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kzmanq-\ns‚ yw -˛au\w HutZym-KnI t]cv _m_p-t]mƒ. 1958 P\p-hcn 28\v hk-¥i-Ø 5 tIm´bw Pn√-bnse tash-≈q¿ {Kma-Øn¬ P\-\w. Hcp hb- p-Xn-Ibp∂Xn\p apºp-Xs∂ t]mfntbm _m[n®v ico-c-Øns‚ Ne-\-tijn \jvS-s∏-´p. kvIqfn¬ t]mImt\m HutZym-Kn-I-]-T-\-Ønt\m CS-h∂n-´n-√. AXym-hi - y-Øn\v hmbn-°m\pw Fgp-Xm\pw ho´n-en-cp∂v Xs∂ ]Tn-®p. Zo¿L-Im-esØ NnIn-’-I-fpsS ^e-ambn buh-\m-cw-`-Øn¬ ]nSn-®q∂n \S-∂p-Xp-S-ßn. XpS¿∂v kmlnXyw Nn{X-Ie ]cn-ÿnXn kwc-£-Ww, kmaq-ly-tk-h-\w, hyh-km-bw, IpSpw_w XpSßn kmaqly-Po-hn-X-Øns‚ hnhn[ Xcw cwK-ß-fn¬ kPo-h-am-bn. c≠m-bn-cØns‚ BZy-h¿j-߃ apX¬ Hmtjm [ym\-]-cn-io-e-\w. XpS¿∂v kw\ym-kw. F√m a\p-jy¿°pw kzÿhpw kzX-{¥-hp-ambn Pohn°m≥ Hcp Iayq¨ F∂ e£y-tØmsS "{]W-b-Ipe'Øn\v F∂ t]cn¬ Hcp {Skv‰n\v cq]w sImSp-Øp. kz¥w [ym\m-\p-`-h-ß-fpsSbpw Dƒ°m-gvN-bp-sSbpw shfn-®-Øn¬ Ct∏mƒ [ym\-]-cn-io-e-\Iym-ºp-Iƒ°v t\XrXzw \¬In-h-cp-∂p. 2006 apX¬ \S-°m-\p≈ Ignhv ho≠pw \jvS-s∏-´p. ho¬sN-b-dn-emWv Ct∏mƒ Ne-\w. tIcf sslt°m-S-Xn-bnse U]yq´n cPn-kv{Sm¿ kpteJ kn tPm¿PmWv `mcy. aI≥ A\¥v. knwK-∏q-cn¬ tPmen sNøp-∂p. hnemkw: kzman iq\yw, {]W-b-Ip-ew, tash-≈q¿ ]n.-H, tIm´bw ˛ 686609. t^m¨: 9447208882


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lnwkbpw kwL¿jhpw `oXnbpw AI-ßsf thhn-®p-sIm-≠n-cn-°p∂ a\p- j y\v {]Im- i - a - c p- f p∂p Cu [ym\- _ p- ≤ - K p- c p. {io\m- c m- b WKpcphpw ca- W - a - l ¿jnbpw Hmtjmbpw Pn±phpw ]I¿∂ {]Imi-]m-X-I-fn-eq-sS-bmWv Kpcp-hns‚ hc-Ifpw hm°p-Ifpw \sΩ k©cn-∏n-°p-∂X - v. Kpcp-Xs∂ ]d-bp-tºmse, "a\- a - S ßn aZ- a - S ßn t\cw ]pe¿∂v t\cp sXfn-bp∂ Ime-Øn\mbn' hk-¥-Øns‚ au\w {]nbhm-b-\-°m¿°v ka¿∏n-°p-∂p.

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mYm¿∞y-Øns‚ kv^pcWw Cu ]pkvX-I-Øn¬ Ft∏m-sg¶nepw A\p-`-h-s∏-Sp-∂p-s≠-¶n¬ kzbw shfn-s∏-Sm-\p≈ AXns‚ {XmWn-sIm-≠mWv. CXnse Ipdn-∏p-Ifpw hc-Ifpw D≠m-Ip-∂-Xn\v Hcp \nan-Ø-ambn F∂Xp am{X-amWv Ch-bp-am-bp≈ Fs‚ _‘w. Ch-bn-e-[n-Ihpw ]{Xm-[n-]-kp-lrØv iin IS-∏q-cns‚ \n¿_-‘Øn¬ \n∂mWv cq]-s∏-´-Xv. Ct∏mƒ ]pkvX-I-am-Ip-∂-Xm-Is´ IhnkplrØv thWp hn tZi- Ø ns‚ XmXv ] cyw sIm≠pw dmkvs_dn _pIvkns‚ k∂-≤-X-sIm-≠p-am-Wv. Ch-tcm-sSms° D≈Xn-tesd IS-∏mSv BsI A£cw ]Tn-∏n® amXm-hn-t\m-Sp-X-s∂. Cu Ipdn-∏p-Ifpw hc-Ifpw F\n°v [ym\-am-bn-cp-∂p. hnti-jn®v hc-Iƒ. C-h-bn¬ ]-eXpw kmμ¿`n-I-ambn Fs‚ {]nb-kJn kpteJ-°p-≈-hbmbn `hn-®n-´p≠v. hc-Iƒ Ipdn-∏p-Iƒs°m∏-amWv ]pkvXI-Øn¬ Dƒs∏-Sp-Øn-bn-cn-°p-∂-sX-¶nepw Ch {]ta-bm-\p-km-cn-bmb tcJm-Nn-{X-ß-f-√. c≠n-t\bpw thdn-´p-Xs∂ ImW-Ww. F∂m¬ c≠pw ]c-kv]c ]qc-I-ß-fm-Wv. hm°p-Iƒ°v ]d-bm≥ Ign-bm-ØXv Nne-t∏mƒ hc-Iƒ°v Ign-™p-sh-∂p-h-cmw. Hmtcm∂pw hmbn-®p-I-gn™v Ign-bp-sa-¶n¬ IÆp-I-f-S®v CØn-cnt\cw Ccn-°p-I. hm°pw hcbpw Dt]-£n®v A¿∞-Øn\pw cq]Øn\pw A∏pdw bmYm¿Yyw At∏mƒ A\p-`-hn-°m-\m-tb-°mw. FgptØm hctbm A√ {][m-\w. hmb-\bpw ImgvN-bp-am-Wv. FgpXp-tºm-g√ hm°p-Iƒ k^-e-am-IpI hmbn-°p-tºm-gm-Wv. hmb\ Adn-hn-\p-th-≠n-b√. A\p-`-h-Øn-\m-I-Ww. hc-Ifpw Aßn-s\X-s∂. ImWp-hm\√ A\p-`-hn-°m-\mWv Ah. hc-Iƒ tIhew AXn-cp-Iƒ. AXn-cp-Iƒ°v AIhpw ]pd-hp-ap≈ iq\y-X-bn-emWv Nn{Xw. AXmWv ImtW-≠-Xv. hm°p-Iƒ krjvSn-°p∂ A¿∞-_nw-_-ß-fn-e√ AXp ]Xn-bp∂ Z¿∏-W-amWv s]mcpƒ. AXn-emWv Aen-tb-≠-Xv. hmb\bpw ImgvNbpw At∏mƒ [ym\-am-Ipw. kvt\l-tØmsS kzman iq\yw


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N en-°p∂ Itk-c-bn-emWv kzman iq\ysØ Rm≥ I≠n´p-≈-Xv. Imep-Iƒ°v kzm[o-\-an-√. XmSn-ao-i-bp≈ B apJØv {]im-¥-`mhw Ft∏mgpw Xßn\n¬°p-∂p. AXn¬ {]km-Z-Øns‚ {]Im-ihpap-≠v. {]tXy-In®pw B IÆp-Ifn¬. ss\an-jn-I-kz-`m-h-ap≈X√ B {]km-Zw. \nXy-X-bpsS Bg-ap-≈-Xm-W-Xv. kzman iq\yw Npcp-°-amtb kwkm-cn-°q. Ipd®p hm°pIƒ am{Xw. At±-l-Øns‚ kzcw arZp-hm-Wv, Hcp kmwkvImcn-I-kw-L-S-\-bpsS {]kn-U-s‚∂ \ne-bn¬ At±lw tkh\-a-\p-jvTn-°p-∂p. hmNm-e-Xbv°v ÿm\-ap≈ ]Z-hn-bm-WXv. ]t£, Ahn-sSbpw kzman iq\yw anX-`m-jn-bm-Wv. At±-l-Øns‚ a\- n-se-¥m-Wp-≈-sX∂ IuXpIw ]et∏mgpw F∂n-ep-W¿∂n-´p-≠v. [ym\m-fl-I-amb B IÆp-IfmWv Aß-s\-sbmcp IuXpIw F∂n-ep-W¿Øn-b-Xv. a‰t\Iw IuXpIw t]mse CXpw Xr]vX-am-ImsX Ah-tijn-°p-sa∂v Rm≥ hnNm-cn-®n-cp-∂p. B hnNmcw Fs∂ Akzÿ-\m-°n-bn-√. F∂m¬, \n\-®n-cn-°msX kzman iq\y-Øns‚ A¥-cmflm-hns‚ Ne-\-߃ sNdn-sbm-c-f-thm-f-sa-¶nepw ImWm≥ F\n°p km[n-®n-cn-°p-∂p. Cu IrXn-bnse cN-\m-_n-μp°ƒ B Ne-\-ß-fm-Ip-∂p. kz]v\-sa-t∂m Z¿i-\-sat∂m hnfn-°m-hp∂ Hcp temIamWv kzman iq\y-Øns‚ Bflm-hn¬ kZm XpSn-®p-\n¬°p∂-Xv. Cu IrXn-bnse F√m cN-\-I-fnepw B kz]v\-Øns‚ (Z¿i-\-Øn-s‚) {]Xn-^-e-\ap-≠v. CXv Htc-k-abw euInIhpw Aeu-In-I-hp-am-Wv. AsX-s¥∂p hni-Z-am-°m≥ "hoSv' F∂ cN-\-bn¬ \n∂v Hcp `mKw Rm≥ D≤-cn-°p-∂p. ""ChnsS \ap-s°mcp hoSp-≠m-°mw. t£{Xw t]msemcp hoSv. BIm-i-Øns‚ ta¬∏p-c. `qan-bpsS Xd. Zn°p-I-fpsS Npa-cv. hk-¥-Øns‚ tamSn. \nem-hns‚ shfn-®w. Acp-hnbpsS Pe-hn-Xm\w. ]I-en-c-hp-I-fpsS DS-bm-S...'' CXn-t\mSv tN¿Øv "]pXnb a\p-jy≥ ]pXnb temIw' F∂ cN-\-bnse hm°p-Iƒ IqSn {i≤n-t°-≠-Xm-Wv. AXp Xmsg tN¿°p-∂p. "ImWp-∂Xpw ImWm-Ø-Xp-amb kI-ehpw Htc kØbpsS `n∂-`n-∂-ß-fmb Ah-ÿ-I-fm-sW∂pw Ah ]c-kv]c-]q-c-I-ß-fm-sW∂pw D≈ A\p-`-h-Øn-eqsS ]q¿W-X-bn-

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hkns‚ au\w hnImkw sIm≠-h-cmWv ]pXnb a\pj¥ y¿.-ØAh¿ `qan-bn¬ ]q°-sf-t∏mse \nd-ßfpw kpK-‘hpw \nd-bv°pw. ie- ` - ß - s f- t ∏mse \rØw hbv ° pw. Infn- I - s f- t ∏mse kwKoXw s]mgn-°pw. ]pXnb a\p-jy\v `qan AXn-cp-I-fn√mØ hnim-e-X-bm-Wv.'' AXn- c p- I - f n- √ mØ hnim- e X˛AXv apI- f n- e p- ≤ - c n- ® ptN¿Ø c≠p `mK-ß-fnepw kam-\-ambn ImWmw. AXn-cpI- f p≈˛ZrV- a mb AXn- c p- I - f p≈˛Hcp temI- Ø ns‚ bmYm¿Yyw izkn-®p-sIm-≠mWv kzman-iq\yw Cu kz]v\w kz¥w A¥-cm-flm-hn¬ sISm-hn-f-°p-t]mse sXfn-®p\n¿Øn-bn-cn-°p-∂-Xv. AXn\v ]n≥_-e-ambn At±-l-Øn\v kz¥-amb Hcp AssZzX Z¿i-\-ap-≠v. ssZzX-ßsfbpw sshcp-≤y-ß-sfbpw ka-\z-bn-∏n®v B Z¿i\w GI-am-°n-Øo¿°p-∂p. "hyXy-kvXm-Ir-Xn-Iƒ, hncp-≤m-i-b-߃, hnhn[ CS߃, \man-ßs\ `n∂-ap{ZnXß-sf-¶nepw \ap-°n-ßs\ Hcpan®p \ne-\n¬°m\pw kvt\ln-°m\pw Ign-bp-∂p.'' F¥p-sIm≠v \ap-s°m-cp-an®p \n¬°m\pw kvt\ln°m\pw Ign-bp∂p? \n¿Ωp-{Zn-X-amb GI-k-Ø-bpsS-˛\nXm¥-amb GI-k-Ø-bpsS k¥m-\-ß-fm-b-Xp-sIm-s≠∂v DØcw. C{]-Im-c-samcp Z¿i-\w, Pem-i-b-ß-fn¬ \oem-Im-i-sa∂-t]mse˛Cu eLp-Ir-Xn-bnse cN-\m-_n-μp-°-fn¬ hn`n∂-co-Xn-If - n¬ {]Xn-^e - n-®p-\n¬°p-∂p. hmb-\b - n-eqsS [ym\Øn-te°v IS-∂m¬ am{Xta Cu cN\-bpsS am[p-cyhpw Kl-\-Xbpw Btem-N-\m-ar-X-ambn \n߃°-\p-`-h-s∏-Sp-Ibp-≈q. [ym\-Øns‚ Bg-ß-fn¬ hnf™v cq]w {]m]n® Cu apØp- I ƒ hmb- \ - ° m- c psS apºmsI A`n- a m- \ - ] q¿Δw ka¿∏n-°p-tºmƒ Rm≥ A\n¿h-N-\o-b-amb B\-μ-a-\p-`hn-°p-∂p. CXn¬ tN¿Øn-cn-°p∂ kvsI®p-Iƒ hc-®Xv kzman iq\yw Xs∂-bm-Wv. cN-\-I-fpsS `mh-ta-J-e°v DNn-X-amb kvsI®p-Iƒ. `mh-ta-J-ebv°v t]mj-I-amb kvsI®p-Iƒ F∂p ]d-bp-I-bm-hpw. Ah-bpsS `mh-hy-RvPI-tijn cN\-I-fp-ambn XmZmXvayw {]m]n-°m≥ A\p-hm-N-Isc klmbn-°p-sa-∂mWv Fs‚ hnizm-kw.

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1 hk-¥-Øns‚ au\w Cc-´-ap-J-amWv au\-Øn-\v. hk¥ kpakp-K‘w hln-s®-Øp∂ Cfw-Im-‰n¬ au\-ap≠v ˛ hk-¥-Øns‚ au\w. ivaim-\-K‘w t]dnsb-Øp∂ ]pI-]S- e - ß - ƒ°pw au\-amWv. ken-ek - a - r-≤n-bn¬ ]qØpw Xfn¿Øpw kky-Pm-e-߃ k-º-∂-am-°nb Xmgvhmc-Øn\v au\ap≠v. Dd-h-Iƒ h‰n-h-c≠v Hcp Ip™p-hn-Øp-t]mepw s]m´n-ap-f-°m\n-S-bn-√mØ acp-`q-hn\pw au\-am-Wv. {]W-b-Øns‚ {]^p-√-hn-{im¥n-bn¬ au\-ap-≠v. ]I-bpsS ]Xp-ßn-bn-cn-∏n-epw. "th≠ ths≠-∂m-Ith th≠-Xm-Ith h∂nSpw'


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2 A\m-l-X-\mZw ]d-bq, h¿Ø-am-\-sa∂v \o. ]d-bp-∂Xv h¿Ø-am-\-a-s√∂v Rm≥. ]cn-`-hn® \ns‚ {hWn-X-au\w. \n»_vZw \nan-j-ß-f-en™v \n¿\nanjw. Ct∏mƒ \ns‚ h¿Ø-am\w F\n°v tIƒ°mw ]d-bmsX ]d-bp-∂Xv A\m-l-X-\mZw.


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3 kwkmcw t\cw ]pe-cp-t∂-bn-√t√m, t\cv sXfn-bp-∂p-an-√, t\c-sa-{X-bm-bn, \mw kwkm-c-Øn-emWv. kwkm-c-km-K-c-Øn¬ kln-sI´v \o¥n\o¥n˛\o. \nt∂m-Sp-Iq-sS-Rm-\p-asX. \ap-°n\n an≠m-Xn-cn-°mw. Ct∏mƒ ChnsS CØn-cn-t\cw, au\-hn-{im-¥n-bn¬ a\-a-S-ßn, aZ-samSp-ßn, At∏mƒ kwkm-c-Øn\v Adp-Xn-h-cpw. kwkm-c-Øns‚ AdpXn-bn¬ kmKcw IS∂v t\cw ]pecpw t\cpsXfnbpw \ap-°n-\n-an≠m-Xn-cn-°mw.


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4 kl-h¿ØnXzw A{]-Xy-£-Øn-s‚bpw {]Xy-£-Øn-s‚bpw {]tl-fn-I-I-ƒ°∏pdw, {]ntb Rm\nXm \n∂n¬, {]W-b-Øns‚ kao-]-{]-I-º-\߃°n-∏p-dw, {]^p-√-hn-{im-¥n-bmbn, Rm\n-Xm, \n∂n¬Ø-s∂. IÆns‚ kv^Sn-I-{]-Xn-_nw-_-߃°pw ImXns‚ {]I-º-\-[z-\nIƒ°pw, \mhns‚ ck-t`-Z-߃°pw, \mkn-I-bpsS K‘-ssh-hn-[y߃°pw N¿Ω-Øns‚ kv]¿i-c-k-Øn\pw AXo-X-ambn Rm\n-Xm\n-∂n¬am-{Xw. H∂p IÆ-S-°p-I-tb-th-≠q, \n\-°Xv A\p-`-hn-®-dn-bmw, acWw tIhew P\-\-k-l-Pw, kwk¿§-hn-cm-aw, kwk¿§w A\n-Xy-at{X. \nXyw, kl-h¿Øn-Xz-hpw. kZmk¿ΔYm \n∂n¬Rm≥ kl-h¿Øn°p-∂p-h-t√m.


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5 kpK-‘ KoXw apf-¶m-´n-eqsS, IS-∂p-t]m-Ip∂ Im‰n-\v, \ns‚ kwKo-Xw. apf-¥≠ns‚ k]vX-kp-jn-c-ß-fn-eqsS {]h-ln-°p∂ Fs‚ {]mW izmkØn-\p-asX. F\n°pw \n\-°p-an-S-bn¬, AXn-cp-I-f-en-bn-°p∂ \ns‚ kwKo-Xw. ]q¶m-h-\-Øn-eqsS IS-∂p-t]m-Ip∂ Im‰n\v \ns‚ kpK‘w. Np≠p-Iƒ tN¿Øp-Ω-shbvs° CS-I-e¿∂-en-bp∂ {]W-b-\nizm-k-Øn-\p-asX. F\n°pw \n\-°p-an-S-bn¬ AXn-cp-I-f-en-bn-°p∂ \ns‚ kpK-‘w. Ct∏mƒ \otbm Rmt\m C√. kpK-‘-KoXw am{Xw.


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6 {]Wbw icn-bm-Wv, {]Wbw £Wn-I-am-Wv. \ns‚ ap∂n¬ \n¿∂n-ta-jambn Cß-s\-bn-cn-°p-tºmƒ s]s´-∂v, {]Wbw IS-∂p-h-cp-∂p, ap≥ \nan-j-a-Xn-√m-bn-cp∂p, hcpw \nan-j-hp-a-sX. AsX. {]Wbw £WnI-am-Wv, am{Xm-\p-h¿Øn. apºpw ]nºp-a-√m-sX, Cºw A≥]m¿∂v, A≥]v Cº-am¿∂v, D≈p-W¿∂v D≈-Xn-ep-d®v £W-am{X ]ns∂ am{Xbp-a-‰v...


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7 ]q¿Æw F\n°pw \n\-°p-an-S-bn-ep-≈Xv Rm\m-Wv. \n\°pw \n\-°p-an-Sbn-ep-≈Xv Rm≥ Xs∂. F\n-°p-sa-\n-°p-an-S-bn-ep-≈Xpw Rm≥. \o tXSp-∂Xv Fs∂-bm-Wv, Rm\p-a-sX. tXSp-∂Xv \ns∂. H‰°v \osbmc¿≤w. H‰°v Rm\p-a-sX. Hcp-]-IpXn \o. adp-]-IpXn Rm≥. Hcp-]IpXn Rm≥, adp-]-IpXn \o. \obpw Rm\p-an-√m-Xm-Ip-tºmƒ D≠mbn-cn-°p-∂Xpw Rm≥.


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8 Pohn-Xhpw ac-Whpw PohnXw Ccp-´n¬ IØp∂ hnf-°v, {]Im-i-Øns‚ CØn-cn-sh´w. kv\nKv[kvt\-l-Øns‚ A`m-h-Øn¬ Icn™pw `mh-Øn¬ sXfn™pw Im‰n-ep-e™pw Db¿∂pw IØp∂ hnf°v. acWw Ccp-fn¬ sXfn-bp∂ shfn-®w. {]Im-i-Øns‚ A\-¥-X. kvt\l-Øns‚ A`m-h-Ønepw `mh-Ønepw Htc-t]m¬, sXfn™v Im‰n-ep-e-bm-sXbp-b-cmsXbW-bmsX, Xnf-ßp∂ shfn-hv.


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9 km£n \o hmZn, {]Xnbpw \o Xs∂. A¿≤m¿≤-߃ ]Ip-Xn-]-c-a-a-√. ]c-kv]-c-hn-cp-≤-߃, hncp-≤-߃ hmkvX-h-am-In-√. Rm≥ k\m-X\≥, kZm-\-μ≥ Rm≥ Dd-°n-epw, DW¿∂v D◊-bpsS Dd-h-t]m¬ D≈nepw DØpw-K-J-K-°m-gvN-t]m¬, D]-cnbpw D≈-h≥ km£n kXyw km£m-XvI-cn-®-h≥. Fs∂ Adn-bm-\n\n \o, F√m ]pdw-Im-gvN-bn¬ \n∂pw, GI-ambpƒh-en-™v, IÆp-I-f-S-°p-I. ImgvN-bpsS Dƒhn-Xm-\-ß-fn¬ Igºmbn Rm≥. Fs∂ A\p-`-hn-°pI. B\μ-a-bo-`h!


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10 taml\ \S\w ISepw Icbpw Ah-bpsS hn{ip-X-hn-{im-¥n-bn-epw, Xfn-cp-Iƒ Ahbp-sS, kv\nKv[-em-h-Wy-Ønepw ]qhp-Iƒ Ah-bpsS {`amfl-I-aZ K‘-Ønepw cm{Xn-Iƒ Ah-bpsS \nKq-V-ku-μ-cy-Ønepw ]I-epIƒ Ah-bpsS {]`m-]q-cn-X-h¿Æ-ß-fnepw klPw kºq¿Æw. Cu A\-¥-tIfn B\-μ-a-bw. B\-μ-tI-fn-sb-∂p-hrYm \n\®v H‰bv°v, taml\-\-S\w \o. Rm\p-a-sX. Hcp ]Ip-Xn-\o, adp-]-IpXn Rm≥. CS™pw CW-ßnbpw CS-dn-hoWpw taml-\-\-S\w!


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11 hoSv ChnsS \ap-s°mcp hoSp-≠m-°mw. t£{Xwt]msemcp hoSv. BImi-Øns‚ ta¬]pc, `qan-bpsS Xd. Zn°p-I-fpsS Npa-cv. hk-¥-Øns‚ tamSn. \nem-hns‚ shfn-®w, Acp-hn-bpsS Pe-hn-Xm-\w, ]I-en-c-hp-IfpsS DS-bm-S. inin-c-Øns‚ Ipfn-cv, Idp-I-\m-ºp-Iƒ°p apI-fn¬ kpK‘]pjv]-߃ hncn-®n´ iø. AhnsS GI-_n-μp-hn¬ saø-SnapSn Ae-b-Sn-°pw. cXnX-cw-K-߃ BK-an-®-S-ßp∂ im¥n-bpsS Hcpho-Sv.


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12 Rm≥ BWn\pw s]Æn-\p-ap-≈n¬ Afi-_o-P-ß-fmbn Bhn¿`-hn-®Xv Rm≥. Ah-cn-e-\p-cm-K-am-bXpw cXn-K-X-am-bXpw KXn-\-Sp-hn-sem-cp-an®Xpw K¿`-Øn-ep-cp-h-s∏-´Xpw Btcm-cp-an-√msX Bcp-an-√msX B\μ-am-b-hn-sS- In-S-∂Xpw Rm≥. AΩ-bn¬ \n∂∂w Ih¿∂v cm]-Iep-I-fp-dßn hf¿∂Xpw ]ns∂ BsW-∂v, s]sÆ∂v `n∂-am¿∂Xpw `qPm-X-am-bXpw Rm≥. sImXn-bm-bXpw EXp-hm-b-Xpw, cXn-bm-bXpw aXn-bm-bXpw Rm≥ Xs∂... {]W-bhpw Rm≥, {]W-hhpw Rm≥.


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13 Ddh BZyw ta¬aÆv tImcn-am-‰W - w. Icn-bn-eI - fpw ]q°fpw ]pgp-°fpw, No™v ck-ssh-hn-[y-߃ Xg-®p-h-f-cp∂ ta¬a-Æv. ]n∂oSv Dd® ]qgn Inf-s®-Sp-°-Ww. Adn-hp-I-fpsS AS-cp-Iƒ°n-Sbv°v Al-¥bpsS thcp-Iƒ°v, Bgv∂n-d-ßm-\nSw sImSp-Øv, h≥hr-£-ßsf Xmßn \ndp-Øp∂ ]qgn. ho≠pw Ah-ti-jn-°p∂ ]md ASn-®p-S®p \o°-Ww. P∑m-¥-cß-fn-eqsS Dd™v I´n-]n-Sn-®p-t]mb kwkvIm-c-ß-fpsS ]md-Iƒ Hs∂m-∂mbn s]dp-°n-°-f-b-Ww. At∏mƒ AIw-]p-d-ß-fn-√msX sXfn™v BIm-c-an-√msX A\-¥-ambn AXv ImWm-dm-Ipw. AXmWv aXw, AXmWv {]W-bw.


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14 Ft∏mgp-ap-≈Xv \man-ßs\ XpW-I-fm-bn-cns° ˛ \nt∂mSv `‡n-bp-≠m-bn-s√-¶n¬, ]ns∂ F¥n-t\m-SmWv F\n-°-Xp-≠m-Ip-I. XΩn¬ ssZhn-IX Is≠Øn-bn-s√-¶n¬, ]ns∂ Fhn-sS-bmWv \maXv Is≠-ØpI! X∂n-ens√-¶n¬ as‰-hn-sSbp-a-Xn√! ]q°-fn-en√, Xfn-cp-I-fnepw ac-ß-fn-ep-an√. kap-{Z-Ønepw BIm-i-Øn-ep-an√! Infn-I-fnepw I√p-I-fn-ep-an√! \Ωn-ep-≠-¶n-e-sX-hn-sS-bp-ap-≠m-Ipw... \man-ßs\ CW-]n-W™v, \osbm∂v Rms\m∂v F∂-Xn-√msX, H∂p-an-√msX BIth D≈Xmw H∂pam{X-am-I-th-b-√m-sX, ]ns∂-t∏m-gmWv ssZhn-IX \ap°v A\p`-hn-°m≥ Ign-bpI? Ct∏m-g-X-\p-`-hn-°m≥ Ign-™m¬ Ft∏m-gp-a-X\p-`-hn-°m-\m-Ipw...


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15 H∂p-am{Xw F∂nse F∂nepw, \n∂nse \n∂nepw X∑-bmbn ImWp-∂-sXm∂p-am-{Xw. Fs∂-∂p-ap-≈-Xm-sam-∂p-am-{Xw, Fßpw \nd-™-Xm-ap◊ am{Xw. Fs∂bpw \ns∂bpw cs≠-∂p-Im-◊Xpw F∂nepw \n∂nepw D≠m-°n-h-®-Xpw, Rms\∂ \osb∂ tXm∂¬am-{Xw. C√n√ Rm\n√ \obn√ ]ns∂tbm, \osf hnS-cp∂ {]W-b-h¿Æ-߃. ImXn¬ \ndbp∂ kwKo-X-[m-c-Iƒ. F√mw \nd-bp-s∂m-scm-∂p-am{Xw Fs∂-∂pap-≈-Xm-ap◊ am{Xw!!


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16 Adn-tb-≠-Xv... {]Ir-Xn-bn¬ F√m-‰n\pw, AXn-t‚-Xmb Ime-ß-fp-≠v. AX-dn™m¬ AXm-W-dn-hv. AXv `qXtam `mhntbm A√. F√m-bvt]mgpw h¿Ø-am-\-am-Wv. apf-bv°p-∂-Xn\v Hcp Imew, apf s]m´p-∂-Xn\v as‰mcp Imew. apIp-f-am-Ip-∂-Xn\pw ˛ CX-fn-X-fp-I-fmbv hncn-bp-∂Xn\pw Ime-ap-≠v. apf-bvt°≠ ImeØv apf-bv°-Ww. hf-tc≠ ImeØv hf-c-Ww. EXp-hm-bm¬ CW-th-Ww, Cs√-¶n¬ CXp-t]mse \ap-°n-S-bn¬ F∂-Xp-t]mse aXn aXn-bm-Im-Xm-Ipw. aZ-an-fIpw. {]IrXn-bn¬ F√m-‰n\pw AXn-t‚-Xmb Ime-ß-fp-≠v. AXmWv Adn-tb≠-Xv.


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17 \o ]q°-fn¬ \o kpK-‘w. {Kl-ß-fn¬ \o \nem-hv. ]©-`q-X-ßfn¬ \o BIm-iw. {]W-b-Øn¬ \o ]cm-K-`q-an-I, Zn\-cm-{X-ß-fn-¬ \ni. EXp- ° - f n¬ hk- ¥ w, Ime- ß - f n¬ h¿Ø- a m- \ w. F∂n¬ Rm\pw...


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18 AIew F\n°pw \n\-°p-an-S-bn¬ AI-e-ß-fp-s≠-¶n¬ AXv {]W-bØns‚ A`m-h-am-Wv. \o Ahn-sS-bm-bn-cn-°p-tºmƒ \mw hfsc AIe-Øn-em-Wv. \o Chn-sS-bm-bn-cn-°p-tºmƒ Ipd®v AI-e-Øn-epw. \o Fs∂ Bt«-jn-°p-tºmƒ AIew ho≠pw Ipd-bp-∂p. \o F\n°v aptºm tijtam Bbn-cp-s∂-¶n¬ \ap-°n-S-bn¬ Ime-Øns‚ AIe-am-Wp-≠m-hp-I. Ime-sØ, ZqcsØ AXn-h¿Øn-°p-∂Xv {]W-bam-Wv. \o F{X Zqc-Øn-em-sW-¶nepw as‰mcp Ime-Øn-em-sW-¶nepw \ap-°n-S-bn¬ {]W-b-ap-s≠-¶n¬ Ahn-sS-, AI-eta D≠m-hn-√.


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19 eoem-]cw {]Wbw ˛ Bg-Øn-ep≈ A\p-`-h-am-sW-¶n¬ hm°p-Iƒ A{]Xy-£-am-Ipw. Ft∏mgpw Dgp-Xp-a-dn-®p-sIm-≠n-cn-°p-∂ aÆn¬ hnØv s]m´n-ap-f-bv°p-∂n-√. kZm kwkm-c-Øn-em-bn-cn-°p-∂-h¿°n-S-bn¬ {]W-b-hpw... hnØp apf-bv°p-∂-Xn\pw hf¿∂v ]pjv]n-°p-∂-Xn\pw kv\nKv≤-amb Hcp \n›-eX \ne-\n¬°-Ww. {]W-b-]-c-amb B\μw `hn-°p-∂-Xn\v au\-hpw. {]Wbw B\-μ-am-bn-cn-°p-tºmƒ, apgp-h≥ {]Ir-Xn-bpw eoem-]-c-ambn Xocp-∂p.


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20 kam-¥-c-߃ kam-¥-c-ß-fmbn \ne-sIm-≈p∂ A°-cbv°pw C°-cbv°pw \Sphn-eq-sS-bmWv \Zn {]h-ln-°p-∂-Xv. kam-¥-c-ß-fmb kv{Xobv°pw ]pcp-j\pw CS-bn-eq-sS-bmWv {]Wbw {]h-ln-°p-∂-Xv. kam-¥c Xoc߃ A-¥-c-ß-fn-em-sW-¶nepw kl-h¿Øn-Xz-Øn-emWv \ne-sIm≈p-∂-Xv. AXmWv AXns‚ kPo-h-Xbpw kuμ-cyhpw kam-¥-c-tcJ-Iƒ Ft∏m-sg-¶nepw Iq´n-ap-´m≥ {ian-°p-In¬ \Zn-bpsS Hgp-°hnsS \ne-bv°pw. \Zn-bpsS Hgp-°n-s√-¶n¬ `qan Xcn-im-Ipw, kam-¥c-߃ kam-¥-c-ß-fm-bn-Xs∂ \ne-\n¬°-s´... At∏m-g-hnsS {]Wb-Øns‚ \Zn kZm Hgp-Ipw. Ccp-I-c-I-tfbpw Xgp-In, Ccp-I-c-I-tfbpw Xfn¿∏n-®v, Ccp-I-c-I-tfbpw Xcp-W-kp-μ-c-am°n kZm... kZm... kZm...


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21 D∂w \m`n-bn¬ DW¿∂v, \m`n-bn¬ DØpw-K-am-bn, \m`n-bn¬Xs∂ DSbp∂ Ima-Øns‚ {]I-º-\-ß-fn¬ {]W-b-Øns‚ £Wn-I-amb {]^p-√-\-ß-fp-≠v. F∂m¬ Ima-Øns‚ {]I-º-\-߃ {]W-b-a-√. ]t£, {]^p-√-\-ß-fn¬ \n∂v {]W-b-Øns‚ Xmac hncn-bn-°m≥ Ign-bpw. lrZ-b-Øn¬ hncn-bp∂ {]W-b-Øns‚ kl-{k-Z-e-I-aew, AXn-\p≈ km[-\-bm-Ip∂p Pohn-Xw. {]Ir-Xn-bn¬ BWn-s‚bpw s]Æn-s‚bpw Bhn¿`m-h-Øns‚ D∂hpw AXp-X-s∂.


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22 {]⁄... {]Ir-Xn... C°m-Wp∂ ]®-∏√ {]Ir-Xn. `qantbm BIm-itam A√, acßfpw sNSn-I-fp-a√, ae-Ifpw Xmgvhmc-ßfpa√ \Zn-Ifpw kap-{Z-ßfp-a√, a™pw ag-bp-a√, arK-ßfpw Infn-I-fp-a√, ]q°-f√, ie-`-ßfp-a-√... ]qhns\ ]qhpw, ie-`sØ ie-`-hp-am-°p-∂-sX-t¥m, AXmWv {]Ir-Xn... `qansb `qanbpw BIm-isØ BIm-ihpw, Xmgvhmc-ßsf Xmgvhmc-ßfpw \Zn-Isf \Zn-Ifpw kap-{ZsØ kap-{Zhpw a™ns\ a™pw agsb agbpw bpK-ßsf bpK-ßfpw ]£n-Isf ]£n-Ifpw B°p-∂-sXt¥m AXmWv {]Ir-Xn... {]Ir-Xn-bn-em-bn-cn-°p-I-sb∂m¬ {]Ir-Xn-bm-bn-cn-°p-I-sb-∂m-Wv. Ab-Xv\-e-fn-Xhpw AXn-k-cf-hp-ambn, AXn¬ Bbn-cn-°p-I-tb-th-≠q. {]Ir-Xn-sb-∂m¬ {]IrX-Øn-em-Ip-I-sb-∂m-Wv.


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23 ]pXnb a\p-jy≥ ]pXnbtemIw ImWp-∂Xpw ImWm-Ø-Xp-amb kI-ehpw Htc kØ-bpsS `n∂`n-∂ß - f - mb Ah-ÿI - f - m-sW∂pw Ah ]c-kv]c - ] - q-cI - ß - f - m-sW∂pw D≈ A\p-`-h-Øn-eqsS ]q¿Æ-X-bn-te°v hnIm-kw-sIm-≠-h-cmWv ]pXnb a\p-jy¿. Ah¿ `qan-bn¬ ]q°-sf-t∏m-se, \nd-ßfpw kpK‘hpw \nd-bv°pw. ie-`-ß-sf-t∏mse \rØw-sh-bv°pw. Infn-I-sft∏mse kwKoXw s]mgn-°pw. ]pXnb a\p-jy\v `qan AXn-cp-I-fn√mØ hnim-e-X-bm-Wv. AXn-cp-I-fn-√mØ aÆn-emWv hnØp-Iƒ s]m´n-ap-f-bv°p-∂-Xv. sNSn-Ifpw ac-ßfpw Xg-®p-h-f-cp-∂Xv, ]qhp-Iƒ hncn-bp-∂-Xv, BcptS-Xp-a-√mØ aÆn-em-Wv. arK-߃ ta™p hf-cp-∂Xv, Infn-Iƒ NndIp-hn-cn-°p-∂-Xv. aÆn¬ kzbw D≠m-°p∂ AXn-cp-Iƒ, a\p-jys\ ]g-b-Xm°n \ne-\ndpØp-∂p. aÆv kz¥am-°p∂ a\p-jy≥ kzbw AXn-cp-Iƒ°p-≈n-em-Ip-∂p. AXn-cp-Iƒ°p-≈n¬ ]q¿W-X-bn-te°v hf-cpI km[y-a-√. AXn-cp-If - n-√mØ aÆn-emWv ]q¿W-Xb - n-te°v hnImkw sImt≈≠ a\p-jy≥ Bhn¿`-hn-°p-I. AXn-cp-I-fn-√mØ `qan-bmWv ]pXnb temI-ambn Xocp-I. Bcp-tS-Xp-a-√mØ F√m-‰n-∂p-amb `qan F√mh¿°p-am-bp≈ temIw, a\p-jy\pw ]£n-Ifpw arK-ßfpw ac-ßfpw sNSn-Ifpw ]q°fpw {]Ir-Xn-bpsS {]Ir-X-Øn¬ Hcp kwKo-X-Ønse kzc-e-b-am-bn-Xo-cp∂ ]pXnb temIw!


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24 \n¿bm{X Fhn-tS-s°-¶n-ep-ap≈ bm{X-Iƒ \√-Xp-X-s∂. hnZq-c-ß-fn-ep≈ I¨Im-gvN-Iƒ hnkva-b-s∏-Sp-Øpw. AXv {]Xo-£-Ifpw {]tem-`-\ßfpw {]Zm\w sNøpw. F∂m¬ Zqc-߃ Ft∏mgpw `mhn-bpsS kqNI-ß-fm-Wv. AhnsS Hcn-°epw FØn-s∏-Sp-∂n-√. ChnsS Bbn-cn-°p∂-XmWv IqSp-X¬ \√-Xv. AXv AI-e-an-√m-bva-bpsS AI-°m-gvNIƒ \¬Ip-∂p. ChnsS C√m-Ø-sXm∂pw Fhn-sS-bp-an-√. Chn-sSbp≈ BIm-iw, Chn-sS-bp≈ \£-{X-߃, Chn-sS-bp≈ `qan, ChnsS-bp≈ {]mW≥, Chn-sS-bp≈ Xfn-cp-Iƒ, Chn-sS-bp≈ ]qhp-Iƒ, Chn-sS-bp≈ kpK-‘w, Chn-sS-bp≈ Im‰v, Chn-sS-bp≈ a™v, ChnsS-bp≈ ag... F√mw... Ft∏m-gpw... \ap-°p-≈-Xm-Wv. ImcWw \mw Chn-sS-bm-Wv. Ahn-sS-bp-≈-sXm∂pw \ap-°-√, ImcWw \mw AhnsS-bn-√. Hcp Xfn-cns‚ D≈n-te°v bm{X-bm-bm¬ ]ns∂, lcn-X-h-\-


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߃ tXSn-bp≈ bm{X-bn-√. Hcp ]qhns‚ D≈n-te°v bm{X-bm-bm¬ ]ns∂ ]qhm-Sn-Iƒ tXSn-bp≈ bm{X-bn-√, Hcp a™p-Xp-≈n-bpsS D≈n-te°v bm{X-bm-bm¬ ]ns∂, lna-Kn-cn-Iƒ tXSn-bp≈ bm{X-bn√, Hcp Pe-I-W-Øn-\p-≈n-te°v bm{X-bm-bm¬ ]ns∂, kap-{Z-߃ tXSn-bp≈ bm{X-bn-√. Hcp a¨X-cn-bpsS D≈n-te°v bm{X-bm-bm¬ ]ns∂ `qssh-hn-[y-߃ tXSn-bp≈ bm{X-bn-√. Hcp Ip∂n-\p-≈n-te°v bm{X-bm-bm¬ ]ns∂ ]¿h-X-߃ tXSn-bp≈ bm{X-bn-√. Hcp ]qhv Fhn-tS°pw bm{X sNøp-∂n-√. AXv kpK-‘hpw ]cm-K-tc-Wp-°fpw D≈n¬ hln®v ChnsS \ne-sIm-≈p-∂p. ie`w Nnd-I-Sn®v kZm-bm{X-bm-Wv. Hcn-S-Øp-\n∂v as‰m-cn-S-tØ°v Fhn-sS-bp-ap-d-bv°msX ]q°ƒX-s∂-bmWv ]d-°p-∂-sX-∂p-tXm∂pw. shdpw tXm∂¬ ˛ Ip´n-bpsS tXm∂¬. "Cu h√n-bn¬\n∂pw sNtΩ ]q°ƒ t]mIp∂nXm ]d-∂-tΩ... sX‰o- \n-\-°pÆn sNm√mw \¬ ]qºm‰-b-t√...' (]gb ]mT-]p-kvX-Iw). kZm ]d-∂p-sIm-≠n-cn-°p∂ ie-`-Øn-\v, ]qhns‚ kpK-‘-an-√, am[p-cy-hpan-√, ]qhn¬ Xs∂-bm-bn-cn-°p-tºmƒ, ie`w kpK-‘-]qcn-X-am-Wv, a[p-c-X-c-am-Wv... ]qhm-Is´ ie-`-Øns‚ Nnd-I-Sn-bn¬ {]Iºn-X-am-bn-cn-°pw. AXv \rØwshbv°pw, kpK-‘hpw ]cm-K-tc-Wp°fpw kZm {]k-cn-∏n®p-sIm-t≠-bn-cn-°pw. ]qhn-s‚-bp-≈n¬ lrZb-kv]-μ\w t]mse, Nnd-I-Sn-°p∂ ie-`w. ie-`-®n-d-I-Sn-bn¬ CX-fpI-tfm-tcm-∂m-bn-fIn ]qhpw. BsI-bp-e™pw XΩn-e-en™pw Bcpsa-hn-tS°pw bm{X-bm-ImsX ]qthm ie-`tam c≠n-√msX ChnsS \nd-bp-∂-sXt¥m AXmWv {]Ir-Xn-bpsS emh-Wym-\p-`-hw.


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25 Pew... Pohn-Xw... a\p-jy-Po-hnXw IS-∂p-t]m-Ip∂ aq∂p L´-ß-fpsS {]Xo-I-amWv Pew. Pm{K-Xv, kz]v\w, kpjp-]vXn-sb∂v Ejn-Iƒ ]d-bp∂ aq∂p L´-߃ lnaw, Pew, taLw. lnaw ITn-\-X-c-am-Wv. AXn-\m¬ ]cnan- X - h pw. AXv \n¿hym- ] n- X - a mbn \nesIm≈p∂p. H∂n- t \bpw Dƒs°m≈msX H∂n-te°pw Dƒt®-cmsX Rm≥ thdn-´-sX-∂v, Dd® Hc-l-¥-t]m-se. Pew ITn-\-a-√, arZp-hm-Wv. ]cn-an-X-sa-¶nepw hym]\-km-≤y-X-Iƒ AXv Dƒs°m-≈p-∂p. Fhn-tS°pw ]c-s∂m-gpIn, kam\-X-Isf Dƒs°m≠v AXn-cp-I-fn¬ \nd-™v, XSm-I-ambn \ne-sIm≈pw, kz]v\-Z¿i-\w-t]m-se. taL-am-Is´ IqSp-X¬ A]-cn-ta-b-amWv. ]cn-an-Xn-I-fn-√mØ BIm-iØv AXv hym]n-°p-∂p. bmsXmcp ZrV-X-bp-an-√msX, bmsXmcp cq]-hp-an-√m-sX, shdpw D◊ am{X-ambn, kpjp]vXn t]mse. F∂m¬ Cu aq∂-h-ÿ-I-fnepw D≈-Xv, Pe-


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Øns‚ ASn-ÿm\ X∑m-{X-Iƒ Xs∂. Ch aq∂n-\p-a-∏p-dw Xpco-ba-s{X. AXv taLwt]mep-a-√, AXn\v t]cp-an√ ˛ shdpw \mem-a-Xv. ip≤amb iq\y-X-am-{Xw. AXmbn Xo¿∂n-s√-¶n¬, Hcp taL-Øn\v agbmbn s]tø-≠n-h-cpw. ImcWw AXv Pe _‘n-Xw. ag-bv°p-th≠n Icn-bn-e-Iƒ ImØp-In-S-°p-∂p. \\-hn¬ IpXn¿∂v Cgp-In-bn-gp-In, tImi-߃°n-Sb - n¬ Ah-ti-jn-°p∂ sI´p-Iƒ t`Zn-®v hnap-‡n-bpsS kzmX-{¥y-Øn-te-°v hnImkw sIm≈W-sa-¶n¬ Icn-bn-e-bv°p-ta¬ ag h¿jn-°-Ww. ag-bv°p-th≠n Xfn-cp-Iƒ ImØp-\n¬°p-∂p. XWpØ kv]¿i-\-Øn¬ Ipfn-cn´v, aÆns‚ kv\nKv[-cmKw \pI¿∂p \pI¿∂v, lcn-X-em-hWy hnem-kn-X-ambn hym]-cn-°-W-sa-¶n¬, Xfncn-\p-ta¬ ag-s]-bvXn-d-ß-Ww. ag-bv°p-th≠n hnØv ImØn-cn-°p-∂p. \\-hns‚ kv\nKv≤-X-bn¬ ]pdw-tXm-Sn-fIn ho≠pw [c-bpsS DZm-c-Xbn¬ thcp-I-fmgvØn [mXp-e-h-W-k-©-b-߃ th≠p-thm-f-sa-SpØv eXm-h-en-I-fn¬ h¿W-kp-a-ß-fmbn ]p\¿P-\n-°p-∂-Xn\v hnØn-\pta¬ ag-hoWp IpXn-c-Ww.


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26 ka¿∏-W-Øns‚ kuμcyw Hmtcm Bhn¿`m-hhpw A\n-hm-cy-ambpw aq∂pL´-ß-fn-eqsS IS∂p-t]m-Ip-∂p. kam-l-cWw ˛ kmI√yw ˛ ka¿∏-Ww. kpμ-c-ß-fmWnh aq∂pw. Hcp Xfn-cne s]m´n-hn-cn-bp-tºmƒ kuμ-cym-\p-`q-Xn-bp≠m-Ipw. Icn-bne sImgn-bp-tºm-g-ßs\ ]Xn-hn√. Xfn-cn-t\m-Sn-jvStadpw ˛ Icn-bn-e-tbmSp adn-®pw. Xfn-cp-Iƒ XtemSn XtemSn \S-°p∂ {]`m-Xß - f - n¬ ]mX-bn¬ hoWp-In-S° - p∂ Icn-bn-eI - ƒ \oc-kt- ØmsS s]dp-°n-°-f-bp-∂-XmWv ]≠p-sXmt´ ioew. Xfn-cne {ioI-cw-˛-I-cnbne A{io-I-cw. F∂m¬ hmkvX-h-a-X-√. apf-s]m-´p∂ Hmtcm Xfncpw kam-l-cn-®v, ho≠pw kw`-cn®v hf¿∂p-sIm-t≠-bn-cn-°p-∂p. AXn¬ kzm¿∞-X-bpsS \nμm-fl-I-amb Awiw Is≠-Ømw. Icn-bn-e-bmIs´ adn-®m-Wv. AXv H∂pw kam-l-cn-°p-∂n-√. kam-l-c-W-ß-fpsS hy¿∞X Xncn-®-dn-™v, FSp-Ø-sXm-s°bpw XncnsI \¬Ip-I-bm-


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Wv. hn\oX-am-sbmcp ]p\x-k-a¿∏-Ww. kc-f-am-sbmcp Xntcm-[m-\-amW-Xv. kam-l-c-W-ß-fp-sSbpw kmI-ey-Øn-s‚bpw HSp-hn¬ \nd-\n¿hrXn-tbmsS Zo¿L-am-sbm-cm-enw-K-\-Øn¬ \n∂v th¿s]-Sp∂ t]me-{Xta¬, B¿{Z-ambn AS¿∂v, Hcp-thf {]W-b-]q¿Δw Xncn-s™m∂p t\m°n, Im‰n-ep-e-™m-Sn-bmSn iq\y-X-bn¬ \rØwsNbvXv, aÆn-te°p≈ aS-°w. CXv kpμ-c-amWv!!


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27 AXpw CXpw CXv, Rm≥ Pew. Pohs‚ XpSn-∏n\v CSw, `qK¿`-Øn¬ ]c-∂v, lcn-Xh - n-Xm-\ß - fn¬ ]S¿∂v, P¥p-Pm-eß - f - n¬ Ncn-®,v \ns‚ Ime-SnIƒ kXy-Øn¬ Dd-∏n-®v, c‡hpw a÷bpw amwkhpw kv^pSw sNbvXv, hnØns‚ ]pd-t¥mSv IpXn¿Øv apf-∏n-®,v thcn\v ]S¿∂n-dß - m≥ aÆv arZp-hm°n Pew. Pe-hn-Xm\w \n\°v \¬Inb PohnXw CXv. AXv, Ah≥ lnaw. Pohn-X-Øns‚ anYym-{`-a-߃°v CSw, `qan°p-ta¬ Db¿∂v, lcn-X-hn-Xm-\-ß-fn¬ Dd™v P¥p-Pm-e-ßsf achn-∏n-®v, \ns‚ Ime-Sn-Iƒ anYy-bn¬ {Xkn-∏n-®v, c‡hpw a÷bpw amwkhpw XWp-∏n-®v, hnØns‚ ]pd-t¥mSv ITn-\-am°n apf-sbsRcp-°n, thcn\v ]S¿∂n-d-ßm≥ Ign-bmsX aÆv A\y-am°n lnaw. lnam-ebw \n\°v \¬Inb {]tem-`\w AXv.


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28 {]W-bhpw {]W-hhpw DZym-\-Øn¬ hnS¿∂p \n¬°p∂ Hcp ]qhv, kuμ-cym-\p-`-h-amWv. {]`m-X-Øn¬ {]W-b-Øns‚ kpK-‘-hp-ambn AXv \ne-sIm≈p-∂p... C—-Itfm, C—m-`w-K-ßtfm C√m-sX... t\¿Ø a™p-Xp≈n-I-fn-eo-d-\-Wn™v Cfw Im‰n-en-f-In-bm-Sn, AXv \ne-sIm-≈p-I-bmWv.... Xmcp-Wy-h-Xn-bmb Hcp s]¨Ip-´n-bpw, kuμ-cym-\p-`-h-am-Wv. {]`mX-Øn¬ {]W-tbm-’p-I-amb Xcp-W-Im-¥n-bp-ambn Ahƒ \ne-sIm≈pw. {]Xo-£-Ifpw kz]v\-ß-fp-ambn Imsem-®bv°v ImtXm¿Øv a™-e-I-fn¬ Ipfn-cn´v Cfw-Im-‰n-en-°n-fn-s∏´v Ahƒ \ne-sIm-≈p∂p. ]cm-K-_n-μp-°ƒ D≈n¬ \nd-s™-Øp∂ ]pcp-j-km-ao-]y-Øn¬ {]W-b-Øns‚ Dd-h-Iƒ, Ah-fn¬ \nd-™p-Xp-fpºpw Ahs‚ {]Wb-cm-K-ß-fn¬, A[o-\-`m-h-Øn¬, Ahƒ°p {]nb-ta-dpw. {]W-h-a-


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{¥-ß-fn¬, AXo-X-`m-h-Øn¬ A{]n-b-hpw. ]cm-K-tc-Wp-°ƒ kwh-ln-s®Øpw Im‰v, ]qhn¬ {]W-b-Øns‚ kpK‘w \nd- b v ° pw. Im‰ns‚ {]W- b - c m- K hpw A[o- \ - ` m- h hpw Ahƒ°p {]nbw. {]W-h-a-{¥-ß-fnepw AXo-X-`m-h-Øn-epw, A{]nb-ta-Xp-an-√. Imc-Ww, ]qhn\v {]W-bhpw {]W-hhpw A[o-\hpw AXo-Xhpw H∂p-X-s∂.


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29 D≈n-f-°-߃ ImWp-∂Xpw ImW-s∏-Sm-Ø-Xp-amb kIe ka-ky-Ifpw D≈Xns‚ D≈n-f-°-߃. A\mZnbpw A\-¥hpw AXn-ssh-hn-[y-am¿∂Xp-amb tIhew `hn-°-ep-Iƒ. Rm\pw \obpw `qanbpw BIm-ihpw kqcy-N-{μ-∑mcpw \£-{Xhyql-ßfpw kuc-bq-Yhpw k¿Δhpa-sX. Bhn¿`m-h-Øn-s‚bpw Xntcm-[m-\-Øn-s‚bpw amb-Im-gvN-Iƒ krjvSn°p∂ Cu alm-{]-hm-l-Øn¬ Rm\pw \obpw `qanbpw kqcy-N-{μ∑mcpw \£-{X-hyq-l-ßfpw F¥n\v kuc-bqYw Xs∂bpw amdn-a-dnbpw. amdn-a-dn-™p-sIm-≠n-cn-°p-∂-h-tbmSv X∑-bo-`-hn-°msX tIhew, amdn-\n¬°pIb{Xtb th≠q. aXn ˛ [ym\-ambn, {]W-b-am-bn.


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30 [ym\w Rm≥ D≈-Xn-\m¬ \obp-≠m-Ip-∂p. Rm\pw \obp-ap-≠m-bn-cns° \mw c≠m-bn-cns° F\n-t°m, \n\t°m kzmX-{¥y-an-√. kzÿ-Xb - pw. Rm\pw \obpw `n∂-`n-∂ß - s - f∂ [mc-Wb - n¬ \n∂pw ap‡-am-Ip-I. aXn, [ym-\-am-bn. kzmX-{¥yhpw kzÿ-Xbpw k¿Δ-P-∑-ß-fpsSbpw D∂w. {]hr-Øn-If - n¬ ]t£, D∂w ]ng-®p-t]m-Ip-∂p. Hmtcm {]hrØnbpw \sΩ IqSp-X¬°qSp-X¬ c≠m°n th¿s]Sp-Øp-I-bm-Wv. {]hrØn Rms\∂ `mh-Øns‚ kv^pc-Wa - t- √m. {]hr-Øn-Iƒ Hcn°¬ C√m-Xm-Ipw. {]{Inb am{Xw \ne-\n¬°pw. At∏mƒ Rm\pw \obp-ap-≠m-hn-√. Rm\w \obpw C√m-Xm-Ip-Itb th≠q. aXn [ym\-ambn. ChnsS XpS-ßp-I, C∂n-eq-∂p-I, F∂p-am-Ip-I. F∂p-ap-≈Xv C∂p-X-s∂. cs≠-∂m-bm¬ C≠-ep-≠m-Ipw. cs≠-∂n-cn-°n¬ hc-≠n-cn-°pw. Chn-sS-bn-√m-ØXv Ahn-sS-bp-an-√. Alw h∂m¬ kvt\l-an-√.


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31 hmXn¬ Nne-t∏mƒ Nne¿°pap∂n¬ Xpd-°pIbpw Nne-t∏mƒ Nne¿°pap-∂n¬ AS-°p-Ibpw sNøm-hp∂ Hcp hmXn-e√ {]W-bw. Xpd-∂m¬ AXv F√m-h-cn-te°pw F√m-‰n-te°pw Ft∏mgpw Xpd-∂-Xp-X-s∂.


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32 apf {]Wbw Hcp hnØv. ]pdw-tXm-Sn-\p-≈n¬ AS-™n-cn-°p∂ hnØv. kpc-£nXw Xs∂. AXv ]t£ ac-W-Xp-eyw. s]m´n-ap-f-°pI Ac£n-Xw. kpc-£-bpsS ]pdw-tXmSv ]nf¿∂p-t]m-Ipw. arZpe arZp-eamb Xfn-cp-Iƒ th\-en¬ hmSn-t∏m-tb-°mw. IoS-߃ Xn∂p-sh∂pw hcmw. F∂m¬ apf A\-¥-amb km[y-X-bm-Wv. AXn¬ \n∂v Bhn¿`-hn-°p-∂Xv ]q°-fpsS hk-¥w. PohnXwt]mse kpμ-cw.


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33 ImgvN IÆv. ]pdw-Im-gvN-bpsS Pme-Iw, Pme-IIm-gvNtbm Ccp-fn-s‚bpw shfn-®-Øn-s‚bpw ambm-Pm-ew. h¿Æ-߃, cq]-߃, AXn-cp-Iƒ. amb-bn¬ apgp-In-t∏m-IpI kzm`m-hn-Iw. Adn-bmsX AIw ad-∂pt]m-Ipw. Pme-I-Øn-eqsS ImWp-∂-h≥ AI-Øm-Wv. Ahs\ ImWp∂-XmWv icn-bmb ImgvN. AIw-]p-dw- a-d-\o-ßnb ImgvN.


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34 Hgp°v ]¿ΔX-K¿Δn¬ Xfw-sI-´nb Pew, \oem-Im-ihpw \nemhpw \£{X-Zo-]vXnbpw taL-h¿Æ-ßfpw {]-Xn-_nw-_n-°p∂ XSm-Iw. tNtXml-c-sa-∂p-tXm∂pw XSmIw. ]t£ XS-hv. Acn-Ip-I-fpsS Np‰n-\p-≈n¬ _‘n-Xw. KXn-In-´mØ Pe-P-∑w. lna-irw-K-ß-fpsS Hcp arX \n›-e-X-bn¬ \n∂v kap-{Z-Øns‚ kPo-h-hn-{ip-Xn-bn-te°v k¥-X-k-©m-cw. Ic-I-fpsS Icp-X-en¬ hn\o-X-a-kr-W-bmbpw Ah-tbmSv I\n-hm¿∂pw sXm´p-X-tem-Sp∂ Xfncp-I-tfmSv k√-]n®pw lcn-X-aq-e-ß-fn¬ \\-hns‚ kar-≤n-bm-bmbpw Hcp Xc-f-ar-Zp-e-KXn \navt\m-∂-X-ß-fpsS sshcp-≤y-hy-Y-I-fn¬ \n∂v ka-X-e-kz-—-X-bn-te°v kap-{Z-Øn-te°v ka¿∏n-X-hn-ebw DZ-I-km^-eyw, ken-ew.


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35 B{Klw B{K-l-ß-sf-°p-dn®v Icp-Xn-bn-cn-°p-I. Ah \√tXm NoØtbm F∂-X√ Imcyw. B{K-l-߃ B{K-l-߃ Xs∂. AXv `uXn-Itam Bflo-btam BImw. c≠pw XΩn¬ t`Z-ta-Xp-an-√. ImcWw AXv `mhn-bn¬ Du∂p-∂p. `mhn ˛ `hn-°m-\p-≈Xv Ct∏mƒ D≈-X-√. \map≈Xv Ct∏m-gmWv Cu \nan-j-Øn¬ \ΩpsS F√m A\p-`-h-ßfpw Cu \nan-j-Øn-emWv D≠m-Ip-I. ZpxJhpw kam-[m-\hpw hni∏pw Zmlhpw Xr]vXnbpw Hs° Cu \nan-j-Øn-emWv A\p-`-h-s∏-Sp-I. ]n∂o-Sv, \msf D≠m-Im-hp∂ ZpxJhpw kam-[m-\hpw hni∏pw Zmlhpw Xr]vXnbpw Hs° \ap-°-\p-`-h-s∏-Sp-∂Xv h¿Ø-am-\-Øn-em-Wv. Bflo-b-X-bn-te°v ]c-a-amb B\-μ-Øn-te°v Xpd-°p∂ GI -hmXnepw h¿Ø-am-\-Øn-em-Wv. B{K-l-߃ \tΩ \nc-¥cw I_-fn∏n-®p-sIm-≠n-cn-°p-∂p. \√ B{K-l-߃ hf¿Øn-sb-Sp-°p∂Xn-\m-


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bp≈ {ia-߃ I_-fn-∏n-°-em-Wv. NoØ B{K-l-ßsf Xnc-kvI-cn-°p-I, {]Xy-£-Øn¬ AXv icnsb∂p tXm∂pw. \√ B{K-l-ßsf \Ωn¬ hf¿Øn-sb-Sp-°m≥ Nne Kpcp-°-∑mcpw {ian-°p-∂p-≠v. \sΩ hi-Øm-°p-∂-Xn-\p≈ tIh-eX-{¥-am-W-Xv. NoØ-sb∂v Icp-X-s∏-Sp∂ B{K-l߃ Akz-ÿ-Icw. AXv Ip‰t_m-[hpw hyY-bp-ap-≠m-°pw. \√-sX∂p Icp-X-s∏Sp∂ B{K-l-߃ kzÿw kpJ-I-cw. AXv \∑bpw kt¥m-jhpw {]Zm\w sNøp-∂p-sh∂ £Wn-I-amb tXm∂-ep-≠m-Ipw. CXv Kpcp°-∑m-cnte°v s]s´-∂p≈ BI¿j-W-Øn\v tlXp-hm-Ip-∂p. X{¥ß-fn¬ s]´p-t]m-Im-Xn-cn-°p-I. B{K-l߃ \√tXm NoØtbm F∂-X√ Imcyw. AXv h¿Ø-am-\-Øn¬ \n∂v, Bflo-b-X-bn-te°v Xpd-°p-∂ GI Ihm-S-Øn¬ \n∂v \sΩ ]pdw-Xn-cn®p \S-Øpw.


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36 H∂p-Xs∂ hyXy-kvXm-Ir-Xn-Iƒ, hncp-≤m-i-b-߃, hnhn[ CS-߃, \manßn-s\ ` - n-∂ap{ZnX-ßs - f-¶nepw \ap-°n-ßs\ Hcp-an®v \ne-\n¬°m\pw kvt\ln-°m\pw Ign-bp-∂p. Hmtcm CS-ß-fn-em-Inepw Hcp iq\y-Xbn¬ \ob-hn-sS-bp-≠v. Hcp iq\y-X-bn¬ Rm\p-an-hn-sS-bp-≠v. Hmtcm CS-ß-fn-em-Inepw \n∂nepw F∂nepw AXn-ep-an-Xn-epw, \nXm-¥-ambn Im◊Xv H∂p-X-s∂. \n¿ap-{Zn-X-cmb GI-kØ Xs∂.


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37 hnX l¿j-au\w hn\n-abw sNøp-∂Xn\v i_vZsØ B{i-bn-°p-I. \ni-_vZ-KoXw tIƒ°p∂-Xn\v kzc-e-b-߃ hn\y-kn-°p-I. kv]μ\-Øns‚ kz—X ]I¿∂p \¬Ip-∂-Xn\v NSp-e-N-e\w krjvSn-°pI. ]d-bm-\m-Im-ØXv ]¶p-sh-°m≥ t]¿Øpw t]¿Øpw hm°p-Isf-Sp-Øp-]-tbm-Kn-°p-I. hncp-≤-{[ph-ß-fpsS Cu hn\n-abw hnjaw]nSn-®-Xv. hn]-coX KpW-߃ kzm`m-hn-Iw. Kpcp F∂n´pw AXp XpS-cp-∂p. A√m-sX¥p sNøm≥, kmlkw F¶new A\n-hm-cyw. AXo-X-am-bXv kZm hn]-co-X-߃°n-S-bn¬ Hfn-™n-cn-°p-∂p. AXv hn\n- a bw sNøm≥ F{Xtbm {]_p≤ P∑- ß ƒ CtX kmlkwXs∂ sNbvXp. `mj-bpsS NXpc NmXp-cy-Øn¬ AsXmXp- ° pI Akm[yw ˛ F∂n- ´ pw, Kpcp- h n- t ‚Xv h√mØ kmlkwXs∂. AXn-cp-I-fn-sem-Xp-ßm-Ø-Xn¬ Aen-™p-tN-cp-I, ]c-a-kzm-X{¥yw. A\p-`-hn-°p-∂-h¿ AXv hnX-°pw. hc-≠p-d-ßp∂ hb-ep-Iƒ Dgp-Xp-a-dn-™p-W-cp-Itb th≠p, hnX°p∂ hnØp-Iƒ apf-s]m-´pw.


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38 \n{Z A{]-Xy£ {]Xy-£m-{]-Xy-£-ß-fpsS tIfo-Pmew I≠p-I≠v Dd-°-Ønepw D≈p-W¿∂m-\-μ-am¿∂-h¿. IÆ-S®pw Xpd∂pw kz]v\ß-fn-ep-gdn Dd-ßp-∂-hsc hnfn-®p-W¿Øm≥ {ian-°p-∂Xv hfsc kzm`m-hn-Iw. Nne-t∏mƒ H®-sh®v Nne-t∏mƒ Ipep-°n-Ip-ep°n Nnet∏mƒ ]d-™p-]-d-™v. Dd-ßp-∂-hsc DW¿Øp-∂Xv {ia-Icw. kIe km[y-X-Ifpw [oc-ambn D]-tbm-K-s∏-Sp-Ø-Ww. Icn-bn-e-sbt∂m Xfnsct∂m th¿Xn-cn-°msX kI-ehpw Cf°n {]I-ºn-X-am-°p-I. B™Sn-°p∂ sImSp-¶m-‰ns‚ AtX i‡n-tbmsS AtX kPo-h-X-tbm-sS. hm°p-Ifpw [ym\-X-{¥-ßfpw Bg-Øn¬ sN∂v hym]-I-ambn a\ p-Iƒ Cf-°n-a-dn-°pw. DW-cm-sXs∂ Cf-In-∏-d-∂v Icn-bn-e-Iƒ Nnet∏mƒ, kzbw ]c-a-]-Z-Øn-se-Øn-sb∂v \n\°pw. Zu¿_ey-ßfpw Zp¿\-S-∏pw, [ym\-Øns‚ ]pX-∏n-sem-fn-∏n®v Ah ]d-∂p-hn-ekpw ˛ kmc-an-√. Icn-bn-e-I-fpsS \S\w I≠p {`an-®-h¿ Ah-s°m∏w tN¿∂p-a-Zn-°pw. AXmWv temIw.


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39 Xfn¿ \\-™n-f-°-am¿∂ aÆn¬ thcp-Iƒ hn\o-X-ambn hn\y-kn-®v Xmbn-ta¬ Nne Xfn-cp-I-fp-≠m-Ipw. au\hpw \ni-_vZ-Ko-Xhpw kv]μ\-Øns‚ kz—-Xbpw ]d-bm-\m-Im-Ø-Xm-sIbpw A\p-`-hn®v, sImSp¶m-‰nepw Cfw-Im-‰nepw Ah Htc-t]mse im¥-ambn ]c-a-amb \rØw XpS¿∂p-sIm-≠n-cn-°pw. kz—-X-bpsS Cu \rØw temIØv A]q¿ΔImgvN. CXn-te°v BI¿jn-°-s∏-Sp-∂-h¿ hnc-fw. ]t£ A\p-{Klo-X¿, B\-μ-`-cn-X¿.


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40 Icn-bne ]d-∂p-I-fn-°p∂ Icn-bn-e-Iƒ hk¥w krjvSn-°p-∂n-√. Icn-bne-I-fpsS BIm-i-\-S\w BI¿j-Iw. AXn\v Cº-tadpw HØptNcm≥ Iº-hpw. Kpcp-hn\p Np‰pw henb Bƒ°q-´-ap-≠m-Ipw. Ahs‚ eoe-bn¬ {`an®v aXn-a-d-∂-h¿. A[n-Ihpw Icn-bn-e-Iƒ. Ah-bpsS BtLm-j-\-Sp-hn¬, kz¥w iq\yX-bn-te°v Ah≥ im¥-ambn ad™p-t]mIpw. F∂m¬ Ah-bpsS H®-∏m-Sp-Iƒ°n-S°pw Ahs‚ au\kw-KoXw t\¿Øp-t\¿Øv Hgp-Ipw. tIƒt°-≠-h¿ AXp tIƒ°pw. Ah¿ hfsc A]q¿Δw. F¶nepw AXy-[nIw [\y¿. A\-h-c-X-amb Cu Hgp°v, Imem-XoXw tZim-XoXw B\-μ-abw. Kpcp Pohn-°p-∂Xv Cu Hgp-°n¬. kv]¿≤-Ifpw A{I-a-W-ßfpw AXn-Po-h-\-Øns‚ Xfn-cp-Iƒ DW-°n-°-f-bp∂ temI-Øns‚ {]Xo-£.


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41 {]Xo£ A\m-Xn-bmb Cu Hgp°v Ime-tZ-i-߃°-Xo-X-ambn XpS-cpw, Kpcphn¬\n∂v injy-\n-te-°v. Hmtcm _p≤-km-∂n-≤yhpw Xmgvhmc-߃ \nd™pw Duj-c-X-Iƒ \\®pw aen-\-X-Sm-I-߃ ip≤o-I-cn-®p-ap≈ {]hm-lw. AXns‚ Imcp-Wy-Øn\v A¿l-am-Ip∂ kI-ehpw ]cnh¿Ø\w t\Spw. ken-e-k-ar-≤n-bpsS Xmgvhmc-߃ hnip-≤n-\n-d™ XSm-I-߃ hk-¥-an-fn-X-amb ka-Xew. ]cn-h¿Ø-\-߃°v hnt[b-s∏-SmØ Nne NXp-∏p-Ifpw Xmgvhmc-ßfpw acp-`q-an-I-fp-ap-≠v. Ahtb-°p-dn®v {]Xo£ XpS-cmw.


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42 Icp-X¬ F∂m¬ Icp-Xn-bn-cn-°p-I, Hcp ]cn-h¿Ø-\-hp-ap-≠m-ImØ Nne¿ Kpcp-hns‚ {]Nm-c-Icpw {]Xn-\n-[n-I-fp-am-Ipw. {i≤n-°p-I, `mj-Wß-fn-eqsS [ym\-k-t¶-X-ß-fn-eq-sS, kmao-]y-Øn-eqsS Kpcp kzbw shfn-s∏-´p-sIm-t≠-bn-cn-°pw. `mjWw hmIva-b-Nn-{X-ß-fpsS amb°mgvN. anYym-I-ev]n-X-amb `mh-\°v hf-sc-sb-fp-∏w. `mh-\-tbXv bmYm¿Yy-ta-Xv. F∂p th¿s]-Sp-Øn-sb-Sp-°m≥ Gsd hnjaw Xs∂. a\kv {`an- ° pw, `mh\ AXns‚ Xo{h- X - b n¬, A\p- ` - h - s a∂p tXm∂pw. Kpcp-hns‚ hm°p-Iƒ, am{¥n-I-kv]¿i-ap-≈h ˛ i‡w. Ffp∏w Iogvs∏-Sp-Øpw. {]_p-≤-cmbns°m≠n-cn-°p-I-bmWv Xßsf∂v tIƒ°p-∂-h¿ IcpXpw A{X-ta¬ Kpcp {]tem-`n-∏n-°p-∂p≠v. hm°p-Iƒ \√-Xp-X-s∂. hm°-I-f-√, Ah°nS-bnse iq\y-XbmWv hmbn-t°-≠-Xv. tIƒhnbpw \√Xv. i_vZ-a√ tIƒt°-≠-Xv. Ah-°n-S-bnse au\KoX-am-Wv. adn®v Ah Df-hm-°p∂ Imhy-_nw_-Øntem i_vZam[p-cy-Øntem hn⁄m-\-hn-kva-b-Øntem IpSpßp-∂Xv IjvSw. taml-\n-{Z-bn-emWv Hmtcm-cp-Ø-cpw. Bg-a-dn™ ]cn-h¿Ø-\-an-s√-¶n¬ [ym\hpw ]pXnb hn{`m-¥n-am-{Xw. [ym\w IcpX-temsS thWw. Kpcp ]c-a-amb Du∂¬ [ym\-Øn\p Xs∂ \evIp∂p. km[y-amb kI-e-hm-Xn-ep-Ifpw [ym\-Øn-te°v Xpd-∂n´v kmlkn-I-ambn kt¶-X-ß-fn-eqsS hgn-\-S-Øp-∂p.


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43 [ym\w [ym\w ]c-a-hp-ambn tNcp-∂-Xns‚ Ie AXv kzmb-Ø-am-Ip-∂Xn\v kt¶-X-߃ hfsc hne-s∏-´Xv, hgn-bn¬ Pbn-®m¬ [ym\-ap≠m-Ip-∂p. tXm‰mtem ka¿∏Ww Ffp-∏w. ka¿∏-Whpw [ym\hpw kXy-Øn-te-°p≈ ]mX-bpsS c≠-cn-Ip-Iƒ ˛ c≠pw kaw. kt¶-X߃ \√-Xv. Bg-a-dn™p IS-∂p-t]m-I-Ww. As√-¶n¬ hn{`m-¥n-bp≠m-Ipw. hn{`m-¥nsb hn{im-¥n-sb∂p sX‰n-≤-cn-°m-s\-fp∏w, CXv IqSp-X¬ Ipg-∏w. [ym\-k-t¶-X-ß-fp-sS c≠p km[y-X-Iƒ H∂p hn{`m-¥n, as‰m∂v hn{im-¥n. A\p-`hw kam-\-sa-¶nepw A¥-c-߃ hep-Xv. AX-dn-™n-cn-°-Ww. ]c-a-]-Z-Øn-se∂ anYy-bn¬ ]cn-e-kn°p-∂Xv hn{`m-¥n. ]c-a-]-Z-Øn-se∂ Dd-∏n¬ hym]-cn-°p-∂Xv hn{im¥n. c≠pw Cg-]n-cn®v Kpcp kt¶-X-߃°-∏p-d-Øp≈ [ym\-Øn-te°v hgn \S-Øp-∂p. Kpcp A\-h-c-X-amb Dd-hbpsS {]hm-lw. Cu {]hmlw Gs‰-Sp-°p∂ hn\o-X-amb Xmgvhmc-ß-fn¬ \nXyw hk¥w \nd-bpw. Kpcp A\m-Zn-bmb \mZ-Øns‚ A\m-l-X-X-cwKw. AXv kwKo-X-ambn Gs‰-Sp-°m-\{X iq\y-am-sbmcp apfw-X≠v F∂pw apcfn-I-bm-Ipw.


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44 [c Rm≥ [c \o eX. h≥a-c-ß-fn-¬ FØn-∏n-Sn®v Npa-ep-I-fn¬ ]S¿∂v Ibdn \o ]qhn-Spw. Xfn-cp-I-fpsS Xcf kv]¿ihpw h√n-IfpsS ZrVm-enw-K-\hpw ]q°-fpsS aZ-K-‘hpw ac-߃°v. Rm≥ [c˛ thcp-Iƒ°v Xpf-®n-d-ßm\pw [mXp eh-W-߃ hen-s®-Sp-°m\pw hf°q-dp≈ aÆv Rm≥ [c. HSp-hn¬, hmSn kpK-‘-a‰v hogp∂ ]q°fpw DW-ßn-b-S-cp∂ Ce-I-fpw, Po¿Æn®p hogp∂ imJ-Ifpw ImØv InS°p∂ [c. \o F∂n-et√m \obt√m Rm≥.


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45 GI-abw Rm≥ X{¥n, \o kwKo-Xw. Rm≥ apc-fn, \o chw. Rm≥ s]cpº-d, \o t`cn. Rm≥ Xocw, \o ken-ew. Rm≥ Xnc, \o kap-{Zw. Rm≥ `qan, \o BIm-iw. \n∂n-et√m Rm≥ \o Xs∂-bt√m Rm≥.


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46 Ahn-`‡w inev]nbpw inev]hpw inebpw XΩn-se¥p t`Zw! ine-bt√m inev]am-Ip-∂p. inev]-Øn-et√m inev]nsb-°m-Wp-∂p. inebmWp Rm≥. inev]hpw Rm≥ Xs∂˛ inev]n-bpw.


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47 ]ndhn hN\w amwk-am-Ip∂ Nne hnip≤ kwK-a-ß-fp-≠v. AXns‚ AKm[-\n-Kq-VX Nne-t∏mƒ Ahs‚ Hm¿a-Iƒ ambv®p-I-fbpw. Ah-fpsSbpw. F∂m¬ Hm¿Ω-Iƒ°-∏pdw AXy-]q¿Δhpw Aeu-Io-I-hpamb Hcpƒ°m-gvN-bn-te°v, kz]v\w ImWp∂ inip-hns‚ ss\¿aey-tØmsS IÆp-Iƒ NnΩn, Zo¿L-am-sbmcp Npw_-\-Øn¬ \n∂v At∏mƒ am{Xw AS¿∂Xp-t]m-setbm, BZy-Npw-_-\w G‰p-hm-ßms\-∂-h-Ætam Cfw-Im-‰n¬ hnd-sIm-≈p∂ am¥-fn¿ t]mse aμ-kvanXm-[-c-߃ CØncn hnS¿∂v t\¿Øp-t\¿Øp t]mIp∂ izmk-Xm-fØn¬ ]Xnsb Xosc ]Xnsb Db¿∂p Xmgp∂ ape-bn-W-Iƒ CØncn Npc∂v, emh-Wy-hn-ip-≤-bmbn Ahƒ InS-°pw. kpjp-]vXn-k-am-\sa¶nepw AI-ap-W¿∂v hnkvar-X-sa-¶nepw kphy-‡-ambn Akp-e-`am-sbm-cpƒtNc-ens‚ ]pf-In-Xm-e-ky-Øn¬ \na-·-ambn InS-°th


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ImXp-I-fn-en-°n-fn-bn´v IS∂pt]mIp-∂Xv Cfw-Nq-Sp-≈ Ahs‚ \n¿hrX-\n-izm-ktam amem-J-am-cpsS Nnd-I-Sntbm F∂v Ahƒ°v th¿Xncn-®-dn-bm≥ Ign-bmsX t]mIpw. ]t£, apsºßpw tIƒ°mØ Hcp hnip-≤-kw-KoXw hn{im-¥n-bpsS BImiw t]mse lrZ-b-Øn¬ \ndbp-∂Xv Ahƒ A\p-`-hn-°pw. \m`n-bpsS \nKq-V-amb Dƒh-gn-I-fn¬ c≠p Poh-tc-Wp-°ƒ I≠pap-´p-∂Xpw Nnc-Imeambn tXSp-I-bm-bn-cp∂ Bfl-an-{X-ß-sf-t∏m¬ Ah Benw-K-\-_-≤am-Ip-∂Xpw F√m Bhn¿`m-h-߃°pw B[mc-am-Ip∂ DZ-c-Øns‚ DZm-c-X-bn-te°v Ah H∂p-tN¿∂v bm{X-bm-Ip∂Xpw Ahƒ Adn-bpw. B k©m-c-]-Y-ß-fm-Ith {]`m-]q-cn-Xw. DZctam {]`p-√-X-c-fw. amem-J-am¿ AhnsS kz¿Ko-b-hn-cp-s∂m-cp-°pw. BIm-iw i - ø Xo¿°pw. \£-{X-߃ Zo]w sXfn-°pw. \nemhv Iºfw hncn-°pw. AXn¬ DW¿Δn\pw Dd-°-Øn-\p-an-S-bn¬ hn{im¥n sIm≠v hN\w kv]μn-°pw. AXns‚ AS-bm-f-߃ Ah-fn¬ {]Xy-£-s∏-Spw. AXv Ahs‚ Dƒ°- S - e n¬ Akzm- ÿ y- Ø ns‚ Ae- I ƒ A{]- X n- t cm- [ y- a mbn Db¿Øpw. Ah≥ cl-ky-ambn Hcp ]cn-Xym-K-Øn-\p-d-°pw. \oXn-am\mb Ah\v ]t£ A\p-I-º-bm¬ AXn\p Ign-bp-I-bn-√. Ahs‚ DƒXn-c-bn-f-°-߃ Xoc-a-W-bmsX Ahs‚ Xs∂ kap-{Z-Øns‚ \nKq-V-amb ASn-sbm-gp-°p-I-fmbn \ne-sIm-≈pw. Aim-¥n-bpsS \nem-hn¬ taL-]m-fn-Iƒ krjvSn-°p∂ \ng¬]c-∏p-t]mse Ah-\n¬ kz]v\-߃ {]Xy-£-s∏-Spw. cm{Xn-bpsS a[ybmaw Ign™v Ft∏msgm ImWp∂ Zo]vX-am-sbmcp kz]v\-Z¿i-\Øn¬ {]Xy-£-s∏´v ssZh-Zq-X≥ Ah-t\mSv ]d-bpw. ""Zmho-Xns‚ ]p{X-\mb tPmk^v adn-bsØ `mcy-bmbn kzoI-cn°m≥ \o i¶n-t°-≠-Xn-√. Ahƒ K¿`w [cn-®n-cn-°p-∂Xv ]cn-ip≤m-flm-hn¬\n-∂m-Wv. Ahƒ Hcp ]p{Xs\ {]k-hn-°pw. \o Ah\v tbip F∂p t]cn-S-Ww. Ah≥ Xs‚ P\-sØ Ah-cpsS ]m]-ßfn¬\n∂pw tamNn-∏n-°pw.'' tPmk^v ssZh-]p-{Xs\ hniz-kn°pw. F∂m¬ sNØn-an-\p-°nb Ae-In\pw aq¿® ]nSn-°p∂ Dfn-°p-an-S-bn¬ sRcn-™-a-cp∂ ]mds∏m-Sn-bn¬ \n∂v NnX-dp∂ Xos∏m-cn-Iƒ kI-eXpw Nps´-cn-°m≥ t]m∂ A·n-{]-f-bsØ Hm¿Ω-s∏-Sp-Øp-∂-sX-s¥-∂v, ASp-°-Sp°mbn ZrV-s∏´ ac-Øns‚ ImX-en¬ hcØw sX‰msX apdn-™n-d-


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ßp∂ Dfn-bpsS aq¿®-bn¬ Np‰n-I-bpsS {]lcw {`m¥-amb GtXm lc-Øn-se-∂-t]mse A\n-b-{¥n-X-am-Ip-∂-sX-s¥∂v Ah≥ BIpe-s∏-Spw. AkvX-an-°mØ ]u¿W-an-bpsS emh-Wy-ambn H∏-ap-s≠¶nepw kzIm-cy-am-sbmcp \nXm¥ \n¿hr-Xn-bn¬ \na-·bmb Ahƒ AXn-hn-Zq-c-Øn-em-sW∂v Ah\v tXm∂pw. BIm-i-Øns‚ Ing°v AS-bmf \£-{X-߃ sXfn-bp∂ cm{Xn Ac-£n-X-sa-¶nepw A\¥-amb km[y-X-I-fn-te°v kuμ-cym-\p-`q-Xn-bmbn hN\w amwk-amIpw. a\p-jy-]p-{Xs‚ ]nd-hn. \m`n _‘-\-Øns‚ \mfn-Iƒ AS¿∂p t]mIp-∂-Xns‚ s\mº-c-Øn¬ ab-ßn-t]m-Ip∂ Ahƒ°v Ip™ns‚ \n¿Ω-e-amb BZy-\mZw Ah≥ AXne en™p-t]m-Ipw. B\μØns‚ am{¥n-I-kv]¿i-am-Ipw. BZn-ahpw A\-¥-hp-amb \mZw kIe-Øns‚bpw \mμn.


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