I is a crowd
I Is a crowd Is a sensuous grid Is a low buzzing noise Is many purring lungs Is constantly constellating Is a slow unpronounceable cure Is the ocean, which is big Is a small shared continent Is cruising the shoreline Is thriving in thickets of confusion Is a two-headed calf, not in a museum yet Is an animal that digs tunnels underground Is every area of skin as an orifice Is GALAXIES HURTLING THROUGH IT Is our grinning faces made of foil Is totally unhinged, but in a good way? Is not guests, we are your family We are happy to be moving outside our cupboard/office with the fan heater cooking our brains out on a daily basis, happy to be escaping our awful glowing heads zooming in their screen boxes and to find ourselves in the real world and in your hands, dear reader. We present you with this new issue which is another way to say: WE ARE STILL ALIVE.
fieldnotes I is a crowd
issue 3 spring 2022
CAConrad & George Finlay Ramsay
Michelle Williams Gamaker
The Silver Wave
Open window, Angus McCrum
I Don’t Ask
Georges Bataille trans. Rachelle Rahmé
6 Poems on Death
3 Cruising Texts
Send Me Sky
U in a Movie Called El Topo Robert Glück & Arnold J. Kemp
My Last Day
Cecilia Pavón trans. Jacob Steinberg
A Screen of My Own 146
Fragments of Cosmology 6, 22, 39, 45, 96, 104, 111, 155
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