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of lore about Termite Hall, odd tales about enormous

and categorical (i.e., the name given to the trend of

parties thrown there, extended families and guests who

contradictions that seems to abound in Mobile and from

never moved out, even the fact that it had a name—

which spring inordinately exaggerated, deep-seated, and

Termite Hall—had a similar effect. They obscured my

honestly-held beliefs about life there). Water culture, as

perspective on the house, allowed me to envision things

I understand it, is elusive, insubstantial, and, worst of

about it, kept me from seeing the place up close.

all, thoroughly inconsequential. But whether or not its

This obscured perspective means that my obsession with Termite Hall is a tangled knot of:

products are mirages or realities, water culture most certainly exists.

distorted childhood memories of Mobile (wrought iron things—benches, fountains, gates), old assumptions

about the kind of events that occur on a regular basis in the city, the mythology I have of my birth place, Eugene

I first heard the term ‘water culture’ from my father. As

Walter and roads with names like ‘Grand Boulevard

in, the city of Mobile’s complex social structures and

Street,’ a history of Termite Hall far richer in the

hierarchies reflect the water culture of ship captains,

retelling than in the actual occurrence, Adelaide

trade routes, ports, and longshoremen that have been

Marston Trigg, a tendency to believe in golden ages, a

present since the earliest days of the colony. I didn’t

wish that things of cultural significance have been

really grasp the deeper and more nuanced economic

hidden under my nose all along, etc etc.

commentary on sea-centered capitalism that my father

The task of untangling this knot around Termite

probably meant in this example, but ‘water culture’ felt

Hall means untangling my understanding of culture in

hefty and mysterious on the tongue. I filed it away as

the Azalea City.

something that might sound intellectual in certain social

And explaining culture in Mobile— 1

well, talking about it abstractly at least —means

gatherings.

explaining first the city’s inexplicable sense of self-

The first time I pull it out, it’s late October a few

importance and resultant (and unfortunate) small-

years ago, and Ben sits beside me on the bus to Chicago.

mindedness. Second, however, it also means attempting

I make a remark about Fall in the Midwest: It’s different

to put into words what I have often heard in

from home, where we barely have any Autumn at all,

conversation but never had explained to me to any

where the leaves all give up the ghost on account of the

degree of satisfaction: the concept of a water culture.

never-ending heat of the late- and then, later, indian-

What follows will demonstrate the impossibility of this

summer, which occasionally extends even into the first

task. I now believe that what is called Mobile’s water

weeks of December.

culture functions as a sort of mysterious and ubiquitous

Ben asks what it’s like down there.

It’s like

force which pushes all fantasies and fictions about the

here, I shrug. It’s America. But I reconsider. That’s

city toward a degree of reality. I believe in water culture

not really true.

not as something of content (i.e., some concrete and

because I grew up there, but Mobile’s something

demonstrable set of traits), but rather something formal

different. Then I remember my father’s words: it’s got a

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Maybe I engage with it differently


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