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mvaviY gvwK©bxiv wdwjw¯—b Ges Avie we‡k¦i A-ivR‰bwZK Mí covi my‡hvM cvq bv, KviY G¸‡jv `yj©f, Ly‡u R cvIqv KwVb| Avie-Av‡gwiKvb‡`i cÖwZ‡e`b¸‡jv mvaviYZ GKB iKgfv‡e Dc¯’vwcZ nq: †g`nxb, cwimsL¨vYMZfv‡e mwVK ivR‰bwZK cÖwZ‡e`b hv †h †KvbI †ckv`vi wk¶vwe` co‡Z cQ›` Ki‡eb| gvwK©b RbMY Ges Avie-Av‡gwiKvb‡`i bZzb cÖRb¥‡K AvKl©Y Kivi Rb¨ wdwjw¯—bx‡`i mvgwóK AZxZ‡K mvwnwZ¨K iPbvi gva¨‡g Dc¯’vcb Kiv `iKvi hvi g‡a¨ _vK‡e wdwjw¯—bx Uª¨v‡RwWi gvbweK iƒcvqY I †evaMg¨Zv| Ab¨vb¨ ¯§„wZK_v Ges Dcb¨v‡mi g‡a¨ mvC‡`i ¯§„wZK_v ÔAvDU Ad †cømÕ, kvI `vjv‡ji AvZ¥Rxebxg~jK Dcb¨vm Ô¯‹¨vUvW© jvBK wmWmÕ Ges Beivnxg dvIqv‡ji Dcb¨vm ÔAb `¨ wnj&m Ad MWÕ wbe©vwmZ wdwjw¯—bx‡`i, we‡klZ Av‡gwiKvq hviv i‡q‡Qb Zv‡`i, RvZxq AmvoZvi †PŠKv‡Vi evB‡i hvIqvi ¯^vaxbZv w`‡q‡Q: GKUv wfbœ ev¯— eZvi ¯§iY I ¯^cœ †`Lvi, BwZnv‡mi HK¨m~‡Î wb‡R‡`i Dc¯’vcb Kivi ¯^vaxbZv| Giv wdwjw¯—bx mvwn‡Z¨i mv¤cÖwZK cÖeYZvi cÖZxK¯^iƒc: G‡`i †jLvi g~j wbe©vmbf~wg, wKš‘ w_g I welq wdwjw¯—‡bi| AvZ¥cwiPq I cÖZ¨veZ©‡bi w_g Avwe®‹v‡ii gva¨‡g Giv wdwjw¯—bx mvwn‡Z¨i †mB c×wZ¸‡jv‡K Zz‡j a‡ib hv‡Z AvR‡Ki wdwjw¯—bx wbe©vm‡bi ev¯—eZv g~Z© nq| Zviv wbe©vmbf~wg (GB‡¶‡Î Av‡gwiKv) Ges wdwjw¯—‡bi m‡½ wbe©vwmZ wdwjw¯—bx I Zv‡`i Aat¯—b‡`i m¤úK©‡K cÖZxKvwqZ K‡ib| GKwesk kZvãx‡Z wdwjw¯—bx Av‡gwiKvbiv †h ev¯—eZvi gy‡LvgywL nb Zvi †cÖ¶vc‡U GB m¤úK© ¸i“Z¡cY~ ©; GB ev¯—eZv n‡”Q GKRb wbe©vwmZ e¨w³i wbR¯^ kvixixK ev ivR‰bwZK wew”QbœZv‡ev‡ai Kó, ev weKí wn‡m‡e, GKRb e¨w³i Aš—M©Z Avw¯—wZ¡K Ø›Øiƒ‡c cÖKvwkZ mvgwóK hš¿Yv| †h‡nZz wdwjw¯—b GLbI GKUv RvwZ-ivó« wn‡m‡e cÖwZôv cvqwb, †m‡nZz kvixixK wbe©vmb, Ges AviI we‡klfv‡e AvaywbKZvev`x e¨w³MZ wbe©vmb, Dfqwea Aw¯—Z¡g~jK Abya¨v‡bi Kvi‡Y bvgUv c„w_ex‡Z AjxK e¯—y n‡q _v‡K| [m¨vjvBZv, Gm. (2003)| ¯‹¨vUvW© jvBK wmWm: c¨v‡jw÷wbqvb †cÖvR †MvR †Møvevj (wµwUK¨vj G‡mR)| BDGmG: BwÛqvbv BDwbfvwm©wU Ad †cbwmjfvwbqv †cÖm] 1967 mv‡j Bmiv‡q‡ji aŸsmKi mvgwiK weR‡qi ci, ivR‰bwZK cÖc‡K e¨w³-mswkøó Ges iƒc‡K Ave„Z Kiv AviI me©mvaviwYK cÖeYZvi Ask n‡q †M‡Q| wdwjw¯—bx wbe©vm‡bi UzK‡iv UzK‡iv e¨w³K wewkóZvi g‡a¨ kw³kvjx AvKl©Y ˆZwi n‡q‡Q, Ges Zvi d‡j, mvwnwZ¨K AvaywbKZvev`, GKUv †mŠ›`h©ZvwË¡K cÖcÂ, f~wg Ges m¤ú` wb‡q wdwjw¯—bx‡`i †jLv‡jwLi AMÖvwaKvicÖvß AvwO‡K cwiYZ n‡q‡Q| [m¨vjvBZv, Gm. (2003)| ¯‹¨vUvW© jvBK wmWm: c¨v‡jw÷wbqvb †cÖvR †MvR †Møvevj (wµwUK¨vj G‡mR)| BDGmG: BwÛqvbv BDwbfvwm©wU Ad †cbwmjfvwbqv †cÖm] mvC‡`i ¯§„wZK_v AvDU Ad †cøm (Out of Place)

wdwjw¯—bx Uª¨v‡RwWi ürwcÛ Ges AvZ¥v‡K `¶Zvi m‡½ aviY K‡i‡Q| G‡Z wdwjw¯—bx‡`i `y‡f©v‡Mi wkKvi bq, eis ¯^vfvweK gvbemË¡v wn‡m‡e Dc¯’vcb Kiv n‡q‡Q, hv‡`i e¨w³MZ Rxeb, BwZnvm, cwiwPwZ Ges bvg wQj Ges Av‡Q| AvDU Ad †cøm †hŠe‡bi ¯§„wZK_v; Rxeb, cwievi Ges eÜy‡`i wb‡q Aš—i½ RxebxMÖš’; G‡Z i‡q‡Q mvC‡`i †Ri“mv‡j‡gi Rb¥¯’vb, Kvq‡ivi ¯‹zj, ˆei“‡Zi cvnv‡oi MÖx®§Kvj, Ges Av‡gwiKv hy³iv‡ó«i †evwW©s ¯‹‡z ji K_v; D‡b¥vwPZ n‡q‡Q mg„× I ewY©j PwiÎ Ges cÖvPxq f~cÖKw… Zi AKíbxq RMZ| Gi †fZ‡i †Mu‡_ †`Iqv n‡q‡Q Zi“Y mvC‡`i AvZ¥cwiP‡qi msKU‡K, wZwb hvi gy‡LvgywL n‡q‡Qb Av‡gwiKvb bvMwiK, Lªxóvb Ges wdwjw¯—bx (‡kl ch©š— n‡q‡Qb Avm‡j GKRb `jQyU) n‡Z wM‡q| R‡b¥i ci †_‡KB mvC` ˆewPΨgq mvs¯‹w… ZK I eûfvlx cwi‡e‡k evm K‡i‡Qb| Zvi ¯§i‡Y †bB wZwb Bswjk bv Aviex, †Kvb fvlvq cÖ_g K_v e‡jwQ‡jb| wZwb e‡j‡Qb †h, GB `yBwU (fvlv) me mgqB Avgvi m‡½ wQj, GKUvi g‡a¨ Av‡iKUv cÖwZaŸwbZ n‡Zv, KLbI e¨v½vZ¥Kfv‡e, KLbI ¯§„wZKvZiZvi mv‡_, cÖvqktB ci¯úi‡K ms‡kvab KiZ, ci¯ú‡ii Ici gš—e¨ KiZ| [mvC`, G. (1999)| AvDU Ad †cøm| wbDBqK©: Kèd] ¯’vbPz¨wZi wel‡q Zvi Abyf~wZ eY©bv Ki‡Z wM‡q mvC` D”PviY K‡ib: ÔAvgvi nVvr-nVvr wb‡R‡K engvb †mªv‡Zi ¸”Q e‡j g‡b nq| GKUv wb‡iU mË¡vi aviYvi †P‡q Avwg GB aviYv‡KB †ewk cQ›` Kwi... GB †mªvZaviv¸‡jv‡K... Zv‡`i m‡e©vËg iƒ‡c; Zv‡`i †KvbI cybwg©jb ev HKZvb cÖ‡qvRb †bB| Zviv Ô`~ieZ©xÕ, Ges ¯’vbPz¨ZI n‡Z cv‡i, wKš‘ wb‡`bc‡¶ Zviv me mgq MwZgvb|Õ [mvC`, G. (1999)| AvDU Ad †cøm| wbDBqK©: Kèd] mvC‡`i ¯§„wZK_v co‡Z wM‡q †h †KD Zvi g‡a¨ Avš— R©vwZK NUbvejxm„ó ivR‰bwZK msK‡Ui Dcw¯’wZ Ly‡u R cv‡eb| wZwb e¨w³MZ AwfÁZv‡K f~-ivRbxwZ Ges Av‡gwiKvi we‡`kbxwZi mgv‡jvPbvi m‡½ hy³ K‡ib| ¯‹¨vUvW© jvBK wmWm (Scattered Like Seeds) GKwU AvZ¥Rxebxg~jK Dcb¨vm| Rvdi Avjg bv‡gi GK wdwjw¯—bx AvBbRxex I AvYweK c`v_©we‡`i ga¨cÖv‡P¨ †divi Mí ejvi ga¨ w`‡q G‡Z wbe©vwmZ wdwjw¯—bx‡`i AvZ¥cwiP‡qi msKU‡K Avwe®‹vi Kiv n‡q‡Q| Zvi ¯¿x †gwi c¨vU GKRb AvBwik Av‡gwiKvb, Zv‡`i Pvi †Q‡j‡g‡q| 1967 mv‡ji hy‡× Avie‡`i civR‡qi ci Av‡gwiKvb mgv‡R Zvi AvZ¥xKiY cÖ‡kœi m¤§ywLb nq Ges GKRb wdwjw¯—bx wn‡m‡e Zvi cwiP‡qi m‡½ Zv‡K cybivq Avewk¨Kfv‡e ؇›Ø bvg‡Z nq| A¨v‡jbevB weª‡R (cwðg Zx‡ii AwaK…Z GjvKv Ges R`©v‡bi ga¨Kvi mxgvš— cvi nIqvi mgq) Rvdi‡K Dj½ K‡i cix¶v Kivi ci cwðg Zx‡i Zvi gv‡K †`L‡Z hvIqvi AbygwZ w`‡Z A¯^xKvi Kiv nq| GB ågY Rvd‡ii

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