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poetry ebook titled 'tao lin'


'sitting in a ' sitting on my… ass… bed ass…no… um


'take two'‌ in a destitute state hold on just trying to maybe fuck this maybe fuck this idea and goddamn it i later today i will buy alcohol i won't drink it i from a... god fucking dammit i


t'omorrow will be a day that will be beautiful in the sense that (from a statistical standpoint) google will probably still be a company and not [something like a 'collective memory'‌.? goddfuckkkkkingg/' &mhhhkfhiislllkpgbgggkrxplmd dammit no fuck

i hate this why did what no. fuckkkkkk 'feel aversion to this'


'i'm… uh' i am going to do things i like doing ...now now i am going to do things i enjoy today, maybe, at some point going to do things i… like… that i… i enjoy doing… i like… lorrie moore okay concrete concrete… things… something fuck 'fuck' seems sweet i gue no wait i… don'g wa;k;dddddd0opaano no i imagined macbook 'slipping' from beneath my fingers me being... unaware, still typing… macbook floats about fifteen feet away


hovering not‌ still typing‌ i


'i' tao lin(?)... lol...


'the words 'feel aversion to this' colliding with my lower jaw which is fifteen feet away from my face tomorrow afternoon i don't' fuck u u ppl goddamn u shitheads i don't lol haven't… i'm not doing this how i i i iiiiiiiiiii i me, okay, yes this is me… i'm me, here ok ok …next… i, like… um… hamster…

feel interested in…. …not doing drugs… but… drugs drugs seem non-differentiable from…


reality‌ i feel insane mostly other humans uuhhh.. .


'lol 2' movie titled 'feel aversion to this' oh i have my hand on your face this is… nice… i want to… vomit… thought 'grocery store' tomorrow…


'i am the anti-hero in the narrative of my own… um… why… ' … are words are words so… i hate you


'shittalking you from a distance of [indiscernible quantity of time/space/[future, more concrete version of the time-space amalgam including… [something about more particles… uhh… space ? i


'feel aversion to this'

too depressed to type‌ lol‌ anything' []]]]]]]]]]]]]] uh, lol ok


'possible rap lyrics' life bleak money

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stephen michael mcdowell


Stephen michael mcdowell tao lin ebook