Acknowlegements Special thanks to: Dr. Kersey
Our hardworking staff members
Mrs. McLemore, for supporting our class
The AHS student body for submitting to our creative outlet
And to our patrons:
Black: Beth and Gary Zermuehlen
Patron of the Arts: Suzette and Aaron Powell
Staff Katie McGivney - Layout Editor Audrey Zermuehlen Editor-In-Chief Opal Sivan - Former Marketing Editor Marie Johnson
Maia Tau - Marketing Editor Jules Mead
Kira Wiklund - Marketing Editor Lucie Visick
Vik Anil - Junior Editor
Kondwani Kamanga - Treasurer
ffers Brenna Alford - Copy Editor Rachel Calvis Editor-In-Chief Josh Ng - Content Editor Sabrina Powell
Olivia Mckenzie Chit Thu
AJ Hasan Mackenzie Carpenter
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Letter from the Editors Passion comes in many forms. Passion can manifest itself into engaging group conversations and controversial discussion (is conversate even a word?). Passion can be passed down each generation, either as tradition or social norm. Passion can exist in the sparks of ideas that catch flame to create a wildfire of emotions spewed across a page. We have seen nothing but potential since interviewing our staff last spring. Creativity pulsed through their veins, like electrons in full drive. The power was in our hands. As co-editors-in-chief, not living up to our past successors has been a terrible fear of ours. How were going to create a publication that will make our successors proud? How are we going to live up to first class publication that Mr. Fortunato and our seniors left to us? For several months we worried about keeping the same atmosphere in our classroom as last year, and this method ultimately failed us. So now what? Young readers may ask. The moral of the story: we are not perfect. As a publication with a fresh face and clean slate, we are not perfect. As co-editors in chief, it is time for us to make our own rules that best fit our team, and abide by them. Throughout our winter issue, we discovered that sometimes change is for the best and that it has brought us closer than ever before. We are so proud of how much growth has taken place in every department and can not wait to continue to create. For our second online publication of the year, we are establishing the juxtaposition between insanity and sanity. Our first concern about this issues theme, was if people would interpret it as a mental state of mind. Insanity is not always about mental illness, for in this case we are defining it as a sense of abnormality. We titled our winter issue The Spectrum, because it is the spectrum between what is considered normal versus abnormal in the eyes of every individual. The theme allowed the students to explore past the limits of their creativity; with the use of a pen, pencil, photograph, or digital design everyone had the opportunity to make the ordinary into extraordinary and vice versa.
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Thunderstruck Life is a Gift Modern Fairy Tale The Light Bulb Tree with every breath Twilight Come Find Me Itâ€™s Not My Time Wonderland Sun in Leo No More Mystique How dare they! City of dreams The Final Countdown Shock Competition Unsure and Uneasy Spaced Out Carnival Cher Warm, So Warm Tie It Work Pick Your Poison Her Beloved Red Car
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The Only One Tick Tock Scream Duality Acne The Jester rotting It All Was Just A Dream... A Blank Canvas The Window to the Galaxy Attachment-1 Lights Out Rainbow Reasoning Mirror Image The 185th Day Intrusive Thoughts Self Reflection These Dark Walls Blue Ridged Skies The Lonely Night The Upside Down Ruby Red The Room Writing
I was barely six-years old when I was almost struck by lightning. It hit less than five feet from where Dad and I were both standing on the asphalt. I just stared at the shower of sparks and the crackles of white light in the clouds in silent fascination. Dad took my hand, and together we ran barefoot in the grass to get back home. Upstairs, my mom was asleep. I woke her up to tell her what I had seen with a grin, but instead of returning the favor, she wept, holding onto my shoulder as if she was afraid she would lose me. “Don’t ever scare me like that again. You could’ve died,” she repeated under her breath, her cheeks tearstained. At the time, I didn’t know why that would be something to cry over. I was too awestruck to understand her concern. “We’re glad that you didn’t,” Dad added. “We love you.” I remember that I just frowned in reply. He offered me a plum from the fruit basket that sat idly on the marble kitchen counter. I broke the skin with my teeth, tasting the sickly sour juice that danced on my tongue as I watched my parents talk to one another in disapproving voices. “He’s only a child,” my mother told him, her voice hushed as if I wasn’t standing right next to her. “You have to be more careful around him. Why can’t you be more careful around him?” I don’t remember what Dad said in return; I barely remember what his voice sounded like back then. I was too young to pay much attention to more than one thing at once, so I chose to focus on the raindrops that drummed against the window. It was as if the rain was knocking; it was as if it was inviting me back outside.
I left the half-eaten fruit on the counter and drifted away from my family, slipping out of the front door so I could breathe in the warm summer air and feel the rain droplets on my skin. I welcomed the rain with open arms and bright eyes despite Momâ€™s pleas for me to return to safety. With a crackle of light that illuminated the starless sky, another thunderbolt fell from the crow-colored clouds. It shattered the tree in the center of the cul-de-sac in a symphony of silvery white sparks. The once-smooth bark had become gnarled beyond recognition, reduced to a smoking mass of burnt wood and broken memories. Iâ€™m still not sure why the death of the tree bothered me the most. Maybe I had grown too fond of the predictability of the tree: my mother and I had pressed its white flowers that bloomed in the spring, admired the honey-colored leaves in the autumn, and watched it grow mournful in the winter. It followed a pattern. I had always paid attention to it, but the lightning introduced me to a new world full of chaos, and starting from that moment, I craved the unthinkable. I left the comfort and normalcy of my home and sought out adventure. I wove sprigs of lavender into my hair and laced my shoes with threads of hope. I fell in love with the painted sunset and dove headfirst into pools of crystal water with reckless abandon. I was barely six-years old when I was almost struck by lightning. It hit less than five feet from where Dad and I were both standing on the asphalt. Dad tried to save me from the danger, but I fell in love with it.
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suffering is temporary, but my brain is not. the constant battle i deal with inside is not me suffering. it is me surviving.
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Come Find Me
If you ever want to truly know me You will have to search every sea You will have to fight off a whole horde With only a blunt dagger and a nimble sword The road is unreliable Victory may be unviable But if you try hard enough you will succeed Because deep down this is everything you need This is your noble crusade This is how real men are made Donâ€™t think about the journey, only the destination For once you reach it you will be overwhelmed with realization I can feel all your excitement, and it looks like you want to cry You have finally reached the place that you could deny This took you forever to complete But now you know the answer and have accomplished a great feat But you could have solved this earlier with this one simple clue That everything you were looking for was, in fact, you
I watch the digital numbers change from one to two to three. I watch the time I have left in this world slowly or quickly pass me by. And I wonder about this morning where I didn’t even have an alarm to tell me my time, and how I woke up with a mixture of fear and hope; fearing that I was late, and hoping that I had another thirty minutes to go. I looked down at that glowing screen of magic that called out to me, beckoning me to come towards it. I turn away from it. Then turn back to it. Then away. Then back. On and on this went, of me thinking I had enough time left, to not enough time—even once thinking that it wasn’t on at all. But the sirens call became to strong, and I just couldn’t resist. I pressed down the button. Relief washed over me first. Then anger washed me away and all I could do glare down at those numbers with unadulterated loathing. I only had two minutes left! Minutes, possibly hours, of agonizing over it only to be left only two measly minutes. With a huff I jumped out of bed before tossing my phone a glare and walk into the bathroom to get ready for my day. I stomp mad into the bathroom before aggressively brushing my teeth with those leftover two minutes. And as soon as I rinse my mouth out it becomes abhorrent. That less than five digit, can’t ever be zero, of a clock had the audacity to ring. To. Ring. So it chimed it’s ringing bells and hooted it’s electronic horns at me until I had to take time out of my day to come tell it to shut up. So you know what I did? I stomped back into that room and slammed that snooze button down so hard that the market for clocks crashed. And I went back to sleep because that’s the type of boss I am. A boss of clocks. I am actually only a boss of clocks because of my own boss fired me earlier for being to work ten hours late. I press snooze a lot.
It’s Not My Time Olivia Mckenzie 9
Wonderland Close your weary eyes, Let the music drown you, Can you picture all the beautiful lies? You've vanished from the bleak world and can start anew, Icy blue dresses made of the finest silk, Gold rings embedded with every jewel, Soft bed sheets pure and white as milk, Doesn't it feel so empowering to rule? Here, the clouds take form of pink cotton candy, Dusk could never be more beautiful and serene, The court garden is filled with rose and dandy,
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How Dare They!
No More Mystique Jamie Han
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Kira Wiklund Shock overwhelms my body as my lungs fight for the next breath of air. I need to push. I need to give it my all. Iâ€™m exhausted. Tiredness flows from the tip of my toes to the top of my pony tail. My legs move quicker, as my energy begins to slowly fade away. In one ear, I hear nothing but continuous demands. In the other ear, I hear my parents. Their immense encouragement and faith in my strength make me unstoppable. I give it everything that I could possibly give. I tell myself I did it for me, but did I really? Was it for me? Or was it for my coach? For my teammates? I am completely aware of the fact that I care about how I perform on a personal level, but I canâ€™t help but admit that a large part of the reason I work so hard is fear. Fear of disappointment to be more specific, and the fear that I am not good enough. Strong enough. Fast enough. Smart enough. Brave enough. Running changed that for me. I realized I could be something other than average. It made me realize that I am strong. I am fast. I am smart. I am brave. With running came a new profound self confidence. This confidence came at a price. It increased the fear that I felt towards disappointment. I finished and collapsed, the weight of self doubt pressing against my soul. Thoughts began to pound against my head. I gathered my thoughts as I made my way towards coach. My heart was beating even faster than it was during the race.
Catherine Sun 17 17
Unsure and Uneasy So, I’ll ask you these questions again, and can you please give me a real answer this time? Half the questions you answered with “both” or “none” and the other half you didn’t even answer. This time answer as simply as possible. Your options are ‘yes’ or ‘no.’ Ok… Here’s the first question: What do you think your friends think about you? Do you think that they like you? Umm...well… They must like me if we’ve been friends for this long. We hang out with each other, stop to say “hi”, and talk with one another every day. I’m sure we all get along well. They could just keep you around because they feel pity or guilt. How do you know if they really like you? You can’t be sure what others think of you just because they say so. Can we move on to the next question…? Fine, we’ll come back to this question. I’m just trying to help, you know? Anyways, next question: Friends usually leave after a certain amount of time. When your friends leave you, why would you think they did so? I’ll give you a couple of examples. Do you think they will leave you when you tell them something personal, when they learn what you are really like, or if you stay the same? ...Will they leave me…? If they don’t like me, then it’s just a matter of time. I might be just delaying the inevitable. If they do, they might get bored of me after some time. Will they? I don’t really know… You’re making this harder than it has to be, you know? This last question is an easy one: What do you value more, friends or family? I...uhh… Friends are the family you choose, they are the ones you can talk to about when your family is gone. They’re the ones to make you feel better when you’re down and reassure you. You only have one family that you can’t replace. You’ll never have anything like your family once they’re gone. They’re closer than friends—they’re your blood bound friends. You live with them and share experiences with them. They’ll also be there for you when your friends aren’t. I choose… Both… That isn’t even an option.
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Merry-go-round spins Colors flourish, neon lights Loud sounds, booming hearts
Melody went on The night seemed never ending Spirits danced with grace
Evil was consumed Only soulful cheers remaine A colorful world
Warm, So Warm Olivia Mckenzie
Warmth and comfort spreads through me like a disease. With eyes closed and hands empty… I swallow.
Then just like that, the most beautiful of colors emanate from me and I became heavenward.
I’m in heaven.
Glowing and smiling, I twirl around. I bring a hand to my chest. Tears came to my eyes at the feelings of pure joy coming from it. I was in awe.
How could one simple thing bring me such joy… such love?
It feels like a never ending warm hug from someone you love that somehow warms you from the inside out.
It makes me so happy. I feel the heat from my chest rise to my cheeks, creating a rosy blush. I giggle at the tickling feel of blood rushing to my face. I move my frigid fingers to my face. With a jolt, my eyes fly open from the shock of the touch. The warmth I gained dissipates into my surroundings and my body feels again.
My spinning, swivel chair slows to a stop. I am left staring at an empty cup, sitting alone, on my messy paper-covered desk.
I guess I need to make some more tea.
Mackenzie Carpenter 23
Work Reese Batley
Pick Your Poison
Half conscious, I stared into the cup. The stench of roasted ground beans hit me. I was repulsed and backed up. I soon snapped back to reality. The dark liquid looked grotesque. No way was I supposed to drink this! With a shaky hand, I lifted the cup to my face. At last, I was eye to eye with the poison. I cautiously sipped and braced myself. As I awaited the worst, there was paranoia. I could feel the caffeine crawling up my veins. The feeling sickened my stomach.
Her Belove all she can remember is the darkness of her dim-lit, red car, and how cold she felt after the window had shattered along with her dignity and self-assurance. this winter night had come with star trails and chapped skin, but their eyes kept low to the solitude of what was happening on the inside.
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His mind and His actions had gotten the best of Him; His heart must have been made of stone. it was then that she realized that there was never a spark.
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The Only One Isabella Filos
Chit Thu Tick Tock Goes the clock Burning in my ears Tick Tock Goes the clock Revealing all my fears
Tick Tock Goes the clock Whispering in the dark Tick Tock Goes the clock Hear the bell’s violent bark
Tick Tock Goes the clock I’m left all alone Tick Tock Goes the clock Someone pick up the phone
Tick Tock Goes the clock The voices seem to roar Tick Tock Goes the clock I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANYMORE
Scream A soon to be sixteen-year-old sits in a corner. She has two hours left. A notebook lies open, with half a page waiting to be filled. Avoiding her responsibilities as if she were a small child with a mother willing to do the work for her. There is no mother where she’s going. She has only two hours left to live. And she can only think of one thing: to scream. Writing isn’t enough this time I need to let it out A pillow won’t be enough Not now It’s squeezing my insides Oh God. I think I’m going to throw upNo, I just need to wait. I can wait until tomorrow Right? Right! I won’t make it I won’t make it Oh God! I can’t breath I won’t breath It’ll go away Soon It’ll go away God! One or two will be enough All I need is one But don’t you think two is so much better? Two is always better than one. Two is twice the fun. YES. Bu-but they’ll hear They’ll panic they-they’ll Don’t care! You. Need. This. Do it. Do it now. Scream She lays there on her side, and opens her mouth releasing a single strangled sound. Her time has gone. Pitiful.
Blisters and boils Dot my skin From brow to back To chest to chin Blackheads and whiteheads But mostly red Oh how I want them Off of my head I pinch I squeeze I twist They pop And bleed And ooze And sting Don’t stop Oh gee I think I’m breaking out I feel as slimy As a trout My razor cuts ‘em When I shave I’d rather look like I’m from a cave
They say, “Eat right, Wash twice a day, Don’t touch your face; Your skin will stay Clean, But the tips and tricks Unblemished, Fail me too Zitless, I still feel like Hurray!” I’m in a zoo
Unclean A freak The mirror calls me Only oily, grease-filled pores that I see
Oh gosh A pimple On my thigh Oh social life The end is nigh Soaps and creams And pills don’t work Oh how am I Supposed to flirt
Oh I wish And wish Upon a star My acne won’t leave Too bad a scar
An airhead, Simple Idiot, Harmless moron, The jester who dances for othersâ€™ entertainment, Playing the role of the fool, A 2D character living in ignorant bliss,
The Jester But,
Chit Thu When the door closes, When vault shuts tightly, The screams whale out, The agony, The uncontrollable pain finally seeping through, The voices that dig through the throat, Tears that seem to go on,
Then silence, More silence, Calmness, Serenity, Peace,
The screams start again, Continuing in an everlasting hell, Until the door opens, And the Jester performs once again.
rotting Lexie Bryant To the entity that rots my bones:
how must I describe what it feels like to rot? tar in my bloodstream my veins now shot tongue flares with acid revenge is its plot fire from within seeps out, my skin hot organs seem tangled with sin, they are wrought anger boils over before it is caught stomach is twisted in knot after knot my mind releases all sanity I’ve got tears fall to this page, now a messy inkblot the price I am paying for every wrong thought images consume me, the fantasies are bought how one may rid of them, I’ve failed to be taught curse all these pains and feelings I’ve fought Oh, how must I describe what it’s like to rot?
It All Was Just a Dream As I walked around the empty town Hot tears ran down my face I looked around and saw a town Only burned from hate. I walked into my empty home And I broke out in shrill cry I saw a ghost of a host Who was very dear and fine. He called out “save me” as I ran through the house I looked at the cellar door and heard a little mouse The door creaked open and I let out a cry in fear As I saw my friends and family who I held dear. I looked around and saw the devil that held them there And he looked at me and trapped me on the stair I saw a white light as I opened my crusty eyes For ‘twas just a dream, and I had begun to cry.
A Blank Canvas
Looking through the whiteness of the day There’s no other reason not to stay A blue sky stretches over the land It overcomes you as it’s so grand The green grass blowing away so freely The perfect place to be… ideally
Why would anyone dare to see? Any place that could compare! That would be me
Something so perfect, it somehow just doesn’t fit Into this world where we all long to admit This isn’t a perfect world, nothing is So, what are you doing here today, Miss?
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Lights Out White collars Business ties Plastic smiles Jaded eyes Briefcases On the run Slow down Have some fun Lights out Monsters play Sharp teeth Somber day Truth beneath Callous souls Red paint Hearts with holes Lights on.
Rainbow Reasoning Rash judgement is the root of all evil, And my soul remains in constant shock. In the depths of what used to be right Now my problems have been resolved. By the looks of the beckoning sun, Onward we go! We waltz with the lilies and and bask in his ray.
(it feels so good to be alone)
Brenna Alford 45
There I was just minding my own business. Then all of a sudden, she bursts into the room. She carried a bloody, soft, and disgusting carcass. She lays it on the table carefully as if it were still living. Then she grinned at me and asked me to help cook the thing.
The 185th Day
What? How could she ask me to do such a thing? Why would I do something so archaic and barbaric? At that moment, I didnâ€™t want to seem like a bad guest and agreed to help. She dried her hands and gestured to the sink. I walked over to the sink with a weird looking pipe with water spewing out. I didnâ€™t trust the water because God knows where it came from. But she insisted that I cleanse my hands in this mysterious water. After I cleansed my hands, she told me I must prepare the meat to be devoured I grabbed the dead body, washed it, and then set it on a wooden slab. Then, I cut it into small pieces so it could be consumed more easily.
After the slicing and dicing, I placed it on some metal bars.
Now that it was on the bars, she passed me a few containers filled with dirt. She insisted that the dirt will make the already putrid meat taste better. I hesitantly sprinkled the dirt on to the still fresh meat. The meat soon started to turn brown, was it the dirt? She then took the meat off the bars and sets it on a table to cool.
Intrusive Thoughts On a normal day the Sun is shining and the Earth is spinning I enter I sit I take out a pencil and wait I hear something coming, but I donâ€™t know what It is I can see It on the horizon, yet It is still unclear I brace myself, for It seems like It is going to run right through me It slams into me head on, but in a matter of seconds, Itâ€™s gone Chills run down and around my spine I never want to experience It again
Self Reflection Brooke Witte
These Dark Walls These dark walls that fill my head They’re filled with pain, they’re filled dread And though the words seem to be fake Can’t help but feel my heart’s in ache
It holds the creatures that I fear The ones that whisper in my ear Those self incriminating words I think Should all just go on down and sink
To the bottom of this endless pail Filled with water from the grail And as they torment me day and night They feed off of me in spite Because with every word, and every phrase The blood will spill out from my veins Veins are filled with words of sorrow Words that make my heart so hollow So here I’ll sit, and here I’ll wait With the windows shut and a tightly closed gate Because no matter what is said I can’t tear down these dark walls in my head
Blue Ridged Skies
The Lonely Night
This is the sixth night I have endured this week. After having withstood the toil of accompaniment and conversation six times over, I am left to dwell alone on my lonely night. The corridors lack everything but vacancy, and one could venture to claim that the air emits something more quiet than silence. It is only the wind that guards my abode from the stagnant world outside, yet it finds the whisper of the bitter cold to be an extenuating circumstance. Its tendrils jolt the trees in swift, fervent motions and surround them with a pleading howl, as if attempting to bring the deceased back from an ephemeral death. As the pungence of my loneliness drifts loftily through the air, my lungs assume a similar, precautionary nothingness so as not to distract from any crucial alarm.
It is on my lonely night that I must be cautiousâ€”as a precaution against the possibility that I am indeed not alone. Just as that very thought passes, the furnace mumbles a deep toned grievance as it fails to compromise with the heinous chill in the air. Fear coaxes me into a swift retreat down the grey hallway, and I finally resume steadiness atop the grand staircase, where the light of the full moon protrudes from a window and gluttonously feasts upon my wariness. The coo of a mourning dove resonates in the air, despite the passing of duskâ€™s departure before even that of the last mortal left lingering out on the cobblestonesâ€”before the night truly becomes lonely. From the distant unknown there comes a tapping. As a means of ceasing the victimization of my mind, I secure the aid most fit for the occasion and wander to encounter the demon. Every corner rounded is a new effort to brave the imminence of confrontation with the source of the ominous signals that blink from every which cranny of my shelter and flash threats upon the walls that encase me. For every new auditory tone that emerges from the dark, I find myself shrinking away from the colorful adversaries that seem to eyeball me from the wiry shelves.
The war that unfolds within the confines of my mind admits to no preparation for the challenge I have yet to defeat. I wander to encounter the amorphous, blood-red demon with nothing but the anxious tines of my modest javelin to aid in keeping me sane and steady. It circles in motions akin to those of a hawk surveying a rodent, and is periodically startled from its delicate rhythm, as if a predator sleeping among its prey. Advancement around one final corner further familiarizes me with my tormentor. The motion of all things but my meager spear ceases to tint the air. And there, in the shadows of my clamorous opponent, it waits idly for me behind the creaky door. My Hot Pocket is ready.
The Upside Down
Can you hear it? The Sound of Silence. I can. There I am. Back in the little, old cube. It’s bland; Only a single light bulb decorates the Room. Shush….
It takes me back to When. I close my eyes. There it is again. The Silence. It echoes. It aches. I open my eyes to a small child. He hunches his body in a corner. With his little shuttering voice, he speaks:
They’re coming. They’re coming. Who’s coming? I ask. The Monsters, He replies. Over and over he repeats: They’re coming. They’re coming. The Monsters are coming. Each time, his whisper grows louder. Each time, his voice grows firmer. Then, he stops. His eye sockets are shallow. They are deprived of a soul. Yet, They cry blood. His face is sickly pale. His dry lips part. Then he speaks:
The thoughts that torment my every woken night, Follow me through my days Shouting, whispering Clawing at the edges of my mind Each one trying to come first As their grips slip and fall away It is the one to see me ache at the very mention of what I would make them become. Blood drips out of my head onto lined sheets of paper Showing open jagged wounds for everyone to see; To poke at. To prod.
The jabs are never the same twice and the pain becomes worse and worse until my woken nights become every waking hour. Nothing else matters until those wounds are healed, until the sore has closed and the eyes have left me to fall in tearing into hardened skin with torn nails.
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My hands start to shake. My eyes begin to water. I delve back into the oceans of my mind reaching out to grab a remaining hand, searching for the monster which once so willingly came, only to be left lost and empty-handed.
I swim deeper into the sea. I keep going don’t know how long I can go on. My movements become slow, no longer moving in the fast paced motions in which I began. And as soon as I breathe out that last breath and the pressure becomes far too much to bear, I see it.
What a beautiful creature…
othes my soul. Olivia Mckenzie
Then everything disappears.
Bright light glares against my eyes, temporarily blinding me. Disoriented, I feel around blindly with my hands. I’m in bed. I swing my legs over the side of my bed. My body stiffens and I feel a smile slowly creep onto my face.
The wait was over.
Aguando, Monse 49
Kamanga, Kondwani 8, 46
Alford, Brenna 38, 45
Mckenzie, Olivia 9, 22, 32, 42, 57
Ambrosetti, Olivia 33
Nightingale, Fawn 7
Anil, Vik 2, 47
Ng, Joshua 25, 40
Batley, Reese 24
Perlee, Sophia 21
Bryant, Lexie 37
Powell, Sabrina 1
Buxbaum, Matthew 35
Sun, Cathy 16
Calvis, Rachel 15, 44
Tau, Maia 5, 13, 53
Cane, Lisa 26
Thu, Chit 10, 19, 31, 36, 43, 55
Carpenter, Mackenzie 23
Valdez, Amelia 52
Filos, Isabella 30
Visick, Lucie 11
Han, Jamie 12
Wiklund, Kira 16, 54
Hedaoo, Vinit 18, 39
Witte, Brooke 19, 48
Johnson, Marie 14, 50
Zermuehlen, Audrey 3, 4
All art, literature, and photographs were submitted by the students of Alpharetta High School, with the exception of â€œrottingâ€? written by Lexie Bryant, who attends Texas Christian University, as a small dedication to our past submitters, and selected by a committee of creative arts magazine staff and editors. Typeface used in this publication Minion Pro Avenir Next Ultra Fine Adobe Garamond Pro Pages and Layout created by Adobe Indesign CC and Adobe Photoshop CC Cover Art by Maia Tau Cover Layout by Layout staff members
We are always looking for submissions in journalism, fine art, sculpture, graphic design and illustration, all forms of literature, and any other documentable literary/art forms.
Ways to Submit
Submit your pieces online, in person to one of our staff members, by email, or to room 2216. If you have any questions, email us at firstname.lastname@example.org
Submit art as a physical composition for scanning or as a digital file of at least 300 dpi. Title each file â€œyour name and title.â€?
Submit an electronic copy to our main email or a staff members email, or bring a hard copy to a staff member or room 2216.
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Manifest Spring 2018 Volume VII Issue II Alpharetta High School 3595 Webb Bridge Road Alpharetta, GA 30005