No easy way in Sometime when you want it the most there’s no easy way in. Sometime it seems so near but it’s so far. Sometime it feels as if it’s in the middle of your hands but it’s far from where you stand. And sometime it gets so hard but that’s when you get smart and go soft. I can’t help but wonder how long will it take for me to reach the heart of the chocolate center. And if it takes five years I’ll wait and if it takes seven, eight, nine or ten years- I’ll wait, because it’s worth waiting. But I can tell that she‘s holding back; maybe she’s afraid of the heart-take, maybe she’s afraid of the heartbreak, maybe she has memories or maybe it’s just me. But really-she’s mysterious and secretive. She’s cautious but what she’s doing- is hoping someone will be pulled into her. When someone does, she remains vague, forcing them to struggle, dig and try to discern her true feelings. As she does so, you give her your full attention and send your energy to her. The longer she can keep them interested and mystified, the more energy she receives. I ponder it deeply while I write with no pen. Tying the knot, giving up all these pussy cats that are in my lap no looking back, a mind with peace, a heart filled with love and a body with soul. Even though I’m with her; I still feel as if I’m not in. It seem as if I’m eating but there’s no taste to what I’m eating, I’m speaking but there’s no sound of what I’m saying….It’s like she got what I need but she says I’m just a friend. I want to be deep in; making my mark like a lion marking his surrounding now that he’s in. Now I see what she’s afraid of…. I’m trapped in her last tear drop waiting to fall off her cheek and burst out of her sadness just to bring out the sun. It’s just a matter of time. Then I leave her; in her lonely world Until then I know where I stand but for now there’s no easy way in. So bye my friend.