh dkSM+h ykbZ Fkh,d rhj ls nks f’kdkj dj jgh Fkh- fdlh dks vankt Hkh ugha gks ldrk Fkk- yksx le>rs fd vius yM+ds dh ’kknh esa ngst u ysdj xjhc dh yM+dh dk m)kj dj jgs Fks- lkFk esa viuh yM+dh muds ?kj nsdj ca/kuksa dks vkSj etcwr dj jgs Fks- ijUrq ;g dkSu lksp ldrk Fkk fd fj’rs dh vkM+ esa viuh dkuh&[kksFkjh yM+dh enu ds iYys cka/kus dh lkft+’k dh tk jgh FkhijUrq ckr pykbZ dSls tk,\ bldk Hkh jkLrk ?kjSfru us gh lq>k;k- igys fcpokuh ls ckr djds ns[krs gSa- fcpokuh fj’rs esa jes’k ds ekek yxrs Fks- mudh cgu mlh ds xkao esa C;kgh Fkh- r; gqvk fd fcpokuh ls ckr dh tk,vr% fcpokuh dks vUnj cqyk;k x;k- vUnj vkaxu esa ,d pkjikbZ iM+h gqbZ Fkhfcpokuh dk uke jktkjke Fkk- og vUnj vk, rks cksy]s ^^D;k ckr gS] thtkth\ vki vUnj cSBs gSa- yksx ckgj vkidk bartkj dj jgs gSa- pfy, ogka dqN t:jh ckrsa dj yh tk,a-** ^^og rks gksrh jgsaxh] igys ;gka vkdj cSfB,- gesa vkils Hkh dqN t:jh lykg&e’kfojk djuk gS- cSfB,-** dgrs gq, HkxkSrh ckcw us jktkjke ds fy, pkjikbZ esa cSBus ds fy, txg cukbZ- og cSB x, rks paik nsoh us lq/kk dks vkokt nsdj dgk] ^^csVh] ekek ds fy, dqN feBkbZ ysdj vkvks-** lq/kk ?kj ds fdlh dksus esa fNih cSBh Fkh- fdlh dke esa mldh #fp ugha Fkh- chl lky dh gksus tk jgh Fkh- mlds lkFk dh yM+fd;ka C;kg dj viuh&viuh llqjky pyh xbZ Fkha- muds nks&nks] rhu&rhu cPps Hkh gks pqds FksvkSj ,d og vHkkxu Fkh fd vHkh rd dksbZ fj’rk mlds fy, ugha vk;k Fkk- og vius nqHkkZX; dks ysdj lkr&lkr vkalw jks jgh Fkh- HkkbZ dh ’kknh r; gks jgh Fkh- mls u rks nq%[k Fkk] u dksbZ [kq’kh- fufoZdkj Hkko ls lc dqN gksrs ns[k jgh Fkh- irk ugha] mlds HkkX; esa dc og fnu vk,xk] tc og lqgkx dk tksM+k igusxheka dh vkokt ij og /khjs ls mBh vkSj vkaxu esa vkdj cksyh] ^^D;k gS] eka\** ^^vjs] ns[k rks ekek vk, gSa- dqN feBkbZ oxSjg IysV esa ysdj vk uk** 90 %% Mky ds ia{kh

^^ugha nhnh] feBkbZ rks cgqr [kk yh- isV esa txg ugha gS-** jktkjke us euk djrs gq, dgk- lq/kk lcdk eqag rkds tk jgh Fkh] fdldk dgk ekus] fdldk ugha- rHkh HkxkSrh ckcw us dgk& ^^vPNk] feBkbZ jgus nks- eq>s ekywe gS] budks feBkbZ ls ijgst gS- MkWDVj us euk fd;k gqvk gS- ,slk djks] cksry fudky ykvks- lkys lkgc] ,sls ykbu ij FkksM+s gh vk,axs-** HkxkSrh ckcw ds gksBksa ij vFkZiw.kZ eqLdjkgV QSy xbZblds ckn paik nsoh us lq/kk ls dqN ugha dgk- mls gkFk ds b’kkjs ls vanj tkus ds fy, dgk vkSj [kqn mBdj vUnj ds dejs esa xbZa- cksry fudkydj ykbZaQVkQV fxykl fudky fn,- ikuh tx esa Hkjdj j[k fn;k- IysV esa uedhu vk x;k- lkjh O;oLFkk vkuu&Qkuu esa gks xbZ- ihus okyksa ds fy, vkSj D;k pkfg,\ tke vkil esa Vdjkrs gq, thtk&lkys us ,d pqLdh yh- jktkjke us nk: dh dM+okgV ls eqag Vs<+k djrs gq, dgk] ^^yM+dh okyksa rFkk vkSj ckdh esgekuksa ds fy, Hkh bartke gS fd ugha\** ^^gS D;ksa ugha] vki fpark u djsa- ;g vkids fy, Lis’ky bartke gS- vki gekjs lkys tks Bgjs- Åij ls fcpokuh] irk ugha] dc D;k xqy f[kyk nsa- blfy, [kkl [;ky j[kuk iMs+xk vkidk-** lkeus tehu ij pVkbZ ij cSBh paik nsoh ean&ean eqLdjk, tk jgh FkhaHkxkSrh ckcw lgh tk jgs Fks- blfy, og pqi Fkha- ojuk ckxMksj vius gkFk esa laHkky ysrha- fQj Hkh vkSjr dh ,d detksjh gksrh gS- gj ekSds ij og vius dks gh vkxs j[kuk vkSj ns[kuk pkgrh gS- viuh gh cM+kbZ lquuk mls vPNk yxrk gS- pkgs mlls fdlh dk ;k mldk gh uqdlku D;ksa u gks jgk gkspaik nsoh us Hkh chp esa Vkax vaM+krs gq, dgk& ^^HkS;k ckr ;wa gS fd viuh Hkh ,d yM+dh gS- jes’k ls cl ,d gh lky NksVh gS- oSls rks igys mldh gh ’kknh djuh pkfg, Fkh] ijUrq Hkxoku dks ;g eatwj ugha Fkk- vPNs yM+ds tYnh feyrs dgka gSa\ [kSj] dksbZ ckr ugha- Åij okys dks tks eatwj gksxk] ogha gksxk- blesa dksbZ viuk o’k rks gS ugha- ijUrq gesa viuk drZO; rks fuHkkuk gh iM+rk gS- cgqr lksp&fopkj dj geus ,d ckr r; dh gS-** jktkjke rc rd tYnh&tYnh nks isx p<+k pqds Fks- nslh ihus dh vknr Fkh mUgs-a ftUnxh esa vaxtzs h ’kjkc dgka ulhc gksrh gS- vkt feyh Fkh rks fcuk lksp&s le>s xVds tk jgs Fks- gkykafd HkxkSrh ckcw us dgk Hkh Fkk fd /khjs&/khjs yhft,- ijUrq og dgka ekuus okys Fks- ftl dqRrs dks ftUnxh Hkj lw[kh gM~Mh pckus dks u feyh Mky ds ia{kh %% 91

gks] mls vxj vpkud cf<+;k idk gqvk xks’r fey tk, rks og dgka #dus okykjktkjke dks lq:j vkus yxk FkkHkxkSrh ckcw VkVk ls gh vaxzsth ’kjkc dh dbZ cksrysa ysdj vk, Fks- xkao esa rks feyrh ugha Fkh- dLck xkao ls dkQh nwj Fkk] tgka vaxzsth ’kjkc dk ,dek= Bsdk Fkk- ekSds ij dkSu Hkkx&nkSM+ djrk] blfy, igys ls gh bartke djds j[k fy;k Fkkjktkjke ds fnekx esa dsoy ’kjkc dk u’kk ?kwe jgk Fkk- paik nsoh tks Hkh dg jgh Fkha] og muds ,d dku ls gksdj nwljs dku ls fudyk tk jgk Fkklq/kk dh ’kknh djuh gS] blesa dksbZ ubZ ckr rks Fkh ugha fd jktkjke ml ij ekFkk&iPph djrs vkSj /;ku nsrs- ykyijh ds lkeus nwljh ckrsa xkS.k gks tkrh gSapaik nsoh us vkxs dgk] ^^blhfy, geus r; fd;k gS fd jes’k dh ’kknh esa ge ngst ugha ysaxs-** jktkjke ds gkFk esa rc rd rhljk fxykl vk pqdk Fkk- mUgsa yxk fd ce QV x;k gS dgha- og gM+cM+k x,- gkFk ls fxykl fxjrs&fxjrs cpk- mudh vka[ksa QSydj pkSM+h gks xbZa- og HkkSpDds gksdj paiknsoh dk eaqg rkdus yxs- ,slk gks ldrk gS D;k\ dgha mUgksaus xyr rks ugha lqu fy;k dqN\ tgka rd og paik nsoh dks tkurs Fks] og ,d uEcj dh ykyph vkSj erych vkSjr Fkh- fcuk eryc ds og vius dku ls [kwVa Hkh ugha fudkyrh Fkh- fQj Hkxoku us ,slh dkSu lh ln~cfq ) muds fnekx esa txk nh fd og fcuk ngst ds vius yM+ds dh ’kknh djus dks rS;kj gks xbZ- vc rks og lpeqp mls nsoh yx jgh Fkha- mlds eqag ls ,d Hkh ’kCn ugha fudyk- eu fQj Hkh dg jgk Fkk] nky esa dgha dqN dkyk rks ugha gS\ yxrk gS] paik nsoh cgqr rxM+k f’kdkj djus okyh gSa^^ijUrq ge pkgrs gSa fd---** paik nsoh us ckr lkQ djrs gq, dgk] ^^lq/kk dh ’kknh jes’k ds gksus okys lkys ls gks tk,- nksuksa yM+fd;ka ,d nwljs ds ?kj esa tk,axh rks fj’rk vkSj etcwr gks tk,xk- mudh yM+dh Hkh vPNs ?kj esa vk tk,xh vkSj esjh yM+dh Hkh fBdkus yx tk,xh- ijUrq bl dke esa vkidks gekjh enn djuh iM+sxh- tSls Hkh gks ;g fj’rk ge gkFk ls ugha tkus nsaxs- vkidks gekjk lkFk nsuk gksxk- yM+ds ds eka&cki ls vkidks ckr pykuh gksxh vkSj lc dqN QSuy ¼Qkbuy½ djuk gksxk-** ;g >Vdk rks dqN T;knk gh rst Fkk- jktkjke ml oDr rhljs isx dk vfUre ?kwaV xVdus tk jgs Fks- fxykl vksaBksa ls yxk;k gh Fkk fd paik nsoh ds mijksDr 92 %% Mky ds ia{kh

’kCn muds dkuksa esa iM+s- ’kjkc muds xys esa Qal xbZ vkSj QqDd ls QOokjs dh rjg muds eqag ls ckgj fudy iM+h- dqN cwansa mudh ukd ds vUnj ?kql xbZaog [kkalus yxs^^D;k gqvk] D;k gqvk----\** dgrs gq, HkxkSrh ckcw vkSj mudh iRuh nksuksa mBdj mudh rjQ yids- HkxkSrh ckcw mudh ihB lgykus yxs- paik nsoh us ,d fxykl esa ikuh Hkjdj mudh rjQ c<+k;k- og viuh ukd dk ikuh iksaNrs gq, laHkydj cksys& ^ûgha] dqN ugha gqvk-** og tksj tksj ls lkal ysrs gq, cksys- vc mudk [kkaluk dqN de gks x;k Fkk- og /khjs&/khjs lh/ks gksdj cSB x,- lQkbZ nsrs gq, cksy&s ^îsx esa ikuh de Mkyk Fkk- ukd esa p<+ xbZ-** mUgksaus ukd lqM+ddj xys dks [ka[kkjdj lkQ fd;k- fQj gYds ls eqLdjk,^êSaus rks igys gh dgk Fkk] /khjs&/khjs p<+kb,] ijUrq vki rks nslh dh rjg ihus yxs-** HkxkSrh ckcw us dgk^êSa rks Mj gh xbZ Fkh fd irk ugha D;k gks x;k-** paik nsoh us dkaius dk vfHku; djrs gq, dgkog ihus&fiykus okyksa ds u[kjksa ls Hkyh&Hkkafr ifjfpr Fkha- fQj Hkh >wB&ewB dk vfHku; rks djuk gh iM+rk gS- og fQj pVkbZ ij cSB xbZa- jktkjke us tSls&rSls viuk fxykl [kre fd;k vkSj ckssys& ^^ckgj lc yksx gekjk bartkj dj jgs gksaxs- eSa pyrk gwa] vkxs dk tks Hkh bartke gks] crkb,- [kkuk f[kyk&fiykdj Hksft,xk ;k cl ;wa gh Vjdk nhft,xk-** jktkjke mBdj [kM+s gks x,- HkxkSrh ckcw Hkh [kM+s gks x,- paik nsoh mRlqdrk ls mu nksuksa ds psgjs ns[k jgh Fkha- ’kjkc ds u’ks ls jktkjke dh vka[ksa eqanh tk jgh Fkha- HkxkSrh ckcw FkksM+k gks’k esa Fks- mUgsa ihus dk rxM+k vH;kl Fkk- vius dks laHkky ysrs Fks- vkxs c<+rs gq, dgk& ^^vjs ugha] ,sls dSls Hkst nsaxs fcuk dqN [kk,&fi,- lkjk bartke gS- nksigj dks [kkuk [kkdj gh tk,axs vki yksx-** ?kj esa iM+ksl dh dbZ vkSjrsa Fkha- og [kkus dk bartke dj jgh Fkha- lCth cu pqdh Fkh- cl iwfM+;ka ryuh ckdh Fkha- lw[ks vkyw vyx ls rydj j[k fn, x, Fks] tks nk: ds lkFk p[kus dk dke nsrs- lc dqN rS;kj FkkHkXkkSrh ckcw us jes’k ls dgk] ^^csVk] ckgj ls eksgu dks cqyk ykvks** jes’k eksgu dks cqyk yk;k- eksgu xkao dk gh yM+dk Fkk- pqLr&nq#Lr FkkMky ds ia{kh %% 93

gj dke&dkt esa c<+&p<+dj fgLlk ysrk Fkk- blhfy, xkao esa mldh bTtr gksrh Fkh- fdlh Hkh dke esa ihNs ugha jgrk Fkk- vktdy p.Mhx<+ esa fdlh dkj[kkus esa dke djrk FkkHkxkSrh ckcw us mls le>krs gq, dgk] ^^ns[kks] jes’k dh eka rqEgsa ’kjkc dh cksrysa fudkydj ns nsaxh- p[kus ds fy, vkyw rydj j[k fn, x, gSa- pkgks rks fdlh vkSj dks Hkh cqyk yks vius lkFk- ihus&fiykus dk dke rqEgkjs ftEes gS- ge yksx ckgj pyrs gSa- fdlh pht dh deh ugha gksuh pkfg,- dqN le> esa u vk, rks eq>ls ;k jes’k dh eka ls iwN ysuk--- le>s\ vc rqe lc laHkkyks] eSa ckgj pyrk gwa-** fQj nksuksa yksx ckgj tkus ds fy, rRij gq,- paik nsoh us cM+h vk’kk ls jktkjke dh rjQ ns[kkog mudk eryc le> jgk Fkk] ijUrq ,d rks ’kjkc dk csfglkc u’kk mlds fnekx ij Nk;k gqvk Fkk- nwljs ,slh vugksuh ckr paik nsoh us dg nh Fkh fd mldk fnekx gh pdjk dj jg x;k Fkk- mlds lkspus&le>us dh ’kfä gh {kh.k gks xbZ Fkh- vr% ml oä og fcuk dqN dgs ckgj fudy vk,m/kj ?kj ds ,d dksus esa cSBh lq/kk ds dkuksa esa eka dh ckrsa iM+ xbZ Fkhamldk fny /kM+dus yxk Fkk vkSj vka[kksa eas lius rSjus yxs Fks- vHkh rd rks og ckgj ugha fudyh Fkh] ijUrq vc ckgj vkdj bl rkd esa Fkh fd fdlh rjg ls yM+dh ds HkkbZ dh ,d >yd mls fey tk,- og b/kj&m/kj vk&tk jgh Fkh] ijUrq bruh fgEer mlesa ugha Fkh fd vdsys ckgj pyh tkrh vkSj vius gksus okys ifr dks ns[k vkrh- og mls igpkurh Hkh rks dSls\ igys dHkh ns[kk rks Fkk ugha- og vUnj gh vUnj dlelk jgh Fkh- dk’k] fdlh rjg ml yM+ds dh ,d >yd ns[kus dks fey tk,ckgj yksx cSBs nqfu;k Hkj dh ckrsa dj jgs Fks- tgka nks&pkj yksx bdV~Bk gksa] ogka ckrsa u gksa] ,slk gks gh ugha ldrk Fkk- gekjs ns’k esa yksx dke de] ckras T;knk djrs gSa- ,d ;gha dke gS] ftlesa ge Hkkjrokfl;ksa us mLrknh gkfly dh gS- fnu esa ge pkgsa ,d /ksys dk Hkh dke u djsa] ijUrq ckrsa bruh T;knk djsaxs fd nwljs ns’k ds yksx ;gha le>rs gSa fd ge brus laiUu gSa fd gesa dke djus dh vko’;drk gh ugha iM+rh gSckrksa ds lkFk&lkFk dksbZ chM+h ih jgk Fkk] dksbZ gqDdk rks dksbZ vk/kqfudrk ds u’ks esa flxjsV dk /kqvka vius QsQM+ksa esa Hkj jgk FkkfQj blds ckn ’kjkc dk nkSj pyk vkSj ,slk pyk fd fdlh dks fdlh ckr dk gks’k gh u Fkk- fdlh us mYVh dj nh rks fdlh us pkjikbZ ij iSj ilkj fn,94 %% Mky ds ia{kh

tks FkksM+s gks’k esa Fks] os jktuhfr dh ppkZ djus yxs- ckrksa esa dksbZ fdlh ls de ugha Fkk- lHkh ,d nwljs dh ckr dkV jgs Fks] lp dks >wB vkSj >wB dks lp djus ij lHkh vkeknk Fks- fdlh dh ckr fdlh dh le> esa ugha vk jgh Fkh] ijUrq cgl djuk t:jh Fkk- ihus ds ckn vkneh lpeqp tkuoj gks tkrk gSog lqvj dh rjg tehu ij fxjrk gS vkSj ukyh esa yksVus yxrk gSenu ;g lc ns[k ns[kdj dq<+ jgk Fkk- ijUrq dj Hkh D;k ldrk Fkk- mldks viuh cgu ds fj’rs dk [k;ky Fkk- mls ekywe Fkk] mldh fcjknjh esa ;g lc vke ckr Fkh- ’kknh&C;kg esa ’kjkc u feys rks dksbZ vkus dk uke gh ugha ysrk gS- vr% og pqipki lkjk rek’kk ns[krk tk jgk Fkk[kkrs&ihrs ’kke gksus dks vkbZ- okilh dh rS;kfj;ka gksus yxha- fj’rk r; gks gh x;k Fkk- cl ngst dh ckr vHkh rd iDdh ugha gqbZ Fkhr; gqvk fd yM+dh ns[kus ds ckn vxgu esa ojh{kk dj nh tk,xh- yM+dh ns[kuk rks cl vkSipkfjdrk ek= Fkh- yM+ds ds cki us fdlh ’kknh&C;kg ds ekSds ij ,d ckj yM+dh dks ns[kk Fkk- mlus gka Hkh dj nh Fkh- ijarq paik nsoh dh ckrksa us ,d u;k loky [kM+k dj fn;k Fkk- irk ugha] vc fj’rk r; gks ik,xk Hkh fd ughaenu rFkk mlds ckiw dks ,d gh fpark Fkh fd ngst dh ekax irk ugha fdruh gks- mudh gSfl;r ls T;knk u gks- bl ij lkQ&lkQ ckr dj yh tkrh rks vPNk Fkk- mUgksaus fcpokuh dks dbZ ckj pqids ls dgk Hkh] ijUrq og ckr dks Vky x,paik nsoh dh ckrsa muds fnekx dks eFks tk jgh Fkha- ;g dksbZ Hkh fu.kZ; ugha ys ik jgs Fks- paik nsoh dh ckrksa ij rqjUr fu.kZ; ys ikuk laHko Hkh ugha Fkkpaik nsoh us pyrs&pyrs jktkjke rFkk vius ifr dks ,d ckj fQj vanj cqykdj dgk& ^^esjh ckrksa ij xkSj djuk- ;g fj’rk iDdk gks tkrk rks nksuksa ifjokjksa ds fy, vPNk gksrk- fdlh ds Åij T;knk cks> ugha iM+rk- fcuk fy,&fn, nksuksa ’kkfn;ka gks tkrha-** paik nsoh dh ckr lp Fkh- enu ds fy, rks ;g lksus esa lqgkxs okyh ckr Fkh] vxj mldh cgu dh ’kknh fcuk ngst ds gks tkrh- ijUrq ftl ’krZ ij paik nsoh bl ’kknh dks fcuk ngst djus ds fy, jkth gks jgh Fkha] og mUgsa mfpr ugha yx jgk Fkk- mudh csVh dk enu ls dksbZ esy gh ugha Fkk- dgka Qwy lk yM+dk] dgka lkaoys vkSj pspd ds nkx Hkjs psgjs okyh Hksaxh lq/kk- nksuksa dh tksM+h fdlh rjg ls ugha curh Fkh- fQj Hkh mUgksaus paik nsoh dk fny j[kus ds fy, dg fn;k& Mky ds ia{kh %% 95

^^eSa enu ds ?kj okyksa ls ckr d:axk- vkt lh/kk eSa mUgha ds ;gka tk jgk gwa- jkr esa #ddj muls lkjh ckrsa dj ywaxk- vki csfQdj jgsa- ysfdu ;fn yM+dk ugha ekuk] rc D;k gksxk\ rc Hkh D;k vki mldh cgu dh ’kknh vius yM+ds ds lkFk dj ysaxh--- og Hkh fcuk ngst ds\** ^^;g rks ckn esa ns[kk tk,xk- eSa rks blfy, tksj ns jgh Fkh fd yM+dk i<+k&fy[kk gS- dksf’k’k djds VkVk esa mldh ukSdjh Hkh yxokbZ tk ldrh gS-** yksgs dks vkSj T;knk xje djrs gq, paik nsoh us dgk- fdl ekSds ij D;k ckr djuh pkfg,] ;g dyk mUgsa vkrh Fkh- mUgksaus vius ifr dh rjQ ns[kk tSls mudh gkeh pkg jgh FkhaHkxkSrh ckcw iRuh dh ckrksa dk vFkZ le>rs gq, tYnh ls cksys] ^^gka] gka] D;ksa ugha\ ,d ckj ’kknh gks tk,] fQj eSa mls VkVk cqyok ywaxk- fdlh n¶rj esa dg lqudj ukSdjh Hkh yxok nwaxk- gekjh csVh Hkh lq[kh jgsxh-** ukSdjh dk ykyp cgqr cM+k gksrk gS- vkt ds tekus esa vxj fdlh dks ukSdjh ds uke ij x/kh ds lkFk Hkh C;kg fn;k tk, rks og ,rjkt ugha djsxkfcpokuh paik nsoh dh pkykdh le> jgk Fkk- yM+dk Qkalus ds fy, mUgksaus cgqr vPNk pkjk Qsadk Fkk- enu ds ekrk&firk euk ugha dj ldrs Fks- ,d rks yM+dh vPNs ?kj esa tk jgh Fkh--- og Hkh fcuk ngst ds- nwljh rjQ yM+ds dh ’kknh Hkh vPNs ?kj esa r; gks jgh Fkh- yM+dh ds lkFk&lkFk ukSdjh Hkh fey jgh Fkhblls vPNh fj’rsnkjh vkSj dgka tqM+ ldrh Fkh\ enu dh ft+Unxh esa ,d u, eksM+ dh ’kq#vkr gksus tk jgh Fkh--- ;k gks pqdh Fkhlc yksx f’kox<+ ds fy, jokuk gq,- jkLrs esa gh ckrksa dk flyflyk py iM+k Fkk- chp esa ,d NksVk lk dLck iM+rk Fkk- ogka NksVh lh cktkj yxrh FkhpkSjkgs ij dkQh nqdkusa [kqy xbZ Fkha- ogha #ddj pk;&ikuh gqvk- fQj iku [kk, x,ckrksa dk flyflyk dqN ;wa ’kq: gqvk- enu us gh vius QwQk ls iwNk] ^^QwQk] ckdh lc rks Bhd gS- yM+dk lHkh dks ilUn gS] ijUrq mu yksxksa us dksbZ ekax ugha dh gS- vki rks dkQh nsj rd vanj Fks- D;k ogka dksbZ ckr ugha gqbZ Fkh\** jktkjke us dqN lksprs gq, dgk Fkk] ^^gka] ckraas rks gqbZ Fkha vkSj dkQh nsj rd gqbZ Fkha- ysu&nsu dh Hkh ckrsa gqbZa Fkha- mudh tks ekaxs gSa] mUgsa iwjk rks fd;k tk ldrk gS] ijUrq blesa dkQh lksp&fopkj djus dh t:jr gS- ;gka jkLrs esa rks lkjh ckrsa gks ugha ldrha- ?kj pydj bRehuku ls ckrsa djsaxs-** dgdj mUgksaus 96 %% Mky ds ia{kh

ckrksa dk flyflyk ogha [kRe dj fn;kenu ds eu esa ,d vk’kadk ?kj dj xbZ- vkf[kj ,slh D;k ekax dh gS mUgksua s fd jkLrs esa ugha crkbZ tk ldrh gS- mlds fy, fo’ks"k ea=.kk dh t:jr gS\ yxrk gS] mudh dksbZ cgqr cM+h ekax gksxh] ftls iwjk djuk ge yksxksa ds cl dh ckr ugha gksxh- blhfy, QwQk th crkus ls fgpd jgs Fksenu ihNs iM+rk gqvk cksyk] ^^;gka crkus esa D;k gtZ gS\ vkf[kj ’kknh&C;kg esa ysu&nsu dksbZ <dh&Nqih ckr rks gksrh ugha gS- lHkh dks irk pyrk gS- ftuds ikl T;knk gksrk gS] og nsus ds ckn fn[kkok djrs gSa- ftuds ikl de gksrk gS] og fNikdj nsrs gSa- cl blds flok vkSj D;k gks ldrk gS\** enu ckr rks lgh dg jgk Fkk- jktkjke us eu gh eu lkspk] ijUrq enu ogka rd dSls lksp ldrk Fkk] tgka rd paik nsoh us lkspk Fkk- ;gha ckr rks [kkl Fkh] ftls jkg pyrs crk;k ugha tk ldrk FkkmUgksaus Vkyrs gq, dgk] ^^fQj Hkh bruh tYnh D;k gS\ eSa rks f’kox<+ gh py jgk gwa- jkr esa rqEgkjs ;gka #dwaxk- [kk&ihdj jkr Hkj ckrsa djsaxs- fpUrk D;ksa djrs gks- ukbZ dh nqdku ij vk, gSa rks cky Hkh vkxs vk tk,axs-** fQj ckr dks nwljh rjQ eksM+rs gq, mUgksaus dgk] ^^ns[kks] ;gka cktkj yxrh gS- tjk eVu&nk: dk bartke rks dj yks-** dgdj jktkjke fny [kksydj galsenu euk ugha dj ldrk Fkk- vkf[kj QwQk Fks mlds- mlus ckiw dh rjQ ns[kk rks og cksys] ^^gka] gka] D;ksa ugha\** ,d fdyks eVu rFkk BjkZ nk: dh nks cksrysa yh xbZa- iSlk enu us gh viuh tsc ls fn;k Fkk- rdyhQ rks mls gqbZ Fkh] ijUrq cgu dh ’kknh dk loky Fkkfdl eqag ls euk djrk- vHkh rks u tkus fdrus vklekuksa esa mls mM+ku Hkjuh Fkh vkSj fdrus leqnz mls rSjdj ikj djus Fks?kj igqaprs&igqaprs va/ksjk f?kj vk;k Fkk- tkMs+ ds ’kq#vkrh fnu Fks- jkrsa yach gksus yxh Fkha- xkao ds Åij /kq,a ds ckny eaMjk jgs Fks- ,d mnklh lh O;kIr Fkh lkjs okrkoj.k esa- xkaoksa esa rks ;wa Hkh ’kke <yrs gh lUukVk iljus yxrk gS;s rks oSls Hkh lnhZ ds fnu Fks- yksxksa ls igys jkr lks tkrh gSxkao esa ckdh yksx rks vius&vius ?kj pys x, Fks- enu ds QwQk vkSj ekek #d x, Fks- ’kknh ds ckjs esa <sj lkjh ckrsa tks djuh Fkha- ekek rks tksj ns jgs Fks fd ?kj pys tk,a] ijUrq lHkh us jksd fy;kjkr esa ppkZ pyh- jktkjke us crk;k] ^^mudh cgqr lkjh ekaxsa ugha gSa- cl ,d gh ekax gS] ysfdu esjh le> esa og cgqr cM+h ekax gS] ftls iwjk djuk ’kk;n Mky ds ia{kh %% 97

gekjs fy, laHko u gks-** lc yksxksa us mRlqdrk ls jktkjke dh rjQ ns[kk- nsgyht ds vkxs NIijksa ds uhps pkjikb;kas ij cSBd teh Fkh- jk/kk vUnj [kkuk cuk jgh Fkh- ckdh lHkh yksx ,d lkFk gh cSBdj ckrsa dj jgs Fks- ut+nhd gh vkys ij j[ks fn;s dh ihyh mnkl jks’kuh ,d lhfer nk;js esa QSyh gqbZ Fkh- mldk lgek&lgek izdk’k lcds psgjksa ij ,sls iM+ jgk Fkk tSls eqj>k, gq, Qwyksa dks fQj ls f[kykus dh dksf’k’k dj jgk gksjktkjke dh ckr lqudj fdlh ds eqag ls ’kCn ugha fudys] ijUrq lHkh dh vka[kksa esa ,d gh loky Fkk] ^D;k ekax gS mudh\* ^^eq>s ugha yxrk fd mudh ekax mfpr gS- fQj Hkh vki lc ls rks dguk gh iM+sxk- vkxs tSlh vki yksxksa dh ethZ-** dgdj jktkjke FkksM+k #ds] fQj cksys] ^^mudk dguk gS fd og ngst esa dksbZ Hkh pht ugha ysaxs- ijUrq enu dks mudh yM+dh ds lkFk ’kknh djuh iM+sxh-** ^^vksg~---** lHkh ds eqag ls ,d lkFk fudyk- fQj pkjksa rjQ lUUkkVk ilj x;k- dksbZ Hkh dqN dgus dh gkyr esa ugha Fkk- eka&ckiw us ,d ckj enu dh rjQ ns[kk- mUgsa yxk fd jk/kk dh ’kknh bl ckj Hkh ugha gks ik,xhmudh tkfr&fcjknjh esa ,slh ’kkfn;ka vlkekU; rks ugha Fkha] ijUrq D;k enu bl ’kknh ds fy, eku tk,xk- lHkh yksxksa dk fny ;gha xokgh ns jgk Fkk fd ugha --- enu ftn~nh LoHkko dk gS- irk ugha] mlds eu esa D;k gks\ enu ds ekek FkksM+k rS’k esa vkdj cksys] ^^,slk dSls gks ldrk gS\ mudh yM+dh dh dgha ’kknh ugha gks jgh gS rks gekjs xys esa cka/kuk pkgrs gSa- lkSnsckth dj jgs gSa- ge xjhc gSa] muds ?kj esa viuh yM+dh dk fj’rk djuk pkgrs gSa rks D;k mudh lkjh tk;t&uktk;t ekaxs eku ysaxs- vkf[kj mUgksaus le> D;k j[kk gS\** ^^;gha rks eSa Hkh dg jgk gwa- eSa vkidks igys gh crk nsuk pkgrk gwa- mudh yM+dh ns[kus esa cgqr vPNh ugha gS- ysfdu muds ikl iSlk gS- ;g vyx ckr gS fd mudk iSlk Hkh vHkh rd mudh yM+dh ds fy, dksbZ fj’rk ugha ryk’k dj ik;k gS- vc tc iSls ls dksbZ ckr ugha cuh rks mUgksaus viuh yM+dh C;kgus dk ;g rjhdk <wa<+ fudkyk gS- eSa rks mUgsa ogha euk dj nsrk] ysfdu yM+dh dh ’kknh dk loky Fkk] blfy, pqi jg x;k- vc vki yksx tSlk dgas\** ^^ugha] ge ;g fj’rk dHkh eatwj ugha djsaxs- pkgs jk/kk dh ’kknh ogka gks ;k ugha- geus enu ds fy, ,d yM+dh ns[k j[kh gS- [kwclwjr gS rFkk iSls okys 98 %% Mky ds ia{kh

?kj dh gS- vkBoha rd i<+h Hkh gS-** enu ds ekek nsohnhu us dgkenu ds eka&ckiw rks tSls dqN lkspus&le>us dh fLFkfr esa Fks gh ugha- mudh tqcku ugha [kqy jgh Fkh- pqi lcdh ckrsa lqu jgs Fks- lc dqN enu ds Åij fuHkZj Fkk- mUgsa ,d gh ckr dk larks"k fd enu le>nkj gS] og tks mfpr le>sxk] tSlh mldh bPNk gksxh] ogha djsxk- vkf[kj] djuk&/kjuk rks mls gh lc dqN Fkk- mlh ds Hkjksls rks jk/kk dh ’kknh r; dh tk jgh Fkhenu u rks ekek dh ckrsa lqu jgk Fkk] u dqN vkSj gh mlds fnekx esa meM+ jgk Fkk- og dsoy viuh cgu dh ’kknh ds ckjs esa lksp jgk Fkk- cw<+k cki dc rd viuh yM+dh ds fy, fj’rk <wa<+rk fQjsxk- D;k bl nqfu;k esa fdlh ds ?kj yM+dh iSnk gksuk xqukg gS\ vxj ugha rks fQj D;ksa ,d cki dks bl rjg dh ;krukvksa ls xqtjuk iM+rk gS- lekt us D;ksa ,sls dBksj fu;e vkSj dkuwu cuk j[ks gSa\ ngst dk nkuo fdldh nsu gS\ ’kknh ds [kpZs vkSj ngst dk lkeku tqVkrk&tqVkrk ,d cki cw<+k gks tkrk gS- fQj Hkh viuh csVh ds fy, ,d vPNk ?kj&oj ugha ryk’k dj ikrk gSbruk rks og tkurk gh Fkk fd fdruk Hkh [kVs] pkgs fnu&jkr esgur djs] ijUrq bruk iSlk ugha tqVk ldrk Fkk fd jk/kk dh ’kknh esa ekax ds eqrkfcd ngst ns lds ;k ckjkr ds lgh Lokxr&lRdkj esa i;kZIr iSlk [kpZ dj lds- ckiw dks eka ds tks nks&pkj xgus gSa] mUgsa cspuk gh iM+sxk- lkFk gh fdlh Bkdqj ls nks vkus C;kt ij dtkZ Hkh ysuk iM+sxk- mldk urhtk ;g gksxk fd lkjh mej ckiw Bkdqj dh csxkjh djrk jgsxk- ckn esa enu Hkh djsxk vkSj dtkZ fQj Hkh lqjlk ds eqag dh rjg c<+rk gh tk;sxk- dHkh [k+re ugha gksxkukrs&fj’rsnkj eqag ls dqN Hkh dgsa] ysfdu iSls ls fdlh dh enn ugha dj ldrs- og tkurs gSa] fj’rsnkjh esa #i;s&iSls dk ysu&nsu dsoy nq’euh dks tUe nsrk gS- blfy, Hkkx&nkSM+ esa rks enn dj nsaxs] ysfdu tc iSls dh ckr vkrh gS rks eqag pqjkus yxrs gSa- jk/kk dh ’kknh djuh Fkh rks enu dks vius gh cy&cwrs ij- eka&cki dks fxjoh j[kdj og cgu dh ’kknh ugha dj ldrk Fkk- Hkys gh og [kqn ft+Unxh Hkj nq%[k lgrk jgs- mlds nq%[k ls eka&cki dk nq%[k T;knk cM+k Fkk- igys mls nwj djuk Fkklcds ikl dgus ds fy, cgqr dqN Fkk] ijUrq dg dksbZ ugha jgk Fkk] D;ksafd og lHkh tkurs Fks fd dkSu D;k dgsxk vkSj dkSu D;k mÙkj nsxk- vr% lcdk ekSu jguk gh vPNk Fkk,d yEck varjky chr x;k- jkr tSls xgjh lkalsa ysrh gqbZ mtkys dh vkl Mky ds ia{kh %% 99

esa cSBh gks- lkjs yksx mlh rjg ekSu cSBs Fks- uhjork dks Hkax djuk fdlh ds cwrs esa ugha Fkk- vkf[kj jktkjke us fxykl esa nk: Mkyrs gq, dgk] ^^eSa rks dgrk gwa] HkxkSrh ckcw dh ekax mfpr ugha gS- fdlh dh xjhch vkSj et+cwjh dk Qk;nk ugha mBkuk pkfg,- mudh yM+dh dks eSaus ns[kk gS] enu ls mldk dksbZ tksM+ ugha gS- ijUrq mUgsa gekjh etcwjh dk irk gS] mldh vkM+ esa viuh yM+dh dks gekjs ?kj esa /kdsyuk pkgrs gSa- mlds fy, dksbZ oj ugha fey jgk gS rks lksprs gSa fd ge mls vius ?kj esa fcBk ysaxs- mUgsa irk gS fd jk/kk ds fy, gesa vPNk ?kj rks feyus ls jgk- et+cwju muds iSjksa ij fxjsaxs- ,d rhj ls nks f’kdkj djuk pkgrs gSa og- ,glku dk ,glku vkSj mudh ywyh&yaxM+h yM+dh dk Hkh csM+k ikj-** nsohnhu us jktkjkt dh gka esa gka feykrs gq, dgk] ^^vki fcYdqy Bhd dg jgs gSa--- ge enu dk lkSnk ugha dj ldrs gSa-** vpkud enu us ml lHkh dks pkSadk fn;k] ^^ijUrq eq>s ;g lkSnk eatwj gS- eSa mudh yM+dh ls ’kknh djus ds fy, rS;kj gwa- vki mudks [k+cj dj nhft,-** enu ds Loj esa ,d ihM+k Nqih gqbZ Fkh- mls ’kk;n gh fdlh us egwll fd;k gks- mldk flj uhps dh rjQ >qdk gqvk Fkk- eka&ckiw rks ldrs dh lh gkyr esa Fks- og dqN dgus&lquus dh fLFkfr esa ugha Fks- xjhch vkneh dks u dsoy cqtfny cuk nsrh gS] cfYd mls ,slh tehu ij yk iVdrh gS] tgka og viuksa ds lkeus Hkh vlgk; vkSj grk’k gks tkrk gSijUrq nsohnhu dks enu ls ,sls mÙkj dh vk’kk ugha Fkh- mUgksaus mldh ’kknh ds fy, irk ugha D;k&D;k lksp j[kk Fkk- muds fj’rs dh ,d yM+dh Fkh- mlh ds lkFk enu dk fj’rk djus dh lksp jgs Fks- yM+dh ds cki dks vk’oklu Hkh ns j[kk Fkk- vc mudh tqcku dk D;k gksxk\ mUgksua s xqLls ls enu dh rjQ eq[kkfrc gksdj dgk& ^^rqEgkjk fnekx rks ugha fQj x;k gS\ dqN le> jgs gks fd rqe D;k dg jgs gks\** ^^gka] eSa lc le> jgk gwa-** mlus ekek dh rjQ ns[krs gq, dgk] ^^vki gh crkb,] jk/kk dks fcuk ngst ds blls cf<+;k fj’rk vkSj ?kj&oj dgka feysxk\ dgka ls ngst ds fy, iSlk vk,xk\ eSa lkjh mej Hkh esgur&etnwjh d:a] rc Hkh ngst yk;d] tks vkt gekjs ;gka pyu gS] iSlk ugha tqVk ikÅaxk- eka&cki dks eSa thou Hkj ds fy, csxkjh vkSj dtZ ds nyny esa ugha Qalk ldrk- D;k 100 %% Mky ds ia{kh

vki yksx :i;s&iSls ls gekjh enn djus dks rS;kj gSa\ vxj djsa rks ge jk/kk dh ’kknh dgha vkSj dj nsrs gSa\** lcdks lkai lw?a k x;k- FkksMk+ &cgqr #i;k&iSlk rks gj vkneh dekrk Fkk- bruk x;k&xqtjk dksbZ ugha Fkk- enu dh enn dj ldrs Fks] ijUrq iSls ds uke ij lcds eqag ij rkyk iM+ x;k- tkurs Fks] fcjknjh vkSj ukrsnkjh esa iSlk nsuk lnSo ?kkVs dk lkSnk jgrk gS- eqag [kksy dj ckn esa ekax ugha ldrs vkSj ysus okys dh gSfl;r dHkh iSls ykSVkus dh ugha gksrh- ,sls esa fj’rsnkjh VwV tkrh gS vkSj euksa esa eSy iSnk gks tkrk gS- dksbZ bl >a>V eaas ugha iM+uk pkgrk Fkkenu us ckr vkxs c<+kbZ] ^êSa tkurk gwa--- dFkuh vkSj djuh esa cgqr vUrj gksrk gS- jk/kk dh ’kknh ds fy, nku&ngst gesa gh tqVkuk gS- dksbZ fj’rsnkj gekjh enn ds fy, vkxs ugha vk,xk- lc dqN gesa gh djuk iM+sxk] pkgs ?kj&fxjLrh fxjoh j[kdj] pkgs vius dks csapdj--- gesa viuh lhekvksa dk irk gS- ;k rks ge jk/kk dks fdlh fHk[kkjh ds ?kj C;kg nsa ;k fQj dk<+&ekaxdj mldks vPNs ?kj esa C;kgsa vkSj ftUnxh Hkj ngst ds cks> rys filrs jgsa-** enu dh ckrksa dk dkV fdlh ds ikl ugha Fkk- vr% lHkh pqIih lk/ks cSBs jgs- FkksM+h nsj ckn jktkjke us ckr vkxs c<+kbZ& ^ênu rqEgkjh ckr lgh gS] ijUrq ;gka fj’rk djus dh gekjh dksbZ etcwjh ugha gS- jk/kk ds fy, ge dgha vkSj fj’rk <wa<+ ysaxs- ’kk;n fcuk ngst ds dksbZ fj’rk djus dks jkth gks tk,- nqfu;k esa lkjs yksx ,d tSls FkksM+s gksrs gSa-** ^^gka] vki dh ckr lgh gS- ijUrq vki ns[k gh jgs gSa fd fdruh Hkkx&nkSM+ ds ckn rks ;g fj’rk r; gks ik jgk gS- vki yksx vkSj fdruh Hkkx&nkSM+ djsaxs gekjs fy,- fj’rs dksbZ cktkj esa rks fcdrs ugha fd tc pkgk [kjhndj ys vk,ckiw dh mej Hkh ns[k jgs gSa vki yksx- D;k og ejrs ne rd viuh yM+dh dk fj’rk gh <wa<+rs jgsaxs\** ^ênu rqe le> ugha jgs gks ckr dks- rqeus yM+dh ns[kh ugha gS vHkh rdHkkoqdrk ls dke u yks- ckn esa iNrkus okyh ckr u gks tk,- fQj rqe gesa nks"k er nsuk fd geus lpsr ugha fd;k Fkk-** ^^QwQk th] eq>s Hkh dgha u dgha ’kknh djuk gh gS- gekjs ?kj dh tks vkfFkZd fLFkfr gS] mlesa dksbZ jktdqekjh rks eq>s feyus okyh gS ugha- gekjh fcjknjh esa oSls Hkh dksbZ jktdqekfj;ka iSnk ugha gksrh gSa- ge xjhc vkSj esgurd’k etnwj gSa- gekjs ?kjksa dh yM+fd;ka rks lk/kkj.k dn&dkBh vkSj lkaoys ;k dkys jax dh gksrh gSa- ’kk;n gh dksbZ cgqr [kwclwjr yM+dh viuh fcjknjh esa ns[kus dks feysMky ds ia{kh %% 101

fQj vxj esjs R;kx vkSj cfynku ls jk/kk ds fy, vPNk oj vkSj ?kj fey jgk gSs rks eSa D;ksa badkj dj nwa\ D;k cqjkbZ gS blesa\** enu ds Loj esa mÙkstuk ds lkFk&lkFk Øks/k Hkh Hkjk gqvk Fkk- dgrs&dgrs og gkaQus yxk Fkk- mlds fnekx esa [kycyh eph gqbZ Fkh- ,d rjQ mldh cgu dh ft+Unxh dk loky Fkk rks nwljh rjQ mldh [kqn dh- enZ dh ftUnxh rks gksrh gh gS ?kj&ifjokj ds fy, cfynku dj nsus ds fy,- fQj ;fn og cgu ds fy, viuh ftUnxh dks mRlxZ dj jgk Fkk rks fdlh ij dksbZ ,glku ugha dj jgk FkkfQj vpkud mldh utjksa ds lkeus jtuh dk eklwe psgjk ukp mBkmls eglwl gqvk fd jtuh dh vka[ksa vkalqvksa ls f>yfeyk jgh Fkha- mldk fny /kd~ ls jg x;k- bl lkjs izdj.k ds nkSjku ,d ckj Hkh mls jtuh dk [;ky ugha vk;k Fkk- Hkkokos’k esa ;g D;k fu.kZ; ys fy;k Fkk mlus- og jtuh dks D;k tokc nsxk\ mlls rks ok;nk djds vk;k Fkk fd tYnh ykSVdj vk,xk- vc rks mlus vius iSjksa esa tathj Mky nh Fkh- D;k dHkh ykSVdj jtuh dh rjQ tk ldsxk\ mls yxk fd T;knk lkspxs k rks fnekx QV tk,xk- mlds fny esa rwQku fgyksjas ys jgk Fkk] rks vka[kksa esa vklqavksa ds leUnj cgus dks vkrqj Fks- vc jks;k fd rc jks;k- og tYnh ls mBk vkSj ?kj ds vUnj ?kql x;k- ,d va/ksjs dksus esa [kM+k gksdj jksus yxk- [kwc th Hkjds jks;k og- vkalqvksa dh ,d cwan Hkh u jgus nh mlus viuh vka[kksa esa- jksdj tc mldh th dqN gYdk gqvk rks fQj lcds lkeus vkdj cSB x;kml jkr fQj fdlh us dksbZ fo’ks"k ppkZ ugha dh- [kk&ihdj lHkh lks x,nwljh lqcg jktkjke enu dks ysdj [ksrksa dh rjQ fudy x,- mlds ekek Hkh lkFk Fks- ijUrq og cgqr xqLls esa yx jgs Fks- fdlh ls dksbZ ckr ugha dj jgs Fks- enu ds QSlys ls muds fny dks cgqr pksV igqaph Fkh- mudh ckr tks [kksVh gks xbZ FkhekSle cgqr lqgkuk Fkk- lqcg dh uje /kwi esa vksl dh cwans ?kkl vkSj xsgwa ds vadfq jr gks jgs ikS/kksa ij dqN bl rjg ped jgh Fkha] tSls dksbZ xksjh vHkh&vHkh unh ds fueZy&LoPN ty ls ugkdj fudyh gks vkSj mlds ueZ&ueZ xqykch xkyksa ij vB[ksfy;ka dj jgh gksa- gokvksa esa pkjksa rjQ ,d eknd lqxU/k fc[kjh gqbZ Fkhfn’kk&eSnku djus ds ckn nkrqu djrs gq, og rhuksa xkao dh rjQ ykSVs102 %% Mky ds ia{kh

ykSVrs le; xkao ds fdukjs ugj dh iqfy;k ij cSB x,- mlds QwQk us ckr ’kq: dh& ^ênu] rqe esjs lkeus vHkh cPps gks- blfy, dg jgk gwa fd Hkkoqdrk esa dksbZ fu.kZ; er ysuk- nqfu;k esa yM+dksa ;k yM+fd;ksa dh dksbZ deh ugha gS- HkxkSrh ckcw fj’rsnkjh esa iM+rs gSa] blfy, ge pkgrs Fks fd muds ;gka fj’rk gks tk, rks vPNk gS- ijUrq ,slh dksbZ ckr ugha gS fd ge etcwjh esa muds ;gka fj’rk djsage jk/kk ds fy, nwljh txg yM+dk ryk’k dj ysaxs- ge xjhc gSa rks D;k gekjs ?kj dh yM+fd;kas dh ’kknh ugha gksxh\ og dqaokjh ugha cSBh jgsaxh-** ^ûgha QwQk th] eSaus cgqr lksp&le>dj QSlyk fy;k gS- eq>s ckn esa dksbZ iNrkok o vQlksl ugha gksxk- bl thou esa vkneh u tkus fdrus cqjs deZ djrk gS] fQj Hkh mls iNrkok ugha gksrk- eSa rks fQj Hkh ,slk dksbZ cqjk dke ugha dj jgk gwa-** ^^rqe esjh ckr ugha le>s- ns[kks] jk/kk dh ’kknh dh ckr vyx gS vkSj rqEgkjh ’kknh dh ckr vyx- rqe nksuksa ckrksa dks ,d lkFk er rkSyks-** ^^vki tks dguk pkgrs gSa] eSa vPNh rjg le> jgk gwa- jk/kk esjh cgu gS- eSa vxj mldh [kq’kh ds fy, dqN dj jgk gwa rks dksbZ cgqr cM+k R;kx ugha dj jgk gwa- vius ?kj dh gkyr ns[krs gq, eq>s ;g fj’rk eatwj gS-** dgdj og mB [kM+k gqvketcwju jktkjke vkSj nsohnhu dks Hkh mBuk iM+k- og lHkh ?kj dh rjQ py iM+sFkksMk+ fnu p<+s tc pk;&uk’rk djds enu dgha ckgj x;k gqvk Fkk rks mldh eka dh tqcku [kqyh] ^^HkS;k] ;s D;k gks jgk gS\ esjh rks le> esa dqN Hkh ugha vk jgk gS-** og jktkjke ls ;g ckr dg jgh Fkha- og flj >qdk, pqi cSBs Fksenu dh eka us ckr NsM+h rks og /khjs ls cksys] ^êSa rks dHkh Hkh bl fj’rs ds i{k esa ugha Fkk- ysfdu yM+ds okyksa us tks dgk Fkk] mls vki yksxksa dks crkuk esjk QtZ Fkk- eq>s D;k irk Fkk fd ikalk mYVk iM+ tk,xk vkSj enu bruh vklkuh ls bl ckr dks Lohdkj dj ysxk- irk ugha mlds fnekx esa D;k gS\** ^^;g yM+dk gS gh fujkyk- eSa mldh eka gw]a ijUrq esjh le> esa mldk fetkt vkt rd ugha vk;k-** ^^rks D;k eSa mudks gka cksy nwa\** nsohnhu us dgk] ^^nhnh] eSaus enu ds fy, ,d cgqr vPNh yM+dh ns[k j[kh gS- vki lsefjgk esa gka er dfj,-** Mky ds ia{kh %% 103

^^ijUrq HkS;k] eSa D;k dj ldrh gwa- yM+dk toku gS] mldh ethZ ds vkxs gekjh dgka ls pysxh- og dekrk gS] ge mlds lgkjs gSa- tks mlus Bku fy;k gS] djds gh jgsxk-** nsohnhu us vlgk; Hkko ls vius thtk dh rjQ ns[kkog tehu dh rjQ ns[k jgs Fks- gkykafd mu lcdh ckrsa pqipki lqu jgs Fks- ijUrq fdlh dh ckr esa n[ky ugha ns jgs Fksnsohnhu us tksj nsdj dgk] ^^vki lc yksxksa dh Hkh ethZ gS fd jk/kk dh ’kknh mlh ?kj esa gks- pkgs vius yM+ds dh cfy gh D;ksa u nsuh iM+s- vki lHkh yksx ftl rjg ls lc dqN yM+ds ij Mkys ns jgs gSa] mlls ;gha lkfcr gksrk gS fd vkidks ;g fj’rk eatwj gS- fQj ;fn vki yksx ;gha pkgrs gSa rks ’kknh&C;kg esa ge yksxksa dks cqykus dh D;k t:jr gS- vki yksx gh lc dqN r; dj yhft,tks ethZ esa vk,] dhft,- eSa rks pyrk gwa-** og mBdj ckgj pys x,- jktkjke us dgk] ^^vc dgus dks D;k jg tkrk gS- vki yksx dksbZ ckr r; ugha dj ldrs- enu us dg gh fn;k gS fd mls D;k djuk gS- vki dksbZ ,rjkt tkfgj ugha dj jgs gSa--- rks fQj HkxkSrh ckcw dks [kcj dj nsrk gwa fd og yM~Mw caVok,a- mudh yM+dh dk fj’rk r; gks x;k gS- vkxs vki yksx tSlk dgsaxs] fd;k tk,xk-** ?kj esa tks dqN ?kV jgk Fkk] mu lc ls fufoZdkj jk/kk jlksbZ ds dkeksa esa O;Lr Fkh- mls dqN irk Hkh ugha Fkk vkSj u dqN le> esa vk jgk Fkk fd mldh ’kknh ds fy, ?kj okys bl dnj ijs’kku D;ksa Fksenu ds fnekx esa [kycyh eph gqbZ Fkh- og ?kj ls ckgj fudy dj [ksrksa dh rjQ pyk x;k Fkk- vdsyk gh--- dksbZ feyk Hkh rks jke&tqgkj ds ckn dksbZ ckr ugha dh- mÙkj dh fn’kk esa ,d eSnku Fkk- lqulku--- ogka dsoy tkuoj vkrs Fks pjus ds fy,- ysfdu vHkh tkM+s ds fnu Fks] blfy, ogka dksbZ tkuoj ysdj ugha vkrk Fkk- og ogka tkdj ,d ccwy ds isM+ ds uhps cSB x;kdSlh gS mldh fdLer\ mlus eu gh eu lkspk- yxrk gS bl thou esa mls dsoy nwljksa ds fy, gh dekuk gS vkSj nwljksa ds lq[k ds fy, gh lc dqN djuk gS- mldh viuh dksbZ vkdka{kk ;k dkeuk ugha gS- mldh pkgr dk dksbZ egRo ugha gS- og laons ughu gksdj lc dqN >syrk tk jgk gS- mlesa bruh laons uk Hkh ugha cph gS fd vius lq[k&nq[k dh igpku dj ldsmls rks ;wa gh [kVrs&[kVrs ejuk gSjtuh mls ysdj dqN lius ns[k jgh Fkh vkSj og mu liuksa dks pdukpwj 104 %% Mky ds ia{kh

dj jgk Fkk- u djrk rks vkSj D;k djrk\ dksbZ nwljk pkjk Hkh rks ugha Fkk- jtuh ls mldh ’kknh lkr tUeksa rd ugha gks ldrh Fkh- fQj >wBs lius ikyus ls D;k Qk;nk\ og fujk csodwQ gS tks bl rjg ds lius ns[k jgk gS vkSj mUgsa vius nkeu esa latks Hkh jgk gSccwy ds isM+ ds uhps dkaVs VwV&VwVdj fxjrs jgrs gSa- og mM+&mM+dj nwj&nwj rd fc[kj tkrs gSa- og Hkh bu dkaVksa ds leku gS tks ges’kk nwljksa dks nq[k nsrk jgrk gS- jtuh dk Hkh fny rksM+ nsxk ,d fnu vkSj Mky ds ia{kh dh rjg mM+dj dgha vkSj pyk tk,xkjtuh Mky ls VwVdj fxjh gqbZ lw[kh ifÙk;ksa dks vius nkeu esa Hkj jgh Fkheka&cki dks Hkh D;k lq[k fn;k gS mlus vHkh rd\ <ax dk dksbZ dke& /ka/kk ugha gS mlds ikl- dqN vkSj fy[k&i<+ ysrk rks ’kk;n dgha ljdkjh ukSdjh gh yx tkrh- ijUrq xjhch dh pDdh esa filrs gq, og Hkh laHko ugha Fkk- vc rks thou esa tks cnk gS] ogha gksxk- ,d cgu dh ’kknh dj ns rks ’kk;n eka&cki dk FkksM+k dtZ pqdrk dj ns vkSj muds fny dks dqN rlYyh fey tk,cgu dh ’kknh ds flok vc mls vkSj dqN lw>rk gh ugha Fkk-

lkr tc ls enu xkao x;k Fkk] jtuh dk eu fdlh dke esa ugha yxrk Fkk?kM+h&?kM+h mldh dksBjh dh rjQ ns[krh jgrh- enu pkHkh ns x;k Fkk- dksBjh dh lkQ&lQkbZ ds cgkus ogha ?kqldj cSBh jgrh Fkh- tc eka cqykrh] rHkh ckgj fudyrh Fkh- dbZ ckj eka us xqLlk Hkh fd;k] ^^irk ugha dksBjh ds vUnj cSBh&cSBh D;k djrh jgrh gS\ vius ?kj esa rks eu gh ugha yxrktc ns[kks] rc dksBjh ds vUnj---** eka HkquHkqukrh jgrha- og dksbZ tokc u nsrh- eka dks vius fny dk gky dSls crkrh\ irk ugha mlds eu esa jg&jgdj ;g [;ky D;ksa vkrk jgrk Fkk fd vc enu ykSVdj dHkh ugha vk,xk- ,slk og dgdj rks ugha x;k Fkk] ijUrq mlds eu esa ;g vk’kadk cuh gh jgrh Fkh- mls yxrk] dqN ,slk ?kVus okyk gS tks mlds thou dks rgl&ugl djds j[k nsxk- lw[ks iÙks dh rjg mM+kdj gok irk Mky ds ia{kh %% 105

ugha mls dgka iVd nsxh\ og dgha Bgj Hkh ik,xh ;k ugha\ og lwus ,dkUr isM+ dh fdlh ohjku Mkyh ij cSBh ,d ,slh fpfM+;k ds leku gksxh] ftls iafN;ksa dk >q.M NksM+dj vkxs fudy x;k Fkk- og cspkjh Fkdh&ekanh ihNs jg xbZ Fkh— mM+us ls ykpkj- mls viuk jkLrk dgha ugha fn[k jgk Fkkjkr&fnu enu ds ckjs esa lksp&lkspdj mlus viuh gkyr [kjkc dj yh Fkh- eka vyx ls fpark esa iM+ x;h Fkha fd irk ugha mudh csVh dks D;k gks x;k Fkk- u Bhd ls [kkuk [kkrh gS] u fdlh ls ckr gh djrh gS- jtuh dh mnklh dk ,d gh dkj.k mudh le> esa vk jgk Fkk fd csVh toku gks pqdh Fkh- tokuh esa yM+fd;ka ,sls gh liuksa esa [kksbZ cSBh jgrh gSa rFkk fdlh jktdqekj ds vkus dk bartkj djrh gSavc jtuh dh ’kknh dj nsuh pkfg,- iwjh mej dh gks x;h gS- blhfy, ’kk;n gjne mnkl jgk djrh gS- ifr ds ?kj tk,xh rks mldk I;kj&nqykj ikdj thou ds u, jaxksa esa Mwc tk,xh- rc mlds thou esa mnkfl;ksa ds fy, dksbZ txg ugha gksxhcsVh ls bl ckjs esa og D;k ckr djrha- ifr ls dbZ ckj dgk Fkk- og Hkh fpark esa Fks fd csVh ds gkFk tYnh gh ihys dj nsus pkfg,- ijUrq ,d rks mUgsa vius O;olk; ls gh cgqr de Qqjlr fey ikrh Fkh- nwljs bruh vklkuh ls yM+ds feyrs dgka gSa\ vius ukrs&fj’rsnkjksa ls dg j[kk Fkk- lcus vk’oklu Hkh ns j[kk Fkk fd mfpr fj’rk feyrs gh crk,axs- ijUrq vHkh rd fdlh dh rjQ ls dksbZ lgh fj’rk ugha vk ik;k Fkk,d fnu eka us jtuh ls dgk] ^^csVh] rw lkjk fnu ?kj esa cSBh&cSBh Åcrh jgrh gS- u vM+ksl&iM+ksl esa fdlh ds lkFk mBrh&cSBrh gS] u fdlh lgsyh ds ?kj tkrh gS- ,sls dc rd pysxk\ rw ,slk dj] dy ls cdfj;ka pjkus ds fy, dVjh dh rjQ fudy tk;k dj- ogka cgqr lkjh yM+fd;ka vkrh gSa- muds lkFk rsjk eu cgy tk,xk- [kqyh gok esa jgsxh rks nks&pkj fnu esa rch;r vius&vki Bhd gks tk,xh-** vc eka dks dSls crk, og fd mldh rch;r [kjkc ugha gS- ijUrq mlus eka ls dksbZ ghy&gqTtr ugha dh- pqipki eka dh ckr eku yh- cdfj;ka pjkus ds fy, og igys Hkh xaxk fdukjs tk;k djrh Fkh- dksbZ ubZ ckr rks Fkh ughajtuh cdfj;ka pjkus ds fy, pqipki jkth gks x;h rks eka dks vk’p;Z gqvkog vka[ksa QkM+&QkM+dj mldks ns[kus yxha- jtuh us eka dh ut+jksa dh ijokg ugha dh vkSj mBdj vUnj pyh xbZ106 %% Mky ds ia{kh

nwljs fnu ls og cdfj;ka pjkus tkus yxh- dVjh esa xsgwa vkSj ljlksa dh cqvkbZ gks pqdh Fkh- cgqr de txg cph Fkh] tgka cdfj;ksa dks [kqyk NksM+k tk ldrk Fkk- cka/k ds fdukjs&fdukjs yksx vius tkuojksa dks pjus ds fy, NksM+ nsrs Fks- ;g lM+d iz;kx ls nkjkxat rd lh/kh xbZ gS- ,d rjQ u;k vYykiqj clk gqvk gS rks nwljh rjQ xaxk dk dNkj nwj&nwj rd QSyk gqvk gS- bl dNkj esa nwj&nwj rd xsgwa ds [ksr ut+j vkrs gSaT;knkrj NksVs yM+ds&yM+fd;ka rFkk nknk&ukuh dh mej dh vkSjrsa tkuoj pjkus vkrh Fkha- toku yM+fd;ka rks ,dk/k gh gksrh Fkha- eka&cki toku yM+fd;ksa dks ckgj Hkstrs gq, Mjrs gSa fd dgha Åap&uhp u gks tk,- ijUrq ftuds ?kj esa vkSj dksbZ dke djus okyk u gks rks toku yM+fd;ka ckgj fudyrh gh gSadqNsd yM+fd;ksa ls rks jtuh dh igys ls gh tku&igpku Fkh- dqN ubZ vkbZ Fkha- muesa ls ,d ubZ yM+dh lqeu Fkh- ,d gh fnu esa mlls tku&igpku gks xbZ Fkh- og cgqr papy yM+dh Fkh- [kwc lt&/ktdj jgrh Fkh vkSj lnk eqLdjkrh jgrh Fkh- nksuksa esa izxk<+rk gqbZ rks ,d&nwljs ds ckjs esa ckrsa gksus yxha- igys lqeu us gh vius ckjs esa mls crk;k Fkklqeu iz;kx LVs’ku ds iwjc dh rjQ dh xUnh&efyu cLrh esa vius eka&cki ds lkFk jgrh Fkh- eka nwljs ds ?kjksa dk dke djrh Fkh vkSj cki fngkM+h et+nwj Fkk- dksbZ fu;fer vk; ugha Fkh] dke feyrk rks ?kj esa nhokyh gksrh] ojuk dHkh&dHkh rks Qkads Hkh iM+ tkrs Fks- nks&pkj cdfj;ka Hkh iky j[kh Fkha- fdlh rjg xqtkjk gks tkrk Fkklqeu pkgs xjhc ?kj dh jgh gks] ijUrq Hkxoku us mls lqUnjrk c[’kus esa dksbZ dksj&dlj ugha NksM+h Fkh- xksjh&Njgjh Fkh- lqUnj yach ukd] FkksM+k yacwrjk psgjk vkSj Hkjs&Hkjs xqykch xky mldh lqUnjrk esa pkj&pkan yxkrs Fks- vksaB rks brus xqykch vkSj jlHkjs yxrs Fks tSls vHkh&vHkh larjs dh Qkad dks Nhydj fudkyk x;k gks- vka[ksa xksy&xksy ,sls pedrh Fkha tSls nks cYc ty jgs gksa vkSj Hkaos cukoVh u gksrs gq, Hkh ,sls yxrh Fkha] tSls C;wVh ikyZj ls cuokdj vkbZ gks- xjt ;g fd mldh lqUnjrk ds vkxs cM+s&cM+s ?kjksa dh ifj;ka ikuh Hkjus pyh tkrhaysfdu Fkh rks og ,d xjhc ?kj dh yM+dh gh uk- Ldwy dHkh ugha x;hdke rks lkjs ogha djus iM+rs Fks tks xjhc yM+fd;ka djrh gSa- xUnh&efyu cLrh esa jgrs&jgrs laLdkj Hkh yxHkx oSls gh vk x;s Fks vkSj mldk urhtk ;g gqvk fd thou ds jaxksa esa cgqr tYnh <y xbZ oglqeu ,d yM+ds ls I;kj djrh Fkh- nksuksa iM+ksl esa gh jgrs Fks- ijUrq iM+ksl Mky ds ia{kh %% 107

esa pwfa d lkjs yksx ,d nwljs dks vPNh rjg tkurs&igpkurs Fks] vr% [kqydj feyuk ugha gks ikrk Fkk- pksjh&fNis feyrs Fks] ijUrq mlesa I;kj dh feBkl dk iwjk vkuUn ugha vk ikrk Fkk- lqeu eka dks iV~Vh i<+kdj cdfj;ka ysdj xaxk fdukjs vkus yxh- vc mldk isez h tc Hkh ekSdk feyrk] dVjh dh rjQ vk tkrk- nksuksa [kqydj [ksrksa ds chp ;k fdlh isM+ dh vkaM+ esa feyrs vkSj vius ru&eu dh I;kl cq>krs^^rks rqe yksx ;gka rd I;kj djrs gks ,d nwljs dks\** jtuh us vk’p;Z ls iwNk] ^^’kknh ds igys D;k ;g lc Bhd gS\ dgha dqN gks x;k rks----\** ^^vjs NksM+ u--- rw Hkh D;k ckrsa djrh gS\ lkjh yM+fd;ka ’kknh ds igys ;gha rks djrh gSa- eSa D;k tkurh ugha- dksbZ Hkh yM+dh dqaokjh viuh llqjky ugha tkrh-** jtuh mldh csckdh ij gSjku jg xbZ- rks D;k jtuh Hkh fdlh fnu enu ds lkFk ;gha [ksy [ksysxh\ vkSj tc ckn esa mlds lkFk jtuh dh ’kknh ugha gksxh rks----\ mlus bu fopkjksa dks vius fnekx ls >Vd dj vyx dj fn;k- og D;ksa lksps ,slk\ lqeu dqN Hkh dgrh jgs- lkjh yM+fd;ka ,d tSlh rks ugha gksrh gSa^^D;k djrk gS rsjk iszeh\** ^^b.Vj esa i<+rk gS- vxys lky ch- ,- esa tk,xk-** ^^fQj D;k og rsjs lkFk ’kknh dj ysxk\** ^^Hkd~--- ’kknh dkSu djsxk mlls-** lqeu us galdj dgk] ^^og rks fcydqy esjs ?kj ds cxy esa jgrk gS- esjh tkfr dk rks gS] ijUrq gekjs ;gka ,slh ’kkfn;ka ugha gksrh gSa- ge nksuksa ,d gh [kkunku ds gSa-** ^^fQj D;k rsjk mlds lkFk lacU/k uktk;t ugha gS\** ^^gS rks D;k gqvk\ lHkh ,slk djrs gSa- cfYd djrs ugha] gks tkrk gS- toku yM+ds&yM+fd;kas ds chp bl rjg ds lacU/k ekewyh ckr gS- gkykafd yksx bls xyr le>rs gSa] ijUrq nqfu;k esa T;knkrj xyr dke gh rks gksrs gSa** lqeu dh ckrsa jtuh dh le> esa rks vk jgh Fkha] ijUrq og muls lger ugha Fkh- mls yxk] lqeu cgqr xyr jkLrs ij tk jgh Fkh- vxj tYnh gh mldh ’kknh u gqbZ rks og cgqr cM+s nyny esa Qal tk,xh- ftl jkLrs ij og py jgh Fkh] og dsoy fouk’k dh rjQ gh rks tkrk gSijUrq og [kqn D;k dj jgh Fkh\ D;k og Lo;a enu ls I;kj ugha djus yxh Fkh\ dy dks vxj og Hkh fQly xbZ rks----\ ’kknh ds igys dk I;kj cgqr eklwe gksrk gS vkSj tgka eklwfe;r gksrh gS] ogka xyfr;ka djus dh laHkkouk T;knk 108 %% Mky ds ia{kh

gksrh gSnksuksa ds chp dsoy isze ds ckjs esa gh ckrsa gksrh Fkh- lqeu dk dPpk fpV~Bk tc iwjh rjg [kqy pqdk rks /khjs&/khjs jtuh us Hkh mls enu ds ckjs esa crkuk izkjEHk fd;k- og rks mlus Lohdkj fd;k fd og enu dks I;kj djrh Fkh] ijUrq enu Hkh mls I;kj djrk Fkk ;k ugha] ;dhuh rkSj ij ugha dg ldrh Fkhbl ij lqeu us mldks QVdkjrs gq, dgk] ^^vjs okg~] dSlh I;kj djus okyh gS rw tks vc rd vius iszeh ds fny dk gky u tku ldh- vjh] ;g vkx rks fcuk /kq,a ds irk py tkrh gS fd fny esa ty jgh gS ;k ugha- rq>s nqfo/ kk bl ckr ls gksrh gksxh fd vHkh rd mlus viuh tqcku ls ;g ugha dgk fd og rq>s I;kj djrk gS-** ^^gka] lp rks ;gha gS- blhfy, eq>s ’kadk gksrh gS fd og Hkh eq>s I;kj djrk gS ;k ugha- tc Hkh eSa b’kkjksa ls vius fny dh ckr ml rd igqapkus dh dksf’k’k djrh gwa rks og pqIih lk/k tkrk gS- eSa le> ugha ikrh gwa fd mlds fny esa D;k gS\** lqeu us mlds xky ij fpdksVh dkVrs gq, dgk] ^^esjh cUuks] rw Hkh fdruh uknku gS- vjs] ;gha rks I;kj gS- enZ vxj tqcku ls u dgs rks Hkh D;k gksrk gS- og t:j rq>s I;kj djrk gS- ijUrq fdlh pht ls Mjrk gksxk- blhfy, [kqydj rsjs I;kj dks Lohdkj ugha dj ik jgk gS- vc vxyh ckj tc Hkh rw mlls feys rks [kqydj dguk fd rw mls I;kj djrh gS- og rq>dks I;kj djrk gS fd ugha] irk py tk,xk- ns[k] og rsjh ckr dk D;k tokc nsrk gS\** ^^gka] ;gh ckr gks ldrh gS- og t:j Mj ds ekjs dqN dgrk ugha gS- og esjs ?kj esa fdjk, ij jgrk gS- ’kk;n blh ckr ls Mjrk gksxk fd eSa edku ekfyd dh csVh gwa- nwljs mldh ,d NksVh cgu gS- mldh ’kknh ds fy, og cgqr ijs’kku jgrk gS- jkr&fnu esgur djds iSlk dekdj tksM+ jgk gS fd fdlh rjg cgu dh ’kknh dj ns- vPNk] crk eSa mldk fny thrus ds fy, vkSj D;k d:a\** jtuh us Hkksysiu ls iwNk rks lqeu eqLdjk iM+h^^dqN ugha--- cl pqipki ns[krh tk- ,d fnu rM+irk gqvk rsjh >ksyh esa u vk fxjs rks eq>ls dguk- enZ cM+s oSls gksrs gSa- igys rks cM+k eku fn[kkrs gSa] ijUrq vkSjr ds ’kjhj dh [kq’kcw vkSj egd mUgsa viuh rjQ [khap ykrh gS- og vkSjr ls cpdj jg gh ugha ldrs- ejn fdruk Hkh pkykd D;ksa u gks\ og lkai ds dkVs ls cp ldrk gS] taxyh tkuojksa ls viuk cpko dj ldrk gS] nqfu;k dh fdlh Hkh vkink ls ikj ik ldrk gS] ijUrq vkSjr dh eqLdku vkSj mldh Mky ds ia{kh %% 109

ut+jksa ds okj ls fdlh Hkh gkyr esa ugha cp ldrk gS-** lqeu cM+h le>nkjh ls mls le>k jgh Fkhjtuh pfdr Fkh mldh ckras lqudj- bl rjg ckrsa dj jgh Fkh tSls isze vkSj okluk ij mlus cgqr [kkst&chu dh Fkh^^I;kj ds ckjs esa rq>s bruk lc dqN dSls irk\ dgka ls lh[kk gS ;g lc\** ^^vius gh yksxksa ds chp ls- ns[k] rw cM+h&cw<+h vkSjrksa ds chp esa fcydqy Hkksyh cudj cSB tk- dHkh er tkfgj djks fd rqe mudh ckrksa dks le> jgh gks- fQj lquks] D;k&D;k dgrh vkSj lqurh gSa og lc- cM+h rtqcsZ dh ckrsa djrh gSa- fQj ,d ckj I;kj esa iM+ks rks vius vki gh lc dqN le> esa vkus yxrk gS-** jtuh mldh dk;y gks x;h- jtuh mlls mej esa FkksM+k cM+h gh gksxh] ijUrq ,slk yxrk Fkk tSls lqeu mldh nhnh gks- dgrs gSa fd tSls&tSls mej c<+rh gS] oSls&oSls vuqHko Hkh c<+rk gS- ijUrq ges’kk ;gha lp ugha gksrk gS- dHkh&dHkh yksx viuh mej ls T;knk lh[k tkrs gSa- lqeu ds lkFk ;gha rks gqvk Fkkjtuh dks vc ckgj fudyus esa etk vkus yxk Fkk- lqeu ds :i esa mls ,d vPNk gejkt fey x;k Fkk- nksuksa ,d gh vkx esa ty jgh Fkha- nksuksa ds jkLrs pkgs daVhys gh lgh] ijUrq ,d gh rjQ tkrs Fks- nwljs lqeu ls mls dkQh dqN lh[kus dks fey jgk Fkkvc vxj eka mlls dgrh Hkh fd fdlh fnu og [kqn cdfj;ka ysdj tk,axh rks og euk dj nsrh gS- eka dks vk’p;Z gksrk- ;g ogha jtuh gS tks cdfj;ksa ds uke ij ukd&HkkSa fldksM+rh Fkh- gtkj cgkus cukrh Fkh- vkSj vkt ;s fnu gS fd ?kj ds fdlh dke esa eu ugha yxrk gS mldk- lqcg gksrs gh dVjh dh rjQ Hkkxus dh lkspus yxrh gS- vc igys ls T;knk [kq’k Hkh jgus yxh Fkh og- eka dks blh ckr dk larks"k Fkk fd pyks] ckgj fudydj mldh mnklh dh cnyh rks NaV x;h] ojuk ?kj esa cSBs&cSBs rks tSls Hkwls dk <sj gks xbZ Fkhckrksa&ckrksa esa jtuh us lqeu dks crk fn;k Fkk fd enu vHkh xkao x;k Fkkdc rd vk,xk] dqN irk ugha Fkk- tSls&tSls fnu xqtjrs tk jgs Fks] mldh fpUrk c<+rh tk jgh FkhdkfrZd iwf.kZek Hkh pyh xbZ- vxgu yx x;k Fkk- tkM+s us viuh pknj iwjh rjg ls QSyk nh Fkh- enu brus fnu xkao esa jgdj dj D;k jgk gS\ og vDlj lksprh] ijUrq fdlh fu"d"kZ ij u igaqp ikrh^^rsjk lktu ykSVdj vk;k fd ugha vHkh rd\ dqN ckr gqbZ fd ugha mlls\** 110 %% Mky ds ia{kh

lqeu us ,d fnu mldks mnkl ns[kdj iwNk^ûgha] vHkh rd rks ugha ykSVk gS- dksbZ [kcj Hkh ugha feyh- irk ugha D;k gks x;k gS mls\ dgdj rks x;k Fkk fd nhokyh ds rqjUr ckn vk tk,xk] ijUrq--** mlus ,d vkg Hkjdj vkxs dgk] ^ênZ cgqr fueksZgh gksrs gSa-** ^ûgha] ;g lp ugha gS- mldh dksbZ etcwjh Hkh gks ldrh gS- gks ldrk gS] cgu dh ’kknh ds pDdj esa nsj gks jgh gks- ckr vHkh rd dgha Bhd u gqbZ gks- ’kknh&C;kg D;k bruh tYnh Bhd gks tkrs gSa\ u tkus fdruh txg Hkkx&nkSM+ djuh iM+rh gS- fdrus yM+dksa ls ckr pykuh iM+rh gS- rc tkdj dgha ,d yM+dk Bhd gksrk gS-** lqeu us mls fnyklk nsrs gq, dgkog cM+h le>nkjh dh ckrsa dj jgh Fkh- jtuh ds eu dks FkksM+k rlYyh gqbZ- Hkxoku djs] ,slk gh gksog fdlh rjg tYnh ls ykSVdj vk tk,^^’kk;n rqe lp dg jgh gks- dk’k] ,slh gh ckr gks vkSj og tYnh ls ykSVdj vk tk,- tc rd og esjh utjksa ds lkeus Fkk] rks bruk I;kj ugha meM+k Fkk mlds fy,- ges’kk yM+rh&>xM+rh jgrh Fkh mlls- vc tc og nwj pyk x;k gS rks ,slk yxrk gS tSls esjh lkjh nqfu;k gh ywVdj ys x;k gS- cgqr ;kn vkrk gS jkrksa dks- uhan rks tSls cSju gks xbZ gS- iydksa is vkus dk uke gh ugha ysrh-** ^^,slk gh gksrk gS] tc dksbZ fdlh dks fny dh xgjkb;ksa ls I;kj djus yxrk gS- rw tc mls bruk I;kj djrh gS rks t:j ykSVdj vk,xk og- rsjs I;kj dh df’k’k mls [khapdj rsjs nj ij ,d fnu t:j yk,xh- og T;knk fnu rd rq>ls nwj ugha jg ldrk gS-** lqeu mlds fny dks rlYyh ns rks jgh Fkh] ijUrq mls [kqn irk ugha Fkk fd enu ykSVdj vk,xk Hkh fd ughaenu ls feyh gh dgka Fkh og tks mlds LoHkko ds ckjs esa dqN tkurh^^vkSj vxj ykSVdj ugha vk;k rks--- ijnslh rks ia{kh dh rjg gksrs gSa] u tkus fdl ns’k ls ;gka mM+dj vkrs gSa- isM+ dh fdlh Mky ij cSBdj dqN nsj lqLrkrs gSa vkSj fQj mM+dj vius ns’k pys tkrs gSa- Mky ij cSBs ia{kh dk dksbZ Hkjkslk ugha gksrk fd dc mM+dj dgka pyk tk,-** jtuh ds eu esa fQj ls mnklh ?kj dj xbZ Fkh^^vjs] rw rks fQYeksa dh rjg ckrsa dj jgh gS- fcjgu ukf;dk vius ghjks ls fcNM+us ij ,sls gh rks cksyrh gS-** ^^py gV] rw rks etkd dj jgh gS- ;gka esjs fny esa Nqfj;ka py jgh gSa vkSj rq>s esjh nqnZ’kk ij galuk vk jgk gS-** jtuh dks FkksM+k galh vk xbZMky ds ia{kh %% 111

lqeu mlds gkFkksa dks idM+dj cksyh] ^êSa rks rsjk fny gYdk djus dh dksf’k’k dj jgh Fkh- I;kj esa bruk T;knk lkspuk Bhd ugha gksrk- fnekx [kjkc gks tkrk gS- eSa rks dHkh ugha lksprh bruk vius mlds ckjs esa-** ^^rw D;ksa lkspsxh\ og rks rsjs ikl gh jgrk gS- tc ejth gksrh gS] fey ysrh gS- rsjs ikl ,slh dkSu lh leL;k gS ftldk lek/kku ugha gks jgk gS] fQj rq>s bruk lkspus dh D;k t:jr gS\** ^^gka] ysfdu yxrk gS] vc dqN lkspuk iM+sxk- eSaus rq>s crk;k ugha- ,d g¶rs ls T;knk p<+ x;k gS] eq>s vHkh rd eghuk ugha gqvk gS-** lqeu FkksM+k xaHkhj gksdj cksyh^^D;k ,d g¶rk Åij gks x;k gS\** jtuh vpdpk dj cksyh^^gka] ,slk igys dHkh ugha gqvk Fkk-** ^^rc rks fpUrk dh ckr gS- rwus mlls dqN crk;k gS\** ^ûgha] mlls rks ugha crk;k gS- vkSj fQj og D;k djsxk bl ckjs esa\ bldks rks eq>s gh >syuk iM+sxk-** og ek;wlh Hkjs Loj esa cksyh^^csodwQ dgha dh---** vc jtuh dh ckjh Fkh- og mls MkaVrs gq, cksyh] ^êSa u dgrh Fkh fd ,d fnu fdlh eqlhcr esa iM+sxh rw-** ^êqlhcr rks gS]** lqeu us FkksM+k ykijokgh ls dgk] ^îjUrq bruh cM+h ugha fd mlls fucVk u tk lds- eSaus irk fd;k gS] ,sls ekSds ij D;k fd;k tkrk gS- esjs iM+ksl esa ,d cw<+h nkbZ gS- og uktk;t cPps fxjkus dk dke djrh gSesjh tku&igpku dh dbZ yM+fd;ksa us mlls ;s dke djok;k gS- ijUrq blesa FkksM+k [krjk Hkh gS- ,d ckj ,d yM+dh dh tku Hkh pyh xbZ Fkh- fQj rks lkjs eqgYys dks irk py x;k Fkk- mlds eka&cki dks fdruh cnukeh >syuh iM+h Fkh-** dgrs&dgrs lqeu FkksM+k mnkl gks xbZ Fkh^^ns[k] rw bu lc yQM+ksa esa er iM+- ’kgj esa ,d ls ,d vPNs vkSj lLrs MkWDVj gSa- rw vius mlls cksy fd rq>s ysdj fdlh MkWDVj ds ikl tk, vkSj cPpk fxjok ns- vktdy ’kgj esa ,sls cgqr lkjs nok[kkus [kqy x, gSa] tgka ysMh MkWDVj cPps fxjkus dk dke djrh gS- gka] blesa iSlk dqN T;knk [kpZ gksxk] ijUrq Mj ugha gS- ;k fQj mlls cksy fd dksbZ nok ysdj vk,- mlls rsjk dke gks tk,xk- blesa Hkh dksbZ [krjk ugha gS- cl fglkc ls nok ysuh iMs+xh- vkSj fdlh dks irk Hkh ugha pysxk-** lqeu mlds xys esa ckgsa Mkydj cksyh] ^^vjs okg~] D;k jkLrk lq>k;k gS rwus- eku xbZ rq>s- rw rks cM+h Hkksyh curh gS] ijUrq ckrsa cM+s Kku dh djrh 112 %% Mky ds ia{kh

gS-** mlus jtuh dk xky dkV fy;k^^/kr~] D;k djrh gS\** jtuh ’kjekrs gq, cksyh^^ogha tks rsjs iszeh dks rsjs lkFk djuk pkfg, vkSj vc rd fd;k ugha-** og galdj cksyh vkSj mlds xys ls fyiV xbZ tSls nks I;kjh lgsfy;ka o"kksaZ ckn fey jgh gksa vkSj mUgsa bl ckr dk Mj gks fd vc vxj fcNM+s rks irk ugha fey Hkh ik,axs fd ugha nqckjkjtuh us mls jkLrk rks lq>k fn;k Fkk] ijUrq lqeu ds fy, og jkLrk bruk vklku ugha Fkk- og ,d xjhc ifjokj esa iSnk gqbZ Fkh] tgka vHkkoksa ds flok mlus dqN vkSj ugha ns[kk Fkk- ,d&,d #i;s ds fy, ?kj esa eka&cki ds chp yM+kb;ka gksrs ns[kh Fkha- iSlk muds ;gka jsfxLrku esa gfj;kyh ds leku Fkk- fnu&jkr dh esgur ls muds eka&cki ,d twu dh jksVh dk tqxkM+ dj ikrs Fks- lqeu ds ikl rks QwVh dkSM+h Hkh ugha Fkh- ?kj esa iSlk gksrk rks cPpksa ds gkFk esa Hkh nks&pkj #i;s ges’kk cus jgrs gSa- lqeu ds gkFk rks ,sls [kkyh Fks] tSls ir>M+ ds ekSle esa isM+ gfj;kyh ls oafpr gks tkrs gSa- mlus jtuh ls Hkh viuh bl leL;k dk ft+Ø ugha fd;k] ojuk gks ldrk Fkk fd og dqN mldh enn djrhmldk iszeh Hkh Bu&Bu xksiky Fkk- i<+kbZ&fy[kkbZ ds uke ij FkksM+k&cgqr iSlk mldks ?kj ls fey tkrk Fkk] ijUrq mruk iSlk rks iku&flxjsV ds fy, gh de iM+rk Fkk- flusek ns[kus dk Hkh dqN T;knk gh ’kkSd Fkk mls- i<+kbZ&fy[kkbZ rks cl ,d cgkuk Fkk- lqeu ds lkFk I;kj dh jaxhu okfn;ksa esa [kksdj mlus vius Hkfo"; dk csM+k xdZ dj j[kk Fkklqeu us tc mldks viuh ijs’kkuh crkbZ rks mlds gkFk&ikao Qwy x,- og cgkuk cukdj nwj pyrk cuk- og ,d Mjiksd iszeh fudyk- lqeu dks rc le> esa vk;k fd p<+rh tokuh dk I;kj fdruk [krjukd gksrk gS- bl mej esa yM+ds yM+dh dqN lkspus dh fLFkfr esa rks gksrs ugha gSa- cl okluk dk dhM+k mUgsa ,d va/ks dq,a esa /kdsy nsrk gS- tc rd mUgsa gks’k vkrk gS] rc rd cl cnukeh vkSj cjcknh ds flok muds gkFk dqN ugha vkrklqeu ds iszeh us tc gkFk Åij dj fy;s rks mlds ikl dksbZ pkjk u jgkog djrh Hkh rks D;k\ fdlls vius fny dh ckr dgrh- ckgj Hkh mlus tkuk can dj fn;k Fkk- cl] ?kj esa mnkl cSBh jgrh- eka mlls dqN iwNrh Hkh rks cgkuk cukdj Vky tkrh fd th vPNk ugha gSxHkZikr ds fy, iSls dk izcU/k dgha ls ugha gks ldk rks lqeu cgqr T;knk mnkl gks xbZ- eka&cki ls dg ugha ldrh Fkh- ekj&ekj dj mldh gfM~M;ka rksM+ Mky ds ia{kh %% 113

nsrs- fnu ij fnu p<+rs tk jgs Fks- og grk’kk ds xrZ esa Mwc xbZ- vHkh rd rks ckr lcls fNih gqbZ Fkh- /khjs&/khjs isV c<+sxk rks D;k fdlh dks irk ugha pysxk\ tc lkjs eqgYys okyksa dks mldh djrwr dk irk pysxk rks D;k og fdlh dks eqag fn[kkus yk;d jg tk,xh\ mldh dqN le> esa ugha vk jgk Fkk- fpark esa mlus ckgj fudyuk fcYdqy can dj fn;k FkkdbZ fnuksa rd tc lqeu tkuoj ysdj ckgj ugha vkbZ rks jtuh dks fpUrk gqbZ- mlus yM+fd;ksa ls iwNrkN dh- ,d NksVh yM+dh tks mlds iM+ksl esa jgrh Fkh] us crk;k fd lqeu dh rch;r Bhd ugha Fkh^^D;k gqvk mls\** jtuh dks vlyh ckr irk Fkh] fQj Hkh mlds Loj esa fpUrk dk Hkko Fkk^^irk ugha]** yM+dh us crk;k] ^^eSa dbZ ckj mlds ?kj xbZ] ijUrq og eq>ls feyrh gh ughamldh eka us crk;k fd mldh rch;r Bhd ugha gS- tkuoj ysdj ugha tk,xh-** jtuh lksp esa iM+ xbZ- vlyh ckr rks mls irk Fkh] ijUrq og tkuoj pjkus D;ksa ugha vk jgh Fkh\ t:j dksbZ xaHkhj ckr gS- ;k rks mlds ?kj okyksa dks irk py x;k gS ;k fQj xHkZikr djkus esa dksbZ fnDdr vk jgh gksxh- ysfdu og irk dSls djs\ jtuh mlds ?kj tk ugha ldrh Fkh- lkFk dh yM+fd;ka cgqr NksVh Fkha] muls D;k iwNrh\ mudks nqfu;knkjh ds ckjs esa dqN irk ugha FkkdqN lksp&fopkj dj mlus mlh yM+dh ls dgk] ^^ns[kks] rqe esjk ,d dke djks- vkt ’kke dks lqeu ds ?kj esa tkdj dgks fd eSaus mls cqyk;k gS-** yM+dh eku xbZnwljs fnu lqeu vkbZ rks jtuh mldks ns[kdj gSjku jg xbZ- dksey lqUnj xqykc ds Qwy tSlh lqeu ukxQuh ds dkaVs ds leku gks xbZ Fkh- mldk xksjk psgjk ihyk iM+ x;k Fkk- yxrk Fkk] tSls ’kjhj esa dksbZ tku gh ugha cph Fkhvkrs gh jtuh ls FkksM+k nwj ,d isM+ ds uhps /ke~ ls cSB xbZ tSls ehyksa yack jkLrk iSny pydj vk jgh gksjtuh ls dqN cksyh Hkh ughajtuh Lo;a mlds ikl xbZ- mlds cxy esa cSB xbZ- lqeu dks vius vad esa Hkjdj cksyh] ^^;g D;k gks x;k gS rq>s\ eSa rks rsjs dks viuk lcls vPNk lkFkh le>rh Fkhrw gh vc ,slh gks xbZ gS rks esjs fny dh gkyr lquus okyk dkSu gksxk\ crk ,slk D;k gqvk gS rsjs lkFk tks lw[kdj dkaVk gks xbZ gS\** lqeu #vkals Loj esa cksyh] ^^D;k crkÅa] eSa rks cM+h eqlhcr esa Qal xbZ gwa- rqe lp dgrh Fkh fd I;kj ds bl [ksy esa dgha dqN gks x;k rks D;k gksxk\ 114 %% Mky ds ia{kh

isV ls gksus dh ckr eSa ?kj esa fdlh dks crk ugha ldrh vkSj esjk iszeh rks gS gh dM+dk- dgrk gS fd esjk isV fxjokus ds fy, iSlk dgka ls yk,- Åij ls dgrk gS fd MkWDVj ds ikl Hkh ugha tk,xk- mldh mej gh fdruh gS- dgha MkWDVj us iqfyl esa fjiksVZ fy[kk nh rks--- Mjrk gS- vc rks eq>ls feyuk gh NksM+ fn;k gS mlus- lkyk] gjkeh dgha dk- esjk ’kjhj uksapus ds le; rks fdruh cM+h&cM+h ckrsa djrk Fkk-** lqeu ds Loj esa grk’kk vkSj fujk’kk ds vlhe y{k.k izdV gks jgs Fks- og flldh Hkjdj jksus yxhjtuh dh le> esa [kqn ugha vk;k fd mldh leL;k dk dSls lek/kku fd;k tk,\ og rks [kqn gh ,d ukle> vkSj uknku yM+dh Fkh- nqfu;knkjh dk FkksM+k cgqr gh Kku Fkk- dqN lksp dj mlus dgk& ^^ns[k] tgka rd iSls dk loky gS] og rks eSa rq>s ns nwaxh- esjs [;ky ls lkS #i;s esa dke gks tk,xk- ijUrq MkWDVj ds ikl rks mls gh tkuk iM+sxk- rw vdsyh tk,xh rks dksbZ Hkh MkWDVj isV ugha fxjk,xk- eSaus lquk gS fd og lkjh fy[kk&i<+h djrs gSa- gka] dqN MkWDVj uktk;t rjhds ls Hkh ;g dke djrs gSa] ysfdu rw vdsyh rks fdlh MkWDVj ds ikl tk ugha ldrh- lgkjs ds fy, dksbZ rks vkneh pkfg, lkFk-** ^^blh ckr ls rks og gjkeh Mjrk gS-** mlus vius iszeh dks xkyh nsrs gq, dgk] ^^dgrk gS] nkbZ ls isV fxjok yks- u dksbZ iSlk yxsxk] u fdlh dks irk gh pysxk-** ^^cgqr dk;j gS rsjk iszeh- eSa gksrh rks mldk eqag uksap ysrh- dqaokjh yM+dh ds ’kjhj ls [ksyrs gq, Mj ugha yxk Fkk- vc mldks isV ls djus ds ckn Mjrk gS] lkyk] gjkeh-** jtuh us Hkh mls xkyh nh- gkykafd ;g mlds LoHkko esa ugha Fkk- rw&rM+kd vyx dh ckr Fkh- ;g mudh xyh&?kj esa ckr djus dk <ax Fkk] ijUrq xkfy;ka mlds fy, ijkbZ lEifÙk dh rjg Fkha] ftu ij ut+j Mkyuk iki vkSj vijk/k dh Js.kh esa vkrk Fkk- ysfdu lqeu dh gkyr ns[kdj mls nq%[k vkSj {kksHk ds lkFk&lkFk xqLlk Hkh vk jgk Fkk- ml gjkeh vkSj xyht+ vkneh ds fy, xkfy;ka u fudkyrh rks D;k Fkkyh esa vkjrh ltkdj mls iwtrhlqeu us jtuh dh ckr dk dksbZ tokc ugha fn;k- cl] Vqdqj&Vqdqj mls ns[krh jgh- jtuh us dgk] ^^fQj D;k djsxh rw\** ^^yxrk gS nkbZ ls gh isV fxjokuk iMs+xk- vkSj dksbZ jkLrk ugha gS esjs ikl-** Mky ds ia{kh %% 115

jtuh Hkh mls vkSj dksbZ jkLrk ugha lq>k ikbZ- cl bruk gh dgk& ^^ns[k] esjh vxj t:jr iM+s rks dguk- eSa fdlh rjg rsjs fy, lkS #i;s dk izcU/k dj nwaxh- nwljh vkSj dksbZ enn rks eSa ugha dj ldrh- vkSj gka] vc ls rw lq/kj tk- okluk ds [ksy esa ges’kk yM+dh gh eqlhcr esa iM+rh gS- yM+dksa dk D;k--- >kM+&ikasNdj vyx gks tkrs gSa- ckn esa >syuk yM+dh dks iM+rk gSpkjksa rjQ mlh dh cnukeh gksrh gS- esjk dguk eku rks vc ml yM+ds ls dHkh ugha feyuk- vdsys esa rks dHkh ugha] ojuk I;kj dk ogha [ksy fQj ’kq: gksxk vkSj og rq>s eqlhcr esa Mkydj pyrk cusxk-** lqeu D;k cksyrh\ mlus xyrh dh Fkh- mldk urhtk rks Hkqxruk gh Fkklcdh ckrsa Hkh lqurh Fkh- ;g rks vPNk gqvk] rqjUr mls ,glkl gks x;k Fkkdgha T;knk le; fudy tkrk rks lkjs ?kj&ifjokj dks Hkh irk py tkrk- ,slh gkyr esa yM+dh dh dSlh cnukeh gksrh gS- eka&cki fdlh dks eqag fn[kkus yk;d ugha jg tkrs gSa- yM+dh dh ’kknh gksus esa fdruh eqf’dy is’k vkrh gS- ;g dksbZ HkqDrHkksxh gh tku ldrk gSjtuh us vkxs dgk] ^^vkSj rw Hkh dqN ckgj fudyk dj- ?kj esa cSBh jgsxh rks ges’kk lksp esa Mwch jgsxh- lksp&lkspdj fpUrk esa vk/kh jg tk,xh-** ^^gka] ,d ckj bl eqlhcr ls NqVdkjk ik ywa- fQj eSa ckgj fudyk d:axh-** ^^ckgj fudyus dk eryc ml yM+ds ls feyus ds fy, ugha-** jtuh us mls psrkus ds vankt esa dgk- lqeu eqLdjk iM+hlqeu ds thou dh og vfUre eqLdjkgV Fkh] ftls jtuh us ns[kk Fkk- ml fnu ds ckn fQj mu nksuksa dh eqykdkr ugha gks ldh- lqeu bl nqfu;k ls vius ekFks ij dyad dk Vhdk ysdj pyh xbZjtuh dks djhc iUnzg fnu ckr irk pyk Fkk- mlus gh ,d fnu vpkud mlh NksVh yM+dh ls iwNk Fkk fd lqeu dSlh gS- yM+dh us tks crk;k mlls rks mldh ph[k lh fudyrs&fudyrs cph- yM+dh us crk;k fd lqeu dh ekSr gks xbZ gSog rks lqudj lUu jg xbZ- ,dckjxh fo’okl gh ugha gqvk- fo’okl djus yk;d ckr Hkh ugha Fkh- cPpk fxjokus ls D;k fdlh dh ekSr gks tkrh gS\ lqeu dksbZ detksj lsgr dh yM+dh rks Fkh ugha- mls dksbZ gkjh&chekjh Hkh ugha FkhfQj ,slk dSls gks x;k\ jtuh mlds ckjs esa lksprh jgh] fdruh I;kjh yM+dh Fkh- mej gh fdruh 116 %% Mky ds ia{kh

Fkh vHkh mldh\ cl lrjg&vBkjg lky- bruh de mej esa bruh nnZukd ekSrHkxoku Hkh fdruh csbalkQh djrk gS- djuk fdldk] Hkjuk fdldk\ yM+dh ds ’kjhj ls ekSt&eLrh rks yM+ds djrs gSa vkSj ekSr dks xys yxkuk iM+rk gS cspkjh-- cnulhc yM+dh dksirk pyk fd lqeu us ftl nkbZ ls isV fxjok;k Fkk] mlus cM+s gh vekuoh; rjhds ls isV fxjk;k Fkk- gkykafd og nkbZ igys Hkh ;g dke dj pqdh Fkh] ijUrq gksuh dks dkSu Vky ldrk gS\ lqeu ds lkFk ;g gknlk cnk Fkk- isV fxjokus ij ,d ckj [kwu cguk ’kq: gqvk rks can gh ugha gqvk- lqeu eka ls fdrus fnu fNikrh- vkf[kj crkuk gh iM+k- eka us flj ihV fy;k- cki dh ek;wlh dk fBdkuk u jgk- ykpkj Fkslqeu dks ljdkjh vLirky esa Hkjrh djok;k x;k- futh MkWDVj ls bykt djokus ds fy, iSls dgka ls ykrs\ xjhcksa ds fgLls esa nqfu;k dh lkjh eqlhcrsa vkrh gSa- tgka ns[kks] /kwi muds fljksa ds Åij izpaM :i ls vkx cjlkrh jgrh gS- lk;s rks dgha utj ugha vkrs] tgka og nks iy Bgj dj lqdwu dh lkal ys ldsaljdkjh vLirky rks oSls Hkh eqlhcr ds cki gksrs gSa- MkWDVj lgh <ax ls ckr rks djrs ugha] xjhcksa dk bykt dSls Bhd djsaxs- vLirky esa nokbZ rks dksbZ feyrh gh ugha- ulsZa Hkh ejhtksa ds lkFk tkuoj tSlk O;ogkj djrh gSa- vPNk Hkyk vkneh Hkh vLirky tkdj ejht cu tkrk gS- fQj ejht+ rks ejht+ gh gksrk gSlqeu ,d g¶rs rd ft+Unxh vkSj ekSr ds chp la?kÔZ djrh jgh- vUr esa ft+Unxh gkj xbZ- ekSr us eqLdjkrs gq, lqeu dks vius vkxks’k esa lesV fy;k,d galrh&eqLdjkrh I;kjh lh toku ft+Unxh bl nqfu;k ls lnk ds fy, fonk gks x;h- bl rjg Hkxoku fdlh xjhc dh csVh dh Mksyh u mBk,jtuh dh le> esa ugha vk;k fd dqaokjs yM+ds&yM+fd;ka bruk [krjukd [ksy D;ksa [ksyrs gSa fd mudh tku ij cu vk,- vxj [ksyrs Hkh gSa rks lko/kkuh D;ksa ugha cjrrs\ ml cspkjh dks D;k irk Fkk fd pksjh djus esa fdruh Hkh lko/kkuh D;ksa u cjrh tk,] vkf[kj pwd gks gh tkrh gS- pksjh idM+ esa vk tkrh gS- pksj pksjh djrs le; dHkh ;g ugha le>rk fd og idM+k tk,xk- ;gha gky tokuh ds [ksy dk gS- LoNUn ;qokvksa dks vkxs vkus okyh eqlhcrksa dk Kku ugha gksrk gS- daVhyh >kfM+;ksa ls tc og f?kj tkrs gSa] rks vka[ksa [kqyrh gSa] ysfdu rc rd cgqr nsj gks pqdh gksrh gS vkSj mldk lkjk nq"ifj.kke ,d cnulhc yM+dh Mky ds ia{kh %% 117

dks mBkuk iM+rk gSlqeu cspkjh tku ls pyh xbZ Fkhjtuh cgqr nq%[kh Fkh- cgqr de fnuksa esa lqeu ls bruk T;knk yxko gks x;k Fkk tSls lxh cgu gks- ,d ogh rks Fkh ftlls mlus vius fny dk gky dgk Fkk] vkSj dqN le; ds fy, fny dks rlYyh gkfly gqbZ Fkh- vc rks mldk gejkt+ pyk x;k Fkk- fdlls viuk nq%[kM+k jksrh- og ftruk vius fy, nq%[kh Fkh] mlls T;knk lqeu ds fy,- mldks igys gh dqN iSls ns nsrh rks vLirky esa bykt ds dke vkrs- fcuk iSls vkSj lgh bykt+ ds cspkjh ej xbZ- ijUrq vc D;k gks ldrk Fkk- iNrkok djus ls lqeu dksbZ okil rks vk ugha ldrh Fkhml jkr mlls [kkuk Hkh ugha [kk;k x;k- eka ls flj nnZ dk cgkuk cuk fn;k- pqipki fcLrj ij ysV xbZ- cUn vka[kksa ds lkeus Hkh lqeu dk eklwe galrk&eqLdjkrk vkSj f[kyf[kykrk psgjk ukp jgk Fkk- lnk [kq’k jgus okys yksx gh D;ksa Hkxoku dks I;kjs gks tkrs gS\a lalkj esa D;k cqjs yksxksa dh deh gS tks Hkxoku vPNs yksxksa dks Åij cqyk ysrk gS\ rjg&rjg ds cqjs [k;ky mlds eu esa vk jgs Fks- jkr dks dc ckiw vk, vkSj [kkuk [kkdj lks x,] mls irk gh u pyk- nqfu;k esa og eka&cki ds gksrs gq, Hkh vius vkidks vdsyh ik jgh Fkh- cgqr lh ,slh ckrsa gksrh gSa tks toku yM+fd;ka eka&cki ls ugha dj ldrh gSa- mlds fy, ;k rks cgqr vPNh lgsyh gks ;k fQj le>nkj iszeh- enu dk dgha dksbZ vkSj&fBdkuk irk ugha py jgk Fkkmlds u vkus ls gh rks ;g lkjh eqlhcr iSnk gks jgh gS- vkt og gksrk rks D;k jtuh bl rjg fpUrk esa ?kqyrh gqbZ vdsyh fcLrj esa iM+h&iM+h viuh fdLer dks jks jgh gksrh- enu ds dka/ks ij flj j[kdj dqN nsj jks u ysrh- fny dh ckr dgdj vius dks gYdk u dj ysrhmlus ,d mlkal Hkjdj lkspk] D;k rqe brus fueksZgh gks x, gks fd esjh ;kn rd ugha vkrh gksxh- rqe rks xkao esa pSu dh uhan lks jgs gksxs- ;gka gksrs rks ns[krs fd rqEgkjs I;kj esa eSa dSlh jsfxLrku dh daVhyh >kM+h dh rjg gks x;h gwa- dk’k] rqe tYnh ls vk tkrslksprs&lksprs og Hkh uhan ds vkxks’k esa lek xbZnwljs fnu og mBh rks flj Hkkjh&Hkkjh yx jgk Fkk- dqN djus dk eu ugha dj jgk Fkk- eka ls cksyh] ^^eka] eSa vkt cdfj;ka ysdj ugha tkÅaxh** ^^D;ksa\** eka us vk’p;Z ls iwNk^^irk ugha D;ksa lj Hkkjh&Hkkjh yx jgk gS- dqN vPNk ugha yx jgk 118 %% Mky ds ia{kh

gS-** mlus cgkuk cuk fn;k^^dksbZ ckr ughavkt cdfj;ksa dks ca/kk gh jgus nks- ?kj esa pkjk j[kk gS] ogh ns nsaxs- rqe rc rd vkjke dj yks- eq>s iM+ksl ds ?kj tkuk gS- vkjke feys rks mBdj ?kj dk FkksM+k&cgqr dke dj ysuk- eu u djs rks iM+k jgus nsukeSa vkdj dj ywaxh-** jtuh dks irk Fkk] iM+ksl esa ,d yM+dh dh ’kknh Fkh- nks jkst ckn ckjkr vkus okyh Fkh- eka ogha ij tk jgh Fkh- vkt rsy p<+uk Fkk- ijUrq jtuh dks vc u fdlh dh ’kknh ls eryc Fkk] u cjcknh ls- og rks tSls fufoZdkj gks xbZ Fkh- lHkh rjg ds ek;k&eksg ls nwj- ijUrq D;k dHkh ,slk gks ldrk gS- lalkj esa jgdj euq"; ek;ktky ls nwj jg gh ugha ldrk gS- tkus&vutkus mls mlesa lfEefyr gksuk gh iM+rk gSnqfu;k esa ftrus Hkh lar&egkRek gq, gSa] og Hkh iwjh rjg cSjkxh ugha gks ik, Fks- lk/kkj.k euq"; dh rks ckr gh D;k gS\ og rks cqjkb;ksa dh tM+ gh gSog ek;k&eksg] yksHk&ykyp rFkk I;kj&eksgCcr esa gh lkjk thou my>k jgrk gSjtuh pkgs ftruk dgs fd mls fdlh pht ls dksbZ eryc ugha gS] ijUrq D;k okLro esa ,slk laHko gS--- dnkfi ughajtuh cgqr Hkksyh gS- og le>rh gS fd lkjs yksx mlds tSls gh Hkksys&Hkkys gksrs gSa- ijUrq mls irk ugha fd ;gka dh gokvksa esa fdruk t+gj Hkjk gqvk gS vkSj ckgj lkal ysuk fdruk nwHkj gS-

vkB iM+ksl esa ’kknh dks ysdj eka dkQh O;Lr jgha- fnu esa rks ogka jgrh gh Fkha] jkr esa Hkh dkQh nsj ls vkrh Fkha- nsj jkr rd xkuk&ctkuk gksrk jgrk Fkk- jkr ds lUukVs esa <ksyd dh Fkki ij tc yksd xhr xwatrs rks eu&e;wj ukp mBrk vkSj fny epy mBrk- jtuh ds ?kj rd <ksyd dh Fkki lqukbZ iM+rh vkSj muds chp vkSjrksa dh e/kqj vkokt+ esa ’kknh ds xhr jtuh ds fny dks vanj rd fgyksj tkrs- og fcLrj ij iM+h dlelkdj jg tkrh- eu gksrk fd vHkh mBdj ogka tk;s vkSj /;ku ls mu xhrksa dks lqus] ftuesa nnZ gS] dld gS] ihM+k gS vkSj feyu&fojg ds Hkko gSajtuh ’kknh okys ?kj tkrh rks Fkh] ijUrq fufoZdkj Hkko ls- mlds fny esa Mky ds ia{kh %% 119

dksbZ [kq’kh ugha gksrh- ,d rks lqeu dks ysdj nq%[kh Fkh- mldk galeq[k vkSj lqUnj lyksuk psgjk lnk mldh vka[kksa ds lkeus ukprk jgrk Fkk- fdruh I;kjh yM+dh Fkh- ,d fnu mldh Hkh ’kknh gksrh- ijUrq ml vHkkxu ds thou esa ’kknh dk lq[k ugha cnk Fkk- ’kk;n mldh gh xyrh Fkh] ftldh ltk Hkxoku us mls nh Fkhnwljh rjQ enu dh ;knsa mls pSu ls jgus ugha nsrh Fkha- mldk vHkh rd dksbZ irk ugha pyk Fkk- irk ugha dc ykSVdj vk,xk- ,d eghuk ls Åij rks gks x;k Fkk] ijUrq ekSleh ia{kh dh rjg ,d ckj x;k rks vkus dk uke gh ugha ys jgk Fkk- D;k irk vxys ekSle esa Hkh vk,xk fd ugha- ;k dgha vkSj clsjk Mky nsxkjtuh ds th dks dgha ls Hkh pSu ugha Fkk’kknh okys fnu iM+kls esa gh ugha lkjs eqgYys esa cgqr pgy&igy Fkh- gkykafd lnhZ dk ekSle Fkk- ’kke gksrs gh tkM+k bl dnj toku gks mBk Fkk fd yxrk vc fdlh dks NksM+dj tk,xk ugha- ijUrq cPPkksa vkSj tokuksa ds tks’k esa bl tkM+s ls Hkh dksbZ deh ugha vkbZ Fkh- [kkldj toku vuC;kgh yM+fd;ka rks tSls tkMs+ ds lkFk gh toku gksus dks mrkoyh Fkha- mudk mRlkg ns[krs gh curk Fkk- muds eu esa ,d yyd vkSj pkgr gksrh gS fd ,d fnu mudks Hkh blh rjg yky tksM+s esa eaMi ds uhps ?kwa?kV dk<+dj flj uhpk djds cSBuk iM+sxk- /kM+drs fny ls ,d ubZ ft+Unxh dh ’kq:vkr djuh gksxhmuds liuksa dk jktdqekj mUgsa C;kgdj ys tk,xk--- ,d nwljs ns’k tgka mudh tku&igpku dk dksbZ ugha gksxkHkfo"; ds lius yM+fd;ka T;knk rhozrk ls ns[krh gSa- og frrfy;ksa dh rjg mM+rh gSa] gj yM+ds dks Qwy dh rjg lwa?krh gSa vkSj vius liuksa ds lalkj dk jkLrk ryk’k djrh gSa- fdlh ’kknh&C;kg esa mudh ;g ryk’k dqN T;knk rst gks tkrh gSjtuh ckjkr ds vkus rd ml ?kj esa #dh Fkh- ml fnu Hkh mldk eu ogka ugha yx jgk Fkk- ’kknh dh pgy&igy vkSj jkSudsa Hkh mlds fny dks [kq’k ugha dj ikbZ Fkhavxokuh ds le; [kwc ukp&xkuk gqvk- lkjh vkSjrsa Nr ls vxokuh ns[k jgh Fkha- jtuh Hkh pyh x;h Fkh- fQYeh xkuksa ij yM+ds cM+s tks’k ls ukp jgs Fks- yksx [kq’k gks jgs Fks- uksV ij uksV yqVk;s tk jgs Fks- cS.M ckts dh /kqu cM+h eLr Fkh- og fdlh ds eu dks Hkh >d>ksjdj epyus ds fy, foo’k dj ldrh 120 %% Mky ds ia{kh

Fkh- yaxM+k O;fDr Hkh ,d ckj epydj ukpus ds fy, etcwj gks tk;sijUrq ;g lkjh pgy&igy] eLrh vkSj tks’k Hkh jtuh dks [kq’k ugha dj ik;k- mlds [k;kyksa esa rks enu ?kqlk cSBk gqvk Fkk- [kq’k gksrh rks dSl\s fnyks&fnekx dgha vkSj Fkk] ru dgha vkSj--- og mnkl lh ,d fdukjs [kM+h gksdj efgykvksa ds psgjs ns[k jgh Fkh- og lc ,sls [kq’k gks jgh Fkha fd tSls mUgha dh ’kknh gksjtuh dk eu vxokuh dh rjQ Hkh ugha Fkk- og cseu ls lc dqN ns[k jgh Fkhvxokuh [kRe gksrs gh lkjh efgyk;sa vkSj yM+fd;ka ?kj ds vanj vk x;haftu yM+fd;ksa us nwYgs dks ns[kk Fkk] og mlds :i dh ppkZ esa O;Lr gks x;hanwljh efgyk;sa vU; dkeksa esa yx x;ha- jtuh dh eka o/kw dh eka ds lkFk O;Lr Fkha- ftuds ikl djus ds fy;s dqN ugha Fkk] og vius lq[k&nq[k dh ckrksa esa yxha Fkh- xtZ ;g fd ogka gj dksbZ O;Lr Fkk- ,d jtuh gh Fkh tks fufyZIr Fkh- mlds fy, ogka djus dks dqN Hkh ugha Fkk- og cl ,d rek’kchu dh rjg ogka ekStwn Fkh- cgqr lkjh vU; yM+fd;ka Hkh mlds vkl&ikl ekStnw Fkha- og lth&/kth vkil esa gal&cksy jgh Fkh- dqN mldh ifjfpr Fkha tks iM+ksl ds ?kjksa ls ’kknh esa Hkkx ysus vkbZ Fkha- nwljh yM+fd;ka fj’rsnkjh esa vkbZ Fkha- ijUrq og lc vkil esa ?kqy&fey xbZ Fkha vkSj ,d nwljs ls galh&et+kd dj jgh FkhaijUrq jtuh rks tSls HkhM+ ds chp Hkh vdsyh Fkh- dHkh dksbZ yM+dh mldh rjQ ns[krh ;k dqN cksyrh rks cl gYds ls eqLdjkdj jg tkrh- yM+fd;ka Hkh mldh mnklhurk ns[kdj pqi jg tkrha vkSj vU; rjQ O;Lr gks tkrha’kknh okys ?kj esa ,d yM+dk Fkk--- yEck] xksjk vkSj [kwclwjr psgjs&eksgjs okyk- yM+fd;ka ml ij ,d ut+j esa ej ldrh Fkha] ,slh mldh dn&dkBh Fkhog c<+&p<+ dj lHkh dkeksa esa Hkkx ys jgk Fkk- dksbZ ut+nhdh fj’rsnkj jgk gksxkckj&ckj og ?kj ds vUnj&ckgj vk&tk jgk Fkk- vkrs&tkrs mldh ut+jsa jtuh dh rjQ mB tkrh Fkha- ;k og tku&cw>dj jtuh dks ns[k jgk Fkk ;k mldks ns[kus ds cgkus ckj&ckj ?kj ds vUnj vk jgk Fkk- ijUrq jtuh dk /;ku mldh rjQ ugha Fkk- og vius vki esa bl dnj [kksbZ gqbZ Fkh fd mldh ut+j yM+ds dh rjQ ugha xbZ- ijUrq dgrs gSa fd yM+fd;ksa dh NBha laKk cgqr rst gksrh gSfdldh ut+jsa fdl mís’; ls mlds ’kjhj ij iM+ jgh gSa] cM+h tYnh mUgsa irk py tkrk gSyM+ds dks ckj&ckj viuh rjQ rkdrk ikdj mldks cspSuh vkSj ?kqVu lh eglwl gksus yxh Fkh- vxyh ckj tc yM+dk ?kj ds vUnj vk;k vkSj mlus jtuh Mky ds ia{kh %% 121

dh rjQ ns[kk rks jtuh us ?kwjdj ukjkt+xh ds Hkko ls mls ns[kk- yM+dk gkSys ls eqLdjk;k- jtuh fp<+ xbZ--- gwa] cPpw vius dks le>rs D;k gSa--- mlus eu gh eu lkspk- gkykafd yM+dk ns[kus esa vPNk&Hkyk Fkk- gYds uhys jax dh LosVj mlds Åij cgqr Qc jgh Fkh- psgjs ij rktxh vkSj izQYq yrk ds y{k.k Fks- i<+k&fy[kk yxrk Fkk] ijUrq jtuh dks D;k--- mldks D;k mlds lkFk ’kknh djuh gS\ mlus mis{kk ls viuk flj nwljh rjQ ?kqek fy;k- og dksbZ ml yM+ds ls ogka b’d rks yM+kus vkbZ ugha Fkh- dksbZ mldks yM+ds dh rjQ ns[krk gqvk ikrk rks D;k lksprk- mldh Q+thgr u gks tkrh- cnukeh gksrh lks vyx ls- dksbZ mls ns[krk rks ns[krk jgs- mldh cyk ls- og fdlh dh vka[k esa iV~Vh cka/kdj rks j[k ugha ldrhmldk eu ’kknh okys ?kj ls mpV x;k Fkk- }kj&pkj ds ckn jtuh ogka ls pyh vkbZ Fkh- vkrs le; eka dks cksy fn;k Fkk fd mlds flj esa nnZ gks jgk Fkk- vr% vkrs le; mlds fy, ,d Fkkyh esa [kkuk ysrha vk,a- og vc ?kj esa tkdj vkjke djuk pkgrh Fkh- ’kknh dk ’kksj&’kjkck vkSj xgek&xgeh mls vPNh ugha yx jgh Fkh- enu dh ;kn dqN T;knk gh lrk jgh Fkh mls- og gksrk rks ’kk;n dqN vPNk Hkh yxrktc og ?kj ls fudy jgh Fkh rks irk ugha dSls ml yM+ds dks vkHkkl gks x;k fd jtuh okil tk jgh Fkh- nsgyht eas mlds ikl vkdj cksyk] ^^vki tk jgh gSa D;k\ vHkh rks }kj&pkj Hkh ugha gq,- vkSj Hkkaojsa iM+uh ckdh gSa\** jtuh mldks vius ikl ns[kdj ?kcjk xbZ- b/kj&m/kj ns[kk] dksbZ mudh rjQ /;ku ugha ns jgk Fkk- lHkh ’kknh ds fdlh u fdlh dke esa O;Lr Fks- mlus bRehuku dh ,d yach lkal yh] fQj dM+h vkokt+ esa dgk] ^^vki dks D;k\** yM+dk ldidk x;k- og gM+cM+k dj cksyk] ^^vjs] vki rks ukjkt+ gks xbZaeSaus rks ;wa gh iwN fy;k Fkk- vki ukjkt+ er gksb,-** yM+ds dh ?kcjkgV vkSj ehBh&e/kqj vkokt+ lqudj jtuh dk xqLlk de gks x;k- mlus eglwl fd;k fd ’kk;n dqN T;knk gh rh[kh gks xbZ Fkh og mlds izfr- yM+ds us dksbZ cqjh ckr rks ugha dgh Fkh- fQj ’kknh&C;kg esa rks blh rjg ,d nwljs ls tku&igpku gksrh gS- og uje Loj esa cksyh] ^^ukjkt+ D;ksa gwaxh] ijUrq vkidk rjg vpkud Vksaduk vPNk ugha yxk Fkk- vki D;k gj vutku yM+dh ls ,sls gh ckrsa djus yxrs gSa-** yM+ds us vius lhus ij gkFk j[kdj dgk] ^^xuher gS] eSaus rks le>k Fkk fd ’ksjuh ds eqag esa gkFk Mky fn;k Fkk- ijUrq vki rks ehBk Hkh cksyrh gSa--- fny 122 %% Mky ds ia{kh

dh Hkh vPNh yxrh gSa- vki iwN jgh gSa rks crk nsrk gwa fd gj fdlh yM+dh dks rks ugha Vkasdrk] ijUrq tks vPNh yxrh gSa vkSj fny esa pqHk tkrh gSa] muls ckras djus dh dksf’k’k t:j djrk gwa- vkidks cqjk u yxs rks nks feuV ckrsa dj ysa-** ^^vPNk] T;knk xyrQgeh esa er jfg,xk- eSa fdlh ds fny esa pqHkusokyh yM+dh ugha gwa- iSj esa pqHkusokyk taxyh ccwy dk dkaVk gwa] tks ,d ckj iSj esa pqHk tk, rks fcuk ids tku ugha NksM+rk- vkSj id tk, rks uklwj cu tkrk gS-** ^^vki ,d ckj dkaVs dh rjg gh pqHkdj fn[kkb, u-** og gYds ls eqLdjk;kmldh eqLdjkgV cM+h I;kjh Fkh- jtuh dh txg dksbZ vkSj yM+dh gksrh rks vc rd mlds ’kCn&ck.kksa ls ?kk;y gks pqdh gksrh] ijUrq jtuh dks iVkuk fdlh vke yM+ds ds cl dh ckr ugha Fkh- vkSj fQj mlds fny esa rks enu igys ls vklu tek, cSBk Fkk- fdlh vkSj ds fy, txg dgka ls cukrhog eqag fcpdk dj cksyh] ^^cgqr xyrQgeh gS vkidks vius vki ijlqcg&lqcg dk;ns ls viuk eaqg vkbus esa ns[k fy;k dhft,- irk py tk,xk fd dksbZ yM+dh ml ij ejus ds fy, rS;kj Hkh gS ;k ugha-** ^^vki gh ns[kdj crk nhft, fd bl ij dksbZ ej ldrh gS ;k ugha- oSls yksx dgrs gSa fd eSa LekVZ vkSj gSaMle gwa- ,sls psgjs cgqr de fn[krs gSa vke lekt esa-** og vc dqN vkSj [kqy x;k Fkk- mls jtuh ls ckr djus esa etk vkus yxk Fkkjtuh us ns[kk fd ckr c<+rh gh tk jgh Fkh- mls bl rjg yM+ds dks eqag ugha yxkuk pkfg, Fkk- mlus fQj ,d ckj b/kj&m/kj ns[kk^^ugha fn[krs gksaxs] eq>s D;k\ eSa tk jgh gwa] vki eq>s D;ksa cnuke djus ij rqys gSa-** mlus pyus dk miØe fd;k- yM+dk mldh ldidkgV le> x;k^^vks ds] esjh fdlh ckr dk cqjk er ekfu,xk- fQj feysaxs-** vkSj og ,d rjQ pyk x;kjtuh us jkgr dh lakl yh- dksbZ ns[k ysrk rks--- eka rks mldh [kky m/ksM+dj j[k nsrha- ckiw Hkh ogha Fks- ckgj fudydj mlus b/kj&m/kj ns[kk- ckiw dgha fn[kkbZ ugha fn,- og pqipki vius ?kj pyh vkbZ- uhan rks D;k vkuh Fkh\ fQj Hkh fcLrj ij ysVdj ;knksa esa [kkss x;h- ;knsa Hkh mlh ,d csbZeku O;fDr dh] ftlds I;kj esa tkus&vutkus og fxj¶rkj gks pqdh Fkh- mldh dSn ls D;k vc og fudy ldrh Fkh\ yxrk rks ugha Fkk] ijUrq le; cgqr cyoku gksrk gS] og Mky ds ia{kh %% 123

euq"; dks fcuk crk;s ,sls&,sls dke dj tkrk gS] ftls ns[kdj ge nax jg tkrs gSa- iy Hkj esa nqfu;k cny tkrh gS’kknh&C;kg ds ekSds ij cgqr lkjs ukrs&fj’rsnkjksa ls eqykdkr gks tkrh gSlcls [kqydj ckrsa gksrh gSa- bl ’kknh esa T;knkrj yksx jtuh ds ckiw ls ifjfpr Fks- ,d fj’rsnkj eqV~Bhxat ls vk, Fks- mudk uke fcanknhu Fkk- mudk Hkh Qyksa dk vPNk dkjksckj Fkk- ckrkas&ckrksa esa ljtw us viuh yM+dh jtuh ds ckjs esa mUgsa crk;kfcanknhu us dgk& ^^vjs HkkbZ] yM+dk rks esjk Hkh ,d gS- ijUrq vHkh og i<+ jgk gS- ’kknh ds ckjs esa dqN lkspk ugha gS- fQj Hkh pwafd vki ifjfpr gSa vkSj vkids ckjs esa eSa vPNh rjg tkurk gwa] vr% vkids ?kj esa fj’rk djds gesa [kq’kh gksxh- ,d ckj ?kj esa ckr dj ywa] fQj vkidks iDdh rkSj ij crk ldwaxkyM+dk rks ;gh gSa] pkgsa rks ,d ut+j ns[k yas- vkidks ilan vk,xk-** mUgksaus b/kj&m/kj ns[krs gq, dgk- fQj ,d yM+ds dh rjQ b’kkjk djrs gq, dgk] ^^yhft,] og jgk-** fcanknhu us vkokt nsdj mls vius ikl cqyk;kljtw us ns[kk] yM+dk Bhd&Bkd gh ugha] cgqr vPNk Fkk- muds lekt esa ,sls xksjs&fpV~Vs vkSj lqanj yM+ds fxurh ds feyrs Fks- yM+dk xsgq,a jax dk Fkk] yEckbZ Hkh vPNh Fkh- psgjk eqLdjkrk gqvk yxrk Fkk;g ogh uhys LosVj okyk yM+dk Fkk tks jtuh dks ?kj ds vUnj vkrs&tkrs xgjh ut+jksa ls ns[k jgk Fkk- mlls ckr Hkh dj pqdk Fkk- gksuh dks dkSu ns[k ik;k gS vkSj fdls ;g irk gS fd vxys {k.k D;k gksus okyk gS\ fdls irk Fkk fd ut+jksa ds jkLrs mlds fny esa mrj tkus okyh yM+dh ls gh mldk fj’rk r; gksus tk jgk Fkk- la;ksx vkneh dks dgka ls dgka igqapk nsrk gS^^yM+dk rks cgqr vPNk gS vkidk- eq>s ilUn gS- vki ?kj esa ckr djds tYnh crkbxk- ’kknh esa dksbZ deh ugha jgus nwaxk- tSlk vki pkgsaxs] oSlh gh ’kknh d:axk- vkidh mEehn ls c<+dj ’kknh gksxh- vkf[kj bdykSrh csVh gS gekjh- fdlds fy, dek jgk gwa\** fcanknhu us galdj dgk] ^^;s Hkh dksbZ dgus dh ckr gS- D;k eSa vkids ckjs esa tkurk ugha- lkjh fcjknjh esa vkidk jlw[k vkSj bTtr gS- vkt vki ckr u Hkh pykrs rks eSa fdlh u fdlh ek/;e ls vki rd ckr igqapkrk- eq>s vkids ;gka fj’rk djus esa [kq’kh gksxh- jgh ckr yM+ds dh eka dh rks mls Hkh dksbZ ,rjkt ugha gksxk- fQj Hkh iwNuk ykt+eh gS-** 124 %% Mky ds ia{kh

^^;s yks]** ljtw us galrs gq, dgk] ^^bls dgrs gSa] xksn esa yM+dk] xkao esa f<a<ksjk- u tkus fdrus yksxksa ls csVh dh ’kknh dh ckr pyk j[kh Fkh] ijUrq D;k irk Fkk fd bruh vklkuh ls cSBs&fcBk, fj’rk fey tk,xkog Hkh vius ?kj pydj vk,xk-** ^^feyk gh lef>,- vc vius yM+ds ds ckjs esa D;k crkÅa- cgqr Hkyk gS-- ,dne xÅ--- ’kknh ds fy, u rks ugha djsxk- oSls Hkh bl lky mldk ,e,- Qkbuy gS- ukSdjh ds fy, ijh{kkvksa dh rS;kjh Hkh dj jgk gS- dbZ txg QkeZ Hkj j[kk gS- vkbZ-,-,l- vkSj ih-lh-,l- ij T;knk tksj gS- vkSj fQj ;g rks mldh esgur vkSj HkkX; ij fuHkZj djrk gS- ukSdjh dksbZ vius gkFk esa rks gksrh ugha fd tc pkgk] idM+ dj j[k fy;k- esgur djsxk rks HkkX; Hkh lkFk nsxk-** ^^t:j--- Hkxoku mldh vkSj vkidh mEehnsa t:j iwjh djsxk-** ljtw us vk’kkoknh Loj esa dgk- fQj FkksM+h nsj ckn mUgksaus /khesa Loj esa fcanknhu ls dgk] ^^ijUrq gekjh yM+dh esa ,d [kksV gS-** og crkrs gq, ldqpk jgs Fks^^,sa] [kksV----\** fcanknhu pkSad x;s- vdcdkdj mudh rjQ ns[kk- vka[ksa pkSM+h gks x;ha] ^^D;k [kksV gS mlesa\ eSaus rks ns[kk gS] cgqr vPNh gS og** ^^vjs ugha] ,slh dksbZ ’kkjhfjd [kksV ugha gS- cl og i<+h&fy[kh ugha gSvkidk yM+dk pkgsxk rks mls v{kj&Kku djk nsxk-** fcanknhu us jkgr dh yach lkal yh vkSj lhus ij gkFk j[kdj cksys] ^^vkius rks ,d rjg ls esjh tku gh fudky nh Fkh- ,dckjxh yxk fd ;g fj’rk gkFk ls x;k- vki Hkh D;k ckr djrs gSa- gekjs lekt esa dkSu lh T;knk i<+h&fy[kh yM+fd;ka gksrh gSa- lHkh pkSdk&cjru rd gh lhfer jgrh gSa- ;g rks tekuk cny jgk gS] ftldh ot+g ls yM+ds dkystksa vkSj ;wfuoflZVh esa tkus yxs gSa- ojuk ge vki fdruk i<+s&fy[ks gSa--- dkyk v{kj HkSal cjkcj- gesa dkSu lk cgw ls ukSdjh djkuh gS- ;g lc cM+s ?kjkuksa esa gksrk gksxk] ge rks vHkh Hkh iqjkru iaFkh gSa- yM+ds ckgj fudysa rks fudysa] cgq;sa rks ?kj dh ’kksHkk gksrh gSa- vkxs gekjs cPps pkgs tks djsa] mudh ftanxh gS-** ^^gka] vkidk dguk nq#Lr gS- ijUrq yM+dh dk FkksM+k&cgqr i<+uk&fy[kuk cgqr t:jh gS- ge tks ?kjsyw f’k{kk mls nsrs gSa] og vkt ds tekus esa cgqr de gksrh gS- i<+h&fy[kh yM+dh vius vki rFkk cgqr dqN fdrkch f’k{kk ls lh[k ysrh gS] tks mlds nkEiR;&thou esa dke vkrh gS- eku yks] dy dks vkidk yM+dk vQlj gks tkrk gS] rks D;k ,d vui<+ iRuh dks og vius fe=ksa ds lkeus ys Mky ds ia{kh %% 125

tk ldrk gS- ,d ladksp vkSj ghuHkkouk vo’; mlds eu o fnekx esa ?kj dj ysxh- rc og iNrk;sxk fd dk’k] mlus i<+h&fy[kh yM+dh ls ’kknh dh gksrh- dy dks ;g lc ckrsa lkeus u vk;sa-** fcanknhu xaHkhj gks x;s] ^^gka] lp rks dg jgs gSa- bl ckjs esa eSa yM+ds dks igys gh lc dqN crk nwaxk] rkfd mlds eu esa dksbZ my>u u jgs- oSls vki fpark u djsa] tgka rd eSa le>rk gwa] vkidh yM+dh cgqr le>nkj gS vkSj og vius ifr ds lkFk dne ls dne feykdj pysxh vkSj mldks dksbZ rdyhQ ugha gksus nsxh- mlds eu esa gksxk rks ?kj esa V~;w’ku yxkdj i<+uk&fy[kuk Hkh fl[kk nsaxs ;k esjk yM+dk gh mls i<+k nsxk-** ^^gka] blhfy, eSaus lkjh ckrksa dh tkudkjh vkidks ns nsuh mfpr le>hdy dks vki ;s u dgsa fd eSaus yM+ds dks Qalk fy;k ;k dksbZ ckr fNikbZ-** ljtw us le>nkjh ls dgk^^vki fpark u djsa] vxj dksbZ ckr fNih Hkh jg x;h rks esjs eu esa dksbZ fxyk&f’kdok u gksxk- fj’rk dksbZ ,d fnu ds fy, ugha curk- ge le>nkjh ls dke ysaxs rks fj’rsnkjh vVwV ca/ku esa ca/k tk;sxh-** ^^eSa Hkh ;gha pkgrk gwa-** blds ckn vU; vkSipkfjd ckrsa gksrh jgha- yM+dh dk fj’rk r; djrs le; vkt mUgsa iNrkok gks jgk Fkk fd yM+dh dks de ls de Ldwyh f’k{kk gh fnyk nsrs- jtuh vc chl ls Åij dh gks x;h Fkh- tc og Ldwy tkus yk;d Fkh] rc fdlh us /;ku u fn;k- muds vM+ksl&iM+ksl esa Hkh yM+fd;ka i<+us u tkrh Fkha- ,dk/k tkrh Fkha rks og Hkh d{kk ,d ;k nks ds ckn ?kj cSB tkrh Fkha- xjhcksa dk eqgYyk Fkk] isV dh jksVh dh vkx cq>kus ds fy, reke tru djus iM+rs FksyMfd;ksa dks dgka ls i<+krs- gkykafd ljtw ds lkFk ,slh ckr ugha Fkh- og vPNk dekrs Fks vkSj ?kj esa #i;s&iSls dh dksbZ deh ugha Fkh] ijUrq cgqr lkjh ckrsa vkneh vius lekt vkSj vM+ksl&iM+ksl ds fglkc ls djrk gS- ogh jtuh ds lkFk Hkh gqvk- ykijokgh esa og vf’kf{kr jg x;h Fkhvkt bl ckr dk jtuh dks Hkh vQlksl Fkk vkSj mlds ckiw dks Hkhm/kj jtuh ds tkrs gh ml yM+ds us mlds ckjs esa tkudkjh gkfly djuh ’kq: dh- FkksM+h gh nsj esa mlus jtuh dk uke] irk rFkk mlds ?kj&ifjokj ds ckjsa esa lc dqN ekywe dj fy;k Fkk- og o/kw dk ekek yxrk Fkk] blhfy, ’kknh okys ?kj esa vUnj rd ?kql&iSB Fkh- jtuh ds ckjs esa tkudkjh izkIr djus esa mls dksbZ dfBukbZ ugha gqbZ126 %% Mky ds ia{kh

jtuh ds ckjs esa mldh pkgr vkSj ftKklk ns[kdj mldh cgu us pqVdh ysrs gq, dgk] ^^panu] D;k blh eksgYys esa clus dk bjknk gS\ yxrk gS] jtuh dqN T;knk gh Hkk xbZ gS rqEgsa\** og galdj cksyk] ^^ilUn rks vkbZ gS] ijUrq bl eksgYys esa D;ksa clus yxk\ viuk Hkh rks ?kj&}kj gS-** ^^oks rks Bhd gS] ijUrq rqe ugha tkurs- jtuh vius eka&cki dh bdykSrh csVh gS- mldk dksbZ HkkbZ ugha gS- lkjh lEifÙk dh og bdykSrh okfjl gS- mldk cki vehj Hkh gS- ,slh gkyr esa mlds cki dks ?kj&taokbZ rks pkfg, u- ojuk mudk dkjksckj vkSj ?kj dkSu laHkkysxk\** ^^;g rks ckn esa lkspk tk,xk- vHkh rks---** og galdj jg x;k- ckr iwjh u dj ldk- mldh cgu Hkh nwljs dkeksa esa yx xbZ- vkf[kj og yM+dh dh eka Fkh- bu ckrksa ds fy, mlds ikl oDr ugha Fkk- gtkj dke Fks vkSj ogh lc laHkkyus okyhe/; jkf= ds yxHkx ’kknh dh lkjh jLesa iwjh gks xbZa- bl chp panu jtuh dks vkSjrksa ds chp <wa<+rk jgk] ijUrq og nqckjk ut+j ugha vkbZ- mldk fny Mwc x;knwljs fnu fonkbZ Fkh- jtuh Hkh fonkbZ ds le; ij vkbZ Fkh- mlus ml yM+ds dks Hkh ogka ns[kk Fkk- ijUrq og tku&cw>dj vuns[kk dj xbZ- ugha pkgrh Fkh fd ckr vkxs c<+s- dy Hkh irk ugha dSls ml vutku yM+ds ls bruh ckrsa dj ldh Fkh- vkt fQj u ihNs iM+ tk,- blfy, tku&cw>dj vkSjrksa ds ihNs [kM+h gqbZ Fkh fd fdlh dh ut+j ml ij u iM+s] ijUrq pkgus okyksa dh ut+jksa ls Hkh dHkh dksbZ cp ldk gS- og yM+dk Hkh ckj&ckj mls ns[k jgk Fkk vkSj bl dksf’k’k esa Fkk fd fdlh rjg mlds ut+nhd igaqp tk,- ijUrq oSls ekgkSy esa ;g laHko ugha Fkk- ,d rks fonkbZ dk d#.k n‘’; Fkk vkSj vkSjrksa dh HkhM+ Hkh csbafrgk Fkh- muds chp ?kqluk cgqr eqf’dy FkkMsd ij xkuk ct jgk Fkk] ^ckcqy dh nqvk,a ysrh tk--- tk rq>dks lq[kh lalkj feys-* gj csVh ds eka&cki dk ;gh vjeku gksrk gS] ijUrq D;k gj yM+dh dks lq[kh lalkj fey ikrk gS\ jtuh dks rks irk ugha Fkk- tc og nwljs ?kj tk,xh] rHkh irk py ik,xkpkjksa rjQ xexhu ekgkSy Fkk- lHkh mnkl Fks- bl mnklh esa Hkh og yM+dk jtuh dks ns[kus ls u pwdrk Fkk- jtuh dks Hkh bl ckr dk irk Fkk- dgka rd Mky ds ia{kh %% 127

og mldh ut+jksa ls cp ldrh Fkh\ rHkh Msd okys us ,d fonkbZ dk yksdxhr yxk fn;k --- ftlds Hkko Fks& csVh fonk gksrs le; vius ckcqy ls dg jgh Fkh fd eSa rks rqEgkjs Mky dh fpfM+;k Fkh] fdruk I;kj djrs Fks eq>s\ fcuk eq>s ns[ks rqe eqag esa dkSj Hkh u /kjrs FksfQj eq>s D;ksa viuh Mky ls mM+kdj nwljh Mky ij fcBk fn;k- ogka eSa rqEgkjs fcuk dSls ft+Unk jgwaxh\ vkSj D;k rqe esjs fcuk ft+Unk jg ldksxs\ [ksr ls Fkds gq, ykSVksxs rks dkSu rqEgsa nkSM+dj yksVs esa ikuh ykdj nsxk\ eq>s vkl&ikl u ikdj D;k rqEgkjh vka[ksa vkalqvksa ls u Hkj tk,axh\ rqe eq>s dgka <wa<+ksxs fQj\ ckcqy eq>s vius ls tqnk er djks- bruh nwj er Hkstks eq>s- eSa rks vkids Mky dh fpfM+;k gwacM+k gh ekfeZd xhr Fkk- jtuh dh Hkh #ykbZ NwV x;h Fkh- viuh vka[kksa ls vkalw iksaNrs gq, mlus ns[kk fd og yM+dk Hkh jksrh gqbZ vka[kksa ls jtuh dks gh ns[k jgk Fkk- jksrh gqbZ jtuh ml yM+ds dks vkSj T;knk Hkksyh vkSj eklwe fn[k jgh Fkh- eu gh eu mlus r; dj fy;k Fkk fd ’kknh djsxk rks mlh ls] ojuk--- ojuk rks irk ugha D;k gksxk\ jtuh rks viuh vka[kksa esa nwljs gh [okc ltk, cSBh Fkh- ysfdu HkkX; us mlds fy, dqN vkSj gh r; dj j[kk Fkk- mlds lius mlds vius u jgs] fdlh vkSj dh >ksyh esa tk fxjs Fksthou esa ,slk gh gksrk gS-

ukS vYykiqj dh ’kknh djus ds ckn fcanknhu nwljs fnu ?kj igqaps- lkjh jkr txs Fks vkSj vka[ksa uhan ls cksf>y Fkha] ijUrq eu esa mYykl dk lkxj fgyksjsa ekj jgk Fkk- ?kjokyh dks [kq’k[kcjh lqukuh Fkh- vkf[kj muds yM+ds dk fj’rk r; gks jgk Fkk] og Hkh ,sls ?kj esa tgka dh lkjh lEifÙk mUgsa gh feyus okyh Fkh- [kq’kh ls ckoys gq, tk jgs Fks- og ?kj esa ?kqlrs gh yxHkx fpYykrs gq, cksys] ^^igys xjekxje pk; fiykvks] fQj rqedks ,d xjekxje [kq’k[kcjh lqukrk gwa-** ifr dk cPpksa lk O;ogkj ns[kdj og HkkSapDdh jg xbZa- fQj Hkh dqN iwNk ugha mUgksaus- fcanknhu dh iRuh i<+h&fy[kh ugha Fkh- C;kgdj ’kgj esa vkbZ Fkha rks fujh xaokj Fkha- iguus vks<+us dk ’kÅj ugha Fkk- ijUrq vius dks ’kgj esa 128 %% Mky ds ia{kh

bl rjg <ky fy;k Fkk fd dksbZ mUgsa vui<+ u dg ldrk Fkk- lyhds ls ckr djrh Fkha vkSj la;r gksdj ?kj vk, esgeku dh ;Fkksfpr lsok Hkh- dksbZ muesa fdlh rjg dh deh ugha fudky ldrk Fkkog pk; cukdj ykbZa- rc rd fcanknhu liuksa ds lalkj esa [kks, cSBs jgspk; dk ,d ?kwaV Hkjrs gq, cksys] ^^vius rks HkkX; [kqy x,] panu dh eka- eSaus lkspk Hkh ugha Fkk fd ,slk dHkh gksxk-** fQj og pk; dh pqfLd;ka ysus yx x,iRuh dk dkSrwgy vkSj T;knk c<+ x;k] ^^ysfdu ,slk D;k gqvk gS\** og pkjikbZ ds ikl tehu ij cSBh gqbZ Fkha- tkM+s dh /kwi vkaxu eas f[kyh gqbZ Fkhfcanknhu vius nk,a gkFk dk lgkjk ysrs gq, mBdj pkjikbZ ij cSB x,^^vius panu ds fy, cgqr vPNk fj’rk feyk gS- dkQh ekynkj vklkeh gSa- bdykSrh yM+dh gS mudh- ysu&nsu esa fdlh pht dh deh ugha jgsxh- ysu&nsu rks [kSj T;knk egRoiw.kZ ugha gS- ’kknh ds ckn lc dqN vius yM+ds dks gh feyuk gS- mldk rks HkkX; vkSj Hkfo"; nksuksa laoj tk,axs-** ;wa rks muds ?kj esa Hkh fdlh pht dh deh ugha Fkh- vPNk dekrs&[kkrs Fks,d gh yM+dk Fkk- dksbZ yM+dh u Fkh] ftlds fy, ?kj&oj dh fpUrk lrkrh vkSj ngst tksM+rs&tksM+rs dej VwV tkrh- ys&nsdj ,d gh yM+dk Fkk- og Hkh i<+&fy[k x;k Fkk- dgha u dgha ukSdjh yx gh tk,xhijUrq euq"; tUetkr ykyph gksrk gS vkSj ykyp dh dksbZ lhek ugha gksrh gS- ejrs ne rd og lksprk gS fd nqfu;k dh gj pht mldh gks tk,- lhus ls mls yxkdj j[ks- gkykafd mls vPNh rjg irk gksrk gS fd ejus ds ckn fdlh pht dks vius lkFk ugha ys tk ldrk gS] fQj Hkh u feyus okyh gj pht dks og viuh gh le>rk gS vkSj mls ikus dh fQjkd esa ges’kk yxk jgrk gSpUnu dh eka FkksM+k fpfUrr gks xbZa] ^^ckr rks Bhd gS vkidh] ijUrq og viuk bdykSrk yM+dk gS- ;wfuoflZVh esa i<+ jgk gS- mlds eu esa D;k gS] og D;k pkgrk gS\ dqN iwNk gS mlls\** ^^mlls D;k iwNuk- og gekjk yM+dk gS] dksbZ cki ugha- ge tks dgsaxs] mls ekuuk gh iM+sxk-** og rS’k esa cksys^^vth NksfM+, Hkh] fdl tekus dh ckr dj jgs gSa vki\ ;g lc gekjs tekus esa gksrk Fkk- vc gekjs tekus ugha jgs] tc eka&cki vius yM+dksa dks ftl [kwaVs esa pkgrs Fks] cka/k nsrs Fks- ge pqipki mudh ckr eku ysrs Fks- dksbZ pha&piM+ ugha djrk Fkk- ijUrq vc tekuk cgqr cny x;k gS- gj dke yM+dksa dh lykg ls gksrk gS- muds Hkh ij fudy vk, gSa- og viuh ethZ ls gj dke djuk pkgrs Mky ds ia{kh %% 129

gSa- dksbZ ckr djus ds igys tjk mldk eu rks VVksy yks- ns[kks] og D;k pkgrk gS\** ^^rqe Hkh D;k ckr djrh gks\ yM+ds ls D;k iwNuk\ gekjh ’kknh D;k gekjs eka&cki us gels iwNdj dh Fkh\ tgka ’kknh gks x;h] geus lj >qdkdj eku yh-- cl-** og gkSys ls galh] ^^r; djds rks ns[kks] vHkh irk py tk,xk fd yM+dk fdruh ckr vkidh ekurk gS- gaxkek u [kM+k dj ns esjk uke cny nsuk-** pUnu Hkh rc rd ?kj vk pqdk Fkk- dejs esa ysVdj jtkbZ vks<s+ jtuh ds [k;kyksa esa [kks;k gqvk Fkk- mUgksaus vkokt nsdj mls vkaxu esa cqyk;k- og vkdj pkjikbZ ds ikl [kM+k gks x;k--- pqipki flj >qdk, gq,- cksyk dqN ughamldh eka cksyh] ^^rqEgkjs ckiw rqEgkjs fy, ,d fj’rk yk, gSa- cgqr vPNk fj’rk gS] ijUrq ge rqEgkjh bPNk tkuuk pkgrs gSa- rqe D;k dgrs gks\ gka dgks rks ckr iDdh dj ysa\** eka dh ckr lqudj mls ,d /kDdk lk yxk- panu dh ut+jksa ds lkeus jtuh dk lqUnj lyksuk psgjk ?kwe x;k- mldh papy fgj.kh tSlh vka[ksa vkSj psgjs dh eklwfe;r mlds fnyks&fnekx esa fQj ls rktk gks xbZ- yxk tSls jtuh mldh vka[kksa ds lkeus [kM+h eqLdjk jgh gSmlus viuh eka dh ckr dk dksbZ tokc ugha fn;kmlds cki us Vksadk] ^^vjs dqN cksyrk D;ksa ugha\ D;k lkai lwa?k x;k\** jtuh ds [k;kyksa ls fudy dj og ckgj vk;k- irk ugha eka fdl yM+dh ds lkFk mlds fj’rs dh ckr dj jgh gSa- og pdjkdj jg x;kvHkh dy dh gh rks ckr gS- ^mlls* eqykdkr gqbZ Fkh- og rks bl fj’rs dks vkxs c<+kuk pkgrk Fkk- D;k bruh tYnh Hkxoku dks mldk jtuh dks ilUn djuk v[kjus yxk Fkk\ vHkh rks cl eqykdkr gqbZ Fkh- fny ls fny dgka Vdjk, Fks\ vka[kksa us Hkh dksbZ fny dh ckr ugha dgha Fkh- og rks dguk pkgrk Fkk] ijUrq jtuh dh rjQ ls gh dksbZ b’kkjk ugha feyk Fkk- D;k mlds fny dh fny esa gh jg tk,xh\ og fopkjksa esa exu Fkk--- ckiw mldh ’kknh dgha vkSj r; dj vk, gSa\ D;k ckiw dks euk dj ns\ ijUrq dSls euk dj ldrk gS\ ges’kk mudh ckr ekuh gS- mUgksaus Hkh mldh bPNk,a iwjh djus esa dHkh dksbZ deh ugha NksM+h Fkh- fdruk ykM+”I;kj fn;k gS eka”ckiw us- fdruh gljr ls i<k;k”fy[kk;k gS fd cM+k gksdj muds liuksa dks iwjk djsxk- dksbZ vPNh ukSdjh ik tk,xk vkSj lekt esa mudk 130 %% Mky ds ia{kh

eku”lEeku c<+k,xkijUrq mlds Hkh vius lius Fks- og yksd lsok vk;ksx dh izfr;ksxh ijh{kkvksa esa Hkkx ysdj vf/kdkjh cuuk pkgrk Fkk- mldk liuk Fkk fd vkbZ- ,- ,l;k vkbZ- ih- ,l- vf/kdkjh cus- ijUrq ;gka rks yx jgk Fkk fd mlds liuksa dks xzg.k yxus tk jgk Fkkblesa dksbZ ’kd ugha Fkk fd og vius eka”cki dk lEeku djrk Fkk + mudh gj ckr ekurk Fkk- ijUrq ;g mEehn ugha Fkh fd mldh ’kknh bruh tYnh djus ds fy, mrkoys gks tk,axs- vkt gh rks vYykiqj dh ’kknh ls lc yksx okil vk, Fks- fQj vpkud ckiw dks D;k lw>h fd mldh ’kknh dh ppkZ ysdj cSB x,’kknh dh jkSud ns[kdj D;k mudks Hkh vius csVs dh ’kknh dk [;ky vk;k gS;k vYykiqj esa mlds fy, dksbZ yM+dh ns[k yh gS\ vpkud mlds fnekx esa luluh QSy xbZjtuh dk Hkksyk”Hkkyk vkSj [kwclwjr psgjk mldh ut+jksa ds lkeus ukp mBkmldks ns[kus ds ckn ls rks mldk Hkh eu e;wj ukp jgk Fkk vkSj og [kqn ’kknh ds fy, csdjkj gks mBk Fkk- ckiw D;k mlh ds lkFk mldh ’kknh djus dh lksp jgs gSa\ ,d /kekdk lk gqvk mlds fnekx esa--- eu esa ’kadk ds cht iM+ pqds Fks- eu ckj”ckj dg jgk Fkk fd og yM+dh ’kk;n jtuh gh gS] ftlls ’kknh dh ckr og dj jgs gSafQj Hkh ’kafdr eu ls iwN gh fy;k] ^^ijUrq firkth] dy rks vki vYykiqj x, Fks ’kknh esa- eSa Hkh ogha Fkk- fQj vkius jkr Hkj esa gh esjh ’kknh dgka vkSj fdlls r; dj nh gS\ ** flj vHkh Hkh >qdk gqvk Fkk mldk- bruk vk/kqfud vHkh ugha gqvk Fkk fd cki ds lkeus viuh ’kknh dh ckr flj mBkdj dj ldrkloky djus ds ckn mls yxk fd cM+k gh csgwnk loky dj fn;k gS mlusHkyk cki ls ,slk loky fd;k tkrk gS\ ysfdu tqcku fQly pqdh Fkh- ckr dh xksyh lkeus okys O;fDr gks yx pqdh Fkh- vc D;k fd;k tk ldrk Fkk\ cki us mldh ckr dk cqjk ugha ekuk- og vfr mRlkfgr Fks- mNkg ls cksys] ^^vjs] ogha rks ckr r; dh gS + rqedks ;kn gS] FkksM+h nsj ds fy, eSaus rqedks vius ikl cqyk;k Fkk + rc eSa ljtw nknk ls ckr dj jgk Fkk- mUgha dh bdykSrh csVh gS- dksbZ HkkbZ ugha gS mldk- lkjh lEifÙk yM+dh dks gh feyuh gS- lkspks] blh ’kgj esa rqEgkjh llqjky gksxh vkSj nks&nks ?kjksa dh lEifÙk ds vdsys okfjl- lquk gS] yM+dh Hkh [kwclwjr gS- rqEgsa dksbZ ,rjkt ugha gksuk pkfg,- pkgks rks yM+dh ns[kdj gka djuk- dksbZ tYnh ugha gS-** Mky ds ia{kh %% 131

pUnu gks ’kd gqvk] dgha jtuh dh gh ckr rks ugha dj jgs gSa firkth + og ljtw dh csVh rks ugha gS\ gkykafd jtuh ds ckjs esa mlus cgqr lkjh tkudkjh izkIr dj j[kh Fkh] ijUrq mlds cki dk uke ugha ekywe Fkk + ckiw ls vk’oLr gksus ds fy, iwN fy;k] ^^;s ogha ljtw rks ugha ftudh jkeyhyk eSnku ds ikl lCth dh nwdku gS\** ^^gka] ogha rks--- D;k rqe mUgsa tkurs gks\** ^gka] ogha---* cl bruk gh lqu ldk og- fny mNydj gyd ls vk yxkcnu esa lulukgV lh QSy xbZ- eu esa Qqy>fM+;ka lh QwVus yxha- vka[kksa ds lkeus ,d bUnz/kuqq"k QSy x;k] ftlesa fNis Fks mlds thou ds lkjs jax- mlds dksjs thou esa bruh tYnh [kq’kuqeka jax Hkj tk,axs vkSj liuksa dh nqfu;k ilj tk,xh] ftlesa vkleku ls mrjh gqbZ ifj;ka u‘R; djus yxh Fkha] mls fo’okl gh ugha gks jgk Fkkdy gh ’kke dks rks mlls feyk Fkk vkSj jkr dks mlds ckjs esa tkuk Fkk vkSj vkt mlds lkFk tUe&tUekUrj dk fj’rk r; gks x;k Fkk- iwjh rjg r; rks ugha gqvk Fkk] fQj Hkh yxHkx r; gks x;k Fkk- og nksuksa thou Hkj ds fy, ,d nwljs ds gksus tk jgs Fks- fdruk HkkX;’kkyh gS og\ mldk izkjC/k fdruk izcy gS fd igyh ut+j esa I;kj vkSj nwljh ut+j esa ’kknh r;- ,slk gj fdlh ds lkFk ugha gksrk gS- gj dksbZ bruk HkkX;’kkyh ugha gks ldrk- mlus eu gh eu bZ’oj dks /kU;okn fn;k vkSj ckiw ls dgk] ^^tc vkius r; gh dj fy;k gS rks eSa D;k dgwa- tSlk vki mfpr le>sa\** dgdj og rRdky ?kj ls ckgj vk x;k- ugha pkgrk Fkk fd mlds euksHkko fdlh ij izdV gksafcUnknhu us vk’p;Z Hkko ls iRuh dh rjQ ns[kk- bruh tYnh yM+dk eku x;k] mu nksuksa dks fo’okl gh ugha gks jgk Fkk- iRuh ls cksys] ^^rqe rks dgrh Fkh] yM+dk ekusxk gh ugha- ;gka rks ekeyk gh mYVk fudyk-** ^^gka] eSa Hkh lksprh gwa fd dSls fcuk yM+dh ns[ks ’kknh ds fy, rS;kj gks x;k\ dy rd rks i<+kbZ vkSj ukSdjh dh ckrsa djrk Fkk] ijUrq vkt--- dqN le> esa ugha vk jgk gS- vktdy ds yM+ds Hkh fdruh tYnh jax cnyrs gSa- gks ldrk gS] dy ’kknh ds oDr yM+dh dks ns[kk gks vkSj mls ilUn dj fy;k gks-** ^^gka] ;gha gks ldrk gS- ns[kk] yM+dh ds cki rd ds ckjs esa tkurk gSokg js csVk- cki lsj rks csVk lok lsj- yM+dh igys gh ns[k j[kh Fkh- pyks] ;s Hkh vPNk gh gqvk- mldh ilUn vkSj gekjh ilUn ,d gh fudyh] ojuk irk 132 %% Mky ds ia{kh

ugha fdrus u[kjs fn[kkrk- i<+kbZ dk cgkuk cukrk] fQj ukSdjh djus dk cgkuk cukrk] ysfdu ;gka rks cPpw [kqn gh isze ds pDdj esa Qals gq, gSa] pqipki ,d gh jkr esa yM+dh <wa<+dj ilUn Hkh dj yh-** iRuh cksyh] ^^Bhd dgrs gks] vc rqe fdlh fnu tkdj fj’rk fcYdqy iDdk dj vkvks- yM+dh vPNh gS- mldk dgha vkSj fj’rk u gks tk,** ^^ugha] ,slk ugha gksxk- ljtw viuh ckr ds iDds gSa- tc rd gekjh rjQ ls u ugha gksxh] rc rd og dgha vkSj ckr ugha djsaxs-** rks bl rjg r; gksrs Fks fj’rs rc- ’kknh&C;kg ds ekeyksa esa eka&cki dh gh T;knkrj pyrh Fkh- fuEu ;k e/; oxZ esa mPp oxZ tSlk [kqykiu ;k LoNUnrk ugha Fkh- yM+dk&yM+dh T;knk ls T;knk ,d ckj ,d nwljs dks ns[k Hkj ysrs Fksckr Hkh de gh djrs Fks- ;g eqag fn[kkbZ dh jLe Hkh ?kj&ifjokj vkSj fj’rsnkjh ds cM+s&cqtqxkZas ds e/; gksrh Fkh- muds chp yM+dk&yM+dh ,d nwljs ls cksyus dh fgEer gh ugha tqVk ikrs Fksjtuh bl dgkuh dh ukf;dk] ysfdu fdLer cstku xqfM+;k tSlh--- ’kjhj esa tku ugha] eqag esa tqcku ugha- cPps ftl rjg [ksy&[ksy esa xqM~Ms&xqfM+;k dh ’kknh jpkrs gSa] cM+ksa us mlh rjg mldh ’kknh r; dj nh Fkh- ,d ckj Hkh mldh eka ;k cki us mlls dqN iwNus dh t:jr ugha le>h Fkh- mls rks irk Hkh u pyk fd dc mlds HkkX; dk ys[kk&tks[kk dj fn;k x;kmlds thou esa vpkud gh ,d Hkwpky vk;k vkSj lc dqN myV&iqyV x;k Fkk- mlds eu esa dksbZ vkSj clk Fkk] ijUrq gdhdr esa og fdlh vkSj dh gksus tk jgh Fkhpanu ?kj ls fudyk rks lh/kk vius nksLrksa ds chp igqapk- [kq’kh vkSj nq%[k vkneh fdruk Hkh fNikus dh dksf’k’k djs] psgjs ij >yd gh tkrk gS- panu rks fQj Hkh uotoku Fkk- vko’;drk ls vf/kd mlds psgjs ls [kq’kh >yd jgh FkhiSj dgha iM+ jgs Fks vkSj gkFk gok esa mM+ jgs Fks- nksLrksa us mls bl rjg [kq’k ns[kk rks ,d nwljs dk eqag rkdus yxspanu ds psgjs ij ,d ’kehZyh lh eqLdku Fkh- flj >qdk gqvk Fkk- nksLrksa ls vka[k ugha feyk ik jgk Fkk- fny lc dqN mxyus ds fy, vkrqj Fkk] ijUrq tqcku fny dk lkFk ugha ns jgh Fkh- le> esa ugha vk jgk Fkk] dSls viuh [kq’kh ds ckjs esa vius nksLrksa dks tkudkjh nsdqN nsj ckn ,d nksLr us iwN gh fy;k] ^^D;k ckr gS panu\ [kq’kh ls xqCckjs dh rjg D;ksa Qwy jgs gks\ D;k fdlh yM+dh ls Vkadk fHkM+ x;k gS\ mlus ikdZ Mky ds ia{kh %% 133

esa feyus ds fy, cqyk;k gS\** og vkSj T;knk ’kjek x;k- nwljs nksLr us pqVdh yh] ^^vkg gk;--- rqe rks fcYdqy yM+fd;ksa dh rjg ’kjek jgs gks! yxrk gS] rqeus ugha] yM+dh us gh rqEgsa iVk;k gS- crk rks lgh] dkSu gS og\ vius eqgYys dh gS ;k rsjs lkFk i<+rh gS\** fgEer lesVdj og cksyk] ^^ugha ;kj] ,slh dksbZ ckr ugha gS\** ^^rks fQj D;k ckr gS\ dksbZ xM+k gqvk [ktkuk fey x;k gS\ vdsys&vdsys [kq’kh ds ekjs Qwy jgs gks] dgha QV u tkvks- tjk gesa Hkh rks crkvks] ge Hkh rqEgkjh [kq’kh esa ’kjhd gks tk,a- vdsys&vdsys gt+e ugha dj ikvksxs-** igys us dgk^^;kj dSls crkÅa] rqe yksx fp<+kvksxs\** og vHkh rd ’kje ds pksys ls ckgj ugha fudy ik jgk Fkk^^vc bruk T;knk u[kjs er fn[kkvks- fp<+k,axs rks ge oSls Hkh- crkvks pkgs ugha--- vHkh rqEgkjs ?kj tkdj irk dj ysrs gSa- dkSu lh cM+h ckr gS\** rhljk cksykpanu gM+cM+k dj cksyk] ^^ugha ;kj] ,slk er dj- vHkh rks ckr pyh gSr; gksus esa oDr yxsxk- rc rd dgha ppkZ er djuk- cl le> yks fd esjh ’kknh dh ckr py jgh gS- yM+dh esjh ilUn dh gS-** ^^/kr~ lkys dh---** ,d nksLr fujk’k gksrk gqvk cksyk] ^^’kknh dh ckr py jgh gS- vHkh r; Hkh ugha gqbZ gS- fdl ckr dh [kq’kh eukbZ tk,- py fQj Hkh eqag ehBk djk- tsc [kkyh gks rks ?kj tkdj igys iSls ys vk- fQj Hkh u feys rks m/kkj yk] dtkZ ys( ijUrq ,sls ugha NksM+us okys ge- flfoy ykbUl pydj igys vIljk ;k iSysl esa dksbZ fiDpj ns[ksaxs] mlds ckn jsLVksjsaV esa [kkuk [kk,axs[kqf’k;ka rw vdsys dSls euk,xk\** dqy pkj nksLr Fks] ikapoka og- nksLrksa dh ckr ekuuh iM+h- jkLrs esa vkSj [kkuk [kkrs le; nksLrksa us [kksn&[kksndj lkjh tkudkjh gkfly dj yh Fkh- jtuh dh bruh cM+kbZ mlus dj nh Fkh fd lc mls ns[kus ds fy, csrkc gks mBs Fksmlh fnu vYykiqj tkus dks rS;kj gks x;s] ijUrq panu us fdlh rjg le>k&cq>kdj mUgsa ’kkar fd;k fd ,d ckj ckr iDdh gks tk,] fQj og [kqn mUgsa ys tkdj jtuh ls feyok nsxkekSt&eLrh eukdj lkjs nksLr nsj jkr x, ?kj ykSVsbl fj’rs esa ljtw dks dksbZ T;knk tYnh ugha Fkh] ijUrq fcanknhu dqN T;knk 134 %% Mky ds ia{kh

gh mrkoys gks jgs Fks- lksus dh fpfM+;k tks gkFk vk jgh Fkh- ml iwjh jkr og iRuh ds lkFk cSBs lykg&e’kfojk djrs jgs vkSj vxys fnu lqcg&losjs ljtw dh nwdku ij igaqp x,- og rHkh e.Mh ls lfCt;ka ysdj igqaps gh Fks vkSj fjD’ks ls mrjok jgs Fks fd fcanknhu igqap x;s- jke&tqgkj ds ckn b/kj&m/kj dh ckrsa gksus yxha- ljtw dk T;knk /;ku mudh ckrksa dh rjQ ugha Fkk- igys mUgksua s lfCt;ka mrjokdj vUnj j[kokbZa] fQj mUgsa /kks&/kkdj ;FkkLFkku j[kk- tc xn~nh ij cSB x;s] rc cksys] ^^gka] vc crkvks] vkt lqcg&lqcg dSls b/kj vk Vids- vHkh dy gh rks eqykdkr gqbZ Fkh-** ^^gka] ijUrq ?kj tkdj ckr gqbZ rks ?kjokyh us Hkh dgk fd vPNk fj’rk gS] yM+dk Hkh eku x;k--- rks eSaus lkspk fd vkidks [kcj dj nwa- bl lky esjs yM+ds dk ,e- ,- Qkbuy gS- esgur dj gh jgk gS] ukSdjh fey gh tk,xh- lkspk fd fj’rs dks ,d et+cwrh ns nh tk,- vki dgsa rks vxys jfookj dks vkids ;gka vkdj yM+dh ns[kus dh vkSipkfjdrk iwjh dj ysrs gSa- gekjs vkids ?kj okys Hkh vkil esa fey ysaxs- mlds ckn g¶rs nks g¶rs ckn tc Hkh vki pkgsa] gekjs ?kj vkdj ojh{kk vkfn dh jLe iwjh dj nsa** ljtw dks dksbZ ,rjkt u Fkk- fcanknhu ds ifjokj dks og igys ls tkurs Fks- yM+dk Hkh ns[k pqds Fks- ?kj cSBs vPNk fj’rk fey jgk Fkk- eu gh eu Hkxoku dks /kU;okn fn;k- jtuh ds HkkX; dks ljkgk- [kqn rks i<+h&fy[kh ugha Fkh] ijUrq oj f’kf{kr fey jgk Fkk- HkkX; esa gksxk rks ljdkjh ukSdjh Hkh fey tk,xh] ojuk ?kj dk dkjksckj rks Fkk ghfQj Hkh mUgksaus bruk dgk] ^^ysfdu bruh tYnh----\ dqN rks le; nsrs’kknh rks vc vxys lky cSlk[k&tsB esa gh djsaxs-** ^^gka] ijUrq ?kjokyh dg jgh Fkh] ,dk/k jLe gks tkrh rks fj’rk iDdk gks tkrk- fQj pkgs tc lqfo/kkuqlkj ’kknh djrs-** ^^rks Bhd gS] vki yksx vxys brokj dks vk tkb,-** fcanknhu [kqf’k;ksa ds ?kksM+s ij lokj gksdj pys vk,fdlh ds thou esa dqN gks jgk gks vkSj mls irk u pys] ,slk rks laHko u Fkk- jtuh dks viuh ’kknh dh ckjs esa ?kj esa gks jgh jÙkh&jÙkh ckrksa dk irk py jgk Fkk- ?kj esa gksus okyh gj lqxcqxkgV ij mldh ut+j jgrh Fkh- eu Hkys gh enu dh ;knksa esa [kks;k jgrk gks] ijUrq dku rks [kqys jgrs Fks- mldh ’kknh dh ckrsa ?kj esa gks jgh gSa] ;g igys fnu gh mls irk py x;k Fkk- ;g ,slk la;ksx gS tks gj yM+dh ds thou esa vkrk gS( ijUrq jtuh ds eu esa [kqf’k;ksa Mky ds ia{kh %% 135

ds Qwy ugha f[kys- vutkus&vuns[ks jktdqekj ds fy, mldk fny ugha /kM+dk-- mls irk ugha Fkk fd ftl yM+ds ls mldh ’kknh dh ckr py jgh gS] mls og nks fnu igys gh iM+ksl dh ’kknh esa u dsoy ns[k pqdh gS( cfYd ckrsa Hkh dj pqdh gS- blhfy, mlds eu esa dksbZ mRlqdrk ugha txh- og ewd tkuoj cu xbZ Fkh--- ,d ,slh cdjh tks dVus ds fy, rS;kj Fkh- dlkbZ mls dkVus ds fy, xaM+klk fy, rS;kj [kM+k Fkk vkSj og fefe;k Hkh ugha ldrh FkhoDr ,d nk;js esa fleVdj jg x;k Fkk- jtuh vc cdfj;ka pjkus ugha tkrh Fkh- mldh lgsfy;ka vpkud gh mlls fcNM+ xbZ Fkha- vc og cdfj;ksa ds ckM+s esa tkdj muls ckrsa djrh] muds lkFk galrh vkSj dHkh&dHkh xys feydj jksrh- cdfj;ksa dh le> esa u vkrk fd mldh ekyfdu dks D;ksa mu ij bruk I;kj&nqykj vk jgk gS\ og pqipki [kM+h jgrha?kj esa vkSj dksbZ Fkk Hkh ugha fd jtuh mlds lkFk nks iy cSBdj vius fny dk gky lquk ldrh- iM+ksfl;ksa ds ?kj Hkh ugha tkrh Fkh- eka ls dsoy dke dh ckrsa djrh- gka] enu ds dejs dh jkst lQkbZ djrh- gj jkst vk’kk ds nhi tykrh fd vkt og vk,xk- vpkud og vk x;k rks dSlk eglwl djsxh--- lkspdj eu gh eu flgj tkrh Fkh- eu esa meaxs fgyksjsa ekjus yxrha- yxrk tSls enu us mls viuh ckgksa ds ?ksjs esa lesV j[kk gS vkSj og engks’k gksrh tk jgh gS?kVukØe cgqr rsth ls djoV cny jgk Fkk- jtuh dks irk pyk fd blh jfookj dks yM+ds okys mls ns[kus vk jgs Fks- og pfdr vkSj Hkzfer Fkh fd nks fnu esa ,slk D;k gks x;k tks vkuu&Qkuu esa mldh ’kknh r; dh tk jgh Fkhmlds fy, yM+dk Hkh fey x;k Fkk vkSj vc og vius ifjokj ds lkFk mls ns[kus Hkh vk jgk Fkk- mlus rks ,slk dksbZ xyr dne ugha mBk;k Fkk fd eka&cki vka[k ewandj mls dq,a esa /kdsyus ds fy, mrk: gks tk,a- og fdlh ds lkFk Hkkx Hkh ugha jgh Fkh- enu dks ysdj eka dks mlds Åij dksbZ ’kadk Hkh ugha gks ldrh Fkh- fQj D;k dkj.k Fkk fd rqjr&Qqjr mldh ’kknh ds fy, lkjs yksx ijs’kku gks x;s Fks- dgha vkx rks ugha yxh Fkh\ og nq%[kh ugha Fkh- nq%[kh gksus dk dksbZ izR;{k dkj.k Hkh ugha Fkk mlds iklenu dks vius fny esa clk ysus ds igys Hkh vkSj ckn esa Hkh mls bl ckjs esa dksbZ Hkze ugha Fkk fd og mldk HkkX; ugha gS- mls Mksyh esa cSBdj dsoy mlh ?kj dh rjQ izLFkku djuk gS] tgka mlds ekrk&firk pkgsaxs- jtuh dk tUe ftl lkekftd O;oLFkk esa gqvk Fkk] ml O;oLFkk ds ifjokjksa esa cPpksa dh ’kkfn;ka eka&cki }kjk r; dh tkrh gSa vkSj cPpksa ds fy, mls ekuuk gh loksZifj gksrk gS- jtuh 136 %% Mky ds ia{kh

dksbZ fgUnh fQYe dh ukf;dk ugha Fkh fd vui<+&xaokj gksrs gq, Hkh fdlh i<+&s fy[ks ’kgjh ckcw ls I;kj djrh vkSj lkjs fnu xkao] [ksr&[kfygku esa uk;d dk gkFk idM+dj ?kwerh] ukprh vkSj xkrh- fQj mlls ’kknh djus ds fy, iwjs xkao&lekt ls cxkor djrh- eka&cki et+cwj gksdj viuh bTtr cpkus ds fy, mldh ’kknh uk;d ds lkFk dj nsrsvkSj jtuh ;’kiky ;k fueZy oekZ ds miU;klksa dh i<+h&fy[kh] vkfHktkR; rFkk vk/kqfud fopkjksa dh fonzksgh ukf;dk Hkh ugha Fkh- og ’kgj esa iSnk gksdj Hkh ,d vui<+ yM+dh Fkh- mlds laLdkjksa us mls cgqr lhfer lksp nh Fkh- bu laLdkjksa us mls fl[kk;k Fkk fd cM+h gksus rd eka&cki gh mlds ikyugkj gSa- mUgha dh N=Nk;k esa mldks jguk gS- mldk viuk dksbZ LorU= O;fDrRo ugha gS- toku gksrs gh mldh ’kknh gks tkuh gS vkSj mldks ,d fcYdqy vutku O;fDr ds lkFk viuk thou xqtkjus ds fy, firk dk ?kj NksM+uk gksxk- ml vutku O;fDr] tks mldk ifr dgyk,xk] ls cPps iSnk djus gSa] mUgsa iky&iksldj cM+k djuk gS- fQj mudh Hkh ’kkfn;ka dj nsuh gSa- vkSj ,d fnu cw<+k gksdj ukrh&iksrksa dks [ksykrs&[ksykrs bl lalkj dks vyfonk dj nsuk gSbruk cM+k thou thus] mls O;rhr djus vkSj bruh lkjh ftEesnkfj;ka fuHkkus esa mlds vius D;k vf/kdkj gS]a mls dHkh irk ugha pysxk- mls dsoy vius drZO; fuHkkus gSa vkSj bu drZO;ksa dk fu/kkZj.k Hkh mls ugha] cfYd mlds laj{kd dks djuk gS] tks firk] HkkbZ] ifr ;k iq= dksbZ Hkh gks ldrk gSftlus Hkh viuh fu;fr dks tku fy;k gS] nq%[k dHkh mlds ikl ugha QVd ldrk- jtuh vius HkkX; dks igpkurh Fkh- bruh le> mlesa Fkh- mlus nq%[k dks vius ikl QVdus rd u fn;k vkSj vkxs vkus okyh gj leL;k] ?kVuk ;k nq?kZVuk dk lkeuk djus ds fy, vius vkidks rS;kj dj fy;k Fkkjfookj Hkh vk x;k- iM+ksl dh vkSjrksa ls ?kj Hkj x;k- nks&pkj cM+s&cqtqxZ Hkh vk x, Fks- feBkb;ka cktkj ls eaxok yh xbZ Fkha- T;knk rke&>ke rks djuk Fkk ugha- cl pk;&ikuh dh gh O;oLFkk Fkh- X;kjg cts ds yxHkx yM+ds okys vk x, Fks- fcanknhu] mudh iRuh rFkk rhu vU; yksx Fks- panu Hkh lkFk Fkk- dqYk feykdj N% yksx Fks- mUgsa cSBd esa fcBk fn;k x;k Fkk- cMs+&cqtqxZ vkil esa ckrsa djus yxsjtuh dks rS;kj fd;k tkus yxk- fdlh J‘axkj dh vko’;drk ugha Fkh- cl mls ubZ xqykch lkM+h iguk nh xbZ Fkh- ckyksa dks laokjdj <ax dh pksVh dj nh xbZ Fkh- mlds ikl vius dqN xgus Fks- dkuksa esa ckfy;ka Mky nh xbZa vkSj xys Mky ds ia{kh %% 137

esa ykWdsV okyh psu Fkh- ukd esa lksus dh uFk rks igys ls gh igu j[kh Fkhxqykch lkM+h esa ltdj tc jtuh rS;kj gqbZ rks yxk fd d;ker vk xbZ gS- dn mldk ikap QqV ls dqN T;knk gh Fkk- lkM+h igudj og vkSj yach yxus yxh Fkh- Hkxoku us lkaoys jax esa bruh lqUnjrk Hkj nh Fkh fd mls ltus&laojus dh t:jr gh ugha Fkh- lkns :i esa gh ns[kdj yksxksa dh vka[ksa pkSaf/k;kus yxrh Fkha- xqykch lkM+h dk iYyw tc mlus vius ekFks ij Mkyk rks ,slk yxk fd fdlh nsoh dh ewfrZ dks ltk&laokjdj rS;kj fd;k x;k gks- ekFks ij pedrh gqbZ gYdh fcaUnh Fkh] tks jg&jgdj ped mBrh Fkh vkSj mlds :i dks pkj pkan yxk jgh Fkheka us mlds xky ij dkty dk gYdk Vhdk lk yxk fn;k] fdlh dh ut+j u yx tk,panu dh /keZcgu] ftldh csVh dh ’kknh vHkh ikap fnu igys gqbZ Fkh] Hkh ogka ekStwn Fkh- mlus jtuh ds xky ij pqVdh Hkjrs gq, dgk] ^^gk; jke! fdruh [kwclwjr yx jgh gS rw dYyks\ rHkh rks dgwa] og D;ksa rsjs Åij bl rjg ej feVk- lkns :i esa Hkh mlus rsjh lqUnjrk ij[k yh Fkh- rHkh rks rsjk nhokuk gks x;k gS-** jtuh dh le> esa ugha vk;k fd og fdldh ckr dj jgh Fkha- dkSu mldk nhokuk cu x;k Fkk- eu esa ,d ckj Hkh [kVdk ugha gqvk fd pkph mlh yM+ds dh ckr dj jgh Fkha] tks mls ’kknh esa ?kwj&?kwjdj ns[k jgk Fkk vkSj mlls ckrsa Hkh dh Fkha- og iwN Hkh ugha ldrh Fkhfdlh us dgk] ^^rw enksZa dh ckr djrh gS] bl ij rks eSa ej feVwa esjh feljh dh Myh-** mlus jtuh dks viuh ckagksa esa lesV fy;k- og fj’rs esa jtuh dh HkkStkbZ yxrh Fkh- bl ladV dh ?kM+h esa Hkh] tcfd jtuh tkurh Fkh] mlds HkkX; esa fdruk Qsj&cny gksus okyk Fkk vkSj fd og enu ds I;kj esa fnykstku ls Mwch gqbZ gS] mlds v/kjksa ij eqLdku vk xbZ- dqN lkspdj mldh vka[ksa vius vki can gks xbZa- [k;kyksa esa dgha mls enu ut+j vk jgk Fkk] tks mldks bl :i esa ns[kdj nax Fkk vkSj nwj ls mls pkgr Hkjh ut+jkas ls fugkj jgk Fkk- vglkl dk og ,slk [kks[kyk :i Fkk tks mls lp yx jgk Fkk vkSj og lqgkus liuksa ds lalkj esa Mwcrh pyh xbZrHkh rhljh vkSjr us viuh jk; tkfgj dh] ^^py gV--- vHkh og tekus ugha vk, fd yM+dh&yM+dh ls ’kknh djs- nqfu;k esa yM+dksa dk vdky ugha iM+ x;k gS-** 138 %% Mky ds ia{kh

blh chp fdlh us ckgj ls vkdj dgk] ^^yM+dh rS;kj gks rks ysdj vk tkvks-** vkSjrksa dh pqgyckth can gks xbZ- panu dh cgu us jtuh dks viuh nkfguh rjQ ckag ds ?ksjs esa fy;k vkSj /khesa dneksa ls Mªkbax:e dh rjQ izLFkku fd;kckdh vkSjrsa ihNs Fkh--- dqN ?kwa?kV esa] dqN [kqys eqag--- jtuh dh eka vUnj gh jg xbZ Fkha- le/kh ds lkeus dSls iM+rha\ jtuh us viuh pkph ds lgkjs /khesa&/khesa dneksa ls vkxs c<+rs gq, Mªkbax:e esa izos’k fd;k- mlds u;u >qds gq, /kjrh dh rjQ vius gh iSjksa dk voyksdu dj jgs Fks- mlus ns[kk ugha fd mlds fcydqy lkeus panu cSBk gqvk jgL;e;h <ax ls eqLdjk, tk jgk Fkk] tSls viuh thr dk t’u euk jgk gks- vkt uhys jax dk lwV igudj vk;k Fkk tks mlds xksjs jax ij [kwc Qc jgk Fkkpanu us tc /;ku ls xqykch ifj/kku esa jtuh dks ns[kk] rks mldh lkalas Fke xbZa- mls vius HkkX; ij fo’okl ugha gqvk fd ,d ut+j esa ftl yM+dh dks ilUn fd;k Fkk] nwljh ut+j esa og mldh gksus tk jgh Fkh- ;g lyksuk :i dgka fNikdj j[kk Fkk jtuh us ml jkr] tc panu us mls ilUn fd;k Fkk- og mldh lqMkSy nsg;f"V vkSj deuh; dk;k vkSj psgjs dk nedrk lkSUn;Z ns[kdj nax jg x;kjtuh us vHkh rd fdlh dh rjQ ut+j mBkdj ugha ns[kk Fkk/kM+drs fny ls og lksQs ds ,d fdukjs ij cSB xbZ- panu dh cgu mlds ckbZa rjQ cSB xbZ- mlus ekFks ds dqN uhps rd ?kwa?kV dj j[kk Fkk--- vkf[kj mldh llqjky Fkh ;gdqN iy rd lHkh yksx jtuh dks ns[krs jgs- fdlh us dksbZ loky ugha fd;klcdks irk Fkk fd mlus Ldwy dk eqag Hkh ugha ns[kk Fkk] blhfy, i<+kbZ&fy[kkbZ ls lacfU/kr dksbZ loky dgka ls djrs- ysfdu yM+dh ns[kus vk, Fks rks dqN u dqN rks iwNuk gh Fkk- ;g ,d vkSipkfjdrk gksrh gS] ftls gj gky esa fuHkkuk iM+rk gS] tcfd yM+ds okys yM+dh ds ckjs esa ,d&,d ckr tkurs&le>rs gSafcanknhu rks D;k dqN iwNrs- muds lkFk vk, yksxksa esa ls ,d us iwNk] ^^[kkuk cukuk tkurh gks\** jtuh igys rks pqi jgh- ;g Hkh dksbZ loky gS\ fdlds ?kj dh yM+fd;ka [kkuk cukuk ugha tkurh gSa\ gks’k laHkkyrs gh ?kj ds lkjs dke djuk lh[k tkrh gSa- >kMw+&cqgkjh] pkSdk&crZu] lhuk&fijksuk vkSj [kkuk cukuk- fuEu vkSj e/; oxZ dh yM+fd;ksa dks] tks mPp f’k{kk ugha izkIr djrh gSa] ?kjksa esa ;gha lc rks Mky ds ia{kh %% 139

fl[kk;k&crk;k tkrk gSjtuh dqN ugha cksyh rks mldh pkph us mls Vgksdk ekjk vkSj mlds ck,a dku esa QqlQqlkdj dgk] ^^dqN cksy u~!** og pkSaddj cksyh] ^^gka---** mlus ftl Hkko ls ^gka* dgk Fkk] mlls lcds psgjksa ij eqLdjkgV rSj xbZ Fkh- panu mldh bl vnk ij Hkh ej feVk- mls viuh ilUn ij ukt+ Fkk- jtuh esa fdlh rjg dh dksbZ [kksV ugha fudky ldrk Fkk- cl ,d gh [kksV Fkh mlesa fd og i<+h&fy[kh ugha Fkh- ijUrq le>nkjh esa og lcds dku dkVrh Fkhjtuh dh ut+jsa vHkh rd t+ehu esa xM+h gqbZ Fkha- dejs esa fdrus yksx Fks] mls irk ugha Fkk- u mlesa tkuus dh dksbZ mRlqdrk Fkh- lkeus panu cSBk Fkk] bldk Hkh mls irk ugha Fkkgekjs lekt esa] [kkldj fupys rcds ds ifjokjksa esa yMfd;ka ns[kus&fn[kkus dh jLe vkSipkfjdrkvksa ls Hkjh gksrh gS- izFke rks fj’rk ,sls ?kjksa esa r; gksrk gS] ftuds ckjs esa lHkh yksx vPNh rjg ls tkurs gSa- yM+dk&yM+dh ds ckjs esa ns[kkbZ dh jLe ds igys gh lc dqN crk fn;k tkrk gS- fQj Hkh vkSipkfjdrk,a fuHkkbZ tkrh gSa- tks yksx yM+dk ;k yM+dh dks ns[kus vkrs gSa] mUgsa Hkh dqN iwNuk ugha gksrk- pqi cSBs ,d nwljs dk eqag rkdrs jgrs gSa- fQj lUukVk rksM+us ds fy, ,sls loky mNky nsrs gSa fd galh vkrh gSjtuh ls ,d loky djds fQj lHkh pqi gks x,- fdlh dks dqN lw> gh ugha jgk Fkk fd D;k iwNk tk,- ekgkSy dqN xexhu vkSj cksf>y lk gks x;k rks fdlh us ,d loky vkSj mNky fn;k] ^^csVh] tjk Åij rks ns[kks] dgha ut+jas detksj rks ugha gSa-** jtuh us vkfgLrk ls psgjk Åij mBk;k- /khjs&/khjs iydsa [kksyha- mldh cM+h&cM+h dkyh vka[ksa ,sls yx jgh Fkha] tSls lqcg&lqcg dh /kwi esa fdlh dyh us viuh iydsa [kksyh gksa- psgjs dk dksbZ vax ,slk ugha Fkk tks vkd"kZd u gksysfdu jtuh ds fy, iydsa mBkdj lkeus dh rjQ ns[kuk de d"Vnk;d ugha Fkk- tSls mlus dksbZ Hkwr ns[k fy;k gks- lcls igys mldh ut+j panu ij iM+h Fkh- og pkSaddj gYds ls mNy iM+h- xuher Fkh fd ph[k ugha fudyh- pkph us mlds dU/ks dks nckdj ihB ij vk’oklu ls Hkjk gqvk gkFk Qsjk- og rP{k.k ’kkar gks xbZ- pkph le> xbZ Fkh fd panu dks ns[kdj jtuh pkSadh Fkh- og mls igpku xbZ Fkhjtuh dh lkalsa tSls iy Hkj ds fy, Fke xbZ Fkha- lc dqN mldh le> 140 %% Mky ds ia{kh

esa vk x;k Fkk- /kqU/k NaV xbZ Fkh- ftu ckrksa dks ysdj og fiNys nks&rhu fnuksa ls ijs’kku Fkh] og vpkud ,d >Vds ls lkQ gks xbZ Fkha- le> xbZ Fkh fd D;ksa vpkud bruh tYnh mldh ’kknh r; gks jgh Fkh\ lc dqN ’kh’ks dh rjg lkQ gks pqdk Fkk- ,d ckj ut+jsa uhph djds fQj mlus panu dh rjQ ns[kk- panu ds gksaBksa ij eqLdku tSls lnk ds fy, fpid dj jg xbZ Fkh- bl ckj jtuh us mls ?kwjdj ns[kk- ijUrq bu ut+jksa esa vxj I;kj ugha Fkk rks uQjr dh Tokyk Hkh ugha Fkh- og tSls dg jgh Fkh vPNk] rks ;g lc vkidk fd;k&/kjk gS- ij bruh tYnh D;k Fkh\ eSa dksbZ Hkkxh FkksM+s tk jgh Fkh- ;gha] blh ?kj esa feyrh( tc Hkh rqe eq>s <wa<+rs gq, ;gka rd vkrsvc panu gh mldk izkjC/k Fkk- panu vxj viuh thr vkSj miyfC/k ij [kq’k gks jgk Fkk rks jtuh Hkh dksbZ vius vkiesa nq%[kh ugha Fkh- mlds ikl vius HkkX; dks Lohdkj djus ds vykok dksbZ pkjk ugha Fkk,d g¶rs ckn ljtw Hkh vius rhu fj’rsnkjksa dks ysdj fcanknhu ds ?kj tkdj panu dks ns[kus dh jLe vnk dj vk,- ns[kuk rks ,d vkSipkfjdrk Fkh] cl mlds gkFk ij dqN iSls j[kdj jksdk dj fn;k x;k- panu dks ukilUn djus dk loky gh ugha Fkk- lqUnj] LoLFk vkSj izlUufpÙk yM+dk Fkk- jtuh ls bDdhl Fkk] mUuhl ughafQj blds ckn ,d ekg ds vUnj lxkbZ Hkh dj nh xbZ- jtuh us dHkh Hkh fdlh ekSds ij izfrjks/k tkfgj ugha fd;k- dj Hkh ugha ldrh Fkh- ftl lekt esa og iyh&c<+h Fkh] mlesa ;g lc laHko Hkh ugha Fkk- mlus gj ?kj&ifjokj esa ,slk gh gksrs gq, ns[kk Fkk- vkSj vc rks og panu dks eu ls Lohdkj Hkh dj pqdh Fkh- og vkSj dqN ugha pkgrh Fkh- cl ,d ckj ’kknh ds igys enu dks ns[kuk pkgrh Fkh- pkgrh Fkh fd og ,d ckj vk tk,- mlls ekQh ekax ys] mldk gky&pky tku ys- irk ugha fdu foifÙk;ksa esa Qalk gqvk gS\ Hkxoku djs] tYnh vk tk,- fnu chrrs fdruh nsj yxrh gS- vxgu chr gh jgk Fkk- nks&rhu eghus ckn mldh ’kknh gks tk,xh- fQj dgka eqykdkr gks ik,xh mlls\ lkspdj og mnklh ds lkxj esa Mwc tkrhijUrq enu Fkk fd xkao ls ykSVdj vkus dk uke gh ugha ys jgk Fkk- vxgu Hkh chr x;k- iw"k dh dVdVkrh lnhZ iM+us yxhenu u tkus dgka xqe gks x;k Fkk\ dksbZ fpV~Bh&i=h] dksbZ [kkst&[kcj ugha- [kSj] og fpV~Bh fy[krk Hkh rks fdldks\ og mldh gksrh dkSu gS\ vkSj vxj fpV~Bh fy[krk Hkh fdlds uke Hkstrk\ vkSj mls i<+rk dkSu\ og rks Lo;a i<+h&fy[kh ugha Fkh- vkt mls eka&ckiw ij xqLlk Mky ds ia{kh %% 141

vk jgk Fkk- D;k mls nks v{kj i<+k ugha ldrs Fks\ D;k cdfj;ka ikyus&pjkus ds fy, gh mls iSnk fd;k Fkk\ yxrk gS iw"k Hkh chr tk,xk- lnhZ us dqN T;knk gh tksj idM+ fy;k Fkkdksgjs Hkjs fnu gksrs Fks--- mnkl fo/kok vkSjr dh rjg- irk u pyrk dc fnu chr x;k vkSj dc ’kke dh pknj us vius iSj ilkj fn,- jkr rks tSls ’kke dks vks<+s gq, vkrh Fkh-

nl ’kke dk /kqa/kydk Fkk] ijUrq jkr tSls iwjh rjg f?kj vkbZ Fkh- ok;qeaMy esa pkjksa rjQ ?kjksa esa tyrs gq, pwYgksa dk /kqavk QSyk gqvk Fkk- vklkuh ls dksbZ pht fn[kkbZ ugha iM+rh Fkh- lM+d ij yxs fctyh ds [kaHkksa ds cYc Hkh lnhZ esa tSls fldqM+ x;s Fks vkSj vius izdk’k dks cgqr /khjs&/khjs ckgj Qsad jgs Fks- og fctyh dh lkjh xehZ vius vanj gh lesV ysuk pkgrs Fks- lM+dsa gh ugha] xyh&eqgYyksa esa Hkh lUukVk iljus yxk Fkk- yksx vius&vius ?kjksa esa nqcdus yxs Fksjtuh vkaxu esa vaxhBh lqyxkdj vkx tykus dk ;Ru dj jgh Fkh- rHkh mls yxk fd njokts ij dksbZ O;fDr [kM+k gqvk gS- eqga lh/kk djds ns[kk rks ,dckjxh igpku gh ugha ikbZ- xyh esa mtkyk de Fkk vkSj /kq,a dk lkezkT; Fkk- euq"; us can xys dk LosVj igu j[kk Fkk- flj ij cUnj Vksih Fkh- nk;sa dU/ks ij ,d lLrk cSx yVd jgk Fkk- dksgjk tSls mlds psgjs ij fleV vk;k Fkk- ijUrq vxys gh {k.k jtuh us mls igpku fy;k- mldh vka[ksa vk’p;Z ls pkSM+h gks x;h Fkhaog enu Fkk- pqipki njokts ij [kM+k Fkk vkSj bartkj dj jgk Fkk fd dksbZ mldh rjQ ns[ks rks og vkxs c<+s- jtuh us tSls gh mls igpkuk] og njokts ls vanj vk x;kenu dks igpkurs gh jtuh dk th /kd~ ls jg x;k- og rRdky mBdj [kM+h gks x;h vkSj mldh rjQ Hkkxus dk iz;Ru fd;k] ijUrq fQj og ’kjek xbZmlds iSj fBBddj ,d gh txg tdM+ x;s- u tkus fdrus fnuksa ckn vkt enu dks mlus ns[kk Fkk- mls ns[kdj mlds gksaBksa ij eqLdjkgV dh iryh js[kk f[kaph Fkh--- ftlesa ’keZ Fkh] ladksp Fkk vkSj tUe&tUe dh pkgr dh jks’kuh FkhdqN iy [kM+h og enu dks ns[krh jgh] fQj ydM+h&dks;yk ogha NksM+dj vUnj dh vksj nkSM+h] ^^eka ---eka--- ns[kks rks dkSu vk;k gS\** og gkaQ jgh Fkh 142 %% Mky ds ia{kh

tSls ehyksa nkSM+dj vkbZ gkseka jlksbZ ds lkeus cjkens esa cSBdj lCth dkVus tk jgh Fkha- jtuh dks vkaxu ls Hkkxdj vanj vkrs ns[kk rks pkSaddj mls ns[kus yxha- dqN le> esa ugha vk;k- fQj Hkh eqag ls cksy u QwVs- vka[kksa esa gh iwNk] ^dkSu gS\* jtuh dks eka dh izfrfØ;k ns[kus ;k tkuus dh ijokg ugha Fkh- og nkSM+dj vUnj xbZ vkSj enu ds dejs dh pkHkh ys vkbZ- Hkkxdj ckgj igqaph vkSj mldh dksBjh dk rkyk [kksyk- fQj enu dh rjQ ns[kdj cksyh] ^^pyks] vUnj vkvksckgj fdruh BaM gS!** mlesa irk ugha dgka dh QqrhZ vk xbZ Fkh- vHkh rd og lkjs dke eka ds lkeus ejh&ejh pky esa dj jgh Fkh] vc enu ds vkrs gh mlesa bruh rsth Hkj xbZ Fkh fd mls vius vki ij vk’p;Z gks jgk Fkk- mldh QqrhZ ij enu Hkh vk’p;Z ls mls ns[krk jg x;kQVkQV mlus fpjkx tyk fn;k vkSj fn;s dh ef)e jks’kuh esa enu dks ns[kus yxh- og ,d cnyk gqvk iq#Ô yx jgk Fkk- mlds psgjs ij eqnZuh ds dqN fpUg izdV gks jgs Fks- ,d izkS<+rk lh vk xbZ Fkh mlesa- igys tSlh cPpksa dh eklwfe;r vc mlds psgjs esa ugha Fkh- ifjfLFkfr;ka fdl rjg fcuk le; xaok;s ckyd dks ;qod vkSj ;qod dks iq#Ô esa cny nsrh gSa- le; ds fpUg fdlh dks ugha c[lrs vkSj vius nkx gj ,d ds psgjs ij NksM+ tkrs gSaenu us cSx ,d rjQ j[kk vkSj xgjh ut+jksa ls jtuh dks ns[kus yxkjks’kuh esa mlds psgjs dk rst pedrs rkacs tSlk gks x;k Fkk- og cksyk dqN ugha] cl pqipki jtuh dks fugkjrk jgk- nksuksa ds ân; cksy jgs Fks] ijUrq tqckusa pqi Fkha- fdruk dqN rks Fkk cksyus vkSj dgus ds fy,] ijUrq dqN iy ,sls gksrs gSa] tc euq"; ’kCn gksrs gq, Hkh xwaxk gks tkrk gS- muds fny vkil esa ckr djrs gSa vkSj gksaB [kkeks’k jgrs gSaog jtuh dks ,dVd ns[krk jgkjtuh dk Hkh ;gha gky Fkk- mlds ân; esa rks f’kdk;rksa dk [ktkuk Hkjk gqvk Fkk- f’kdk;rksa ds Bhdjs og enu ds flj ij QksM+uk pkgrh Fkh- ijUrq vc tcfd og mlds lkeus thrk&tkxrk [kM+k Fkk rks tSls mlds eu dk lkjk eSy /kqy pqdk Fkk- lkjs fxys&f’kdos og Hkwy pqdh Fkh- mls dqN ;kn ugha vk jgk Fkk fd dkSu lh f’kdk;r djs mlls\ eu esa dqN cpk Fkk rks og Fkk enu ds fy, dsoy vlhe I;kj--- I;kj dk vFkkg leqnz] ftldk dksbZ vksj&Nksj u Fkkfdruh lkjh ckrsa Fkha tks jtuh dks enu ls djuh Fkha( ijUrq le; bldh btktr ugha ns jgk Fkk- vaxhBh tykdj vkbZ Fkh- [kkuk cukuk Fkk- eka lCth Mky ds ia{kh %% 143

dkV pqdh gksaxh- og pkSaddj cksyh] ^^rqe gkFk&eqag /kks yks- eSa ckn esa vkÅaxh-** dgdj og Hkkx xbZenu mldk mrkoykiu ns[k dj gSjku Fkk- jtuh ds tkrs gh og vius dke esa yx x;k- lQj ds diM+s mrkjdj nwljs diM+s igus vkSj rjks&rktk gksdj dqN nsj dejs esa cSBk vius thou ds igyqvksa ds ckjs esa xkSj djrk jgkjtuh dk eu dj jgk Fkk fd og vkleku esa mM+ tk,] ,d frryh dh rjg- fQj fdlh dh idM+ esa u vk,- og mM+rh jgs vdsyh cgqr nwj rd] tc rd fd Fkd u tk,- Fkdus ds ckn og enu :ih Qwy ds Åij tkdj cSB tk, vkSj mlh Qwy ds Åij viuk clsjk cuk ysog bUgha ;knksa esa [kksbZ Fkh- [kkuk cukus esa Hkh mldk eu ugha yx jgk Fkk- eka vxj ikl ugha gksrh rks dc dk lc dqN NksM+&NkM+dj Hkkx tkrh enu ds ikl vkSj mlds lhus esa viuk flj Nqikdj th Hkj jks ysrh- brus fnuksa dh tqnkbZ dh vkx dks BaMk dj ysrh- fQj u NksM+rh mls- D;k irk nqckjk pyk tk,ijUrq bl rjg ds [k;ky mlds eu esa D;ksa vk jgs gSa\ D;k vc og fdlh dh vekur ugha gS\ ,d O;fDr ds lkFk mldk fj’rk r; gks pqdk gS- og ml O;fDr ds thou ls mez Hkj ds fy, tqM+ pqdh gS- vius gksus okys ifr ds vykok fdlh vkSj ds ckjs esa lkspuk D;k mfpr gS\ og vius vkidks laHkkyrh D;ksa ugha gS\ panu ,d nhokj dh rjg mlds fopkjksa ds chp vkdj [kM+k gks x;k Fkk- og fopfyr gks xbZ- panu vkSj enu ds chp og HkVd jgh Fkh- enu dh ;knsa mlds eu dks iqyfdr djrh Fkha rks panu dh ;kn muesa dlSykiu iSnk dj jgh Fkhamls vPNk ugha yxk- iki vkSj iq.; dh ifjHkkÔkvksa ls og cgqr ijs Fkh- enu ds ckjs esa lkspuk mls vuqfpr ugha yx jgk Fkk vkSj panu :ih nhokj dks og eu ls fxjk nsuk pkgrh Fkh] ijUrq lekt bldh btktr ugha nsrk Fkk- og etcwj Fkh vkSj blh etcwjh esa mls vius thou dh Mxj ij pyrs jguk Fkkmlds eu ds nksjkgs ij nks O;fDr vkdj [kM+s gks x, Fks- nksuksa dh ckagsa mldh rjQ QSyh gqbZ Fkha- fdlh ,d dh ckagksa dh efydk mls cuuk Fkk- mlus viuh vka[ksa cUn dj yha- enu mldk fiz;re Fkk- mlds fnyks&tku esa clk gqvk Fkk- mlds eu&efUnj dk nsork--- mldh iwtk vkSj vkjk/kuk dk vkjk/;--- ijUrq og mlds thou dk ekfyd ugha cu ldrk Fkk( D;ksafd og vyx tkfr vkSj lekt dk Fkk- mldk ekfyd rks dksbZ vkSj Fkk--- panupanu mls cqjk ugha yxk Fkk- lqUnj vkSj LoLFk yM+dk Fkk- dksbZ Hkh yM+dh mlds O;fDrRo ij ej feV ldrh Fkh- ijUrq jtuh dh ckr vyx Fkh- panu 144 %% Mky ds ia{kh

ls feyus ds igys gh og viuk fny gkj pqdh Fkh- dksbZ mlds eu&efUnj esa izos’k ik pqdk Fkk vkSj ,d iwT; nsork dh rjg fojkteku gks x;k Fkkog ekufld }Un esa iM+dj fopfyr gks tkrh- I;kj vkSj lkekftd ca/kuksa ds [ksy dks og le> u ikrh fd dkSu cyoku gS- cl bruk tkurh Fkh fd mlds I;kj dks le>us okyk dksbZ ugha Fkk- u og vius I;kj ds lEcU/k esa eka&ckiw ls dqN dg ldrh Fkh] u ^mldks* izkIr djus ds fy, ifjokj vkSj lekt ls cxkor dj ldrh Fkh- ftl lekt esa mlus vka[ksa [kksyh Fkh] tgka mlus nqfu;knkjh dks dqN gn rd le>k Fkk] ogka mls irk Fkk fd yM+fd;ka cdfj;ksa ls T;knk vgfe;r ugha j[krh gSa- eka&cki tc pkgsaxs] fdlh dlkbZ ds gkFk mUgsa csap nsaxs- mUgsa rks dVuk gh gSjtuh Hkh ,d tkuoj dh rjg mlh [kwaVs ls ca/ksxh] ftlesa mlds eka&cki cka/kuk pkgsaxs- vkSj mldk [kwaVk rks xM+ Hkh pqdk Fkk- cl xys esa jLlh iM+uh ckdh Fkh- mlds ckn mls ftUnxh Hkj ds fy, mlh [kwaVs ls ca/k tkuk Fkk- fQj og fdruh Hkh rkdr yxk ys] jLlh ugha rqMk+ ldrh Fkh- rqMk+ Hkh ys rks tk dgka ldrh Fkh\ ckgj HksfM+;s uksapdj [kk ugha tk,axs- Hkkxus dks rks vHkh Hkh ugha Hkkx ldrh Fkh- pkgs mldks vHkh rd [kwaVs ls cka/kk ugha x;k Fkk- ijUrq laLdkjksa dh csfM+;ka rks mlds iSjksa esa iM+h Fkha- mudks rksM+uk bruk vklku ugha Fkk[kkuk cukrs&cukrs eka us dbZ ckj jtuh dks Vksadk] ^^D;ksa jh] dgka gS eu rsjk vkt\ nky mcydj ckgj fxj jgh gS] pkoy tys tk jgs gSa- lCth esa ued Mkydj cSBh gS] elkyk dc Mkysxh\ vkfn&vkfn----** jtuh FkksM+k laHkyrh vkSj fQj fopkjksa esa eXu gks tkrh- eka dh MkaV dk ml ij dksbZ vlj u gksrk- og enu vkSj vius chp esa fdlh nhokj dks ugha ns[kuk pkgrh Fkh- mlds fopkj ia[k yxkdj dsoy enu ds bnZ&fxnZ eM+jk jgs Fksoks rks vPNk gqvk fd enu Hkh FkksM+h nsj ckn gh muds ikl vkdj cSB x;k Fkk- jtuh dh eka ds iSj Nwrs gq, cksyk] ^^pkph] ik;a ykxwa-** enu dh vkokt lqudj jtuh flgj mBh- frjNh ut+j ls mldks ns[kk vkSj ubZ&uosyh nqygu dh rjg fleVdj cSB xbZ- eka us dgk] ^^[kq’k jgks csVk] tqx&tqx ftvks- cM+s fnu yxk fn, vkus esa\** enu ogha iMs+ ,d eks<s+ ij cSB x;k- dkuksa dks xqywcan ls dlrk gqvk cksyk] ^^gka pkph] [ksrh&ckM+h ds dqN dke Fks- eka&ckiw ls vc esgur dk dke T;knk ugha gksrk- lkspk] /kku dh dVkbZ vkSj xsgwa dh cqvkbZ djok ds tkÅa- blh esa nsj gks xbZ- FkksM+s vkyw Hkh cks fn, gSa- bl lky ckfj’k vPNh gqbZ Fkh rks /kku Bhd&Bkd Mky ds ia{kh %% 145

gks x,- vk’kk gS] jch dh Qly Hkh Bhd gksxh-** ^^gka] csVk fdlku dk rks thou gh [ksrh gS- ogha u Bhd&Bkd gqbZ rks dSlk lq[k----\ [kV&ejdj jkr&fnu ,d djds dke djks vkSj [ksrh /kks[kk ns tk,] dksbZ iSnkokj u gks rks fdlku ds thou esa nq[kksa ds igkM+ ds flok D;k cprk gS\ og lq[k dk liuk dgka ls ns[k ik,-** og FkksM+h nsj ds fy, #dha- fQj tSls dqN ;kn vk;k- iwNk] ^^vkSj gka] cgu dh ’kknh dgha Bhd gqbZ fd ugha\** cgu dh ’kknh dh ckr ij enu dk eu dM+ok gks x;k- ;g rks dsoy mls irk Fkk fd fdl izdkj vius thou dks nkao ij yxkdj viuh cgu ds lq[ke; thou vkSj vPNs Hkfo"; ds fy, fj’rk r; fd;k gS- eu esa yxh gqbZ Qkal dk na’k >syrs gq, laf{kIr esa cksyk] ^^gka] r; gks x;h- blh cSlk[k essa ’kknh gksxh-** ^^gka csVk] cgu vkSj csfV;ka rks ijk;k /ku gksrh gSa- ftruh tYnh ?kj ls fudy tk,a] vPNk gksrk gS- vius ?kj esa lq[kh jgsa] ;gha gj eka&cki pkgrs gSam/kj rqe x,] b/kj jtuh dh Hkh lxkbZ gks xbZ-** enu dks tSls fctyh dk >Vdk yxk- ^jtuh dh lxkbZ gks xbZ gS* bruk lqurs gh mldk fnekx lqUu gks x;k Fkk- fny cSB x;k- yxk fdlh us mlds fny ij rxM+k ?kwalk tek fn;k gS- mldk eu dM+ok gks x;k--- ijUrq enu dks cqjk D;ksa yxk\ yxuk ugha pkfg, Fkk- ^Hkfo";fr Hkose~* mldks Hkh irk Fkk- og [kqn viuh ’kknh r; djds vk;k gS- D;k og lksp jgk Fkk fd jtuh vHkh Hkh mldh gS] vkSj thou Hkj mlds fy, dqavkjh cSBh jgsxh- vc tc mldh [kqn dh ’kknh r; gks xbZ gS] D;k jtuh ij mldk dksbZ gd curk gS\ fQj jtuh dh ’kknh dh ckr lqudj mldks >Vdk D;ksa yxk\ D;ksa mlds eu esa bruh cspSuh lh gks jgh gS- okrkoj.k esa fdruh ?kqVu gS\ mlus lkspk--- mldk fny cSBrk D;ksa tk jgk gS\ mlus jtuh dh rjQ ns[kkog flj uhpk fd, tehu dh rjQ rkd jgh Fkh- enu dh rjQ flj mBkdj ,d ckj Hkh ugha ns[kkjtuh dks vPNk ugha yxk Fkk- eka dks D;k iM+h Fkh fd mldh lxkbZ dh ckr enu dks bruh tYnh crkrha\ vHkh&vHkh rks vk;k gS- u tkus mlds eu esa D;k gks jgk gksxk\ fdrus lius ysdj vk;k gksxk\ fdruk esjs ckjs esa lksprk jgk gksxk\ ftl izdkj og [kqn mlds ckjs esa lnSo lkspk djrh Fkh--- le>rh Fkh fd enu Hkh mlds ckjs esa lksprk jgk gksxk- vkrs gh eka us mlds liuksa dks pdukpwj dj fn;k Fkk- D;k lksp jgk gksxk og mlds ckjs esa\ mlds vkus rd bartkj Hkh ugha dj ldh\ ij D;k dqN gksuk ;k u gksuk jtuh ds o’k esa Fkk\ ugha] rks fQj nks"k fdldk 146 %% Mky ds ia{kh

gS\ fdlh dk ugha] euq"; ifjfLFkfr;ksa dk nkl gksrk gS- le; ds ia[k mls mM+kdj dgka ys tk,axs] ;g fdlh dks irk ugha gksrk- irk gksrk rks D;k dksbZ bl nqfu;k esa etcwj vkSj nq%[kh gksrkjtuh dh eka dgrh tk jgh Fkha] ^^cM+h HkkX;’kkyh gS jtuh- cSB&s fcBk, bruk vPNk fj’rk fey x;k- gesa rks fo’okl gh ugha gks jgk- yM+dk lksygoha esa i<+ jgk gS- tYnh ukSdjh Hkh yx tk,xh- [kkrs&ihrs ?kj dk bdykSrk yM+dk gS- dksbZ lxh cgu Hkh ugha gS- ,d ppsjh cgu gS tks gekjs iM+ksl esa C;kgh gS] dkerk ds csVs dks-** enu dks jtuh dh eka dh dksbZ Hkh ckr ugha lqukbZ iM+ jgh Fkh- og tSls ,d lUukVs ls xqtj jgk Fkk] tgka lc dqN ekSu Fkk- cl mldk fny jks jgk Fkk] ftldh vkokt ls mlds dku lqUu gks x;s Fksblds ckn Hkh jtuh dh eka us irk ugha D;k&D;k dgk] ijUrq og gka&gwa ds flok vkSj dqN u cksy ldk- og ckj&ckj jtuh dh rjQ ns[krk vkSj jtuh mldh rjQ- og nksuksa ,d&nwljs ds fny dh ckr le> jgs Fks- jtuh dh eka mu nksuksa dh Hkkoukvksa ls vutku nqfu;k dh irk ugha dkSu&dkSu lh ckrsa fd;s tk jgh Fkha- u mu nksuksa dks mu ckrksa ls dksbZ eryc Fkk] u og mUgsa lquuk gh pkgrs Fks- muds fny dks dsoy bl ckr dh rlYyh Fkh fd os ,d&nwljs dh utjksa ds lkeus gSa--- cl mUgsa thou dh lkjh [kqf’k;ka fey xbZ Fkha[kkuk cu x;k Fkk- ;wa rks enu ?kj ls [kkuk ysdj vk;k Fkk- mldh eka vkSj cgu us cukdj cka/k fn;k Fkk- dksbZ yEck lQj rks Fkk ugha- [kkuk [kjkc ugha gqvk Fkk- eka vkSj cgu us irk ugha D;k&D;k cukdj cka/k fn;k Fkk- mlus [kksydj ns[kk& iwM+h vkSj ?kqb;ka dh elkysnkj lw[kh lCth] ekyiq,] Hkjoka iwM+h] xqf>;k vkSj ?kj ds cus gq, isM+s- enu us cgqr lkjk jtuh dh eka dks ns fn;kml jkr mlus [kkuk jtuh ds ?kj esa [kk;k- [kkuk [kkus dk eu rks ugha Fkk] ijUrq cgkuk D;k cukrk- pkph ls T;knk jtuh us [kkus dh ftn dh vkSj [kkuk gh iM+k- [kkuk [kkdj viuh dksBjh esa vkdj ysV jgk vkSj fopkjksa ds dkjoka ds lkFk lQj djrk gqvk uhan dk bartkj djus yxkjkr esa mu nksuksa dks ckr djus dk ekSdk ugha feyk Fkk- nksuksa gh eu elksg dj jg x, Fks- fu;fr dHkh&dHkh cgqr Øwj gks tkrh gS gekjs izfrnksuksa dks jkr esa Bhd ls uhan Hkh ugha vkbZnwljs fnu eqykdkr gqbZ nksuksa dhenu pkgrk Fkk] vM~Ms ij tkdj fjD’kk&ekfyd ls fey ys vkSj vkt ls gh dke&/ka/ks ij fudy iM+s- ?kj esa cSBdj Mky ds ia{kh %% 147

xqtkjk ugha gks ldrk Fkk( ijUrq jtuh us b’kkjs ls mls jksd fy;k Fkk- fnu p<+rs gh tc eEeh cdfj;ka ysdj ckgj pyh xbaZ] rks jtuh dks ekSdk fey x;k- >V ls enu dh dksBjh esa ?kql xbZenu pkjikbZ ij ysVk gqvk Fkk- ,d pn~nj mlus vius Åij Mky j[kh Fkh- jtuh ds vkrs gh mBdj cSB x;k- nksuksa dh ut+jsa vkil esa feyha vkSj >qd xbZa- nksuksa ds fny /kM+d jgs Fks] ijUrq tqcku ij rkys iM+s gq, Fks- nksuksa ds eu esa pksj Fkk- jtuh dh lxkbZ gks pqdh Fkh vkSj enu Hkh viuh ’kknh dh ckr iDdh djds vk;k Fkk- nksuksa dks ,d nwljs dh et+cwfj;ksa vkSj cU/kuksa dk irk Fkk- igys dh rjg vc u os ckrsa dj ldrs Fks] u gh vkil esa galh&et+kd- iyd >idrs gh nksuksa ds thou esa bruk cM+k ifjorZu vk x;k Fkk fd ,d nwljs ls ckr rd djus esa Mj jgs FkscQZ dh f’kyk tks muds chp te xbZ Fkh] mls rks fdlh u fdlh dks rksM+uk Fkk- enu tue dk pqIik Fkk vkSj jtuh dh tqcku ij gkykr us rkys Mky j[ks Fks- fQj Hkh og fgEerh Fkh- vdsys vxj enu ds dejs esa vkus dk lkgl Fkk rks ckr Hkh dj ldrh Fkh vkSj rc mlus fu%’kCn okrkoj.k dks rksM+rs gq, iwNk] ^^Bhd rks gks rqe\** ^^gka]** enu us tqcku fgykbZ] ijUrq jtuh ls ut+jsa ugha feyk ldk- jtuh dks tc mlds fu.kZ; ds ckjs esa irk pysxk rks ml ij D;k izfrfØ;k gksxh\ ;wa rks vc mldh Hkh ’kknh r; gks pqdh Fkh--- vkSj ;g gksuk gh Fkk- rks fQj og D;ksa ladksp dj jgk gS\ lc dqN [kksydj jtuh dks crk ns- og cqjk ugha ekusxhfny dh cgqr vPNh gS^^brus fnu dgka yxk fn,\** vxyk loky^^dy crk;k rks Fkk eka ds lkeus--- [ksrh&ckM+h ds >a>V esa Qalk jgk-** vc mldh Hkh fgEer /khjs&/khjs [kqy jgh Fkh^^;g rks ,d cgkuk gS--- pkgrs rks igys Hkh vk ldrs Fks- eka&ckiw D;k igys [ksrh ugha djrs Fks\ D;k vpkud gh brus cw<s+ gks x, fd gkFk&iSj ugha fgyk ldrs- ;g lc eq>ls nwj tkus ds cgkus gSa-** jtuh dh vkokt esa rY[kh Fkh^^rqels nwj tkus ds dkj.k rks gSa( ijUrq ;g og dkj.k ugha gS] ftlds fy, eSa xkao ls tYnh ugha vk ldk-** og vHkh Hkh nqfo/kk esa Fkk fd jtuh dks lc dqN crk, ;k u crk,- ;g mldk viuk nq%[k Fkk] cks> Fkk( ftls mls gh vdsys ft+Unxh Hkj <ksuk Fkk- jtuh rks igys Hkh ijk;h Fkh vkSj vc rks mlls nwj Hkh 148 %% Mky ds ia{kh

tk jgh Fkh- vr% og pqi jgk^^rks fQj crk nks u fd og dkSu lk dkj.k gS\ ladksp fdl ckr dk\ ’kk;n eSa rqEgkjh dksbZ enn dj ldwa-** mlus viuh vka[ksa pkSM+h djrs gq, enu ds psgjs ij ut+jsa tek nhaenu ds psgjs ij ,d ijkftr eqLdku rSj xbZ- mlus jtuh ls ut+jsa pqjkrs gq, dgk] ^^ugha dYyks] rqe esjh lgk;rk ugha dj ldrh gks- eSa rks ,d ijkftr ;ks)k gwa- ftUgksaus eSnku ekjuk Fkk] ekj fy;k vkSj vc nwljksa ds ?kkoksa ij ued fNM+dus ds fy, t’u eukus dh rS;kfj;ka dj jgs gSa-** cgqr fnuksa ckn enu ds eqag ls ^dYyks* ’kCn lqudj jtuh dks vPNk yxkmlds ân; esa ,d Vhl mBh vkSj iwjs cnu dks flgjk xbZ- ijUrq enu D;k dg jgk Fkk] mldh le> esa dqN ugha vk;k- og pfdr n‘f"V ls mls rkdrh jgh] fQj cksyh] ^^T;knk ckrsa er cukvks- tks dguk gS] lh/ks&lh/ks dgks- rqEgkjh ;s igsfy;ka esjh le> esa ugha vk jgh gSa- vius cqf)eku gksus dk jksc eq> ij er >kM+ks] le>s-** jtuh vius iqjkus rsoj eas vkus yxh Fkh- enu dks galh vk xbZ- jtuh Hkh gal iM+h- mudks yxk fd iqjkus fnu fQj okil vk x, gSa- {k.k ek= ds fy, nksuksa gh vius t+[eksa vkSj mlls mHkjrh Vhl dks Hkqykdj dYiukyksd esa fopj.k djus yxs Fks- og Hkwy x, fd gj ifFkd dk y{; ,d gh ugha gksrkckrksa dk flyflyk pyk rks fQj nksuksa ds eu dh ijrsa [kqyrh pyh xbZajtuh us [kksn&[kksndj iwNk vkSj enu dks lc dqN crkuk iM+k- enu us etcwjh esa viuh ’kknh ds fy, gka dh gS] ;g tkudj jtuh ds eu dks FkksM+h rlYyh gqbZ- iwjh ckr lqudj mlus dgk] ^^ysfdu rqe brus etcwj rks ugha Fks- rqEgkjs ekek vkSj QwQk Bhd gh dg jgs Fks] jk/kk ds fy, dksbZ vkSj yM+dk fey tkrkrqeus vius thou ds ckjs esa D;ksa ugha lkspk\ D;k rqe ,d ,slh yM+dh ds lkFk] tks fd igyh utj esa rqEgsa ilan u gks] iwjk thou xqtkj ldrs gks\ eSa le>rh gwa] dgha u dgha rqels tYnckth gqbZ gS vkSj rqeus vius tTckr dh detksjh dh ot+g ls jk/kk dh gksusokyh uun ls fj’rs ds fy, gka dh gS-** ^^gka] esjs Åij dksbZ ncko ugha Fkk] ijUrq nwljk dksbZ jkLrk Hkh rks ugha Fkkyk[k dksf’k’k djus ds ckotwn Hkh eq>s fcuk ngst ds jk/kk ds fy, dgha yM+dk ugha fey ldrk Fkk- vkt tekuk dkQh cny x;k gS- igys dh ckr vkSj Fkh] tc fcuk ngst ds ’kknh&C;kg gqvk djrs Fks vkSj vPNs yM+ds Hkh fey tkrs Fks-** Mky ds ia{kh %% 149

^^rqe vHkh Hkh badkj dj ldrs gks!** enu us vk’p;ZHkko ls jtuh dh vksj ns[kkog /khj&xaHkhj Fkh vkSj mlds psgjs ls fdlh izfrfØ;k dk vkHkkl ugha fey jgk Fkk- og pdjk x;k--- D;k tokc ns jtuh dh ckr dk- ,d ckj ^gka* djus ds ckn og û* dSls dj ldrk Fkk- vka[kksa gh vka[kksa esa iwNk] îjUrq dSls----\ D;k jk/kk dh ’kknh ugha VwV tk,xh fQj\* jtuh us ckr dks vkxs c<+k;k] ^^rqe LoHkko ls cgqr nCcw gks- fdlh dke dks djus ds fy, rqe Hkkoukvksa dk lgkjk T;knk ysrs gks- blh ds pyrs rqe tYnckth Hkh dj tkrs gks- vxj jk/kk ds fy, og ,d vPNk fj’rk Fkk] rks bldk eryc ;g ugha Fkk fd nqfu;k esa vkSj vPNs fj’rs ugha fey ldrs Fks- rqe FkksM+k vkSj bartkj djrs] ijUrq vius vkidks cfynku djus ls D;k rqEgsa dksbZ lq[k fey ldsxkeq>s ugha yxrk fd jk/kk dh ftanxh dks laokjus ds fy, rqEgsa vius thou dks ujd esa /kdsy nsuk vko’;d Fkk-** enu us grk’k Loj esa dgk] ^^rqEgsa ugha irk dYyks fd gekjs xkao esa fdl rjg ds exjePN cSBs gSa] tks toku yM+fd;ksa dh vkc: ls f[kyokM+ djrs gSavxj eSa vkSj bartkj djrk rks irk ugha jk/kk dks dkSu HksfM+;k fuxy tkrk- xkao esa cgqr lkjs ncko gksrs gSa] ftuds pyrs dksbZ yM+dh viuh bTtr ugha cpk ikrhblhfy, eSa pkgrk Fkk fd jk/kk dh ’kknh ftruh tYnh gks lds] gks tk,-** mldh ut+jksa ds lkeus Bkdqj ohjiky flag rFkk muds gh tSls xkao ds vU; HksfM+;ksa ds psgjs vkdj xqtj x,--- ijUrq mu lcds ckjs esa og jtuh dks dSls crkrk\ jtuh dqN nsj rd lksprh jgh] fQj cksyh] ^^vxj rqe jk/kk ds fy, i;kZIr ngst tqVk ldks rks D;k t:jh gS fd rqe lq/kk ls ’kknh djks\** ^êryc----\** og fQj pdjk x;k- jtuh vkt ,slh xw<+ ckrsa dj jgh Fkh fd og mldh nknh&ukuh yx jgh Fkh- irk ugha mlesa ,slk D;k pkfjf=d xq.k Fkk fd dgha ls Hkh og ,d chl&ckbZl lky dh yM+dh ugha yxrh Fkh- LoHkko vkSj pfj= ls og ,d izkS<+ vkSj xaHkhj izd‘fr dh ukjh yxrh Fkh] tks lfn;ksa ls euq";&tkfr dh HkykbZ vkSj vPNkbZ ds fy, iz;Ru’khy Fkh- ,slh ukfj;ka lnSo iwtuh; gksrh gSaenu dh ?kcjkgV vkSj psgjs ij Nk;s gq, mtcdiu dk etk ysrs gq, og gYds ls eqLdjkbZ- mldh eqLdjkgV esa ,d viukiu Fkk] ,d ,slh pkgr tks cgqr gh [kkl vkSj djhch yksxksa esa ikbZ tkrh gS] tks fny ds cgqr ikl gksrs gSa vkSj 150 %% Mky ds ia{kh

tks fdlh ds lq[k vkSj nq[k ds Hkkxhnkj gksrs gSa- ,ssls yksxksa ds fnyksa esa dksbZ LokFkZ ugha gksrk gS vkSj u os dksbZ dk;Z fdlh Qy dh vk’kk esa djrs gSa- jtuh ,d ,slh gh ’kf[l;r Fkh] tks enu ds lq[k ds fy, dqN Hkh djus dks rRij Fkh^êSa rqEgkjh dksbZ Hkh ckr ugha le> ik jgk gwa\ vkf[kj rqe dguk D;k pkgrh gks] tjk lkQ&lkQ crkvks\** og gYds ijUrq n‘<+ Loj esa cksyk^êSa u dgrh Fkh fd rqe cq)w ds cq)w gh jgksxs] lkjh mej--- dc vdy vk,xh rqEgsa\ esjk dguk ekuks] rks jk/kk ds gksus okys llqj dks cksyks fd rqe jk/kk dh ’kknh esa eqagekaxk ngst nsus dks rS;kj gks] ijUrq rqe mudh yM+dh ls ’kknh ugha djksxs-** enu ds fny ij tSls fdlh us gFkkSM+s ls okj fd;k gks] og pfdr utjksa ls jtuh dk eqLdjkrk gqvk psgjk rkdus yxk- ,slk dSls gks ldrk Fkk\ mlus tcku ns nh Fkh] vc mlls dSls iyV ldrk Fkk\ vkSj vxj iyV Hkh tk;s rks jk/kk dh ’kknh ds fy, eqagekaxk ngst dgka ls vk,xk\ viuh iq’rSuh [ksrh dh tehu csap ns] rks Hkh og bruk iSlk ugha tqVk ldrk Fkk- de ls de ikap gtkj udn vkSj lktks&leku ds fy, brus gh iSls vkSj pkfg, Fks- dgka ls yk,xk brus iSls\ esgur djds Hkys gh og nks&pkj gtkj tqVk ys] blls T;knk ugha( ijUrq brus ls D;k gksxk\ og jtuh dh igsfy;ka ugha cw> ik jgk Fkk vkSj og Fkh fd enu dh ijs’kkfu;ksa esa vkSj btkQk djrh tk jgh Fkh- D;k jtuh mldh etcwfj;ksa dk etkd mM+k jgh Fkh \ ugha--- og ,slk ugha dj ldrh Fkh- mldk psgjk fu’Ny vkSj csnkx gS- tks dqN Hkh dg jgh gS] dqN lksp&le>dj gh dg jgh gksxhvHkh rd og pkjikbZ ij cSBk Fkk vkSj jtuh njokts dh vksV esa [kM+h Fkhog dqN u le>rk gqvk pkjikbZ ij ysV x;k] ^^Bhd gS] rqe igsfy;ka cq>kvks] eSa vkjke ls ysVrk gwa-** og gal iM+h] ^ûgha] eSa lp dg jgh gwa- rqe viuh ’kknh ds fy, euk dj nks- Hkys gh eSa rqEgkjh ugha gks ikbZ] ftldk eq>s thou Hkj eyky jgsxk] ijUrq eSa ugha pkgrh fd rqe ,d ,slh yM+dh ls ’kknh djks] tks etcwjh esa rqEgkjs iYys cka/k nh xbZ gks- jk/kk dh ’kknh pkgs ogka gks ;k u gks] ijUrq rqe gkykr ls le>kSrk u djks] tc rd fd rqEgkjs ikl vU; jkLrk u gks- vHkh eSa gwa] eSa rqEgkjs fy, dqN d:axh-** og mpddj fQj ls [kkV dh ikVh ij cSB x;k vkSj cksyk] ^^rqe--- rqe D;k dj ldrh gks esjs fy,\** Mky ds ia{kh %% 151

^^cgqr dqN--- vkf[kj eSaus I;kj fd;k gS rqels vkSj eSa rqEgsa thou esa dHkh Hkh fdlh Hkh iy ijs’kku vkSj nq[kh ugha ns[k ldrh-** ^^ijUrq rqe jk/kk dh ’kknh ds fy, D;k dj ldrh gks\** ^^cgqr dqN] ftldh rqe dYiuk Hkh ugha dj ldrs gks-** og viuh vka[kksa dks xksy&xksy ?kqekrh gqbZ vkSj vius fupys gksaB dks nk;sa dksus ls nckrh gqbZ ’kjkjr ls mls ns[krh gqbZ cksyhenu fuf’par ugha gks ldk- mlds eu esa ,d vthc lh cspSuh Fkh] ijUrq jtuh dqN lkQ&lkQ ugha crk jgh Fkh- fQj Hkh mlus jtuh dks T;knk dqjsnuk mfpr ugha le>k- le; vkus ij og [kqn gh lc dqN mls crk nsxh- rc rd ds fy, gSjku&ijs’kku og pØO;wg esa Qalk mlls ckgj fudyus ds jkLrs ryk’k djrk jgsenu us ckrksa dk flyflyk nwljh rjQ eksM+rs gq, dgk] ^^vPNk rks rqe crkvks] D;k gqvk rqEgkjs lkFk vkSj dSls ;g lc dqN gks x;k\** ^^tSlk dqN rqEgkjs lkFk iyd >idrs gh gqvk] oSlk gh dqN esjs thou esa Hkh gqvk- eSa [kqn ugha le> ikbZ fd ;g lc D;k vkSj D;ksa bruh tYnh gks jgk gS- thou blh dk uke gS- ,d iy esa cgqr dqN ?kV tkrk gS vkSj gesa irk Hkh ugha pyrk fd dSls dqN bruk lc ?kV x;k- Hkxoku fdrus lkjs nkao pyrk gS gekjs lkFk( vkSj gesa etcwj djrk gS fd ge lnk mls ;kn djrs jgsa-** fQj jtuh us Hkh og lc dqN] tks mlds thou esa fiNys fnuksa ?kfVr gqvk Fkk vkSj ftldh ot+g ls mldh thou /kkjk ifjofrZr gks xbZ Fkh rFkk mldh irokj fdlh vU; O;fDr ds gkFkksa esa pyh xbZ Fkh] foLrkj ls enu dks crk fn;k- fdl izdkj panu ls mldk igyk lkcdk iM+k Fkk vkSj fdl izdkj panu us mlij eksfgr gksdj mlls ’kknh djus ds jkLrs vklku cuk fy;s Fks vkSj fdl izdkj iyd >idrs gh og mldh >ksyh esa tk fxjh Fkhenu pqipki mlds thou dh dgkuh lqurk jgk- bl dgkuh esa mldk dksbZ n[ky ugha Fkk- fdruh vyx Fkh] mldh viuh dgkuh ls ;g dgkuh- dgha Hkh fdlh eksM+ ij mu nksuksa dk feyu laHko ugha Fkk- vr,o mudks vyx gksuk gh Fkkmuds ikl vQlksl izdV djus ds flok vkSj dqN ckdh ugha Fkk\

152 %% Mky ds ia{kh

X;kjg thou xfr’khy gksrk gS] ijUrq bldh xfr’khyrk dk irk gesa ugha pyrk gS- dHkh ;g likV jkLrksa ij ljiV nkSM+rk gS] rks dHkh mcM+&[kkcM+ jkLrksa ls yM+[kM+krk gqvk xqtjrk gS- dHkh ?kqekonkj eksM+ vkrs gSa rks dHkh ioZr&igkM+ vkSj xgjh ?kkfV;ka- lq[k ;k nq%[k] d"V ;k vkuUn] lnhZ] xehZ ;k o"kkZ] gj ifjfLFkfr vkSj _rq esa ;g vkxs c<+rk jgrk gS- thou esa brus mrkj&p<+ko vkus ds ckn euq"; fnXHkzfer lk jgrk gS- mls irk ugha pyrk fd vkxs D;k gksus okyk gS mlds thou esaenu vHkh rd jtuh ds ?kj esa gh jg jgk Fkk- ogha ls dke ij tkrk Fkk- jtuh us vHkh rd ml jgL; ls inkZ ugha mBk;k Fkk fd fdl rjg og jk/kk dh ’kknh dgha vkSj dj ldrk Fkk- og feyrh t:j Fkh mlls] ijUrq ckrsa cgqr de gks ikrh Fkha muds chp- nksuksa ds chp ladksp dh ,d nhokj ilj xbZ Fkh- og nhokj rksM+ ikuk muds fy, laHko ugha Fkk- enu Lo;a ,d nwjh cukdj jg jgk Fkk vkSj tgka rd dksf’k’k gksrh og jtuh ls ckr djrs drjkrk Fkk- jtuh dks Hkh de ekSdk fey ikrk Fkk- tc ls mldh ’kknh r; gqbZ Fkh] yksxksa dk] [kkldj utnhdh fj’rsnkjksa dk mlds ?kj vkuk tkuk c<+ x;k Fkk- og enu ds ikl ugha vk ikrh Fkh- ;g t:jh Hkh Fkk fd og nksuksa de ls de feysifjfLFkfr;ksa us muds thou esa ,sls isap Mky fn;s Fks fd og ikl jgrs gq, Hkh nwj jgus ds fy, etcwj Fks- enu dk jtuh ds ?kj esa jguk Hkh vc vlaHko gks x;k Fkk- jtuh ds ckiw ml dksBjh dks rqM+okdj iDdk dejk cuokuk pkgrs Fks( rkfd ’kknh ds le; esgekuksa ds Bgjus ds dke vk lds- pkph us mlls ;g ckr crkbZ Fkh] ysfdu ;g Hkh dg fn;k Fkk fd dksbZ tYnh ugha Fkh- gksyh ds ckn gh ml ij dke gksxk- og rc rd dksbZ vkSj dejk ns[k ysijUrq ,d ckj eu mpVus ds ckn euq"; dk ml txg ls eksg Hkax gks tkrk gS] tgka mlus thou ds csgrjhu {k.k fcrk;s gksrs gSa- enu us Hkh tkus dk eu cuk fy;k Fkk- ijUrq bruh tYnh mls dejk dgka feyrk\ jkr&fnu rks dke esa O;Lr jgrk Fkk- dejk dc <wa<+rk\ vRk% vM~Ms ij dqN fnu jguk r; fd;k Fkk- bl rjg og dqN T;knk iSls cpk ldrk Fkk\ jk/kk dh ’kknh ds fy, mls gkM+&rksM+ esgur djds iSlk tksM+uk Fkk- eghus esa [kk&ihdj og vxj lkS #i;s Hkh cpk ysrk gS] rks Hkh ’kknh ds le; rd og brus iSls ugha tqVk ldrk Fkk fd jk/kk dh ’kknh Bhd&Bkd <ax ls dj ldrk- fQj D;k djsxk og\ vktdy Mky ds ia{kh %% 153

tSlk fd tekus dk pyu Fkk] ml fglkc ls de ls de esa Hkh ’kknh esa pkj&ikap gtkj rks [kpZ gks gh tk,axs\ brus iSls dgka ls yk,xk og\ tks iSls vHkh rd tek fd, Fks] og rks lkjs xkao esa [kpZ dj vk;k Fkk- vc mlds gkFk esa QwVh dkSM+h Hkh ugha Fkh- ;kj&nksLrksa ls Hkh fdruk m/kkj ys ldrk Fkk--- cl lkS&nks lkS--- mlds nksLr Hkh rks mldh rjg xjhc vkSj esgurd’k Fks- muds thou esa lius Fks] ijUrq mu liuksa dks lkdkj djus ds fy, muds ikl lalk/ku ugha Fks,d fnu ’kke dks og vM~Ms ij x;k Fkk fd ogka vius jgus ds fy, ckr dj ys- ekfyd ls ckr gks x;h Fkh- mUgsa D;k ,rjkt gksrk- ogka jgus ds fy, fdlh bartke dh Hkh t:jr ugha Fkh- vPNk [kqyk vkgkrk Fkk- ftldh tgka ethZ gks iM+k jgs- dqN fnu rd mls ogha jguk Fkk- ogka jgus dk dksbZ fdjk;k ugha Fkk- bl rjg og dqN vkSj iSls cpk ldrk Fkkjkeizlkn ogha Fkk- og FkksM+h nsj ds fy, mlds ikl cSB x;k- nksuksa b/kj&m/kj dh ckrsa djrs jgs- jkeizlkn cksyk] ^^py ;g Hkh vPNk gqvk fd rw esjs ikl vkdj jgsxk- Jhjke ds tkus ds ckn esjk Hkh dksbZ vPNk nksLr ;gka ugha Fkk- rw vk tk,xk rks oDr Bhd ls xqtj tk,xk-** enu viuh gh /kqu esa Fkk- cksyk] ^^;kj] vktdy eSa nwljh gh fpark esa ?kqyrk jgrk gwa- rq>s rks ekywe gS] jk/kk dh ’kknh r; dj vk;k gwa] ijUrq gkFk fcYdqy [kkyh gS- dgka ls bartke gksxk] dqN le> esa ugha vkrk-** jkeizlkn dqN eqag dM+ok djds cksyk] ^^gka] ;kj] esjs Hkh gkFk ges’kk [kkyh jgrs gSa- tks dqN dekrk gwa] mlesa dqN cp gh ugha ikrk- ?kj Hkh iSls ugha Hkst ikrk gwa-** mls Mj Fkk fd dgha enu mlls u m/kkj ekax cSBs- enu ekaxrk Hkh rks og dgka ls nsrk- D;k enu dks mldh fLFkfr dk irk ugha Fkk \ ^^gesa rks dksbZ m/kkj Hkh ugha nsxk\** enu mnkl Loj esa cksyk^^gka] ;gh rks eqf’dy gS- ;gka dksbZ gesa tkurk&igpkurk ugha- nsusokyk fey Hkh tk,] rks gekjh tekur dkSu ysxk\ xkao esa m/kkj fey ldrk gS- rw ogka fdlh Bkdqj ls D;ksa ugha ckr djrk\** jkeizlkn us mls jkLrk lq>k;k^^ugha ;kj] dksbZ Qk;nk ugha- Bkdqj ls m/kkj ysus dk eryc gS lkjh mez dh ca/kqvk etnwjh- eSa vius cki dks mezdSn ugha ns ldrk] u [kqn pkgrk gwa fd lkjh mez Bkdqj dh csxkj d:a vkSj fQj Hkh dtZ dh csfM+;ksa esa tdM+k jgwa-** ^^;s ckr rks gS- ;s lkys Bkdqj Hkh fdrus gjkeh gksrs gSa fd tqYe vkSj vR;kpkj ls ckt ugha vkrs- ns’k vktkn gks x;k] ysfdu xjhc etnwj vHkh rd muds iatksa 154 %% Mky ds ia{kh

esa Qals gq, gSa- lkys] [kwa[kkj HksfM+;ksa dh rjg gekjk [kwu pwlrs jgrs gSa] fQj Hkh mudk isV ugha Hkjrk- mudh xqykeh djrs&djrs mez xqtj tkrh gS] nl #i;s nsdj nl gtkj olwy ysrs gSa] fQj Hkh dtZ mruk gh cuk jgrk gS- dHkh [kRe gh ugha gksrk-** jkeizlkn us vius eu dh HkM+kl fudkyh^^dksbZ nwljk jkLrk fudkyuk iM+sxk- iSls dk rks bartke djuk gh gS] pkgs tSls Hkh-** og grk’k Loj esa cksykvpkud jkeizlkn us mRlkfgr gksdj dgk] ^^;kj] ,d ckr dgwa] cqjk er ekuuk- rw ml yM+dh ls ckr D;ksa ugha djrk] ftlds ?kj esa jgrk gS- jtuh rks rq>s ilan Hkh djrh gS- og vehj yM+dh gS- FkksM+h&cgqr rks rsjh enn dj gh ldrh gS- I;kj esa yM+fd;ka dqN Hkh yqVkus dks rS;kj jgrh gSa- rw mlls dqN Qk;nk D;ksa ugha mBkrk--- og Hkksyh gS] rsjh ckrksa esa vk tk;sxh-** enu us flj mBkdj vk’p;Z ls mldh rjQ ns[kkog tSls dg jgk Fkk-- ;g dSlh ckrsa dj jgk gS rw- eSa Hkyk mlls enn ekax ldrk gwa\ og ,d yM+dh gS- mldh dekbZ dk dksbZ tfj;k ugha gS- og dgka ls iSlk nsxh mls\ D;k ?kj ls pqjkdj----\ ugha] ,slk iki og mlls D;ksa djok,\ og mlls iSlk ugha ekax ldrk gS- Hkw[kk ej tk,xk--- jk/kk dh ’kknh fdlh daxky vkSj fHk[kkjh ds lkFk dj nsxk] ijUrq iSls ds fy, vius I;kj dks dyafdr ugha djsxk- og ugha pkgrk Fkk fd jtuh mlds ckjs esa ;g /kkj.kk cuk, fd LokFkZo’k mlus jtuh ls I;kj fd;k Fkk vkSj vc mldh dher olwy dj jgk Fkkog pqi jgk vkSj jkeizlkn dh ckr dk dksbZ tokc ugha fn;k- ckr ogha [kRe gks xbZ- fQj FkksM+h nsj rd nksuksa ds chp pqIih dh unh cgrh jghfQj jkeizlkn us gh mls ,d jkLrk lq>k;k- /khjs ls cksyk] ^^,d dke djks] ge nksuksa Jhjke ds ikl pyrs gSa- vktdy mlds cgqr BkB gSa] pquko utnhd gSa- izpkj&izlkj ds dke esa O;Lr gS- crk jgk Fkk fd [kkus&ihus ds ets rks gSa gh] FkksM+k&cgqr iSlk Hkh cpk ysrk gS- og vxj pkgsxk rks dqN enn t:j dj ldrk gS rqEgkjh-** enu dk eu rks ugha Fkk- Jhjke ds ckjs esa mldh /kkj.kk dksbZ cgqr vPNh ugha Fkh- og mls ,d fxjk gqvk xyht balku le>rk Fkk] tks nwljksa dh cgw&csfV;ksa ij utj j[krk Fkk vkSj ekSdk ikrs gh muds pfj= dks [kjkc djrk Fkk- mlus vkukdkuh dh] ijUrq jkeizlkn ds tksj nsus ij og jkth gks x;k vkSj r; gqvk fd dy mlds ikl gkf’keiqj pysaxsvxys fnu og lqcg gh gkfk’keiqj igqap x;s- odhy lkgc dh dksBh ij Mky ds ia{kh %% 155

jkeizlkn igys Hkh dbZ ckj vk pqdk Fkk] ijUrq enu igyh ckj vk;k Fkk- dksBh ds ihNs dh rjQ ds ,d dejs esa Jhjke jgrk Fkk- og dejs ij gh Fkk- jkr esa nsj ls gfM+;k dh rjQ ls izpkj nkSjs ls ykSVk Fkk- vHkh lks gh jgk Fkk fd og nksuksa igqap x;s Fks- og vka[ksa eyrk gqvk mBk vkSj vaxM+kbZ ysrk gqvk iyax ij cSB x;k- vka[ksa feyfeyk dj mu nksuksa dh rjQ ns[kk- enu dks ns[kdj [kq’k gksrk gqvk cksyk] ^^vjs] vkt ;g pkan fd/kj ls fudy vk;k\ eSa rks le>rk Fkk fd enu ls dHkh eqykdkr gh ugha gksxh- ;g ges’kk esjs ihNs gkFk /kksdj iM+k jgrk Fkk- vkt rsjk eqga ns[kk rks yxrk gS fd fnu vPNk fudysxk- vkf[kj] Hkxoku enu xksiky gekjs njokts ij i/kkjs gSa-** og tYnh ls mBdj x;k vkSj QVkQV gkFk&eqag /kksdj muds ikl vk cSBkckr ’kq: gqb-Z Jhjke us enu dh rjQ eq[kkfrc gksrs gq, iwNk] ^^vkSj crkvks enu] dSlk py jgk gS\ rqe rks xkao x;s Fks--- dc vk;s\** ^^vHkh ,d g¶rk gqvk gS-** og /khjs ls cksyk^^vjs ;kj] rqe ges’kk pexknM+ dh rjg eqag D;ksa yVdk, jgrs gks\ dHkh rks eqag mBkdj galdj cksyk djks- eSa rqEgkjk nksLr gwa- brus fnu ckn feyks gks rks dqN galh&etkd gks tk;s-** jkeizlkn mldk gkSlyk c<+krs gq, cksyk] ^^gka ;kj] thou esa leL;k,a rks vkrh gh jgrh gSa- mudks lqy>kuk gekjk dke gS] ysfdu jkr&fnu muds ckjs esa lkspuk Hkh rks lsgr ds fy, Bhd ugha gS- [kq’k jgksxs rks leL;k vklkuh ls lqy> tk,xh-** enu tYnh ls cksyk] ^ûgha ;kj] Bhd rks gwa eSa- dkSu eSa lnSo fpfM+;k dh rjg pgdrk jgrk gwa-** ^^dHkh&dHkh rks pgdk djks- rqe toku gks] vxj vHkh ls cq<+kis dk ycknk vks<+ yksxs] rks ckdh thou esa D;k djksxs\ thou esa vk’kk,a gh [kqf’k;ka iznku dj ldrh gSa- fujk’kk Hkjs thou ls vki dksbZ vkdka{kk ugha iky ldrs] flok; nq%[k vkSj d"V ds] tks vkidks oDr ls igys gh [kRe djus ij vkeknk utj vk,axs-** ^êSa rks bls le>krk jgrk gwa] ysfdu ;g irk ugha dkSu lh nqfu;k esa [kks;k jgrk gS-** jkeizlkn us ckr vkxs c<+krs gq, dgk] ^âenu dk ,d dke gS-** Jhjke us enu dh rjQ ns[kk- jkeizlkn us mldks mdlkrs gq, dgk] ^^gka] cksyks enu-** enu dh fgEer ugha gks jgh Fkh- ,d ckj mlus Jhjke dks ns[kk] vkSj fQj 156 %% Mky ds ia{kh

jkeizlkn dks vka[kksa gh vka[kksa esa b’kkjk fd;k fd ogha dgs- vr% jkeizlkn us ekspkZ laHkkyk] ^^Jhjke] ge rqEgkjs ikl ,d dke ls vk, gSa- Hkxoku dh n;k ls vkt rqe ,d vPNh fLFkfr esa igqap x;s gks- ;g fdLer dk gh [ksy gS fd rqEgkjs flrkjksa us rqEgsa ,slh txg igqapk fn;k] tgka jgdj rqe lq[k dh ,d jksVh dsoy [kk gh ugha ldrs] cfYd nwljksa dks Hkh f[kyk ldrs gks- ge rks mUgha xfy;ksa esa HkVd jgs gSa] tgka rqe gesa NksM+dj vk, Fks-** Jhjke mls Vksda rs gq, galdj cksyk] ^^D;k ckr gS] rqe bl rjg bruh xaHkhjrk ls ckrsa D;ksa dj jgs gks\ yxrk gS] fdlh nk’kZfud ls f’k{kk ysus yxs gks vkSj cgqr lksp&le>dj iwjh rS;kjh ds lkFk esjs ikl vk;s gks] rkfd ckrksa ls eq>s dk;y dj ldks- esjs HkkbZ] usrkxhjh eSa djrk gwa] Hkk"k.k nsuk esjk dke gS- rqe rks lh/kh rjg ls ckr djks--- eryc dh ckr crkvks] rkfd esjh le> esa Hkh dqN vk;s- vxj esjs gkFk esa gksxk rks t:j dqN enn d:axk- ysfdu mlds igys dqN pk;&ikuh gks tk,- mBks] pyks lM+d ij pydj pk; ds Bsysokys ds ikl cSBrs gSa- ,d&,d di pk; Hkh fi;saxs vkSj ckrsa Hkh djsaxs** og mBdj [kM+k gks x;kog nksuksa Hkh mBdj [kM+s gks x;s vkSj Jhjke ds ihNs&ihNs py iM+s- Jhjke dh izQqYyrk vkSj mRlkg ls nksuksa ds eu esa ,d vk’kk dh fdj.k tkxh fd og mudh enn vo’; djsxkeBjh ds lkFk pk; ihrs gq, Jhjke us dgk] ^^gka] rks vc crkvks] D;k ckr gS\** jkeizlkn gh cksyk] ^^nss[kks] ge rqEgkjs ikl cgqr mEehn ls vk, gSa- euk er djuk] ojuk nksLrh ij ls gekjk fo’okl mB tk;sxk-** ^^vjs] rw fQj xksy&eksy ckrsa djus yxk- lh/ks D;ksa ugha crkrk fd eSa fdl rjg ls rqEgkjh enn dj ldrk gwa-** ^^;kj] enu dh cgu jk/kk dh ’kknh r; gks x;h gS- ’kknh blh lky djuh gS] ijUrq rw rks tkurk gS fd gekjh ikfjokfjd fLFkfr dSlh gS- gekjs ?kjksa esa pwgs [kkus ds fy, vkil esa yM+kbZ djrs gSa- lqcg [kkuk feyrk gS] rks ’kke dk fBdkuk ugha jgrk gS- ’kgj vkdj Hkh ge yksxksa dh fLFkfr esa dksbZ T;knk lq/kkj ugha gqvk gS- ;gka ge yksx Hkh fdruk dek ikrs gSa\ bruk rks dHkh ugha dek ik,axs fd ,d gh lky esa yM+dh dh ’kknh ds fy, t:jr Hkj iSls tqVk ldsa-** jkeizlkn tSls lkal ysus ds fy, #dk] fQj Jhjke dks fugkjrk gqvk cksyk] ^^dy ge yksx cSBdj vius lq[k&nq%[k dh ckrsa dj jgs Fks fd rqEgkjk [k;ky vk x;k- lkspk] rqels feydj ckr djrs gSa- ;g rks fgEer ugha dj jgk Fkk] Mky ds ia{kh %% 157

ij eSa le>kdj bls rsjs ikl yk;k gwa- rw vktdy iSlksa ls [ksyrk&[kkrk gS] dqN bldh enn dj ns rks cgu dh ftUnxh fdlh fdukjs yx tk;sxh-** Jhjke dk eqag vpkud lw[k x;k- pk; dk ?kwaV gyd esa Qal lk x;k- og di dks csap ds ,d fdukjs j[krs gq, cksyk] ^^ijUrq ;kj] esjs ikl dkSu lh dekbZ gS\ usrkxhjh esa rks ftl rjg ls iSlk vkrk gS] mlh rjg ls mM+ Hkh tkrk gSvktdy fo/kku lHkk ds pquko&izpkj py jgs gSa- odhy lkgc gafM+;k ls [kM+s gSa- ysfdu muds pquko&izpkjd dksbZ vkSj gSa- ge yksx rks dsoy lkFk&lkFk ?kwers gSa- [kkus&ihus ds rks ets gSa- bl en ij FkksM+s&cgqr iSls fey tkrs gSa] ijUrq lkFk esa vkSj Hkh yksx jgrs gSa- og lkys ,d Hkh iSlk cpus ugha nsrs gSa- lc [kk&ihdj mM+k nsrs gSa-** enu vkSj jkeizlkn lUu~ jg x;s- mUgsa Jhjke ls ,slh mEehn ugha Fkhfdruh vk’kk ysdj mlds ikl vk;s Fks- dqN Hkh gks] mldh fLFkfr bruh detksj ugha Fkh- pkgrk rks enn dj ldrk Fkk] ijUrq mlus rks lh/ks gh euk dj fn;k Fkk- vc D;k djrs og\ vkxs dqN dgrs ugha cuk- ckdh cph pk; tgj dh rjg dM+oh gks x;h Fkh- di gkFk esa gh idM+s cSBs jgs] tSls mlesa eD[kh fxj x;h gksJhjke vkxs cksyk] ^^ysfdu ;kj] rqe esjs ikl vk;s gks rks esjk dksbZ gd ugha curk fd rqEgsa fujk’k Hkstwa- dksbZ fdlh ds ikl tkrk gS] rks mldh mEehnksa dks Bksdj ugha ekjuh pkfg,- dqN le>dj gh esjs ikl vk;s gks- Hkys gh esjh og fLFkfr u gks] tks rqe le>dj esjs ikl vk;s Fks( ijUrq bl ifjfLFkfr esa esjk QtZ cu tkrk gS fd Hkys gh eSa nks dkSM+h dk vkneh lgh] ijUrq rqEgsa fujk’k u d:a- tSls enu dh cgu] oSls og esjh vkSj rqEgkjh Hkh cgu gS-** og vk’oklu Hkjs Loj esa vkxs cksyk] ^^enu] rqe fpark er djks] dy ’kke dks vkuk esjs ikl- eSa dgha u dgha ls] pkgs fdlh ls m/kkj ysdj--- vc esjh bruh rks lk[k gS gh fd fdlh ls t:jr ds eqrkfcd m/kkj ys ldrk gwa--- rqEgsa T;knk rks ugha] gtkj #i;s dh enn dj nwaxk- ckdh rqe ns[k yks] esgur&etnwjh ls ;k dgha vkSj ls Hkh m/kkj ysdj cgu dh ’kknh laiUu djkss- rqe rks tkurs gks] eSa QDdM+ vkneh gwa- tksM+uk eSaus lh[kk gh ugha] ijUrq /khjs&/khjs le> esa vk jgk gS fd tc rd vkneh dh tsc xje u gks vkSj lekt esa mldh dksbZ gSfl;r u gks] mldh dksbZ iwN igha gksrh gS- vkSj gSfl;r cukus ds fy, mlds ikl iSlk gksuk cgqr t:jh gS-** Jhjke dh ckrksa ls nksuksa dk gkSlyk c<+k- enu mldk gkFk idMdj cksyk] 158 %% Mky ds ia{kh

^^eq>s ekQ djuk Jhjke] eSa rqEgsa cgqr cqjk vkneh le>rk Fkk] blhfy, rqEgkjs ikl vkuk ugha pkgrk Fkk- jkeizlkn ds le>kus ij vk;k Fkk--- ij vkt irk pyk fd rqEgkjs vanj ,d nwljk balku Hkh gS-** og Hkkoqd gks x;k FkkJhjke mlds da/ks ij gkFk ij gkFk j[krk gqvk cksyk] ^^csodwQ vkneh] fdlh Hkh vkneh ds ckgjh O;fDrRo ls mlds vanj ds O;fDrRo dk irk ugha pyrk gS- rqeus vHkh rd esjk ckgjh O;ogkj ns[kk Fkk] blfy, rqeus esjs ckjs esa ,d vyx /kkj.kk cuk yh Fkh- ijUrq vkneh vanj ls dqN vkSj Hkh gks ldrk gS] bldh ij[k le; vkus ij gh gksrh gS-** ^^gka ;kj] vkt rqeus esjh vka[ksa [kksy nh gSa- eSaus rqEgsa dHkh fdruk Hkyk&cqjk dgk Fkk] ysfdu rqeus mls vius fny esa ugha j[kk-** ^^py NksM+] ;kj&nksLrksa ds chp [kV~Vh&ehBh ckrsa gksrh gh jgrh gSa- ,slk u gks rks muds chp nksLrh dSlh\ rw fpark NksM+dj ’kknh dh rS;kfj;ka dj--- eSa Hkh vkÅaxk- tks dqN enn gksxh] ckn esa Hkh dj nwaxk-** enu dks yxk] vc mlds lius lkdkj gksus esa dksbZ nsjh ugha gS- jkr&fnu esgur djsxk vkSj brus gh iSls og Hkh tek dj ysxk- de rks fQj Hkh iM+saxs-- mlus eu gh eu lkspk- ysfdu eu esa gkSlyk gks rks lkjs dfBu dke vklku gks tkrs gSa- mlus lkspk--- dksbZ ckr ugha- ,d ckj tks Bku fy;k] djds gh jgsxkHkxoku pkgsxk rks ckdh dk Hkh bartke dgha u dgha ls gks tk,xkog bruk funZ;h ugha gks ldrk Fkk fd ,d bZekunkj xjhc dh uS;k Hkh ikj ugha yxkrkthou esa mlus fdlh dks tku&cw>dj dksbZ rdyhQ ugha nh Fkh] rks D;k Hkxoku tku&cw>dj mls nq%[k ds nfj;k esa Mqcks nsxkpk; ihus ds ckn mu nksuksa us Jhjke ls btktr ekaxh- mlus dgk] ^^gka] ;kj eSa rqe nksuksa dks jksd Hkh ugha ldrk- vHkh rS;kj gksdj fQj {ks= esa fudyuk gS- jkst ykSVus esa nsj gks tkrh gS--- vk/kh jkr ds ckn gh ?kj igqaprs gSa- uhan Hkh iwjh ugha gksrh] ysfdu usrkth ds lkFk yxk gwa fd thou esa dqN gkfly gks tk,xk- dqN ugha rks odhy lkgc] vxj vxyh ljdkj eas ea=h gks x;s rks vius ikS&ckjg- dgha u dgha] LFkk;h rkSj ij yxk nsaxs- ugha Hkh yxk,axs rks usrkxhjh rks gS gh isV Hkjus ds fy,- brus lkjs yksx vkrs gSa dke djokus ds fy, fd isV dHkh [kkyh ugha jg ldrk- eSaus rks enu dks lykg nh Fkh fd og gekjs lkFk vk tk,- tc og rS’k esa vkrk gS rks cksyrk cgqr vPNk gS] ijUrq og ekuk gh ugha- yan&Qan mlds cl dk ugha-** enu gYds ls eqLdjkdj cksyk] ^^ugha HkkbZ] eq>s rks bl lcls nwj gh j[kksMky ds ia{kh %% 159

esgur&etnwjh esa Hkys gh iSlk de gS] ijUrq lqdwu rks gS-** ^^;g ckr rks gS] vc rqe ns[k yks] pquko flj ij [kM+s gSa vkSj gesa <ax ls ugkus&/kksus dk Hkh le; ugha feyrk- ,d iSj ges’kk xkM+h esa gh jgrk gS;kj&nksLrksa ls Hkh ugha fey ikrs- cgkuk cukuk iM+rk gS- fj’rsnkjksa dh rks ckr gh nwj gS- pquko [kRe gksus ds ckn fQj turk gesa lqdwu ls cSBus ugha nsxhjkr&fnu yksxksa dk rkark yxk jgrk gS- ftldks ns[kks] dke djokus ds fy, njokts ij [kM+k gh jgrk gS- usrkth rks lcls feyrs ugha- gesa gh muls fucVuk iM+rk gS-** ^^HkkbZ] ;g rqEgkjs gh fny&xqnsZ dh ckr gS fd bruh Hkkx&nkSM+ dj ysrs gksgekjs cl dk ugha gS ;g lc-** jkeizlkn us ckr [kRe djuh pkghfQj og nksuksa Jhjke ls fonk ysdj vYykiqj dh rjQ py iM+s- ml fnu enu cgqr [kq’k vkSj izQqfYyr Fkk- thou dh tSlh dksbZ cgqr cM+h fuf/k mls fey x;h gks- Jhjke us pkgs mldh leL;k ds ,d va’k dk gh lek/kku fd;k Fkk] ijUrq thou ds izfr mldk ut+fj;k cnyus yxk Fkk- og le> jgk Fkk fd fdlh ds ckjs esa dksbZ ,d /kkj.kk d+k;e dj ysuk gh lPpkbZ ugha gksrh- thou cgqr yack gksrk gS vkSj blesa le; ds lkFk /kkj.kk,a cnyrh jgrh gSa- Jhjke esa pkgs fdruh Hkh pkfjf=d dfe;ka gksa] ijUrq ,d euq"; dh rjg mlds fny esa Hkh n;k vkSj eerk Fkh- og Hkh nwljksa ds nq%[kksa dks le>rk Fkk vkSj viuh {kerk ds vuqlkj mudk lek/kku djrk Fkkvkt lPps fny ls mlus Jhjke ds fy, thou esa lQyrk dh dkeuk dhjkLrs esa jkeizlkn cksyk] ^^rqEgkjh leL;kvksa dk /khjs&/khjs funku gksrk tk jgk gS- vc vkxs D;k djuk gS\** ^^djuk D;k gS\ dy ls rqEgkjs ikl vk tkrk gwa- fQj esgur djuh gS vkSj iSls tksM+us gSa- bl ckj dqN T;knk gh esgur d:axk] rkfd cgqr T;knk fdlh ls m/kkj u ysuk iM+s-** ^^gka] Bhd dg jgs gks rqe- eSa Hkh rqEgkjs lkFk&lkFk dne feykdj pywaxk vkSj dksf’k’k d:axk fd rqEgkjh dqN enn dj ldwa-** enu us eqLdjkrh gqbZ utjksa ls mldks ns[krs gq, dgk] ^^rqe esjh enn djksxs rks rqEgkjh ckdh t:jrksa dk D;k gksxk\** jkeizlkn mldh ckr dke eryc le>rs gq, cksyk] ^^etkd er djks ;kj] eSaus ns[k fy;k gS fd bu lc phtksa esa dqN ugha /kjk gS--- cl iSls vkSj LokLF; dh cjcknh gS- igys gh rqEgkjk dguk eku fy;k gksrk rks vkt esjs gkFk esa Hkh 160 %% Mky ds ia{kh

nks iSls gksrs vkSj ?kj okys esjs dkj.k brus nq%[kh u gksrs- ekSt+&eLrh nks fnu dh gksrh gS- tc rd iSls gSa] ets mM+k yks- ckdh fnu nq%[k vkSj d"V esa gh xqtjrs gSa- vc tcfd rqe esjs lkFk jgksxs rks rqEgkjh laxr ls ’kk;n eSa Hkh lgh jkLrs ij vk tkÅa-** jkeizlkn ’kjekrs gq, cksyk^êq>ls T;knk ’kk;n Jhjke ls rqEgsa isjz .kk feyh gS- rqels T;knk mldh gjdrsa [kjkc Fkha] ijUrq vc yxrk gS fd dkQh gn rd lq/kj x;k gS- ikVhZ ds dkeksa ls mls Qqjlr gh ugha feyrh gksxh fd fdlh [kqjkQkr ds ckjs esa lksp ldsmls esjh enn djrs ns[kdj rqEgsa Hkh yxk gksxk fd tc og daxkyh esa Hkh esjh enn dj ldrk gS] rks rqe esgur djds dSls ugha dj ldrs\ D;ksa] gS u ;gha ckr\** ^^dqN gn rd rqEgkjk dguk Bhd gS- ijUrq rqEgkjh fu"Bk] bZekunkjh vkSj ifjokj ds izfr yxko rFkk cgu ds C;kg ds fy, fu%LokFkZ Hkko ls vius lq[k dk ifjR;kx--- bu lcls eq>s cM+h iszj.kk fey jgh gS- viuh cgu ds lq[kh nkaiR; thou ds fy, rqe vius thou dks xdZ djrs tk jgs gks] rks D;k ge brus x,&xqtjs gSa fd vius lq[k ds fy, Hkh bZekunkjh ls esgur ugha dj ldrs- esjk rks ifjokj Hkh gS] vkSj rqe vHkh rd dqaokjs gks- fQj Hkh cki dh ftEesnkjh fuHkk jgs gks] ojuk vius lekt esa fdrus ,sls yM+ds gSa tks cki dh ftEesnkjh dks vius da/ks ij ysrs gSa- choh ds vkrs gh lc iYyk >kM+dj vyx gks tkrs gSa- cki lkyk] ejs pkgs [kVs- cgu vuC;kgh cSBh jgs ?kj esa] mUgsa dksbZ QdZ ugha iM+rk- mudks rks gj jkr [kfV;k esa choh dk lkFk feyrk jgs vkSj og cki dh Nkrh esa ewax nyrs jgsa-** ^ôkg] vkt rks cM+h Kku dh ckrsa lw> jgh gSa-** enu galrk gqvk cksyk] ^^Jhjke ds lkeus Hkh cgqr lksp&le>dj le>nkjh dh ckrsa dj jgs Fks- vkt yxrk gS] ljLorh rqEgkjs eq[k esa fojkteku gS-** ^ûgha ;kj] esjs eqag esa dksbZ ljLorh ugha clh gSa- cl eSa rsjs R;kx vkSj ifjJe dks ns[kdj dk;y gks x;k gwa rsjk- rsjs tSlk nksLr feys rks bl nqfu;k esa dksbZ ;qod xyr jkLrs ij ugha HkVdsxk- FkksM+s le; ds fy, HkVd Hkh tk, rks Hkh rsjh lksgcr ls tYnh gh mls lgh jkLrk fey tk;sxk-** enu us mldh ckr dk tokc ugha fn;k- og D;k dgrk\ viuh Ikz’kalk lqudj gj O;fDr FkksM+k yfTtr lk gks tkrk gS- enu ds lkFk Hkh ogh gks jgk Fkk] vr% og pqi jgkmldh pqIih ls jkeizlkn Hkh le> x;k fd dqN T;knk gh og enu dh iz’kalk dj x;k Fkk- nksLrksa ds chp bruh T;knk cM+kbZ vPNh ugha gksrh- ;g fj’rk Mky ds ia{kh %% 161

Hkkodqdrk ij dk;e ugha gksrk gS] vr% mlus ckr dk flyflyk eksM+ fn;k] ^^vPNk] vM~Ms ij dc vkvksxs\** ^^lksprk gwa] dy ls gh vk tkÅa-** cl ,d laf{kIr tokc fn;k enu us^^gka] Bhd rks gS- tc vkuk gh gS rks ftruk tYnh gks lds] vk tkvksvPNk] ,d ckr crkvks- eSa le>rk rks gwa] ijUrq rqEgkjs eqag ls lquuk pkgrk gwa- gkykafd ;g rqEgkjk O;fDrxr ekeyk gS] ysfdu ,d nksLr gksus ds ukrs esjs eu esa dqN ftKklk gS- vxj rqEgkjk eu djrk gS rks crk nks- rqe dkQh le; ls jtuh ds ?kj esa jg jgs gks- mlds lkFk mBuk&cSBuk gS- og rqels cgqr T;knk ?kqy&feydj jgrh gS- vkf[kj] rqEgkjk jtuh ls fdl izdkj dk fj’rk gS\** enu us mls ?kwjdj ns[kk- jkeizlkn galrk gqvk cksyk] ^^crk Hkh nks] dksbZ ckr eu esa jgrh gS rks dkaVs dh rjg [kVdrh gS- eSa tkurk gwa] rqEgkjk mlds izfr cgqr yxko gS- ;g Hkh le>rk gwa fd rqEgkjk I;kj ifo= gS] D;ksafd rqe brus ?kksapw gks fd fdlh yM+dh dh bTtr ij gkFk Mkyuk rks nwj] ,slh ckr lksp Hkh ugha ldrs gks-** enu fopkjksa esa exu gks x;k- mlds eu esa ,d Vhl lh mBh- mls nckrk gqvk lkspk--- jkeizlkn Bhd gh rks dg jgk gS- og bruk ?kksapwa u gksrk rks ’kk;n jtuh vkt mldh thou&lafxuh gksrh- ijUrq D;k lp--- ugha] jtuh mldh dHkh ugha gks ldrh Fkh- gekjs lekt esa /keZ vkSj tkfr ds ca/ku brus etcwr gSa fd mUgsa rksM+ ikuk lekt ds Bsdsnkjksa ds fy, Hkh ukeqefdu gSa- ge rks fQj Hkh xjhc vkSj detksj balku gSamlus jkeizlkn ds lkFk viuk nq%[k ckaV ysuk pkgk- cgqr lh ckrsa Fkha] tks mlds eu esa ?kqeM+ jgh Fkha- u rks mu ckrksa dks og jtuh ls dg ldrk Fkk] u fdlh vkSj ls- dksbZ mlds bruk djhc Hkh ugha Fkk- vkt ekSdk feyk rks mlus lkspk fd ;g vPNk ekSdk gS] tc og vius eu dh ckr fdlh ls dgdj vius vkidks gYdk dj ldrk Fkk- ,slh ckrsa eu esa jgus ls ?kqVu iSnk gksrh gS vkSj ;g ?kqVu ,d varjky ds ckn dqaBk esa cny tkrh gS--- vkSj daqfBr O;fDr dHkh lq[kh ugha jg ldrk^^rqe lp dgrs gks] jkeizlkn- mlds lkFk esjk xgjk yxko Fkk] vkSj ;g yxko I;kj dh eafty ds cgqr djhc Fkk- ;g cgqr LokHkkfod Fkk- ge nksuksa dkQh le; ,d lkFk xqtkjrs Fks- og ges’kk esjs dejs esa gh cuh jgrh Fkh- ,sls esa nksuksa ds ân; esa I;kj ds vadqj dSls ugha mitrs\ og eq>ls I;kj djus yxh Fkhdjrk rks eSa Hkh Fkk] ijUrq eSa tku&cw>dj mlls cprk jgk] vius eu dh Hkkoukvksa 162 %% Mky ds ia{kh

dks rdyhQnsg fLFkfr rd nckrk jgk( ijUrq dc rd\ lkFk jgrs gq, ;g fcYdqy vlaHko Fkk- vkf[kj euq"; Fkk- euq"; detksfj;ksa dk cgqr cM+k iqryk gksrk gSgj detksj fLFkfr esa og iki dj cSBrk gS vkSj ckn esa iNrkrk gS^^ysfdu gekjs I;kj esa xaxk&tequk dh ifo=rk Fkh- og esjs ikl gj izdkj ls miyC/k Fkh- eSa tSls pkgrk] mldk mi;ksx dj ldrk Fkk- og gj rjg ls esjs izfr lefiZr Fkh fd eSa pkgrk rks mlds ’kjhj dk miHkksx dj ldrk Fkk] ijUrq og bruh I;kjh] Hkksyh vkSj eu ls bruh ifo= Fkh fd dHkh Hkh esjs eu esa mlds fy, oklukRed Hkko ugha mits- eq>s bl ckr dh [kq’kh gS fd og ,d ifo= yM+dh ls iRuh cudj vius fi;k ds ?kj tk,xh-** mldh vkokt ncus yxh Fkheu dk nq%[k ckgj vkus yxk Fkk^^rqe lp dg jgs gks-** jkeizlkn us mldh ckr ls izHkkfor gksrs gq, mldk leFkZu djrs gq, dgk] ^^eSaus Hkh tc&tc mls ns[kk] eq>s ,d nsoh lh yxh og;g vyx ckr Fkh fd mldks ysdj rqels dbZ ckj etkd Hkh fd;k- rqeus bl ckr dk cqjk Hkh ekuk- ijUrq ,slh lqUnj vkSj ifo= pfj= okyh yM+fd;ka lekt esa de gh feyrh gSa-** ^^mldh vPNkb;kas us gh mls xyr gkFkksa esa ugha iM+us fn;k- esjh txg dksbZ vkSj fdjk,nkj gksrk mlds ?kj esa rks mlds Hkksyis u vkSj eklwfe;r ls mldh tokuh dk Qk;nk mBk ysrk- ijUrq Hkxoku vPNs vkSj cqjs lHkh dk lkFk nsrk gS- og fny dh fdruh vPNh gS] ;g esjs flok mlds eka&cki vkSj Hkxoku gh tkurs gSa- ftl ?kj esa tk,xh] [kqf’k;ksa ds Qwy fc[ksj nsxh- gj dksbZ mlds I;kj vkSj eerk ls egd mBsxk- /kU; le>sxk mldk gksusokyk ifr mls ikdj-** ^^lp dgrs gks rqe- dk’k] ,slh yM+dh gj fdlh dks iRuh ds :i esa feyrh-** enu ,d vkg Hkjdj jg x;kfonk gksrs le; mlus jkeizlkn ls dgk] ^^dy lqcg fjD’kk ysdj vk tkuklkeku dqN T;knk gS] esjs fjD’ks esa ugha vk,xk-** ^^Bhd gS] eSa lqcg&lqcg gh vk tkmaxk] ftlls fnu esa dke dk gtkZ u gks-**

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ckjg % milagkj mlh fnu ’kke dks tc og dejs ij igqapk rks mldk eu Hkkjh Fkk- fnu esa ftruk T;knk [kq’k Fkk] ml xyh esa dne j[krs gh mlls T;knk xeksa us mls ?ksj fy;k Fkk- eksM+ ij vkrs gh tSls gh jtuh ds ?kj ij mldh utj iM+h] mldh lkjh [kq’kh dkQwj gks x;h Fkh- dejs dh rjQ tkrs gq, iSj mBrs gh ugha Fks] tSls eu&eu ds gks x;s gksa- ,slk yx jgk Fkk] tSls og ’e’kku ?kkV esa vius fdlh fiz;tu dks vafre fonkbZ nsus tk jgk Fkk- ,d ckj ogka ls ykSVus ds ckn fQj og ml rjQ dHkh ugha tk,xk- dkSu vius thou esa ckj&ckj ’e’kku ?kkV tkuk ilan djrk gS\ ml xyh ds gj dne] gj eksM+ ij mlds thou dh [kq’kuqek ;knsa tqM+h gqbZ Fkha- bl NksVs ls eqgYys esa mlus thou ds cgqr lkjs jax ns[ks Fks- fdrus mrkj&p<+koksa ls gksdj xqtjk Fkk\ fdrus dVq vkSj fdrus lq[kn vuqHko gq, Fks mls ;gka! thou dk lcls [kq’kuqek jax Hkh mls ;gha feyk Fkk--- jtuh ds :i esa- dy ;g jax mlds thou ls nwj pyk tk,xk- bl eqgYys esa fQj ’kk;n gh dHkh vkuk gksvk Hkh x;k rks csxkuksa dh rjg vk,xk- dksbZ ugha gksxk mldk ;gka viuk- fdlds lkFk og ehBh&ehBh ckrsa djsxk] fdldks vius thou dh nq%[kHkjh nkLrka lquk,xk\ dkSu mls I;kj ls eerkHkjh MkaV yxk,xk vkSj dkSu mlds xys yxdj mlds vkalw iksaNus dk iz;kl djsxk\ vkt ftls og dqN gn rd viuh dg ldrk gS] dy fdlh vkSj ds vkaxu dk Qwy gksxh- og dy ls ,d ohjkus esa HkVdus ds fy, etcwj gks tk,xk--dksbZ mls <wa<+us ugha vk,xk fd og dgka vkSj fdl fLFkfr esa gS- og dsoy nwljksa ds fy, ft,xk vkSj nwljksa dss fy, ejsxk- vklikl mldk viuk dksbZ ugha gksxkvxj gksxk rks ,d LokFkhZ vkSj csjge lalkj] tks mlds [kwu ls viuk eqag yky djds mlh ds mij nSR; dh rjg galsxklkjk dejk tSls mnklh esa Mwck gqvk Fkk- vc ogka jtuh fpjkx tykdj mldk bartkj ugha djrh Fkh- mlus vklikl ns[kk] dksbZ ugha Fkk- jtuh vanj gksxh- viuh eka ds lkFk jlksbZ?kj esa--- og pqipki vanj tkdj dqN nsj pkjikbZ ij cSBk jgkjtuh dk ?kj NksM+dj tkus ds fopkj ls gh mldk fny djkg mBrk Fkkjtuh ls nwj tkuk D;k bruk vklku Fkk\ mlds thou esa vkusokyh og igyh yM+dh Fkh- igys f[kys Qwy dh igyh lqxa/k Fkh og- mldk fu’Ny I;kj] fur&fnu 164 %% Mky ds ia{kh

dh uksad&>ksad] I;kj vkSj euqgkj--- vkSj lcls c<+dj mldh eerk--- D;k bl lcdks Hkqyk ikuk vklku Fkk- euq"; I;kj ds >a>V esa fcuk fdlh #dkoV ds Qal tkrk gS] ijUrq mlh I;kj esa fdruh eqlhcrsa] fdrus O;o/kku vkSj fdruh #dkoVsa vkrh gSa] ;g ckn esa irk pyrk gS- bl lcds ckotwn mlh I;kj ls nwj tkuk vkSj T;knk eqf’dy gks tkrk gS- bldk d"V rks og Hkh ugha c;ku dj ldrk] tks bls >syrk gSvarr% mls vius fny dks dM+k djuk gh iM+k- dy lqcg mls tkuk Fkk vkSj mlus vHkh rd jtuh dks ugha crk;k Fkk fd og mldk ?kj NksM+dj tk jgk Fkk- vc rks crkuk gh iMs+xkog /khjs ls mBk vkSj ?kj ds vanj pyk x;kjtuh lpeqp [kkuk cuk jgh Fkh- mlds dneksa dh vkgV ls eka&csVh nksuksa us mls eqM+dj ns[kkjtuh rks ’kekZdj flj uhps djds vius dke esa yx x;h] ijUrq eka us dgk] ^^vkvks] csVk enu] vktdy rks rqe dkQh nsj ls ?kj vkrs gks] irk ugha pyrk] dc vk,] dc pys x;s\ cSBks---** mUgksaus ,d ew<+k mldh vksj ljdk fn;kenu cSB x;k vkSj fQj vkSipkfjd ckrphr ds ckn dgk] ^^pkph] dy eSa ;gka ls tk jgk gwa\** ^^vk;a] bruh tYnh----\ eSaus rks dgk Fkk fd vkjke ls gksyh ds ckn rd dejk [kkyh djuk- dksbZ tYnh ugha Fkh-** ^^pkph] tc tkuk gS rks ftruh tYnh gks lds] vPNk gS- jgus dk bartke gks x;k rks eSaus lkspk] dy gh lkeku ys tkdj ogka Mky nsrk gwa-** mlds Loj esa cspkjxh >yd jgh Fkh- [kSj] jtuh dh eka mlds nnZ dks D;k le>rha\ jtuh lc le> jgh Fkh- mlls nwj tkus dh tYnh Fkh mls--- vkSj ugha rks D;k nks eghus rd #d ugha ldrk Fkk- ’kq: ls gh mlls Hkkxrk jgk gS] vc rks ekSdk gh fey x;k gS- mldh ’kknh r; gks x;h gS rks og ;gka D;ksa #drk\ Bhd gh gS] og Hkh viuk eu mlls nwj dj ysxh- uklwj cuus ds igys gh dkaVs dks ’kjhj ls fudky ckgj dj nsuk pkfg,^^vPNk csVk] vkt [kkuk er cukuk- ?kj esa gh [kk ysuk- jkr Hkj ds fy, D;ksa >a>V djksxs\ igys gh crk fn;k gksrk rks [kkus dk vPNk bartke djrhdksbZ ckr ugha] nky&jksVh gh lgh-** enu euk ugha dj ldk vkSj fQj diM+s cnydj vkus dk cgkuk djds dejs esa vk x;k- dejs esa vkus dk ,d dkj.k Fkk- mls irk Fkk] jtuh mlls feyus t:j vk,xh- ;gha rks og ekSdk Fkk] tc mlls vafre fonkbZ ys ldrk Mky ds ia{kh %% 165

Fkk- dy lqcg rks ekSdk feysxk ugha- jkeizlkn lqcg&lqcg gh vk tk,xk- mlds lkeus u rks jtuh vk,xh] u mlls ckr dj ik,xh- ;gha ekSdk Fkk] tc mlls dqN {k.k fny dh ckrsa djds vius dks gYdk dj ldrk FkkvkSj lpeqp jtuh FkksM+h gh nsj esa vk xbZ- og mnkl lh Fkh- dejs esa vkrs gh ,d fdukjs [kM+h gks x;h- mlus lkspk] enu dqN dgsxk] ijUrq mldh rjQ ls dksbZ igy ugha gqbZ rks FkksM+h nsj pqi jgus ds ckn mlh us tqcku [kksyh] ^^rks vkf[kj tkus dk eu cuk gh fy;k\** ^^gka] dYyks] fny rks ugha djrk] ijUrq tks HkkX; esa fy[kk gS] mls ge feVk ugha ldrs- esjk rqEgkjk lkFk cl ;gha rd Fkk- eSa dy rqEgsa NksM+dj ;gka ls pyk tkmaxk-** jtuh dqN iy pqi jgh- vka[ksa tehu ij xM+h gqbZ Fkha- fQj cksyh] ^^dejk fey x;k\** ^^ugha] dejk rks ugha feyk- vHkh dqN fnu rd xkao ds yksxksa ds lkFk vM~Ms ij jgwxa k- ogka fdjk;k ugha nsuk iM+xs k- ckn esa dgha vkSj dejk ns[k ywxa k-** mldh fuxkgsa Hkh tehu ij xM+h gqbZ Fkha^^rks bruh tYnh fdl ckr dh Fkh] igys Hkh rks fdjk;k nsdj jg jgs FksdksbZ eSa rqEgsa Hkxk ys tkrh D;k tks eq>ls nwj tkuk pkgrs gks-** ^^dYyks] rqe le>us dk iz;kl djks- vc gekjs chp esa og ckr ugha jghrqe Hkh esjs ikl jgus ls fdlh u fdlh lksp esa Mwch jgrh gks- eSa Hkh tc rqEgsa ns[krk gwa] rks rjg&rjg ds [k;ky eu esa vkrs jgrs gSa- eu cspSu lk jgrk gSge nksuksa ,d nwljs dh utjksa ls ftruk T;knk nwj jgsaxs] fny ds nnZ dks mruh gh jkgr feysxh-** mlus jtuh dks le>kuk pkgkjtuh us Hkh vkxs dksbZ cgl ugha dh- vc mu nksuksa ds chp cgl ds fy, txg Hkh ugha cph Fkh- nksuksa cpuk pkgrs Fks] ,d nwljs ls vkSj fu;fr ds fu.kZ; dh lnSo ppkZ djrs jgus ls--- mlus iwNk& ^^lkeku dSls ys tkvksxs\** ^^dy lqcg jkeizlkn viuk fjD’kk ysdj vk;sxk- dksbZ T;knk lkeku rks gS ugha- nks fjD’kksa esa vk tk;sxk-** ^^vPNk] rqe lkeku cka/kks] eSa FkksM+h nsj esa vkrh gwa-** dgdj og vanj pyh x;h- enu pkjikbZ ij ysV x;k- ,slk Fkdk&gkjk O;fDr] ftlus thou dh yM+kbZ esa viuk lc&dqN xoka fn;k gksog eSnku NksM+dj tkus ds fy, rS;kj cSBk Fkk] ijUrq iSj Fks fd mBdj pyus ds fy, rS;kj ugha Fks166 %% Mky ds ia{kh

yxHkx iUnzg&chl feuV ckn jtuh vkbZ- enu mBdj pkjikbZ ij cSB x;k- jtuh [kM+h gh jgh- mlds gkFk esa diM+s dh ,d NksVh lh iksVyh Fkh- og fcuk fdlh ?kcjkgV ;k ladksp ds cksyh& ^^ns[kks] eSa b/kj m/kj dh ckrsa u djds lh/kh ckr dj jgh gwa- mls /;ku ls lquuk- eSa rqEgkjs fdlh dke u vk ldh] bldk eq>s nq%[k gS- esjh cgqr bPNk Fkh fd thou vxj rqEgkjs lkFk chrrk rks dqN vkSj ckr gksrh] ijUrq ,slk gks u ldk- ;g laHko Hkh ugha Fkk- rqe vxj gekjh tkfr ds gksrs rks pkgs tks gks tkrk] ’kknh eSa rqEgkjs gh lkFk djrh- eka&ckiw dks rks fdlh u fdlh rjg euk gh ysrh- ijUrq lkekftd ca/kuksa dks rksM+uk u rks esjs fy, laHko gS] u eSa eka&cki ds ekFks ij dyad dk Vhdk yxkdj ,slk dj ldrh gwa- blfy, ge nksuksa gh ,d nwljs ls vyx gksus ds fy, foo’k gSa- rc Hkh esjs gkFk esa tks gS] og eSa rqEgkjs fy, d:axh( rkfd rqe thou dk dqN Hkkx rks lq[kiwoZd O;rhr dj ldks^^eSa pkgrh gwa fd rqe viuh cgu dh ’kknh Bhd&Bkd <ax ls djks] ;g rHkh laHko gS tc rqEgkjs ikl i;kZIr /ku gks- eSa ns[k jgh gwa fd fjD’kk pykdj rqe bruk /ku tek ugha dj ikvksxs fd blh lky cgu dh ’kknh dj ldks- nwljh fdlh vkenuh dk tfj;k rqEgkjs ikl gS ugha--- rc D;k djksxs\ Bkdqj ls m/kkj yksxs] [ksr cspksxs----\ ugha] ;g lc djus dh rqEgsa dksbZ t:jr ugha gS-** og vkxs cksyrh jgh] ^^eSa Hkys gh rqEgkjs thou dh lafxuh ugha] ijUrq rqEgkjh eqlhcr esa rks rqEgkjk lkFk ns gh ldrh gwa- esjs ikl dqN #i;s gSa- ;s u rks eSaus dgha ls pqjk;s gSa] u fdlh ls ekaxs gSa- eka&ckiw ;nk&dnk cktkj&esys ds fy, eq>s iSls nsrs jgrs gSa- dHkh&dHkh ukrs&fj’rsnkj Hkh nl&ipkl ns tkrs gSa- rqEgsa ekywe gS fd eSa vius lkt&flaxkj ij dksbZ iSlk [kpZ ugha djrh- xyh esa pkVokys o vkblØhe caspus okys vkrs jgrs gSa] ijUrq eSa dHkh ;s pViVh vkSj ehBh phtsa ugha [kkrh- ifj.kke ;s gksrk gS fd ;s lkjs iSls cprs jgrs gSa- eka us dHkh ugha iwNk fd esjs ikl fdrus iSls gSa- mUgsa t:jr Hkh ugha gS- dbZ lkyksa ds tek iSls gSa ;s lc- vHkh fxuk rks ik;k fd ikap gtkj ls T;knk gh gSa- eSaus buesa ls ,d ikbZ Hkh ugha fudkyh gS- lkjs rqEgsa ns jgh gwa- euk ugha djuk- euk Hkh djksxs rks eSa tcjnLrh d:axh- vxj rqe pkgrs gks fd rqels tqnk gksdj eSa FkksM+k lk Hkh lq[kh jgwa vkSj rqEgkjs ifo= isze dh T;ksfr ges’kk esjs fny esa tyrh jgs rks bUgsa Lohdkj dj yks- cgu dh ’kknh /kwe&/kke ls djks vkSj ckn esa viuk thou O;ofLFkr <ax ls O;rhr djks- ojuk thou Hkj dtZ pqdkrs jgksxs- le; ls igys cw<s+ gks tkvksxs vkSj thou ds fdlh lq[k dk irk Hkh ugha pysxk rqEgsa-** Mky ds ia{kh %% 167

fQj FkksM+k #ddj og cksyh] ^^jgh rqEgkjh viuh ’kknh dh ckr--- rks ;g rqEgkjs Åij gS fd rqe fdlls ’kknh djrs gks- esjk dguk ekuks rks ml yM+dh dks] ftlds fy, rqe etcwjh esa gka dj vk, gks] vxj ukilan gks rks euk dj ldrs gks- ml fLFkfr esa rqEgkjh cgu ml ?kj esa lq[kh ugha jg ldrh gS- mldh ’kknh mlh ?kj esa djuk Bhd ugha gksxk- mldh lkl vkSj ifr Hkh mls lq[k ls jgus ugha nsaxs- lnk izrkM+uk vkSj mykguk nsrs jgsaxs- bl fLFkfr esa D;k viuh cgu dh ’kknh nwljh txg djksxs\ djuh gh iM+sxh--- ysfdu tks Hkh djuk] lksp&le>dj djuk- etcwjh esa viuh ;k cgu dh ’kknh dHkh ugha djuk-** enu mldh ckrsa cM+s /;ku ls lqu jgk Fkk- og cksyuk pkgdj Hkh dqN ugha cksy ldrk Fkk- mlds ikl jtuh dh ckr dkVus ds fy, u rks rdZ Fks] u dksbZ ’kCn gh- ckrksa ls f[kyokM+ djuk oSls Hkh mls ugha vkrk Fkkjtuh lkal ysus ds fy, FkksM+h nsj #dh vkSj fQj vius Loj dks la;r djds cksyh] ^^vkSj vc rqe etcwj Hkh ugha gks- rqEgkjs ikl i;kZIr /ku gS] ftlls rqe jk/kk dh ’kknh dgha Hkh fdlh Hkh vPNs ?kj&oj ds lkFk dj ldrs gks- jgh rqEgkjh viuh ’kknh dh ckr rks og rqEgkjs Åij gS] tks yM+dh rqEgsa ilan vk;s] mlds lkFk dj ’kknh dj ysuk vkSj lq[kh jgus dk iz;Ru djuk- blds ckn eSa rqEgsa le>kus ds fy, ugha feywaxh-** dgrs&dgrs jtuh dk fo’okl&iw.kZ Loj MxeXk x;k- vkf[kj Fkh rks ,d yM+dh gh uk- og jks iM+h- enu mBdj [kM+k gks x;k rks og mlds da/ks ij flj j[kdj jksus yxhenu Hkh Hkkoqd gks x;k- mldh vka[kksa esa Hkh vkalw Hkj vk;s- nksuksa gh u rks vius vkalw jksd ik;s] u gh ,d nwljs ds vkalqvksa dks ikasNus ds fy, muds gkFk c<+s- bruh ’kfDr ugha Fkh mu nksuksa esa- nksuksa fdrus etcwj Fks] ,d nwljs dks I;kj djrs Fks] ijUrq ml I;kj dh ,d cwan Hkh mu nksuksa ds ikl ugha Fkhfdrus ikl Fks os nksuksa] ijUrq fdrus nwj fd pkgdj Hkh Nw ugha ldrs Fks ,d nwljs dksog nksuksa jksrs jgs vkSj jksrs gh jgsbu vkalqvksa dk cg tkuk gh csgrj Fkk- blds ckn mUgsa vkSj Hkh rks cgqr jksuk Fkk- ysfdu rc ’kk;n u, vkalqvksa esa bruh dM+okgV vkSj [kVkl u gksxhlqcg dh igyh fdj.k esa thou dk mYykl vkSj vk’kkvksa dk dkjoka gksrk gS- og lqcg Hkh mu nksuksa ds thou esa dHkh vk,xh- rc nksuksa ,d nwljs ls nwj gksrs gq, Hkh eqLdjk ldsaxslll

168 %% Mky ds ia{kh

„U◊Ê⁄‘U •ãÿ ¬˝∑§Ê‡ÊŸ gokvksa ds ’kgj esa ¼x+t+y laxzg½ ¼` 100½ ys[kd % jkds'k Hkzej

ml xyh esa ¼miU;kl½ ¼` 60½ ys[kd % jkds'k Hkzej

taxy ccwyksa ds ¼x+t+y laxzg½ ¼` 50½ ys[kd % jkds'k Hkzej

vc vkSj ugha ¼dgkuh laxzg½ ¼` 50½ ys[kd % jkds'k Hkzej

jsr dk nfj;k ¼x+t+y laxzg½ ¼` 100½ ys[kd % jkds'k Hkzej

ledkyhu fgUnh dfork esa lkekU;tu ¼` 200½ ys[kd % MkW- 'kksHkk flUgk

mijksDr iqLrdsa izkIr djus ds fy, d`i;k vfxze jkf'k ds lkFk fy[ks-a jkf’k euh vkMZj ;k psd@Mªk¶V }kjk izKk izdk’ku ds uke ij fuEu irs ij Hkstsa%

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