Book 8 By Keeping Your Eyes on Heaven - Series in Understanding and Overcoming Homosexuality by Kathleen Malligan

Understanding and Overcoming Homosexuality

By Keeping Your Eyes On Heaven

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Book 8

Understanding and Overcoming Homosexuality

By Keeping your Eyes on Heaven

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THIS TEACHING IS NOT written TO THE LGBTQ PEOPLES. That is the Lesbian Gay Bisexual Transgender of Queer Peoples in the earth.

I give them the freedom to live their lives, and as they identify; to believe whatever a to z religion they do or do not follow; freedom to believe in whatever their reality of a God may be; freedom to believe no life after death or what life after death may be or is there eternal life after death. All persons can be adult enough to prove if Christ Jesus is truth or the truths in all religions and faiths in the earth.

Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba respects the freedom and choices of these peoples and all peoples in the earth.

Given the freedom of opinion and expression and the freedom of thought, conscience and religion in Australia I write this teaching and my books and prayer strategies.

“What is the right to freedom of opinion and expression?

The right to freedom of opinion is the right to hold opinions without interference and cannot be subject to any exception or restriction. The right to freedom of expression extends to any medium, including written and oral communications, the media, public protest, broadcasting, artistic works and commercial advertising.” 1. [Cited 6/09/15] The right to freedom of thought, conscience and religion is recognized in Article 18 of the ICCPR.

Article 18 protects not only the ‘traditional’ religious beliefs of the major religions but also non-theistic and atheistic beliefs, as well as the right not to profess any religion or belief. The right recognized in Article 18 is simultaneously an individual right and a collective right. It has both an ‘internal’ dimension (the freedom to adopt or hold a belief), and an ‘external’ dimension (the freedom to manifest that belief in worship, observance, practice or teaching). While the internal dimension is absolute, the external dimension can be subject to certain limitations (on the strictly restricted grounds specified in Article 18(3)).

This page provides access to the Commission's work on the right to freedom of religion. The Commission's 'human rights: right by right' page on the right to freedom of thought, conscience and religion or belief provides links to more information on the content of this right, including” 2. [Cited 6/09/15]

1.https://www.humanrights.gov.au/our-work/rights-andfreedoms/projects/freedom-religion-and-belief

2.https://www.ag.gov.au/RightsAndProtections/HumanRights/PublicSecto rGuidanceSheets/Pages/Righttofreedomofopinionandexpression.aspx#1w hat

Article 19 of The Universal Declaration of Human Rights Declares “Everyone has the right to freedom of opinion and expression; this right includes freedom to hold opinions without interference and top seek, receive and impart information and ideas through any media and regardless of frontiers.”

I/we as the collective of Christians believe Christ Jesus Yashua HaMashiach is the Word - The Bible as written in John 1:1. He hears our prayers, and His indwelling Spirit is His representative thus answers and outworks our prayers. What Does the Bible Say About The Lord Hearing Our Prayers? What Does the Bible Say About Holy Spirit?

Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba - MINISTRY STATEMENT

The Ministry and all books, teachings and CDs of Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba are to Believers desiring to live their truths of The Holy Bible. To believers in Christ who want to move beyond the passions of lust in same sex attraction in line with how they understand The Holy Bible, The Inspired Word of God’s expectations.

The content within the book is to those who want to pray, not those who are forced to pray. To those who heard the call to be a Disciple; to those who belong to a kingdom of spiritual kings and priests obeying Jesus Christ’s The Great High Priest Yashua HaMashiach.

NOT advocating the departing from homosexuality to HETEROSEXUALITY but departing from the flesh to the spirit to wholeheartedly take on His way of life; receiving His Bible identity; receiving healing of the inner-man and inner-woman; exchanging the old self for His ability for inward change; receiving the empowering ability of His Holy Spirit to cause us to live above passions of sexual lust.

As a bible believing woman, I believe Jesus Christ’s Word that declares:

“For you know what commandments we gave you by the authority of the Lord Jesus that you abstain from sexual immorality; that each one of you know how to control his own body in holiness and honour, not in the passion of lust like the Gentiles who do not know God."

1 Thessalonians 4:2-4

“Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived. Neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor homosexuals, nor sodomites, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners will inherit the kingdom of God. And such were some of you. But you were washed, but you were sanctified, but you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus and by the Spirit of our God.”

1 Corinthians 6:9-11 NKJV

It is only by exchange for His regeneration and His Empowering and Enabling for taking on His way of life that will enable us to take hold of the identity we have in Christ Jesus Yashua HaMashiach to be given a new heart of flesh that we can and want to serve Him in His Tabernacle.

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NOTE TO READERS

This book contains the opinions and ideas of its author. It is not given away or sold or distributed with the understanding that neither the author/me nor the Christian Ministry Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba the publisher is engaged in rendering medical, health or other professional advice or services.

The strategies outlined in this book are my personal journey, my testimony of healing my trauma and shock so as to heal from my causations of same-sex attraction. I say it was my choice to walk away from lesbianism. The book may not be suitable for every individual; and is not a guaranteed or warranted information to produce any particular results.

No warranty is made with respect to the accuracy or completeness of the information contained herein. If the reader requires such advice or services, a competent registered professional should be consulted.

Both the author/myself and the ministry specifically disclaim any responsibility for any liability, loss, or risk, personal or otherwise, which may be incurred as a consequence, directly or indirectly of the use and application of any of the contents of this book. Or the other books by the author/myself and Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba.

I or Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba/me does not claim cure of homosexuality. But in line with the teaching of The Bible, I believe the Christian Holy Scriptures: “Don’t you know that the unrighteous will not inherit God’s kingdom? Do not be deceived: No sexually immoral people, idolaters, adulterers, or anyone practicing homosexuality, no thieves, greedy people, drunkards, verbally abusive people, or swindlers will inherit God’s kingdom.” 1 Corinthians 6:9-10

Therefore, “...I say, let the Holy Spirit guide your lives. Then you won’t be doing what your sinful nature craves.” Galatians 5:16 "For this is the will of God, your sanctification, that you abstain from sexual immorality; that each one of you know how to control his/her own body in holiness and honour, not in the passion of lust like the Gentiles who do not know God." 1 Thessalonians 4:3

Like my other books and those with prayer strategies I give keys that have come out of years of repentance, restoration, healing, and

deliverance. Years of being taught how to get beyond bondages and blockages so I could heal and overcome. So, I could walk in the Spirit of Christ Jesus to live by the ways of The Kingdom of God than the ways of my carnal flesh and its desires, with the belief of eternal life in The Kingdom of Heaven in the next life after death, an inheritance in God’s Kingdom.

To those who oppose the ministry position, if you read any of my teachings no one under any legality can hold the author or Ministry accountable or for books the prayers or the usage of the word homosexual, this word is written in our Bible.

My audience is to those who no longer want to identify with or live as same sex attracted. Those by their own volition those who want to live their lives by their understanding of Bible truths to believe that it forbids a lifestyle of homosexuality.

This teaching is not to you if you do not agree with biblical Holy Bible doctrines. If you continue to read it is your choice and as I believe my truth I have the freedom by law to write. You are responsible for your own actions, but I am not addressing or writing to those of the LGBTQ community.

There is no hatred here to any groups of people in the earth. Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba respects the rights, the freedoms of sexuality, religion, culture and customs of all peoples in the earth. What does the Bible teach about hate?

Because the purpose of all my teachings is in a Biblical Framework and written for those who are searching for a deeper walk with God The Father and Jesus Christ Yashua HaMashiach I teach. I write to those who want to understand the spiritual network behind homosexuality and know Jesus Christs Yashua HaMashiach a Jew His laws and live accordingly.

Some books are to those questioning are unclean spirits attached to homosexuality and does a spirit world exist and does the kingdom of darkness even exist, so I have written many books on the subject.

I write all teachings to those who believe that The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit set the standard of who may enter into eternal life and inherit the blessings of His Kingdom life here on earth and the age to come of heaven. And many are searching if they can be or can retain in themselves an identity of being gay, lesbian, transgender or bisexual and or be a Christian married homosexual. For the sake of words, I may at times just use homosexuality for lesbian, gay or transgender.

I write to those who believe and follow Jesus Christ whose Hebrew Name is Yashua HaMashiach who was a Hebrew a Jew when He walked the earth and as written in John 4:22 “salvation is from the Jews.”

I write under the liberty, freedom and the right to equality and prohibition of discrimination of my religious stance and beliefs, my right of human dignity and freedom and freedom of conscience and freedom of association and freedom of movement and freedom of occupation and right of property, my human rights, my rights with a Jewish heritage a DNA Jewish ancestry. Human Rights

I write to those who believe they have to abstain from homosexual encounters, as they identify as Christians or Messianic Christians; to those who want to take on a Spiritual life as Yashua HaMashiach kings and priests rather than a life of a sexual identity.

I write to those who desire their carnal life and affections to become sanctified and redirected to spiritual holiness and whereso willfully renouncing the identity seeing their idenity is In Christ. To those whose invironment and childhood caused an attraction to the same sex through no fault of their own, believing they were formed due to trauma and abuse and other causations. Those who now want to intergrate their woundedness their pitucluar causations that caused their same-sex attraction under the councel and healing of The Messiah and His teaching in the presence of The Holy Spirit of Yashua HaMashiach. What Does the Bible Say About Holy Spirit?

I write to those who will to live a life of holiness in line with a Biblical Truth of believing they are not allowed to be a practicing and or active homosexual. Especially given the pursuit of inheriting eternal life with The One True God because they believe the lake of fire is for the sexually imoral persons that means those who are practicing homosexuals, not the proclivity but the acting out of ones sexual preference to be what would exempt them into heaven. (1 Corinthians 6:9-11; Revelation 21:8) What Does the Bible Say About Homosexuals And The Lake Of Fire?

Take it up with God, Yahovah and Yashua HaMashiach. I did not write the Bible or the 613 laws of His Kingdom. Reason with Them we are commanded to pray to become a Spotless Bride and to be in the process of sanctification. What Does the Bible Say About Sanctification?

Again, THIS TEACHING IS NOT written TO THE LGBTQ PEOPLES. That is the Lesbian Gay Bisexual Transgender of Queer Peoples in the earth.

I give them the freedom to believe whatever a to z religion they follow or don’t follow and to believe in whatever their reality of life after death is

to them. They are adult enough to prove all truths about death and eternal life. Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba respects the freedom and choices of these peoples in the earth.

As a Christian as Messianic I pray because I/we believe prayer works What Does the Bible Say About The Lord Hearing Our Prayers? I/we know Christ Jesus Yashua HaMashiach is real, and we the collective of believers witness to His Holy Spirit indwelling us/me. I am a Messianic Christian I believe in eternity, eternal death and or hell and believe if I were to be a practicing lesbian, I would go to hell. If you want to be whatever then be whatever, but I want to live the way I discern the Bible shows and enables me to be and live.

Therefore, I remain faithful for The Kingdom of God is holiness, and righteousness right living in His Spirit. I believe Jesus Christ is The True and Living God, Yashua HaMashiach and all will one day stand before Him.

Therefore, being called of God the Father I write in a framework of a Biblical Exegesis on homosexuality and about unclean and demonic spirits the supernatural realms attached. By my studies, I believe Christians cannot be practicing lesbian’s, gays, bisexuals or transgenders.

I do not advocate “cure” or “cure” for all, no one can change anyone except The Godhead alone and we all know “a man persuaded against his opinion is of the same opinion.” It appears across the globe that some can make a transition, while some stay single and some keep their proclivity. I write out how I have found keys to overcome and live as He intends me to live being a servant of Him The Most High; there is no general brush one can be marked with, none.

I am not giving up eternity for the love of or the marriage to a woman. I fear the lake of fire and I fear God. I am aware very aware of The Presence of the indwelling Holy Spirit; He is The Spirit who represents Yashua HaMashiach Jesus Christ and the Bible and the laws of Yashua. He also speaks His language and various languages using my vocal cords, out of my mouth, they are real.

You live the way you believe, and I will live the way I believe, and I will teach what I believe I am called to teach and share as He wills me to teach regardless of any movement or any opposition or words usage or socalled forbidden word usage. I too have human rights and the right to decide for my body my life to no longer want to live a lesbian lifestyle or as a lesbian. I have no bias towards any peoples of the earth they are free as I am free to be a Messianic Christian and live life accordingly to my religious biblical beliefs.

I believe Jesus Yashua HaMashiach does not reject or scoff at the lesbian, gay, bisexual or the transgender person. I believe you could die that way and receive life with Him if one is allowing Him to take them on a journey of sanctification to become His Disciple, His spiritual kings and priests by the washing of water with the word, the spiritual cleansing in preparation for being a Bride as written in Ephesians 5:26 and as written to be the Bride, the wife of the Lamb in Revelation 21:9. What Does the Bible Say About Present Spotless Bride?

He calls us to be holy as written in 1 Peter 1:16 and warns us to be separate as belonging to Him a Holy God in 2 Corinthians 6:17. Thus, allowing His Indwelling Holy Spirit to bring to death all sin structures connected; to bring forth healing of wounds and to empower one/us to walk in The Spirit so as to not yield to the lusts of the flesh; then we can keep His laws within a Righteous Kingdom lifestyle.

ADDITIONAL NOTE TO READERS

This book contains the opinions and ideas of its author. It is not given away or sold or distributed with the understanding that neither the author/me nor the Messianic Christian Ministry Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba the publisher is engaged in rendering medical, health or other professional advice or services.

Answer me this? If a child is sexually raped by their father from five years of age and he puts his fist in her mouth to stop the screaming from the pain of his large penis in her tiny vigina, has she not got the right to find herself and heal as an adult? So, it is with anyone for their causations or traumatic experiences that turned them to same-sex attraction or to transition into the opposite sex. We can walk away from homosexuality as much as you can walk in it, your demands for us not to heal and help others to heal are two faced, ridiculous and controlling.

The book may not be suitable for every individual; and is not a guaranteed or warranted information to produce any particular results.

Both the author/myself and the ministry (non-profit) specifically

disclaim any responsibility for any liability, loss, or risk, personal or otherwise, which may be incurred as a consequence, directly or indirectly of the use and application of any of the contents of this book. Or the other books by the author/myself and Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba.

I or Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba/me does not claim cure of homosexuality at all. But in line with the teaching of The Bible, I believe the Christian Holy Scriptures: “Don’t you know that the unrighteous will not inherit God’s kingdom? Do not be deceived: No sexually immoral people, idolaters, adulterers, or anyone practicing homosexuality, no thieves, greedy people, drunkards, verbally abusive people, or swindlers will inherit God’s kingdom.” 1 Corinthians 6:9-10

Like my other books and those with prayer strategies I give keys that have come out of years of repentance, restoration, healing, and deliverance. Years of being taught how to get beyond bondages and blockages so I could heal and overcome.

So, I could walk in the Spirit of Christ Jesus to live by the ways of The Kingdom of God than the ways of my carnal flesh and its desires, with the belief of eternal life in The Kingdom of Heaven in the next life after death, an inheritance in God’s Kingdom. 4. [Malligan,4:2018]

What I write has been written before, there is nothing new under the sun, and no one owns biblical scripture or biblical teachings or exegesis of scripture. Two gospels were based on Marks Gospel, and no one is saying or can say Matthew and Luke plagiarized his gospel. So, what I write you may have read somewhere else, but my personality writes to my style.

4. Malligan, K. Book 8 Understanding and Overcoming Homosexuality By Keeping your Eyes on Heaven [Triumphant Ministries, Toowoomba, 4350, 2018]

Once again, because the purpose of this teaching is in a Biblical Framework it is written for those who are searching for a deeper relationship with God The Father, God The Son and God The Holy Spirit. To know His ways, to know His codes of law, to know His instructions on living in His Kingdom. Also to get understanding, revelation and knowledge of the spiritual network behind homosexuality.

I have written different books revealing demons and spirits according to The Holy Bible of The God of Abraham Issac and Jacob. The book is to those questioning spirits attached to homosexuality and does a spirit world exist and does the kingdom of darkness even exist. 43 Bible verses about Demons 38 Bible verses about Satan, Kingdom Of

I write this teaching to those who believe that The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit set the standard of who may enter into eternal life and inherit the blessings of His Kingdom life here on earth and the age to come.

Again, I write to those who believe in Jesus Christ and are searching if they can be or can they retain in themselves an identity of being gay, lesbian, queer, transgender or bisexual? For the sake of words, I may at times just use homosexuality for lesbian, gay or transgender.

Again, I write to those who believe they have to abstain, who are on a pathway of healing and biblical regeneration who identify as Christians or Messianic Christians who want to take on a Spiritual life as Jesus Christ’s kings and priests questioning their sexual identity.

Again, I write to those who desire their carnal life and affections to become sanctified and redirected to spiritual holiness willfully renouncing the worldly identity or those unsure.

I write as one who has been water baptised and to those members of the Body of Christ Yashua HaMashiach who have been water baptised or who will be baptised into His death to walk in newness of life as written in Romans 6:3-7. Believing water baptism to be a contract with Jesus Christ Yashua HaMashiach.

This contract is an agreement to commit to live obediently to Yahwah’s and Yashua’s instructions of righteous living as outlined in The Holy Scriptures, The Bible. Before Yahweh and Yashua and the members of The Body of Christ Yashua HaMashiach, who are fellow citizens and saints, members of the household of God (Ephesians 2:19) the act is a public declaration of relationship, trust and reliance on God The Father, The Son and The Holy Ghost; and to the obedience of Matthew 28:19 to make disciples.

Again I write and teach to those who will to live a life of holiness in line with a Biblical Truths; especially in the pursuit of inheriting eternal life with The One True God because they believe the lake of fire is for practicing homosexuals. “If you love me, you will keep my commandments.” (John 14:15)

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As Of the Days of Old so is it In These Days

Please would you pray and pray into the following prayer before you read this book. There are so much doctrinal differences and doctrinal deception and damnable heresies that we all need guidance and new Oil to know the truth to set us free from such differences and cunning works of doctrines taught by demons.

Truth is there are people who are deceived or knowingly false workers of darkness who are in the pulpit posing as workers of light. Demons are in clones today; people sell their souls for fame and fortune hence they are taken over by spirits of darkness. Some have titles of Prophet, Prophetess, Pastor, Priest, Minister, Reverend, Teacher, and Leader, persons on the pew.

The truth is people follow after doctrines taught by devils and those that will for us to be shipwrecked and destroyed are at work in and through Church Leaders as according to Isaiah 9:16. “For the leaders of this people cause them to err, and they that are led of them are destroyed.”

Scripture tells us this truth over and over and warns us over and over of being caught in deceptive doctrines, and that doctrines can exempt us from eternity as they are damnable heresies (Hosea 4:6; 2 Peter 2:1; 2 Corinthians 11:13-15; 1 Timothy 4:1; 2 Timothy 4:3-4; Acts 20:2930; Matthew 24:10-12; 1 John 4:1; Galatians 1:6-9)

Christ Yeshua also warns us of the many ways of salvation and many other Christ’s who will come using His Name and or another anointing saying follow me this is the way walk in it (Matthew 245, 11, 24; 1 Timothy 4:1) and these ways will dam you to hell.

I write for your welfare. Again, listen up, false signs and wonders exist, false paths to heaven exist. The question to answer is, “Is my salvation real?” and “Are you dwelling within the framework of Christ the Builder?” Please for more understanding read these books. They are free downloads and can be found in an internet search of - Kathleen Malligan Calameo or Kathleen Malligan Issuu. Calameo is the host for all my books as is Issuu.

The serpent will beguile you; no one escapes being misled and seduced by doctrines of devils, no one. There are damnable heresies that cause us not to enter the kingdom or inherit the kingdom, yes full stop dams us.

If you think once saved always saved avails, and if you think you have the freedom to wilfully transgress it is not true. You were saved from sin and sins power over you and are given the grace of His Spirit to daily live so as to live in Him and for Him and receive from Him blessings of oaths.

What is sin? The transgression of the law. Laws exist and laws from former covenants still exist. Hidden sin matters, being unknowable and or unknowledgeable of transgressions can destroy you – laws matter, which means it is breach of His laws.

Laws, you think you do not have to obey and or don’t know you are to obey will deem you as not His. You are guilty of breaching laws regardless of lack of knowledge and or believe you do not have to obey certain laws from the Old Testament. The collective deception is “you are not under law but grace.” But that statement does not mean how it reads.

You are to test all things and study to show yourself approved. Sunday church and believing the pastor is God’s anointed or He is preaching from that persons flesh in teaching you accurate interpretations will not cut it on your day of judgement.

Listen up and humble yourself as one being taught and consider the following points. Because if once saved always saved is biblical then:

No virgins’ lamps would not go out.

No virgin would have the door shut on them to the wedding banquet.

No harvest would be choked with thorns.

No branch would ever be cut off for not abiding and throw into fire.

No eye would need to be plucked to avoid being thrown in the fire.

No forgiveness could be forfeited.

No name could be blotted out.

No salt could ever lose its flavour.

No lawless person would have to depart from His presence.

No goat would ever have to be put on the left.

No one could ever be spit out for being lukewarm.

All would be chosen as well as called.

All would find the way, not just a few.

Please, listen up, humble yourself as one being taught:

A coin can get lost.

A sheep can get lost.

A son can get prodigal.

A backslider is seen to be on dangerous ground.

A child of God can be a rebellious son with spirits at work within them for their transgressions and this includes doctrinal transgressions. You are told about doctrines of demons over and over again.

Keep asking yourself – Am I Dwelling Within the Framework of Christ the Builder? Make sure you know that you know, or you will be no different than the Pharisees and Sadducees who refused to believe they were wrong and believed they were serving Yahweh in truth and nothing but the truth.

They defended their doctrines their traditions vehemently and listen they loved Yahweh with all their heart and soul. Yet they would have lost their salvation because they could not hear Him or see Him in their midst.

Do not be like them, they could not leave their community and “the collective deception” that is on so many levels that had them hoodwinked, deceived, blinded, and deafened to Truth and their day of visitation was prophesied and spoken of in their Books, so shall it be for you.

Bottom line their flesh ruled. Think about it, belonging and conformity to their norms, their traditions, and their own human reasoning and or their wiring of the human makeup to conform to belong to the group/community they failed to see and hear with their spirit. They were damned, they lost eternity; thus, they remained captivated by darkness, the doctrines of devils/demons and the traditions of man. This can be likened to the Catholic and Protestant and Charismatic and the Pentecostal churches who serve an imposter Jesus.

Listen up. We serve Him in body soul and spirit and listen with spiritual ears and see with spiritual eyes. Consider again the Jews the Pharisees and Sadducees they read and heard repeatedly of The Messiah WHILST sitting at their synagogue under their rabbis’ and teachers of the law.

Yet the deceptions of doctrines and the twisting of doctrines and their conformity to traditions blinded them and deafened them not to receive Him in their presence and Him in their hearts to hear His doctrines His teachings that they could receive eternal salvation, they failed.

Do not be like them, yet you, many of you are like them and refuse to believe you’re not. The Jehovah Witnesses and the Mormons are not wrong, are they? Yes, they are but they believe they are not, you too may be no different. Don’t risk wasting a life serving the wrong Christ the imposter Jesus from Rome and Babylon.

If one does not think they are a sinner, they won’t think they need a Savior. Same as if one does not think they are in doctrinal error they won’t test their beliefs. Yet we know all are sinners, thus maybe you are in error and maybe your denominational beliefs and bible beliefs are not correct and need to be reassessed.

Why? Because YOU WILL ANSWER FOR YOUR BELIEF IN HERRESY ERROR AND PERVERSTION OF THE GOPSEL OF THE WHOLE BOOK THE BIBLE YOU WILL BE JUDGED ON HOW YOU FOLLOWED AND WORSHIPPED AND NOBODY WILL BE TO BLAME BUT YOURSELF.

PRAYER OF CONFESSION OF FAITH

Father, King of The Universe, The God of Abraham Issac and Jacob. The only True Father who sent His One and Only Son; The Messiah, Yahuwah HaMashiach a Hebrew, a Jew as “salvation is from the Jews” John 4:22, who is the same yesterday today and tomorrow (Hebrews 13:8).

I know my Savior as Jesus Christ, who was crucified buried who descended and who rose from the dead and three days later ascended back to The Father. I do not know given the great deceptions in doctrine what Your true Name is, or His Your Sons true Name is. But I believe there is only One Son who was crucified and died on Calvary’s hill who also descended and after three days rose from the dead to appear before mankind and then ascended back to You and He did this for me and died for my sins to save me from the power of sin.

Throughout my journey, my walk with You, show me clearly what is Your Name, what is Jesus Christs true Name. Show me where Antichrist has me deceived with his imposter Jesus as there are many counterfeit spirit God imposters who call themselves Jesus Christ and who claim they represent Your Son or are Your Son.

Because You said, many Christs will come, will arise saying they are of Christ they are representing Christ Jesus I do not want to follow any Shepard but You. You told us they say they are in His Name and will be on this earth saying they teach the truth of Your Son and Yourself. You even said they will change names times and seasons, so I am without excuse if I follow after a false Shepard a false Father Son and Holy Ghost. I want to know if the Catholic and Protestant Jesus Christ is of Your Son or is an imposter that You warned us about and who have changed the times and season and festivals and Your appointed times thus to cause us to be without law – without obedience to laws I am to obey.

Because You told us they would be saying they are Christs ambassadors, rabbis,’ preachers, teachers, pastors, leaders, messengers, servants, prophets and prophetesses I would hate to be deceived and not be one of Your sheep who hear Your voice and follows after the real You. I am aware the Mormons, The Jehovah Witnesses and The Christadelphians have another Jesus so maybe I do also as Protestant/Catholic?

Because the kingdom of darkness is so clever and these spirits at work in people mislead many and hence many of us are and will be deceived and don’t know it. But I ask You am I deceived? Because You have warned me that those who claim to teach truth, who claim to represent The Anointed One fool many people and I do not want to be fooled (Matthew 24:4-27). The biggest collective deception is just that - collective, to seem like truth but is falsity.

Father, I ask that You reveal to me where I am deceived by Antichrists deception – antichrist meaning another Christ one who says he is Christ but is an imposter. Also, Revelation 17 tells us of his counterpart Jezebel, the Mother of Harlots. Who is the Whore and her daughter Athaliah who are taking the saints to hell with heresy error and perversion of the Gospel. Then there is also Hell and Deaths cohorts who will kill steal and destroy and teach damnable heresies alongside those spiritual principalities.

Show me Babylon, am I in Babylon? I will obey the command to leave and come out of her if I am deceived and under their spell. Show me if I am in Babylon under Romes heresy and error that could deem me not a true follower of The Way, The Truth and The Light. I do not want to hear “depart from me I never knew you for you were without the law and lawless.” (Matthew 7:21-23) I do not want to hear “you followed the wrong Jesus the wrong Son and Father.

I can only do this in Your Power and Strength and by You changing my heart. Change my heart to test and approve all doctrines and to will and to do what is required to “hear You as My sheep.”

Father, I do not want to be a goat believing I’m a sheep. I ask for Grace and Mercy My God; speak to me in my dreams, in my spirit as I sleep and in every way You can that I may not be as one of those who perish because of lack of knowledge (Hosea 4:6) or as one under damnable heresy (2 Peter 2:1).

I do not want to be like the Pharisees and Sadducees who saw Your Son Yahuwah HaMashiach (Jesus Christ) face to face. They refused to believe they were not following correctly The God of Abraham Issac and Jacob. They refused to believe they were in heresy error and perversion of Scripture, but they were, and they perished.

I ask You to take the veils off my eyes and anoint me with Your eye salve. Allow me the grace of humility as deception sears the conscience and is a powerful stronghold a fortified clever hold of false doctrine. Show me where I am in error to another Jesus, another Christ, the kingdoms of darkness’s imposter Jesus.

Again, is that His true name or is it the name of Romes imposter Messiah who is spoken of in Revelation as taking the saints to hell, and the Protestant faith has its origins from the Catholic faith, Constantine’s writings Constantine’s bible. Hasatan has many imposters to destroy Your people.

Father, lead me out of traditions of man and the lies and deceptions and heresies that bind me to believe they are from You and blind me to believe I am permitted to serve You in these traditions rather than Your Traditions Your Truth. I do not want to forfeit anything for being guilty of idolatry and spiritual fornication, for those who practice such things will not inherit eternity. I do not want to be like the pharisees who disobeyed Your laws to obey their traditions. I do not want to ignore Your laws to substitute demonic and human tradition, I want to know Your laws Your traditions. (Mark 7:8).

I realize Colossians 2:8 tells us that Your people can be taken captive with philosophy and deception and by traditions of men because of the spiritual forces behind those biblical errors. Therefore, they will bind me in idolatry, error and in serving their impostor Jesus of Babylon and their Jesus of Rome who changed doctrine and scripture and gave us Constantine’s Jesus and many heretical Protestant doctrines.

I pray You would enable me to not judge with what my eyes have seen or decide by what my ears have heard but with Your Spirit of Righteousness to see truth plainly written in scriptural versions. Because they will come and deceive many with signs and wonders and the teaching to back it all up. Witchcraft and sorcery are powerful, but I trust You to break their spells.

Grant me the grace to inwardly hear and see clearly. Let an anointing break the yokes of darkness of heresy error and perversion of the gospel that I may be freed up, set free. Where I don’t know or see them, I ask again that I may have the conviction. Give me a hunger to apply myself to know truth from error to know the true Messiah, a Hebrew, a Jew whose Name may be Yahuwah HaMashiach, I do not want to serve the Greek Jesus of Rome.

I surrender a fresh all my beliefs about You, Your Son and all my doctrines, all my teachings all my beliefs on scripture to Your Lordship. I verbally take You as Lord and Saviour in these areas from this day onwards. I give you the right over all my beliefs on Bible interpretation. Deliver me from evil for Thine is The Kingdom The Power and The Glory. I realize there will be nets before me in doctrine but deliver and cause me not to fall into them; let those nets catch themselves into their destruction let them fall.

I ask for Your anointing to be peaceable, gentle, reasonable, full of mercy and understanding as You continue to push back the darkness that has me ensnared that is counterfeiting Truth counterfeiting Light. Open my mind greatly to discern where I have cherished false doctrines and where I am in the false doctrines of Rome, her saviour her redeemer because I may be no different to the Mormons and Jehovah Witnesses, living my life in vain.

Where the church I attend is under their spell, under the spell of Rome and Constantine’s heresies wake me up. I believe I’m not in Rome or in error, but I humble myself because maybe I am as programming is not seeable and bonds of iniquity and sin structures blind even further.

I pray that wisdom and knowledge shall bring me into stability and strengthen and assure my salvation. Let the voice of The Word, Your Scriptures speak loud and clear to me, let me see truth plainly written.

I pray for the fear of The Lord to be my treasure that I walk on the narrow path. I pray You would teach me Your paths and lead me into Your Truth that I can serve you and serve You in Spirit and in Truth and according to Your will; that I do become a wise Bride and enter the banquet.

Speak to me as I sleep, minister to my spirit I give you permission. I pray that You cause my heart to desire to know the Real You. Set my heart to study to prove so I walk in Your truth, and delight in Your laws and know them. Give me a desire for You to teach me Your commands and commandments and all Your laws so as to undo the lies the heresies; all the false teachings by which I am deceived. All the false doctrine and theology I have believed and am programmed to believe.

Especially where I believe certain laws are not necessary to obey where they are to be obeyed. You said You did not come to abolish all the law just to fulfill. Fulfill means to accomplish each law’s purpose for no mortal person can or ever could but He did that for us. Fulfill meaning to accomplish, to obey all laws correctly and fulfill means to instruct on how to obey laws from Your Word.

Fulfill means to carry out, to do, to preform, to obey, to fill up, to obey the righteous requirement of a law and of a covenant agreement, by adhering to them.

The word fulfill means: to preform, to accomplish, to walk perfectly in Your ways/laws, also to carry out, and hold. Let my heart hear this truth as You said to save not destroy not abolish all laws from other covenants for many are eternal laws. You said plainly You did not come to abolish all laws as written in Matthew 5:17:

“Don’t misunderstand why I have come, I did not come to abolish the law of Moses or the writing of the prophets.

No, I came to accomplish their purpose.”

Matthew 5:17 NLT

Read that again in yellow please.

“Don’t misunderstand why I have come, I did not come to abolish the law of Moses or the writing of the prophets.

No, I came to accomplish their purpose.”

Matthew 5:17 NLT

Show me the true meaning of “not under law but under grace.” Show me where spirits block my mind when reading and hearing Your Truth, let me see let me hear Your truth, the truth that is plainly written, push back the darkness and even bind the self-deception.

Fulfill means to do what it says - to fulfill; do what the laws say to do, and He did that, obeyed them, all of them. Father another meaning of fulfill is He explained His Torah His laws by living by them and or living them out.

Thank You that You will change my heart to want to obey when I realize I was supposed to obey certain laws and commands and do not. I tentatively ask for forgiveness for listening to a counterfeit voice of Your Spirit for sitting under their voices in churches and for not obeying commands and laws I had to; believing I did not have to when I did. I look forward to knowing how to worship You in Your way and how to love You by obeying what You say I am to obey and how to walk in Spirit and in Truth and receive grace as I fall and get up.

Release me to come away from all voices I follow believing they are Your Holy Spirit, convict me that I may know the difference. Do not let me rest or slumber to remain listening to a counterfeit Holy Spirit voice or the religious spirits with their doctrines that are just traditions of men and not Your truth not Your laws.

Release me to come away from ungodly ties to churches, groups, places, people and things/items. Bind them inoperative, silence them that I may come out of the darkness of deception and lies. Yours is the glory and praise and I give You thanks, for precept on precept you will teach and train me.

Circumcise my heart that I may hear “well done, enter into the gates of eternity with Me.”

Thank You, I believe. I receive fresh Oil to be and to do Your will and know Your ways and truly know You.

In praise and thanksgiving.

Amen.

Introduction

To date, I have been in a war for twenty-three years, yes, in a strong spiritual war. I'm believing it will be all worth it when I get to heaven and really, who on earth would want to go to hell when you know hell is real.

The eighteenth day of October 1995 I went to church to turn away from a homosexual life. If I had known what I was getting into that day, I would in no way have gone to church to “Get Saved.”

If I had known I was enlisting in a spiritual war between The Kingdom of Light and Darkness with a labyrinth to navigate of heresy and error and perversion of the gospel with false signs and wonders. With being spiritually molested and abused and tormented by unseen beings that I could hear and not see. With the first seven years of constant spiritual torment that sent me psychologically mental; that traumatized me and caused me to talk out loud as talking in my head hurt and triggered trauma.

If I had known that being Christian would have brought forth love-lessness, celibacy, friendlessness, and aloneness. That my past lesbianism would be misunderstood, that I would be shunned moreover than excepted in the house of God. That the enemy would bring forth a battle of rejection and non-acceptance over and over and over by all peoples they could rustle up; family, church and fellow ministers That I would have an enemy steal, to walk three steps forward and two steps back as a normative for years.

That my own peers in the Australian ex-homosexual ministries would not accept the message or teaching about the perverse spirits and the unclean spiritual power base to homosexuality. That added fragmentation would have me never to feel received by ministries. That the fight would strick me out more times than I got a hit; that when I did, I would never get past the first base of writing books and giving them downloads for free online.

The kingdom of darkness has had every base covered and every person in the field the Queen of Heaven could have put there or made them think I was the batter they had to get out were there. Her LGBTQ persons would mock and give hate messages, and the media would write nonsense about me personally and the ministry.

That all this spiritual and natural woundedness would give me added mental issues that I had to fight to overcome, only to battle another. If I had of known myself and my seed would be targeted and all the above would be my earthly future, I would have turned that car around and went home. My fault the spirits fault, the church people’s fault whatever, all the above.

If I had known twenty-three years later I would be unhappy with the Christian reality of spiritual warfare and church dynamics. Truth is if I had known what I would have had to endure from the Hittites I would have stayed lesbian. I would have preferred to have stayed deaf, dumb and blind to the love of God and Christ and the Bible’s spiritual reality.

God gave me a calling into this ministry of writing and teaching in books. But I thought I would be the greatest witness the church had ever seen according to a prophetic word, however it was a false prophetic word. Yet it kept me in the fight, and it kept me dreaming and enduring.

Yes, I am grateful for what I have, but it has been some journey. So by writing my truth my testimony you will know the walk is not easy, as we are enlisted in God’s army. The army has many ranks, divisions and many wars to fight. This calling brings suffering on many levels and us as fragmented humans are in a battle with beings who have an advantage over us.

What keeps me marching for Christ now is not foremost because I’m head over heels with Him. Or that I love Him so much or am so grateful for being delivered from darkness or from the pitfalls of homosexuality. But moreover, out of the preservation of my soul so I don’t go to hell.

I keep pressing on heaven bound as I know His Holiness, and because I have a calling on my life I don’t quit. I hope, it will amount to more than just me Holy Ghost and the internet. Besides, how could I just lay down and die and give up when I can be of some help to mankind on this subject, and even if it is only the net, I will continue to fight.

You can read my book Jesus Set Me Free from Fear and Lies to Truth and Love. https://books.noisetrade.com/kathleenmalligan/jesus-set-me-freefrom-fear-an You will never wish you were me or have this calling on your life after you read the first three chapters of that book.

Sorry to be so candid, I thought I might as well tell people where I’m at to date. To clarify it’s no bed of roses it can be a bed of nails forsaking your former self for Christ Jesus to be heaven bound, let alone to be a slave of righteousness not being able to taste the pleasures of sin.

My walk is not your walk, and we all have different walks and differ in calling so hang in there and continue to forsake your former self. Your walk may well be amazingly easy or filled with grace. Your attitude’s perception and so on are yours and your heart may well be captivated to be in love with Jesus and you may be more informed than I was escaping many pitfalls.

Of course, I love Jesus and Daddy and Holy Ghost and, and I am glad to be a Christian as I would probably be more mental than I am and possibility sick with a disease, dying early and have a pretty screwed up daughter.

I’ve forgiven and I am forgiven, counted my blessing’s, I’m not all that regretful for being saved in 1995. Just in hindsight if I knew what these last twenty-three years would be, I would have chosen the path of sin and iniquity and the love of a woman than a ministry, and going to church and becoming spiritually aware of the reality of God and His Army.

Truth is, it is better to have not loved another woman if I was to die early and end up in hell living as a lesbian. Life is short and there is no real guarantee of long life or good health for anyone. I’ll continue in the fight, and in Christ’s love and to live on for heaven’s gain and pray that I might receive and know the love of Christ more and more.

Love to you, and peace. Be blessed and be a blessing.

Chapter One

Love

of Christ

To grasp the width, length, height, and depth of Christ Jesus love for us is now my aim as I do not know the full gravity of His Love. I know I need it to continue and to heal the pains of change, and the pain of being in a body of the Church. People’s who sit in the church still have a long way to go in loving their fellow Christian same-sex attracted brothers and sisters and the LGBTQ peoples at large.

“…that through faith Christ may dwell in your hearts, having been rooted and founded in love. 18. That you may be given strength to grasp, with all the saints, what is the breadth and length and depth and height, 19. And to know the love of Christ which surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.”

Ephesians 3:17-19

I’m sure if I had of grasped the Love of Christ, Christian fragmentation would not have been so sorrowful. Today is a new day and I’ve surrendered to embark on a new love walk to know and understand the breadth, length, depth, and height of the love of Christ.

Christ laid down His life, we have heard this said over and over, but have we personalized this sacrifice. I laid down my lesbian life firstly motivated by the love of my daughter. I had caught my girlfriend sexually molesting her as a toddler. Was I to give her a picture of that type of love, was I to give her a life raising her not just fatherless but in a mixed-up understanding of the definition of another woman in homosexual love?

So, when I think what it has cost me by sacrificing my life for hers I understand a little more of the Love of Christ. I know I have contributed to her life for the better than pursuing a selfish life of love to be in the arms of a woman for my own needs of love. I know I was driven by the love of her to do and endure what I went through then return to lesbianism.

Jesus gave His earthly love for me and you, my daughter and all mankind. Could I have chosen a life after my own desires if I had no deep love or parental love for her? Same as our spiritual Father, “See what manner of love the Father has given us, that we may be called children of God.” (1 John 3:1) How could He not give us His Love and promise for a better life if there was no love in His heart?

Chapter 2

A New Garden of Eden

The walk of overcoming is not easy, you have to understand to surrender what seems natural will not be easy or will it be instant removal. The samesex attraction will remain, and temptation and the wiles of darkness will be around till death, or should I say when you are past your used by date!

No sin structure is fully removed by a prayer, sin strongholds are fortified so they have to be demolished. How does one enter into a strong man's house unless he first binds the strongman then plunder his goods? (Mark 3:27) Overcoming the desire for and desire to act out same-sex love is a walking out into .

Whatever reasons you came to surrender your same-sex attraction, your homosexuality seemed good at the time. Whatever motivated you to want change will not always be what drives you to understand and overcome. Because many a time you will wish you never decided to surrender to Christ Jesus.

So, keeping our eyes on the prize enables us to run the race “run in such a way to get the prize.” (1 Corinthians 9:24) We fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.” (2 Corinthians 4:18)

We will all have our day or judgment, so please invest your life in a way that will last. The tempory living is five minutes on the clock, eternity is the rest, the last fifty-five minutes.

I know to forget what lies behind and pressing on to not live our past will be at times a strain. Knowing this gives you an advantage, as in future times you will come to many crossroads. Life will get tough, life will happen, you will get bored, you will get lonely and you WILL want to love and be loved. The church and the people in it will be more than enough and you will get sick of their exclusive attitudes and you will want to return to your former self. Keep your eyes on the prize, the next life.

The promise of the prize Jesus Christ, the promise of eternity, the crown for the overcomers, the city of heaven to live in has to drive you to continue to run the race. Because abundant life here and now comes with growing pains, comes with confusion, comes with regret, comes with why God why, and comes with so many questions.

Am I going to heaven when I die? I believe I am, I must believe for soldiering on sake and to believe it will be worth all that I have endured and what I will continue to endure, I am me.

Have I believed I’ll make it into heaven over the years? No, many a time I thought knowing the life I’ve had, the deceptions and errors I have had to fight my way around I will be sucked in for sure. I will probably end up in outer darkness to be one of those “very few who found the narrow way.”

Truth is, Jesus took the punishment and Jesus died and I trust in His finished works. I believe it’s a gift and I don’t owe Him any debt and He shared in my humanity and I’m forgiven. Yes, I get that, yes, I trust in that. But I still did not believe many a time if what I knew, how I acted, what I believed, if I was good enough and what I wrote truly afforded my name to remain in the Lambs Book of Life.

I must stay in faith and believe I will inherit eternal life when we forsake the ways of the world, the lusts of the flesh and live in our calling we will receive the crown.

I've had to use my imagination, and you can imagine Heaven. I’ve imagined The Garden of Eden in the beginning? The Tree of Life, the river of life that ran through it; it must have been something. We are promised another splendid garden of Eden in Revelation in the new heaven.

“He showed me a river, clear as crystal. Its water was the water of life. The river came out from the throne of God and from the Lamb. It flowed down the middle of a wide avenue. Along the river banks, on either side, grew the tree of life. The tree bore twelve kinds of fruits. Every month it bore fruit…”

Revelation 22:1-5

Adam and Eve fell for deception within the reach of a life and a garden that would have been in perfection and beauty. Why? They had the right of

choice. Today and till we die we are given choice, free will. The choice to return to your former self or be truly born again. Truth is temptation will come your way, it will not stop. This is why we keep our eyes heavenward, keep our eyes on the New Jerusalem, the Heavenly city.

The New City will be the most magnificent paradise of beauty. We as His redeemed family, those of us who have overcome will inhabit the New Eden. No disease, no curse, no spirits of darkness, no torment, no evil person will be in this city. A city with foundations made of precious stones, walls made of Jasper, 12 gates, each made of a single pearl, streets of gold, living water and flowers.

A lavish city and much there is made of gold and precious stone and rock. 1,400 miles width and breath and 1,400 miles high. No night, no day, it will be a city where God and Jesus and His angels, His living creatures and plants will reflect the glory of God. (Revelation 21:9-27).

However, there will be before us the fear of hell, there will be in our view forever a place that will be a reminder not to rebel again. Hell will be visible where there will be those who would not keep His laws, who transgressed and refused to abide and overcome. Those who married up with the ways of the fallen angels and living creatures, those gods and goddesses who deceived multitudes will be there. The Beast, the Anti-Christ, the False Prophet and the Queen of Heaven, the Kings of the nations will be there.

Those who took the mark of the beast. Those who wanted to be as a god. Those peoples of the nations who allowed Satan to deceive them. Those who refused the grace of God. Those who did not live above their base nature to desire a better home than their temporal life and its fleshly demands. “I’ve just got to have love”, “I’ve just got to have sex”, “I’ve just got to got to got to” “I've just got to be in a relationship.”

“For as the new heavens and the new earth, which I will make, shall remain before me, saith the LORD, so shall your seed and your name remain. And it shall come to pass, that from one new moon to another, and from one sabbath to another, shall all flesh come to worship before me, saith the LORD. And they shall go forth, and look upon the carcasses of the men that have transgressed against me: for their worm shall not die, neither shall their fire be quenched; and they shall be an abhorring unto all flesh.” Isaiah 66:22-24

Being born again, truly allowing Jesus to birth you to be born again will enable you to overcome, enable you to not habitually sin, transgress His laws. Of course, it will take effort with falling and standing back up.

“Anyone born of God refuses to practice sin, because God's seed abides in him; he cannot go on sinning, because he has been born of God.” 1 John 3:9

The enemy, the deceiver always creates an alternative, this is seen in gay and lesbian Christian teachings. When we allow The Spirit of Christ Jesus to bring us to be born of God, taught, brought forth to be a king and priest, sanctified, reconciling all things we will enter into the magnificent city of New Jerusalem. It will not be an ordinary city so why would you forfeit this place for the Lake of Fire?

Why would you not study to prove if your way of life affords you eternal life in a temple of God and Christ Jesus? A new world where you have life, the joy of a new universe, mansions or many rooms, gardens, living creatures, and living plants, worshipping angels, friends, and family all enjoying life in such exquisite beauty where The King of Kings and The Father and The Spirit dwell.

The bottom line is, you can create your own laws, follow your own commandments, the choice is yours. But please get your life into perspective. Free will and choice are not all that as heaven is real as much as hell is real.

Mary K Baxter testifies to her visits to hell and heaven that there are no homosexuals there and living that life is a work of Satan that will send you to hell. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8oQtB2J5_k http://www.divinerevelations.info/mary_k_baxter_a_divine_revelation_of _hell.htm I have tried to marry up doctrines and look for loopholes in the laws of God that could give me the assurance to be a married Christian lesbian, but I find none.

Please, study and make sure your choice today is heaven assured, know that you know that you know you are sure that being a practicing gay, lesbian or transsexual will afford you entrance in the pearly gates.

Chapter 3 Love Life

This study is a necessity, personal proving heaven and hell, gay or lesbian marriage and gay Christianity has to be proven. The risk of not acquiring truth is too high, the outcome is too big a loss. You are reading this book, so your pathway is proving if you are allowed to be a practicing married gay, lesbian or transsexual.

You have probably read many blogs, sites, books and answers to questions on anti and pro-gay issues. Love means this, love means that, and this is God’s love. To find your answers to God’s love and love, it requires your personal study and to prove if any way of love and sexual love lifestyle, any type of love marriage is scriptural by doing a personal study.

We live in a contradictory world. Not to mention contradictory theology from so many denominations, writers, authors and so on. The answers to prove how you live your love life is up to you to decide. You check it out. It is up to you to pray for answers in the scripture and pray for help from the guidance of The Teacher, The Holy Spirit.

At the end of the day, no one wants to be found guilty because of ignorance. No one wants to be guilty of breaking any law they misunderstood because they were referred to as being closed minded, intolerance, prejudice, bigoted, on the wrong side of history. No one wants to be found guilty because their definition of love and God’s love was the wrong one.

If we believe we are entitled to something or to outlive our love it does not equate to equality or God’s love and sympathy won’t wash. If we were wrong or if we had preconceived notions of what is love and what is not sympathy won’t wash either. Civil rights, gay rights and equality as opposed to Christian love and Bible truths on love won’t rule out God’s definition of His love.

Neither will be being respecting and tolerating other people allow God’s love to not want to save a soul for heavens destiny. If we knew a person was to be murdered tonight, I’m sure you would try to save that life from being murdered.

So, we should not stop or change our minds because being concerned about a fellow human being’s eternal future labels us as a heretic or anti-gay who will not allow love to be love. Especially if they are your brothers and sisters in Christ.

We are discriminated already for what we believe is the love of God. Even though we are motivated with a love that does not want to see anyone go to eternal hell. Nevertheless, this will still cause their opinion on what you speak to be your opinion on what is right in the eyes of God and Jesus Christ. But it is better to speak out and come from a place of Christ love than hate in hope of a saved life.

In the end, it is better to be safe than sorry on how great His love is and what this love is, and the love that while we were sinners Christ died for us (Galatians 2:20; Ephesians 5:2; 1 John 3:16; 1 John 4:9-11).

Chapter 4

Testimonies of Christs Love

09. “As the Father loved Me, I also loved you; continue in My love.

10. If you keep My commandments, you will continue in My love; and I have kept My Father’s commandments and continue in His love.

11. I have spoken these things to you that My joy may abide in you, and your joy may be full.

12. This is My commandment, that you love one another as I loved you.” John 15:9-12

Love like Christ loved and abide in love as Christ continued in His Father’s love and His love caused Him to keep His Father’s commandments. Okay, sounds easy! Only it is not.

How can we love as He loved when we are sinful creatures. People, desire to be loved before loving, because is it not a fundamental need? Love is patient; love is kind, love protects, love trusts, love hopes and so on as written in 1 Corinthians 13:4-8, and this is the way we want to be loved.

What would compel us to love Christ? What would cause us to obey what He asks us? There is only one way to continue and obey. Because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit given to us (Romans 5:8). This way we can love like Christ loved and abide in His love that will cause us to keep His commandments and or His laws, 613 is said to be the number?

The Spirit of Christ Jesus brings our sin strongholds to death (Romans 8:13) He leads us in the way, and sin no longer controls the way we live, as The Spirit of Christ Jesus controls the way we live (Romans 8:1-4). Please be aware He does not control your mind or your body or make you like a puppet on a string, we have free will, free choice, we do not go passive in our thinking to allow Him control, that is the works of devils. We are by nature sinful, to be anything other than this takes away freedom.

This very sin nature that lives in us wants to define its own love and with this definition of love do so whenever and with whoever and I will, it will define and try. This is why we need to be renewed in the mind and be transformed by the knowledge and revelation of the Word. This is why we need the Power and Presence and conviction of The Spirit of Christ Jesus.

We are able to overcome for we are helped in our weaknesses. We are in all things more than conquerors through Him who loved us. Neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord (Romans 8:37-39) as He provides us with a way out (1 Corinthians 10:13).

On judgment day we will be and we are without excuse. Listen, we are under grace, but this grace is The Holy Spirit. It means the grace is given to ALL, not just a select few who believe. The Grace of the sealing of His Holy Spirit. Grace gives us the power to stay dead to sin and alive unto Christ to keep His laws and to know His laws, we still have laws

Love is a battlefield and living through Jesus Christ is a bigger battlefield when you are overcoming what seems so natural. Praise be to God we have the anointing, the presence of The Spirit of Christ Jesus to enable us to love and obey Him. He changes the heart, causes us to come in agreement with His will and ways and even the desire to continue on in all truth.

There is no way that we could obey, abide and love Christ if we did not have the Spirit of Christ at work in our spirit person. There would be no way we would remain abiding and continuing if His presence and His love were not given by The Spirit of Grace. We would not remain as Christians.

There is no way we could be a servant who studies and deals with the word of truth (2 Timothy 2:15). Or to keep His Word in our heart that we might not sin against Him (Psalms 119:9). Because He works in us to will and to do His good pleasure (Philippians 2:12-13). This is part of the reason for a New Covenant. The Old one did not give ALL believers the Holy Spirit. We are now the all who are under grace not law, law afforded us no power to keep it, grace gives His Spirit to keep it, to keep covenant.

Grace not only gives the sealing of The Spirit of Christ Jesus to all who believe to know and to do His good will; but Grace gives us personal and corporate testimonies of love. Testimonies of Love are a necessity in our

walk. As are miracles, signs, and wonders, words of knowledge, prophetic words, and healings to reveal His love. Jesus has healed me of arrhythmia heart disease and not allowed a diagnosis of asthma to my daughter. Christ’s love for people was also The Fathers love when He healed, delivered, showed signs and wonders and spoke to the hearts and minds of those He ministered to.

Conversion testimonies reveal His love, He is known to have gone to extremes to save a soul. He has appeared to some and has taken some to heaven and some to hell so as to testify to His love and desire to save souls.

My testimony starts here. I had been drinking from sunrise to sunset after finishing breastfeeding my daughter. Not getting paralytic, but enough to remain in an inebriated controlled state. I was unhappy so I drank, and that made me unhappy. I got sick of drinking so I took up an offer with the Jehovah Witnesses to study their bible once a week not realizing I was being drawn by The Spirit of Christ Jesus.

Even though their teachings did not line up with what I had learnt at the Baptist Sunday School it helped me get to Church. I had read many books on religious beliefs in my search for truth on where do we go when we die. In this time I called out to God to show me something I was believing but could not prove, and He did reveal the truth. I then asked Him for a church to attend as so many churches and religions said they held truth.

Then one morning at the door of the toilet was a Christian novel, “Straight is The Gate” by Marjorie Buckingham. It had been placed there by an angel as it was on my bookshelf. So I picked this up, opened to the beginning and it had a stamp saying South Baptist Toowoomba. I took that as my answer, the Baptist church held the truth!

Prayed for the Baptist church to attend and three days later an invitation came in the mail for the opening of the new building of Community Baptist in Glenvale who was the South Baptist who sold their old building. I attended and was the first person to be baptized in their new baptismal pool.

That is love, that was a miracle that was Love's answer to getting me on the pathway of Christ. Not that the Baptist held the exclusive rights to the truth but the truth and love I needed for the beginning of my walk.

Conclusion

Imitators of God

32. “And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, having forgiven one another, even as also God forgave you in Christ.”

1. “Be imitators of God, as beloved children, 2. And walk in love, even as Christ also loved us, and gave Himself for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God.”

Ephesians 4:32; 5:1-2

This word love is weaponized in all relationships and walks of life. With same-sex love “we are all capable of love, you cannot rob anyone of love, love is far more than just sexual activity, the freedom to love is a right and after all, love is love.” I understand this and hate crimes are terrible and discrimination is appalling and the damages to the souls of LGBTQ persons have truly been harmful, so yes love on in your freedoms!

To deny some people love just because The Bible writes laws concerning different types of love seems unfair. After all, love is love and same-sex love comes so easy. God is Love, and He should not condemn the love of two same-sex consenting persons a relationship of expression of such love, should He?

Freedom of same-sex love I believe should be as much a right as free speech and freedom of religion. One reason is keeping our freedom to choose. After all The Word/Jesus gives us choice, “choose life or death” “Choose this day who you will serve.” Serve and obey Christ or don’t serve and obey Christ is offered to us all who believe in the One and Highest God of the universe – Father Son and Spirit.

Loves meaning differs and the usage of the word love differs. Walk in love, love as Christ loved and love your enemies. Greater love has no one than this, that one lay down his life for his friends (John 15:13). How great a love the Father has bestowed upon us to be called children of God (1 John 3:1).

So as beloved children of God, how do we walk in love, love as Christ loved, love our enemies, lay down our lives in sacrificial love? How do we be

imitators of God when same-sex desires were not brought at the corner shop and screaming out from our inner man or woman?

Why be imitators of God in sacrificing our desires our comfort and wellbeing as Christ Jesus did because “While we were yet sinners Christ died for us” (Romans 5:8) Why love like God loves and live for our children or others? Why imitate His sacrificial life and die to self? Why consider the well-being of others, so others may question is same-sex living and love good for you eternally (1 Corinthians 6:9)?

Why? Because we are His Bride, His children, His peculiar people, His purchased and redeemed people from the kingdom of darkness. We are a temple for His Spirit, we are in a Melchizedek priesthood set apart for service to our High Priest. We are to inhabit to live a life in New Jerusalem, a heavenly city.

Why be imitators of God? Because Jesus is our High Priest. Jesus wills for us to agree with His mindset, “we have the mind of Christ.” Therefore, over time we will come into agreement with Him to say living in a loving homosexual relationship is disgraceful (Romans 1:26) before Him? A homosexual relationship is dishonoring and a sin against our own body (1 Corinthians 6:18) as our body is a sacred temple? We come to agree that homosexual relationship violates the purpose He has in mind as He created human sexuality and procreation (Romans 1:27) between a man and woman.

A homosexual relationship breaks a law that is sandwiched between the law that forbids sex with an animal and offering your child in sacrifice (Leviticus 18:22, 20:13). A homosexual relationship breaks a law that there is not to be found among the sons of Israel a homosexual (Deuteronomy 23:17-18). We are grafted in, we are spiritual Israel (Romans 2:28-29) adopted sons (Ephesians 1:4-6) and sons of Abraham (Galatians 3:7) to be conformed to the image of Christ Jesus (Romans 8:29) Therefore, a homosexual relationship participates not in New Covenant living or being an imitator of God or having the mind of Christ.

The love He births and brings forth in us for Christ causes us to come into agreement that sin might be made to appear exceedingly sinful (Romans 7:13). That sexual sin unites us with a prostitute and in effect, we are having communion with the lesser gods (1 Corinthians 6:15) inviting them into His sacred temple.

Our love for Christ causes us to imitate Christ by agreeing that homosexual love is unrighteousness (1 Corinthians 6:9). To agree if one lies with a male as one lies with a female it is lawlessness (Matthew7:23) because it is the breaking of laws (Leviticus 18:22, 20:13). To love Christ and imitate Christ is to agree homosexual love is worship of the creature over the Creator and is idolatry (Romans 1:25).

Our love for Christ causes us to imitate Christ in agreement that homosexual love and fornication is uncleanness and evil lust and passions and covetousness being idolatry as well as spiritual adultery (Colossians 3:5-7; Romans 1:18-23; 1 Corinthians 6:15-20). Therefore, as we are His betrothed brides (2 Corinthians 11:2; Matthew 9:15; Revelation 19:7) husband and wife (Isaiah 54:5) we remain faithful to His marriage Covenant rules.

Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind is a commandment, a law (Luke 10:27). Scripture supports this idea of love, but to interpret exactly how to do this type of love requires study, it requires the anointing and the changes brought forth in the heart by The Spirit of Christ Jesus.

You and I know it is no easy road to convert to Christianity after being free to have sexual intimacy and to fall in love with the same sex. The church and the world are filled with people who will not deny themselves and who ignore Bible truths; but you and I do not have to be like them.

Heavenly Paradise is our glorious home, the home of Christ’s Bride. A New Jerusalem where the Temple of God and Christ Jesus unite. Living for anything other than this is stupidity, it is foolishness. Imagine, the curse of sin will be over with no fallen angels. Saints of old will be there and we will have breathtaking views. The rainbow around the Throne, the twenty-four elders, all that we have read in Bible and more will be our eternal abode.

“And he shewed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God and the Lamb. In the midst of the street of it, and on either side of the river, was there the tree of life, which bare twelve manner of fruits, and yielded her fruit every month: and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations. And there shall be no more curse: but the throne of God and of the Lamb shall be in it; and his servants shall serve him: And they shall see his face; and his

name shall be in their foreheads. And there shall be no night there; and they need no cancel, neither light of the sun; for the Lord God giveth them light: and they shall reign forever and ever.”

Revelation 22:1-5 KJ

Your hour will come as will mine when we leave this earth to be united with Christ Jesus and Father and see Abraham. Choose today to surrender a fresh your same-sex attraction and all things that would find you not worthy to live in the city of Jerusalem. If not say, “I am willing to be made willing for You to change my heart.”

He said,

“I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last.”

He also said

Revelation 22:13

“Blessed are those who wash their robes so that they may have the right to the tree of life and may enter the city by its gates.”

Revelation 22:14 NIV

The question I leave you with is: Do you want to be the one who enjoys the Tree of Life and who has the right to live in the City as His bride? Great, then keep your eyes on heaven not on your fleshly demands.

Because, the Truth is the suffering of being in Christ is part of Covenant and the truth is homosexual living is cursed. The truth, is we are to be brought forth as a spotless Bride. Truth is we are to be pressed to be purified to be made ready for the wedding with The Lamb of God.

We are not to understand this from our human hearts but from the eye and heart of The Spirit of Christ Jesus. Know the truth for the Anti Christ will give many reasons to not overcome homosexuality so we will have our name removed from the Lambs Book of Life. Bottom line is, unless we overcome all sins that leads to death we will not be clothed in white raiment (Revelation 3:4) that will avail us to live in The New Jerusalem.

Bibliography of Internet Citing’s

https://www.quora.com/What-are-all-the-arguments-against-gaymarriage#

https://www.ibelieve.com/blogs/asheritah-ciuciu/14-inspiring-bibleverses-about-gods-love.html

http://www.oxrccg.org.uk/articles/sermons/Sufficiency_of_the_Word.pdf

http://www.pawcreek.org/blog/ Heavenly Paradise

Understanding and Overcoming Homosexuality

By Keeping Your Eyes

This book will bring the hope and the reality of heaven. It will reveal you will be in a warfare till you die. So learning to get the victory over the flesh the world and the devil will be an occurrence, yet not without His daily power and ability.

Christ Jesus redemptive works will take years, so keeping your eyes on heaven will enable you to walk with Him as He demolishes a fortified stronghold. He knows that homosexual lust and same-sex attraction will be a strong part of you and a battle that can come and go for years and years.

Be at peace with your attraction, as it will have power over you until He does a deeper transformation. Stay at peace with yourself for you will come to agree and partner with Him in sanctification and renewal. You will come to the place and say from the heart “i am who GOD says i am.”

Allow Him to show you your crown and your place in the eternity of heaven as you read this booklet. Yes, it will all be worth it after entering the gates of His Heavenly City, so just keep your eyes on the eternal prize.

Kathleen Malligan Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba