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The Deacon

You want to be my friend and stab me to the end You say you’ll stay by my side just waiting to slip by You want to be my best friend I want to kill you I want to be your best friend you want me out too! Your eyes, they’re on my Old Lady Your games, they are shady But in full disclosure I keep my friends close - and my frenemies closer You want to be my best friend I want to kill you I want to be your best friend you want me out too!


The Deacon You worry about your friends and your enemies Then you worry about yourself and you don’t know who to please How can you trust anyone? I’m getting tired and it’s no fun They all want something They want something from you You don’t know what you’re doing And you don’t know what to do You see all of the lights swirling in your head You turn them all off and wonder if you’re dead Are they chasing me or is it a dream? My fantasies aren’t always what they seem they seem They all want something They want something from you You don’t know what you’re doing And you don’t know what to do Hey you! I see… The lies that you tell me Hey you! I see… The lies that you sell me They all want something They want something from you You don’t know what you’re doing And you don’t know what to do


Angel will you tell me if I win Angel will you save me from myself I know I want it all Will I feel bad when I sell my soul Will I feel sad when I sell my soul Will I be the one when I sell my soul Shining like the sun I don’t want you to betray me Angel I need you to stay with me Please don’t leave me chorus (2x)

The Deacon


The Deacon

I’m thinking of an orgasm while there’s a revolution going on I don’t know whether to cum or die Feelings of inadequacy taught to me by my mother makes me feel like I can’t do either one One More Dead As you know I am not a criminal but it takes a lot of strength not to kill anyone who thinks that they can sentence me to a life of apathy or Life for third-degree or a life that says I’m dead before I’m 30 One More Dead

I give my mind a little time and let it wonder who I am I go away the very next day and wonder when it all ends I give my mind a little time and let it wonder who I am I go away the very next day and wonder if I’m. . . One More Dead


The Deacon, Damn

I’ll take you for a ride I’ll take you to the other side I only want it to be Just you and me I’m open to the universe I’ve fallen for your curse The Sun, she blinds me Only you can find me My li’l Rock & Roll Baby Dirty li’l Rock & Roll Whore I hide behind the mask But only when you ask You want to play my game ‘Cause you know there’s no shame You crawl through my skin Searching for the end The stars move some Calling you to come My li’l Rock & Roll Baby Dirty li’l Rock & Roll Whore sexy guitar! My li’l Rock & Roll Baby Dirty li’l Rock & Roll Whore


(Motherfucker)

Why Why Why Why

do do do do

I I I I

The Deacon, Damn, Bones

play with the space in my head? not play with all those meds? go down? Why do I not drown? like to speak with the dead?

Since you asked me why I’ll share with you ‘Cause I Want To (yeah) I Want To ‘Cause I Want To (yeah) I Want To Why Why Why Why

chorus ‘Cause I Want To (yeah) I Want To I Want To ‘Cause I Want To

is my body full of ink? do I always say what I think? do I pray? Everyday? do I not drive while I drink?

Since you asked me why I’ll share with you ‘Cause I Want To (yeah) I Want To


The Deacon, Damn

You see my anonymity Your blood is raining down upon me I’m not down; I’m above ground The Wind, she knows how my story goes I I I I

walk the light am a Vampire in the sun walk the day am a Vampire in the sun

I’m not trying to hide my face I will, however, take my place I don’t need you to see That I’ll still be once you’re history

I am the Element Not something Hellbent I am the one in your dreams I am the Moment That you’ve been sent Like nothing else you’ve never seen Chorus (4x)

I I I I

walk the light am a Vampire in the sun walk the day am a Vampire in the sun


(Motherfucker)

I hear your words they fill me up with joy But they slap me I don’t understand Should feel intelligent but feel dumb Should feel compassion but feel numb Why don’t Like I do? Why don’t Like I do? Why don’t Like I do? Why don’t

you love me you need me you care for me you see me?

You say that I’m the world to you And I believe in that lie I tell everyone that I’m am strong Now that I have them fooled I can’t go on Why don’t you love me? Why don’t you feel me? Why don’t you care for me? Why don’t you need me?

The Deacon


The Deacon I can’t tell that you love me I do know that you need me To do your dirty work No blood stains on your shirts I feel pacified By the blood stains in my eyes All the people say I Will Not Be Afraid I see myself as seen By the eyes of machines Looking at my soul But not looking in my soul I feel pacified By the TV in my eyes And all the people sing I Will Not Be Afraid I know now that you love me But only when you need me I can’t help how I feel By the words you use to kill I still feel pacified By the dictator in my eyes And all the Cubans say Fuck you! I won’t do what you tell me! I Will Not Be Afraid


The Deacon - vocals, guitar The Monster - bass, bg vocals Damn - drums For MDLS downloads, t-shirts and general sexiness, visit: www.MamasDirtyLilSecret.com www.myspace.com/MamasDirtyLilSecret email: booking@MamasDirtyLilSecret.com Design: Ashay Media Group - www.ashay.com All songs Š 2009 MDLS, ASCAP All Rights Reserved. Recorded and mixed at MDLS Headquarters, Brooklyn, NY. Rock Hard! Rock Sexy!


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