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mNjNghd;W tl mnkhpf;fhtpd; ngUk; gFjpia fpwPd;yhe;Jld; NrHj;J efHj;jp tlNkw;F INuhg;ghtpd; gFjpf;Fs; nrUfpg;ghUq;fs;. mjhtJ fpwPd;yhe;ij tlgFjpahd gpd;yhe;Jf;F mLj;Js;s u\;rpahtpd; tlgFjpf;Fk; fdlhtpd; fpof;Fg; gFjpia mjhtJ “N[hHf; gf;uwp” mike;jpUf;Fk; ePHg;gug;ig> ];fd;bNetpahg; gFjpapy; cs;s nld;khHf; mike;jpUf;Fk; gFjpNahL nghUj;jpg; ghUq;fs; ,JTk; nghUj;jkhf ,izfpwJ my;yth! klf];fhH jPtpid Mgphpf;fhtpd; fpof;Fg;gFjpapy; cs;s nkhrhk;gpf;if mz;ba gFjpNahL ,izj;Jg;ghUq;fs;. mJNghd;W kNyrpahtpd; mz;ikapYs;s jPTfisAk; tpal;ehk; gFjpNahL ,izj;Jg;ghUq;fs;. ,g;gb ,izj;Jg;ghHj;J mT];jpNuypah vd;Dk; gFjp vq;F mikaf; $baJ vd;gijj; njhpT nra;Ak; nghWg;ig rpe;jidapy; <Lgl;bUf;Fk; ePq;fNs njhpT nra;J tpLq;fs;. ,g;gb ,izg;Gfs; ,Uf;ifapy; vq;fs; <og;gFjpahfpa rpW gFjpAk; gphptpw;F cs;shfp ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;gJ cWjpjhNd! ,e;jf; fzpg;Gfs; ntWk; ngsjPf uPjpahf kl;Lky;y> me;je;jj; njhlHGfSf;Nfw;g fiuNahu fyhrhu njhlHGfSk; ,ize;jpUg;gijAk; rw;W mtjhdpj;Jg; ghHj;jhy; ,yFtpy; Ghpe;J nfhs;tPHfs;. tuyhw;W epfo;Tfs;> fiy rk;ke;jkhd njhlHGfs;> kdpj ehfhPfk;> fyhrhu mikg;G> ngsjPf (mjhtJ kiyfs;> kuq;fs;> kzy;fs; Nghd;wd cs;slq;Fk;) mikg;G vd;git vy;yhk; xd;Wf;nfhd;W nghUj;jkhf miktjhf me;je;jg; gFjpapid ,izj;Jg; ghHf;Fk; NghJ njspthFk;. ,t;thwhd fz;l mirTfs; jpBH vd;W eilngw;wjhff; fUj Ntz;lhk;. ,e;j epfo;T ,lk;ngw gytUl fhyq;fs; MfpapUf;fyhk; vd;gij ftdj;jpw; nfhs;Sq;fs;. rhp vq;fSila rpe;jidg; gFjpf;Fs; EioNthk;.

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mUfd;

2003

mEg+jp

25

,d;W ehk; fhZk; vq;fs; jhafkhk; <okz;lyk; khq;fha; tbthdjhf ,Uf;Fk; Kd;dH jw;NghJ ,Ug;gjpYk; ghHf;f epyg;gug;gpy; mjpfkha; ,Ue;jpUf;f Ntz;Lk; kl;Lky;yhJ> ,e;jpa ngUepyg; gug;Gld; ,ize;j tifapy; my;yJ kpf mz;kpj;j epiyapy; fhzg;gl;bUf;Fk; vd;gjw;F ,dptUk; rhd;Wfs; cWjpaspf;Fk;. mijg; ghHf;Fk; Kd;dH> <okz;lyk; khq;fha; tbthdJ vd;W nrhd;Ndd; my;yth? mJ ,yq;ifay;yth? <ok; vd;w xU ehl;bw;fhfj;jhNd Nghuhl;lk; elf;fpwJvd;W xU Nfs;tp cq;fs; cs;sj;ijj; Jisf;ftpy;iyah?! cz;ikjhd; ,d;iwa epiy mg;gbj;jhd; cs;sJ. vt;tsT Mzpj;jukhd Nfs;tp cs;sj;jpy; vOfpwNjh mt;tsT Mzpj;jukhd vdJ gjpYk; ntsptUk;. ehd; nrhd;djpy; ve;jj; jtWk; ,y;iy vd;gjid cWjpg;gLj;j. ,d;iwa <og; Nghuhl;lkhdJ Gjpa xU ehl;il cUthf;Ftjw;fhd Nghuhl;lk; vd;Nw gyUk; vz;zpf; nfhz;bUf;f> khwhf <okWkyHr;rpf;fhf vd;gjid mwpaj;jtwp tpl;ldH gyTs;sq;fs;. Vuhsk; jkpo; murHfs; <oj;ij Ml;rp nra;jjw;fhd mbr;RtLfis kpfTk; rhJhhpakhf tuyhw;wpy; ,Ue;J ,e;jr; rpq;fs muR fise;J vLj;Jtpl;l rpwg;gk;rk;. rpwg;Ng! rpq;fstUf;F kl;LNk ,yq;if nrhe;jk; vd;W tpsf;Ftjw;fhf kpfTk; Gj;jp rhJ}Hakhf tuyhw;iwg; Gul;b vLj;J tpl;l NghjpYk; XupU tuyhW Gwehl;by; Ngha;r; NrHe;jjdhy; cz;ik ,d;Dk; ntw;wp ngwj;jhd; nra;fpwJ. Muk;g fhyj;jpy; Ik;gj;jhW Njrq;fs; ,Ue;jjhf tuyhW fhl;LfpwJ. mtw;Ws; rpq;fsk; vd;W nrhy;yg;gLfpd;w <ok; vd;gJnkhd;W vd;gjid ,.kh.Nfhghy fpU\;zf;Nfhd; vd;gtH vOjpAs;shH. ,tH ,e;jpahtpy; jkpo;ehl;by; kJiuak;gjpapy; ,Ue;jtH. jkpo;g; gz;bjH vd;gJ Fwpg;gpl;Lf; fhl;l Ntz;ba njhd;W.

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2003

mEg+jp

26

,tH vOjpa mfuhjp E}ypy; ,yq;if vd;gjw;F <ok;> rpq;fsk; vdg; nghUs; vd;W Fwpg;gpLfpwhH. <ok; xU rpW gFjpapy;iy vd;gij ,tNu njspthfr; Rl;bf; fhl;LfpwhH. mjhtJ <ok; vd;gJ “fs;” vd;Wk; <oNjrk; vd;gjw;Fr; rpq;fsk;> nghd;dfuk;> ,yq;if> rpq;fsj;jPgk; vd;Wk; “<okz;lyg; gphpT” vd;gjw;Ff; nfhLf;fg;gl;bUf;Fk; tpsf;fj;ijr; rw;W cw;W Nehf;fpg; ghUq;fs;. nfhOk;G> fz;b> fhyp> aho;g;ghzk;> jpUNfhzkiy> kl;lf;fsg;G> mEuhjGuk;> FUehfy;> rg;gpufKtk;> Cth vd;gdthk;. ,it [py;yh my;yJ khfhzk; vdg;gLk; vd;W mtH tpsf;fk; je;Js;shH. Mf> rpq;fsk; vd;gjw;F <ok; vd;Wk; ,yq;if vd;Wk; nghUs;gLk;. vdNt ,e;jg; ngaH ,d;W New;W #l;lg;gl;lit my;y ,J ghuk;ghpag; ngaHfspy; xd;W. ,d;Dk; Mo;e;J Nehf;Fkplj;jpy; RkhH fpwP]J ; Tf;F Kd;dH 600 Mz;bw;F ,ilg;gl;l fhyj;jpy; Mhpa> ghfj nkhopiag; Ngrpa xU rhjpahH ,yq;ifapy; te;J FbNawpdhHfs; vd;W jpU [p. ]p> nkd;b]; vOjpAs;shH. Mdhy; ,f;fhyj;jpw;F Kd;dNu ,yq;ifapy; NtW FbapdH epiyngw;W tho;e;Js;sdH vd;gjw;Fg; gy E}W rhd;Wfs; vLj;Jf; fhl;lyhk;. rhd;Wfis vLj;Jf;fhl;Lk; Kd;dH . . .. . . . . . “flTs; ,Uf;fpwhuh”. . . .? jpBnud;W ,J vd;d eh];jPfg; Ngr;R vd;W tpopf;f Ntz;lhk;. gjpy; nrhy;Yq;fs;! flTs; ,Ug;gJ cz;ik vd;why; rkaq;fs; cz;ik> rkaq;fs; cz;ik vd;why;> mjid vLj;J ,ak;Gk; rka E}y;fSk; cz;ik my;yth! mg;gbahapd; me;j rka E}y;fisNa tuyhw;W E}yhff; nfhz;L njhlUfpNwd;.......

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2003

mEg+jp

27

flTs; ,y;iy vd;W tpthjj;jpw;F Ntz;Lk; vd;why; thjplyhk;> Mdhy; mbkdjpy;> ,uj;jj;jpy;> ,jaj;Jbg;gpy; ,ize;J tpl;l ,e;jf; flTs; ek;gpf;if kWf;fKbahjJ. rhp> =,uhkH ,Ue;jJ cz;ik vd;why;! ,uhtzd; ,Ue;jJk; cz;ikjhNd! mjw;fha; tuyhW $WtJ Nghy; mtd; gj;Jj; jiyAilatd; (jrf;fphPtd;) vd;W thjpl tutpy;iy. mwpT G+Htkhf rpe;jpj;jhy; mtd; jr mtjhdpahf ,Ue;jpUf;fyhk; mjd; fhuzg; ngaH jrf;fphPtd; vd;W te;jpUf;fyhk;> ,Ue;Jk; mJty;y vkJ Nehf;fk;. mtd; ,Ue;jhd; vd;gNj vkf;F Ntz;baJ. ,e;j ,uhtzdpd; Ml;rp efuk; vJ vd;W cq;fisf; Nfl;lhy;> “gl;” vd;W gjpy; nrhy;yp tpLtPHfs;. rpyH jpUjpUntd;W tpopg;gJk; njhpfpwJ. Mk; “,yq;fhGup” mJjhd; mtdJ ,uh[jhdp. ,yq;fhGhp NtW vJTk; ,y;iy ,yq;if vd;w <okz;lyNk! ,yq;ifapy; mjw;fhd mbr;RtLfs; mope;Jtpl;l NghjpYk; ePz;l fhyk; epiyf;Fk; capH thOk; jd;ik nfhz;l kiyfs; mopahky;> mjpy; ,uhtzd; ntl;L vd;Dk; gFjpg;ghiw ,d;Dk; kf;fshy; toq;fptUk; jpUNfhzkiy XH mopahr; rhd;W. ,e;j ,uhtzd; NghNthkh?!

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“me;j ehl;fspy; ,uhl;rjH G+kpapNy ,Ue;jhHfs;:; gpd;G Njt FkhuH> kDr Fkhuj;jpfNshNl $Lfpwjdhy; ,tHfs; (,uhl;rjH) mtHfSf;Fg; gps;isfshfg; ngw;wNghJ> ,tHfSk; G+Htjj;jpy; NgH ngw;w kD\uhfpa gythd;fs; MdhHfs;.” mRuH ,Ue;jhHfs; vd;gjw;F ,J xU jf;frhd;W. mj;NjhL mtHfs; NgH ngw;w gythd;fs; vd;W Fwpg;gpLtjdhy; ,uhtzd; jr mtjhdpahfTk; kpfTk; gyk; tha;e;jtdhfTk; ,Ue;jpUg;ghd; vd;gjpy; re;Njfk; ,y;iy! ,e;j ,uhtzdpd; jk;gpfSs; xUtd; tpgPrdd;. trpu tRTf;F ifNarpaplj;jpy; gpwe;j %d;whtJ Gjy;td;. ,e;j tpgPrdd;> ,uhtzd; rPijiaf; ftHe;J te;j NghJ>rPijia kPz;Lk; ,uhkdplj;jpy; nfhz;L Ngha; tpLk;gb gyKiw gytifapy; vLj;J ciuj;jtd;. Mdhy; ,tDila ve;jg; Ngr;Rf;fSf;Fk; jikadhd ,uhtzd; nrtp nfhLf;ftpy;iy! ,uhtzdpd; jtiwr; Rl;bf; fhl;b ve;jg; gpujpgypg;igAk; mwpahj tpgP\dd;> jd; jikaid tpl;L tpl;L> ,uhkdplk; Ngha;r; ruzhfjp mile;jhd;. ,uhkDk; mtDf;F mgak; mspj;jhd;. ,uhtzidr; rq;fhuk; nra;J mopj;jgpd;dH ,e;j tpgP\zDf;F ,uhtzdpd; murhf ,Ue;j ,e;j ,yq;fhGhp vd;Dk; <okz;lyj;ij chpikahf;fp> mtid murhsr; nra;jhH ,uhkH. ,d;ndhU Rthurpakhd rk;gtk; xd;W Qhgfj;jpy; te;jJ. ehd; Vw;fdNt nrhd;Ndd; ,yq;ifapy; tho;e;j FbfSs; ehfH vd;NghUk; cs;shHfs; vd;W. ,e;j ehfhpd; %jhijahd jha; “Ruir” vd;W xU muf;fp ,ts; jdJ tk;rj;ij fhg;gjw;fhf mDkhDld; Nghuhbats;. ,uhkDf;F cjtpaha; mDkhd; rPijiaj; Njb ,yq;iff;Fr; nrd;w NghJ> tpguk; mwpe;j ,e;j “Ruir” rKj;jpu topapy; ,il kwpj;J mDkhDld; vjpHj;Jg; Nghuhbdhs;. ,e;jg; Nghuhl;lj;jpy; Ruiria mDkhd; ntd;W mtspd; capiuf; nfhd;whH.

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2003

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29

“,uhtzdpd; ,uh[jhdpahf tpsq;fpa ,yq;ifahdJ tpRt fHkhtpdhy; epHkhzpf;fg;gl;lJ. ,J njd; rKj;jpuj;jpNy jpup$l gHtjj;jpNy mikf;fg;gl;l gl;lzkhFk;” vd;W tuyhw;W MrphpaH xUtH Fwpg;gpLfpwhH. ,e;j murhdJ Muk;gj;jpy; “khy;athDf;F” ,uh[jhdpahf ,Ue;jJ. fhyg;Nghf;fpy; ngUk; nry;te;juhf tpsq;fpa FNguDf;F ,uh[jhdpahf ,Ue;J mjd;gpd;> ngUk; gyk; nfhz;ltDk;> tuk; ngw;wtDkhd ,uhtzdhy; mgfhpf;fg;gl;lJ. ,uhtzd; ,uh[jhdpapd; gug;gsit xU vOj;jhsH ,g;gb tpsf;FfpwhH. “,jd; tp];jyk;> 700 fhjk; tp];jyKila ehl;ilf; nfhz;l Njrk;.” fhj Jhuk; vd;W nrhy;yg; gLtJ vd;dntd;why;> xUtd; njhiytpy; epw;Fk; ,d;ndhUtiuf; $g;gplf; $ba J}uj;jpd; ehd;F klq;fpw;Fr; rkk;. mg;gb vd;why; 2800 $g;gpL njhiyJhuk; nfhz;l gpuNjrk;. NkYk; ,e;jg; gl;lzj;ijr; Rw;wp 7 kjpy;fs; fl;lg;gl;Lg; ghJfhg;ghf mike;j ,lk;. ,it vy;yhk; gpd;G mDkhuhy; mopf;fg;gl;ld. ,q;F Fwpg;gplg;gLk; ,e;jj; NjrkhdJ #hpa rpj;jhHj;jj;jpNy nrhy;yg;gl;l Nkfhy efuq;fs; ehd;fpy; xd;W. kpfTk; gpugy;akhd Nkfhy efuq;fs; ehd;fpy; xd;whd ,yq;fhGhp Nkfhy Nuiff;FmUfpy; ,Ue;jik vd;gJ fzpg;gpl KbfpwJ. fhuzk; me;j ehd;F efuq;fSk; mUfpy; ,Ue;jd. jw;fhy ,yq;ifNah Nkfhy Nuiff;F mjpfnjhiytpy; ,Ug;gJk; Fwpg;gplj;jf;fJ. vdNt fhyq;fis xg;gpl;Lg; ghHf;Fkplj;J ghhpa ,lkhw;wk; xd;W Vw;gl;Ls;sJ vd;Nwh> efHT> my;yJ Vida gFjp mope;J tpl;lJ vd;gNjh vkJ vz;zj;jpw;F vl;lf;$ba KbT. Nkfhy Nuif vd;gJ eHkjh ejp cw;gj;jpahFk; Njrk;> my;yJ Nkfhy vd;Dk; kiy mike;Js;s gpuNjrk; vd;W mwpf.

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2003

mEg+jp

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rPijapd; fhuzkhf ,uhtzdpd; ,uh[jhdp rpd;dhgpd;dk; Mf;fg;gl;lJ vd;gJ tuyhW. ,jw;F Kd; xU tuyhW cz;L. xU rhgj;jpd; epkpj;jNk ,e;j epfo;T eilngw;wJ. me;j rhgk; ,Jjhd;: “Frtj;[d;” vd;Dk; KdptDf;F kher Gj;jphpahfg; gpwe;jtH “Ntj tjp” tp\;ZTf;Fj; Njtpahf Ntz;Lk; vd;W tpUg;gk; nfhz;L thOq; fhyj;jpy;: jk;gd; vd;Dk; xU ,uhl;rjd; Ntjtjpiaf; fz;L kaq;fp> jdf;F kidtpahfj; jUkhW Frtj;[idf; Nfl;Lf; nfhz;lhd;. mjw;F KdptH cld;glhJ kWj;J tpl;lhH. mjdhy; kpFe;j Nfhgk; nfhz;ltdhfp jk;gd;> jdJ muf;f gyj;jhy; me;j Kdptiuf; nfhd;W Nghl;lhd;. Kdptiuf; nfhd;w ghtj;jhy;> rhgk; ngw;W mtDk; ,we;jhd;. je;ijia ,oe;j Ntjtjpia ,uhtzd; fz;L Nkhfpj;J fhktag;gl;L> mtSila tpUg;gj;jpw;F khwhf> mtisg; gyte;jg; gLj;jpdhd;. ,jdhy; Nfhgk; Nkypl;l Ntjtjp “ml ghtp> eP mtkhdk; nra;a vj;jdpj;jikahy;> vd;id Kd;dpl;L cd; Ntjidg;gLk;. mjw;fha; cyfj;jpy; Nahdptha; glhJ gpwe;J me;jg; gopiaj; jPHj;J itg;Ngd;” vd;W nrhy;yp tpOe;J ,we;J me;j clk;gpid mopj;jhs;.

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,jidf; Nfl;l ,uhtzd; me;jr; rpd;dQ;rpwpa rpRit xU Ngioapy; tpLk; Nehf;Fld;> nghd;dhy; nra;ag;gl;l xU Ngioapy; me;jf; Foe;ijia itj;Jf; flypNy tpl;lhd;. mJ kpje;J nrd;wJ. me;jg; Ngio kpje;J> kpje;J nrd;W kpjpiy ehl;Lj; Jiw Kfj;ijr; NrHe;J fiuia mile;J> kz;zpy; kiwgl;Lf; fple;jJ. jhyhl;lhf miy Xir Nfl;lJ. kpjpiy efuj;J [df kfhuh[d; gps;is tuk; Ntz;b xU ahfk; nra;Ak; Nehf;fpy; kz;iz cOj NghJ mtDila ifapy; me;jr; rpd;dQ;rpwpa rpR rpf;fpaJ. MtNyhL jdJ ahfj;jpd; gyNdh? vd;W vLj;j me;j rpRNt ,yq;if mopaf; fhuzkhd rPij vd;Dk; Ntjtjp. ,J Nghd;w Vuhsk; tuyhw;Wg; gpd;dzp ,yq;iff;F cz;L vd;gjdhy;> “mjdhy; jkJ epiyahik fz;LtpLNkh” vd;W mr;rg;gl;l ,yq;if murhSk; jw;Nghija rpq;fs muR ,e;j <o kz;lyj;ij “rpwP yq;fh” vd;W ngaH khw;Wr; nra;Js;sJ. fhyg; Nghf;fpy; ,yq;if NtW “rpwP yq;fh” NtW vd;gij epiy ehl;l vd;gNj cz;ik NghYk;.

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2003

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Njrj;jpd; Gwj;jpYk;! Njfj;jpd; mfj;jpYk;! ele;J nrd;w ghjq;fSf;F Xa;T nfhLj;J ed;wha;f; fhJ tpLj;Nj - dq;F kahdtikjp........! gl;rpfs; gwf;ftpy;iy! CHtd efutpy;iy! kuQ;nrb nfhbfs; - $l tira tpy;iy khiyAq; fhiyA khWtNj Gupatpy;iy - ngUk; kahdtikjp rpe;jg;gl;Lr; rpfg;igf; fhl;LQ; nrq;FUjpj; Jzpf;if - fspDq; fhatpy;iyr; rQ;ryg;gl;Lr; rfjpfshd mfjpfspd; fhybj;js - kpd;D kopatpy;iy!! muf;fH fspzh ztj;jhy; ,uf;fkw;w <dr; nra;ifNah !? kahdtikjp:.......! ehd; ahH? vq;fpUe;J tUfpNwd; ? ,dp naq;Nf Nghfg; NghfpNwd;....? ,q;Nf najw;fha;j; jupj;jpUf; fpNwd;? vdf;Fg;Gupatpy;iy - aij naLj;Jr; nrhy;yT khspy;iy naq;Fk; kahdtikjp!!

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kahd tikjp !! tplg;gl;l nts;isg; Gwhf;fs; nsd;d thdJ? nky;yr;nrhd;dJ ........ NtjidNaw;W Ntlk;Nghl;l ehq;fs; ... “fUq; fhf;iffs;“ NtlHfshy; ntl;lg;gl;l - nak; nts;is Nkdpfspy; tope;Njhba FUjp - aJ fha;e;J fyf;fKw;w fhf;iffs;!! ehkpg;Ngh fz;Kd; fhz;gnjy;yhk; kahdtikjp!! ahUf;F? ahUf;fhf? vd;d ele;jnjd;W kz;zpype;j kahdk; kahdk; kz;zpy; kl;Lkh? kdjpdpYe;jhd; !........ .......... ......... ....... ........ Xa;e;J jupj;jpUe;j ghjq;fs; XubnaLj;J <ubahfpj; njhlHe;jJ .... ,dp naq;Nf Nghfpwha; ...........!!!!

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cwq;fhj flik

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Gj;jgfthd; Ngrpa ghop nkhop mUfptpl;lJ. ,NaR gfthd; Ngrpa fPGW> muhikf;> vgpNua nkhopfs;kUfptpl;lJ> ,g;gb mf;fhyj;Jnkhopfs;gyTk;mope;Jtpl;lNghjpYk; gy;yhapukhz;LfSf;F Kd;Njhd;wpa jkpo; nkhop ,d;Wk; GJg; nghypTld; epiyaha; epw;fpwJ vd;why;! mJ Njt ghirNa>!! vdJ fUj;Jf;fspy; ,e;J kjr;rhuy; mbg;gilNah> fpwP]J ; tpd; kjj;J}wy; nrhuptijNah> ngsj;j kjj;jUtp toptijNah> fz;L kjthjpahff; fUjptplf;$lhJ vd;gjw;fhfNt ,jidf;$wp tptupf;f Ntz;bajhapUe;jJ. ehd; ele;j ghijfs; kpfTk; rpwpaNj. Mdhy; Mq;fhq;Nf gy re;jpfs; ,Ue;jd. mjdhy; gyjug;gl;Nlhiur; re;jpf;f NeHe;jJ ,dpf;flf;fg;NghFk; ghijapd; J}uk; vt;tsNth? ehdwpNad;. Ntjq;fNshL tho;f;iff;F vd;d njhlHG vd;W vz;zj; Njhd;wpajd; tpisNt cq;fSld; vdf;F Vw;gl;Ls;s ,e;j el;G. cwTfs; vd;gJ kdpjDila ,];lj;jpd; flTSila jpl;lj;jpy; cjakhfpwJ> ,y;iyah?

epkpj;jkd;wp

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ghHg;gtHfs; %f;fpy; tpuiy itf;fj; Njhd;WfpwJ. thiag; gpse;J mbf;fb tpopfisg; gpJf;fpAk; GUtq;fis NkYk; fPOkhf mirj;Jk;> Mr;rhpag;glj; Njhd;WfpwJ. ,y;iyah? me;jf; fhyj;jpy; fzf;fplf; fzzp ,y;iy> Rikfis ,yhtfkhfj; J}f;Ftjw;F fpiwd; (Rik J}f;fp) ,y;iy ,g;gbg; gpukhz;lkhd fiyak;rk; nghUe;jpa fl;blf; fiyapid vg;gbr; rhkHj;jpakhff; fl;b Kbj;jhHfs;.? mg;gbg;gl;l epfo;r;rp xd;W: fle;j fhyq;fspy; ehd; ,e;jpah nrd;w NghJ jQ;rhT+H (jkpo; ehl;by;) gpuNjrj;jpy; cs;s jQ;irg; nghpa Nfhtpiyg; ghHj;Jg; gpukpj;Njd;. uh[uh[Nrho kd;dd; fl;Ltpj;j MyakJ. mjpy; fiyak;rk; Vuhskhf ,Ue;jJ. ,g;gbg;gl;l gl;ljh?

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khwhf $lTk;> Nea fOtpr; fl;lg;

Mk;> mg;NghJk; NghHr; #oy; jhd;. Myaq;fspy; jQ;rk; GFNthiu tpNuhjpfs; jhf;f khl;lhHfs;. mg;gbj; jhf;fpdhYk; ghjpg;G Vw;glhj tifapy; mitfs; gpukhz;lkhf mike;jpUf;Fk;. NkYk; kdq;fs; rq;flg;gLk; NghJ kdkfpo;r;rp jUk; rpw;gf; fiyfs;> Xtpaf; fiyfs;> ftpijfs; Nghd;wdTk; me;j Myag; gFjpfspy; fhzg;gLk;. mJ xU fiyQH mike;jpUe;jJ.

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,d;W kl;Lky;y> md;Wk; kf;fs; NghHr; #oyhy; Gz;gl;lfhyNk. md;W kl;Lky;y vd;Wk; ,JNt epiy vd;W vz;zj;Njhd;Wk; mstpw;F cs;sJ ,d;iwa epiy! md;iwa #oypy; mgae;jUk; ,lkhfTk;> mghaj;jpy; ,Ue;J tpLtpf;f MWjy; jUk; jskhfTk;> kf;fs; FLk;gk;> FLk;gkhf xd;W $b xUkdg; gl;L xd;W $Lk; epykhfTk; . . . ,g;gb vj;jidNah nrhy;ypf; nfhz;L Nghfyhk;. md;W mit mtrpakhf ,Ue;jJ. Mf> Muk;g fhyk; xU fhuzj;NjhNl fhzg;gl;lJ. mz;ikf; fhyNkh myq;Nfhykhff; fplf;fpwJ. rpy Myaq;fSf;Fg; Nghdhy; ,dk; Ghpahj epk;kjp. ahUlDk; Ngrj; Njhd;Wtjpy;iy. VJk; rpe;jpf;fTk; Njhd;Wtjpy;iy rw;W Neuk; mg;gbNa ,Ue;J tplj; Njhd;Wk;. rhp Nghfyhk; vd;W vOk;Gk; NghJ jhd; ePz;l Neuk; tpuakhdJ tpsq;Fk;. “Neuk; NghdNj njhpatpy;iy” vd;W Gwg;glj; Njhd;Wk;. Mdhy; kdJf;Fs; xU epk;kjp . . . . ! xU mikjp . . . . ! xU MWjy;. vdf;Fj; njhpe;j> vd;dhy; czHe;j me;jg; ghi\A+u; me;NjhdpahH MyaKk;> Mr;rpukk; MyaKk;> epidtpy; ePq;fhjit! ,uz;L Myaq;fSf;Fk; ehd; jdpikapy; NghNtd;. jpUg;gyp ,y;yhj Neuq;fspy; mikjpahf ,Ue;J tpl;L tUNtd; - ngUk; jpUg;jpNahL! kdjpy; rQ;ryk; ,Uf;Fk; NghJ mq;Nf Nghdhy; md;idapd; kbapy; gLj;J cwq;f md;idapd; tpuy;fs; jiy Nfhjp tpLtJ Nghy;> ,ilapilNa te;J jPz;Lk; fly; fhw;W me;j me;NjhdpahH Nfhtpypy; vdf;Ff; fpilf;Fk;. mJ xU jdpr; Rfk;. mg;gbNa ePz;l Neuk; fopj;J tpLNtd;. mq;F ,Uf;Fk; NghJ R&gq;fis urpg;gjpy;iy> te;J NghFk; kdpjHfisg; ghHg;gjpy;iy mikjpaha; tpopfis %b ,Uf;ifapy; mkHe;J tpLNtd;. mjpy; xU ngUk; epk;kjp. ,Jjhd; uprpfSk;> kfhd;fSk; nra;Ak; jpahdk; vd;W vz;zj; Njhd;Wk;.

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Neha;tha;g;gl;ltd; itj;jpaidj; NjLtJNghy; vdJ kdtUj;jj;jpw;F> Jd;gk;> rQ;ryk; tUk;NghJ vdf;F mJ xU ey;y itj;jparhiy. mikjpaha; ,Ug;gNj ey;y kUj;Jtk;. ,j;jifa Myaq;fisf; nfhz;l kjq;fspd; nraw;ghL kdpjHfspd; MNuhf;fpaj;jpw;Fr; nrhy;Yk; topfis myRtNj ,e;jg; gFjpapd; Nehf;fk;. “Nehaw;w tho;Nt> Fiwaw;w nry;tk;” ,y;iyah! fhuzk; Ghpe;J fhhpaq;fisr; nra;a Ntz;Lk; vd;gNj vdJ cs;sf; fpswy;. ahUk; VjhtJ nra;Ak; NghJ mjw;fhd fhuzq;fisf; Nfl;Lf; nfhz;Nl ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk;. xt;nthU kjq;fs; nrhy;Yk; topghl;bYk; xt;nthU mHj;jk; ,Uf;fj;jhd;nra;fpwJ.mjd;mHj;jj;ijg; Ghpe;J nfhz;NlhNkahdhy; mtw;iw mjp rpuj;ijAlDk;>mtw;wpd; gf;Ftj;JlDk;>nra;a ehkhfNt Kide;J tpLNthk;. mij mwpe;Jjhd; “Myak; njhOtJ rhyKk; ed;W vd;W nkhop cz;L. mjd; fhuzj;ij mwpahky; Nghdjdhy; ,d;iwa ,sQ; rKjhak; ,g;gbAk; nrhy;fpwJ. “Myak; njhOtJ Ntiy kpdf;NfL” cs;sJ!

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nksdk; INuhg;gpa ehLfspy; ehfhPf tsHr;rpf;Fg; ngaH ngw;w ehlhf gpuhd;]; Njrk; Fwpg;gplg; gLfpwJ. me;j Njrg; ghi\ahd gpnuQ;R nkhopapidg; gy ehLfs; xg;ge;jq;fis Nkw;nfhs;tjw;Fg; gad; gLj;Jfpd;wd.

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kdpjdpd; MAl;fhyk; ruhrhp 120 tUlq;fs; vd;W itj;Jf; nfhz;lhy;> tpjptpyf;fha; rpy cyf mjpraq;fs; epfo;tJk; cz;L. kdpjDila MAl; fhyj;Jld; xg;gpLk; NghJ kpUfq;fSila MAl; fhyk; mjpf tUlq;fs;. kuq;fSila MAl; fhyq;fNshL xg;gpLk; ,lj;J kiyfSf;F MAl; fhyk; kpf kpf mjpfk;. fhuzk; mit nksdkhf ,Ug;gNj. gbg;gbahf kdpjDila nraw;ghl;by; ,Ue;J kpUfq;fs; Fiwthfg; NgRfpd;wd. kpUfq;fistpl kuq;fs; mire;J ,lk; efHe;J jk;Kila nraw; ghl;ilf; fhl;Ltjpy;iy. mjpYk; kiy ,lk; tpl;L efHtNjh> NgRtNjh ,y;iy. nksdj;jpw;F MASk;> $l MNuhf;fpaKk; $l. kdpjDila tho;ehspy; miug; gFjp J}f;fj;jpYk; kPjp miug; gFjpapy; mjpfkhd msT NgRtjpYNk fhyk; fle;J tpLfpd;wJ. xU rpyNgH J}f;fj;jpy; $l NgRtij epWj;j khl;lhHfs;. ,d;Dk; rpyH kw;wtHfs; J}q;Fk; tiuapy; Ngr;ir epWj;jkhl;lhHfs;. xU Kiw es;spuT mtUila njhiyNgrp xypj;jJ> mtH xU kj NghjfH. njhiyNgrpj; njhlHig Vw;gLj;jpatH NtW ahUky;y mtUila Nghjidiaf; Nfl;Fk; xU thbf;ifahsNu! “vd;d ,e;j uhj;jphpapNy” vd;W Nfl;lhH Ngr;rhsH. “,d;W khiy ePq;fs; Mw;wpa ciuia kPz;Lk; xU Kiw ,g;NghJ njhiyNgrpapy; nrhy;y Ntz;Lk; ” vd;W Nfl;lhH gf;jH. Ngr;rhsupd; jw;ngUikf;Fk;> kfpo;r;rpf;Fk; mstpy;iy. eL uhj;jphpapYk; jd;Dila Nghjidiaf; Nfl;gjpy; xUtUf;F MHtk; ,Ug;gnjd;why; ehd; rpwe;j Ngr;rhsd; vd;w fHtk; mtUf;F ,Ue;Jk;> me;j ,urpfhplNk ,J gw;wpf; Nfl;L tplyhk; vd;W Nfl;lhH.

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“eLuhj;jphpapy; Nfl;Fk; mstpw;F vdJ Ngr;R rpwg;ghf mike;jpUe;jjh” vd;W> vjpH Kidapy; ,Ue;J te;j eghpd; tpil ,tUf;Fj; J}f;fp thhpg; Nghl;lJ. mg;gb vd;d nrhd;dhH me;j Ms;?. “mg;gb xd;Wk; ,y;iyAq;f khiy ePq;fs; ciu Mw;w Muk;gpj;jJk; rpwpJ Neuj;jpy; ey;yhj; Jhf;fk; te;jJ. mJ NghyNt ,g;g vdf;Fj; Jhf;fk; tuhjjhy; ePq;fs; Ngr;ir Muk;gpj;jhy; J}f;fk; te;J tpLk; vd;gjhy; jhd; Nfl;Nld;” vd;whH. NgRtjpYk; gy topfs; ,Uf;fpd;wd. mjpfk; mul;il mbg;gtHfisg; ghHj;J INah! ,td; xU mWitf; “Nf];” vd;W nrhy;yp tpLNthk;. xd;WNk Ngrhky; ,Ug;gtHfisg; ghHj;J> ghHj;jh Cik khjphp Mdhy; Ms; gaq;fug; NgHtop NghypUf;Fk; vd;W KbT fl;b tpLNthk;. thHj;ijfis tpLNthiu vil NghLtjpYk; ghHf;f nksdpia vil NghLtJ kpfTk; fbdk;. fhuzk; mHj;jk; gyTz;L. kiyfspy; jpahdk; nra;Ak; KdptHfisg; ghHj;jpUg;gPHfs;: ,y;iy> ,y;iyf; Nfl;bUg;gPHfs;> fijfspy; thrpj;Jk; ,Ug;gPHfs; . mtHfSila MAs; kpfTk;!> kpfTk; mjpfk;. Mdhy; mtHfSf;F czT FiwT> cil FiwT> ciwAs; FiwT MAs; kl;Lk; epiwT. mtHfspd; tjptplk; “a/c” nfhz;ljhfNth> “heater” cs;sjhfNth ,Ug;gjpy;iy. ntWk; “o/c” kl;Lk; jhd;. NgRtjw;Ff;$l kiyfSk;> kuq;fSk;> kpUfq;fSk;> gwitfSk; fpilf;FNk jtpu kdpjHfs; fpilf;f khl;lhHfs;. Mdhy; rhjhuz kdpjHfSf;Fj; njhpAk; tplaj;ij tpl mtHfSf;Fj; njhptJ mjpfk;. rhjhuz kdpjUf;Ff; fpilf;Fk; epk;kjpia tpl mtHfSf;Ff; fpilf;Fk; epk;kjp mjpfk;. “mtHfs; Qhdpfs;. . . . ! Vd; vd;why; nksdpfs;”.

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mjw;fhf mtHfisg; Nghy; fhl;Lf;Nfh> kiyfSf;Nfh Nghfr; nrhy;ytpy;iy. Ngrhky; nksdkhf ,Uf;fTk; nrhy;ytpy;iy. vdf;Fj; njhpe;j xUtH mtiuf; ftpQH vd;W gl;lk; nfhLj;Jg; ghuhl;bdhHfs;. mtH ikf;ifg; gpbj;jhy; NghJk;> epfo;r;rp jd;NdhL kl;Lk; Kbe;J tpl;lhy; vd;d? vd;W Nfl;gJ Nghy; mtUila vz;zk;. vq;fSila ghlrhiyapy; xU thj;jpahH> mtH gbg;gpg;gJ Mq;fpyk;. Mdhy; mofpa jkpo; cr;rhpg;Gf;fs;. mtH Nkilapy tw;GWj;jypd; NghpNy VWthH> vdpDk; NgRk; thHj;ijfs; Kj;Jf;fs; Nghy; vy;N;yhuhYk; tuNtw;fggLk;. Mdhy; kpfr; nrhw;g epkplj; jpNy ey;y fUj;jpid eh#f;fha;r; nrhy;yp tpl;L gyUila kdjpy; ,lk; gpbj;J tpLthH. vq;fSila JH mjpH\;lk; mtH ,e;jg; G+kpapy; ,y;iy! “xU Ntz;Lk;.

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ek;kpy; gyH epidg;gJz;L> NgRk; NghJ tha; kl;Lk; NehFk; vd;W> mjpy; rpW khw;wk;. thAk; NehFk; thAk; NrHj;Jj; njhz;ilNahL mb tapW $lr; #NlwptpLk;. ,jdhy; vOfpd;w #l;bd; fhuzkhfj; njhz;il fha;e;J tpLk;. rw;W ePH mUe;jpaTld; nfhQ;rk; mlq;fp tpLk;. mjpfg; Ngr;rpd; fhuzkhf mb tapW #NlWtjhy; czT tpiutpy; [Puzpj;J kPz;Lk; kPz;Lk; grp Njhd;Wk; - ,jdhy;jhd; Ngrpf; nfhz;Nl rhg;gplyhk; mg;gbg; Ngrpf; nfhz;Nl rhg;gpl;lhy; epiwar; rhg;gplyhk; vd;W ,g;g gyH nrhy;tijf; Nfl;bUf;fpNwd;. ehDk; gy jlit mg;gbr; nrhd;dJz;L. ,e;jr; nraw;ghl;lhy; vd;d MfpwJ vd;why;> czT mjpfk; nry;yr; nry;y tapW ngUj;J tz;b ghidahfp tpLfpwJ. ,jdhy; vq;fSila Kd;NdhH “rhg;gpLk; NghJ Ngr Ntz;lhk;” vd;W NgRthHfs; (jpl;LthHfs;).

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mg;gbr; nrhy;tjw;F ,d;DnkhU fhuzKk; cz;L. NgRk;NghJ thahy; $l %r;R tUfpwJ. Rthrf; Foha;f;Fk;> tha;f;Fk; ,ilapy; ,Uf;fpd;w thry; jpwe;J %Lk;> czT cz;Zk; NghJ czTf; Foha; jpwe;J %Lk;. ,jdhy; Ngrpf; nfhz;L rhg;gpl;lhy; czT Rthrf; Foha;f;Fs; nrd;W Giu VwptpLk; vd;gJk; xU fhuzk;. mg;gbg; Giu Vwpatiug; ghHf;Fk; NghJ rLjpapy; VNjNjh epidg;ngy;yhk; te;J tpLk;. mt;tsT mghafukhdJ. ,jw;F kjq;fs; gy topfspy; ,lk; mspf;fpd;wJ. mjpfkhfg; NgRtjpYk; ghHf;f mjpfkhff; fpufpj;Jf; nfhs;syhk; my;yth? mJ ed;ik gaf;Fk; my;yth? ,jdhNyNa G+i[ Ntisfspy; FUf;fs; NgRtjpYk; ghHf;fg; gf;jHfs; Nfl;gjpy; Kd;Dhpik nfhLj;Js;sJ kjq;fs;. vtw;iwahtJ Nfl;Lf; nfhz;bUg;gjhy; grpiaf; Fiwj;J tplyhk;> khwhfg; Ngrpf; nfhz;bUe;jhy; grp ,d;Dk; mjpfkhfpf; nfhz;Nl ,Uf;Fk;. “nrtpf;Fz tpy;yhj Ngho;J rpwpJ tapw;Wf;Fk; <ag; gLk;”. (412) vd;fpwJ Fws; vj;jidNah ,yf;fpa E}y;fs; ,Ue;j NghjpYk; mit vy;yhtw;iwAk; tpl jpUf;Fws; mjpf Kd;dplj;ijg; ngw;wJ. mjpf nkhopfspy; nkhop vd;why; mjw;Ff; fhuzk;:

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,uz;Nl thpfspy;> VNo thHj;ijapy; Vuhskhd ,yf;fpaf; fUj;Jf;fis ,uz;lhapuj;J Kg;gJ Mz;LfSf;F Kd;gpUe;Nj vLj;J ,ak;gpaJ> ,d;Dk; nghUe;jf; $bajhf ,Ug;gNj. ,d;Dk; nrhy;yg; Nghdhy;

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“fy;yh jtUk; edpey;yH fw;whHKd; nrhy;yh jpUf;fg; ngwpd;.” (403) eP mjpfkhfg; Ngrp> Nkijfs; ,Uf;Fk; mitapy; (Nkilapy;) Kl;lhs; vd;gij ep&gpj;J tplhNj. Rthurpakhf ,ijr; nrhy;y ,d;ndhU Kiw cz;L. ePq;fs; fhjy; tiyapy; rpf;fpaJz;lh? mg;gb vd;why; tpiutpy; Ghpe;J tpLk;. fhjyhpd; nksdj;jpYk;> fz;[hilapYk; mjpfkha;g; NgRtjpy; ,Ug;gjpy;iyNa!

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gy ,yf;fpaq;fs;> ,jpfhrq;fs;> Guhzq;fs; vd;gtw;wpy; fhjiyf; fhkj;Jld; xg;gpLtjpy;iy> mJ $l xU tifj; jpahdNk. mjdhyj;; jhd; mwk; vd;w ngaUk; toq;fg; gLfpd;wJ. fhjy; vd;w fUjg;gLfpd;wJ.

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gpukr;rhhpahf ,Uf;Fk; NghJ mtidg; gw;wp VNjNjh NgrpatHfs; vy;yhk;> ,g;NghJ rk;rhhpahfp mtd; rk;rhuj;Jld; tPjpapy; NghFk; NghJ mtDf;Ff; fpilf;Fk; nfsutNk jdp........! fhuzk; mtd; mwj;jpy; ,wq;fp tpl;lhd;. jpUkzj;jpw;F Kd; xU ngz;Zld; NghFk; NghJ JLf;Fg; ghHitAk;> jLf;Fg; Ngr;Rk;!> fhuzk;!? mij mwkhf kw;wtHfs; Vw;Wf; nfhs;tjpy;iy. r%fk; Vw;fTk; kWf;fpwJ. Vuhskhd NgH ,y;ywj;ij ey;ywkhfr; rpuNkw;gijj; jtpHj;J mjd; kfpo;r;rpiaj; jtpHj;J tho;f;ifia kpjpg;gij ,d;W gy FLk;gq;fspy; fhzf;$bajhf cs;sJ.

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,tw;wpw;Ff; fhuzk; vd;dntd;W ghHj;jhy; fztd; E}W thHj;ij Ngrpdhy; kidtp mWE}W thHj;ij> kidtp mWE}W thHj;ij vd;why; fztd; mij tpl Nky;! mjpfkha;g; Ngrp mjpfkha; cz;L mjpfkha; cioj;J mjpfkha;g; gzk; NrHj;J mjpf tpiuTlNd MAs; Kbe;J tpLfpd;wJ. ,tw;iwg; gf;Ftg; tFj;J ,Uf;fpd;wJ.

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vdJ Nfhgj;ijf; fl;Lg; gLj;j xUthplk; MNyhrid Nfl;Nld;. mthplk; vdf;F xU kjpg;Gk; md;Gk; ,Uf;fpwJ vd;gJ mtUf;F ed;wha;j; njhpAk;. mjw;F mtH nrhd;dhH vd;id epidj;Jf; nfhz;L gj;J vz;Zq;fs;. mjw;Fs; Nfhgk; MwptpLk;. mg;gbAk; Mwhtpl;lhy; gpwF ePq;fs; vd;d nra;a Ntz;LNkh mtw;iwr; nra;Aq;fs; vd;whH. ,jidg; gy jlit ehd; gad;gLj;jpg; ghHj;J ntw;wpAk; fz;Ls;Nsd;. jtwha;g; gyH vd;kPJ Fiw $Wk; NghJ ehd; vdJ thia mlf;fp tpLNtd;. kdJf;Fs; gj;J vz;ZNtd; NgrpatHfs; Ngha; tpLthHfs;. gpwF xU ehs; mJ jtW ,y;iy vd;gij czHe;J vd;dplk; kd;dpg;Gk; Nfl;bUf;fpwhHfs;. (xU rpyH kl;Lk;) nksdk; tho;f;ifapy; xU gykhd MNuhf;fpaj;jpw;F kjq;fs; fhl;Lk; mbj;jsk;.

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kdpjHfs; kl;Lky;y caphpdq;fs; midj;Jk; ,ir vd;why;> mjpy; ,uridAld; ,Ue;J tpLfpwJ. me;j ,iriag; gw;wpr; rpe;jpj;jhy;!? me;j ,irapd; rj;jj;jpw;F vt;tsT Kf;fpaj;Jtk; cz;Nlh> mijtpl Nkyhd xU nraw;ghL me;j ,irapy; cs;s eprg;jj;jpw;F cz;L. Mdhy; mij ahUk; mwpe;J nfhs;tjpy;iy. me;j eprg;jk; ,y;iynad;why; rj;jj;jpd; ntspg;ghL ve;j tpj Vw;wj; jho;Tk; ,d;wp xNu rPuhd mirTlNd ntspg;gLk; me;jr; rj;jk; ,urpg;Gj; jd;ikf;F mw;wjhfp tpLk;. nksdk; jw;ngUik nfhs;shJ: me;jg; gf;Ftj;ij ehk; ngWtjw;F kjq;fs; xt;nthU topfshf mikj;Jf; nfhLf;fpwJ. fpwP]j ; tHfs; jgRfhyq;fspy; nraw;ghLfspy; <LgLtJz;L. ehd; nfhz;bUf;fpNwd;.

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mq;F xUtUld; xUtH NgRtjpy;iy. czTk; kpfr;nrhw;gk;. mjpYk; Urpf;F ,lkpy;iy. xWj;jy; vd;W ngaH xU rpy Fwpg;Gfs; mq;F elg;gijg; gw;wp vLf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;gJ Kd; $l;bNa midthpw;Fk; nfhLf;fg; gl;l fl;lis. ,e;j Qhd xLf;fk; %d;W ehs; eil ngw;wJ. (xU Kiw nrd;wjpy;) me;j tpl;lJ.

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rk;gpujhak;”

INuhg;gpa ehLfspy; thOk;- Fwpg;ghf ,yq;ifj; jkpoH> ,e;jpa ehl;ltH Nghd;Nwhiug; ghHj;J> INuhg;gpaHfspy; gyH Nfl;Fk; Vuhskhd Nfs;tpfspy; xd;W new;wpapy; ,Uf;Fk; nghl;L gw;wpaJk; MFk;. mJ vq;fSila fyhrhuk; vd;W xU rpyH nrhy;yp tpLtJz;L. ,d;W gy INuhg;gpaHfSk; “];iuy;” (Style ) vd;w ngahpy; mtw;iw n[hypf;Fk; tz;zk; itj;jpUg;gijg; ghHj;jpUf;fpNwd;.

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fyhrhuk;> gz;ghL vd;gJ cz;ikjhd; me;jf;fyhrhuk; gz;ghL vd;gtw;wpw;Fj; jf;f tpjkhd fhuzfhhpak; epr;rakhf cz;L vd;gij ahUk; kwe;Jk; kWj;JtplNtz;lhk;. gyH gy gonkhopfSf;Fj; jtwhd fUj;Jf;fisf; Fwpj;J itj;jpUg;gijg; ghHf;fpNwd;. gz;ila jkpo;r; nrhw;fs; ,d;iwa jkpOld; xg;gpLk; NghJ gy nghUs; nfhz;l fbd thf;fpakhfg; gpuNahfpj;jdH. mjdhy; ,d;W xU rpytw;wpw;F vkf;F tpsq;Fk; tpsf;fj;jpYk; ghHf;f> NtW nghUj;jkhd tpsf;fKk; ,Uf;ff; $Lk; vd;gij ,g;NghJ ehd; xU cjhuzj;jpy; fhl;LfpNwd;. “kz; Fjpiu ek;gp Mw;wpy; ,wq;fhNj” vd;W nrhy;yf; Nfs;tpg; gl;bUg;gPHfs;. ,jw;Fg;gyH nrhy;Yk; nghUs; kz;zhy; nra;ag;gl;l Fjpiuia ek;gp Mw;wpy; ,wq;ff; $lhJ. mg;gb ,wq;fpdhy; kz; fiue;J tpLk; vd;Wk;> Mw;wpy; %o;fptplNeUk; vd;Wk; tpsf;FtH. ,J vj;jid J}uk; Vw;Wf; nfhs;sf; $banjhd;W> kz; Fjpiuapid Kl;lhs; ,y;iyNa!>

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Vd; ,g;gb ,jw;Fg; nghUs; ,Ue;jpUf;fyhk; my;yth? vg;gb?. . . . . . kz; Fjpiu (FjpH) vd;gJ jPil> jPil vd;gJ kd;dhUf;Fk; ,uhNk];tuj;jpw;Fk; ,ilapy; gy jPilfs; (Gl;bfs;) flYf;Fs; ,Ug;gjhfTk;> mj;jPilfis ,uhkH fhyj;jpy; ghyk; NghLtjw;F jpl;lk; Nghlg; gl;ljhfTk; xU tuyhW. mJty;y mtrpak; mq;F jPil ,Ug;gJjhd; mtrpak;. mg;gbg; gl;l kz; Fk;gpfs; xU rpW jPT Nghy fhl;rp mspf;Fk;. Mw;wpy; $l “kpahe;jH” tisT vd;W xU gFjpia Gtpapaypy; cjhuzkhff; Fwpg;gplyhk;.

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mit vy;yhk; efuf; $bait. mJ Nghy Mw;wpy; fhzg;gLk; xU rpW jPT Nghd;w kz; Fjpiu ek;gp Mw;wpy; ,wq;fp tplhNj mg;gb ,wq;fpdhy; mJ Mw;Wf;Fs;Ns nrhhpe;J Mis ePUf;Fs;Ns nfhz;L Ngha; tpLk; vd;gJ cz;ik. Mf> kz; FjpH vd;gjw;F tpsf;fk; kz; Fjpiu vd;W tpsq;fpajhy;. ek;gKbahj rpy fUj;Jf;fSk; ek;kpilNa epytj;jhd; nra;fpd;wJ ,y;iyah? gonkhopfspYk; rhp> ghuk;ghpaj;jpYk; rhp xU fhuzg; nghUj;jk; ,Uf;fj;jhd; nra;fpwJ. rhpahd fhuzj;ijf; fz;Ls;stHfs;> vd;W ghHg;gij tpl nghUj;jkhd fUj;ij ,d;iwa #o;epiyapy; gphpj;Jg; ghHf;f Ntz;bAs;Nshk;. Vd;> vjw;F> vd;w Nfs;tpfis xt;nthd;Wf;Fk; NfSq;fs;. Nfs;tp Nfl;lhy; mjw;Fg; gjpy; fpilf;fNt nra;Ak;. tplh Kaw;rpaha;f; NfSq;fs; gpwhplj;jpy;> NfSq;fs; fpilf;ftpy;iy vd;why; cq;fsplk; NfSq;fs;. kw;wtUf;Fj; njhpahj gy tp\aq;fs; cq;fs; cs;Ns mlq;fpf; fplf;fpwJ mijj; jl;b vOg;gpf; NfSq;fs;. “njhl;lidj; J}Wk; kzw; Nfzp khe;jHf;Ff; fw;widj; J}Wk; mwpT.” (396) mg;gb vd;idah Nfl;fr; nrhy;Yfpwha; vd;W gyH vd;idf; Nfl;gJ njhpfpwJ. INuhg;gpaH vk;ikr; rpy Nfs;tp Nfl;Fk; NghJ jhd; ,j;jid ehSk; ,e;jf; Nfs;tpAk; mjw;fhd tpilgw;wpAk; rpe;jpf;fhj vq;fs; rpe;jid Gyg;gLk;. new;wpapy; nghl;L> cly; epiwa eif jq;fj;jpy;> fhypy; ryq;if> xd;W $ly; nfhz;lhl;lq;fs;> khiy MW kzpf;Fg; gpd;dH tPl;ilf; $l;Ljy; $lhJ> cuypd; Nky; mkHe;jpUf;ff; $lhJ> efk; fbf;Fk; gof;fk; ehrkha;g; Nghdtdpd; nray;> tpG+jp>

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re;jdk;> kuq;fSf;Ff; fPNo gps;isahH rpiy %d;W jlit Rw;wpdhy; gps;isg; ghf;fpak; ,J Nghd;W. . . . . . Vuhsk;!! ,d;wpy; ,Ue;J md;whlk; Nkw;nfhs;Sk; xt;nthd;wpw;Fk; fhuzj;ijj; NjLq;fs;.

nraw;ghLfs;

nghUj;jkhd fhuzj;ijj; Njb tpl;BHfs; vd;why; mijj; njhlHe;J Nkw;nfhs;Sq;fs;. ,y;iy vd;why; fhuzk; njhpAk; tiu mtw;iwj; js;sp itj;jhy; vd;d vd;W vz;zj; Njhd;WfpwJ. mz;ikapy; xU rpdpkhg; glk; ghHj;Njd;. mjpy; xU igad; gpwe;jjpd Nff;if ntl;l Maj;jg; gLj;Jfpwhd;. mg;NghJ vhpe;J nfhz;bUf;Fk; nkOFjphpia mizj;J tpl;Lf; Nff;if ntl;LtJjhNd tof;fk;! mtd; Nfl;lhd; xU Nfs;tp Nff;if ntl;LtJ ok. But vjw;fhf nkOFjphpia mizf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;W> ,e;jf; fl;lk;T.V apy; Ngha;f; nfhz;bUf;Fk; NghJ vy;NyhUk; vd;idj; jpUk;gpg; ghHj;jhHfs;. ,Nj Nfs;tpiag; gyjlit ehd; vq;fs; tPl;by; elf;Fk; gpwe;j jpdq;fspy; Nfl;L tpthjk; tpghPjkhfTk; Ngha; ,Uf;fpwJ mjdhy;jhd;! new;wpf; fz; .. .. new;wpf; fz;. . . vd;W Nfs;tpg; gl;bUg;gPHfs;. rpt ngUkhdpd; new;wpf;fz; ghHitapdhy; ef;fPuiu (kJiuj; jkpo;r; rq;fj; jiyikg; GytH) vhpj;jhH vd;W Guhzq;fspy; tUfpwJ. me;j new;wpf;fz; NtW xd;Wk; itf;Fk; Fq;Fkj;jpd; ,Ug;gple;jhd;

,y;iy.

vq;fs;

ngz;fs;

(gy ngz;fs; fhuzk; Gupahky; new;wpapy; kl;Lky;y fOj;J cr;rp vd;nwy;yhk; jpyfkpl;Lf; nfhs;fpd;wdH. mjdhy; “jpyfkpLkplk; vJ”? vd;W Nfl;lhYk; jg;gpy;iy). me;j ,lj;ijr; RopKid vd;W nrhy;thHfs;. Qhdpfs; xU ,lj;jpy; ,Ue;J NtW ,lj;jpy; elg;gtw;iw ,e;jf; fz; (Rop Kid) nfhz;Nl ghHj;jdH.

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“fpg;ehl;rk;” nra;Ak; xUtH kw;wtiu kaf;Ftjw;F ,e;j ,lk; nghpJk; cjTfpwJ. mg;gb kaf;f KaYk; NghJ Fq;Fkg; nghl;L itj;jpUf;Fk; xUtiu ,yFtpy; RopKidapid Nehf;f KbahJ. mjdhy; kl;Lkd;wp> gy fhuzq;fs; cz;L. ,utpy; vOk;gp elg;gtHfisg; ghHj;jpUf;fpwPHfs; (epj;jpiuapy;) mtHfs; ve;jg; nghUs; ,Ue;jhYk; mjpy; jlf;Fg;glhky; jlk; vLj;J itg;ghHfs;. Mdhy; ,uz;L tpopfSk; %bNa ,Uf;Fk;. vdpDk; mtHfs; ghHit ,Ug;gtHfisg; NghyNt nraw; gLthHfs;. me;j Ntisapy; mtHfs; ,e;j RopKid %ykhfNt ghHf;fpwhHfs;. me;jr;RopKidf;F midj;J euk;G kz;l yq;fSlDk; njhlHGk;> %isAld; neUq;fpa njhlHGk; ,Ug;gjhy; me;j ,lj;ijg; ghJfhg;ghf itj;jpUg;gjw;F mbf;fb njhl;Lf; nfhs;s Ntz;Lk; vd;gjw;fhfTk; ,e;jg;nghl;L itf;fg;gLfpwJ. Nkw; nrhy;yg;gl;l tpsf;fk; xU fhuzj;jpw;fhfNt nghl;L itf;fpwhHfs; vd;gij Vw;Wf; nfhs;sf; $bajhfTs;sjhNy> ,Jjhd; rhpahdJ vd;W nrhy;y Kaw;rpf;ftpy;iy. ,J nghUj;jkhdjhf ,Uf;fpwjy;yth? NkYk; jpUkzk; MdtHfs; rpfg;G tHzj;jpYk; kw;wtHfs; NtW tHzq;fspYk; itf;Fk; NghJ ,d;ndhU epfo;r;rpAk; njspthfpwJ. jpUkzkhd ngz;izg; ghHj;jJk;> mts; ,l;l nre;jpyfj;ijg; ghHj;jJk;> mtSf;Ff; nfhLf;fg;gl Ntz;ba khpahijiaf; nfhLf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;gijr; nrhy;yhky; nrhy;tJ Nghy; ,y;iyah! xU ghly; xd;W xypf;fpwJ. “Ntg;gku cr;rpapy; epd;W Ngnahd;W MLnjd;W” me;jg; ghlypd; ruzk; ,g;gbg; NghfpwJ fhuzk; njhpahtpl;lhy; mJ %l ek;gpf;if. mjw;fhd fhuzk; Ghpe;J tpl;lhy; Gj;jprhyp. eP Gj;jp rhypahfNt ele;J nfhs;. Ntg;gkuj;jpy; Nga; epw;fpwJ vd;W nrhy;yg; gak; cWj;jpaijAk; ghHj;jpUf;fpNwd;> Nga; gpbj;jtd; vd;W nrhy;yp Ntg;gpiyahy; NgNahl;baijAk; ghHj;jpUf;fpNwd;.

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Mdhy; ve;j Ntg;gkuj;jpYk; gfypy; Nga; epw;gjhfr; nrhd;dijNah ,utpy; Ntg;gpiyiaf; nfhz;L xspj; njhFg;G elj;Jtjw;F Jz;bf;fg;gl;l ,iy ,lq; nfhLj;jdNth mwpNad;. ,utpy; ntspaplg; gLfpd;w thAthdJ kdpjdpd; Rthrj;ijg; ghjpg;gjhy; mtDila Rthrg;ig Nfl;fg;gLk; xl;rprdpd; (O2 tpd;) msT Nghjhikahy; %r;Rj; jpzwp ,wf;f NehpLk;. mJ fz;fSf;Fj; njhpahj xU nraw;ghlhifahy; mij tpsf;FtJ fbdk; vd;w vz;zj;jhy; rpWtHfSf;F me;j nraw;ghl;ilr; nrhy;yp ,utpy; mjw;F mz;ikapy; Nghtjidj; jw;fhypfkhfj; jilia Vw;gLj;jp tpLtH. tsHe;J mjw;fhd fUj;jpid tpsq;fptpLthd; vd;W nghpatHfs; epidj;jhy;> mjpf Kl;lhshf mtd; khwp tpLfpwhd;. mJNt %l ek;gpf;iff;F toptFf;fpwJ. nghpatHfs; nrhy;tijf; Nfs;tpNfl;Fk; tajpy;$lf; Nfl;fhkNy mtd; tho;T mope;J tpLfpwJ. mtDf;F mLj;j re;jjpapdUf;F ,J Kd;NdhH thf;F vd;gJ kl;LNk kpr;rk;. vkJ gz;ghL fyhrhuk; ghuk;ghpaq;fs; vy;yhk; MNuhf;fpa tho;tpw;F topNa NfhUfpwJ. me;jg; gz;ghL fyhrhu ghuk;ghpak; kjj;ijj; jOtpapUg;gJ Fwpg;gplj; jf;fJ. vdNt kjq;fspd; xt;nthU nraYila mHj;jj;jpidAk; Ghpe;J> njspe;J nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;. ,uT Neuq;fspy; czTg; nghUl;fis vLj;Jr; nry;Yk;NghJ xU fhpj;Jz;L xd;iw Chpy; nfhLj;J tpLthHfs;. mjw;F vd;d fhuzk;> fhpj;Jz;ilf; fz;lhy; Nga; gae;J tpLkh vd;d? kdpjHfSf;Fg; gag;glhj Nga; vhpe;J Nghd xU kuf;fl;ilf;Fg; gag;gl;L tpLkh? rpe;jpj;jhy; mJ %lek;gpf;ifahf ,y;iyah> mg;gb vd;why; fhuzk; vd;d?.

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gfypy; fz;fSf;Fg; Gyg;glhj Vuhskhd rk;gtq;fs; ,utpy; Gyg;gl;L tpLk;. gfypy; ,Uf;Fk; ntspr;rk; NghdJk; ,utpy; tPLfspy; xsp Vw;WfpNwhk;. kpd; Fkpopid vhpar; nra;fpNwhk;. vhpAk; kpd; Fkpopidr; #oTs;s fz;zhbapid cilj;J tpl;lhy; vd;dthFk;? vhpAk; jd;ikapid me;j kpd;Fkpo; ,oe;J tpLk;. mg;gb vd;why; me;jf; FkpOf;Fs; ,Ue;jJ ,y;iy fz;fSf;F xd;Wk; njhpatpy;iy.

vd;d?

xd;Wk;

mjw;Fs; ,Ue;j xU tifahd thANt kpd; cjtpAld; vq;fSf;F ntspr;rk; je;jJ. mj;jifa thAf;fs; vq;fpUf;fpd;wd? ehk; gad; gLj;Jk; midj;jpYk; ,Uf;fpd;wd. fhw;W vd;W nrhy;fpNwhNk mjpy; ,Uf;fpd;wd. mg;gbg; gl;l thAf;fs; VNjh xU re;jHg;gj;jpy; ,utpy; vq;fs; fz;fSf;Fg; Gyg;gl;L tpLk;. mijf; fz;lJk; VJk; mwpahjtHfs; mjw;Ff; nfhLj;j ngaH “nfhs;sptha;g;gprhR” ,g;gbg;gl;l thA mr;rq;fisg; Nghf;fNt cztpy; fhpj;Jz;L> me;jf;fhpj; Jz;L vd;d nra;J tpLk; nghprh! nra;Ak;! xU rpy thAf;fisj; jd;Ds;Ns ,Oj;J tpLk;. ,J Nghd;W xt;nthU eltbf;iff;Fk; xt;nthU ,Uf;fj;jhd; nra;fpwJ. ,e;J kjj;jpy; Vuhsk; flTs;fs;>

tpsf;fk;

rpe;jpj;jhy; xt;nthU mg;ghw; gl;l nray;fSf;Fk; kdpjdhy; toq;fg; gLk; ngaH flTs;. mg;ngaH nfhz;l flTs;fshf topgLfpd;wdH jkpoH. cjhuzkhf capH vOj;Jf;fs; gd;dpnuz;L> nka;naOj;Jf;fs; gjpndl;L> MAj vOj;J xd;W. ,Jjhd; ekf;Fj; njhpANk!

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,d;ndhd;W njhpAkh? jkpo;f; flTs; KUff; flTs; vd;gJ. mJTk; njhpANk> nrhy;yf; fhuzk;?

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mJjhd; njhpahNj! KUfd;>; MW cUtkhf ,Ue;j Foe;ijiag; ghHtjp ms;sp mizf;f XH clyhdJ MW jiyfSk; gd;dpnuz;L iffSk; nfhz;l Ntytd; KUfd; ,J vd;d fij ,J! f\;lkhf ,Uf;fpwjy;yth? Vw;Wf; nfhs;sr; rpukkhf ,Uf;fpwjy;yth? %l ek;gpf;ifNghy; Njhd;Wfpwjy;yth?....? ,g;gbg; ghUq;fs; gd;dpnuz;L iffis capH vOj;jhfTk;> nky;ypdk;> ty;ypdk;> ,ilapdk; vdg; gjpndl;L KiwNa rpuR MW> nrtpg;Gyd; MW> fl;Gyd; MW vd;gd nka; vOj;jhfTk; kw;iwa midj;Jk; capH nka;naOj;jhfTk;> Ntiy MAjkhff; nfhz;L ( / ) Nty; MAj vOj;jhfTk; nfhz;l xU mhpr;Rtl;bd; ngaH KUfd;! ,J nghUj;jkhf ,Uf;fpwjy;yth. Mf> Kd;NdhHfs; nrhd;d gz;ghL rhpNah jtNwh vd;W Muha;tjpYk; ghHf;f> mjd; gnghUisj; Njbg; ghHj;jhy; mJ Njitah Njitaw;wjh vd;gJ Ghpe;J tpLk;. K];yPk;fSf;Fk; fpwP]j ; tHfSf;Fk; (rpYitg; NghH) ,ilapy;> ,e;Jf;fSf;Fk; K];yPk;fSf;Fk; ,ilapy; vd;W kjf; fytuq;fs; njhlHe;j tz;zNk ,Uf;fpd;wd. ve;j kjKk; kw;iwa kjj;ij vjpHf;fNth> jhf;fNth ,lk; mspf;f tpy;iy. md;Ngrptk;> cd;idg;Nghy; cd; mayhid Nerp ,it vy;yhk; kjq;fs; kdpjdpd; cz;ik md;ig ntspf; nfhz;Ltur; nra;Ak; thf;fpaq;fshf ,Uf;f vjw;F ,ilapy; fytuk;?

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ehd; ,e;Jf; Nfhtpy;fSf;Fg; NghtJ tof;fk;> mjpYk; nts;spf; fpoikfspy; mjpfkha;g; NghNtd;. mq;F ,e;Jf;fs; topgLk; Kiwapy; ehDk; topgl;L mtHfs; njhOJ nfhs;Sk; midj;J KiwfisAk; nra;J tpl;L tPL jpUk;Gk; NghJ mq;F vdJ je;ij vd;idf; ftdpj;J tpl;L> “Nla;> mjl;LthH.

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vdJ gjpy; “jtW nra;jhy;jhNd mtHfisj; jpUj;j Ntz;Lk;.” vd;Wk;!.

. . . . .

“tpahjpf;F itj;jpak; nra;Ak; NghJ Vd; jpUj;j Ntz;Lk; ” vd;Wk;> Nfl;Ngd;. mjw;F mtH “cd;Dld; fijf;f Kbahjlh” vd;W Ngha;tpl;lhH. Mk; tpahjpf;F kUe;jpid tzf;f Kiwapy; ,e;Jf;fs; mjpfk; gad; gLj;Jfpd;wdH. ehd; Kd;G Fwpg;gpl;Nld; new;wpapy; nghl;L itg;gjw;fhf vkJ tpuy; gLk; gpuNjrj;jpy; RopKid vd;w gFjp ,Ug;gjhf. mJ %isf;F kpfTk; neUq;fpa njhlHG vd;Wk; Fwpg;gpl;Nld; my;yth? ,e;jg; gpuNjrj;jpy; re;jzj;ijg; G+Rk; NghJ %is euk;G kz;lyq;fs; midj;Jk; FspHr;rp milfpwJ. (re;jdk; FspHr;rpj;jd;ik cilaJ) vdNtjhd; gf;jp khHf;fkhfTk; mtw;iwg; gad; gLj;Jfpd;wdH. tpohf;fspy; tuNtw;Gf;fhf mtw;iwg; gad; gLj;Jtjw;Fk; fhuzk; ,JNt. mq;F eilngw ,Uf;Fk; midj;ijAk; FspHr;rpahd ghHitNahLk;> rpe;jid FspHr;rpAlDk;> ,Ue;jhy; thHj;ijfs; tho;j;Jf;fshf ntsptUk; vd;gjdhYNk ,tw;iwg; gad; gLj;JfpNwhk;. tpG+jp> rhk;gy; Nghd;wtw;wpw;F ePiu cWQ;Rk; jd;ik epiwa cz;L vd;gjdhy; mtw;iw new;wpapy; G+rpf;nfhz;lhy; mJ jiyapy; cs;s ePHj;jd;ikapid mfw;wp tpLk; vd;w itj;jpa Kiwapid ,e;J kjj;jpy; kl;Lkd;wpf; fpwP]j ; t kjj;jpYk; gad; gLj;Jfpd;wdH. Mdhy; xU rpy NtWghL.

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,e;Jf;fs; mbf;fb gad; gLj;Jfpd;wdH mjpYk; vUf;fis (khl;bd;, ahidapd;) yj;jp Nghd;wtw;iwg; gad; gLj;Jfpd;wdH. fpwP]j ; tHfs; tUlj;jpy; xU ehs; fha;e;j rUfpid (FUj;Njhiy Qhapwpy; gad;gLj;jpa njd;Ndhiyapid) gad; gLj;Jfpd;wdH. Mf> kjq;fspy; kdpjdpd; MNuhf;fpaj;jpw;F Nkw;gl;l topKiwfs; tFf;fg; gl;Ls;sd.

Mapuj;jpw;Fk;

,e;Jf;fs; mwNt khkprj;ij xJf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;W nrhy;fpw NghjpYk; mJ vt;tsT J}uk; eilKiwapy; cs;sJ vd;gJ Nfs;tpf; Fwpahf cs;sJ. mJ Nghy K];yPk;fs; Kw;whfNt gd;wp ,iwr;rpapid xJf;fp tpl;lhHfs;. fpwP]j ; tHfs; jtf;fhyj;jpy; ,J Nghd;w xWj;jy;fis Nkw; nfhs;fpd;wdH. ,itfs; vy;yhk; kjj;jpd; ngaiur; nrhy;tjdhy; fl;lhakhf ,tw;iwf; Fwpg;gpl;l fhyj;jpy; iff; nfhs;fpd;wdH. ,tw;iw itj;jpa Kiw vd;W nrhd;dhy; gLj;jp xJf;fp tpLthHfs; vd;gJ Kw;Wk; cz;ik.

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gy ,e;J Myaq;fs; kiyfspy; mike;Js;sJ Fwpg;gplj; jf;fJ. fpwP];jt Myaq;fSk; xU rpy kiyapy; cs;sJ. ,J vj;jid J}uk; cly; eyj;jpw;Ff; if nfhLf;fpwJ vd;W rpe;jpf;Fk; NghJ gy cz;ikfs; Gyg;gLk;. “gnyHNkhtpy;”(Italy) cs;s kiyf; NfhtpYf;Fk; Vuhskhd jkpo; kf;fs; mjpfhiyapy;> QhapW jpdj;jpy; nrd;W tUfpd;wdH. ,isQH kj;jpapy; mjw;Ff; fhuzk; gythf ,Ue;jhYk; mJ ed;ik gaf;ff; $bajhfNt ,Uf;fpwJ.

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mjpfhiyapy; vOk;Gfpd;wdH mjdhy; md;iwa ehs; mtHfSf;F ePz;ljhf mikfpwJ. gy fhhpaq;fis epiwNtw;Wfpd;wdH. thfdq;fs; itj;jpUf;Fk; gyH$l gbf;fl;L topahf 45 epkplj;jpw;F Nkw;gl;l eilA+lhff; NfhtpYf;Fr; nrd;wiltjhy; cly; tpaHj;Jf; fopTfs; ntsptUtjw;F cjtpahf xU ehs; (Qhapwhf) njhpag; gLfpwJ. ,J kl;Lky;y mbf;fb eilgazj;ij Nkw;nfhs;NthH fisg;gpd;wpAk;> tpiuTlDk; Nfhtpiy mile;J tpLthHfs;. Gjpjhf tUNthNuh> my;yJ ePz;l fhyj;jpw;F xU Kiw topglr; nry;NthUf;F mjpf Neuk; vLg;gJld; kWehs; cly; mYg;Gld; ,Ug;gJk; Fwpg;gplj; jf;fJ. Vuhskhd Myaq;fs; mbthuj;jpy; ,Ue;Jk; midtUk; mtw;iwj; Njbg; Nghtjw;Ff; fhuzk; xU clw;gapw;rp vd;W vLj;Jf; nfhs;sf;$bajhf cs;sNj ep[k;. ,d;ndhU Kf;fpakhd tp\ak; vd;dntd;why;> kf;fs; elkhl;lk; mjpfkha; cs;s CUf;Fs; Rj;jkhd Rthrk; vd;gJ rw;W FiwthfNt ,Uf;Fk;. Mdhy; kiyg; gpuNjrq;fspy; cs;s fhw;W Rthrpf;Fk; NghNj Gj;JzHr;rp te;JtpLk;. mj;NjhL caHe;j ,lj;jpy; ,Ue;J ghHf;Fk; NghJ gy rpe;jid ntspg;gLk;. kpfg; nghpa gpuNjrk; vd;W vOe;j vz;zj;jpw;F “ml ,t;tsTe;jhdh” vd;W vz;zj; Njhd;Wk; NkypUe;J fPNo ghHf;Fk; NghJ. MNuhf;fpak; kl;Lky;y mwpT G+Htkhd jl;btpLtJk; Mya topghl;Lr; nraw;ghLfNs.

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rlq;Ffs; kjr; nraw;ghLfspYk; rhp> nkhopr; nraw;ghLfspYk; rhp> kdpjdpd; MNuhf;fpaj;ijf; fUj;jpw; nfhz;Nl mjw;fhd rlq;Ffs; mikag; ngw;Ws;sij ftdpf;ff; $baJ xU rpwg;gk;rk;. fj;Njhypf;fH fhiyj; jpUg;gypapy; gq;F ngWtij kpfTk; ftdj;jpw; nfhs;fpd;wdH. ,jd; nraw;ghL gw;wp Vw;fdNt ftdpj;Njhk; my;yth! ,e;jj; jpUg;gypfspy; jpU tpUe;Jg; gtdp vd;nwhU mk;rk; rpwg;ghf epidT gLj;jg; gLfpwjy;yth? mjidg; ngWgtHfs; mjw;F Kd;dH ve;j czTk; cz;zyhfhJ. Mff;Fiwe;jJ Fwpj;j kzpj;jpahyq;fSf;Fs; vJTk; cz;bUj;jy; MfhJ vd;gJ xU fUj;jhff; nfhs;sg; gLfpd;wjy;yth? ,jw;F vd;d fhuzk; vd;why;> gf;jpAld; mjpy; gq;F ngwNtz;Lk; vd;W xU fUj;J ,Ue;jhYk;! ehk; cz;Zk; czTfspy; VJk; cly; epiyf;Fg; ghjpg;Gj; juf; $bajhf cz;bUe;jhy; me;jj; jpUg;gypapy; ,Uf;Fk; NghJ> tapW NfhshW fhl;l Muk;gpj;J tpLk;. gpwF vg;gbj; jpUtpUe;jpy; gq;F ngWtJ vd;gjw;fhf ,g;gb xU fl;lisapid tpjpj;jpUf;fyhk; vd;W Njhd;Wfpwjy;yth! ,e;J kj Muhjidfs; ePz;l Neuq;nfhz;lit. vdNt mq;F ,Uf;Fk; gf;jHfs; grpAld; ,Ue;J tplf; $lhJ vd;gjdhYk; czT cz;gjw;F trjp ,y;yhjtHfs; ,e;J Myaq;fSf;Fr; nrd;why; czT fpilf;Fk; vd;wnjhU tpUe;Jgrhu Nehf;FlDk; mq;F tpUe;J toq;fg;gLfpwJ vd;W fUjpf; nfhs;tJ NkyhdJ. ,y;iyah? ,J xUGwk; ,Uf;f kj topghl;by; gue;J thOk; kf;fs; xd;W $Lk; NghJ ePz;l ehl;fs; fhzhj cwtpdHfs; md;gHfs; xd;wpizAk; re;jHg;gk; kw;Wk; topghLfs; Kbe;jJk; xUtUf; nfhUtH gu];gu cwTfs; gjpa egiu mwpKfk; nra;J mjd; %yk; md;gpidg; gfpHe;J xU FLk;gkhf thOk; gof;f

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Vw;gLj;jy; ,itfs; vy;yhk; vt;tsT tuNtw;ff;

,j;jifa kjr; rlq;FfspYk; rhp gz;ghl;Lr; rlq;FfspYk; rhp xU rpytw;iw mtjhdpf;ff; $bajhfTs;sJ. Muk;gpf;Fk; topghL KbtilAk; kl;Lk; nghWikAlDk; rfpg;Gj;jd;ikAlDk; gq;F ngWtjhy; cly; c\;zk; Fiwe;J ,uj;j Xl;lk; rPuhf Ntiy nra;fpwJ. nghWikAld; ,U nghWikAld; ,U vd;W nrhy;tij tpl th xUKiw NfhtpYf;Fg; Ngha; tpl;;L tuyhk; vd;W nrhy;ypg; ghUq;fs; mJ gof;fj;Jf;F te;J tof;fkhfptpLk;. Myaq;fspy; eil ngWk; xt;nthU epfo;rpapYk; $wg;gLk; xt;nthU kd;whl;Lf;fspd; trdk; nghUs; vd;gtw;iw czHe;J nrhy;Yk; NghJ vq;fspDs; Vw;gLk; khw;wk; msg;nghpaJ. xUKiw xU FUthdtH topghL elj;jpdhH. mg;NghJ Myaj;jpd; Kd; gFjpapy; mNef ,Uf;iffs; ntw;wplkhf ,Ue;jJ Mdhy; Myaj;jpd; gpd;gFjpapy; gyH epd;W nfhz;bUg;gijAk; fz;lhH. mg;NghJ FUthdtH gpd;gFjpapy; epw;Nghiug; gyjlit Kd; ,Uf;ifapy; te;J mkUk;gb nrhy;ypAk; ahUk; mjw;F nrtp nfhLj;jjhfj; njhpatpy;iy. jpUg;gyp vOe;Njw;w Neuj;jpd; NghJ filrpapy; epd;W nfhz;bUe;j xUtH tpiue;J te;J Kd; ,Uf;ifapy; mkHe;jhH. mJ fz;L FUthdtUf;F ngUj;j kfpo;r;rp jd;Dila Ntz;L Nfhs; xUtUf;fhtJ Ghpe;jpUf;Nf! vd;W. jpUg;gyp epiwT ngw;wJk; me;j egiu mioj;J tho;j;Jf;fs;> vdpDk; vjw;fhf Kd;$l;bNa te;J Kd; ,Uf;ifapy; mkutpy;iy $r;rkhf ,Ue;jNjh? vd;W Nfl;lhH FUthdtH. tpilahfg; gf;jH nrhd;dJ> mg;gb xd;Wk; ,y;iy ghjH gj;J tUrkhf mtDld; ehd; fijf;fpwjpy;iy mtd; gf;fj;jpy; epd;wpUe;jhd; ePq;f NtW xUtUf;F xUtH rkhjhdj;ijj;

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njhptpj;Jf; nfhs;Sq;fs; vd;W nrhy;Yk; NghJ mtDf;Fj; jpUk;gpr; rkhjhdk; nrhy;yj;jhd; $r;rk; mJjHd; vd;W ,Oj;jhH. tof;fkhf te;j gy gof;fq;fSf;F mHj;jk; GhpahkNy gof;fg; gLj;jpf; nfhz;Nlhk;. mijg; Ghpe;J nrhy;YQ; nrhy;Yk;> nra;AQ; nraYk; gyd; mspf;fhky; NghfhJ. nrd;w tUlk; tUlg;gpwg;gd;W gyUk; gyiu tho;j;jpdH. vd;id tho;j;j te;j midthplKk; VjhtJ nrhy;yp tho;j;Jq;fs; vd;W Nfl;Nld;. vd;d nrhy;yp tho;j;j vd;W vd;idNa Nfl;ldH. cq;fs; tho;j;Jg; gypf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;why; Fwpg;gpl;l tho;j;ijr; nrhy;yp tho;j;Jq;fs;. cq;fs; tho;j;J cz;ik vd;why; elg;G Mz;by; me;j tho;j;jhdJ epiwNtWk;. ntWk; tho;j;Jf;fs; kl;Lk; nrhy;Yk; cq;fsplk; ehd; Nfl;gJ xd;Wk; ePq;fs; tho;j;jh tpl;lhy; ehd; thog; Nghtjpy;iyah?> my;yJ ePq;fs; tho;j;jpajhy; ehd; rhfg; Nghtjpy;iyah?. (2002y; xUrk;gtk;) ehd; xUtUf;F tho;j;Jr; nrhd;Ndd;. “mLj;j tUlk; cq;fs; Foe;ijAld; %tuhfr; re;jpg;Ngd;” vd;W. (ele;jJ) ,d;ndhUtUf;F tho;j;jpNdd; tpiutpy; jpUkzk; MFk; mJTk; ,e;j tUlf; filrpf;Fs; vd;W. mtUf;F 32 tajpid jhz;b tpl;lJ vd;gJ Fwpg;gplj; jf;fJ. (2003y; mJTk; ,g;NghJ epiwNtwptpl;lJ) ,d;ndhUtH fiyQH ,j;jid ehs; elj;jpa epfo;r;rpapYk; ghHf;f ,e;j tUlk; rpwe;j xU epfo;r;rp elf;f tho;j;jpNdd;. ,jpy; ,uz;L gypj;J tpl;lJ. KjyhtJ tho;j;J ,g;NghJ mtH je;ijahfpa ];jhdj;jpy; ,Uf;fpwhH.

(2003y;)

tho;j;Jk; NghJ Fwpg;gpl;L tho;j;Jq;fs;. mg;NghJ me;j tho;j;J Ngha;r; NrHe;jjh> Nrutpy;iyah vd;gJ Fwpj;j fhyj;jpw;Fs; njhpAk;.

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fztid ,oe;j ngz;iz tpjit vd;W miog;gH vdpDk;> kidtpia ,oe;j Mizg; nghJthf vg;gb miog;gnjd;W ahUk; mwpe;J nfhs;s Kay;tjpy;iy. rpdpkhg;glq;fspy; $l ,j;jifa gjq;fisf; ifahs;tjpypUe;J jpiug;gl ,af;FdHfs;> vOj;jhsHfs; tpyfp tpLfpd;wdH. ngz;fspd; fz;fisf; fhkf;fizAld; ghHg;gtHfs; kj;jpapy;> mtspd; fhuzg;ngauhy; mtisf; Nftyg;gLj;jTk; gpd;dpw;gjpy;iy gyH. ,tw;wpw;nfy;yhk; Mz;tHf;fk; mjpfg;gbahd js;Sgbr; rYifapidg; ngw;wJNghy; mtw;wpy; ,Ue;J tpyfptpLfpd;wdH. ngz;iz tpjit vd;NghH> Mizj; jGjhud; vd;W fhuzg;ngaiuf; nfhLf;fj; jtwNtz;lhk;. ,y;iyNay; ,dpNky; fhuzg; ngaH nrhy;Yk; gof;fj;ijf; fpopj;njwpAq;fs;. ,NjNghd;Wjhd; kyb vd;w gjkhdJ mjpfkhf ngz;fisf; Fj;jpr; nrhy;yg;gLk; thHj;ij kyld; vd;W xU Miz miog;gjpy; midtUk; ngUk; rpukk; fhl;Lfpd;wdH. ,it xUGwk; ,Uf;f ,j;jifa kyl;Lj; kjq;fspy; kUj;Jtk; nrhy;yg;gl;Ls;sJ.

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kjq;fs;> kdpjHfs;> kuq;fs; ,it%d;wpYk; Vuhsk; njhlHGfs; gpd;dpg;gpize;J fhzg;gLfpwJ vd;why; GupahjtHfSf;Fk; Gupa KayhjtHfSf;Fk; ,J GjpuhfNt,Uf;Fk;. Gj;jd; Nghjpkuk; Qhgfj;jpw;F tUk; :

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,e;Jkj Myaq;fspy; Mykuj;jpNyh> murkuj;jpNyh Ntg;gkuj;jpNyh> mjd; fpisfspy; Foe;ijfisg; ngw;nwLg;gjw;fhd Nej;jpfis itj;J tpl;L> %d;W Kiw me;j kuj;ijr; Rw;wptUthHfs;. ,jpy; mw;Gjkhd kUj;Jt Kiw cs;sJ.

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Mykuk;> murkuk; Ntg;gkuk;> Nghd;wtw;wpd; kfue;jj; Jzpf;iffs;> kw;Wk; mtw;wpy; ,Ue;J ntsptUfpd;w thAf;fspd; %yk; ngz;fspd; kyl;Lj; jd;ikfs; ePq;fptpl tha;g;Gz;L.

“Nfhgk;” thndhypia xypf;f tpl;lgbNa cile;jpUe;e khgps; $rh xd;iw “mw;uhf;” vd;Dk; gir nfhz;L xl;bf; nfhz;bUe;Njd;. “,J vd;d Ntiy cile;j $rhit vwpe;J tpl;Lg;> GJrh xd;iw Ntz;b itf;f Ntz;baJjhNd!” vdJ ez;ghpd; Fuy; mJ. mtiu> cauj;jpy; ,Ue;J vr;rk; NghLk; gl;rpiag; ghHg;gJ Nghy; ghHj;Jtpl;L tul;Lr; rphpg;gpd; %yk; jiyia Nyrhf Ml;bAk; thHj;ijfis mlf;fp tpl;Nld;. kPz;Lk; vdJ gzpia Nkw; nfhz;Nld;....... thndhypapd; rj;jj;jpy; jpBnud;W vdJ jpUk;gpaJ. Fire is a good Servant , but a bad Master Nfl;Nld;.

ftdk; jpir vd;W nrhy;yf;

“neUg;G xU ey;y Nritahsd; Mdhy; kpfTk; Nkhrkhd thj;jpahH” ,jd; %yk; xU ey;y jiyg;G xd;W vdJ rpe;jidapy; jl;Lg; gl;lJ. mjd; gpujpgypg;Ng ,g;NghJ ePq;fs; thrpj;Jf; nfhz;bUg;gJ.. . . me;j thHj;ij neUg;igr; Rl;bf;fhl;LtJ Nghy; ,y;iy. khwhf vd;Dila> cq;fSila Nfhgj;ijr; Rl;bf; fhl;LtNj nghUj;jkhf ,Uf;Fk; vd;W vz;zj; Njhd;WfpwJ. NfhgNk ,y;yhky; vtUk; ,Uf;f KbahJ. mg;gbf; NfhgNk ,y;yhky; ,Ug;gJ gpzk; kl;Lk;jhd;. mJTk; jd;id ePz;l Neuk; mlf;fk; nra;ahky; itj;jpUe;jhy; Nfhgj;jhy; nghUkptpLk; my;yth?

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xU fpuhkk;> mq;Nf xU ntwpeha; NghNthiuAk; tUNthiuAk; tpul;bf; fbj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jJ. mijf; fz;lhNy vy;NyhUk; Xb tpLthHfs;. mjw;Ff; fpl;l ahUk; NghtNj ,y;iy. me;j tPjpapy; NghFk; vtUk; capiuf; ifapy; gpbj;Jf; nfhz;Nl NghthHfs;. ,g;gb ,Uf;f xU Kiw xU rhkpahH me;j topahf te;jhH. mtiu tpul;l te;j ehiar;> rhkpahH jd; jt rf;jpahy; kwpj;J “Va;! Vd; ,g;gbg; NghNthiuAk; tUNthiuAk; fbj;Jf; nfhz;L ,Uf;fpwha;” vd;W Ngrptpl;L> “,dpNky; ,g;gbr; nra;ahNj” vd;W nrhy;ypg; Gj;jpiaf; nfhLj;J tpl;L ele;jhH. me;j ehAk; “rhp> rhkpahH nrhd;d khjphp ey;ytdhf ,Ug;Nghk; ” vd;W vz;zpaJ. me;j tPjpahy; gae;J gae;J nry;Nthiug; ghHj;Jk; ghHf;fhjJ Nghy; Xukhfg; gLj;Jf; fple;jJ. nfhQ;rk; nfhQ;rkhf “,e;j eha; fbf;fhJ” vd;W mwpe;J nfhz;l kf;fs; JzpTld; tPjpapy; elkhbdhHfs;. ,e;j eha; fbf;fhJ vd;W fUjpa rpWtHfs; mjDld; Nrl;il tpl Muk;gpj;jhHfs;. NghFk; NghJk; tUk; NghJk; fy;yhy; vwptJk;> jbahy; mbg;gJkhfNt nrd;whHfs;.... rpwpJ fhyj;jpd;gpd; mNj rhkpahH kPz;Lk; me;j tPjp topahf te;jhH. mg;NghJk; me;j ehiaf; fz;lhH. mikjpahfg; gLj;jpUe;j ehiaf; fz;L jpUg;jp nfhz;l rhkpahH mz;ikapy; te;J ghHj;jJk; mbgl;l fhaq;fSld; eha; ,Ug;gijg; ghHj;J> “Va; vd;d ,J clk;ngy;yhk; xNu fhak;> vd;d Mr;R” vd;W Nfl;lhH. eha; gjpy; nrhd;dijf; Nfl;L rhkpahhpd; GUtq;fs; Nky; Nehf;fp caHe;jJ. mg;gb vd;d gjpiyj;jhd; nrhd;dJ > me;jg;gjpy; ,Jjhd;

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“vy;yhk; cq;fshy;j;jhd;” caHe;j GUtj;NjhNl “vd;d? vy;yhk; vd;dhy; tpsq;ftpy;iy tpsf;fkhfr; nrhy;Y” vd;whH rhkpahH.

jhdh!

“ePq;fs; jhd; xUtUf;Fk; fbf;f Ntz;lhk; vd;W nrhd;dPHfs; mjd;gb ehd; ahUf;Fk; fbf;f tpy;iy mjd; tpisTjhd; ,e;jf; fhaq;fs; ” vd;W tpsf;fpaJ me;j eha;. rhkpahUf;F ,g;NghJ vy;yhk; Ghpe;jjdhy; kPz;Lk; nrhd;dhH “ml kf;F> kf;F> cd;idf; fbf;f Ntz;lhk; vd;WjhNd nrhd;Ndd; Fiuf;f Ntz;lhk; vd;W nrhy;y tpy;iyNa” vd;W. jdJ mwpahikapid mg;NghJ jhd; Ghpe;J nfhz;lJ me;j eha;! ,ij Vd; nrhy;YfpNwd; cq;fSf;F. Nfhgk; Njit>

vd;W

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Mdhy; mJ mghafukhdjhf ,y;yhky; ghHj;Jf; nfhz;lhy; midtUf;Fk; ey;yjhf ,Uf;Fk;. Nfhgq;fs; Ntz;Lk;>

mtrpakhdit!

FLk;gj;jpy;

jfg;gd;

Nfhgg;gl

ghlrhiyapy; MrphpaH Nfhgg;gl Ntz;Lk;> Ntiyj; jsj;jpy; Nky; cj;jpNahfj;jH Nfhgg;gl Ntz;Lk;> gilj; jiytd; gilfSld; Nfhgg;gl Ntz;Lk;> nghpatHfs; rpwpatHfsplk; Nfhgg;gl Ntz;Lk; Mdhy; ,tw;wpy; ve;jf; NfhgKk; gjg;gLj;jg; gad;glNtz;LNk xopa ghjpg;gjhf mike;J tpl;lhy; mghafukhdjhfg; Ngha; Kbe;J tpLk;. ghk;igf; fz;lhy; gilAk; eLq;Fk; Vndd;why; mjd; Nfhgk; nfhbaJ. Mdhy; mjw;Fg; ghy; thHj;Jg; G+rpf;fpd;w NghJ mjidg; gf;Ftkhfg; ghHf;fj; Njhd;WfpwJ.

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Gypiaf; fz;lhy; rpq;fg; gil tPuHfs; eLf;fk; Vndd;why; mtHfspd; Nfhgk; mj;jifa mghakhdJ. Mdhy; mtHfis mutizf;Fk; jkpo; cs;sq;fSf;F mtHfs; NjtHfs;. xU ,lj;jpy; fhl;lg; gLk; Nfhgk; kW ,lj;jpy; fhl;l Kbahky; Ngha; tpLk;. fpl;yH A+jHfs; Nky; fhl;ba Nfhgk; ,uz;lhk; cyfg; Nghhpy; Kbe;jJ. mnkhpf;fhTld; jPtputhjpfs; fhl;ba Nfhgk; Mg;fhdp];jhdpy; murpidNa khw;w;p mikj;jJ. Njtd; cyfpy; nfhz;l Nfhgk; Nehthtpd; fhyj;J nts;sg; ngUf;if cz;L gz;zpaJ. ,uhtzd; Nky; jPf;fpiuahf;fpaJ.

,uhkd;

nfhz;l

Nfhgk;

,yq;ifiaj;

fz;zfp kJiuNky; nfhz;l Nfhgk; kJiuia vhpA+l;baJ. ,aw;ifapd; Nfhgk; fhzf; $ba nra;jpfNs.

mbf;fb

thndhyp

njhiyf;

fhl;rpapy;

fLq;Nfhgk; Nguopit Vw;gLj;j ty;yJ. rpy Nfhgq;fs; rPH gLj;j ty;yJ. rPHgLj;j ty;y rpy Nfhgq;fs; kl;LNk ekf;Fg; NghJkhdJ. %d;W ez;gHfs; fhl;Lf;Fg; NghdhHfshk; mtHfs; NghFk; Ntisapy; mtHfis ,Us; #o;e;J nfhz;lJ. Jhq;fp tpl;lhy; %tUf;Fk; ghJ fhg;G ,Uf;fhJ. mjdhy; ,utpid %d;whf tFj;J MSf;nfhU ,uTg; gFjpahfj; J}q;fhky; tpopj;jpUe;J ghJ fhg;gjhf Vw;Wf; nfhz;ldH. xUtH J}q;fhky; fhty; fhf;f kw;iwa ,UtUk; ed;whfj; Jhq;fpf; nfhz;L xU ,uhg; gFjpapid Kbj;Jf; nfhs;s kw;iwa ,uhg; gFjpapid kw;w xUtH fhty; fhf;f> kw;iwa ,UtUk; J}q;fpf; nfhs;s KbT vLj;jdH.

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,g;gbNa %d;whtJ egUk; nra;tjhf xg;Gf; nfhz;lhd;. Kjyhk; tpl;lhHfs;.

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mjw;F Kjyhk; egH “ KbahJ> ehd; capUld; ,Uf;Fk; tiu vdJ ez;gHfSf;F xU jPq;Fk; tu tplkhl;Nld;. ” vd;W tpthjk; gz;zp mjDld; rz;il gpbj;jhd;. me;jg; G+jj;Jld; rz;il gpbj;J ,tDf;Fg; gyj;j fhaq;fs; Vw;gl;lJ. mj;NjhL rz;il gpbf;fg; gpbf;fg; G+jk; nghpa mstpy; cUntLj;jJ. ,jw;fpilapy; ,tDila ,uTg; gFjp Kba kw;wtH vOk;gpdhH. clNd G+jk; kiwe;jJ. rpwpJ Neuj;jpy; ,uz;lhk; egH fhty; fhf;f Kjyhk; egUk; %d;whk; egUk; cwq;fp tpl;ldH. ,uz;lhk; egH tpopj;jpUf;Fk; Ntisapy; kPz;Lk; me;jg; G+jk; te;J. ,uz;lhk; egUld; Ngr;Rf; nfhLj;jJ. Kjyhk; egUf;Ff; $wpaJ NghyNt $w ,tUk; Kbahnjd;W mjDld; rz;il gpbj;jhH. rz;il gpbf;fg; gpbf;f mjd; msT ngUj;Jf; nfhz;Nl NghdJ. ,uz;lhk; egUf;Fk; gyj;j fhaq;fSld; ,uz;lhk; rhkKk; fle;jJ. filrpahf %d;whk; eghpd; Ntis te;jJ. kw;w ,UtUk; fisg;ghy; Jhq;f ,tH Kopj;J ,Ue;jhH. kPz;Lk; me;jg; G+jk; ,thplk; te;J Ngr;Rf; nfhLj;jJ. Mdhy; ,td; kw;iwa ,U ez;gHfs; Nghyr;; nrhy;yp tpltpy;iy.

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2003

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2003

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2003

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XJk; Ntjk; NeaKld; cs;snkhd;wha; cUf;nfLf;f NrhjpahFk; J}atiu ftpijahNy ghbl;Nld; guk;nghUNs!! gOJ nghWj;Jg; nghope;jpLtha; apiwaUis!! MNkd; my;NyYhah!

cdf;Fs;Ns! “fhyk; vd;fpw Mok; fhzhf; flypy; fhiy khiy Fspj;njO”

gazj;Njhod; vd;w me;jr; rQ;rpif A+lhf cq;fs; rpifjid myq;fupf;f Mty; nfhz;Nld; .(NkYk; miyfs; ntg;jsk; ClhfTk;) ed;wp Njhoh> kw;Wk; miyfs;. . . . . . . . . . ! cq;fs; tho;f;ifg; gazj;jpd; mbj;jsk; njupahky; KbTf;Fr; nrd;Ws;s cq;fisj; jpUg;gp miof;fpNwd;. ePq;fs; ,e;J thf ,Uf;fyhk; ! fpwp];jtuhf ,Uf;fyhk;! ,];yhkhff;$l ,Uf;fyhk; ! cq;fis miof;fpNwd;.

rkaq;fSf;F mg;ghw;gl;L

caHe;j rhjp> jho;e;j rhjp> kw;Wk; nkhop NtW ghL vd;w midj;jpw;Fk; mg;ghw;gl;L cq;fis miof;fpNwd;. taJ KjpHe;jtH> ,isQH vd;w fl;Lg;ghlw;W miof;fpNwd;. Kf;fpakhf kdk; Cw;wpf;nfhz;bUg;gtH>

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nehe;J

NtjidfSf;F

vz;iz


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81

cly; Neha;fshy; my;yy; gl;L MWjy; NjLNthH> Njhy;tpfis mjpfk; rk;ghjpj;J epk;kjpfisj; njhiyJhuj;jpy; njhiyj;J tpl;ltH> tho;f;ifapd; Fwpf;Nfhs; vJ vd;W tpdhg;Nghl;L tpilNjLNthH> jho;T kdg;ghd;ikapd; epkpj;jk; jhkhfNt xJq;fp tho;gtH> NkYk; kdk; xUepiyapy;yhJ rpwfbj;Jg; gwe;J jpupfpwNj vd;W vz;Zfpd;w neQ;rq;fs; vd;W > ,g;gb ahuhf ,Ue;jhYk; rup vd;Dld; nfhQ;rk; ciuahl cq;fis md;NghL miof;fpNwd;. cyfj;jpd; midj;Jr; nraw;ghl;bw;Fk; nraw;ghl;bw;F” mg;ghw;gl;l xU rf;jpahf my;yth.

mbj;jsk; “kdpj vz;zj;Njhd;WfpwJ

Mdhy; kdpjdpd; midj;Jr; nraw;ghl;bw;Fk; mbj;jskhf> kdpjdpd; nraw;ghl;bw;F cl;gl;l rf;jpahfNt mikfpwJ. vdpDk; ,d;W tiu kdpjd; jd; nraw;ghl;by; KOr; nraw; jpwd; cilatdhf tpsq;ftpy;iy. khwhf Muk;g fhyj;jpy; ,Ue;j kdpj nraw;jpwid tpl;L tpyfp etPd nghUl;fis> ,ae;jpuq;fis ek;gp tho NeHe;J tpl;lJ. kdpjd; “ehd; ahH” vd;W cyfpypUe;J tpyfptpLfpwhd;.

mwpe;J

nfhs;s

KbahkNyNa

“,d;iwa cdJ epiy> New;iwa cdJ rpe;jidfNs !” vq;fSila mbj;jsk; ehq;fNs jhd;> xt;nthUtUk; Gupe;J nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;. ,d;gk;> Jd;gk;> f\;lk;> Vw;gLj;jpf;nfhz;litNa

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Neha;>

vd;gjid

midj;Jk;

ek;khNy

ehq;fs; ehNk


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82

,tw;wpy; ,Ue;J ek;ikg; gjg;gLj;jp> gad;gLj;jp tho;tpy; epk;kjpiaj; Njl Kay;tNj tho;tpd; thapw;gbapd; Nehf;fk; rup thUq;fs;. . . . . . . . .! ehd; vd;w Mztq;nfhz;l me;jr; nrhy;Yf;Fs;Ns ehk; vd;w mq;fk; Gije;J fplg;gij czu kWg;gtH kl;LNk ,e;jr; nrhy;iy mjpfk; cgNahfg;gLj;Jfpd;wdH. ,tHfshy; ve;jf; fhupaj;ijAk; jpUg;jpfukhf mile;J tpl KbahJ. Vndd;why; “jd;id mwpa Kbahj vtuhYk; gpwiu mwpa KbahNj!” xU rpdpkhg;ghly; xd;W vdf;Fj; Jhgq;fhl;LfpwJ! cd;id mwpe;jhy; - eP cd;id mwpe;jhy; cyfj;jpy; Nghuhlyhk; caHe;jhYk; jho;e;jhYk; - jiy tzq;fhky; ePthoyhk; . . . . . . . . ! mg;gb cq;fis ePq;fs; mwpe;J tpl;lhy; mijtplr; rpwe;j tho;f;ifapid ahuhYk; cq;fSf;Fj; juKbahJ. cdf;Fs;Ns ,d;W ePkl;Lk; ,Ug;gjhfj; Njhd;wpdhy;> cd;id mwpe;J nfhs;s KbahJ vd;gjhy;jhd; vdf;Fs;shf cd;idf;fz;lila Kaw;rp nra;aj;Jhz;LfpNwd;. rup> . . . . cd; nrtpfSf;F vd; Fuy; kl;Lk; Nfl;fl;Lk; ehd; Nfl;fg;Nghtjw;F kl;Lk; gjpiyr; nrhy;yptpL. “cs;sk;” vd;w njhl;Lf;fhl;Lthah?

xd;iw

cd;

clypy;

vq;Nf cdJ if nry;fpwJ? . . . . . . neQ;rpyh? . . . . . . . .

TNGA

,Ue;J

vdf;Fj;


mUfd;

2003

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83

,y;yNtapy;iy mq;F ,Ujae;jhd; ,Uf;fpwNj jtpu cs;sk; mq;fpy;iy> mg;gbahdhy; mJ vq;fpUf;fpwJ?. ,g;NghJ eP rpe;jpg;gjw;F xU re;jHg;gk; Vw;gl;L tpl;ljy;yth? ,dp cdJgjpy; rupahdjhfNt ,Uf;Fk; .vq;Nf nrhy;Y! Mk; mJ jiyapd; gpd;gf;fe;jhd; mJjhd; %is ,q;Fjhd; cd; midj;Jr; rpe;jidfspd; gpwg;gplk; ciwe;J fplf;fpwJ. nraw;jpl;lq;fis tFf;Fk; fiyf;$lk; mq;Fjhd; cs;sJ. msg;ngupa fhupaq;fisAk; MWjiyAk; jUfpd;w mupa rhiy ,q;Fjhd; ,Uf;fpwJ. myrpg;ghHg;Nghkh?!. cs;sk; vd;w cd;dplj;jpy; cs;Ns nrd;W cw;Wg;ghHj;jhy; cdf;Fs;Ns ,Ug;gtH cd;idAk; NrHj;J %d;W NgH. 1) ntspkdk; “nghJkdk;.” 2) cs;kdk;. “ caH kdk;.” 3) Mo;kdk; “mbkdk;” vd;gNj me;j %d;W NgUk;

ntspkdk; ,e;j %d;wpd; gupG+uz nraw;ghl;bDhNl mjpAaHe;j kdpjg; gpwtpapd; gaid mila KbAk; . mg;gbahdhy; ,d;W ahUk; ,jidg; gad;gLj;jhkyh tho;e;J nfhz;bUf;fpwhHfs; vd;W Nfl;gJ GupfpwJ .me;jf; Nfs;tpf;fhd gjpy; ,Njh!

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mUfd;

2003

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84

,tw;iw XusT gad; gLj;jpatHfNs> gad;gLj;j Kad;wtHfNs ,d;iwa cyfpd; nja;tq;fshfTk;> kfhd;fshfTk;> jPHf;fjuprpfshfTk;> up\pfshfTk;> NkijfshfTk;> rupj;jpuj;jpy; ,lk; ngw;wij tuyhW fhl;LfpwJ. ,it %d;wpidg;gw;wpAk; mwpe;J nfhs;s Kw;gLk; NghNj cq;fsplj;jpy; khw;wk; Vw;gLtjid ePq;fs; czHe;J nfhs;s KbAk;. cs;sj;jpd; ghfj;jpd; KjyhtJ cs;s ntspkdkhdJ kdpjHfs; ahtUf;Fk; rhjhuzkhf ,aq;fpf; nfhz;Nl ,Uf;Fk; kuzj;jpd; NghJ kl;LNk nrayw;Wg; NghFk;. ,jidg;gw;wpr; RUq;fr;nrhd;dhy; capupdq;fs; midj;jpw;Fk; ,e;j mikg;G mjhtJ ntspkdkhdJ fl;lhak; ,aq;fpf;nfhz;Nl ,Uf;Fk;. tpupthfr;nrhy;yg;Nghdhy; :,jw;F moj;njupAk;> rpupf;fj;njupAk;> czHr;rpfisg; Gupe;J nfhs;sj; njupAk;> me;j czHr;rpfis ntspf;fhl;lj;njupAk;> vNjHr;irahf vLf;fg;gLk; midj;J KbTfSk; ,jidNa rhUk; .mjhtJ jdpr;ir> mdpr;irr; nraw;ghLfs; ,jDila ghfq;fNs. vq;fspy; gyUf;F ,it kl;LNk mjpf Ntfj;Jld; nraw;gLfpwJ. ,jd; nraw;ghl;lhy;> Vw;gLk; epfo;tpy; vjpHghuhj ntw;wpAk;> Vuhskhd Njhy;tpfSNk vQ;rpf;fplf;Fk;. ,jid czHe;J nfhs;sf;$l mtw;wpw;Fr; rf;jpapy;iy. Njhy;tpfisj; Jhf;fpr;Rkg;gJ fpilahJ. jw;NghJ ,e;j ntspkdj;ij kdj;jpid cw;W Nehf;FNthkh?.

epWj;jp

mLj;Js;s

cs;

cs;kdk; ,e;j “cs;kdk; ” ,y;yhj capupdj;ij kdpjd; vd;W nrhy;y KbahJ. mjhtJ kdpjHfSf;F kl;Lk; cs;s rpwg;Ng ,e;j cs;kdk; jhd;

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gzj;ij itj;J gq;fplj;njupahjtHNghy; ,e;j itj;Jk; gad;gLj;jhjtH Nfhbg;NgH ,e;j cyfpy; vd;idAk; NrHj;Jj;jhd; nrhy;fpNwd;.

85

kdj;ij cs;shH.

,tH clypy; ,Uf;Fk; tiuapy; Xt;nthUtUf;Fk; xt;nthU ngaH cz;L ,tH cliy tpl;Lg; gpupe;J Nghdhy; ahtUf;Fk; xNu ngaH jhd; mJ “rtk;” KUNfR ,we;J tpl;lhuh. . . . ? Mk; ,we;J tpl;lhH . . . ! rt mlf;fk; vg;NghJ . . . ? mtH vd;w kupahijr; nrhy; mjw;Ff; fpilf;fg;Nghtjpy;iy. ,dp mjw;F VJ kupahij vq;fSs; gyiu ehq;fs; miof;Fk;NghJ> “mJ tUFJ ” vd;Wk;> “,Jf;F xz;Ze; njupahJ” vd;Wk; kpUfq;fisg;Nghy; mtHfis miog;gJz;L. Mdhy; kpUfq;fisg;ghHj;J mtH>,tH vd;W nrhy;tJ fpilahJ .jkpopy; kl;Lky;y NtW ghi\fspYk; fpilahJ. Mq;fpyj;jpy; xUtiu He is my……… , This is my ………. vd;W mwpKfk; nra;tJk; ,j;jhypapy; xUtiu lui mi........... mi........ vd;W mwpKfk; nra;tJk;

, questo

nlhr;rpy; xUtiu ehr ist meine ………., das ist meine…….. vd;W mwpKfk; nra;tJk; rhjhuzNk. Mdhy; kpUfq;fSf;F kdpjidg;Nghd;W nfsutk; nfhLg;gJ fpilahJ. vdpDk; kpUfj;jpw;Ff; nfhLf;fg;gLk; ];jhdk;

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mUfd;

2003

kdpjUf;Fz;L> Vndd;why; kdpjdhfNt KbahJ.

kdpjd;

mEg+jp kpUfkhfyhk;>

86 kpUfk;

Vnddpy; kdk; kdpjDf;F kl;LNkAz;L> ,e;j kdj;jpd; rf;jp mstpl KbahJ. KbahJ vd;w nrhy;iy ,e;j kdj;jhy; KaYk; NghJ KbAk; vd;whfptpLfpd;wJ. ,g;NghjpUe;Nj cq;fspy; XH ce;Jjy; CLUTtij mtjhdpg;gPHfs; Vd; njupAkh? eP xUtdy;y ntd;gJ cq;fSf;Fg;Gyg;glMuk;gpj;J tpLk; ,jd;Kbtpw;Fs;. mij ,g;NghjpUe;Nj fw;Wf;nfhs;s Muk;gpj;JtpLq;fs; cq;fs; tho;tpy; $l khw;wq;fs; Muk;gpf;Fk; kNdhjj;Jt tpw;gd;dHfs; ,e;j kdj;ij ek;gp kl;LNk jj;jk; fhupaq;fspy; mb naLj;J itf;fpd;wdH. rhjhuzkhf ntsp kdj;jpd; nraw;ghLfs; vq;fSila clYila ,af;fj;jpw;fhd fl;lisfisg; gpwg;gpg;gNj! Mdhy;> ,e;j “kdj;jpd;” nraw;ghNlh me;j ntspkdj;ijf;$l fl;Lg;gLj;j ty;yJ. vdpDk; gf;Ftg;glhj kdkhdJ ntspkdj;jpw;F ve;jtpjf; fl;lisfisAk; toq;f KbahJ jpz;lhLfpd;wJ. ,jdhy; ntsp kdkhdJ jd;dpr;irahfr; nraw;gLk;. ePq;fs; ed;F czu Ntz;ba xUtplak;> ntspkdj;Jld; fhyjhkjkpd;wp clNd mZf KbAk;> Mdhy; “kdj;Jld; ” mZFtnjd;why; mt;tsT vspjy;y> mjw;Fj; jdpikAk; mikjpAk; Muk;gj;jpy; Njit mj;Jld; mq;fyha;j;Jf;nfhz;L jpupAk; ntsp kdKk; xU fl;Lf;Fs; tuNtz;Lk;. rpy Ntisfspy; ,e;j cs;kdk; jd;dpr;irahf KidtJz;L mtw;iw ntspkdkhdJ jl;bf;fopj;JtpLk;.

,aq;f

ePq;fs; cq;fs; ez;gHfSld; ciuahbf;nfhz;bUg;gPHfs;> mg;NghJ cq;fisAk; mwpahky; jpBnud;W vijNah nrhy;y

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mUfd;

2003

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87

tUtPHfs; Mdhy; mJ clNdNa kwe;J tpLk;. “INah” vijNah nrhy;y te;jdhd; Mdhy; clNd kwe;J tpl;Nld; vd;gPHfs; >,y;iyah? ,e;j Ntisapy; vNjHr;irahf cq;fs; cs;kdk; VNjh xUtifapy; nraw;gl Muk;gpj;J ,Uf;fpwJ vdpDk; mjw;fhd re;jHg;gk; rhjfkhf mikahjjhy; jdJ nraw;ghl;il epWj;jpf;nfhz;Ls;sJ. ,g;gb vj;jidNah re;jHg;gq;fspy; jd;id ,af;fpAk; mjw;fhd mDkjpapid ntspkdk; nfhLf;f kWj;jjhy; mjd; nraw;ghL epd;W tpLfpd;wJ. ePq;fs; xU fhupaj;ijr; nra;a KidAk;NghJ> epfo;TfSf;F cl;gLtij czu KbAk;

,uz;L

xd;W ,ijr; nra; vd;Wk; ,d;ndhd;W ,ijr; nra;a Ntz;lhk; vd;Wk; cq;fSf;F mwpTWj;jy; je;jNghjpYk; ngUk;ghYk; ePq;fs; ghjfkhd Kbitj;njupT nra;J mtjpg;gl;lgpd;G “rP” mg;gbr;nra;ar;nrhy;yp kdR nrhy;yr; nrhy;y ,g;gbr; nra;J tpl;Nld; rP . . rP. . .vd;W mYj;Jf;nfhz;ljpy;iyah!. cq;fs; cly; eyKld;jhd; ,Uf;Fk; cwtpdH eyKld;jhd; ,Ug;ghHfs; cs;sitAk; cs;sgbNa ,Uf;Fk; vd;whYk;> cq;fSf;F VNjh elg;gJ Nghy; czUtPHfs; rpupf;fj; Njhd;Wtjpy;iy> ,dk; Gupahj gak; Ml;nfhs;tJNghy; cly; eLq;Fk;

TNGA


mUfd;

2003

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88

Nfhgq;fs; cq;fSld; NghuhLk; kw;wtUld; rpde;J rpde;J NgRtPHfs;. ,J Vd; vd;W $l cq;fSf;Fj; njupahJ ,J cs;kdj;jpd; xUtpj Muk;gr;nraw;ghNl! ,jdhy; ntspkdk; gjl;lg;gLk; jd;dpr;irahd nraw;ghl;ilf;$l ,e;j ntspkdk; iftpl;LtpLk; kPz;Lk; xU epiyf;F tu ePz;l NeukhFk; .,tw;wpw;fhd fhuzk; cs; kdj;jpy; Vw;gl;l ghjpg;Ng! ,jidj; jf;fgb vg;gbf; ifahs;tJ? ,jidj; jf;fgb ifahs;tNj midj;jpw;Fk; tpLjiy RUq;fr; nrhd;dhy; cdf;Fs; ,Uf;Fk; cj;jkH ,tH xUtNu.

mbkdk; ,g;NghJ %d;whtJ gFjpahd mbkdj;ijAk; ghHj;Jtpl;L Mokhd rpe;jidf;Fr; nry;tJ vg;gb> nraw;gLtJ vg;gb mjdhy; tho;f;ifapd; jhf;fk; vy;yhtw;iwAk; ghHf;fyhk;. ,g;NghJ cq;fs; Mir ve;j kdjpy; cs;sJ? “eP” vd;W nrhy;yf;$ba cq;fs; cliy Mz;L nfhz;L ,Ug;gJ cs;sj;jpd; ve;jg;gFjp vd;gjidr; rw;W rpe;jpj;Jg; ghUq;fs; ntspkdk;> cs;kdk;> vd;w ,uz;ilAk; ghHj;Njhk;. ,tw;iwtpl ,d;Dnkhd;W Kf;fpakhf vkf;Fs; mike;Js;sJ. mJ “mbkdk;” my;yJ Mo;kdk;. ,J xU fzzp Nghd;wJ. ,jd; nraw;ghl;ilr; ntg;jsk; khjpup .

RUq;fr;

nrhd;dhy;

(web

memory)

ntspkdk; nfhLf;Fk; jfty;fisr; Nrkpj;J itj;J Njit vd;W Nfl;Fk; re;jHg;gj;jpy; kPl;Lf;nfhLg;gNj ,jd; njhopw;ghL.

TNGA


mUfd;

2003

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89

,e;j mbkdj;jpy; ePq;fs; VjhtJ fl;lis nfhLg;gPHfshdhy; mtw;iw epiwNtw;whJ mJ tpl;LtpLtjpy;iy. ,q;Fjhd; kdpjdpd; Qhgf rf;jp vd;W nrhy;yg;gLfpd;w me;j mk;rk; mlq;fpapUf;fpwJ. ,J kdpjHfSf;F kl;Lky;y ,Uf;fpd;w xU Kf;fpa topfhl;b> ,jidg; gad; gLj;jpNa Ntz;batHfs;> Nghd;wtw;iw nfhs;fpd;wd.

kw;iwa

jdJ kw;iwa

capupdq;fSf;Fk; ,Ug;gplk;> gpuhzpfSk;

jdf;F Gupe;J

Mfg; gpw capupdq;fSf;F ,y;yhj mUk; ngUk; nghf;fp\k; “cs; kdk;” xd;Nw.rpy cstpayhsH cs;sj;ij ,uz;LtpjkhfTk;>mjd; Fzj;ij %d;W tpjkhfTk; gpupf;fpd;wdH . mjhtJ> kdj;ij :- 1 ntspkdk; :- 2 Mo;kdk; . vd;Wk;> mjd; Fzj;ij 1 Nahf Fzk; (rhj;Jt Fzk;) 2 uhN[hjFzk; (Nghf Fzk;.) 3jhNkhjFzk; (Nuhf Fzk;.) tifg;gLj;Jfpd;wdH.

vd;Wk;

,e;jf; Fzg;gpupg;gpy; vdf;F ve;jg; NgjKk; ,y;iy> Mdhy; kdg;gpupg;gpy; cld;ghby;iy. fhuzk; nja;tPfj; jd;ik nfhz;l cs;kdj;ij nghJkdj;Jld; ,izj;J mjd; jdpr;rpwg;gpidf; Fiwj;J fhl;LtNjhL> Md;kPfr; rpe;jidapid kOq;fr;nra;tjw;F topNfhYk; vd;gJ vd;fUj;J. mjdhy;> mjd; Kf;fpaj;Jtj;ij ed;F czHe;j fhuzj;jpdhy;> mtw;iw Kjd;ikahf;fp; cq;fSf;Fj; jUfpNwd;.

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mUfd;

2003

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NkYk; gy tplaq;fisg; ghHf;Fk; jd;ikfisg;gw;wp xUKiw kPl;Lf;nfhs;Nthk;.

Kd;

90

cs;sj;jpd;

vq;fs; cliy ,e;j %d;W cs;sq;fSk; vg;gb Mf;fpukpf;fpd;wd vd;gjidAk; rw;W Muha;e;J mLj;j gbfSf;Ff; fhyb vLj;J itg;Nghkh cwTfNs!. ,dptUk; Ma;TfSf;Fg; gpd;dH mr;rk; vd;w nrhy;Yf;fhd mHj;jj;ijAk;> mjw;fhd gupfhur; nraw;ghLfisAk; ePq;fshfNt Gupe;J nfhs;s nfhs;s cq;fSf;Fs;spUe;J xUtH gyj;ij gydhfj;jUthH. mr;rk; vd;wJk; ftpQd; xUtdpd;

. . . . . .

“mr;rk; vd;gJklikalh mQ;rhik (jpuhtplH) khdplH clikalh.” ,g;gb fhw;wiyfspy; fhtpak; ghLfpwJ. ,d;ndhd;W> “neQ;r Kz;L NeHikAz;L XLuh[h Neuk; tUk; fhj;jpUe;J ghU uh[h” ,e;jg; ghliy Kbe;jhy; xUKiw Nfl;Lg; ghUq;fs;. gl;Lf;Nfhl;ilf; fy;ahz Re;juj;jpd; thHj;ijfisAk; nfhl;bf;fhl;l Mirg;gl;Nld;. “Ntg;g ku cr;rpapy; epd;W Ngnahd;W MLnjd;W tpisahlg; NghFk; NghJ nrhy;ypitg;ghq;f - ce;jd; tPuj;ijf; nfhOe;jpNyNa fps;spitg;ghq;f Ntiyaw;w tPzHfspd; %isaw;w thHj;ijfis Ntbf;ifahff;$l ek;gptplhNj-eP tPl;Lf;Fs;Ns gae;J fple;J ntk;gptplhNj”

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fl;Lf;

fl;lhd


mUfd;

2003

mEg+jp

91

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mUfd;

2003

mEg+jp

92

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2003

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2003

mEg+jp

94

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mUfd;

2003

mEg+jp

95

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mUfd;

2003

mEg+jp

96

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mUfd;

2003

mEg+jp

97

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TNGA


mUfd;

2003

mEg+jp

98

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mUfd;

2003

mEg+jp

99

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2003

mEg+jp

100

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GytHfSf;Nf GJ eiliag; Gupaitj;j Nkijatd;. thHj;ijg; gpuNahfk; kl;Lky;y cz;ikfisAk; ,izj;Nj je;j mw;Gjkhd gilg;G mtDilaJ. “mj;jpf;fha; fha; fha; Myq;fha; ntz;zpyNt> jpj;jpf;fha; fhahNj vd;idg; Nghy; ngz;zy;yNth” ,J xUGwKk;.. . . . “ghHj;Njd; . . . . rpupj;Njd; . . . . . gf;fk; tuj;Jbj;Njd; kiyj;Njd; ,tnsd kiyj;Njd;. . . ” ve;jg; ghliy vLj;Jg; ghHj;jhYk; mjpy; cz;ik ntspg;gilahfNt Ntl;ilahLtJ ntspr;rkha;j; njupAk; mstpw;F mtDila vOj;J mike;jpUf;Fk.; ghku kf;fSf;Fk; GupAk;gbahd ciueilia ftpeilahf khw;wpa jkpod;. rfytpjkhd ghly;fisAk; kionadg; nghope;Js;s Nkfk; mtd;. mj;jifa Nkfk; kionghopahky; kz;Zyif tpl;Lg; gpupa ghupa taNjJkpy;iy. vd;whYk;> kz;zpy; mtd; Mw;wpa gzp msTf;F kPwpanjd;W tpz;Zyfk; epidj;jnjd;dNth njupatpy;iy MAisf; Fiwj;Jf; nfhz;lJ. Kj;ijah vd;w jdp kdpjd; kuzpj;jJ mtdJ FLk;gj;jpw;F ,og;ghdNjh?... .. .. fz;zjhrd; fl;Lg;ghlhdJ.

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NghyNt> mjpfhiy vOe;J tpUe;jhspahd fjputd; tUKd; gyj;j Maj;jj;Jld; vjpH ghHj;jpUf;Fk; fl;rpjkhd gz;bif ||nghq;fy;g; gz;bif.|| gok;ngUk; Gyikg;ghl;bahk; xsit “tug;Gau ePUaUk; ePUau ney;YaUk; ney;Yauf; FbAaUk; FbAauf; NfhDaHthd;” vd;W thd; rpwg;igAk; mjdhy; Vw;gLk; tpisthy;> tptrhapfs; Clhf ehLk;> ehl;L kf;fSk; rpwg;Gg; ngWk; vd;gijr; RUf;fkhfTk; rpwg;ghfTk; vLj;Jf;fhl;baNghjpYk; mtw;wpw;F mbg;gilahfTk;> kiwKfkhfTk; njhf;fpapUf;Fk; fUg;nghUs; xd;W cs. xsitg; ghl;b kl;Lky;y nre;ehg; GytH ,e;j thd;rpwg;ig mw;Gjkhf ,uz;L tupfspy; VNo thHj;ijfÙlhf vLj;J ,ak;Gfpd;w mw;Gjk; rpwg;ghf mike;Js;sJ. “Jg;ghHf;Fj; Jg;gha Jg;ghf;fpj; Jg;ghHf;Fj; Jg;gha J}ck; kio” ,j;jifa thd; rpwg;G rpwg;ghf miktjw;F >mfpyj;jpw;Nf mizah tpsf;fhfg; gpufhrpf;Fk; gfytNd ghykhdtd; vd;gJjhNd mg;gl;lkhd cz;ik.! mj;jifa cz;ikia ed;F czHe;j vq;fs; jkpo; %jhijaH ,j;jifa tpohit me;jg; gfytDf;F toq;Ftjpy; jg;NgJ ,Uf;fKbAk;?. mg;Ngw;gl;l rpwg;Gkpf;f kfpo;r;rp nghq;Fk; nghq;fy; tpohitg; Gyk; ngaH Njrj;jpy; Njf;fj;JlNd nra;Ak; Vf;fj;jpw;F Mshd vk;epiy gupjhgj;jpw;FupaNj ! “vq;fs; nrhe;j kz;zpy; - me;j nrhHf;f G+kpapy; re;jj;NjhLk; rj;jj;NjhLk;

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TNGA


mUfd;

2003

mEg+jp

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154

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155

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2003

mEg+jp

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NjhoNd! cd; thHj;ijfspd; ty;yik cdf;Fg; GupAkh - mtw;why; thdj;ijAk; tisf;f KbAk; tuyhw;iwAk; gpupf;fKbAk; cdf;Fg; Gj;jp nrhy;y vdf;Fj; njupahJ - Vd;ndwhy; ePjhd; cyfj;jpy; Nkyhdtd; ePjhd; cyfj;jpd; khNkij cd;maHT Neuj;jpy; mwptpj;jy; jUk; mw;g njhz;ld; ehd; eP Mz;ltDf;Fr; rkkhdtd; - vdNt cd;id tzq;FfpNwd; ntFehsha; ahiuNah NjLfpwha; tpbT vd;dNth Vkhw;we;jhd; cdf;Fg; Gupatpy;iy - MapDk; vdf;Fj; njupfpwJ Vndd;why; ehd; cd; njhz;ld; ahiuj; NjLfpwha; fz;zhb Kd; epd;W cd;fz;fisj; jpwe;J ghH cd;dhy; Njlg;gl;l jputpak; mJjhd;

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156


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157


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158


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mEg+jp

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159


mUfd;

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mEg+jp

kdpj chpik kPwg;gLtij vq;Fe; jl;bf; Nfl;gtNu kdpj cupik Kw;wha; kWf;fg;gl;lij vg;gb kiwj;jPNuh

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160


mUfd;

2003

mEg+jp

vOjpawpAk; tif naOj;Jf;fspy; ,uz;lh kplk; ,izaj;jpy; ,izaw;w jkpOf;fpd;W ed;wha;f; fpilj;jnjd;W - jkp oPok; kyUk; - mg;NghJ rpq;fs ,uhZtj;jpdiu ePq;fhky; epidT $UNtd;..! Vd; njupAkh ?- mtHfspd; jPuhj Nfhuq; fSk; NghuhLk; J}z;lYNk - vik ehlhs itj; j jtk; <oj;J uprpfSk; kfhd;fSk; NkijfSk; kuzj;jhy; - vq;fs; Nkdpfspy; Nkd;ikAld; tPw;wpUg;ghH! mtHfs; nrd;ePH tpl;Lr; nrd;wjhy; kyUk; kPoj;jpy; fz;zPHtpl;L - mtH fhybapy; gzpfpd;Nwhk; Fl;b NjtHfs; mtHfs; mg;NghJ mtHfs; Nkdpfspy; eQ;R khiy Rke;jjhy; ,g;NghJ mtHfs; Nkdpfspy; - Jk;ig khiy #l;LfpNwhk; rpq;fsHf;F me;ehs; ntl;f khiy #l;bajhy; vq;fSf;F ,e;ehs; Nkdpfspy; jq;f khiy #l;bdPH Gyp tPuH tpijahf rpq;fsg; giltPuH cukhf tsHe;J epd;w kukhf kyUk; nkq;fs; <ok; - mg;NghJ rpq;fs ,uhZtj;jpdiu ePq;fhky; epidT $UNtd; ! Vd; njupAkh? -mtHfspd; jPuhj Nfhuq; fSk; NghuhLk; J}z;lYNk - vik ehlhs itj; jjtk;

TNGA

161


mUfd;

2003

Njhy;tpAw;w thypgk; ! tUl nkhd;wha; thbg; NghdNghJk; thypgj;jpd; Ntbf;ifahy; taJk; NghdJ ! ,uTfspd; ,d;gj; njhy;iyfs; ,y;yhj cwTfSf;Fj; J}gk; Nghl;Lj; njhy;iyahdJ ! thuj;jpy; jpdk; te;J Nghd ePz;l gy ,uTfs; Ntjid NahNl tpbTfisj; NjbaJ ! fl;bYk; nkj;ijfSk; ifnfhLf;Fk; ez;gdha; fz;zPiuf; $lj; Njf;fpitf;Fk; jlhfq;f shfpaJ ! ntg;gj;jpd; jg;ghd ntspg;ghl;lhy; tpz;zpy; fz;rpkpl;bf; nfhl;bf; fplf;Fe; jhuif $l $r;rg;gl;lJ ! tpbe;jgpd;G eq;ifapd;wp eifg;NghL Kbe;Jtpl;l khjj;J Kg;gJ ,uTfSf;fha; ntl;fg;gl;Nld;! tpuy;fs; tUbtpl;l Ntjidahy; cly;fs; - cld; tpijj;Jtpl;l NtHitj;Jspfs;

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162


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mEg+jp

163


mUfd;

2003

mEg+jp

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164


mUfd;

2003

mEg+jp

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165


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2003

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mEg+jp

166


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